Project Camelot Jessica, Crystal Child Interview Transcript

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JessicaSchab:ACrystalChildSpeaksOutSedona,Arizona,December2008

StartofinterviewKerryCassidy(K):Hi,ImKerryCassidyfromProjectCamelot,andtodayweareherewithJessicaSchab.Isthathowyousayyourname?JessicaSchab(J):Yes.Thatscorrect.K:OK.AndJessicaisACrystalChildiswhatshecallsherself.

J:Mmhm.K:Andwerereallyexcitedtobeabletotalktohertoday.So,Jessica,tellmealittlebitaboutyourselfand,kindof,alittlebitaboutyourjourney.Andsheshadaveryinterestingtimegrowingup.Andatthistimeyoureabout,almost26.Isthatright?J:Yes.[noddingagreement]Thatscorrect.K:OK.So,whydontyoutellme,liketheearlychildhoodkindofthing,withtherelationshipwithyourfather,andhowyousortoftappedintoallofthis?J:Allright.Iwasvery,veryshygrowingup.Iactuallydidntfit


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in,surprisingly.Ididntreallyhavefriends,ofmyage.IactuallydidhavealotofgrannieswhichIadopted.Ihad50.Andtheytaughtmehowtoknitandcrochetandthingslikethat.IretreatedalotintocartoonsandItreallycameaboutwhenIwas16.Thatwasthebigtrigger,ifyouwill.Beforethat,though,Idoremembersayingthingsinschoollike:Angelsarealiens,andaliensareangels.ButK:So,youwouldsaythisinschool?J:Yes.K:Andwhatwouldbethereactionofthechildrenaroundyou?J:Oh,laughter,ridicule.Yeah.Mmhm.[nodding]K:OK.Andwhywouldyousaythat?J:Youknowwhat?Ireallydidntknow.K:OK.J:Itwasalmostlikechanneling,butIwasntawareIwaschanneling.K:OK.J:Ijuststartedsharingthisinformation,anditwasevenbeforeIknewwhatwasgoingonwithmyfather.So,ah,justthinkingbacktoit,thatskindofinterestinganddifferent.[laughs]K:Uhhuh.OK.Sowhathappenedthen?Imean,obviouslythisiswhatyoudidintheearlydays.Howdidyouprogressatthatpoint?Because

Iknowtheresapartatwhichyouactuallykindoftriedtorejectthatworld.Canyoutalkaboutthatalittlebit?J:Well,yeah,becausewhenyoufirstgetintothisinformation,itbringsaboutanexistentialbreakdown.Youletgoofeverythingyouthinkyouknowaboutyourself,andtheworld,andeverybody.Soitis,inasense,alittlebitofadeath.Andalsoarebirth.Youreanemptycupnow,anemptyvesseltobefilled.K:Bealittlemorespecificintermsofyourexperience.BecauseIknowthatyouhadatragedyinyourlife.Butpriortothat,becausethathappenedkindoflikeinyourlateteensJ:Yes.K:Youhadsortofadilemma.So,canyoudescribewhatyourfather

waslike,andhowthatdilemmakindofcameroundinyourlife?J:Hewasverydistant.HewasconnectedtoaworldthatIwasntfamiliarwith,atthetime.AndhespokeaboutthingsthatIreallydidntunderstand,also.Buthewasyouknow,very,very,likepassionate,andlovingaswell.But,umsorry[smiling]Imalittlenervous.Well,Icansay,beforehand,Iwasalwaysalittlebitsuspiciousinschool.IfeltlikeIdidntlikebeingtaughtwhattothinkratherthanhowtothink.Itwasalwaysinthebackofmymind.And,alsojustItkindoffeltlikeIwascomingofftheassembly-line?AndIremembertryingtoaskaboutthingsthatIIwouldnoticethattherewasjuststuffwewerentbeingtaughtaboutinschool.Forexample,inGrade8,theyweresayingtheonlykindof

matterisgas,solid,andliquid.AndIraisedmyhandandIsaid:Well,whataboutplasma?Andyouknowwhatshesaid?Gotodetention.K:Gotodetention?Really?J:Yeah.So,umK:Veryinteresting.Andyougrewupinwhatarea?J:Well,IwasborninWinterpeg,[Canada]butIleftwhenIwas7.AndtheVancouverarea,thesuburbs.K:OK.J:Mmhm.K:So,youweretoldtogotodetentionbecauseyoutalkedabout


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plasma.[laughs]J:Yes.K:Andthats,youknowImean,sotheyactuallydidnthaveanyclueaboutthat.Andweretalkingwhatyear,approximately?Doyouremember?J:IwasinGrade8.Yes.K:OK.J:Firstyearofhighschool.AndIjuststartedtorealize:Waitasecondhere.Theresalottheyrenotsaying.Andwhycantwetalkaboutit?Whydowegetintroubleifwebringthisstuffup?K:OK.J:Allright?K:So,whathappenedafterthat?J:Ikindadisregardedit.LikeIdidntreallypaytoomuchattentiontoit.Itwasjustalwaysinthebackofthebrain.Anditsalmostlikeadetective--yourecollectingallthesebitsandpiecesasyougoontheway.And,stillveryblind.SowealwaysWehaveatrigger.AndmytriggerwaswhenIwas16.Itwastragedy.Mysisterendeduppassingaway.And,ah,[speakingveryquietly]herfriendwasdrinkinganddrivinganditwasjustmysisterthatwent.Soitwasjusthertime,andK:OK.Andhowdidthataffectyou?Imean,obviously,youknow,itsdistressingandwedonthavetodwellonithere.But,atthesametime,Ithinkthatithassomethingtodowithyourwillingnessto

perhapsletintheseotherworlds.Wouldyousaythat?J:Yes,becauseIrealizedthatIwasverydepressedatthattime.AndIwasalsoveryChristian-thinking,inthesensethatIfeltthat,youknow,everybodywhopartiesanddoesdrugsandthingslikethatisbad,andIdontwanttoconversewiththem.NotallChristiansthinklikethat,butthatwasjustthewaymyhead-spacewasandmyinterpretationofthat.So,whenshepassedawayandIwaslisteningtoherfriendsspeakaboutheratthefuneralTheyweretalkingaboutthiswonderfulgirlthatInevergottoknowbecauseIshutherout,causeIwasveryjudgmental.So,rightthenandthereIjustvowedtomyselfthatIwas

nevergoingtojudgepeoplebywhattheydid.Thatwasntwhotheyreallywere.Youknow,itsjustexperiencesthatwecomeherefor.Itwasaverydevastatingtimewhenmysisterpassedaway,inthatitdestroyedthefamily.Mymotherendedupgettingworse--verybadmigraines.Imean,shehadmigrainesbefore,buttheyseemedtobemorefrequent,andlastedlonger,andmoresevere.Andmyfatherendedupgettingastroke!Andthefamilybrokeapart.Mybrotherwenttouniversity.Myotherbrotherwenttoafosterhome.Webecamehomeless.Soitwasalot,allatonce.And,youknow,IthinkIjustbecameverytraumatized.Youknow,italmostdidntseemreal.

