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2. I could never say that I grew up like any other girl.I had two mommies, an unconventional daddy, and more siblings than most have in their age group.
3. But what we lacked in normality, we made up for with love.My parents loved each other and us; and we, as siblings loved each other and them, too.
4. Of all of them, though, it was my twin sister, Astraea, that I loved most.I know I shouldnt say that, but it was true.As sisters, we shared a womb.As friends, we shared no less than a soul.
5. Like to a double cherry, seeming parted, yet an union in partition.
6. But it all went terribly wrong.I lost everything.Elves, zombies, everything that could tore my soul away from my flesh.Astraea I
7. Why cant I see her ?!Why wont she talk to me?
Some people just dont come back, sweetie.Im so sorry.
8. I have always had the ability to see beyond the veil.A vast swath of souls stood before me like a buffet, but the one morsel I wanted for myself was snatched away by some harpy imitating a greater good.
9. I didnt want the gift anymore.Not if it couldnt get Astraea back.
10. So, I told them to go away.
11. We set out on the road, me and my two surviving siblings.
12. Maor and Seren tried.I will not say that they didnt, but they had not lost what I had lost as completely as I had.
13. My spirit was in purgatory from my flesh.Joy could not make smiles nor could sorrow tears.
14. It was an unbearable nothing.
15. I started hoarding money.When we each took five from the kitty for lunch, I only used two and pocketed the rest. It was not easy to lie to my siblings, but I did it anyway.
16. Over time, that money became enough to leave on my own.
17. It took me all of a week to make my decision.
18. I left a note.Im sure it broke their hearts.
19. I drove through every town with a cheap motel.Sometimes Id stop for a day or a month, but I wasnt ending up in any of those places.You cant go unnoticed in towns and the closest I could come to Astraeawas being invisible.
20. So, I kept driving until I got to the one place that I could disappear.
21. I took a few days to settle in.No.Thats a lie.No one settles in to Sim City in a few days.A few lifetimes maybeI dont know.
22. I guess the best phrase is to say that I stopped flitting about like a squirrel on the highway.I stopped looking up at the buildings.I became a part of the faceless masses.
In the city, you dont see anybody and nobody sees you.
23. I changed my hair, letting my locks flow over my pointed ears.There was no need advertising my state as a half-breed amongst the others in the city.
It felt weird at first, as though I was slowly losing bits and pieces of who I was just by changing my face. But , then again, losing your face is the first step to becoming invisible.
24. I worked where I could find it, specifically schleppingfood and drinks at a local bar.Midnight Flows, a karaoke bar, was where I spent most of my time
25. .Sometimes, Id even sing myself.It reminded me of my mother.
26. When Id stayed long enough for the motel to become impractical, I found an apartment in a meager part of town.Unfortunately, the apartment ended up costing more than I could pay.I had to find a day job.
27. Come on, Miss Doran.I cant just let you stay here for free.
Will you take my car for a months rent?I need this.Please.
28. I remember his eyes.Hed seen a lot.He had no reason to help me.
29. But he did anyway.
How bout you just put it on the line as collateral?Pay me at the end of this month when you find something.
30. Thank you.I cant thank you enough.
I gotta daughter your age living out near Sierra Plains.Maybe I help you, karma helps her a little.
31. It took a couple of weeks before anything decent turned up and it turned up in an unlikely place.Angelica.One of my neighbors.
I tried my damnedest to avoid contact, but she spotted me early and recognized me as the only of our neighbors who was not pregnant with tons of kids, old, or a teenager.Eventually, I had to give in and spend time with her.
32. It should also be said that she insisted upon high-fiving entirely too much.Granted, that also kind of endeared her to me more.
Hey, girlfriend!Whats the what?!I gots the goods.I was talking to my supervisor today and theres a position available.Make with the sittage and we shall discuss.
33. Im not in architecture or construction, Michelle.
Well, good thing the positions not for either of those.My friend works downtown and his firm needs someone in titles.
34. Titles?
Yeah, titles.You know, making sure deeds andstuff are all kosher.Its basically data entry and research.Low level, but decent pay.You cut?
35. Cut?
Out.Cut out for it?
36. Yeah.Yeah, Im cut.
37. Now, this is where your desk is.You have internet access for work only.You should know that we dont use any blockers because of research, so be careful where you go and what you do
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38. You see, when youre building a new home or buying up land or buildings, you have to get the history of that land to make sure that the projects on the up and up.
39. Like this one guy wanted to buy this house with a view of Arbordale, but, as it turned out, it wasnt that simple.When the land was bought, the border markers were a creek bed and an oak tree.As the creeks shape changed, the border got muddled.The house was built on two properties meaning the guy had to purchase two lots with the house.
40. The job wasnt glamorous, but it was stable.Looking at all those properties helped me to get to know thte city and I still had the Flows for a night gig.It was just fine for me.
41. As the weeks wore on, I met a lot of people working in titles.Homebuyers, construction workers, lawyers, and such all came to me to find out what the next step would be in making some persons dream a reality.
42. My most frequent visitor, however, was the architect whose family owned the firm.

