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    Editorial: A Call for Caribbean Ideas. [email protected]

    T&T Ministry advice on Teaching Hummingbird Tree

    Newsletter for Teachers of English in the West

    Indies Volume I No. 1. September 2009

    This issue ofThe Newsletter

    for Teachers of English in the

    West Indies is a response to

    the felt need to provide a fo-

    rum for sharing the profes-

    sional musings of teachers of

    English and Literature at pri-

    mary and secondary levels in

    the Caribbean. In the 1990s,

    in Trinidad and Tobago, the

    activities of the English

    Teachers Association and its

    ETATT newsletter served that

    purpose. Unfortunately, inter-

    est waned. In Jamaica, NATE,

    thankfully, has maintained a

    consistently activist position.We aim to provide a forum

    where professional ideas will

    contend, collide and inspire

    informed individual teacher

    decision making in the class-

    room. The issue will be deliv-

    ered free by email to all

    teachers who wish to sub-

    scribe. The newsletter will be

    issued three times yearly, in

    September, January and April.

    Use it to generate debate and

    encourage professional

    teacher behaviors in Lan-

    guage and Literature teaching.

    In this inaugural issue, we

    feature contributions by

    teachers from Guyana, Ja-

    maica and Trinidad and To-

    bago. The contributions un-

    derscore the potential of

    teacher creativity in the re-

    gion. We thank CXC for af-

    fording commingling. We

    also proudly reprint the advi-sory of the T&T Ministry of

    Education on controversial

    text selection. All this is with

    a view to supporting a re-

    sponsible, professional culture

    among teachers of English.

    Share and develop that cul-

    ture.

    teemed Caribbean personali-

    ties such as Professor Gordon

    Rohlehr and Professor Ken

    Ramchand and of course the

    many teachers of good litera-

    ture who wish to share it with

    their students. It presents is-

    The Humming-Bird Tree is a

    poignant novel that explores

    the tensions of pre-teens of

    different social backgrounds

    who become friends. This

    happens within a society that

    has clear lines of demarcation.

    According to James Ferguson,

    it is a deeply humane

    novelan honest recogni-

    tion of the contradictions and

    conflicts within a colonial

    order. As a work of fiction it

    has earned the respect of es-

    Inside this issue:

    Approaches to drama, poetry and

    prose for exam success

    2

    The language of feelings 6

    What is drama? 7

    Maya AngeloGo and hug your

    Michael

    10

    Special points of interest:

    What criteria should teachers use in

    selecting texts for students to study?

    In what ways can teachers help

    students to develop an independent

    critical perspective in Literature study?

    The Language of Emotionsa

    teachers perspective.

    Email communication for professional

    sharing.

    Michael Jackson, self image and Litera-ture study

    Developing the Ideal Caribbean Person through professional Language Teaching

    September 2009

    Volume 1, Issue 1

    Man Thinking - by Stepha-

    nie Clair

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    expert guidance of the teacher of Litera-

    ture, students are taught to respond criti-

    cally to what they are exposed to in

    books, films or other media. Books lend

    themselves to critical thinking activities

    necessary for students overall intellectual

    and moral development. That an author

    used the dreaded f-word does not in

    itself make the book vile nor is it neces-

    sarily a promotion of obscenity. The

    plains why Kaiser, in the novel, speaks

    the Creole. In the CXC English A ex-

    amination, the English-based Creole is

    permissible within the dialogue in the

    short story. This of course is for purposes

    of realism, since the average West Indian

    speaks the Creole as her first language.

    Yet, there are advocates of Standard Eng-

    lish who feel strongly that schools should

    not be promoting the Creole.

    novel has to be considered in its entirety

    as a work of fiction. Literature lauds the

    imagination but literature at the same time

    reflects the society from which it springs.

    Teachers of Literature well understandthe element of realism in fiction and seek

    to engender this understanding in their

    pupils. It would be unreasonable to expect

    a child in rural, agricultural Trinidad to

    speak the Standard English which ex-

    dice in a culturally divided society.

    weigh the power relationships between

    people in their society. Do Whites still

    posses the power as they did during theera of the novel? How has the reality of

    the Indo-Trinidadian changed? Are there

    stereotypes portrayed in the novel such as

    the illiterate cane cutter?

