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8/9/2019 Douglas Says
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Douglas says:testing...testing.
Douglas says:>>ahem
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Douglas says:she said hey douglas.
Douglas says:i said hey..
Douglas says:
she said...i dunno summerfield summer hill...something...okay,lemme call you back.Douglas says:
i said okay.Queen C says:
she called on pourpose?Queen C says:
purposeQueen C says:
?Douglas says:
she said, no no..not you "msmsmms" you douglas. i said okay.Douglas says:
she called me.Douglas says:
and said...hey douglas.Queen C says:
wowDouglas says:
kinda leads me to believe that she MEANT to do it.Queen C says:
yep...s' a little unnerving
Douglas says:unnerving how.
Douglas says:i've been trying to call her for a while...
Douglas says:calling her thru "the force" if you will
Queen C says:what did she want? i mean after i balled in her face on wed. ithought she'd be through
Queen C says:yeha i know
Queen C says:i mean on her cheek, her shoulder, in her face...
Queen C says:just uncontrollable crying
Queen C says:and she still ....STILL called
Queen C says:maisisthurrrr
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8/9/2019 Douglas Says
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Douglas says:sorry
Douglas says:phone again and stuff
Douglas says:
maisisthurr....like..."aww how i love her..."Queen C says:of course!
Douglas says:and the gay
Queen C says:gay theeeeeeese!
Douglas says:umm...yeah.
Douglas says:drunk or high?
Queen C says:me?
Queen C says:neither
Douglas says:yeha.
Douglas says:okay
Queen C says:well....
Douglas says:
just...seem a little....of both maybe.Queen C says:
maybe a little beer-ishDouglas says:
something.Douglas says:
beerish?Douglas says:
BOOR-ish.Queen C says:
NO
Douglas says:...dunno if...never mind.
Queen C says:BEER-ISH
Queen C says:i don't...s' okay...nerd
Douglas says:thanks.
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Queen C says:you reading your e mail?
Douglas says:yeah, didn't wanna say if you didn't get it.
Queen C says:
you know i didn'tDouglas says:but yeah.
Douglas says:you always get all 'sensitive' I'M SMART!!!
Douglas says:s'funny.
Queen C says:I AM!!!!
Queen C says:but not right now
Douglas says:didn't say you weren't.
Douglas says:
Douglas says:and there it is.
Queen C says:yes
Douglas says:umm...reading email
Queen C says:
there it isDouglas says:
how'd you know?Queen C says:
oh.Queen C says:
I'M SMRTDouglas says:
that was so funnyDouglas says:
that alone convinced me that clara was brilliant and maybe, one
day, she'd be okay.Queen C says:
there you goDouglas says:
and its from the simpsons...but the fact that clara could gather thecontext and timing to make that joke.
Douglas says:just...funny.
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8/9/2019 Douglas Says
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Douglas says:she's not the funny one.
Douglas says:SABRINA??? she's not that funny in person, but online is....oh mygod, stub your toe funny.
Queen C says:you said as muchDouglas says:
i'll keep sayin git.Douglas says:
i'm really impressed at that.Queen C says:
git?Douglas says:
being funny on paper is...different... not harder, but...like...using afork with your left hand.
Douglas says:and yeah. git. i'm sayin' git. i say git all teh time.
Douglas says:oh git!!!
Douglas says:sunuva git!!!
Douglas says:git 'cher own!!!
Queen C says:instead of shit? i don't git it?
Douglas says:
look who's in on it.Douglas says:
or...in on git, i should say.Douglas says:
watching knight rider.Queen C says:
nerdDouglas says:
why did lynn take your phone?Douglas says:
where was SHE going?
Queen C says:her fone sucks
Douglas says:and can I take your phone? my phone clearly.
Douglas says:had decided against our long term committment.
Queen C says:to git ramone
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Queen C says:ramon?
Queen C says:whatever
Douglas says:
Douglas says:mebbe THAS why she hasn't called me.