Mr. Garrett, I have the Desiderata house history nearly completed, but the family estate of the original owner is out of town and wont be back for a week-
43. For the love of God, Roxanna, I really hate being called Mr. Garrett.It makes me feel like I should be running a boarding school with Jo and Tootie.Ulrics fine.
44. Ulric Garrett was the youngest of four Garretts, but managed to be put in charge of the design department of Beowulf Buildings, Inc., a construction company with its fingers in many pies across the region.
45. He was also a hoverer.

Roxanna, you should take a lunch break

Are you coming to the company picnic, Roxanna?

Theres a cold going around here.Be sure to use sanitizer

Do you have dinner plans tonight, Roxanna?
46. What?

Dinner plans?Do you have them? Ulric responded with a definitive lack of nervousness.
47. I was probably going to eat Cheerios and watch the finale of Squeaky Clean.

You watch SC?

A couple of episodes here and there.I mostly want to find out if those two guys are actually getting together or if all the slashiness is just in everybodys head.
48. It startled me when Ulric laughed.I never really thought of myself as funny (that was always Astraeas gig), but there he was, chuckling a deep gruff laugh.
49. You were asking about dinner.

Ulric paused, Yes, I made plans to go out tonight and my friend backed out.I didnt know if youd want to take his spot at dinner.
50. I shook my head no, which caused Ulrics face to fall a bit.Its not-Ill come the next time.Im just really tired tonight.Thanks, though.
I felt myself wince.I didnt really want to go the next time or any time.I just wanted to leave work and go straight to the one place where I could be alone while completely surrounded by other people.
51. Midnight Flows.
52. I could stay there all night, and often did.The atmosphere was dark and smoky.The drinks were strong and the people

Oh, the people
53. You could see the desperation.Men would walk up to me with their overused lines engulfed in the cheap scent of drug store cologne.
Id usually walk away.
54. You could see the kind of woman by what they wore.
Most left little to the imagination.
55. I felt great comfort there.I suppose the phrase is true that says-what is it?
56. OH!Misery loves company.
57. Alright guys, we have Lady Roxy coming up next with City by Sarah Bareilles
58. Theres a harvest each Saturday night
At the bars filled with perfume and hitchin a ride
59. A place you could stand for one night
60. And get gone
61. And its clear this conversation
Aint doing a thing
Cause these boys only listen to me when I sing
And I dont feel like singing tonight
Oh, the same song
62. Here in these deep city lightsGirl could get lost tonightI'm finding every reason to be goneNothing here to hold on to
63. Could I hold you?
64. The situation's always the sameYou got your wolves in their clothes whispering Hollywood's nameStealing gold from the silver they seeBut it's not me
65. Here in these deep city lightsGirl could get lost tonightI'm finding every reason to be goneThere's nothing here to hold on toCould I hold you?
66. Calling out somebody save me I feel like Im fading away
67. Calling out somebody save me I feel like Im fading
68. In these deep city lightsGirl could get lost tonightI'm finding every reason to be goneThere's nothing here to hold on to
69. Could I hold on to
70. Could I hold on to
Hey!!Wait!
71. you?
You shouldnt walk to your car alone.
72. Great. I mumbled under my breath before feigning a cheery disposition.I wasnt walking to my car.I was walking to my apartment.
73. Ha .Ha.Listen, I dont care if you lied about your plans tonight-

I didnt!I watched SC before I came her-

-but this citys dangerous at night and a single woman like you doesnt need to be walking alone.
74. Ill be fine.Got that whole 21st Century thing working for me. I replied annoyed.But thank you.
75. I turned to walk away, but Ulrics voice followed.

