A Reaper at the Gates (An Ember in the Ashes)
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CONTENTS
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PARTI:THEKINGOFNONAMEI:TheNightbringerII:LaiaIII:EliasIV:TheBloodShrikeV:LaiaVI:EliasVII:TheBloodShrikeVIII:LaiaIX:EliasX:TheBloodShrike
PARTII:INFERNOXI:LaiaXII:EliasXIII:TheBloodShrikeXIV:LaiaXV:EliasXVI:TheBloodShrikeXVII:LaiaXVIII:EliasXIX:TheBloodShrikeXX:LaiaXXI:EliasXXII:TheBloodShrike
XXIII:LaiaXXIV:EliasXXV:TheBloodShrikeXXVI:LaiaXXVII:EliasXXVIII:TheBloodShrikeXXIX:LaiaXXX:Elias
PARTIII:ANTIUMXXXI:TheBloodShrikeXXXII:LaiaXXXIII:TheBloodShrikeXXXIV:EliasXXXV:TheBloodShrikeXXXVI:LaiaXXXVII:EliasXXXVIII:TheBloodShrikeXXXIX:LaiaXL:EliasXLI:TheBloodShrikeXLII:LaiaXLIII:TheBloodShrikeXLIV:LaiaXLV:Elias
PARTIV:SIEGEXLVI:TheBloodShrikeXLVII:LaiaXLVIII:TheBloodShrikeXLIX:LaiaL:EliasLI:TheBloodShrikeLII:LaiaLIII:EliasLIV:LaiaLV:TheBloodShrikeLVI:Laia
PARTV:BELOVEDLVII:TheBloodShrikeLVIII:TheSoulCatcherLIX:TheNightbringer
AcknowledgmentsAbouttheAuthor
PARTI
THEKINGOFNONAME
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I:TheNightbringer
oulovetoomuch,myking.Myqueenspokethewordsoftenacrossthecenturieswespenttogether.
Atfirst,withasmile.Butinlateryears,withafurrowedbrow.Hergazesettledonourchildrenastheytoreaboutthepalace,theirbodiesflickeringfromflametoflesh,tinycyclonesofimpossiblebeauty.
“Ifearforyou,Meherya.”Hervoicetrembled.“Ifearwhatyouwilldoifharmcomestothosewhomyoulove.”
“Noharmshallbefallyou.Ivowit.”Ispokewiththepassionandfollyofyouth,thoughIwasnot,ofcourse,
young.Eventhen.Thatday,thebreezesofftheriverruffledhermidnighthairandsunlightpouredlikeliquidgoldthroughthesheercurtainsofthewindows.Itlitourchildrenumberastheytrailedscorchmarksandlaughteracrossthestonefloor.
Herfearsheldhercaptive.Ireachedforherhands.“Iwoulddestroyanywhodaredhurtyou,”Isaid.
“Meherya,no.”IhavewonderedintheyearssincethenifshealreadyfearedwhatIwouldbecome.“Swearyouwouldnever.YouareourMeherya.Yourheartismadetolove.Togive.Nottotake.Thatiswhyyouarekingofthejinn.Swearit.”
Isworetwovowsthatday:toprotect,always.Tolove,always.Withinayear,Ihadbrokenboth.
TheStarhangsfromthewallofthecavernfarfromhumaneyes.Itisafour-pointeddiamond,withanarrowgapatitsapex.Thinstriationsspiderwebacrossit,areminderofthedaytheScholarsshattereditafterimprisoningmypeople.Themetalgleamswithimpatience,potentastheglareofajunglebeastclosinginonprey.Suchvastpowerwithinthisweapon—enoughtodestroyanancientcity,anancientpeople.Enoughtoimprisonthejinnforathousandyears.
Enoughtosetthemfree.
Asifsensingthearmletclingingtomywrist,theStarrattles,yearningtowardthemissingpiece.AwrenchshuddersthroughmeasIofferthearmletup,anditoozesawaylikeasilvereeltojoinwiththeStar.Thegapshrinks.
ThefourpointsoftheStarflare,lightingthefarreachesofthespeckledgranitecavern,elicitingawaveofangryhissesfromthecreaturesaroundme.Thentheglowfades,leavingonlypallidmoonlight.Ghulsswishatmyankles.Master.Master.Beyondthem,theWraithLordawaitsmyorders,alongwiththeefritkings
andqueens—ofwindandsea,sandandcave,airandsnow.Astheywatch,silentandwary,Iconsidertheparchmentinmyhands.Itisas
unobtrusiveassand.Thewordswithinarenot.Atmysummons,theWraithLordapproaches.Hesubmitsreluctantly,cowed
bymymagic,strainingalwaystobefreeofme.ButIhaveneedofhimyet.Thewraithsaredisparatescrapsoflostsouls,joinedbyancientsorceryandundetectablewhentheywishtobe.EvenbytheEmpire’sfamedMasks.
AsIofferhimtheparchment,Ihearher.Myqueen’svoiceisawhisper,gentleasacandleonachillnight.Onceyoudothis,youcannevercomeback.Allhopeforyouislost,Meherya.Consider.
Idoassheasks.Iconsider.ThenIremembersheisdeadandgoneandhasbeenforamillennium.Her
presenceisadelusion.Hervoiceismyweakness.IprofferthescrolltotheWraithLord.
“SeethatitfindsBloodShrikeHeleneAquilla,”Itellhim.“Andnoother.”Hebows,andtheefritssailforward.Iordertheefritsofairaway;Ihaveaseparatetaskforthem.Therestkneel.
“Longago,yougavetheScholarsknowledgethatledtothedestructionofmypeopleandthefeyworld.”Ajoltofmemoryripplesthroughtheirranks.“Iofferyouredemption.Gotoournewalliesinthesouth.Helpthemunderstandwhattheycancallforthfromthedarkplaces.TheGrainMoonwillrisesixmonthshence.Seeitdonewellbeforethen.Andyou”—theghulspressclose—“glutyourselves.Donotfailme.”
Whentheyhaveallleftme,IcontemplatetheStarandthinkofthetreacherousjinngirlwhohelpedbringitintobeing.Perhapstoahuman,theweaponwouldshinewithpromise.
Ifeelonlyhatred.Afacedriftstotheforefrontofmymind.LaiaofSerra.Irecalltheheatofher
skinbeneathmyhands,howherwristscrossedbehindmyneck.Thewaysheclosedhereyesandthegoldenhollowofherthroat.Shefeltlikethethresholdofmyoldhomewhentherusheswerefresh-changed.Shefeltsafe.
Youlovedher,myqueensays.Andthenyouhurther.MybetrayaloftheScholargirlshouldnotlinger.Ideceivedhundredsbefore
her.Yetuneasegripsme.SomethinginexplicableoccurredafterLaiaofSerra
giftedmeherarmlet—aftersherealizedthattheboyshecalledKeenanwasnaughtbutafabrication.Likeallhumans,sheglimpsedinmyeyesthedarkestmomentsofherlife.ButwhenIlookedintohersoul,something—someone—peeredback:myqueen,gazingatmeacrossthecenturies.
Isawherhorror.HersadnessatwhatIhadbecome.IsawherpainatwhatourchildrenandourpeoplesufferedatthehandsoftheScholars.
Ithinkofmyqueenwitheverybetrayal.Goingbackathousandyears,toeachhumanfound,manipulated,andloveduntiltheyfreelygavemetheirpieceoftheStarwithloveintheirhearts.Againandagainandagain.
ButneverhadIseenherinthegazeofanother.NeverhadIfeltthesharpbladeofherdisappointmentsokeenly.
Oncemore.Onlyoncemore.Myqueenspeaks.Donotdothis.Please.Icrushhervoice.Icrushhermemory.IthinkIwillnothearheragain.
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II:Laia
verythingaboutthisraidfeelswrong.DarinandIbothknowit,evenifneitherofusiswillingtosayit.Thoughmybrotherdoesnotspeakmuchthesedays.TheghostwagonswetrackfinallyrolltoastopoutsideaMartialvillage.I
risefromthesnow-heavybusheswherewe’vetakencoverandnodtoDarin.Hegrabsmyhandandsqueezes.Besafe.
Ireachformyinvisibility,apowerawokenwithinmerecently,andonethatI’mstillsettlinginto.Mybreathwreathesupinwhiteclouds,likeasnakeundulatingtosomeunknowablesong.ElsewhereintheEmpire,springhasscattereditsblossoms.ButthisclosetoAntium,thecapital,winterstillwhipsitschillfingersacrossourfaces.
Midnightpasses,andthefewlampsthatburninthevillagesputterintherisingwind.WhenIamthroughtheperimeteroftheprisonercaravan,Ipitchmyvoicelowandhootlikeasnowyowl,commonenoughinthispartoftheEmpire.
AsIprowltowardtheghostwagons,myskinprickles.Iwhirl,myinstinctrearinginwarning.Thenearbyridgelineisempty,andtheMartialauxiliarysoldiersonguarddonotsomuchastwitch.Nothingappearsamiss.You’rejustjumpy,Laia.Likealways.Fromourcampontheoutskirtsofthe
WaitingPlace,twentymilesfromhere,DarinandIhaveplannedandcarriedoutsixraidsonEmpireprisonercaravans.MybrotherhasnotforgedasinglescrapofSerricsteel.IhavenotrespondedtothelettersfromAraj,theScholarleaderwhoescapedKaufPrisonwithus.ButtogetherwithAfyaAra-Nurandhermen,wehavehelpedtofreemorethanfourhundredScholarsandTribesmenoverthepasttwomonths.
Still,thatdoesnotguaranteesuccesswiththiscaravan.Forthiscaravanisdifferent.
Beyondtheperimeter,familiarblack-cladfiguresmoveinonthecampfromthetrees.Afyaandhermen,respondingtomysignal,preparingtoattack.Theirpresencegivesmeheart.TheTribeswomanwhohelpedmefreeDarinfromKaufistheonlyreasonweknowoftheseghostwagons—andtheprisonertheytransport.
Thelockpicksarebladesoficeinmyhand.Sixwagonssitinahalfcircle,withtwosupplycartsshelteredbetweenthem.Mostofthesoldiersbusythemselveswiththehorsesandcampfires.Snowgustsdowninflurries,stingingmyfaceasIgettothefirstwagonandbeginworkingthelock.Thepinswithinareenigmastomyfreezing,clumsyhands.Faster,Laia.
Thewagonissilent,asifempty.ButIknowbetter.Soon,thewhimperofachildbreaksthequiet.Itisquicklyshushed.Theprisonershavelearnedthatsilenceistheonlywaytoavoidsuffering.
“Wheretheburninghellsiseverybody?”avoicebellowsnearmyear.Inearlydropmypicks.Alegionnairestridespast,andatendrilofpanicunfurlsdownmyspine.Idonotdaretobreathe.Whatifheseesme?Whatifmyinvisibilityfalters?Ithashappenedbefore,whenIamunderattack,orinalargecrowd.
“Wakeuptheinnkeeper.”Thelegionnaireturnstotheauxhasteningtowardhim.“Tellhimtorolloutakegandpreparerooms.”
“Inn’sempty,sir.Villagelooksabandoned.”Martialsdonotabandonvillages,eveninthedeadofwinter.Notunlessa
plaguehascomethrough.ButAfyawouldhaveheardifthatwerethecase.Theirreasonsforleavingarenotyourconcern,Laia.Getthelocksopen.Theauxandthelegionnairestalkofftowardtheinn.Themomenttheyare
outofsight,Igetmypicksinthelock.Butthemetalgroans,stiffwithrime.Comeon!WithoutEliasVeturiustogetthroughhalfthelocks,Ihavetowork
twiceasfast.Ihavenotimetothinkofmyfriend,andyetIcannotquellmyworry.Hispresenceduringtheraidshaskeptusfrombeingcaught.Hesaidhewouldbehere.
WhatintheskiescouldhavehappenedtoElias?He’sneverletmedown.Notwhenitcomestotheraids,anyway.DidShaevalearnthathesnuckDarinandmebackacrosstheWaitingPlacefromthecottageintheFreeLands?Isshepunishinghim?
IknowlittleoftheSoulCatcher—sheisshy,andIassumedshedidnotlikeme.Somedays,whenEliasemergesfromtheWaitingPlacetovisitmeandDarin,IfeelthejinnwomanwatchingusandIsensenorancor.Onlysadness.Butskiesknow,I’mnojudgeofhiddenmalice.
Ifitwereanyothercaravan—anyotherprisonerwewereattemptingtobreakout—IwouldnothaveriskedDarin,ortheTribespeople,ormyself.
ButweoweittoMamieRilaandtherestoftheSaifprisonerstotrytofreethem.Elias’sTribalmothersacrificedherbody,freedom,andTribesoIcouldsaveDarin.Icannotfailher.Eliasisnothere.You’realone.Move!
Thelockfinallyspringsopen,andImakeforthenextwagon.Inthetreesjustyardsaway,Afyamustbecursingatthedelay.ThelongerItake,themorelikelyitisthattheMartialswillcatchus.
WhenIcrackthelastlock,Icroonasignal.Snick.Snick.Snick.Dartshurtlethroughtheair.TheMartialsattheperimeterdropsilently,leftinsensatebytheraresouthernpoisoncoatingthedarts.AhalfdozenTribesmenapproachthesoldiersandslittheirthroats.
Ilookaway,thoughIstillhearthetearofflesh,therattleofafinalbreath.Iknowitmustbedone.WithoutSerricsteel,Afya’speoplecannotfacetheMartialsheadon,lesttheirbladesbreak.Butthereisanefficiencytothekillingthatfreezesmyblood.IwonderifIwillevergetusedtoit.
Asmallformappearsoutoftheshadows,weaponglinting.TheintricatetattoosthatmarkherasaZaldara,theheadofherTribe,areconcealedbylong,darksleeves.IhissatAfyaAra-NursosheknowswhereIam.
“Tookyoulongenough.”Sheglancesaround,blackandredbraidsswinging.“WhereinthetenhellsisElias?Canhedisappearnowtoo?”
EliasfinallytoldAfyaoftheWaitingPlace,ofhisdeathinKaufPrison,ofhisresurrectionandhisagreementwithShaeva.Thatday,theTribeswomancursedhimroundlyforafoolbeforefindingme.Forgethimnow,Laia,shehadsaid.It’sdamnedstupidtofallforaonce-deadghost-talker,Idon’tcarehowprettyheis.
“Eliasdidn’tcome.”AfyaswearsinSadheseandmovestowardthewagons.Sheexplainssoftlyto
theprisonersthattheymustfollowhermen,thattheymustmakenonoise.Shoutsandthehightwangofabowechofromthevillage,fiftyyardsfrom
whereIstand.IleaveAfyabehindandsprinttowardthehouseswhere,inadarkenedalleyoutsidethevillageinn,Afya’sfightersdanceawayfromahalfdozenEmpiresoldiers,includingthelegionnaireincommand.Tribalarrowsanddartsfly,deftcounterstotheMartials’deadlyblades.Idashintothefray,slammingthehiltofmydaggerintoanaux’stemple.Ineedn’thavebothered.Thesoldiersgodownquickly.
Tooquickly.Theremustbemoremennearby—ahiddenforce.OraMasklurking,unseen.“Laia.”Ijumpatmyname.Darin’sgoldenskinisdarkwithmudtohidehis
presence.Ahoodcoverstheunruly,honey-coloredhairthathasfinallygrownin.Lookingathim,noonewouldeverknowhe’dsurvivedsixmonthsinKaufPrison.Butwithinhismind,mybrotherbattlesdemonsstill.ItisthosedemonsthathavekepthimfrommakingSerricsteel.
He’sherenow,Itellmyselfsternly.Fighting.Helping.Theweaponswillcomewhenhe’sready.
“Mamieisn’there,”hesays,turningwhenItaphisshoulder,voicehaggardwithdisuse.“Ifoundherfosterson,Shan.Hesaidthesoldierstookherfromherwagonwhenthecaravanstoppedforthenight.”
“Shemustbeinthevillage,”Isay.“Gettheprisonersoutofhere.I’llfindher.”
“Thevillageshouldn’tbeempty,”Darinsays.“Thisdoesn’tfeelright.Yougo.I’lllookforMamie.”
“Oneofyoubleedingneedstofindher.”Afyaappearsbehindus.“BecauseI’mnotgoingtodoit,andwehavetogettheprisonershidden.”
“Ifsomethinggoeswrong,”Isay,“Icanusemyinvisibilitytoslipaway.I’llmeetyoubackatthecampassoonasIcan.”
Mybrotherraiseshiseyebrows,consideringmywordsinhisquietway.Whenhechoosestobe,heisasimmovableasthemountains—justlikeourmotherwas.
“Igowhereyougo,sis.Eliaswouldagree.Heknows—”“IfyouaresochummywithElias,”Ihiss,“thentellhimthatthenexttimehe
commitstohelpingwitharaid,heneedstofollowthrough.”Darin’smouthcurvesinabrief,crookedsmile.Mother’ssmile.“Laia,Iknow
you’reangryathim,buthe—”“Skiessavemefromthemeninmylifeandallthethingstheythinkthey
know.Getoutofhere.Afyaneedsyou.Theprisonersneedyou.Go.”Beforeheprotests,Idartintothevillage.Itisnomorethanahundred
cottageswiththatchedroofsthatsagbeneaththesnow,andnarrow,dimstreets.Thewindwailsthroughneatlytendedgardens,andInearlytripoverabroomabandonedinalane.Thevillagersleftthisplacerecently,Isense,andwithhaste.
Itreadcarefully,waryofwhatmightlurkintheshadows.ThestorieswhisperedintavernsandaroundTribalcampfireshauntme:wraithstearingoutthethroatsofMarinersailors.Scholarfamiliesfoundinburned-outencampmentsintheFreeLands.Wights—tinywingedmenaces—destroyingwagonsandtormentinglivestock.
Allofit,I’mcertain,isthefoulhandiworkofthecreaturethatcalleditselfKeenan.
TheNightbringer.Ipausetopeekthroughthefrontwindowofadarkenedcottage.Inthe
stygiannight,Icanseenothing.AsImovetothenexthouse,myguiltcirclesintheoceanofmymind,scentingmyweakness.YougavetheNightbringerthe
armlet,ithisses.Youfellpreytohismanipulation.HeisastepclosertodestroyingtheScholars.WhenhefindstherestoftheStar,he’llsetthejinnfree.Thenwhat,Laia?
ButitcouldtaketheNightbringeryearstofindthenextpieceoftheStar,Ireasontomyself.Andtheremightbemorethanonepieceleft.Theremightbedozens.
Aflickeroflightahead.ItearmythoughtsfromtheNightbringerandmovetowardacottagealongthenorthedgeofthevillage.Itsdoorstandsajar.Alampburnswithin.ThedoorisproppedwideenoughthatIcanslipthroughwithoutdisturbingit.Anyoneplanninganambushwouldseenothing.
Onceinside,ittakesamomentformyvisiontoadjust.Whenitdoes,Istifleacry.MamieRilasitstiedtoachair,agauntshadowofherformerself.Herdarkskinhangslooselyonherframe,andherthick,curlyhairhasbeenshavedoff.
Ialmostgotoher.Butsomeoldinstinctstopsme,cryingoutfromdeepwithinmymind.
Abootthumpsbehindme.Startled,Iwhirl,andafloorboardcreaksbeneathmyfeet.Icatchatelltaleflashofliquidsilver—Mask!—justasahandlocksaroundmymouthandmyarmsarewrenchedbehindmyback.
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III:Elias
omatterhowoftenIsneakoutoftheWaitingPlace,itnevergetseasier.AsIapproachthewesterntreeline,aflashofwhitenearbycausesmystomach
toplunge.Aspirit.Ibitebackacurseandholdstill.IfitspiesmelurkingsofarfromwhereI’msupposedtobe,theentirebleedingForestofDuskwillknowwhatI’mupto.Ghosts,itturnsout,lovetogossip.
Thedelaychafes.I’malreadylate—Laiawasexpectingmemorethananhourago,andthisisn’taraidshe’llskipjustbecauseI’mnotaround.Almostthere.IlopethroughafreshlayerofsnowtotheborderoftheWaiting
Place,whichglimmersahead.Toalayperson,it’sinvisible.ButtomeandShaeva,theglowingwallisasobviousasifitweremadeofstone.ThoughIcanpassthroughiteasily,itkeepsthespiritsinandcurioushumansout.Shaevahasspentmonthslecturingmeabouttheimportanceofthatwall.
Shewillbevexedwithme.Thisisn’tthefirsttimeI’vedisappearedonherwhenI’msupposedtobetrainingasSoulCatcher.Thoughsheisajinn,Shaevahaslittleskillindealingwithdissemblingstudents.I,ontheotherhand,spentfourteenyearsconcoctingwaystoskipoutonBlackcliff’sCenturions.GettingcaughtatBlackcliffmeantawhippingfrommymother,theCommandant.Shaevausuallyjustglowersatme.
“PerhapsItooshouldinstitutewhippings.”Shaeva’svoicecutsthroughtheairlikeascim,andInearlyjumpoutofmyskin.“Wouldyouthenappearwhenyouaresupposedto,Elias,insteadofshirkingyourresponsibilitiestoplayhero?”
“Shaeva!Iwasjust...ah,areyou...steaming?”Vaporrisesinthickplumesfromthejinnwoman.
“Someone”—sheglaresatme—“forgottohangupthewashing.Iwasoutofshirts.”
Andsincesheisajinn,herunnaturallyhighbodyheatwilldryherwashedlaundry...afteranhourortwoofunpleasantdampness,I’msure.Nowondershelookslikeshewantstokickmeintheface.
Shaevatugsatmyarm,herever-presentjinnwarmthdrivingawaythecoldthathasseepedintomybones.Momentslater,wearemilesfromtheborder.My
headspinsfromthemagicsheusestomoveussoswiftlythroughtheForest.Atthesightoftheglowingredjinngrove,Igroan.Ihatethisplace.Thejinn
mightbelockedinthetrees,buttheystillhavepowerwithinthissmallspace,andtheyuseittogetintomyheadwheneverIenter.
Shaevarollshereyes,asifdealingwithaparticularlyirritatingyoungersibling.TheSoulCatcherflicksherhand,andwhenIpullmyarmaway,IfindIcannotwalkmorethanafewfeet.She’sputupsomesortofward.Shemustfinallybelosingherpatiencewithmeifshe’sresortingtoimprisonment.
Itrytokeepmytemper—andfail.“That’sanastytrick.”“Andoneyoucoulddisarmeasilyifyoustayedstilllongenoughformeto
teachyouhow.”Shenodstothejinngrove,wherespiritswindthroughthetrees.“Theghostofachildneedssoothing,Elias.Go.Letmeseewhatyouhavelearnedthesepastweeks.”
“Ishouldn’tbehere.”Igivethewardaviolentifineffectualshove.“LaiaandDarinandMamieneedme.”
Shaevaleansintothehollowofatreeandglancesupatthesnippetsofstarandskyvisiblethroughthebarebranches.“Anhouruntilmidnight.Theraidmustbeunderway.Laiawillbeindanger.DarinandAfyatoo.Enterthegroveandhelpthisghostmoveon.Ifyoudo,Iwilldropthewardandyoucanleave.Oryourfriendscankeepwaiting.”
“You’regrumpierthanusual,”Isay.“Didyouskipbreakfast?”“Stopstalling.”Imutteracurseandmentallyarmmyselfagainstthejinn,imaginingabarrier
aroundmymindthattheycannotpenetratewiththeirevilwhispers.Witheachstepintothegrove,Isensethemwatching.Listening.
Amomentlater,laughterechoesinmyhead.Itislayered—voiceuponvoice,mockeryuponmockery.Thejinn.Youcannothelptheghosts,foolmortal.AndyoucannothelpLaiaofSerra.
Sheshalldieaslow,painfuldeath.Thejinns’malicespearsthroughmycarefullyconstructeddefenses.The
creaturesplumbmydarkestthoughts,paradingimagesofadead,brokenLaiabeforemeuntilIcannottellwherethejinngroveendsandtheirtwistedvisionsbegin.
Iclosemyeyes.Notreal.IopenthemtofindHeleneslainatthebaseofthenearesttree.Darinliesbesideher.Beyondhim,MamieRila.Shan,myfosterbrother.IamremindedofthebattlefieldofdeathfromtheFirstTrialsolongago—andyetthisisworsebecauseIthoughtIleftviolenceandsufferingbehindme.
IrecallShaeva’slessons.Inthegrove,thejinnhavethepowertocontrolyourmind.Toexploityourweaknesses.Itrytoshakethejinnaway,buttheyholdfast,
theirwhisperssnakingintome.Atmyside,Shaevastiffens.Hail,traitor.TheyslipintoformalspeechwhentheyspeaktotheSoul
Catcher.Thydoomisuponthee.Theairreeksofit.Shaeva’sjawtightens,andimmediatelyIwishforaweapontoshutthemup.
Shehasenoughonhermindwithoutthemtauntingher.ButtheSoulCatchersimplyliftsahandtothenearestjinntree.ThoughI
cannotseeherdeploythemagicoftheWaitingPlace,shemusthave,becausethejinnfallsilent.
“Youneedtotryharder.”Sheturnsonme.“Thejinnwantyoutodwellonpettyconcerns.”
“ThefatesofLaiaandDarinandMamiearen’tpetty.”“Theirlivesarenothingagainstthesweepoftime,”Shaevasays.“Iwillnot
behereforever,Elias.Youmustlearntopasstheghoststhroughmoreswiftly.Therearetoomany.”Atmymulishexpression,shesighs.“Tellme,whatdoyoudowhenaghostrefusestoleavetheWaitingPlaceuntiltheirlovedonesdie?”
“Ah...well...”Shaevagroans,thelookonherfaceremindingmeofHelene’sexpression
whenIdidn’tshowuptoclassontime.“Whataboutwhenyouhavehundredsofghostsscreamingtobeheardallat
once?”Shaevasays.“Whatdoyoudowithaspiritwhodidhorrificthingsinlifebutwhofeelsnoremorse?DoyouknowwhytherearesofewghostsfromtheTribes?Doyouknowwhatwillhappenifyoudonotmovetheghostsfastenough?”
“Nowthatyoumentionit,”Isay,mycuriositypiqued,“whatwillhappenif—”
“Ifyoudonotpasstheghoststhrough,itwillmeanyourfailureasSoulCatcherandtheendofthehumanworldasyouunderstandit.Hopetotheskiesthatyouneverseethatday.”
Shesitsdownheavily,sinkingherheadintoherhands,andafteramoment,Idropbesideher,mychestlurchingunpleasantlyatherdistress.ThisisnotlikewhentheCenturionswereangrywithme.Ididn’tbleedingcarewhattheythought.ButIwanttodowellforShaeva.Wehavespentmonthstogether,sheandI—carryingoutthedutiesofSoulCatchermostly,butalsodebatingMartialmilitaryhistory,bickeringgood-naturedlyaboutchores,andsharingnotesonhuntingandcombat.Ithinkofherasawiser,mucholdersister.Idon’twanttodisappointher.
“Letgoofthehumanworld,Elias.Untilyoudo,youcannotdrawuponthemagicoftheWaitingPlace.”
“Iwindwalkallthetime.”Shaevahastaughtmethetrickofspeedingthroughthetreesintheblinkofaneye,thoughsheisfasterthanI.
“Windwalkingisphysicalmagic,simpletomaster.”Shaevasighs.“Whenyoutookyourvow,themagicoftheWaitingPlaceenteredyourblood.Mauthenteredyourblood.”Mauth.Isuppressashudder.Thenameisstillstrangeonmylips.Ididnot
knowthatthemagicevenhadanamewhenitfirstspoketomethroughShaeva,monthsago,demandingmyvowasSoulCatcher.
“Mauthisthesourceofalltheworld’sfeypower,Elias.Thejinn,theefrits,theghuls.EvenyourfriendHelene’shealing.HeisthesourceofyourpowerasSoulCatcher.”He.Asifthemagicisalive.“Hewillaidyouinpassingontheghostsifyoulethim.Mauth’struepower
ishere”—theSoulCatchergentlytapsmyheart,thenmytemple—“andhere.Butuntilyouforgeasoul-deepbondwiththemagic,youcannotbeatrueSoulCatcher.”
“Easyforyoutosay.You’rejinn.Themagicispartofyou.Itdoesn’tcomeeasilytome.InsteadityanksatmeifIstraytoofarfromthetrees,likeI’mawaywardhound.AndifItouchLaia,bleedinghells—”Thepainisexcruciatingenoughthatthinkingofitmakesmegrimace.See,traitor,howfoolishitwastotrustthismortalbitoffleshwiththesoulsof
thedead?Attheintrusionofherjinnkin,Shaevaslamsashockwaveofmagicinto
theirgrovethatissopowerfulevenIfeelit.“Hundredsofghostswaittopass,andmorecomeeveryday.”Sweatrolls
downShaeva’stemple,asifshe’sfightingabattleIcannotsee.“Iammuchdisturbed.”Shespeakssoftlyandglancesintothetreesbehindher.“IfeartheNightbringerworksagainstus,stealthilyandwithmalice.ButIcannotfathomhisplan,anditworriesme.”
“Ofcourseheworksagainstus.Hewantstosetthetrappedjinnfree.”“No.Isenseadarkintent,”Shaevasays.“Ifharmshouldbefallmebefore
yourtrainingiscomplete...”Shetakesadeepbreathandcollectsherself.“Icandothis,Shaeva,”Isaytoher.“Iswearittoyou.ButItoldLaiaI’d
helphertonight.Mamiemightbedead.Laiamightbedead.Idon’tknow,becauseI’mnotthere.”
Skies,howtoexplainittoher?She’sbeenawayfromhumanityforsolongthatshecan’tpossiblyunderstand.Doesshecomprehendlove?Onthedayswhensheteasesmeabouttalkinginmysleep,ortellsstrange,funnytalesbecausesheknowsIacheforLaia,itseemsasifshedoes.Butnow...
“MamieRilagaveupherlifeformine,andbysomemiracleshestilllives,”Isay.“Don’tmakemewelcomeherhere.Don’tmakemewelcomeLaia.”
“Lovingthemwillonlyhurtyou,”Shaevasays.“Intheend,theywillfade.Youwillendure.Everytimeyoubidfarewelltoyetanotherpartofyouroldlife,apieceofyouwilldie.”
“YouthinkIdon’tknowthat?”EverymomentstolenwithLaiaistheinfuriatingevidenceofthatfact.Thefewkisseswe’vehad,cutshortbecauseofMauth’soppressivedisapproval.Thechasmopeningbetweenusasthetruthofmyvowsinksin.EverytimeIseehersheseemsfurtheraway,asifIpeeratherthroughaspyglass.
“Foolboy.”Shaeva’svoiceissoftwithempathy.Herblackeyeslosefocus,andIfeelthewarddrop.“Iwillfindtheghostandpasshimon.Go.Anddonotbecarelesswithyourlife.Full-grownjinnarenearlyimpossibletokill,exceptbyotherjinn.WhenyoujoinwithMauth,youtoowillbecomeresilienttoattack,andtimewillceasetoaffectyou.Butuntilthen,bewary.Ifyoudieagain,Icannotbringyouback.And”—shekicksatthegroundself-consciously—“I’vegrownusedtoyou.”
“Iwon’tdie.”Igriphershoulder.“AndIpromiseI’lldothedishesforthenextmonth.”
Shesnortsherdisbelief,butbythen,Iammoving,windwalkingthroughthetreessorapidlyIcanfeelthebranchescuttingmyface.Ahalfhourlater,IhurtlepastShaeva’sandmycottage,throughthebordersoftheWaitingPlace,andintotheEmpire.ThemomentI’mclearofthetrees,stormwindsbuffetmeandmywindwalkingslows,themagicweakeningasIleavetheForestbehind.
Ifeelapullatmycoretuggingmeback.Mauth,demandingmyreturn.Thepullisalmostpainful,butIgritmyteethandcontinueon.Painisachoice.Succumbtoitandfail.Ordefyitandtriumph.KerisVeturia’straining,drilledintomyverybones.
BythetimeIarriveoutsidethevillagewhereIwastomeetLaia,midnightislongpastandmoonlightpushesmeeklythroughthesnowclouds.Pleaselettheraidhavegonesmoothly.PleaseletMamiebeallright.
ButtheinstantIenterthevillage,Iknowsomethingisoff.Thecaravanisempty,thewagondoorscreakinginthestorm.Athinlayerofsnowhasalreadysettledonthebodiesofthesoldiersguardingthecaravans.Amongthem,IfindnoMask.NoTribalcasualties.Thevillageissilentwhenitshouldbeinanuproar.Trap.Iknowitinstantly,assureasI’dknowmyownmother’sface.IsthisKeris’s
work?DidshelearnaboutLaia’sraids?
Ipullmyhoodup,drawonascarf,anddropintoacrouch,observingthetracksinthesnow.Theyarefaint—brushedaway.ButIcatchsightofafamiliarbootprint:Laia’s.
Thesetracksaren’thereoutofcarelessness.IwasmeanttoknowthatLaiawentintothevillage.Andthatshedidn’tcomeout.Whichmeansthetrapwasn’tsetforher.
Itwassetforme.
“C
IV:TheBloodShrike
urseyou!”IkeepanirongriparoundLaiaofSerra,butsheresistsmewithallherstrength.Sherefusestodropherinvisibility,andIfeelasif
I’mgrapplingwithanangry,camouflagedfish.IcursemyselffornotknockingheroutthemomentIgrabbedher.
Shelandsanastykicktomyanklebeforeelbowingmeinthegut.Myholdonherweakens,andshe’soutofmyhands.Ilungetowardthesoundofherbootscrapingthefloor,savagelysatisfiedatthehuffofherbreathleavingherlungsasItackleher.Finally,sheflickersintobeing,andbeforeshecanplayherlittledisappearingtrickagain,Itwistherhandsbackandtrusshertighterthanafestival-daygoat.Stillpanting,Ishoveherintoachair.
Shelooksattheotheroccupantofthecabin—MamieRila,boundandbarelyconscious—andsnarlsthroughhergag.Shekicksoutlikeamule,herbootconnectingbeneathmyknee.Igrimaceatthepain.Don’tbackhandher,Shrike.
Evenasshefights,afeypartofmymindtrillsatthelifewithinher.Shehashealed.Sheisstrong.Thefactshouldirkme.
ButthemagicIusedonLaiabindsustogether,atiethatrunsdeeperthanI’dlike.Ifeelreliefathervigor,asifI’dlearnedthatmylittlesisterLiviaishealthy.Whichshewon’tbeformuchlonger,ifthisplandoesn’twork.Fearlances
throughme,followedbyaharshstabofmemory.Thethroneroom.EmperorMarcus.Mymother’sthroat:cut.MysisterHannah’sthroat:cut.Myfather’sthroat:cut.Allbecauseofme.
IwillnotseeLiviadietoo.IneedtocarryoutMarcus’sordersandbringdownCommandantKerisVeturia.IfIdon’treturntoAntiumfromthismissionwithsomethingIcanuseagainsther,Marcuswilltakehisrageoutonhisempress—Livia.Hehasdonesobefore.
ButtheCommandantappearsunassailable.Thelow-classPlebeiansandMercatortraderssupportherbecauseshequelledtheScholarrevolution.ThemostpowerfulfamiliesintheEmpire,theIllustrians,fearherandGensVeturia.She’stoowilytoallowanassassinclose,andevenifIdidtakeherout,herallieswouldriseupinrevolt.
WhichmeansImustfirstweakenherstatusamongtheGens.Imustshowthemthatsheisstillhuman.
Andtodothat,IneedEliasVeturius.Thesonwhoissupposedtobedead,whoKerisclaimedwasdead,butwhois,Irecentlylearned,verymuchalive.PresentinghimasevidenceofKeris’sfailureisthefirststeptowardconvincingheralliesthatshe’snotasstrongassheappears.
“Themoreyoufightme,”IsaytoLaia,“thetighteryourbondswillget.”Iyankontheropes.Whenshewinces,Ifeelanunpleasanttwingedeepwithin.Asideeffectofhealingher?Itwilldestroyyouifyou’renotcareful.TheNightbringer’swordsaboutmy
healingmagicechoinmymind.Isthiswhathemeant?ThatthetiestothoseIhealedareunbreakable?
Icannotdwellonitnow.CaptainAvitasHarperandCaptainDexAtriusenterthecottagewe’verequisitioned.Harpergivesmeanod,butDex’sattentionflitstoMamie,hisjawtight.
“Dex,”Isay.“It’stime.”Hedoesn’tlookawayfromMamie.Unsurprising.Monthsago,whenwe
werehuntingdownElias,DexinterrogatedMamieandothermembersofTribeSaifonmyorders.Hisguilthasplaguedhimsince.
“Atrius!”Isnap.Dex’sheadjerksup.“Getintoposition.”Heshakeshimselfanddisappears.Harperwaitspatientlyfororders,
unruffledbyLaia’smuffledcursesandMamie’smoansofpain.“Checktheperimeter,”Itellhim.“Makesurenoneofthevillagerswandered
back.”Ididn’tspendweekssettingupthisambushsoacuriousPlebecouldruinit.
AsLaiaofSerrafollowsHarper’sprogressoutthedoor,Ipulloutadirkandparemynails.Thegirl’sdarkclothesfitherclosely,huggingthoseirritatingcurvesinawaythatmakesmeconsciousofeveryawkwardlyjuttingboneinmybody.I’vetakenherpack,alongwithawell-worndaggerIrecognizewithajolt.It’sElias’s.HisgrandfatherQuingaveittohimasasixteenthyear-fallgift.
AndElias,apparently,gaveittoLaia.ShehissesagainstthegagashergazedartsbetweenmeandMamie.Her
defianceremindsmeofHannah.Iwonderbrieflyif,inanotherlife,theScholarandIcouldhavebeenfriends.
“Ifyoupromisenottoscream,”Itellher,“I’lltakeoffyourgag.”Sheconsidersbeforenoddingonce.ThemomentIpulloffthegag,shelashes
out.“Whathaveyoudonetoher?”Herseatthumpsasshestrainstowardanow
unconsciousMamieRila.“Sheneedsmedicine.Whatkindofmonster—”
ThecrackthatechoesthroughthecottagewhenIslapherintosilencesurprisesevenme.Asdoesthenauseathatalmostdoublesmeover.Whattheskies?IgrabthetableforsupportbutstraightenbeforeLaiacansee.
Shejutsoutherchinassheliftsherhead.Blooddripsfromhernose.Surprisefillsthosegolden,catlikeeyes,followedbyahealthydoseoffear.Abouttime.
“Watchyourtone.”Ikeepmyvoicelowandflat.“Orthegaggoesbackin.”“Whatdoyouwantfromme?”“Justyourcompany.”Hereyesnarrow,andshefinallynoticesthemanaclesattachedtoachairin
thecorner.“I’mworkingalone,”shesays.“Dowithmewhatyouwish.”“You’reagnat.”Igobacktoparingmynails,stiflingasmilewhenIseehow
thewordsirritateher.“Atbest,amosquito.Don’tpresumetotellmewhattodo.Theonlyreasonyouhaven’tbeencrushedbytheEmpireisthatIhaven’tallowedit.”
Lies,ofcourse.She’sraidedsixcaravansintwomonths,freeinghundredsofprisonersintheprocess.Skiesknowhowlongshe’dhavecontinuedifIhadn’treceivedthenote.
Itarrivedtwoweeksago.Ididn’trecognizethehandwriting,andwhoever—orwhatever—delivereditavoideddetectionbyanentirebleedinggarrisonofMasks.
THERAIDS.ITISTHEGIRL.
I’vekepttheraidsquiet.WealreadyhavetroublewiththeTribes,whoareenragedattheMartiallegionsdeployedintheirdesert.Inthewest,theKarkaunBarbarianshaveconqueredtheWildmenclansandnowheckleouroutpostsnearTiborum.Meanwhile,aKarkaunwarlockbythenameofGrímarrhasralliedhisclans,andtheylurkinthesouth,raidingourportcities.
MarcushasonlyrecentlysecuredtheloyaltyoftheIllustrianGens.IftheylearnthataScholarrebelroamsthecountrysidewreakinghavoc,they’llgrowrestive.Iftheylearnit’sthesamegirlMarcuswassupposedtohavekilledintheFourthTrial,they’llsmellbloodinthewater.
AnotherIllustriancoupisthelastthingIneed.EspeciallynowthatLivia’sfateistiedtoMarcus’s.
OnceIgotthenote,connectingLaiatotheraidswaseasyenough.ThereportsoutofKaufPrisonmatchedthereportsabouttheraids.Agirlwhoappearsonemoment,disappearsthenext.AScholarrisenfromthedead,wreakingvengeanceontheEmpire.
Itwasnotaghost,butagirl.Agirlandoneuniquelytalentedaccomplice.Westareateachother,sheandI.LaiaofSerraisallpassion.Feeling.
Everythingshethinksiswrittenonherface.Iwonderifsheunderstandswhatdutyevenis.
“IfI’magnat,”shesays,“thenwhy—”Understandingflashesacrossherface.“You’renothereforme.Butifyou’reusingmeasbait—”
“Thenitwillworkeffectively.Iknowmyquarrywell,LaiaofSerra.He’llbehereinlessthanaquarterhour.IfI’mwrong...”Itwirlmydirkonmyfingertip.Laiapales.
“Hedied.”Sheseemstobelieveherownlie.“InKaufPrison.He’snotcoming.”
“Oh,he’llcome.”Skies,IhateherasIsayit.Hewillcomeforher.Healwayswill.Asheneverwillforme.
Ibanishthethought—weakness,Shrike—andkneelinfrontofher,knifeinhand,runningitalongtheKtheCommandantcarvedintoher.Thescarisoldnow.Shemightseeitasaflawagainstthatglowingskin.Butitmakesherlookstronger.Resilient.AndIhateherforthattoo.
Butnotformuchlonger.ForIcannotletLaiaofSerrawalkfree.NotwhenbringingMarcusherheadcouldbuyhisfavor—andthusmorelifeformylittlesister.
IthinkbrieflyoftheCookandherinterestinLaia.TheCommandant’sformerslavewillbeangrywhenshelearnsthegirlisdead.Buttheoldwomandisappearedmonthsago.Shemightbedeadherself.
Laiamustseemurderinmyeyes,becauseherfacegoesashenandsheshiesback.Nausealashesthroughmeagain.Myvisionflasheswhite,andIleanintothewoodenarmrestofherchair,theknifetippingforward,intotheskinoverherheart—
“Enough,Helene.”HisvoiceisasharshasoneoftheCommandant’slashes.He’scomein
throughthebackdoor,asIsuspectedhewould.Helene.Ofcoursehe’dusemyname.
Ithinkofmyfather.Youareallthatholdsbackthedarkness.IthinkofLivia,coveringupthebruisesonherthroatwithlayeruponlayerofpowdersothecourtdoesnotthinkherweak.Iturn.
“EliasVeturius.”MybloodgoescoldwhenIseethat,despitethefactthatIsettheambush,hehasmanagedtosurpriseme.Forinsteadofcomingalone,EliashastakenDexprisoner,bindinghisarmsandholdingaknifetohisthroat.Dex’smaskedfaceisfrozeninagrimaceofrage.Dex,youidiot.Iglareathiminsilentrebuke.Iwonderifheeventriedtofightback.
“KillDexifyouwish,”Isay.“Ifhewasfoolenoughtogetcaught,Iwon’tmisshim.”
ThetorchlightreflectsbrieflyinElias’sface.HelooksatMamie—atherbrokenbodyandsaggingform—andhiseyessharpeninrage.Mythroatgoesdryatthedepthofhisemotionasheshiftshisattentionbacktome.Iseeahundredthoughtswritteninthesetofhisjaw,inhisshoulders,inthewayheholdshisweapon.Iknowhislanguage—I’vespokenitsincetheageofsix.Standfirm,Shrike.
“Dexisyourally,”hesays.“You’reshortonthosethesedays,Ihear.Ithinkyou’llmisshimverymuch.ReleaseLaia.”
IamremindedoftheThirdTrial.OfDemetrius’sdeathbyhishand.Leander’s.Eliashaschanged.There’sadarknesstohim,onethatwasn’ttherebefore.Youandmeboth,oldfriend.IhaulLaiaupfromthechairandslamheragainstthewall,puttingmyknife
toherthroat.Thistime,Iampreparedforthewaveofsick,andIgritmyteethasitwashesoverme.
“Thedifferencebetweenus,Veturius,”Isay,“isthatIdon’tcareifmyallydies.Dropyourweapons.You’llseemanaclesinthecorner.Putthemon.Sitdown.Shutup.Ifyoudo,MamielivesandIagreenottopursueyourbandofcaravan-raidingcriminalsortheprisonerstheyfreed.Refuse,andIwillhuntthemdownandkillthemmyself.”
“I—Ithoughtyouweredecent,”Laiawhispers.“Notgoodbut...”SheglancesdownatmybladeandthenatMamie.“Butnotthis.”That’sbecauseyou’reafool.Eliaswavers,andIdigtheknifeindeeper.Thedooropensbehindme.Harper,daggersdrawn,bringsawaveofcold
withhim.Eliasignoreshim,hisattentionfixedonme.“LetLaiagotoo,”hesays.“Andyouhaveadeal.”“Elias,”Laiagasps.“No—theWaiting—”Ihissather,andshefallssilent.I
don’thavetimeforthis.ThelongerIwaver,themorelikelyEliasistothinkofawaytoescape.Imadesurehe’dknowLaiaenteredthevillage;IshouldhaveexpectedhimtocatchDex.Youidiot,Shrike.Youunderestimatedhim.
Laiatriestospeak,butIdigmybladeintoherthroat,purposefullydrawingblood.Shetrembles,herbreathsshallow.Myheadpounds.Thepainstokesmyrage,andthepartofmebornfromthebloodofmydeadparentsroars,clawsunsheathed.
“Iknowhersong,Veturius,”Isay.DexandAvitaswon’tunderstandmymeaning.ButEliaswill.“Icanstayhereallnight.Allday.Aslongasittakes.Icanmakeherhurt.”
Andhealher.Idonotsayit,butheseesmyviciousintent.Andhurtheragain,andhealher.Untilyouaredrivenmadbyit.
“Helene.”Elias’sragefades,replacedbysurprise.Disappointment.Buthehasnorighttobedisappointedinme.“Youwon’tkillus.”
Hedoesn’tsoundquitesure.Youusedtoknowme,Ithink.Butyoudon’tknowmeanymore.Idon’tknowmeanymore.
“Thereareworsethingsthandeath,”Isay.“Shallwelearnaboutthemtogether?”
Histemperrises.Treadcarefully,BloodShrike.TheMaskstillliveswithinEliasVeturius,beneathwhateverelsehe’sbecome.Icanpushhim.ButIcanonlypushhimsofar.
“I’llreleaseMamie.”IofferthecarrotbeforeIbrandishthestick.“Agestureofgoodfaith.AvitaswillleavehersomeplaceyourTribalfriendswillfindher.”
ItisonlywhenEliaslooksatHarperthatIrememberhedoesnotknowAvitasishishalfbrother.IconsiderwhethertheknowledgecanbeusedagainstEliasbutdecidetoholdmytongue.ThesecretisHarper’s,notmine.Inodtohim,andmysecondcarriesMamiefromthecabin.
“LetLaiagotoo,”Eliassays.“AndI’lldoasyouask.”“Shecomeswithus,”Isay.“Iknowyourtricks,Veturius.Theywon’twork.
Youcan’twinthisifyouwanthertolive.Dropyourweapons.Getthosemanacleson.Iwon’taskagain.”
EliasshovesDexaway,cuttinghisbondsashedoesso,andthenlevelsapunchthatdropshimtohisknees.Dexdoesn’thitback.Fool!
“That’sforinterrogatingmyfamily,”Eliassays.“Don’tthinkIdidn’tknowaboutit.”
“Bringthehorsesround,”IbarkatDex.Herises,dignifiedandstraight-backed,asifthereisn’tblooddrenchinghisarmor.Afterheleavesthecottage,Eliasdropshisscims.
“YouwillletLaiadown,”hesays.“Youwillnotgagme.Andyou’llkeepyourbleedingdistance,BloodShrike.”
Itshouldn’thurt,himcallingmebymytitle.Afterall,IamnotHeleneAquillaanymore.
ButwhenIsawhimlast,IwasstillHelene.Minutesago,whenhefirstsawme,hesaidmyname.
IdropLaia,andshetakesgreatgulpsofair,colorreturningtoherface.Myhandiswet—atrickleofbloodfromherneck.Adroplet,really.Nothingcomparedtothetorrentsthatpouredoutofmymother,mysister,myfather,astheydied.Youareallthatholdsbackthedarkness.
Isaythewordsinmymind.IremindmyselfwhyIamhere.Andwhateverlittlefeelingwasleftinme,Isettoflame.
“C
V:Laia
heckVeturius,”theBloodShrikesaystoAvitasHarperwhenhereturnswithoutMamie.“Makesurethosemanaclesaresecure.”
TheShrikedragsmetothedoorofthecabin,asfarfromEliasasshecanget.Thethreeofusinthisroomtogetherfeelsstrangeandfullofportent.ButthatfeelingfadeswhentheShrikepushesherbladedeeperintomyskin.
Weneedtogetthehellsoutofhere.IwouldrathernotwaitaroundtoseeiftheShrikewillmakegoodonherthreattotortureme.Bynow,AfyaandDarinmustbeoutoftheirmindswithworry.
Dexappearsatthebackdoor.“Thehorsesaregone,Shrike.”Enraged,theBloodShrikelooksatElias,whoshrugs.“Youdidn’tthinkI’d
justleavethembe,didyou?”“Gofindmore,”theShrikesaystoDex.“Andbringaghostwagonround.
Harper,howlongcoulditpossiblytaketomakesurethosebleedingchainsareintact?”
Experimentally,Itestmybonds,buttheShrikefeelsitandtwistsmyarmssavagely.
Eliassitssprawledinhischairwithpracticedease,observinghisformerbestfriend.I’mnotfooledbytheboredomonhisface.Hisgold-brownskingrowspalerwitheverymomentthatpasses,untilhelooksill.TheWaitingPlacepullsathim—anditspullgrowsmoreinsistent.I’veseenitbefore.Ifhestaysawaytoolong,hewillsuffer.
“You’reusingmetogettomymother,”Eliassays.“She’llseeitcomingamileaway.”
“Don’tmakemerethinkthatgag.”TheShrikeflushesbeneathhermask.“Harper,gowithDex.Iwantthatwagonnow.”
“WhatdoyouthinkKerisVeturiaisdoingrightnow?”EliassaysasHarperdisappears.
“Youdon’tevenliveinthebleedingEmpireanymore.”TheBloodShriketightensherholdonme.“Soshutit.”
“Idon’thavetoliveintheEmpiretoknowhowtheCommandantthinks.Youwantherdead,right?Shemustknowit.Whichmeansshealsoknowsthatifyou
killher,youriskcivilwarwithherallies.Sowhileyou’reoutherewastingyourtimewithme,she’sbackinthecapital,plottingskiesknowwhat.”
TheShrikefrowns.ShehaslistenedtoElias’sadvice—andofferedherowntohim—herwholelife.Whatifhe’sright?Icanpracticallyhearherthinkingit.Eliascatchesmyeye—he’slookingforanopeningjustlikeIam.
“Findmygrandfather,”Eliassays.“Ifyouwanttotakeherdown,youneedtounderstandhowshethinks.QuinknowsKerisbetterthananyoneelsealive.”
“Quin’slefttheEmpire,”theShrikesays.“IfmygrandfatherhaslefttheEmpire,”Eliassays,“thencatscanfly.
WhereverKerisis,he’llbecloseby,waitingforhertomakeamistake.He’snotstupidenoughtouseoneofhisownestates.Andhewon’tbealone.Hehasmanymenstillloyal—”
“Itdoesn’tmatter.”TheBloodShrikewavesawayElias’sadvice.“Kerisandthatcreatureshekeepsaround—”
Mystomachplunges.TheNightbringer.ShemeanstheNightbringer.“—areuptosomething,”theShrikesays.“Ineedtodestroyherbeforeshe
destroystheEmpire.IspentweekshuntingQuinVeturius.Idon’thavethetimetodoitagain.”
Eliasshiftsinhisseat—heispreparingtomakehismove.TheShrike’sloosenedhergriponme,andIsqueezemyhandstogether,bending,pulling,doinganythingIcantowriggleoutofthebindingwithoutgivingitaway.Myslickpalmsgreasetherope.Itisnotenough.
“Youwanttodestroyher.”Elias’smanaclesclink.Somethingflashesnearhishands.Lockpicks?HowthehellsdidhesneakthempastAvitas?“Justrememberthatshe’lldothingsyou’renotwillingto.Shewillfindyourweaknessandexploitit.It’swhatshedoesbest.”
WhenEliasshiftshisarm,theShrikewhipsherheadtowardhim,eyesnarrowing.Atthatmoment,Harperenters.
“Wagon’sready,Shrike,”hesays.“Takeher.”SheshovesmeatAvitas.“Keepaknifeatherthroat.”Harper
pullsmeclose,andIeasebackfromhisblade.IfIcouldjustdistracttheShrikeandAvitasforamoment,enoughforEliastoattack...
IuseatrickEliastaughtmewhenwetraveledtogether.IkickAvitasinthesoftplacebetweenhisfootandlegandthendroplikeahammerfromaroof.
Avitascurses,theShriketurns,andEliasshootsfromhisseat,freeofhismanacles.Hedivesforhisbladesinlesstimethanittakestoblink.Aknifewhooshesthroughtheairabovemyhead,andHarperducks,draggingmewithhim.TheBloodShrikeroars,butEliasisonher,usinghisbulktobowlherover.
He’sgotherpinned,aknifeatherthroat,butsomethingglimmersatherwrist.Shehasablade.Skies,she’sgoingtostabhim.
“Elias!”Ishoutawarningwhensuddenly,hisbodygoesrigid.Agaspburstsfromhisthroat.Theknifefallsfromhishand,andinasecond,
theShrikehaswriggledoutfrombeneathhim,lipscurledinasneer.“Laia.”Elias’seyescommunicatehisrage.Hishelplessness.Andthen
darknessfillstheroom.Iseetheswingoflongdarkhair,aflashofbrownskin.Depthlessblackeyesboreintome.Shaeva.
Thenshe—andElias—disappear.Theearthrumblesbeneathusandthewindoutsiderises,sounding,forasecond,likethewailingofghosts.
TheBloodShrikeleapstowardwhereEliasstood.Shefindsnothing,andamomentlater,herhandisaroundmythroat,herknifepointatmyheart.Sheshovesmebackintoaseat.
“Whothehells,”shewhispers,“wasthatwoman?”ThedoorburstsopenandDexenters,scimdrawn.Beforehecanspeak,the
Shrikeisbellowingathim.“Scourthevillage!Veturiusdisappearedlikeableedingwraith!”“He’snotinthevillage,”Isay.“Shetookhim.”“Whotookhim?”Icannotspeak—theknifeistooclose—butshedoesn’tlet
memoveamuscle.“Tellme!”“Easeupontheknife,Shrike,”Avitassays.Thedark-hairedMaskscansthe
roomcarefully,asifEliasmightreappearatanymoment.“Andperhapsshewill.”
TheBloodShrikepullstheknifebackbynomorethanahair.Herhandissteady,butherfacebeneathhermaskisflushed.“Talkordie.”
MywordsstumbleovereachotherasItrytoexplain—asvaguelyasIcan—whoShaevaisandwhatEliashasbecome.EvenasIspeakthewords,Irealizehowfar-fetchedtheysound.TheBloodShrikesaysnothing,butincredulityiswrittenineverylineofherbody.
WhenIfinish,shestands,herknifelooseinherhand,lookingoutintothenight.Onlyafewhoursuntildawn.“CanyougetEliasbackhere?”sheasksquietly.
Ishakemyhead,andshekneelsbeforeme.Herfaceissuddenlyserene,herbodyrelaxed.WhenImeethereyes,theyaredistant,asifherthoughtshavemovedonfromme.
“IftheEmperorknewyoulived,he’dwanttointerrogateyouhimself,”shesays.“Unlessyou’reafool,you’llagreethatdeathwouldbepreferable.Iwillmakeitswift.”
Ohskies.Myfeetarefree,butmyhandsarebound.IcouldwrigglemyrighthandfreeifIpulledhardenough...
Avitassheatheshisscimandbendsbehindme.Ifeelthebrushofwarmskinagainstmywristsandwaitforthemtotightenasherebindsme.
Buttheydonot.Instead,theropebindingmywristsfallsaway.Harperbreathesoneword,so
softlythatIquestionwhetherItrulyheardit.“Go.”Icannotmove.ImeettheBloodShrike’sstareheadon.Iwilllookdeathin
theeyes.Griefripplesacrosshersilverfeatures.Sheseemsolder,suddenly,thanhertwentyyears,withtheimplacabilityofafive-bodyblade.Alltheweaknesshasbeenhammeredoutofher.Shehasseentoomuchblood.Toomuchdeath.
IrememberwhenEliastoldmewhatMarcusdidtotheShrike’sfamily.HelearneditfromtheghostofHannahAquilla,whoplaguedhimformonthsbeforefinallymovingon.
AsI’dlistenedtowhathappened,I’dfeltsickerandsicker.Irememberedanotherdarkmorningyearsago.Iwokeupwithastartthatday,scaredbythelow,chokingcriesechoingthroughthehouse.IthoughtPopmusthavebroughthomeananimal.Somewoundedcreature,dyingslowlyandinagony.
ButwhenIenteredthemainroomofthehouse,therewasNan,rockingbackandforth,Popfranticallyshushingherwails,fornoonecouldhearhermournherdaughter—mymother.Noonecouldknow.TheEmpirewishedtocrushallthattheLionesswas,allthatshestoodfor.Thatmeantanyandallconnectedtoher.
WeallwenttomarketthatdaytosellNan’sjams—Pop,Darin,Nan,andI.Nanshednotears.Ionlyeverheardherinthedeadofnight,herquietkeeningbreakingmemorethananyscreamcould.
TheBloodShrikewasalsodeniedtherighttomournpublicly.Howcouldshe?Sheissecond-in-commandoftheEmpire,andherfamilywascondemnedbecauseshefailedtocarryouttheEmperor’sorders.
“I’msorry,”Iwhisperassheraisesherdagger.Iwhipmyfingersout—nottostopherblade,buttotakeherfreehand.Shestiffensinshock.Theskinofherpalmiscool,calloused.Lessthanasecondhaspassed,buthersurprisehaskindledintoanger.Thecruelestangercomesfromthedeepestpain.Nanusedtosaythat.Speak,
Laia.“Myparentsweremurderedtoo,”Isay.“Mysister.InKauf.Iwasyounger,
andIdidnotwitnessit.Icouldnevermournthem.Iwasn’tallowedto.Andno
oneeverspokeofthem.ButIthinkofthemeveryday.Iamsorryforyouandwhatyoulost.Truly.”
Foramoment,Iseethegirlwhohealedme.ThegirlwholetEliasandmeescapefromBlackcliff.ThegirlwhotoldmehowtogetintoKaufPrison.
Andbeforethatgirlfades—asIknowshewill—Idrawonmyownpoweranddisappear,rollingoutofthechair,racingpastAvitasandtowardthedoor.TwostepsandtheShrikeisshouting,threeandherdaggerslicesthroughtheairafterme,andthenherscim.
Toolate.Bythetimethescimdrops,Iamthroughtheopendoor,pastanunsuspectingDex,andrunningforallIamworth,nothingbutanothershadowinthenight.
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VI:Elias
haevaplungesmeintoadarknesssocompletethatIwonderifI’minoneofthehells.Sheholdsfasttome,thoughIcannotseeher.Wearenot
windwalking—itfeelslikewearenotmovingatall.Andyetherbodythrumswiththetangofmagic,andwhenitspillsovertome,myskinburnsasifI’vebeensetalight.
Gradually,myvisionbrightensuntilIfindmyselfhoveringoveranocean.Theskyaboverages,thickwithsallowyellowclouds.IfeelShaevabesideme,butIcannottearmygazefromthewaterbelow,whichseetheswithhugeformsripplingjustbelowthesurface.Evilemanatesfromthoseforms,amalevolencethatIfeelinthedeepestpartsofmysoul.TerrorfillsmelikeI’veneverfeltinallmylife,notevenasachildinBlackcliff.
Thenthefearlifts,replacedbytheweightofanancientgaze.Avoicespeaksinmymind:Nightdrawsclose,EliasVeturius.Beware.ThevoiceissosoftthatImuststraintoheareverysyllable.ButbeforeIcan
makesenseofit,theoceanisgone,thedarkreturns,andthevoiceandimagesfadefrommymemory.
heknottedwoodjoistsabovemyheadandfeatherpillowbelowittellmeinstantlywhereIamwhenIwake.Shaeva’scabin—myhome.Alogpopsin
thefire,andthescentofspicedkormafillstheair.Foralongmoment,Irelaxintomybunk,secureinthepeaceonefeelsonlywhentheyaresafeandwarmbeneaththeirownroof.Laia!WhenIrememberwhathappened,Isituptooquickly;myheadaches
somethingvicious.Bleedinghells.Ineedtogetbacktothevillage—toLaia.Idragmyselftomyfeet,findmy
scimstuckedhaphazardlybeneathmybed,andstaggertothecottagedoor.Outside,afreezingwindtearsthroughtheclearing,stirringthepackedsnowinto
wild,waist-hightornadoes.Theghostswailandclusteratthesightofme,theiranguishpalpable.
“Hello,littleone.”Oneoftheshadesdriftsclose,sofadedIgetonlythebarestimpressionofherface.“Haveyouseenmylovey?”
Iknowher.TheWisp.OneofthefirstghostsImethere.MyvoicewhenIspeakisarustygrowl.
“I—I’msorry—”“Elias.”Shaevaappearsattheedgeoftheclearing,abasketofwinterherbs
onherwrist.TheWisp,evershy,vanishes.“Youshouldn’tbeupandabout.”“What’swrongwithme?”IdemandoftheSoulCatcher.“Whathappened?”“You’vebeenunconsciousforaday.”Shaevaignoresmyobviousire.“I
reeledushereinsteadofwindwalking.Itisswifter,butmoredetrimentaltoamortalbody.”
“Laia—Mamie—”“Stop,Elias.”Shaevasitsatthebaseofayewtree,settlingintoitsexposed
rootsandtakingadeepbreath.Thetreealmostappearstocurvearoundher,fittingitselftoherbody.Shepullsahandfulofgreensfromthebasketandtearstheleavesviolentlyfromtheirstems.“Younearlygotyourselfkilled.Isthatnotenough?”
“Youshouldn’thavegrabbedmelikethat.”Icannotholdbackmyanger,andsheglaresatme,herowntemperrising.“Iwouldhavebeenfine.Ineedtogetbacktothatvillage.”
“Youimbecile!”Shecastsherbasketdown.“TheBloodShrikehadadaggerinhergauntlet.Itwasaninchawayfromyourvitals.Mauthtriedtopullyouback,butyoudidnotheedhim.IfIhadnotarrived,Iwouldbeshoutingatyourghostrightnow.”Herscowlisfierce.“Iletyouaidyourfriendsdespitemymisgivings.Andyousquanderedit.”
“Youcan’texpectmetoremainintheWaitingPlaceandneverhaveanyhumancontact,”Isay.“I’llgomad.AndLaia—Icareforher,Shaeva.Ican’tjust—”
“Ah,Elias.”Sherisesandreachesformyhands.Thoughmyskinisnumbfromthecold,Itakenocomfortfromherwarmth.Shesighs,andhervoiceisheavywithshame.“DoyouthinkIhaveneverloved?Idid.Once.Hewasbeautiful.Brilliant.Thatloveblindedmetomyduties,sacredthoughtheywere.Theworldsufferedformylove.Itsuffersstill.”Shedrawsbreathraggedly,andaroundus,thewailsoftheghostsintensify,asifinresponsetoherdistress.
“Iunderstandyourpain.Truly.Butforus,Elias,dutymustreignoverallelse:desire,sadness,loneliness.Lovecannotlivehere.YouchosetheWaitingPlace,
andtheWaitingPlacechoseyou.Nowyoumustgiveyourselftoitwholly,bodyandsoul.”Bodyandsoul.AchillrunsupmyspineasIrecallsomethingCainsaidtome
longago—thatoneday,I’dhaveachanceatfreedom.Truefreedom—ofbodyandofsoul.Didheenvisionthis,Iwonder?Didhesetmeonthepathtofreedomknowingthatonedayitwouldbewrenchedfromme?Wasthisalwaysmydestiny?
“Ineedsometime.Aday,”Isay.IfI’mtobechainedtothisplaceforeternity,thenIatleastoweLaiaandMamieagoodbye—thoughI’venoideawhatI’llsay.
Shaevapauses.“I’llgiveyouafewhours,”shefinallysays.“Afterthat,nomoredistractions.Youhavemuchtolearn,Elias.AndIdonotknowhowmuchtimeIhavetoteachyou.ThemomentyoutookthevowtobecomeSoulCatcher,mypowerbegantofade.”
“Iknow.”Inudgeherwithmyboot,smilinginanattempttodispelthetensionbetweenus.“Everytimeyoudon’tfeellikedoingthedishes,youremindme.”Imimichersobervoice.“Elias,mypowerfades...somakesureyousweepthefrontsteps,andbringinfirewood,and—”
Shechuckles.“Asifyouevenknowhowtoswee—sweep—”Hersmilevanishes.Franticlinesformaroundhermouth,andherhands
clenchandunclench,likeshe’sdesperateforweaponsshedoesn’tpossess.Thesnowaroundusslowsitsswirling.Thewindgoessoft,asifcowed,and
thenceasescompletely.Theshadowsinthetreesdeepen,soblacktheyseemlikeaportaltoanotherworld.
“Shaeva?Whatthehellsishappening?”TheSoulCatchershudders,rivenwithdread.“Goinsidethecabin,Elias.”“Whatever’sgoingon,wefaceittog—”Shedigsherfingersintomyshoulders.“Thereissomuchyoudonotyet
know,andifyoufail,theworldwillfall.Thisisbutthebeginning.Remember:Sleepinthecottage.Theycannothurtyouthere.AndseektheTribes,Elias.Longhavetheybeenmyallies.Askaboutthestoriesofthedea—”Hervoicechokesoffasherbackarches.
“Bleedinghells!Shaeva—”“Themoonsetsonthearcherandtheshieldmaiden!”Hervoicechanges,
multiplies.Itisachild’svoiceandanoldwoman’slayeredoverherown,asifalltheversionsthatShaevawasandevercouldbearespeakingatonce.“Theexecutionerhasarisen.Thetraitorwalksfree.Beware!TheReaper
approaches,flamesinhiswake,andheshallsetthisworldalight.Andsoshallthegreatwrongbesetright.”
Sheflingsherhanduptothesky,toconstellationshiddenbehindthicksnowclouds.
“Shaeva.”Ishakehershouldersinsistently.Getherinside!Thecottagealwayssoothesher.It’sheronlysanctuaryinthisskies-forsakenplace.ButwhenItrytopickherup,shethrowsmeoff.“Shaeva,don’tbesodamnedstubborn—”
“RememberallthatIsaybeforetheend,”shewhispers.“Thatiswhyhehascome.Thatiswhathewantsfromme.Swearit.”
“I—Iswear—”Sheliftsherhandstomyface.Foronce,herfingersarecold.“Soonyouwill
learnthecostofyourvow,mybrother.Ihopeyoudonotthinktooillofme.”Shefallstoherknees,knockingoverthebasketofherbs.Thegreenand
yellowleavesspillout,thebrightcolorincongruousagainsttheashensnow.Theclearingisquiet.Eventheghostshavegonesilent.Thatcan’tberight.Thethickestconcentrationofghostsisalwaysaroundthe
cabin.Butthespiritsaregone.Everylastone.IntheForesttothewest,wheremomentsagotheshadowswereonly
shadows,somethingstirs.Thedarknessmoves,twistingasifinagony,untilitwrithesintoahoodedfigurecloakedinrobesofpurestnight.Frombeneaththecowl,twotinysunsstareoutatme.
Ihaveneverseenhimbefore.Ihaveonlyheardhimdescribed.ButIknowhim.Bleeding,burninghells,Iknowhim.
TheNightbringer.
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VII:TheBloodShrike
rowofseveredheadsgreetsDex,Avitas,andmeaswepassbeneathAntium’siron-studdedmaingate.Scholars,mostly,butIspotMartialstoo.
Thestreetsarelinedwithdirtypilesofslush,andablanketofcloudsliesthickoverthecity,depositingmoresnow.
Iridepastthegrislydisplay,andHarperfollows,butDexstaresattheheads,handstightonhisreins.Hissilenceisunnerving.TheinterrogationofTribeSaifstillhauntshim.
“Gettothebarracks,Dex,”Isay.“Iwantreportsonallactivemissionsonmydeskbymidnight.”Myattentionfallsontwowomenloiteringoutsideanearbyguardpost.Courtesans.“Andgodistractyourselfafter.Getyourmindofftheraid.”
“Idonotfrequentbrothels,”Dexsaysquietlyashefollowsmygazetothewomen.“EvenifIdid,it’snotthateasyforme,Shrike.Andyouknowit.”
IshootAvitasHarperaglare.Goaway.Whenhe’soutofearshotIturntoDex.“MadamHeera’sinMandiasSquare.TheHouseofForgetting.Heeraisdiscreet.Shetreatsherwomen—andmen—well.”AtDex’shesitation,Ilosemypatience.“You’relettingyourguilteatatyou,anditcostusinthevillage,”Isay.ThatraidwasmeanttogetussomethingtouseagainstKeris.Wefailed.Marcuswon’tbepleased.Andit’smysisterwhowillsufferthatdispleasure.
“WhenIamdispirited,”Igoon,“IvisitHeera’s.Ithelps.Goordon’t.Doesn’tmattertome.Butstopbeingwoefulanduseless.Idon’thavethepatienceforit.”
Dexleaves,andHarpernudgeshishorseover.“YoufrequentHeera’s?”There’ssomethingmorethanmerecuriosityinhisvoice.
“Readinglipsagain?”“Onlyyours,Shrike.”Harper’sgreeneyesdroptomymouthsoquicklyI
almostmissit.“Forgivemyquestion.Iassumedyouhadvolunteerstomeetyour...needs.ThepreviousShrike’ssecond-in-commanddidsometimesprocurecourtesansforhim,ifyouneedmeto—”
Mycheeksgrowwarmattheimagethatconveys.“Stoptalking,Harper,”Isay.“Whileyou’rebehind.”
Wegallopaheadtowardthepalace,itspearlescentsheenabare-facedliethathidestheoppressivenesswithin.Theoutergatesarebustlingatthishour,IllustriancourtiersandMercatorhangers-onalljockeyingtogetintothethroneroomtoobtaintheEmperor’sfavor.
“AnattackonMarinnwouldgoalongwayin—”“—fleetisalreadyengaged—”“—Veturiawillcrushthem—”Isuppressasighatthenever-endingmachinationsofthePaters.Itdrovemy
fathertodistraction,thewaytheyschemed.Whentheyseeme,theyfallsilent.Itakegrimpleasureintheirdiscomfort.
HarperandIcutthroughthecourtiersquickly.Themenintheirlong,fur-edgedcloaksbackawayfromtheslushkickedupbymymount.Thewomen,sparklingincourtfinery,watchsurreptitiously.Noonemeetsmygaze.Swine.Notoneofthemofferedawordofremembranceinhonorofmy
familyafterMarcusexecutedthem.Notevenprivately.Mymother,father,andsisterdiedastraitors,andnothingcanchangethat.
Marcuswantedmetofeelshame,butIdonot.MyfathergavehislifetryingtosavetheEmpire,andonedaythatfactwillbeknown.Butnowitisasifmyfamilyneverexisted.Asiftheirlivesweremerehallucinations.
TheonlypeoplewhohavedaredtomentionmyparentstomeareLivia,aScholarhagIhaven’tseeninweeks,andaScholargirlwhoseheadshouldbeinasackatmywaistrightnow.
IhearthebuzzofvoicesinthethroneroomlongbeforeIseeitsdoubledoors.AsIenter,everysoldiersalutes.They’velearned,bynow,whathappenstothosewhodon’t.
Marcussitsrigidonhisthrone,bighandsfistedonthearmrests,maskedfaceemotionless.Hisblood-redcapepoolsontothefloor,reflectingluridlyoffhissilver-and-copperarmor.Theweaponsathissidearerazor-sharp,tothechagrinoftheolderIllustrianPaters,whoappearsoftbesidetheiremperor.
TheCommandantisnothere.ButLiviais,herfaceasimpassiveasaMask’sassheperchesonherownthronebesideMarcus.Ihatethatsheisforcedtosithere,butstill,reliefrushesthroughme;atleastshe’salive.Sheisresplendentinalavendergownheavywithgoldembroidery.
Mysister’sbackisstraight,herfacepowderedtohidethebruiseonhercheek.Herladies-in-waiting—yellow-eyedcousinsofMarcus—clusterafewfeetaway.TheyarePlebeians,pluckedfromtheirvillagebymysisterasagestureofgoodwilltowardMarcusandhisfamily.AndIsuspectthat,likeme,theyfindcourtinsufferable.
Marcusfixeshisattentiononme,despitetheobviouslydistressedMarinerambassadorstandingbeforehim.AsIapproach,theEmperor’sshoulderstwitch.
“Youdon’tneedtowarnme,damnyou,”hemutters.Theambassadorfurrowshisbrow,andIrealizethatMarcusisn’trespondingtotheman.He’stalkingtohimself.AttheMariner’sconfusion,theEmperorbeckonshimnear.
“Tellyourdodderingkingthatheneedn’tcower,”Marcussays.“TheEmpireisnotinterestedinawarwithMarinn.Ifheneedsatokenofourgoodwill,havehimprovidemealistofhisenemies.I’llsendhimtheirheadsasagift.”Theambassadorpalesandbacksaway,andMarcusgesturesmeforward.
IdonotacknowledgeLivia.Letthecourtthinkwearenotclose.Shehasenoughtodealwithwithouthalfofthesevulturestryingtotakeadvantageofherrelationshipwithme.
“Emperor.”Ikneelandbowmyhead.ThoughI’vebeendoingsoformonthsnow,ithasn’tgottenanyeasier.Besideme,Harperdoesthesame.
“Cleartheroom,”Marcusgrowls.WhentheIllustriansdonotmovequicklyenough,heflingsadaggeratthenearestone.
GuardsushertheIllustriansaway,andthelotofthemareunabletogetoutfastenough.Marcussmilesatthesight,hisharshchucklejarringagainstthefearthatpervadestheroom.
Liviarisesandgathersthefoldsofherdressgracefully.Faster,sister,Ithinktomyself.Getoutofhere.Butbeforeshestepsdownfromherthrone,Marcusgrabsherwrist.“Youstay.”Heforcesherintoherseat.Mysister’sgazemeetsmineforaninfinitesimalmoment.Isensenofear,onlywarning.Avitasstepsback,asilentwitness.
Marcuspullsarollofparchmentfromhisarmorandflingsitatme.Thecrestflashesintheairasitfliestomyhand,andIrecognizetheKwithcrossedswordsbeneathit.TheCommandant’sseal.
“Goon,”hesays.“Readit.”Besidehim,Liviawatches,warinessinherbody,thoughshe’slearnedtotrainitfromherface.
MyLordEmperor,TheKarkaunwarlockGrímarrhasintensifiedtheraidson
Navium.Weneedmoremen.ThePatersofNaviumareinagreement;theirsealsarebelow.Ahalflegionshouldbesufficient.
Dutyfirst,untodeath,GeneralKerisVeturia
“Shehasanentirelegiondownthere,”Isay.“SheshouldbeabletoputdownapaltryBarbarianrebellionwithfivethousandmen.”
“Andyet”—Marcusyanksanotherparchmentfromwithinhisarmor,andanother,flingingthemallatme—“fromPatersEquitius,Tatius,Argus,Modius,Vissellius—thelistgoeson,”hesays.“Allrequestingaid.TheirproxieshereinAntiumhavebeenhoundingmesinceKeris’smessagecamein.Threehundredciviliansaredead,andthoseBarbariandogshaveafleetapproachingtheport.WhoeverthisGrímarris,he’stryingtotakethedamncity.”
“ButsurelyKeriscan—”“She’suptosomething,youdimbitch.”Marcus’sroarechoesthroughthe
room,andintwosteps,hisfaceisinchesfrommine.Harpertensesbehindme,andLiviahalfrisesfromherthrone.Igivemyheadtheslightestshake.Icanhandlehim,littlesister.
Marcusstabshisfingersintomyskull.“Getitthroughyourthickhead.Ifyou’dtakencareofherlikeIordered,thiswouldn’tbehappening.Shutit,damnyou.”
Hewhirls,butLiviahasn’tspoken.Hisgazeisfixedonthemiddledistancebetweenhimselfandmysister,andIrecall,uneasily,Livia’ssuspicionthatMarcusseestheghostofhistwin,Zak,murderedmonthsagoduringtheTrials.
BeforeIcanthinkonit,Marcusstepssoclosemymaskripples.Hiseyeslookasthoughtheymightpopfromhishead.
“Youdidn’taskforassassination,mylord.”Ieaseawayveryslowly.“Youaskedfordestruction,anddestructiontakestime.”
“Iasked”—heleasheshisrage,hissuddencalmmorechillingthanhisanger—“forcompetence.You’vehadthreemonths.Sheshouldhavewormscrawlingoutofhereyesocketsbynow.Instead,she’sstrongerthanever,whiletheEmpiregrowsweaker.Sotellme,BloodShrike:Whatareyougoingtodoabouther?”
“Ihaveinformation.”IputeverybitofconvictionIpossessintomyvoice,mybody.Iamcertain.Iwillbringherdown.“Enoughtodestroyher.”
“Whatinformation?”Ican’ttellhimwhatEliasrevealedaboutQuin.It’snotusefulenough,and
evenifitwas,Marcuswouldquestionmefurther.IfhelearnsIhadLaiaandEliasinmygraspandlostthem,he’llbreakmysisterinhalf.“Thewallshaveears,mylord,”Isay.“Notallarefriendly.”
Marcusconsidersme.Thenheturns,dragsmysistertoherfeet,andshovesherintothesideofherownthrone,wrenchingherarmbehindherback.
Herstillnessisthatofawomanwhohasquicklygrownusedtoviolenceandwhowilldowhatshemusttosurviveit.Iclenchmyhandsaroundmyweapons,
andLivvycatchesmyeyes.Herterror—notforherself,butforme—checksmytemper.Rememberthatthemoreangeryoushow,themorehe’llmakehersuffer.
EvenasIforcemyselftobelogical,IhatethatIam.Ihatemyselffornotloppingoffthosehandsthathavehurther,notcuttingoutthattonguethathascalledherfoulnames.IhatethatIcannothandherabladesoshecandoitherself.
Marcustiltshishead.“Yoursisterplaysoudsowell,”hesays.“She’sentertainedmanyofmyguests,charmedthemeven,withthebeautyofhermusicianship.ButI’msureshecanfindotherwaystoentertainthem.”HeleansclosetoLivia’sear,andhergazedriftsfaraway,hermouthhard.“Doyousing,mylove?I’mcertainyouhaveabeautifulvoice.”Slowly,deliberately,hedrawsbackoneofherfingers.Further,further,further...Thiscannotbeborne.Istepforwardandfeelaviselikegriponmyarm.
“You’llmakeitworse,”Avitasmurmursinmyear.Livia’sfingercracks.Shegaspsbutmakesnoothersound.“That,”Marcussays,“isforyourfailure.”HegrabsanotherofLivia’s
fingers,bendingitbacksocarefullythatIknowheistakingjoyfromeachsecondofit.Sweatbeadsonherforehead,andherfaceiswhiteasbone.
Whenherfingerfinallybreaks,shewhimpersandbitesherlip.“Mybravebird.”Marcussmilesather,andIwanttoriphisthroatout.“You
knowIlikeitbetterwhenyouscream.”Whenheturnsbacktome,hissmileisgone.“Andthatisareminderofwhat’stocomeifyoufailmeagain.”
Marcusflingsmysisterontoherthrone.Herheadknocksagainsttheroughstone.Sheshuddersandcradlesonehand,butherhatredblazesoutatMarcusbeforeshetampsitdown,herfacecomposedoncemore.
“YouwillgotoNavium,Shrike,”Marcussays.“YouwilllearnwhattheBitchofBlackcliffisplanning.Youwilldestroyher,piecebypiece.Andyouwilldoitquickly.IwantherheadonaspearbytheGrainMoon,andIwanttheEmpirebeggingforittohappen.Fivemonths.That’senoughtimeevenforyou,isitnot?Youwillupdatemethroughthedrumseverythreedays.And”—heglancesatLivia—“ifI’mnotsatisfiedwithyourprogress,I’llkeepbreakingyourlittlesister’sbonesuntilshe’snothingbutjaggededges.”
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VIII:Laia
orhours,Irun,cloakingmyselffromamaddeningnumberofMartialpatrols,holdingmyinvisibilityuntilmyheadthrobsandmylegstremble
fromcoldandexhaustion.MymindspinswithworryforElias,forDarin,forAfya.Eveniftheyaresafe,whatintheskieswillwedonowthattheEmpirehascaughtontotheraids?TheMartialswillfloodthecountrysidewithsoldiers.Wecannotcontinue.Theriskistoogreat.Nevermind.Justgettothecamp.AndhopetotheskiesthatDaringotthere
too.Atmidnightadayaftertheraid,Ifinallyspotthetall,nakedoakthatshelters
ourtent,itsbranchesgrousinginthewind.Horsesnicker,andafamiliarfigurepacesbeneaththetree.Darin!Inearlysobinrelief.Mystrengthhasleftme,andIfindIcannotcallout.Isimplydropintovisibility.
WhenIdo,darknessflashesacrossmyvision.Iseeashadowyroom,ahunchedfigure.Amomentlater,thevisionisgone,andIstumbletowardthecamp.Darinspiesmeandruns,pullingmeintoahug.AfyaburstsfromtheroundfurtentmybrotherandIuseasshelter,angerandreliefminglingonherface.
“You’reableedingidiot,girl!”“Laia,whathappened?”“DidyoufindMamie?Aretheprisonerssafe?DidElias—”Afyaholdsupahand.“Mamie’swithahealerfromTribeNur,”theZaldara
says.“MypeoplewillgettheprisonerstotheTriballands.Imeanttojointhem,but...”
SheglancesatDarin,andIunderstand.Shedidnotwishtoleavehimalone.ShedidnotknowifI’dreturn.ItellthemswiftlyoftheBloodShrike’sambushandElias’sdisappearance.
“DidyouseeElias?”Pleaselethimbeallright.“DidhecomeoutoftheForest?”
AfyashuddersasshelooksoverhershouldertothetoweringwalloftreesthatmarksthewesternborderoftheWaitingPlace.Darinonlyshakeshishead.
Igloweratthetrees,wishingIhadthepowertoburnapaththroughtothejinn’scabin.Whydidyousnatchhimaway,Shaeva?Whydoyoutormenthimso?
“Comeinside.”Darintugsmeintothetentandtucksawoolenblanketfromhissleepingrollaroundmyshoulders.“You’llcatchyourdeath.”
Afyapullsawaythefurcoveringtheholeatthetopofthetentandstirstheashesofoursmallcookfireuntilherbrownfaceislitbronze.Longminuteslater,I’mshovelingdownthepotato-and-squashstewDarinhasmade.It’sovercooked,withsomuchredpepperinitthatInearlychoke—Darinwasalwayshopelessinthekitchen.
“Ourraidingdaysareover,”Afyasays.“ButifyouwishtokeepfightingtheEmpire,thencomewithme.JoinTribeNur.”TheTribeswomanpauses,considering.“Permanently.”
MybrotherandIexchangeaglance.Tribespeopleonlyacceptnewfamilymembersthroughmarriageortheadoptionofchildren.TobeinvitedtojoinaTribeisnosmallthing—andbytheZaldara,noless.
IreachforAfya’shand,stunnedathergenerosity,butshewavesmeoff.“You’repracticallyfamilyanyway,”Afyasays.“Andyouknowme,girl.I
wantsomethinginreturn.”Sheturnstomybrother.“Manydiedtosaveyou,DarinofSerra.ThetimehascomeforyoutobeginforgingSerricsteel.Icanprocureyoumaterials.SkiesknowtheTribesneedasmuchhelpaswecanget.”
Mybrotherflexeshishandashealwaysdoeswhenthephantompainsofhismissingfingersplaguehim.Hisfacegoespale,hislipsthin.Thedemonswithinawaken.
IwantsodesperatelyforDarintospeak,toacceptAfya’soffer.ItmightbetheonlychancewehavetocontinuefightingtheEmpire.ButwhenIturntohim,heisleavingthetent,mutteringaboutneedingair.
“Whatnewsfromyourspies?”IsayquicklytoAfya,hopingtoshiftherattentionfrommybrother.“TheMartialshavenotdrawndowntheirforces?”
“TheysentanotherlegionintotheTribaldesertfromAtella’sGap,”Afyasays.“They’vearrestedhundredsaroundNuronfalsecharges:graftandtransportingcontrabandandskiesknowwhatelse.Rumoristhatthey’replanningtosendtheprisonerstoEmpirecitiestobesoldasslaves.”
“TheTribesareprotected,”Isay.“ThetreatywithEmperorTaiushasheldforfivecenturies.”
“EmperorMarcusdoesn’tcareafigaboutthattreaty.”Afyafrowns.“That’snottheworstofit.InSadh,alegionnairekilledtheKehanniofTribeAlli.”
Icannothidemyslack-jawedshock.KehannisarethekeepersofTribalstoriesandhistory,secondinrankonlytotheZaldars.Killingoneisa
declarationofwar.“TribeAlliattackedtheclosestMartialgarrisoninretaliation,”Afyasays.
“It’swhattheEmpirewanted.ThecommandingMaskcamedownlikeahammeroutofthehells,andnowallofTribeAlliiseitherdeadorinprison.TribeSiyyadandTribeFozihaveswornvengeanceontheEmpire.TheirZaldarsorderedattacksonEmpirevillages—nearlyahundredMartialsdeadatlastcount,andnotjustsoldiers.”
Shegivesmeasignificantlook.IftheTribesturnonMartialinnocents—children,civilians,theelderly—theEmpirewillhitbackhard.
“They’reprovokingus.”Afyapeersoutattheskytogaugethetime.“Weakeningus.Weneedthatsteel,Laia.Thinkonmyoffer.”Shepullsonhercloaktoleave,pausingattheflapofthetent.“Butthinkquickly.Astrangenesstaintstheair.Icanfeelitinmybones.It’snotjusttheMartialsIfear.”
Afya’swarningplaguesmeallnight.Notlongbeforedawn,Igiveuponsleepandslipoutsidethetenttowheremybrothersitswatch.
TheghostsoftheWaitingPlacearerestive—angered,nodoubt,byourpresence.Theiranguishedcriesjoinwiththehowlingwindoutofthenorth,anicy,hair-raisingchorus.IpullmyblanketcloseasIdropnexttomybrother.
Wesitinsilence,watchingthetreetopsoftheWaitingPlacebrightenfromblacktoblueastheeasternskypales.Afteratime,Darinspeaks.
“YouwanttoknowwhyIwon’tmaketheweapons.”“Youdon’thavetotellmeifyoudon’twishto.”Mybrotherbuncheshisfistsandopensthem,ahabithe’shadsincewewere
little.Themiddleandringfingersofhisleft,dominanthandareshearedoff.“Thematerialsareeasyenoughtoget,”hesays.Thewailsoftheghosts
intensify,andheraiseshisvoice.“It’sthemakingthat’scomplicated.Themixtureofthemetals,theheatofthe
flame,howthesteelisfolded,whentheedgeiscooled,thewaythebladeispolished.Iremembermostofit,but...”Hesquints,asiftryingtoseesomethingjustoutofsight.“I’veforgottensomuch.InKaufPrison,inthedeathcells,wholeweeksdisappeared.Ican’trememberFather’sfaceanymore,orNan’s.”Icanbarelyhearhimovertheghosts.“AndwhatifyourfriendIzzidiedfornothing?WhatifAfya’sfamilydiedfornothing?WhatifEliassworehimselftoaneternityasSoulCatcherfornothing?WhatifImakethesteelanditbreaks?”
Icouldtellhimthatwouldneverhappen.ButDarinalwaysknowswhenI’mlying.Itakemybrother’slefthand.Itiscalloused.Strong.
“There’sonlyonewaywecanfindout,Darin,”Isay.“Butwewon’tdoituntil—”
I’minterruptedbyaparticularlyshrillcryfromtheForest.Thetopsofthetreesripple,andtheearthgroans.Slipsofwhitegatheramidthetrunksclosesttous,theircriespeaking.
“What’sgottenintothem?”Darinwincesatthesound.Usually,ignoringtheghostsiseasyenoughforus.Butrightnow,evenIwanttoclapmyhandsovermyears.
WhichiswhenIrealizethattheghosts’criesarenotwithoutmeaning.Therearewordsburiedbeneaththeirpain.Oneword,specifically.Laia.Laia.Laia.Mybrotherhearsittoo.Hereachesforhisscim,buthisvoiceiscalm,likeit
usedtobebeforeKauf.“RememberwhatEliassaid.Youcan’ttrustthem.They’rehowlingtorattleus.”
“Listentothem,”Iwhisper.“Listen,Darin.”Yourfault,Laia.TheghostspressupagainsttheunseenborderoftheWaiting
Place,theirformsblendingintooneanothertoformathick,chokingmist.He’sclosenow.“Who?”Imovetowardthetrees,ignoringmybrother’sprotests.I’venever
enteredtheForestwithoutEliasbymyside.IdonotknowifIcan.“DoyouspeakofElias?Isheallright?”Deathapproaches.Becauseofyou.Mydaggerissuddenlyslipperyinmygrasp.“Explainyourselves!”Icallout.MyfeetcarrymecloseenoughtothetreelinethatIcanseethepathElias
takeswhenhemeetsushere.I’veneverbeentoEliasandShaeva’scabin,buthe’stoldmethatitsitsattheendofthistrail,nomorethanaleaguebeyondthetreeline.Ourcampisherebecauseofthatpath—it’sthefastestwayforEliastoreachus.
“There’ssomethingwronginthere,”IsaytoDarin.“Something’shappened—”
“It’sjustghostsbeingghosts,Laia,”Darinsays.“Theywanttolureyouinanddriveyoucrazy.”
“ButyouandIhaveneverbeendrivenmadbytheghosts,havewe?”Atthat,mybrotherfallssilent.NeitherofusknowswhytheWaitingPlacedoesn’tsetusonedgeasbadlyasitdoesothers,liketheTribesorMartials,allofwhomgiveitawideberth.
“Haveyoueverseensomanyspiritsthisclosetotheborder,Darin?”Theghostsappeartomultiplybythesecond.“Itcannotbejusttotormentme.SomethinghashappenedtoElias.Somethingiswrong.”IfeelapullthatIcannotexplain,acompulsiontomovetowardtheForestofDusk.
Ihurrytothetentandgathermythings.“Youdon’thavetocomewithme.”
Darin’salreadygrabbinghispack.“Whereyougo,Igo,”hesays.“Butthat’sabigforest.Hecouldbeanywhereinthere.”
“He’snotfar.”Thatstrangeinstinctpullsatme,ahookinmybelly.“Iamcertainofit.”Whenwereachthetrees,Iexpectresistance.ButallIfindareghostspackedsodenselythatIcanbarelyseethroughthem.He’shere.He’scome.Becauseofyou.Becauseofwhatyoudid.Iforcemyselftoignorethespiritsandfollowthescantytrail.Afteratime,
theghoststhinout.WhenIlookback,apalpablefearripplesthroughtheirranks.DarinandIexchangeaglance.Whatintheskieswouldaghostfear?Witheverystep,itishardertobreathe.Thisisnotmyfirsttimeinthe
WaitingPlace.WhenDarinandIbeganthecaravanraidsafewmonthsago,EliaswindwalkedusacrossfromMarinn.TheForestwasneverwelcoming—butnorwasitsooppressive.
Fearlashesatme,andImovefaster.Thetreesaresmallerhere,andthroughtheopenpatches,aclearingappears,alongwiththeslopedgrayroofofacottage.
Daringrabsmyarm,hisfingeronhislips,andpullsmetotheground.Weinchforwardwithpainstakingcare.Aheadofus,awomanpleads.Anothervoicecursesinafamiliarbaritone.Reliefpoursthroughme.Elias.
Thereliefisshort-lived.Thewoman’svoicegoesquiet.Thetreesshudderviolently,andablurofdarkhairandbrownskinshootsintoview.Shaeva.Shelocksherfingersintomyshoulderanddragsmetomyfeet.