Queen C says:uh-huh
Douglas says:busy with that...whole thing.
Douglas says:nice.
Queen C says:yup
Queen C says:she likes him
Douglas says:>>inserts remind to call kita
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8/9/2019 Douglas Says
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hey,
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Douglas says:he's a witness, for real>
Queen C says:shut up!!!
Queen C says:
YESDouglas says:
Queen C says:i did
Douglas says:with withers sisters....s'like...the name of a book or a series
Douglas says:or...bill's sisters.
Queen C says:
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could be (not funny)Douglas says:
a little.Douglas says:
okay.
Douglas says:so.Douglas says:
from the beginning.Douglas says:
ramone.Douglas says:
married?Douglas says:
but he's like 12 or something, right?Queen C says:
he married tay...dunno her real nameQueen C says:
he's 27-ishDouglas says:
like...recently?Queen C says:
like a few years agoDouglas says:
umm...that seems young, but..s'not that much.Queen C says:
she got pregnant and he married her for tht reason, so he says...
Douglas says:so he says.
Douglas says:you...don't believe that?
Queen C says:..but they've been together since high school
Douglas says:did you/lynn/we KNOW he was married?
Queen C says:i dunno
Queen C says:
NO
Douglas says:
Douglas says:
Douglas says:when dijoo find out?
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8/9/2019 Douglas Says
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Queen C says:last night
Douglas says:like...not like..aaaaoisdggggggggggggggg
Douglas says:
shit.Douglas says:wow.
Douglas says:wow
Douglas says:damn.
Queen C says:yup
Douglas says:thus....
Douglas says:wow.
Queen C says:but i think lynn knew
Douglas says:thus the whole "she likes him"
Douglas says:and you feeling right to hold him at a distance
Douglas says:and and and.
Douglas says:
why do you think she knew?Queen C says:
there was a phantom wife...but no one met her, saw her...Douglas says:
doesn't mean anything. and not impossible.Queen C says:
i know, just they talkQueen C says:
and she wasn't quick to shareDouglas says:
wha...
Douglas says:she wasn't quick to share, what?
Douglas says:like, information about him?
Queen C says:yes
Queen C says:and i trust her
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Douglas says:do you think OTHER peole know?
Queen C says:uh-huh...ryan
Douglas says:
rian/girl/girl/girl?Queen C says:yea
Douglas says:don't get it.
Douglas says:she was slow to share, and you trust her?
Queen C says:ramone and ryan are firends
Queen C says:friends
Queen C says:and were BEFORE lynn knew about him
Douglas says:and also, when eating mexican? fire-nds
Queen C says:(welcome to texas)
Douglas says:so you think RYAN knew...ANNDD lynn knew?
Queen C says:and ry introduced her to ramone (yes)
Douglas says:
so how did YOU find out?Queen C says:
his wife wasn't a secretDouglas says:
if everyone know...Queen C says:
it was just not talked aboutDouglas says:
wasn't a secret to YOU?!?!?!so confused.
Queen C says:
i'm old and outta tha loop...i don't go to the bars all night with theband...i had no idea
Douglas says:but, you think, EVERYBODY else knew.
Douglas says:well how dijoo find out?
Queen C says:not my fam.
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Douglas says:ILY
Douglas says:three more letters
Queen C says:
he stayed here for last week and i found out a lot about him and hissituationDouglas says:
and during that...that he's married?Queen C says:
yesDouglas says:
and whas dramatic?Queen C says:YES
Queen C says:
no...reallyDouglas says:
like...SUDDENLY...like...eating dinner....also....I'm married?Queen C says:
he married her for a reason...not because he wanted to spend hislife with ehr
Queen C says:i thought it was a rumor...like common-law. but no...they married
Queen C says:did i mention he's a witness?
Queen C says:
or was a witness?Queen C says:
like jehova (or however you spell it)?Douglas says:
okayDouglas says:
sorryDouglas says:
umm..Douglas says:jehovah.