    Literature Teachers who engage their

    pupils in the study of The Humming-Bird

    Tree engage students in reflective dia-

    logue about students own use of lan-guage considered impolite or obscene

    help students to re-examine some of their

    own attitudes towards language itself.

    Standard English is still linked to class. In

    the novel, it is the language of the power-

    ful and the educated. Creole expressions

    are consistent with the speech of the poor,

    uneducated masses in the novel and in

    2006, speakers of the Creole are still per-

    ceived as unintelligent by some sectors of

    the population. pose important questions

    that might help students to deepen or re-

    consider their views regarding sexual

    activity, sexual repression, inter-racialrelationships, racial superiority. (All ex-

    plored in the novel)

    Encourage students to critique their

    world, to look deeper into the issues of

    class and race by comparing Trinidad in

    2006 with that of the 1930-40s. How dif-

    ferent are relations between ethnic groups

    at present?

    Encourage students to explore the con-

    flicts associated with ignorance and preju-

    Literature gives students the tools to develop their critical consciousness.

    Opposition is not necessarilyOpposition is not necessarily

    unhealthy, but in fact, results inunhealthy, but in fact, results in

    healthy debate.healthy debate.

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    Street also met with stiff opposition

    from segments of the population who

    questioned their moral content.

    Opposition is not

    necessarily un-

    healthy, but in

    fact, results in

    healthy debate.

    Literature sessions

    are indeed just

    that. Under the

    sues that are faced by students on a daily

    basis in the society of today. Its use in

    schools provides the opportunity for stu-

    dents to address these issues in a safe

    environment under the guidance of pro-

    fessionals.

    The Humming-Bird Tree by Ian Mc Don-

    ald is a West Indian novel set during the

    pre-Independence period in Trinidad. Its

    major themes include childhood, family

    relations, love, social class, poverty andmans relationship with the environment.

    It is currently a source of controversy

    because of its language, in particular, the

    use of a few impolite expressions. Its

    suitability for students of literature is also

    being questioned because of allusions to

    sexual activity as the boy grapples with

    adolescent passion, though this passion

    remains unrequited.

    Literature gives students the tools to de-

    velop their critical consciousness. This is

    a reason why The Humming-Bird Tree

    would be selected by teachers of Litera-

    ture as material suitable for discussion

    and serious critical analysis. In the past,

    books such as The Adventures of Huck-

    leberry Finn, Annie John, The

    Dragon Can Dance and Miguel

    This cartoon by Martin Rowson illustrates

    the chapter The Body of Literature:

    Heads, Lungs, Hearts and Bowels in

    Curiosities of Literature: A Book-lovers

    Anthology of Literary Erudition by John

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    Approaches to teaching poetry, drama, and prose for exam success.

    the stage for a big class act. Ourchildren would become part and

    parcel of the experience and that

    is the solution for Examination

    success.

    What works for poetry for me

    are repeated readings by myself

    and various students. Then, I

    then ask probing questions. For

    example in the poem "CoolieMother by David Dabydeen I

    may ask "What are the activities

    Jasmattie involved in? What

    does this tell us about her? Why

    was Jasmattie educating her

    son? Does she enjoy her chores?

    How are you able to tell this or

    not tell this? During this process

    I introduce devices e.g. Simile

    Curse swarm from she mouthlike red ants. And I asked what

    the qualities of ants are? For

    example it stings hot and makes

    you quite uncomfortable. It is

    painful. What about the

    word swarm? What picture do

    you get? A large quantity of

    ants running out of a nest.

    Hi my nameis Dianne

    Henry and I

    am from Guy-

    ana. Where I

    live is miles

    and miles

    away from the

    city

    of George-

    town. I have been teaching for twelve years

    and I started at age of 17 years,

    went immediately to

    Cyril Potter College of Educa-

    tion and three years later I

    graduated with a Credit in

    English. Immediately after

    that I attended the Essequibo

    Technical Institute where I got

    Distinction in both the Elemen-tary and Intermediate

    Level in Information Technol-

    ogy. Following that I attended

    the University of Guyana and

    did a Bachelor of Arts

    in English with a Minor in

    Communication Studies. I have

    always taught at the Anna Re-

    gina Secondary School which

    is my Alma Mater. I love read-

    ing, chatting online, playing

    cricket, walking, scrabble, fowl

    words (a word game). In my

    spare time I dabble in a little

    gardening, fishing and I enjoy

    cooking. I teach both English

    A and English Literature at the

    CSEC Level and I am on the

    administrative staff of my school as Senior Mistress.