“YouranswerslieinAdisa.”Iwinceandtrytosquirmaway,butsheholdsmewithajinn’sstrength.“WiththeBeekeeper.Butbeware,forheiscloakedinliesandshadow,likeyou.Findhimatyourperil,child,foryouwilllosemuch,evenasyousaveusall—”
Herbodyisjerkedaway,draggedasifbyaninvisiblehandbacktotheclearing.Myheartthunders.Ohno,skiesno—
“LaiaofSerra.”Iwouldrecognizethatophidianhissanywhere.Itistheseaawakeningandtheearthshudderingawayfromitself.“Alwaysappearingwhereyouarenotwanted.”
Darincriesawarning,butIstrideforwardintotheclearing,cautionovercomebyrage.Elias’sarmoredformispinnedagainstatree,everymusclestrainingagainstinvisiblebonds.Hethrashes,ananimalinatrap,fistsclenchedasthewholeofhisbodyleanstowardthecenteroftheclearing.
Shaevakneels,blackhairbrushingtheground,skinwaxy.Herfaceisunlined,butthedevastationemanatingfromherfeelsancient.
TheNightbringer,cloakedindarkness,standsaboveher.Thesicklebladeinhisshadowhandglows,asifmadeofpoison-dippeddiamonds.Heholdsitwith
lightfingers,buthisbodytenses—hemeanstouseit.Asnarleruptsfrommythroat.Imustdosomething.Imuststophim.ButI
findIcannolongermove.ThemagicthatensnaresEliashasgrippedDarinandmetoo.
“Nightbringer,”Shaevawhispers.“Forgivemywrong.Iwasyoung,I—”Hervoicefadestoachoke.TheNightbringer,silent,brusheshisfingers
acrossShaeva’sforeheadlikeafathergivinghisbenediction.Thenhestabsherthroughtheheart.Shaeva’sbodyseizesonce,herarmswindmilling,herbodyjerkingup,asif
yearningtowardtheblade,andhermouthopens.Iexpectashriek,ascream.Instead,wordspourout.
Onepieceremains,andbewaretheReaperattheGates!Thesparrowswilldrown,andnonewillknowit.Thepastshallburn,andnonewillslowit.TheDeadwillrise,andnonecansurvive.TheChildwillbebathedinbloodbutalive.ThePearlwillcrack,thecoldwillenter.TheButcherwillbreak,andnonewillholdher.TheGhostwillfall,herfleshwillwither.BytheGrainMoon,theKingwillhavehisanswer.BytheGrainMoon,theforgottenwillfindtheirmaster.
Shaeva’schinfalls.Herlashesflutterlikeabutterfly’swings,andthebladeembeddedinherchestdripsbloodthatisasredasmine.Herfacegoesslack.
Thenherbodyburstsintoflame,aflashofblindingfirethatfizzlesintoashesafteronlyseconds.
“No!”Eliasshouts,twostreaksofwetoneithersideofhisface.DonotmaketheNightbringerangry,Elias,Iwanttoscream.Donotget
yourselfkilled.AcloudofcindersswirlsabouttheNightbringer—allthatisleftofShaeva.
HelooksupforthefirsttimeatElias,cockshishead,andadvances,drippingsickleinhand.
Distantly,IrememberEliastellingmewhathelearnedfromtheSoulCatcher:thattheStarprotectsthosewhohavetouchedit.TheNightbringercannotkillElias.Buthecanhurthim,andbytheskies,IwillnothaveanyoneelseIcareabouthurt.
Ihurlmyselfforward—andbounceback.TheNightbringerignoresme,comfortableinhispower.YouwillnothurtElias.Youwillnot.Someferal
darknessriseswithinmeandtakescontrolofmybody.Ifeltitoncebefore,monthsagowhenIfoughttheNightbringeroutsideKaufPrison.Ananimalcryexplodesfrommylips.ThistimewhenIpushahead,Igetthrough.Darinisahalfstepbehind,andtheNightbringerflickshiswrist.Mybrotherfreezes.Butthejinn’smagichasnoeffectonme.IleapbetweentheNightbringerandElias,daggerout.
“Don’tyoudaretouchhim,”Isay.TheNightbringer’ssuneyesflareashelooksfirstatme,thenatElias,
readingwhatisbetweenus.Ithinkofhowhebetrayedme.Monster!Howcloseishetosettingthejinnfree?Shaeva’sprophecyansweredthequestionmomentsago:onepieceoftheStarleft.DoestheNightbringerknowwhereitis?WhatdidShaeva’sdeathgainhim?
Butasheobservesme,Irememberthelovethatroiledwithinhim,andthehateaswell.Iremembertheviciouswarwagedbetweenthetwoandthedesolationleftintheirwake.
TheNightbringer’sshoulderripplesasifheisunsettled.Canhereadmythoughts?HeshiftshisattentionovermyshouldertoElias.
“EliasVeturius.”Thejinnleansoverme,andIcringeback,pressingagainstElias’schest,caughtbetweenthetwoofthem:myfriend’spoundingheartanddespairatShaeva’sdeath,andtheNightbringer’seldritchwrath,fueledbyamillenniumofcrueltyandsuffering.
Thejinndoesn’tbotherlookingatmebeforehespeaks.“Shetastedsweet,boy,”hesays.“Likedewandacleardawn.”
Behindme,Eliasstillsandtakesasteadyingbreath.HemeetstheNightbringer’sfierystare,hisfacepalinginshockatwhatheseesthere.Thenhegrowls,asoundthatseemstoriseoutoftheveryearth.Shadowstwistuplikevinesofinkbeneathhisskin.Everymuscleinhisshoulders,hischest,hisarmsstrainsuntilheistearingfreeofhisinvisiblebonds.Heraiseshishands,ashockwaveburstingfromhisskin,knockingmeonmyback.
TheNightbringerswaysbeforerightinghimself.“Ah,”heobserves.“Thepuphasabite.Allthebetter.”Icannotseehisfacewithinthathood.ButIhearthesmileinhisvoice.Herisesupaswindfloodstheclearing.“Thereisnojoyindestroyingaweakfoe.”
Heturnshisattentioneast,towardsomethingfaroutofsight.Whispershissontheair,asifhe’scommunicatingwithsomeone.Thenthewindsnatchesathimand,asintheforestoutsideKauf,hedisappears.Butthistime,insteadofsilencetomarkhispassing,theghostswhofledtothebordersoftheWaitingPlacepourintotheclearing,swarmingme.You,Laia,thisisbecauseofyou!
Shaevaisdead—Eliasiscondemned—Thejinnabreathfromvictory—Becauseofme.Therearesomany.Thetruthoftheirwordsbreaksovermelikeanetof
chains.Itrytostandagainstit,butIcannot,forthespiritsdonotlie.Onepieceremains.TheNightbringermustfindonlyonemorepieceofthe
Starbeforeheisabletofreehiskin.Heisclosenow.CloseenoughthatIcannolongerdenyit.CloseenoughthatImustact.
Theghoststornadoaroundme,soangryIfeartheywilltearoffmyskin.ButEliascutsthroughthemandliftsmetomyfeet.
Darinisbesideme,grabbingmypackfromwhereithasfallen,glaringattheghostsastheyeasebackintothetrees,barelyrestrained.
BeforeIevensaythewords,mybrothernods.HeheardwhatShaevasaid.Heknowswhatwemustdo.
“We’regoingtoAdisa.”Isayitanyway.“Tostophim.Tofinishthis.”
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IX:Elias
hefullburdenoftheWaitingPlacedescendslikeaboulderdroppingontomyback.TheForestispartofme,andIcanfeeltheborders,theghosts,the
trees.It’sasifalivingmapoftheplacehasbeenimprintedonmymind.Shaeva’sabsenceisattheheartofthatburden.Igazeatthefallenbasketof
herbsthatshe’llneveraddtothekormathatshe’llnevereatinthehouseshe’llneverstepfootinagain.
“Elias—theghosts—”Laiadrawsclose.Theusuallymournfulspiritshavetransformedintoviolentshades.IneedMauth’smagictosilencethem.Ineedtobondwithhim,thewayShaevawantedmeto.
ButwhenIgraspatMauthwithmywill,Ifeelonlyatraceofthemagicbeforeitfades.
“Elias?”Despitetheshriekingghosts,Laiatakesmyhand,herlipsdrawndowninconcern.“I’msosorryaboutShaeva.Isshereally—”
Inod.She’sgone.“Itwassofast.”Somehow,Iamcomfortedbythefactthatsomeoneisas
stunnedasIam.“Areyou—willyoube—”Sheshakesherhead.“Ofcourseyou’renotallright—skies,howcouldyoube?”
AgroanfromDarinpullsourattentionawayfromeachother.Theghostscirclehim,dartingcloseandwhisperingskiesknowwhat.Bleedinghells.IneedtogetLaiaandDarinoutofhere.
“IfyouwanttogettoAdisa,”Isay,“thefastestwayisthroughtheForest.You’lllosemonthsgoingaround.”
“Right.”Laiapausesandfurrowsherbrow.“But,Elias—”IfwespeakmoreofShaeva,Ithinksomethinginsidemewillbreak.Shewas
here,andnowshe’sgone,andnothingcanchangethat.Thepermanenceofdeathwillalwaysfeellikeabetrayal.Butragingagainstitwhenmyfriendsareindangeristheactofafool.Imustmove.ImustmakesureShaevadidn’tdiefornothing.
LaiaisstillspeakingwhenItakeDarin’shandandbegintowindwalk.ShegoesquietastheForestfadespastus.Shesqueezesmyhand,andIknowthatsheunderstandsmysilence.
IcannottravelwithShaeva’sswiftness,butwereachoneofthebridgesovertheRiverDuskafteronlyaquarterhour,andsecondslater,we’rebeyondit.Ianglenortheast,andaswemovethroughthetrees,Laiapeeksatmefrombeneaththewingofhairthathasfallenoverhereye.Iwanttospeaktoher.DamntheNightbringer,Iwanttosay.Idon’tcarewhathesaid.Ionlycarethatyouareallright.
“We’llbetheresoon,”Ibegin,beforeanothervoicespeaks,ahatefulchorusthatisinstantlyrecognizable.Youwillfail,usurper.Thejinn.Buttheirgroveismilesaway.Howaretheyprojectingtheirvoices
thisfar?Filth.Yourworldwillfall.Ourkinghasalreadythwartedyou.Thisisjustthe
beginning.“Pissoff,”Isnarl.IthinkofthewhispersIheardjustbeforetheNightbringer
disappeared.Hewasgivingthesefierymonstersorders,nodoubt.Thejinnlaugh.Ourkindarepowerful,mortal.Youcannotreplaceajinn.Youcannothopeto
succeedasSoulCatcher.Iignorethem,hopingthey’llshutthehellsup.Didtheyeverdothisto
Shaeva?Weretheyalwaysbellowinginherhead,andshejustnevertoldme?MychestacheswhenIthinkoftheSoulCatcher—andofsomanyothers.
Tristas.Demetrius.Leander.TheBloodShrike.Mygrandfather.Areallthosewhogetclosetomefatedtosuffer?
Darinshivers,grittinghisteethagainsttheonslaughtoftheghosts.Laia’sskinisgray,thoughshewalksonwithoutawordofcomplaint.Intheend,theywillfade.Youwillendure.Lovecannotlivehere.Laia’shandiscoolandsmallinmine.Herpulsefluttersagainstmyfingers,a
tenuousreminderofhermortality.Evenifshesurvivestobeanoldwoman,heryearsarenothingagainstthelifeofaSoulCatcher.ShewilldieandIwillabide,becominglessandlesshumanastimepasses.
“There.”Laiapointsahead.Thetreesthin,andthroughthemIspotthecottagewhereDarinrecoveredfromhisinjuriesatKauf,monthsagonow.
Whenwereachthetreeline,Ireleasethesiblings.Daringrabsmeandpullsmeintoaroughhug.“Idon’tknowhowtothankyou—”hebegins,butIstophim.
“Stayalive,”Isay.“That’llbethanksenough.I’llhaveenoughproblemsherewithoutyourghostshowingup.”Darinoffersaflashofasmilebeforeglancingathissisterandprudentlyheadingforthecottage.
Laiatwistsherhandstogether,notlookingatme.Herhairhascomefreefromitsbraidasitalwaysdoes,infat,unrulycurls.Ireachforone,unabletohelpmyself.
“I...havesomethingforyou.”Irummagearoundinapocketandpulloutapieceofwood.Itisunfinished,thecarvingsonitrough.“Youreachforyouroldarmletsometimes.”Ifeelridiculousallofasudden.WhywouldIgiveherthishideousthing?Itlookslikeasix-year-oldmadeit.“It’snotfinished.But...ah...Ithought—”
“It’sperfect.”Herfingersbrushmineasshetakesit.Thattouch.Tenhells.Isteadymybreathandcrushthedesirethatthrumsinmyveins.Sheslidesthearmleton,andseeingherinthatfamiliarpose,onehandrestingonthecuff—itfeelsright.“Thankyou.”
“WatchyourbackinAdisa.”Iturntopracticalities.Theyareeasiertospeakofthanthisfeelinginmychest,likemyheartisbeingcarvedoutofmeandlitonfire.“TheMarinerswillknowyourface,andiftheyknowwhatDarincando—”
Icatchhersmileandrealizethat,likeafool,I’mtellingherthingsshealreadyknows.
“Ithoughtwewouldhavemoretime,”shesays.“Ithoughtwe’dfindawayoutforyou.ThatShaevawouldreleaseyoufromyourvowor...”
ShelookslikeIfeel:broken.Ineedtolethergo.FighttheNightbringer,Ishouldsay.Win.Findjoy.Rememberme.Forwhyshouldshecomebackhere?Herfutureisintheworldoftheliving.Sayit,Elias,mylogicscreams.Makeiteasierforbothofyou.Don’tbe
pathetic.“Laia,youshould—”“Idon’twanttoletyougo.Notyet.”Shetracesmyjawwithalighthand,her
fingerslingeringonmymouth.Shewantsme—Icanseeit,feelit—anditmakesmedesireherevenmoredesperately.“Notsosoon.”
“NeitherdoI.”Ipullherintomyarms,revelinginthewarmthofherbodyagainstmine,thecurveofherhipbeneathmyhand.ShetucksherheadbeneathmychinandIbreatheherin.
Mauthtugsatme,harshandsudden.Againstmywill,IswaybacktowardtheForest.
No.No.Ghostsbedamned.Mauthbedamned.WaitingPlacebedamned.Igrabherhandandpullhertowardme,andasifshewaswaitingforit,she
closeshereyesandrisesuponhertoes.Herhandstangleinmyhair,drawingmetightlytowardher.Herlipsaresoftandlush,andwhenshepresseseverycurve
intome,Inearlylosemyfeet.IhearnothingbutLaia,seenothingbutLaia,feelnothingbutLaia.
MymindracesforwardtomelayingherdownontheForestfloor,spendinghoursexploringeveryinchofherbody.ForamomentIseewhatwecouldhavehad:Laiaandherbooksandpatients,andmeandaschoolthattaughtmorethandeathandduty.Alittleonewithgoldeyesandglowingbrownskin.ThewhiteinLaia’shaironeday,andthewayhereyeswillmellowanddeepenandgrowwiser.
“Youarecruel,Elias,”shewhispersagainstmymouth.“Togiveagirlallshedesiresonlytotearitaway.”
“Thisisn’ttheendforus,LaiaofSerra.”Icannotgiveupwhatwecouldhave.Idon’tcarewhatbleedingvowImade.“Doyouhearme?Thisisnotourend.”
“You’veneverbeenaliar.”Shedashesherhandsagainstthewetnessinhereyes.“Don’tstartnow.”
Herbackisstraightasshewalksaway,andwhenshereachesthecottage,Darin,waitingoutside,rises.Shegoespasthimquickly,andhefollows.
Iwatchheruntilsheisjustashadowonthehorizon.Turnaround,Ithink.Justonce.Turnaround.
Shedoesn’t.Andperhapsit’sjustaswell.
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X:TheBloodShrike
spendtherestofthedayintheBlackGuardbarracks,readingthroughspyreports.Mostaremundane:aprisonertransferthatcouldguaranteetheloyalty
ofaMercatorhouse;aninvestigationintothedeathoftwoIllustrianPaters.IpayclosestattentiontothereportsoutofTiborum.Withtheapproachof
spring,theKarkaunclansareexpectedtocomepouringoutofthemountains,raidingandreaving.
ButmyspiessaytheKarkaunsarequiet.Perhapstheirleader,thisGrímarr,committedtoomanyforcestotheattackonNavium.PerhapsTiborumisuncommonlylucky.
Orperhapsthoseblue-facedbastardsareuptosomething.Irequestreportsfromallthenortherngarrisons.Bythetimethemidnight
bellsring,Iamexhaustedandmydeskisonlyhalf-clear.ButIstopanyway,forgoingamealdespitetherumblinginmybelly,andpullingonmybootsandacloak.Sleepwillnotcome.NotwhenthecrackofLivia’sbonesstillringsthroughmyhead.NotwhenI’mwonderingwhatambushtheCommandantwillhavewaitingformeinNavium.
Thehallwayoutsidemyquartersissilentanddark.MostoftheBlackGuardshouldbeasleep,butthere’salwaysatleastahalfdozenmenonwatch.Idon’twanttobefollowed—IsuspecttheCommandanthasspiesamongmymen.Iheadforthearmory,whereahiddenpassageleadsintotheheartofthecity.
“Shrike.”Thewhisperissoft,butIjumpanyway,cursingatthesightofthegreeneyesshininglikeacat’sfromacrossthehall.
“Avitas,”Ihiss.“Whyareyoulurkingouthere?”“Don’ttakethearmorytunnel,”hesays.“PaterSisselliushasamanwatching
theroute.I’llhavehimtakencareof,buttherewasn’ttimetonight.”“Areyouspyingonme?”“You’repredictable,Shrike.AnytimeMarcushurtsher,youtakeawalk.
CaptainDexremindedmethatit’sagainstregulationsfortheShriketobeunaccompanied,sohereIam.”
IknowHarperissimplycarryingouthisduties.Ihavebeenirresponsible,wanderingthecityatnightwithoutanyguards.Still,I’mvexed.Harperserenely
ignoresmydiscontentandnodstothelaundrycloset.Theremustbeanotherpassagewaythere.
Oncewe’reinsidethenarrowspace,myarmorclanksagainsthis,andIgrimace,hopingnoonehearsus.Skiesknowwhattheywouldsayatfindinguspressedtogetherinadarkcloset.
Myfaceheatsthinkingofit.Thanktheskiesformymask.“Where’sthebleedingentrance?”
“It’sjust—”Hereachesaroundmeandup,rummagingthroughuniforms.Ileanback,catchingaV-shapedglimpseofthesmoothbrownskinathisthroat.Hisscentislight—barelythere—butwarm,likecinnamonandcedar.Itakeadeepersniff,glancingupathimasIdo.
Tofindhimstaringatme,eyebrowsraised.“Yousmell...notunpleasant,”Isaystiffly.“Iwassimplynoticing.”“Ofcourse,Shrike.”Hismouthquirksalittle.Isthatableedingsmile?“Shallwe?”Asifsensingmyannoyance,Harperpushesopenasectionofthe
closetbehindmeandmovesthroughquickly.WedonotspeakagainaswewendourwaythroughthesecretpassagewaysoftheBlackGuardbarracksandoutintothechillspringnight.
Harperdropsbackwhenweareaboveground,andIsoonforgetheisnear.Hoodpulledlow,IghostthroughAntium’slowerlevel,throughthecrowdedScholarsector,pastinnsandbustlingtaprooms,barracksandPlebeian-heavyneighborhoods.TheguardsattheuppergatedonotseemeasIpassintothecity’ssecondtier—atrickIplaytokeepmyedge.
Ifindmyselftoyingwithmyfather’sringasIwalk,theringofGensAquilla.Sometimes,whenIlookatit,Istillseethebloodthatcoatedit,thebloodthatspatteredmyfaceandarmorwhenMarcuscutFather’sthroat.Don’tthinkaboutthat.Ispinitround,tryingtotakecomfortfromits
presence.GivemethewisdomofalltheAquillas,Ifindmyselfthinking.Helpmedefeatmyfoe.
Isoonreachmydestination,awoodedparkoutsidetheHallofRecords.Atthishour,Iexpectedthehalltobedark,butadozenlampsarelit,andthearchivistsarestillhardatwork.Thelong,pillaredbuildingisspectacularforitssizeandsimplicity,butItakecomfortfromitbecauseofwhatiswithin:recordsoflineages,births,deaths,dispatches,treaties,tradeagreements,andlaws.
IftheEmperoristheheartoftheEmpireandthepeopleareitslifeblood,thentheHallofRecordsisitsmemory.NomatterhowhopelessIfeel,cominghereremindsmeofalltheMartialshavebuiltinthefivehundredyearssincetheEmpirewasfounded.
“AllEmpiresfall,BloodShrike.”
WhenCainstepsfromtheshadows,Ireachformyblade.IhavethoughtmanytimesaboutwhatIwoulddoifIsawtheAuguragain.Always,Isawmyselfremainingcalm.Silent.Iwouldholdmyselfalooffromhim.Iwouldgivehimnothingofmymind.
Myintentionsvanishatthesightofhisaccursedface.ThepassionwithwhichIwanttobreakhisfrailneckastoundsme.Ididn’tknowIcouldhavethismuchhateinme.Hannah’spleadingfillsmyears—Helly,I’msorry—andmymother’scalmwordsasshekneltforherdeath.Strength,mygirl.Myfather’sringcutsintomypalm.
ButasIdrawtheblade,myarmfreezes—anddrops,forcedtomysidebytheAugur.Thelackofcontrolisenragingandunsettling.
“Suchanger,”hemurmurs.“Youdestroyedmylife.Youcouldhavesavedthem.You—youmonster.”“Whatofyou,BloodShrike?Areyounotamonster?”Cain’shoodislow,but
Icanstillmakeouttheinquisitivegleamofhisgaze.“You’redifferent,”Ispit.“You’relikethem.TheCommandant,orMarcus,or
theNightbringer—”“Ah,buttheNightbringerisnomonster,child,thoughhemaydomonstrous
things.Heisclovenbysorrowandthuslockedinarighteousbattletoamendagrievouswrong.Muchlikeyou.Ithinkyouaremoresimilarthanyouknow.YoucouldlearnmuchfromtheNightbringer,ifhedeignedtoteachyou.”
“Idon’tbleedingwantanythingtodowithanyofyou,”Ihiss.“Youareamonster,evenifyou—”
“Butyouareaparagonofperfection?”Caintiltshishead,appearinggenuinelycurious.“Youliveandbreatheandeatandsleeponthebacksofthoselessfortunate.Yourentireexistenceisduetotheoppressionofthoseyouviewtobelesser.Butwhyyou,BloodShrike?Whydidfateseefittomakeyoutheoppressorinsteadoftheoppressed?Whatisthemeaningofyourlife?”
“TheEmpire.”Ishouldn’tanswer.Ishouldignorehim.Butalifetimeofreverencedieshard.“Thatisthemeaningofmylife.”
“Perhaps.”Cainshrugs,astrangelyhumangesture.“Ididnot,intruth,comeheretoarguephilosophywithyou.Icamewithamessage.”
Hepullsanenvelopefromhisrobes.Atthesightoftheseal—abirdwingingoverashiningcity—Isnatchitfromhim.Livia.
AsIopenit,IkeeponeeyeontheAugur.
Cometome,sister.Ineedyou.Yoursalways,Livia
“Whendidshesendthis?”Iscanthemessagequickly.“Andwhydidshesenditwithyou?Shecouldhave—”
“Sheasked,andIacquiesced.Anyoneelsewouldhavebeenfollowed.Andthatwouldnothavealignedwithmyinterests.Orhers.”Caintouchesmymaskedbrowgently.“Faretheewell,BloodShrike.Iwillseeyouoncemore,beforeyourend.”
Hestepsbackandvanishes,andHarperappearsoutofthedark,jawclenched.Apparently,helikestheAugursasmuchasIdo.
“Youcankeepthemoutofyourhead,”hesays.“TheNightbringertoo.Icanshowyouhow,ifyoulike.”
“Fine,”Isay,alreadymakingforthepalace.“OnthewaytoNavium.”WesoonreachthebalconyofLivvy’sapartments,andIdonotspotasingle
soldier.Avitasisstationedbelow,andI’mremindingmyselftoyellatFaris,whocaptainsLivvy’spersonalguard,whentheairshifts.I’mnotalone.
“Peace,Shrike.”FarisCandelanstepsoutofthearcheddoorwaythatleadsintoLivvy’squarters,hishandsup,shortblondhairamess.“She’swaitingforyou.”
“Youshouldhavebleedingtoldheritwasstupidtosummonme.”“Idon’ttelltheEmpresswhattodo,”Farissays.“Ijusttrytomakesureno
onehurtsherwhileshe’sdoingit.”Somethingabouthowhesaysitmakesthehaironmyneckrise,andintwosteps,Ihaveadaggerathisthroat.
“Watchitwithher,Faris,”Isay.“Youflirtlikeyourlifedependsonit,butifMarcussuspectssheisdisloyalhewillkillher,andtheIllustrianPaterswillbelievehehadeveryrighttodoit.”
“Don’tworryaboutme,”Farissays.“I’vegotalovelyMercatorgirlwaitingformeintheWeaver’sdistrict.MostspectacularhipsI’veeverseen.Wouldhavebeentherebynow”—heglaresatmeuntilIreleasehim—“butsomeoneneededtobeonduty.”
“Twopeople,”Isay.“Who’syourbackup?”Afigurestepsintothelightfromtheshadowsbesidethedoor:athrice-
brokennose,deepbrownskin,andblueeyesthatalwayssparkle,evenbeneaththesilvermask.
“Rallius?Tenhells,isthatyou?”SilvioRalliussalutesbeforeflashingagrinthatmadekneesweakatIllustrian
partiesacrossSerrafornearlyallofmyteenageyears—includingmyknees,beforeIlearnedbetter.EliasandIhero-worshippedhim,thoughheisonlytwoyearsolder.Hewasoneofthefewupperclassmanwhowasn’tamonstertotheyoungerstudents.
“BloodShrike.”Hesalutes.“Myscimisyours.”
“Wordsasprettyasthatsmile.”Idon’treturnhis,andherealizesthenthathe’sdealingwiththeBloodShrikeandnotayoungcadetfromBlackcliff.“Makethemtrue.Protecther,oryourlifeisforfeit.”
IslippastthembothandintoLivvy’sbedroom.Asmyeyesadjust,thefloorboardsnearatapestrycreak.Clothwhispersasthecontoursoftheroomcomeintofocus.Livia’sbedisempty;onhersidetable,acupoftea—wildwood,fromthescentofit—sitsuntouched.
Liviapokesherheadoutfrombehindthetapestryandmotionsmeforward.Icanbarelymakeherout,whichmeansanyspieswithinthewallscan’tseehereither.
“Youshouldhavedrunkthetea.”Iamcarefulofherwoundedhand.“Itmusthurt.”
Herclothesrustle,andasoftclicksounds.Staleairandthesmellofwetstonewashoverme.Ahallwaystretchesbeforeus.Westepin,andsheclosesthedoor,finallyspeaking.
“Anempresswhobearsherpainwithfortitudeisanempresswhogainsrespect,”shesays.“MywomenhavespreadtherumorthatIscornedthetea.ThatIbearthepainwithoutfear.Butbleedinghells,ithurts.”
Themomentshesaysit,afamiliarcompulsioncomesoverme:theneedtohealher,tosingherbetter.
“Ican—Icanhelpyou,”Isay.Bleedingskies,howwillIexplainittoher?“I—”
“Wedon’thavetime,sister,”shewhispers.“Come.Thispassageconnectsmyroomstohis.I’veuseditbefore.Butbesilent.Hecannotcatchus.”
Wepaddownthehallwaytowardatinycrackoflight.Themutteringbeginswhenwe’rehalfwaydown.Thelightisaspyhole,bigenoughtoadmitsoundbuttoosmalltoseethroughveryclearly.IglimpseMarcus,bareofarmor,stalkingbackandforthacrosshiscavernousquarters.
“YouhavetostopdoingthiswhenI’minthethroneroom.”Hedigshishandsintohishair.“DoyouwanttohavediedjustsoIcangethurledoffthethroneforbeinginsane?”
Silence.Then:“Iwon’tbleedingtouchher!Ican’thelpthathersister’sgaggingforit—”
Inearlychoke,andLivvygripsme.“Ihadmyreasons,”shewhispers.“IwilldowhatImusttokeepthisempire,”Marcusgrowls,andforthefirst
timeIsee...something.Apaleshadow,likeafaceglimpsedinamirrorunderwater.Asecondlater,it’sgone,andIshakemyself.Atrickofthelight,perhaps.“IfthatmeansbreakingafewfingerstokeepyourpreciousBloodShrikeinline,sobeit.Iwantedtobreakherarm—”
“Tenhells,”IbreathetoLivia.“He’sbarking.He’sgonemad.”“Hethinkswhathe’sseeingisreal.”Liviashakesherhead.“Maybeitis.It
doesn’tmatter.Hecannotremainonthethrone.Atbest,he’stakingordersfromaghost.Atworst,he’shallucinating.”
“Wehavetosupporthim,”Isay.“TheAugursnamedhimEmperor.Ifhe’sdeposedorkilled,weriskcivilwar.OrtheCommandantswoopinginandnamingherselfEmpress.”
“Dowe?”Livvytakesmyhandwithhergoodoneandplacesitonherstomach.Shedoesn’tspeak.Shedoesn’thaveto.
“Oh.You—that’swhyyouandhe—oh—”Blackcliffpreparedmeformanythings.Itdidnotpreparemeformysister’spregnancybythemanwhoslitthethroatsofourparentsandsister.
“Thisisouranswer,Shrike.”“Hisheir,”Iwhisper.“Aregency.”Bleedingskies.IfMarcusdisappearsafterthechildisborn,LiviaandGens
AquillawouldruntheEmpireuntilthechildcameofage.Wecouldtraintheboyuptobeatrueandjuststatesman.TheIllustrianGenswouldacceptitbecausetheheirwouldbefromahighbornhouse.ThePlebeianswouldacceptitbecauseheisMarcus’ssonandthusrepresentsthemtoo.But...
“Howdoyouknowit’saboy?”Sheturnshereyes—myeyes—ourmother’seyes—tome,andIhavenever
seenanyonelooksosureofanythinginmylife.“It’saboy,BloodShrike,”shesays.“Youmusttrustme.Healreadyquickens.BytheGrainMoon,ifalliswell,hewillbehere.”
Ishiver.TheGrainMoonagain.“WhentheCommandantfindsout,she’llcomeafteryou.Ihaveto—”“Killher.”Liviatakesthewordsfrommymouth.“Beforeshefindsout.”WhenIaskLiviaifMarcusknowsofthepregnancy,sheshakesherhead.“I
confirmeditonlytoday.AndIwantedtotellyoufirst.”“Tellhim,Livvy.”Iforgethertitle.“Hewantsanheir.Perhapshewon’t—”I
gesturetoherhand.“Butnooneelse.Hideitasbestyoucan—”Sheputsafingertomylips.Marcus’smutteringhasstopped.“Go,Shrike,”Livvybreathes.Mother!Father!Hannah!SuddenlyIcannotbreathe.Hewon’ttakeLivvy
too.I’lldiebeforeIletithappen.“I’llfighthim—”Mysisterdigsherfingersintomyshoulder.Thepainfocusesme.“You’ll
fighthim.”Sheshovesmetowardherroom.“He’lldiebecausehe’snomatchforyouranger.Andinthefrenzytoreplacehim,ourenemieswillhaveusboth
killedbecausewewouldhavemadeiteasyforthemtodoso.Wemustlive.Forhim.”Shetouchesherstomach.“ForFatherandMotherandHannah.FortheEmpire.Go.”
Sheshovesmeoutthedoor,justaslightfloodsthepassageway.Iracethroughherroom,pastFarisandRallius,flippingoverthebalconytotheropetiedbelow,cursingmyselfasMarcusshouts,ashelandsthefirstblow,asthecrackofanotherofmysister’sbonesechoesinmyears.
PARTII
INFERNO
XI:LaiaFOURWEEKSLATER
DarinandIjostlethroughtheseaofScholarrefugeesontherutteddirtroadintoAdisa,twomoretiredbodiesanddirtyfacesamidthehundredsseekingsanctuaryinMarinn’sshiningcapitalcity.
Silencehangslikeafogovertherefugeesastheyplodonward.MostoftheseScholarswereturnedawayfromtheotherMarinercities.Allhaveseenhomeslost,familyandfriendstorturedormurdered,rapedorimprisoned.
TheMartialswieldtheirweaponsofwarwithmercilessefficiency.TheywanttobreaktheScholars.AndifIdon’tstoptheNightbringer—ifIdon’tfindthis“Beekeeper”inAdisa—theywill.
Shaeva’sprophecyhauntsme.DarinandIdiscussitobsessively,tryingtomakesenseofeachline.Bitsofit—thesparrows,theButcher—dredgeupoldmemories,scrapsofthoughtsthatIcannotquitegraspholdof.
“We’llfigureitout.”Daringlancesover,readingthefurrowinmybrow.“Wehavebiggerproblems.”Ourshadow.Themanappearedthreedaysago,trailingusasweleftasmall
village.Oratleast,thatiswhenwefirstnoticedhim.Sincethen,he’sremainedfarenoughawaythatwecannotgetagoodlookathim,butcloseenoughthatmybladefeelsfusedtomypalm.EverytimeIdonmyinvisibilityinthehopesofgettingclosertohim,hedisappears.
“Stillthere.”Darinchancesalookbehindus.“Lurkinglikeableedingwraith.”
Thecirclesbeneathmybrother’seyesmakehisiriseslookalmostblack.Hischeekbonesjutout,astheydidwhenIfirstrescuedhimfromKauf.Sinceourshadowappeared,Darinhassleptlittle.Butevenbeforethat,nightmaresofKaufandtheWardenplaguedhim.SometimesIwishtheWardenbacktolife,justsoIcouldkillhimmyself.Strangehowmonsterscanreachfrombeyondthegrave,aspotentindeathastheywereinlife.
“We’lllosehimatthecitygates.”Itrytosoundconvincing.“Andlielowwhenwegetin.Findacheapinntostayatwherenoonewilllookatustwice.Andthen,”Iadd,“wecanaskaroundfortheBeekeeper.”
Undertheguiseofadjustingmyhood,Iglancebackquicklyatourshadow.He’sclosenow,andbeneaththescarfthathideshisface,hisred,sicklemouth
curvesintoasmile.Aweaponflashesinhishand.Ispinbackaround.Wewinddownfromthefoothills,andAdisa’sgold-
fleckedwallcomesintoview,amarvelofwhitegranitethatglowsorangeunderthefading,blood-streakedsky.Alongtheeasternwall,amassofgraytentsbloomsoutfornearlyamile:theScholarrefugeecamp.Inthebaytothenorth,seaicefloatsinfatchunks,itsbrinysmellslicingthroughthedirtandgrimeoftheroad.
Cloudssitlowonthehorizon,andanestivalwindblowsinfromthesouth,scatteringthem.Astheypart,anear-collectivegaspripplesthroughthetravelers.ForinthecenterofAdisa,aspireofstoneandglasssoarsintothesky,pinioningtheheavens.Ittwistslikethehornofsomemythicalcreature,impossiblybalancedandglowingwhite.Ihaveonlyeverhearditdescribed,butthedescriptionsdoitnojustice.TheGreatLibraryofAdisa.
Anunwelcomememorysurfaces.Redhair,browneyes,andamouththatlied,lied,lied.Keenan—theNightbringer—tellingmethathetoowantedtoseetheGreatLibrary.Shetastedsweet,boy.Likedewandacleardawn.Myskincrawlsthinkingof
thefilthhespatintheWaitingPlace.“Look.”Inodtothethrongsgatheredoutsidethecitygates,pushingtoenter
beforetheycloseatnightfall.“Wecanlosehimthere.EspeciallyifIdisappear.”Whenweareclosertothecity,IdropinfrontofDarin,asifadjustinga
bootlace.ThenIpullonmyinvisibility.“I’mrightnexttoyou,”IwhisperwhenIstand,andDarinnods,weaving
quicklynowthroughthecrowd,usinghissharpelbowstomuscleforward.Thecloserwegettothegate,thesloweritgoes.Finally,asthesundipsintothewest,westandbeforethemassivewoodenentrance,carvedwithwhalesandeels,octopusesandmermaids.Beyond,acobbledstreetcurvesupanddisappearsintoawarrenofbrightlypaintedbuildings,lampswinkingintheirwindows.Ithinkofmymother,whocametoAdisawhenshewasonlyafewyearsolderthanme.Diditlookthesame?DidshesharetheaweIfeelnow?
“Yourguarantor,sir?”OneofthedozensofMarinerguardsfixeshisattentiononDarin,anddespite
theseethingcrowds,heiscoollypolite.Darinshakeshisheadinconfusion.“Myguarantor?”
“Whoareyoustayingwithinthecity?Whatfamilyorguild?”“We’restayingataninn,”Darinsays.“Wecanpay—”“Goldcanbestolen.Irequirenames:theinnwhereyouplantoprocure
roomsandyourguarantor,whocanvouchforyourquality.Onceyouprovide
names,youwillwaitinaholdingareawhileyourinformationisverified,afterwhichyoumayenterAdisa.”
Darinlooksuncertain.WedonotknowanyoneinAdisa.SinceleavingElias,wehavetriedseveraltimestogetintouchwithAraj,theSkiritaeleaderwhoescapedKaufwithus,buthaveheardnothingbackfromhim.
Darinnodsatthesoldier’sexplanation,asifwehaveanyideawhatwewilldoinstead.“AndifIdon’thaveaguarantor?”
“You’llfindtheentrancetotheScholarrefugeecampeastofhere.”Thesoldier,whountilnowhadkepthisattentiononthepressingcrowdbehindus,finallylooksatDarin.Theman’seyesnarrow.
“Say—”“Timetogo,”Ihisstomybrother,andhemumblessomethingtothesoldier
beforequicklyshovingbackintothecrowd.“Hecan’thaveknownmyface,”Darinsays.“I’venevermethimbefore.”“MaybeallScholarslookaliketohim,”Isay,buttheexplanationrings
hollowtome.Morethanonce,weturntoseeifthesoldierfollows.IslowdownonlywhenIspothimatthegate,speakingwithanothergroupofScholars.Ourshadowalsoappearstohavelostus,andweheadeast,makingourwaytooneofadozenlonglinesthatleadintotherefugeecamp.
NantoldmestoriesofwhatMotherdidwhensheledthenorthernResistancehereinAdisa,morethantwenty-fiveyearsago.TheMarinerKingIrmandworkedwithhertoprotecttheScholars.TogivethemworkandhomesandapermanentplaceinMarinersociety.
Thingshaveclearlygonetopotsincethen.Evenfromoutsidetheboundariesofthecamp,itsgloomispervasive.Bands
ofchildrenwanderthroughthetentsahead,mostfartooyoungtobeleftunaccompanied.Afewdogsslinkthroughthemuddyroadways,occasionallysniffingattheopensewers.
Whyisitalwaysus?Allofthesepeople—somanychildren—huntedandabusedandtormented.Familiesstolen,livesshattered.Theycomeallthiswaytoberejectedyetagain,sentoutsidethecitywallstosleepinflimsytents,tofightoverpaltryscrapsoffood,tostarveandfreezeandsuffermore.
Andweareexpectedtobethankful.Tobehappy.Somanyare—Iknowit.Happytobesafe.Tobealive.Butit’snotenough—nottome.
Aswegetclosertotheentrance,thecampcomesintoclearerview.Whiteparchmentfluttersfromtheclothwalls.Isquintatit,butit’snotuntilwe’renearingthefrontofthelinethatIfinallymakeoutwhat’sonit.
Myownface.Darin’s.Staringoutsullenlybeneathdamningwords:
BYPERSONALDECREEOFKINGIRMANDOFMARINN
WANTED:LAIAANDDARINOFSERRA
FOR:INCITEMENTOFREBELLION,AGITATION,ANDCONSPIRINGAGAINSTTHECROWNREWARD:10,000MARKS
ItlookslikethepostersfromtheCommandant’sofficeatBlackcliff.LiketheonefromNur,whentheBloodShrikewashuntingEliasandmeandofferingamassivereward.
“Whatintheskies,”Iwhisper,“didwedotoKingIrmandtooffendhimso?CouldtheMartialsbebehindit?”
“Theydon’tbleedingknowwe’rehere!”“Theyhavespies,justlikeeveryoneelse,”Isay.“Lookback,likeyousee
someoneyourecognize,andthenwalk—”AcommotionatthebackofthelineripplestowardusasasquadofMariner
troopsmarchestowardthecampfromAdisa.Darinhunchesdown,takingrefugedeeperinhishood.Shoutsringoutaheadofus,andlightflaressharply,followedquicklybyaplumeofblacksmoke.Fire.Theshoutsquicklyturntocriesofrageandfear.
Mymindseizes;mythoughtsgotoSerra,tothenightthesoldierstookDarin.ThepoundingatourdoorandthesilveroftheMask’sface.Nan’sandPop’sbloodonthefloorandDarinscreamingatme.Laia!Run!
Voicesaroundmeriseinterror.Scholarsinthecampflee.Groupsofchildrencluster,makingthemselvessmall,hopingtheyarenotnoticed.Blue-and-gold-cladMarinersoldiersweavethroughthetents,tearingthemapartastheysearchforsomething.
No—someone.TheScholarsaroundusscatter,runningeverywhichway,drivenbyafear
that’sbeenhammeredintoourbones.Alwaysus!Ourdignityshredded,ourfamiliesannihilated,ourchildrentornfromtheirparents.Ourbloodsoakingthedirt.WhatsinwassogreatthatScholarsmustpay,witheverygeneration,withtheonlythingwehaveleft:ourlives?
Darin,calmjustamomentago,ismotionlessbesideme,lookingasterror-strickenasIfeel.Igrabhishand.Icannotfallapartnow—notwhenheneedsmetoholdittogether.
“Let’sgo.”Ipullhimaway,buttherearesoldiersherdingthoseinthelinesbacktowardthecamp.Closeby,Ispyadarkspacebetweentworefugeetents.“Quick,Darin—”
Avoicecriesoutbehindus.“They’renothere!”AScholarwomanwhoisnaughtbutskinandbonestriestoshakeoffaMarinersoldier.“I’vetoldyou—”
“Weknowyou’reshelteringthem.”TheMarinerwhospeaksistallerthanmebyafewinches,herscaledsilverarmortightagainstthepowerfulmusclesofhershoulders.HerchiseledbrownfacelacksthecrueltyofaMask,butsheisnearlyasintimidating.Shetearsaposteroffthesideofoneofthetentswhereit’sbeenpinned.“TurnoverLaiaandDarinofSerra,andwewillleaveyoube.Otherwisewewillrazethiscampandscatteritsrefugeestothefourwinds.Wearegenerous,true.Thatdoesnotmakeusfools.”
Beyondthesoldier,dozensofScholarchildrenarebeingherdedtowardamakeshiftholdingpen.Acloudofembersexplodesintotheskyas,behindthem,twomoretentsgoupinflames.Ishudderatthewaythefiregrowlsandvaunts,asifitiscelebratingthescreamsrisingfrommypeople.
“It’stheprophecy,”Darinwhispers.“Doyouremember?Thesparrowswilldrown,andnonewillknowit.TheScholarsmustbethesparrows,Laia.TheMarinershavealwaysbeencalledtheseapeople.Theyaretheflood.”
“Wecannotletithappen.”Imakemyselfsaythewords.“They’resufferingbecauseofus.Thisistheonlyhometheyhave.Andwe’retakingitawayfromthem.”
Darinimmediatelyunderstandsmyintent.Heshakeshishead,takingastepback,movementsjerkyandpanicked.“No,”hesays.“Wecan’t.HowarewesupposedtofindtheBeekeeperifwe’reinprison?Ordead?Howarewesupposedto—”Hisvoicechokesoff,andheshakeshisheadagainandagain.
“Iknowtheywilllockusup.”Igrabhim,shakehim.Ineedtobreakthroughhisterror.Ineedhimtobelieveme.“ButIsweartotheskiesthatIwillgetusout.Wecannotletthecampburn,Darin.It’swrong.TheMarinerswantus.Andwe’rerighthere.”
Ascreameruptsfrombehindus.AScholarmanclawsataMarinerguard,howlingassheremovesachildfromhisgrasp.
“Don’thurther,”hebegs.“Please—please—”Darinwatches,shuddering.“You’re—you’reright.”Hefightstogetthe
wordsout,andIamrelievedandproudandbroken-heartedbecauseIfeelsickatthethoughtofwatchingmybrotherdraggedbacktoaprison.“I’llhavenooneelsedieforme.Especiallynotyou.I’llturnmyselfin.You’llbesafe—”
“Notachance,”Isay.“Neveragain.Whereyougo,Igo.”Idropmyinvisibility,andvertigonearlylevelsme.Mysightdarkenstoa
dankroomwithalight-hairedwomanwithin.Icannotseeherface.Whoisshe?Whenmyvisionclears,onlyafewsecondshavepassed.Ishakethestrange
imagesawayandleavetheshelterofthetents.
TheMarinersoldier’sinstinctisexcellent.Forthoughweareagoodthirtyfeetfromher,themomentwestepintothelight,herheadswivelstowardus.Theplumeandangledeyeholesofherhelmetmakeherlooklikeanangryhawk,butherhandislightonherscimasshewatchesourapproach.
“LaiaandDarinofSerra.”Shedoesn’tsoundsurprised,andIknowthenthatsheexpectedtofindushere—thatsheknewwehadarrivedinAdisa.“YouareunderarrestforconspiracytocommitcrimesagainstthekingdomofMarinn.Youwillcomewithme.”
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XII:Elias
houghthesunhasn’tyetset,theTribalencampmentisquietwhenIapproach.Thecookfiresaredoused,thehorsesshelteredbeneathacanvas
tarp.Thered-and-yellow-paintedwagonsaresealedtightagainstthedrivinglatespringrain.Wanlamplightflickerswithin.
Imoveslowly,thoughnotoutofwariness.Mauthtugsatme,anditrequiresallmystrengthtoignorethatsummons.
Afewhundredyardswestofthecaravan,theDuskanSeabreaksagainsttherockyshore,itsroarnearlydrowningoutthemournfulcriesofwhite-headedgullsabove.ButmyMask’sinstinctsareassharpasever,andIsensetheapproachoftheKehanniofTribeNasurlongbeforesheappears—alongwiththesixNasurTribesmenguardingher.
“EliasVeturius.”TheKehanni’ssilverdreadlockshangtoherwaist,andIcanclearlymakeouttheelaboratestoryteller’stattoosonherdarkbrownskin.“Youarelate.”
“Iamsorry,Kehanni.”Idon’tbothergivingheranexcuse.Kehannisareasskilledattrappingliesastheyareattellingstories.“Ibegyourforgiveness.”
“Bah.”Shesniffs.“Youbeggedtomeetwithmetoo.IdonotknowwhyIconsented.Martialstookmybrother’ssonaweekago,aftertheyraidedourgrainstores.MyrespectforMamieRilaisallthatkeepsmefromguttingyoulikeapig,boy.”I’dliketoseeyoutry.“HaveyouheardfromMamie?”“Sheiswell-hiddenandrecoveringfromthehorrorsyourilkinflictedupon
her.IfyouthinkIwilltellyouwheresheis,youareabiggerfoolthanIsuspected.Come.”
Shejerksherheadtowardthecaravan,andIfollow.Iunderstandherrage.TheMartials’warontheTribesisevidentineveryburned-outwagonlitteringthecountryside,everyululatingwailrisingfromTribalvillagesasfamiliesmournthosetaken.
TheKehannimovesquickly,andasItrailher,Mauth’spullgrowsstronger,aphysicalwrenchthatmakesmewanttosprintbacktotheWaitingPlace,threeleaguesdistant.Asenseofwrongnessstealsoverme,asifI’veforgotten
somethingimportant.ButIcan’ttellifitismyowninstinctpricklingorifMauthismanipulatingmymind.Morethanonceinthepastfewweeks,I’vefeltsomeone—orsomething—flittingattheedgesoftheWaitingPlace,enteringandthenleaving,asiftryingtogaugeareaction.EverytimeI’vefeltit,I’vewindwalkedtotheborder.Andeverytime,I’vefoundnothing.
Therainhas,atleast,silencedthejinn.Thosefierybastardshateit.Buttheghostsaretroubled,forcedtoremainintheWaitingPlacelongerthantheyshouldbecauseIcannotpassthemthroughfastenough.Shaeva’swarninghauntsme.Ifyoudonotpasstheghoststhrough,itwillmeanyourfailureasSoul
Catcherandtheendofthehumanworldasyouunderstandit.Mauthpullsatmeagain,butImakemyselfignoreit.TheKehanniandI
weaveourwaythroughthewagonsofthecaravanuntilwereachonethatsitsapartfromtherest,itsblackdrapinginsharpcontrasttotheelaboratedecorationsoftheotherwagons.
ItisthehomeofaFakir—theTribespersonwhopreparesbodiesforburial.IwipetherainfrommyfaceastheKehanniknocksonthewoodenback
door.“Withrespect,”Isay,“Ineedtospeaktoyou—”“Ikeepthestoriesoftheliving.TheFakirakeepsthestoriesofthedead.”Thebackdoorofthewagonopensalmostimmediatelytorevealagirlof
perhapssixteen.Atthesightofme,hereyeswidenandshepullsatherhaloofred-browncurls.Shechewsonherlip,frecklesstarkagainstskinthatislighterthanMamie’sbutdarkerthanmine.Deepbluetattooswindupherarms,geometricpatternsthatmakemethinkofskulls.
SomethingabouttheuncertaintyofherpostureremindsmeofLaia,andapangoflongingflashesthroughme.IrealizethatI’vefrozenatthedoor,andtheKehannishovesmeintothewagon,whichislitbrightlybymulticoloredTriballamps.Ashelfalongthebackisfilledwithjarsoffluid,andthereisafaintsmellofsomethingastringent.
“This,”theKehannisaysfromthedooronceI’minside,“isAubarit,ournewFakira.Sheis...learning.”TheKehannicurlsherlipslightly.NowondertheKehanniagreedtohelpme.She’ssimplyfoistingmeontoagirlwhowilllikelybenohelpatall.“Shewilldealwithyou.”
Thedoorslams,leavingAubaritandmestaringateachotherforanawkwardmoment.
“You’reyoung,”IblurtoutasIsit.“OurSaifFakirwasolderthanthehills.”“Fearnot,bhai.”Aubaritusesthehonorificforbrother,andhershaking
voicereflectsheranxiety.Iimmediatelyfeelguiltyforbringingupherage.“I
havebeentrainedintheMysteries.YoucomefromtheForest,EliasVeturius.FromthedomainoftheBanial-Mauth.Doesshesendyoutoaidus?”DidshejustsayMauth?“Howdoyouknowthatname,Mauth?Doyoumean
Shaeva?”“Astagha!”Aubaritsqueakstheoathagainsttheevileye.“Wedonotuseher
name,bhai!TheBanial-Mauthisholy.TheChosenofDeath.TheSoulCatcher.TheGuardianattheGates.ThesacredMysteryofherexistenceisknownonlytotheFakirsandtheirapprentices.Iwouldnothaveevenspokenofit,onlyyoucamefromtheJagaal-Mauth.”PlaceofMauth.
“Shaev...ah,theBanial-Mauth.”Isuddenlyfindithardtospeak.“She’s...dead.I’mherreplacement.Shewastrainingmewhen—”
Aubaritdropssofast,Ithinkherhearthasfailed.“Banual-Mauth,forgiveme.”Inotethealterationofthetitletoreflectamale
insteadofafemale—whichiswhenIrealizethatshehasnothadsomesortoffaintingfit.Sheiskneeling.“Ididnotknow.”
“Noneedforthat.”Ipullhertoherfeet,embarrassedatherawe.“I’mstrugglingtopasstheghostson,”Isay.“IneedtousethemagicattheheartoftheWaitingPlace,butIdon’tknowhow.Theghostsarebuildingup.Everydaytherearemore.”
Aubaritblanches,andherknucklespaleassheclaspsherhandstogether.“This—thiscannotbe,Banual-Mauth.Youmustpassthemon.Ifyoudonot—”
“Whathappens?”Ileanforward.“YouspokeofMysteries—howdidyoulearnthem?Aretheywrittendown?Scrolls?Books?”
TheFakiratapsherhead.“TowritedowntheMysteriesistorobthemoftheirpower.OnlytheFakirsandFakiraslearnthem,forwearewiththedeadastheyleavetheworldoftheliving.WewashthemandcommunewiththeirspiritssotheymoveeasilythroughtheJagaal-Mauthandtotheotherside.TheSoulCatcherdoesnotseethem—she—you—arenotmeantto.”HaveyoueverwonderedwhytherearesofewghostsfromtheTribes?
Shaeva’swords.“DoyourMysteriessayanythingoftheWaitingPlace’smagic?”“No,Banual-Mauth,”Aubaritsays.“Though...”Hervoicedropsandtakes
onthecadenceofalong-memorizedchant.“Ifthouseekestthetruthinthetrees,theForestwillshowtheeitsslymemory.”
“Amemory?”Ifrown—Shaevasaidnothingofthis.“Thetreeshaveseenmuch,nodoubt.ButthemagicIhavedoesn’tallowmetospeakwiththem.”
Aubaritshakesherhead.“TheMysteriesarerarelyliteral.Forestcouldmeanthetrees—oritcouldbereferringtosomethingelseentirely.”
Metaphoricaltalkingtreeswon’thelpme.“WhatoftheBanial-Mauth?”Iask.“Didyouevermeether?Didshespeaktoyouofthemagicorhowshedidherwork?”
“Imetheronce,whenGrandfatherchosemeashisapprentice.Shegavemeherbenediction.Ithought...Ithoughtshesentyoutohelpus.”
“Helpyou?”Isaysharply.“WiththeMartials?”“No,with—”Sheswallowsbackthewords.“Donotconcernyourselfwith
suchtrifles,Banual-Mauth.Youmustmovethespirits,andtodothatyoumustremoveyourselffromtheworld,notwasteyourtimehelpingstrangers.”
“Tellmewhat’sgoingon,”Isay.“Icandecidewhetheritconcernsmeornot.”
Aubaritwringsherhandsinindecision,butwhenIchuffexpectantly,shespeaks,hervoicelow.“OurFakirsandFakiras,”shesays,“they’redying.AfewwerekilledinMartialattacks.Butothers...”Sheshakesherhead.“Mygrandfatherwasfoundinapondjustafewfeetdeep.Hislungswerefilledwithwater—butheknewhowtoswim.”
“Hisheartmighthavefailed.”“Hewasstrongasabullandnotyetinhissixthdecade.That’sonlypartofit,
Banual-Mauth.Istruggledtoreachhisspirit.Youmustunderstand,IhavebeentrainingasaFakirasinceIcouldspeak.Ihaveneverfoughttocommunewithaspirit.Thistime,itfeltasifsomethingwasblockingme.WhenIsucceeded,Grandfather’sghostwasdeeplytroubled—itwouldnotspeaktome.Somethingiswrong.I’venotheardfromtheotherFakirs—everyoneissoconcernedwiththeMartials.Butthis—thisisbiggerthanthat.AndIdonotknowwhattodo.”
Asharptugnearlypullsmetomyfeet.Isenseimpatienceontheotherend.PerhapsMauthdoesn’twishmetolearnthisinformation.Perhapsthemagicwantsmetoremainignorant.
“GetwordouttoyourFakirs,”Isay.“Theirwagonsshouldnolongerbesetapartfromtherestofthecaravan,byorderoftheBanual-Mauth,whohasexpressedconcernfortheirsafety.AndtellthemtohavetheirwagonsrepaintedtomatchtheothersintheTribe.Itwillmakeitmoredifficultforyourenemiestofindyou—”Istopshort.ThepullatmycoreisstrongenoughthatIfeellikeImightbesick.ButIpresson,becausenooneelseisgoingtohelpAubaritortheFakirs.
“AsktheotherFakirsiftheyarealsofindingithardtocommunewiththespirits,”Isay.“Andfindoutifit’severhappenedbefore.”
“TheotherFakirsdon’tlistentome.”“Youarenewtoyourpower.”Ineedtogo,butIcannotjustleaveherhere,
doubtingherself,doubtingherworth.“Butthatdoesn’tmeanyoudon’thaveit.
ThinkofthewayyourKehanniwearsherstrength,likeit’sherownskin.That’swhoyoumustbe.Foryourpeople.”
Mauthpullsmeyetagain,forcefullyenoughthat,againstmywill,Istand.“IhavetoreturntotheWaitingPlace,”Isay.“Ifyouneedme,cometotheborderoftheForest.I’llknowyou’rethere.Butdonottrytoenter.”
Momentslater,I’mbackoutintheheavyrain.LightningcracksovertheWaitingPlace,andIfeelithitwithinmydomain:north,nearthecabin,andcloser,neartheriver.Theawarenessfeelsinnate,likeknowingI’vegottenacutorbite.
AsIwindwalkhome,IturnAubarit’swordsoverinmyhead.ShaevanevertoldmetheFakirsweresodeeplyconnectedtoherwork.Shenevermentionedthattheyknewofherexistence,letalonethattheyhadbuiltanentiremythologyaroundher.AllIknewabouttheFakirswaswhatmostTribespeopleknowaboutthem—thattheyhandlethedeadandthattheyaretoberevered,albeitwithmorefearthanonewouldrevereaZaldaroraKehanni.
MaybeifI’dbleedingpaidattention,I’dhavenoticedaconnection.TheTribeshavealwaysbeendeeplywaryoftheForest.Afyahatesbeingnearit,andTribeSaifnevercamewithinfiftyleaguesofitwhenIwasachild.
AsIneartheWaitingPlace,Mauth’spull,whichbynowshouldhaveweakened,getsstronger.Doeshesimplywantmetocomeback?Doeshewantsomethingmore?
Theborderisfinallybeforeme,andthemomentIpassthrough,Iamblastedbythehowlsoftheghosts.Theirragehaspeaked—transformedintosomethingviolentandderanged.HowinthetenhellsdidtheygetsoriledupinthehourthatIwasgone?
Theypressclosetotheborderwithastrange,single-mindedfocus.Atfirst,Ithinkthattheyareallpushingatsomethingclosetothewall.Adeadanimal?Adeadbody?
ButasIshovepastthem,shudderingatthechillsripplingthroughmybody,Irealizethattheyaren’tpressingatsomethingnearthewall.Theyarepushingatthewallitself.
Theyaretryingtogetout.
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XIII:TheBloodShrike
hesouthernskyisstainedblackwithsmokewhentheriverboatfinallybeginstheapproachtoNavium.Therainthathasdrenchedusforthepast
twoweekslingersonthehorizon,tauntingus,refusingtoprovideanyrelief.TheEmpire’sgreatestportcityburns,andmypeopleburnwithit.
AvitasjoinsmeonthewideprowwhileDexbarksordersatthecaptaintomovefaster.Thunderechoes—Navium’sdrumsissuingcodedorderswithafrenzyoneonlyeverhearsduringanattack.
Harper’ssilverfaceistight,hismouthdrawndowninwhatisalmostafrown.He’sspenthoursontheroadteachingmetoclosemymindagainstintrusion,whichmeantagreatdealoftimestaringintoeachother’sfaces.I’vegottentoknowhiswell.Whatevernewshe’sabouttodeliver,it’sbad.
“Grímarrandhisforcesattackedatdawnthreeweeksago,”hesays.“OurspiessaytheKarkaunshavebeenhitbyafamineinthesouth.Tensofthousandsdead.They’vebeenraidingthesoutherncoastformonthsnow,butwehadoutdatedinformationonthefleetthey’damassed.Theyshowedupwithmorethanthreehundredshipsandstruckthemerchantharborfirst.Ofthetwohundredfiftymerchantvesselsatport,twohundredforty-threeweredestroyed.”
That’sablowtheMercatorGenswon’tsoonforget.“Countermeasures?”“AdmiralLenidastookthefleetouttwice.Thefirsttime,wetookdownthree
Barbariancraftbeforeasquallforcedusbacktoport.Thesecondtime,Grímarrpressedtheattackanddroveusback.”
“GrímarrdrovebackAdmiralLenidas?”Whoeverthisskies-forsakenKarkaunis,he’snofool.LenidashascommandedtheEmpire’snavyforthepastthirtyyears.HedesignedNavium’smilitaryport,theIsland:awatchtowerwithanenormousbodyofwatersurroundingit,andacircular,protectedportbeyond,whichhousesmen,ships,andsupplies.HehasfoughttheBarbariansfordecadesfromtheIsland.
“Accordingtothereport,GrímarrcounteredeverytrickLenidasthrewathim.Afterthat,theKarkaunschokedofftheport.Thecityiseffectivelyundersiege.AndthedeathtollisuptoathousandintheSouthwestQuarter.That’swhereGrímarrishittingthehardest.”
TheSouthwestQuarterisalmostentirelyPlebeian—dockworkers,sailors,fishermen,coopers,blacksmiths,andtheirfamilies.
“KerisVeturiaisorchestratinganoperationtoroutthenextBarbarianattack.”“Kerisshouldn’tbeorchestratinganythingwithoutLenidastotemperher,”I
say.“Whereishe?”“Afterhissecondfailure,sheexecutedhim,”Avitassays,andfromhislong
pause,Iknowhe’sasdisturbedatthenewsasIam.“Forgrossderelictionofduty.Twodaysago.”
“Thatoldmanlivedandbreathedduty.”Iamnumb.LenidastrainedmepersonallyforsixmonthswhenIwasaFiver,justbeforeIgotmymask.HewasoneofthefewsouthernPatersmyfathertrusted.“HefoughttheKarkaunsforfiftyyears.Knewmoreaboutthemthananyonealive.”
“Officially,theCommandantfeltthathehadlosttoomanymenintheattacksandignoredtoomanyofherwarnings.”
“Andunofficiallyshewantedtotakecontrol.”Damnhertothehells.“WhydidtheIllustrianPatersallowit?She’snotadeity.Theycouldhavestoppedher.”
“YouknowhowLenidaswas,Shrike,”Avitassays.“Hedidn’ttakebribes,andhedidn’tletthePaterstellhimwhattodo.HetreatedIllustriansandMercatorsandPlebeiansalike.Thewaytheysawit,heletthemerchantharborburn.”
“AndnowKerisisincommandofNavium.”“She’ssummonedus,”Avitassays.“We’vebeeninformedthatanescortwill
bringustoher.SheisattheIsland.”Hag.SheisalreadyattemptingtowrestcontrolfrommebeforeI’veeven
enteredthecity.ImeanttogototheIslandfirst.ButnowifIdo,Iwillappearthesupplicant,seekingapprovalfrommybetters.
“Cursehersummons.”Acommotionatthedockscatchesmyattention.Thechuffingscreamsof
horsessplittheair,andIspottheblack-and-redarmorofaBlackGuard.Thesoldiercursesasheattemptstokeepholdofthebeasts,buttheybuckandjerkawayfromhim.
Then,assuddenlyastheybegantopanic,thebeastscalm,droppingtheirheads,asifdrugged.Everymanonthedockstepsback.
Afigureinblackcomesintoview.“Bleedinghells,”Avitasmurmursfrombesideme.TheNightbringer’seerie,brighteyesfixonme.ButIamnotsurprised.I
expectedKeristokeepthatjinnmonsterclose.SheknowsI’mtryingtokillher.
Sheknowsthatifshecanusehersupernaturalpettogetintomyhead,I’llneversucceed.
IthinkbacktothehoursspentwithAvitas,learningtoshieldmymind.Hourslisteningtohiscalmvoiceexplainhowtoimaginemyinnermostthoughtsasgemslockedinachest,hiddeninashipwreckatthebottomofaforgottensea.Harperdoesn’tknowaboutLivia’spregnancy.Ispokeofittonoone.ButheknowstheEmpire’sfuturedependsondestroyingtheCommandant.Hewasanexactinginstructor.
Buthecouldnottestmyskill.Ihopetotheskiesthatmypreparationwasenough.IfKerislearnsLivvyispregnant,she’llhaveassassinsdescendingwithindays.
Butaswedock,mythoughtsarescattered.Pullyourselftogether,Shrike.Livvy’slifedependsonit.TheEmpiredependsonit.
WhenIstepontothegangplank,IdonotlookintotheNightbringer’seyes.Imadethatmistakeoncebefore,monthsago,whenImethimbackinSerra.NowIknowthathiseyesshowedmyfuture.Isawthedeathsofmyfamilythatday.Ididn’tunderstanditatthetime—Iassumedmyownfearhadgottenthebestofme.
“Welcome,BloodShrike.”IcannothidemyshudderatthewaytheNightbringer’svoicescrapesagainstmyear.Hebeckonsmecloser.IamMaterofGensAquilla.IamaMask.IamaBlackGuard.IamtheBloodShrike,righthandtotheEmperoroftheMartials.IordermybodytoremainstillwhileIstarehimdownwithallthepowerofmyrank.
Mybodybetraysme.Thesoundsoftheriverdocksfade.Nowaterslappingagainstthehullsof
ships.Nostevedorescallingouttoeachother.Nomastscreaking,andnodistantboomofsailsorroarofthesea.Thesilencethatcloaksthejinniscomplete,anaurathatnothingcanpenetrate.EverythingfallsawayasIclosethedistancebetweenus.Maintaincontrol,Shrike.Givehimnothing.“Ah,”theNightbringersaysquietly,whenIstandbeforehim.“Felicitations,
BloodShrike.Iseeyouaretobeanaunt.”
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XIV:Laia
heMarinerprisonisspare,cold,andeerilysilent.AsIpacemypoorlylitcell,Iplaceahandagainstthestonewall.ItissothickthatIcouldscream
andscreamandDarin,acrossthehallfromme,mightneverknow.Hemustbegoingmad.Iimaginehimclenchingandunclenchinghisfists,
bootsscrapingagainstthefloor,wonderingwhenwewillescape.Ifwewillescape.ThisplacemightnotbeKauf,butitisstillaprison.Andmybrother’sdemonswillnotlethimforgetit.
WhichmeansImuststaylevelheadedforthebothofusandfindawayoutofhere.
Thenightcreepsby,dawnbreaks,andit’snotuntilthelateafternoonthatthelockonmydoorclanksandthreefiguresbacklitbylamplightstepintomycell.Irecognizeoneasthecaptainwhoarrestedusandasecondasoneofhersoldiers.Butitisthethirdwoman,tallandheavilycloaked,whocatchesmyattention.
Becausesheissurroundedbyghuls.Theygatherlikehungrycrowsatherfeet,hissingandpawingather.Iknow,
instantly,thatshecannotseethem.“Bringinthebrother,CaptainEleiba.”Thewoman’sSerranishuskyand
musical.ShecouldbeaKehanniwithavoicelikethat.ShelookstobearoundAfya’sageorperhapsabitolder,withlightbrownskinandthick,straightblackhairpulledupinaknot.Herbackispokerstraight,andshewalksgracefully,asifbalancingabookonherhead.“Sit,child,”shesays,andthoughhervoiceispleasantenough,anunderlyingmaliceraisesmyhackles.Aretheghulsinfluencingher?Ididnotknowtheyhadsuchpower.Theyfeedoffsorrowandsadnessandthestinkofblood.SpiroTelumanspokethosewordstomelongago.Whatsorrowplaguesthiswoman?
Darinsoonjoinsme,slowingwhenheenters,eyeswide.Heseestheghulstoo.Whenhetakesaseatonmycotbesideme,Ireachforhishandandsqueeze.Theycannotholdus.Iwillnotletthem.
Thewomanobservesmeforalongmomentbeforesmiling.“You,”shesaystome,“looknothingliketheLioness.Andyou”—sheglancesatDarin—“are
herspittingimage.Cleverofhertokeepyouhidden.Iexpectit’swhyyou’restillalive.”
Theghulsslitherupthewoman’scloak,hissingintoherear.Herlipscurveintoasneer.“Butthen,myfathertellsmethatMirraalwaysenjoyedherlittlesecrets.Iwonder,areyoulikeherinotherways?Lookingalwaystofightinsteadoffix,tobreakinsteadofbuild,to—”
“Youshutitaboutmymother.”Myfacegrowshot.“Howdareyou—”“YouwillpleaseaddressCrownPrincessNiklaofMarinnasPrincessorYour
Highness,”Eleibasays.“Andyouwillspeakwithrespectforoneofherstation.”Thiswoman,infestedwithghulswhoareinfluencinghermind,willoneday
ruleMarinn?Iwanttofrightenthefeycreaturesawayfromher,butIcannotmanageitwithoutlookingasifI’mattackingher.MarinersarelessskepticalthanScholarswhenitcomestothefey,butsomethingtellsmeshestillwon’tbelievemeifItellherwhatIsee.
“Don’tbother,Eleiba.”Niklasnorts.“Ishouldhaveknownshe’dhavethesamelackofsubtletytheLionessdid.Now,girl,letusdiscusswhyyouarehere.”
“Please.”Ispeakthroughgrittedteeth,knowingthatmylifeisinNikla’shands.“MybrotherandIarehereto—”
“MakeSerricsteelweaponry,”Niklasays.“SupplytheScholarrefugeesfloodingthecity.Instigateanuprising.ChallengetheMariners,despiteallwehavedoneforyourpeoplesincetheEmpireuprootedthemhundredsofyearsago.”
IamsoflabbergastedthatIalmostcannotspeak.“No,”Isputter.“No,Princess,youhaveitwrong.We’renotheretomakeweaponry,we—”
DoItellheroftheNightbringer?OfShaeva?Ithinkofthestoriesoffeyviolencewhisperedalongtheroad,storiesI’vebeenhearingformonths.TheghulsmaytellherthatIlie.ButImustwarnher.“Athreatapproaches,Princess.Agreatthreat.YouhavenodoubtheardthetalesofMarinershipssinkingincalmseas,ofchildrendisappearinginthedeadofnight.”
BesideNikla,Eleibastiffens,hereyesjerkingtowardmine,filledwithrecognition.Sheknows!ButNiklaholdsupahand.Theghulschucklenastily,slittedredeyesfixedonme.
“YousentyouralliesaheadofyoutospreadsuchliesamongtheScholarpopulation,”shesays.“Talesofmonstersoutoflegend.Yes,yourlittlefriendsdidyourworkwell.”
Araj.TheSkiritae.Isigh.EliaswarnedmethattheSkiritaeleaderwouldspreadwordofmyexploitsfarandwide.Ihadn’tgivenitmuchthought.
“TheyseededyourreputationamongthenewlyarrivedScholars,adowntroddenandeasilymanipulatedpopulation.Andthenyouarrivedwithyourbrother,yourmother’slegacy,andpromisesofSerricsteel,safety,andsecurity.Allinsurgentstellthesametale,girl.Itjustchangesabitwiththetelling.”
“Wedon’twanttrouble.”Mytrepidationrises,butIchannelmygrandfather,Pop,thinkingofthetimehedeliveredtwinsandIpanicked.Itwasmyfirstdelivery,andwithafewwords,hisserenitysoothedmeuntilmyhandsnolongershook.“Wejustwantto—”
“Don’tpatronizeme.Mypeoplehavedoneeverythingforyours.”Niklapacesthesmallcell,theghulsfollowingherlikeapackofloyaldogs.“WehavetakenthemintoourcityandintegratedthemintothefabricofMarinerculture.Butourgenerosityisnotwithoutlimits.HereinMarinn,wearenotsadists,liketheMartials.Butwedonottakekindlytorabble-rousers.Knowthatifyoudonotcooperatewithme,IwillhaveCaptainEleibaputyoubothonthenextshipdowntotheTriballands—aswedidyourfriends.”Ohhells.Sothat’swhathappenedtoArajandTasandtherestoftheSkiritae.
Skies,Ihopetheyareallright.“TheTriballandsarecrawlingwithMartials.”Itrytotempermyanger,but
themorethiswomantalks,themoreIwanttoscream.“Ifyousendusthere,we’llbekilledorenslaved.”
“Indeed.”Niklatiltsherhead,andthelamplightmakeshereyesasredastheghuls’.DidtheNightbringersettheghulsonher?Issheanotherofhishumanallies,liketheWardenortheCommandant?
“Ihaveanofferforyou,DarinofSerra,”Niklagoeson.“Ifyou’veanysense,you’llseethatit’smorethanfair.YouwishtomakeSerricsteel.Verywell.MakeSerricsteel—fortheMarinerarmy.Wewillprovideyouwhatyouneed,aswellasaccommodationsforyouandyoursister—”
“No.”Darin’sgazeisfixedtothefloor,andheshakeshishead.“Iwon’tdoit.”Won’t,Inote.Notcan’t.Asparkofhopeflareswithin.Doesmybrother
rememberhowtomakethesteelafterall?DidsomethingontheroadfromtheForestofDusktoAdisashakeloose,allowinghimtorecallthatwhichSpirohadtaughthim?
“Consider—”“Iwon’tdoit.”Darinstands,toweringoverNiklabyhalfafoot.Eleibasteps
infrontoftheprincess,butDarinspeaksquietly,handsopenathissides.“Iwon’tarmanothergroupofpeoplesothatmyowncanliveattheirmercy.”
“Pleaseletusgo.”Ikickoutattheghuls,scatteringthemforamomentbeforetheycongealaroundNiklaagain.“Wedon’tmeanyouanyharm,andyou
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havegreaterthingstoworryaboutthantwoScholarswhowanttostayoutoftrouble.TheEmpirehasturnedontheTribes,anditmightturnonMarinntoo.”
“TheMartialshaveatreatywithMarinn.”“TheyhadatreatywiththeTribestoo,”Isay.“Andyethundredshavebeen
killedorcapturedintheTribaldesert.Thisnewemperor—youdonotknowhim,Princess.He’s...different.He’snotsomeoneyoucanworkwith.He’s—”
“Don’ttalkpoliticstome,littlegirl.”Shedoesn’tseetheghulthatclingstothesideofherface,itsmouthsplitinanodioussmile.Thesightofitnauseatesme.“Iwasaforcetobereckonedwithinmyfather’scourtwellbeforeyouwereborn.”SheturnstoDarin.“Myofferstands.Makeweaponsformyarmy,ortakeyourchancesintheTriballands.Youhaveuntildawntomorrowtodecide.”
arinandIdon’tbotherdiscussingNikla’soffer.Iknowthereisnochanceinthehellsthathewouldaccept.Theghulshavetheirhooksinher—which
likelymeanstheNightbringerhasahandinMarinerpolitics.ThelastthingtheScholarsneedisanothergrouplordingitoverusbecausewedonothavetheweaponsforafairfight.
“Yousaidwon’t.”IconsideredlongandhardbeforebringingupDarin’sseeminglyoffhandcomment.Mybrotherpacesthecell,antsyasapennedhorse.“WhenNiklaaskedyoutomaketheweapons,youdidn’tsayyoucan’tdoit.Yousaidyouwon’t.”
“Slipofthetongue.”Darinstopshispacing,hisbacktome,andthoughitstingstoadmitit,he’slying.DoIpushhimorletitgo?You’vebeenlettingitgo,Laia.LettingitgomeansIzzidiedfornothing.It
meansEliaswasimprisonedfornothing.ItmeansAfya’scousindiedfornothing.
Itryadifferenttack.“DoyouthinkSpiro—”“CouldwenottalkaboutSpiro,orweaponry,orforging?”Darinsitsdown
besideme,shouldersslumped,asifthewallsofthecellaremakinghimsmaller.Heclenchesandunclencheshisfists.“Howthehellsarewegoingtogetoutofhere?”
“Anexcellentquestion,”asoftvoicesaysfromthedoor.Ijump—secondsago,itwassealedshut.“OnethatImighthaveasolutionto,ifyoucaretohearit.”
Ayoung,dark-skinnedScholarmanleansagainstthedoorframe,infullviewoftheguards.Except,Irealize,therearenoguardstoseehim.Theyhave
disappeared.Themanishandsome,withblackhairthat’shalfpulledupandtherangy
bodyofaswordsman.Hisforearmsaretattooed,thoughinthedarkness,Icannotmakeoutthesymbols.Hetossesakeyupanddownlikeaball.Thereisaninsouciancetohimthatirritatesme.Theglintofhiseyesandhiswilysmileareinstantlyfamiliar.
“Iknowyou.”Itakeastepback,wishingIhadmydaggerwithme.“You’reourshadow.”
Themandropsintoamockingbow,andIamimmediatelydistrustful.Darinbristles.
“IamMusaofAdisa,”themansays.“SonofZiadandAzmathofAdisa.GrandsonofMehrandSairaofAdisa.Iamalsotheonlyfriendyouhaveinthiscity.”
“Yousaidyouhaveasolutiontoourproblem.”Trustingthismanwouldbestupid,butDarinandIneedtogetthehellsoutofhere.AllNikla’stalkaboutputtingusonashipsoundedlikerubbish.ShewillnotletamanwhoknowsthesecretofSerricsteelsimplywalkaway.
“I’llgetyoutwooutofhere—foraprice.”Naturally.“Whatprice?”“You”—helooksatDarin—“willmakeweaponsfortheScholars.And
you”—heturnstome—“willhelpmeresurrectthenorthernScholar’sResistance.”
Inthelongsilencethatfollowshisproclamation,Iwanttolaugh.Ifourcircumstanceswerelessdire,Iwouldhave.“Nothankyou.I’vehadenoughofthebleedingResistance—andthosewhosupportit.”
“Iexpectedyoutosayasmuch,”Musasays.“AfterthewayMazenandKeenanbetrayedyou.”Heoffersagrimsmileasmyfistscurl,andIstareathiminshock.Howdoesheknow?
“Apologies,”hesays.“NotKeenan.TheNightbringer.Inanycase,yourmistrustisunderstandable.Butyouneedtostopthejinnlord,no?Whichmeansyouneedoutofhere.”
DarinandIgapeathim.Igetmyvoicebackfirst.“Howdoyouknowaboutthe—”
“Iwatch.Ilisten.”Musatapshisfootandglancesdownthehall.Hisshouldersstiffen.Voicesriseandfallfrombeyondthedoortothecellblock,sharpandhurried.“Decide,”hesays.“We’renearlyoutoftime.”
“No.”Darinspeaksforusboth,andIfrown.It’sunlikehim.“Youshouldleave.Unlessyouwanttogetthrowninherewithus.”
“I’dheardyouwerestubborn.”Musasighs.“Listentologic,atleast.Evenifyoudofindyourwayoutofhere,howwillyoufindtheBeekeeperwhiletheMarinershuntyou?Especiallyifhedoesn’twanttobefound?”
“Howdid—”Istopmyselffromasking.He’salreadytoldme.Hewatches.Helistens.“YouknowtheBeekeeper.”
“IswearI’lltakeyoutohim.”Musacutshishand,blooddrippingonthefloor,andIraisemyeyebrows.Abloodoathisnosmallthing.“AfterIgetyououtofhere.Ifyouagreetomyterms.Butweneedtomove.Now.”
“Darin.”Igrabmybrother’sarmanddraghimtoacornerofthecell.“IfhecantakeustotheBeekeeper,we’llsaveweeksoftime.”
“Idon’ttrusthim,”Darinsays.“YouknowIwanttogetoutofhereasmuchasyoudo.More.ButIwon’tmakeapromiseIcan’tkeep,andneithershouldyou.WhydoeshewantyoutohelphimwiththeResistance?What’sinitforhim?Whynotdoithimself?”
“Idon’ttrusthimeither,”Isay.“Buthe’sofferingusawayout.”Iconsidermybrother.Iconsiderhislieearlier.AndthoughIdon’twanttohurthim,Iknowthatifweeverwanttogetoutofhere,Ihaveto.
“Pardonme,”Musasays.“Butwereallyneedto—”“Shutit,”IsnapathimbeforeturningbacktoDarin.“Youliedtome,”Isay.
“Abouttheweapons.No”—Iraisemyhandathisprotest—“I’mnotangry.ButIdon’tthinkyouunderstandwhatyou’redoing.You’rechoosingnottomaketheweapons.It’saselfishchoice.Ourpeopleneedyou,Darin.Andthatshouldmattermorethanyourdesiresoryourpain.Yousawwhat’shappeningouttheretotheScholars,”Isay.“It’snotgoingtostop.EvenifIdefeattheNightbringer,we’llalwaysbelesserunlesswecanstandupforourselves.WeneedSerricsteel.”
“Laia,Iwanttomakeit,Ido—”“Thentry,”Isay.“That’sallI’masking.Try.ForIzzi.ForAfya,whohaslost
ahalfdozenofherTribetryingtohelpus.For”—myvoicecracks—“forElias.Forthelifehegaveupforyou.”
Darin’sblueeyeswideninsurpriseandhurt.Hisdemonsrise,demandinghisattention.Butsomewherebeneaththefear,heisstilltheLioness’sson,andthistime,thequietcouragehehashadallourliveswinsout.
“Whereyougo,sis,”hesays,“Igo.I’lltry.”Inseconds,Musa—whohasbeenshamelesslyeavesdropping—gesturesus
intothehall.ThemomentDarinisout,hegrabsMusabytheneckandshoveshimagainstthewall.Ihearasoundlikeananimalchittering,butitgoessilentafterMusamakesastrangeslashingmotionwithhishand.Aghul?
D
“Ifyouhurtmysister,”Darinsaysquietly,“ifyoubetrayher,orabusehertrustorcauseherpain,IsweartotheskiesIwillkillyou.”
Musachokesoutananswer,andasDarinletshimdown,keysclanginthedoordownthehall.Secondslater,itfliesopenandEleibaenters,scimdrawn.
“Musa!”shesnarls.“Ishouldhavebleedingknown.Youareunderarrest.”“Well,nowyou’vedoneit.”MusarubshisneckwhereDaringrabbedhim,
mildirritationonhisfinefeatures.“Wecouldhavebeenawaybynowifnotforyourbrotherlyposturing.”Withthat,hewhisperssomething,andEleibafallsback,cursing,asifsomethingwecannotseeattacksher.
MusalooksbetweenDarinandmewitharchedbrows.“Anyotherthreats?Discussionsyouwishtowastemytimewith?None?Good.Thenlet’sgetthebleedinghellsoutofhere.”
awnapproachesbythetimeMusa,Darin,andIemergefromatailor’sshopandoutintoAdisa.Myheadspinsfromthestrange,interconnectedseriesof
tunnels,passageways,andalleysMusatooktogetushere.Butweareout.Wearefree.
“Notbadtiming,”Musasays.“Ifwehurry,wecangettoasafehousebefore—”
“Wait.”Igrabhimbytheshoulder.“We’renotgoinganywherewithyou.”Besideme,Darinnodsvehemently.“Notuntilyoutelluswhoyouare.WhydidCaptainEleibaknowyou?Whatintheskiesattackedher?Iheardanoise.Itsoundedlikeaghul.SincePrincessNiklawascrawlingwiththem,youunderstandwhyIamconcerned.”
Musaeasilyextricateshimselffrommygrip,straighteninghisshirt,whichInoticeisquitefinelymade,foraScholar.
“Shewasn’talwayslikethat,”hesays.“Nik—theprincess,Imean.Butthatdoesn’tmatternow.Dawnisn’tfaraway.Wereallydon’thavetime—”
“Stopmakingexcuses,”Isnarl.“Andstartexplaining.”Musagroansinirritation.“IfIansweronequestion,”hesays,“willyoustop
beingsoannoyingandletmegetyoutoasafehouse?”Iconsider,glancingatDarin,whogivesmeanoncommittalshrug.Nowthat
Musa’sgottenusout,Ionlyneedonebitofinformationfromhim.OnceIgetit,Icanbecomeinvisibleandknockhimout,andDarinandIcandisappear.
“Fine,”Isay.“Who’stheBeekeeper,andhowcanIfindhim?”
“Ah,LaiaofSerra.”Hiswhiteteethshinelikethoseofasmughorse.Heoffersmehisarm,andunderthebrighteningsky,Ifinallygetacloserlookathistattoos—dozensofthem,bigandsmall,allclusteredaroundahive.
Bees.“It’sme,ofcourse,”Musasays.“Don’ttellmeyouhadn’tguessed.”
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XV:Elias
ordays,Icajoleandthreatenandluretheghostsawayfromtheborderwall.Skiesonlyknowwhatwillhappeniftheybreakout.Theygrowmore
frenziedbythehour,itseems,untilIcanbarelyhearmyselfthinkovertheiraccursedcaterwauling.
AfortnightafterI’veleftAubarit—andwithnosenseofhowtomovetheghostsanyquickerorhowtohelptheFakira—IretiretoShaeva’scottageforthenight,desperatelygratefulforthis,myonlysanctuary.TheghostspawatmeasIenter,wildasanIsleSouthtyphoon.Sheshouldn’thave—Myhusband,ishehere,tellme—Haveyouseenmylovey—Usually,IfeelguiltywhenIclosethecottagedoorontheghosts.Nottoday.
I’mtooexhausted,tooangeredbymyfailure,toodisgustedbythereliefIfeelatthesudden,completesilencewithinShaeva’shome.Sleepinthecottage.Theycannothurtyouthere.Somehow,Shaevamagickedthecottagetoinsulateitfromtheghostsand
jinn.Thatbitofsorcerydidn’tdiewithher.SheknewIwouldneedaplacewhereIcouldcollectmythoughts,andIamgratefulforit.
Butmythankfulnessdoesn’tlastlong.AfterI’vecleanedupandcookedapaltrymealthatShaevawouldhavescoffedat,Ican’tbringmyselftosleep.Ipaceinacircle,guiltgnawingatmygut.TheSoulCatcher’sbootsstillsitbyherbed.Thearrowsshewasfletchinglieuntouchedonherworktable.Thesesmalltokensfromherlifeusedtobringmecomfort,especiallyinthedaysjustaftershedied.Likethecottageitself,theyremindedmethatshebelievedIcouldbeSoulCatcher.
Buttonight,hermemoryplaguesme.Whydidyounotlistentome,Elias?Whydidyounotlearn?Skies,shewouldbesodisappointed.
Ikickatthedoorviolently—astupiddecision,asnowmyfootaches.IwonderifmyentirelifewillbeaseriesofmomentsinwhichIrealizeI’manidiotlongafterIcanactuallydoanythingaboutit.WillIeverfeellikeIknow
whatI’mdoing?OrwillIbeanoldman,totteringabout,flummoxedbywhateverrecentfoolishnessI’vecommitted?Don’tbepathetic.Strangely,KerisVeturia’stautvoicerisesinmymind.You
knowthequestion:Howdoyoumovetheghostsfaster?Nowfindtheanswer.Think.
IconsiderAubarit’swords.Youmustmovethespirits,andtodothatyoumustremoveyourselffromtheworld.AvariationonShaeva’sadvice.ButIhaveremovedmyselffromtheworld.IsaidfarewelltoLaiaandDarin.IkeptawayallotherswhoapproachedtheForest.Iburglemysuppliesquietlyfromvillagesinsteadofbuyingthemfromanotherhuman,thewayIyearnto.TheForestwillshowtheeitsslymemory.WeretheMysteriesreferringto
Mauth?Orwastheresomethingmoretothestatement?Forestcouldbereferringtosomethingelseentirely,Aubarithadsaid.Theghosts,perhaps?Buttheydon’tspendenoughtimeintheWaitingPlacetoknowanything.
Though,nowthatIthinkofit,notallofthespiritsmoveonswiftly.TheWisp.Igrabmyscims—moreoutofhabitthanbecauseIactuallyneed
them—andheadout.Justbeforeenteringthecottage,Iheardhervoice.Butshe’snotherenow.Damnyou,Elias,think.TheWispusedtoavoidShaeva.Whentheghost
speaksatall,it’stome,andit’salwaysabouther“lovey.”And,unliketheothershades,shelikeswater.Sheoftenlurksnearaspringjustsouthofthecottage.
Thepathtoitiswell-worn;whenImovedintothecottage,Shaevalostnotimeinpassingallwater-fetchingchorestome.What’sthepointofhavingmuscles,she’dteased,ifyoucan’tcarrythingsforothers?
IcatchaglintofwhiteasIdrawcloserandsoonfindtheWispattheedgeofthespring,staringdownintoit.
Sheturnsherfacetowardmeandflitsbackward—she’sinnomoodtotalk.ButIcan’taffordtolethergetaway.
“You’relookingforyourlovey,right?”TheWispstopsandappearsbeforemesosuddenlythatIrockbackonmy
heels.“Youknowwheresheis?”Herthinvoiceispainfullyhappy,andguilttwists
inmygut.“Ah,notexactly,”Isay.“Butperhapsyoucouldhelpme?AndIcouldhelp
you?”TheWisptiltsherhead,considering.“I’mtryingtolearnaboutthemagicoftheWaitingPlace,”Isaybeforeshe
disappearsagain.“AboutMauth.You’vebeenherealongtime.CanyoutellmeanythingabouttheForesthavinga...amemory?”
“Whereismylovey?”Icurse.Ishould’veknownbetterthantothinkaghost—andonewhorefuses
tomoveon—couldhelpme.“I’msorry,”Isay.“I’lllookforyourlovey.”Iturnbackforthecottage.
PerhapsIneedsleep.PerhapsI’llhaveabetterideainthemorning.OrIcouldgobacktoAubaritandseeifsheremembersanythingelse.OrfindanotherFakira...
“Thememoryisinthepain.”Ispinsofastit’samiraclemyheaddoesn’tflyoff.“What—whatdidyou
say?”“Thememoryisinthepain.”TheWispcirclesme,andIspinasshedoes.
I’mnotlettingheroutofmysight.“Thememoryiswherethegreatesthurtlies,thegreatestanger.”
“Whatintenhellsdoyoumean,‘thegreatesthurt’?”“Ahurtlikemine.Thememoryisinthepain,littleone.Intheirpain.They
burnwithit,fortheyhavelivedwithitmuchlongerthanI.”Theirpain.“Thejinn?”Mystomachsinks.“You’respeakingofthejinn.”ButtheWispisgonenow,callingouttoherlovey.Itrytofollowher,butI
can’tkeepup.Otherghosts,drawnbymyvoice,clusternear,floodingmewiththeirsuffering.Iwindwalkawayfromthem,thoughIknowit’swrongtoignoretheirmisery.Eventually,they’llfindmeagainandI’llbeforcedtotrytopasssomeon,simplysoIdon’tlosemymindattheirbadgering.Butbeforetheydo,Ineedtosortthisout.ThelongerIwait,themoretheghostswillamass.Thinkquickly,Elias!Couldthejinnhelpme?They’vebeenimprisonedhere
forathousandyears,buttheywerefreeonce,andtheypossessedthemostpowerfulmagicintheland.Theyarefey.Bornofmagic,liketheefrits,thewraiths,theghuls.Nowthattheideaisinmyhead,I’velatchedontoitlikeadogtoabone.Thejinnmusthavesomedeeperknowledgeofthemagic.
AndIneedtofigureoutawaytogetitfromthem.
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XVI:TheBloodShrike
hePatersofNavium,”theNightbringersaysasweleavethedocks,“wishtogreetyou.”
Ibarelyhearhim.HeknowsLiviaispregnant.HewillsharethatinformationwiththeCommandant.Mysisterwillconfrontattackersandassassinslikelywithindays,andIamnottheretokeephersafe.
Harperfallsback,speakingurgentlytotheBlackGuardwhobroughtusourhorses.Nowthatheknowsofthepregnancyhe’llbesendingorderstoFarisandRalliustotripletheguardaroundLivia.
“ThePatersareattheIsland?”IasktheNightbringer.“Indeed,Shrike.”Fornow,ImustputmyfaithinLivia’sbodyguards.Mymoreimmediate
issueistheCommandant.She’salreadytakentheupperhandbysendingtheNightbringertothrowmeoffmyguard.Shewantsmeweak.
ButIwillnotgiveherthatsatisfaction.ShewantstoordermetotheIsland?Fine.Ineedtotakecontrolofthissinkingshipanyway.IfthePatersarenearby,allthebetter.TheycanbearwitnessasIwrenchKeris’spowerfromher.
Asweridethroughthestreets,thefulldevastationoftheKarkaunattackisapparentineverycollapsedbuilding,everyburn-scarredstreet.
Thegroundshudders,andtheunmistakablewhistleofsastonerippingoutofaballistasplitstheair.AswegetclosertotheIsland,theNightbringerisforcedtochangecourse,leadingusneartheembattledSouthwestQuarterofNavium.
Screamsandshoutsfilltheair,penetratingovertheroaroffire.Ipullupabandannatoblockoutthechokingsmellsofsingedfleshandstone.
AgroupofPlebeianshurriespast,mostcarryingnothingbutchildrenandtheclothesontheirbacks.Iwatchawomanwithahoodpulledlow.Herfaceandbodyarehiddenbyacloak,herhandsstainedadeepgold.ThecolorissounusualthatInudgemyhorseforwardtogetacloserlook.