Douglas says:as i told my little girlfriend back in richmond...
Douglas says:i'm a witness.
Douglas says:anybody that's awake is a witness.
Douglas says:i left....and looks like you left too.
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Queen C says:yo know what i mean
Douglas says:i do.
Douglas says:
but still.Douglas says:okay
Douglas says:also?
Queen C says:?
Douglas says:lynn said don't worry.
Douglas says:she's fine
Queen C says:to you?
Douglas says:and will be home in 30 mins or so.
Douglas says:she did SAY it to me.
Queen C says:wow
Douglas says:but mostly just to pass toyou.
Queen C says:
lovelyDouglas says:
she seems okay.Douglas says:
a lil...squeezed by the circumstance, but okay.Douglas says:
and why wow?Douglas says:
she's a very lovely girl.Douglas says:
well...for the most part.
Queen C says:as long as i can talk to youu here...i'm ok
Queen C says:she's nuts
Douglas says: tell here i said that.
Queen C says:!!!
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Douglas says:her.
Douglas says:whachu mean talk to me here?
Queen C says:
onlineDouglas says:versus...on the phone?
Queen C says:i needed to talk to you
Queen C says:just anyway i can get you
Douglas says:she said that she was figuring that you would freak 'cause she's gotyour property.
Douglas says:
y'all don't do NOTHING like...during the day.Queen C says:
wow. okay, y'all talked rfor real...i'm not convincedDouglas says:
or...before midnight.Douglas says:
wha?Douglas says:
not convinced about what?Queen C says:
pretty much
Douglas says:that she calle dme?
Douglas says:dme...like..demi, but not.
Queen C says:now convinced
Queen C says:NOW
Douglas says:whachu thought i was just making it on?
Queen C says:
yh. y is she calling you?Douglas says:
making it up?Queen C says:
noDouglas says:
you got....some...little challenges there, huh?Queen C says:
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ysQueen C says:
yesQueen C says:
so?
Douglas says:I-S-I-S.Queen C says:
huh?Douglas says:
it is what it is.Queen C says:
ohDouglas says:
not like an acronym or anything just...a shortening.Queen C says:
well, she wouldda cut you outDouglas says:
my mom said it today.Queen C says:
isisQueen C says:
okDouglas says:
umm...eye-ess-eye-essQueen C says:
OH!!!
Douglas says:not eye-sis
Queen C says:git it
Douglas says:gud.
Queen C says:hey
Douglas says:still here.
Queen C says:
i love youDouglas says:
that's echo-yQueen C says:
you know that right?Queen C says:
echo my assDouglas says:
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i didn't know it.Douglas says:
wait wait.Douglas says:
not that i didn't KNOW it.
Douglas says:and yeah. not echo like you sound like me.Douglas says:
but reading it is...like...bounces around in me.Douglas says:
like an echo.Queen C says:
so echo like wha??Queen C says:
like u just read that?Douglas says:
dijoo just read all that above stuff? and are still questioning?Douglas says:
no.Douglas says:
like it echoes, rattles around in me.Douglas says:
nevermind.Douglas says:
she would cut me out, lynn would have you were saying?Queen C says:
i get it. i listened to your message 5 ties just to hear you say that
Queen C says:times
Queen C says:whatever
Douglas says:also, 5 ties.
Queen C says:uh-huh...
Douglas says:i don't wear 'em to work, but...still.
Queen C says:
me eitherQueen C says:
you can't hurt her big sis...even if it's my...whaever...perceptionDouglas says:
it says you're typing. are you?Douglas says:
thas only right.Douglas says:
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Queen C says:
huh?Douglas says:
nevermind.
Queen C says:ohQueen C says:
okDouglas says:
so yeah.Queen C says:
so yeah.Queen C says:
i do love you.. and like you, i never stopped.Queen C says:
so i wanted you to know thatQueen C says:
hear thatDouglas says:
i do, i did, i am.Queen C says:
deep breath?Douglas says:
my deep breath? Queen C says:
greath? nice..yes your deep breath
Queen C says:?