K:OK.YoutoldmethatyourfatherhadabiginfluenceJ:Yes.K:onyour,sortof,lettingETscommunicatewithyou.J:Yes.[noddingagreement]K:Canyoutalktomeaboutthatstory?J:Yes.Rightaftermysisterpassedaway,mydadsaid:Shescomeback.Andshestartedtospeaktohim.Andshestartedshesaidthatitsaveryexcitingtimetobealive.Theuniverseislikeabiggarden.Thereslotsoftendinghere.Ivecomebacktoletyouknowthatcertainmembersofthefamilyhavebeencalledforavery


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specificmission.Andshewas,like,theintroductiontowardsawholebunchofotherbeingscomingthrough.So,aftermysisterstartedcomingthroughthecatalystthencameangels,naturespirits,AscendedMasters,extraterrestrials.Itjustgotreally,reallyout-there![laughs]K:OK.Whenyousaythishappened,didthishappentoyou?Ordidthishappentoyourfather?J:Thishappenedtomyfather.K:OK.J:Itallhappenedtomyfatherfirst.K:So,hesveryopen,talkingtoyouaboutthis?J:Well,hewasreallyshockedandtakenaback,youknow.Itwasexciting.AndhejusthadtosharewiththefamilybecausehedidntreallyIdontknowifheknewwhattomakeofitatthattime.Butheknewthatheneededtosharethisbecauseitwasabigthingtomysister.TheinterestingthingabouthowshecamebackwasMediumscanonlyspeaktopeoplewhovepassedawayiftheyhaventcrossedover.Shehadcrossedover.Andthenshecamerightback.K:OK.Whenyousayshecamerightback,whatdoyoumeanbythat?Doyoumeanshewasreincarnatedinanotherbodyandcomingtoyoufromthere?Ordoyoumeanthatshewasinanotherdimension?J:Shewasinanotherdimension.

K:OK.J:Yes.Thefifth.Andmydaddescribedherasavery,verybrightwhitelight-beingappearedtohim.Likeanangel.Andhesaiditwasverymuchherpersonality,becausesheslike:Look,Dad!DontIlookpretty?[laughing].Likeagirlwouldsay.SoK:Uhhuh.J:Yeah.Itwas,youknow,somethingyougottashare.Somethingreallyamazinghappened.K:OK.Andwhatwasyourreactionwhenyourfathertalkedaboutthis?J:Iwasveryhurt,veryupset.Becauseshespassedaway,youknow?Itslikedumpingsaltonthiswound,youknow?Itsjust:Ha,ha.Notveryfunnyatall,Dad,youknow.Particularlycausehehadastroke.Andwhenhehadthestroke,he

didntknowwhowewere.Hecouldntwork.Youknow,IfeltlikeIlostmyfather.Andso,nowtotalkaboutsomethinglikethis,youknowYourecrazy.Youdontknowwhatyouretalkingabout!K:Sohehadtheseexperiencesafterhehadthestroke,iswhatyouresaying?J:Yeah.SoIthought[pointswithherleftindexfingerupward]K:Hemusthaverecoveredfairlywell,though,tobeabletocommunicate.Imean,hedidnthave,like,speechimpairmentoranythinglikethatfromthestroke?J:Hedid,abit.Yeah.K:OK.J:Mmhm.K:Buthewasabletocommunicatethistoyou?

J:Yeah.K:Uhhuh.J:Mmhm.[noddingagreement]K:OK.Soyourejecteditinthebeginning.Whatmadeyouchangeyourmind?J:Alotofthings.K:OK.J:ItwasnotsomethingthatIwasgonnaquicklybeopentobecauseI


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really,reallywantedtobenormal.Hmm.Anditwasnevergoingtohappen.K:OK.J:IjusthadtoIttookmeawhiletogettothat.But,ah,hewantedtotellmeabouthisexperiences,andallthesebeingsthatwerecomingthrough,andwhattheyweresaying.Andtheyweretalkingalotaboutme.K:OK.J:[laughs]AndIdidnotknowwhattothinkofthis.Ireallywantednothingtodowithit.Andso,Iwouldjustgotothelibraryorthebookstore,andbookswouldstartfallingofftheshelf,withthesamekindofcontext,information,thatthesebeingswerespeakingtomydadabout.Theydfallrightatmyfeet!Andagain,IwasstillveryChristian-thinking,soImlike:Thisisthedevil.SoIjustranout,freakedout.AnditwasfunnythatK:Howdidyougetoverthat,though,ifyouweresuchifyouhadthismind-setthatwasChristianthinking?Howdidyousortofmovebeyondthat?J:Oh,Illgetintothat.Thatscomingup.K:OK.J:So,Iwouldjust,youknow,gowalkingdownthestreetandpeoplewouldcomeuptome,peopleIknewandpeopleIdidntknow.Andthey

wouldhandmethebooks!Again--samekindofinformationthatliketheonesthatmydadwastalkingabout,similartothecontextofthebooksinthelibraryandbookstore.Andwhatwasinterestingthingaboutthisis,someofthepeople,whenIasked:Whyareyougivingmethisbookof?Youknow?Andtheyrelike:Idontknow.Howdoyounotknowwhyyouregivingsomebodyabook?Unlessyourebeinginspired?K:OK.J:AndI,still,wouldnotlookatthebooks.Andso,itrequiredthosebeingstobeevenmorepersistent.IliketocallitAngelicKickintheButt.