Afirebrigadegallopsby,bucketsofseawatersplashingeverywhere.Whentheyarepast,thewomanisgone.Soldiersleadfamiliesfromtheswiftlyspreadingchaos.Criesforaidseemtocomefromallsides.Achildwithbloodstreamingdownherfacestandsinthemiddleofanalley,bewilderedandsilent,
noguardianinsight.She’snomorethanfour,andwithoutthinking,Iturnmyhorsetowardher.
“Shrike,no!”Avitasreappearsandkickshismountinfrontofmine.“Oneofthemenwilltakecareofher.WehavetogettotheIsland.”
Imakemyselfturnaway,ignoringthepullthathascomeovermetogotothechild,tohealher.ItissostrongthatIhavetograbthepommelofmysaddle,lacingmyfingersunderittokeepmyselffromdismounting.
TheNightbringerwatchesmefromthebackofacloud-whitestallion.Isensenomalice,onlycuriosity.
“Youarenotlikeher,”heobserves.“TheCommandantisnotawomanofthepeople.”
“Ithoughtyou’dappreciatethatabouther,beingthatyouarenotamanofthepeopleyourself.”
“Iamnotamanofyourpeople,”theNightbringersays.“ButIdowonderatKeris.Youhumansgiveyourloyaltysowillinglyforjustalittlehope.”
“Andyouthinkwearefoolsbecauseofit?”Ishakemyhead.“Hopeisstrongerthanfear.Itisstrongerthanhate.”
“Precisely,BloodShrike.Keriscoulduseitasaweapon.Butshedoesnot.Toherfolly.”Hemakesapoorally,Ithinktomyself,oradissatisfiedone,tocriticizeher
soopenly.“I’mnotherally,BloodShrike.”TheNightbringercockshishead,andI
sensehisamusement.“Iamhermaster.”Ahalfhourlater,Navium’skey-shapeddoubleharborcomesintoview.The
rectangularmerchantharbor,whichopensintothesea,hasbeendecimated.Thechannelislitteredwithcharredmastsandsoggy,tornsails.Thehuge,rustedseachainsthatprotecttheharborgleamwithmossandbarnacles,butatleasttheyareup.Whythehellsweren’ttheyupwhenGrímarrattacked?Whereweretheguardsonthewatchtowers?Whyweren’tweabletohalttheassault?
Atitsnorthernend,themerchantharborwidensintoaninnerharbormadeoftworings.TheIslandisthecenterring,connectedtothemainlandbyabridge.AcrenellatedtowerdominatestheIsland.Fromitstop,onecanseeupanddownthecoastformiles.Theouterringoftheharborisacovered,circulardockwithhundredsofslipwaysfortheMartialfleet.Itsscaleismind-boggling.
Dexswearsaswegetcloser.“Theshipsaredocked,Shrike,”hesays.“We’rejustlettingthempummelus.”
ThoughtheearlierreportfromHarpersaidasmuch,Idon’tbelieveituntilIseetheshipsmyself,bobbingquietlyintheirslips.MyhandscurlintofistsasIthinkofthedestructionIjustwitnessed.
WhenwefinallyreachthebridgethatleadstotheIsland,Istopshort.ForhangingfromaropeoverthewallisAdmiralLenidas,afatcrowperchedatophistwistedbody.Ibitemyliptokeepfromretching.Hisbrokenlimbsandlash-marredskintellthetaleofaslow,painfuldeath.
Itakethestairsuptothewatchtowertwoatatime.DexandHarperruntocatchup,thelatterclearinghisthroatjustbeforeweenterthecommandroom.
“Shrike.”Heleansclose,hisdistressevident.“She’spennedaplay,”hesays.“Icanfeelit.Don’tactthepartshe’swrittenforyou.”
Inodshortly—didhethinkIdidn’tknowthat?—andenterthetower.TheVeturiusmenguardingitimmediatelysalute.TheCommandantbarksoutorderstotherunnerstotaketothedrumtowers,ignoringmeentirely.ThetopbrassofNavium,alongwithadozenofitsPaters,aregatheredaroundamaponamassivetable.Asone,theyturn.
“Nephew.”IrecognizeJanusAtrius—Dex’suncleandthePaterofGensAtria.Henodsaquickgreetingathisnephewbeforesalutingme.Icannotreadhisfeatures,butheglancesaskanceatKerisbeforespeaking—alookIamnotmeanttomiss,Ithink.“Shrike,haveyoubeenbriefed?”
“HalfoftheSouthwestQuarterisonfire,”Isay.“That’sallthebriefingIneed.Whyarewenotfightingback?Nightwon’tfallforhours.Weneedtousethelightthatremains.”
JanusandafewoftheotherPatersmuttertheiragreement.Buttherestshaketheirheads,afewraisingtheirvoicesindispute.AdmiralArgusandViceAdmiralVisselliusexchangealookofdisgustthatImakenoteof.Iwon’tfindanallyineitherofthem.
“BloodShrike.”TheCommandanthasfinishedwiththerunners,andhercoolvoicesilencestheroom.Despitethehatredthatrisesinmeatherpatronizingtone,Iadmirethewayshewieldsherpower.ThoughthemeninthisroomarelordsoftheirownGens,notasingleonewilldefyher.“Weexpectedyoudaysago.I—we”—sheglancesatthePatersandnavyofficers—“areyourstocommand.”
Thiswomantrainedallexpressionfrommyface,butitisdifficultnottoshowmysurprise.AsBloodShrike,Iamasuperiorofficer,andtheEmperorsentmetotakecommandofNavium’sdefense.ButIdidnotexpecttheCommandanttogiveitupsoeasily.Ididnotexpecthertogiveitupatall.
Harpergivesmeawarninglook.Don’tactthepartshe’swrittenforyou.“Keris.”Ihidemywariness.“Whydowenothaveboatsinthewater?”“Theweatheristreacherous,Shrike.Forthepastfewweeksstormshave
movedinswiftly.”Shewalkstothetallwindowsthatlooksouth.Fromhere,Icanseethewholecoast,alongwiththedistantmastsofamassiveKarkaunfleet.
“Thatcloudbank”—shenodstoit—“hasbeenthereforthreedays.Thelasttimewetookthefleetout,theweatherwassimilar.”
“Lenidasknewseaweatherbetterthananyone.”“Lenidasignoredtheordersofasuperiorofficersimplybecauseshe
commandsanarmyinsteadofanavy.”AdmiralArgusleadsoneofthemorepowerfulMercatorGens,andhisrageathislostshipsisclear.“GeneralVeturiaorderedhimnottotakeoutthefleet,andhedidn’tlisten.Weall”—hegivestheroomaglower—“supportedLenidas’sexecution.”
“Notall,”JanusAtriussaysstiffly.“Lenidasisnotthepoint,”Isay.Theoldmanisdead,andwhilehedidn’t
deservetodieindisgrace,thisisnotabattleIcanwin.“Keris,haveyoubeenintheSouthwestQuartersincetheattackbegan?”
Arguspushesforward,plantinghimselfinfrontofmelikeasquat,belligerenttoad.“TheCommandanthas—”
Besideme,Dexhalfdrawsascim.“Interruptmeonemoretime,Argus,”Isay,“andI’llhaveCaptainAtriusmakemeanecklaceofyourentrails.”
ThePatersfallsilent,andIletthemconsiderthethreatbeforeIspeak.“Paters,”Isay,“Iwon’tlaunchthefleetwithoutyourapproval.Butconsider
ourlosses.Morethanathousandkilledalreadyanddozensdyingbythehour.I’veseenchildrenwiththeirlimbsblastedoff,womentrappedbeneathrubbledyingslowly.GrímarrtheKarkaunisaviciousfoe.Willwelethimtakeourcity?”
“Mostofthecityissafe,”Visselliusargues.“ItisonlytheSouthwestQuarterthathas—”
“Justbecausethey’renotMercatorsorIllustriansdoesn’tmaketheirlivesanylessvaluable.Wehavetodosomething.”
Kerisholdsupahandtosilenceherallies.“Thewatchtowerballistae—”“Aretoofarfromtheshipstodoanyrealdamage,”Icutheroff.“Whatinthe
skieswasyourplan?Tosithereandjustletthemdestroyus?”“Ourplanwastoallowthemtobelievetheycouldstormthecity,”the
Commandantsays.“Whentheymadethemistakeoflandingtheirtroops,wewouldwipethemout.Wewouldlaunchanattackontheirships”—shepointsthisoutonthemap—“fromanearbycove,wherewewouldmovethefleetatnight.WewouldstoptheKarkaungroundforceswhilestillcapturingtheirships,whichwouldreplacethosetheMercatorslostintheattackontheharbor.”
Thebleedingweatherhasnothingtodowiththisafterall.ShewantstheBarbarianships.ShewantsthemsoshecangetNavium’sPatersinherpocket—allthebettertosecuretheirsupportwhenshetriestotakedownMarcusagain.
“Andyouwereplanningtodothiswhen,exactly?”
“Weexpectedthreemoreweeksofsiege.We’vebeenchokingofftheirsupplies.Grímarrandhismenwillrunoutoffoodeventually.”
“OncetheyfinishwiththeSouthwestQuarter,”Isay,“they’llmovetotheSoutheast.You’rewillingtoallowdozensofneighborhoods—thousandsofhomes—tobebesiegedfornearlyamonth.Therearemorethanahundredthousandpeopleliving—”
“Weareevacuatingthesouthernpartsofthecity,Shrike.”“Notfastenough.”Iconsider.WemustprotectNavium,ofcourse.ButI
smellatrap.Harpertapsathumbonhisscimhilt.Hesensesittoo.AndyetIcannotletGrímarrmurdermypeopleatwill.“AdmiralArgus,how
longtopreparethefleet?”“Wecouldlaunchbysecondbell,buttheweather—”“WewillengagetheKarkaunsatsea,”Isay,andthoughIpromisedI’dget
thePaters’permission,Ihavenotimeforit.NotwheneveryminutebringsmoreMartialdeaths.“Andwewilldoitnow.”
“I’mwithyou,Shrike.”JanusAtriusstepsforward,asdoahalfdozenotherPatersandofficers.Most,however,areclearlyopposed.
“Consider,”Kerissays,“thatthefleetisouronlydefense,Shrike.Ifastormcomesin—”
“YouandIbothknow,”Isayquietly,“thatthishasnothingtodowiththeweather.”
IglanceatDex,whonods,andHarper,whowatchestheCommandantfixedly.Hisexpressionisunreadable.Don’tactthepartshe’swrittenforyou.
Intheend,Imightbeplayingintoherhands.ButI’lljusthavetoconcoctawayoutofwhatevertrapshe’slaidforme.Thesearethelivesofmypeople,andcomewhatmay,Icannotleavethemtodie.
“AdmiralArgus.”Mytonebrooksnodisapproval,andthoughhiseyesarerebellious,onelookfrommequellsit.“Launchthefleet.”
Afteranhour,themenaremustered,andthelaboriousprocessofdroppingtheseachainsbegins.Aftertwohours,thefleetsailsfromthecircularwarportandintothemerchantharbor.Afterthree,ourmenarelockedincombatwiththeKarkauns.
Butafterfourhours,thesky,thickwithcloudsandrain,deepensfromathreateninggraytoaneeriedarkpurple,andIknowweareintrouble.Lightning
cracksacrossthewater,strikingmastaftermast.Flamesleaphigh,distantburstsoflightthattellmethebattleisturning—andnotinourfavor.
Thestormcomessuddenly,roilingtowardNaviumfromthesouthasifwhippedforthbyawrathfulwind.Bythetimeithits,itisfartoolatetoturnthefleetback.
“AdmiralArgushassailedtheseseasfortwodecades,”Dexsaysquietlyasthestormintensifies.“HemightbeKeris’sdog,buthe’llbringthefleethome.He’llhavenowishtodie.”
Ishouldhavegonewiththem.ButtheCommandantandHarperandDexallprotested—theonethingthethreeofthemagreedon.
IseekoutKeris,whospeaksquietlywithoneofthedrum-towerrunners.“Noreportsyet,Shrike,”shesays.“Thedrumtowerscannothearanything
overthestorm.Wemustwait.”Therunnerstepsaway,andweare,foramoment,alone.“WhoisthisGrímarr?”Iaskher.“Whydoweknownothingabouthim?”“He’sazealot,awarlockpriestwhoworshipsthedead.Hebelievesitishis
spiritualdutytoconvertallthosewhoareunenlightened.ThatincludestheMartials.”
“Bykillingus.”“Apparently,”Kerissayssoftly.“He’sarelativelyyoungman,adozenorso
yearsolderthanyou.Hisfathertradedfurs,soGrímarrtraveledtheEmpireextensivelyasaboy—tolearnourways,nodoubt.Hereturnedtohispeopleadecadeago,justasafaminehit.Theclanswerestarving,weak—andmalleable.”TheCommandantshrugs.“Sohemoldedthem.”
I’msurprisedatthedepthofherknowledge,andshemustseeitonmyface.“Whatisthefirstruleofwar,BloodShrike?”Knowyourenemy.Idon’tevenhavetosayit.Ilookoutatthestormandshudder.Thegalefeelsfey.Wild.Thinkingof
whatwillhappenifourfleetsuccumbsmakesmystomachchurn.Wesentoutnearlyeveryvessel,holdingbackonlyadozenships.Nightapproaches,andstillwehavenoword.Wecannotlosethefleet.WearetheEmpire.TheMartials.Argus’smenare
trainedforthis.They’veseenstormsfarworse.IcyclethrougheveryscrapofhopeIcanclawfromtherecessesofmymind.
Butastheminutespass,thedistantflashesofbattlecontinueunabated.AndthoseflashesthatareclosertoNavium—thosethatbelongtoourfleet—growfewerandfewer.
“Weshouldputuptheseachains,Shrike,”theCommandantfinallysays.ThePatersagreewithadozenangryayes.
“Ourfleetisstilloutthere.”“Ifthefleetsurvives,wewillknowinthemorningandwecanlowerthe
chains.Butiftheydonot,thenwekeeptheKarkaunsfrompenetratingtotheheartofNavium.”
Inodmyassent,andtheorderisgiven.Thenightdragson.DoesthestormcarrytheshriekingtauntsofKarkaunwarlocks?Oristhatjustthewind?Hopeisstrongerthanfear.Itisstrongerthanhate.IsaidthosewordstotheNightbringer,andasnightdeepenstoanimpenetrableblackness,Iholdontothem.Nomatterwhatdawnbrings,Iwillnotgiveuphope.
Soon,theskypales.Thecloudsthinandrollback.Thecityissweptcleanandsparkling,theredandgrayroofsgleaminginthewansunlight.Theseaisassmoothasglass.
And,exceptforthemassofKarkaunshipsbobbingwelloffthecoast,itisempty.
TheMartialfleetisgone.Impossible.“Youdidnotlisten.”ThePaterwhospeaksistheheadofGensSerica,a
wealthyfamilyofsilkmerchantswhohavelongbeenestablishedinthesouth.Myfatherconsideredhimafriend.Themanispale;hishandsshake.Thereisnovenomtohiswords,becauseheisinshock.“Andthefleet—thecity—”
“Ididwarnyou,BloodShrike.”AsKerisspeaks,thehairsonthebackofmyneckrise.Hergazeiscold,butthespotoftriumphshe’sburieddeepwithinshowsitself.Whattheskies?
Wejustlosttheentirebleedingfleet.Thousandsofmen.EventheCommandantcouldn’thaveanythingtorejoiceinthedeathofherownpeople.
Unlessthatwasherplanthisentiretime.Which,Inowrealize,itmusthavebeen.Inoneswoop,shehasundermined
myauthority,destroyedmyreputation,andguaranteedthatthePaterswillturntoherforguidance.Andallitcostherwastheentirebleedingfleet.Theplanisrepugnant—evil—andbecauseofthat,Ididnotevenconsiderit.ButIshouldhave.Knowyourenemy.Bleedingskies.Ishouldhaverealizedshewouldneverhandoverpowerso
easily.Andyetshecouldn’thaveknownthestormwascoming.Noneofuscould
have,notwiththeskysoclearandthethreateningcloudbanksodistant.Suddenly—andfartoolateforittobeanyuse—IremembertheNightbringer.
AfterdeliveringmetotheIsland,hedisappeared.Ithoughtnothingmoreofhim.Butwhatofhispower?Canhecreatestorms?Wouldhe?
Andifso,wouldtheCommandanthaverequesteditofhim?Shecouldhaveprovedmyincompetenceinathousandways.Losingtheentirefleetseemsexcessive.Evenwithmeoutoftheway,howwillshedefendNaviumwithnonavy?
No,somethingelseisgoingon.Someothergame.Butwhatisit?IlooktoDex,whoshakeshishead,stricken.Icannotbringmyselftolookat
Harper.“Iwillgotothebeachtoseeifanythingcanbesalvagedfromthewrecks,”
theCommandantsays.“IfIhaveyourleave,Shrike.”“Go.”ThePatersfileoutoftheroom,nodoubttotakethenewstotherestoftheir
Gens.Keristrailsthem.Atthedoor,shestops.Turns.SheistheCommandantagain,andItheignorantstudent.Hereyesareexultant—andpredatory.Theexactoppositeofwhattheyshouldbe,consideringourloss.
Kerissmiles,asmirkfromamurderesssharpeningherbladesforthekill.“WelcometoNavium,BloodShrike.”
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henightisdeepwhenwearriveatMusa’ssafehouse,aforgethatsquatsinAdisa’scentralshipyard,justbeyondtheScholarrefugeecamp.Atthishour,
theshipyardisempty,itssilentstreetseerilyshadowedbytheskeletonsofhalf-builtvessels.
Musadoesnotevenglanceoverhisshoulderasheunlockstheforge’sbackdoor,butIamuneasy,unabletoshakethesensethatsomeone—something—watchesus.
Withinafewhours,thatfeelingisgone,andtheyardthunderswiththeshoutsofbuilders,thepoundingofhammers,andtheprotestingcreakofwoodasitisbowedandnailedintoplace.Frommyroom,ontheforge’supperlevel,Ipeerdownintoacourtyardwhereagray-hairedScholarwomanstokesanalreadyroaringfire.Thecacophonysurroundingthisplaceisperfectforclandestineweapon-making.AndMusasaidhe’dgetDarinwhateversuppliesheneeds.Whichmeansmybrothermustmakeweapons.Heisoutofexcuses.
I,ontheotherhand,mightstillfindawayoutofthebargainMusainsistedon.YouwillhelpmeresurrectthenorthernScholar’sResistance.WhyhasMusanotdoneitalready?Hehasresources.AndtheremustbehundredsofScholarswhowouldjoinup—especiallyaftertheEmpire’sgenocide.
Somethingelseisgoingon—somethinghe’snottellingme.Afteramuch-neededbath,Imakemywaydownstairs,cladinawooldressof
deepredandsoftnewbootsthatareonlyalittlebig.Thepingofsteelonsteelechoesinthecourtyard,andtwowomenlaughoverthedin.Thoughthecourtyardhousestheforge,thebuildingI’minhasthepersonaltouchesofahouse—thickrugs,ashawlthrownoverabureau,andcheerfulTriballanterns.Atthefootofthestairs,along,widehallleadstoadrawingroom.Thedoorisajar,andMusa’svoicecarriesthrough.
“—veryknowledgeableandcanassistyou,”Musasays.“Whencanyoustart?”
Alongpause.“Now.Butitwilltakemeabittogettheformularight.ThereismuchIdon’tremember.”Darinsoundsstrongerthanhehasinweeks.Restandabathmusthavedonehimgood.
“ThenI’llintroduceyoutothesmithshere.Theymakepots,pans,horseshoes—enoughhouseholditemstojustifytheamountoforeandcoalwe’llneed.”
Someoneclearsherthroatloudlybehindme.Thesoundsofsmithinghavestopped,Irealize,andIturntofindthesilver-haired,brown-skinnedScholarwomanfromthecourtyard.Shewearsaburn-scarredleathersmock,andherfaceiswideandpretty.Besideher,ayoungwomanwhoisclearlyherdaughterwatchesmewithdarkgreeneyesthatsparkleincuriosity.
“LaiaofSerra,”theolderwomansays.“IamSmithZella,andthisismydaughter,Taure.ItisanhonortomeettheheiroftheLioness.”Zellaclaspsmyhandsbetweenherown.“DonotbelievetheliestheMarinersspreadaboutyourmother,child,”shesays.“Theyarethreatenedbyyou.Theywishtohurtyou.”
“Whatlies?”“We’veheardallaboutwhatyoudidintheEmpire.”Taurespeaksup
breathlessly,andtheadmirationinhertonealarmsme.“Itwasluck,mostly.You—youmentionedmymother—”“Notluck.”Musastrollsoutofthedrawingroom,Darinintow.“Laiaclearly
hashermother’scourage—andherfather’ssenseofstrategy.Zella,showDarinwherehe’llbemakingweapons,andgethimwhatheneeds.Laia,comeinside,ifyouplease.Lunchawaits.”
Thetwosmithsleavewithmybrother,Taurewithonelastreverentglanceoverhershoulder,andIfidgetasMusawavesmeintothedrawingroom.
“Whatskies-forsakenstoriesdidyoutellthemaboutme?”Ihissathim.“Isaidnothing.”Hepilesaplatewithfruit,bread,andbutterandhandsitto
me.“Yourreputationprecedesyou.Thefactthatyounoblysacrificedyourselfforthegoodoftherefugeecamphelped.”
Myskintingleswarninglyatthesmugnessonhisface.Why,exactly,wouldhelooksopleasedaboutit?
“DidyouplanforDarinandmetobecaptured?”“Ihadtotestyousomehow,andIknewIcouldspringyoufromprison.I
madesureCaptainEleibaknewyouwerecomingintothecity.Anonymously,ofcourse.IknewifyouweretheleaderIhopedyouwere,you’dneverletyourpeoplesufferwhileyoucowered.Andifyouweren’t,I’dhavedraggedyououtofhidingandturnedyouovermyself.”
Inarrowmyeyesathim.“Whatdoyoumean,‘leader’?”“It’sjustaword,Laia.Itwon’tbite.Inanycase,Iwasright—”“Howdareyoumakethosepoorpeoplesuffer!Theylosttheirhomes,their
belongings.TheMarinersrippedthatcampapart!”“Calmdown.”Musarollshiseyes.“Noonedied.TheMarinersaretoo
civilizedforsuchtactics.CaptainEleibaandIhaveour...differences.But
she’sanhonorablewoman.Shehasalreadyreplacedtheirtents.Bynowshewillknowitwasmewhogaveupyourwhereabouts,ofcourse.She’llbehoppingmadaboutittoo.ButIcandealwithherlater.Firstwe—”“We?”“First”—Musaclearshisthroatpointedly—“youneedtoeat.You’reirritable.
Idon’tliketalkingtoirritablepeople.”Howcanhetakeallofthissolightly?Itakeasteptowardhim,myhands
curlingintofists,temperrising.Almostimmediately,aforceshovesmeback.Itfeelslikeahundredsetsof
tinyhands.Itrytosquirmaway,butthehandsholdmetight.Oninstinct,Itrytodisappear,andIevenflickeroutofsightforamoment.Buttomyshock,Musagrabsmyarm,unaffectedbymymagic,andIflickerbackintoview.
“Ihavemyownmagic,LaiaofSerra,”hesays,andthemirthhaslefthisface.“Yoursdoesn’tworkonme.IknowwhatShaevasaid—youdiscusseditwithyourbrotheronyourwayhere.YouranswerslieinAdisa.WiththeBeekeeper.Butbeware,forheiscloakedinliesandshadow,likeyou.Themagicismylie,Laia,asitisyours.Icanbeyourally,orIcanbeyourenemy.Buteitherway,IwillholdyoutoyourpromisetohelpresurrecttheResistance.”
Hereleasesme,andIscrambleaway,straighteningmydress,tryingnottoshowhowmuchhisrevelationhasrattledme.
“Itjustseemsasifthisisagametoyou,”Iwhisper.“Idon’thavetimetohelpyouwiththeResistance.IneedtostoptheNightbringer.ShaevatoldmetolookfortheBeekeeper.Hereyouare.ButIthought—”
“YouthoughtIwouldbeawiseoldmanreadytotellyouexactlywhatyoumustdotostopthejinn?Lifeisrarelysosimple,Laia.Butbeassuredthatthisisnogame.Itisthesurvivalofourpeople.Ifyouworkwithme,youcansucceedinyourmissiontobringdowntheNightbringerwhilealsohelpingtheScholars.Forinstance,ifweworkwiththekingofMarinn—”
Isnort.“Youmeanthekingwhohasapriceonmyhead?”Isay.“Theonewhoorderedmenandwomenandchildrenwhohaveseengenocidetobeputincampsoutsidethecityinsteadoftreatedlikehumans?Thatking?”
Ipushmyplateaway,frustratednow,foodhalf-eaten.“Howcanyouhelpme?WhywouldShaevasendmetoyou?”
“BecauseIcangetyouwhatyouneed.”Musatipshisseatback.“It’smyspecialty.Sotellme:Whatdoyouneed?”
“Ineed...”Tobeamindreader.Tohavefeypowersbeyonddisappearing.TobeaMask.
“IneedeyesontheNightbringer,”Isay.“Andonhisallies.TheprophecysaidheneededonlyonemorepiecetocompletetheStar.Ineedtoknowifhe
hasfounditorifhe’sclose.Ineedtoknowifhe’s...cozyinguptoanyone.Gainingtheirtrust.Their...theirlove.But...”Sayingthewordsaloudmakesmefeelhopeless.“HowamIsupposedtoaccomplishthat?”
“Ihaveitongoodauthoritythathe’sinNaviumnowandhasbeenforthepastmonth.”
“Howdidyou—”“Don’tmakemesayitagain,LaiaofSerra.WhatdoIdo?”“Youwatch.”MyreliefissokeenthatI’mnotevenirritatedatMusa’s
arrogance.“Youlisten.Howfastcanyougetmeinformationonthejinn?”Musastrokeshischin“Let’ssee.Ittookmeaweektolearnthatyou’dbroken
EliasoutofBlackcliff’sdungeons.Sixdaystolearnthatyou’dsetoffariotinNur.FivetolearnwhatEliasVeturiuswhisperedinyourearthenightheabandonedyouintheTribaldesertforKaufPrison.TwotolearnthattheWarden—”
“Wait,”Ichokeout.Theroomsuddenlyfeelswarm.IhavetriednottothinkofElias.Buthehauntsmythoughts,aghostwhoisalwaysonmymindandalwaysoutofreach.“Justwait.Go...goback.WhatdidEliaswhisperinmyearthenightheleftmeforKauf?”
“Itwasgood.”Musagazesoffmusingly.“Verydramatic.Mightuseitmyselfonsomeluckygirloneday.”
Skies,heisinsufferable.“DoyouknowifEliasisallright?”Itapmyfingersonthepolishedtable,tryingtocheckmyimpatience.“Doyouknow—”
“Myspiesdon’tentertheForestofDusk,”Musasays.“Tooafraid.ForgetaboutyourprettyMartial.Icangettheinformationyouneed.”
“IalsoneedtoknowhowtostoptheNightbringer,”Isay.“Howtofighthim.Andthat’sthekindofthingIcanfindonlyinbooks.CanyougetmeintotheGreatLibrary?Theremustbesomethingthereaboutthehistoryofthejinn,abouthowtheScholarsbeatthembefore.”
“Ah.”Musaspearsasliceofappleandpopsitintohismouth,thenshakeshishead.“Thatcouldtakesometime,asI’mbannedfromit.I’dsuggestyousneakintothelibrary,butKingIrmandhascontractedJadunatowardoffanyfeycreaturestryingtodoexactlythat.”Jaduna.Ishudder.Nantoldstoriesofthehot-temperedmagic-wielderssaid
toliveinthepoisonedlandswestoftheEmpire.I’dprefernottofindoutifthetalesaretrue.
Musanods.“Exactly,”hesays.“Theysniffoutmagiclikesharkssniffoutblood.Trustme,youwouldn’twanttocrossoneofthem.”
“But—”
I
“Fretnot.We’llthinkofsomethingelse.Andinthemeantime,youcanstartcarryingoutyourpartofourdeal.”
“Listen.”Itrytosoundreasonable.Idon’tthinkMusawillbewillingtolistentothisargumentmorethanonce.“YoumustseethatIhavenoideahow—”
“You’renotgettingoutofthis,”hesays.“Stoptrying.Idonotexpectyoutorecruitahundredfighterstomorrow,”hesays.“Ornextweek.Orevennextmonth.Firstyouhavetobesomeoneworthlisteningto,someoneworthfollowing.Forthattohappen,theScholarsinAdisaandinthecampsneedtoknowwhoyouareandwhatyou’vedone.Andthatmeansthatfornow,allIneedfromyouisastory.”
“A—astory?”“Yes.Yourstory.Getyourselfacupoftea,Laia.Ithinkwe’llbeherea
while.”
spendmydayswithDarin,pumpingbellowsandshovelingmoundsofcoalintoafurnace,tryingtomakesurethatthesprayofsparksthatexplodeswith
everystrikeofhishammerdoesn’tburndowntheforge.Webattleacrossthecourtyardtotesthisblades,mostofwhichbreak.Buthekeepsatit,andeverydayhespendsattheforgemakeshimstronger,morelikehisoldself.ItisasifliftingthehammerhasremindedhimofthemanhewasbeforeKauf—andthemanhewantstobenow.
I,meanwhile,havenopurposeatallotherthantowait.“Nosneakingaroundoutsidetheforge.”Musa’ssaiditadozentimes.“The
JadunaIspokeofreporttotheking.Iftheyseeyou,you’llfindyourselfbackinprison,andIdon’tfancyhavingtorescueyouagain.”
IfMusahasinformationforme,hedoesn’tshareit.Nordowehaveanynewsfromtheoutsideworld.Witheverydaythatgoesby,Iammoremistrustful.DoestheScholarmantrulyintendtohelpme?OrarehispromisestoaidmeaploytogetDarintomakeweapons?
Aweekfliespast.Thenanother.TheGrainMoonisamereeightweeksaway,andIamspendingmytimetestingbladesthatkeepbreaking.Onemorning,whileMusaisout,Isneakintohisquarters,hopingtofindsomething—anything—abouthispast,theResistance,orhisinformationnetwork.ButallIdiscoveristhathehasatasteforcandiedalmonds,whichIfindtuckedawayindrawers,beneaththebed,andmostbizarrely,inasetofoldboots.
Onmostevenings,MusaintroducesmetootherScholarsheknowsandtrusts.Somearerefugees,likeme,butmanyareAdisanScholars.Everytime,Ihavetotellmystoryagain.Everytime,MusarefusestoexplainhisplanforresurrectingtheResistance.Whatwereyouthinking,Shaeva?Whydidyousendmetothisman?NewsfinallyarrivesintheformofascrollthatappearsinMusa’shandone
day,inthemiddleofdinner.DarinandZellaaredeepinconversation,Taureistellingmethestoryofagirlshe’sfallenforinthecamps,andI’mstaringdaggersatMusa,whoisplacidlystuffinghisfaceasifthefateoftheworlddoesn’thingeonhisabilitytogetmeinformation.
MyfixedglareistheonlyreasonIevenseethescrollappear.Onesecond,it’snotthere,thenext,he’sunrollingit.
“TheNightbringer,”hesays,“isinNaviumwiththeCommandant,thePatersofthecity,theBloodShrike,andhermen.Hehasn’tleftthereinweeks.ThereissomeinfightingbetweentheCommandantandtheBloodShrike,apparently—”
Igroan.“Thatdoesn’thelpmeatall.Ineedtoknowwhomhe’sseeing.Whomhe’stalkingto—”
“Apparently,he’sspentagreatdealoftimeinhischambers,recoveringfromsinkingtheMartialfleet,”Musasays.“Musttakealotofenergy,murderingafewthousandsoulsandsendingtheirvesselstothebottomofthesea.”
“Ineedmore,”Isay.“Hehastobedoingsomethingbeyondsittinginhisquarters.Arethereanyfeycreaturesaroundhim?Aretheygettingstronger?HowfaretheTribes?”
ButMusahasnothingmoretooffer—notyet,anyway.WhichmeansIhavetotakemattersintomyownhands.Ineedtogetoutinto
thecity.Jadunaornot,Ineedtoatleastlearnwhat’shappeningelsewhereintheEmpire.Afterdinner,asDarin,Taure,andZelladiscussthedifferentclaysusedforcoolingablade,Iyawnandexcusemyself.Musahaslongsinceretired,andIpauseoutsidehisroom.Snoresrumblewithin.Momentslater,Iaminvisibleandcuttingmywaywest,towardAdisa’scentralmarkets.
ThoughIwasonlyintherefugeecampformoments,thedifferencebetweenitandtheMarinercityisstark.Thecampwasdingytentsandsuckingmud.Adisa’scobbledstreetsarelinedwithhousesofazureandviolet,morealiveatnightthanduringtheday.ThecampwasfullofyoungScholarswithjuttingcollarbonesandswollenbellies.Here,Idon’tseeasinglestarvingchild.
Whatkindofkingwouldallowthis?IstherenospaceinthismassivecityfortheScholarsoulsfreezingbeyonditsgates?Maybeit’snottheking.Maybeit’shisghul-infesteddaughter.Thecreatures
flitthroughthemarkettoo,aseethingblightlurkingonthefringesofthecrowds.
Inthecity’scenter,brightlydressedMarinershaggleandjokeandtrade.Silkkitessaillikeshipsoverhead,andIstoptoogleclayvesselswithentirebookspaintedontheirsides.AnAnkaneseseerfromthefarsouthraspsoutfortunes,andakohl-eyedJadunawatcheshim,thegoldcoinsstrungacrossherforeheadcatchingthelight.RecallingMusa’swarning,Iheadawayfromthewoman.
Allaroundme,MarinerswalkthestreetswithasuretyIfearIwillneverpossess.Thefreedomofthisplace,theeaseofit—itfeelslikenoneofitisformeormypeople.Allthisbelongstoothers,tothosewhodonotabideatthecrossroadsofuncertaintyanddespair.Itbelongstopeoplesousedtolivingfreethattheycannotimagineaworldinwhichtheyarenot.
“—doyouexpect?TheTribeswon’tliedownandtakeitliketheScholars.Theywon’tallowtheirpeopletobeenslaved.”
TwoMarinercooksargueloudlyoverthepopoffryingpastries,andIinchcloser.
“Iunderstandtheiranger,”oneofthemsays.“Buttotargetinnocentvillagers—”
Someonejostlesme,andIjustmanagetoholdontomyinvisibility.Thecrowdsherearetoothick,soIleavethembehind,notstoppinguntilIspotagroupofchildrengatheredinadoorway.
“—sheburnedBlackclifftoacrispandkilledaMask—”AfewareAdisanScholars,full-cheekedandfinelydressed.Othersare
Mariners.Allclusteraroundwantedsignsfeaturingme,Darin,and—I’msurprisedtosee—Musa.
“—IheardshestabbedKauf’swardenintheface—”“—Ithinkshe’llsaveusfromthewraiths—”AllIneedfromyouisastory,Musahadsaid.Itisstrangetohearthatstory
now,alteredintosomethingelseentirely.“—UncleMusasaysshe’sgotmagic,liketheLioness—”“—MydasaysUncleMusaisaliar.HesaystheLionesswasafoolanda
murderess—”“—MyamasaystheLionesskilledchildren—”Myhearttwists.Iknowtheirwordsshouldn’tbotherme.Theyareonly
children.ButIwanttoshowmyselfanyway.Shewasfunnyandclever,Iwanttosay.Shecouldshootasparrowonabranchfromahundredpaces.Sheonlyeverwantedtruefreedomforus—foryou.Sheonlyeverwantedbetter.
Anotherchildappearsinthealley.“Kehanni!Kehanni!”sheyells.Thechildrenraceawaytoanearbycourtyardwhereadeepvoicerisesandtremblesandswoops—aKehannispinningatale.Ifollowthem,tofindtheyardburstingwithanaudiencecollectivelyholdingitsbreath.
TheKehannihassilverhairandafacethathasseenathousandtales.Shewearsaheavilyembroidered,calf-lengthdressoverwide,mirror-hemmedpantsthatcatchthelamplight.Hervoiceisthroaty,andthoughIshouldmoveon,Ifindanemptyspotagainstawalltolisten.
“Theghulssurroundedthechild,drawnbyhissadness.”ShespeaksSerran,andheraccentisheavy.“Andthoughhewishedtohelphisailingsister,thefeycreatureswhisperedpoisonintohisears,untilhisheartbecameastwistedastherootsofanoldjinntree.”
AstheKehannisingsherstory,Irealizethereistruthwithinthistale—ahistoryofsorts.Hadn’tIjustwitnessedexactlywhatshedescribed,onlywithPrincessNikla?
TheKehannis’stories,Irealize,haveasmuchhistoryinthemasanybookintheGreatLibrary.More,perhaps,forthereisnoskepticismintheoldtalesthatmightoccludethetruth.ThemoreIconsiderit,themoreexcitedIget.EliaslearnedtodestroyefritsfromasongMamieRilasanghim.WhatifthestoriescouldhelpmeunderstandtheNightbringer?Whatiftheycouldtellmehowtostophim?Myexcitementhasmemovingawayfromthewall,towardtheKehanni.Finally,Ihaveachancetolearnsomethingusefulaboutthejinn.Laia...ThewhisperbrushesagainstmyearandIjump,jostlingthemannexttome,
whoyelps,lookingaboutforwhoeverbumpedhim.QuickasIcan,Iweavemywaythroughthestill-raptaudienceandoutofthe
courtyard.Somethingiswatchingme.Ifeelit.Andwhateveritis,Idon’twantitmakingtroubleamongthoselisteningtotheKehanni.
Ishovebackthroughthecrowdedmarket,lookingovermyshoulderrepeatedly.Blackscrapsofshadowflitjustoutofmyvision.Ghuls?Orsomethingworse?Ispeedmygait,exitingthemarketandenteringaquietsidestreet.Ilookbackoncemore.Thepastshallburn,andnonewillslowit.Irecognizethewhisper,thewayitgrateslikerottedclawsacrossmymind.
Nightbringer!Iamtoofrightenedeventocryout.AllIcandoisstandthere,useless.
Ispin,tryingtopickhimoutoftheshadows.“Showyourself.”Myvoiceisbarelyaboveawhisper.“Showyourself,you
monster.”Youdaretojudgeme,LaiaofSerra?Howcanyou,whenyouknownotthe
darknessthatliveswithinyourownheart?“I’mnotafraidofyou.”
Thewordsarealie,andhechucklesinresponse.Iblink—aninstantofdarkness,nothingatall—andwhenIopenmyeyes,IsenseIamaloneagain.TheNightbringerisgone.
BythetimeIreturntotheforge,mybodytrembles.Theplaceisdark—everyonehasturnedin.ButIdon’tdropmyinvisibilityuntilI’maloneinmyroom.
ThemomentIdo,myvisiongoesblack.Iamstandinginaroom—acell,Irealize.Icanjustmakeoutawomaninthedarkness.Sheissinging.
AstarshecameIntomyhomeAndlititbrightwithglo-ry
Thesongfloatsallaroundme,thoughthewordsgrowmuffled.Astrangesoundsplitsthesong,likethebranchofatreebreaking.WhenIopenmyeyes,thevisionisgone,asisthesinging.Thehouseisquiet,otherthanDarinmurmuringinhissleepfromnextdoor.Whatintheskieswasthat?Isitthemagicaffectingme?OrtheNightbringer?Isthishim—ishetoying
withmymind?Isitupquickly,glancingaboutmydarkenedroom.Elias’sarmletiswarminmyhand.Iimaginehisvoice.Theshadowsarejustshadows,Laia.TheNightbringercan’thurtyou.
Buthecan.Hehas.He’lldosoagain.Iretreattomybed,refusingtoreleasethearmlet,tryingtokeepElias’s
soothingbaritoneinmymind.ButIkeepseeingtheNightbringer’sface.Hearinghisvoice.Andsleepdoesnotcome.
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hejinnknowI’mcoming.ThemomentIreachtheirgrove,I’munnervedbyanexpectantsortofquiet.Awaiting.Strange,howsilencecanspeakas
loudlyasascream.Yes,theyknowI’mhere.AndtheyknowIwantsomething.Hail,mortal.Myskincrawlsatthechoralvoiceofthejinn.Cometobeg
forgivenessforyourexistence?“I’vecometoaskforhelp.”Thejinns’laughterknifesatmyears.“Idonotwishtotroubleyou.”Itirks,
buthumilitymightservemewell.Icertainlycan’tbrazenmywaythroughthis.“Iknowyousuffer.Iknowwhatwasdonetoyoulongagoistheheartofyoursuffering.AndI’vebeenimprisonedtoo.”Youthinkthehorrorsofyourpunyhumanprisoncanbegintoapproachour
torment?Skies,whydidIsaythat?Stupid.“Ijust...Idon’twishpainlikethaton
anyone.”Alongsilence.Andthen:Youarelikeher.“LikeShaeva?”Isay.“Butthemagicbondedwithher,anditwon’tbond
withme—”Likeyourmother.Keris.Thejinnsensemydismayandlaugh.Youthinknot?
Perhapsyoudonotknowheraswellasyouthinkyoudo.Orperhaps,mortal,youdonotknowyourself.
“I’mnotaheartless,murdering—”ThemagicoftheSoulCatcherwillneverbeyours.Youaretoodeeplylinked
tothoseyoulove.Tooopentopain.Yourkindisweak.EvenKerisVeturiacouldnotreleasehermortalattachments.
“Theonlythingmymotherisattachedtoispower.”Isensethatintheirarborealprison,thejinnaresmug.Howlittleyouknow,
boy.Yourmother’sstorylivesinyourblood.Herpast.Hermemory.Itisthere.Wecouldshowyou.
ThesilkintheirvoicesremindsmeofthetimeaSeniorSkulltriedtotellfourteen-year-oldmetocometohisroomsohecouldshowmeanewbladehisfathergavehim.
Youwishtoknowherbetter.Deepinyourheart,thejinnsay.Donotlietous,EliasVeturius,forwhenyouareinourgrove,yoursubterfugeisfornaught.Weseeall.
Somethingroughslitherspastmyankles.Vinesriseupoutoftheearthlikegiant,bark-encrustedsnakes.Theytwistuparoundmylegs,lockingmeintoplace.Itrytodrawmyscims,butthevinesbindtheweaponstomybackandcoilaroundmyshoulders,holdingmefast.
“Stopthis.Sto—”Thejinnshovetheirwayintomymind,probingandturningandexamining
it,bringingtheirfiretoplacesthatwerenevermeanttoseethelight.Ipushbackatthem,buttonoavail.Iamtrappedinmyownhead,inmy
memories.Iseemyselfasababeagain,lookingupintothesilverfaceofawomanwhoselongblondehairisdarkenedwithsweat.TheCommandant’shandsarebloody,herfaceflushed.Herbodytrembles,butwhenshetouchesmyface,herfingersaregentle.
“Youlooklikehim,”shewhispers.Shedoesn’tlookangry,thoughIalwaysthoughtshewould.Instead,sheappearsperplexed,almostbewildered.
ThenI’mwatchingmyselfasayoungboyoffour,wanderingthroughCampSaif,athickjacketbuttoneduptomychinagainstthechillwinternight.
WhiletheotherTribalchildrenhaveclusteredaroundMamieRilatohearaterrifyingtaleabouttheKingofNoName,IwatchasyoungEliaswalkstotherockydesertbeyondthecircleofwagons.Thegalaxyisapalecloudacrosstheonyxsky,thenightbrightenoughformetopickmywayforward.Fromthewest,arhythmicthumpdrawsclose.Ahorsematerializesonanearbyridge.
Awomandismounts,hergleamingarmorflashingbeneathheavyTribalrobes.Adozenbladesglintfromherchestandback.Thewindwhipsatthehard,dryeartharoundher.Intheglowingstarlight,herblondehairisthesamesilverasherface.Thisdidn’thappen,Ithinkwildly.Idon’trememberit.Sheleftme.Shenever
cameback.KerisVeturiadropstoonekneebutremainsafewfeetaway,asifshedoesn’t
wanttoscareme.Sheappearssoyoung—Icanscarcelyfathomitisher.“Whatisyourname?”Atlast,Irecognizesomethingabouther—thathard
voice,ascoldandunfeelingasthelandbeneathourfeet.“Ilyaas.”“Ilyaas.”TheCommandantdrawsmynameout,asifsearchingforits
meaning.“Gobacktothecaravan,Ilyaas.Darkcreatureswalkthedesertatnight.”
Idon’thearmyresponse,becauseIamnowinaroomoutfittedwithnothingbutacot,adesk,andawidefireplace.Thearchedwindowsandthickwalls,alongwiththescentofsalt,tellmeI’minNavium.Summerhascomeswiftlytothesouth,andheavy,warmairpoursthroughthewindow.Despitethat,afireburnsinthegrate.
Kerisisolder—olderthanshewaswhenIlastsawhermonthsago,justbeforeshepoisonedme.Sheliftsupherundershirtandexamineswhatlookstobeabruise,thoughitisdifficulttotell,sinceherskinissilver.IrememberthenthatshestoletheBloodShrike’sshirtoflivingmetal,longago.Ithasfusedtoherbodyascloselyashermaskhasfusedtoherface.
HerALWAYSVICTOtattooisclearlyvisiblebeneaththesilveroftheshirt,exceptnowitsaysALWAYSVICTORI.
Asshefeelsoutthebruise,Inoticeastrangeobjectintheroom,allthemoreunusualagainstthesimplicityofthequarters.It’sacrudeclaysculptureofamotherholdingachild.TheCommandantstudiouslyignoresit.
Shedropshershirtandputsherarmorbackon.Asshestaresintothemottledmirror,hergazeshiftstothestatue.Shewatchesitinthereflection,wary,asifitmightcometolife.Thensheturnsonherheel,snatchesitup,andtossesit,almostcasually,intothehearthfire.Shecallsthroughthecloseddoor.Momentslater,aslaveenters.
TheCommandantnodsattheburningsculpture.“Youfoundit,”shesays.“Didyouspeaktoanyoneofit?”Attheman’sdenial,theCommandantnodsandbeckonshimcloser.Don’tdoit,Iwanttotellhim.Flee.Mymother’shandsblurasshebreakshisneck.Iwonderifheevenfeltit.“Let’skeepitthatway,”shesaystohisslumpedbody,“shallwe?”Iblink,andIambackinthejinngrove.NovinesdragmedowntotheForest
floor,anddawnpaintsthegroveredandorange.Hourshavepassed.Thejinnstillscuttlethroughmymind.Ifightback,shovingthemout,
pushingintotheirconsciousness.Theirsurpriseispalpable,andtheirguarddropsforamoment.Ifeeltheirrage,theirshock,ashared,deeppain—andaswiftlysuppressedpanic.Afurtiveness.
ThenIamcastout.“You’rehidingsomething,”Igasp.“You—”Looktoyourborders,EliasVeturius,thejinnsnarl.Seewhatwehave
wrought.Anattack.IfeelitasclearlyasI’dfeelanattackonmyownbody.Butthis
assaultdoesn’tcomefromoutsidetheForest.Itcomesfromwithin.
GoandseethehorrorofghostswhobreakfreeoftheWaitingPlace.Seeyourpeopleravaged.Youcannotchangeit.Youcannotstopit.
Icurse,hearingtheAugur’swordsfromsolongagothrownbackinmyface.IwindwalktothesouthernborderwithaspeedthatwouldrivalShaeva’s.WhenIarrive,thousandsofghostsclusterinonespot,pushingagainsttheborderwithsingle-mindedviolence,almostferalwiththedesiretoescape.
IreachforMauth,forthemagic,butImightaswellbegraspingatair.TheghostspartasImakemywaythroughthem,theirshriekingdisappointmentreverberatinginmybones.
Theborderappearswhole,butspiritsmightstillhaveescaped.Irunmyhandsovertheglowinggoldwall,tryingtofindanyweaknesses.
Farinthedistance,theredandblueofTribeNasur’swagonsgleaminthemorninglight,thesmokeofcookfiresfadingintoastormysky.Tomysurprise,theencampmenthasgrown—andmovedclosertotheForest.Irecognizethegreen-and-gold-drapedwagonscurvedinacirclenotfarfromtheshoreoftheDuskanSea.TribeNur—Afya’stribe—hasjoinedAubarit’s.
WhyisAfyahere?WiththeMartialssobelligerent,theTribesshouldn’tcongregateinoneplace.Afya’ssavvyenoughtoknowthat.“Banual-Mauth?”Aubaritappearsfromadipinthelandjustahead.“Fakira.”IstepoutoftheForest,mypulsestillthunderinginwarning,
thoughIsensenothingoutoftheordinary.“Nowisn’treallyagood—”“EliasbleedingVeturius!”IknowthesmallwomanwhoshovespastAubarit
bythefireinhereyes,forineveryotherway,sheisunrecognizable.Herfaceislined,andthekerchiefthathidesherusuallyimpeccablebraidscannotmasktheirdisarray.PurpleshadowsnestbeneathhereyesandIsmellthesharptangofsweat.“Whatthehellsisgoingon?”“Zaldara!”Aubaritlooksscandalized.“YouwilladdresshimastheBanu—”“Donotcallhimthat!HisnameisEliasVeturius.Heisafoolishman,just
likeanyotherfoolishman,andIsuspectheisthereasonTribeNur’sghostsarestuck—”
“Afya,slowdown,”Isay.“Whatintenhells—”MyvoicechokesoffasMauthtugsviolentlyatme,almostpullingmeoffmyfeet.Isensetheurgencybehindthesummonsandwhiparound.Floatingonthebreezejustafewyardsaway,afacematerializes.
It’scontorted,angry,andmovingswiftlytowardtheTribalencampments.Anotherfollowsit,calledtothedistantcaravanlikevulturesdrawntocarrion.
Someoftheghostsescaped.BeforeIarrived,theygotout.
Perhapstheywillonlydriftabout,wailingandpiningforlife.Theyhavenobodies.Theycan’tactuallydoanything.
I’vebarelyevenformedthethoughtwhen,withchillingsuddenness,aflockofbirdsliftsfromthetreesnearthecaravans,cawinginalarm.
“Elias—”Afyaspeaks,butIjerkmyhandup.Foramoment,allisquiet.Andthen,thescreamingbegins.
XIX:TheBloodShrike
BloodShrike,SummerisinfullbloominAntium,anditgrowsdifficultto
hidefromtheheat.TheEmperorrejoicesinthechangeofseasons,thoughheismuchtroubledbytheconcernsofthecrown.Theseasonalstormsareasbadastheheatandnooneat
courtisunaffected.IofferaidwhereIcan,butitischallenging.IamthankfuleverydayforthePlebeians.Theirsupportof
boththeEmperorandmyselfisacomfortduringthistryingtime.
Loyaltotheend,EmpressLiviaAquillaFarrar
SomeoneopenedLivia’sletterlongbeforeitgottome.Mysister’sattemptstocodeherthoughts,whileclever,areuseless.Bynow,theCommandantwillknowthatsheiswellintoherpregnancy.TheNightbringerwillhavetoldher.
Asfortherestoftheletter,Keriswillhavedecipheredthataswell:thatLiviacan’thidethepregnancyformuchlonger;thattheEmperorgrowsmoreunstable;thatmysisterkeepsthewolvesatbay;thatPlebeiansupportisallthatallowsMarcustoremainonthethrone.
ThatImustdefeattheCommandantsoon,ifIwantLiviaandherchildtosurvive.
IreadtheletterwhilewanderingNavium’ssouthernbeach,whichislitteredwiththewreckageofthefleet.Tatteredsails,moss-coveredmasts,weatheredscrapsofwood.Allareproofofmyfailuretoprotectthecity.
AsIkneeltorunmyhandsoverapieceofocean-smoothedhull,Dexappearsbehindme.
“PaterTatiuswillnotseeyou,Shrike.”“What’stheexcusethistime?”“He’svisitingasickaunt.”Dexsighs.HelooksasexhaustedasIfeel.“He’s
beentalkingtoPaterEquitius.”
Indeed.ThePaterofGensEquitiajustgaveusthesameexcusetwodaysago.AndthoughIsuspectedTatiusmight,likealltheotherPaters,trytoavoidme,I’dhopedforbetter.
“Therearen’tanyPaterslefttoapproach,”DexsaysasweturnawayfromthebeachanduptotheBlackGuardbarracks.“ArgusandVisselliusaredead,andtheirheirsblameyou.Therestaretooangryaboutthefleet.TatiuslostaquarterofhisGensinthestorm.”
“Thisisn’tjustaboutthefleet,”Isay.“Ifitwere,theywouldlectureme,demandthatIgrovelandapologize.”Theseare,afterall,MartialPaters.Theylovetalkingdowntowomenasmuchastheylovetheirmoney.“Eitherthey’reafraidoftheCommandantorshe’sofferingthemsomethingthatIcannot—somethingtheycannotrefuse.”
“Money?”Dexsays.“Moreships?”“Shedoesn’thaveships,”Isay.“Evenifwemiraculouslytookover
Grímarr’sfleet,wewouldonlyjusthaveenoughshipstoreplacethenavy.Andshe’swealthy,butnotwealthyenoughtopayoffallofthosePaters.”
There’smoretothis.ButhowthehellsdoIfindoutwhatitisifnoneofthePaterswilltalktome?
Aswewinduptowardthecity,thescarred,still-burningSouthwestQuartercomesintoview.GrímarrhasattackedtwicemoreinthetwoweekssinceIarrived.Withoutafleet,we’vehadnochoicebuttohunkerdownandhopethatthefiresfromtheirmissilesdonotspread.
Duringbothattacks,thePatersandKerisfrozemeoutofthedecision-making,withKerissmoothlyandquietlyignoringmyordersforthegreatergood.OnlyJanusAtriusbacksme,andhislonevoiceisnothingagainsttheunityofKeris’sallies.
Iwanttostartloppingoffheads.ButKerisislookingforanexcusetotakemedown—eitherbyjailingmeorkillingme.IfIstartkillingPaters,she’llhaveit.
No,Ihavetobemorecunning.Iclickmyhorseforward.IcandonothingaboutGrímarr’sattacks.ButIcanweakenKeris—ifIcangetinformationonher.
“We’llhaveadayortwoofquietwhileGrímarrfiguresouttheKarkauns’nextmove,”ItellDex.“ThereareafewfilesonthePatersinmydesk.Alltheirdirtylittlesecrets.Startcorneringthemdiscreetly.Seeifyoucangetthemtotalk.”
Dexleavesme,andwhenIreturntothebarracks,IfindAvitaswaiting,shouldersstiffwithdisapproval.
“Youshouldnotbetravelingthecityalone,Shrike,”Avitassays.“Regulationstates—”
“Ican’twasteyouorDexonescortingmeeverywhere,”Isay.“Didyoufindit?”
Henodsmeinsidemyquarters.“Thereareatleasttwohundredestatesinthemountainsbeyondthecity.”He
rollsoutamaponmydesk,andthehousesareallmarked.“NearlyallofthemareaffiliatedwithGensthatarealliedwithKeris.Threeareabandoned.”
IconsiderwhatEliassaidofQuin’swhereabouts.WhereverKerisis,he’llbecloseby,waitingforhertomakeamistake.He’snotstupidenoughtouseoneofhisownestates.Andhewon’tbealone.
Oneoftheabandonedhousesisatthebottomofavalley—nowatersourceandnoforestarounditforsoldierstohidein.Theotheristoosmalltohousemorethanadozenorsomen.
Butthethird...“Thisone.”Itapit.“Builtintoahill.Defensible.Nearbystream.Easy
tunnelingforaquickescape.Andlook”—Ipointtotheothersideofthehills—“townsremoteenoughthathecouldsendmenthereforsuppliesandhewouldn’tattractmuchnotice.”
Wesetoffimmediately,twoBlackGuardstrailingtomakesureanyspiesaredispatched.Bynoon,wearedeepwithinthemountainseastofNavium.
“Shrike,”Harpersayswhenweareclearofthecity.“YoushouldknowthattheCommandanthadalate-nightvisitor.”
“TheNightbringer?”Avitasshakeshishead.“Threebreak-insofherquartersattheIslandoverthe
courseofthelasttwoweeks.Duringthefirst,myspyreportedthatawindowwasleftopen.Duringthesecond,anitemwasleftonKeris’sbed.Asculpture.”
“Asculpture?”“Amotherholdingachild.TheCommandantdestroyeditandkilledtheslave
whodiscoveredit.Duringthethirdvisit,anothersculpturewasleft.Mycontactpulledthisonefromtheashesofthefire.”
Hereachesintoasaddlebagandoffersmearoughsculptureofyellowclay,blackenedononeside.Itisofacrudelymadewoman,herheadbowed.Herhandreachesdownwithstrangeplaintivenesstoachildwhoreachesback.Theydonottouch,thoughtheysitonthesamebase.
Thefigureshavethumbindentsforeyesandlumpsfornoses.Buttheirmouthsareopen.Itlooksasiftheyarescreaming.IshovethesculpturebackatAvitas,disturbed.
“Noone’sseentheintruder.”Avitastuckstheobjectaway.“Otherthanwhatmyspysaw,theCommandanthashiddenthebreak-inswell.”
ThereareplentyofpeoplewhocouldgetintotheCommandant’squartersunseen.Butforhertothennotcatchthemafterthey’dbeenthereonce—thatindicatesalevelofskillI’veknownonlyonepersontohave.AwomanIhaven’tseeninmonths.TheCook.
Imullitoveraswetravelhigherintothemountains,butitdoesn’tmakesense.IfCookcansneakintotheCommandant’squarters,whynotjustkillher?Whyleaveherpeculiarstatues?
Hourslater,afterwindingthroughswitchbackingmountaintrails,wearriveatthefootofasweeping,old-growthforest.Naviumglitterstothewest,aclusteroflightsandstill-smolderingfireswiththeblacksnakeoftheReiwindingthroughit.
Weabandonthehorsesbesideacreek,andIdrawadaggeraswemakeforthetreeline.IfQuinisoutthere,hewon’ttakekindlytoEmperorMarcus’sBloodShrikeshowingupunannounced.
Harperunhookshisbow,andweslipcautiouslyintothewoods.Cricketschirp,frogssing—thewildsoundsofasummercountryside.Andthoughitisdark,there’smoonenoughformetoseethatnoonehastrodthesewoodsformonths,maybeyears.
Witheverystep,myhopesdiminishfurther.I’mtosendareporttoMarcustomorrow.WhatthebleedinghellsamIgoingtosayifQuinisn’touthere?
Harpercurses,thesoundsharpandunexpected,andIhearahissingsnick.It’sfollowedbyamuffledgrunt.Aphalanxofaxesswingsdownfromthetrees.
Harperonlyjustdivesoutoftheway,andIhaveneverbeenhappiertoseeanallynearlyhavehisheadslicedoff.
Wespendthenexttwohoursavoidingcarefullylaidboobytraps,eachonemoreintricateandwell-hiddenthanthenext.
“Whatableedinglunatic.”Harpercutsatripwirethatdropsanetlacedwithrazor-sharpshardsofglass.“He’snoteventryingtocatchanyone.Hejustwantsthemdead.”
“He’snotalunatic.”Idropmyvoice.Themoonishigh.It’spastmidnight.“He’sthorough.”Glassgleamsthroughthetrees—adistantwindow.
Somethingintheairshifts,andthenightcreaturesgoquiet.Iknow,assureasIknowmyownname,thatHarperandIarenolongeraloneinthisforest.
“Let’sgetthisoverwith.”Isheathemyblade,hopingtotheskiesthatI’mnottalkingtoapackofhighwaybanditsorsomecrazedhermit.
Silence.AmomentduringwhichI’mcertainI’mwrong.Thenthewhisperoffootstepsbehindus,allaroundus.Farahead,apowerful
silver-facedfigureemergesfrombehindatree,histhickwhitehairhalf-hidden
byahood.Hedoesn’tlookanydifferentthanhedidmonthsago,whenIfirstsnuckhimoutofSerra.
Twodozenmensurroundus,theiruniformsimpeccable,GensVeturiacolorswornproudly.WhenIstepforward,theirbackssnapstraightand,asone,theysalute.
“BloodShrike.”QuinVeturiussaluteslast.“Aboutdamnedtime.”
QuinordersHarpertostaywithhismen,thenleadsmethroughthecrumblinghousebuiltintothemountainandintoaseriesofcaverns.It’snowonderKerishasn’tfoundtheoldman.Thesetunnelsaresoextensiveitwouldtakemonthstoexploreallofthem.
“Iexpectedyouweeksago,”Quinsaysaswewalk.“Whyhaven’tyouassassinatedKerisyet?”
“She’snotaneasywomantokill,General,”Isay.“EspeciallywhenMarcuscan’taffordforittolooklikeanassassination.”Wetrekupwarduntilweemergeontoasmall,flatplateau,walledinonfoursidesbutopentothesky.Itishometoahiddengarden,wildwiththebeautyofaplaceoncelovinglycaredforbutleftalonefortoolong.
“Ihavesomethingforyou.”IpullElias’smaskfrommypocket.“EliasgaveittomebeforeheleftBlackcliff.Ithoughtyou’dwantit.”
Quin’shandhoversoverthemaskbeforehetakesit.“Itwasanightmaretogetthatboytokeepiton,”hesays.“Ithoughthewouldlosethedamnedthingoneday.”
Theoldmanturnsthemaskoverinhishand,andthemetalrippleslikewater.“Theybecomepartofus,youknow.Itisonlywhentheyjoinwithusthatwebecomeourtruestselves.Myfatherusedtosaythatafterthejoining,amaskheldasoldier’sidentity—andthatwithoutit,abitofhissoulwasstrippedaway,nevertoberecovered.”
“Andwhatdoyousay,General?”“Wearewhatweputintothemask.Eliasputlittleintoit,andsoitoffered
littleinreturn.”Iexpecthimtoaskmeabouthisgrandson,buthesimplypocketsthemask.“Tellmeofyourfoe,BloodShrike.”
AsIrelatetheattackonNavium,thelossofthefleet,eventhepresenceofthestatue,Quinissilent.Wewalktoapondinthegarden,borderedbypaint-chippedstones.
“She’suptosomething,General,”Isay.“Ineedyourhelptofigureoutwhatitcouldbe.Tofigureherout.”
“Kerislearnedtowalkhere,beforeImovedherandhermothertoSerra.”Henodstoabarelyvisiblepaththatleadstoapergoladrippingwithivy.“Shewasninemonthsold.Tinylittlething.Skies,Karinnawassoproud.Shelovedthatgirltobits.”
Heraiseshiseyebrowsatthelookonmyface.“YouthoughtmydearlatewifewasthemonsterfromwhomKerislearned?Quitetheopposite.Karinnawouldn’tletanyonetouchahaironthatgirl’shead.Wehaddozensofslaves,butKarinnainsistedondoingeverythingherself:feedingher,changingher,playingwithher.Theyadoredeachother.”
Theideaofasunny-hairedbabyKerisissofarfromwhatsheisnowthatIcan’tconjuretheimage.Iforcemyselftoholdbackthedozensofquestionsinmyhead.Quin’svoiceisslow—almosthalting—andIwonderifhe’sspokentoanyoneaboutthis.
“Iwasn’tthereforthemearlyon,”hesays.“IwasalreadyalieutenantgeneralwhenKarinnaandImarried.TheKarkaunswerepushinghardinthewest,andtheEmperorcouldn’tspareme.”
Hesounds...notsad,butalmostwistful.“AndthenKarinnadied.TheEmperordidn’tgivemeleave,soitwasayearbeforeIreturnedhome.BythenKerishadstoppedspeaking.Ispentamonthwithher,andthenitwasbacktothebattlefield.WhenshewaschosenforBlackcliff,Iwascertainshe’ddieinthefirstweek.Shewassosoft.Somuchlikehermother.”
“Butshedidn’tdie,”Isay.Itrynottotapmyfootinimpatience.Iwonderwhenhe’sgoingtogettothepoint.
“She’saVeturia,”Quinsays.“We’rehardtokill.SkiesknowwhatshedealtwithatBlackcliff.Shedidn’thaveyourluckinfriends,girl.Herfellowstudentsmadeherlifehell.Itriedtotrainher,likeItrainedElias,butshewantednothingtodowithme.Blackcliffwarpedher.Justaftershegraduated,shealliedwiththeNightbringer.Heistheclosestthingshehastoafriend.”
“He’snotherfriend.He’shermaster,”Imurmur,rememberingthejinn’swords.“WhatofElias’sfather?”
“Whoeverhewas,shecaredforhim.”Wearepastthepondnow.Beyondtheedgeoftheplateau,low,rollinghillseaseintotheflatsoftheTribaldesert,bluewiththeapproachofdawn.“AfterEliaswaschosen,shewasunnerved,worriedshewouldlosehercommission.I’dneverseenemotionlikethatinherbeforethen,orsince.Shesaidsheletthechildlivebecausehisfatherwouldhavewantedit.”
SoKerislovedAriusHarper?Hisfilewasscant,buttheCommandantalwayshatedEliassomuch,Iassumedhisfatherhadforcedhimselfonher.
“DidyouknowAriusHarper,General?”“HewasaPlebeian.”Quingivesmeacuriouslook,mystifiedbythesudden
changeintopic.“ACombatCenturionatBlackcliffwhowasreprimandedrepeatedlyforshowingmercytothestudents—kindness,even.”
“Howdidhedie?”“HewasmurderedbyagroupofMasksthedayaftertheygraduated—Keris’s
fellowSeniorSkulls.Aviciouskilling—morethanadozenofthembeathimtodeath.Illustrian,allofthem.TheirfatherscovereditupwellenoughthatevenIdidn’tknowofitwhenitfirsthappened.”
WhywouldagroupofMasksmurderaCenturion?DidKerisknow?Didsheaskthemtodoit?ButQuinsaidshedidn’thavealliesatBlackcliff—thattheotherstudentstormentedher.Andifshedidn’thaveAriuskilled—ifshetrulylovedhim—thenwhydoesshehateEliassomuch?
“YouthinkAriusHarperisthefather?”Quincatcheson.“SoCaptainHarperis—”
“Elias’shalfbrother.”Icurseundermybreath.“Butnoneofthatmatters.Herpast,herhistory—noneofitexplainswhatshe’sdoinginNavium,”Isay.“Shegaveupthefleetjusttowrestpowerfromme.Why?”
“Mygrandsonalwaystoldmeyouweresmart,girl.”Quinscowlsatme.“Washewrong?Don’tjustlookatheractions.Lookather.Whatdoesshewant?Why?Lookatherpast,herhistory.Howhasitalteredhermind?TheNightbringerishermaster,yousay.Whatdoeshewant?Willshegetitforhim?WhatcouldshebedoingforthePatersthattheywouldagreetoletthatswineGrímarrwreakhavocinthepoorpartsofthecity?Usethatheadofyours.Ifyouthinkmydaughtercaresaboutthefateofaportcityfarfromtheseatofpower,youaresorelymistaken.”
“Butshe’sbeenorderedto—”“Kerisdoesn’tcareaboutorders.Shecaresaboutonething:power.Youlove
theEmpire,BloodShrike.SoyoubelievethatbecauseKeriswasalsoraisedasaMask,shemustbeloyaltoittoo.Sheisnot.Sheisloyalonlytoherself.Understandthat,andperhapsyou’llbesther.Fail,andshe’llhaveyourgutsforsupperbeforetheweekisout.”
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XX:Laia
hemomenttheskypales,Ithrowonmydressandslipdownstairs.IfImoveswiftlyenough,ImightstillcatchtheTribalcaravanIsawlastnight—and
theKehannitoo.ButZellaawaitsmeatthedoor,fidgetinginapology.“Musaaskedthatyouremainhere,”shesays.“Foryourownsafety,Laia.
PrincessNiklahasJadunapatrollingthecityforyou.Apparently,oneofthemcaughtwindthatyouwereherelastnight.”Shewringsherhands.“Hesaysnottouseyourmagic,asyou’lljustleadtheJadunahere,andgetusallthrowninprison.Hiswords,”sheaddsquickly.“Notmine.”
“Whatdoyouknowabouthim,Zella?”Iaskquickly,beforeshewalksaway.“Whatishedoingoutthere?Whyhasn’thestartedtheResistancehimself?”
“I’mjustasmith,Laia.Andanoldfamilyfriendofhis.Ifyouhavequestions,you’llhavetoaskhim.”
Icurseandslinkouttothecourtyard,whereIassistDarinashepolishesastackofscimsagainstasetofsmoothgraystones.
“Iheardhim,Darin,”Isayafterrelatingmyrun-inwiththeNightbringer.“Gloatingrightbesideme.Thenhewasgone.Whichmeanshecouldbeanywhere.HemightevenhavethelastpieceoftheStar.”
Iwantsomuchtoconquertheself-doubtrisinginme.ToquashitandsimplybelievethatIcanstopthejinn.Feardoesnotrulemeasitoncedid.Butsomedaysitstalksmewiththeireofajiltedlover.
Mybrotherslidesascimacrossoneofthestones.“IftheNightbringerdidhavethelastpieceoftheStar,”hesays,“we’dknow.Yougivehimtoomuchcredit,Laia,andyoudon’tgiveyourselfenough.Hefearsyou.Hefearswhatyou’lllearn.Whatyou’lldowiththatknowledge.”
“Heshouldn’tfearme.”“Hedamnedwellshould.”Darinrunsaclothacrossthescimhe’spolished
andhandsittomebeforereachingforhisfirstSerricsteelblade,theoneIcarriedacrosstheEmpireafterSpiroTelumangaveittome.
“Itmakesnosenseforhimtobeafraid,”Isay.“Igavehimthearmlet.IlethimkillShaeva.Whythehellsshouldhebeafraidofme?”
Myvoicerises,andontheothersideofthecourtyard,TaureandZellaexchangeaglancebeforemakingthemselvesscarce.
“Becauseyoucanstophim,andheknowsit.”Darintightensthebracehehasfashionedforhislefthand.Heusesitinplaceofhistwomissingfingers,tosteadyhishammers,andIalmostneverseehimwithoutit.Thistime,heclipsinhisscimhiltinsteadofahammer.“WhyelsewouldhekillShaevaorallyhimselfwiththeCommandant?WhyensuretheWaitingPlaceisindisarray?Whysowsomuchchaosifhe’snotafraidoffailing?And”—Darinpullsmeup—“whyelsewouldheturnuptheverymomentyourealizedyoumightgetanswersfromtheKehanni?”
Thatfactescapedme,anditmakesmeevenmoreeagertospeaktotheTribeswoman.WhentheskiesisMusagoingtobeback?
“Spirowouldkillmeifhesawhowlittleartistrythathas.”Darinnodstomyblade.“Butifthey’retrueSerricsteel,wecancelebratethat,atleast.Comeon.Maybethisisthebatchthatwon’tbreak.”
SparksflyasDarin’sscimandminecrashagainsteachother.Thelastsetofbladeswetrieddidn’tbreakuntilwellintoourbattle,soIsettleinforanarduouscontest.Afterafewminutes,theroughsimplicityofthebladehasraisedblistersonmypalms.ItissodifferentfromthefinedaggerEliasgaveme.Butitholds.
ZellaandTaureemergefromthehouse,watchingwithgrowingexcitementwhen,evenafterIpresstheattack,thebladesremainwhole.
Darinassailsme,andIletmyferocityloose,pouringmyfrustrationintoeveryblow.Finally,mybrothercallsahalt,unabletosuppressagrin.Hetakesthebladefromme.
“Ithasnoheart.”Heheftsit,andhiseyessparkleastheyhaven’tinmonths.“Nosoul.Butitwilldo.Ontothenext.”
ZellaandTaurejoinusaswesparacrossthecourtyard,asoneaftertheother,thebladesfinallyholdtrue.IdonotnoticeMusauntilhestepsfromthehousetoapplaudjauntily.
“Beautiful,”hesays.“Ihadfullfaiththatyou—”IgrabMusabythearmanddraghimtowardthefrontdoor,ignoringhis
cursesofprotest.“IneedtoseeaKehanni,andI’vebeenwaitinghoursforyoutoreturn.”
“TheTribesleftAdisatofighttheMartialsinthedesert,”Musasays.“They’renotholdingback,either.”Withachill,IrememberAfyaspeakingoftheattacksonMartialvillagers.
“Well,theycan’tbefaroutsidethecity,”Isay.“IjustsawaKehannitellingstoriesnearAdisa’smainmarket.Silverhair,purple-and-whitewagons.”
“TribeSulud,”Musasays.“IknowtheKehanniyouspeakof.Shewon’tjusttellyouwhatyouwanttoknow,Laia.She’llwantpayment.”
“Fine,we’llpayher.Whatevershewants—”“It’snotthatsimple.”Musapullshisarmfrommygrip.“She’snotastreet
hawkersellingcheaptrinkets.Shetellsstoriesonherterms.Traditionalgiftsforsuchexchangesareitemswedon’thaveaccessto:boltsofsilk,chestsofgold,storesoffood.”
Iexaminehimupanddown,fromthesilver-buckledbootstothesoftleatherbreechestotheshirtmadeoffinelyspuncotton.“Don’ttellmeyou’renotwealthy.TauresaidyourfatherusedtoharvesthalfthehoneyinMarinn.”
“Ihavesomeclothes.Abitofgold,”hesays.“ButtheMarinersseizedmywealthandmypropertyandmyhivesandinheritancewhen—”Heshakeshishead.“Anyway,theytookit,andnowmymeansarelimited.”
ZellaandTaureexchangeaglanceatthat,andIremindmyselftofindthemlater.IneedanswersaboutMusa’spast,andit’sclearhewon’tgivethemtome.Mybrotherstillclutchesoneofthenewscims.Sunlightglancesofftheblade,hittingmeintheface.
“Iknowwhattoofferher,”Isay.“Somethingshe’llwant.Somethingshecan’trefuse.”
MusafollowsmygazetotheSerricsteelblade.IexpecthimtotellmetheScholarsneedthebladesmoreorthatwedon’thaveenough.Instead,heraiseshiseyebrows.
“YouknowwhattheTribesaredoinginthesouth,”hesays.“They’reshowingnomercytoanyMartial—whethersoldierorcivilian.”
Iflush.“DoyouhaveinformationformeontheNightbringer?”Musa,ofcourse,shakeshishead.“Thenthisisthebestchancewehavetolearnsomething—ifDarinagreestopartwiththeblades,ofcourse.”
Darinoffersaresignedsigh.“YouneedtostoptheNightbringer,”hesays.“Youneedinformationtodoit.I’mcertainshe’lltaketheblades.But,Laia—”
Icrossmyarms,waitingforhiscriticism.“Mothermadeexchangeslikethis,”hesays.“Exchangesthatsheperhaps
didn’twanttomake.Shediditforthegoodofherpeople.It’swhyshewastheLioness.WhyshewasabletoleadtheResistance.Butintheend,itaddedup.Itcosther.Anditcostus.”
“Motherdidwhatshehadto,”Isay.“Itwasforus,Darin,evenifitdidn’tfeellikeit.Skies,IwishIhadhalfhercourage,halfherstrength.I’mnot—thisisn’teasy.Idon’twantinnocentshurt.ButIneedsomethingontheNightbringer.IthinkMotherwouldagree.”
“Youdon’t—”SomethingflickersinDarin’sface—pain,perhaps,oranger,emotionshetriestokeepasdeeplyburiedasaMaskwould.“Youhaveyourownstrength,”hefinallysays.“Itdoesn’thavetobethesameastheLioness’s.”
“Well,thistimeitdoes.”Ihardenmyself,becauseifIdon’t,thenI’mbacktofiguringoutwhatthehellsIcantaketheKehanniwhenwhatIshouldbedoingisgettingtoherasfastaspossible.Besideme,Musashakeshishead,andIturnonhim,temperrising.
“YouwantedmetobeaResistanceleader,”Isay.“Here’salessonIlearnedfromthelastResistancefighterIknew.Tolead,youhavetodouglythings.Weleaveinanhour.Comealongorstay.Itdoesn’tmattertome.”
IdonotwaitforMusa’sanswerasIwalkaway.ButIfeelhissurprise,andDarin’s.Ifeeltheirdisappointment.AndIwishitdidnotbothermesomuch.
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XXI:Elias
hescreamsechoingfromtheTribalencampmentaredistinctlyhuman,andtheygrowlouderbythemoment.Isprinttowardthem,AubaritandAfya
following,thelatterdemandingthatIexplainwhat’shappening.“Gettoshelter.”IcutofftheZaldara’stirade.“I’llansweryourquestions
later—justhide.”DozensofpeoplefleetheNurcaravan,andasIapproachit,Idrawmyscims.
Theclosestscreamscomefromabrightgreenwagoncoveredinmirrors.Iknowitwell.ItbelongstoAfya’slittlebrother,Gibran.
Thebackofthewagonburstsopen,andthehandsomeyoungTribesmanemerges.Hegrabsamanfromwithinthewagonandtosseshimlikearagdoll.
“UncleTash!”Afyagaspsandrunspastme,towardherbrother.“Gib,no!”Herbrotherturnstolookather,andtheTribeswomanslowlybacksaway,her
facefrozeninterror.Gibran’seyesarepurewhite.He’spossessed.Theescapedghosthastakenoverhisbody.
BecauseIdidn’tpassthemthroughfastenough.Becausetherearetoomany,andtheyhavenoplacetogobutbackintotheworldoftheliving.
GibranlungesforAfya.Thoughsheisadozenfeetaway,hereachesherinoneleapandliftsherupbyherthroat.Thesmallwomankicksoutathim,herfacepurpling.BeforeIcangettohim,Gibranthrowshertoo.
MyMask’sinstinctkicksin,andIdropintoastalkingcrouch.IfIcanknocktheTribesmanunconscious,perhapssomethinginAubarit’sMysterieswilltellmehowtoexorcisetheghost.
Butaghost-possessedTribesmanisnoordinaryfoe.ThewayhethrewAfyamakesitclearthatthespiritwithinhimhasphysicalpowersfarbeyondwhatGibranhimselfpossesses.
Myskinprickles.He’sseenme.Iduckbehindawagon.HeknowsI’mcoming,butIdon’thavetomakeiteasyforhim.
Inthedistance,agroupofmenandwomensnatchupchildrenandracefortheriver,Aubaritscreamingatthemtomovefaster.IscantheriverbankforAfya,butshehasdisappeared.
WhenIturnbacktoGibran,he’sgone.Idiot,Elias.Neverturnyourbackonafoe.Isheathemyscims—Idon’twanttohurthim.
Toolate,Ihearawhooshintheair—attack!Gibranisonmyback,andIlurchtomykneesbeneathhisunnaturalweight.Hisarm,thinbutmuscledfrommonthsofbattlingMartials,comesaroundmythroat,andhehasthestrengthoffivemen.Hebabblesinmyear,hisvoiceafeygrowl.“Theyrazedit,burnedit,cornsilkandbloodandflour—”IknowIcandieasSoulCatcher.Butbytheskies,Iwon’tdiebythehandof
aghost-possessedTribesmanchokingthelifeoutofmewhilegibberinginmyear.
IclawatGibran’sarm,unnervedbyhisstrength.Suddenly,ametallicthunkreverberates,andhisholdloosens.Gaspingandgrabbingmythroat,IbackawayfromhimtoseeAfyaholdingacast-ironpan.SheretreatsfromGibran,who,thoughmomentarilyweakened,isgettingtohisfeet.
“Run!”IbellowatAfya,leapinguponGibran’sback.“Totheriver!Run!”ShewhirlsasGibrangoesdown.He’simpossibletokeepinoneplace.Ilandablowonhishead.Asecond.Athird.Skies,I’mgoingtohavetokillhimifIwanttheghostoutofhim.Ican’tkillhim.He’sjustaboy.Hedoesn’tdeservethis.
“Damnyou!”Itishalfsnarl,halfcry.GibranmakesAfyalaughlikenooneelse.Heloveswithhiswholeheart—hisfamilyandhisfriendsandhismanylovers.Andhe’syoung—tooyoungforsuchahorrificfate.“Getoutofhim,”Ibellow.“Getout!Get—”Onmyfifthblow,Gibranfinallylosesconsciousness.Theghostoozesoutofhim,slumped,asifexhausted,anddisappears.BacktotheWaitingPlace,Ihope.
“Gib!”Afyareturnsfromwhereshe’sretreated,droppingthepan.“Diditkillhim?Whatthehellshappened?Wheredidthatthingcomefrom?”
“ItescapedtheWaitingPlace.”IfGibrandies,itwillbemewhokilledhimbyfailingtopasstheghostson.Don’tdie,Gibran.Pleasedon’tdie.“Arethereothers?”
Afyashakesherhead,butIcan’tbesureuntilIcheckthewholecampmyself.I’mcertainIsawmorethanoneghostescape.
“Howdidtheyescape?”Afyaasks.“Whathappened?”“Ifailed.”Ilookintomyfriend’seyes.Imakemyselfdoit,becauseit’strue
andshedeservestoknow.Ithinkshewillbeangry,butshejustgrabsmyshoulderandsqueezes.
“Ihavetofigureoutifthereareanymore.”Ishakeheroff.HerunderstandingisagiftIdon’tdeserve.“Keepeveryoneneartheriver—insideit,ifthey’reable.Ghostshatewater.”
“Helpmegethimup,”Afyasays,andwhenI’veslungGibran’sarmaroundherneck,shedragshimaway.Butshehasonlygoneafewdozenyardswhenshefreezes.Herbodygoesstiff,likeabowstringyankedtaut,thenslackaswetdough.Gibranfallstotheground,andshetakesadeep,wolflikesniffoftheair.Sheturnstowardme,eyeswhiteassnow.No.Afyamovesatmewithimpossiblespeed.Thecontrastbetweenthe
familiarityofherfaceandformandtheviolenceofheractionsraisesachillalongmyspine.Shehasherfryingpaninherhand,andIknowthatifshehitsmewiththatthing,SoulCatcherornot,I’mgoingtohaveonehellofaheadache.Sheswingsitatmeclumsily,andIcatchherwrist,squeezinghardenoughtomakeanormalwomandropthepan.
Butsheonlygrowlsatme,agutturalmoanthatchillsmyblood.Think,Elias,think.Battlecan’thavebeentheonlythingyoulearnedat
Blackcliff.Alittlegirl,hidinguntilnow,rushespastustryingtoescape.Likeananimal
sensingweakerprey,Afyaripsawayfrommeandboundsafterthegirl.Thechildpumpshersmalllegs,butsheisn’tfastenough.WhenAfyaleapsuponher,thegirl’sneckcracks,andthethingthathaspossessedmyfriendgruntstriumphantly.Ihowlinrage.
DeepintheForest,thejinnlaugh.Iignorethem,drawingontheMaskdeepwithin,refusingtoallowmyselftogetdistracted.
Nohumancouldhearthejinn,butthespiritwithinAfyastopsandtiltsitshead,listening.Iuseherinattentiontosendathrowingknifestraightatherface.Thehilthitshersquareintheforehead.Hereyesrollback,andshethudstothedirt.Forthemoment,IpushmyconcernforAfyaasideandstepoverherpronebody,scanningtheareaaroundmeformoreghosts.
Andsuddenly,Ifeelaflickerofmagicwithinme.ThelittlemagicIreceivedwhenvowingmyselfasSoulCatcherrespondstosomethinggreater.ThintendrilsofdarknesscoillikesmokeoutoftheWaitingPlacetowardme.Mauth!
Foramoment,Mauth’smagicfillsme.TheghostthatoozesoutofAfyaisnomatchforthispower,andIwrapthemagicaroundthespirittobinditandthenflingitbacktotheWaitingPlace.Ispotthelastghostahundredyardsaway,lurkinginsidethebodyofayoungwomanattackingherfamily.Iwhipthemagicoutlikeashepherd’scrookandhooktheghost.Ithowlsinrage,butIyankitoutofthegirl’sbodyandsenditflyingbacktotheForest.
Skies,thepower—theeaseofit.It’slikeIwasborntoit.Iwanttocrow,Iamsohappy.Finally—finally—themagichascometome.
Afyamoans,andIdropbesideher.Already,agooseeggrisesonherhead,butshe’snotseriouslyhurt,notlikeGibran.Ireachforher,thinkingtocarryhertoherTribe,butthemomentIdoso,thepowerthatsuffusedmedissipates.
“What—no—”Igraspforitwithmyhands,butitleavesme,darktendrilsdisappearingbackintotheForest.Ifeelstrangelydesolate,asifmyownstrengthhasleftme.TheonlytraceofthemagicisatugfromMauth—thatdarkinsistencethat’salwaystherewhenIleavetheWaitingPlace.“Banual-Mauth?”Aubaritappearsbehindme,herhandathermouthwhensheseesAfya.“The
Zaldara—herbrother—”“I’msorry,Fakira,”Isay.“Itwasmyfaulttheghostsescaped.”AnothertugatmygutfromMauth.Thisonestopsmeinmytracks.Itfeels
differentfrombefore.Notimpatient—urgent.Jinnlaughterfillsmyears,andthesoundisedgedinvengeanceandflame.
Doyousmellanything,EliasVeturius?Smoke,perhaps?Whataretheyupto?Thejinncannotescapetheirimprisonmentinthegrove
—that,atleast,Icanbesureof.ThemagicoftheStarhaslockedthemthere,andtheironlypoweristheirvoice.Voicescanbeignored.Andvoicescanbeused.Comehome,Elias.Seewhatawaits.Home.Home.Shaeva’scabin.Mysanctuary.Mysafety.Sleepinthecottage.Theycannot
hurtyouthere.IflytothetreeswithoutanexplanationtoAubarit.ThesecondI’mthrough
theborderIsenseinterlopers—manyofthem,fartothenorth.It’sthesamepresenceIfeltforweekslurkingaroundtheedgesoftheForest.InthebrieftimethattheyareintheForest,Iseetheminmymind’seye.Largerthanghulsorwights,butsmallerthanwraiths.Efrits.
Thejinnmusthavewarnedthem,fortheyfleetheWaitingPlace.EvenifIwindwalk,theyaretoofaraway—Iwillnevercatchthem.
LongbeforeIreachtheclearing,Iknow.BeforeIsmellthesmoke,seethedyingflames,beforeIwalkpastthespotShaevadiedandtheplacewhereIwasnamedSoulCatcher,Iknow.
Still,IdonotbelieveuntiltheglowingembersofShaeva’scabinareburningthroughmyboots.Theefritsdidnotjustsetitalight;theybrokethebeamsandrazedthegarden.Theydestroyedit—andthemagicitwasmadewith.Mysanctuary—myhome—isgone,andIwillnevergetitback.
Andallthewhile,thejinnlaugh.
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XXII:TheBloodShrike
rímarrandhismenattackthenextnightatsundown,justafterAvitasandIreturntoNavium.HavingdestroyedmuchoftheSouthwestQuarter,they
aimnowfortheSoutheast.Thebombardmentisswiftandmerciless,andbythetimethesunhasfaded,theQuarterishotterthanapyre.Drumsechofromallcornersofthecity,orderingevacuations.Theballistaeonthewatchtowerssing,andtheCommandanthastroopsamassingnearthebeachesincaseofalandinvasion,butotherthanthat,wedonotcountertheKarkauns.
IknowtheCommandantwillhavemeblockedfromenteringtheIsland.She’llhaveaphalanxofguardsaroundit.Theverythoughtofitenragesme.Youcouldfighther.YoucouldenlisttheBlackGuardandlayatrailofbloodyhavoc.
ButskiesknowthatifGrímarrtakesthecity,Naviumwillneedeverysoldieritcanget.
ImakefortheSoutheastQuarterwithHarper,Dex,JanusAtrius,andahandfulofotherBlackGuardsatmyback.Theshoutsandscreamsofmenandwomenbringmyattentionbacktowhatisbeforeme:utterdevastation.Highbuildingshavebeenreducedtorubbleandash,asterrifiedPlebeianstrydesperatelytoescapetheQuarter.Manyareinjured,andthoughtherearesomesoldiersgivingtheevacueesorders,nooneappearstoknowwherethehellsthePlebeiansaresupposedtogo.Hopeisstrongerthanfear.Itisstrongerthanhate.Thesentimentrings
throughmyhead.ThenLivia’swords:IamthankfuleverydayforthePlebeians.TheirsupportofboththeEmperorandmyselfisacomfortduringthistryingtime.
AndQuin’s:Shecaresaboutonething:power.HowcanItakeitawayfromher?
Atenuousplanformsinmyhead.“Dex,opentheBlackGuardbarracks.GetoutthewordthatthePlebeiansshouldtakeshelterthere.GensAquillahasamanornorthofhere.It’sahalfhourwalk,atmost.Orderthecaretakertoclearoutthelowerlevelsofthehouseandprovidefood,drink,andaplacetosleep.We’llbeusingitasaninfirmary.”
“GensAtriahasahouseclosetotheAquillamanor.”Dexlookstohisuncle,whonods.
“I’llgivetheordertohaveitopened,”Janussays.“Takethemen.”IgesturetotheotherBlackGuards.“Getphysicianstoboth
manors.Findmedicalsuppliesfromtheouterdistricts.Andmakesureeverysingleperson,physicianorpatient,knowsthattheyaretherebyorderoftheBloodShrike.”
AfterDexandJanusleavewiththemen,IturntoHarper.“GetmeinformationontheassetsofeveryPaterwhowasattheIslandthe
daywearrived,”Isay.“Everyship.Everylastscrapoflaceordropofrumorwhateverthehellstheytradein.IwanttoknowhowthosePatersmaketheirmoney.AndgeteyesinthehomesofAdmiralArgusandViceAdmiralVissellius.Argus’swifewasspottedatthedressmaker’sspendingobsceneamountsofmoneytwonightsago.Iwanttoknowwhyshewasn’tinmourningwiththerestofthefamily.”
WhileDeximmediatelytooktohorse,Harpermerelyshiftsonhissaddle.Whatinthebleedingskiesiswrongwithhim?
“Didyounothearme?Go.”“Youmusthaveaguardwithyouatalltimes,BloodShrike,”Avitassays.
“Notbecauseyouareincapable,butbecausetheBloodShrikemustshowherstrength.Thereisstrengthinnumbers.”
“Thereisstrengthinwinning,”Isay.“Towin,IneedmenItrusttocarryoutmyorders.”Avitas’sjawtenses,andhewheelshishorseaway.
Bymidnight,thebombardmenthasstopped.TheBlackGuardbarracksarefullofthosewhohaveescapedtheSoutheastQuarter,andManorAquillaandManorAtriaareburstingwiththeinjured.
AsIwalkamongtheillatManorAquilla,mybodyisdrawntowardthosesufferingthemost.Theneedtohealisoverpowering.Dozensofsongsfillmyheadatthesightofsomuchpain.
“They’rePlebeians.”Dex,whohasrejoinedme,shakeshishead.“Everylastone.”
“BloodShrike.”Awhite-smockedmanappears,hissharp-featuredfacepalingatthesightofme.“IamLieutenantSilvius.Sit,please—”
“I’mfine.”Thewinterinmyvoicehashimstandingtaller.“Tellmewhatyourequire,Lieutenant.”
“Medicines,teas,bandages,spirits,”Silviussays.“Andmorehands.”“Dex,”Isay,“helpthelieutenant.I’lldealwiththem.”Inodtoanangry
crowdgatheringoutsidetheinfirmary.
WhenIemerge,thecrowdgoessilent,theirrespectfortheBloodShrikesodeeplyingrainedthateveninthefaceoftheirsuffering,theyholdtheirtongues—allbutonewoman,whoshovesthroughuntilshe’sinchesfrommyface.
“Mybabyboyisinthere,”shewhispers.“Idon’tknowifhe’salive,ifhe’shurtingor—”
“Yourfamiliesarebeingcaredfor,”Isay.“Butyoumustletthephysicianswork.”
“Whyaren’twefightingback?”Anauxsoldierlimpsforward,uniformripped,foreheadleakingblood.“Myentirefamily,they—”Heshakeshishead.“Whyaren’twefighting?”
“Idon’tknow,”Isay.“ButwewillstoptheBarbarians.Theywon’tsetfootonNavium’sshores.Ivowit,bybloodandbybone.”Thetenorofthecrowdshifts—aweighthasbeenlifted.
Asthethrongdissipates,Ifeelthetugofmyhealingagain.Hopeisstrongerthanfear.WhatifIwasabletogivethesepeopleagreatermeasureofhope?
AquickglancetellsmethatLieutenantSilviusisdeepinconversationwithDex.Islipacrossthebackcourtyardtothechildren’swing.Thenursenodsagreetingbutleavesmebe.
Whileherattentioniselsewhere,Icrosstheroomanddropbesideadark-hairedchild.Hiseyelashescurlthewaymineneverwill,hischeeksroundandashen.Itakehissmall,coldhandinmineandsearchouthissong.Sailslikebirdsonthesea,thelaughofhisfather,watchingfordolphinson
thewater—Itispure,ashaftofsunlightfallingontoaglitteringocean.Idonothumhis
songaloud.Instead,Isingitinmyhead,asIdidlongago,forCook.Onebar,two,three,untilweaknessfillsme.WhenIopenmyeyes,hisfacehaslostitsunnaturalgrayhue,andImoveon.Witheachchild,Idojustenoughtoeasetheirpainandbringthembackfromtheedge.