Douglas says:deep breath.
Douglas says:deeply breathing.
Douglas says:or...well..yeah.
Queen C says:i can't imagine my life with out you in it
Queen C says:
more? can you handle itQueen C says:
?Queen C says:
ok....Douglas says:
yeah.Douglas says:
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not stoppingQueen C says:
i had a dream that i took Davu to the globetrotters.Douglas says:
drinking, phone, and trying to type
Queen C says:s' tha thow you speel it?Douglas says:
the globetrotters?Queen C says:
anyway...you weren't thereDouglas says:
thas funnyQueen C says:
shut up, fingers working faster than the brainDouglas says:
oh no...you SPELLED it right. it was just a funny thought.Queen C says:
and i want that...my auntie's bf is/was a former globetrotter...s' agood show...shut up
Queen C says:they ARE corney, but talented
Douglas says:just saying. i think i saw it one time, actually.
Douglas says:no question about it.
Douglas says:
umm...and cornYQueen C says:
whateverQueen C says:
lime diseaseDouglas says:
s'fine.Douglas says:
yeah....i've always enjoyed a nice lime with my tea.Queen C says:
and the disease?
Queen C says:all that to say that i think about it...
Douglas says:well...no ticks. but anyway.
Queen C says:...and look forward to it...and want it....and ...
Queen C says:i love you.
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Douglas says:i love you.
Queen C says:so i'm in this...as much time as it takes, to have you in my lifeforever...
Douglas says:and then that.Queen C says:
huh?Douglas says:
i was joking about the silence.Queen C says:
i know...i just staredQueen C says:
at the screenDouglas says:
just stared.Queen C says:just stared
Douglas says:better the screen than like...your toes
Douglas says:or...a picture of tyson beckford or
Douglas says:whatever.
Queen C says:he's GAY!
Douglas says:you funny
Queen C says:speaking of pics...canyou send my fone that pic again?
Queen C says:he is
Queen C says:really
Douglas says:unfortunately no.
Queen C says:
why?Douglas says:
remember me with the whole...phone dying?Douglas says:
i deleted all the pictures from before, trying to get ready for thecross over.
Queen C says:smrt gut
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Douglas says:which....i didn't make.
Queen C says:guy
Douglas says:
thus my situation.Queen C says:lovely
Douglas says:broken phone. no CLEAR way out.
Queen C says:take another and send it please
Douglas says:i don't look like that picture anymore.
Douglas says:but...whatever.
Douglas says:as soon as i can, i will
Queen C says:so send what you look like now...or come to me
Queen C says:whichever
Douglas says:plus, i think...i'm pretty sure, davu took tha t picture.
Douglas says:which was funny in itselt.
Douglas says:
WOW....in itself.Queen C says:
beer for you too?Douglas says:
a little.Queen C says:
KIDDINGDouglas says:
more boorQueen C says:
you needa get on dos
Queen C says:on tap
Queen C says:anyway
Douglas says:thanks.
Douglas says:nice.
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Queen C says:do i scare you?
Queen C says:thas a yes
Douglas says:
sorry.Douglas says:mom
Douglas says:and computer.
Douglas says:here ya go..
Douglas says:boor.
Douglas says:a churlish, rude, or unmannerly person
Douglas says:OR
Douglas says:a country bumpkin, rustic, yokel
Douglas says:
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Douglas says:
Douglas says:okay.
Queen C says:
i sawDouglas says:not scared.
Queen C says:why?
Douglas says:why NOT scared?
Queen C says:yes
Queen C says:i could be the anti-christ
Douglas says:yeah...that would be unfortunate.
Douglas says:
Douglas says:s'funny...dwight and i were just talking that barack obama could be.
Queen C says:right!!!
Douglas says:according to some white folks on the internet.