WhereIwasworkingIdbeenworkinginthefilmindustry.Rightaftermysisterpassedaway,Ileftschoolbecausemyparentstheywerejust,youknow,theywerentabletowork.SoIdecidedthat,youknow:Wegotoschooltolearnhowtomakemoney.Imoutofschool.Imoutofthis.AndIwentintothefilmindustryrightaway.Myveryfirstdayofextra,workIgotlines.AndsoIthoughtthatwasnormal.[laughs]Thenextday,Imlike:WhendoIgetmylines?Andtheyrelike:Youdont!Soah,wherewasIgoingwiththat?K:So,whathappened?Whatdidyoudothen?Youdidntgetlines.Areyousayingyoujustbecameanextra?J:Ididextrawork.Ididacting,Ididstunts.Ididstand-in.I

didcrewwork.K:OK.J:Setdec.[ed.note:Setdecoration.]Ididasmanydifferentthings,toremovepolitics,andunderstandwhereeverybodywascomingfrom.ThatwassomethingthatIalwayswasinterestedindoing,islearningallthedifferentperspectives,andK:OK.Andso,whendidthetransitionhappen,whereyoustartedtolistentowhatyourfathersaid?J:Onset,onashowcalledDaVincisInquest,aguycameuptomeIdneverseeninmyentirelife.Andhesaidtome:Isyourname


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Jessica?AndIsaid:Mmhm.[noddingherheadinagreement]Hesaid:IsyourlastnameSchab?Yeah.AndisyourparentsnameRoseanneandTerry?Yeah.Howdoyouknowallthis?Andheslike:OK.Thisisforyou.AndhegavemeallthesetapesontheCIA,undergroundmilitia,DavidIcke,JordanMaxwell,AlexCollier,andthensome.[laughs]K:OK.J:AndIjustkindofrealizedthatthisisnevergoingtoletup.SomethingistryingtogetmyattentionandIhavetosurrender.K:Didyouwatchthosetapes?J:Idid.K:OK.Anddiditchangeyou?J:Um,Ibecamevery,verydepressed.Evenmoreso.Becauseagain,lettinggoofeverythingyouthinkyouknow.Butthen,alsoitseemstobethishuge,scaryconspiracy,likeweredoomed.Its,youknow,thishugecontrolgamegoingon,andtheresnothingyoucandoaboutit,becauseyoudonthavethepower,orthemoney,orsay,inasense.K:OK.J:Yeah.K:Andso,whatdidyoudothen?Howdidyougofromthereto

actuallylisteningtoyourfather?J:Hmm.Well,afterthevideos,andafterfeelingthewayIdidaboutthem,andjustconstantreoccurringofPleiadiansYouknow:OK,Dad,whoarethePleiadians?Whydotheywanttogetincontactwithme?SoIstartedfindingoutnow,reallylisteningtomydad.AndIwasntnecessarilyopentoit,butIwasntnecessarilyclosed.Iwasjustthinkingthat,ah:Thisismyexperience.Forwhateverreason,lifehastakenthisturn,anditsforareason.SoIshouldIshoulddosomeinvestigating.K:OK.Andhowoldwereyouatthistime?J:Idsayabout17.Yeah.K:OK.

J:Ayearlater.Andmydadactuallystartedtotalkabouthisexperiences,thatheactuallywasawareofthisstuffbeforehisstroke.Itwasjustabiggerupgradeforhim.ButIfoundoutthatwhenhewas8,hewastakenuponaUFO,andthewholefamilyonthefarmsawthisaswell.Andtheyputachipinhisbrain?Andthischiphedidntbelievethatitwasactuallythere.Hethoughtitwasadreamorsomethinguntilah,nottoolongago.Beforehisstroke,Ibelievethathementioned,hewasinthehospital.AndtherewasawomantherethatWell,sheseemedtobeanurse,butshewasnt,causeshewentuptomydadrightawayandshesaid:Youhavetoleave.Shebroughthimhisclothes.Shesaid:Iftheyreplanningonscanningyourbrain.Iftheyscanyourbrain,theyllfindthechip.

Andmydadslike:Waitasecond!Thatsreal?Andshesaid:Thiscannothappen.So,comeon.Itstimetogo.Butmydadactuallydidntgetoutontime.So,rightwhentheywereabouttoscanhisbrain,thewholehospitalhadablackout.Andwhenthepowerwentbackon,theCAT-scanmachinedidntwork.Andthen,whenitdidwork,itworkedoneverybodybuthim.Andthatgavehimenoughtimetomakehisescapefromthehospital.K:OK.Veryinteresting.SoJ:Yeah.K:Now,thiswomanDidshedisappear?Wasshestillonthe


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J:Yeah,shedisappeared.Mydadwentbacktofind,youknow,whoifhecouldspeaktoheragain.Andshewasonlytherethatonetime.Shecompletelyvanished.K:OK.J:Andtheresbeenafew,actually,eventslikethatwhereThesepeoplewouldcometoourdoorandmydadwouldsay:Jess,gofollowthem.AndIdid.Andtheyjustvanished![shrugsandraiseshands]K:Theyjustvanished?J:Yeah.Yeah.K:Sohedsay:Followthem?J:Rightintothinair.IdturnthecornerandIdseethemPoof!K:OK.J:Andmydad,hewouldhaveexperienceswhereHecouldseethesebeingsallthetime.Hewouldbeinaparkinglotandsuddenlyalltheseangelswouldbesurroundinghim.Sohehadmanyexperienceslikethat.Andhealwaystriedtointerpretitandexplainittous,whichwasvery,veryfascinating.Itstartedtobecome,youknow:OK.Wow.Somethingisgoingonhere.And,umK:Whatdidyourfatherdoforalivingbeforehehadastroke?J:Myfatherwasabusinessman.HehadhisowncompanycalledBeverlyHillHomes,whichheranwithmymother,anditwasverysuccessful.

AndthenHewasamasterofmanythings,ajack-of-all-trades.InWinterpeg,hebuilthouses.Hedesignedthem,architecture-wise,andhealsoputittogether,carpentry.Andtheywereverybeautifulhomes,aswell.One,ofwhichIhavefondmemories,istheCastleHouse.Andhealsowasachemist.Heinventedmendableconcrete,likeBecausehewasveryhonestandtrustworthy,heendedupgettingtaken,andsomebodystolethatideaandtookittoChina.Andthatreallydevastatedmymother.Theyendeduplosingalltheirmoney,reallyhavingnothing.Andthenmyfather,throughthelatteryears,hemadefurniture,cutesykindoffurniture.K:OK.