Mybodygrowsfatigued,buttherearedozensofinjuredleft.Onebyone,Isingthemwell,untilIcanhardlywalk.Ineedtoleave.Ineedtorest.
Butthenawhimperbreaksthequiet—alittleboyinthebackoftheinfirmary,dark-hairedandgray-eyed.Thewoundonhischestweepsintohisbandage.Istumblethefewstepstohisbed.Heisawake.
“I’mafraid,”hewhispers.“Thepainwillsoonbegone.”“No,”hesays.“Ofthem.”Ittakesmeamomenttounderstand.“TheKarkauns.”“They’llcomeback.They’llkillus.”Ilookaround.Awoodentraysitsnearby,thickenoughtoprovemypoint.
“See,lad,ifIopenmyhandandtrytobreakthiswood”—Ismackthetray—“nothinghappens.ButifImakeafist...”Ipunchthroughthewoodeasily,startlingthenurse.
“WeareMartials,child.Wearethefist.Ourenemiesarethewood.Andweshallbreakthem.”
AfterIfindhissongandhefallsintoslumber,Iheadforthedoor.WhenIemergeintothecourtyard,I’mstunnedtoseethatdawnisonlyanhourortwoaway.Theinfirmaryismuchquieternow.Ontheothersideoftheyard,DexstandswithSilvius,hisheadbentthoughtfullyasthephysicianspeaks.RememberingHarper’scommentaboutstrengthinnumbers,andconcernedatthedepthofmyfatigue,Ialmostcallouttomyfriend.
ButIstopmyself.ThereisachargeintheairbetweenDexandSilviusthatmakesmesmile,thefirsttimeI’vefeltanythingotherthanrageorexhaustionallday.
IheadforthecourtyardgatewithoutDex.It’sashortenoughwalktothebarracks.
MysensesaredulledasIwalk,mylegsgrowingweaker.Aplatoonofsoldierspatrolsnearby,salutingwhenIpass,andIambarelyabletoacknowledgethem.IwishthenthatI’daskedDextoaccompanyme.Ihopetotheskiesthere’snoKarkaunassault.Rightnow,Icouldn’tfightoffafly.
ExhaustedasIam,thepartofmethatragedandscreamedatmyownimpotenceinthefaceofGrímarr’sattackshasquieted.Iwillsleeptonight.MaybeI’llevendream.
Astepbehindme.Dex?No.Thestreetisempty.Isquint,tryingtoseeintothedarkness.A
furtivescrapeaheadofmethistime—someonetryingtoremainunobserved.Mysensesprickle.Ididn’tspendadecadeandahalfatBlackcliffonlytoget
accostedbysomeidiotafewblocksfrommyownbarracks.IdrawmyscimandsummonmyShrike’svoice.“You’dbeafooltotryit,”I
say.“Butbyallmeans,entertainme.”Whenthefirstdartcomesflyingoutofthedark,Iwhipitoutoftheairby
forceofhabit.IspenthundredsofhoursdeflectingmissilesasaYearling.Aknifefollowsthedart.
“Showyourself!”Isnarl.Ashadowmovestomyright,andIflingathrowingknifeatit.Thefigurethudstothegroundonlyadozenyardsfromme,clutchingathisneck.
Imakeforhim,aimingtounhoodhim.Filthy,traitorouscoward—Butmylegswillnotmove.Painexplodesalongmyside,suddenandwhite-
hot.Ilookdown.There’sbloodeverywhere.
Fromtheinfirmary?No.It’smyblood.Walk,Shrike.Move.Getoutofhere.ButIcannot.Ihavenostrengthatall.Idroptomyknees,abletodonothing
morethanwatchasmylifedrainsoutofme.
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XXIII:Laia
henMusaandIsetoutfromAdisa,thesunblazeshigh,burningawaythemorningmistthathasrolledinoffthesea.Butwedonotclearthewalls
untilearlyevening,astheguardsarecarefullywatchingallwholeaveaswellasallwhoenter.
Musa’sdisguise—thatofanoldmanwithapiebalddonkey—isfrighteninglyeffective,andtheguardsdon’tlookathimtwice.Still,hewaitsuntilitiscompletelydarkbeforebagginghistattersallcloakandraggedywig.Inacopseoftrees,hepullstheSerricsteelscimsfromahighpileofsticksonthedonkey’sbackandsendsthecreatureoffwithaslaptotherump.
“MysourcestellmeTribeSuludleftlatelastnight,whichmeanswe’llfindtheircampinoneofthecoastalvillagestothesouth,”Musasays.Inodaresponse,peeringovermyshoulder.Theshadowsofthenightbillowandcontract.Thoughsummerisinfullbloom,Ishiverandmoveswiftlyacrossthemarshygrasses.
“Willyoustoplookingbacklikethat?”Musasays,immuneasevertomymagic.“You’remakingmenervous.”
“Ijustwishwecouldgofaster,”Isay.“Ifeelstrange.Likethere’ssomethingbackthere.”TheNightbringerdisappearedsoswiftlylastnightthatIquestionedwhetherhewaseveninAdisa.Butsincethen,Ihaven’tbeenabletoshakethesensethatsomethingwatchesme.
“Ihavemountshiddendowntheroad.Oncewegettothem,wecanmovemorequickly.”Musalaughsatmyobviousimpatience.“What,youdon’twanttopassthetimeinconversationwithme?”hesays.“I’mhurt.”
“IjustwanttogettotheKehanni,”Imumble,thoughthisisnottheonlyreasonIchafeatthedelay.Musaregardsmethoughtfully,andIlengthenmystride.Hedoesn’tbelievethatIshouldoffertosupplyweaponstotheTribes,evenifitmeansgaininginformationontheNightbringer.NotwhenthoseweaponsmightbeusedtokillinnocentMartialciviliansinthesouth.
Buthedoesn’tstopme,thoughheeasilycouldwiththateeriemagicofhis.Instead,heaccompaniesme,hisdistastepalpable.
Hisdisappointmentgnawsatme.ItispartofthereasonIdonotspeaktohim.Idonotwanthisjudgment.Butthere’smoretomysilence.
Speakingtohimwouldmeanlearningabouthim.Understandinghim.Maybebefriendinghim.Iknowwhatitistotravelwithsomeone,tobreakbreadandlaughandgrowclosetothem.
Andthoughperhapsit’sfoolish,thatfrightensme.BecauseIalsoknowthepainoflosingfriends.Family.Mother.Father.Lis.Nan.Pop.Izzi.Elias.Toomanylost.Toomuchpain.
Ishakeoffmyinvisibility.“It’snotasifyou’llactuallyansweranyofmyquestions.Anyway,Idowanttotalktoyou,it’sjust—”
Dizzinesssweepsoverme.Irecognizethefeeling.No,notnow,notwhenIneedtogettotheKehanni.ThoughinsideIscreamwithfrustration,Icannotstopthevision:thedankroom,theshapeofawoman.Herhairislight.Herfaceisinshadow.Andthatvoiceagain,sofamiliar.
AstarshecameIntomyhomeAndlititbrightwithglo-ryHerlaughterlikeAgildedsongAraincloudsparrow’ssto-ry.
Iwanttogetcloser.Iwanttoseetheface.Iknowthevoice—Ihavehearditbefore.Isearchmymemories.Whoisshe?Asoftcracksounds.Thesingingstops.
“Oi!”IwaketoMusasmackingmyface,andIshovehimaway.“Whatthehells,Musa?”“You’retheonewhocollapsedlikesomesortofswooningtheaterheroine,”
hesayscrossly.“I’vebeentryingtowakeyouforanhour.Doesthathappeneverytimeyouuseyourinvisibility?Ratherinconvenient.”
“Justthepastfewtimes.”Igettomyfeet.Myheadaches,butIcannottellifitisfromfallingorfromMusa’sslap.“Itneverusedtohappen,”Isay.“Andtheblackoutsaregettinglonger.”
“Themoreyouusethemagic,themoreittakesfromyou.Atleast,that’swhatI’veseen.”Musaoffersmehiscanteenandchivviesmeforward.Thistime,hepeersoverhisshoulder.
“What?”Isay.“Didyouseesomethingbackthere?Is—”“It’safterdark.Highwaymenaren’tunheardofthisfarfromthecity.Bestif
wereachthehorses.YouwerecomplainingthatIneveranswerquestions.Ask,
andI’lltrynottodisappointyou.”Iknowhe’sdistractingme,butmycuriosityispiqued.Ihavenotspokenwith
anyoneaboutmymagic.IwantedtotalktoDarin,butdidn’twanttoburdenhim.TheonlyonewhomightunderstandistheBloodShrike,withherpowersofhealing.Iscowlatthethoughtofhavingadiscussionwithheraboutit.“Howdoesyourmagictakefromyou?”
Musaisquietforalongtimeaswewalk,thenightgrowingdeeperaroundus.Thestarsareastreakofsilverlightabove,illuminatingtheroadalmostaswellasafullmoon.
“Themagicmakesmeseekcontrolwhenthereisnonetobefound,”hesays.“Itisthemagicofmanipulation—ofspeaking—ofgettinglessercreaturestobendtomywill.It’swhyIwassogoodwithmyfather’sbees.ButwhenIrelytoomuchonit,itmakesmeintomyworstself.Atyrant.”
“Thesecreaturesyoucanmanipulate,”Isay.“Dotheyincludeghuls?”“I’dnotsullymymindbycommunicatingwiththoselittlebrutes.”AchittercomesfromsomewherenearMusa’sfeet,andIspotaflashof
iridescence,liketorchlightonwater.Itdisappears,andMusaliftshishands,whichIcouldhaveswornwereemptyamomentago.Nowheholdsascroll.
“Foryou,”hesays.Isnatchthescrollfromhim,readingthroughitquicklybeforedroppingmy
armindisgust.“Thisdoesn’ttellmeanything.”“IttellsyouthattheBloodShrikewasinjured.”Helooksdownatthe
parchment.“AndthatthePatershaveturnedagainsther.Hersurvivalisquitemiraculous.Interesting.Iwonder—”
“Idon’tcareaboutthebleedingBloodShrikeorMartialpolitics,”Ihiss.“IneedtoknowwhomelsetheNightbringerisspendinghistimewith.”
“Yousoundlikeanex-lover.”Musaliftshiseyebrows,andIrealizehemustknowaboutmeandKeenan.Aboutwhathappenedbetweenus.Embarrassmentfloodsme.IwishnowthatIhadn’topeneduptohim.
“Ah,Laia-aapan.”HeusestheMarinerhonorificforlittlesisterandjostlesmewithanarm.“We’veallmademistakesinlove.Memostofall.”Love.Isigh.Loveisjoycoupledwithmisery,elationboundtodespair.Itisa
firethatbeckonsmegentlyandthenburnswhenIgettooclose.Ihatelove.Iyearnforit.Anditdrivesmemad.
Inanycase,itisnotsomethingIwanttodiscusswithanyone,leastofallMusa.
“AmongthePaters,”Isay,“isthereanyonewithwhomtheNightbringerhasspentmoretime?”
Anothercrooningchitter.“Myfriendheresayshewillfindout.”
Icatchaglimpseofshimmering,iridescentwings,andshiverwithsuddenknowledge.
“Musa,”Iwhisper,“isthatableedingwight?”Wightsarefey,likewraiths,butsmaller,swifter,andcraftier.Storiessaytheyaretricksterswhoenjoyluringhumanstotheirdeaths.
“Mylittlespies.Swiftasthewind.Obsessedwithcandiedalmonds—whichyoumighthavenoticedwhenyoupokedaroundmyroom.”HegivesmeanarchlookandIflush,embarrassed.“Andthey’reactuallyverysweetcreatures,onceyougettoknowthem.”
“Wights”—Iraisemyeyebrows—“aresweet?”“Iwouldn’tcrossone,no.Butthey’reveryloyal.Moreloyalthanmost
humans,anyway.”Andstrangely,itisthatcomment,deliveredalmostdefensively,thatfinally
makesmelesssuspiciousofMusa.Idonottrusthim—notyet.But,Irealize,Ilikehim.IdidnotknowhowmuchImissedhavingsomeonetotalkto.WithDarin,thesimplestconversationsometimesfeelslikedancingonbutterflies’wings.
“Whatofmyendofthebargain?”Iask.“You’respreadingmystoryandmakingmeouttobesomesortof...hero—”
“Leader,actually.”Iknewadealwithhimwouldn’tbeassimpleasrecruitingResistance
fighters.“YouwantmetoleadtheResistance?”“IfI’dtoldyouthatintheprisoncell,you’dhaverejectedmyoffer.”“BecauseIhavenowishtoleadanyone.Lookatwhathappenedtomy
mother.ToMazen.”Musa’scalmonlyincensesmefurther.“Whydon’tyoudoityourself?Whyme?”
“I’maScholarofAdisa,”Musasays.“Myfamilyhaslivedhereformorethantwohundredyears.Therefugeesdon’tneedmetospeakforthem.TheyneedsomeonewhounderstandstheirpaintopleadtheircasebeforeKingIrmand.”
Iglanceathim,alarmed.“Isthiswhatyoumeantwhenyousaidyouwantedtoworkwiththeking?HaveyouforgottenthathewantstoimprisonDarinandme—andyou?”
“That’sNikla’sdoing.”Musashrugsoffmyprotests.“IdoubtshetoldherfathershehadyouandDarininherclutches.He’sold.Ailing.She’susedhisweaknesstopushtheScholarsoutofAdisaandintothecamps.TostriplandandtitlesfromAdisanScholars.Buttheprincessdoesn’truleyet.Whilethekinglives,there’shopethathe’lllistentoreason.EspeciallyfromthedaughteroftheLioness,whoheconsideredafriend.”
Hecatchessightofmyfaceinthedarkandchuckles.“Don’tlooksoworried,”hesays.“Youwon’tgoinunprepared.We’llhaveonechancetopleadourcasebeforetheking.Thefutureofourpeopledependsonhowsuccessfulweare.WeneedsupportfromtherefugeesandAdisanScholarsbeforethen.It’swhyI’vehadyoumeetwithsomanyofmyfriends.IfwehaveenoughScholarsatourbacks,KingIrmandwillhavetolistentous.”
Butgatheringsomanywilltaketime—timeIdonothave.Guiltstabsthroughme.Musahasspentweeksbuildingmeup.ButthemomentIlearnhowtostoptheNightbringer,I’llhavetodepartAdisa.Andwheredoesthatleavehim?Alive,tofight,Itellmyselffirmly,insteadofdeadinajinn-fueled
apocalypse.Shortlyafterwereachthehorses,asummerstormrollsinfromtheocean,
drenchingusinminutes.Stillwary,Iinsistthatweridethroughthenight.Musa’swightsreportTribeSulud’slocation,andwefinallydrawtoahalt
outsideacoastalvillagejustasthefishingtrawlersdriftouttosea.Thesoddenfieldsaroundthevillagearethickwithfarmhandsharvestingsummercrops.TribeSulud’swagonssitnearthedocks,astone’sthrowfromthevillage’sonlyinn,whereMusatakesrooms.
IhopetheKehanniknowssomethingabouttheNightbringer.TheapproachoftheGrainMoon,sevenweeksaway,loomsovermelikeanexecutioner’sax.Please.Icastmywishtothestars,hopingtheuniverseislistening.Pleaseletmelearnsomethinguseful.
Musainsistswecleanup—Shewon’tletusinherwagonifwesmellofhorseandsweat.Bythetimeweemergefromtheinn,agroupofTribesmenawaitsus.TheygreetMusaasanoldfriendandmewithaformalpoliteness.Withoutfanfare,weareledtothelargestofthewagons,paintedwithpurplefishandyellowflowers,whiteheronsandcrystallinerivers.Pendantsoftarnishedsilverhangfromthewagon’sback,andwhenthedoorswingsopen,theyjanglemerrily.
TheKehanniwearsasimplerobeinsteadofthefineryoftheothernight,butherbearingisnolessnoble.Thebraceletsonherarmsjingle,hidingtheheavy,fadedtattoosonherarms.
“MusaofAdisa,”shegreetshim.“Stillgettingyourselfintotroubleyoucan’tgetoutof?”
“Always,Kehanni.”“Ah.”Shewatcheshimshrewdly.“Soyouhavefinallyseenherforwhatshe
is.”
AnoldpainflashesinMusa’seyes,andIknowthattheyarenotspeakingofme.“Ihavehopeforheryet.”
“Donotwaitforher,child.Sometimesthosewelovearelosttous,assurelyasifDeathhimselfhadclaimedthem.Allwecandoismournthedivergenceoftheirpath.Ifyoutrytowalkit,youtoowillfallintodarkness.”
Musaopenshismouthasiftorespond,buttheKehanniturnstome.“Youbringquestions,LaiaofSerra.Doyoubringpayment?”
“IhaveSerricsteelweapons,”Isay.“Sixblades,freshlyforged.”TheKehannisniffsandsummonsoneofherkinsmen.Musacatchesmyeye,
andthoughhesaysnothing,Ifindmyselffidgeting.IthinkofwhatDarinsaid.Youhaveyourownstrength.Itdoesn’thavetobethesameastheLioness’s.
“Wait.”IplacemyhandsontheweaponsjustastheKehanniishandingthemtotheTribesman.“Please,”Isay.“Usethemindefense.Usethemtofightthesoldiers.Butnot...notthosewhoareinnocent.Please.”
TheTribesmanlooksattheKehanniquestioningly.ShemurmurssomethingtohiminSadhese,andhestepsout.
“LaiaofSerra,youwouldtellaTribeswomanhowtodefendherself?”“No.”Itwinemyfingerstogether.“Iwouldaskthattheseblades,whicharea
gift,notbeusedtoshedthebloodofinnocents.”“Hmph,”theKehannisays.Thensheleansovertothefrontofherwagonand
offersmeasmallwoodenbowlofsalt.Ibreatheasighofreliefandputapinchonmytongue,thecustomAfyataughtme.WeareunderherTribe’sprotectionnow.Nonewhobelongtoitmayharmus.
“Yourgiftisaccepted,LaiaofSerra.HowmayIaidyou?”“IheardyouspinningtheoldtalesinAdisa.Canyoutellmeofthejinn?Do
theyhaveanyweaknesses?Isthereawayto...”Killthem,Inearlysay,butthewordissocold.“Hurtthem?”
“DuringtheFey-ScholarWar,yourancestorsmurderedthejinnwithsteelandsaltandsummerrainfreshfromtheheavens.Butyouaskthewrongquestion,LaiaofSerra.Iknowofyou.Iknowyoudonotseektodestroythejinn.YouseektodestroytheNightbringer.Andheissomethingelsealtogether.”
“Canitbedone?Canhebekilled?”TheKehannileansbackinapileofsoftpillowsandconsiders.Theslideof
herfingersagainstthewagon’slacqueredwoodsoundslikesandhissingthroughanhourglass.
“Heisthefirstofhiskind,”shesays.“Rainwillturntosteamonhisskin,andsteeltomoltenmetal.Asforsalt,hewillsimplylaughtoseeitusedagainsthim,forhehasinuredhimselftoitseffects.No,theNightbringercannotbekilled.Notbyahuman,anyway.Buthecanbestopped.”
“How?”Rainthudsonthewoodenroofofthewagon,andI’mremindedsuddenlyof
thedrumsoftheEmpire,thewaytheirtattooechoeddownintomybones,leavingmejittery.
“Comebacktonight,”theKehannisays.“Whenthemoonishigh.AndIwilltellyou.”
Musasighs.“Kehanni,withrespect—”“Tonight.”Ishakemyhead.“Butwe—”“Ourstoriesarenotbonesleftontheroadforanyhungryanimalthathappens
along.”TheKehanni’svoicerises,andIflinchback.“Ourstorieshavepurpose.Souls.Ourstoriesbreathe,LaiaofSerra.Thestorieswetellhavepower,ofcourse.Butthestoriesthatgountoldhavejustasmuchpower,ifnotmore.Iwillsingyousuchastory—astorythatwaslonguntold.Thestoryofanameanditsmeaning.Ofhowthatnamemattersmorethananyothersinglewordinexistence.ButImustpreparemyself,forsuchstoriesaredragonsdrawnfromadeepwellinadarkplace.Doesonesummonadragon?No.Onemayonlyinviteitandhopeitemerges.So.Tonight.”
TheKehannirefusestosayanythingmore,andsoonMusaandIretreattotheinn,exhausted.Hedisappearsintohisroomwithahalf-heartedwave.
TheTribeswomansaidtheNightbringercanbestopped.Willshetellmehow?Ishiverinanticipation.Whatsortofstorywillshesingtonight?Astorythatwaslonguntold.Thestoryofanameanditsmeaning.Iopenthe
doortomyroom,stillwondering.Butatthethreshold,Ifreeze.Becausethereissomeoneinside.
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ithoutthecottagetoprotectme,mymindisvulnerabletothejinn.ButthoughItrytostayawake,Iam,intheend,onlyhuman.
SincebecomingSoulCatcherIhavenotdreamed.Ionlyrealizeitnow,whenIopenmyeyesandfindmyselfinadarkalleyonanemptystreet.Aflagflapsinthewind—blackwithcrossedhammers.Marcus’ssigil.Itastesaltinthesummerair,overlaidbysomethingbitter.Blood.Smoke.Burntstone.
Whispersridetheair,andIrecognizethesibilanttonesofthejinn.Isthisoneoftheirillusions?Isitreal?
Awhimperbreaksthesilence.Ahoodedfigureslumpsonthegroundbehindme.Iwatchforamomentbeforemovingtowardthefigure.I’mwaryasapalehandemergesfromacloak,clenchedtightlyaroundablade.ButwhenIseethefacebeneaththehood,mycautiondisappears.
It’stheBloodShrike.Bloodbloomsfromherhunchedbody,stainingthecobblestonesaroundher,mercilessandinexorable.
“I’msorry...”theBloodShrikewhisperswhensheseesme.“ForwhatIdidtoMamie.TheEmpire—”Shecoughs,andIcrouchbesideher,ahandonherback.Shefeelswarm.Alive.
“Whodidthistoyou?”Somepartofmeknowsthisisadream,butthatpartfadesandI’msimplyinit,livingit,asifit’sreal.TheShrike’sfaceisdrawnandwhite,herteethchatteringthoughthenightisclearandwarm.WhenIrunmyhandsoverherarms,tryingtofindherinjury,sheshudders,liftingbackhercloaktoshowawoundinherbelly.Itlooksbad.
Verybad.It’sadream.Justadream.Still,fearstabsthroughme.Iwasangryather
whenIlastmether,butseeingherlikethistransfersmyragetowhoeverdidthistoher.Plansfallintoplace.Whereisthenearestinfirmary?Getherthere.No—thebarracks.Whichbarracks?
ButIcan’tdoanyofthat,forthisisadream.“Areyouheretowelcomemeto—whatdidshecallit—theWaitingPlace?”“You’renotdead,”Isay.“Andyou’renotgoingtodie.Doyouhearme?”A
powerfulmemoryhitsme—thefirstTrial,Marcusattackingher,theShrike’s
too-lightbodyagainstmineasIcarriedherdownthemountain.“You’regoingtolive.You’regoingtofindwhoeverdidthistoyou.You’re
goingtomakethempay.Getup.Gettosafety.”Urgencygripsme.Imustsaythesewordstoher.Ifeelthatknowledgeinmybones.Herpupilsdilate;herbodystraightens.
“YouareBloodShrikeoftheEmpire,”Isay.“Andyouaremeanttosurvive.Getup.”
Whenshefindsmyeyes,herownareglassy.Icatchmybreath,fortheyaresoreal—theshape,theemotions,thecolorofthem,likethevioletheartofaquietsea.Thewayherfacechangesbeneathhermask,thestiffnessofherjawasshegritsherteeth.
Butthenshefades,asdoesthecity.Silencedescends.Darkness.WhenIopenmyeyesagain,IexpecttobebackintheWaitingPlace.Butthistime,I’minaroomI’veneverseen.Thesmoothwoodfloorissweptcleanandstrewnwithmirroredcushions.Thereisafaint,familiarfragranceintheair,andmyheartthudsfaster,mybodyrecognizingthescentbeforemyminddoes.
ThedooropensandLaiaenters.Herdarkhairhasfallenloosefromherbraid,andshechewsonherlipasshealwaysdoeswhenshe’sdeepinthought.Thefaintglowofatorchseepsinfromthehallwaybehindher,lightingherfaceasoftgold-brown.Purplehalf-moonsshadowhereyes.
Theoceanthundersdistantly,thecreakoffishingboatsastrangecountermelodytothatroar.
Isteptowardher,grippedbyasoul-deeplongingforhertobereal.Iwanttohearherspeakmyname.Iwanttodipmyhandsintothecoolshadeofherhair,totakesolaceinhergaze.
Shefreezeswhensheseesme,hermouthfallingintoanO.“You—you’rehere.How—”
“It’sadream,”Isay.“I’mintheWaitingPlace.Ifellasleep.”“Adream?”Sheshakesherhead.“No,Elias.You’rereal.Iwasjust
downstairstalkingtoMusa—”WhothebleedinghellsisMusa?“Jealous?”Shelaughs,andimmediatelyIwanttohearherlaughagain.“Now
Iknowthisisn’tadream.DreamEliaswouldknowthatheneverneedstobejealous.”
“I’mnot—”Iconsider.“Nevermind.Iamjealous.Tellmehe’sold,atleast?Orgrouchy?Ormaybeabitstupid?”
“He’syoung.Andhandsome.Andsmart.”Isnort.“He’sprobablyrubbishinbe—”Laiasmacksmeonthearm.
“Battle,”Isayquickly.“Iwasgoingtosaybattle.”
“Hedoesn’tholdacandletoyou.”Laiashakesherhead.“ImustbemoreexhaustedthanIthought—butI—IcouldhaveswornIwasawake.Ifeelawake.Didyouwindwalkhere?Howcouldyou,ifyouweresleeping?”
“Iwishitweren’tadream,”Isay.“Ido.Butithastobe,otherwiseIcouldn’t—”
Ireachoutmyhand,andforamomentithoversnearhers.Itakeit,foroncenotdreadingtheinterferenceoftheghosts,andshesqueezes.Herpalmfitsperfectlyagainstmine,andIliftherhandandbrushmylipsacrossherfingers.
“Icouldn’tdothis.”Ispeaksoftly.“Theghosts—theWaitingPlace—theywouldn’tletme.”
“Thentellme,dreamElias,”shemurmurs.“Whatdidyousaytome?ThenightyouleftmeintheTribaldesert.Thenightyouleftmethenote.Whatdidyousay?”
“Isaid—”Ishakemyhead.MamieRilausedtosaythatdreamsarethebitsofourselveswecan’tfaceintheday,comingtovisitatnight.IfIhadneverleftLaiathatnight...ifKeenanhadnevergottenthechancetobetrayher...ifI’dnotbeencaughtbytheWarden...ifI’dnevervowedtostayintheWaitingPlace...ThenIwouldn’tbestuckthere.Foreternity.ThisdreamversionofLaiaquestionsmebecauseIquestionmyself.Partof
meknowsIshouldpayattentiontothosequestions.ThattheyareaweaknessIshouldcrush.
ButmostofmejustwantstorevelinthefactthatIamseeingLaiaandIwasn’tsureIeverwouldagain.
“Imissyou.”Shepushesbackacurl,andIcan’ttakemyeyesofftheskinofherwrist,disappearingintoabell-shapedsleeve,orthehollowinherneck,ortheshapeofherlegs,longandperfectlycurvedinridingbreeches.It’sadream,Elias,Iremindmyselfsternly,tryingtoignorehowbadlyIwanttofeelthoselegswrappedaroundme.OfcourseherlegslookincredibleandperfectandIwishwecould—
Whensheputsherhandtomyface,Isavorthewhorlsinherfingertips,thegentlescrapeofhernails.Ilookdownintohereyes,goldenandendlessandfullofallthedesireIfeel.Idon’twantthistodisappear.Idon’twanttowakeuptoghostshowlingandjinnplotting.
Iunravelherbraid.Shetakesmyotherhandandputsitonherhip,andItracethecurvewithalighttouchthatmakesherclosehereyes.
“Whyisitlikethis?”sheasks.“Whymustwebeapart?Imisswhatweshouldhavebeen,Elias.Isthatpossible—”
Herhanddropstomychest,totheshreddedremainsofmyshirt,torninthebattlewiththeghosts.
“Whattheskieshappenedtoyou?”Shelooksmeoverwithahealer’sconcern.“Andwhydoyousmelllikesmoke?”
Self-examinationagain.Herquestionsaremyownsubconscious,holdingmeaccountableformymistakes.
“EfritsburneddownShaeva’s—my—house.Partofajinntricktotormentme.”
“No.”Shepales.“Why?TheNightbringer?”“Perhaps.Hemusthavesenttheefrits,andthejinninthegrovetoldthem
whenitwassafetoentertheForest.”Ishakemyhead.“I’mnothinglikeShaeva,Laia.I’mnotgettingtheghoststhroughfastenough.Threeofthemescapedanddidterriblethings.Ican’tcontrolthejinn.AndIcan’tstoptheghosts’suffering.”
“Itismyfault.”Laiaslumps.“IfIhadn’ttrustedhim—givenhimthearmlet—hewouldn’thavegoneafterher.Shaevashouldneverhavedied.”
It’ssuchaLaiathingtosaythatIstareather,perplexed.Thisisadream,isitnot?AndtheBloodShrike...Ihopethatwasadream.
IexpectLaiatosaysomethingIwouldthink.Instead,shecontinuestoberateherself.“IaskmyselfeverydaywhyIdidnotseehimforwhathewas—”
“No.”Ibrushawaythetearsfromherblackeyelashes.“Don’tblameyourself.”Myvoiceislow,scratchy—whyhaveIforgottenhowtotalk?“Please,it’snot—”
Sheliftsherface,andmydesireforherpoolslowandsudden.Ican’tstopmyselffrompullingherbodytomine.Shegaspssoftlyandrises.Herlipsagainstmineareurgent.Shedoesn’tknowwhenshe’llkissmeagain.Thesamefranticneedcoursesthroughme.
Mymindshoutsatmethatthisistooreal.Butnoghoststroubleus.Iwanther.Shewantsme.Andwehavewantedeachotherforsolong.
Shepullsawayfromthekiss,andI’mcertainIwillwakeup,thatthisskies-giventimewithher,devoidofghostsrailingatusorMauthpullingatme,isabouttoend.Butsheonlyshovesawaytheremnantsofmyshirtbeforerunninghernailsgentlyacrossmyskin,sighingwithpleasureorwantorboth.
Ican’tbearherlipsawayfrommine,soIdipdownagain,butonmywayI’mdistractedbyhershoulder.Ifindmyselfkissingit,thennippingatherneck,aprimalpartofmedeeplysatisfiedbythemoanIelicitfromher,bythewayherbodyrelaxesintomine.
Asherbreathheaves,moreraggedwitheverykissonherthroat,Ifeelhertwineherlegaroundmine—yes—andIdropmyhandstoliftherup.Thebedis
toofar,butthere’sawall,andwhenIpinheragainstit,sherakesherhandacrossmyback,murmuring,“Yes,Elias,yes,”untilIamshakingwithneed.
“Thethings,”Iwhisperinherear,“thatIwanttodotoyou...”“Tellme.”Hertongueflicksacrossmyear,andIforgettobreathe.“Show
me.”Whenshewrapsherlegsaroundmywaist,whenIfeeltheheatofheragainst
me,itundoesme,andIflipherontoherbackonthebedanddropdownoverher.Shedrawscirclesonmychestandthenmovesherhandlower...lower.IcurseinSadheseandcaptureherwrist.
“Mefirst,”Isay,tracingtheindentofherstomachand,spurredonbyhersighs,droppingmyhandfurther,movingintimewithherbodyuntilshearchesherback,herarmstremblingagainstmyneck.Aswebothstarttoridourselvesofclothes,oureyesmeet.
Shesmilesatme,asweetsmile,unsureandhopefulandbemused.Iknowthatsmile.Ithinkaboutitallthetime.
Butitisnotasmileadreamcouldeverre-create.Andthisfeelingwithinme—mydesire.Hers.Theyarealsonotemotionsadreamcouldeversimulate.
Couldthisbereal?CouldIhavewindwalkedheresomehow?Whobleedingcares?You’reherenow.ButIhearsomething—whispers—thesamewhispersIheardwhenIwaswith
theBloodShrike.Thejinn.Awarningflaresdownmyspine.Thisisn’tadream.Laiaishere,inthisinn.
Iamhere.AndifI’mhere,thenit’sthejinnwhohavedoneit.Howthebleedinghellsdidtheymoveme?HowdidtheyknowwhereLaiawas?Andwhyhavetheybroughtmehere?
Ipullmyhandsawaytositup,andshegrowlsindisappointment.“You’reright,”Isay.“I—Iamhere.Thisisreal.Butitshouldn’tbe.”
“Elias.”Shelaughsagain.“Ithastobeadream,orwecouldn’tdothis.Butitisthebestdream.”Shereachesformeagain,pullingmedown.“You’reexactlylikeyou.Nowwherewere—”
Shepauses,andit’sasiftheworldhasfrozen.Nothingmoves,noteventheshadows.Amomentlater,theworldunfreezesandLaiashudders,asifachillhasenteredherveryblood.
Orhermind.Forwhenshelooksatme,sheisnolongerLaia.Hereyesarepurewhite,andIjumpawayfromherassheshovesme,herstrengthunnatural.Aghost?Mymindscreams.Skies,isshepossessed?
“Goback!”Hervoicehascompletelychanged,andIrecognizeitasthevoicethatspokeoutofShaevawhenItookmyvowtobecomeSoulCatcher.The
voicethatspoketomeinthatstrangein-betweenplacewhenShaevastolemeawayfromtheraid.Mauth’svoice.
Laia’swholebodyshifts,changingintoshadow,herfeaturesfaded,herbodyunfamiliar.
“Whereisshe?”Idemand.“Whatdidyoudowithher?”“Goback.Thejinndeceiveyou.Theyuseyourweaknessagainstyou.Go
back.”Mauth—inLaia’sshadowform—swingsatme,asiftryingtobeatmetoward
theWaitingPlace.I’mthrownbackwardbytheblow.“Stopthis.”Iliftmyhands.“Whobroughtmehere?Wasityou?Wasitthe
jinn?”“Thejinn,youfool,”saysMauth—forIwon’tallowmyselftothinkofhim
asLaia,nomatterwhatformhetakes.“Theysiphonthepowerthatyoudonotuse.Theystrengthenthemselves.Theydistractyouwiththeluresofthehumanworld.Themoreyoufeel,themoreyoufail.Themoreyoufail,thestrongertheybecome.”
“How—howareyoutalkingtome?”Isay.“Areyoupossessingher?Areyouhurtingher?”
“Herfateisnotyourconcern.”Mauthshovesme,butIplantmyfeet.“Herlifeisnotyourconcern.”
“Ifyou’vehurther—”“Shewillnotrememberthis—anyofthis,”Mauthsays.“Goback.Surrender
tome.Forgetyourpast.Forgetyourhumanity.Youmust,doyousee?Doyouunderstand?”
“Icannot!”Isay.“It’spartofme.ButIneedthemagic—”“Themagicwillallowyoutopasstheghoststhroughwithnaryathought.It
willallowyoutoquellthejinn.Butyoumustleaveyouroldselfbehind.YouareEliasVeturiusnomore.YouaretheSoulCatcher.Youaremine.Iknowwhatyourheartdesires.Itcanneverbe.”
Itrydesperatelytopushthosewishesaway.Sostupid.Sosmall.Ahouseandabedandagardenandlaughterandafuture.
“Forgetyourdreams.”Mauth’sangermounts.“Forgetyourheart.Thereisonlyyourvowtoserveme.Lovecannotlivehere.Seekoutthejinn.Findtheirsecrets.Thenyouwillunderstand.”
“I’llneverunderstand,”Isay.“I’llneverletgoofwhatIfoughtsohardtokeep.”
“Youmust,Elias.Otherwiseallislost.”MauthspinsoutofLaia,ateemingcycloneofcinderedshadows,andshe
collapsesinaheap.ItakeonesteptowardherbeforeMauthyanksmeinto
darkness.Secondsorminutesorhourslater,IslamintothesingedearthoutsideShaeva’scabin.Warmsummerrainfallsinsheets,drenchingmewithinseconds.
Bleeding,burninghells,itwasreal.IwaswithLaiainMarinn—andshewon’tevenrememberit.IwaswiththeBloodShrikeinNavium.Didshesurviveherwound?Ishouldhavehelpedher.Gottenhertothebarracks.
JustthinkingofthemignitesMauth’swrath.Idoubleover,hissingatthefirethattearsthroughme.Seekoutthejinn.Findtheirsecrets.Mauth’sorderringsthroughmyhead.
ButIsoughtthejinns’helponcebefore.Theyusedittobedevilmesothespiritscouldescape.
TheCommandant’swordsfloatthroughmymind.Thereissuccess.Andthereisfailure.Thelandinbetweenisforthosetooweaktolive.
Ineedtogettothemagic.Andtodothat,Mauth,atleast,thinksIneedthejinn.Butthistime,Iwon’tgotothosecreaturesasEliasVeturius.Iwon’tevengotothemastheSoulCatcher.
I’llgotothemasMaskVeturius,dreadMartial,soldieroftheEmpire.I’llgotothemastheestranged,murderoussonoftheBitchofBlackcliff,asthemonsterwhokilledhisfriendsandassassinatedtheEmpire’senemiesasachildandwhowatchedstonilyasYearlingswerewhippedtodeathbeforehiseyes.
Thistime,Iwillnotaskthejinnforhelp.Iwilltakeit.
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XXV:TheBloodShrike
ouareBloodShrikeoftheEmpire.Andyouaremeanttosurvive.Whospokethewords?Itrytograspatthememory.Someonewashere,
onthisdarkstreetwithme.Afriend...ButwhenIopenmyeyesandpullmyselftomyknees,Iamalone,leftwith
nothingbuttheechoofthosewords.MykneesshakeasItrytopullmyselftomyfeet.ButnomatterhowdeeplyI
breathe,Ican’tgetanybleedingair.Becauseyou’relosingallyourblood,Shrike.
Iripoffmycloakandtieitaroundmystomach,groaningatthepainofit.NowiswhenIneedadamnedpatroltopass,butofcoursetheCommandant,whonodoubtplannedthis,wouldmakesuretherewasnone.Buttheremightbemoreassassins.Ihavetogetup.GettotheBlackGuard
barracks.Why?avoicewhispers.Thedarknesswaitswithopenarms.Yourfamily
waits.Mother.Father.Ineedtoremembersomethingaboutthem.Ifistmyhands
andfeelsomethingcold,round.Ilookdown—aring.Abirdinflight.Youareallthatholdsbackthedarkness.Someonesaidthosewordstome.
Butno—thosewordsdonotmatter.Notagainstthepainthatslamsthroughme,wavesandwavesofit.Youareallthatholdsbackthedarkness.Thememoryburnsinmymind.I
putahandtomyeyes,andmymaskripples.Thecoolmetallendsmestrengthasnothingelsecan,snappingmeoutofmytorpor.
Myfatherspokethosewordstome.Livia!Thebaby!Theregency!Myfamilylives.TheEmpirelives.AndImustprotectboth.
Icrawlforward,teethgritted,enragedatthetearsstreaminguncheckeddownmyfaceattheastoundingpainofmywound.Breakitdown.Howmanystepstothebarracks?It’saquartermilefromhereatleast.Fivehundredstridesatmost.Fivehundredstridesisnothing.Whataboutwhenyougetthere?Whatifsomeoneseesyou?Willyouletyour
menseeyouweak?Whatifsomeonespotsyouontheway?Theassassincan’t
possiblybealone.ThenIwillfighthisaccomplicestoo.AndIwilllive.BecauseifIdonot,all
islost.Ilookdownatmyfather’sringandforcemyselfforward,takingstrength
fromit.IamaMask.IamanAquilla.IamtheBloodShrike.Painisnothing.Ireachthewallofanearbyhouseanddragmyselftomyfeet.Thehousesare
darkenedatthistimeofnight,andthoughImightfindaidatoneofthem,Imightalsofindenemies.TheCommandantisnothingifnotthorough.Ifshesentanassassin,thenshe’dpayoffthestreetwherehewasmeanttokillme,tomakesurenoonehelped.Move,Shrike.Imakeitdownthestreetbeforemylegsbeginfeelingstrange.
Cold.Islowdown,hopingtocatchmybreath.Andthensuddenly,I’mnotmovinganymore.I’monmyknees.Bleedinghells.Iknowthisfeeling.Weakness.Uselessness.Helplessness.I’vefeltitbefore,afterMarcusstabbedmeduringtheFirstTrial.
Eliassavedmethen.Becausehewas—is—myfriend.HowcouldIeverseehimasanythingelseafterwhatwehavebeenthrough?IfIamsorryforanythingnow,beforetheend,itisthatIhuntedhim.ThatIhurthisfamily.ThatIhurthim.
WillIseehimnow?IntheWaitingPlace?Willhewelcomeme?Whatfollythatheischainedtothatplace—whatfollywhenthisworldneedshislight.
“Youdeservedbetter,”Iwhisper.“Shrike!”Thescrapeofbootshasmebaringmyteethandbrandishingmy
dagger.ButIrecognizetheblackhairandgoldskin,andthoughI’mconfused,I’mnotreallysurprised,becauseheismybestfriend,afterall,andhe’dneverletmejustdie.
“You—youcame—”“Shrike,listentome,stayawake.Staywithme.”Butno—it’snotElias.The
voicedoesn’toffertheslow,deepwarmthofsummer.It’scoolandharsh—allwrong.It’swinter.Likeme.Thenthere’sanothervoice,alsofamiliar.Dex.“There’saphysicianintheAquillahouse—”
“Gethim,”thecoolvoicesays.“Helpmewithherarmorfirst—she’llbeeasiertocarry.Carefulwithherstomach.”
Iknowthefirstvoicenow.AvitasHarper.Strange,quietHarper.Thoughtfulandwatchingandfilledwithanemptinessthatcallstome.
Heworksquicklytounbucklemyarmor,andIstifleamoanwhenitcomesoff.Dex’shandsome,darkface,strainedinthehalf-light,clarifies.Agoodsoldier.Atruefriend.Buthe’salwaysinpain.Alwaysalone.Hiding.
“It’snotfair,”Iwhispertohim.“Youshouldlovewhomyouwish.HowtheEmpirewouldtreatyouiftheyknew,it’snot—”
Dex’sfacepales,andheglancesquicklyatAvitas.“Saveyourstrength,Shrike,”hesays.Thenhe’sgone,andamuscledarmcomesaroundmywaist.Harperpullsmyhandacrosshisshoulders,andwetakeastep—another—butIamstaggering.I’velosttoomuchblood.
“Pickmeup,youidiot,”Igasp.AmomentlaterIamweightless,andIsigh.“You’regoingtobefine,Hel—Shrike.”AcrackinHarper’svoice.Emotion?
Fear?“Don’tletanyoneseeme,”Iwhisper.“This—thisisundig—dignified.”Abarkoflaughter.“Onlyyouwouldthinkthatwhileyourgutsareleaking
outontothedamnedpavement.Holdon,BloodShrike.Thebarracksaren’tfar.”Hemakesforthefrontentrance,andIshakemyheademphatically.“Takeme
throughtheback.ThePlebeianswe’reshelteringcan’tseemelikethis—”“Wedon’thaveachoice.Thefastestwaytotheinfirmaryisthroughthefront
door—”“No!”IthrashandshoveHarper’schest.Hedoesn’tsomuchastwitch.
“Theycannotseemelikethis!Youknowwhatshe’lldo.She’lluseitagainstme.ThePatersalreadythinkI’mweak.”
“CaptainAvitasHarper.”Harperfreezesatthevoice,deepandancientandbrookingnoargument.“Bringherthisway.”
“Yougetthebleedinghellsawayfromus.”Harperbacksawaytwosteps,buttheNightbringerholdsouthishands.
“Icouldkillyoubothwithathought,child,”hesayssoftly.“Ifyouwishforhertolive,bringher.”
Harperhesitatesforamomentandthenfollows.Iwanttoprotest,butmymouthisunabletoformwords.Hisbodyistautasawirepulledtight,heartthuddingswiftlikearivercurrent.Buthismaskedfaceisserene.Somepartofmerelaxes.Mysightdarkens.Ah,sleep...
“Staywithme,Shrike.”Harperspeakssharply,andIgroaninprotest.“Keepyoureyesopen.Youdon’thavetospeak.Allyouhavetodoisstayawake.”
IforcemyselftofocusontheswirlingrobesoftheNightbringer.Hewhispers,butIcannotmakeoutthewords.Abrickwallthatrosebeforeusdisappears.Magic!Momentslater,thebarrackscomeintoview.Theguardsstationedoutsidelookup,handsontheirscims.ButtheNightbringerspeaksagain,andtheyturnawayasiftheyhaven’tseenus.
“Setherdown,Captain.”Weentermyquarters,andtheNightbringergesturestomybed.“Andthenleave.”
Harpersettlesmeontothebedslowly.Still,Igrimace,anotherwaveofpainwashingovermeatthestrainonmywound.Whenhebacksaway,Ifeelcold.
“Iwillnotleaveher.”HestraightensandlookstheNightbringerinthefacewithoutflinching.
TheNightbringerconsiders.“Verywell.Getoutoftheway.”Thejinnsitsbesidemeonthebed.Hethrowsbackmyshirt,andIcatcha
glimpseofhishandbeneaththesleeveofhisrobe.Itisshadowyandtwisted,withaneerieglowbeneaththedarknessthatmakesmethinkofbankedembers.IthinkofadaylongagoinSerra,thefirsttimeImethim.Irememberhowhesang—justonenote—andthebruisesonmyfacehealed.
“Whyareyouhelpingme?”“Icannothelpyou,”theNightbringersays.“Youcan,however,help
yourself.”“Can’t—can’thealmyself.”“Yourhealingpowerallowsyoutorecovermorequicklythananormal
human,”hesays.Distantly,IrealizethatAvitasishearingallofthis.ThatmaybeIshouldhavehadhimleavetheroom.ButIamtooweaktocare.“Howelsecouldyoustilllive,child,afterlosingsomuchblood?Considerthewound,andthenfindyoursong.Doit.Now.”
Thewordsarenotarequestbutanorder.Ihumtunelessly,fightingthepain,searchingformysong.Iclosemyeyes,
andIamagirlagain,comfortingHannahwhenshecameintomybedatnight,terrifiedofmonsters.Motherwouldfindushuddlingtogetherandsingustosleep.SometimesinthedeepnightatBlackcliff,thinkingofhersongbroughtmepeace.ButwhenIsingnow,nothinghappens.
Whywouldit?Mysongisnotoneofpeace.Itisoneoffailureandpain.Mysongisoneofbattleandblood,deathandpower.ItisnotthesongofHeleneAquilla.ItisthesongoftheBloodShrike.AndIcannotfindit.Icannotwrapmymindaroundit.Thisisitthen.Cutdownonthestreetlikeadrunkcivviewhocouldn’ttella
bladefromabottle.TheNightbringersingstwonotes.Rage,Ithink.Love.Araw,coldworld
livesinthatshortsong—myworld.Me.Isingthetwonotesbacktohim.Twonotesbecomefour,fourbecome
fourteen.Rageformyenemies,Ithink.Loveformypeople.Thisismysong.Butithurts,bleedinghells,ithurts.TheNightbringertakesmyhand.“Pour
thepainintome,child,”hesays.“Turnitawayfromyourself.”Hiswordsunleashaflood.Evenastheburdenofmywoundtransferstohim,
hedoesnotflinch.Hedoesnotmoveatall,hiscloakedformastatueashe
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acceptsit.Myskinstitchesitselfbacktogether,burningwithanachethatmakesmecryout.
Abladehissesasitleavesitssheath.“Whatthebleedinghellsdidyoudotoher?”
TheNightbringerturnstoAvitasandgestures.Immediately,Harperdropsthescimasifburned.
“Look.”Thejinnmoves,noddingdowntomywound,whichisnownothingbutastar-shapedscar.Itweepsblood,butitwillnotkillme.
Harper’slowoathtellsmethatIwillsoonhaveagreatdealofexplainingtodo.ButIcanworryaboutthatlater.Mybodyisexhausted,butwhentheNightbringerreleasesme,Imakemyselfsitup.
“Wait,”Iwhisper.“Willyoutellherofthis?”HeknowsofwhomIspeak.“WhywouldItellher?Sothatshecanattempttokillyouagain?Iamnother
servant,BloodShrike.Sheismine.Sheattackedyouagainstmyorders.Ihavenopatiencefordefiance,thusIhavethwartedher.”
“Idon’tunderstand.Whywouldyouhelpme?Whatdoyouwantfromme?”“Iamnothelpingyou,BloodShrike.”Hestandsandgathershisrobes.“Iam
helpingmyself.”
henIwake,nighthasfallen,andtheraftersshudderwithreverberationsofcatapultprojectiles.TheBarbariansmusthaverecommencedtheir
bombardmentofNavium.Iamaloneinmyroom,butmyarmorishungneatlyfromthewall.Acurse
slipsthroughmylipsasIrise.Mywoundhasgonefromdeadlytoirritatinglypainful.Stopwhinging.Getyourarmoron.Ilimptothewall,everyjointasstiffasanoldwoman’sindeepwinter.IhopeafewminutesonmyfeetwillwarmupmybodyenoughthatIcanatleastride.
“Offtogetyourselfkilledagainsosoon?”ThefamiliarraspissounexpectedthatIdon’tbelieveI’mhearingitatfirst.“Yourmotherwouldbeappalled.”
Cookperchesinthewindowasusual,andevenwiththehood,eventhoughI’veseenherscarsbefore,theviolenceofhermangledfaceisjarringenoughthatIlookaway.Hercloakisripped,hershockofwhitehairabird’snest.TheyellowstainsonherfingerstellmeimmediatelywhohasbeenleavingclaystatuesintheCommandant’squarters.
“Iheardyougotstabbed.”TheCooksdropsintotheroom.“ThoughtI’dcomeyellatyouforallowingittohappen.”Sheshakesherhead.“You’reafool.
YoushouldknowbetterthantowalkaloneatnightwithinahundredmilesoftheBitchofBlackcliff.”
“Andleaveyoutokillher?”Isnort.“Hasn’tworkedoutwellforyou,hasit?Allyou’vedoneisleftafewdisturbingstatuesinherquarters.”
Cookgrins,aneeriething.“I’mnottryingtokillher.”Shedoesnotelaborate.Hergazedropstomystomach.“Youhaven’tthankedmeformurderingtheotherassassinswhowerecomingforyou.OrfortellingHarpertostopsquintingatreportssohecoulddragyourcarcasstosafety.”
“Thankyou,”Isay.“Itrustyouknowthatsun-eyedbastardwantssomethingfromyou?”Idon’twastetimeaskinghowsheknowstheNightbringerhealedme.“I
don’ttrusthim,”Itellher.“I’mnotafool.”“Thenwhydidyoulethimhelpyou?He’splanningawar,didyouknow?
Andhe’slikelygotapartinitforyou.Youjustdon’tknowwhatitisyet.”“Awar.”Isitup.“ThewarwiththeKarkauns?”Cookhisses,snatchesacandleoffatablenearthedoor,andthrowsitatmy
head.“Notthatwar,stupid!Thewar.Theonethat’sbeenbrewingsincethedaymyidiotpeopledecideditwouldbewisetoattackanddestroythejinn.That’swhatthisisallabout,girl.That’swhattheCommandantisupto.It’snotjusttheKarkaunsshewantstodefeat.”
“Explainyourself,”Isay.“Whatareyou—”“Getoutofhere,”shesays.“GetfarawayfromtheCommandant.She’sset
ontakingyoudown,andshe’llhaveherway.Gotoyoursister.Keephersafe.Keepthatemperorofyoursincheck.Andwhenthewardoescome,bereadyforit.”
“ImusttakedowntheCommandantfirst,”Isay.“Thiswaryouspeakof—”Astepsoundsinthehallwaybeyondthedoor.Cookleapsintothewindow,onehandcoiledaroundtheframe.Inoticesomethingstrangeaboutthathand.Theskinissmooth—notyounglikemine,butnottheskinofawhite-hairedgrannyeither.
Thosedarkblueeyespinme.“YouwanttotakedowntheBitchofBlackcliff?Youwanttodestroyher?Youhavetobecomeherfirst.Andyoudon’thaveitinyou,girl.”
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XXVI:Laia
amfuzzy-headedandconfusedwhenIpullonmyboots.I’vesleptallday—suchstrangedreamsIhad.Wonderful,andyet—“Laia!”Musa’svoiceisalowhissatthedoor.“Bleedinghells,areyouall
right?Laia!”ThedoorburstsopenbeforeIcangetawordout,andMusatakestwosteps
inandgrabsmyshoulders,asiftomakesureIamreal.“Getyourthings.”Hescansthewindowsandbeneaththebed.“Weneedto
getthehellsoutofhere.”“What’shappened?”Isay.MythoughtsimmediatelygototheNightbringer.
Tohisminions.“Isit—ishe—”“Wraiths.”Musa’sfacehaspaledtothecolorofanunpolishedscim.“They
attackedTribeSulud,andtheymightbecomingforus.”Ohno.No.“TheKehanni—”“Idon’tknowifshe’salive,”hesays.“Andwecan’triskfindingout.Come
on.”Weracedownthebackstairsoftheinnandouttothestablesassilentlyas
possible.Itislateenoughthatmostofthevillageisinbed,andwakinganyonewouldonlybringaboutquestions—andadelay.
“Thewraithskilledeveryonesilently,”Musasays.“Iwouldn’thaveknownanythingwaswrongifthewightshadn’twokenmeup.”
IpauseasIthrowasaddleontomyhorse.“Weshouldfindoutifthereareanysurvivors.”
Musaswingsupontohismount.“Ifwegointothatcamp,skiesknowwhatwe’llfind.”
“I’vefacedawraithbefore.”Ifinishwithmyhorse.“TherewerenearlyfiftyTribespeopleinthatcamp,Musa.Ifevenoneofthemisalive—”
Musashakeshishead.“Mostofthemleftearly.OnlyafewwagonsstayedwiththeKehannitokeepwatchoverheruntilshewasreadytoleave.Andshestayedbecause—”
“Becauseofus,”Isay.“Whichiswhyweoweittohertomakesureneithershenoranyofherkinsmenneedshelp.”
HegroansinprotestbutfollowsmeasIleavethestablesandheadforthecamp.Iexpectittobesilent,butthesteadydrizzleofrainpingsoffthewagonroofs,makingitdifficultforustohearourownfootsteps.
Thefirstbodyissprawledattheentrancetotheencampment.Itiswrong,brokeninadozendifferentways.Alumprisesinmythroat.Irecognizetheman—oneoftheTribesmenwhowelcomedus.Threemoreofhisfamilymemberslieafewyardsfromhim.Iknowinstantlythattheytooaredead.
ButwedonotseetheKehanni.AquietchitternearMusa’seartellsmethatthewightshavenoticedherabsencetoo.MusanodstotheKehanni’swagon.WhenImakeforit,Musaputsanarminfrontofme.“Aapan.”Thestrainonhisfacematchestheforebodinginmyheart.“Maybe
Ishouldgofirst.Incase.”“IsawtheinsideofKaufPrison,Musa.”Islippasthim.“Itcan’tbeany
worse.”Thebackdooropenssilently,andIfindtheKehannicrumpledagainstthefar
wall.Shelookssomuchsmallerthanshedidjusthoursago,anoldwomanwhoselaststorywasstolenfromher.Thewraithsdidnotcuther—infact,Idonotseeasingleopenwound.Buttheoddanglesofherlimbstellmeexactlyhowshedied.Iclapmyhandagainstmymouthtoholdbackmysick.Skies,shemusthavebeeninsomuchpain.
Amoancomesfromher,andbothMusaandIjump.“Ohbleedinghells.”Iambyhersideintwosteps.“Musa,gotothehorses.
Lookintherightsaddlebag—”“No.”TheKehanni’ssunkeneyesgleamwithfaint,failinglight.“Listen.”
MusaandIbothfallsilent.Wecanbarelyhearherovertherain.“SeekouttheAugurs’words,”shewhispers.“Prophecy.TheGreatLibrary
—”“Augurs?”Idon’tunderstand.“WhatdotheAugurshavetodowiththe
Nightbringer?Aretheyallies?”“Ofakind,”theKehanniwhispers.“Ofakind.”Hereyelidsdroop.She’sgone.Fromthewagondoor,aloud,panickedchitter
sounds.“Let’sgo,”Musahisses.“Thewraithsarecirclingback.Theyknowwe’re
here.”Withthepanicofthewightsspurringus,weracethroughtherainatapace
thatdrivesthehorsesintoafrothingsweat.I’msorry,I’msorry.Ithinkthewordsoverandover,butIdon’tknowtowhomIspeak.Myhorse,formakingitsuffer?TheKehanni,foraskingheraquestionthatkilledher?TheTribesmenwhodiedtryingtoprotecther?
“TheAugurs’prophecies,”Musasayswhenwefinallyslowourhorsesforarest.“Theonlyplacewe’llfindthemistheGreatLibrary.She—shewastryingtotellus.Butit’simpossibletogetin.”
“Nothingisimpossible.”Elias’swordscomebacktome.“We’llgetin.Wemust.Butfirstwehavetomakeitback.”
Again,wepushthroughthenight,butthistime,Musaneedsnourging.IspendhalftheridelookingovermyshoulderandtheotherhalfplottingwaystogetintotheGreatLibrary.Theskiesclear,buttheroadsarestilltreacherouswithmud.Thewightsremainnearus,theirwingsoccasionallyflashinginthedark,theirpresenceofferingastrangecomfort.
WhenthewallsofAdisacomeintoviewinthedeepesthourofthenight,Iwanttosobinrelief.Untilthehazyglowofflamematerializes.
“Therefugeecamp.”Musaurgeshishorseon.“They’reburningthetents.”“Whatthehellshappened?”ButMusahasnoanswer.Thecampisinsuchchaoswhenwereachitthatthe
Mariners,franticallyevacuatingtheScholars,donotnoticetwomorefacesamidthehundredsrunningthroughthenarrow,ash-filledlanes.MusadisappearstospeaktooneoftheMarinersbeforefindingmeagain.
“Idon’tthinktheMarinersdidthis,”Musashoutsovertheroaroftheflames.“Otherwisewhywouldtheybehelping?Andhowcouldthefirehavespreadsoquickly?OneofthesoldiersIspokewithsaidtheycaughtwindofitonlyanhourago.”
Weplungeintothesmoke-chokedstreets,tearingopentents,pullingoutthosewhoaresleeping,whoremainedunaware,shooingchildrentotheoutskirtsofthecamp.Wedowhateverwecan,howeverwecan,withthefranticanguishofthosewhoknowthatnothingwillbeenough.Screamsrisearoundusfromthosewhoaretrapped.Fromthosewhocannotfindtheirfamilymembers.Fromthosewhohavefoundtheirfamilymembersinjuredordead.Alwaysus.Myeyesburnfromsmoke;myfaceiswet.Alwaysmypeople.MusaandIgobackagainandagain,carryingoutthosewhocannotwalk
themselves,pullingtosafetyasmanyScholarsaswecan.AMarinersoldierhandsuswatertodrink,togivetothesurvivors.Ifreezewhenshelooksup.ItisCaptainEleiba,hereyesred-rimmed,handstrembling.Shemeetsmygazebutonlyshakesherheadandturnsbacktoherowntasks.You’llbeallright.Alliswell.You’llbefine.Ispeaknonsensetothosewho
areburned,whocoughbloodfromallthesmoke.Ofcoursewe’llfindyourmother.Yourdaughter.Yourgrandson.Yoursister.Lies.Somanylies.Ihatemyselffortellingthem.Butthetruthiscrueler.
HundredsarestilltrappedinthecampwhenInoticesomethingstrangethroughthesmokeandhaze.AredglowrisesfromthecityofAdisa.Mythroatisparched,burnedfrominhalingsomuchsmoke,butsuddenlyitgoesevenmoredry.Hasthefirefromthecampspread?Butno—itcouldn’thave.Notoverthemassivecitywall.
Ibackawayfromtherefugeecamp,hopingIcanseebetterfromoutsideit.Dreadspreadsslowlythroughmybody.ThesamefeelingI’vehadwhensomethingterriblehashappenedandIwakeuphavingforgotten.AndthenIremember.
Criesriseupallaroundme,likeillspiritsletloose.IamnottheonlyonewhohasnoticedtheglowfromAdisa.
“Musa.”TheScholarmanlurchesbacktowardthecamp,desperatetosaveevenonemoreperson.“Look—”
Ipullhimaroundtofacethecity.Awarmwindofftheoceanpartsthefugofsmokeoverthecampforamoment.That’swhenweseeit.
TocallthefireenormouswouldbelikecallingtheCommandantunkind.Itisimmense,aninfernothattransformstheskyintoaluridnightmare.Thethickcloudofsmokeisilluminatedbytheflames,impossiblyhigh,asifshootingfromthedepthsoftheearthtotheveryheavens.
“Laia.”Musa’svoiceisweak.“It’s—it’s—”Buthedoesn’thavetosayit.IknewassoonasIsawtheheightofthe
flames.NootherbuildinginAdisaissotall.TheGreatLibrary.TheGreatLibraryisonfire.
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ortwoweeks,IplothowI’llseizethetruthfromthejinn.ThemercantileinanearbyvillageprovidesmostofwhatIneed.Therestdependsonthe
weather,whichfinallycooperateswhenanearlysummerstormsweepsinfromtheeast,drenchingtheentiretyoftheWaitingPlace.
Idon’tmindtherain.Icatchadozenbuckets’worthofit.BythetimeItransportthemtothejinngrove,thedelugehasdulledtheunholyglowofthetreestoanocherousred.
Onceinthegrove,Ismile,waitingforthejinntobegintormentingme.Comeon,youdevils.Watchme.Listentomythoughts.Squirmoverwhat’scoming.
WhenIampastthefirstrowoftrees,thecanopygrowstangled.Allissilent,buttheairthickens,weighingmedown,asifI’mwalkingthroughwaterinfullMartialarmor.ItisanefforttoremovethebagofsaltIhavestowedaway.ButasImakeringsofsaltaroundthetrees,thejinnstir,snarlingsoftlyfromwithintheirprisons.
Itakeoutanax—itssteeledgefreshlysharpened—andgiveitafewtestswings.ThenIdipitinthebucketofrainwaterandsinkitsixinchesintotheclosestjinntree.Theshriekthatarisesfromthegroveisbothhair-raisingandhorriblysatisfying.
“You’rekeepingsecrets,”Isay.“Iwanttoknowthem.Tellme,andI’llstop.”Youfool.Cutopenthetreesandwewillsimplyburstforth.“Lies.”IslipintothevoiceofaMask,asifIwereinterrogatingaprisoner.“If
yourfreedomwasthatsimple,you’dhavegottenyourefritfriendstobreakyououtlongago.”
Idiptheaxintherainwateragainand,oninspiration,scoopupsomeofthesalttorubonit.Atmysecondstrike,thejinnscreamsoloudlythattheghostsclusterednearbystreakaway.WhenIlifttheaxforathirdtime,thejinnspeak.Stop.Please.Comecloser.“Ifyou’retrickingme—”Ifyouwantoursecrets,youmusttakethem.Comecloser.Imovedeeperintothegrove,theaxclutchedtightly.Mudslimesmyboots.Closer.
Everystepgrowsmoredifficult,butIdragmyselfforwarduntilIcan’tmoveatall.Howdoesitfeeltobetrapped,SoulCatcher?Quitesuddenly,Icannotspeakorseeorfeelanythingbeyondthesteadythud
ofmyheart.Ifightagainstthedarkness,thesilence.Icastmyselfagainstthewallsofthisprisonlikeamothcaughtinajar.Inmypanic,IreachforMauth.Butthemagicdoesn’trespond.Howdoesitfeeltobechained?“Whatthehells,”Irasp,“areyoudoingtome?”Look,EliasVeturius.Youwantedoursecrets.Theyarebeforeyou.Suddenly,Iamfreeoftheirgrasp.Thetreesaheadthinoutasthelandcurves
toarise.Istaggertowarditandfindmyselflookingdownaslopeatashallowvalleynestledinabendofthefast-rushingRiverDusk.
Andinthatvalleyaredozens—no,hundredsofstonestructures.It’sacityI’veneverseen.AcityShaevanevermentioned.AcitythathasnevermadeitselfknowntomeonthestrangeinternalmapIhaveoftheWaitingPlace.Itlooks—andfeelsinmymind—likeemptyspace.
“Whatisthisplace?”Iask.Abirdsailsdownintothevalleythroughthethicksheetsofrain,somesmall,
squirmingcreaturecaughtinitsclaws.Thetreetopsswayinthewind,heavinglikearestlesssea.Home.Thejinnspeakwithoutrancor,foronce.Thisishome.Mauthnudgesmeforward,andImakemywaythroughtall,soakedsummer
grassesdownintothecity,daggerattheready.ItisunlikeanycityI’veeverseen,thestreetscurvedinconcentrichalfcircles
aroundabuildingonthebanksoftheRiverDusk.Thestreets,thebuildings—everythingismadeofthesamestrangeblackstone.ThecolorissopurethatIreachoutmorethanoncetotouchit,awestruckbyitsdepth.
Isoonsheathemydagger.I’vebeeninenoughgraveyardstoknowwhattheyfeellike.Thereisn’tasoulintheplace.Therearen’tevenghosts.
ThoughIwanttoexploreeverysinglestreet,I’mdrawntothelargebuildingontheriverbank.It’sbiggerthantheEmperor’spalaceinAntiumandahundredtimesmorebeautiful.StoneblockssitupononeanotherwithsuchperfectsymmetrythatIknownohumancutthem.
Iseenocolumnsordomesorornatepatterns.ThestructuresintheEmpireorMarinnortheTribaldesertsreflecttheirpeople.Thosecitieslaughandcryandshoutandsnarl.Thiscityisonenote,thepurestnoteeversung,helduntilmyheartwantstobreakatthesound.
Alowsetofstairsleadstothemainbuilding.Atmytouch,thetwomassivedoorsatthetopofthestairsopenaseasilyasiftheirhingeswereoiledthismorning.Within,threedozenblue-firetorchessputtertolife.
WhichiswhenIrealizethatthewalls,whichappearedtobeadeepblackstone,aresomethingelseentirely.Theyreflecttheflamelikewaterreflectssunlight,transformingtheentireroomtoagentlesapphireblue.Thoughthemassivewindowsareopentotheelements,thethunderofthestormoutsideismutedtoamurmur.
Icannotmakeheadsortailsofwhatthisplaceis.Itssizemakesmethinkitwasusedforgatherings.Yetthereisonlyonelowbenchinthecenteroftheroom.
Mauthtugsmeupastaircase,throughaseriesofantechambers,andintoanotherroomwithahugewindow.Itisfilledwiththescentsoftheriverandtherain.Torchespainttheroomwhite.
Iliftmyhandtotouchthewall.WhenIdo,itcomesalive,filledwithmistyimages.Iyankmyhandback,andtheimagesfade.
Gingerly,Itouchitagain.Atfirst,Icannotunderstandthepictures.Animalsplay.Leavesdanceonthewind.Treehollowstransformintokindlyfaces.TheimagesremindmeofMamieRila—ofwhathervoiceislikewhenshesingsatale.WhichiswhenIunderstand:Thesearechildren’sstories.Childrenlivedhere.Butnothumanchildren.Home,thejinnsaid.Jinnchildren.Imakemyway,roombyroom,tothetopofthebuilding,stoppinginahigh
rotundathatoverlooksthecityandtheriver.WhenItouchthewalls,imagesappearagain.Thistime,though,theyareof
thecityitself.Stripsoforangeandyellowandgreensilkflutterinthewindows.Jewel-likeflowersgrowinoverflowingboxes.Thetrillandhumofvoicestellofahappiertime.
Peoplecladinsmokyblackrobeswalkthecity.Onewomanhasdarkskinandtightcurls,likeDex’s.Anotherhaspaleskinandfinehair,liketheBloodShrike’s.Somearescim-thin,andothersareheavier,likeMamiewasbeforetheEmpiregotitshandsonher.Each,intheirownway,walkswithagracethatIonlyeversawinShaeva.
Buttheydonotwalkalone.Allaresurroundedbyghosts.IspotamanwithauburnhairandafacesobeautifulIcan’tevenbeirritated
byit.Heissurroundedbyghostchildren,lovesuffusingeverybitofhimashespeakswiththem.
Ican’thearwhathesays,butIcanunderstandhisintent.Heofferstheghostslove.Notjudgmentorangerorquestions.Onebyone,thespiritsdriftintothe
riveratease.Atpeace.Isthis,then,thesecretofwhatShaevadid?I’veonlytoofferthespiritslove
andthey’llmoveon?Itcan’tbe.It’santitheticaltoeverythingshesaidaboutquellingmyemotions.
Theghostsherearecalm,farmoreserenethantheywerewhenShaevalived.IdonotsensethefranticpainthatsuffusestheWaitingPlaceasIknowit.Therearealsofarfewerofthem.Littlegroupsofthemfollowtheblack-robedfiguresobediently.
InsteadofaloneSoulCatcher,therearedozens.No,hundreds.Otherfiguresdriftfromthebuildings,humaninformbutmadeofdeep
black-and-redflame,gloriousandfree.HereandthereIspotchildrenswitchingfromhumantoflameandbackwiththerapidityofahummingbird’swings.
WhentheSoulCatchersandtheirghostspass,thejinnmoveaside,incliningtheirheads.Thechildrenwatchfromafar,mouthsagog.Theywhisper,andtheirbodylanguageremindsmeofhowMartialchildrenactwhenaMaskpassesby.Fear.Awe.Envy.
AndyettheSoulCatchersarenotisolated.Theyspeaktoeachother.Onewomansmileswhenaflamechildcomesrunningtowardher,transformingintoahumanjustbeforethejinnscoopshimup.Theyhavefamily.Partners.Children.
AnimageofLaiaandmeinahouse,makingalifetogether,flashesthroughmymind.Coulditbepossible?
Thecityripples.Afrissonofsorts,aportentmademanifestintheshiverintheair.Thejinnturntotherimoftheirvalley,wherearowofflagsfly,greenwithapurplequillandanopenbook:thesigiloftheScholarEmpire,beforeitfell.
Theimagescomeswiftly.Ayounghumankingarriveswithhisretinue.Theauburn-hairedjinnwelcomeshim,abrown-skinnedjinnwomanathissideandtwoflamechildrenfidgetingbehindthem.Thejinnwearsacrownwithdiscomfort,asifhe’snotusedtoit.
Ifinallyrecognizehim.Thehairisdifferent,asisthebuild,butsomethingabouthismannerisfamiliar.ThisistheKingofNoName.TheNightbringer.
Flankingthekingandhisqueenaretwoflame-formedjinnbodyguardsarmedwithblack-diamondsickles.Despitetheirnonhumanphysiques,Irecognizetheonewhostandsbythechildren.Shaeva.ShewatchesthevisitingScholarkingwithfascination.Henotices.
Theimagesspeedup.TheScholarkingwheedles,thencajoles,thendemandsthesecretsofthejinn.TheNightbringerrejectshim,buttheScholarkingrefusestogiveup.
ShaevameetstheScholarinhisguestquarters.Overweeks,hebefriendsher.Laughswithher.Listenstoher,schemingevenasshefallsdesperatelyinlovewithhim.
Asenseofforebodinggrows,thickasmud.TheNightbringerhauntsthestreetsofhisowncitywheneveryone’ssleeping,sensingathreat.Whenhiswifespeakstohim,hesmiles.Whenhischildrenplaywithhim,helaughs.Theirfearsarequelled.Hisonlygrow.
ShaevafindstheScholarkinginaclearingbeyondthecity.Hismannerremindsmeofsomeone,buttheknowledgewaversattheedgesofmymindbeforeslippingaway.ShaevaandtheScholarargue.Hecalmsheranger.Makespromises.Evenatthedistanceofathousandyears,Iknowhe’llbreakthosepromises.
Threemoonsriseandset.ThentheScholarsattack,tearingintotheForestofDuskwithsteelandfire.
Thejinncastthembackeasily,butwithbewilderment—theydonotunderstandthis.Theyknowthehumanswanttheirpower.Butwhy,whenwekeepthebalance?Why,whenwetakethespiritsofyourdeadandmovethemonsothatyouarenothauntedbythem?
Ghostsfillthecity.Butthejinnmustfight,sotherearenotenoughSoulCatcherstomovethespiritson.Forcedtowaitandsuffer,thespiritscryout,theirwailsaneerilyprescientdirge.ThejinnkingmeetswiththeefritlordsastheScholarspresstheattack.Hisflamechildrenaresentfarawaywithhundredsofothers,howlingtearfulgoodbyestotheirparents.
TheimagesfollowthechildrenintotheForest.Ohno.No.Iwanttopullmyhandfromthewall,tostoptheimages.Danger
closesinonthelittleones.Thecrackofatwig,ashadowflittingamongthetrees.Andallthewhilethesewaist-highflamechildrenscurrythroughtheForest.Theyareunknowing,illuminatingthetrunksandleavesandgrasseswithbrilliance,somedeepfeymagicthatlendsbeautytoallthattheytouch.Theirwhisperssoundlikebells,andtheymovelikecheery,bravelittlecampfiresonafreezingnight.
Asuddensilencedescends.You’rewalkingintoanambush!Protectthem,youfools!Iwanttoscreamattheguards.Humanspourfromthetrees,armedwithswordsgleamingwithsummerrain.
Theflamechildrenclustertogether,terrified.Astheyjoin,theirfireburnsbrighter.
Andthentheirflamesgoout.Idon’twanttoseeanymore.Iknowthetale.ShaevagavetheScholarking
theStar.Heandhiscovenofmagic-userslockedawaythejinn.
Doyouseenow,EliasVeturius?thejinnask.“Wedestroyedyou,”Isay.Youdestroyedyourselves.Forathousandyearsyou’vehadonlyoneSoul
Catcher.Shaeva,atleast,wasjinn.Hermagicwasinnate.Still,theghostsbuiltup—yousawherstruggle.Butyouhavenomagic.Howcanatalentlessmortaldothatwhichajinncouldnot?Theghostspressagainsttheborderslikerainwaterpressesagainstadam.Andyouwillnevermovetheghostsswiftlyenoughtostopthedamfrombursting.Youwillfail.
Foronce,thejinnplaynotricks.Theydonotneedto.Thetruthintheirwordsisterrifyingenough.
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XXVIII:TheBloodShrike
ightisthickonNaviumwhenIjerkoutofsleep.“Thebeach.”Idon’trealizeI’vespokenthewordsalouduntilIhearthe
creakofarmor.Avitas,keepingwatchinachairnearmydoor,shuddersawake,sciminhand.
“Someguardyoumake.”Isnort.“Youwerefastasleep.”“Myapologies,Shrike,”hesaysstiffly.“Ihavenoexcuse—”Irollmyeyes.“Thatwasajoke.”Iswingmylegsoutofthebedandsearch
aroundformybreeches.Avitasreddensandfacesthewall,drumminghisfingersonhisdagger’shilt.
“Don’ttellmeyou’venotseenanakedsoldierbefore,Captain.”Alongpause,thenachuckle,lowandhusky.Itmakesmefeel...strange.
Likehe’sabouttotellmeasecret.LikeIwouldleaninclosertohearit.“Notonelikeyou,BloodShrike.”
Nowmyskinfeelshot,andIopenmymouth,tryingtothinkofaretort.Nothing.Skies,I’mrelievedhecan’tseemeoverhere,redasatomatoandgapinglikeafish.Don’tactthefool,Shrike.Ilacemypants,throwonatunic,andgrabmyarmor,pushingawaymyembarrassment.AtBlackcliff,IsawDex,Faris,Elias—allofmyfriends—strippeddowntoabsolutelynothing,andIdidn’tbataneyelid.I’mnotabouttohumiliatemyselfwithblushesoverthis.
“Ihavetogettothebeach.”Iyankonmybracers,wincingatthetwingeinmystomach.“Ihavetoseeif...”Idon’twanttosayitoreventhinkit,incaseI’mutterlydeluded.
“Wouldyoucaretoexplainthatfirst?”Harpernodstomystomach.Right.Hesawmehealmyself.HeheardwhattheNightbringersaid.
“Iwouldnot.”“Silvius—thephysician—cametocheckonyouatDex’srequest.Ididn’tlet
himin.ToldhimDexexaggeratedtheseriousnessofyourwound.AndhementionedthatagroupofchildrenintheAquillainfirmarysawmiraculousimprovementinaveryshortspanoftime.”Harperpauses,andwhenIsaynothing,hesighsinexasperation.“I’myoursecond,Shrike,butIdon’tknowyoursecrets.AndsoIcannotprotectyouwhenotherstrytoferretthemout.”
“Idon’tneedprotection.”“Youaresecond-in-commandoftheEmpire,”hesays.“Ifyoudidn’tneed
protection,itwouldbebecausenoonesawyouasathreat.Needingprotectionisnotaweakness.Refusingtotrustyouralliesis.”Harper’svoicerarelyrisesabovethefamiliarmonotoneofaMask.Nowitcrackslikeawhip,andIgazeathiminsurprise.Shutit,andgetout.Idon’thavetimeforthis.Ionlyjuststopmyselffrom
sayingit.Becausehe’snotwrong.“You’llwanttositdownforthis,”Isay.WhenIfinishtellinghimofthe
magic—theefrit,healingEliasandthenLaia,andallthatcameafter—helooksthoughtful.Iexpecthimtoaskquestions,todelvedeeper,topushformore.
“Noonewillknowofit,”hesays.“Untilyou’reready.Now—youmentionedthebeach.”
Iamsurprisedthathemovedonsoquickly.ButIamthankfultoo.“IheardastorywhenIwasyoung,”Isay.“AbouttheNightbringer—ajinnwhosepeoplewereimprisonedbytheScholars.Whohaslivedforathousandyearsfueledbythedesiretowreakvengeanceonthem.”
“Andthisisrelevantbecause...”“Whatifthereisawarcoming?NotthewarwiththeKarkauns,butabigger
war.”Ican’texplainthefeelingIgotwhenCookspokeofit.Ashiveronmyskin.Herwordshadtheweightoftruthtothem.IthinkbacktowhatQuinsaidoftheNightbringer.Whatdoeshewant?Willshegetitforhim?WhatcouldshebedoingforthePatersthattheywouldagreetoletthatswineGrímarrwreakhavocinthepoorpartsofthecity?
“YouheardtheNightbringer.TheCommandantisn’tanallyoracompatriot.She’shisservant.IfhewantsawarwiththeScholars,thenshe’stheonewhowillhelphimcarryitout.She’sdestroyedtheScholarswithintheEmpire.Nowshelookstothosewhohaveescaped.”
“ToMarinn.”Harpershakeshishead.“She’dneedafleettotakeontheMariners.Theirnavyisunparalleled.”
“Exactly.”IcurseinpainasIpullonmyarmor,andAvitasisatmysideinasecond,bucklingitwithcarefulfingers.“ThoughIwonder—Keriswouldn’thelptheNightbringeroutofloyalty.YouheardQuin.She’sloyalonlytoherself.Sowhat’sheofferingherinreturn?”
“TheEmpire,”Harpersays.“Thethrone.Thoughifthatwerethecase,whydidhesaveyourlife?”
Ishakemyhead.Idonotknow.“Ineedtogettothebeach,”Isay.“I’llexplainlater.GetmethosereportsonthePatersandtheirholdings.TellthePlebeiansabouttheinfirmariesandtheshelters.Openmore—seekthehelpof
ourallies.Requisitionhousesifyoumust.MakesuretheflagoftheShrikeandtheflagoftheEmperorflywhereverthePlebeiansareofferedshelter.IfI’mright,we’regoingtoneedPlebeiansupportsoon.”
Ifindadarkcloak,tuckmyhairunderascarf,andslipoutthedoor,everysenseheightened.IfeelthepullofthePlebeianswholieinjuredinthecourtyardoftheBlackGuardbarracks,butIforcemyselftoignorethem.Tonight,Imustworkadifferentsortofmagic.
ThoughItakethetunnelsintothecity,eventuallyIascendintoNavium’sstreets.TheCommandanthaspatrolsouteverywhere,watchingforKarkaunsattemptingtopenetratethecity.ThoughthebeachisonlytwomilesfromtheBlackGuardbarracks,ittakesmenearlythreehourstogetthere—andeventhen,IdoublebacktwicetomakesureIwasn’tfollowed.
WhenIcloseinonthebeach,Ispytheguardsimmediately.Mostlurkalongthelow,ruggedcliffsthatrundowntothewideswathofsand.Butmanypatrolthebeachitself.
Ostensibly,thesoldiersareheretoensurethatGrímarrdoesn’tlandhismenonthebeacheswithoutanyoneknowing.Butifthatweretheonlyreason,therewouldn’tbesomanyofthem.No,there’sanotherreasonthey’rehere.TheCommandantistakingnochances.ShemustknowthatIrecovered.
IslipfromtheshadowofabungalowandscurrytowardashedbarelytallerthanIam.Onceensconced,Icheckmykerchief,slathermymaskwithmudfromatinI’vebroughtwithme,andboltforthecornerofatackleshopthatliesevenclosertothebeach.
Iedgeneareruntilfinally,Iamcloseenoughtorealizethatthereisnowaytogetdowntothatbeachwithoutsomeonenoticing.Notwithoutbackup,anyway.Bleeding,burningskies.
IwishsuddenlyforElias.ImpossiblejobswithlowlikelihoodofsuccessareElias’sforte.Somehow,healwayspulledthemoff,nomatterthecost—andusuallywithacheekycomment.Itwasbothinspiringandirritating.
ButEliasisn’there.AndIcan’triskgettingcaught.Frustrated,Ibackaway—whichiswhenashadowappearsbesideme.Myscimishalf-drawnwhenahandclampsovermymouth.Ibiteitandelbowmyattacker,whohissesinpainbut,likeme,remainssilent,lesttheCommandant’smenhear.Cedar.Cinnamon.
“Harper?”Ihiss.“Bleedinghells,Shrike,”hegasps.“You’vesharpelbows.”“Youidiot.”Skies,IwishIdidn’thavetowhisper.IwishIcouldturnthefull
forceofmyrageagainsthim.“Whatthehellsareyoudoinghere?Igaveyouorders—”
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“IpassedDexyourorders.”Harperatleastlookssomewhatapologetic,butthatdoeslittletosoftenmyanger.“Thisisatwo-Maskjob,Shrike.Shallwegettoitbeforewe’rediscovered?”
Cursehim,heisaggravating.Moresobecausehe’sright.Again.Ielbowhimasecondtime,knowingit’schildishbutdelightinginhispainedoof.
“Godistractthosefools.”Inodtothenearestclusterofguards.“Andmakeitgood.Ifyou’rehere,youmightaswellnotmuckitup.”
Hedisappears,andnotanhourlater,Iamflittingawayfromthebeach,havingseenwhatIneededtosee.Harpermeetsmeatourprearrangedspot,onlyslightlyworseforwearaftertrickingthesoldiersintothinkingthataKarkaunraidingpartyhadturnedupnearby.
“Well?”heasks.Ishakemyhead.Idon’tknowwhethertobethrilledorhorrified.“Getmeahorse,”Isay.“I’veacoveIneedtovisit.Andfigureoutawayto
getintouchwithQuin.”Ilookbackatthebeach,stilllitteredwiththeremnantsofdestroyedships.“IfthisisasbadasIthinkitis,we’regoingtoneedallthehelpwecanget.”
orethanaweekafterInearlydiedinNavium’sstreetsandamonthafterIarrivedinthecity,Grímarrlauncheshisfinalassault.Itcomesatmidnight.
Karkaunsailsbobperilouslyclosetoshore,anddrumsfromtheeasternwatchtowerconveytheworst:GrímarrispreparingtolaunchsmallcrafttoferryhisgroundforcestoNavium.Heissickofwaiting.SickofhavinghissupplylinescutoffbyKeris.Sickofbeingstarvedout.Hewantsthecity.
Navium’scatapultsareabluroffireandstone,apaltrydefenseagainstthehundredsofshipsshootingflamingprojectilesintothecity.FromtheIsland,theCommandantissuesorderstothe2,500menwaitingintheruinsoftheSoutheastQuarter,wheretheKarkaunsareexpectedtoland.Theyare,Dextellsme,mostlyauxes.Plebeians.Goodmen,manyofwhomwilldieifmyplandoesn’twork.
DexfindsmeinthecourtyardoftheBlackGuardbarracks,wherethePlebeianswhohavetakensheltergrowincreasinglyagitated.ManyhavefamilymemberswhowillfaceoffwithGrímarrandhishordestoday.Allhavebeenforcedtofleetheirhomes.Witheveryminutethatpasses,thechancesthatthey’llhaveanythingtoreturntogrowlesslikely.
“We’reready,Shrike,”Dexsays.
Atmyorder,twodozenmen—menwhohavedonenothingbutfolloworders—willdie.Runners,drum-towerguards,thedrummersthemselves.IfwewanttobeatGrímarr,wemustbeattheCommandant—andthatmeanscuttingherlinesofcommunication.Wecantakenochances.Afterthedrumsaresilenced,wewillhaveminutes—ifthat—toenactourplan.Everythingmustgoright.Youwanttodestroyher?Youhavetobecomeherfirst.IgiveDextheorderandhedisappears,agroupoftwentymengoingwith
him.Momentslater,Avitasarriveswithascroll.Iholditup—themarkofKerisVeturia,aK,isclearlyvisibletothePlebeiansclosesttome.Thenewsspreadsquickly.KerisVeturia,commanderofthecity,thewomanwhohasallowedthePlebeiansectorsofNaviumtoburn,hassenttheBloodShrikeandtheBlackGuardamessage.
Isendasilentthank-youtoCook,whereversheis.Shegotmethatseal,riskingherselfintheprocess,deliveringittomewithatersewarning:Whateveryouhaveplanned,itbetterbegood.Becausewhenshehitsback,itwillbehard,intheplaceyouleastexpectit,intheplacewhereitwillhurtthemost.
Iopenthemissive—whichisempty—pretendtoreadit,andcrushit,castingitintotheclosestfire,asifinarage.
ThePlebeianswatch,resentmentsimmering.Almostthere.Almost.Theyaredrytinderreadytoburstintoflames.Ihavespentaweekpreparingthem,slippingthemstoriesoftheCommandantfeastingwithNavium’sPaterswhilethePlebeiansstarve.Fromthere,therumorsbloom:KerisVeturiawantstheKarkaunshipstocreateapersonalmerchantfleet.ThePaterswillallowthemercilesswarlockGrímarrtoransacktheSoutheastQuarteriftheIllustrianandMercatordistrictsaresaved.Liesall,buteachhasenoughtruthtobeplausible—andwrath-inducing.
“Iwillnotacceptthis.”Ispeakloudlyenoughfortheroomtohear.Myrageisanact,butIquicklystokeitintoreality.AllIhavetodoisrecallKeris’scrimes:ShegaveupthousandsoflivesjusttogetherhandsonthoseshipsfortheNightbringer’swar.Shepersuadedapasselofweak-mindedPaterstoputtheirgreedaheadoftheirpeople.Sheisatraitor,andthisisthefirststeptotakingherdown.
“Shrike.”Avitastakesastepback,playinghispartwithimpressiveskill.“Ordersareorders.”
“Notthistime,”Isay.“Shecannotjustsitthereinthattower—atowershestolefromthefinestadmiralthiscityeverknew—andexpectthatwewon’tchallengeher.”
“Wedon’thavethemen—”
“IfyougotochallengeKerisVeturia”—aBlackGuardallyplantedamidthecrowdanddressedinPlebeianclothingspeaksup—“thenIwillgowithyou.Ihavegrievancesofmyown.”
“AndI.”Twomoremenstand,bothalliesofGensAquillaandGensAtria.IlooktotherestofthePlebeians.Comeon.Comeon.
“AndI.”Thewomanwhospeaksisnotoneofmine,andwhenshestands,herhandsonacudgel,sheisnotalone.Ayoungerwomanbesideher,wholookstobeasister,standswithher.Thenamanbehindher.
“AndI!”Morechimein,urgedonbythosearoundthem,untilallareontheirfeet.ItisareplicaoftheriotMamieRilaplanned—exceptthistime,theriotersareatmyback.
AsIturntoleave,InotethatAvitashasdisappeared.Hewillbringtheauxsoldierswhomheturnedtoourcause,aswellasPlebeiansfromtheothershelterswe’veopened.
Wespillintothestreets,headingfortheIsland,andwhenHarperfindsmewithhispeople,Ihaveamobatmyback.Avitasmarchesbymyside,atorchinonehand,hisscimintheother.Foronce,hisfaceisangryinsteadofcalm.HarperisPlebeian,butlikeallMasks,hekeepshisemotionsclose.IneveroncethoughttoaskhimhowhefeltaboutwhatwashappeninginthePlebeianquarters.
“Eyesahead,Shrike.”Heglancesatme,andI’munnervedthatheseemstoknowwhatI’mthinking.“Whateveryou’refeelingguiltyabout,youcandealwithitlater.”
WhenwefinallyreachthebridgetotheIsland,thecityguards,alertedtoourapproach,closeranks.AsImarchuptothem,anauxburststhroughthecrowd,exactlyontime.
“TheKarkaunshaveattackedthedrumtowers,”hesaysbreathlesslytothecaptainofthecityguard,aPlebeianhimself.“They’vekilledthedrummersandtheguards.There’snowayfortheCommandanttocommunicatewiththemen.”
“Thecitywillfallifyoudonotmove,”Isaytotheguardcaptain.“Letmepastandberememberedasahero.Orcontinuetodefendheranddieacoward.”
“Noneedfordramatics,BloodShrike.”Acrossthebridge,thelargewoodendoorsthatleadtotheIslandtowerare
open.TheCommandantemerges,backedbyadozenPaters.Hercoldvoiceshakes,theslightesttremorofrage.Behindher,thePaterstakeinthescimsandtorchesandangryfacesarrayedbeforethem.Silently,theguardsstandaside,andwecrossthebridge.
“Shrike,”theCommandantsays.“Youdonotunderstandthedelicateworkingsof—”
“We’redyingouthere!”anangryvoicecallsout.“Whileyoudineonroastfowlandfreshfruitinatowerthatdoesn’tbelongtoyou.”
Ihideasmirk.OneofthePatershadashipmentoffruitdeliveredtotheIslandthreedaysago.IensuredthatnewsofthatdeliverygotbacktothePlebeians.
“GeneralVeturia!”ArunnerarrivesfromtheSoutheastQuarter,andthistimeit’snotoneofmine.“TheKarkaunshavemadelandfall.ThewarlockGrímarrleadsthecharge,andhismenarepouringintotheQuarter.There—therearereportsofpyresbeingbuilt.AgroupofMartialswhowerecaughtrefusedtoswearfealtytoGrímarrandwerethrownonthepyre.Ourtroopsneedorders,sir.”
Kerishesitates.It’sjustonemoment.Oneinstantofweakness.Youwanttodestroyher?Youhavetobecomeherfirst.
“Iamtakingcontrolofthismilitaryoperation.”Ishovepasther,pastthePaters,andmotionAvitasandtheauxsoldierswhohavemovedtothefrontofthecrowdtofollow.“Youhavebeenrelievedofduty,KerisVeturia.Youarewelcometoobserve,asarethePaters.”Letthiswork.Please.
Iheadupthewindingstairs,Avitasandtheauxesatmyback.WhenwereachtheIsland’scommandlevel,Avitaslightsablue-firetorchandwekeepmoving,uptotheroof.Allourhopeslieinthattorch.Itseemssosmallnow,insignificantinthegreatdarknight.
Hewavesitthrice.Wewait.Andwait.Bleedingskies.Wecan’thavegottenthetimingrightoneverypartofthis
planonlyforittogowrongnow.“Shrike!”Harperpointstothewesternsea,where,frombehindacraggyhook
ofland,aforestofmastsemerges.TheMartialfleet.GaspsechofromthePlebeianswhoIensuredfollowedusuptothetopofthe
tower.Toaman,thePatersappeareitherillorterrified.AsfortheCommandant—intheyearsIhaveknownher,I’veneverseenher
shockedorevenmildlysurprised.Now,herfaceandknucklesgosowhiteshecouldbeacorpse.
“Thefleetdidn’tsinkthatnight,”Ihissather.“Itsailedaway.AndyouhadyourjinnmasterstirupoldshipwreckstowashtoshoresothatourpeoplewouldbelievetheMartialfleethadgoneunderandthatIwastoblame.Iwenttothebeach,Keris,gotpastallyourguarddogs.Themasts,thesails,allthedetritusthatwashedup—theywerefromshipsthatmusthavebeenundertheseafordecades.”