Douglas says:
not scared.Douglas says:
i mean, i got enough fear to go around...but not scared.Douglas says:
a little...overwhelmed.Queen C says:
(i know, i read what they say)Queen C says:
overwhelmed?Douglas says:
it's been a...strange series of days.
Douglas says:a strange progression.
Queen C says:elaborate
Queen C says:pease
Queen C says:please
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Douglas says:...sounds like the son...he's saying that all the time now.
Douglas says:peese!!!
Douglas says:
peese wha?Queen C says:s' a good start
Douglas says:Mur peese???
Queen C says:i want to meet him
Douglas says:yeah, but more of WHAT please?
Douglas says:he's funny
Queen C says:elaboration, for me
Douglas says:okay.
Douglas says:elaboration.
Douglas says:not scared. not of you. as i said, scared enough of me, kim, davu,tomorrow, money, work, housing, future, right, wrong, up down, sick,healthy, repeat, family
Douglas says:
not scared of you.Douglas says:
these past few days...Douglas says:
have been alot.Douglas says:
your responses have been a little tough.Douglas says:
hurt and anger and doubt and hurt and anger and happiness andsilence and talkativity and sharing and withdrawing
Queen C says:
i knowDouglas says:
s'been like...a blender of extremes.Douglas says:
Queen C says:
yes!!Queen C says:
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for me tooDouglas says:
makes a hell of a margarita i bet.Queen C says:
not a good one
Douglas says:so, that has been overwhelming.Queen C says:
i am sorryDouglas says:
we go from NOT talking about anything...or...anything like...HARD orheavy or specific
Douglas says:to...needing to talk about ALL the hard and heavy stuff.
Queen C says:i know
Queen C says:i know
Douglas says:to talking 'lightly' in between HEAVY stuff
Queen C says:...has been...
Queen C says:...nice
Queen C says:until now
Queen C says:
huh?Douglas says:
sorry.Douglas says:
hold tight.Douglas says:
okayDouglas says:
mom talkingDouglas says:
all this stuff.
Douglas says:anyway.
Douglas says:yeah...so it was all light
Douglas says:then..ALL heavy
Queen C says:i know
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Douglas says:then...like...i'm trying to FORCE light into the heavy.
Douglas says:and...
Douglas says:
so no.Douglas says:not scared.
Queen C says:not scared of my love for you?
Douglas says:but i mean, in this IM alone, you've said i love you like...three timesand that you want to spend time with davu like...three.
Douglas says:or...two, whatever.
Queen C says:
the truth comes outDouglas says:
i used to have that on my email at sprint.Douglas says:
'truth will out'Queen C says:
thas realDouglas says:
scared of my love for you, sounds...wierd.Queen C says:
i know
Queen C says:but is a real question'
Douglas says:why would i be scared?
Douglas says:i want your love....all over my body.
Queen C says:i dunno...i'm sure!
Douglas says:laughter
Douglas says:
but...Douglas says:
like.Queen C says:
(nice images in my head right now)Douglas says:
not scared. i keep saying that.Queen C says:
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i don't know if i believe youDouglas says:
you don' thave to.Douglas says:
i AM overwhelmed.
Douglas says:s'a lotta things happening at once.Douglas says:
i won'd deny that.Queen C says:
i feel thatQueen C says:
it is a lot at onceDouglas says:
i won't deny that....it makes me nervous...the sudden changesremind me of a not pleasant part of my life.
Queen C says:this is not sudden tho
Douglas says:but i ALSO will say..
Douglas says:WHA??? not sudden?
Douglas says:lemme just rewind the tape for you
Douglas says:
Douglas says:
i know, i know...it's not sudden in the sense that you've felt like thisfor a while
Douglas says:just haven't said it.
Douglas says:i geddit. relax.
Queen C says:(nodding)
Douglas says:but i mean, the changes.
