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Then I would hand that story to people like George Zimmerman.

A lot of what I have read about George Zimmerman and the tragic not guilty verdict those six

jurors came to last Saturday has been about hate. Zimmerman was driven by hate; those six

women must hate black people; the criminal justice system hates black people too. Hate, hate,

hate, hate, hate hate

Im not writing this to disagree with any of it. Our interpretations about this American tragedy

are ours to have, but mine is slightly different. Hate isnt why Zimmerman killed Trayvon

Martin. Fear is why George Zimmerman killed Trayvon Martin.

George Zimmerman was afraid of Trayvon Martin because Trayvon Martin was black. GeorgeZimmerman feared Trayvon Martin because black people adorned in something as simple as a

hoodie and khakis and sneakers with a bag of candy in their hand look dangerous to people

who are either not black themselves or isolate themselves from black people to the point where

most of their exposure to them is via the media and entertainment.

George Zimmerman feared Trayvon Martin because he never saw one of the numerous pictures

of the young black boy smiling.

There are laws in place to prevent hate crimes. As a matter of fact, the New York Times

reported (http://www.nytimes.com/2013/07/15/us/justice-department-to-restart-hate-crime-

investigation-in-trayvon-martins-death.html?partner=rss&emc=rss&_r=0) the Justice

Department has re-opened an inquiry into whether or not Trayvons murder was a hate crime.

If you read that article you will notice a disturbing quote at the end (spoiler alert!): There

arent that many of these cases, and it is not because the government is not being vigilant, said

William R. Yeomans, a former chief of staff in the Justice Departments Civil Rights Division. It

is very difficult to establish a defendants state of mind.

Hate is a common emotion. Everyone hates someone. The vast majority of us dont deal with

that hatred by taking the lives of the person we hate or a person from the group of people we

hate. We dont go to such extremes because deep down inside we know hating someone isnt a

reason to kill them. Also because most of the people we hate are people we probably knew and

liked at some point. The people or group of people we hate that we know nothing about, well,

theyre not really worth the bullet or the effort to eliminate and theyre definitely not worth the

time we would get in prison for acting on our hatred.

But the way people deal with fear is entirely different and transparent. If you look closely

enough, you can sometimes see or smell fear on someone, and the way they deal with that fear,

in places like the state of Florida, is legal, coded by the words stand your ground.

Hate is not why managers and salespeople people will follow you around in stores. Hate is not

why some places only allow 5 percent black people into the club. Hate is not why I got stopped

and frisked by a police officer in the park around the corner from my apartment one night.

The fear something bad is going to happen is what prompts those things.

Zimmerman created a mythology about Martin based on recent events in his neighborhood. He

was, by all accounts, an overzealous, paranoid, neighborhood watch volunteer who thought he

had a reason to protect his home. He bought a gun to ensure such safety.

At face value, these actions are taken by someone who is not afraid. But factor in all the 911 calls

Zimmerman made over the years, and you see Zimmerman wasnt driven by bravery. He was a

neighborhood watchman because he was afraid. Its sort of like the reason I try to swim. I dont

particularly like the water, but Im afraid of drowning, therefore I attack a pool and swim any

chance I get to make sure I dont fall victim to the thing I fear.

I keep looking at two photos of Trayvon Martin in two different football uniforms. In one, he is

wearing a huge smile on his face. In the other, he isnt smiling, but you can just tell hed much

rather be showing his teeth.

I want people who arent black to try and see themselves in these pictures of Trayvon Martin. I

certainly do, and its not because of his skin complexion. Its because like me, he smiles morethan he grills at a lens. A lot of people have no idea how counter-culture such a thing is.

When I was a child, I played one year of Pop Warner football for the Seaside Raiders. On the

day we took our team picture, our black coach told our majority black team NOT to smile. A

couple of my teammates looked at me and said, Jozen, you better listen to coach.

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This had everything to do with the culture of our city and our team. We were the Seaside

Raiders. We wore black and silver jerseys. Seaside was the black city in the county. Football is a

sport driven by fear and going face to face against that fear. The entire point of not smiling in

the team photo was less about looking like we werent afraid, and more about putting fear into

others. When we would do tackle drills, anytime a player looked shook, the coach would make

them go against a much bigger player. Were going to get that fear out of you, the coach

would say. In his eyes, the way you dealt with fear is you attacked it.

Zimmerman had the same philosophy.

George Zimmerman wasnt a racist because he hated Trayvon Martin, he was a racist for fearing

Trayvon Martin simply because he was black. In the coming days, weeks, and months, peoplewill talk a lot about trying to erase the hate, but I want to try and figure out a way to erase the

fear of others who dont look like us, talk like us, or socialize with us.

I believe people are two things: Inherently good and inherently afraid of what they dont know.

The former makes it difficult for us to be the latter sometimes and thats unfortunate.

I wish more people would open their eyes and face their fear with peace rather than aggression

and violence. I wish George Zimmerman would have simply asked Trayvon Martin where he

was going and remained in his car, instead of cha rging after him with a gun. But I wish most of

all George Zimmerman wasnt afraid of a boy who liked to smile. Trayvon Martin didnt have to

die. There was no reason to fear him.

Jozen Cummings is the creator of the blog Until I Get Married(http://untiligetmarried.com/), where this essay was first published. He has written for

numerous publications including, Grantland.com,Vibe Magazine, andPaper magazine. He is

a native of Seaside, California and currently lives in Harlem. He can be reached at on Twitter

@jozenc. (https://twitter.com/jozenc)

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What Makes You Liberal Or Conservative?

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What's stunning is the detachment from

reality and its substitution with the

conventional wisdom. Zimmerman is a racist

even though there is zero evidence of that

and the FBI's investigation backed that up.

Zimmerman is afraid of Martin not because

Martin was kicking the crap out of him and

was afraid he'd die, but because Trayvon was

black.

Martin started the physical confrontation.

That isn't disputed by the Prosecution or his

girlfriend. I imagine he wasn't doing a lot of

smiling as he broke Zimmerman's nose and

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