“WhywouldIhidethefleet?That’spreposterous.”“BecauseyouneedthoseshipsfortheNightbringer’swarwithMarinnand
theScholars,”Isnapather.“Soyouthoughtyou’dwaitouttheKarkauns.LetafewthousandPlebeiansdie.LetthatbastardGrímarrattackonland.Decimatehisforces.Stealhisships.Suddenly,you’dhaveafleettwicethesizeoftheMariners’.”
“AdmiralArgusandViceAdmiralVisselliuswillneverfollowyourorders.”“Soyouadmitthatthey’realive?”Ialmostlaugh.“I’dwonderedwhytheir
Gensmournedwhiletheirwivesdidn’tappearupsetatall.”Navium’sdrumtowerssuddenlybeginthunderingorders,myowndrummers
sendingmessagesinplaceofthoseDexandhismenkilled.Asquadofrunnersappearsfromthebaseofthewatchtower;theyhadonlybeenawaitingmysignal.IrelayorderstothemenintheSouthwestQuarter,whobynowmustbefacingpitchedbattleswiththeKarkauninvaders.
TheCommandant,Inotice,edgestowardthestairs.Almostimmediately,sheisflankedbymymen,whohaltherretreat.Iwanthertowatch.Iwanthertowitnessherplanunravel.
Avitasholdsoutonelasttorch,andItakeitfirsttothesouthernpartofthetower,nearthesea,andthennorth,towardthewarharbor.
Theheavyclankofchannelchainsdroppingisaudibleevenfromhere.Fromthewarharbor,thelastofthefleet—thosetwodozenshipswedidn’tsendout—emerges.
NoneofthehundredsofPlebeianswatchingfromthebridgebelowcouldmistaketheflagsflyinguponthemasts:twocrossedswordsonafieldofblack.TheoriginalflagofGensVeturia,beforeKerisaddedherfoulKtoit.
Norcouldanyonemistaketheidentityoftheproud,white-hairedfigurestandingatthehelmoftheleadvessel.
“AdmiralArgusandViceAdmiralVisselliusaredead,”IsaytoKeris.“ThefleetnowanswerstoAdmiralQuinVeturius.Veturiamen—trueVeturiamen—manthefleet,alongwithvolunteersfromGensAtria.”
IknowthemomentthatKerisVeturiaunderstandswhatI’vedone.Themomentwhensherealizesthatherfather,whomshehadthoughttobeinhiding,hasarrived.ThemomentthatsherealizesIhavebestedher.Sweatbeadsonherbrow,andsheclenchesandunclenchesherfists.Theneckofheruniformisopen,unbuttonedinagitation.Ispothertattoo:ALW—
Whenshecatchesmelooking,herlipsgothinandsheyanksupthecollar.“Itdidnothavetobethisway,BloodShrike.”TheCommandant’svoiceis
soft,asitalwaysiswhensheisathermostdangerous.“Rememberthat,before
theend.Ifyou’djustgottenoutoftheway,youcouldhavesavedsomany.Butnow...”Sheshrugs.“NowIwillhavetoresorttoharshermeasures.”
Achillripplesacrossmyshoulders,butIforcemyselftoshakeitoffandturntotheBlackGuards,allfromalliedGens.“Gethertotheinterrogationcells.”Idonotwatchthemtakeheraway.Instead,IturntothePaters.
“Whatdidsheofferyou?”Isay.“Amarketforyourgoods?Foryourweapons,PaterTatius?Andyourgrain,PaterModius?Foryourhorses,PaterEquitius,andyourlumber,PaterLignius?Warcreatessuchopportunityforgreedy,cowardlyswindlers,doesitnot?”
“Shrike.”Avitastranslatesadrummessage.“Grímarrturnshisforcesback.He’sseentheattackontheships.Hegoestodefendhisfleet.”
“Itwon’tdoanygood.”IspeakonlytothePaters.“ThesouthernseaswillrunredwiththebloodoftheKarkaunstonight,”Isay.“AndwhenthepeopleofNaviumtellthisstory,theywillspeakyournamesthesamewaytheyspeakoftheKarkauns:withdisgustandscorn.UnlessyouswearyourfealtytoEmperorMarcusFarrarandyourloyaltytomeinhisplace.Unlessyougetyourmenandyourselvesontothoseships”—Inodtothevesselsemergingfromthewarharbor—“andfighttheenemyyourselves.”
Itdoesn’ttakelong.DexremainsattheIslandtooverseethebattleandgetthePlebeiansbacktosafety.AvitasandItakethelastshipoutatmyinsistence.Mybloodrises,hungryforafight,raringtohavemyrevengeonthoseBarbarianbastards,topaythembackforweeksofbombardment.IwillfindGrímarr.Iwillmakehimhurt.
“Shrike.”Avitas,whodisappearedbelowdecks,returnsholdingagleamingwarhammer.
“IfoundthisattheAquillamanor,”hesays,“whenIwascheckingthroughthesupplies.Look.”
TheblackmetalisemblazonedwithfourwordsIknowwell.Loyaltotheend.
ThehammerfitsinmyhandasifIwasbornforit,neithertooheavynortoolight.Oneendhasasharphooktouseforquickkills,andthebluntendisperfectforbashingheads.
Beforetheendofthenight,thehammerseesboth.Whentheskyfinallypales,onlyadozenBarbarianshipsremain,andtheyallmakeaswiftretreatsouth,withQuinVeturiusinhotpursuit.ThoughIhuntedhim,Grímarrthewarlockpriesteludedme.Icaughtasingleglimpseofhim,tallandpaleanddeadly.Hestilllives—butnotforlong,Ithink.
Theshoutsofthemenofourfleetfillmewithfiercejoy.Wewon.Wewon.TheKarkaunsaregone.Quinwilldestroythosewhoremain.ThePlebeians
backedme.AndtheCommandantisimprisoned.Thefullextentofhertreacherywillsoonberevealed.
IarrivebackattheBlackGuardbarracks,armorbloodied,warhammerslungacrossmyback.ThePlebeianswithingiveway,acheerrisingatthesightofme,Harper,andmymen.“BloodSHRIKE.BloodSHRIKE.”Thechantspropelmeupthestairstomyquarters,whereamissivewaits,
sealedwithEmperorMarcus’ssigil.Ialreadyknowwhatitis:apardonforQuinVeturius,reinstatementasPaterofhisGens,andanewpostingforhim—asNavium’sfleetadmiral.Irequesteditdaysago,viasecretdrummessage.Marcus,aftermuchconvincingfromLivia,grantedit.“BloodSHRIKE.BloodSHRIKE.”Someoneknocksonmydoor,andAvitasopensittoanashen-facedDex.My
bodyturnstoleadathisexpression.“Shrike.”Hisvoiceischoked.“AdrummessagejustcameinfromAntium.
You’retoleaveallunfinishedmattersandreturnimmediatelytothecapital.TheEmpress—yoursister—hasbeenpoisoned.”
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XXIX:Laia
hepastshallburn,andnonewillslowit.TheNightbringertoldmewhatwascoming.Hemightaswellhave
screamedhisplansintomyface.AndIwastoomuchofafooltoseeit.“No—Laia—stop!”Ibarelyhearthevoiceovertheroarofflamesinthe
refugeecamp.IpushthroughthecrowdsofgobsmackedMarinersandScholars,uptowardthecity.Icouldstillmakeittothelibrary.IcouldstillfindthebookontheAugurs.Onlytheupperlevelsofthelibraryburn.Perhapsthelowerlevelshavesurvived—
“Whatthehellsareyoudoing?”Musaspinsmearound,facestreakedwithashesandtears.“TheMarinershavelefttherefugeecamp.They’reheadingtothelibrarytotrytosaveit.TheScholarsneedhelp,Laia!”
“GetDarin!”Ishout.“AndZellaandTaure.Imustgettothelibrary,Musa.”“Aapan,therearestillScholarswho—”“Whenwillyouunderstand?TheResistancedoesn’tmatter.Theonlything
thatmattersisstoppinghim.Becauseifwedon’t,hesetsthejinnfree,andeveryonedies—includingallthosewe’vesaved.”
Hisanswerislostinthepanicallaroundus.Iturnandrun,throwingonmyinvisibilityandcuttingthroughtheMarinerspushingpastthefrontgate.HundredsofAdisa’sresidentspourintothestreets,manywatchingthelibraryburn,stunned,othershopingtohelp.Firebrigadewagonsscreamthroughthestreets,andsoldiersunrollgreatsnakelikehosestopumpwaterinfromthesea.
Iflypastallofthem,thankingtheskiesformyinvisibility.BythetimeIreachtheGreatLibraryitself,blue-robedlibrariansstreamfromthefrontentrances,carryingbooksandscrollsandartifacts,pushingcartsfilledwithpricelesstomes.Manytrytoreturn,buttheblazespreads,andtheircountrymenholdthemback.
Butthereisnoonetostopme,andIsqueezepastthebottleneckofMarinerswhoareescapingthroughthefrontdoors.Thelowerlevelsofthelibraryareasortofcontrolledchaos.AMarinermanstandsatopadesk,bellowingordersatasmallarmyofmenandwomen.TheyobeyasquicklyandefficientlyasifhewereaMaskthreateningwhippings.
Igazeup.Eventhefirstlevelofthisplaceisabsolutelymassive,alabyrinthwithadozenhallwaysbranchingeverywhichway.WhatarethechancesthatabookonAugurprophecieswouldbeonthisfloor?Think,Laia!TheMarinershavebeenentrustedwiththeworld’sknowledge
forcenturiesbecausethey’recarefulandorganized.Whichmeanstheremustbeamaparoundheresomewhere.Ifinditcarvedintoaplaqueonthewallbesidetheheadlibrarian.Thelibraryhasmorethantwentylevelsandsomanytypesofbooksthatmyheadspins.ButjustwhenIbegintodespair,IspotMartialHistory—level3.
Thestairsareemptierthanthelowerlevel—thelibrariansarenotstupidenoughtogototheupperfloors.AsIpassthesecondlevel,smokefillsthestairwellandflamescrackledistantly.Butthepathisclear,anditisn’tuntilIgettothethirdfloorthatIunderstandtheextentofthefire.
Thislevelishalf-engulfed.Butthoughthesmokeisthickandthefirehungry,theshelvestomyrightareuntouched.Ipullmyshirtovermyface,myeyesalreadystreaming,andhurrytowardthem,grabbingabookoffthenearestshelf.AnkaneseSeersandtheLieofForesight.Imovetothenextshelf,whichhasathousandbooksabouttheSouthernLands,andthentothenext,whichisallabouttheTribes.ScholarHistory.ScholarConquest.LacertianMartials.
I’mgettingcloser.Butsoisthefire.WhenIglanceovermyshoulder,Icannolongerseethestairwell.Theflamesmovefasterthantheyshould,andfacestwistwithinthem.Windefrits!Theyusetheirpowertofantheflameshotter,faster—tospreadthem.Icrouchlow.InvisiblethoughImightbe,Idonotknowiftheycanseethroughmymagic,likeghulscan.Iftheyspotme,Iamdonefor.
Thedullgiltofanotherbookcatchesmyeyebecauseofitstitle:AlwaysVictorious:TheLifeandConquestsofGeneralQuinVeturius.
Elias’sgrandfather.Iglanceupandcanjustmakeouttheplaque:MartialHistory.Iscanthetitlesquickly.Everythingonthisshelfappearstobeaboutgeneralsandemperors,andIsnarlinfrustration.WouldthatMusaandIhadgottenbacktothecityfaster!Evenonehourwouldhavemadeallthedifference.Eventenminutes.
I’mclose.Soclose.“Youthere!”Ared-gownedwomanappearsbehindme,deepscarletttattooswindingup
herarms.Thesilverandgoldcoinswovenintoherbrownhairandstrungacrossherforeheadgloworange.Myinvisibilityobviouslydoesn’tworkonher,becauseherpale,kohl-rimmedeyesfixonme.AJaduna.
“YouareLaiaofSerra.”Hereyeswideninsurprisewhenshegetsacloserlookatme,andItakeastepback.Shemusthaveseenmyfaceonthe
proclamationsthatPrincessNiklaplasteredalloverAdisa.“Leavehere,girl.Quickly—thestairsarestillclear.”“IhavetofindabookontheAugurs,ontheirprophecies—”“Youwon’tbealivetoreaditifyoustay.”Shegrabsmyarm,andhertouch
immediatelycoolsmyskin.Magic!Inoticethenthattheairaroundherischillyandclearofsmoke.Thefiredoesn’ttroubleher,despitethefactthatIcanbarelybreathe.
“Please.”Igaspforairandsinklowerasthesmokethickens.“Helpme.Ineedthoseprophecies.TheNightbringer—”
TheJadunadoesnotappeartobelistening.Sheyanksmeforciblytowardthestairs,butIdigmyheelsin.
“Stop!”Itrytowrenchmyarmaway.“TheNightbringerwantstosetthejinnfree.”
Ibabble,desperateforheraid.Butshepullsmeon,employinghermagic,draggingmetosafetywithinexorableforce.
“WeJadunahavenoquarrelwiththejinn,”shesays.“OrtheMeherya.Hisplansdonotconcernus.”
“Everyonebelievesthatnothingconcernsthemuntilthemonstersareknockingontheirdoors!”Shewincesatmyshriek,butIdonotcare.“Untiltheyareburningdownyourhomesanddestroyingyourlivesandkillingyourfamilies!”
“MyresponsibilityistheGreatLibrary,andthatmeansgettingyou—andanyoneelsewhoisindanger—out.”
“Whotheskiesdoyouthinkistoblameforburningthisplacedown?Isn’tthatyourresponsibility?”AsIsayit,thesmokepartsandsomethingwhitebarrelstowarduswithaprecisionthatsuggestsamaliciousconsciousness.Efrit!
“Watchout!”ItackletheJadunaontoherback,cringingasthewindefritpassessoclosethattheskinonmyneckstings.TheJadunarollsoutfromunderme,trackingtheefritwithcoldfury.Shecrooksherfingers,risesandstreakstowardthecreaturelikeacomet,hergownturningice-whiteasshecutsthroughtheflamesanddisappears.Immediately,Iturnbacktotheshelf,butIcannotseeitthroughthesmoke.Gagging,Idropallthewaytomyhandsandkneesandcrawlforward.Laia.Isthewhisperinmyhead?Orisitreal?Someoneinadarkrobekneels
beforeme,peeringdownwithbrighteyes.It’snotreallytheNightbringer.Ifitwere,Iwouldn’tbeabletoholdmyinvisibility.It’saprojectionofsomesort,orghulsplayingtricksonme.Butthatdoesnotlessenmydisgust—ormyfear.You’lldiehere,chokingonsmoke,theNightbringersays.Deadlikeyour
family.Deadfornoreasonatall,beyondyourownfoolishness.Ididwarn
you...“Laia!”TheimageoftheNightbringerdissipates.Thevoicecallingmeisfamiliar—
andreal.Darin.Whatthehellsishedoinghere?Immediately,Ispinabout,scrabblingtowardhisvoiceashecallsmynameagain.Ifindhimatthetopofthestairs,halfofwhicharenowengulfedinflame.Bleedingfool!
Idarenotdropmyinvisibilityforfearofblackingoutagain,butwhenIamclose,Icalloutandgrabhisarm.
“I’mhere!Go,Darin,goback!Ihavetofindsomething!”Butmybrotherlatchesontomeanddragsmedownthestairs.“Webothhave
togo!”heshouts.“Thesecondlevelisgone!”“Ihaveto—”“Youhavetoliveifyouwanttostophim!”Darin’seyesblaze.Heusesallhis
force,andthethirdlevelisnowawalloffirebehindme.Webarreldownthestairs,weavingthroughblazinghunksoffallenmasonry
andaninfernoofburningembers.Iflinchastheylandonmybrother’sbarearms,butheignoresthem,pullingmedown,down,down.Ahugebeamgroans,andDarinonlyjustlungesoutofthewayasitlandsonthestairswithathunderouscrash.Weareforcedtogobackupafewsteps,andIinhalealungfulofsmoke.Mychestburnswithpain,andIdoubleover,unabletostopcoughing.
“Putyourarmaroundme,Laia,”Darinshouts.“Ican’tseeyou!”Skies,Icannotbreathe—Icannotthink.Donotdroptheinvisibility.Darin
mightnotbeabletocarryyououtofhere.Do.Not.Drop.It.Wereachthesecondlevel,andthestairsareengulfed.Ohbleedinghells.I
amafool.Ishouldneverhavecomehere.IfIhadn’t,Darinwouldneverhavefollowed.Nowwewillbothdie.Motherwouldbesoashamedofme,soangryatmyrecklessness.I’msorry,Mother.I’msorry,Father.Ohskies,I’msosorry.ThisishowEliasdied.AtleastI’llseehimagainintheWaitingPlace.AtleastIwillbeabletobidhimfarewell.
DarinseessomethingIdonot:awaythrough.Hedragsmeforward,andIscream.Theheatonmylegsistoomuch.
Andthenwearepasttheworstoftheflames.Mybrothercarriesmenow,liftingmefrommywaistasmyfeetscrapeagainsttheground.Weburstthroughtheburningfrontdoorsandintothenight.Everythingisablur.Icatchanimpressionofscaffoldsandbucketsandpumpsandpeople,somanypeople.
Blacknessengulfsme,andwhenIopenmyeyesagain,IamproppedupagainstthewallofasidestreetwithDarincrouchedinfrontofme,coveredinashandburnsandsobbinginrelief.
“Youaresostupid,Laia!”Heshovesme.Imustbevisibleagain,forhehugsme,shovesmeagain,andhugsmeasecondtime.“You’retheonlyoneIhave.Theonlyoneleft!Didyouevenconsiderthatbeforerunningintoaburningbuilding?”
“I’msorry.”Myvoiceishoarse,barelyaudible.“Ithought...Ihoped...”Skies,thebook.Ididnotfindthebook.Asthefullimpactofmyfailurewashesoverme,Ifeelsick.“The—thelibrary?”
“Itisgone,girl.”DarinandIbothturnasafigurematerializesoutofthedarkness.TheJaduna’sbeautifulreddressisscorchednow,butshestillexudesaphysicalchilliness,winterencasedinskin.Herkohl-rimmedeyesfixonme.“Theefritshavedonetheirworkwell.”
Darinstandsslowly,reachingforhisscim.Idragmyselftomyfeetbesidehim,leaningagainstthewallasdizzinessmakestheworldtilt.TheJadunawillnodoubtarrestusnow.Andthere’snowaywecanoutrunher.Whichmeanssomehow,Ihavetofindthestrengthtofighther.
TheJadunadoesnotapproach.Shemerelyobservesmeforamoment.“Yousavedmylife,”shesays.“Theefritwouldhavekilledme.Ioweyoua
debt.”“Pleasedonotarrestus,”Isay.“Leaveusbe—thatwillberepayment
enough.”Iexpectaretort,butsheonlywatchesmewiththatinscrutablegaze.“Youare
youngtostandsodeeplyintheshadow.”Shesniffsatme.“Youarelikehim—yourfriend.TheonetheycallMusa.Ihaveseenhiminthecity,whisperinghisstories,usingtheswayinhisvoicetocreatealegend.Bothofyou—taintedbydarkness.Youmustcometomyhome,toKotama,intheeast.Mypeoplecanhelpyou.”
Ishakemyhead.“Icannotgoeast.NotwhentheNightbringerisstillathreat.”
Thewomanshakesherhead,bemused.“TheMeherya?”“Yousaidthatbefore,”Isay.“Idonotknowwhatitmeans.”“Itishisname,LaiaofSerra.Hisfirst,truestname.Itdefinesallhehasdone
andallhewilldo.Hisstrengthisinhisname,andhisweakness.But”—sheshrugs—“thatisoldmagic.TheNightbringer’svengeancehaslongbeenforetold.Youwouldbewisetoleavehere,LaiaofSerra,andgotoKotama—”
“IdonotcareaboutKotama.”Ilosemytemper,forgettingthatIamspeakingtoawomanwhocanprobablykillinadozenwayswithatwistofherhand.“Ihavetostophim.”
“Why?”Sheshakesherhead.“Ifyoustophim,doyounotknowwhatwillhappen?Theconsequence,thedevastation—”
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“IdonotknowhowIwillstophimnow,inanycase.”Thewindrises,andscreamsechofromthestreetbeyond—thefireisin
dangerofspreadingtothecity.TheJadunafrownsandlooksoverhershoulderbeforesnappingherfingers.Somethingsmallandrectangularappearsinherhands.“Perhapsthiswillhelp.”
Shetossesittome.Itisathick,heavybookwithsilverlettersembossedontheside.AHistoryofSeersandProphetsintheMartialEmpirebyFifiusAntoniusTullius.
“That,”theJadunasays,“issufficientrepaymentofadebt.Remembermyoffer.IfyoucometoKotama,askforD’arju.SheisthefinestteacherintheBayofTears.Shewillhelpyoucontrolthedarkness,lestitgrowbeyondyourken.”
TheJadunadisappears.Iopenthebooktofindagildedimageofamaninadarkrobe.Hisfaceishidden,buthishandsarebleachedofcolorandhisredeyeslookoutfromhisshadowedcowl.AnAugur.
DarinandIexchangeaglanceandthenhurryawayfromtheplacebeforetheJadunachangeshermind.
wohourslater,mybrotherandItearthroughAdisa’sstreets.IhopetotheskiesMusaisbackattheforge,becauseIhavenotimetohunthimdownin
therefugeecamp.Notnow.NotafterwhatI’vejustread.Tomyrelief,theforgeislitwhenIgotearingin,andMusasitsinthemain
room,Zellatendingtoaburnonhisarm.Heopenshismouth,butIdonotlethimspeak.
“TheShrikesurvivedanassassinationattempt,”Isay.“Doyouknowhow?Whenithappened?Whatthecircumstanceswere?”
“Sitdown,atleast—”“Ineedtoknownow,Musa!”Hegrumblesanddisappearsintohisroom.Ihearhimriflingaroundandthen
returningwithastackofscrolls.Igrabforone,buthesmacksmyhand.“Theseonesareincode.”Longminutespassashereadsoneafteranother.“Ah—here.ShewasstabbedbyoneofKeris’sminions,”hesays.“Oneofhermentransportedhertothebarracks.TheNightbringerwasseenleavingherquarters,andtwonightslatershewasbacktoissuingorders.”
IflipthebookabouttheAugursopentoapageI’vemarked.“Read,”Isay.“Thebloodofthefatherandthebloodofthesonareharbingersofdarkness,”
Musareads.“TheKingshalllighttheButcher’spath,andwhentheButcher
bowstothedeepestloveofall,nightapproaches.OnlytheGhostmaystandagainsttheonslaught.ShouldtheLioness’sheirclaimtheButcher’spride,itwillevanesce,andthebloodofsevengenerationsshallpassfromtheearthbeforetheKingmayseekvengeanceagain.CursetheAugurs,thismakesnosense.”
“Itdoes,”Isay,“ifyouknowthattheshrikeisatypeofbirdknownforimpalingitspreyonthornsbeforeitconsumesit.Ireaditinabookonce.Peoplecallitthe‘butcherbird.’That’swherethenameBloodShrikecomesfrom.”
“Thisprophecycan’tbetalkingabouther,”Musasays.“Whatabouttheotherprophecy?TheButcherwillbreak,andnonewillholdher.”
“Maybethatparthasn’thappenedyet,”Darinoffers.“We’relookingforapieceoftheStar,right?DothosereportssayanythingabouttheBloodShrikewearingjewelry?Oristhereaweaponshealwayshasnearher?”
“Shehas—”Musariflesthroughthescrollsagainbeforecockinghisheadandlistening.Oneofhiswightschittersswiftly.“Aring?Yes—shehastheringoftheBloodShrike,receivedinthefalloflastyear,whensheassumedtheoffice.AndshehastheringofGensAquilla.”
“When,”Iask,“didshegetthatring?”“Idon’tbleeding—”Hecockshisheadagain.“Herfathergaveittoher,”
Musasays.“Beforehedied.Thedayhedied.”Thebloodofthefather.Itmusthavegottenontheringwhenhedied.Andof
courseitwouldbeherpridebecauseit’sasymbolofherfamily.“AndtheNightbringer?”Isay.“He’sbeeninNaviumallthistime?”IknowtheanswerbeforeMusanods.“Doyouseenow,Musa?”Itwistthe
armletEliasgavemearoundmyarm.“TheNightbringerstayedinNaviumbecausehistargetwastherethewholetime.Heneverhadtoleave.Shehasit—theBloodShrikehasthelastpieceoftheStar.”
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XXX:Elias
anual-Mauth.AsIwanderthecityofthejinn,avoicecallsout,penetratingdistantly,a
hair-thinfishinglinecastintoanendlessocean.ButIknowwhoitis.AubaritAra-Nasur.TheFakira.Itoldherthatifsheneededme,sheshouldcometotheedgeoftheForestandcallme.
ButIcan’tgotoher.NotwithallthatInowknow.ForIunderstand,finally,whyMauthforbidshisSoulCatcherstheirhumanity.Humanitymeansemotions.Emotionsmeaninstability.Mauth’sentirepurposeistobridgetheworldofthelivingandthedead.Instabilitythreatensthat.
Theknowledgebringsmeastrangesortofpeace.Idon’tknowhowIwillreleasemyhumanity.Idon’tknowifIcan.ButatleastIknowwhyIshould.
Mauthstirs.Themagicrisesupfromtheearthinadarkmist,fusingintoatenuousvine.Ireachforit.Themagicislimited,asifMauthdoesn’ttrustmeenoughtogivememore.
IleavethecityofjinnandamimmediatelyconfrontedbyacloudofghostssothickIcanbarelyseethroughthem.
Banual-Mauth.Helpus.ThepleainAubarit’svoiceisaudible,evenfromhere.Shesoundsterrified.
Sorry,Aubarit.I’msorry.ButIcan’t.“Littleone.”Istartleattheghostwhohasmaterializedbeforeme.TheWisp.
Shecirclesingreatagitation.“Youmustcome,”shewhispers.“Yourpeoplefade.Yourfamily.Theyneed
youthewaymyloveyneededme.Gotothem.Go.”“My...family?”MymindgoestotheCommandant,theMartials.“Yourtruefamily.Thedesertsingers,”theWispsays.“Theirpainisgreat.
Theysuffer.”Ican’tgotothem,notnow.Imustpasstheghoststhroughorthey’llkeep
buildingup,thejinnwillkeepstealingmagic,andI’llbestuckdealingwithanevenbiggerproblemthanIalreadyhave.
Banual-Mauth.Helpus.Please.
ButiftheTribesareindanger,Imustatleasttrytoseewhy.PerhapssomesmallactofminecanhelpthemandIcanstillreturntotheForestquicklyandcontinuewithmytask.
Itrynottopayattentiontothewaytheearthcracksbehindme,thewaytheghostsscreamandthetreesmoan.WhenIreachthesouthernborder,IbolsterthewallwithmyphysicalmagictomakesurenoghostsfollowmeandmakeforthedistantglimmerofTribalwagons.
OnceI’moutoftheWaitingPlace,Ihearafamiliartattoo:Martialdrums.Theclosestgarrisonismilesaway,buttheechoisominous,evenfromhere.Thoughthedrumbeatsaretoofarawayformetotranslate,alifetimeofMartialtrainingtellsmethatwhateverishappening,it’snotgood.AndthatitconcernstheTribes.
WhenIreachthecamp,ithasexplodedinsize.WherebeforetherewereonlyTribeNasurandTribeSaif,therearenowmorethanathousandwagons.Itlookslikeamajilees,ameetingoftheTribes,calledonlyinthemostdireofcircumstances.
WhichputsthousandsuponthousandsofTribespeopleinoneplace.IfIwereaMartialgeneralattemptingtoputdownanyhintofinsurgencyandtakeslaves,thiswouldbetheperfectplacetodoit.
Childrenscatteratmyapproach,hidingundercarts.Thestenchisawful—sicklysweet—andIspotthecarcassesoftwohorseslefttorotinthesun,acloudoffliesbuzzingabovethem.
DidtheMartialsalreadyattack?Butno,ifthey’dbeenthroughhere,theywouldhavetakenthechildrenasslaves.
Tothenorth,Ispotacircleofheart-stoppinglyfamiliarwagons.TribeSaif.Myfamily.
Iapproachthewagonsslowly,waryofwhatI’llfind.WhenI’monlyafewyardsaway,abizarrespectermaterializesinfrontofme.It’snothuman—Iknowthatrightaway.Butit’snottransparentenoughtobeaghost.Itappearstobesomethinginbetween.Atfirst,Idon’trecognizeit.Then,itswarpedfeaturesbecometerrifyinglyfamiliar.ItisUncleAkbi,theheadofTribeSaifandMamieRila’solderbrother.Uncleputmeonmyfirstponyattheageofthree.ThefirsttimeIreturnedtoTribeSaifasaFiver,hesobbedandheldmelikeIwashisowntrueson.
Thespectershamblestowardme,andIbringupmyblade.It’snotaspirit.Whatthehellsisit?EliasVeturius,thestrangehalfghostofmyunclehissesinSadhese.She
neverwantedyou.Whatwouldshewantwithasqualling,pale-eyedthing?She
onlytookyoubecauseshefearedtheevileyeuponher.Andwhathaveyoubroughtbutevilandsuffering,deathandruin—
Irecoil.WhenIwasachild,IfearedthatUncleAkbithoughtsuchthings.Butheneversaidthem.Come—comeandseewhatyourfailurehaswrought.Thespecterdriftstothe
Saifcamp,wheresixTribespeoplelieoncotsinarow.Theyallappeartobedead.
IncludingUncleAkbi.“No—ohno—”Irushtohim.WhereintenhellsistherestofTribeSaif?
WhereisMamie?Howdidthishappen?“Banual-Mauth!”Aubaritappearsbehindme,burstingintotearsatthesight
ofme.“IhavebeentotheForestadozentimes.Youmusthelpus,”shewails.“TheTribeshavefallentomadness.Therearetoomany—”
“Whatthebleedinghellshappened?”“Afortnightago,justafteryouleft,anotherTribearrived.Theykeptcoming,
oneafteranother.SomehadlosttheirFakirs,andallwerestrugglingtomoveontheirdead—thesamestruggleIhadwithmygrandfather.Andthen,twodaysago—”
Sheshakesherhead.RightwhenIdisappearedintotheForest.“Theghostsofthedeadstoppedmovingonaltogether.Theirbodieswillnotdie,andtheirruh—theirspirits—willnotleavethem.Eventhosewithgrievousinjurieslingeron.They—theyaremonstrous.”TheFakirashudders.“Theytormenttheirfamilies.Theyaredrivingtheirownkintosuicide.Your—yourunclewasoneofthose.Butyoucanseewhathashappened.Thosewhotrytokillthemselvesalsodonotdie.”
Athinfigurematerializesfromoneofthewagonsandthrowsherselfinmyarms.Iwouldn’thaverecognizedherhadInotheardhervoice,tiredbutstillrich,stillfilledwithstory.
“Mamie?”Shehaswastedawaytonothing.Iwanttocurseandrageatthefrailtyofheroncestrongarms,thegauntnessofheroncebeautifullyroundedface.ShelooksasstunnedtoseemeasIamtoseeher.
“AubaritAra-NasurtoldmeyoudwellintheForest,amongthespirits,”shesays.“ButI—Ididnotbelieveit.”
“Mamie.”TraditiondemandsthatImournUncleAkbiwithher.ThatIshareherpain.Butthere’snotimeforsuchthings.Itakeherhandsinmine.TheyarecolderthanI’veeverfeltthem.“YouhavetodispersetheTribes.It’sdangeroushavingthemallhereinoneplace.Doyouhearthedrums?”Fromthemystifiedlookonherface,Irealizethatshe—andlikelymostoftherestofthecamp—hasnotnoticedthefrenzyofMartialactivity.
WhichmeanstheEmpireisplanningsomethingevennow.AndtheTribeshavenoidea.
“Aubarit,”Isay.“IneedtofindAfya—”“I’mhere,Banual-Mauth.”Afya’sformalitystings.TheTribeswoman
shufflestowardme,shouldersslumped.IwanttoaskherhowGibranis,butpartofmeisafraidtofindout.“Newsofyourarrivalspreadquickly.”
“GetscoutsouttoallpointsotherthantheForest,”Isay.“IthinktheMartialsarecoming.AndIthinkthey’regoingtohithard.Youneedtobeready.”
Afyashakesherhead,andherold,defiantselfappears.“Howcanwebereadywhenourdeadwon’tdieandwearehauntedbytheirspirits?”
“We’llworryaboutthatwhenweknowwhatwe’reupagainst,”Isayquickly,thoughIhavenoideawhattheansweris.“PerhapsIamwrongandtheMartialsarejustcarryingoutdrills.”
ButI’mnotwrong,andAfyaknowsit.Shemovesoffquickly,andherTribesmensurroundherasshebeginsgivingorders.Gibranisn’tamongthem.
IconsidertheTribes—therearesomany.Andyet...“Aubarit,Mamie,”Isay.“CanyougetatleastsomeoftheTribestoheadsouth—toscatter?”
“Theywillnotgo,Elias.Yourunclecalledamajilees.Butbeforewecouldhaveit,threeoftheotherTribes’chieftainsweredrivenmadbythespirits.Twothrewthemselvesintothesea,andyouruncle...”TearsfillMamie’seyes.“Everyoneistooafraidtoleave.Theybelievethereisstrengthinnumbers.”
“Youmustdosomething,Banual-Mauth,”Aubaritwhispers.“Theruhofourownpeoplearedestroyingus.IftheMartialscome,alltheywillhavetodoisroundusup.Wearealreadydefeated.”
Isqueezeherhand.“Notyet,Aubarit.Notyet.”ThisistheworkofthebleedingNightbringer.Heissowingevenmorechaos
bydestroyingtheTribes.Destroyingmyfriends.DestroyingTribeSaif,myfamily.Iknowit,assurelyasIknowmyname.IturntotheForest,reachingouttoMauth.
ThenIstop.ReachingforthemagictosavethelivesofpeopleIloveisexactlywhatMauthdoesn’twishmetodo.Forus,Elias,dutymustreignoverallelse.Lovecannotlivehere.Imustcurtailmyemotions.Mytimeinthejinncitytaughtmethat.ButIdon’tknowhow.
Ido,however,knowwhatitistobeaMask.Cold.Murderous.Emotionless.Aubaritspeaksup.“Banu—”“Silence.”Thevoiceismine,butsharpandcold.Irecognizeit.TheMask
within,theMaskIthoughtI’dneverhavetobeagain.“Elias!”Mamieisaffrontedbymyrudeness.Shetaughtmebetter.ButIturn
myfacetoher—thefaceofKerisVeturia’sson—andshetakesastepback
beforedrawingherselfup.Despiteallthat’shappening,she’sstillaKehanni,andshewillbrooknodisrespect,leastofallfromherchildren.
ButAubarit,perhapssensingthestormofthoughtsinmyhead,putsagentlehandonMamie’swrist,quietingher.Dutyfirst,untodeath—Blackcliff’smotto,whichreturnsnowtohauntme.
Dutyfirst.IturnmymindtoMauthagain,butthistime,Iconsider.Ineedtostopthe
ghostssothattheTribescanmovethemon.SothatIcanreturntotheForesttodomyduty.
Iwantsobadlyforthemagictorespond.Forittocommunicatewithme.Toguideme.TotellmewhatIshoulddo.
Achildhowlsfromnearby,aheartbreakingsound.Ishouldgotohim.Ishouldseewhat’swrong.Instead,Iignoreit.IpretendIamShaeva,coldandunfeeling,attendingmydutybecausethatismyonlyconcern.IpretendIamaMask.
FarintheForest,Ifeelthemagicrise.Lovecannotlivehere.Irepeatthewordsinmyhead.AsIdo,themagic
twinesoutoftheForest,inchingtowardtheMaskinmewhilestillwaryoftheman.IharnessthatoldpatiencetheCommandantdrilledintousatBlackcliff.Iwatch,Iwait,calmasanassassinstalkingamark.
Whenthemagicfinallyseepsintome,Igrabontoit.Aubarit’seyeswiden,forshemustsensethesuddeninfluxofpower.
Theparadoxofthemagictearsatme.IneedittosavethepeopleIcareabout,butIcan’tcareaboutthemifIwanttousethemagic.Lovecannotlivehere.Immediately,themagicfillsmysight,andthatwhichwashiddenbecomes
apparent.Darkshadowsclustereverywherelikemalignanttumorsinatorturedbody.Ghuls.Ikickoutatthosecloseby,andtheyscatterbutcomebackalmostimmediately.TheycongregatenearthetentswhereAubaritandtheotherFakirshaveputthosewhoareafflicted.
Reliefsweepsthroughme,forthesolutiontothisissosimplethatIamangryIdidn’tseetheghulsbefore.
“Youneedsalt,”IsaytoAubaritandMamie.“Thoseafflictedbythismaladyaresurroundedbyghuls,whoholdontotheirspirits.Putsaltaroundthosewhoshouldbedead.Theghulshateit.Ifyoudispersethosefoulcreatures,theafflictedwillpass,andyoushouldbeabletocommunewiththespiritsagain.”
AubaritandMamiedisappearalmostimmediatelytofindsaltandtotelltheotherTribesoftheantidote.Astheysprinklethesaltaroundtheafflicted,thehissesandsnarlsofthwartedghulsfilltheair,thoughI’mtheonlyonewhocan
hearthem.IwalkwiththeFakirathroughthecamp,themagicstillwithme,ensuringthattheghulsarenotsimplywaitingformetoleavebeforeslinkingback.
IpreparetoreturntotheWaitingPlacewhenadistantshoutstopsmeinmytracks.Afyapullsherhorseupbesideme.
“TheMartialshavemusteredalegion,”shesays.“Nearlyfivethousandmen.They’removingagainstus.Andthey’recomingswiftly.”Bleedinghells.ThemomentIthinkit—themomentmyworryfortheTribes
rises—Mauth’smagicleavesme.Ifeelemptywithouthim.Weak.“WhenwilltheMartialsgethere,Afya?”Tellmethey’reafewdaysaway.
PerhapsifIwishforit,itwillbetrue.Tellmethey’restilloutfittingtheirtroops,preparingweapons,readyingfortheassault.
Afya’svoiceshakeswhensheanswers.“Bydawn.”
PARTIII
ANTIUM
A
XXXI:TheBloodShrike
vitasHarperandIdonotstoptoeat.Wedonotstoptosleep.Wedrinkfromourcanteensasweride,haltingonlytochangehorsesatacourier’s
station.Icanhealmysister.Ican.IfonlyIcangettoher.Threedaysintothejourney,wereachSerra,anditistherethatIfinallystop,
draggedbodilyoffmyhorsebyAvitas,unabletofightbackbecauseoffatigueandhunger.
“Getoffme!”“Youwilleat.”Harperisequallyenraged,hispalegreeneyesbrightashe
pullsmetowardthedooroftheBlackGuardbarracks.“Youwillrest.Oryoursisterhasnohope,andneitherdoestheEmpire.”
“Ameal,”Isay.“Andtwohoursofsleep.”“Twomeals,”hesays.“Andfourhoursofsleep.Takeitorleaveit.”“Youdon’thaveanysiblings,”Isnarl.“Notanywhoknowwhoyouare,
anyway.Evenifyoudid,youdidn’twatchasyourfamily—youweren’tthereasonthey—”
Myeyesburn.Don’tcomfortme,IscreaminmyheadatHarper.Don’tyoudare.
Harperwatchesmeforamomentbeforeturningaway,snappingattheguardondutytogetfoodandquartersready.Whenheturnsback,Iamcomposed.
“Doyouwishtosleephereinthebarracks,”Harpersays,“orinyouroldhome?”
“Mysisterismyhome,”Isay.“UntilIreachher,itdoesn’tmatterwhereIbleedingsleep.”
Atsomepoint,Ifallasleephalf-slumpedinachair.WhenIwakeinthemiddleofthenight,plaguedbynightmares,Iaminmyquarters,ablankettuckedaroundme.
“Harper—”Herisesoutoftheshadows,hesitatingatthefootofmycotbeforekneelingbesidemyhead.Hishairismussed,hissilverfaceunguarded.Heputsawarmhandonmyshoulderandnudgesmebacktothepillow.For
T
once,hiseyesaretransparent,filledwithconcernandexhaustionandsomethingelseIdon’tquiterecognize.Iexpecthimtolifthishandaway,buthedoesn’t.
“Sleepnow,Shrike.Justalittlelonger.”
endaysafterleavingSerra,wearriveinAntium,coatedinsweatandgrimefromtheroad,ourhorsespantingandlathered.“She’sstillalive.”FarismeetsAvitasandmeatAntium’smassiveiron
portcullis,warned,nodoubt,ofourapproachbythecityguardsmen.“Youweresupposedtoprotecther.”Igrabhimbythethroat,myanger
lendingmestrength.Theguardsatthegatebackaway,andagroupofScholarslavesmortaringanearbywallscatter.“Youweresupposedtokeephersafe.”
“Punishme,ifyouwish,”Farischokesout.“Ideserveit.Butgotoherfirst.”Ishovehimawayfromme.“Howdidithappen?”“Poison,”hesaid.“Slow-acting.Skiesonlyknowwherethatmonstergotit
from.”Keris.Thiswasherhandiwork.Ithadtohavebeen.ThankthebleedingskiessheisstillimprisonedinNavium.
“WeusuallywaitsixhoursbetweenwhenLivia’stasterstestherfoodandwhensheeatsit,”Farisgoeson.“EitherRalliusorIhaveoverseenthetestersourselves.Butthistime,ittookmorethansevenhoursforhertasterstodropdead.She’donlyhadthefoodinherforanhour,andwewereabletopurgeherenoughsothatshedidn’tdieimmediately,but...”
“Thechild?”“Alive,accordingtothemidwife.”Thepalaceiscalm.Farishas,atleast,keptnewsoftheEmpress’spoisoning
close.IexpectMarcustobenearby,butheisatcourt,listeningtopetitioners,andisn’texpectedbackintheroyalquartersforhours.Asmallmercy,butawelcomeone.
FarispausesoutsideLivia’sdoor.“She’snotwhatyouremember,Shrike.”WhenIentermysister’sroom,Ihardlynoticeherladies-in-waiting,who
wearexpressionsofgenuinemourning.Itmakesmehatethemalittlelessforbeingsoveryalivewhilemysisterhoversneardeath.
“Out,”Itellthem.“Everyone.Now.Anddon’tbleedingsayawordaboutthistoanyone.”
Theyfileoutquicklybutreluctantly,lookingbackatmysisterwithsadlonging.Liviaalwayscouldmakefriendsquickly—shetreatseveryonewithsuchrespect.
Whenthewomenhavefinallyleft,IturntoHarper.“Guardthedoorwithyourlife,”Isay.“Noonecomesin.Idon’tcareifit’stheEmperorhimself.Findawaytokeephimout.”
Avitassalutes,andthedoorissecurelylockedbehindme.Livia’sroomisladenwithshadows,andsheliesasstillasdeathinthebed,
herfacebloodless.Iseenowound,butIcanfeelthepoisontwistingthroughherbody,amercilessfoeeatingawayatherinsides.Herbreathingisshallow,hercolorpoor.Thatshe’ssurvivedthislonginsuchaweakenedstateisableedingmiracle.
“Notamiracle,BloodShrike.”Ashadowstepsfrombesideherbed,ink-cloakedandsun-eyed.
“Whatareyoudoinghere?”Theskies-forsakenjinnhadtohaveknownwhattheCommandantwasdoing.Hemightevenhaveprocuredthepoisonforher.
“Youwearyourthoughtsopenly,likeyouwearyourblades,”theNightbringersays.“TheCommandantisnotsotransparent.Ididnotknowofherplan.ButIwasabletoholdyoursisterinstasisuntilyouarrived.Itisuptoyounowtohealher.”
“Tellmewhyyou’rehelpingme,”Idemand,enragedthatIhavetospeaktohim,thatIcannotimmediatelybegintohelpLivvy.“Nolies.Tellmethetruth.You’reKeris’sally.Youhavebeenforyears.Thiswasherdoing.Whatgameareyouplaying?”
Foralongmoment,Ithinkthathewilldenybeingadoubleagent.Orthathewillgrowangryandlashmetobits.
Whenhedoesfinallyspeak,it’swithgreatcare.“YouhavesomethingIwant,Shrike.Somethingwhosevalueyoudonotyetrealize.Butinorderformetouseit,itmustbegiveninlove.Intrust.”
“You’retryingtowinmyloveandtrust?Iwillnevergrantit.”“Yourlove,no,”hesays.“Iwouldnotexpectit,inanycase.Butyourtrust,
yes.Iwantyourtrust.Andyouwillgiveittome.Youmust.Onedaysoon,youwillbetested,child.Allthatyoucherishwillburn.Youwillhavenofriendsthatday.Noallies.Nocomradesinarms.Onthatday,yourtrustinmewillbeyouronlyweapon.ButIcannotmakeyoutrustme.”HestepsbacktoallowmeaccesstoLivia.
Withoneeyeonthejinn,Iexaminehermoreclosely.Ilistentoherheart.Ifeelherheart,herbody,herbloodwithmymind.TheNightbringerdidnotlieabouther.Thispoisonisnotoneahumancouldsurvivewithouthelp.
“Youwasteprecioustime,BloodShrike,”theNightbringersays.“Sing.Iwillholdheruntilsheisreadytoholdherself.”
Ifhe’dwantedtohurtme,trulyhurtme,he’dhaveletherdie.He’dhavealreadykilledme.
Livia’ssongflowsfrommylipseasily.Ihaveknownhersinceshewasababy.Iheldher,cuddledher,lovedher.Isingofherstrength.IsingofthesweetnessandhumorthatIknowstilllivewithinher,despitethehorrorsshehasendured.Ifeelherbodystrengthening,herbloodregenerating.
ButasIknitherbacktogether,somethingisnotright.Imovedownfromherhearttoherbelly.Myconsciousnessflinchesback.
Thebaby.He—andmysisterisright,itisahe—sleepsnow.Butthereissomething
wrongwithhim.Hisheartbeat,whichinstincttellsmeshouldsoundlikethegentle,swiftthudofabird’swings,istooslow.Hisstill-developingmindtoosluggish.Heslipsawayfromus.
Skies,whatisthechild’ssong?Idonotknowhim.IknownothingabouthimexceptthatheispartMarcusandpartLiviaandthatheisouronlychanceforaunifiedEmpire.“Whatdoyouwanthimtobe?”theNightbringerasks.Athisvoice,Ijump,
sodeepinhealingthatIforgothewashere.“Awarrior?Aleader?Adiplomat?Hisruh,hisspirit,iswithin,butitisnotyetformed.Ifyouwishhimtolive,thenyoumustshapehimfromwhatisthere—hisblood,hisfamily.Butknowthatindoingso,youwillbeboundtohimandhispurposeforever.Youwillneverbeabletoextricateyourself.”
“Heisfamily,”Iwhisper.“Mynephew.Iwouldn’twanttoextricatemyselffromhim.”
Ihum,searchingforhissong.DoIwanthimtobelikeme?LikeElias?CertainlynotlikeMarcus.
IwanthimtobeanAquilla.AndIwanthimtobeaMartial.SoIsingmysisterLiviaintohim—herkindnessandlaughter.Isinghimmyfather’sconvictionandprudence.Mymother’sthoughtfulnessandintelligence.IsinghimHannah’sfire.
Ofhisfather,Isingonlyonething:hisstrengthandskillinbattle—onequickword,sharpandstrongandclear—Marcusiftheworldhadnotruinedhim.Ifhehadnotallowedhimselftoberuined.
Butthereissomethingmissing.Ifeelit.ThischildwillonedaybeEmperor.Heneedssomethingdeeplyrooted,somethingthatwillsustainhimwhennothingelsewill:aloveofhispeople.
Thethoughtappearsinmyheadasifit’sbeenplantedthere.SoIsinghimmyownlove,theloveIlearnedinthestreetsofNavium,infightingformy
people,inthemfightingforme.TheloveIlearnedintheinfirmary,healingchildrenandtellingthemnottofear.
Hisheartbeginstobeatintimeagain;hisbodystrengthens.Ifeelhimgivemysisteranalmightykick,and,relieved,Iwithdraw.
“Welldone,Shrike.”TheNightbringerstands.“Shewillsleepnow,andsomustyou,ifyoudonotwishforthehealingtoravageyourstrength.Stayawayfromanyinjuredpeople,ifyoucan.Yourpowerwillcalltoyou.Itwilldemandtobeheard,used,reveledin.Youmustresist,lestyoudestroyyourself.”
Withthat,hefadesaway,andIlookbackatLivvy,sleepingpeacefully,thecolorreturnedtoherface.Tentatively,Ireachoutahandtowardherbelly,drawntothelifewithin.Ikeepmyhandthereforalongwhile,myeyesfillingwhenIfeelanotherkick.
Iamabouttospeaktothechildwhenthecurtainsbesidethebedrustle.Immediately,Iscrambleforthewarhammerstrappedacrossmyback.ThesoundcomesfromthehallwaybetweenMarcus’sroomandLivvy’s.Mystomachsinks.Ididn’teventhinktocheckthatentrance.Shrike,youfool!
Amomentlater,EmperorMarcusstepsoutfrombehindthedrapesthere,smiling.Maybehedidn’tseemehealingLivia.Maybehedoesn’tknow.It’sbeenafew
minutes.Hecouldn’thavebeenwatchingthatwholetime.TheNightbringerwouldhaveseenhim,sensedhim.
ButthenIrememberthatMarcuslearnedtokeeptheAugursoutofhisheadfromtheNightbringer.Perhapshelearnedtokeepthejinnouttoo.
“You’vebeenkeepingsecrets,Shrike,”Marcussays,hiswordsdashinganyhopesIhadofkeepingmymagictomyself.“YouknowIdon’tlikesecrets.”
I
XXXII:Laia
thadtobetheBloodShrike.Itcouldn’tbesomesoft-handedcourtierorempty-headedstableboy—someoneIcouldsnitchtheringoffof.“HowtheskiesamIsupposedtogetitfromher?”Ipaceinthecourtyardof
thesmithy.Thenightisdeep,andTaureandZellahavereturnedtotherefugeecamptohelp,astheMarinershaveallbutabandonedtheScholarstotheelements.
“Eveninvisible,”Isay,“itwillbeonherfinger.SheisaMask,forskies’sake.AndiftheNightbringerisnearher,Idon’tknowifmyinvisibilitywillwork.ItwilltakemetwomonthsjusttogettoNavium.ButtheGrainMoonislessthansevenweeksaway.”
“She’snotinNavium,”Musasays.“She’sheadedforAntium.Wecansendsomeonewhoisalreadyinthecitytotakeit.Ihaveplentyofpeople.”
“Oryourwights,”Darinsays.“Whatifthey—”Ascreechingchitterdisabusesusofthatnotion.“Theywon’ttouchanypart
oftheStar,”Musasaysafterlisteningforamoment.“TooafraidoftheNightbringer.”
“Inanycase,readitagain.”Inodatthebookbeforehim.“OnlytheGhostmaystandagainsttheonslaught.ShouldtheLioness’sheirclaimtheButcher’spride,itwillevanesce.I’mmymother’sheir,Musa.Youchosemeyourself.AndI’mtheGhost.Whoelsedoyouknowwhocandisappear?”
“Ifyou’retheGhost,”Musasays,“what’sthisbusinessaboutyoufalling...yourfleshwithering?OramIrememberingthisShaeva’sprophecywrong?”
Ihadn’tforgotten.TheGhostwillfall,herfleshwillwither.“Itdoesn’tmatter,”Isay.“Doyouwanttoriskthefateoftheworldontrying
tofigureitout?”“PerhapsIdon’twanttoriskyou,aapan,”Musasays.“Therefugeecampisa
disaster.Wehavealmosttenthousandhomeless,anotherthousandinjured.WeneedyouasavoicefortheScholars.Weneedyouasourscimandshield.Andwe’llneedyoumoreiftheNightbringersucceeds.Ifyougetyourselfkilled,youdon’tdomemuchgood.”
F
“Youknewthiswasthedealwhenyoumadeit,”Isay.“YouhelpmefindthelastpieceoftheStarandtakedowntheNightbringer,andwhenIgetback,IoffermyselfasleaderofthenorthernResistance.Besides,ifallgoestoplan,theNightbringerwon’tsucceed.”
“TheMartialswillstillattack.Maybenotimmediately,butitwillhappen.TheCommandanthasalreadytriedtoseizetheMartialnavyaswellastheKarkaunfleet.Shefailed,butit’scommonknowledgeshewantedthoseshipstotakeontheMariners.TheFreeLandsneedtobereadyforwar.AndtheScholarsneedastrongvoicetospeakupforthemwhenthatdaycomes.”
“It’snotgoingtomatterifwe’realldead.”“Lookatyou.”Musashakeshishead.“Halfoutthedoor,likeyoucanjust
tearoffforAntiumthisveryinstant.”“TheGrainMoonislittlemorethansixweeksaway,Musa.Ihavenotime.”“Whatdoyoupropose?”Darinasks.“Laia’sright—wehavenotime.”“YourfaceisknownintheEmpire.TheNightbringercanreadyourmind,
andyourinvisibilityceasestoworkaroundhim.YouneedpeopletobackyouinAntium,”Musasays.“PeoplewhoknowthecityandtheMartials.Ican,ofcourse,providethis.WeletthemcomeupwithaplantogetyouclosetotheShrike.Thatway,itcan’tbepickedfromyourmind.”
“Anditcan’tbepickedfromtheirs?”“Mypeople—well,person—istrainedtokeepoutinvaders.Mindlikeasteel
trapandasquietandcleverasawraith.However...”“Nohowever,”Isay,alarmed.“Whateveryouwantmetodo,I’lldoitwhenI
getback.”“I’vehardlyaskedanythingofyouyet,Laia.”“Somethingtellsmeyou’reabouttomakeupforthat,”Darinmurmurs.“Indeed.”Musarisesfromhisseatbesideoneoftheforges,wincingashe
does.“Comewithme.I’llexplainontheway.Though”—helooksmeupanddowndistastefully—“youneedtovisitthebathfirst.”
Asuddensuspicionformsinmymind.“Wherearewegoing?”“Tothepalace.Tospeakwiththeking.”
ourhourslater,IperchuponanoverstuffedchairinapalaceantechamberbesideMusa,awaitinganaudiencewithamanIhavenowishtomeet.“Thisisaterribleidea,”IhissatMusa.“Wehavenosupportfromthe
refugeesortheAdisanScholars,noResistancefightersatourbacks—”
“You’releavingforAntiumtohuntdownajinn,”Musasays.“Ineedyoutotalktothekingbeforeyoudie.”
“Justbecauseheknewmymotherdoesn’tmeanhe’lllistentome.You’velivedhereyourwholelife.YouhaveamuchbetterchanceofpersuadinghimtohelptheScholars.Clearlyheknowsyou;otherwiseweneverwouldhavegottenthisaudience.”
“Wegotthisaudiencebecausehethinkshe’smeetingthefameddaughterofhisoldfriend.Nowremember,youmustconvincehimthattheScholarsneedaidandthatthereisatleastathreatfromtheMartials,”Musasays.“NoneedtomentiontheNightbringer.Just—”
“Iunderstand.”Sincethisisthetenthtimeyouhavetoldme,Idonotadd.Itakeholdofthenecklineofmydress—lowenoughtoshowtheKtheCommandantcarvedintome—andpullitupyetagain.ThegownMusafoundformeistightinthebodiceandflowswidethroughthewaist,turquoisebluesilkoverlaidwithsea-green,gauzelikenetting.Theneckandhemssagwithgold-threadedflowers,embroideredmirrors,andminusculeemeralds.Thenetdeepensintoadarkroyalblueatthehem,whichjustbrushesthesoftfawnslippersTauregaveme.I’vebraidedmyhairintoahighbunandscrubbedmyselfsohardmyskinstillsmarts.
WhenIcatchaglimpseofmyselfinamirroredwalloftheantechamber,Ilookaway,thinkingofElias,wishinghecouldseemelikethis.Wishinghewerebesideme,dressedinhisfinest,insteadofMusa,andthatwewerewalkingintoapartyorfestival.
“Stopfidgeting,aapan.”Musadrawsmefrommyreverie.“You’llwrinklethedress.”Hewearsacrispwhiteshirtbeneathalong,fittedbluejacketwithgoldbuttons.Hishair,usuallypulledback,fallspasthisshouldersinthick,darkwaves,andhehasahoodpulledlow.Despiteit,morethanoneheadturnedaswewalkedwithCaptainEleibathroughthehallsofthepalace.Afewtimes,courtierseventriedtoapproachuntilEleibaturnedthemaway.
“Ican’tdothis,Musa.”Myworrydrivesmetomyfeet,andIpacetheantechamber.“Yousaidwe’dhaveonechancetoconvincethekingtohelpus.Thatthefutureofourpeopledependsonthis.I’mnotmymother.I’mnottherightperson—”
Bootsclankbeyondthedoor,andtheentrancetotheaudiencechamberopens.CaptainEleibaawaits.
“Goodluck.”Musastepsback.Irealizethathedoesn’tmeantocomewithme.
“Yougetoverhere,Musa!”
“LaiaofSerra,”Eleibaannouncesinaboomingvoice,“daughterofMirraandJahanofSerra.”ShegivesMusaacoldlook.“AndMusaofAdisa,princeconsortofHerRoyalHighnessNiklaofAdisa.”
OnlyaftermymouthhasbeenhangingopenafewsecondsdoIrealizehowfoolishImustlook.Musashakeshishead.
“I’mnotwelcomehere,Eleiba—”“Thenyoushouldn’thavecome,”thecaptainsays.“Thekingawaits.”Musaremainsafewpacesbehindme,soIcannotevenglareathimproperly.
Ientertheaudiencechamber,immediatelyawestruckbythesoaring,jewel-encrusteddomeaboveme,themotherofpearlandebonyinlaidfloor,therosequartzcolumnsthatglowwithinnerlight.Ifeel,suddenly,likeapeasant.
AnelderlymanwhoIassumeisKingIrmandwaitsatthenorthendoftheroom,afamiliar,muchyoungerwomanathisside.PrincessNikla.Thethronestheysituponarefashionedfromenormous,weatheredchunksofdriftwood,ornatelycarvedwithfish,dolphins,whales,andcrabs.
Theroomisemptyofanyonebuttheroyalsandtheirguards.Eleibagoestostandbehindtheking,heranxietyevidentinthetapofherfingeragainstherthigh.
Thekinghastheshrunkenlookofaoncerobustmanwhohasagedsuddenly.Niklaappearspowerfulbesideherfrailfather,thoughnothinglikethesimplygarbedwomanIsawintheprisoncell.Herheavilyembroideredgownissimilartomine,andherdarkhairisarrangedinanelaborateturquoiseheaddressthatlooks,remarkably,likeawavebreakingonashore.
Atthewrathinherface,mystepsfalter,andIsearchoutanyexitsinthethroneroom.IwishI’dbroughtaweaponwithme.
Buttheprincessmerelyglowers.Sheisnot,Iamrelievedtosee,surroundedbyghuls,thoughafewlurkintheshadowsofthethroneroom.
“Ah,mywaywardson-in-lawreturns.”Theoldman’sdeepvoicebelieshisfrailappearance.“I’vemissedyourwit,boy.”
“AndIyours,YourMajesty.”Musa’svoiceissincere.Hepointedlydoesn’tlookatEleiba.
“LaiaofSerra.”Thecrownprincessignoresherhusband—husband!“WelcometoAdisa.Longhavewewishedtomeetyou.”Longhaveyouwishedtokillme,youmean.Hag.Myirritationmustshowon
myface,becauseMusagivesmeawarningglancebeforedroppingintoadeepbow.Reluctantly,Iemulatehim.ThelinesaroundNikla’smouthtighten.Ohskies.HowcanIspeaktoaking?I’mnoone.HowcanIconvincehimof
anything?
Thekinggesturesforustorise.“Iknewyourparents,LaiaofSerra,”hesays.“Youhaveyourfather’sbeauty.Handsomeasajinn,thatone.Nofireinhimthough.NotliketheLioness.”Irmandlooksatmewithinterest.“Well,daughterofMirra,youhavearequest?Inhonorofyourlatemother,whowasafriendandallyforlongyears,Iwillhearit.”
PrincesNiklabarelysuppressesagrimaceatthewordsfriendandally,andherdarkeyesglint.MyirerisesasIthinkofthethingsshesaidaboutmymother.AsIrememberwhatchildreninthecityweresayingabouttheLioness.Nikla’sstareboresintome,achallengewritthere.Behindher,somethingdarkandfurtiveflitsbehindoneoftherosequartzpillars—aghul.
Areminderofthedarknessweface,onethatmakesmesquaremyshouldersandmeettheking’sgaze.Iamnotnoone.IamLaiaofSerra,andinthismoment,Iamtheonlyvoicemypeoplehave.
“TheScholarssufferneedlessly,YourMajesty,”Isay.“Andyoucanstopit.”Itellhimofthefireintherefugeecamp.OfallthattheScholarshavelost.I
tellhimoftheEmpire’swaronmypeople,theCommandant’sgenocide,thehorrorsofKauf.Andthen,thoughMusawarnedmenotto,IspeakoftheNightbringer.IamaKehanniinthismoment.AndImustmakethembelieve.
IdonotdaretolookatMusauntilIfinishthetale.Hisfistsareclenched,knuckleswhite,gazefixedonNikla.AsItoldthestory,myattentionwasontheking.Ididnotnoticetheghulsemergingfromtheshadowsandcongregatingaroundtheprincess.Ididnotnoticethemlatchingthemselvesontoherlikeleeches.
Musalooksasifheiswatchingtheslowtortureofsomeoneheloves—which,Ifinallyrealize,heis.
“HelptheScholars,YourGrace,”Isay.“Theysufferwhentheydonothaveto.Andprepareyourarmies.WhethertheNightbringercomesornot,”Isaytotheking,“youmust—”
“Imust?”Theoldmanraiseshiseyebrows.“Imust?”“Yes,”Isnap.“Ifyouwantyourpeopletosurvive,youmustprepareforwar.”Niklastepstowardme,handonherweapon,beforecontrollingherself.“Do
notlistentoher,Father.Sheisnothing.Justalittlegirlsellingstories.”“Don’tyoubelittleme.”Istepforward,andeverythingfades—Eleiba’shand
onherweapon,theguardstensing,amurmeredpleafromMusatocalmdown.“IamthedaughteroftheLioness.IdestroyedBlackcliff.IsavedthelifeofEliasVeturius.IsurvivedCommandantKerisVeturia.IsurvivedthebetrayalsoftheResistanceandtheNightbringer.IcrossedtheEmpireandbrokeintoKaufPrison.IrescuedmybrotherandhundredsofotherScholars.Iamnotnothing.”I
turntothekingnow.“Ifyoudonotprepareforwar,YourGrace,andtheNightbringerunleasheshisjinn,wewillallfall.”
“Andhowdowedothat,LaiaofSerra,withoutSerricsteel?”PrincessNiklasays.“Weknowyourbrotherstilllives.Musanodoubthashimhiddenaway,hammeringatweaponsforyourResistance.”
“DarinofSerraiswillingtomakeweaponryfortheMariners,”Musacutsinsmoothly,andIwonderwhenhetalkedtoDarinaboutit.“AndtoteachMarinersmithsthetrade.IfanequalamountofweaponryisgiventotheScholarsandanequalnumberofScholarsmithsaretaught.AndiftheScholarswhohavelosttheirhomesaregiventemporaryquartersinthecity,andemployment.”
“Lies,”Niklahisses.“Father,theyseektomisleadyou.TheywantonlytoarmtheirResistance.”
AsmuchasIwanttotalkback,ImakemyselfignoreNikla.It’sthekingwhomImustconvince.“YourMajesty,”Isay,“it’sagoodoffer.Youwon’tgetabetterone.TheMartialscertainlyaren’tgoingtohelpyou,andhowelsewillyougetSerricsteel?”
Thekingobservesmecarefullynow,andthesparkleofamusementinhiseyesisgone.“Youarebold,LaiaofSerra,totellakingwhattodo.”
“Notbold,”Isay.“Justdesperateandsickofseeingmypeoplesuffer.”“Iheartruthinyourwords,girl.Andyet...”Thekinglookstohisdaughter.
Whereaswithouttheghuls,shelookedregal,evenbeautiful,nowshelooksangryandmerciless,herlipsleachedofcolor,herpupilsoverlybright.
Theoldmanshakeshishead.“Perhapswhatyousayistrue,”thekingsays.“ButifwearmourselveswithSerricsteel,prepareourfleets,readyourdefenses,theMartialscoulddeclarewarbyclaimingweareplanninganattack.”
“TheMartialsareinaconstantstateofreadiness,”Isay.“Theycan’tattackyoujustbecauseyoudothesame.”
Ihearhisageinhissigh.“Oh,child,”hesays.“DoyouhaveanyideaofthedancetheMarinershavebeenforcedintothesepastfivehundredyears,withtheEmpiresnappingatourborders?DoyouknowhowdifficultthatdancehasgrownwithScholarspouringintoourcountry?Iamold.Soon,Iwilldie.WhatdoIleavemydaughter?Tensofthousandsofrefugees.TheGreatLibrarydestroyed.Apeopledivided—halfwishingtohelptheScholars,theotherhalftiredfromfivehundredyearsofdoingso.AndIamtomustermyarmies?Onthewordofagirlwhohasapparentlybeenhelpingtomakeillegalweaponry?”
“AtleasthelptheScholarsfromtherefugeecamp,”Isay.“They—”“Wewillreplacetheirtents.Intime.Thatisallwecando.”“Father,”Niklasays.“Irequesttotakethisgirl—andherbrother,whoisno
doubtlurkinginthecity—intocustody.”
“No,”KingIrmandsays,andthoughhiswordsareladenwiththeauthorityofhisoffice,Inoticewithachillthathishands,spottedandshakingwithpalsy,giveawayhisimmenseage.Soonenough,hisdaughterwillbequeen.
“Ifwekeepthemhere,daughter,wegivetheMartialscausetoquestionourcommitmenttopeace.TheyarefugitivesintheEmpire,aretheynot?”
“Sir,”Isay.“Pleaselisten.Youwerefriendswithmymother—youtrustedher.Please,inherplace,trustmenow.”
“ItwasanhonortomeetadaughterofMirra’s.Wehadourdifferences,yourmotherandI,andIhaveheardwretchedrumorsaboutherovertheyears.Butherheartwastrue.Ofthat,Iamcertain.Inhonorofourfriendship,Igiveyouandyourbrothertwodaystoleavethecity.CaptainEleibawilloverseeyourpreparationsandyourdeparture.Musa”—thekingshakeshishead—“donotreturnhereagain.”
Thekingreachesahandouttothecaptainofhiscityguard.Sheclaspsitimmediately,steadyinghimashestands.“SeethatLaiaofSerraandherbrotherfindtheirwaytothedocks,Captain.Ihaveakingdomtorun.”
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XXXIII:TheBloodShrike
cannotcelebratethefactthatIhavesavedLiviaandthusthwartedtheCommandant.MarcusknowsnowwhatIcando,andthoughhesaidlittle
afterdiscoveringme,itisonlyamatteroftimebeforeheusestheknowledgeagainstme.
ButworsethanthatisthefactthatwithindaysofarrivinginAntium,IlearnthatKerishasmanagedtoprocureherfreedom.
“TheIllustrianPatersdiscoveredableedingloophole.”Marcuspacesinhisprivatestudy,bootscrunchingagainsttheshatteredremnantsofatablehedestroyedinafitofrage.“Itdoesn’tallowtheheadofanIllustrianGenstobeimprisonedforlongerthanaweekwithouttheapprovaloftwo-thirdsoftheotherIllustrianGens.”
“Butshe’snotMaterofGensVeturia.”“Shewaswhenyouthrewherinjail,”Marcussays.“Apparently,that’swhat
matters.”“SheletthousandsdieinNavium.”“Skies,youarestupid,”Marcusgroans.“Naviumisathousandleaguesaway.
TheIllustriansandMercatorstherecandonothingtohelpus.Theycouldn’tevenkeepherlockedup.HeralliesinAntiumarealreadyspreadingsomeridiculousstoryabouthowshewasn’ttoblameinNavium.WouldthatIcouldlopalltheirheadsoff.”Hecockshishead,muttering,“Cutoffone,andadozenmoreappearintheirplace—Iknow,Iknow—”
Bleedingskies.He’stalkingtohisbrother’sghostagain.Iwaitforhimtostop,andwhenhedoesn’t,Ibackaway,willinghimnottonoticeandclosingthedoorquietlybehindme.Harperwaitsoutside,fidgetingatthemutterscomingfromthestudy.
“Keriswillbehereinalittlemorethantwoweeks,”Isayasweemergeintothenoonsunshine.“Andallthemoredangerousforthetimeshespentinacage.”Iglancebackatthepalace.“Marcusisspendingmoretimetalkingtohisbrother’sghost,Harper.ThemomentKerisgetshere,she’lltrytotakeadvantageofit.GetamessagetoDex.”MyfriendremainedinNaviumtohelpoverseethe
rebuildingofthedestroyedpartsofthecity.“Tellhimtogeteyesonher.AndtellhimIneedhimbackhereassoonaspossible.”
AnhourlaterHarperfindsmepacinginmystudy,andwesettowork.“ThePlebeiansaresuspiciousofKerisafterwhathappenedinNavium,”Isay.“NowwehavetodestroytheIllustrians’confidenceinher.”
“Wegoafterhercharacter,”Avitassays.“MostoftheIllustrianPatersareclassist.NoneofheralliesknowElias’sfatherwasaPlebeian.Releasetheinformation.”
“It’snotenough,”Isay.“Itwasyearsago,andEliasislonggone.But...”Iconsider.“Whataboutherdowenotknow?Whatarehersecrets?Thattattooofhers—didsheevertellyouanythingaboutitwhenyouwereworkingwithher?”
Harpershakeshishead.“AllIknowisthatitwasfirstspottedonhernearlytwodecadesago,ayearorsoaftersheabandonedEliasintheTribaldesert.ShewasstationedinDelphiniumatthetime.”
“IsawitbackinNavium,”Isay.“Justabitofit.ThelettersALW.Theinkwasdifferent.Shedidn’tgetallthreelettersatonce.Initials,perhaps?”
“Notinitials.”Avitas’seyeslightup.“HerGensmotto:Alwaysvictorious.”Ofcourse.“LookthroughthedeathrecordsofDelphinium,”Isay.“There
aren’tmanytattooistsintheEmpire.FindoutifanyofthosewholivednearDelphiniumdiedaroundthattime.She’dhavetostripdowntogetthattattoo,andshe’dneverleavewhoeverdiditalive.”
Aknockatthedoorjarsmefrommyplotting.Apale-hairedPlebeiancorporalentersandsalutessmartly.
“CorporalFavrus,sir,heretodeliverthegarrisonreports.”Attheblanklookonmyface,hegoeson.“Yourequestedreportsfromallnortherngarrisonslastmonth,sir.”
Iremembernow.TheKarkaunsaroundTiborumweretooquiet,andIwantedtoknowiftheywereuptosomething.“Waitoutside.”
“Icantakethereport,”Avitasoffers.“You’vealineofmenwaitingtogiveyoumoreimportantinformationaboutMarcus’senemiesandallies,andanappearanceintheyardforsometrainingwouldn’tbeabadidea.Takeyourwarhammer.Remindthemwhoyouare.”
IalmosttellhimI’mtootired,butthenIrecallsomethingIheardQuinVeturiustellEliasonce:Whenyouareweak,looktothebattlefield.Inbattle,youwillfindyourvigor.Inbattle,youwillfindyourstrength.
“Icanhandleintelandabitoftraining,”Isay.“You’retheonlyoneItrusttofindthisout,Harper—andquickly.AfterKerisgetshere,everythingwillbecomefarmoredifficult.”
Avitasleaves,andmomentslater,FavrusisgabblingtomeabouttheKarkauns.
“Theyhaveretreatedintothemountainsforthemostpart,Shrike.Therehasbeentheoccasionalskirmish,butnothingunusual.Tiborumhasreportednothingmorethanafewsmallerraidsontheoutskirtsofthecity.”
“Details.”I’monlyhalflisteningtohimasIscanadozenotherthingsthatneedmyattention.
Buthedoesn’trespond.Ilookupjustintimetocatchhisfleetinglookofdisquietbeforehedescribestheskirmishesinbare-bonesterms:howmanydied,howmanyattacked.
“CorporalFavrus.”Iamusedtomoredetaileddescriptions.“Canyoutellmewhichdefensemaneuversweresuccessfulandwhichfailed?OrwhichclanstheKarkaunshailedfrom?”
“Ididn’tthinkitmattered,Shrike.Thegarrisoncommanderssaidtheskirmisheswereunimportant.”
“Everythingtodowithourenemiesisimportant.”IhatehavingtoturnCenturiononhim,butheisaMaskandaBlackGuard.Heshouldknowbetter.“WhatwedonotknowabouttheKarkaunscouldbeourdownfall.Weallthoughttheywerecrouchedaroundtheirfires,practicingunholyriteswiththeirwarlocks,wheninfactfamineandwarswiththesouthpushedthemtobuildupanenormousfleetthattheyusedtolaywastetoourlargestport.”
Favruspalesandnodssharply.“Ofcourse,Shrike,”hesays.“I’llgetdetailsonthoseskirmishesrightaway.”
Icantellhewantstoleave,butmyinstincttingles.Somethingstrangeisafoot,andI’vebeenaMaskfortoolongtoignorethegnawingfeelinginmygut.
AsIobservethecorporal,heremainsstock-still,otherthanthesweatrollingdownthesideofhisface.Interesting,sincemyofficeisn’tparticularlywarm.
“Dismissed.”Iwavehimaway,pretendingIhaven’tnoticedhisnervousness.IconsideritasImakemywaytothetrainingyard.WhenIarrive,themenoftheBlackGuard,stillwaryofme,giveway.Iswingmywarhammerandcallachallenge.Oneofthemen,anIllustrianMaskfromGensRalliawhowasherelongbeforeIarrived,accepts,andItucktheissueofFavrusatthebackofmymind.Perhapsagoodfightortwowillrattlesomeanswersloose.
IthasbeensolongsinceItrained.Iforgotthewaymymindclearswhenallthatisbeforemeisanopponent.Iforgothowgooditfeelstofightthosewhoknowhowtofight.Masks,trainedandtrue,bondedbythesharedexperienceofsurvivingBlackcliff.IbesttheIllustrianswiftly,gratifiedwhenthemenrespondtomyvictorywithahuzzah.Afteranhour,moreofthemengathertowatchthefights,andaftertwo,Ihavenochallengersleft.
ButIalsodonothaveananswertothequestionofCorporalFavrus.IamstillmullingitoverwhenasoldiernamedAlistarcrossestheyard.He’soneofHarper’sfriends,aPlebeianwhohasservedhereinAntiumforadozenyears.Agoodman—andtrustworthy,accordingtoDex.
“Alistar.”Thecaptainjogstowardme,curious.I’veneversingledhimoutbefore.“DoyouknowCorporalFavrus?”
“Ofcourse,BloodShrike.NewtotheBlackGuard.HewastransferredfromSerra.Quiet.Keepstohimself.”
“Followhim,”Isay.“Iwanttoknoweverythingabouthim.Nodetailistoosmall.Payextraattentiontohiscommunicationswiththenortherngarrisons.HementionedKarkaunskirmishes,but...”Ishakemyhead,uneasy.“There’ssomethinghe’snottellingme.”
AfterAlistarisdispatched,IfindtheoldBloodShrike’sfileonCorporalFavrus.IamwonderingatthefactthatheappearstobethemostboringsoldierevertohaveenteredtheBlackGuardwhenmydoorburstsopentorevealSilvioRallius,hisdarkskinashen.
“BloodShrike,sir,”hesays.“Please—youneedtocometothepalace.TheEmperor—hehadsomesortoffitinthethroneroom—startedscreamingatsomeonenooneelsecouldsee.AndthenheleftfortheEmpress’squarters.”Livia!IaminafrenzybythetimeIreachmysister’schambers,whereFaris
pacesoutsidethedoor,hisfootstepsheavywithrage.“He’sinside.”Hisvoiceischoked.“Shrike,he’snotfit—he—”“Treason,LieutenantCandelan,”Isnap.Skies,doesn’theknowthecostof
sayingsuchthings?ThereareotherguardsherewhowilltakehiswordsbacktoMarcus’senemies.ThereareScholarslaveswhomightbeintheCommandant’semploy.AndthenwherewouldLiviabe?“AllEmperorsgrow...emotionalattimes.Youdonotknowtheweightofthecrown.Youcouldneverunderstand.”It’srubbish,buttheEmperor’sShrikemuststandbyhisside.
Atleast,untilIkillhim.Livia’spainhitsmelikeablowtothestomachthemomentIentertheroom.I
amsoawareofher—hersuffering,herhurt.Andbeneaththat,thesteady,quickheartbeatofherchildblissfullyunawareofthemonsterwhositsinchesfromhismother.
Mysister’sfaceisblanched,andshehasonearmlaidacrossherbelly.Marcusissprawledonachairbesidehers,trailinghishandupanddowntheotherarmgently,likealoverwould.
ButInoticeimmediatelythatLivvy’sarmdoesn’tlookright.Theangleiswrong.BecauseMarcushasbrokenit.
TheEmperorliftshisyelloweyestome.“Healher,BloodShrike,”hesays.“I’dliketowatchyoudoit.”
IdonotwasteathoughtonhowmuchIhatethisman.IsimplysingLivia’ssongquickly,unabletobearherpainanylonger.Herbonesknittogether,cleanandstrongoncemore.
“Interesting,”Marcussaysinadeadvoice.“Doesitworkonyou?”heasks.“Forexample,ifIdemandedyourwarhammerandshatteredyourkneesrightnow,wouldyoubeabletohealthem?”
“No,”Iliesmoothly,thoughmyinsidescringeindisgust.“Itdoesn’tworkonme.”
Hetiltshishead.“ButifIshatterherknees,youcouldhealthem?Withyoursong?”
Istareathim,aghast.“Answerthequestion,Shrike.OrI’llbreakherotherarm.”“Yes,”Isay.“Yes,Icouldhealher.Butshe’sthemotherofyourchild—”“She’sanIllustrianwhoreyousoldtomeinexchangeforyourmiserable
life,”Marcussays.“Heronlyuseisherabilitytocarrymyheir.Assoonasheisborn,I’llcasther...I’ll—”Thesuddennesswithwhichhisfacepalesisstaggering.Hehalfroars,halfscreams,hisfingerscurledintoclaws.Ilooktothedoor,expectingRalliusandFaristoburstinatthesoundoftheirEmperorinpain.
Theydonot.ProbablybecausetheyarehopingthatI’mtheonecausingit.“Enough!”HespeakstoneithermenorLivia.“Youwantedthis.Youtoldme
todoit.You—”Marcusgraspshishead,andthemoanthatcomesoutofhimisanimal.
“Healthis.”Hegrabsmyhand,crushingmyfingers,andputsitonhisheadroughly.“Healthis!”
“I—Idon’t—”“Healit,orIsweartotheskiesthatwhenthetimecomesI’llcutmychildout
ofherwhileshestilllives.”Hegrabsmylefthandandslamsittotheothersideofhishead,digginghisfingersintomywristsuntilIhissinpain.“Healme.”
“Sitdown.”Ihaveneverwantedtokillsomeonesomuch.Iwonder,suddenly,ifmyhealingcanbeusedtodestroy.CanIshatterhisboneswithasong?Stophisheart?
Skies,I’venoideahowtohealabrokenman.Howdoesonehealhallucinations?Isthatallthatailshim?Doeshesufferfromsomethingdeeper?Isitinhisheart?Hismind?
AllIcandoisseekhissong.Iexplorehisheartfirst,butitisstrongandsteadyandhealthy,aheartthatwillbeatforalongtimetocome.Icirclehis
mindandfinallystepinside.Itfeelslikesteppingintoapoisonedswamp.Darkness.Pain.Rage.Andadeep,abidingemptiness.IamremindedofCook,onlythisdarknessisdifferent,morewounded,whereaswhatlivedinCookfeltlikenothingatall.
Itrytosoothethebitsofhismindthatrage,butitdoesnothing.Icatchaglimpseofsomethingstrangelyfamiliar:awispofaform—yelloweyes,darkskin,darkhair,asadface.HecouldbesomuchmoreifonlyhedidasIask.Zacharius?
Thewordsarewhisperedontheair,butIamnotsurewhospokethem.Skies,whathaveIgottenmyselfinto?Helpme,Ishoutinmymind,thoughtowhom,Idon’tknow.Myfather,perhaps.Mymother.Idon’tknowwhattodo.
“Stop.”Thewordisacommand,notarequest,andevenMarcusturnsatthesound.
Forthisisavoicethatcannotbeignored,notevenbytheoverlordoftheMartialEmpire.
TheNightbringerstandsinthemiddleoftheroom.Thewindowsarenotopen.Neitheristhedoor.FromtheterrifiedlookonLivia’sface,Icantellthatshetooisspookedbythejinn’ssuddenappearance.
“Shecannothealyou,Emperor,”theNightbringersaysinhisdeep,unsettlingvoice.“Yousuffernoailment.Yourbrother’sghostisreal.Untilyousubmittoitswill,itwillgiveyounopeace.”
“You...”Forthefirsttimeinwhatfeelslikeyears,Marcus’sfaceholdssomethingotherthanmaliceorhatred.Helookshaunted.“Youknew.Zaksaidhesawthefutureinyoureyes.Lookatme—lookatme—andtellmemyend.”
“Idonotshowyouyourend,”theNightbringersays.“Ishowyouthedarkestmomentyourfutureholds.Yourbrothersawhis.Youwillsoonfaceyours,Emperor.LeavetheShrike.Leaveyourempress.Tendtoyourempire,lestyourbrother’sdeathbefornaught.”
MarcusstaggersawayfromtheNightbringer,towardthedoor.Hecutsmealook—enoughhateinthatglancethatIknowheisn’tyetdonewithme—andstumblesout.
IwhirlontheNightbringer,stillshakingfromwhatIsawinMarcus’smind.ThesamequestionIaskedbeforeisonmylips:Whatgameareyouplaying?ButIdonothavetospeakit.
“Nogame,BloodShrike,”thejinnsays.“Theveryopposite.Youwillsee.”
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XXXIV:Elias
ehavetwelvehoursuntiltheMartialsarrive.TwelvehourstoprepareafewthousandTribesmenwhoareintheworstfightingshapethey’veever
beenin.Twelvehourstogetthechildrenandinjuredtosafety.Iftherewereanyplacetorun,IwouldasktheTribestogetthehellsaway
fromhere.ButthesealiestotheeastandtheForesttothenorth.TheMartialsapproachfromthesouthandwest.
Mauthpullsatme,thetuggettingmorepainfulbytheminute.IknowImustgobacktotheForest.ButifIdon’tdosomething,thousandsofTribespeoplewillbemassacred.TheWaitingPlacewillbefilledwithevenmoreghosts.Andwherewillthatleaveme?
TheTribes,it’sclear,plantostandandfight.Already,theZaldarswhostillhavetheirwitsarereadyinghorsesandweaponryandarmor.Butitwon’tbeenough.ThoughweoutnumbertheMartials,theyareasuperiorfightingforce.Ambushesinthedeadofnightwithpoisoneddartsareonething.Butfacinganarmyonafieldwhenyourmenhaven’tsleptoreatenproperlyindays?“Banual-Mauth.”Afya’svoiceisstrongerthanitwasevenanhourago.
“Thesaltworks.Westillhavemanydeadtoattendto,buttheruhhavebeenreleased.Thespiritsnolongerplaguetheirfamilies.”
“Buttherearetoomanydeadnow.”MamieappearsbehindAfya,pallidandexhausted.“Andtheymustbegivenburialrites.”
“IspoketotheotherZaldars,”Afyasays.“Wecanmusteraforceofathousandhorse—”
“Youdon’tneedtodothat,”Isay.“I’mgoingtotakecareofit.”TheZaldaralooksdubious.“Using...yourmagic?”“Notexactly.”Iconsider.IhavemostofwhatIneed,butthereisonething
thatwillmakewhatImustdoabiteasier.“Afya,doyouhaveanyofthosedartsyouusedduringtheraids?”
MamieandAfyaexchangeaglance,andmymotherstepscloseenoughthatonlyIcanhearher.Shetakesmyhands.
“Whatareyouplanning,myson?”
PerhapsIshouldtellher.Shewouldtrytotalkmeoutofit,Iknowshewould.Shelovesme,andthatloveblindsher.
Iextricatemyself,unabletomeethereyes.“Youdon’twanttoknow.”AsIleavethecamp,MauthsummonsmewithenoughforcethatIthinkhe
willpullmetotheForestthewayhedidafterthejinntookmetoLaia.Butthisistheonlyway.ThefirsttimeIkilled,Iwaseleven.Isawmyenemy’sfacefordaysafterhe
wasgone.Iheardhisvoice.AndthenIkilledagain.Andagain.Andagain.Toosoon,Istoppedseeingtheirfaces.Istoppedwonderingwhattheirnameswere,orwhotheyleftbehind.IkilledbecauseIwasorderedto,andthen,oncefreeofBlackcliff,IkilledbecauseIhadto,tostayalive.
Once,IknewexactlyhowmanylivesIhadtaken.NowInolongerremember.Somewherealongtheway,apartofmelearnedhowtostopcaring.Andthat’sthepartofmethatImustdrawuponnow.
AssoonasIreasonthroughitinmyhead,theconnectionbetweenMauthandmeslackens.Heoffersnomagic,butIamabletocontinuemyjourneywithoutpain.
TheMartialarmystopstocampalongthecrestofalowplateau.Theirtentsareadarkstainagainstthepaledesert,theircookfireslikestarsinthewarmnight.Ittakesahalfhourofpatientobservationtofigureoutwherethecampcommanderisandanotherfifteenminutestoplanmyentrance—andexit.Myfaceisknown,butmostofthesepeoplebelieveI’mdead.Theywillnotexpecttoseeme,andthereliesmyadvantage.
Theshadowshangthickbetweenthetents,andIletthemcradlemeasImakemywaythroughtheperipheryofthecamp.Thecommander’stentisinthecenter,butthesoldiershaveerectedithastily,forinsteadofaclearareaaroundit,otherdwellingsarestakedcloseby.Accesswon’tbesimple—butitwon’tbeimpossible,either.
AsIapproachthetent,dartsready,agreatpartofmescreamsagainstthis.Youwillknowvictory,oryouwillknowdeath.IheartheCommandant
whisperinmyear,anoldmemory.Thereisnothingelse.It’salwaysthiswaybeforeIkill.EvenwhenIwashuntingMaskssoLaiacouldfreeprisonersfromghostwagons—eventhenIstruggled.Eventhenittookitstoll.Myfoeswilldie,andtheywilltakeabitofmewiththem.Thefieldofbattleismytemple.Idrawclosetothetentandfindafoldthatishiddenfromanyoneinside.Ever
soslowly,Icutaslit.FiveMasks,includingthecommander,sitaroundatablewithin,eatingtheirmealandarguingaboutthecomingbattle.
Theywillnotexpectme,buttheyarestillMasks.Iwillneedtomoveswiftly,beforetheyraisethealarm.WhichmeansfirsttakingthemoutwiththedartsAfyagaveme.Theswordpointismypriest.Imustdothis.Imustcutofftheheadofthisarmy.Doingsowillgivethe
Tribesachancetorun.TheseMaskswouldhavekilledmypeople,myfamily.Theywouldhaveenslavedthemandbeatenthemanddestroyedthem.Thedanceofdeathismyprayer.ButevenknowingwhattheMaskswouldhavedone,Idonotwishtokill.I
donotwishtobelongtothisworldofbloodandviolenceandvengeance.IdonotwishtobeaMask.Thekillingblowismyrelease.Mywishesdonotmatter.Thesemenmustdie.TheTribesmustbeprotected.
Andmyhumanitymustbeleftbehind.Istepintothetent.AndIunleashtheMasklurkingwithin.
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XXXV:TheBloodShrike
weekafterMarcus’sattackonLivvy,HarperfinallyemergesfromtheHallofRecords,wherehehasspenteverywakingmomentsinceIgavehimhis
mission.“Therecordarchivistswerepreparingforamove,”hesays.“Bloodline
certificatesandbirthrecordsandfamilytreesallovertheplace.Scholarslavesweretryingtocleanitup,buttheycan’tread,soitwasallajumble.”
Heplacesastackofdeathcertificatesonmydeskbeforecollapsingintoachairacrossfromme.“Youwereright.Inthepasttwentyyears,tentattooistshavediedunnaturallyinandaroundthecitieswheretheCommandantwasposted.Onejustrecently,notfarfromAntium.TheotherslivedeverywherefromtheTriballandstoDelphinium.AndIfoundsomethingelse.”
Hehandsmealistofnames.Therearethirteen,allIllustrian,allfromwell-knownGens.Irecognizetwo—theywerefounddeadjustrecently,hereinAntium.Irememberreadingaboutthemweeksago,thedayMarcusorderedmetoNavium.Anothernamealsostandsout.
“DaemonCassius,”Isay.“WhydoIknowthatname?”“HewasmurderedlastyearinSerrabyScholar’sResistancefighters.It
happenedafewweeksbeforethemurderofaSerrantattooist.EveryoneoftheseIllustrianswasmurderedshortlybeforethelocaltattooistswere.Differentcities.Differentmethods.Allwithinthelasttwentyyears.AllMasks.”
“Iremembernow,”Isay.“Cassiuswasathomewhenhewasmurdered.Hiswifefoundhiminalockedroom.EliasandIwereinthemiddleoftheTrialswhenithappened.IwonderedhowthehellsagroupofScholarrebelscouldkillaMask.”
“TitusRufius,”Harperreads.“Killedinahuntingaccidentattheageofthirty-two,nineyearsago.IustinSergius,poisonedattwenty-five,apparentlybyaScholarslavewhoconfessedtothecrimesixteenyearsago.CaiusSisselliuswasthirty-eight.Hedrownedonhisfamily’sowngrounds,inariverhe’dbeenswimminginsincebeforehecouldwalk.Thatwasthreeyearsago.”
“Avitas,lookattheirages.”Iexaminethenamescarefully.“AndtheywereMasks.Whichmeanseveryoneofthesemengraduatedwithher.Sheknew
them.”“Theyalldiedbeforetheyshouldhave,manyinunnaturalways.Sowhy?
Whydidshekillthem?”“Theygotinherwaysomehow,”Isay.“Shewasalwaysambitious.Maybe
theyweregivenpostingsshewanted,ortheythwartedhersomehow,or...oh...oh.”
IrememberwhatQuintoldmeofAriusHarper:HewasmurderedbyagroupofMasksthedayaftertheygraduated—Keris’sfellowSeniorSkulls.Aviciouskilling—morethanadozenofthembeathimtodeath.Illustrian,allofthem.
“Itwasn’tbecausetheygotinherway.”IrelatewhatQuinsaid.“Itwasvengeance.TheybeatAriusHarpertodeath.”Ilookupfromthescrolls.Iwonderifhisfatherhadgreeneyestoo.“Yourfather.”
Avitasisquietforalongmoment.“I...didn’tknowhowhedied.”Bleedinghells.“I’msorry,”Isayquickly.“Ithought—ohskies,Avitas.”“Itdoesn’tmatter.”Heseemstofindthewindowofmyofficesuddenlyvery
interesting.“He’sbeengonealongtimenow.Whywoulditmatteriftheykilledmyfather?TheCommandantisn’tthesentimentaltype.”
Iamstartledbyhowquicklyhemoveson,andIconsiderapologizingagainortellinghimthatifhedoesn’twantthenatureofhisfather’sdeathmadepublic,Iunderstand.ButthenIrealizethatwhatheneedsisformetomoveon.TobetheBloodShrike.Toletitgo.
“It’snotsentiment,”Isaybriskly,thoughIhavemydoubts.TheCommandantdid,afterall,takeAvitasunderherwing—inasmuchassomeonelikehercould.“It’spower.Shelovedhim.Theykilledhim.Theytookherpower.Bymurderingthem,she’stakingitback.”
“Howdoweusethisagainsther?”“WegetthisinformationouttothePaters,”Isay.“Theylearnaboutthe
tattoo,thedeadtattooists,AriusHarper,themurderedIllustrians—allofit.”“Weneedproof.”“Wehaveit.”Inodtothedeathcertificates.“Foranyonewhocarestolook.
IfwecangetthesecertificatesintothehandsofjustafewtrustedPaters,therestwon’tneedtoseethem.Thinkofhowshe’shandledwhathappenedinNavium.Itdidn’tmatterthatshelied.Allthatmatteredisthatpeoplebelievedit.”