J:Yeah.K:So,youreinthissituation.Yoursisterhaspassed.J:Mmhm.K:YourelearningaboutETsAndwhathappenedthatactuallysortofprogressedyoutowhereitwasntjustyourfatherhavingexperiencesbutyoustartedtohavethem?J:OK.Wow.Well,whileIstartedtolearnabouttheETs,ImstillImactuallyreallystillupsetwithmyfatherbecauseheleftthechurchandIwasstillkindaChristianatthattime.Right?Tryingtoholdontothis!Andso,IkeptgoingtodifferentchurchesandIfeltreallyannoyedbecauseIcouldntfindonewhereIfitin.AndsoIdecidedtoexploredifferentreligions.AndIwenttothosechurches;stilldidntquitefitin.TherewasSomethingfeltoff,

andIcouldntputmyfingeronit.SothenIwentintomysticismbecausethisseemedtobealongthelinesofwhatmydadwastalkingabout,ofwhatitseemedthesebeingsweretryingtorelaytome.ButstillthatdidntquitefeelrightandIdidntquitefitin.AndIknewthattotrytoIknewthatonedayIwouldbeexplainingthistopeople.SoIdecidedtoevenexploreatheism.Again,samething,Istilldidntquitefitin.ButtherestillIcouldntdenyanyofthem,either,becausetheyallseemedtobepiecesofmyself.SowhatIdidwas,Istartedtoembraceallofthem.


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AndIrealizedthatImnotjustone,andtopigeon-holemyselfintooneisagreatdisservice.K:OK.J:Sothesenewinsightsstartedcomingthrough.ThisisreallywhereIstartedtoseetheworldverydifferently.Andeveryday,little,thingsstartedtobecomereallybig.Forexample,onetimeIcamehomeandIwasveryupsetaboutthisreoccurringproblemlike:Whydoesthiskeephappeningtome?And,itsfunny,Idontevenknowwhatitistothisday.So,reallybig?Right?[laughing]But,itpoppedintomyhead:Boggle.Gogetthegame,Boggle.Imlike:Huh?Boggle?Whattheheckdoesthathavetodowithanything?[Kerrylaughs]Thatskindofaweird,randomtangent.But,Iwentandgotit.AndthenIgot,youknow:Shakeitup,findsomewords.AndIfoundliketen.AndImlike:Allright.Well,thatsdone,andIdontreallyunderstandthepointofthis.AndwhenIputitdown,IgotupandIturnedaround,andIsawtheboardfromanotherangle?AndIsawalltheseotherwordsIdidntseebefore.Imlike:Waitasecond.AndIwalkedaround.Isaw,youknow,morefromtheotherangle,andmorefromtheotherangle,tillIfound,Ithink,55.Andthenitsaid:OK.Wellnowyouknowwhythisproblemkeepsreoccurring.Youreonlylookingatitfromoneperspective,one

angle.Iwaslike:Ohmygoodness!Wow!And:Wheredidthiscomefrom?Andthenitjustpoppedintomyhead:Allowustointroduceourselves.Weareyourguides.AndeverytimeItriedtoaskthemwhoexactlytheywere,Igotadifferentanswer.AndsoIthoughtatonepointtheywereplayingwithme.But,inasense,theydidntwannabelockedintolabels.Inthebeginning,youknow,weintroducedmyselfasaCrystalChild.But,youknow,theresIndigo,Light-Worker,Star-Seed.AndalsojustJessica.K:Uhhuh.

J:Right?So,theyrealllabels.Whenitcomesdowntoit,theyreallpiecesofourself.K:Mmhm.J:Imean,inschoolIwasalwaystoldthatIwasstupid,andIbelievedit.K:What?Whenyousayyouweretoldyouwerestupid,whotoldyouthat?J:Myteachers.Why?BecauseIwasputinthespecialclasses--aslowlearner.[drawingquotationmarksintheair]Andthestudents.AndbecauseIwasverydyslexicandIlearnedverydifferentlyK:OK.J:andIcouldntseethingsthewaytheydid.AndalsoIdidnthaveaninterestto.Itsjustsoboring,youknow?Thisisnotgoing

tostimulatethesoul,youknow?Itstarvesthatpartofus.K:OK.Sobuttogetbacktoyourstory.Youreinapositionwhereyourestartingtohearfromyourguides.Youveheardstoriesfromyourfather.J:Mmhm.[noddingagreement]K:Soatwhatpointwereyouactuallysortofconvincedthatpossiblywhathewasseeingwasreal,andthosepersonagesstartedtobeappearingforyou,orbecomereal,foryou?J:Theyneverquite,like,appearedtomeinthewaymydadsdid.


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But,IjuststartedLikewhatIwassharingwithinschoolaboutbeingtoldIwasstupid.Itstayedlikethatuntil,youknowThatwasmyparadigm.Thatswhateverybodysawmeas.Untilonedayitdawnedonmethat,youknow,someonesopinionofmedoesnthavetobemyreality.Andwhenthathappened,everythingshifted.Nobodysawmeasstupidanymore.ButitdoesntmeanIstilldonthavethatpart.Like,theseareallfacetsofwhatmakesushuman.SoIcouldntreallyjudgeanybodyanymorebecauseIsawmyselfineachoneofthem,nomatterwhattheydid.Andwhatreallytookittothenextlevel,actually,was[hesitantly]umThisisvery,veryhardtoshare.Butitsveryimportanttoshare.EventhoughIwasstartingtobecomeopentoit,Iwasstillveryupsetwithmydad.BecausewhatIwantedmorethananythingwasjustanormalDad,andtobeafather,andnottobelosttothisworld,eventhoughitwasexciting.Yourestillachild.Andyouneedthatkindofsupport.So,ImightgetabitemotionalaboutsayingthisK:ThatsOK.J:OnChristmasday,thewholefamilywasaround,andIjustfeltsohurtandupsetbymydadthatItoldhim:Ihateyou.Whydontyoujustdie,already?Andhedid.K:OKJ:Umm,andI