Douglas says:
the....fullness of the change...is sudden...it FEELS sudden.Queen C says:
you mean of our conversations?Douglas says:
...yeah? no. kinda. the change in our conversations, from LIGHT toheavy.
Queen C says:it was always there...just not spoken
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Queen C says:i was trying to avoid pressure
Douglas says:the change of emotions and such.
Douglas says:
i get it.Douglas says:and now?
Douglas says:finding a different way to avoid pressure?
Douglas says:i dunno if you CAN avoid it.
Queen C says:trying
Douglas says:...like...you gon say what you need to say.
Douglas says:thas only right.
Queen C says:don't wanna throw you back into the manipulation thing
Douglas says:choosing your words and being clear and all that...thsa your job.
Queen C says:but i'm not manipulating you
Douglas says:but saying how you feel...being direct IS you job too.
Queen C says:
and i need that of you tooDouglas says:
MY JOB, is not creating a context for your feelings or a "story" forthem
Douglas says:is my job.
Douglas says:you konw?
Queen C says:if you don't want me, you need to tell me
Douglas says:
s'not pressure unless i let it be.Queen C says:
i knowQueen C says:
but i need you to be brutally honest with meDouglas says:
no matter WHAT you do.Queen C says:
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i hear youDouglas says:
i will CONTINUE to honest.Queen C says:
thanks
Douglas says:and continue to...navigate as best i know how.Douglas says:
that may not always make you happy.Queen C says:
een if you decide that you don't want me?Douglas says:
even if i decide that.Douglas says:
i want you.Douglas says:
it's not that.Douglas says:
i want to be with youQueen C says:
thas my only hang-upDouglas says:
not like...in a "double entendre" way.Douglas says:
i want to be with you.Queen C says:
i want to be with you too
Douglas says:
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my fear?Douglas says:YOUR fear.
Queen C says:is that you'll decide that i'm not what you want
Queen C says:you know that, right?Queen C says:
even the second time aroundQueen C says:
i won't be the one...where you are the one for meQueen C says:
scarQueen C says:
scaryDouglas says:
yeah.Douglas says:
i can see how that'd be scary.Queen C says:
i'm so sureQueen C says:
thas scary in itselfDouglas says:THAT i agree with.
Douglas says:your...ABSOLUTE...not the word i was going for.
Douglas says:but...your....unwavering-ness...
Douglas says:isn't scary...its just like....
Queen C says:freaks you out?
Douglas says:SOMETHING.
Queen C says:i know
Douglas says:
like even when i'm sure, i doubt, or question or check orSOMETHING.
Douglas says:not like in a bad way, i don't think.
Queen C says:notme
Queen C says:i just know and move forward
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Douglas says:so when you don't like...pause at all, i'm like...
Douglas says:ooohhhkay.
Douglas says:
NO PAUSING!!!!Queen C says:s' how it's always been with you
Queen C says:NO PAUSING
Douglas says:s'how it oughta be. i mean..you haven't seen me in a while, but...
Douglas says:i
Douglas says:i'm dead sexy.
Douglas says:
Queen C says:wow
Douglas says:i told my sister today
Douglas says:that i realized what my problem was.
Queen C says:and?
Douglas says:
i have to figure out how to tone down the sexiness.Queen C says:
WOWDouglas says:
it's just...too much. it makes women unalbe to reason...and men toojealous to be cool.
Douglas says:all in all, NOT a good scene.
Queen C says:WOW
Douglas says:
a lonely place to be, y'know? an island of my own creation, if youwill..
Queen C says:you need a friend
Queen C says:to tell you the REAL DEAL
Douglas says:i KNOW!!!!
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Douglas says:oh...wait.
Douglas says:no. not what i was waying.
Queen C says:
hahahahahaha!Douglas says:was SAYING.
Douglas says:i DO need a fried.
Queen C says:me too
Douglas says:and also...a fri-END.
Douglas says:dwight and i also talked about that.
Douglas says:local friends.