“WeshouldstartwithPaterSisselliusandPaterRufius,”Harpersays.“They’reherclosestallies.TheotherPaterstrustthem.”
Forthreedays,HarperandIseedtherumors.Andthen,whenIamincourtlisteningtoMarcusarguingwithaTribalenvoy—
“—Illustriansfromherownyear!OveraPlebeian!Canyouimagine—”“Butthere’snoproof—”
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“Notenoughtojailher,butSisselliussawthedeathcertificates.Thelinkisobvious.Youknowhowthatmanloathesidlegossip.Besides,theproofisonherbody—thatviletattoo—”
Afterafewmoredays,Isensethechangeintheair.IfeelthePatersdistancingthemselvesfromKeris.Someareevenoutrightopposedtoher.WhenshedoesreturntoAntium,shewillfinditafarlesswelcomingcitythansheexpects.
aptainAlistarsendsmeamessagelettingmeknowhehasinformationonthesamedayDexreturnstoAntium,andIcallthembothtomeinthe
trainingyard.“Keriswillbeherewithintheweek.”Dexisfreshfromtheroad,splattered
withmud,exhausted.Buthesparswithmeanyway,keepinghishelmlowsothathislipscannotberead.It’snearlyimpossibletohearhimovertheclashofweaponsandgruntsofmentraining.
“Sheknowsyou’vespreadthetruthaboutthetattooandthemurders.Shesenttwoassassins;Idispatchedthembeforetheycouldgethere,butskiesknowwhatshe’lldowhenshearrives.You’dbeststartcookingyourfoodyourself.Farmingyourowngraintoo.”
“DidsheridestraightforAntium?”“ShestoppedattheRoost,”Dexsays.“Ifollowedherin,buthermennearly
caughtme.BythenIthoughtitbesttogetbackhere.I’llcheckinwithmyspies—”Dex’sgazeshiftsovermyshoulder,andhefrowns.
Attheentrancetothebarracks,acrossthetrainingfield,agroupofBlackGuardscrowdstogether.Ithinkatfirstthatafighthasbrokenout.Ihurrytowardthem,warhammerstillinhand.
Oneofthemencallsout:“Getthebleedingphysician!”“Nopoint,that’skarkasnakevenom—”Theyareclusteredaroundafellowguardwhobucksashevomitsblackbile
ontotheground.Irecognizehiminstantly:CaptainAlistar.“Bleedinghells.”Icrouchdownnexttohim.“Getthebarracksphysician.Get
himnow!”Butthemancouldalreadybehereanditwouldbetoolate.Theblackbile,
theredmottlingaroundAlistar’snoseandears.Itiskarkasnakevenom.He’sdonefor.
Harperpushesthroughthecrowdandkneelsbesideme.“Shrike,what—”
“Nothing—”Alistargrabsthefrontofmyfatigueswithonehandandpullsmeclose.Hisvoiceislittlemorethanadeathrattle.“Nothing—noattacks—nothing—Shrike—they’renowhere—”
Hisgripgoesslack,andheslumpstotheground,dead.Burningskies.“Asyouwere,”Isaytothemen.“Goon.”Themenscatter,
exceptforDexandHarper,whostaredowninhorroratthedeadsoldier.IleandownandwrestapileofpapersfromAlistar’sstiffhand.Iexpectitto
beinformationonCorporalFavrus.InsteadIfindreportsfromthegarrisonsacrossthenorth—straightfromthegarrisoncommanders.
“TheKarkaunshavedisappeared.”Harper,readingovermyshoulder,soundsasmystifiedasIfeel.“NotasingleattacknearTiborum.Nothinginthedeepnorth,notformonths.CorporalFavruslied.TheKarkaunswerequiet.”
“TheKarkaunsareneverquiet,”Isay.“Thistimelastyear,theywereconqueringtheWildmenclans.WestoppedtheminTiborum.WestoppedtheminNavium.Theylosttheirfleet.There’sableedingfamineintheirsouthernterritories,andawarlockpriestwhippingthemintorighteousfury.Theyshouldbeharassingeveryvillagefromheretothesea.”
“Lookatthis,Shrike.”HarperhassearchedAlistar’sbody,andhepullsoutanotherscroll.“HemusthavefounditinFavrus’sthings,”Harpersays.“It’sincode.”
“Breakthecode,”Isnap.Somethingiswrong—verywrong.“FindmeFavrus.Alistar’sdeathcan’tbeacoincidence.Thecorporalisinvolved.Getmessagestothenorthwesterngarrisons.HavethemsendscoutstocheckinontheclosestKarkaunclans.Findoutwheretheyare,whattheyaredoing.Iwantanswersbynightfall,Harper.IfthosebastardsareplanninganassaultonTiborum,thecitymayfall.Itmightalreadybetoolate.Dex...”
Myoldfriendsighs,alreadyknowingthathe’sabouttoheadbackontheroad.
“Headnorth,”Isay.“CheckthepassesaroundtheNevennes.TheymightbepushingforDelphinium.Theywon’thaveenoughmentoholdit,butthatdoesn’tmeanthey’renotstupidenoughtotry.”
“I’llsendamessagethroughthedrumsassoonasIknowanything,Shrike.”Bynightfall,we’vehadwordfromeventhemostfar-flungofthewestern
garrisons.TheKarkaunshavecompletelyabandonedtheircampsinthewest.Theircavesareempty,theirgrazinganimalsgone,theirfewfieldsandgardensarefallow.Theycan’tpossiblybeplanninganattackonTiborum.
Whichmeanstheyaregatheringelsewhere.Butwhere?Andtowhatend?
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XXXVI:Laia
usaoffersnoexplanationasweleavethepalace,theonlysignofhisfrustrationtheswiftclipofhisstride.
“Excuseme.”Ipokehimintheribsashewindsthroughstreetsunfamiliartome.“YourHighness—”
“Notnow,”hegrindsout.AsmuchasIwanttoquestionhim,wehaveabiggerproblem,whichishowthehellswe’regoingtogetridofCaptainEleiba.TheMarinerspokebrieflytothekingbeforeescortingusfromthethroneroomandhasn’tbeenmorethanafootawayfromussince.WhenMusaentersaneighborhoodwherethehousesaredenselypacked,Ipreparetopullonmyinvisibility,expectinghimtoattackourchaperone.Butinstead,hejuststopsinanalley.“Well?”hesays.
Eleibaclearsherthroatandturnstome.“HisRoyalHighnessKingIrmandthanksyouforyourwarning,Laia,andwishestoassureyouthathedoesnottakelightlytheinterferenceofthefeycreaturesinhisdomain.HeacceptsDarinofSerra’sofferforweaponsandvowsthathewillprovideshelterfortheScholarsinthecityuntilmorepermanentaccommodationscanbemade.Andhewishesyoutohavethis.”Eleibaplacesinmyhandasilversignetringemblazonedwithatrident.“ShowittoanyMariner,andtheyarehonorboundtoaidyou.”
Musasmiles.“Iknewyou’dgettohim.”“But,thecrownprincess,she—”“KingIrmandhasbeenrulerinMarinnforsixtyyears,”Eleibasays.
“PrincessNikla...wasnotalwaysassheisnow.Thekinghasnootherheir,andhedoesnotwishtoundermineherbydisagreeingwithheroutright.Butheknowswhatisbestforhispeople.”
AllIcanmanageisanod.“Goodluck,LaiaofSerra,”Eleibasaysquietly.“Perhapswewillmeetagain.”
“Prepareyourcity.”IsayitbeforeIlosemycourage.Eleibaraisesperfectlyarchedbrows,andIrushon,feelinglikeanidiotforgivingadvicetoawomantwentyyearsolderandfarwiserthanIam.“You’rethecaptainoftheguard.You
havepower.Pleasedowhatyoucan.AndifyouhavefriendselsewhereintheFreeLandswhocandothesame,tellthem.”
Whensheislonggone,Musaanswersmyunspokenquestion.“NiklaandIelopedtenyearsago,”hesays.“Wewereonlyalittleolderthanyou,butmuchmorefoolish.Shehadanolderbrotherwhowassupposedtobeking.Buthedied,shewasnamedcrownprincess,andwegrewapart.”
Iwinceattheperfunctorynatureofhisrecitation,adecadeofhistoryinfoursentences.
“Ididn’tmentionitbeforebecausetherewasnopoint.We’vebeenseparatedforyears.Shetookmylands,mytitles,myfortune—”
“Yourheart.”Musa’sharshlaughechoesoffthehardstoneofthebuildingsoneitherside
ofus.“Thattoo,”hesays.“Youshouldchangeandgetyourthings.Saygoodbyeto
Darin.I’llmeetyouattheeastgatewithsuppliesandinformationaboutmycontact.”
HemustseethatI’mabouttotrytoofferhimawordofcomfort,forhemeltsintothedarkquickly.Ahalfhourlater,I’vegatheredmyhairinafatplaitandreturnedthedresstoMusa’squartersattheforge.DarinsitswithTaureandZellainthecourtyard,stokingalowfirewhilethetwowomenpackclayontotheedgesofasword.
HeglancesupwhenIappearand,spottingmypackedbag,excuseshimself.“I’llbereadyinanhour,”hesaysafterItellhimofmyaudiencewiththe
king.“BesttellMusatomakeittwohorses.”“TheScholarsneedyou,Darin.AndnowtheMarinersneedyoutoo.”Darin’sshouldersstiffen.“IagreedtomakeweaponsfortheMarinersbefore
Irealizedyou’dbeleavingsosoon.Theycanwait.Iwon’tstaybehind.”“Youhaveto,”Isay.“ImusttrytostoptheNightbringer.ButifIfail,our
peopleneedtobeabletofight.Whatisthepointofallyousuffered—allwesuffered—ifwedon’tevengiveourpeopleachanceinbattle?”
“Whereyougo,Igo,”Darinsaysquietly.“Thatwasthepromisewemade.”“Isthatpromiseworthmorethanthefutureofourpeople?”“YousoundlikeMother.”“Yousaythatlikeit’sabadthing.”“Itisabadthing.SheputtheResistance—herpeople—aheadofeverything:
herhusband,herchildren,herself.Ifyouknew—”Myneckprickles.“IfIknewwhat—”Hesighs.“Nothing.”
“No,”Isay.“You’vedonethisbefore.IknowMotherwasn’tperfect.AndIheard...rumorswhenIwasoutinthecity.Butshewasn’twhatPrincessNiklamadeherouttobe.Shewasn’tamonster.”
Darintosseshisaprononananvilandbeginsthrowingtoolsinasack,stubbornlyrefusingtotalkaboutMother.“You’llneedsomeonetowatchyourback,Laia.Afyaisn’ttheretodoitandneitherisElias.Whobetterthanyourbrother?”
“YouheardMusa.Hehassomeonewhowillhelpme.”“Doyouknowwho?Hashegivenyouaname?Howdoyouknowyoucan
trustthatperson?”“Idon’t,butItrustMusa.”“Why?Youbarelyknowhim,likeyoubarelyknewKeenan—excuseme,the
Nightbringer.LikeyoubarelyknewMazen—”“Iwaswrongaboutthem.”Myirerises,butIquashit;heisangrybecausehe
isscared,andIknowthatfeelingwell.“ButIdon’tthinkI’mwrongaboutMusa.He’sfrustrating,andhegetsonmynerves,buthe’sbeenhonest.Andhe—weboth—wehavethemagic,Darin.There’snooneelseIcaneventalktoaboutit.”
“Youcouldtalktome.”“AfterKauf,Iwasbarelyabletotalktoyouaboutbreakfast,letalone
magic.”Ihatethis.Ihatefightingwithhim.Partofmewantstogivein.Lethimjoinme.Iwillbelesslonely,Iwillfeellessafraid.Yourfeardoesn’tmatter,Laia,noryourloneliness.TheScholars’survivalis
whatmatters.“Ifsomethinghappenstome,”Isay,“whowillspeakfortheScholars?Who
knowsthetruthabouttheNightbringer’splan?WhowillensurethattheMarinersprepare,nomattertheconsequence?”
“Bleedinghells,Laia,stop.”Darinneverraiseshisvoice,andIamsurprisedenoughthatIwaver.“I’mcomingwithyou.That’sit.”
Isigh,becauseIhopeditwouldn’tcometothis,andyetIsuspecteditmight.Mybrother,stubbornasthesun.NowIknowwhyEliasleftanoteallthosemonthsagowhenhedisappeared,insteadofsayinggoodbye.It’snotbecausehedidn’tcare.It’sbecausehecaredtoomuch.
“I’lljustdisappear,”Isay.“Youwon’tbeabletofollowme.”Daringlaresatmeindisgusteddisbelief.“Youwouldn’tdothat.”“IwouldifIthoughtitwouldkeepyoufromcomingafterme.”“Youjustexpectmetobeallrightwiththis,”Darinsays.“Towatchyou
leave,knowingthattheonlyfamilyIhaveleftisriskingherselfagain—”
“That’srich!Whatdidyoudo,meetingwithSpiroforallthosemonths?Ifanyoneshouldunderstandthis,Darin,it’syou.”Myangertakesholdnow,thewordspouringlikepoisonfrommymouth.Don’tsayit,Laia.Don’t.ButIdo.Icannotstop.“Theraidhappenedbecauseofyou.NanandPopdiedbecauseofyou.IwenttoBlackcliffforyou.Igotthis”—IyankmycollarbacktorevealtheCommandant’sK—“becauseofyou.AndItraveledhalfwayacrossthebleedingworld,lostoneoftheonlytruefriendsI’veeverhad,andsawthemanIlovegetchainedtosomehellishunderworldbecauseofyou.Sodon’ttalktomeaboutriskingmyself.Don’tyoubleedingdare.”
Ididn’tknowhowmuchwaslockedupinsidemeuntilIbeganshoutingit.Andnowmyrageisfull-throatedandthrobbing,tearingoutofme.
“Youstayhere,”Isnapathim.“Youmakeweapons.Andyougiveusafightingchance.YouowethattoNanandPopandIzziandEliasandme.Don’tthinkI’llbleedingforgetit!”
Darin’smouthhangsopen,andIstrideout,slammingtheforgedoorbehindme.Myangercarriesmeawayfromtheshipyardandupintothecity,andwhenIamhalfwaytothewesterngate,Musafallsintostepbesideme.
“Spectacularfight.”Hejogstocatchupwithme,stealthyasawraith.“Doyouthinkyoushouldapologizebeforeyouleave?Youwereabitharsh.”
“Isthereanythingyoudon’teavesdropon?”“Ican’thelpitifthewightsaregossips.”Heshrugs.“ThoughIwasgratified
tohearthatyoufinallyadmittedhowyoufeelaboutEliasoutloud.Younevertalkabouthim,youknow.”
Myfaceheats.“Eliasisnoneofyourbusiness.”“Aslongashedoesn’tstopyoufromkeepingyourpromise,aapan,”Musa
says,“Iagree.I’llwalkyoutoyourhorse.Therearemapsandsuppliesinthesaddlebags.Imarkedaroutestraightwest,throughthemountains.ShouldgetyoutotheForestofDuskinabitmorethanthreeweeks.MycontactwillmeetyouontheothersideandtakeyoutoAntium.”
Wecometothewestgatejustasanearbybelltowerchimesmidnight.Intunewiththelastbelltolling,thereisalowhiss.Adaggerleavingitssheath.AsIreachformyownweapon,somethingzingspastmyear.
Anangrychittereruptsnearme,andsmallhandsshoveatme.Idrop,draggingMusadownasanarrowfliesoverhead.Anotherarrowshootsoutofthedarkness,butittoomissesitsmark,droppinginmidair—courtesyofMusa’swights.
“Nikla!”Musasnarls.“Showyourself!”Theshadowsshift,andthecrownprincessstepsoutofthedarkness.She
glaresatusbalefully,herfacebarelyvisiblebeneaththeghulsswarmingallover
F
her.“IshouldhaveknownthattraitorEleibawouldletyougo,”shehisses.“She
willpay.”Morefootstepsapproach—Nikla’ssoldiers,closinginonMusaandme.Ever
soslowly,MusaputshimselfbetweenmeandNikla.“Listentoreason,please.Webothknow—”
“Don’tyouspeaktome!”theprincessgrowlsatMusa,andtheghulscluckhappilyatherpain.“Youhadyourchance.”
“WhenIrushher,”Musawhispers,barelyaudible,“run.”I’mjustprocessingwhathesayswhenhe’spastmeandheadingstraightfor
Nikla.Immediately,silver-armoredbodyguardsstepoutoftheshadowsandattackMusasoswiftlythatheisnownothingbutablur.
IcannotjustletNikla’smentakehim.Skiesknowwhattheywilldo.ButifIhurtanyoftheseMariners,itmightturnKingIrmandagainstus.Iflipmydaggeraroundtothehilt,butahandgrabsmeandyanksmeback.
“Go,littlesister,”Darinsays,astaffinhishands.Taure,Zella,andagroupofScholarsfromtherefugeecampareathisback.“We’llmakesurenoonedies.Getoutofhere.Saveus.”
“Musa—andyou—iftheyarrestyou—”“We’llbefine,”Darinsays.“Youwereright.Wehavetobeready.Butwe
don’thaveachanceifyoudon’tgo.Ridefast,Laia.Stophim.I’mwithyou,here.”Hetapsmyheart.“Go.”
AndlikethatdaylongagoinSerra,withmybrother’svoiceringinginmyears,Iflee.
orthefirstthreedaysontheroad,Ihardlystop,expectingatanymomentforNiklaandhermentofindme.Everypossibleoutcomeplaguesmymind,an
ever-changingplayofnightmares:TheMarinersovercomeDarinandMusaandZellaandTaure.Thekingsendssoldierstodragmeback.TheScholarsarelefttostarve—orworse,theyaredrivenfromAdisa,refugeesyetagain.
ButfourmorningsafterIleave,Iamwokenbeforedawnbyaquietchitterbesidemyear.IsoassociatethesoundwithMusathatIexpecttoseehimwhenIopenmyeyes.Instead,ascrollsitsonmychest,withonlyonewordprintedonit.Safe.
Afterthat,Istoplookingovermyshoulderandstartlookingahead.TruetoEleiba’sword,wheneverIstopatacourierstationandshowtheking’sring,Ireceiveafreshmountandsupplies,noquestionsasked.Thehelpcouldn’tcomeatabettertime,forIamgrippedbydesperation.EverydaybringsmeclosertotheGrainMoon—andtotheNightbringer’svictory.EverydaymakesitmorelikelythathewillfindawaytotricktheBloodShrikeintogivinghimthering,whichhe’llusetosethiswrathfulkindredfree.
AsIride,IparseouttheremainingbitsofShaeva’sprophecy.ThelineabouttheButcherworriesme,butnotasmuchastheDeadwillrise,andnonecansurvive.
ThedeadareElias’sdomain.Iftheyrise,doesthatmeantheywillescapetheWaitingPlace?Whathappensiftheydo?Andwhatoftheendoftheprophecy?Itmakeslittlesense—allbutTheGhostwillfall,herfleshwillwither.Themeaningthereisdisturbinglyclear:I’mgoingtodie.
Butthenagain,justbecauseit’saprophecydoesn’tmeanit’swritteninstone.Iencountermanyothertravelers,buttheking’ssigilonmysaddleandcloak
keepsthequestionsatbay,andIdonotinviteconversation.Afteraweekcuttingthroughthemountainsandtendayswindingdownintogentle,rollingfarmland,theForestofDuskappearsonthehorizon,abluelineoffuzzbeneathflocculentclouds.Thisfarfromthemajorcitiestherearenocourierstations,andthefarmsandvillagesarefarapart.ButIdonotfeellonely—asenseofanticipationbuilds.
Soon,IwillbereunitedwithElias.IrecallwhatIblurtedoutduringmyargumentwithDarin:themanIlove.IthoughtIlovedKeenan,butthatlovewasbornoutofdesperationand
loneliness,outofaneedtoseemyself,mystruggles,insomeoneelse.WhatIfeelforEliasisdifferent,aflameIholdclosetomyheartwhenIfeel
mystrengthflagging.Sometimes,deepinthenightasItravel,Ipictureafuturewithhim.ButIdarenotlookatittooclosely.HowcanI,whenitcanneverbe?
Iwonderwhathehasbecomeinthemonthswe’vebeenapart.Hashechanged?Isheeating?Takingcareofhimself?Skies,Ihopehehasnotgrownabeard.Ihatedhisbeard.
TheForesttransformsfromafurred,distantlinetoawallofknottedtrunksthatIknowwell.Evenbeneaththenoontimeshineofasummersun,theWaitingPlacefeelsominous.
Ileavemyhorsetograze,andasIdrawnearthetreeline,awindrisesandthegnarledForestcanopysways.Theleavessinginwhispers,agentlesound.
“Elias?”Thesilenceisuncanny—noghostswailorcryout.Anxietygnawsatme.WhatifEliascannotpasstheghoststhrough?Whatifsomethinghas
happenedtohim?ThestillnessoftheForestmakesmethinkofapredatorstalkingintall
grasses,watchingitsobliviousprey.Butasthesundipswest,afamiliardarknessrisesinme,urgingmetowardthetrees.IfeltthisdarknesswiththeNightbringer,longago,whenIsoughttogetanswersoutofhim.IfeltitagainafterShaevadied,whenIthoughtthejinnwouldhurtElias.
Itdoesnotfeelevil,thisdarkness.Itfeelslikepartofme.Istepintothetrees,tense,bladeinhand.Nothinghappens.TheForestis
quiet,butbirdsstillsing,andsmallcreaturesstillmovethroughtheunderbrush.Noghostsapproach.Imoveindeeper,allowingthatdarknesstopullmeonward.
WhenIamfarintothetrees,theshadowsgrowthick.Avoicecallsouttome.No—notonevoice.Many,speakingasone.WelcometotheWaitingPlace,LaiaofSerra,thevoicespurr.Welcometoour
home,andourprison.Comecloser,won’tyou?
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XXXVII:Elias
heMasksdon’tnoticethedartsuntilmyfirstvictimisfacedowninhisrice.Theyarecomplacent—theirscoutshavetoldthemthattheTribespeoplewill
beaneasyconquest,andsotheypostednoguards,tooconfidentintheirownskill.
Whichisformidable.Butit’snotenough.ThefirstMasktospotmeknocksthetwodartsIsendathimoutoftheair
andrushesme,bladesappearinginhishandslikemagic.Butadarknessstirswithinme—magicofmyown.ThoughIamfarfromthe
WaitingPlace,IhavejustenoughphysicalmagictospinintoawindwalkuntilIambehindhimandIcanstickhimwithanotherdart.TwooftheMasksleaptowardme,weaponsflying,whilethethird—thecommander—lungesforthedoortoraisethealarm.
Iwindwalkinfrontofhim,usingtheinfinitesimalmomentofhissurprisetojamabladeintohisthroat.Don’tthink,justmove,Elias.Bloodspurtsallovermyhands,makingitexceedinglydifficultnottodwellontheviolenceofmyactions,buttheotherMasksapproach,andthisman’sbodymakesanadequateshield,jerkingasthebladesofhiscomradesglanceoffhisarmor.IshovehimatoneoftheremainingMasksandtakeontheother,duckingashethrowsapunchandonlyjustavoidinghiskneeashetriestonailmeinthejawwithit.
Hehasanopenpatchinhisarmorjustabovehiswrist,andIgrabit,stabbinghimwiththelastofAfya’sdartsbeforehetacklesmetotheground.Secondslater,hispronebodyisdraggedoffme,andthelastMaskhasmebythethroat.Youaremortal.ShaevaremindedmeofthatfactbeforetheNightbringer
murderedher.IfIdiehere,theWaitingPlacewillhavenoguardian.TheknowledgegivesmethestrengthtokneetheMaskinthegroinandwrenchawayfromhim.Iriphisknifefromascabbardandstabhiminthechestonce,twice,thrice,beforedrawingthebladeacrosshisthroat.
Thetent,whichhasbeenawhirlwindofactivity,issuddenlystill,otherthantheharshdrawofmybreath.Outside,thevoicesofsoldiersriseandfallinlaughterandcomplaint,thedinofthecampmaskingtheruckusofmyattack.
SomeoneintheMartialcampwilldiscovertheMaskssoonenough,soIslipoutthewayIcame,makingfortheedgeofthecamp,whereIstealahorse.Bythetimethefirstalarmsounds,I’mwellawayandheadingwest,towardtheclosestdrumtower.
Imakequickworkofthelegionnairesstandingguardoutfront.Oneofthemismid-complaintwhenIshootanarrowintohischest,andtheotheronlyrealizeswhatishappeningoncehehasascimpokingoutofhisthroat.Thekillingcomeseasiernow,andI’mhalfwayupthestairsofthetower,almosttothesleepingquarters,beforeabetterpartofmecriesout:Theydidn’tdeservedeath.Theydidn’tdoanythingtoyou.
Thefinalmaninthetoweristheheaddrummer,andhesitsonthetopfloor,besideadrumaswideasheistall,hiseartrainedtowardanotherdrumtowerinthenorth.Hetranscribeswhateverhehearsonlongscrolls,soengrossedinhisworkthathedoesn’thearme.Butbynow,I’mfartootiredtosneak.AndIneedhimfrightened.SoIsimplyappearinthedoorway,anightmarespectaclecoveredindriedgorewithunsheathedweaponsstainedwithblood.
“Getup,”Isaycalmly.“Walktothedrum.”“I—I—”Heglancesoverthetopofthetowertothedoorbelow,tothe
guardpost.“They’redead.”Igesturewithabloodyhand,“incaseyoucouldn’ttell.
Move.”Hepicksuphissticks,thoughfearmakeshimdropthemtwice.“I’dlikeyoutodrumsomethingoutforme.”Igetcloserandraiseoneofmy
Telumanscims.“Andifyouchangeit—evenonebit—Iwillknow.”“IfIdrumafalsemessage,mycommanderwill—he’llkillme.”“Isyourcommanderatall,pale-skinnedMaskwithablondbeardandascar
runningdownhischintohisneck?”Atthedrummer’snod,Ireassurehim.“He’sdead.And,ifyoudon’tdrumafalsemessage,I’llgutyouandthrowyouoverthetower.Yourchoice.”
ThemessageordersthelegionpreparingtoattacktheTribesbacktoagarrisonfortymilesfromhereanddemandstheorderbecarriedoutimmediately.Afterthedrummerisfinished,Ikillhim.Hehadtohaveknownitwascoming.Butstill,Ican’tlookhimintheeyesasIdoit.
Myarmorisdisgusting,andIcannotbearthestench,soIshedit,stealclothesfromthestoreroom,andturnbacktotheWaitingPlace.ThecloserIget,themorerelievedIfeel.TheTribesshouldhavemanyhoursbeforetheMartialsrealizethatthemessagetheyweregivenisfalse.MyfamilywillescapetheEmpire.Andatlast,IhavetheunderstandingIneedtopasstheghoststhrough.Tobeginrestoringthebalance.It’saboutbleedingtime.
Myfirstcluethatsomethingiswrong—deeplywrong—comeswhenIapproachtheborderwall.Itshouldbehighandgold,shimmeringwithpower.Instead,itappearswan,almostpatchy.Ithinktofixit,butthemomentIampastthetreeline,theghosts’painblastsintome,abarrageofmemoryandconfusion.ImakemyselfremembernotwhyIkilledallthoseMartialsbuthowitfelt.Thewayitdeadenedme.IpushtheTribesandMamieandAubaritfrommymind.Mauthrisesnow,tentative.Icalltotheclosestghost,whodriftsforward.
“WelcometotheWaitingPlace,therealmofghosts,”Isaytohim.“IamtheSoulCatcher,andIamheretohelpyoucrosstotheotherside.”
“Iamdead?”theghostwhispers.“Ithoughtthiswasadream...”ThemagicgivesmeanawarenessoftheghoststhatIdidnothavebefore,an
insightintotheirlives,theirneeds.Afteramoment,Iunderstandthatthisspiritneedsforgiveness.ButhowdoIofferit?HowdidShaevadoso—andsoquickly,withnothingbutathought?
Theconundrumgivesmepause,andatthatexactmoment,theghosts’howlingreachesanadir.QuitesuddenlyI’mawareofsomethingstrange:ashiftintheForest.Thelandfeelsdifferent.Itisdifferent.
Afterconsultingthemapinmyhead,Irealizewhy.Someone’shere—someonewhoshouldn’tbehere.
Andwhoeveritishasfoundtheirwaytothejinngrove.
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XXXVIII:TheBloodShrike
amhunchedatmydesk,deepinthought,whenIfeelahandonmyshoulder—ahandInearlytakeoffwiththebladethatjumpsintomyhand,untilI
recognizeHarper’ssea-greeneyes.“Don’tdothatagain,”Isnarlathim,“unlessyouwanttoloseanappendage.”
ThemessofpagesonmydesktellsofdaysspentobsessivelyporingoverAlistar’sreports.Istand,andmyheadspins.Imighthavemissedameal—orthree.“Whattimeisit?”
“Thirdbellbeforedawn,Shrike.Forgivemefordisturbingyou.Dexjustsentamessage.”
“Abouttime.”It’sbeennearlyfourdayssinceweheardanything,andIwasstartingtowonderifsomemisfortunehadbefallenmyfriend.
IholdtheparchmenttothelampinHarper’shand.ThatiswhenIrealizethathe’sshirtlessanddisheveled,everymuscleinhisbodytense.Hismouthisthin,andthecalmthatusuallyemanatesfromhimisabsent.
“Whatthehellsiswrong?”“Justreadit.”
KarkaunforceofnearlyfiftythousandgatheringinUmbralPass,ledbyGrímarr.Callupthelegions.TheyarecomingforAntium.
“There’ssomethingelse,Shrike,”Avitassays.“ItriedtodecodetheletterwefoundonAlistar,butsheuseddisappearingink.TheonlythingleftbythetimeIgottoitwasthesign-off.”She.“KerisVeturia.”Avitasnods,andIwanttoscream.“Thattraitorous
bitch,”Isnarl.“ShemusthavebeenmeetingwithKarkaunswhenshewasattheRoost.WherethebleedinghellsisCorporalFavrus?”
“Foundhimdeadinhisquarters.Nowoundsonhim.Poison.”Kerishadoneofherassassinstakehimout,justlikeshehadsomeonemurder
CaptainAlistar.KnowinghowbadlyshewantstobeEmpress,herintentionsnowareobvious:Shedidn’twantustoknowofGrímarr’sapproach.ShewantedEmperorMarcusandmetolooklikefools—dangerous,incompetentfools.So
whatifablood-hungrywarlocklayssiegetoAntium?Sheknowsthatwithreinforcements,wecandestroytheKarkauns—thoughholdingoffaforceoffiftythousandmenwilltakeitstoll.Worse,she’llusethechaoscreatedbyasiegetodestroyMarcus,Livia,andme.She’llbeatbacktheKarkauns,behailedasahero,andgetwhatshealwayswanted,whattheNightbringerhasnodoubtpromisedher:thethrone.
AndIcannotproveanyofit.EvenifIknow,inmyverybones,thatthisisherintent.Itdidnothavetobethisway,BloodShrike.Rememberthat,beforetheend.“WeneedtotelltheEmperor,”Isay.AndsomehowIneedtoconvincehimto
getLiviaoutofthecity.IfGrímarr’sforceiscominghere,thereisnomoredangerousaplaceforher.Antiumwillbechaos.AndKeristhrivesinchaos.
WearearmedandlockedinEmperorMarcus’swarroomwithinthehour.Runnersfanoutacrossthecity,bringingintheEmpire’sgenerals,manyofwhomarealsoPatersoftheirGens.Adozenmapsarebroughtin,eachlayingoutdifferentsectionsoftheterraintothenorth.
“Whydidn’tweknowaboutthis?”asksGeneralCrispinRufius,theheadofGensRufia,ashecirclestheroom,cunningasavulture.MarcusthrewCrispin’sbrotheroverCardiumRockmonthsago.Idon’texpecthissupport.“Reportscomeineverydayfromthesegarrisons.Ifsomethingwasoutoftheordinary,thereareadozenpeoplewhoshouldhavecaughtit.”
Marcustiltshishead,asiflisteningtosomethingtherestofuscannothear.ThePatersexchangeaglance,andItrynottocurse.Nowisnotthetimeforouremperortostartchattingwithhisdeadbrother.Hemutterssomething,thennods.Butwhenhedoesfinallyspeak,hesoundsperfectlycalm.
“Thereportsweremanipulated,”Marcussays,“bysomeonewhovaluestheirowninterestsovertheEmpire,nodoubt.”Theimplicationisobvious,andeventhoughI’venoindicationthatRufiusisinanywayinvolvedinchangingthereports,therestofthemenintheroomlookathimsuspiciously.Hisfaceturnsred.
“Iammerelysayingthatthisishighlyirregular.”“It’sdone.”Ispeak,ahandonmyscimsothatheremembersIluredhis
brotherandthePatersofotheralliedGensintoVillaAquilla,trappedthem,andhadthemtakenatscimpointtoCardiumRocktodie.“Nowwereaptheconsequences.WhoeverplannedthiswantstheEmpireweak.Thereisnogreaterweaknessthaninfighting.Youcancontinuetodiscusswhywedidn’tknowabouttheKarkaunattack,oryoucanhelpusstopthebastards.”
Theroomissilent,andMarcus,takingadvantageofthemoment,tapsUmbralPass,northofAntium.“Grímarrgathershismenjustnorthofthepass,”
hesays.“Fromthere,it’safour-dayridetoAntiumonaswifthorse,twoweeksforanarmy.”
Forhours,weargue.Antiumhassixlegions—thirtythousandmen—guardingit.OnegeneralwantstosendalegionouttostopGrímarrbeforehereachesthecity.Thecaptainofthecityguard,mycousinBaristusAquillus,volunteerstoleadasmallerforce.Ipaceinirritation.Everyminutewedon’tmakeadecisionisanotherminutethattheCommandantgetsclosertoAntium,anotherminutethatmysister’sandnephew’slivesareindangerfrombothKerisandtheKarkauns.
AsthePaterspressMarcus,Iexpecthisvolatilitytoshow.Iwaitforhimtoacknowledgethevoicehehears.Butforonce,heappearshisoldself,asifthethreatofwarhasbroughtbackthecunningfoewhoplaguedEliasandmeduringouryearsatBlackcliff.
Bydawn,thegeneralshavedepartedwithneworders:togetthelegionsarmedandreadytofightandtoshoreupAntium’sdefenses.Thedrumsthunderceaselessly,demandingaidfromthegovernorsofSilasandEstium.Meanwhile,Marcuscallsupreservesoldiers,butheneedn’thavebothered.Antium’scitizensareMartialsthroughandthrough.Grímarrandhismensavagedourport.Atthenewsofanotherattack,hundredsofyoungmenandwomenarriveatbarracksacrossthecity,volunteeringforduty,hungryforrevenge.
“Mylord.”ItaketheEmperorasideaftertheothersleave.Iwishtherewereabettertime,butnooneknowsMarcus’smoodfromonemomenttothenext.Andrightnow,heseemsassaneashe’severbeen.“There’sthematterofyourwifeandheir.”
Marcus’swholebodygoesstill.He’slisteningtothevoicethatspeakstohim—toZak’sghost.Isendasilentpleatothespirittomakeouremperorseereason.“Whatofthem?”hesays.
“Ifthereisasiege,thisisthelastplaceyou’llwantthemtobe.TheGrainMoonislessthanamonthaway.Liviaisduethen.Iadvisethatyougethertosafety,ideallyinSilasorEstium.”
“No.”“It’snotjustthesiegethatthreatens,”Isay.“Keriswillbeherewithindays.
She’salreadymadeoneattemptontheEmpress’slife.She’sangry.Shewillmakeanother.Wemustthwartherbeforethathappens.Ifshedoesn’tknowwhereLivvyandyourheirare,thenshecannothurtthem.”
“IfIsendmywifeandunbornchildoutofAntium,peoplewillthinkIfearthosefur-wearing,woad-facedbastards.”Hedoesn’tlifthisattentionfromthemapbeforehim,buteverymuscleinhisbodyisbunched.Heholdshistemper
byathread.“ThechildshouldbeborninAntium,intheEmperor’spalace,withwitnesses,sotherearenoquestionsofhisparentage.”
“Wecoulddoitquietly,”Isay,desperationcreepingintomyvoice.Imustsecurearegency.Imustnotletanymoreharmcometomybabysister.I’vefailedenoughonthatscore.“Noonehastoknowshe’sgone.Thecitywillbepreparingforwar.ThePaterswon’tnotice.”
“You’resuddenlyveryinterestedinthesurvivalofmydynasty.”“LiviaistheonlysiblingIhaveleft,”Isay.“Idon’twanthertodie.Asfor
yourdynasty,IamyourBloodShrike.Iwillnotinsultyourintelligencebyclaimingtolikeyou,mylord.Ifindyou...difficult.Butmyfateandmysister’saretiedtoyours,andifyourlinefails,webothdie.Please,getLiviaandthechildtosafety.”Itakeadeepbreath.“Ithinkit’swhathewouldwant.”
Idon’tsayZacharias’sname.Mentioninghimiseitherbrilliantorunforgivablystupid.Marcusfinallylooksupfromthemap.Hisjawclenches,hisfistsbunch.Ibracefortheblow—
Butthenhehissesthroughhisteeth,asifinsuddenpain.“Sendhertomyfamily,”hesays.“MyparentsareinSilas.Nooneisto
know,especiallynottheBitchofBlackcliff.Ifanythinghappenstomyheirbecauseofthis,Shrike,itwillbeyourheadonapike.Aftershe’sgone,Iwantyoubackhere.YouandIhavesomethingweneedtodo.”
Cloudsthreatenonthehorizon,heavyandlow.Ismellthestormapproaching.Livvyneedstogetontheroadbeforeithits.
Farishasmenpositionedalongtheentirestreet,andasfarastheyknow,theEmpressisleavingtovisitanailingauntontheoutskirtsofthecity.ThecarriagewillreturnwithanotherwomandressedasLivvybynightfall.
“RalliusandIcanhandleit,Shrike.”FarislooksaskanceattheBlackGuardwaitingattheendoftheroad—adozenhandpicked,hardenedwarriors.
“YouaretravelingwithmyonlysisterandtheheiroftheEmpire,”Isay.“Icouldsendalegionwithyouanditwouldn’tbeenough.”
“Thisisridiculous,”LiviasaysasIbundleherintothecarriage.Thefirstraindropsbegintofall.“Wewillholdthecity.Youwillholdthecity.”
“TheKarkaunsarecoming,yes,”Isay.“ButKerisistoo.WenearlylostyouoncebecauseIwasn’twaryenoughofher.Theonlyreasonyou’restillalive—”
“Iknow.”Mysister’svoiceissoft.Shehasnotaskedmeaboutthehealing—aboutwhyIneverhealedherbefore.PerhapssheknowsIdonotwishtospeak
ofit.“Wecannotriskit.”Ihardenmyself.“Wecannotriskthefutureofthe
Empire.Go.Watchyourback.TrustFarisandRalliusandnooneelse.Whenit’ssafeagain,I’llsendforyou.”
“Iwon’tgo.”Liviagrabsmyhand.“Iwillnotleaveyouhere.”Ithinkofmyfather.Hissternness.IamMaterofGensAquillanow,anditis
thefutureoftheGens—thefutureofmypeople—thatImustprotect.“Youwillgo.”Ipullmyfingersfromhergrip.Thunderrumbles,closerthanIthoughtitwouldbe.“Youwillremainhidden.Andyouwilldoitwiththegracewithwhichyouhavedoneeverythingelse,EmpressLiviaAquillaFarrar.Loyaltotheend.Sayit.”
Mysisterbitesherlip,herpaleeyesglowingwithanger.Butthenshenods,asIknewshewould.“Loyaltotheend,”shesays.
BythetimethestormhasbrokenoverAntium,Liviaiswellawayfromthecapital.Butmyreliefisshort-lived.YouandIhavesomethingweneedtodo.IwillnotsoonforgettheabusethatMarcusinflictedonLivia.Ithinkbacktoayearago,duringtheTrials.TothenightmaresthatplaguedmeofMarcusasEmperorandmedoinghisbidding.Whatdoeshehaveplannedformenow?
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XXXIX:Laia
ybloodtransformstoleadatthesoundofthejinnandtheirstrange,layeredvoice.Itthrobswithcunningandrage.Butbeneathitflowsariver
ofalmostimperceptiblesorrow,justlikewiththeNightbringer.“WhereisElias?”Iknowtheywillnottellmeanythingofworth,butIask
anyway,hopingthatsomeresponsewillbebetterthansilence.Wewilltellyou,theycroon.Butyoumustcometous.“I’mnotafool.”Irestmyhandonmydagger,thoughdoingsoservesno
practicalpurpose.“Iknowyourking,remember?You’reasslipperyasheis.”Notricks,Laia,daughterofMirra.Unlikeyou,wedonotfearthetruth,forit
isthetruththatshallfreeusfromourprison.Andthetruthshallfreeyoufromyours.Cometous.
Eliashasnevertrustedthejinn.Ishouldn’teither—Iknowthis.ButEliasisnothere.Noraretheghosts.Andsomethingisverywrong,otherwisehewouldbehere.IneedtogetacrosstheForest.ThereisnootherpathtoAntium—totheBloodShrike—tothelastpieceoftheStar.
Standinghereagonizingoveritisn’tgoingtodomeanygood.Imakemywaywest,followingthecompassinmyhead,movingasswiftlyasIcanwhileitisstilllightout.PerhapsEliasisonlyawayforashorttime.Perhapshewillreturn.
Orperhapshedoesn’tknowI’mhere.Perhapssomethinghashappenedtohim.Or,thejinnwhisper,hedoesn’tcare.Hehasgreaterthingstoworryabout
thanyou.Theydonotsayitwithmalice.Theysimplystateafact,whichmakesitallthemorechilling.Ourkingshowedyou,didhenot?Yousawitinhiseyes:Eliaswalkingaway.
Eliaschoosingdutyoveryou.Hewillnothelpyou,Laia.Butwecan.Ifyouallowus,wewillshowyouthetruth.
“Whywouldyouhelpme?YouknowwhyI’mhere.YouknowwhatI’mtryingtodo.”Thetruthshallfreeusfromourprison,thejinnsayagain.Asitwillfreeyou
fromyours.Letushelpyou.
“Stayawayfromme,”Isay.Thejinnfallsilent.DoIdarehopethattheywillleavemebe?Awindpushesatmyback,rufflingmyhairandpullingatmyclothes.Ijump,spinning,seekingtheshadowsforenemies.Itisjustwind.
Butasthenightdragson,Iflag.AndwhenIcanwalknomore,Ihavenochoicebuttostop.Abroadtreetrunkservesasmyshelter,andIhunkeragainstitwithmydaggersinhand.TheForestisstrangelypeaceful,andassoonasmybodymakescontactwiththeearth,thetree,Ifeelcalmer,likeI’minafamiliarplace.Itisnotthefamiliarityofawell-traveledroad.Itisdifferent.Older.Inmyveryblood.
Inthedarkesthourofthenight,sleepclaimsme,and,withit,dreams.IfindmyselfflyingovertheWaitingPlace,skimmingthetreetops,incensedandyetterrified.Mypeople.Theyareimprisoningmypeople.AllIknowisthatImustgettothem.Imustreachthem,ifonlyIcan...
Iawaketotheoverwhelmingsensethatsomethingiswrong.ThetreesthatsurroundmearenotthoseIfellasleepbeside.ThesetreesareaswideasanAdisanavenue,andtheyglowaneeriered,asifonfirefromwithin.
“Welcometoourprison,LaiaofSerra.”TheNightbringermaterializesfromtheshadows,speakingalmosttenderly.
Hebrusheshisstrangelyglowinghandsagainstthetreetrunksashecirclesthem.Theywhisperawordathim,awordIcannotmakeout,buthesilencesthemwithhistouch.
“You—youbroughtmehere?”“Mybrethrenbroughtyou.Bethankfultheyleftyouintact.Theylongedto
tearyouintoathousandpieces.”“Ifyoucouldkillme,you’dhavedoneitalready,”Isay.“TheStarprotects
me.”“Indeed,mylove.”Irecoil.“Don’tyoucallmethat.Youdon’tknowwhatloveis.”Hisbackwastome,butheturnsnow,immobilizingmewiththateerily
brightstare.“Ah,butIdo.”Hisbitternesscurdlestheveryair,itissoancient.“ForIwasborntolove.Itwasmycalling,mypurpose.Nowitismycurse.Iknowlovebetterthananyothercreaturealive.Certainlybetterthanagirlwhogivesherhearttowhoeverhappensby.”
“TellmewhereEliasis.”“Insuchahurry,Laia.Justlikeyourmother.Sitwithmybrethrenawhile.
Theyhavesofewvisitors.”“Youknownothingofmymotherandfather.TellmewhereEliasis.”MygorgerisesastheNightbringerspeaksagain.Hisvoicefeelstooclose,
likeheisforcinganintimacyIhavenotgranted.
“WhatwillyoudoifIdonottellyouwhereEliasis?Leave?”“ThatisexactlywhatI’lldo,”Isay,butmyvoiceisweakerthanIwishitto
be.Mylegsfeelstrange.Numb.Skies,Ifeelill.Ileanforward,andwhenmyhandstouchtheearth,ajoltrollsthroughme.ThewordthatcomestomymindisnottheoneIexpect.Home.
“TheWaitingPlacesingstoyou.Itknowsyou,LaiaofSerra.”“Wh—why?”TheNightbringerlaughs,anditisechoedbythejinninthegroveuntilitfeels
likeitiscomingfromallsides.“Itisthesourceofallmagicinthisworld.Weareconnectedtoit—throughit—toeachother.”
Thereisalieheresomewhere.Icansenseit.Butthereistruthtoo,andIcannotparsethefinelinesbetweenthem.
“Tellme,love.”Thewordsoundsobsceneinhismouth.“Haveyouhadvisionsafterusingyourmagic?”
Mybloodgoescold.Thewoman.Thecell.“Yousentthosevisions?Andyou—you’vebeenwatchingme.”
“Intruth,youshallfindfreedom.Letmefreeyou,LaiaofSerra.”“Idon’tneedyourtruth.”Iwanthimoutofmyhead,butheisasdeviousand
slipperyasaneel.Togetherwithhisbrethren,hetwistsaroundmymind,squeezingtighterandtighter.WhydidIletmyselfsleep?WhydidIletthejinntakeme?Getup,Laia!Escape!
“Youcannotescapethetruth,Laia.Youdeservetoknow,child.Ithasbeenkeptfromyouforfartoolong.Wheretobegin?Perhapswhereyoubegan:withyourmother.”
“No!”Theairbeforemewavers,andIdonotknowifthevisionisrealorinmy
head.Mymotherstandsbeforeme,bigwithchild.Me,Irealize.ShepacesbackandforthoutsideacottageasFatherspeakstoher.ThethicklyforestedmountainsofMarinnriseinthedistance.
“Wemustgoback,Jahan,”shesays.“Assoonasthechildisborn—”“Andbringhimorherwithus?”Myfatherdigshishandintothethick,
unrulyhairthatIinherited.Laughterringsoutbehindhim:Darin,fat-cheekedandblissfullyunaware,sitswithaseven-year-oldLis.Myhearttwistsatthesightofmysister.Ihavenotseenherfaceinsolong.UnlikeDarin,shewatcheseverythingwithcarefuleyes,hergazeflickingbackandforthbetweenMotherandFather.Sheisachildwhosehappinessisgaugedbythestrangeweatherbetweenherparents,sometimessunnybutmoreoftenagale.
“Wecan’texposethemtothatkindofdanger.Mirra—”
Darkness.Smellcomestomebeforelight.Apricotorchardsandhotsands.IaminSerra.Mymotherappearsagain,inleathersthistime,abowandquiverslungacrossherback.Herlighthairispulledbackintoatopknot,herstarefierceassheknocksuponafamiliarweathereddoor.Myfatherkneelsbehindher,holdingmeagainstoneshoulderandDarinagainsttheother.Iamfouryearsold.Darinissix.Fatherkissesourfacesoverandoverandwhisperstous,thoughIcannothearhiswords.
Whenthedooropens,Nanstandsthere,handsonherhips,soangrythatIwanttocry.Don’tbeangry,Iwanttotellher.Youwillmissherlater.Youwillregretyouranger.Youwillwishyouhadwelcomedherwithopenarms.Nancatchessightofmyfather,ofDarin,ofme.Shetakesasteptowardus.
Darkness.Andthenaneerilyfamiliarplace.Adankroom.Alight-hairedwomanwithin—awomanIfinallyrecognize:mymother.Andtheroomisnotaroom.Itisaprisoncell.
“Thetruthwillfreeyoufromyourillusions,LaiaofSerra,”theNightbringerwhispers.“Itwillfreeyoufromtheburdenofhope.”
“Idon’twantit.”Theimageofmymotherwon’tgoaway.“Idon’twanttobefree.JusttellmewhereEliasis,”Ibeg,aprisonerinmyownmind.“Letmego.”
TheNightbringerissilent.Torchlightbobsdistantly,andthedoortomymother’scellopens.Mother’sbruises,herwounds,herhackedhairandemaciation,aresuddenlyilluminated.
“Areyoureadytocooperate?”Thewinterinthatvoiceisunmistakable.“Iwillnevercooperatewithyou.”MymotherspitsatthefeetofKeris
Veturia.TheCommandantisyoungerbutjustasmonstrous.Ahigh-pitchedscreamstabsintomyears.Thescreamofachild.Iknowwhoitis.Skies,Iknow.Lis.Mysister.
Iwritheandscreammyselftotrytodrownherout.Icannotseethis.Icannothearit.ButtheNightbringerandhisbrethrenholdmefast.
“Shedoesn’thaveyourstrength,”KerissaystoMother.“Nordoesyourhusband.Hebrokedown.Beggedfordeath.Beggedforyourdeath.Noloyalty.Hetoldmeeverything.”
“He—hewouldnever.”Kerisentersthecell.“Howlittleweknowofpeopleuntilwewatchthem
break.Untilwestripthemdowntotheirsmallest,weakestselves.Ilearnedthatlessonlongago,MirraofSerra.AndsoIwillteachyou.Iwilllayyoubare.AndIdon’tevenhavetotouchyoutodoit.”
Anotherscream,thisonedeeper—aman’svoice.“Theyaskaboutyou,”theCommandantsays.“Theywonderwhyyoulet
themsuffer.Onewayoranother,Mirra,youwillgivemethenamesofyour
supportersinSerra.”ThereisanunholyjoyinKeris’seyes.“Iwillbleedyourfamilyuntilyoudo.”
Asshewalksaway,mymotherroarsather,throwingherselfagainstthedoorofhercell.Shadowsmoveacrossthefloor.Adaypasses,another.Allthewhile,mymotherlistenstothesoundsofLisandFathersuffering.Ilisten.Shegrowsmorecrazed.Shetriestobreakout.Shetriestotricktheguards.Shetriestomurderthem.Nothingworks.
Thecelldooropens,andtheKaufguardsdragmyfatherin.Iscarcelyrecognizehim.Heisunconsciousastheytosshiminacorner.Lisisnext,andIcannotlookatwhatKerishasdonetoher.Shewasjustachild,onlytwelve.Skies,Mother,howdidyoustandit?Howdidyounotgoutterlymad?
Mysistershiversandcurlsupinthecorner.Hersilence,theslacknessofherjaw,theemptinessinherblueeyes—theywillhauntmeuntilthedayIdie.
MothertakesLisinherarms.Lisdoesn’treact.TheirbodiesswaytogetherasMotherrocksher.
AstarshecameIntomyhomeAndlititbrightwithglo-ry
Liscloseshereyes.Mymothercurlsaroundher,herhandsmovingtowardmysister’sface,caressingit.TherearenotearsinMother’seyes.Thereisnothingatall.
HerlaughterlikeAgildedsongAraincloudsparrow’ssto-ry
MymotherputsoneofherhandsontopofLis’shead,shornnow,andanotheronherchin.
AndwhenshesleepsIt’slikethesunHasfaded,gonesocold,see.
Acracksounds,softerthaninmyvisions.Itisasmallnoise,likethebreakingofabird’swing.Lisslipslifelesstothefloor,herneckbrokenbyourmother’shand.
IthinkIscream.Ithinkthatsound,thatshriek,isme.Inthisworld?Insomeother?Icannotgetout.Icannotescapethisplace.IcannotescapewhatIsee.
“Mirra?”myfatherwhispers.“Lis...whereis...”“Sleeping,mylove.”Mother’svoiceiscalm,distant.Shecrawlstomyfather,
pullinghisheadintoherlap.“She’ssleepingnow.”“I—Itried,butIdon’tknowhowmuchlonger—”“Donotfear,mylove.Neitherofyouwillsufferanymore.”Whenshebreaksmyfather’sneck,itislouder.Thequietthatfollowssinks
intomybones.Itisthedeathofhope,suddenandunheralded.Still,theLionessdoesnotcry.TheCommandantenters,looksbetweenthebodies.“You’restrong,Mirra,”
shesays,andthereissomethinglikeadmirationinherpaleeyes.“Strongerthanmymotherwas.Iwouldhaveletyourchildlive,youknow.”
Mymother’sheadjerksup.Despairsuffuseseveryinchofher.“Itwouldn’thavebeenalife,”shewhispers.
“Perhaps,”Kerissays.“Butcanyoubesure?”Timeshiftsagain.TheCommandantholdscoalsinaglovedhandasshe
approachesmymother,whoistiedtoatable.Farbackinmymind,amemorysurfaces.Everbeentiedtoatablewhilehot
coalsburnedintoyourthroat?Cooksaidthosewordstomelongago,inakitchenatBlackcliff.WhydidCooksaythosewordstome?
Timespeeds.Mother’shairgoesfromblondetopuresnowwhite.TheCommandantcarvesscarsintoherface—horrible,disfiguringscars—untilitisnolongerthefaceofmymother,nolongerthefaceoftheLionessbutinsteadthefaceof—EverhadyourfacecarvedupwithadullknifewhileaMaskpouredsalt
waterintoyourwounds?No.Idonotbelieveit.Cookmusthaveexperiencedthesamethingasmy
mother.PerhapsitwastheCommandant’sparticularwayofgettingrebelfighterstotalk.Cookisanoldwoman,andmymotherwouldn’tbe—shewouldstillberelativelyyoung.
ButCookneveractedlikeanoldwoman,didshe?Shewasstrong.Thescarsarethesame.Thehair.
Andhereyes.IneverlookedcloselyatCook’seyes.ButIrememberthemnow:deepsetanddarkblue—darkerstillfortheshadowsthatlurkedwithin.
Butitcannotbe.Itcannot.“Itistrue,Laia,”theNightbringersays,andmyverysoulshudders,forI
knowhetellsnolies.“Yourmotherlives.Youknowher.Andnow,youarefree.”
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XL:Elias
owdidsomeonegetallthewaytothejinngrovewithoutmeknowing?Theborderwallsshouldhavekeptoutsidersaway.Butnot,Irealize,if
they’rethinandweak.Ghostspushagainstonespot,fartotheeast,andIslowdown.DoIshoreupthewall?Movetheghosts?TheiragitationislikenothingI’veseenbefore,almostferalinitsintensity.
Butifthereisahumaninthegrove,skiesonlyknowwhattheymightbesufferingatthehandsofthejinn.
Iheadfortheinterloper,andMauthpullsatme,hisweightlikeananvilchainedtomylegs.Aheadofme,ghostsattempttoblockmypath,athickcloudthatIcan’tseethrough.Wehaveher,Elias.Thejinnspeak,andtheghostsstoptheirwailing.The
suddensilenceisunnerving.It’sasifalltheForestlistens.Wehaveher,Elias,andwehavetornhermindtoshreds.“Who?”Idragmyselfawayfromtheghosts,ignoringtheircriesandMauth’s
pull.“Whodoyouhave?”Comeandsee,usurper.DidtheysomehowcaptureMamie?OrAfya?Dreadgrowsinmelikeaweed,
speedingmywindwalking.TheirmachinationshavealreadyledtothesufferingofAubarit’sTribe.ToAfyaandGibranbeingpossessedbyghosts.ToMamielosingherbrother,andhundredsofTribespeopledying.TheBloodShrikeistoofarawayforthemtohurt.OfallthoseIlove,onlytheShrikeandoneotherhavebeensparedtheirpredations.
ButtheycannotpossiblyhaveLaia.SheisinAdisa,huntingforawaytostoptheNightbringer.Faster,Elias,faster.IbattleMauth’sdraw,tearingthroughtheincreasinglyfrenziedghostsuntilIreachthejinngrove.
Atfirst,itlooksasitalwaysdoes.ThenIseeher,crumpledontheearth.Irecognizethepatchygraycloak.Igaveittoherlongago,onanightwhenInevercouldhaveimaginedhowmuchshe’donedaymeantome.
Inthetreestothenorth,ashadowwatches.Nightbringer!Ileapforhim,buthedisappears,gonesofastthatifnotforhislaughonthewind,I’dhavethoughtI’dimaginedhim.
IamatLaia’ssideintwosteps,hardlybelievingsheisreal.Theearthshuddersmoreviolentlythaniteverhasbefore.Mauthisangry.Butitdoesnotmattertome.Whatintenbleedinghellshavethejinndonetoher?
“Laia,”Icalltoher,butwhenIlookintoherface,hergoldeyesarefaraway,herlipsparteddully.“Laia?”Itipherheadtowardme.“Listentome.WhatevertheNightbringersaidtoyou,whateverheandhisilkaretryingtoconvinceyouof,it’satrick.Alie—”Wedonotlie.Wetoldherthetruth,andthetruthhasfreedher.Shewillnever
hopeagain.Ineedtogethermindoutoftheirclutches.Howcanyou,usurper,whenyoucannotlayyourhandsonthemagic?“Youtellmewhatthehellsyou’vedonetoher!”Asyouwish.Secondslater,mybodyisasrootedtothegroveasLaia’sis,and
thejinnshowmeherpurposeincomingthroughtheWaitingPlace.ShemustgettoAntium,totheBloodShrike,tothering.ShemuststoptheNightbringer.
Buthermissionisforgottenasafireragesinhermind,leavingherlost,wanderinginaprison,forcedtowatchwhathappenedtoherfamilyoverandover.Weshowyouherstorysothatyoucansufferwithher,Elias,thejinnsay.Cry
outyourrage,won’tyou?Cryoutyouruselessness.Thesoundissosweet.Myscimswilldonothingagainstthis.Threatswilldonothing.Thejinnare
inherhead.ApowerfulyankfromMauthnearlyknocksmetomyknees,sosharpthatI
gaspfromthepain.SomethingishappeningoutintheWaitingPlace.Icanfeelit.Somethingishappeningtotheborder.Leaveher,then,Elias.Goandattendtoyourduty.“Iwillnotleaveher!”Youhavenochoice—notifyouwishtheworldofthelivingtosurvive.“Iwillnot!”Myvoiceisrawwithrageandfailure.“Iwillnotletyoutorment
hertodeath,evenifstoppingyoutearsmyownbodytoshreds.Alltheworldcanburn,butIwillnotsimplyleavehertosuffer.”Allthingshaveaprice,EliasVeturius.Thepriceofsavingherwillhauntyou
forallyourdays.Willyoupayit?“Justlethergo.Please.I—I’msorryforyourpain,yourhurt.Butshedidnot
causeit.It’snotherfault.Mauth,helpme.”WhyamIbegging?Why,whenIknowitwilldonogood?Onlymercilessnesscanhelpme.Onlyabandoningmyhumanity.AbandoningLaia.
ButIcan’tdoit.Ican’tpretendthatIdon’tloveher.
“Comebacktome,Laia.”Herbodyisheavyinmyarms,hairtangled,andIpushitbackfromherface.“Forgetthemandtheirlies.That’salltheyare.Comeback.”Yes,Elias,thejinnpurr.Pouryourloveintoher.Pouryourheartintoher.Iwishtheywouldshutthehellsup.“Comebacktotheworld.Whereverthey
havetakenyou,whatevermemorytheyhavelockedyouindoesn’tmatterasmuchasyoucomingback.Yourpeopleneedyou.Yourbrotherneedsyou.Ineedyou.”
AsIspeak,it’sasifIcanseeintoherthoughts.Icanseethejinnclawingathermind.Theyarestrange,warpedbeingsofsmokelessflamethatarenothinglikethebeautiful,gracefulcreaturesIsawinthecity.Laiatriestofightthem,butsheweakens.
“Youarestrong,Laia.Andyouareneededhere.”Hercheekfeelslikeice.“Youhavemuchyettodo.”
Laia’seyesareglazedover,andIshudder.Iholdhernow.Icalltoher.Butshewillgrowoldanddie,whileIwillliveon.Sheistheblinkofaneye.AndIamanage.
ButIcanacceptthat.IcansurvivelongyearswithoutherifIknowthatatleastshehadachanceatlife.I’dgiveupmytimewithher—Iwould—ifonlyshewouldwake.Please.Pleasecomeback.Herbodyjerksonce,andforoneheart-stoppingmoment,Ithinksheisdead.Thensheopenshereyes,staringatmewithbewilderment.Thankthe
bleedingskies.“They’regone,Laia,”Isay.“Butwehavetogetyououtofhere.”Hermindwillbefragileafterwhatthejinnjustputherthrough.Anymorepushingfromtheghostsorthejinnwouldfeeltorturous.
“Ican’t—can’twalk.Couldyou—”“Putyourarmsaroundmyneck,”Isay,andIwindwalkoutofthegrovewith
Laiaheldclose.Mauthyanksatmefutilely,andtheearthoftheWaitingPlaceshakesandcracks.Ireachouttotheborders;thepressureisimmense.Thestrainonthemmakesmebreakintoasweat.IneedtogetLaiaoutofheresoIcancorraltheghosts—getthemawayfromtheedgesoftheWaitingPlace,lesttheybreakfree.
“Elias,”Laiawhispers.“Are...areyoureal?Areyouatricktoo?”“No.”Itouchmyforeheadtohers.“No,love.I’mreal.You’rereal.”“What’swrongwiththisplace?”Sheshivers.“It’ssofull,asifit’saboutto
burst.Icanfeelit.”“Justtheghosts,”Isay.“NothingIcan’thandle.”Ihope.Flatpatchesof
rollinggrasslandappearthroughthetreesahead:theEmpire.
TheborderfeelsevenweakernowthanitdidwhenIfirstpassedthroughit.Manyoftheghostshavefollowedme,andtheypressagainsttheglowingbarrier,theircriesrisingeagerlyasiftheysenseitsweakness.
IgowellbeyondthetreelineandsetLaiadown.Thetreesswaybackandforthbehindme,afranticdance.Imustreturn.Butforjustthisonemoment,Iletmyselflookather.Themessycloudofherhair,herwornboots,thetinycutsonherfacefromtheForest,thewayherhandsgripthedaggerIgaveher.
“Thejinn,”shewhispers.“They—theytoldmethetruth.Butthetruthis...”Sheshakesherhead.
“Thetruthisugly,”Isay.“Thetruthofourparentsuglierstill.Butwearenotthem,Laia.”
“She’soutthere,Elias,”Laiasays,andIknowshespeaksofhermother.OfCook.“Somewhere.Ican’t—I—”Sheslipsbackintothememoryagain,andthoughtheForestseethesbehindme,itwillhavedonemenogoodtogetLaiaoutofthereifsheendsupinthegraspofthejinnagain.Itakehershoulders,strokeherface.Imakeherlookatme.
“Forgiveher,ifyoucan,”Isay.“Rememberthatfateisneverwhatwethinkitwillbe.Yourmother—mymother—wecanneverunderstandtheirtorments.Theirhurts.Wemaysuffertheconsequencesoftheirmistakesandtheirsins,butweshouldnotcarrythemonourhearts.Wedon’tdeservethat.”
“Willitalwaysbechaosforus,Elias?Willthingsneverbenormal?”Hereyesclearasshelooksatme,andsheisreleased,foramoment,from
whatshesawintheForest.“Willweevertakeawalkbythemoonlight,orspendanafternoonmakingjamormaking...”Love.Mybodyturnstofirejustthinkingaboutit.“Ihaddreamsaboutyou,”shewhispers.“Weweretogether—”“Itwasn’tadream.”Ipullherclose.Itkillsmethatshedoesn’tremember.I
wishshecould.IwishshecouldholdontothatdaythewayIdo.“Iwasthere,andyouwerethere.Anditwasaperfectsliceoftime.Itwon’talwaysbelikethis.”IsayitlikeIbelieveit.Butwithinmyownheart,somethinghasshifted.Ifeeldifferent.Colder.ThechangeisgreatenoughthatIspeakevenmoreadamantly,hopingthatbysayingwhatIwanttofeel,Iwillbringittolife.“Wewillfindaway,Laia.Somehow.Butif...ifIchange...ifIseemdifferent,rememberthatIloveyou.Nomatterwhathappenstome.Sayyou’llremember,please—”
“Youreyes...”Shelooksupatme,andmybreathcatchesattheintensityinhergaze.“They—they’redarker.LikeShaeva’s.”
“Ican’tstay.I’msorry.Ihavetogoback.Ihavetoattendtotheghosts.ButIwillseeyouagain.Ivowit.Hurry—gettoAntium.”
“Wait.”Shestands,stillunsteadyonherfeet.“Don’tgo.Please.Don’tleavemehere.”
“You’restrong,”Isay.“YouareLaiaofSerra.YouarenottheLioness.Herlegacy—hersins—theydon’tbelongtoyouanymorethanKeris’slegacybelongstome.”
“Whatdidyousaytome?”Laiaasks.“Thatnightbeforeyouleftmonthsago,whenwewereheadedtoKauf.IwassleepinginthewagonwithIzzi.Whatdidyousay?”
“Isaid,Youare—”ButMauthhaslostpatience.IamwrestedbacktotheWaitingPlace,backto
Mauth’sside,withaforcethatrattlesmybones.Iwillfindyou,Laia.Iwillfindaway.Thisisnotourend.Iscreamitinmy
mind.ButassoonasIgetintotheWaitingPlace,thethoughtisdashedfrommyconsciousness.Thebordersarebending—breaking.Igotoreinforcethem,butIamacorkinthefaceofadambreaking.Allthingshaveaprice,EliasVeturius.Thejinnspeakagain,aninexorable
truthintheirvoice.Wewarnedyou.AroarcleavestheWaitingPlace,arippingthatseemstocomefromthe
bowelsoftheearth.Theghostsscream,theirhighkeenrisingastheythrowthemselvesagainsttheborder.Ihavetostopthem.They’retooclose.They’llbreakfree.Toolate,usurper.Toolate.Acollectivehowlgoesup,andtheghostsoftheWaitingPlace,thetortured
soulswhoaremyswornduty,breakfreeoftheborderandpourintotheworldoftheliving,theirshriekslikelivingdeathcarriedonthewind.
“I’
XLI:TheBloodShrike
mnotgoingtotheAugurs,”IsaytoMarcus.IrememberwellwhatCaintoldmejustweeksago.Iwillseeyouoncemore,beforeyourend.“You
don’tunderstand,they—”“Growableedingspine,Shrike.”Marcusgrabsmyarmandbeginstodrag
mefromthethroneroom.“Thoseeeriebastardsscareeveryone.Wehaveaninvasiontoworryabout,andtheycanseethefuture.You’recomingwithmetotheirfoullittlecave.Unlessyouwanttofindoutifyoureallycanhealyoursister’sshatteredkneecaps.”
“Damnyou—”Hebackhandsmeandgrimaces,grabbinghishead.Iwipethebloodfrommy
mouthandlookaroundashemutterstohimself.Thethroneroomisempty,buttherearestillguardsnearby.
“Pullyourselftogether,”Ihiss.“Wedon’tneedKerishearingaboutthis.”Marcustakesasteadyingbreathandglowersatme.“Shutit.”Thesoftnessofhisgrowldoesnothingtolessenitsmenace.“And
move.”ThepilgrimsusuallycloggingthetrailtoMountVidennshavefled,ordered
backdowntothecitytoprepareforGrímarr’sapproach.ThepathuptotheAugurs’caveisemptybutforMarcus,me,andthedozenMaskswhoserveasMarcus’spersonalguard.Theentireway,Itrytoleashmyrage.Imustnotactonit.AsmuchasIhatethem,theyaretheholymenoftheEmpire.Hurtingonecouldleadtohorribleconsequences,andifsomethinghappenstome,thenLiviaandhersongounprotected.
Icursemyself.Evennow,evenwhenIloathethem,somepartofmeisstilltrainedtorespectthem.Thepushandpullofitmakesmesicktomystomach.JustgetMarcusupthereandlethimdothetalking.Don’tengage.Don’taskquestions.Don’tletthemsayanythingtoyou.Tellthemyoudon’twanttohearwhateveritistheyhavetosay.
Thestormthathasragedallmorningsquatsoverthemountains,soakingusandturningthepathtotheAugurs’homeintoatreacherous,slipperydeathtrap.Bythetimewemakeourwayacrossthewiderockbowlthatleadstothecave,
wearecoveredinmudandcuts,whichputsMarcusinanevenfoulermoodthanusual.
TheAugurs’caveisdark,withoutahintoflife,andIbrieflyholdouthopethattheseerswillnotallowuswithin.Itiswell-knownthattheycankeepoutwhomevertheywishto.
Butasweapproachthemouthofthecave,bluelightflares,andashadowdetachesfromtherock,redeyesvisibleevenatadistance.Whenwedrawcloser,theshadowspeaks.ItisthesameAugurwholetmeinlasttime.
“EmperorMarcusFarrar.BloodShrike,”shesays.“Youarewelcomehere.Yourmen,however,mustremainbehind.”
LikethelasttimeIcamehere,theAugurwalksmedownalongtunnelthatglowssapphirefromblue-firelamps.IgripmyscimsasIthinkbacktothatday.Firstyouwillbeunmade.Firstyouwillbebroken.
IwasstillHeleneAquillathen.NowIamsomeonenew.Thoughmymentalshielddidn’tworkagainsttheNightbringer,Iuseitanyway.Ifthered-eyedfiendswanttorootaroundinmyhead,theyshouldatleastknowtheyaren’twelcome.
Whenwegetdeeperintothemountain,anotherAugurawaitsus,oneIcannotname.ButfromMarcus’ssharpintakeofbreath,it’scleartheEmperorknowsher.
“Artan.”MarcussaysthenamethesamewayIsnarlCain’s.“LonghavetheemperorsoftheMartialscometotheAugursintimesof
need,”Artansays.“Youseekcounsel,EmperorMarcus.Iamhonorboundtoofferit.Sit,please.Iwillspeakwithyou.”Shegesturestoalowbenchbeforeclearingherthroatandglancingatme.“Alone.”
Thesamewomanwhoescortedusintakesmyarmandguidesmeaway.Shedoesnotspeakaswewalk.Distantly,Ihearthedripofwaterandthenwhatsoundslikethepingofsteel.Itechoesagainandagain,astrangeandincongruenttattoo.
Weenteracircularcavern,blackgemsglimmeringalongitswalls,andCainstepsfromtheshadows.Withoutthinking,Ireachformyblade.
“Nay,Shrike.”Cainliftsawitheredhand,andmyownfreezes.“Thereisnothreathere.”
Iforcemyhandawayfrommyscim,castingaboutforsomething—anything—todistractmefrommyrage.
“What’sthatsound?”Isayofthestrangeping-ping-ping.“It’sirritating.”“Justthecavessingingtheirstories,”Cainsays.“Afewarefilledwith
crystal,otherswithwater.Manyareastinyashouses,othersarelargeenoughto
holdacity.Butalways,theysing.SomedayswecanhearthehornsoftheriverboatsleavingDelphinium.”
“Delphiniumishundredsofmilesaway,”Isay.Bleedinghells.Iknewtherewerecavesandtunnelsunderthecity,butIdidn’tknowthattheAugurs’cavesweresoextensive.Thelandtothewestofhereissolidrock,theonlycavesinhabitedbybearsandwildcats.Iassumedthemountainstotheeastarethesame.
Cainwatchesmethoughtfully.“Youaremuchchanged,BloodShrike.Yourthoughtsareclosed.”
Satisfactioncoursesthroughme—I’llhavetotellHarper.“DidtheMeheryateachyou,ashedidtheFarrars?”Atmymystifiedlook,
Cainclarifies.“YourefertohimastheNightbringer.”“No,”Isnap,andthen,“WhydoyoucallhimMeherya?Isthathisname?”“Hisname,hishistory,hisbirthright,hiscurse.Thetruthofallcreatures,man
orjinn,liesintheirname.TheNightbringer’snamewashismaking.Anditwillbehisunmaking.”Hetiltshishead.“DidyoucometoaskabouttheNightbringer,BloodShrike?”
“Ihavenodesiretobehere,”Isay.“Marcusorderedmypresence.”“Ah.Letusmakecivilconversationthen.Yoursister—sheiswell?Soonto
beamother,ofcourse.”“IftheCommandantdoesn’tkillherfirst,”Isay.“Ifshesurviveschildbirth.”
AndeventhoughIdonotwishto,Iseektheanswertothosequestionsinhiseyes.Ifindnothing.
Hepacesaroundthecave,andunwillinglyIfallintostepwithhim.“TheTribespeoplesaythattheheavensliveunderthefeetofthemother,”he
says.“Sogreatistheirsacrifice.Andindeednoonesuffersinwarmorethanthemother.Thiswarwillbenodifferent.”
“AreyousayingLiviaisgoingtosuffer?”Iwanttoshaketheanswerfromhim.“She’ssafenow.”
Cainfixesmewithhisstare.“Nooneissafe.Haveyounotyetlearnedthatlesson,BloodShrike?”Thoughhesoundsmerelycurious,Isenseaninsultinhiswords,andmyfingersinchtowardmywarhammer.
“Youwishtocausemepain,”Cainsays.“Butalready,myeverybreathistorture.Longago,Itooksomethingthatdidnotbelongtome.AndI—andmykin—havespenteverymomentsincepayingforit.”
Atmyutterlackofsympathy,hesighs.“Soonenough,BloodShrike,”hesays,“youwillseemybrethrenandmebroughtlow.Andyoushallneednohammernorblade,forweshallundoourselves.Thetimetoatoneforoursins
approaches.”Hisattentionshiftstothehallwaybehindme.“Asitdoesforyouremperor.”
AmomentlaterMarcusappears,facegrim.InodacurtgoodbyetoCain.IhopeIneverbleedingseehimagain.
Aswewalkoutofthetunnelanddowntoourmen,clusteredbetweenboulderstoescapethelashingrain,Marcuslooksoveratme.
“Youwillbeinchargeofthedefenseofthecity,”Marcussays.“Iwilltellthegenerals.”
“MostofthemarefarmoreseasonedthanIamatdealingwithmaraudingarmies,mylord.”“ThestrengthofthebutcherbirdisthestrengthoftheEmpire,forsheisthe
torchagainstthenight.Yourlinewillriseorfallwithherhammer;yourfatewillriseorfallwithherwill.”
WhenMarcuslooksatme,IknowforaninstanthowCainmusthavefeltwhenIlookedathim.PurehateradiatesfromtheEmperor.Andyetheisstrangelydiminished.HeisnottellingmeeverythingtheAugursaid.
“Did—didtheAugursayanythingel—”“Thathaghasn’tbeenwrongyet,”Marcussays.“Notaboutme.Notabout
you.Sowhetheryoulikeitornot,Shrike,Antium’sdefenseisinyourhands.”Itisdeepnightbythetimeweapproachthenortherngatestothecapital.
TeamsofPlebeiansfortifythewalls,alegionnairebellowingatthemtoworkfaster.Theacridreekoftarfillstheairassoldierslugbucketsofitupladderstothetopofourdefenses.Fletcherstransportwagonloadsofarrowsdividedintotubsforthearcherstograbeasily.Thoughthemoonishigh,itseemsasifthereisnotasinglesleepingsoulinthecity.Vendorshawkfoodandale,andScholarslavescarrywatertothoseworking.
Thiswillnotlast.WhentheKarkaunscome,thecivilianswillbeforcedtoretreatintotheirhomestowaitandseewhethertheirbrothersandfathers,unclesandcousins,sonsandgrandsonscanholdthecity.Butinthismoment,asallthepeoplecometogether,unafraid,myheartswells.Comewhatmay,IamgladIamheretofightwithmypeople.AndIamgladIamtheBloodShrikechargedwithleadingtheMartialstovictory.
AndIwillleadthemtovictory—overtheKarkaunsandtheCommandant.Marcusappearstonoticenoneofthis.Heislostinthought,stridingforward
withoutlookingatallthosewholaborforhisempire.“Mylord,”Isay.“Perhapstakeamomenttoacknowledgetheworkers.”“Wehaveableedingwartoplan,youfool.”“Warssucceedorfailbasedonthemenwhofightthem,”Iremindhim.“Take
onemoment.Theywillremember.”
Heregardsmewithirritationbeforebreakingawayfromhismentospeakwithagroupofauxsoldiers.Iwatchfromadistance,andfromthecornerofmyeyeInoticeagroupofchildren.One—agirl—wearsawooden,silver-paintedmaskoverherfaceasshefightsaslightlysmallergirl,whoispresumablyposingasaBarbarian.Theclackoftheirwoodenswordsisjustonemoreinstrumentinthefranticsymphonyofacitypreparingforwar.
Themaskedgirlspinsundertheother’sscimbeforedeliveringakicktoherbottomandpinningherwithaboot.
Ismileandshelooksup,pullingoffhermaskhastily.Sheoffersaclumsysalute.Theothergirl—whoIrealizemustbeayoungersister—staresopenmouthed.
“Elbowup.”Ifixthegirl’sarm.“Handperfectlystraight,andthetipofyourmiddlefingershouldbeatthecenterofyourforehead.Keepyoureyesonthespacebetweenyouandme.Trynottoblinktoomuch.”Whenshe’sgotit,Inod.“Good,”Isay.“NowyoulooklikeaMask.”
“ChryssasaysI’mnotbigenough.”Shelookstoherstill-staringsister.“ButI’mgoingtofighttheKarkaunswhentheycome.”
“Thenwe’llsurelydefeatthem.”Ilookbetweenthegirls.“Takecareofeachother,”Isay.“Always.Promiseme.”
AsIwalkaway,Iwonderiftheywillrememberthevowtheymademetenyearsfromnow,twenty.Iwonderifthey’llstillbealive.IthinkofLivvy,faraway,Ihope.Safe.Thatfactistheonlythingthatgivesmecomfort.WewilldefeatGrímarr’sarmy.Wearethesuperiorfightingforce.Butthewarlockisacleveradversaryanditwillbeahardbattle.Skiesknowwhatwillhappeninthatchaos.Cain’swordshauntme:Nooneissafe.CursetheCommandantforbringingthisuponusoutofhergreed.CurseherforcaringmoreaboutbecomingEmpressthanabouttheEmpiresheseekstorule.
Marcusshoutsatmetogetmoving.Whenwereturntothepalace,itisahiveofactivity.Horses,men,weaponry,andwagonsclogthegatesasthepalaceguardssandbagtheouterwallsandhammerinplanksacrosstheentrancegates.Withsomanypeoplecominginandout,itwillbedifficulttokeeptheplacesecureagainsttheCommandant’sspies—andherassassins.ComeforMarcus,Keris,Ithink.Domyworkforme.Butyou’llneverget
yourhandsonmysisterorherchildagain.NotwhileIliveandbreathe.Asweapproachthethroneroom,there’sabuzzintheair.Ithinkoneofthe
courtierswhispersKeris’sname,butMarcuswalkstoofastformetolingerandlisten.ThethroneroomdoorsflyopenasMarcusstridestowardthem.AseaofIllustriannoblesmillswithin,waitingtohearwhattheEmperorwillsayabout
theapproachingarmy.Ifeelnofearintheair,onlyagrimsenseofdeterminationandastrangetension,asifeveryoneknowsasecrettheyaren’twillingtoshare.
Thesourceofitbecomesapparentmomentslater,asthewavesofIllustriansparttorevealasmallblondewomaninbloodiedarmorstandingbesideatall,equallyblondewomanheavywithchild.
TheCommandanthasreturnedtoAntium.Andshehasbroughtmysisterwithher.
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XLII:Laia
hedayMothergavemeherarmlet,Iwasfive.Nan’scurtainsweredrawn.Icouldnotseethemoon.Popmusthavebeenthere.Darin,Lis,andFather
too.ButIrememberMother’scrookedsmilemostclearly.Herlapiseyesandlongfingers.Isatinherlaptryingtotuckmycoldfeetintoherwarmshirt.You’renotLaia,she’dsaid.You’reanefritofthenorthtryingtoturnmeintoanicicle.
Someonecalledouttoher.Timetogo.Shewhisperedtometokeepthearmletsafe.Thenshewrappedherarmsaroundme,andthoughshesqueezedtootightly,Ididnotcare.Iwantedtopullherintome.Iwantedtokeepher.Wewillseeeachotheragain.Shekissedmyhands,myforehead.Iswearit.When?Soon.Thecourtyardgatecreakedassheslippedthroughit.Shesmiledbackatme
andDarin,huddledbetweenourgrandparents.Thenshesteppedintothenight,andthedarknessswallowedherup.
reelfromwhattheNightbringershowedme,fromthecrawlingfeelingofhimandhiskinallovermymind.IholdthearmletEliasgavemeandIdonotlet
go.I’mfreeofthejinnnow.AsIstumbleawayfromtheForest,asthevoicesoftheghostspeak,Imove
moreswiftly.TheDeadwillrise,andnonecansurvive.Shaeva’sprophecyringsinmymind.SomethinghasgoneterriblywrongwithintheWaitingPlace,andIneedtogetasfarawayaspossible.
Irun,tryingtorememberagainwhatIammeanttodo,tryingtogettheNightbringer’svoiceoutofmyhead.
Musamarkedavillageonmymap.Imustgetthere,meethiscontact,andgettoAntium.Butbeforethen,Ineedtopulltheshardsofmymindoffthegroundandputthembacktogether.Icannotchangewhatisdone.IcanonlymoveforwardandhopetotheskiesthatbeforeImeetCookagain,I’vemademy
peacewithwhatshedidtoFatherandLis.Withwhatsheendured.WithwhatshesacrificedfortheResistance.
Imakemywaynorthwest.Apairofhillsrisesafewmilesahead,withadipinthemiddlethatshouldshelterthevillageofMyrtium.Musa’scontactismeanttoawaitmethere.Sinceit’sMartialterritory,Ishouldusemymagictobecomeinvisible.ButIcannotbearthethoughtofmorevisions,ofseeingmorepainandsuffering.
Icannotbearthethoughtofseeingher.IthinkofDarin.DidheknowaboutwhatMotherdid?IsthatwhyhetensedupeverytimeIspokeofher?Iwishtotheskiesthathewasherenow.
RattledthoughImaybe,IhavethewitstowaituntildarkbeforeIcreeptowardthevillageproper.Thesummernightiswarm,theonlynoiseagentlebreezeblowinginoffanearbycreek.IfeellouderthanahorsewithbellsonasIslinkalongthewalls.
Theinnisthecentralbuildinginthevillage,andIwatchforalongtimebeforegettingcloser.Musatoldmelittleofhiscontact,forfearthattheknowledgecouldbeextractedbyourenemiesifIamcaught.ButIknowthatheisnotaMartialandthathewillbewaitingwithintheinn,bythefire.Iamtocloakmyself,whispertohimthatI’vearrived,andthenfollowhisinstructions.HewilltakemetotheMarinerEmbassyinAntium,whereI’llgetmapsofthepalaceandthecity,informationabouttheBloodShrikeandwhereshewillbe—everythingI’llneedtogetin,getthering,andgetthehellsout.
Goldlightspillsoutintothestreetsfromtheinn’swide,roundedwindows,andthetaproomisfull,withagitatedconversationdriftingoutinbits.
“IftheShrikecan’tstopthem—”“Howthebleedinghellsisshesupposedtostopthemwithonly—”“—citywillneverbetaken,thosepigsdon’tknowhowtofight—”Ikeeptotheshadows,tryingtoseeintotheinnfromacrossthestreet.Itis
impossible.Imustgetcloser.Theinnhasaseriesofsmallersidewindows,andthealleysarounditare
quiet,soIskitteracrossthesquare,hopingnooneseesme,andclimbontoacrate,peekingthroughoneofthewindows.Itoffersadecentviewoftheroom,butsofar,everyonehereisaMartial.
Ipeerpastthebarkeep,throughthethicketofservingmaidspouringoutdrinksandladsdeliveringplatesoffood.Thelongbariscrowdedwithvillagers,allofwhomseemtobetalkingatonce.HowthehellsamIsupposedtofindhiminthismess?I’llhavetocloakmyselfininvisibility.Ihavenochoice.
“Hello,girl.”
Inearlyjumpoutofmyskin.Whenthehoodedfigureappearsbehindme,whenhervoiceraspsagreeting,allIcanthinkisthattheNightbringerhassomehowfollowedmehere,tothistinyvillage.Thatheisplayingmoretricksonmymind.
Butthefigurestepsforwardandlowersherhoodtorevealmoon-whitehairthatneverbelongedonherandmidnight-blueeyestooshadowedtobefamiliarandviolentlyscarredskinthatInevernoticedwasunwrinkleduntilnow.Herfingersarestainedadeep,strangetitian.Herdiminutiveheightdisorientsme.Alltheseyears,Ithoughtshewastall.
“Girl?”Ireachoutahandtotouchherandsheshiesaway.Howcanthisbereal?
HowcanIbestaringintoMother’sface,aftersolong?Butofcourse,itisreal.AndtheNightbringersomehowknewshewouldbe
waiting—whyelsetormentmewithhertrueidentity?Hecouldhaveshownmewhoshewasweeksago,anytimeIusedmyinvisibility.Buthedidn’t.Becauseheknewthisiswhenitwouldhitmethehardest.
Partofmewantstoruntoher,feelherhandsonmyskin,holdtheminmyown.IwishDarinwerehere.IwishIzziwerehere.
ButthepartofmethatthinksMotherisstifledtosilencebythedarkerpartofmethatscreamsLiar!IwanttoshoutandcurseatherandaskhereveryquestionthathasplaguedmesincethemomentIlearnedwhosheis.Understandingdawnsonherface.
“Whotoldyou?”Hercoldeyesareunfamiliar.“Can’thavebeenMusa.Hedoesn’tknow.Noonedoes—exceptKeris,ofcourse.”
“TheNightbringer,”Iwhisper.“TheNightbringertoldmewhoyouare.”“WhoIwas.”Shedrawsupherhoodandturnstothedarkness.“Come.We’ll
talkontheway.”Marrow-deeppanicgripsmewhensheturnsfromme.Don’tleave!Iwantto
followher.Andatthesametime,Ineverwanttoseeheragain.“I’mnotgoinganywherewithyou,”Isay,“untilyoutellmewhatthehells
happenedtoyou.Whydidn’tyousayanythingatBlackcliff?YouslavedforKerisforyears.Howcouldyou—”
Sheclenchesandunclenchesherfists.JustlikeDarinwhenheisupset.Idipmyheadbutshewillnotmeetmystare.Herfacetwitches,hermouth
curvingintoagrimace.“Listentome,girl,”shesays.“Wehavetogo.Youhaveamission,doyounot?Don’tbleedingforgetit.”
“Themission.Themission.Howcanyou—”Ithrowupmyhandsandwalkpasther.“I’llmakemyownway.Idon’tneedyou.Idon’t—”
Butafteronlyafewsteps,Iturnback.Icannotleaveher.Imissedherforsomanyyears.Ihavelongedforherfromtheageoffive,whenshewastakenfromme.
“We’vealongroadahead.”NothingabouthowshespeakssoundslikethemotherIknew.ThisisnotthewomanwhocalledmeCricket,ortickledmeuntilIcouldn’tbreathe,orpromisedmeshe’dteachmehowtoshootabowaswellasshedid.Whoeversheisnow,sheisMirraofSerranolonger.
“Therewillbeplentyoftimeforyoutoscreamatmeontheway.I’dwelcomeit.”Herscarredmouthliftsinasneer.“Butwecannotdelay.TheBloodShrikeisinAntium,andAntiumiswherewemustgo.Butifwedon’thurry,we’llnevergetinside.”
“No,”Iwhispertoher.“Wesettlethisfirst.Thisismoreimportant,andinanycase,youmusthaveadozenwaysofsneakingin—”
“Ido,”Cooksays.“ButtherearetensofthousandsofKarkaunsmarchingonthecapital,andallthesneakingintheworldwon’tdousawhitofgoodiftheysurroundthecitybeforewegetthere.”
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XLIII:TheBloodShrike
arisandRalliusarebothpaleasghostswhenImeettheminLivia’squarters,rattledbywhattheyhavejustsurvived,eachbleedingfromadozenwounds.
Ihavenotimetocoddlethem.Ineedtoknowwhatthehellshappenedoutthere—andhowKerisgotthebestofusagain.
“ItwasaKarkaunattack.”FarispacesbackandforthacrossLivia’ssittingroomwhileherwomensettleherinherbedroom.“Twohundredofthosewoad-lovingdemons.Theycameoutofbleedingnowhere.”
“Theywerewaiting,”Ralliusgrowlsashetiesoffabandageonhisleg.“MaybenotfortheEmpressspecifically,butforanopportunity,certainly.IfKerishadn’tshownupwithhermen,we’dhavebeeninabadspot.”
“IfKerishadn’tshownup,”Isayinirritation,“Grímarrandhishordeswouldn’thaveeither.She’sworkingwiththem.ShedidthissoshecouldgettoLivia.ThanktheskiesforyouandtheotherMasks.Shemusthaverealizedshecouldn’tkillyouall,soshedecidedtoplaytheheroinstead.”
Devious,true,butjustliketheCommandant.Sheisalwaysadaptable.AndnowthePlebeiansinthecityarehailingherasaheroforsavingthelifeofthehalf-Plebeianheir—assheprobablyknewtheywould.
“Gocleanup,”Isay.“TriplethewatcharoundtheEmpress.Iwantherfoodtastedadayinadvance.Iwantoneortheotherofyoupresentwhenitisprepared.Shedoesn’tleavethepalace.Ifshewantstogetout,shecantakeawalkinthegardens.”
Themenleave,andIgooverandoverwhattheyhavesaidasIawaitthearrivalofDex,whomIsenttogetLivia’smidwife.Whenhefinallyreturns—afterhours—itiswithadifferentwomanfromtheoneI’dpersonallychosentotendtoLivia.
“Thefirstoneisgone,Shrike,”DextellsmeasthenewmidwifebustlesintoLivia’srooms.“Leftthecity,apparently.AlongwitheveryothermidwifeItriedtotrackdown.Thisoneonlycamebecauseshe’saMariner.WhomeverthehellsKerisVeturiasenttofrightenallthosewomenprobablydidn’thaveachancetogettoher.”
Icurse,keepingmyvoicelow.KerissavedmysisterfromtheKarkaunsbecauseitsuitedherneeds—thePlebeianssingherpraises.Nowshe’llseektokillLiviaquietly.Plentyofwomendieinchildbirth,especiallyiftheyaredeliveringwithoutamidwife.
“Whatofthebarracksphysicians?Surelyoneofthemcandeliverababy.”“Theyknowbattlefieldwounds,Shrike,notchildbirth.That’swhatmidwives
arefor,apparently.Theirwords”—Dexwincesatmywrath—“notmine.”Thenewmidwife,askinnyMarinerwithgentlehandsandaboomingvoice
thatwouldputanyMartialdrillsergeanttoshame,smilesatLivia,askingheraseriesofquestions.
“Keepthisonealive,Dex,”Imurmur.“Idon’tcareifyouhavetoputadozenguardsonherandlivewithherintheBlackGuardbarracks.Youkeepheralive.Andfindabackup.Thiscannotpossiblybetheonlymidwifeleftintheentirecity.”
Henods,andthoughI’vedismissedhim,Inoticehisreluctancetoleave.“Outwithit,Atrius.”“ThePlebeians,”hesays.“You’veheardthatthey’rerisinginsupportofthe
Commandant.Well,it’s...gottenworse.”“Howthehellscoulditgetworse?”“ThestoryabouthermurderingthehighbornIllustrianswhowrongedherhas
beenmakingtherounds,”Dexsays.“ThePatersareinfuriated.ButthePlebeiansaresayingthatKerisstooduptothosemorepowerfulthanher.They’resayingthatshedefendedaPlebeianmansheloved—thatshefoughtforoneandtookrightfulvengeance.They’resayingtheIllustrianswhodiedgotwhattheydeserved.”Hells.IftheCommandantnowhasPlebeiansupportinsteadofIllustrian,I
haven’thurtheratall.I’vejustmanagedtoshuffleherlistofallies.“Lettherumorplay,”Isay.AtDex’snod,Isigh.“We’llhavetofindanother
waytoundermineher.”Atthatmoment,themidwifepokesherheadout,gesturingmeintoLivia’s
quarters.“He’sstrongasabull.”Shebeamsatme,pattingLivia’sbellywithaffection.