    When my Fifth form goes off

    for CSEC I volunteer to teach

    at the Form 1 Level. The kids

    are always an enthusiastic

    bunch and I love working with

    them. I am a Seventh Day Ad-

    ventist and I have marked CXC

    English Literature for three

    years at CSEC

    Poetry, drama and prose are the

    three genres that are taught forliterature at the CXC Level and

    results are not to our expecta-

    tion .What continues to plague

    teachers are means of getting

    children to read and to appreci-

    ate these three genres. Strate-

    gies are needed to be imple-

    mented to bring these genres

    alive in the classroom and so

    enable our students to appreci-

    ate and love them. The univer-

    sal question is - How to do this?

    Drama and a number of strate-

    gies are the way to go. What

    better way it is to have our chil-

    dren feel what the characters

    experience and live through it

    but by role play and setting up

    The man who does not read

    good books has no advantage

    over the man who cant read

    them. - Mark Twain

    Dianne Henry,

    Teacher, Guyana

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    or novel is very important for it is here where I set the stage for my kids to keep on reading these gen-

    res. Once I am able to build suspense, to build interest my kids enjoy the novels. Sometimes it is true

    that it is hard to do so with some novels or plays since they are pretty boring. However I know my

    students and what works for them. When I teach Shakespeare I go through the entire play in class,

    since there is no way I would allow the kids to go through the play at home and return and explain

    what it means. It hasnt worked and wouldnt. Granted, going through the play could be a tedious act,

    but I carefully plan lessons to prevent this task from being boring. Role playing Shylocks speech is

    one exciting way to go- Has not a Jew eyes. etc. I had a class of 28 students and I divided themup into four groups. They were all to look like Shylock and to divide the speech into parts and drama-

    tize same. Of course, it was important that I teach them certain important facts of drama and that is

    face your audience and dont back them etc.

    As a teacher I realize I am not perfect and there are always things for me to learn. I even let them do

    short scenes or parts of the play. I even let them tackle speeches. Small quizzes are given to check if

    students understand at the end of every scene. Students are told to summarize every scene .They

    must write it and they help me in checking same.

    The same thing goes with the novel but I dont go through it with them like the plays. Usually I organ-

    ized that students read at home and report to class on what the chapters were about. As the teacher Ihave quizzes to see if they have read. Short tests are given to allow character analysis. During these

    class discussions themes are highlighted and kids are asked to give instances when these themes are

    portrayed. Opinions are shared on characters and how they (students) might have reacted if they

    were in the situation.

    The final step is teaching students how to write in essay form for each of the genres. I teach them the

    need for introduction and conclusion, and the need to concentrate on every part of the question. I em-

    phasize the need to bring evidence possible from the play, novels and poems to support their views.

    Also I inculcate the importance to quote short pieces for supportive evidence. Quoting should come

    easy since the many activities of acting they had to learn pieces. I continuously check students work

    to ensure they master the art of writing good essays. I comment on their mistakes and compliment

    them as much as possible. During this period I show them how they can better their pieces.

    Teaching is an art and there is a lot to do to ensure the success of my students. These are only a few

    strategies and everyday I learn and come up with new strategies to better my techniques in teaching.

    Teaching is a learning process and being innovative is necessary for my success. Making literature

    fun and exciting in the classroom is the way I go and it works for me.

    By Dianne Henry. Guyana.

    Today a reader, tomorrow a leader.~ W. Fusselman ~

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    The Language of Feelings

    Alas! how few of Natures faces are left to gladden us with their beauty. The ca-

    res and sorrows and hungering of the world change them as they change hearts;

    and it is only when those passions sleep, and have lost their hold forever, that the

    troubled clouds pass off, and leave Heavens surface clear.