Douglas says:
Queen C says:tell me about it
Queen C says:i have none
Douglas says:I should take a poetry/pottery/yoga class.
Queen C says:
uh-huhQueen C says:
a pena nd a pad and an ease and a ballQueen C says:
a pen and a pad and an easel and a ballQueen C says:
whew!Douglas says:
i was like...WHA?!??!!Douglas says:
and ease and ball?!??!?!
Queen C says:easel and a ball for yoga
Douglas says:what kinda kinky yoga are YOU doing?!??!
Douglas says:yeah, i goddit.
Queen C says:i'm glad
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Queen C says:that i can tell you how i feel and you won't run now
Queen C says:thas nice
Douglas says:
i didn't/wouldn't run before.Queen C says:u sure?'
Douglas says:i think i am.
Douglas says:don't have much else to go on besides that.
Queen C says:i told you that i loved you the other night and you were all quiet andcrazy
Douglas says:
what nite?Douglas says:
and..what??!?!Douglas says:
oh.Douglas says:
no.Douglas says:
wha?!?!?Douglas says:
lynn said she's 10-15 from being at home
Douglas says:and she's got ramone with her.
Queen C says:wow, she's really calling you
Douglas says:what she doesn't know.
Douglas says:
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s'a n automatic!Douglas says:
like...from drive to reverse to...whatever.Queen C says:
oh
Douglas says:anyway, she was SAYING she couldn't do it all at teh same time...i'msure talking with ramone was part of that too.
Douglas says:ramon. whichever.
Queen C says:right
Queen C says:whatever
Douglas says:anyway...home in 10-15.
Queen C says:thanks
Douglas says:ayup.
Douglas says:but...i was really calling for me.
Douglas says:but...anyway.
Queen C says:i know
Queen C says:
what were you gonna say?;Douglas says:
say to her?Douglas says:
or say to you?Queen C says:
yesQueen C says:
to herDouglas says:
oh...wait, did she get there already? i'll just call her.
Queen C says:no
Douglas says:oh...well...i don geddit?
Queen C says:what did you wanna talk to her about?
Douglas says:oh.
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Queen C says:private?
Douglas says:whachu mean? talk to her about stuff.
Queen C says:
OQueen C says:OK
Douglas says:you mostly.
Douglas says:her a little.
Douglas says:me some.
Douglas says:mostly you, though.
Queen C says:i know
Queen C says:well she's off tomorrow until 4
Queen C says:you want her number?
Douglas says:"whas....really...GOOD?...mostly me, and sometimes them, butmostly me, oh shit thas onetime jim.."
Douglas says:umm...nah.
Douglas says:it'll work out.
Queen C says:it will
Queen C says:i miss your face
Douglas says:u haven't seen it.
Douglas says:whas with you?
Queen C says:
in FIVE YEARS!!!Douglas says:
Douglas says:
Douglas says:
thas funny.Queen C says:
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not reallyQueen C says:
but okayDouglas says:
not really funny?
Queen C says:hahahahaha!Queen C says:
curtesy laughDouglas says:
thanks.Queen C says:
curteseyQueen C says:
shit. whateverDouglas says:
next time...gimmie a CUTSIE laugh? or a COURTNIE laugh? OOORRRa courtesy laugh.
Douglas says:or...you could just curtsy aaannd laugh.
Douglas says:whatever.
Queen C says:courtesy!
Queen C says:thanks
Douglas says:
and there it is.Queen C says:
but i doDouglas says:
you laughed as a courtesy.Queen C says:
yesDouglas says:
it was funny, 'cause you yelled it.Douglas says:
FIVE YEARS!!!!
Queen C says:i mean
Douglas says:still kinda funny
Queen C says:s' a long time, lil dude
Douglas says:being true doesn't make it not funny.
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Douglas says:but....what...are you like...going for the GUSH-to right now?
Douglas says:or getting it all out, 'cause you feel like you've been holding it backor...what?