K:Yousayhedid.Canyoubealittlemorespecificastohow?Whathappened?J:Aweeklaterhehadabrainhemorrhage,andhewentinforbrainsurgery.Andhedidntrecover.K:OK.Sohowdidyou,sortof,viewthatexperience?J:Well,IknewabouthowourthoughtscreaterealitybeforeWhattheBleepcameout.Thisinformationwasbeinggiventomebymydadsbeing,sinceIsat,youknow,andlistenedtowhattheyweresaying.Iknewthattheresahugeresponsibilitytowhatwereputtingout,andhowpowerfulitis,thatinasenseitismagic.K:Mmhm.J:SowhenIsaidthat,Iwassowrackedwithguilt,andsomadat

myself,andsoupsetwiththesebeingswhowereworkingwithme.Ifeltthattheychosethewrongpersontodothismission,becauseIdemonstratedmyselfasunworthy.Yougettoldthatthisisthepowerthatyouhave:Yourthoughtscreate,youknow,yourreality.Payattentiontothem.Andthenyougoanddosomethinglikethat,insoseemingunconsciousmeasure.K:OK.Butdidyoualsoallowforthefreedomoftheotherperson?Theirsortofasasovereignentity?Inotherwords,thatpersonbeingyourfather,havingachoiceinwhethertodieornot?J:Ididntseethatuntillateron.See,whathappenedwas,Ididntwantanythingtodowiththebeingsafterthat,justbecauseIfeltsohurtbywhatIdidthatIlikeunworthy,likeIsaid.Buttheystill

wouldntleavemealone.Andtheysaid:Youdontunderstand,Youreonlyseeingitfromoneperspective,youknow.Yourefeelingveryhardonyourselfanditsnotnecessary.Youdontunderstandonthesoullevelwhatsoccurring.Eventhoughyoutoldhimoutofangerwhatyoutoldhim,onasoullevelyousaid,ItsOK,Dad.Youcangonow.Wellbefine.AndthatIhadacontractwithhimthatIwouldhelphimgowhenthetimecame.Andthathedidwanttoleave,buthedidntwanttogounlessheknewthatwewouldbeOK.AndIdidjustthat.


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K:OK.Soyouwereabletokindofforgiveyourselfandallowforthatoccurrencetohappen,andtohavebeenpartofyourreality,inotherwords?J:Yes.Yeah.K:OK.Andwhatabouttherestofyourfamily?Howdidtheyviewhispassing,atthatpoint?J:Itdevastatedmymother.Mymotherstillhasntrecoveredfromit.Myoldestbrotherjustdistancedhimselfawayfromthefamily,likeCausehewitnessedthat.IdontknowifheevenforgivesmetothisdayofwhatIsaidtoDad,becausehecantunderstandorseeitthewayIdonow.MyotherbrotherhewasupsetwithDad,too.So,heactuallytalkedabout,youknow,justnotbeinghappywithMombeingwithDad.AndStevewastooyoungtoreallyknowwhatwasgoingon.K:OK.Soyourfatherpassedonandyouwerehavingsomeinteractionswithvariousbeingsandgettinginformation.J:Yeah.K:Butwhathappenedafterthat?Diditincrease?DidyouJ:Ohyeah.Itjustkeptincreasingnonstop.IjusthadtokeepIfeltvery,veryguided,suddenly,aftermydadpassedaway,thatheplantedawholebunchofseedswithinme,andIneededtotakecareofalltheseseedsnow.Ineededtomakesuretheyhadlightandwater

andK:Wereyousharingyourexperienceswithyourfamily?Orwasthisjustprivate?J:Icouldonlyreallyshareitwithmymother.Theothersiblingswerenotopentoitatall.K:Andwhataboutschool?Friends?Schoolmates?J:Noothers,nobodyIhadatthattime.SothatswhyIwentonthecomputer,tryingtofindpeoplewhoSomebodymusthavehadsimilarexperiences!Someonemustknowaboutthis.Icantbetheonlyone!Notjustmyfamily!Imean,thesevideos,youknowDavidIcke,AlexCollier.They,youknow,talktootherpeople.Theyfindthem.SoperhapsIcandothesame.Andhowmanypeopleisthishappeningtowhofeelalone,youknow?Who

cantsharethisbecausetheyfeel,youknow,crazy?Ortheywontbeunderstood?Andthatsreallysadandnotfair.Youknow,wehavetherighttoshareandexpresswhatiswithinus.Sothatreallydroveme.AndIspentmanynightstryingtofindothers,tonoavail.UntilonenightIcollapsedinfrontofthecomputer.AndwhenIwokeup,thereItwasinthemiddleofthenighttoo.Therewasthis,onthecomputerscreen.Itsjust,like:MeetotherStar-SeedsandLight-Workers.Iwaslike:Ohhhh[bigsmile]Ihitthemotherlode!AndIcontactedthemall.Andweimmediatelyhadastrongconnection,likeweveknowneachotherallourlives.AndIjustknewsomuchaboutthem.AndIdidntreallyknowhow,butitjustwassostrong.

Anditbecameveryexciting,andIdecidedIwantedtogoandseethem.AndsoIjuststartedto.Itkindoffreakedmymotherout,becausethefirstoneIwantedtomeetwas,ofallthings,aguy.Youknow,amalearoundmyage.Andyouthinkthat,iftheyreopentothisinformation,thattheymightTheymustbeTheOne!Theyrenearyourage,oppositesex.Thatsallyouneed!SoItoldmymomImgoingtoFrancetomeetthisguyIvenevermetbutIminlovewith.AndImgoing,eventhoughIknowthatitsgoingtocostaboutlikeeverybodystellingmethreegrand,you