    (Oliver Twist)

    Name: Mr. Geddes Kahn

    Presentation College, San Fernando

    E-mail: [email protected]

    While giving background information about the age of Shakespeare, my class was interrupted by a studentwho bolstered in asking for help. Sir, the Geography teacher asked for a project on the Nariva Swamp. Can

    you help me?

    Shaking my head, I replied, Son, I can help you with the chronicles of Nariva, but it is a series of unfortunate

    events! My class laughed boisterously, as the young lad sauntered away, even more bewildered than when he

    came in.

    Resuming my posture, I began to tell of the plays in the Elizabethan age, about the feeling of rejuvenation thata person felt when he or she left; the renewal of spirit, the sense of human empathy that was expressed, I said,

    was what was important at the end of the day. To believe that the events that unfolded touched the very core of

    the human soul, is what these plays were about- the occurrences in everyday life that we can relate to, and say

    yes, that happened to me, or, I remember feeling like that, is what makes a piece of literature worth the while.

    So caught up was I, in my rhetoric, that I momentarily lost sight of the fact that I was teaching in a boys col-lege, and that emotions were the one thing they vehemently denied having, expressing these non existent fea-

    tures on paper was a task for them. True enough, boys are capable of reading for meaning, just as girls; it is inexpression that the problem arises. The language of feelings remains restricted deep within their hearts, and so

    the teaching of Literature becomes difficult.

    In order to get them to express themselves, materials that they can relate to are, and should be introduced. It isindeed a troubling time when the majority of youth, in their search for identity and individuality, end up hav-

    ing communal rather than solitary beliefs and ideals. The advances in technology have brought the world

    closer, and our youth emulate what they see in foreign lands rather than embrace their own localities. Sadly,

    the majority of said influences are negative and even the local politicians as well as other persons in public lifeseem to have counterfeit values. Where then, are these materials to come from?

    Indeed some teachers of English are to be held accountable to some extent, as they emphasise that they arepaid whether the students learn or not. We have become the epitomy of villainy, pliers of our trade for wealthrather than worth, denying students the vitality and enthusiasm that our conviction demands rather than re-

    quires; we have become so lethargic and monotonous that it is easy for the child to notice and say, Sir dont

    care, why should I?The basis for the language of feelings and emotions is emotions itself! You cannot influence a child to express

    him/herself when you yourself remain reserved. The Jurassic and archaic ways should be abhorred. There are

    ways to involve and encourage young minds in meaningful debates. Expression of human emotions can onlyevolve when reciprocated. A child will not respond to a teacher who is impotent in the delivery of his/her mes-

    sage. Sometimes you feel as though you are talking to a brick wall. Imagine how the students feel listening to

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    you.

    At the beginning of my discourse, I gave a simple example of how we can use what we know to our benefit.The literature of today is quite different from Wordsworth, Coleridge, Roach and Carter. The concept, how-

    ever remains the same- expression of human essence. In a simple parody of their literature, I was able to con-

    nect with them and make light of the situation as well. I expressed my ability to reach out to them, through hu-

    mour and wit, resonant of Oscar Wilde, perhaps?

    Any good teacher of literature can equate the quotation from Oliver Twist with the opinions being expressed,and appreciate the value of their words. Too often, we focus on the scribal nature of literature and forget nature

    itself. It is imperative that the students become aware of the importance of their environment, and the impact ithas on an individual. The invocation of the muse used in the times of Milton can emerge in the ravings of a

    lunatic, the chant of a madman, and even the soca junkies. Many a time we ask What do you think? about a

    topic rather than How do you feel? Responses to both questions will be different.I am fully aware that virility still flows in the veins of many of us, that we are ever vigilant at bettering our-

    selves to have greater impact in the classroom, and for this, and I congratulate you. Overcoming obstacles and

    strengthening morale is what the language of feelings is all about, the expression of these feelings will echo inthe sentiments of a new age of citizens, one in which sympathy and empathy go hand in hand with logic and

    rationality.

    Geddes Khan.

    What is drama?

    In the following email exchange, Caribbean educators, Daphine Simonof Jamaica andMartin Jonesof Trinidad and Tobago share their professional thoughts, doubts and feelings about the challenge ofteaching Literature in these times. How could we generate similar discussions among our colleagues onstaff and with teachers throughout the region?