“He’llbruisearibortwobeforehejoinsus,I’dbetmylifeonit.ButtheEmpressisdoingfine,asisthechild.Afewweeksmore,lass,andyou’llbeholdingyourpreciousbabeinyourarms.”
“Shouldwedoanythingforher?Somesortofteaor...”IrealizeIsoundlikeanidiot.Teas,Shrike?Truly?
“Goldrosepetalsingoat’smilkeverymorninguntilherownmilkcomesin,”themidwifesays.“Andwildwoodteatwiceaday.”
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Whenthewomanisfinallygone,Livvysitsup,andIamsurprisedtoseeaknifeclutchedinherhands.“Haveherkilled,”shewhispers.
Iraiseaneyebrow.“Themidwife?What—”“Goldrosepetals,”Livvysays,“areusedwhenawomanispastherduedate.
They’remeanttomakeababycomemorequickly.I’mstillafewweeksaway.Itwouldn’tbesafeforhimtocomenow.”
IcallDexinimmediately.Whenheleaves,weaponsinhand,Liviashakesherhead.“ThisisKeris,isn’tit?Allofit.TheKarkaunattack.Themidwivesleaving.Thismidwife.”
“I’llstopher,”Ivowtomysister.“Idon’texpectyoutobelieveit,becauseallI’vedoneisfail,but—”
“No.”Liviatakesmyhand.“Wedon’tturnoneachother,Hel—Shrike.Nomatterwhathappens.Andyes,wemuststopher.ButwemustalsokeepthesupportofthePlebeians.IftheysupportKerisnow,youcannotspeakagainstherpublicly.Youmustwalkthatline,sister.WecannotputthischildonthethroneifthePlebeiansdon’tseehimasoneoftheirown.Andtheywon’t—notifyoucrossKeris.”
veningseesmeinMarcus’swarroom,lockedinanargumentwiththePaters,wantingnothingmorethantobeatallofthemintosilencebefore
doingwhatIwish.GeneralSissellius,whoisturningouttobeasirritatingashistwisteduncle,
theWarden,pacesbeforethelargemaplaidoutonthetable,stabbingatitoccasionally.
“IfwesendasmallforcetostopGrímarr,”hesays,“wearewastinggoodmenonalostcause.It’sasuicidemission.Howcanfivehundred—evenathousand—menstandagainstaforceahundredtimesthat?”
Avitas,whohasjoinedmeinthewarroom,givesmealook.Don’tloseyourtemper,thelooksays.
“Ifwesendalargeforce,”Isayforthethousandthtime,“weleaveAntiumvulnerable.WithoutthelegionsfromEstiumandSilas,wehaveonlysixlegionstoholdthecity.ReinforcementsfromtheTriballandsorNaviumorTiborumwouldtakemorethanamonthtoreachhere.Wemustsendasmallerattackforcetocauseasmuchdamageaspossible.”
It’ssuchabasictacticthatatfirstIamstunnedthatSisselliusandafewoftheotherPatersresistsomuch.UntilIrealize,ofcourse,thattheyareusingthis
opportunitytoundermineme—and,byextension,Marcus.TheymightnottrusttheCommandantanymore,butthatdoesn’tmeantheywantMarcusonthethrone.
Forhispart,theEmperor’sattentionisfixedonKerisVeturia.Whenhedoesfinallylookatme,Icanreadhisexpressionasclearlyasifheshoutedthewords.Whyisshehere,Shrike?Whyisshestillalive?Thosehyenaeyesofhisflare,
promisingpainformysister,andIlookaway.“WhyistheShrikeleadingtheforce?”PaterRufiusdemandsofme.“Would
notKerisVeturiabeabetterchoice?Idonotknowifyouunderstandthis,myLordEmperor,butitishighly—”HissentenceendsinayelpasMarcuscasuallyflingsathrowingknifeathim,missinghimbyahair.ThesoundofRufius’ssquealisdeeplysatisfying.
“Speaktomelikethatagain,”Marcussays,“andyou’llfindyourselfwithoutahead.KeriswasbarelyabletoholdNavium’sharboragainsttheBarbarianfleet.”
AvitasandIexchangeaglance.ThisisthefirsttimetheEmperorhasdaredtosayawordagainsttheCommandant.
“TheShrike,”Marcusgoeson,“tookbacktheharborandsavedthousandsofPlebeianlives.Thedecisionismade.TheShrikewillleadtheforceagainsttheKarkauns.”
“Butmylord—”Marcus’sgianthandisaroundRufius’sthroatsofastthatIalmostdidn’tsee
himmove.“Goon,”theEmperorsayssoftly.“I’mlistening.”Rufiusgaspshisapology,andMarcusdropshim.ThePaterscurriesaway,a
roosterwhohasescapedthestewpot.TheEmperorturnstome.“Asmallforce,Shrike.Strikeandrun.Takenoprisoners.Anddonotwaste
ourforcesifyoudon’thaveto.We’llneedeverylastmanfortheassaultonthecity.”
Fromthecornerofmyeye,InoticeKeriswatchingme.Shenodsagreeting—thefirsttimeshehasacknowledgedmesincereturningtoAntiumwithmysister.Myspinetinglesinwarning.Thatlookonherface—cunning,calculated.IsawitasastudentatBlackcliff.AndIsawitmonthsago,hereinAntium,beforeMarcuskilledmyfamily.
Iknowthatlooknow.Itisthelookshegetswhenshe’sabouttospringatrap.
Avitasarrivesinmyofficejustafterthesunhasset.“Allisprepared,Shrike,”hesays.“Themenwillbereadytoleaveatdawn.”
“Good.”Ipauseandclearmythroat.“Harper—”“Perhaps,BloodShrike,”Avitassays,“youareconsideringtellingmethatI
shouldnotgo.ThatIshouldremainheretokeepaneyeonourenemiesandtoremainclosetotheEmperor,shouldheneedit.”
Iopenandclosemymouth,takenaback.ThatwasexactlywhatIwasgoingtosuggest.
“Forgiveme.”Avitaslookstired,Inotice.I’vebeenleaningonhimtoomuch.“ButthatisexactlywhattheCommandantwouldexpect.Sheis,perhaps,countingonit.Whatevershehasplanned,yousurvivingisn’tapartofit.Andyouhaveamuchbetterchanceofsurvivingifyouhavesomeonewhoknowsherwatchingyourback.”
“Whatthehellsissheupto?”Isay.“Beyondjusttryingtotakethethrone,Imean.I’vereportsthatamanofGensVeturiawasseenattheHallofRecords.She’shadthePatersofthethreebiggestIllustrianGensovertohervillainthefewhoursshe’sbeenback.Sheevenhadthemasterofthetreasuryover.Shekilledthatman’ssonandtattooedhertriumphontoherownbody,Harper.Itwastenyearsago,butshestilldidit.Thosemenshouldhateher.Insteadtheyarebreakingbreadwithher.”
“She’swooingthembacktoherside,”Harpersays.“She’stryingtorattleyou.YoutookherbysurpriseinNavium.Shewon’tbetakenbysurpriseagain,whichiswhyIshouldcomewithyou.”Atmyhesitation,impatiencesparksonhisface.
“Useyourhead,Shrike!ShehadCaptainAlistarpoisoned.ShehadFavruspoisoned.ShegottothebleedingEmpress.You’renotimmortal.Shecangettoyoutoo.Besmartaboutthis,fortheloveofskies.Weneedyou.Youcannotplayintoherhands.”
Idon’tconsidermynextwords.Theyjustcomeout.“Whydoyoucaresomuchwhathappenstome?”
“Whydoyouthink?”Hiswordsaresharp,lackinghisusualcare.Andwhenhisgreeneyesmeetmine,theyareangry.Buthisvoiceiscool.“YouaretheBloodShrike.Iamyoursecond.Yoursafetyismyduty.”
“Sometimes,Avitas,”Isigh,“Iwishyou’dsaywhatyou’reactuallythinking.Comealongontheraid,then,”Isay,andathislookofsurprise,Irollmyeyes.“I’mnotafool,Harper.Let’skeepheronhertoes.There’ssomethingelse.”Aworryhasgrowninmymind—somethingnogeneralwouldpubliclyspeakof
beforeabattle,butsomethingImustconsider,especiallyaftertalkingtoLiviaofthePlebeians.
“Dowehaveexitroutesmappedoutofthecity?Pathsthroughwhichwecouldmovelargegroupsofpeople?”
“I’lldigthemup.”“Doitbeforeweleave,”Isay.“Giveorders—quietly—tomakesurethose
pathsareclearandthatweprotectthematallcosts.”“YouthinkwecannotholdbacktheKarkauns?”“Ithinkthatifthey’reinleaguewithKeris,itisfoolishtounderestimate
them.Wemightnotknowwhatshe’splayingat,butwecanpreparefortheworst.”
Wemoveoutthenextmorning,andIforceKerisandhermachinationsfrommymind.IfIcanroutGrímarr’sforces—oratleastweakenthem—beforetheygettoAntium,she’llloseherchancetotakeMarcusdown,andI’llbetheheroinsteadofher.TheKarkaunsaretwelvedaysfromthecity,butmyforcecanmovefasterthantheirs.MymenandIhavefivedaystomakelifeashellishaspossibleforthem.
Oursmallerforceallowsustorideswiftly,andontheeveningofthethirdday,ourscoutsconfirmthattheKarkaunforcehas,asDexreported,gatheredatUmbralPass.TheyhaveTundaranWildmenwiththem—that’slikelyhowGrímarrfiguredoutthewaythrough.Thosewomen-hatingTundaranbastardsknowthesemountainsalmostaswellastheMartialsdo.
“Whythehellsaretheyjustwaitingthere?”IaskDex.“Theyshouldbeclearofthepassbynowandoutintoopencountry.”
“Waitingformoremen,perhaps,”Dexsays,“thoughtheirforcedoesn’tseemmuchbiggerthanwhenIsawit.”
IsendmycousinBaristusouttoreconthenorthendofthepasstoseeif,indeed,moreKarkaunsarejoiningthemainbodyofthearmy.Butwhenhereturns,hebringsonlyquestions.
“Bleedingstrange,sir,”Baristussays.AsDex,Avitas,andIgatherinmytent,mycousinpacesbackandforth,agitated.“Therearenomoremencominginthroughthenorthernpasses.Truly,itappearstheyarewaiting,butforwhatIcannottell.Ithoughtitmightbeweaponryorartilleryfortheirsiegemachines.Buttheyhavenosiegemachines.HowthebleedinghellsdotheyplantogetpastthewallsofAntiumwithoutcatapults?”
“MaybeKerispromisedtoletthemin,”Isay.“Andtheydon’tyetrealizehowdevioussheis.Itwouldbejustlikehertoplaybothsides.”
“Andthenwhat?”Dexsays.“Sheletsthemlaysiegeforafewweeks?”
“EnoughtimeforhertofindawaytogetMarcuskilledinthefighting,”Isay.“Enoughtimeforhertosabotagethebirthofmynephew.”Ultimately,itistheEmpirethatKeriswishestoruleover.ShewillnotletthecapitaloftheEmpirefall.Butthelossofafewthousandlives?That’snothingtoher.I’velearnedthatlessonwell.
“IfwerouttheKarkaunshere,”Isay,“thenwekillherplanbeforeitdrawsitsfirstbreath.”IexaminethedrawingstheauxhasgivenmeofthelayoutoftheKarkaunarmycamp.Theirfoodstores,theirweaponry,thelocationsoftheirvariousprovisions.They’veburiedtheirmostvaluablegoodsintheveryheartofthearmy,wheretheywillbealmostimpossibletoreach.
ButIhaveMaskswithme.Andthewordimpossiblehasbeenwhippedandbeatenoutofus.
Myforcestrikesdeepinthenight,whenmuchoftheKarkauncampissleeping.Thesentriesgodownswiftly,andDexleadsaforcethatisinandoutbeforethefirstflamesrisefromtheKarkaunfoodstores.Wehitperhapsasixthoftheirsupply,butbythetimeourenemiessoundthealarm,wehaveretreatedbackintothemountains.
“I’llcomewithyouforthenextassault,Shrike,”Harpersaystomeasweprepareforanother.“Somethingfeelswrongtome.Theytookthatattacklyingdown.”
“Perhapsit’sbecausewesurprisedthem.”Harperpacesnervously,andIputahandonhisshouldertostillhim.Asparkjumpsbetweenus,andhelooksupinsurprise.Immediately,Ilethimgo.
“I—Ineedyouwiththerearguard,”Isaytocovermyawkwardness.“Ifsomethingdoesgowrong,I’llneedyoutogetthemenbacktoAntium.”
Ournextassaultcomesjustbeforedawn,whentheBarbariansarestillscramblingfromourearlierattack.Thistime,Ileadagroupofahundredmenarmedwitharrowsandflame.
Butalmostbeforethefirstvolleyflies,itisclearthattheKarkaunsarereadyforus.Awaveofmorethanathousandofthemonourwesternsidebreaksofffromthemainarmyandsurgesupwardinorderly,organizedlinesthatI’veneverseeninaKarkaunforce.
Butwehavethehigherground,sowepickoffasmanyaswecan.Theyhavenohorses,andthesemountainsarenottheirland.Theydon’tknowthesehillsthewaywedo.
Whenwe’veexhaustedourarrows,Isignaltheretreat—whichiswhentheunmistakablethudofadrumthundersoutfromtherearguard.Avitas’stroops.Onedeepthud—two—three.
Ambush.Weworkedoutthewarningsaheadoftime.Ispinabout,mywarhammerinhand,waitingfortheattack.Themencloseranks.Ahorsescreams—achillingandunmistakablesound.Cursesringoutwhenthedrumsoundsagain.
Butthistime,thedrumisunceasing,afranticcallforaid.“Therearguardisunderattack,”Dexcallsout.“Howthehells—”Hissentenceendsinagruntasheparriesaknifethatcomesflyingoutathim
fromthewoods.Andthenwecanthinkofnothingbutsurviving,becausewearesuddenlysurroundedbyKarkauns.Theyriseupfromwell-hiddentrapsintheground,dropdownfromtrees,raindownarrowsandbladesandfire.
Fromtherearguard,weheartheunholyhowlingofmoreKarkaunsastheypourdownthemountain,fromtheeast.Thousandsofthem.Morestillapproachfromthenorth.Onlythesouthisclear—butnotforlong,ifwedon’tclearthisambush.We’redead.We’rebleedingdead.“Thatravine.”Ipointtoanarrowpathbetweentheclosingpincerofthe
approachingforces,andwemakeabreakforit,sendingarrowsbackoverourshoulders.Theravinefollowstheriver,leadingdowntoawaterfall.Thereareboatsthere—enoughtotaketheremainingmendownstream.“Faster!They’reclosing!”
Werunfullforce,grimacingatthescreamsoftherearguarddyingswiftlyastheyareinundatedbyourenemy.Skies,somanymen.SomanyBlackGuards.AndAvitasisupthere.Somethingfeelswrongtome.Ifhe’dbeenwithus,hemighthaveseentheambush.WemighthaveretreatedbeforetheKarkaunsattackedtherearguard.
Andnow...Ilookupthemountain.Hecouldnotpossiblysurvivethatonslaught.Noneof
themcould.Therearetoomany.HenevertoldEliasthattheyarebrothers.HenevergottospeaktoEliasasa
brother.Andskies,thethingsI’vesaidtohiminmomentsofrage,inanger,whenallhedidwastrytohelpkeepmealive.Thatsparkbetweenus,extinguishedbeforeIcouldputanametoit.Myeyesburn.
“Shrike!”Dexscreamsandknocksmetothegroundasanarrowcutsthroughtheair,nearlyimpalingme.Wescrambleupandstumbleon.Theravinefinallyappears,aneight-footdropintotheremnantsofacreek.Ahailofarrowscomesdownasweapproachit.
“Shields!”Ishout.Steelthunksonwood,andthenmymenandIrunagain,yearsoftrainingpushingusintoneatrows.Everytimeasoldierispickedoff,anothermovestotakehisplacesothatwhenIlookback,Icancountalmostexactlyhowmanyareleft.
Onlyseventy-five—ofthefivehundredMarcussent.Wehurtledownthepathbesidethefalls,andthethunderofthewaterdrives
awayanyothersound.Thepathcurvesbackandforthonitselfuntilitdropsintoadustyflatwhereadozenlongboatsarebeached.
Themenneednoorders.WehearthechantsoftheKarkaunsbehindus.Oneboatlaunches,thenanotherandanother.
“Shrike.”Dexpullsmetowardaboat.“Youhavetogo.”“Notuntiltherestoftheboatslaunch,”Isay.Fourhundredandtwenty-five
men...gone.AndAvitas...gone.Skies,itwassoquick.Thesoundsofswordsclashingechoesfromthepathabove.Myhammerisin
myhand,andIamracingupthepath.Ifsomeofmymenarestillupthere,thenbytheskies,Iwillnotletthemfightalone.
“Shrike—no!”Dexgroans,drawshisscim,andfollows.Justbeyondtheentrancetothepath,wefindagroupofMartials,threeMasksamongthem,battlingtheTundaransbutbeinginexorablyshovedbackbythesheernumberofthem.AgroupofauxessupportsafourthMask,bloodpouringfromhisneck,fromawoundinhisgut,fromanotherinhisthigh.
Harper.Dexgrabshimfromtheauxes,staggeringunderhisweightashecarrieshim
downtowardthelastboat.Theauxesarmtheirbowsandfireoverandoveruntiltheairisbuzzingwitharrows,anditisamiracleIamnothit.OneoftheMasksturns—itisBaristus,mycousin.
“We’llholdthemoff,”heshouts.“Go,Shrike.Warnthecity.WarntheEmperor.Tellthemthere’sanother—”
AndthenDexisdraggingmeaway,shovingmedownthepathandintotheboat,sharkingthroughthewaterashepushesoff.Tellthemwhat?Iwanttoscream.Dexrowswithallhismight,andtheboatisthroughthefallsandmovingswiftlydownthefast-flowingriver.IkneelbesideHarper.
Hisbloodiseverywhere.Ifitweren’tmeinthisboatbesidehim,hewouldbedeadinamatterofminutes.Itakehishand.Ifitweren’tforBaristus’ssacrifice,we’dallbedead.
IexpecttosearchforHarper’ssong.HeistheconsummateMask,histhoughtsandemotionsburiedsodeeplythatIassumedhissongwouldbeequallyopaque.
Buthissongisnearthesurface,strongandbrightandclearasastar-filledwintersky.Idelveintohisessence.Iseethesmileofadark-hairedwomanwithwide-setgreeneyes—hismother—andthestronghandsofamanwholooksstrikinglysimilartoElias.HarperwalksBlackcliff’sdarkhallsandenduresday
afterdayofthehardshipandlonelinessIknowsowell.Heachesforhisfather,amysteriousfigurewhohauntshimwithanemptinesshecanneverquitefill.
Heisanopenbook,andIlearnthathedidsetLaiafreemonthsago,whenweambushedher.HesetherfreebecauseheknewIwouldkillher.AndheknewEliaswouldneverforgivemeforit.Iwitnessmyselfthroughhiseyes:angryandcoldandweakandstrongandbraveandwarm.NottheBloodShrike.Helene.AndIwouldbeblindnottoseewhathefeelsforme.IamwovenintohisconsciousnessthewayEliasusedtobewovenintomine.HarperisalwaysawareofwhereIam,ofwhetherIamallright.
Whenhiswoundshaveclosedandhisheartbeatsstrong,Istopsinging,weakened.Dexlooksatmewithawild,questioningexpressionbutsaysnothing.
IadjustHarper’sheadsoheismorecomfortable,andhiseyesopen.Iamabouttoscoldhim,buthisharshwhispersilencesme.
“Grímarrandthemenwhohittherearguardcamefromtheeast,Shrike,”herasps,determinedtodeliverthemessage.“Heattackedme—wouldhavekilledme...”
Allthemorereasontohatethatswine.“Theymusthavesnuckaroundussomehow,”Isay.“Orperhapstheywerewaiting—”
“No.”Avitasgrabsastraponmyarmor.“Theycamefromtheeast.IsentascoutbecauseIhadahunch.There’sanotherforce.Theysplittheirarmy,Shrike.Theydon’thavejustfiftythousandmenmarchingonAntium.Theyhavetwicethat.”
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tfirst,Idon’tknowwhattosaytoCook.Mother.Mirra.Iwatchherwithwildeyes,partofmedesperatetounderstandherstoryandtheotherpart
wantingtoscreamoutthepainofadozenyearswithoutheruntilshethrobswithit.Perhaps,Ithinktomyself,shewillwishtotalk.Toexplainwhyshesurvived.
Howshesurvived.Idonotexpecthertojustifywhatshedidintheprison—sheisnotawarethatIknowofit.ButIhopeshewilltellmewhyshekeptheridentityhidden.Ihopeshewillatleastapologizeforit.
Insteadsheissilent,allherthoughtbentonmovingswiftlyacrossthecountryside.Herface,herprofileareburnedintome.Iseeherinathousandways,evenifshedoesn’tseeherself.Ifindmyselfdrawntoher.Shewasgoneforsomanyyears.AndIdonotwishtoholdontomyanger.IdonotwantafightwithherliketheoneIhadwithDarin.Onthefirstnightwetraveltogether,Isitdownbesideherbythefire.
WhatdidIhopefor?PerhapsforthewomanwhocalledmeCricketandrestedherhandonmyhead,heavyandgentle.Thewomanwhosesmilewasaflashinthedark,thelastjoyfulthingIcouldrememberforyears.
ButthemomentIgetclose,sheclearsherthroatandshiftsawayfromme.It’sonlyafewinches,butIunderstandhermeaning.
Inherraspingvoice,sheasksmeaboutIzziandaboutwhathashappenedtomesinceIleftBlackcliff.Partofmedoesn’twanttoanswer.Youdon’tdeservetoknow.Youdon’tdeservetohavemystory.Buttheotherpart—thepartthatseesabrokenwomanwheremymotheroncelived—isnotsocruel.
SoItellherofIzzi.Ofhersacrifice.Ofmyfoolhardiness.ItellheroftheNightbringer.OfKeenanandhowhebetrayednotjustmebutourentirefamily.
Whatmustshethinkofme,tohavefalleninlovewiththecreaturewhosedeceitledtothosedarkdaysinKaufPrison?Iwaitforherjudgment,butsheoffersnone.Insteadshenods,herhandscurledintofists,anddisappearsintothedarknight.Inthemorning,shesaysnothingofit.
Forthenextfewnights,everytimeIsomuchasmove,sheflinches,asifworriedIwillcomecloser.SoIstayfarawayfromher,alwaysontheotherside
ofthefire,alwaysafewyardsbehindherontheroad.Mymindchurns,butIdonotspeak.Itisasifhersilencechokesme.
Butfinally,thewordswillnolongerstaydown,andIfindthatImustsaythem,whatevertheconsequences.
“Whydidn’tyoukillher?”Thenightiswarm,andwedon’tlightafire,insteadlayingoutourbedrollsandlookingupatthestars.“TheCommandant?Youcouldhavepoisonedher.Stabbedher.Forskies’sake,you’reMirraofSerra—”
“ThereisnoMirraofSerra!”Cookshriekssoloudlythatapackofsparrowstakesflightfromanearbytree,asfrightenedasIam.“She’sdead.ShediedinKaufPrisonwhenherchildandhusbanddied!I’mnotMirra.I’mCook.Andyouwillnotspeaktomeofthatmurderous,traitorousbitchorwhatshewouldorwouldn’tdo.Youknownothingofher.”
Shebreathesheavily,herdarkeyessparklingwithrage.“Itried,girl,”shehissesatme.“ThefirsttimeIattackedKeris,shebrokemyarmandlashedIzzitowithinaninchofherlife.Thechildwasfive.Iwasforcedtowatch.ThenexttimeIgotitinmyheadtotrysomething,theBitchofBlackclifftookoutIzzi’seye.”
“Whynotescape?Youcouldhavegottenoutofthere.”“Itried.ButthechancesKeriswouldcatchusweretoohigh.She’dhave
torturedIzzi.AndI’dhadenoughofpeoplesufferingforme.PerhapsMirraofSerrawouldhavebeenwillingtosacrificeachildtosaveherownneck,butthat’sbecauseMirraofSerrahadnosoul.MirraofSerrawasasevilastheCommandant.AndI’mnother.Notanymore.”
“Youhaven’taskedaboutNanandPop,”Iwhisper.“OraboutDarin.You—”“Idon’tdeservetoknowhowyourbrotheris,”shesays.“Asforyour
grandparents...”HermouthsplitsintoasmallsmileIdonotrecognize.“Ihadvengeanceontheirkiller.”
“TheMask?”Isay.“How?”“Ihuntedhim.Hewantedtodie,intheend.Iwasmerciful.”Hereyesare
blackasdeadcoals.“You’rejudgingme.”“Iwantedtokillhimtoo.But...”“ButIenjoyedit.Andthatmakesmeevil?Comenow,girl.Youcannotwalk
intheshadowsaslongasIhaveandnotbecomeone.”Ishiftuncomfortably,rememberingwhattheJadunasaidtome.Youare
youngtostandsodeeplyintheshadow.“Iamgladyoukilledhim.”Ipause,consideringmynextwords.Butinthe
end,thereisnodelicatewaytoaskthequestion.“Why—whywon’tyoutouchme?Don’tyou—”Longforit,Iwantsosay.ThewayIdo?
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“Thetouchofachildbringsamothercomfort.”Icanbarelyhearher.“ButI’mnomother,girl.I’mamonster.Monstersdon’tmeritcomfort.”
Sheturnsawayfrommeandfallssilent.Iwatchherbackforalongtime.She’ssoclose.Closeenoughtotouch.Closeenoughtohearwhisperedwordsofforgiveness.
ButIdonotthinkthatshewouldfeeltheembraceofadaughterifItouchedher.AndIdonotthinkshewouldcareaboutbeingforgiven.
hecloserwegettoAntium,thecleareritisthattroubleisnigh.Cartloadsofcarpetsandfurnituretrundleawayfromthecity,theirownerssurroundedby
dozensofguards.Once,weseeaheavilyarmedcaravanfromafar.Icannotseewhattheycarry,butIcountatleastadozenMasksguardingwhateveritis.
“They’rerunning,”Cookspits.“Tooscaredtostayandfight.MostlyIllustrians,itseems.Movefaster,girl.Ifthewealthyfleethecity,theKarkaunsmustbeclose.”
Wedonotstopnow,travelingdayandnight.ButbythetimewereachtheoutskirtsofAntium,itisclearthatdisasterhasalreadystrucktheMartials’fabledcapital.WehikeoveraridgeneartheArgentHills,andthecitycomesintoviewbelow.
Asdoestheenormousarmythatsurroundsitonthreesides.OnlythenorthendofAntium,whichabutsthemountains,isprotected.
“Sweetbleedingskies,”Cookmurmurs.“Ifthat’snotskies-givenjustice,Idon’tknowwhatis.”
“Somany.”Icanbarelyspeak.“Thepeopleinthecity...”Ishakemyhead,andimmediatelymythoughtsgototheScholarswhoarestillenslavedinthecity.Mypeople.“TheremustbeScholarsdownthere.TheCommandantdidn’tkillalltheslaves.TheIllustriansdidn’tlether.Whathappenstothemifthecityisoverrun?”
“Theydie,”Cooksays.“Justlikeeveryotherpoorbastardunfortunateenoughtogetstuckthere.LeavethattotheMartials.It’stheircapital;they’lldefendit.You’vegotsomethingelsetothinkabout.Howthebleedinghellsarewegoingtogetinthere?”
“They’veonlyjustgottenhere.”MenstreamintojointheKarkaunarmyfromanortheasternpass.“They’restayingoutofrangeofthecity’scatapults,whichmeanstheymustnotbeplanningtoattack.Yousaidyoucouldsneakusin.”
“Fromthemountainsnorthofthecity,”Cooksays.“We’dhavetogoaroundtheArgentHills.Itwouldtakeusdays.Longer.”
“Therewillbechaosastheysetupcamp,”Isay.“Wecouldtakeadvantageofthat.Sneakthroughatnight.They’llhavesomewomendownthere—”
“Whores,”Cooksays.“Don’tthinkI’dpassasoneofthose.”“Cookstoo,”Isay.“Laundresses.TheKarkaunsarehorrible.They’dnotgo
anywherewithouttheirwomentoscrapeandserveforthem.Icouldgoinvisible.”
Cookshakesherhead.“Yousaidtheinvisibilityalteredyourmind.Gaveyouvisions,sometimesforhours.Weneedtothinkofsomethingelse.Thisisabadidea.”
“It’snecessary.”“It’ssuicide.”“It’ssomethingyoumighthavedone,”Isayquietly.“Before.”“Thatmakesmetrustitevenless,”shesays,butIcanseeherwaver.She
knowsaswellasIdothatouroptionsarelimited.Anhourlater,Iwalkbyhersideasshehunchesoverabasketofstinking
laundry.We’vetakenouttwosentrieswhoblockedourwayintotheencampment.Simpleenough.ButnowthatwewalkamongtheKarkauns,itisanythingbut.
Therearesomanyofthem.MuchlikeintheEmpire,theirskintonesandfeaturesandhairvary.Buttheyareallheavilytattooed,thetophalvesoftheirfacesbluewithwoadsothatthewhitesoftheireyesstandouteerily.
TherearehundredsofcampfireslitbutfewtentsbehindwhichCookandIcantakecover.Mostofthemenwearleatherbreechesandfurvests,andIhavenosenseofwhicharehigher-rankingandwhicharenot.TheonlyKarkaunswhostandoutarethosewhowearstrangebone-and-steelarmorandwhocarrystaffswithhumanskullsontop.Whentheywalk,theyaregivenawideberth.Butmostaregatheredaroundenormousunlitpyres,pouringwhatlookstobedeepscarletsandinintricateshapesaroundthem.
“Karkaunwarlocks,”Cookmutterstome.“Spendalltheirtimeterrifyingthemassesandattemptingtoraisespirits.Theynevermanageit,butthey’restilltreatedlikegods.”
Thecampstinksofsweatandrancidvegetables.Hugepilesoffirewoodbeliethewarmweather,andtheKarkaunsdon’tbothercleaningupallthehorsedung.Jugsofsomepalealcoholareasubiquitousasthemen,andthere’sastenchofsourmilkthatlingersovereverything.
“Bah!”AnolderKarkaunshovesCookwhensheaccidentlybumpshimwithherbasket.“Tekfidkayadurqin!”
Cookswingsherheadbackandforth,playingtheold,confusedwomanwell.Themanknocksthebasketoutofherhands,andhisfriendslaughasclothescascadeontothefilthyground.Hekicksherinthegutasshetriestogatheruptheclothesquickly,makinglewdgestures.
Iquicklyhelphergathertheclothes,trustingthattheKarkaunsaretoodrunktonoticeaninvisiblehandhelpingCook.ButwhenIcrouch,shehissesatme.
“You’reflickering,girl!Move!”Sureenough,Ilookdowntofindmyinvisibilityfaltering.TheNightbringer!
HemustbeinAntium—hispresenceissnuffingoutmymagic.Cookboltsswiftlythroughtheknotofmen,makingherwaysteadilynorth.“Youstillthere,girl?”Tensionisthickonherskin,butshedoesn’tlookback.“They’renotveryorganized,”Iwhisperinreturn.“Butskies,thereareso
manyofthem.”“Longwintersinthesouth,”Cooksays.“They’vegotnothingtodobut
breed.”“Whystrikenow?”Iask.“Whyhere?”“There’safamineamongtheirpeopleandafirebrandwarlockwhohastaken
advantageofit.Nothingmotivatesamanlikehungerinthebelliesofhischildren.TheKarkaunslookednorthandsawawealthy,fatempire.Yearafteryear,theMartialshadplentyandtheKarkaunshadnothing.Empirewouldn’ttradefairlywiththemeither.Grímarr,theirwarlockpriest,remindedthemofthat.Andhereweare.”
Wearenearlythroughthenorthernendofthecampnow.Aflatclifffacestretchesaheadofus,butCookmakesherwayconfidentlytowardit,sheddingthebasketoflaundryasdarknessfallsandwegetfartherfromthecamp.“They’redependingentirelyonsheernumberstowinhere.Thatorthey’vegotsomethingnastyuptheirsleeves—somethingtheMartialscan’tfight.”
Iglanceupatthemoon—almostfull,butnotquite.Inthreedays,itwillfattenintotheGrainMoon.BytheGrainMoon,theforgottenwillfindtheirmaster.
Cookdoublesbacktwicetomakesurewearen’tfollowedbeforeshegesturesmeclosetothecliffface.Shenodsupward.“There’sacaveaboutfiftyfeetup,”shesays.“Leadsdeeperintothemountains.Stayhere,andstayinvisible,justincase.”
“Howthehellsareyougoingto—”Shecrooksherfingers.Thereissomethingfamiliaraboutthemotion,and
thensuddenlysheisclimbingthesheerrockfacewiththesprynessofaspider.Igape.Itisunnatural—no,impossible.Sheisnotflying,exactly,butthereisalightnesstoherthatisdistinctlyinhuman.
“Whatthehells—”Aropefallsandsmacksmeinthehead.Cook’sfaceappearsfromoverhead.
“Tieitaroundyou,”shesays.“Braceyourfeetonthewall,inthewedges,inwhateverspaceyoucanfind,andclimb.”
WhenIfinallyreachher,Iamoutofbreath,andwhenIaskherhowshedidit,shehissesatmeandstartsoffthroughthecavewithoutturningback.
WearedeepinthemountainsbeforeCookfinallysuggestsIdropmyinvisibility.
“Itmighttakemeafewminutestowakeup,”Isaytoher.“Ihavevisions,andI’mnotsure—”
“I’llmakesureyoudon’tdie.”Inodbutfindmyselfparalyzed.Idonotwishtofacethevisions—notafter
whattheNightbringershowedme.Thoughmymothercannotseeme,shecocksherhead,asifshesensesmy
discomfort.Myfaceflushes,andthoughIsearchforanexplanation,Icannotfindone.I’macoward,Iwanttosay.Ialwayshavebeen.Skies,thisishumiliating.IfshewerejustCook,Iwouldnothavecared.Butsheismymother.Mymother.Ihavespentyearswonderingwhatshewouldthinkofme.
Shelooksaroundthetunnelandfinallysitsontheearthfloor.“I’mtired,”shesays.“DamnKarkauns.Come.Sitnexttoanoldwoman,girl.”
Ieasedownbesideher,andforthefirsttimeshedoesn’tflinchawayfromme—becauseshecan’tseeme.
“Thesevisions,”shesaysafteratime.“Theyarefrightening?”Ithinkofherintheprisoncell.Thesinging.Thecrack.Thosesoundsthat
meantnothinguntiltheymeanteverything.Andevennow,evenwhenIdonotcomprehendwhoshehasbecome,IcannotbeartotellherwhatIsaw.Icannotsayit,forsayingitwillmakeitreal.
“Yes.”Idigmyfeetintotheground,slidingthembackandforth.“They’refrightening.”AndwhatwillIseenowthatthevisionsturnouttobefromthepast?Somethingelse?Someotherhorror?
“Bestgetitdonequicklythen.”Hervoiceisnotexactlygentle,butitisn’tharsheither.Shehesitatesandholdsoutahand,palmup.Herjawistight,andsheswallows.
Herskiniswarm.Calloused.Andthoughshemightnotlooklikemymother,orsoundlikeher,oractlikeher,shestillhasherhands.Isqueeze—andsheshudders.
Ishrugofftheinvisibility,welcomingthevisionsbecausetheycannotbeworsethanholdingthehandofawomanwhoboremebutwhoisdisgustedbymytouch.
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Thevisionsareuponme,butthistimeIwalkthroughstreetsoffire,pastwallsburnedblack.Screamsechofromblazingbuildingsanddreadfillsmybones.Icryout.
WhenIopenmyeyes,Cookishoveringoverme,onehandonmyface,theotherstillclenchedbetweenmyfingers.Herfaceispained,asiftouchingmeismorethanshecanbear.Shedoesn’taskaboutthevisions.AndIdonottellher.
henweapproachtheentrancetotheMarinerEmbassy,awet,crumblingsetofstepsthatleaduptoawoodendoor,Cookslows.
“Thereshouldbetwoguardshere,”shesays.“Ithasalwaysbeenguarded.Thatleverthere—itallowsthemtocollapsethewholedamnthingincaseofanattack.”
Idrawmydagger,andCookdrawsherbow.Shepushesthedooropengently,andwhenweenter,allissilent.Inthestreetsbeyondthebuilding,drumsthunder,andIamtransportedbacktoBlackcliffalmostinstantly.Cartsrumblepast,theiroccupantsshoutingrequests,soldiersbellowingorders.Bootsthump,marchingintime,andacrispvoicedirectsaplatoontothewalls.Antiumpreparesforwar.
“Thisisn’tright,”Isay.“Musahadpeoplehere.Theyweretohaveslaves’cuffsreadyforus,maps,theBloodShrike’smovements...”
“TheymusthaveleftbeforetheKarkauns’attack,”Cooksays.“Theycan’tallhavegone.”
Buttheyhave.Icanfeelit.Thisplacehasbeenemptyfordays.We’reonourown.
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heghostsexplodeintotheEmpirelikeflamingstoneshurtlingfromaballista.Theborderwallisnothingbutshreds.IfeelthespiritsinthesamewaythatIfeelthecontoursoftheWaitingPlace.
They’rebitsofwinterinablanketofwarmthandtheymovelikeaschooloffish,closelypackedandstreakinginonedirection—southwest,towardaMartialvillageIsneaksuppliesfrom.Thepeoplewholivetherearedecentandhardworking.Andthey’venobleedingideawhat’scoming.
Iwanttohelpthem.Butthat’salsowhatthejinnwant—forit’sadistractionfrommyduty.Yetagain,they’retryingtousemyhumanityagainstme.Notthistime.Whatmattersnowisnotthehumanswhomtheghostswill
possessandtorment.It’stheborderoftheWaitingPlace.Ihavetorestoreit.TherewillbemoreghostsenteringtheForest.They,atleast,mustbekeptwithinitsboundaries.
Thethoughthasscarcelyformedinmymindwhenthemagicrisesfromtheearth,windingitswayintomybody.It’sstrongerthistime,asifsensingthatfinallyIunderstandhowI’vebeenmanipulatedbythejinn.FeelingMauth,lettingthemagicconsumeme,isarelief—butalsoatransgression.IshudderatMauth’scloseness.Thisdoesn’tfeellikeusingmyphysicalmagic,whichissimplyamatterofharnessingsomethingthat’salreadypartofme.No—thismagicissomethingalien.Itsinksinlikeadiseaseandcolorsmysight.Themagicchangessomethingfundamentalwithin.Idonotfeellikemyself.
Butmydiscomfortcanwait.Ihavemorepressingwork.Themagicallowsmetoseewhatthebordershouldlooklike.AllIneedtodo
isapplymywillpowertorebuildit.Igathermystrength.Fartothesouth,theghostscloseinonthevillage.Don’tthinkaboutit.Mauth’smagicflaresinresponse,hispresencestronger.Sectionbysection,I
rebuildtheborder,imagininggreatbricksoflightrisingallatonce,solidandunbreakable.WhenIopenmyeyes,thewallisthere,glowingasifitnevercamedown.Thebordercannotcalltheescapedghostsback.ButitcancatchnewghostswhoareboundfortheWaitingPlace.
Andtherewillbemanyofthose.
Nowwhat?DoIgoaftertherogueghosts?AnudgefromMauthtowardthesouthwestismyanswer.Thewindwalkingcomeseasily—moreeasilythaniteverhas.AndthoughIexpectthemagictowearoffthefartherIgetfromtheForest,itstayswithme,forthisisMauth’smagic,notmyown.
Theghostshavescattered,splinteringamongthecountrysideintodozensofsmallgroups.ButImakeforthevillageclosesttotheWaitingPlace.WhenIamstillamileaway,Ihearscreams.
Islowinavillagesquare,anditisatestamenttothehavoctheghostshavecreatedthatnoneofthevillagersseemtonoticethatIappearedoutofthinair.
“Thaddius!Myson!No!”awhite-hairedmanscreams.Ayoungermantwiststheoldman’sarmsbehindhisbackandpullsthemupwithinhuman,inexorableforce.“Releaseme—don’tdothis—aaa—”Anaudiblecrunchsounds,andthefatherslumps,unconsciousfrompain.Theyoungermanliftshimup,asifhe’snothingbutapebble,andflingshimacrossthevillage—hundredsandhundredsofyards.
Idrawmyscims,preparedtoattack,whenMauthyanksatme.Ofcourse,Elias,youidiot,Ichidemyself.Ican’tsingle-handedlybeatup
everyoneinhabitedbyaghost.Shaevatappedmyheart,myhead.Mauth’struepowerishereandhere.Themagicnudgesmetowardtheclosestgroupofpossessedvillagers.Mythroatgrowswarm,andIcansense,somehow,thatMauthwantsmetospeak.
“Stop,”Isay,butnotasElias.IspeakastheBanual-Mauth.Ipinionthepossessedwithmygaze,onebyone.Iwaitforanattack,butalltheydoisstarebalefully,waryofthemagictheycansenseroilingwithinme.
“Come,”Iorderthem.Myvoiceboomswithasupernaturalnoteofcommand.Theymustlisten.“Come.”
Theysnarlandyip,andIcastMauth’smagicoutlikeathinline,wrappingitaroundeachofthem,tuggingthemclose.Somecomeinthebodiestheyhavestolen.Othersarestillspirits,andtheydrifttowardmewithhostilemoans.Soon,asmallgroupofafewdozenspiritsformsahalfcirclearoundme.
ShouldIropethemtogetherwithmagic?SendthemstreamingbacktotheWaitingPlace,asIdidwiththeghoststhatplaguedtheTribes?
No.ForasIlookatthesetorturedfaces,Irealizethespiritsdon’twishtobehere.Theywanttomoveon,toleavethisworld.SendingthembacktotheForestwillonlyprolongtheirsuffering.
Themagicfillsmysight,andIseetheghostsforwhattheyare:hurting,alone,confused,regretful.Somearedesperateforforgiveness.Othersforkindness.Othersforunderstanding.Othersforanexplanation.
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Butafewrequirejudgment,andthosespiritstakelongertodealwith,fortheymustsufferthehurttheyinflictedonothersbeforetheyarefree.EachtimeIrecognizewhataspiritneeds,Ifindmyselfwillingitforthfromthemagicandgivingittothem.
Ittakestime.Longminutespass,andIgetthroughadozenghosts,thentwodozen.Soon,alltheghostsinthevicinityflocktome,desperatetospeak,desperateformetoseethem.Thevillagerscryoutforhelp,perhapshopingmymagicwillofferthemrespitefromtheirpain.Iglanceatthemandseenothumansbutlessercreatureswhoaredyingslowly.Thehumansaremortal,unimportant.Theghostsareallthatmatter.
Thethoughtfeelsunfamiliar.Strange.Asifitdoesn’tbelongtome.ButIhavenotimetodwellonit,formoreghostsawait.Ifixmygazeonthem,barelytwitchinguntilthelastofthemhasmovedon,eventhosewhofoundhumanbodiestosquatin.
WhenIfinish,Iobservethedevastationthey’veleftbehind.ThereareadozendeadbodiesthatIcanseeandprobablydozensmorethatIcan’t.
Distantly,Ifeelsomething.Sadness?Ipushitasidequickly.Thevillagerslookatmewithterrornow—they’resimplecreatures,afterall.Inanycase,it’sonlyamatteroftimebeforefeartransformsintotorchesandscimsandpitchforks.I’mstillmortal,andI’venowishtofightthem.
Ayoungmanstepsforward,ahesitantlookonhisface.Heopenshismouth,hislipsformingthewordsthankyou.
Beforehecanfinish,Iturnaway.Thereismuchworkaheadofme.Andinanycase,Idon’tdeservehisthanks.
ayspassinablurofvillagesandtowns.Ifindtheghosts,calltothem,gatherthemclose,andsendthemon.Insomevillages,doingsotakesonly
anhour.Inothers,ittakesnearlyanentireday.MyconnectiontoMauthgrowsstronger,butit’snotcomplete.Iknowitin
mybones.Themagicholdsback,andIwillnotbeatrueSoulCatcheruntilIfindawaytomergewithitfully.
Soon,themagicispowerfulenoughthatIcanhoneinquicklyonwheretheghostsare.Isendhundredson.Thousandsremain.Andhundredsmoreghostshavebeencreated,forthespiritswreakhavocwherevertheygo.Oneevening,Ireachatownwherenearlyeveryoneisalreadydead,andtheghostshavealreadymovedontoanothertown.
Nearlythreeweeksaftertheghosts’escape,whennighthasfallenandastormhasbrokenovertheland,Itakeshelteronagrassyknollfreeofbouldersandscrum,justafewmilesfromaMartialgarrison.Thedrumsofthegarrisonthunder—unusualthislateatnight,butIpaythemnomind,notevenbotheringtotranslate.
Shiveringinmysoakedleatherarmor,Igatherabundleofsticks.Buttheraindoesn’tletup,andafterahalfhouroftryingtolightthedamnfire,Iabandonitandhunchmiserablybeneathmyhood.
“What’stheuse,”Imuttertomyself,“ofhavingmagicifIcan’tuseittomakeafire?”
Iexpectnoresponse,sowhenthemagicrises,Iamsurprised.Moresowhenithoversoverme,creatinganinvisible,cocoon-likeshelter.
“Ah...thankyou?”Ipokeatthemagicwithafinger.Ithasnosubstance,justasenseofwarmth.Ididn’tknowitcoulddothis.Thereissomuchyoudonotyetknow.DidShaevaknowMauthwell?She
wasalwayssodeeplyrespectfulofthemagic—fearful,even.Andlikeachildwhowatcheshisparents’facesforcues,Ipickeduponthatwariness.
DidthemagicfeelanythingwhenShaevadied,Iwonder?Shewasboundtothatplaceforathousandyears.DidMauthcare?DidhefeelangryattheNightbringer’sfoulcrime?
IshudderwhenIthinkofthejinnlord.WhenIthinkofwhohewas—aSoulCatcherwhopassedthespiritsofhumansonwithsuchlove—versuswhathehasbecome:amonsterwhowantsnothingmorethantoannihilateus.InthestoriesMamietold,hewasonlyevercalledtheKingofNoNameortheNightbringer.ButIwonderifhehadatruename,oneushumansneverdeservedtoknow.
Thoughit’sdiscomfiting,Iamforcedtoadmitthatthejinnwerewronged.Grievouslywronged.Whichdoesn’tmakewhattheNightbringerhasdoneright.Butitdoescomplicatemyviewoftheworld—andmyabilitytolookonhimwithunadulteratedhatred.
WhenIfinallyarise,warmanddryduetoMauth’sshelter,it’slongbeforedawn.Immediately,I’mawareofashiftinthefabricoftheworld.TheghostsI’dsensedlurkinginthesurroundingcountrysidearegone.Andthereissomethingelse—somenewfeydarknessintheworld.Ican’tseeit.AndyetIknowitexists.
Istandup,scanningtherollingfarmlandaroundme.Thegarrisonistothenorth.ThenthereareafewhundredmilesofIllustrianestates.Thenthecapital,theNevennesRange,Delphinium.
Themagicstrainsnorth,asifwishingtodragmeinthatdirection.AsIreachoutwithmymind,Ifeelit.Chaos.Blood.Abattle.Andmoreghosts.Except
thesedonotcomefromtheWaitingPlace.Theyarefresh,new,andimprisonedbyastrangefeymagicthatI’veneverbeforeseen.Whatinthetenhells?Theghostsare,Iknow,sometimesdrawntoconflict.Blood.Couldtherebea
battleinthenorth?Atthistimeofyear,TiborumisoftenharassedbytheEmpire’senemies.ButTiborumisduewest.
Mauthnudgesmetomyfeet,andIwindwalknorth,mymindrangingoutovermiles.Ifinallycomeacrossaclusterofghostsandjustaheadofit,another.Moreofthespiritsarrowtowardaspecificplace,wildwithhungerandrage.Theyyearntowardbodies,towardbloodshed,towardwar.Iknowitassurelyasiftheghoststellmethemselves.Whatbleedingwar,though?Ithink,bewildered.AretheKarkaunsmurderingWildmenintheNevennesagain?Ifso,thatmustbewheretheghostsareheaded.
Thedrumsofanearbygarrisonthunder,andthistime,Ilisten.Karkaunattackimminent.AllreservesoldierstoreporttoSouthRiverbarracksimmediately.Themessagerepeats,andIfinallyunderstandthattheghostsarenot,infact,headedtotheNevennes.
TheyareheadedtoAntium.
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heKarkaunshavenocatapults.Nosiegetowers.
Nobatteringrams.Noartillery.“Whatinthebleedinghells,”IsaytoDexandAvitasasIlookoutoverthe
vastforce,“isthepointofhavingahundredthousandmenifyouarejustgoingtoletthemsitoutsideacity,burningthroughfoodandsuppliesforthreedays?”
MaybethisiswhytheCommandantplottedwiththeKarkaunstosneakuponAntium.Sheknewthey’dbestupidenoughthatwecoulddestroythemquickly—butnotsostupidthatshecouldn’tusethechaostheycausedtoheradvantage.
“Theyarefools,”Dexsays.“Convincedthatbecausetheyhavesuchalargeforce,theywilltakethecity.”
“Orperhapswearethefools.”Marcusspeaksfrombehindme,andthemenonthewallswiftlykneel.TheEmperorgesturesusupandstridesforward,hishonorguardinlockstepbehindhim.“Andtheyhavesomethingelseplanned.”
“Mylord?”TheEmperorstandsbesideme,hyenaeyesnarrowingastheysweepacross
theKarkaunarmy.Thesunfades,andnightwillsoonbeuponus.“Mybrotherspeakstomefrombeyonddeath,Shrike.”Marcussoundscalm,
andthereisnohintofinstabilityinhisdemeanor.“HesaystheKarkaunsbringwarlockpriests—oneofwhomisthemostpowerfulintheirhistory—andthatthesewarlockssummondarkness.Theyhavenosiegeweaponrybecausetheydonotneedit.”Hepauses.“Isthecityprepared?”
“We’llhold,mylord.Formonths,ifneedbe.”Marcus’smouthtwists.He’skeepingsecrets.What?Whatareyounottelling
me?“We’llknowbytheGrainMoonifwewillhold,”hesayswithachilling
surety.Istiffen.TheGrainMoonisinthreebleedingdays.“TheAugurshaveseenit.”
“YourMajesty.”KerisVeturiaappearsfromthestairsleadinguptothewall.Iorderedhertoshoreuptheeasterngates,whicharethestrongestandwhich
keepsherfarfrombothMarcusandLivia.Myspiesreportthatsheisnotdeviatingfromherassignedtask.
Fornow,anyway.I’dwantedtogetherawayfromthecity,butthePlebeianssupporther
enthusiastically,andgettingridofherwillonlyundermineMarcusfurther.Shehastoomanydamnedallies.Butattheveryleast,she’slostmuchofherIllustriansupport.ThePatershave,itappears,remainedintheirownvillasthepastfewdays,nodoubtpreparingforthebattletocome.
“AmessengerfromtheKarkaunshasarrived,”Kerissays.“Theyseekterms.”
ThoughKerisinsistsonMarcusstayingbehind—yetanotherplayforpower—hewavesheroff,andthethreeofusrideout,joinedbyAvitasatmysideandbyMarcus’spersonalguard,whoformaprotectivehalf-moonaroundhim.
TheKarkaunwhoapproachesusridesalone,bare-chestedandwithoutaflagoftruce.Halfofhismilk-palebodyiscoveredinwoad,theotherhalfincrudetattoos.Hishairislighterthanmine,hiseyespracticallycolorlessagainstthewoadhe’susedtobluethemout.Thestallionheridesonisenormous,andheisnearlyastallasElias.Anecklaceofbonescircleshisthicknecktwice.
Fingerbones,Irealizewhenwearecloser.ThoughIonlysawhimdistantlyinNavium,Iknowhimimmediately:
Grímarr,thewarlockpriest.“Doyouhavesofewmen,heathen”—helooksbetweenKerisandme—“that
youmustaskyourwomentofight?”“Iwasplanningtocutoffyourhead,”Marcussayswithagrin,“afterI’d
stuffedyourmanhooddownyourthroat.ButIthinkI’llletyoulivejustsoIcanwatchKerisgutyouslowly.”
TheCommandantsaysnothing.ShemeetsGrímarr’seyesbriefly,alookthattellsme,sureasifshe’dspokenit,thattheyhavemetbefore.
Sheknewhewascoming.Andsheknewhewascomingwithahundredthousandmen.WhatdidshepromisethismonsterofamanthathewoulddoherbiddingandbringawartoAntium,allsoshecouldtaketheEmpire?DespitethefactthattheKarkaunsappeartohavenowarstrategy,Grímarrisnofool.HenearlybestedusinNavium.Hemustbegettingsomethingmorethanaweeks-longsiegeoutofthis.
“Deliveryourmessagequickly.”Marcuspullsoutabladeandcasuallypolishesit.“I’malreadywonderingifIshouldchangemymind.”
“MybrotherwarlocksandIdemandthatyougiveupthecityofAntium.Ifyoudosoimmediately,yourelderlywillbeexiledinsteadofexecuted,yourfightingmenenslavedinsteadoftorturedandputtothepyre,andyourwomen
anddaughterstakentowifeandconvertedinsteadofrapedanddebased.Ifyoudonotgiveupthecity,wewilltakeitbytheGrainMoon.ThisIvowtoyouonthebloodofmymotherandfatherandunbornchildren.”
AvitasandIexchangeaglance.TheGrainMoon—again.“Howdoyouplantotakethecity?”Isay.“Youhavenosiegemachines.”“Silence,heathen.Ispeaktoyourmaster.”Grímarrkeepshisattentionon
Marcusevenasmyhanditchesformywarhammer.“Youranswer,mylord?”“Youandyourcorpse-strokingwarlockscantakeyourtermswithyoutothe
hells—wherewewillshortlysendyou.”“Verywell.”Grímarrshrugs,asifheexpectednoless,andwheelshishorse
away.Whenwearebackwithinthecity,MarcusturnstoKerisandme.“Theywill
strikewithinthehour.”“MyLordEmperor,”Kerissays,“how—”“Theywillstrike,andwemustbeready,foritwillbeswiftandhard.”
Marcusisdistracted,headtiltedashelistenstowhateversecretshisbrother’sghostwhispers.“Iwillcommandthemenatthewesterngate.Keris,theShrikewillinformyouofyourduties.”
Hiscapewhipsbehindhimashewalksaway,andIturntoKeris.“Taketheeasternwall,”Isay.“Thedefenseisweakestnearthecentralgate.Holdit,orthefirstlevelwillbeoverrun.”
TheCommandantsalutes,andthoughherfaceiscarefullyneutralIcansensethesmugnessrollingoffofher.Whatthebleedinghellsissheuptonow?
“Keris.”Perhapsthisisalostcause,butIsayitanyway.“Iknowthiswasyou,”Isay.“Allofit.IassumeyoubelieveyoucanholdofftheKarkaunslongenoughtoridyourselfofMarcusandLivia.Longenoughtoridyourselfofme.”
Shemerelywatchesme.“Iknowwhatyoudesire,”Isay.“Andthissiegeyou’vebroughtuponthecity
tellsmehowbadlyyouwishforit.ButtherearehundredsofthousandsofMartials—”
“Youdon’tknowwhatIwant,”Kerissayssoftly.“Butyouwill.Soon.”Sheturnsandstalksaway,thePlebeiansnearbycheeringhernameasshe
passes.“Whatthebleedinghellsisthatsupposedtomean?”IturntoAvitas,whois
atmyback.Myhandisslick,clenchedaroundthehiltofmydagger.Myeveryinstinctscreamsthatsomethingiswrong.ThatIhaveirrevocablyunderestimatedKeris.“ShewantstheEmpire,”IsaytoAvitas.“Whatelsecouldshepossiblybeafter?”
Hedoesn’tgetachancetoanswer.Panickedshoutsrisefromthewall.WhenAvitasandIreachthewalkwaythatrunsalongthemassivestructure,Iunderstandwhy.
Theskyisilluminatedbythelightofscoresofpyres.SkiesonlyknowhowGrímarrdisguisedthem,becauseI’dhaveswornthosepyresweren’ttheremomentsago.Nowtheydominatethefield,theirflamesshootinghighintothesky.
Grímarrcirclesthelargestpyre,mutteringincantations.FromthisdistanceIshouldnotbeabletohearhim.Yetthemaliceofhismagictaintstheveryair,thewordssnakingbeneathmyskin.
“Readythecatapults.”IgiveDextheorder.“Readythearchers.TheEmperorwasright.They’remakingtheirmove.”
DownintheKarkauncamp,boundfiguresarebroughttowardthepyres,twistinginpanic.Atfirst,Ithinktheyareanimals,partofsomesortofritualsacrifice.
Howlsfilltheair.AndIrealizeitisasacrifice.“Bleedinghells,”Dexsays.“Arethose—”“Women.”Mystomachchurns.“And...children.”TheirscreamsechoacrosstheKarkauncamp,andwhenoneofmymen
retchesoverthewall,Icannotblamehim.Evenfromhere,Icansmellburnedflesh.GrímarrchantsandtheKarkaunsechohim,soonaccompaniedbythesteady,deepbeatofadrum.
TheMartialsonthewallarewellandtrulyrattlednow,butIwalkbackandforthamongthem.“Courageinthefaceoftheirbarbaricways,”Ishout.“Courage,lesttheybringtheirdarknessuponusall.”
Thechantingslows,eachworddrawnoutlongeruntilitisoneunendinglowhumthatseemstoarisefromtheearthitself.
Adistanthowltearsthroughtheair,high-pitched,likethescreamsofthoseonthepyresbutwithanunearthlytingethatraisesthehaironmyarms.Thepyresgoout.Thesuddendarknessisblinding.Asmyeyesadjust,Irealizethehumminghasstopped.Scrapsofwhiterisefromthepyres,lookingforalltheworldlike—
“Ghosts,”Harpersays.“They’resummoningghosts.”FromtheKarkauncamp,screamsarisefromthemenastheghoststurnon
themandplungeintothearmy,disappearing.Someofthemenappearunchanged.Othersjerkasifbattlingsomethingnoneofuscansee,theirunnaturalmovementsvisibleevenfromhere.
Silencedescends.Thenthethunderoffeet,thousandsuponthousandsofpeoplemovingatonce.
“They’rerushingthewalls,”Isaydisbelievingly.“Whywouldthey—”“Lookatthem,Shrike,”Harperwhispers.“Lookathowthey’removing.”TheKarkaunsareindeedrushingthewalls.Buttheyrunwithinhumanspeed.
WhentheyreachtheforestofpikespokingoutofthegroundtwohundredyardsfromAntium,insteadofimpalingthemselvestheKarkaunsleapoverthemwithunnaturalstrength.
ShoutsofalarmsoundfromtheMartialsastheKarkaunscomecloser.Evenfromadistance,theireyesglowastartling,purewhite.They’repossessedbytheghostsraisedbytheirwarlocks.
“Avitas,”Isaysoquietlythatnooneelsecanhear.“Theevacuationplan.Itisready?Allareinplace?Youhaveclearedtheway?”
“Yes,Shrike.”Harperturnsfromtheapproachinghorde.“Allisprepared.”“Thenseeitdone.”Hehesitates,abouttolaunchaprotest.ButIamalreadymoving.“Catapults!”Icalltothedrummer,whopoundsoutthemessage.“Fireat
will!”Withinseconds,thecatapultsrumbleandflamingprojectilesflyoverthe
wallstowardthepossessedKarkauns.Manygodown—butmoredodgetheprojectiles,movingwiththateeriespeed.
“Archers!”Ishout.“Fireatwill!”Withbreathtakingswiftness,Grímarr’spossessedsoldiershaveblownpastthemarkerswesetoutonthefield.
AhailofflamingarrowsrainsdownontheKarkauns.Ithardlyslowsthem.Iorderthearcherstofireagainandagain.SomeoftheKarkaunsfall,butnotenough.Nowondertheydidn’thaveanybleedingsiegemachines.
Analarmgoesupfromthemen,andlessthanahundredyardsaway,agroupofpossessedKarkaunsliftmassiveglowingmissiles,seeminglyunbotheredbytheirflames,andflingthematAntium.
“It’s—it’snotpossible,”Iwhisper.“Howcanthey—”Themissilesflyintothecity,smashingintobuildingsandsoldiersand
watchtowers.Thedrummersimmediatelyissueacallforthewaterbrigades.Thearchersfirevolleyaftervolley,andlegionnairesreloadthecatapultsasfastastheycan.
AstheKarkaunscloseonthewalls,Iheartheirhungry,beast-likesnarls.Tooquickly,theyarepastthetrenches,pastthesecondaryforestofpikesplantedatthebaseofthewallstodeflectahumanarmy.
Wehavenodefensenow.Inthespaceofminutes,thebattlewillgofromstrategyandtacticsthoughtupinadistantroomtotheshort,desperatestrokesofmenfightingfortheirnextbreath.
Sobeit.TheKarkaunsbegintoscalethewall,brandishingtheirweaponsasiftheyarepossessedbydemonsofthehells.Idrawmywarhammer.
AndthenIroartheattack.
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XLVII:Laia
hesoldier’suniformisfartoobig,andthere’sanunpleasantwetnessacrossthesmallofmyback.Thepreviousownermusthavetakenablowtothe
kidney.Andhemusthavespentalongtimedying.Fortunately,theuniformisblack,sonoonenoticesthebloodasImove
throughthelinesofsoldiersalongthesouthernwallofAntium,dolingoutdippersofwater.Myhairistuckedtightlyintoahelm,andIhaveglovesontohidemyhands.Islumpmyshouldersbeneaththeyokeacrossmybackandshufflemyfeet.But,tiredastheyare,thesoldiershardlynoticeme.Icouldprobablystripdowntoskivviesandrunupanddownthewallscreaming,“IburneddownBlackcliff!”andtheywouldn’tcare.
Alightflashesonmyhelmet.Cook’ssignal.Finally.IthasbeentwodayssincewearrivedinAntium.Twodayssincethe
Karkaunsunleashedtheirhordesofpossessed,white-eyedsoldiersuponthecity.Twodaysofbone-shakingattacksandstreetscrumbledtodust.Twodaysofmenwithunnaturalstrengthpeltingthecitywithflamingmissileswhiletheairischokedwithscreams.Aboveitall,thebuzzofarrowsasthousandsareunleashedontheforcesarrayedoutsidethecity’sgates.
Ihaveposedasasweeper,aslopscollector,asquire—allinanattempttogetclosetotheBloodShrike.Ihavetriedtousemyinvisibility,butnomatterhowmuchwillpowerIpourintoit,Ihavebeenunabletoharnessit.
WhichmeanstheNightbringermustbenearby.Heistheonlythingthathaskeptmefromdrawingonmymagicinthepast.
Thusthedisguises—notthatanyofthemhavehelped.TheBloodShrikeleadsthedefenseofthecity,andsheiseverywhereatonce.InthefewglimpsesIhavehadofher,herringedhandhasbeenclenchedaroundherblood-drenchedwarhammer.
Thelightflashesonmyhelmagain,thistimewithanairofimpatience.Ibackawayfromthelineofmen,hurryingoffasiftogetmorewater,thoughthebucketsattachedtothepoleacrossmybackarenotevenhalf-emptyyet.
Amissilehitsthewalljustbehindme,andtheexplosionslamsmetomyknees,sendingthebucketsflying.Ishudder,everypartofmybodyhurting,a
shrillkeeninmyearsatthesoundoftheimpact.Getup,Laia!Iscrambleforthebucketsandrunfromwhereothersoldiers
arefalling.Themissilehasleftasmokingcraterintheearthbelowthewall,whereagroupofsoldiersandScholarslaveshadbeenstandingonlymomentsago.Thestenchmakesmegag.
Imakemywayacrossthelowerlevelofthewall,upasetofstairs,tothewalkwayatthetop.Ikeepmyheaddown.ThisistheclosestI’vegottentotheShrike.Icannotmakeamistakenow.
Themirrorflashesagain,thistimetomyleft.Cookistellingmewhichwaytogo,andIfollowtheflash,ignoringcriesforwater,pretendingthatIhavesomeplacemoreimportanttobe.
IspytheShrikeaheadofme,blood-drenchedandslumpedwithexhaustion.Herarmorisgougedinadozenplaces,herhairamess.Herringedhandhangsloose.
WhenIamthirtyfeetaway,Islowmypace.WhenIamtenfeetfromher,IclutchatthepoleIholdandslingitdown,asifpreparingtotakewatertothesoldiersaroundher.
Skies,sheissoclose,andshehas,foronce,putdownthatdamnedhammer.AllIhavetodoisgetmyhandsonthering.ThemomentIdo,Cookwilllaunchherdistraction—whichshehasrefusedtotellmeabout,forfearoftheNightbringerlearningofitandsabotagingus.
NowtheShrikeisamerefewfeetfromme.Mymouthissuddenlydry,myfeetheavy.Justgetyourhandsonthering.Getitoffher.
Ishouldhavepracticed.Cookspentwhatlittletimewehadtryingtoteachmetheartofpickpocketing,butintruth,Ihavenoideahowtofilcharing.Whatifitistightonher?WhatifIyankatitanditdoesnotcomeoff?Whatifshecurlsherhandintoafist?Whatif—
Atickleonmyneck.Apremonition.Awarningthatsomethingcomes.IscurryafewfeetfartherawayfromtheShrikeanddoleoutdippersofwatertogratefulmen.
Thelightaheadshiftsstrangely,acontortionintheairthatbirthsasliceofnight’sshadow.
TheBloodShrikesensesitasIdoandstands,herhandfistedaroundherwarhammeroncemore.Thenshetakesastepbackastheshadowscoalesce.
Itishim:theNightbringer.Iamnotaloneinbackingawayfromhim,anditisthatthatsavesmefromhis
gaze.AllofthesoldiersaroundtheShrikeareinasmuchofahurrytoescapethejinn’sattentionasIam.
“Shrike.”Hisgrating,grindingvoicemakesmeshudder.“KerisVeturiaseeksyourcounsel,forshe—”
Idonotheartherest.Iamhalfwaydownthestairs,bucketsabandoned,missionaborted.
“Whatthehells?”CookmeetsmewhenI’vegottenwellawayfromthewall.Iheartheunmistakablewhistleofanothermissilefalling.
“Wehadaplan,girl.”“Itdidn’twork.”Iyankmyhelmoff,notcaringwhosees,knowingitwillnot
makeadifferenceanyway—notinthischaos.“Hewasthere.TheNightbringer.Rightnexttoher.Hewouldhaveseenme.”Ishakemyhead.“Wehavetofindanotherway.Weneedtolurehertous.ButshortofholdingtheEmperorhostage,Idon’tknowwhatwouldwork.”
Cooktakesmyshouldersandturnsmetowardthewall.“Wearegoingbackthererightnow,”shesays.“Allwehavetodoiswaitforhimtoleave.Everythingisinplace,andwewon’t—”
Anexplosiontearsthroughtheairjustyardsaway,whereagroupofScholarslavechildrenarediggingthroughrubbleunderthewatchfuleyeofaMartiallegionnaire.
Ifindmyselfflatontheground,coughingdebrisfrommylungs,tryingtowaveawaythedust.
“Najaam!”Agirlcriesout.“Najaam!”Anansweringcry,andthenthegirl’ssobbingasshepullsanotherchildfromtherubble.Withhereyesonthelegionnaire,whoisstilltryingtorisefromtheblast,thelittlegirlgrabstheboy,andtheybegintorun,bothofthemlimping.
Cookseesmewatchinganddragsmetomyfeet.“Comeon,girl.”“Thosetwoneedhelp,”Isay.“Wecan’tjust—”“Wecanandwewill,”Cooksays.“Move.ThedistractionIarrangedwill
onlyworkforsolong,butitwillgiveyouenoughtimetogettothering.”ButIcannottakemyeyesoffthechild,whospinsandsearchesthecity
aroundher,huntingforawayout.Herfurrowedbrowisfartoooldforheryears,andheryoungerbrother—fortheyareclearlysiblings—looksupather,waitingforhertotellhimwhattheyshoulddo.ShespotsmeandCook,realizesthatweareScholars,andrushestous.
“Please,”shesays.“Canyouhelpusgetout?Wecan’tstay.We’lldie.MotherandFatherandSubhanarealreadydead.Ican’tletNajaamdie.Ipromisedmyparentsbeforethey—IpromisedI’dkeephimsafe.”
Ipickupthelittleboy,andCookisonmyheels.“Damnit,Laia!”“WecannotgetthatringbysneakingitofftheShrikeatthewall,”Ihissat
her.“Distractionornot.Butwecansavethesetwolives.Wecandosomething.
You’veseenthetunnels.Youknowthewayout.Getthemasfarasthat.Givethemachance.Becauseskiesknowthatiftheystayinthishellhole,theywilldie.They’llbothdie.”
“Putthechilddown,Laia.Wehaveamission.”“Isthatwhatyoutoldyourselfwhenyouleftus?”Iaskher.“Thatyouhada
mission?”Cook’sfacegoeshard.“Youcan’thelpthem.”“Wecangivethemawayout.”“Sotheycanstarvetodeathintheforest!”“Sotheycanhavehope!”Iscreamather,aneruptionbornofmyguiltover
givingupmyarmlettotheNightbringer.Itisbornofmyrageatmyselffornotbeingabletostophim,frustrationatmyutterinabilitytodoanythingtohelporprotectorsavemypeople.
“Iwillgetyouout,”Itellthechildren.ThisisonepromiseI’mgoingtokeep.“Comeon.We’lltakeyouthroughthetunnels.Whenyoucomeoutofthem,therewillbeaforest,andyouneedtogothroughitandintothemountainstobesafe.You’llhavetoeatmushroomsandberries—”
Theshrillscreeeofamissileringsout,growinglouderbythesecond.Itblazeswithfireasitarcsdownward,gracefulasafallingstar.
Andit’scomingrightforus.“Sissy!”Najaamgrabsforhissister,panicking.Sheyankshimfrommeand
runs.Iturntowardmymotherinapanic.“Run!”Isay.“Ru—”Ifeelanarmaroundmywaist,powerfulandfamiliarandsearinglyhot.The
lastthingIhearisadeep,scarredvoice,growlingasifitwasbornoftheearthitself.“Youareafool,LaiaofSerra.”ThenIamflungmuchfartherthananyhumancouldthrowme,andtheworld
goeswhite.
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donotknowhowlongithasbeensincetheKarkaunsdescended.IdonotknowhowmanyIhavekilled.Ionlyknowhowmanyofourmenhavedied.I
knowwhereourenemiesarestartingtopushthroughthewall.Mymenrolloutpitchandrocksandflames.Wethroweverythingwehaveat
thehordesswarmingupladdersandattemptingtooverrunus.Withbloodandsweatandunendingtoil,weholdthemback.Buttheydieslowly,ifatall.Andtheykeepcoming.
Themenslumpagainstthewall,bloodiedandexhausted.Weneedavictory.Weneedsomethingtoturnthetide.
IamconsideringthiswhenDexarrives,lookingasmuchamessasIfeel.HisreportisasIexpected:toomanylosses,toofewgains.WeunderestimatedtheKarkaunsandoverestimatedourownstrengthinbattle.
“Harpersaysthetunnelsarefull,”Dexsays.“He’sgottenaboutfivethousandPlebeiansupthePilgrimRoadalready,buttherearethousandslefttoevacuate.They’reallcomingoutjustnorthofPilgrim’sGap.Thatlandishardtotravel.It’sgoingtotaketime.”
“Doesheneedmen?”“Hehasallheneeds.”Inod.Atleastsomethinginthisskies-forsakencityisgoingright.“Andthe
Paters?”“Theirfamilieshavefled.Mostofthemhaveholedupintheirhouses.”Weneedthosemenouthere,fighting.Butitwouldtakemorementodrag
themout,andwedon’thavethemanpower.ThelegionsfromEstiumandSilas,whichshouldhavebeenpressingtheattackontheKarkaunarmy’srearguard,havebeendelayedbystorms.
“TheEmpress?”“Safe,Shrike,withRalliusandFaris.Istillsayweneedmoreguards—”“TheCommandantwillfindherifwemoveanyofherguardsfromthe
palace,”Isay.“WithjustRalliusandFaris,shecanremainhidden.HowfareKeris’sforces?TheEmperor’s?”
“TheEmperorholdsthewesterngateandrefusestobepulledfrombattle.They’vetakenthefewestlosses.He’sinhiselement.Kerisholdstheeasterngate,”Dexsays.“PaterRalliusandhismenarestickingtoherlikeburrs,asyou’veasked,butthey’vetakenlosses.TheKarkaunsarepushinghard.She’srequestedmoremen.”
Mylipcurls.Thattraitoroushag.Youdon’tknowwhatIwant.Istillhaven’tworkedoutwhatitcouldbe.ButIknowshewon’tsacrificetheentirecapital.She’llhavenoonetobleedingruleoverifshedoes.EverythingthatmakestheEmpiretheEmpireishere:thetreasury,theHallofRecords,theEmperor’spalace,and,mostimportantly,thepeople.Ifsheallowsthecitytofall,she’llbeEmpressofnothingbutash.
Ishakemyhead.Weneedthedamnedlegionsfromthesouth.Weneedsomethingtostopthesemonsters.Workwithwhatyouhave,notwhatyouwant.TheCommandant’sownwords.
“Whatelse,Dex?”“TheKarkaunswerespottedspreadingawhitesubstancearoundtheedgesof
theirarmy,Shrike.Almostlikeaborder.We’venoideawhatitis.”“Itissalt.”Theshudder-inducingvoiceoftheNightbringerbehindme
doesn’tevenmakemejump.Iamtooexhausted.“Salt?”Isay.“Whythebleedinghellswouldtheybespreadingsaltaround
theircamp?”“Ghostsdonotlikesalt,Shrike,”hesays,asifthisisthemostnaturalthingin
theworld.“ItwillnotstoptheKarkaunswhoarepossessed,fortheirhumanhostsmakethemimmunetosuchtricks.Butitwillstopattacksfromthewildghostswhoapproach,ghostswhoarenotenslavedtothewarlocks.”
Igapeathim.“Moreghosts?”“TheyhavebrokenfreeoftheWaitingPlaceandaredrawntothebloodand
violenceofthebattlehere.Theirarrivalisimminent.”TheNightbringerreachesahandtomyshoulderandsingsafewhighnotes.
Immediately,mybody,whichburnedfromadozenwounds,relaxes,thepainfading.Iaccepthisaidgratefully.HehasdonethiseverydaysincetheKarkaunslaunchedtheirassault,sometimestwiceaday,soIcankeepfighting.Hedoesnotaskquestions.Hesimplyarrives,healsme,anddisappearsagain.
Asheturnstoleave,Istophim.“ThedayIhealedLivia,yousaidthatonedaymy—mytrustinyouwouldbemyonlyweapon.”Ishakemyheadatthedisasterbeforeme.Theflaggingmen,theunendingarmyoftheKarkauns.Antium,thecapital,thePearloftheEmpire,slowlycrumbling.
“Todayisnotthatday,BloodShrike.”Hiseyeslingeronmyface—no,Irealize,onmyring,asmyhandisproppedagainstmyface.Thenheisgone.
“Dex,”Isay.“Findasmuchsaltasyoucan.Saltthewall,theinfirmaries,whereverourfightingmenare.Tellthemennottotouchit.”WhatdoesitmeanthattheghostshavebrokenfreeoftheWaitingPlace?HavetheykilledElias?
Whenthemoonrises,theKarkaunscallaretreat.Nothinghaschanged.Ourmenarestillbarelykeepingthematbay.Theirunnaturallypowerfulsoldiersstillwreakhavoc.Theyhavetheadvantage.Whythebleedinghellsaretheywithdrawing?
Araggedcheergoesupalongthewallfrommymen.Idonotjointhem.WhateverismakingtheKarkaunswithdrawcannotbegoodforus.
Momentslater,thewindcarriesastrangesoundtome:wailing.Thehaironthebackofmyneckrisesasitdrawscloser.Thecriesaretoohigh-pitchedtobeofthisworld.Thewildghosts.
Themengrasptheirweapons,stalwartinthefaceofthisnewterror.Thewailingintensifies.
“Shrike.”Dexappearsbesideme.“Whatintenhellsisthatsound?”“Thesalt,Dex,”Isay.“Didyouspreadit?”“Onlyalongthewall,”hesays.“Weranoutbeforewecouldspreaditinthe
city.”“Itwon’tbeenough.”Apale,smokycloudpassesneartheKarkauns,veering
awayfromthesaltbordertheyhavemarkedaroundtheirarmy,likeatrailofantsavoidingalineofwater.
Theshrieksfromthecloudblockouteveryothersound,includingthedrums,theshoutsofthemen,theraggedrhythmofmyownbreath.Therearefacesinthatcloud,thousandsofthem.Ghosts.Mymenexclaiminfear,andIdonotknowwhattodo.Idonotknowhowto
killthisenemy.Howtofightit.Idonotknowwhatitwilldotous.Help,Iscreaminmymind.Father.Mother.Elias.Someone.Helpus.Imightaswellbecallingouttothemoon.
Thecloudisatthewallnow,streamingover.Coldblaststhroughmeastheghostsshriekpast,hissingatthesaltalongthewallbeforeplummetingdowntotheunprotectedmenholdingthegates,andintothestreetsbeyond.
Thesoldiersdonotknowwhathitthem.Onemoment,theygazeatthecloudinwaryfear.Thenext,theytwitchandshake,possessed.Then,tomyhorror,theybeginattackingeachotherlikerabidanimals.
TheKarkaunsroarandstormthecitygates.Weraindownarrows,pitch,rocks,butitisnotenough.
IgrabDexbyhiscollar.“Weneedmoresalt!”“It’sgone—weusedeverythingwecouldfind.”
“Ifourownmenareattackingeachother,wecannotholdthegates,”Itellhim.“Wewilllosethecity.GettoHarper.Tellhimtocollapsetheentrancestothetunnels.WecannotrisktheKarkaunsgettingtoourpeople.”
“Butwhataboutthepeoplewhoarestillleft?”“Go!”“Shrike!”Anothervoicecallstome,andFarisbullsthroughthesoldiers
fightingtokeepbacktheKarkauns.Downbelow,thementeareachotherapart,attackingwithanythingtheycanfind.Oneofthesoldiersonthewallflingshandfulsofsaltdown,perhapshopingtoscaretheghostsoutofthebodiestheyhavepossessed.Butitdoesnothing.
Anyotherarmywouldhavefledthewallatthissight—Karkaunscrawlingoverthewalls,ourownmenpossessed.Butthelegionshold.
“Shrike.”Farisisoutofbreath,buthestillhasthesensetospeakquietly.“Themidwifewefoundtoreplacethelastoneisdead.Ijustfoundherswingingfromabeaminherownhouse.”
“Well,bloodyfindanother.”“Therearenoothers.”“Idon’thavetimeforthis!”“Youdon’tunderstand.”Fariscrouchesdownandhisses,andIcanseepanic
thathe’dneverfeelinbattleinhisshakinghands.“Isoughtoutthemidwifebecauseit’stime.Yoursisterisinlabor,Shrike.Thebabyiscoming.”
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XLIX:Laia
ookdoesnotspeaktomeforalongtimeafterIwake.HerfacetellsmewhathappenedtothechildrenIwastryingtohelp.Still,Iask.
“Theblastkilledthem,”shesays.“Itwasquick.”Hergoldenskinispale,butherhunchedshouldersandshakinghandstellmeofherrage.“Nearlykilledyoutoo.”
Isitup.“Wherearewe?”“TheoldScholar’sDistrict,”shesays.“Intheslaves’quarters.It’sfarther
fromthechaosthantheMarinerEmbassy,thoughnotbymuch.”Shedabsawoundonmyfacewithawarmcloth,carefulnottoletherskintouchmine.“Theskiesmustloveyou,girl.Thatblastthrewyouthirtyfeetintoapileoffeed.”
Myheadaches,andIstruggletoremember.Theskiesmustloveyou.No.Nottheskies.Iknewthatvoice.Iknewwellthefeelofthatarm,strange
andwarpedandtoohot.WhywouldtheNightbringerthrowmeoutofthewayoftheblast?Why,
whenheknowswhatIamtryingtodo?Ihadnoplaninmyheadinthemomentoftheblast—nothingbuttryingtogetthechildrenout.AmIplayingintohishandssomehow?
Orwasitsomethingelse?“Yourheroicscostus.”Cookstirsapotofsomesortofacridteaoveracook
fire.“Doyouknowwhatdayitis?”Iopenmymouthtorespond,butCookcutsmeoff.“It’sthedayoftheGrainMoon,”shesays.“Welostourchancetogettothe
BloodShrike.Bytomorrow,thecitywillbebreached.TheMartialsarestretchedtoothin,andthere’snoreliefinsight.”
Shetakesasniffoftheteaandaddssomethingelsetoit.“Girl,”shesays,“youtrainedwithyour”—shetakesadeepbreath—“grandfather,”shespitsout,“inhealing?”
“Forayearandahalforso.”Shenodsthoughtfully.“AsdidI,”shesaid.“BeforeIranawaylikeadamned
fool.WhendidhetakeyoutomeetNelle,theapothecary?”
“Uh...”IambewilderedthatsheknowsaboutNelle,untilIremember,yetagain,thatofcourseshewouldknowNelle.Poptrainedmymotherfromwhensheturnedtwelveuntilshewassixteen,whenshelefthometojointheResistance.
“Itwasatthebeginningofmytraining,”Isay.“Maybethreemonthsin.”Nelleshowedmehowtomakedozensofpoulticesandteasfrombasicingredients.Mostoftheremedieswerethingsthatonlyawomanneeds—formooncyclesandtopreventthegettingofchild.
Shenods.“That’swhatIthought.”Shepoursthefoulteaintoawaitinggourdandcorksit.Ithinksheisgoingtogiveittome,butinsteadshestands.“Changethedressingonyourwounds,”shesays.“You’llfindeverythingyouneedthere.Stayinside.I’llbeback.”
Whileshe’sgone,Ichangethedressings,butIcan’tstopthinkingabouttheblast,theNightbringerthrowingmeoutoftheway,thebrotherandsisterwhodied.Skies,theyweresoyoung.Thatlittlegirlcouldn’thavebeenolderthantenandherlittlebrother—Najaam—nomorethanseven.IpromisedmyparentsI’dkeephimsafe.
“Iamsorry,”Iwhisper.IcouldhavesavedthemifIhadmovedfaster,ifIhadnottakentherouteI
did.HowmanyotherScholarchildrenhavebeenorderedtostayinthecity?Howmanyothershavenowayout?HowmanyareexpectedtodiealongwiththeirMartialoverlordsiftheKarkaunstakeAntium?Musa’svoiceringsinmyhead.WeneedyouasavoicefortheScholars.Weneedyouasourscimandshield.
ThoughCooktoldmenotto,Ileavethecrumblinglittleshackinwhichwe’vetakenshelterandwalkoutside,wincingfromthewaythemovementpullsatthegashonmyface.
ThehouseIaminfacesalargesquare.Thereareheapsofrubbleoneithersideandmoredilapidatedcottagesbeyondthem.Acrossthesquare,dozensofScholarsremovethebricksofastill-smokingshack,tryingtogettothosetrappedinside.
Bootsthudbeyondthesquare,theirrhythmictattoogrowinglouder.Quickaslightning,wordspreads.TheScholarsdisappearintotheirhousesasthepatrolmarchesintothesquare.ThehouseIaminissetback,butstill,Imakemywayupthestairs,daggerinhand.Icrouchbesideawindowtowatchthepatrol’sprogress,waitingforthescreamsoftheScholars.
Ihearonlyafew,fromthosetheMartialshavefoundanddraggedout,whippingthemintoalinetonodoubtsaveMartiallivesfromtheKarkauns’destruction.
WhentheMartialsaregone,theremainingScholarsemergeagain,backattherubbleoftheruinedhouse.Iamwonderinghowtheycommunicatedsoquicklywhenthestairwellcreaks.
“Girl,”Cookrasps,“areyouhere?”WhenIgetdownthestairs,shejerksherheadtothenorth.“Comewithme,”
shesays.“Anddon’taskquestions.”Shenolongerholdsthegourdoftea,andIwanttoknowwhatshehasdonewithit.ButIholdmytongue.Asweheadthroughthesquare,CookdoesnotspareaglancefortheScholars.
“Cook.”Iruntocatchupwithher.It’sasifsheknowswhatIamplanningtoask.“Thesepeople.Wecouldhelpthem.Getthemoutofhere.”
“Wecould.”Shesoundsutterlyunsurprisedatmysuggestion.“AndthenyoucouldwatchastheNightbringertakestheringfromtheShrike,setshisaccursedsubjectsfree,anddestroysourworld.”
“Iamtheonewhohastogetthering,”Isay.“Notyou.YoucouldrallytheScholars,showthemthewayoutofhere.YousaidyourselfthattheKarkaunswilloverrunthecity.Whatdoyouthinkwillhappentothesepeoplewhentheydo?”
AsIspeak,weslinkpastagroupofScholarsputtingoutafirealongsideMartialauxes.Theyarechildren—teenagersdraggingbucketsofwaterwhentheyshouldbegettingthehellsoutofhere.
“That’snotourproblem,”Cookhisses,andgrabsme,pullingmeawaybeforetheauxsoldiersseeusandpressusintoservice.“Ihaveotherthingstodowhileyougetthering.”
“Whatotherthings?”“Retribution!”Cooksays.“ThatbitchofaCommandantishere,andbythe
skies,I’ll—”“You’dtradevengeanceonKerisVeturiaforthousandsoflives?”“Gettingridofherwouldsavethousandsmore.Ihavewaitedyearsforthis.
Andnow,finally—”“Idon’tbleedingcare,”Isaytoher.“Whateveryourvengeanceis,whetherit
worksornot,itisnotasimportantastheScholarchildrenwhowilldieifthereisnoonetohelpthem.Please—”
“We’renotgods,girl.Wecan’tsaveeveryone.TheScholarshavesurvivedthislong.They’llsurviveabitlonger.Themissionisallthatmatters.Comenow.There’slittletime.”Shenodstoabuildingahead.“That’stheBlackGuardbarracks.TheShrikewillbearrivingwithinthehour.Whenthathappens,you’llknowwhattodo.”
“What—that’sit?HowamIsupposedtogetin?HowdoI—”
“YouneedaplanthattheNightbringercan’tpickoutofyourhead,”sherasps.“I’vejustgivenyouone.There’sastackofcleanuniformsinabasketoutsidethegates.Takeitinanduptothelaundryclosetonthesecondfloor.Watchthehallwayfromthatcloset.Whenthetimecomes,you’llknowwhattodo.AndiftheShrikethreatensyou,tellherIsentyou.Go.”
“You—whywouldI—doyouknowher?”“Move,girl!”Itaketwosteps,thenturnback.“Cook.”IlookinthedirectionoftheScholar
neightborhood.“Please,justtellthem—”“I’llbewaitinghereforyourreturn.”Cookgrabsmydaggersfromme,
includingtheoneEliasgaveme,ignoringmyprotestsassheglancesaboutfurtively.“Hurryup,oryou’llgetusbothkilled.”
Uneasywithoutmyblades,Igoaroundtothefrontofthebarracks.WhatdoesCookhaveplannedforme?HowwillIknowwhattodo?Ispotthebasketofcleanlaundryandbalanceitagainstmyhip.Takingadeepbreath,Ipassthroughthefrontgatesandacrossthecobblestonecourtyard.
Thegroundrumbles,andacrossthestreet,aprojectileslamsintoabuilding,levelingitinseconds.Thetwolegionnaireswhoguardthebarracksentrancetakecover,asdoI.Whenit’sclearnomoremissilesarecomingthisway,Imakeforthedoor,hopingthelegionnaireswillbetoodistractedtonoticeme.Nosuchluck.
“Youthere.”Oneofthemholdsoutahand.“Weneedtosearchthebasket.”Ohskies.“Noideawhyweevenneeduniforms,”theotherlegionnairesays.“We’reall
deadanyway.”“Shutit,Eddius.”Thelegionnairefinishessearchingthebasketandwavesme
on.“Goon,girl.”Thecentralroomofthebarracksislinedwithcots,perhapsformentosleep
onwhiletakingshiftsatthewall.Buttheyallstandempty.Nooneintheentiredamnedcityissleepingthroughthis.
Thoughit’sclearthebarracksarealmostentirelyabandoned,Iskirtthecotscarefullyandskulkupthestairs,unnervedbythesilenceoftheplace.Atthetopofthestairs,alonghallwaystretchesintodarkness.Thedoorsareshut,butfrombehindone,clothingrustlesandsomeonegaspsinpain.Ikeepwalkingandgettoalaundrycloset.Thecriescontinue.Someonemustbeinjured.
Afterhalfanhour,thecriestransformintoscreams.Itisdefinitelyawoman,andforamomentIwonder,isittheShrike?HasCookinjuredher?AmIsupposedtogointotheroomandtaketheringwhilesheliesdying?Icreepout
ofthelaundryclosetandinchdownthehalltowardthecries.Amalespeaks,anditsoundslikehe’stryingtosoothethewoman.
Anotherscream.ThistimeIcockmyhead.Itdoesn’tsoundlikesomeonewhoisinjured.Infact,itsoundslike—“Whereisshe?”Thewomanwails,andadoorinthehallwayslamsopen.I
boltbackintothelaundryclosetjustaftercatchingaglimpseofawomanpacingtheroom.Atfirst,IthinksheistheBloodShrike.Butshehasnomask,andsheisverypregnant.
Inthatmoment,Iunderstandthesoundsthatcamefromtheroom.IunderstandwhyCookaskedmeifI’dmetNelle.Nelletaughtmeremediesformoon-cyclepainandwaystopreventpregnancy—butshealsoshowedmetricksforrelievingpainduringchildbirthandafterward.IhadtolearnthembecausedeliveringbabieswasoneoftheveryfirstthingsPoptaughtme,oneofthemainthingshedidasahealer.
AndIunderstand,finally,howIamgoingtogettheringfromtheBloodShrike.
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L:Elias
sIcomeupoverthewall,asIforcemyselftoignorethehavocwreakedbythepossessedKarkauns,IhearthelupinesnarlsofagroupofMartial
soldierstearingateachother,completelypossessed.IhavealwaysloathedthecityofAntium.Everythingaboutitscreams
Empire,fromthehigh,forbiddingwallstothestreetsarchitectedinlevelstorepelattack.Forthefirsttime,IamgladthatthecityissoquintessentiallyMartial.Becausetheforcesarrayedagainstit—andwithinit—aregreat,andthedefensesareterrifyinglyflimsy.
Iwindwalkdownthewall,racingtowardthestairsthatwilltakemetotheraveningmassesofpossessedMartialsoldiersbelow.Therearehundredsofghoststobefound,magicked,andsetfree.
Thestairsdisappeartwobytwoundermyfeet,andIamnearlyatthebottomwhenIrecognizeaheadofblondehairaheadofme,battlingthroughthepossessedsoldiers.Herfaceisdarkwithash,streakedwithtearsassheswingsagreatwarhammer,tryingtoknockhercountrymenaside.Fromthewest,agreatgroansounds,thesplinteringofwoodandwarpingofmetal.TheKarkaunsarenearlythroughthegatesofthecity.
“Stop!”Myvoice,amplifiedbyMauth’smagic,explodesacrosstheareabeneaththewall.Thepossessedturntomeasone,mymagicdrawingtheminlikeacobra’sgazedrawsamouse.
“E-Elias?”theBloodShrikewhispers,butIdonotlookather.“Cometome,”Iorderthespiritsforward.“Releasethoseyouhave
possessed.”Theseghostsaremoreferal,andtheyresist,curlingawayfromme.Myanger
rises,andIfindmyhandsareonmyscims.ButMauth’smagictakeshold,andanunnaturalcalmsettlesoverme.No,partofmescramblesagainsttheintrusionofthemagic,whichismoreaggressivethanbefore.Mauthiscontrollingmybody.Mymind.Thisisn’tright.
Butisn’tit?ImustjoinwiththemagictobecometheSoulCatcher.FirstIneededtoreleasemyattachmentstothehumanworld.AndnowImustletgoofmyself.Myidentity.Mybody.
No,somethingdeepwithinscreams.No.No.No.ButhowelsewillImovesomanyghostson?Theirpresencehereismyfault.
Thesufferingthey’vebroughtaboutismyfault.Icanneverundoit.AllthedeathstheyhavecausedwillbeonmyconscienceuntilthedayIpassfromthisearth.ButIcanstopit.Andtodothat,Imustsurrender.Takeover,Itellthemagic.Becomeme.“Releasethehumansyou’vepossessed.”Theghostsshybackatmyorder,so
bewilderedattheirowndeathsthattheyseekonlytohold,hurt,love,feeloncemore.“Thereisnothingforyouhere.Onlypain.”