Queen C says:not gushingQueen C says:
( alittle)Douglas says:
Queen C says:yeah yeah yeah...
Douglas says:i like that band.
Queen C says:you smart...i geddit
Douglas says:
Queen C says:i don't...they scream
Douglas says:okay. yeah, i'm smart.
Douglas says:and, like...you're just...going thru something.
Queen C says:
glad you can say that to yourselfQueen C says:
i amDouglas says:
but...what, though?Queen C says:
the liberation of honesty, perhapsDouglas says:
thats an expression.Douglas says:
"liberation of honesty"
Queen C says:and what comes with the reciprocation
Queen C says:just glad that i was't all in my head and making up stuff
Douglas says:what comes with it?
Queen C says:you
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Queen C says:all i want
Douglas says:i dunno whachu mean?
Douglas says:
making it up in your head.Queen C says:you come with my honesty. you tell my your reality and it lines upwith mine
Queen C says:s' not making it up, it's real...
Queen C says:...which i doubted for a second
Douglas says:no more doubts, though.
Queen C says:
really?Douglas says:
i'm saying, not anymore...with all the talking and so forth, thegushing...the doubts have been removed.
Queen C says:on your end
Douglas says:home now, i take it?
Queen C says:you knew before me
Douglas says:
mm....okay.Douglas says:
this is the end of the road, for me, megatron.Queen C says:
me too, loveDouglas says:
we'll talk later.Queen C says:
we will. you read the emailQueen C says:
right?
Douglas says:i did.
Douglas says:umm....mostly
Douglas says:more...skimming, in between talking and typing and...
Douglas says:yeah.
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Queen C says:READ IT
Douglas says:i wouldn't think of anything else.
Douglas says:
sleep. i gotta.Douglas says:have a good evening.
Queen C says:okay
Queen C says:i'm gonna sleep in my re-arranged room
Douglas says:that's always exciting the first time.
Queen C says:you have sweet dreams
Douglas says:i'll try hard. you too.
Queen C says:xoxoxox
Douglas says:nite.
Queen C says:nite
Queen C says:hey?
Douglas says:
ayup.Queen C says:
can i say some words that are on the tip of my tongue?Douglas says:
can i be honest?Queen C says:
yesDouglas says:
you've said alot already. whas going on.Douglas says:
?
Queen C says:your honesty first
Douglas says:that IS my honesty.
Douglas says:you've said alot already.
Queen C says:oh. ok git it
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Douglas says:whas going on?
Queen C says:just...being liberated
Douglas says:
really?Queen C says:uh huh
Douglas says:'cause if thas what it is...i'll take it.
Queen C says:take it
Douglas says:okay.
Douglas says:tip of your tongue.
Queen C says:okay
Douglas says:go.
Queen C says:now i'm gunshy
Queen C says:s that 2 words
Queen C says:?
Douglas says:
gun shy.Douglas says:
gunshy.Douglas says:
yeah...two words.Queen C says:
ohDouglas says:
gun shy is okay.Queen C says:just know that it's three and i mean them and i think them and feel
them and and and...Douglas says:
okay.Queen C says:
okayDouglas says:
we'll talk later.Queen C says:
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we willDouglas says:
sleep and sleep well.Queen C says:
i'l let you know about my quiz scaore
Queen C says:scoreDouglas says:
quiz score?Queen C says:
i will you tooDouglas says:
nevermind.Queen C says:
i find out tomorrowDouglas says:
OHAHAOHAOHAOHHHDouglas says:
thas not a quiz...that's an EXAM!!!Douglas says:
wow.Queen C says:
whateverDouglas says:
not whatever.Douglas says:
it'll be fine.
Douglas says:even if its not what you want. it'll STILL be fine.
Queen C says:me too.
Douglas says:be assured.
Queen C says:i know
Queen C says:we'll be fine
Douglas says:
and now the sleep.Queen C says:
the sleepQueen C says:
sleep tight, loveDouglas says:
and you