    Sent: Tuesday, 2 December, 2008 11:10:09Subject: What is Drama?

    Dear Martin,

    I saw a play today. Yesterday, actually. It was put on in the Caenwood Auditorium by I do not know whom. Itis called "Positive"and I saw it for free. It is one and a half hours long and was presented like how artists of-ten use the lunch-hour concert concept. The intention, however is for "children" to be charged Jam$250 tosee it and adults Jam$500. Drama has been revolutionized.

    The director spoke to the audience afterwards.The play apparently began as a commissioned work by the United Nations and the Ministry of Health as adocumentary to sensitize youth about safe sex. When the project was falling apart, they called in the masterplaywright Trevor Rhone and Grub Cooper of "Fab Five" band produced some original music that is reallylovely. And now what they have is sex on stage, like drama has never packaged it before.

    It does not come across as a documentary anymore.It can be consumed as "entertainment with a message" and it is billed for audiences of "children"and adults. I do not know what to say or think. We have never had a play like this before. 'Bastard Out of

    Carolina'pales, for this is visual! 'Smile Orange'is a joke.This is not presented as xrated now or porn, but just a play.The reason we saw it----apparently the United Nations is funding it to be shown in St. Vincent and theGrenadines, and having to mount and practise it, the troupe is doing a semi-commercial run in Jamaica for a

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    limited time. They are striving to have three casts, so it can run in three places at the same time! And not nec-essarily in theatres but in school auditoriums.

    The dialogue is hair-raising, the action eye-searing; and the audience was not embarrassed to look eachother in the face to leave the auditorium. What is this? And what are the implications?Daphine

    Date: Tuesday, December 2, 2008, 10:01 AMDearest Daphine,

    Once again, I marvel at your uncanny ability to convey surging and searing emotions and heightenedstates of outrage and horror with such mundane prose! And whats more, are your honesty and sincerity.

    But after what I saw recently after googling porn, Im thankful that theres an initiative like this. Our studentshave, and routinely use the easy access to it.

    The Ministry of Health and the United Nations have obviously taken action based on their recognitionof how vulnerable our youth are when it comes to their sexual activity. No doubt, they used the medium of

    drama to relay carefully chosen information and presented it with the intention that the lowest functioningmember of the audience will have clear notions of what responsible, informed behaviour is in relation to theirsexual activities. (Apparently they succeeded, as you note that the audience wasn't embarrassed.) The mostobjective, neutral account cannot fail to jar our cultured adult sensibilities, though.

    It would have taken oh too long to get our teachers to accept the opportunity and challenge of Bastardeven though, for me, it represents socially responsible art of the highest quality.

    But your experience of Positiveappears to be real education, Daphine. We have been, and are,concerned with schooling. We could predict that that education wont last long in the auditoriums!

    Blessings,Martin

    Sent: Wednesday, 3 December, 2008 10:51:46Subject: Re: What is Drama?

    Dear Martin,

    I suppose this is the evidence that we are living in special times. The seeds of self-destruct? I don'tknow.

    DaphineDate: Wednesday, December 3, 2008, 12:40 PMDearest Daphine,I doubt very much that the initiative represents the seeds of self-destruct. True, it is a responseto frightening, pervasive, deadly behaviours which threaten the survival of our societies. This threat is very

    real. But we have been shielded from it with the same cultured indifference that slaveowners didn't see theinjustice of slavery, or indeed the mother of a serial killer who stoutly proclaims that her son was a good boy.

    These times are special, because at least there's a concerted, smart effort, sponsored by responsible armsof the status quo (national and international) to address a grevious threat. Imagine the horror if this were thecreation of a single imagination! They killed Christ, Bobby Kennedy, Bishop, Dr. King and Gandhi. Mandella'sa total miracle.

    Keep the faith, Daphine. The sky is not falling.Blessings,

    Martin.

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    Sent: Friday, 5 December, 2008 17:50:43Subject: Re: What is Drama?

    Dear Martin,

    I am no Chicken Licken. I know the sky is not falling. The seeds of self -destruct were not imputed to the cou-rageous initiative. But you must admit, sex marketed to "children" will take some getting used to. Myconsternation, and sadness really, comes from the fact that we have had to get here, to save their very lives.