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know,minimum.Isaid:Imgoingtogoforlessthan$900.AndIdid.WhenIcalledthetravelagent,shesaid:WehavenothingavailableOh,exceptthisItjustpoppedup.Itlookslikesomebodycancelledforthreeweeks,for,whatwasitnow?$850.Yeah.Imlike:Thatwastheone.Thatstheone.K:OK.AndyouvealsodonethisnowyouvesortoffollowedthiskindofpatternsincethenJ:Yes!K:inallowingthingstocometoyou,andknowingJ:Yes!K:sortofhavingasecondsenseaboutthat?Isthatright?J:Yeah.Itjustastrongtrusting.Theguidancejustdirectsyou.ItsliketheWhiteRabbitfromAliceinWonderland.K:OK.J:Thatswhatitfeelslike.Soyoujustknowwhattodo,andthatyoullbefine,youknow,andyoucanmakeithappen.IcanuseallofthisstuffthatIvebeentaught,toreversealotoftheoldcondition-programmingthatisputonuswhenwereyounger.Right?AnditslikeItsNLP[ed.note:Neuro-linguisticProgramming]inasense,programmingyouroldbeliefsandyouriftheyreyours,orwheretheycamefrom,andusingthemtostepintoyourpowermoreandmore,andseeingwhatyoucando.Ifthesebeingssaythatwereinfinite,youknow,andthatwerethesebeautifulballsoflight,thenIwanttoexperiencethis.Iwant

tofeelthis.Andyoucantjustreadaboutit.Youhavetoembodyit,iswhatIvecometorealize.Andnotprayingorwishingorhopingforpeaceandloveanymore--Ivedecidedtobecomeit.Youknow,itcomestoapointinlifewhereyoudecide:Doyouwanttogohome,orbecomehome?Andthen:Willthatbringhometoeverybodywithin?ThatswhatTheShiftfeelsliketome.K:WhatIwaswonderingnow,ifyoucouldtalkalittlebitaboutthemessagesthatyouweregetting?Andthekindofbeingsthatwerecomingtoyou,ifyoucoulddescribethem?Maybespecificonesthathaveparticularmeaningforyou.

J:Well,itsneverbeenquitespecific.LikeIsaid,theyvealwaysJustwhenIthoughtIcouldpinpointit:OK.ItsaPleidiNo,itwouldbesomethingdifferentsuddenly.Soitwasneverquiteaboutattaching:OK.ThisisJesus.ThisisBuddha.Itwasneveraboutthat.ItwasaboutthefusionandmergingallofthemtogetherandthatbeingGodinitself.Right?Playingalltheserolesandspeakingtousinwhatevercomfort-beliefthatwehad.Sothatwasalwaysmyapproachandperspectiveonit,evenwhenunderstandingwhatthesealienswerepiecesofourselfaswell.Andso,whatIstartedtodowasnotonlytestthestuffoutonmylifeandIdontmindsharingthoseexperiencescausetheyrequitewildandreallyfun,especiallywhenpeoplestarttryingitoutforthemselves,andthencallingmeuplater,going:Ohmygoodness.

But,forexample,whatIfoundwiththeextraterrestrialsis,iftimedoesntexist--pastpresentorfutureareallexistingatthesametimesimultaneously--andthisisanillusion,inasensetimeisjustabunchofstill-frames.[makesasquarewithherhands]Andthiscamera,youknow,itsnotreallymoving.Itsjustabunchofstill-frames.K:Mmhm.J:Anditsatrickoftheeye.Suchisthecasegoingonwithinourmindaswell,makingusperceive.


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Then,ifwevebeentaughttobelieveabouttimelinear,thewaywedonow--thenthatmeanstheresaspectsofourselfthatisfragmented,sofutureversionsofourself,dependingontheprobabilityofourthinking.So,forexample,theGrays--notsayingallGraysarelikethis--butwhenIlearnedthattheyactuallyarentgrayatall,that,onacrash,theydissectedthemandfoundthattheirgrayskinwasactuallyourcolor.Andthosebiggoggles,thosebigeyesThatswhattheywere:theyweregoggles.Theywereafutureversionofourselfthat,youknowTheyfeel.Whenpeoplefeelthem,theyfeelverycoldandkindofcalculated.Anditsalmostlikethatversionofourself,ofthecollectivethinkingabout,youknow,thedesensitizationofwar,andallthiscloningandgeneticengineering.Andthechemicalsintheairmadeusalittlebitdisconnectedfromwhowereallywere.Because,youknow,somepeoplesaythatthey,youknow,theydontreallyfeel,theydonthaveemotionsinthatsense.Andthatsanaspectofourself.AndIwouldwonderwhythoseoneswouldIfyouaskanylittlekidtodrawapictureofanalien,itdalwaysbetheGrayswiththebigeyes.AndwhatIgotfromthemwasthatthey

camebacktokindofpreventusfromgoingdownthatpath.Anditsoundsverybizarre.Howcan,youknow,somethingfromthefuturecomebacktousiftimetraveldoesntevenexist?Butifanoldmanhassmokedhisentirelifeandhehasaholeinhisthroatbecauseofit,alotofthetimestheygetinspiredtogotoanelementaryschooltotalktothekidsandsay:Pleasedontsmokeoryoullenduplikeme.AndthatskindofwhatIsawwiththeGrays.So,thenImlike:NowImgoingtoplaywiththeotherraces.Whataboutthereptiles?Whyarepeopleseeingreptiles?Andforme,everythingatfirstexistswithin.Whathappensinsideofusgetsmirror-reflectedoutside.Thereisawargoinginsideofourmind,henceawargoingonoutside.Evenourbodymirrorsthisin

that.Whatiscancer,really,butonecellnotrecognizinganothercellthatsonthesameteam?Andsotheyfight.Well,thatsexactlywhatYouknow,theAmericansandtheIraqisandItsbeenplayedoutoverandover.AndthatswhytheBuddhistswerealwayssaying,youknow,peaceofmind,meditation,clarity,becauseOhmygoodness!Imgonnanotgoontangents!Ivegottowatchoutforthat.K:OK.Well,dontworry.Ithasathrough-line.ButwhatIwannaknowis,whenyouretalkinginthisway,areyoutalkingaboutinformationthathascometoyouJ:Yes.K:ortheinformationyouvereadontheinternet?J:No.

K:Areyouputtingthesetwotogether?J:[shakingherheadnegative]No.Icouldntreallyreadorstudythisinformationthatmuch.Morethatjusthonestlycametome.IfIdidtrytoread,Iwouldgetotherstuffcomingtome.Itwasalmostlike,whoeverinspiredthepersoninwritingtheliterature,theywerespeakingthroughme.Youknow,inactingtheresthesub-text,readingin-betweenthelines?Awholeothermessagebehindit.AndthatskindawhatIwasalwayspickingup.