Im going to Reds Diner.Get me some late night breakfast.Would you like to join?No pressure.
76. 77. So, there we were, covered head-to-toe in mud and Mom just shaking her head with a plateful of cookies.
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78. You have so many siblings.Angelica said there were only four of you.Your mom must have been pregnant more than she wasnt.
79. Ulric smiled, Well, they werent all hers per se.Mom and Dad had a soft spot for strays.We ended up adopting a bunch of kids into our family.Troubled youths, folks who had it rough.Its important to take care of those around you.
80. He reached for my hand, especially when you can see theyre suffering.
81. I should go.

Ulric snatched his hand back, Im not- Im not trying to call you out.I just worry about you.Youre always alone, spending all those hours in a lonely cubicle-
82. So you want to adopt me?!
83. No.The citys a tough place.It can be lonely amongst the masses. ..
84. I just want you to know that you dont have to be alone.
It doesnt matter , Ulric.Im alone no matter who stands beside me.People are just a faade to singularity.
Iadmit, inthat moment, I was fighting back more than a few tears.Ulric was struck dumband we both sat there unable to speak.It was a lot to admit something like that to myself, but I suppose it might have been worse to hear someone tell you that your companywas just an other facet of being alone.
85. But Ulric managed to find words.And they managed to be the right ones.
If youre alone whether or not someones there, then it shouldnt matter to you if we spend more time together.What are you doing tomorrow?
Watching TV.
86. Good.Ill be at your house at noon.
87. After that night, Ulric continued to make it so my alone time was surrounded by people.Over time, I felt myself going on more outings with him.
88. Angelicawas almost always there, too, so it wasnt like a date, thank God.Granted, I could tell Angelica was keeping something from me.
89. Theres no way youre making that shot, Ric!
One night, she couldnt hold back her thoughts any longer.
He likes you, you know.
90. Im not unaware.

Angelica smiled, I just wanted to make sure you knew.
91. Yes, I know.And I know that expression. Astr-my sister used to have it when Id talked about guys I liked.Im not going to hurt him, so you wont have to kill me.Whats his deal, anyway?How do you know him?
92. Angsface melted into a bittersweet expression, My brother was having a tough time, going through a lot of changes.He was manic one minute, curled up in a ball the next.Out late some nights, waking up God knows where.My parents couldnt control the situation so they kicked him out.Thats when Ulric showed up.He was like a brother to Eric, got him on the right track.I owe everything to him for getting my brother back.
93. Hes a good guy, Roxanna.Hes worth letting down some of those walls.
Here I thought I was doing that just by leaving my apartment.

At least give him a chance.
94.
95. So, Ulric

There is no way youre distracting me from this shot, Roxanna.
96. Would you like to go out on a date this weekend?
97. He missed the shot.I dont think it mattered.
98. He showed up right on time and dressed nicely.I expected that we would be going to Londoste or some such place.
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99. I was wrong by a long shot.
100. He took me to a park just west of the Flows.I didnt expect there would be such a place in the city.Greenery, flowers, a babbling creek, it was all so serene in the middle of a place that lacked serenity.

This place is beautiful.
101. Yeah, its where my parents got engaged.Ulric clearly saw my eyes widen.Oh god, no.That wasnt-Im not crazy.
102. I laughed in spite of myself, That remains to be seen.
103. He smiled.Ulric had a broad smile, the kind that lights up a room.I hadnt noticed that before.He was positively radiant.