    Its just such a pity that to be responsible adults, to BE responsible adults, we have had to expose them fromso young to what MATURITY on the other hand would have given, and added, so many little colours andshades and hiccups of breath.

    It is what they will miss, that makes me sad for them and wonder if they are indeed on a path that lacks vital-ity and renewal, in fact, a slow self- destruction like the ten year incubation period of the virus.

    Oh the play does not offend me. It is creative and vital in itself. But perhaps more so than the audiences whowill watch it. These are special times.

    Regards,Daphine

    Date: Friday, December 5, 2008, 10:12 PMDearest Daphine,How close you've brought me to you on this one! And how loud you make me want to scream that your defi-

    nition of MATURITY is my concept of Literature study.

    But I know how stupid, vapid and hollow it would sound.

    I can't help thinking that the greatest gift we can offer our generation now, is a list of life promotingliterature texts that students should be exposed to from primary to CSEC. But especially at primary.

    We have been poorly served by High stakes tests at every turn, Reading Specialists and Linguists who haveflooded out the school space that belongs to texts to give them 'the many little colours and shades and hic-

    cups of breath' - the cultivation of their emotional sensibilities. Jeeze, it sounds so corny in the light of whatwe face in these special times...

    I'll shut up, read your thoughts again, and hope.

    Blessings alwaysMartin

    Sent: Monday, 8 December, 2008 12:47:42

    Subject: Re: What is Drama?

    Oh Martin, its not stupid , vapid or hollow to WANT things to go right. It is just very difficult to achieve it. And

    nothing is more corny than honest optimism. We must try to convert others and yes, HOPE!

    Regards,

    Daphine

    P.S. Sometimes I read your notes twice too. Funny how information can be layered. Or understood/

    misunderstood at three thousand miles!

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    Go and hug your "Michael" by Maya Angelou.

    Yesterday I cried watching the Michael Jackson memorial. I cried for a

    little black boy who felt the world didn't understand him.

    I cried for a little black boy who spent his adulthood chasing his

    childhood. And I thought about all the young black boys out there who may feel

    that the world doesn't understand them.

    The ones who feel that the world does not understand their baggy jeans,

    their swagger, their music, their anger, their struggles, their fears or the

    chip on their shoulder.

    I worry that my son, may too, one day feel lonely in a wide, wide world.

    I cried for young children of all colors who may live their life feeling

    like a misfit, feeling like no one understands their perspective, or

    their soul. What a burden to carry.

    As a mother, I cried for Katherine Jackson because no mother should

    ever bury a child. Period. And I think about all the pain, tears andsleepless nights that she must have endured seeing her baby boy in

    inner pain, seeing h im struggle with his self- esteem, and his

    insecurities and to know that he often felt unloved. Even while the world loved him

    deeply.

    How does it feel to think that the unconditional love we give as mothers

    just isn't enough to make our children feel whole?

    I wonder if she still suffers thinking, "What more could I have done?"

    Even Moms of music legends aren't immune to Mommy guilt, I suppose.

    When Rev. Al Sharpton (who always delivers one "Awesome" funeral

    speech), said to Michael's children " Your Daddy was not Strange . . . .

    It was strange what your daddy had to deal with" I thought of all of the

    strange things of the world that my children would have to deal with.

    Better yet, the things I hope they won't ever have to deal with anymore.

    And as a mother raising a young black boy, I feel recommitted and yet a

    little confused as to how to make sure my son is sure enough within

    himself to take on the world. Especially a "strange" one. To love

    himself enough to know that even when the world doesn't understand you, tries

    to force you into it's mold or treats you unkindly, you are still beautiful,

    strong, and Black. How do I do that?

    Today, I'm taking back "childhood" as an inalienable right for every

    brown little one. In a world that makes children into "booty-Shakin", mini-adults long before their time, I'm reclaiming the playful, the innocent,

    run-around outside, childhood as the key ingredien t in raising confident adults.

    Second, I will not rest until my little black boy, My Michael, knows

    that his broad nose is beautiful, his chocolately brown skin is beautiful, and

    his thick hair is beautiful.

    And nothing or no one, can take that away from him.

    Now, ain't we Bad, ain't we Black, and ain't we Beautiful!Maya Angelou

    July, 2009