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Icouldneverreadorwatchmoviesthesamewayaseverybodyelse.Inevergotwhateverybodyelsegot.Ialwaysgotsomethingcompletelydifferent.Ineversawthingslikeeveryoneelse,soImean,thatslikeevenwithreptiles.Idontseethemlikeeverybodyelsedoes.Iseethemasamanifestationwithinourmindbecauseofthereptilianbrain.Thatswheretheegois,andwhere90%ofthenegativeself-talkcomesfrom,andtherepetition,andthatcontrollingfactorinourmind.Idontevenseetheegoassomethingbad.Iseeitassomethingthatisdesperateforourattentionandfeelslikeithasadutytokeepussafe.Anditsdoingagoodjob,buttothepointwherenowitsmakingreasonswhyweneedit.Andnowweneedprotectionfromtheprotection,whichismirror-reflectedinoursociety,withoursystem,youknow.Itwasthereforprotection.K:OK.J:Nowweneedprotectionfromthat.EventhePleiadiansTheyreanothermirrorreflectionofourselfinthefuture.Ifwestepintoourpotential,ourinfinitepotential,thenwellhavethatrealityprobabilitymanifestedforus.Sotheresallthese[gesturing]laidoutforus.Anditsreallyuptoeachoneofus,bytheinnerworkthatwedo.Andwereresponsible,becauseweareourownself-fulfillingprophecy.Thats

whathumanityis,andtheyvebeenplayed.K:OK.AndwhatisyourviewifInotherwordswhentheentitiesahIguessIwannasay,whentheentitiescometoyouJ:Uhhuh.K:andtheygiveyouinformation,doyoujustacceptit?J:No.Wehaveaconversation,almostlike.Ichallengethem.Ialwaysliketochallengethemandplaywiththem,becausethatseemstobewhatreallystimulatesthemcomingabout--intouchwithyourinnerchild,youknow,andthatcreativity.Andwantingtounderstandwhytheyrebringingthisabout.Youknow:Whyareyousharingthis?Whatisyourintentbehindit?AndIvebeenabletofilter,rightaway,onesthataretryingtosway,byhowtheymakeyoufeelaboutyourselfandtheworldaroundyou:Doyoufeel

afraid,andthatyouneedto,youknow,protectyourself?Ordoyoufeelmoreliberatedandmorecompassionateandloving?K:OK.J:Andthatshowyoucandecipherthroughanymessage,whateverthingyourewatching.K:OK.Andareyoufindingthatcertainbeingsreturntoyoumorethanonce?Wouldyourecognizethem?Orareyoutalkingaboutageneral,youknow,sortofheading,youknow,calledspiritorguides,orwhateveryouwanttocallit.J:Iprefertousethat,eventhough,yeah,theyarejustfacetsofmyself,oryou,everybody.K:Right.ButgiventhattheyareIfyouwanttolookatitthatway,intermsofYouknow,wecanalwayslookattheworldinthat

terminology,buttheystillhaveindividuality,tosomedegree.J:ButIveneverreallyfocusedonthat.Thatneverreallyinterestedmesomuch,because,tome,thatseemedtobeabitofadistraction.Imean,ifwerethinkingaboutWearguealotaboutJesus,whetherhesrealornot.Anditreallydoesntmatter.Itwasthemessage.Thatsthebiggerpicture.SothatsalwayswhatIpaidattentionto.AndImlike:Well,evenLukeSkywalkerhesnotreal,butboydoesheinspireandreachalotofpeople.SothatwasalwaysthewayIwouldgetpastallthesethings,justtogetrighttothefocalpoint,


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forme.K:OK.Sowhatdidtheytellyouyourmissionwas?Doyouknow?J:Mmm.ItsWhenyouItdoesntreallyexist.Whenyoucant,youknow,gooutandfindaplacethatsays:ThisisjustforJessica,thenitsalittlebitchallenging.SoitwassomethingthattheysaidthatIcancreate.Icancreate,withthepiecesofwhatImacquiring,howIseemyperspective,tosharethatwiththeworld.Andthatisbutdontjusttalkaboutit,likebeit,andinspirepeopletofindtheirowntruth.Nottosay,youknow:YouneedtobelievewhatIbelievecauseImrightandeverybodyelseiswrong.Buttohonorwhereeachoneiscomingfrom,andtotrustthemself,thattheyhavethoseanswerswithin,thatwedontneedtonecessarilylookanddependonotherpeoplefortheanswers.Becausethatskindofwhatgotusintothismessinthefirstplace.Right?Weregivingourpowerawaytopeopleorbeingsthatdontnecessarilyhaveourbestintentioninmind.Buteventhat,weshouldask:Whydontthey?Wheredoesthatcomefrom?Whatpartofourselfissoself-destructivethatallowsustodothistoourselves?K:OK.IfyouweregoingtotalkaboutthefutureAnd,youknow,alotofpeoplearetalkingabout2012,asyouknow,andwhatmaybe

goingoninthefuture.Haveyoubeengivenanyvisionsordreamsofthefuture,oranyinformationaboutitfromthebeingsthatarecontactingyou?J:Definitely.Alot.AndIalwaysliketodispensewiththisEndoftheWorldkindofthing.ButIcanunderstandwhypeoplesee,orareperceivingit,astheendoftheworld,becauseitstheendofanoldwayofliving,being,andthinking,thathasbeenaroundforquitesometime.So,toalotofpeoplewhodonthaveimagination,whocantseebeyondthat,thentothemitstheend.Butinactualityitissomethingfarbeyondwhatweveeverdreamed.Inasense,thebestwaytounderstanditis,youknow,Truthisstrangerthanfiction.Andwearegoingtoexperiencethatfirst-handwiththeseparanormal

eventswhicharentevenpara-normalatall.Itsjustableed-throughofwhoweactuallyare,comingoutinallkindsofdifferentways.Itsgoingtobemoreandmorefrequent.Andpeoplearegonnastartjustrecognizingeachother.AndwarcannotcontinuebecauseweIfIharmyou,rightawayImgoingtofeelthatpain.So,sayIpunchedyouintheshoulder?Imgonnafeelitrightawayinmyshoulder.AnditsgoingtofreakpeopleoutatfirstcauseweveneverreallybeenLikenobodysreallytaughtthistousinschool,youknow.Itskindofhush-hush.Itstaboointheworld,butitsstartingtocomeback.Humanitys,youknow,intheirstateofamnesiaforsuchalongtime,andnowjustawakeningtowhatwevealwaysknown.Anditsveryquantum.Itsverymultidimensional.Itsmemories,notjustofpast

lives,butfuturelives,multi-dimensionallives,inter-dimensionallives,livesinbetweenlives.Wellbeabletograspthatandunderstandthat.Rightnowwhatshappeningis,itsjuststepping-stonesthatsleadingusthere.Andyoucantgetattachedorboxyourselfintoonebelief.Therearenolimits,justbeliefs.Soyoualwaysgottoexpandonthat.K:OK.Sowhenyousaypastlives,futurelivesJ:Mmhm.[noddingagreement]