You know, he said, other than being a place to have awkward dates, this park also has some historical significance.
104. There was a major battle here during the Crusade for Simmolution. I said matter-of-factly.
105. Ulric raised an eyebrow, Really, are you sure?
106. Pretty sure.
107. God, youre beautiful when you smile.
108. He leaned in for a second.I was quite certain that he was about to kiss me, something that I completely didnt want.And then suddenly, at the very last moment, I did.
109. I wanted to kiss this guy.I was excited almost, giddy.I closed my eyes awaiting the press of his lips to mine
110. before he shifted his weight and rolled to his back to look up at the stars.Nope, no kiss.I felt like an idiot.
111. I winced, hoping he couldnt see my disappointment before lying down beside him.
112. You could see more of them where Im from. I whispered quietly, trying not to let too many memories creep in.
A couple of times a year, I take off and go to Three Lakes.The stars are unbelievable there.
113. We laid there and watched the stars for a short time.There wasnt much to say and that was fine for me.I needed to not feel like I had to talk and Ulric seemed to respect that.I shivered as a breeze rushed over us.
114. Ulric curled up beside me, wrapping me in his warm arms.
Cold blooded?
115. I smiled, My mum says its just the opposite.Part-aliens tend to run a little hotter than regular people.Makes us more susceptible to the cold.
116.
117. SooooooI suppose I should take you back home
118. We stumbled up the stairs and towards the door of my apartment.Hell, if his apartment had been closer, wed have stumbled to there.
119. I felt his hands squeeze my skin as he explored the parts of me that werent pressed to him.I had just slipped my key into the lock when I felt him push away.
120. Wait, he said, panting quick breaths. I-I cant believe Im saying this, but we should wait.
121. Im fairly certain that my jaw hit the ground.I managed to pick it up in time to ask, But, dont you want-
122. Im fairly certain you can tell what I want, came his response followed by a guttural sigh.
123. But I have a tendency to go all on instinct and Ive screwed up a lot of relationships that way.I dont want to rush this, Roxanna.
He bit the inside of his mouth and his teeth chattered as though someone had doused him with ice water.
124. I caressed his face and neck and gave him a gentle kiss, nodding assent to his request.
125. Alright, no sex.Not yet.Its getting cold out.Why dont we go inside and have some hot cocoa?
126. Ulricpulled me into his arms with a glint of mischief in his eyes, Okay, but just cocoa.
127.
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128. 129.
130. At least we waited until after the cocoa.
131. Ulric shook his head with a feigned sense of guilt, I have no self-control.Is it wrong that Im really glad I have no self control?
Im fairly satisfied with it.
What time is it?
132. I looked at the beside clock, Quarter to four.
Ulric groaned, Weve been in bed for over twelve hours?!God, Im really trying to not be giddy about this.I should feel guilty.I should prostrate myself before-
You should kiss me again.
133. Well, theres that.As he leaned in, a buzzing was heard from the pocket of his pants strewn somewhere on the floor.He rolled from the bed, tossing the jeans on haphazardly as he ran to the next room.
134. I know that its technically considered rude to eavesdrop, but.
Yes.Yes, I know.Ill be there.Soon.Yes, I know how many hours until- Love you, Mom.
135. He came back into the room like a kid who got caught stealing cookies, I gotta go.
No? I tried hopefully
136. Nice try.I meet with my family once a month.Just familys allowed.Otherwise, Id totally ask you to come.
137. So, I guess the next time Ill see you is tomorrowat work.
138. Ulrics lips grew into a broad, infectious smile, Where it wont be awkward at all because everyone was pulling for us from the start.
No, they werent.
139. Even if they werent, theyll say they were.There are benefits to being the bosss son, you know. He leaned in for one last kiss.Ill see you tomorrow.
140. The kiss lingered for a few seconds before Ulric dashed out the door.I found myself smiling for no reason whatsoever the rest of that day.
141. In fact, I dont think my smile ended until a file plopped onto my desk the next day.
142. It was a new title for me to research complete in old paper that looked like the edges had been chewed by a restless puppy
143. End Part One
144. See, she is happy sometimes!!I really hope that you guys enjoyed the first part of Gen 9s BRRL!!Roxanna is a handful and Im loving every minute of playing her.
The next chapter should be out fairly soon as Im already halfway through writing it!!Until then, keep on simming!!