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K:etcetera,haveyoubeengivenavisionofyourownpastlives,futurelives?Areyousayingthatthisissomethingthatyouthinkisgoingtoberevealedtoyoueventually?J:IdonthaveverymanypastlivespersebecauseIdontIknowIvebeenhumanonthisplanet.MainlyIvebeenaguideworkingontheetheric.SoImheretohelppeopleunderstandtheirguidesandthemechanicsofhowtheywork,andallthewaystheyretryingtogetthroughtousandrelaytheirmessage.Andso,thatsMypastlives:IvehadoneinAtlantisandoneinFrance.So,notverymany.Itisverybizarretobeinahumanbodyandjustgettingusedtothephysical,andthematterkindofthing.ButitsahugehonortobeinthephysicalformonEarthatthistime.AndIvebeentakenandIveseenthisline-upofsoulsthatjustcantwaittobehereonEarthatthistime.Andthatsactuallywhytheplanetisover-populated.Itsbecauseoftheexcitementfromallthesouls.AndthisplanetislikeaHarvardUniversityforCreators-in-Training.Anditsoneofthegreatesthonorstobeinphysicalformduringthistime,becauseitsthemergeofspiritandmatterworkingtogether,andgoing,andhavingthesekindsofexperiences.BecauseitsverydifferentImean,Icanspeakaboutthisotherside.Icanexplaintoyouhowtheyinterpretus.Itsalmostlikewearearealityshowtothem.Andwhatwedoaffectsthem,aswell.

Itslikeahugerippleeffect.Itsallamicrocosmofamacrocosm,aswestepintothat.K:OK.Socanyoutalkaboutspecificeventsinthefuture?Orisitcompletelyunwritten,inyourview?J:Itsnotnecessarilyspecificevents,becauseitsagain,itsonthecollectiveterm.ButIjustwheneverIthinkaboutitortapintoit,Ijustseeaverydifferentworldfromhere.Iseepeoplemoreconnectingwithnature,understandingthewisdomthatstherethat,youknow,thatItsneverliedtoyouNature--anditneverwill.Becauseithasnogametotakepowerover.Ithasnodesiretodoanythinglikethat.Itjustgivesabundantly.Andwewilldiscoverourselvesthroughthat.Anditsjustgoingtobenothingbutbeauty,tobehonest.

Theresnodoomorgloomorfearoranythinglikethat.Andcallyourselfonthat,andaskyourself:Why?Whyareyougettingthat?Whereisthatcomingfrom?Isthatyou?Oristhatanoutsideinfluence?K:OK.Andiftherewassomethingyoucouldtellpeoplethat,youknowBecausewevespentalmostanhourwithyouhere,andweregonnakindofwrapthisup.Butiftheressomethingyoucouldtellpeoplethatyoufeelmaybehasntbeensaidsofar,whatwouldthatbe?J:Beawareofwhatyoureprojectingoutintotheworld.Constantlybeawareofyourthoughts.Andbegentle,andkindertoyourself.Itsreallyjustthat.ThereasonIamhererightnow,sharing,isbecauseyouhearaboutthe

youngergenerationthat,youknow,theseCrystals,andtheIndigos,butwherearethey?Well,wereherenow.Andyourchildren,theyknowallaboutthis.AndImalsoinspiringandhavingImalmostlikeapioneerthatsallowingtheotherchildrentocomeforthandspeakandshare.Butitsnotjustchildren-children.Itsalsoeachpersonsinnerchild.Andthat,whenwebalanceandmergeourdivinemasculineandourdivinefeminine--sincemasculinehasbeentheenergythatsrulingtheplanetforquitesometime,andnowfeminineenergyis


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startingtotakebackitspower--butnoonehasbeen,youknow,putdownmorethantheinnerchild.Anditstimeforthemtosteptotheplate.ItevenmentionsthisintheBible:OnlyonethatpossessestheheartofachildmayentertheKingdom.And:Achildwillleadtheway.AndwhatIgatherfromthisisAchildislikeoursunshine.Thatswhatwecallourchildren:Youaremysunshine.Andwhenwemergethatmasculineandfemininewithinus,thereispeace.Thentheunionhappens--theinnerchildisbirthed.AndthatbringssuchabrightlightwithinusthatWhenIseethestars,itsamirrorof,youknow,wearelightindarkplacesaswell.Andwhentheselightsallrecognizeeachother,weallcometogetherinone,thenitlooksalotlikethebigbrightlight.Likethesun.OrGodsson,ifyouwill.ThereturnofGodsson.AndtheotherthingIreallywantedtosharewithyouisourperspectiveontheIlluminatioranykindofforcesthatarecausingalotofdiscord--tounderstandthathumanityisconditionedtobelievetheyreaworthlesspieceofcoalunderextremeheatandpressure.AndtheheatandpressurecanbeperceivedastheIlluminati,oranythingthatcausesdiscord.Whathappenstoapieceofcoalunderextremeheatandpressure?Itbecomesadiamond.Sotheyredoingusaservice,inhelpingusstep

inandtakebackourpower.Theresamajormotivationforcethatisalchemy,evenifhumanitysaseaofpotentialandinordertogrowintoitslovelinessitneedsalotoffertilizerdumpedonit--shit.IwantedtoalsosayabouttheIlluminati,thatIreallyseethemasabullyinhighschool,thattheyreveryinsecureandveryafraid,moresoofusthanweareofthem.And,tome,IjustseethemastheWizardofOz,thattheyresmokeandmirrors,greatandpowerful.Butwhenyougettotherootandtheheartofthematter,itsafrailoldmanbehindthecurtain.

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