Idrawthemallclosewiththemagic.Mauthsinksintomyverysoulwitheverysecondthatpasses,becomingirrevocablybondedtome.TheBloodShrikeandFarisgape,andtheydonotseetheirfriendEliasVeturius.TheydonotseethemanwhoescapedBlackcliff,whobrokehisvows,whodefiedtheCommandantandtheEmperortobreakintoKaufPrison.TheydonotseetheboytheysurvivedBlackcliffwith.
TheyseetheSoulCatcher.Theghostssighandreleasethebodiestheyhavepossessed,passingonfrom
thisworld.Firstdozens,then,asIletthemagictakeover,hundreds.Thechaosfadesasthissmallgroupofsoldiers,atleast,returnstothemselves.
“Youcame.”TheBloodShrikeweepsopenlynow.“Youheardme,andyoucame.Elias,theKarkaunsonthewall,they’rekillingus.They’reabouttobreakthrough.”
“Ididnotcomeforyou.”Itismyvoiceshehears—themercilessmonotoneofaMask.Andyetitisnotme.ItisMauth.Stop!Iscreamathiminmymind.Sheismyfriend.
ButMauthdoesnotlisten.“Icame,”Ihearmyselfsaying,“becauseitismysworndutytoprotecttheworldofthelivingfromtherealmofghosts.Leavemetomywork,BloodShrike,andIwillleaveyoutoyours.”
Iwindwalkawayfromher,movingswiftlytothenextgroupofpossessedsoldiers.WhydidIdothat?WhywasIsocruel?Becauseitisnecessary.IknowtheansweralmostbeforeIaskthequestion.
BecauseImustpasstheghosts.Becausemydutymustcomefirst.Becauselovecannotlivehere.Iskimoverthewallofthecitylookingforthenextgroupofwaywardghosts,
nothingbutaflashofdarknesstothehumaneye.JustoutsideAntium’seasterngate,theKarkaunsgatherandmarchforwardwithabatteringramthesizeofaMarinertradevessel.TheypunchthroughtheancientgatesofAntiumlikeafistthroughapaperscreen.
Noonemansthewall.Nopitchcomespouringdown.Noarchersfightback.TheMartialshavewithdrawn.Afamiliar,pale-skinnedfiguremakesherwayfromthebattle,agroupofmenatherback.KerisVeturia.Sheappearscalmassheallowsthegatetofall.
Agreatgroanechoesthroughtheair,louderthanthescreamsofthedyingandthecriesofthosewhostillfight.Woodsplinters,metalscreeches,andahair-raisinghowlofvictoryrisesfromtheranksoftheKarkauns.
Theeasterngatesagsopen,andtheKarkaunspourin.ThecityofAntium,foundedbyTaiustheFirst,seatoftheImperatorInvictusandPearloftheEmpire,isbreached.Thelivesofitspeopleareforfeit.
Iturnaway.Foritisnoconcernofmine.
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LI:TheBloodShrike
canhearLivvyscreamingfromthebarracksdoorsandIflyupthestairs.Shemightbedying.Thebabymightbedying.Skies,whatdowedo—WhenIshovethedooropen,Ifindmysisterdoubledover,Rallius’slarge
handclenchedinhers.Everymuscleinmyfriend’shugebodytenses,hisdarkfaceturninggrim.
“Empress,”Isay.“Livia,I’mhere.”“He’scoming,Helly.”Liviapants.“Ralliustestedmyteathismorning,butit
tastedfunny.Idon’tknowwhattodo.Idon’t—Idon’tfeelright—”Ohhells.Iknowexactlynothingaboutchildbirth.“Maybeyoushouldsit
down.”Aknockonthedoor.Allofus—Rallius,Faris,Livia,andI—gosilent.NoonebutMarcusis
supposedtoknowshe’shere.ButIarrivedinsucharushwithFaristhatthoughwetookpainsnottobefollowed,wemightverywellhavebeen.
Mysisterstuffsherfisttohermouthandgroans,clutchingherbelly.Herdressiswetfromwhereherwatershavebroken,andhersweat-soakedfaceissicklygray.RalliusextricateshisfingersfromLivvy’sandapproachesthedoor,scimsdrawn.IshoveLivvybehindmewhileFarisswipesacrossbowfromthewallandpointsitatthedoor.
“Whogoesthere?”Afemalevoiceanswers.“I...IneedtospeaktotheBloodShrike.I...can
help.”Idonotrecognizethevoice,thoughsomethingaboutitisstrangelyfamiliar.I
gestureforRalliustoopenthedoor.Inlessthanasecond,hehashisscimsatthethroatofthehoodedfigureinthedoorway.
Shedoesn’tneedtolowerherhoodformetorecognizeher.Ispothergoldeneyespeeringoutatmefromtheshadows.
“You!”Isnarl,butsheraisesherhands,andthesheathsatherwaistareempty.
“Icandeliverthebaby,”shesaysquickly.“Cooksentme.”“Whythehellswouldthatoldbatsendyou?”Isay.
Liviascreamsagain,unabletostiflethesound,andLaialooksovermyshoulder.
“She’sclose,”shesays.“She’llhaveanothercontractioninonlyafewmoments.Thechildiscoming.”
Idonotknowhowintheburningskiesshegothere.Perhapsitisanassassinationattempt.ButwhywouldLaiaofSerrarisksuchathingwhensheknowsthathurtingmysisterwouldresultinherimmediatedeath?
“Ihavenowishtoharmher,”shesays.“Fateledmehere,BloodShrike.Letmehelpyou.”
“Ifmysisterorthebabedie,”IsaytoherasIstandaside,“sodoyou.”Agrimnodistheonlyresponse.Sheknows.Immediately,sheturnstoFaris,
whosquintsashelooksather.“Hangonaminute,”hesays.“Aren’tyou—”“Yes,”shesays.“Hotwater,please,LieutenantFaris—twopotsofit.And
cleansheetsfromthelaundry—adozenofthem.Towelstoo.”Shegoestomysister,takingherbythearm.
“Let’sgetyououtoftheseclothes,”shesays,andthere’sagentlenesstohervoice,asweetnessthatimmediatelycalmsLivia.Mysistersighs,andmomentslaterLaiaunlacesherdress,orderingRalliustoturnaway.
Ishiftfromfoottofoot.“Idon’tknowifthisisappro—”“She’sgivingbirth,BloodShrike,”Laiasays.“Itishot,difficultwork,and
sheshouldn’tbetrussedupforit.Badforthebaby.”“Right,”Isay,knowingIsoundlikeanidiot.“Well,ifit’sbadforthe
baby...”Laiaglancesatme,andIcan’ttellifshe’sirritatedbymeorlaughingatme.“OnceLieutenantFarisreturnswiththewater,”shesays,“pouritintothe
basin,please.Washyourhandswell,withsoap.Removeyourrings.Youcanleavethemthere.”ShenodstothebasinandhelpsanowscantilydressedLiviasettleherselfattheedgeofmysimplewoodendeskchair.
Fariscomesin,takesonelookatLivvy,andturnsbrightredbeforeItakethewaterfromhimandheasks,inachokedvoice,whereLaiawantsthesheets.
“Standwatch,LieutenantFaris,”Laiasaysasshetakesthesheets.“Therewereonlytwoguardsoutsideandtheybarelysearchedme.IfIgotinherewithrelativeease,socanyourenemies.”
Thedrumsthunder,andIhearthepanicintheordergivenout.Allunitstothesecond-levelgateimmediately.Breachimminent.Bleedinghells,hasthefirstlevelbeenbreached?“Ishouldgo,”Isay.“Thecity—”
“Icannotdothisalone,Shrike,”Laiasaysquickly.“ThoughI’msureyourmanhere”—shenodstoawild-eyedLieutenantRallius—“wouldhelpif
ordered,theEmpressisyoursister,andyourpresencewillbringhercomfort.”“Thecity—theKarkauns—”ButLivvyscreamsagain,andLaiacurses.“Shrike,haveyouwashedyourhandsyet?”Idoitquickly,andLaiagrabsmeandyanksmeovertoLivia.“Pushyourfistsintoyoursister’ships,likeso.”Shepointstojustbelowthe
smallofmysister’sback.“Everytimeshescreams,Iwantyoutopushthere,”shesays.“Itwillgiveherrelief.Inbetween,rubhershoulders,pullherhairoutoftheway,andhelpkeephercool.”
“Ohskies,”Liviasays.“I’mgoingtobesick.”Mystomachsinks.“What’swrong?”“Feelingsickisgood.”Laia’stoneissoothing,butshegivesmealookthat
veryplainlyasksthatIkeepmymouthshut.“Itcleansesthebody.”TheScholargirlgivesmysisterabucketandcontinuestospeaktoherinlow,
calmtonesasshescrubsherownhandsandarms,overandoveruntilhergold-brownskinisred.Thenshecomesbackandfeelsbetweenmysister’slegs.Ilookaway,uncomfortable.Liviashuddersagain—it’sonlybeenminutessincethelasttimeshecriedout.Idigmyfistsintoherhips.Immediately,sherelaxes.
“How—howmanytimeshaveyoudonethis?”LivvyasksLaia.“Enoughtoknowthatyou’regoingtobejustfine,”Laiasays.“Nowbreathe
withme.”Forthenexttwohours,withtheScholargirl’scalmvoiceguidingher,Livia
labors.Sometimesshewalks,sometimesshesits.WhenIsuggestLivvylieinthebedatonepoint,bothwomenturnonmewithaunified“No!”andIcease.
Outside,thedrumsgrowmorefrantic.Ineedtogetoutthere—Ineedtohelpdefendthiscity.AndyetIcannotleaveLivia.Imustseethischildborn,forheisourfuture.Ifthecityfalls,Imustseehimtosafety.Iamtorn,andIpacebackandforth,notknowingwhatthebleedingskiesI’msupposedtodo.Whyischildbirthsodamnedmessy?Andwhydidn’tIlearnanythingaboutit?
“Laia,”IfinallysaytotheScholarwhenLiviaisrestingbetweenoneofhercontractions.“Thecity—it’sabouttobebreached.Icanhearitfromthedrums.Icannotbehere.Ralliuscan—”
Laiayanksmeaside,mouththin.“It’stakingtoolong,”shesays.“Yousaideverythingwasfine.”“I’mnotabouttotellapregnantwomanshe’snotfine,”shehisses.“I’veseen
ithappenbefore.Bothtimesthechilddied,andthemotherdidtoo.Theyareindanger.Imightneedyou.”Shegivesmeasignificantlook.Imightneedyourhealing.BREACH,MAINGATE.ALLUNITSTOSECOND-LEVELGATE.Thedrums
thunderfranticallynowasmessageaftermessageispassedthrough,sothat
troopsmightknowwheretogo,wheretofight.Liviascreams,andthistimethereisadifferentqualityaboutit.Iturnbackto
mysister,hopingtotheskiesthatthedrumshaveitwrong.Laiadrapessheetsoverthechairs,onthefloors.Sheordersmetobringmore
bucketsofwater,andwhensheasksmetolayatowelonthebed,mysistershakesherhead.
“There’sablanket,”shesays.“It’s—it’sinthebureau.I—Ibroughtitwithme.”
Igrabit,asimplepale-blue-and-whitesquarethatissoftasclouds.Irealizesuddenlythatthischildwillbemykin.AnewAquilla.Mynephew.ThemomentdeservesmorethanthethunderofKarkaunmissilesandmysister’sscreams.Mothershouldbehere.Hannah.
Insteaditisonlyme.Howthehellsdiditallgosowrong?“Allright,Livia,”Laiasays.“It’stimenow.You’vebeenverybrave,very
strong.Bebraveabitlongerandyou’llbeholdingyourbaby,andIpromisethatyouwon’tmuchcareaboutthepain.”
“How—howdoyouknow—”“Trustme.”Laia’ssmileissoconvincingthatevenIbelieveit.“Shrike,hold
herhands.”Shelowershervoice.“Andsing.”MysistergrabsontomewiththestrengthofaMaskinanarm-wrestling
competition.WithRalliusandFariswatching,IfindLivia’ssonginmymindandsingit,pouringmywillintogivingherstrength,keepingherwhole.AtLaia’surging,mysisterpusheswithallofhermight.
ChildbirthisnotsomethingIhavewastedmuchthoughton.Idonotwishforchildren.Iwillneverbeamidwife.Ihaveasister,butnofemalefriends.Babiesholdnoappealforme,thoughIwasalwaysfascinatedbythewaymymotherlovedus:withafiercenessthatwasalmostfrightening.Sheusedtocallushermiracles.Now,asmysisterreleasesaroar,Ifinallyunderstand.
Laiaisholdingaslippery,wet,dirty...thinginherhands.Shesnatchesthetowelsfromme,pullingthechildintoonewhileusingherotherhandtounwrapthecordfromhisneck.Shemovesquickly,almostfrantically,andastrange,unfamiliarterrorfillsme.
“Whyisn’themakinganysounds?”Idemand.“Whyishe—”Laiaputsherfingerinthebabe’smouth,clearingit,andamomentlater,he
releasesanear-shatteringwail.“Oh,”IsqueakasLaiashovesthebabyatme.“I—”“Whisperyourhopesforhiminhisear,”shesays.WhenIstareather,she
sighsimpatiently.“It’sconsideredgoodluck.”
Sheturnsbacktomysister,doingskiesknowwhat,andIstaredownatthechild.Hiswailshavefaded,andhewatchesme,appearingmildlybewildered.IcannotsayIblamehim.
Hisskinisgoldenbrown,afewshadesdarkerthanLivia’swhenshehasspentasummerinthesun.Hishairisfineandblack.Hehashisfather’syelloweyes,andyettheyarenotMarcus’s.Theyarebeautiful.Innocent.
Heopenshismouthandvocalizes,anditsoundstomelike“Hah,”asifhe’stryingtosaythebeginningofmyname.Itisaridiculousthought,butaburstofpridefloodsme.Heknowsme.
“Hail,nephew.”Ipullhimclosetomesothathe’sonlyinchesfrommyface.“Iwishforyoujoyandafamilythatlovesyou,adventuresthatshapeyou,andtruefriendstohavethemwith.”
Hisfistflails,leavingatrailofbloodacrossmymask.Irecognizesomethinginhimthen.Somethingofme,thoughitisnotinhisface.Itisdeeper.IthinkofthesongIsanghim.IwonderhowIchangedhim.
Shoutsoutsidepullmyattentionawayfromthechild.Theangrytenorofafamiliarvoicerisesdownstairs.Footstepsthunderupthesteps,andthedoorburstsopen.Marcus,alongwithahalfdozenmenofGensAquilla,enters,scimdrawn.TheEmperoriscoveredinblood—hisownorthatoftheKarkauns,Idonotknow.HedoesnotlookatmeorLiviaorLaia.Hereachesmeintwosteps.Withoutsheathinghissword,heholdsouthisleftarmforhischild.Ihandthebabyover,hatingthefeeling,myentirebodytense.
Marcuslooksintothechild’sface.Icannotreadhisexpression.BothMarcusandhissonaresilent,theEmperor’sheadcocked,asifheislisteningtosomething.Henodsonce.
“ZachariasMarcusLiviusAquillusFarrar,”hesays,“IwishyoualongreignasEmperor,gloryinbattle,andabrotheratyourback.”Hegivesthechildbacktome,unnaturallycareful.“Takeyoursisterandthechild,Shrike,andleavethecity.Thatisanorder.She’scomingforhim.”
“TheCommandant?”“Yes,thebleedingCommandant,”Marcussnaps.“Thegatesarebreached.
TheKarkaunshavebrokenthroughthefirstlevel.She’sleftthebattleinthehandsofoneofherlieutenantsandisonherwayhere.”
“Shrike.”Laia’svoiceischoked.Inoticeshe’spulledherhoodup,andIrecallthenthatsheknowsMarcus.Thathenearlykilledheronce—afterhetriedtorapeher.Ishudder,thinkingofit.Sheishunchedover,hervoiceraspyasshetriestodisguiseherself.“Yoursister.”
Liviaisdeathlypale.“I’mfine,”shemurmursasshetriestostand.“Givehim—givehimtome.”
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Iamathersideintwosteps,hersongalreadyonmylips.IdonotthinkofMarcus’ssoldiers,whowillwitnessthis,orofRalliusorFaris.IsinguntilIfeelherbodyheal.Themomentthatcolorreturnstoherface,Marcusdragsherthroughthedooranddowntothelaundryroom,flingingitopen.Ralliusgoesthrough,thenFaris,thenmysister.
Marcusdoesnotlookatthechildagain.Hegesturesmeimpatientlyon.“Mylord,”Isay,“Icannotleavethecitywhenit—”“Protectmyheir,”hesays.“Thecityislost.”“It—itcan’tbe—”Butheshovesmeintothetunnelandclosesthedoorbehindme.Anditis
onlythere,inthedarkness,thatIrealizeIhavenoideawhereLaiais.
erun.Fromthetunnels,wecannothearthemadnessabove,butmymindistorn,halfofmewantingtogobacktofightandtheotherhalfknowing
thatImustgetmysisterandbabyZachariasoutofAntium.WhenwereachawaystationinthetunnelswhereHarperhasplacedsoldiers
toguardtheevacuationroutes,Islow.“Ineedtogoback,”Isay.Liviashakesherhead,frantic.Zachariaswails,asifsensinghismother’s
distress.“Youweregivenanorder.”“Icannotleavethecity,”Isay.“Notlikethis.Notskulkingthroughthe
shadows.Therearemenbacktherewhowerecountingonme,andIleftthem.”“Helly,no.”“Faris,Rallius,gethertoHarper.Youknowhowtofindhim.Helphim
howeveryoucan.TherearestillPlebeiansinthecity,inthesetunnels,andweneedtogetthemout.”Ileantowardbothofthem,pinningthemwithmygaze.“Ifanythinghappenstoherorthechild,Isweartotheskies,Iwillkillyoubothmyself.”
Theysalute,andIturntomysister,takingonelastlookatthebaby.Uponseeingmyface,hegoesquiet.“I’llseeyousoon,youngone.”IkisshimandLivia,andturnback,ignoringmysister’spleas,thendemands,formetoreturntohersideatonce.
WhenIgetbacktotheBlackGuardbarracks,Iimmediatelychokeonthesmokethatfillsthelaundrycloset.Flamesroaratthefrontofthebarracks.Fromafewstreetsaway,thehowlsoframpagingKarkaunsfillthestreets.Theyhavenotreachedhereyet,buttheywillsoon.
Idrawascarfupovermyfaceandcrouchlowtoavoidthesmoke,mywarhammerdrawn.WhenIemergefromtheroom,Inearlysliponthepoolsofbloodeverywhere.
ThemenofGensAquilla,sworntoprotectMarcus,liedead,thoughitisclearthattheytookmanyoftheCommandant’smenwiththem.Herbodyisnotamongthecarnage.Butthen,Iknewitwouldnotbe.KerisVeturiawouldneverdieinsoundignifiedamanner.
Thereareotherbodiesamongthedead—Mariners.BeforeIcanunderstandwhatthehellstheyweredoinghere,avoicecallsout.
“Sh-Shrike.”ThevoiceissoquietthatIdonotatfirstknowwhereitcomesfrom.ButI
huntthroughthesmokeuntilIfindMarcusFarrar,ImperatorInvictusandOverlordoftheRealm,pinnedagainstawallbyhisownscim,drowninginhisownblood,unabletomove.Hishandsarelimpoverthewoundinhisstomach.Hehashoursyetuntilhedies.TheCommandantdidthisonpurpose.
Igotohim.Flameslickthewoodofthestairwell,andaloudcracksoundsfromdownstairs—abeamfalling.Ishouldescapethroughawindow.Ishouldletthismonsterburn.
HowlonghaveIwaitedforthis?HowlonghaveIwantedhimtodie?AndyetwhenIseehimpinnedherelikeananimalkilledforsport,Ifeelonlypity.
Andsomethingelse.Acompulsion.Aneed.Adesiretohealhim.No.Ohno.“KerismovedtheHallofRecords,Shrike.”Hespeakscalmly,ifsoftly,
savinghisbreathtorelaywhathemust.“Shemovedthetreasury.”Isighinrelief.“ThentheEmpirewillstillstand,evenifweloseAntium.”“Shediditweeksago.Shewantedthecitytofall,Shrike.Sheknewthe
Karkaunswouldbringghosts.Sheknewtheywouldwin.”Adozendisparatepuzzlepiecesclickintoplace.“TheIllustrianPaters—”“LeftdaysagoforSerra,”Marcussays.“Sheevacuatedthem.”Andthemasterofthetreasurymetwithherdespitehermurderinghisson.
Shemusthavetoldhimwhatwascoming.ShemusthavepromisedtogethisfamilyoutinexchangeforhimmovingtheEmpire’swealth.
AndtheHallofRecords.Therecordarchivistswerepreparingforamove.HarpertoldmethatwhenhewasgettinginformationontheCommandant.Wesimplydidn’trealizewhatitmeant.
Kerisknewthecitywouldfall.Shewasplanningforitrightinfrontofme.Skies,Ishouldhavekilledher.WhetherthePlebeianshatedmeornot,
whetherMarcuswasoverthrownornot,Ishouldhavekilledthatdemon.“Thelegions,”Isay,“fromSilasandEstium—”
“Theyaren’tcoming.Shesabotagedthecommuniqués.”Itdidnothavetobethisway,BloodShrike.Keris’swordshauntme.
Rememberthat,beforetheend.Hedoesnotsayitismyfault;hedoesn’thaveto.“Antiumwillfall,”Marcus
goesonquietly.“ButtheEmpirewillsurvive.Kerishasensuredthat,thoughshewishestomakecertainthatmysonwillnotsurvivewithit.Stopher,BloodShrike.Seehimonthethrone.”Hereachesformyhand,hisownstillstrongenoughtodigintomyfleshsohardthatitdrawsblood.“Swearabloodoaththatyouwillseeitdone.”
“Iswearit,”Isay.“Bybloodandbybone.”Thecompulsiontohealhimcomesovermeagain.Ifightit,butthenhespeaks.
“Shrike,”hesays.“Ihaveafinalorderforyou.”Healme.Iknowhe’sgoingtosayit.Themagicrisesinme,ready,evenasI
shrinkawayfromthethought,disgusted,repulsedbyit.HowcanIhealhim,thedemonwhokilledmyfather,whoorderedmytorture,whoabusedandbeatmysister?
Thefireedgescloser.Leave,Shrike!Run!Marcusreleasesmyhandandscrabblesathissideforadagger,whichhe
thrustsintomyhand.“Mercy,BloodShrike.Thatismyorder.Idonotdeserveit.Idonotevenwishit.Butyou’llgiveittomeanyway.Becauseyou’regood.”Hespitsouttheword,acurse.“It’swhymybrotherlovedyou.”
TheEmperormeetsmyeyes.Asever,hisarefilledwithrage,hatred.ButbeneaththatissomethingIhaveneverseenbeforeinthefifteenyearsIhaveknownMarcusFarrar:resignation.
“Doit,Shrike,”hewhispers.“Hewaitsforme.”IthinkofbabyZachariasandtheinnocenceofhisgaze.Marcustoomust
havelookedthatwayonce.Perhapsthat’swhathistwin,Zak,sawwhenhelookedathim:notthemonsterhehadbecome,butthebrotherhehadbeen.
Iremembermyfatherashedied.Mymotherandmysister.Myfaceiswet.WhenMarcusspeaks,Icanbarelyhearthewords.
“Please,Shrike.”“TheEmperorisdead.”Myvoiceshakes,butIfindmystrengthinthemaskI
wear,andwhenIspeakagain,itiswithoutemotion.“LonglivetheEmperor.”ThenIdrivethedaggerintohisthroat,andIdonotlookawayuntilthelight
inhiseyesisgone.
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LII:Laia
heringdoesnotevanesce.IdonotallowmyselftolookatituntilIamoutsidetheBlackGuard
barracks,tuckedinanalcovenearthestables,safelyawayfromEmperorMarcus.Thebabyisstrong,andtheBloodShrike’ssisterisaswell.Iwhisperedtohertokeepherselfclean,totakecareofherselftopreventinfection.ButshesawmyfacewhenMarcusentered.Sheknew.
“Go,”shewhispered.“Takethetowels,asifyouarechangingthem.”Ididasshesaid.Swipingtheringsatthesametimewasonlyamoment’s
work.Nooneevenlookedmyway.Itookboth,notknowingwhichwastheShrike’sringandwhichwasthering
ofherfamily.NowIstandwiththeminthemadnessofAntium’sstreets,staring.Hoping.OnlytheGhostmaystandagainsttheonslaught.ShouldtheLioness’sheir
claimtheButcher’spride,itwillevanesce,andthebloodofsevengenerationsshallpassfromtheearthbeforetheKingmayseekvengeanceagain.
Theringshouldbegone.Whydiditnothappen?Iputitonmyfinger,pullitoff.Butthere’ssomethingwrongwithit.Itdoesnotfeellikemyarmlet.Itjustfeelslikeanormalhunkofmetal.
IrackmybraintryingtorememberifImissedsomethingintheprophecy.PerhapsIhavetodosomethingtoit.Burnit,orbreakitwithSerricsteel.Icastaboutforaweapon—somethingasoldiermighthavedropped.
Whichiswhenmyneckprickles,andIknowinstantlythatsomeonewatchesme.Itisafeelingthathasbecomeunsettlinglyfamiliarinthepastfewmonths.
Butthistime,heshowshimself.“Forgiveme,LaiaofSerra.”TheNightbringerspeaksquietly,buttheviolencelatentinhisvoicestillcutsthroughtheshrieksofmissilesflyingandmendyingpainfully.“Iwishedtoseeyourfacewhenyourealizedthatallyourwork,allyourhope,wasfornothing.”
“Itisnotfornothing,”Isay.Itcannotbe.“Itwas.”Hesaunterstowardme.“BecausewhatyouholdisnottheStar.”“Youlie.”
“DoI?”Heclosesthedistancebetweenusandsnatchestheringsfrommyhand.Icryout,buthecloseshishandaroundthemand,beforemyeyes,crushesthemtopowder.No.Impossible.
Thecuriositythatemanatesfromhimissomehowworsethanifhesimplygloated.
“Whatisitlike,LaiaofSerra,”hesays,“toknowthatnomatterwhatyoudo,nothingwillstopthewarthatiscoming?Thewarthatwillannihilateyourpeople.”
He’stoyingwithme.“Whydidyousaveme,”Isnarlathim,“whentheblasthit?”
Foramoment,heisstill.Andthenhisshouldersripple,likeagreatcatshakingitself.
“Runtoyourbrother,LaiaofSerra,”hesays.“Findashiptotakeyoufaraway.Youdonotwishtowitnesswhatistocome.”
“Youknowwhatitmeanstodestroyanentirerace.Howcouldyouwantitwhenyouhavesurvivedit?”
“TheScholarsdeservedestruction.”“Youhavealreadydestroyedus,”Ishout.Ifighttokeepfromhittinghim—
notbecauseIamafraid,butbecauseIknowitwilldonogood.“LookatwhattheScholarsare.Lookatwhatwehavebecome.Wearenothing.Wearedust.Look”—myvoiceisraggednow—“lookatwhatyoudidtome.Lookathowyoubetrayedme.Isitnotenough?”
“Itisneverenough.”Heisangrynow,mywordspokingatsomethingtenderthathedoesnotwishtotouch.“DoasIsay,LaiaofSerra.Run.YouheardShaeva’sprophecy.Thelibraryburned.Thedeadescapedandmarauded.TheChildwillbebathedinbloodbutalive.Ibelieveyouhadahandinthat.ThePearlwillcrack,thecoldwillenter.”Heliftshishandsatthechaosaroundus.
Ofcourse.AntiumisreferredtoasthePearloftheEmpire.“Jinnpropheciesaretruth,”hesays.“Iwillfreemybrethren.Andwewill
haveourvengeance.”Istepbackfromhim.“Iwillstopyou,”Isay.“Iwillfindsomeway—”“Youfailed.”Hebrushesascorching,flame-veinedhandacrossmyface,and
thoughallthatisvisibleofhimarethoseburningsunsbeneathhishood,Iknowhe’ssmiling.“Nowgo,child.”Heshovesmyfaceaway.“Run.”
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LIII:Elias
ngroupsoftenandfiftyandahundred,MauthandIhuntdowntheghostsandpassthemon.ThescreamsofdyingMartialsgrowmoredistant,thehowlof
firerippingthroughthecitymoremuted,thecriesofciviliansandchildrensufferinganddyinglessimportanttomewitheveryghostIattendto.
Oncetheescapedghostsareherded,IturntothoseenslavedbytheKarkauns.Themagicusedtosummonandcontrolthemisancient,butithasafamiliartainttoit—theNightbringerorhisilktaughttheKarkaunsthismagic.Thespiritsarechainedtoadozenorsowarlocks—minionsoftheKarkauns’leader.IfImurderthosewarlocks,theghostswillbefree.
Idonotgivethekillingasecondthought.Idonotevenusemyweapons,thoughtheyarestrappedacrossmyback.Mauth’smagicsuffusesme,andIcallonitaseasilyasIwouldmyownskillswithascim.Wecirclethewarlocksandchokethelifefromthemonebyone,untilfinally,asthedayfadesandthedrumsscreamoutwhichpartsofthecityhavefallen,IfindmyselfnearanenormousbuildingIknowwell:theBlackGuardbarracks.
Ifeelformoreghostsandfindnothing.ButasIpreparetoleave,Icatchaflashofbrownskinandblackhair.Laia.Isteptowardherimmediately;thesmallbitofmymindthatstillfeelshuman
drawsmetoher,asever.AsIapproachher,IexpectMauthtopullatmeortakeovermybody,ashedidwhenIencounteredtheShrike.ButthoughIfeelhimthereinmymind,stillapartofme,hedoesnothing.
Laiahasseenme.“Elias!”Sherunstome,throwingherselfintomyarms,almostsobbing.Asshedoes,myarmscomeuparoundheroftheirownaccord,asifit’ssomethingI’vedonemanytimes.Ifeelstrange.No,notstrange.
Ifeelnothing.“Itwasn’tthering,”sheissaying.“Idon’tknowwhatthelastpieceofthe
Staris,buttheremightstillbetimetofindout.Willyouhelpme?”Yes,Iwanttosay.“No”iswhatcomesoutofmymouth.
Shockfillshereyes.Andthen,justlikeintheMarinervillageweeksago,shegoescompletelystill.Everythingdoes.Elias.Thevoiceinmyheadisnotmyown,norisitthejinn’s.Doyouknowme?“I—Idon’t.”LonghaveIwaitedforthisday,foryoutoreleasethelastshredsthatbound
youtotheworldoftheliving.“Mauth?”Thesame,Elias.Look.MybodyremainsbeforeLaia,frozenintime.Butmymindtravelstoa
familiarplace.Iknowthissallowyellowsky.Thisblackseathatroilswithunknowablecreaturesjustunderthesurface.Isawthisplaceoncebefore,whenShaevapulledmefromtheraid.
Ablurredfigureapproaches,hoveringjustabovethewater,likeme.Iknowwhoheiswithouthimsayingso.Mauth.Welcometomydimension,EliasVeturius.“Whatthetenbleedinghells,”Isayshakily,pointingtothesea,“arethose
things?”Donotconcernyourselfwiththem,Mauthsays.Theyareadiscussionfor
anotherday.Look.Hewaveshishand,andatapestryofimagesunspoolsbeforeme.
TheimagesbeginwiththeScholars’waronthejinnandunravelfromthere,threadsofdarknessbloominglikespilledink,darkeningalltheytouch.IseehowthecrimesoftheScholarkingreachedfarbeyondwhatheeverimagined.
Iseethetruth:thatwithoutthejinninthisworld,thereisnobalance.Theywerethedestinedgatekeepersbetweentheworldsofthelivingandthedead.Andnoone,nomatterhowskilled,canreplaceanentirecivilization.
Theymustreturn—evenifthatmeanswar.Evenifitmeansdestruction.Forwithoutthem,theghostswillcontinuetobuildup,andwhetherinfiveyearsorfiftyorfivehundred,theywillescapeagain.Andwhenthathappens,theywilldestroytheworld.
“Whycan’tyoujustsetthejinnfree?Makethem...forgetwhathappened?”Irequireaconduit—abeingfromyourworldtoharnessmypower.The
amountofpowerrequiredtorestoreacivilizationwoulddestroyanyconduitIchose,humanorwraith,jinnorefrit.
Iunderstandthenthatthereisonlyonepathforward:freedomforthejinn.Butthatfreedomwillcomeataprice.
“Laia,”Iwhisper.“TheBloodShrike.They—theywillsuffer.But—”
Youdaretoputthoseyoulovebeforeallofhumanity,child?Mauthasksmesoftly.Youdaretobesoselfish?
“WhyshouldLaiaandtheShrikepayforwhataScholarmonsterdidathousandyearsago?”Thereisapriceforgreedandviolence.Wedonotalwaysknowwhowillpay
it.Butforgoodorill,itwillbepaid.Icannotstopwhatistocome.Icannotchangeit.Bleedinghells.Youcangivethoseyouoncelovedaworldfreeofghosts.Youcandoyour
duty.Youcangivethemachanceatsurvivingtheonslaughtthatmustcome.Youcangivethemachancetowin,oneday.
“Butnottoday.”Nottoday.Youhavereleasedyourtiestostrangers,tofriends,tofamily,to
yourtruelove.Nowsurrendertome,foritisyourdestiny.Itisthemeaningofyourname,thereasonforyourexistence.Itistime.
Itistime.Iknowthemomenteverythingchanges.ThemomentMauthjoinswithmeso
completelythatIcannottellwhereIendandthemagicbegins.Iambackinmybody,inAntium,standingbeforeLaia.It’sasifnotimehaspassedatallsincesheaskedformyaidandIrejectedher.
WhenIlookdownintothatbeautifulface,InolongerseethegirlIloved.Iseesomeonelesser.Someonewhoisaging,dyingslowly,likeallhumans.Iseeamortal.
“E-Elias?”Thegirl—Laia—speaks,andIturntoher.“Thejinnhaveaparttoplayinthisworld,andtheymustbesetfree.”Ispeak
gentlybecausesheisamortal,andshewilltakethisnewshard.“Theworldmustbebrokenbeforeitcanberemade,”Isay,“orelsethebalancewillneverberestored.”
“No,”shesays.“Elias,no.Thisisthejinnwearespeakingof.Iftheyarefree—”
“Icannotkeepthebalancealone.”ItisunfairtoexpectLaiatounderstand.Sheisonlyamortal,afterall.“Theworldwillburn,”Isay.“Butitwillberebornfromtheashes.”
“Elias,”shesays.“Howcanyousaythis?”“Youshouldleave,”Isay.“IdonotwishtowelcomeyoutotheWaiting
Place—notyet.Maytheskiesspeedyourway.”“Whatthehellshasthatplacedonetoyou?”shecries.“Ineedyourhelp,
Elias.Thepeopleneedyou.TherearethousandsofScholarshere.IfIcannotgettheStar,thenIcanatleastgetthemout.Youcould—”
“ImustreturntotheWaitingPlace,”Isay.“Goodbye,LaiaofSerra.”Laiagrabsmyfaceandpeersintomyeyes.Adarknessrisesinher—
somethingthatisfey,butnot.Itismorethanfey.Itisatavistic,theessenceofmagicitself.Anditrages.
“Whathaveyoudonetohim?”ShespeakstoMauth,asifsheknowshehasjoinedwithme.Asifshecanseehim.“Givehimback!”
Myvoice,whenitcomes,isanunearthlyrumblethatisn’tmyown.Ifeelshovedtothesideinmyownmind,watchingasIinclinemyhead.“Forgiveme,dearone,”Mauthsaysthroughme.“Itistheonlyway.”
Ibackawayfromherandturneast,towardtheForestofDusk.Momentslater,IamthroughthemassesofKarkaunsravagingthecity,thenbeyondthem,speedingthroughthecountryside,atlastonewithMauth.
ButthoughIknowIgonowtomyduty,someoldpartofmetwinges,reachesouttowhateveritisthatIhavelost.Itfeelsstrange.Itisthepainofwhatyouhavegivenup.Butitwillfade,Banual-Mauth.You
haveenduredmuchinashorttime,learnedmuchinashorttime.Youcannotexpecttobereadyovernight.
“It...”Isearchfortheword.“Ithurts.”Surrenderalwaysdoes.Butitwillnothurtforever.“Whyme?”Iask.“Whydowehavetochangeandnotyou?Whydowehave
tobecomelesshumaninsteadofyoubecomingmoreso?”Theoceanwavesthunderon,anditismanwhomustswimamongthem.The
windblows,coldandbrittle,anditismanwhomustprotectagainstit.Theearthshakesandcracks,swallowsanddestroys,butitismanwhomustwalkuponit.Soitiswithdeath.Icannotsurrender,Elias.Itmustbeyou.
“Idon’tfeellikemyselfanymore.”Becauseyouarenotyourself.Youareme.Iamyou.Andinthisway,wewill
passtheghoststhrough,thatyourworldbesparedfromtheirpredations.HefallssilentasweleaveAntiumfarbehind.Soon,Iforgetthefighting.I
forgetthefaceofthegirlIloved.Ithinkonlyofthetaskahead.Allisasitmustbe.
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LIV:Laia
ookfindsmebesidethestablesmomentsafterEliasdisappears.Istareafterhim,disbelieving.HeisnottheEliasIlefteventwoweeksago,theElias
whobroughtmebackfromtheNightbringer’shell,whotoldmethatwewouldfindaway.
ButthenIrememberwhathesaid:IfIseemdifferent,rememberthatIloveyou.Nomatterwhathappenstome.
Whatintheskieshappenedtohim?Whatwasitinsidemethatlashedoutathim?IthinkofwhattheNightbringersaidtomeinAdisa:Youknownotthedarknessthatlieswithinyourownheart.DealwithEliaslater,Laia.Mymindreels.Thecityhasfallen.Ihavefailed.
AndtheScholarslaves—theyaretrappedhere.Antiumissurroundedonthreesides.Onlythenorthend,builtagainstMountVidenns,isnotoverrunwithKarkauns.
ThatiswhereCookandIenteredthecity,andthatishowwewillescape.ThatishowwewillhelptheScholarsescape.
BecauseIknowthisfeelingsweepingthroughmefartoowell,thefeelingthatallmyeffort,allIhaveworkedfor,meansnothing.Thateverythingandeveryoneisalie.Thatalliscruelandunforgivingandthatthereisnojustice.
Ihavesurvivedthisfeelingbefore,andIwillsurviveitagain.Inthisfieryhellscapeofaworld,thismessofbloodandmadness,justiceexistsonlyforthosewhotakeit.I’llbedamnedifI’mnotoneofthem.
“Girl.”Cookappearsfromthestreets.“Whathashappened?”“IstheMarinerEmbassystillclear?”Iaskherasweheadawayfromthe
soundsoffighting.“HavetheKarkaunstakenthatdistrict,orcanweescapethatway?”
“Wecanescape.”“Good,”Isay.“We’regettingasmanyScholarsoutaswecan—doyou
understand?I’mgoingtosendthemtoyouattheembassy.Ineedyoutotellthemwheretogo.”
“TheKarkaunshavebrokenthroughtothecity’ssecondlevel.They’llbeattheembassyinamatterofhours,andthenwhatwillyoudo?Escapewithme
now.TheScholarswillfindtheirownwayout.”“Theywillnot,”Isay.“Becausethereisnowayout.We’resurroundedon
threesides.Theydon’tknowthereareescaperoutes.”“Letsomeoneelsedothis.”“Thereisnooneelse!Thereisonlyus.”“Thisisastupididea,”Cooksays,“that’sgoingtogetusbothkilled.”“Ihaveneveraskedanythingofyou.”Igrabherhands,andsheflinches,butI
holdtighttoher.“Ineverhadtheopportunity.Iamaskingyoutodothisforme.Please.I’llsendthemtotheembassy.Youleadthemout.”
Idonotwaitforherresponse.Iturnandrun,knowingthatshewillnotsayno—notafterwhatIjustsaidtoher.
TheScholar’sDistrictisinapanic,withpeoplepackingandsearchingforrelativesandtryingtofathomhowtheywillescapethecity.IstoponeofthegirlsIseerunningacrossthemainsquare.Shelooksafewyearsyoungerthanme.
“Whereiseveryonegoing?”Iaskher.“Nooneknowswheretogo!”shewails.“Ican’tfindmymother,andthe
Martialsareallgone—theymusthavestartedevacuatingthecity,butnoonetoldus.”
“MynameisLaiaofSerra,”Isay.“TheKarkaunshavebrokenthrough.Theywillbeheresoon,butI’mgoingtohelpyouleave.DoyouknowwheretheMarinerEmbassyis?”
Shenods,andIheaveasighofrelief.“Telleveryone,everyScholaryousee,togototheMarinerEmbassy.Ascar-facedwomanwilltakeyououtofthecity.Tellthemtogonow,toleavetheirthingsandrun.”
Thegirlnodsrapidlyandrunsaway.IgrabanotherScholar,amanDarin’sage,andgivehimthesamemessage.Whoeverwillstop,whoeverwilllisten,Itellthemtogototheembassy.Tofindthescar-facedwoman.IseerecognitionintheeyesofafewwhenItellthemmyname,butthesoundsoffightingdrawcloser,andnooneisstupidenoughtoaskquestions.Themessagespreads,andsoontheScholarsarefleeingthesquareenmasse.
Ihopetotheskieseveryoneinthedistrictgetsthemessage,thenIplungeintothecity.Thegirlwasright—theonlyMartialsIseearesoldiers,allofwhomarerunningtowardthefighting.IthinkofthewagontrainsIsawleavingwhenCookandIwereapproachingAntium.ThewealthiestoftheMartialslefthereweeksago.TheygaveupontheircapitalandleftthesoldiersandthePlebeiansandtheScholarstodie.
IspotagroupofScholarsclearingrubbleunderthedirectionoftwoMartialswhoaren’tpayingattentionbecausetheyarelisteningtodrummessages.They
discussthemessagesinlow,urgenttones,asawareofthesoundsofnearbyfightingasIam.IusetheMartials’distractiontosneakuptotheScholars.
“Wecan’tsimplyrun.”AwomanglancesattheMartialsfearfully.“They’llcomeafterus.”
“Youmust,”Isay.“Ifyoudon’trunfromthemnow,you’llberunningfromtheKarkauns,butbythen,you’llhavenowheretogo.”
Anotherwomaninthegrouphears,dropsherpick,andbreaksaway,andthatisalltheotherScholarsneed.Threescoreofthemscatter,theadultsgrabbingthefewchildren,alldisappearinginadozendirectionsbeforetheMartialscanevenunderstandwhatishappening.
IurgetheScholarsonandstoptowarnanyothersIsee,askingthemtopassonthemessage.BythetimeIreachtheForeignDistrict,IseehundredsofScholarsstreamingtowardtheembassy.
Afightspillsintothestreetsinfrontofme.AgroupofMartialauxesbattlesamuchlargerforceofKarkauns.ThoughtheBarbariansteelbreaksontheauxes’scims,theMartialsarehard-pressed,overwhelmedbysheernumbers.Ifthisishappeningalloverthecity,thentheBarbarianswillbeincontrolofAntiumbynightfall.
Iskirtaroundthebattle,andwhenIgettotheembassy,Scholarsspilloutthedoors.Cook’sgrumpy,raspyvoiceisinstantlyrecognizableassheorderseveryonedownthestepsandintothetunnels.
“Aboutbleedingtime!”Cooksayswhensheseesme.“Getdownthere.Afewoftheseslavesknowthewayout.Follow—”CookseesmyfaceandgroanswhensherealizesthatIhavenoplanstoleave—atleastnotuntileveryoneisthrough.
Evenasshespeaks,moreScholarsarrive.IseeMartialsnowtoo,mostofwhomarePlebeians,judgingbytheirclothing.Theyaredrawnbythecrowd,assumingrightlythatthereisareasonsomanyScholarsflockhere.
“Bleedinghells,girl,”Cooksays.“Doyouseewhatyou’vedone?”IgesturetheMartialsin.“I’mnotgoingtotellamotherwithacryingchild
shecan’tescapethroughhere,”Isnap.“Idon’tcareifshe’sMartialornot.Areyou?”
“Damnyou,girl,”Cooksnarls.“You’rejustlikeyourf-f-f-fath—”Shepresseshermouthclosedandturnsawayinfrustration.“Move,youbleedingsloths!”SheunleashesherwrathontheScholarsclosesttoher.“Therearehundredsbehindyouwhowanttoliveasbadlyasyoudo!”
UrgedonbyCook’sthreats,theScholarsslowlymaketheirwaythroughthetunnels,andtheembassybeginstoempty—butnotswiftlyenough.TheKarkaunsareclosingin,pouringthroughthestreets.TheMartialsareovercome.
AsIwatch,Iseeanauxsquadgodown,bloodandviscerasprayingtheairred.AnddespitethefactthatIknowtheEmpire’sevilsfirsthand,myeyesgrowhot.Iwillneverunderstandthesavageryofwar,evenwhenitismyfoesbeingdestroyed.
“Timetogo,girl.”Cookappearsatmyshoulderandshovesmedownthestepstothecellar.Idonotprotest.NodoubtthereareScholarsstillleftinthecity.ButIhavedonewhatIcan.
“Helpmewiththis.”Shebarsthecellardoor,herhandssteady.Above,glassbreaks,followedbytheharshbarksoftheKarkauns.
Cookfiddleswithsomethinginthedoor,eventuallypullingoutwhatlookslikeaverylongcandlewick.Momentslater,itissparking.
“Takecover!”Weruntothedoorthatleadstothetunnel,pullingitshutjustasthegroundbeginsshuddering.Thetunnelsgroan,andforlongmoments,Iworrythatstonesaboveuswillcollapse.Butwhenthedustclears,thepassagewayhasheld,andIturntoCook.
“Explosives?How?”“TheMarinershadastockpile,”Cooksays.“Musa’slittlefriendsshowedme.
Well,girl,that’sit.Tunnel’ssealed.Nowwhat?”“Now,”Isay,“wegetthehellsoutofthiscity.”
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LV:TheBloodShrike
heKarkaunsfloodAntium,breachinggateaftergate,thescreamsoftheirwarriorschillingmetomycore.Theirghost-possessedfightersaregone,
thanks,perhaps,toElias.Butthedamageisdone.Theyhavedecimatedourforces.Marcuswasright.
TheEmpire’scapitalislost.Myrageisapure,glowingflamethatdrivesmetotearthroughanyKarkaun
Isee.Andwhen,inthedistance,Ispotafamiliarblondefiguremakingherwaythroughthecitywithahandfulofsoldiersatherback,myangerburnswhite-hot.“Youtreacherousbitch!”Shestopswhenshehearsmebuttakeshersweettimeturningaround.“Howcouldyou?”Myvoicebreaks.“Yourownpeople?Justforthethrone?
WhatisthepointofbeingEmpressifyouhavenoloveforthoseyourule?Ifyouhavenoonetoruleover?”
“Empress?”Shecocksherhead.“TobeEmpressistheleastofmydesires,girl.WhystopatEmpress?Why,whentheNightbringerwouldoffermedominionovertheTribes,theScholars,theMariners,theKarkauns—overalltheworldofman?”No—ohbleedinghells,no.Ilungeforherthen,becauseIhavenothingtolosenow,noPaterstoplacate,
noorderstofollow,justaboltofwraththatpossessesmelikeademonspirit.Shestepseasilytotheside,andinmomentshermen,allMasks,haveme
pinned.Aknifegleamsinherhand,andsherunsitlightlydownmyface,tracingmyforehead,mycheeks.
“Iwonderifitwillhurt,”shemurmurs.Thensheturnsaround,leapsontohermount,andridesaway.Hermenhold
meuntilsheislonggone,beforecastingmetothesideofaroadlikeoffal.Idonotchasethem.Idonotevenlookatthem.TheCommandantcouldhave
killedme.Insteadsheleftmealive.Skiesonlyknowwhy,butIwillnotwastethischance.Ilistentothedrums,andsoonenoughIamracingtowardthemenoftheBlackGuardwhostilllive,alongwithafewhundredsoldiers,astheyholdoffawaveofattackersfromasquareinaMercatordistrict.Isearchthe
B
facesforDex,hopingtotheskiesthathe’sstillalive,andnearlycrushhisribswhenhefindsme.
“Wherethebleedinghellsareourmen,Dex?”Ishoutoverthecacophony.“Thiscan’tbeallthat’sleft!”
Dexshakeshishead,bleedingfromadozenwounds.“Thisisit.”“Theevacuation?”“ThousandsmaketheirwaythroughtheAugurs’caves.Thousandsmoreare
stillinthetunnels.Theentranceshavebeencollapsed.Thosewhocouldgetthrough—”
Iholdupahand.Thedrumtowerclosesttousthudsoutamessage.Itisalmostlostamidallthenoise,butIjustmakeouttheendofit:KarkaunforceapproachingPilgrim’sGap.
“HarperhasourpeoplecomingoutjustbeyondtheGap,”Isay.Livia,mymindscreamsatme.Thebaby!“TheKarkaunsmusthavescoutsupthere.IfthosebastardsgetthroughtheGap,they’llslaughtereveryoneHarperhasevacuated.”
“Whyfollowus?”Dexsays.“Why,whentheyknowtheyhavethecity?”“BecauseGrímarrknowswewon’tlethimkeepAntium,”Isay.“Andhe
wantstomakedamnsurethatwhilehismenhavetheadvantage,theykillasmanyofusaspossiblesowecan’tfightthemlater.”IknowwhatImustsay,andImakemyselfsayit.
“Thecityislost.ItbelongstoGrímarrnow.”Skieshelpthepoorsoulswhoremainhereunderthatfiend.Iwillnotforgetthem.Butrightnow,Icannotsavethem—notifIwanttosavethosewhodohaveachanceatescape.“Getoutthisorder:EverysoldierwehaveistoreporttotheGapimmediately.Thatisourlaststand.Ifwestopthem,thatiswherewewilldoit.”
ythetimeDex,mymen,andIreachtheGap,justbeyondthenorthernborderofthecity,theKarkaunforceisonthemarch,bentoncrushingus.
AsIwatchthempouroutofAntium’snortherngateandupthePilgrimRoad,Iknowthatwewillnotwinthisbattle.Ihavewithmenomorethanathousandmen.Theenemyhasmorethantenthousand—andthousandsmoretheycancallfromthecity,iftheymust.Evenwithoursuperiorblades,wecannotbeatthem.
Pilgrim’sGapisaten-foot-wideopeningbetweentwosheercliffsthatsitatopawidevalley.ThePilgrimRoadcurvesacrossthevalley,throughtheGapandtowardtheAugurs’caves.
Iglancebackovermyshoulder,awayfromtheKarkauns.IhadhopedwhenIarrivedthatthePilgrimRoadwouldbeempty,thattheevacueeswouldhavegottenthrough.ButtherearehundredsofMartials—andScholars,Inotice—ontheroadandhundredsmoreemergingfromthetunnelentrancestomaketheirwayuptotheAugurs’caves.
“GetamessagetoHarper,”ItellDex.“Takeityourself.Whitesmokewhenthelastpersonisthrough.Thenhe’stocollapsetheentrancetothecaves.Heisnottowait,andneitherareyou.”
“Shrike—”“Thatisanorder,LieutenantAtrius.Youkeephersafe.Youkeepmynephew
safe.Youseehimonthethrone.”Myfriendstaresatme.HeknowswhatIamsaying:thatIdon’twanthimbackhere.ThatIwilldieheretoday,withmypeople,andhewillnot.
“Dutyfirst”—hesalutes—“untodeath.”Iturntomymen—Masks,auxes,legionnaires.Allhavesurvivedonslaught
afteronslaught.Theyareexhausted.Theyarebroken.Ihaveheardmanyprettyspeechesasasoldier.Iremembernoneofthem.So
intheend,IdigupwordsthatKerisgavemelongago—andIhopetotheskiesthattheywillcomebacktohaunther.
“Thereissuccess,”Isay.“Andthereisfailure.Thelandinbetweenisforthosetooweaktolive.Dutyfirst,untodeath.”
Theyroaritbackatme,andweformup,rowuponrowofshieldsandspearsandscims.Ourarchershavefewarrows,buttheyreadywhattheydohave.TherumbleinthevalleygrowslouderastheKarkaunssurgeuptherisetowardus,andnowmybloodsingsandIpulloutmywarhammerandsnarl.
“Comeon,youbastards.Comeforme!”Andsuddenly,theKarkaunsareadistantrumblenomorebutathundering,
frenziedhordeofthousandswhowantnothingmorethantoannihilateallthatisleftofus.Inthepassbehindus,mypeoplecryout.Now,Ithink,letusseewhattheMartialsaremadeof.
Afteranhour,theKarkaunshaverippedthroughthefronthalfofourforces.Allisbloodandpainandbrutality.Still,Ifight,andthemenfightbesideme,asbehindus,thosefleeingthecitycontinueuptheroad.Faster,Ithinkatthem.Fortheloveoftheskies,gofaster.Wewaitforthe
whitesmokeastheKarkaunskeepcoming,waveuponwave.Ourforce
dwindlesfromfivehundredmentofourhundred.Twohundred.Fifty.Nosmoke.
Thegapistoowideforustoholditmuchlonger.Itispiledwithbodies,buttheKarkaunssimplyclimboverthemanddown,asifthehillismadeofrockandnottheirdeadcountrymen.
Fromthecity,ahellishsoundrises.ItisworsethanthesilenceofBlackcliffaftertheThirdTrial,worsethanthetorturedmoansofKauf’sprisoners.ItisthescreamingofthoseIleftbehindastheyfacetheviolenceoftheKarkauns.Thewolvesareamongmypeoplenow.
Wecannotfalter.TherearestillhundredsonthePilgrimRoadanddozensemergingfromthetunnels.Alittlemoretime.Justalittlemore.
Butwedonothavemoretime,fortomyleft,twomoreofmymenfall,cutdownbyKarkaunarrows.Myhammerslipsagainstmypalm,slickfromthebloodthatdrencheseveryinchofmyskin.Buttherearemorecoming—toomany.Icannotfightthemall.Ishoutforaid.TheonlyresponsesarethebattlecriesoftheKarkauns.
WhichiswhenIunderstand,finally,thatIamalone.Thereisnooneelselefttofightatmyback.Allofmymenaredead.
Andstill,moreKarkaunssurgeoverthewallofbodies.Skies,aretheirnumbersunending?Willtheyevergiveup?
Theywillnot,Irealize,anditmakesmewanttoscreamandcryandkill.Theywilltearthroughthispass.Theywillbeontheevacueeslikejackalsuponinjuredrabbits.
Isearchtheskyforwhitesmoke—please,please.AndthenIfeelasharppaininmyshoulder.Stunned,Ilookdowntoseeanarrowstickingoutofit.Ideflectthenextonethatcomesatme,buttherearemorebowmencoming.Toomany.
Thisisnothappening.Itcannotbe.MysisterisuptheresomewherewiththehopeoftheEmpireheldinherarms.Shemightnothavereachedthecavesyet.
Atthethoughtofher,ofyoungZacharias,ofthetwolittlegirlswhosaidthey’dfighttheKarkauns,IdrawoneverylastbitofstrengthIhave.IamathingfromtheBarbarians’nightmares,asilver-faced,blood-drencheddemonofthehells,andIwillnotletthempass.
IkillandIkillandIkill.ButIamnosupernaturalcreature.Iamfleshandblood,andIamflagging.Please.Please.Moretime.Ijustneedmoretime.ButIhavenone.Itisgone.Onedaysoon,youwillbetested,child.Allthatyoucherishwillburn.You
willhavenofriendsthatday.Noallies.Nocomradesinarms.Onthatday,yourtrustinmewillbeyouronlyweapon.
Ifalltomyknees.“Helpme,”Isob.“Please—pleasehelpme.Please—”Buthowcanhehelpmeifhecannothearme?Howcanheofferaidifheisnothere?
“BloodShrike.”IwhirltofindtheNightbringerstandingjustbehindme.Hishandrisesand
flicks,andtheKarkaunsstop,heldbackbythejinn’simmensepower.Hesurveysthecarnagewithdispassion.Thenheturnstomebutdoesnotspeak.
“Whateveryouwantfromme,takeit,”Isay.“Justsavethem—please—”“Iwantabitofyoursoul,Shrike.”“You—”Ishakemyhead.Idonotunderstand.“Takemylife,”Isay.“Ifthat
istheprice—”“Iwantabitofyoursoul.”Irackmyminddesperately.“Idon’t—Idon’thave—”Amemorycomestome,aghostoutofthedarkness:Quin’svoice,weeks
ago,whenIgavehimElias’smask.Theybecomepartofus,youknow.Itisonlywhentheyjoinwithusthatwe
becomeourtruestselves.Myfatherusedtosaythatafterthejoining,amaskheldasoldier’sidentity—andthatwithoutit,abitofhissoulwasstrippedaway,nevertoberecovered.Abitofhissoul...“It’sjustamask,”Isay.“It’snot—”“TheAugursthemselvesplacedthelastpieceofalong-lostweaponinyour
mask,”theNightbringersays.“Ihaveknownitsincethedaytheygaveittoyou.Allthatyouare,allthattheymoldedyouinto,allthatyouhavebecome—itwasallforthisday,BloodShrike.”
“Idon’tunderstand.”“Yourloveofyourpeoplerunsdeep.Itwasnurturedthroughalltheyears
spentatBlackcliff.ItgrewdeeperwhenyousawthesufferinginNaviumandhealedthechildrenintheinfirmary.Deeperwhenyouhealedyoursisterandimbuedyournephewwiththeloveyouhaveofyourcountry.Deeperstillwhenyousawthestrengthofyourcountrymenastheypreparedforthesiege.ItfusedwithyoursoulwhenyoufoughtforthemonthewallsofAntium.Andnowitculminatesinyoursacrificeforthem.”
“Takeoffmyheadthen,forIcannotremoveit,”Isay,sobbing.“Itispartofme,alivingpartofmybody.Ithassunkintomyskin!”
“Thatismyprice,”theNightbringersays.“Iwillnottakefromyou.Iwillnotthreatenyouorcoerceyou.Themaskmustbeofferedwithloveinyourheart.”
IlookbackovermyshoulderatthePilgrimRoad.Hundredsmaketheirwayup,andIknowthousandsmoreareinthecaves.Wehavealreadylostsomany.Wecannotlosemore.
Youareallthatholdsbackthedarkness.FortheEmpire.Forthemothersandfathers.Forthesistersandbrothers.For
thelovers.FortheEmpire,HeleneAquilla.Foryourpeople.Igrabatmyfaceandtear.Iclawatmyskin,howling,wailing,beggingthe
masktoreleaseme.Idon’twantyouanymore,Ijustwantmypeopletobesafe.Releaseme,
please,releaseme.FortheEmpire,releaseme.Formypeople,releaseme.Please—please—
Myfaceburns.BloodpoursfromwhereIhavealreadyclawedatthemask.Within,someessentialpartofmecriesoutattherecklessnesswithwhichItearitaway.Amaskholdsasoldier’sidentity...ButIdon’tcareaboutmyidentity.Idon’tevencareifIamasoldier
anymore.Ijustwantmypeopletolive,tosurvivetofightanotherday.Themaskletsmego.Bloodpoursdownmyneck,mycheeks,intomyeyes.I
cannotsee.Icanhardlymove.Iretchfromthesearingagonyofit.“Takeit.”MyvoiceisasrawastheCook’s.“Takeitandsavethem.”“Whydoyouofferittome,Shrike?Sayit.”“Becausetheyaremypeople!”Iholditouttohim,andwhenhedoesnot
takeit,Ishoveitintohishands.“BecauseIlovethem.BecausetheydonotdeservetodiebecauseIfailedthem!”
Heinclineshishead,agestureofdeeprespect,andIsagtotheground.Iwaitforhimtowavehishandandwreakhavoc.Insteadheturnsandwalksaway,risingintotheairlikealeaf.
“No!”Whyisn’thefightingtheKarkauns?“Wait,Itrustedyou!Please—yousaid—youhavetohelpme!”
Helooksoverhisshoulderatsomethingbehindme—beyondme.“Ihave,BloodShrike.”
Withthat,heisgone,adarkcloudcarriedawaybythewind.ThepowerthatheldbacktheKarkaunsfails,andtheytumbleforwardtowardme,morethanIcancount.MorethanIcanfight.
“Comeback.”Ihavenovoice.Itwouldn’tmatterifIdid.TheNightbringerisgone.Skies,whereismywarhammer,myscim,anything—
ButIhavenoweapons.Nostrengthleftinmybody.Ihavenothing.
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LVI:Laia
henIemergefromthetunnelsandintothebrightsunlight,Igrimaceatthereekofblood.Amassivepileofbodiessitsahundredyardsaway,atthe
baseofanarrowgap.Throughit,IcanmakeoutthecityofAntium.Andbesidethebodies,onherkneeswiththedark-cloakedNightbringer
standingbeforeher,istheBloodShrike.IdonotknowwhattheNightbringersaystotheBloodShrike.Ionlyknow
thatwhenshecriesout,itsoundsjustlikeNandidwhensheheardaboutmymother’sdeath.LikeIdidwhenIunderstoodhowthatjinnbeasthadbetrayedme.
Itisacryofloneliness.Ofbetrayal.Ofdespair.Thejinnturns.Looksinmydirection.Thenhedisappearsonthewind.“Girl.”Cookscramblesupbehindme,havingsweptthetunnelsatmysideto
makesurethatnooneelselingered.ThelastScholarshavelongsincedisappeared.Itisonlyusnow.“Let’sgo!They’recoming!”
AsmoreKarkaunsmaketheirwaythroughtheGap,theShrikecrawlstowardherwarhammer,attemptingtostand.Shelurchesaroundtolookbehindheratthesky—
—whereaplumeofwhitesmokecurlsintotheheavens.Shesobsandsinkstoherknees,droppingherhammer,bowingherhead.I
knowthenthatsheisreadytodie.IalsoknowthatIcannotlether.Iamalreadymoving—awayfromCook,awayfromthepathtosafetyand
towardtheBloodShrike.IthrowmyselfattheKarkaunattackingher,andashesnapsatmythroatwithhisteeth,Ishovemydaggerinhisgutandthenpushhimaway.IonlyjustmanagetopullmyknifefreeintimetoshoveitintothethroatofanotherKarkaun.Athirdattacksmefrombehind,andIstumbleandrolloutofthewayjustasanarrowexplodesthroughhishead.
MyjawdropsasCookletsarrowafterarrowfly,executingtheKarkaunswiththeprecisionofaMask.ShestopstosnatchupaquiverfullofarrowsfromthebackofadeadKarkaun.
“GrabtheShrike!”CookgetsherarmundertheBloodShrike’sleftshoulder,andItakeherright.WestaggerupthePilgrimRoadasswiftlyaswecan,buttheShrikecanbarelywalk,andourprogressisslow.
“There.”Cooknodstoaclusterofboulders.WeclamberbehinditandputtheShrikedown.DozensofKarkaunsclimbthroughtheGap.Soon,itwillbehundreds.Wehaveafewminutes—ifthat.
“Howthehellsdowegetoutofthis?”IwhispertoCook.“Wecan’tjustleaveher.”
“DoyouknowwhytheCommandantneverfails,girl?”Cookdoesn’tseemtoexpectareplytoherbizarrelytimedquestion,becauseshebarrelson.“Becausenooneknowsherstory.Learnherstory,andyou’lllearnherweakness.Learnherweakness,andyoucandestroyher.TalktoMusaaboutit.He’llhelpyou.”
“Whyareyoutellingmethisnow?”“Becauseyou’regoingtotakevengeanceonthatsavagedemonqueenfor
me,”shesays.“Andyouneedtoknow.Getup.GettheShrikeupthatmountain.TheMartialsaregoingtosealoffthosecavessoonenough,iftheyhaven’talready.Youneedtomovequickly.”
AgroupofKarkaunsracesupthePilgrimRoadtowardus,andCookrisesandshootsadozenarrows.TheBarbariansfall.ButmorecomethroughtheGap.
“Ihaveanotherfiftyarrows,girl,”Cooksays.“OnceI’mout,we’redonefor.Wecouldfightthreeorfourofthosebastardsatthemost—nothundreds.Notthousands.Oneofushastoholdthemoff.”
Oh.Ohno.Itakehermeaningnow.Finally,Iunderstandwhatsheissaying.“Absolutelybleeding—no.Iwillnotleaveyouheretodie—”
“Go!”MymothershovesmetowardtheShrike,andthoughherteetharebared,hereyesarefilledwithtears.“Youdon’twanttosaveme!I’mnotworthit.Go!”
“Iwillnot—”“DoyouknowwhatIdidinKaufPrison,girl?”Thereishatredinhereyesas
shesaysit.BeforeIknewwhoshewas,Iwouldhavethoughtthathatewasdirectedatme.Iunderstandnowthatitwasneverforme.Itwasforherself.“Ifyoudid,youwouldrun—”
“Iknowwhatyoudid.”Nowisnotthetimetobenoble.IgrabherarmandtrytodraghertowardtheShrike.Shedoesn’tbudge.“YoudidittosaveDarinandme.BecauseFatherandLisweren’tstronglikeyou,andyouknewthattheywouldgiveusupeventually,andthenwe’dalldie.IknewthatthemomentIlearnedofit,Mother.IforgaveyouthemomentIlearnedofit.Butyouhavetocomewithme.Wecanrun—”
“Damnyou,girl.”Cookgrabsmebytheshoulder.“Listentome.Oneday,youwillhavechildren.Andyouwilllearnthatyouwouldrathersufferathousandtormentsthanletonehairontheirheadsbeharmed.Givemethisgift.LetmeprotectyouasIshouldhaveprotectedL-L-L-Lis.”Thenameburstsfromherlips.“AsIshouldhaveprotectedyourf-fath-fath—”
Shesnarlsatherinabilitytospeakandspinsaway,nockingherbow,lettingarrowafterarrowloose.TheGhostwillfall,herfleshwillwither.TheGhostwasneverme.Itwasher.MirraofSerra,risenfromthedead.Butifthat’sthecase,thenthisisonelineoftheprophecyIwillfight.Motherspins,grabstheShrike,andheavesherup.TheBloodShrike’seyes
flutteropen,andsheleansheavilyonmymother,whothenshovesheratme.Ihavenochoicebuttocatchher,mykneesnearlybucklingatthesudden
weight.ButtheShrikerightsherself,tryingtostaysteadyonherfeet,usingmeassupport.
“Iloveyou,L-L-Laia.”ThesoundofmynameonMother’slipsismorethanIcanbear,andIamshakingmyhead,tryingtotellhernothroughmysobs.Notagain.Notagain.
“Tellyourbrothereverything,”shesays,“ifhedoesn’tknowalready.TellhimIamproudofhim.TellhimthatIamsorry.”
Sherisesupfromtherocksanddartsaway,drawingtheKarkauns’fireassheskewersthemwithmorearrows.
“No!”Iscream,butsheisdoingthis,andifIdon’tmove,itwillbefornothing.Ilookatherforonemoremoment,andIknowIwillneverforgethowherwhitehairsnapslikeavictorybanner,andhowherblueeyesshinewithfuryanddetermination.SheisfinallytheLioness,thewomanIknewasachild—and,somehow,more.
“BloodShrike!”IcalltoherasIturnupthePilgrimRoad.“Wakeup—please—”
“Who—”Shetriestoseeme,butherravagedfaceisdrenchedwithblood.“It’sLaia,”Isay.“Youmustwalk,doyouunderstand?Youmust.”“Isawwhitesmoke.”“Walk,Shrike—walk!”Stepbystep,wemakeourwayupthePilgrimRoaduntilwearehighenough
toseeoverthebodiesandintotheKarkaunforce,diminishedbutstillenormous.Highenoughtowatchasmymotherpicksthemoffonebyone,grabbingthearrowstheKarkaunsarehailingdownuponher,givingusasmuchtimeasshecan.
AndthenIdonotlookbackanymore.Ijustmove,halfdragging,halfurgingtheBloodShrikeonwardandupward.ButitistoofarandtheShrikeistooinjured,herclothessoakedwithblood,herbodyheavywithpain.
“I’mso-sorry,”shewhispers.“Go—goonwithout—”“BloodShrike!”Avoicefromupahead,andaflashofsilver.Iknowthat
face.TheMaskwhohelpedmeatKauf.Theonewhosetmefreemonthsago.AvitasHarper.
“Thankthebleedingskies—”“I’vegotthisside,Laia.”HarperthrowstheShrike’sotherarmoverhis
shoulder,andtogetherwepullherupthepath,thendownacrossashallowbowltoacavewhereahandsome,dark-skinnedMaskwaits.DexAtrius.
“Harp—Harper,”theShrikeslursinawhisper.“Toldyou...collapsethetunnels.Youdisobeyedorders.”
“Withrespect,Shrike,theywerestupidbleedingorders,”Harpersays.“Stoptalking.”
Itwistmyheadaroundasweenterthecave.Fromthisheight,IcanseedownthehilltotheGap.
TotheKarkaunswhoarenowmakingtheirwayupthepathwithnoonetoblocktheirway.
“No,”Iwhisper.“No—no—no—”Butweareinthecavenow,Dexusheringusforwardquickly.“Blastit,”Avitassays.“Laia,comequickly.They’renotfarbehind.”Idon’twanttoleaveher,Iwanttoscream.Idon’twanthertodiealone.I
don’twanttoloseheragain.Whenweareattheendofalongpassagelinedwithblue-firetorches,an
earth-shatteringrumbleboomsout,followedbytheunmistakablesoundofthousandsofpoundsofrocksfalling.
Andthensilence.IslipdownontothegroundbesidetheShrike.Shecannotseeme,butshe
reachesoutherhandandtakesmine.“You—youknewher?”shewhispers.“TheCook?”Ittakesmealongtimetoanswer.BythetimeIdo,theShrikehaslost
consciousness.“HernamewasMirraofSerra,”Ispeak,thoughnoonecanhearme.“And
yes.Iknewher.”
PARTV
BELOVED
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LVII:TheBloodShrike
aiaofSerracannotholdatunetosaveherlife.Butherhumissweetandlightandstrangelycomforting.Asshemovesaroundtheedgesoftheroom,
Itrytogetasenseofmysurroundings.Lamplightfiltersthroughanenormouswindow,andIfeelanipintheair—asignthatsummerclosesinthenorth.Irecognizethelow,archedbuildingsbeyondthewindowandthelargesquareitfaces.WeareinDelphinium.Thereisaweighttotheair.Aheaviness.Distantly,lightningflashesovertheNevennes.Icansmellthestorm.
Myfacefeelsstrange,andIreachmyhandsup.Themask.Thejinn.Ithoughtithadbeenanightmare.ButasIfeelmyownskinforthefirsttimeinsevenyears,Irealizethatitwasnotadream.Mymaskisgone.
Andapieceofmysoulwithit.Laiahearsmemoveandturns.Iseethebladeatherwaist,andoninstinctI
reachformyown.“Noneedforthat,BloodShrike.”Shetiltsherhead,herfacenotexactly
friendlybutnotunkindeither.“Wedidn’tdragyouthroughahundredmilesofcavessoyourfirstactuponwakingwouldbetostabme.”
Acrysoundsfromnearby,andIforcemyselftositup,eyeswide.Laiarollshereyes.“TheEmperor,”shesays,“isalwayshungry.Andwhenhedoesn’tgetfood...skies,helpusall.”
“Livvy...they’re...”“Safe.”AshadowflickersacrosstheScholargirl’sface,butshehidesit
quickly.“Yes.Yourfamilyissafe.”Awhisperofmovementatthedoor,andAvitasisthere.Immediately,Laia
excusesherself.Iunderstandherquicksmile,andIflush.Forjustasecond,IseethelookonHarper’sface.Notthecarefullycontrolled
blanknessthatallMaskswear,buttheheartfeltreliefofafriend.Though,ifIambeinghonest,itisnotthelookofsomeonewhothinksofme
asjustafriend.Iwouldknow.Iwanttosaysomethingtohim.Youcameforme.YouandLaiadraggedme
fromtheclawsofDeathhimself.Youhavemoreofyourfather’sgoodnessinyouthanyouwilleveracknowledge.
Instead,Iclearmythroatandswingmylegs,shakingwithweakness,overthesideofthebed.
“Report,CaptainHarper.”Hissilvereyebrowsflickupforamoment,andIthinkIseefrustrationinhis
eyes.Hecrushesit,thewayIwould.Heknowsmebynow.HeknowswhatIneed.
“WehaveseventhousandfivehundredtwentyMartialswhofledAntium,”hesays.“Anotheronethousandsixhundredthirty-fourScholars.Webelievethatatleasttenthousandmore—IllustriansandMercators—leftbeforetheinvasionorweresiphonedoutbytheCommandant.”
“Andtherest?”“Halfdiedinthesiege.TheotherhalfremainstheprisonersoftheKarkauns.
TheBarbarianshaveenslavedthem.”Asweknewtheywould.“Thenwemustfreethem,”Isay.“WhatofKeris?”“SheretreatedtoSerraandestablishedthecapitalthere.”Avitaspauses,
attemptingtogetholdofhisanger.“TheIllustrianPatershavenamedherEmpress—andtheEmpirehasembracedit.Antium’sfallisblamedonMarcus,and—”
“Andonme.”Iledthedefenseofthecity,afterall.Ifailed.“QuinVeturiushaspledgedhisfealtytoEmperorZachariusandGens
Aquilla,”Harpersays,“ashavetheIllustrianGensofDelphinium.TheCommandanthasdeclaredyournephewanenemyoftheEmpire.Allwhosupporthimorhisclaimaretobecrushedforthwith.”
Noneofwhathesayssurprisesme—notanymore.Allmyplottingandschemingwasfornothing.IfI’dhaveknowncivilwarwasinevitable,I’dhavekilledKerisoutright,whatevertheconsequences.AtleastAntiumwouldn’tbeinthehandsofGrímarr.
Thestormrollscloser,andrainbeginstopatterthinlyonthecobblestonesoutside.Harperstaresopenlyatme,andIturnmyheadaway,wonderinghowmyfacemustlook.Iwearblackfatigues,butwithoutmymaskIfeelstrange.Naked.
IrememberwhattheCommandantsaidbeforeshefledAntium.Iwonderifitwillhurt.Sheknew.It’swhysheleftmealive.TheNightbringermusthaveorderedit.
Harperliftsahandtomycheekandtracesoneside,thentheother.“Youhaven’tseenyourself,”hesays.
“Ihaven’twantedto.”“Youhavescars,”hesays.“Twoofthem,liketwinscims.”
“DoI—”Thewordscomeoutawhisper,andIbrusquelyclearmythroat.“Howbadisit?”
“Theyarebeautiful.”Hisgreeneyesarethoughtful.“Yourfacecouldn’tbeanythingbutbeautiful,BloodShrike.Withorwithoutthemask.”
Myblushrises,andthistimethereisnomasktohideit.Idon’tknowwhattodowithmyhands.Myhairmustlookamess.Imustlookamess.Doesn’tmatter.It’sjustHarper.
Butit’snotjustHarperanymore,isit?HewasloyaltotheCommandant.HetorturedyouonMarcus’sorders.ButhewasnevertrulyloyaltoKeris.Asfortheinterrogation,howthehells
canIjudgehimforthatafterwhatIorderedDextodotoMamie?ToTribeSaif?He’sElias’sbrother.Mythoughtsareawelterofconfusion.Icannotmakesenseofthem.Avitas
reachesformyhands,pullingthemintohisown,examiningthemwithsuchcare.
Hedrawsalineupmyforearmwiththetipofhisfinger,fromonefreckletoanother.Atthatfeather-lighttouch,everynerveendinginmybodyawakens.Iinhaleunsteadily,tormentedbyhisscent,bythetriangleofskinathisthroat.Heleansclose.Thecurveofhislowerlipistheonlysoftnessinafacethatlookscutfromstone.Iwonder,dohislipstastethewayIthinktheymust,likehoneyandcinnamonteaonacoldnight?
WhenIliftmygazetohis,hehidesnothing,finally,finallyunmaskinghisdesire.Thepowerofitisdizzying,andIdonotprotestwhenhepullsmeclose.Avitasstopswhenhe’sahairsbreadthfrommylips,careful,alwayssocareful.Inthatmomentofwaiting,helayshimselfbare.Onlyifyouwantit.Iclosethedistance,myownneedtearingthroughmewithaforcethatleavesmeshaken.
Iexpectedmyimpatience.Ididnotanticipatehis.Forsomeonewhoisalwayssoinfuriatinglycalm,hekisseslikeamanwhowillneverbesated.More.Icravehishandsinmyhair,hislipsonmybody.Ishouldgetup,lock
thedoor—Itistheintoxicatingforceofthatimpulsethatstopsmecold,thatcompresses
mythoughtsintotwoequallyclearsentiments.Iwanthim.ButIcannothavehim.AssuddenlyasImetHarper’slips,Ipullmyselfaway.Hisgreeneyesare
darkwithwant,butwhenheseesmyexpression,heinhalessharply.“Lookatme.”Heisabouttosaymyname—myheart’sname—thewayhe
didinhismindwhenIsanghimwell.AndifIlethim,Iwillbeundone.“Lookatme.Hel—”
“BloodShrike,CaptainHarper.”Iharnessmytrainingandgivehimmycoldestglare.Heisadistraction.OnlytheEmpirematters.Onlyyourpeoplematter.TheMartialsareinfartoomuchdangerforeitherofustoallowdistractions.Iwithdrawmyhandsfromhissharply.“IamtheBloodShrike.Youwoulddowelltorememberit.”
Foramoment,heisfrozen,painflashingnakedlyacrosshisface.Thenhestandsandsalutes,theconsummateMaskoncemore.“Ofcourse,BloodShrike,sir.Permissiontoreturntoduty.”
“Granted.”AfterHarperleaves,Ifeelhollow.Lonely.Voicesrisefromnearby,andI
forcemyselftomyfeetanddownthehallway.Thundergrowls,closeenoughtomaskmyfootstepsasIapproachtheopendoortowhatmustbeLivia’sroom.
“—peoplesavedyoufromtheKarkauns,thoughdoingsoputthematgreatrisk.Ibegyou,Empress,beginyourson’sreignwithanactbefittingatrueemperor.FreetheScholarslaves.”
“It’snotsosimple.”IrecognizeFaris’srumble.“Isn’tit?”Theclarityandstrengthinmysister’svoicemakemestandup
taller.Shealwayshatedslavery,likeourmother.ButunlikeMother,it’sclearsheplanstodosomethingaboutit.“LaiaofSerradoesnotlie.AgroupofScholarssavedusfromtheKarkaunswhoinfiltratedthetunnels.TheycarriedmewhenIwastooweaktowalk,anditwasaScholarwhonursedEmperorZachariuswhenIlostconsciousness.”
“Wefoundthemossesthatfedyourpeopleinthetunnels.”Laia’svoiceisarch,andIscowl.“Ifnotforus,you’dhaveallstarvedtodeath.”
“You’vemadeajustcaseforyourpeople.”Livia’svoiceissocalmthattensiondissipatesinstantly.“AsEmpressregent,IdecreethateveryScholarwhoescapedthetunnelsisnowafreeman.LieutenantFaris,passthenewstothePatersofDelphinium.CaptainDex,ensurethattheMartialresponseisnotoverly...emotional.”
Istepintotheroomthen,andLiviatakesasteptowardme,stoppingshortatmywarningglare.Ishiftmyattentiontothedark-hairedbundleonthebed,freshlyfedandfastasleep.
“Hegotbigger,”Isay,surprised.“Theydothat.”Laiasmiles.“Youshouldnotyetbeupandabout,Blood
Shrike.”Iwaveoffherfussingbutsitwhenmysisterinsists.“DidyouseeElias,Laia?Didyou...speakwithhim?”Somethinginherfacechanges,afleetingpainIknowalltoowell.Shehas
spokenwithhimthen.Shehasseenwhathe’sbecome.“He’sreturnedtothe
Forest.Ihavenottriedtofindhim.Iwantedtomakesureyouwerewellfirst.And...”
“Andyou’vebeenbusy,”Isay.“Nowthatyourpeoplehavechosenyouasaleader.”
Herreluctanceiswrittenalloverherface.Butinsteadsheshrugs.“Fornow,perhaps.”
“AndtheNightbringer?”“TheNightbringerhasnotbeenseensincethesiege,”shesays.“Ithasbeen
morethanaweek.Iexpectedhimtohavesethisbrethrenfreebynow.But...”Shetakesinmyexpression.Therainpoursdownhardnow,asteadylashagainstthewindows.“Butyoufeelittoo,don’tyou?Somethingiscoming.”
“Somethingiscoming,”Iagree.“HewantstodestroytheScholars—andheplansonusingtheMartialstodoit.”
Laia’sexpressionisunreadable.“Andwillyouletyourpeoplebeused?”Idonotexpectthequestion.Livia,however,appearsunsurprised,andIhave
thedistinctfeelingthatsheandLaiahavealreadyhadthisconversation.“Ifyouplantotakethethronebackforyournephew,”Laiasays,“youwill
needalliestobattletheCommandant—strongallies.Youdon’thavethementodoitonyourown.”
“Andifyoudon’twantyourpeopleutterlydestroyedbythejinnandtheMartialarmy,”Iretort,“youwillneedalliestoo.ParticularlyoneswhoknowtheMartialswell.”
Westareateachotherliketwowarydogs.“TheAugurmentionedsomethingtomeabouttheNightbringerafewweeks
ago,”Iofferfinally.“BeforethesiegeonAntium.Thetruthofallcreatures,manorjinn,liesintheirname.”
AsparkofinterestinLaia’sface.“Cooktoldmesomethingsimilar,”shesays.“ShesaidthattoknowtheCommandant’sstorywouldhelpdestroyher.AndIknowsomeonewithuniqueskillswhocanhelpus.”
“Us?”“Helpmypeople,BloodShrike.”IcanseehowmuchitcostsLaiatoaskthis
ofme.“AndI—andmyallies—willhelpyouwinbackyournephew’scrown.But...”
Shecocksherhead,andasI’mtryingtopuzzleoutherlook,shewhipsadaggerfromherwaistandflingsitatme.
“Whatthebleedinghells—”Ipluckthebladeoutoftheaironinstinctandturnitonherinthetimeittakestoblinktwice.“Howdare—”
“IfI’mgoingtocarrySerricsteel,”Laiasaysquitecalmly,“thenI’dliketolearntouseit.AndifI’mgoingtobeanallytoaMartial,Iwouldliketofight
likeone.”Igapeather,distantlytakingnoteofLivia’squietsmile.Laialooksdownat
Zachariasandthenoutthewindow,andthatshadowpassesoverherfaceagain.“ThoughIwonder,wouldyouteachmetousethebow,BloodShrike?”
Amemoryrisesfromthehazeofthepastweek:Cook’sstronghandsassheshotarrowafterarrowintotheKarkauns.Iloveyou,Laia,she’dsaid.Laia’sfaceasCookhowledathertogetmetotheAugurs’cave.Andoldermemories:Cook’sfiercenesswhenshetoldmeshe’dmurdermeifIhurtLaia.Theway,whenIhealedthatoldwoman,somedistantmusicwithinherremindedmeoftheScholargirl.
Andsuddenly,Iunderstand.Mother.Irememberthefaceofmyownmotherasshewenttoherdeath.Strength,my
girl,she’dsaid.Cursethisworldforwhatitdoestothemothers,forwhatitdoestothe
daughters.Curseitformakingusstrongthroughlossandpain,ourheartstornfromourchestsagainandagain.Curseitforforcingustoendure.
WhenImeettheScholargirl’sstare,Irealizeshe’sbeenwatchingme.Wedonotspeak.Butforthismoment,sheknowsmyheart.AndIknowhers.
“Well?”LaiaofSerraoffersherhand.Itakeit.
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LVIII:TheSoulCatcher
ttakesmanydaysfortheghosttospeakhispain.Listeningtoitchillsmyblood.Hesufferseachmemory,arushofviolenceandselfishnessand
brutalitythat,forthefirsttime,hemustfeelinallitshorror.Mostoftheghostshavepassedquickly.Butsometimestheirsinsaresogreat
thatMauthdoesnotletthemmoveon.Notuntiltheyhavesufferedwhattheyinflicted.
SoitiswiththeghostofMarcusFarrar.Throughit,hisbrotherremainsathisside,silent,patient.Havingspentthe
pastninemonthstiedtohistwin’scorporealbody,Zakhashadplentyoftimetosufferwhathewas.Hewaits,now,forhisbrother.
ThedayfinallycomeswhenMauthissatisfiedwithMarcus’ssuffering.Thetwinswalkbesidemequietly,oneoneachside.Theyareemptyofanger,ofpain,ofloneliness.Theyarereadytopasson.
Weapproachtheriver,andIturntothebrothers.Isiftthroughtheirmindsdispassionatelyandfindamemorythatisjoyful—inthiscase,adaytheyspenttogetherontherooftopsofSilasbeforetheyweretakenforBlackcliff.Theirfatherboughtthemakite.Thewindswerefair,andtheyflewithigh.
Igivethebrothersthatmemorysothattheymightslipintotheriverwithouttroublingmefurther.Itaketheirdarkness—thatwhichBlackclifffoundwithinthemandnurtured—andMauthconsumesit.Whereitgoes,Idonotknow.Isuspect,however,thatitmighthavesomethingtodowiththatseethingseaIsawwhenIspoketoMauth,andthecreatureslurkingwithinit.
WhenIlookbackatthetwins,theyareboysoncemore,untaintedbytheworld.Andwhentheystepintotheriver,theydoittogether,smallhandsclasped.
Thedaysgoswiftlynow,andwithMauthjoinedfullytome,Icyclethroughtheghosts,dividingmyattentionbetweenmanyatatimeaseasilyasifIammadeofwaterandnotflesh.ThejinnchafeatMauth’spower,butthoughtheyhissandwhisperatmestill,Icanusuallysilencethemwithathought,andtheytroublemenomore.
Atleastfornow.
WhenIhavebeenbackintheWaitingPlacemorethanaweek,Isuddenlyfeelanoutsider’spresencefartothenorth,nearDelphinium.Ittakesmeonlyamomenttorealizewhoitis.Leaveit,Mauthsaysinmyhead.Youknowshewillbringyounojoy.“IwouldliketotellherwhyIleft.”Ihaveletgoofher.Butsometimesold
imagesdrifttotheshoresofmymind,leavingmerestless.“PerhapsifIdo,shewillceasetohauntme.”
IfeelMauthsigh,buthespeaksnomore,andinahalfhourIcanseeherthroughthetrees,pacingbackandforth.Sheisalone.
“Laia.”Sheturns,andatthesightofher,somethinginmetwists.Anoldmemory.A
kiss.Adream.Herhairlikesilkbetweenmyfingers,herbodyrisingbeneathmyhands.
Behindme,theghostswhisper,andintheoceantideoftheirsong,thememoryofLaiafadesaway.Idrawonanothermemory—thatofamanwhoonceworeasilvermaskandwhofeltnothingwhenhedid.Inmymind,Iputonthemaskagain.
“Itisnotyourtimeyet,LaiaofSerra,”Isay.“Youarenotwelcomehere.”“Ithought—”Sheshudders.“Areyouallright?Youjustleft.”“Youmustgo.”“Whathappenedtoyou?”Laiawhispers.“Yousaidwewouldbetogether.
Yousaidwewouldfindaway.Butthen...”Sheshakesherhead.“Why?”“ThousandsacrosstheEmpirediednotbecauseoftheKarkaunsbutbecause
oftheghosts.Becausetheghostspossessedwhomevertheycouldandmadethemdoterriblethings.Doyouknowhowtheyescaped?”
“Did—didMauth—”“Ifailedtoholdtheborders.IfailedtoupholdmydutytotheWaitingPlace.I
puteverythingelsefirst—strangers,friends,family,you.Becauseofthat,thebordersfell.”
“Youdidn’tknow.Therewasnoonetoteachyou.”Shetakesadeepbreath,herhandspressedtogether.“Donotdothis,Elias.Donotleaveme.Iknowyou’reinthere.Please—comebacktome.Ineedyou.TheBloodShrikeneedsyou.TheTribesneedyou.”
Iwalktoher,takeherhands,lookdownintoherface.WhateverIwanttofeelisdullednowbythesteady,soothingpresenceofMauth,thethrumofghostsintheWaitingPlace.
“Youreyes.”Sherunsafingeracrossmybrows.“They’relikehers.”“LikeShaeva’s,”Isay.Astheyshouldbe.“No,”Laiasays.“LiketheCommandant’s.”
Thewordstroubleme.Butthattoowillfade.Intime.“EliasiswhoIwas,”Isay.“TheSoulCatcher—theBanual-Mauth—the
ChosenofDeath—thatiswhoIam.Butdonotdespair.Weare,allofus,justvisitorsineachother’slives.Youwillforgetmyvisitsoonenough.”Ireachdownandkissherontheforehead.“Bewell,LaiaofSerra.”
WhenIturnaway,shesobs,asoul-deepcryofwoundedbetrayal.“Takethis.”Hervoiceiswretched,herfacestreamingtears.Shetearsa
woodenarmletfromherbicepandshovesitintomyhands.“Idon’twantit.”Sheturnsawaythen,makesforthehorsewaitingnearby.Momentslater,Iamalone.
Thewoodisstillwarmfromherbody.WhenItouchit,somepartofmecallsoutinragefrombehindashutdoor,demandingtobesetfree.Butasecondlater,Ishakemyhead,frowning.Thefeelingfades.Ithinktocastthearmlettothegrass.Idonotneedit,andneitherdoesthegirl.
Somethingmakesmeputitinmypocketinstead.Itrytoturnbacktotheghosts,tomywork.ButIamperturbed,andeventuallyIfindmyselfatthebaseofatreenearthespringnotfarfromtheruinsofShaeva’scabin,staringoutatthewater.Amemoryrisesinmymind.Soonyouwilllearnthecostofyourvow,mybrother.Ihopeyoudonotthink
tooillofme.Isthatwhatthisfeelingisinside?AngeratShaeva?Itisnotanger,child,Mauthsaysgently.Itissimplythatyoufeelyour
mortality.Butyouhavenomortalityanymore.Youwillliveaslongasyoucanserve.
“It’snotmortalityIfeel,”Isay,“thoughitissomethinguniquelymortal.”Sadness?“Atypeofsadness,”Isay,“calledloneliness.”Thereisalongsilence,solongthatIthinkhehasleftme.ThenIfeelthe
earthshiftaroundme.Thetree’srootsrumble,curving,softening,untiltheyfashionthemselvesaroundme,intoasortofseat.Vinesgrow,andflowersburstfromthem.Youarenotalone,Banual-Mauth.Iamherewithyou.Aghostdriftsclosetome,flittingaboutinagitation.Searching,always
searching.Iknowher.TheWisp.“Hello,youngone.”Herhanddriftsacrossmyface.“Haveyouseenmy
lovey?”“Ihavenot,”Isay,butthistimeIgiveherallofmyattention.“Canyoutell
mehername?”“Lovey.”
Inod,feelingnoneoftheimpatienceIfeltbefore.“Lovey,”Isay.“Whataboutyou?Whatisyourname?”
“Myname,”shewhispers.“Myname?ShecalledmeAma.ButIhadanothername.”Isenseheragitationandtrytosootheher.Iseekawayintohermemories,butIcannotfindone.Shehasbuiltawallaroundherself.Whenshetiltsherhead,herprofilemanifestsbriefly.Thecurvesofherfacestrikeadeepandvisceralchord.IfeellikeI’mcatchingaglimpseofsomeoneI’vealwaysknown.
“Karinna.”Shesitsdownnexttome.“Thatwasmyname.BeforeIwasAma,IwasKarinna.”Karinna.Irecognizethename,thoughittakesmeamomenttorealizewhy.
Karinnawasmygrandmother’sname.Quin’swife.Butitcouldn’tbe...Iopenmymouthtoaskhermore,butherheadwhipsaround,asifshe’s
heardsomething.Immediately,sheisbackintheair,vanishingintothetrees.Somethinghasspookedher.
IrunmymindalongthebordersoftheForest.Thewallisstrong.Noghostslurknearit.
ThenIfeelit.Forthesecondtimethisday,someonefromtheoutsideworldenterstheWaitingPlace.Butthistime,itisnotatrespasser.
Thistime,itissomeonereturninghome.
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LIX:TheNightbringer
nthedeepshadeoftheWaitingPlace,theghostssightheirsongofregretinsteadofscreamingit.Thespiritsarequelled;theBanual-Mauthhasfinally
learnedwhatitmeanstobetheChosenofDeath.Shadowsemergefrombehindme,fourteeninnumber.IknowthemandI
hatethem,fortheyarethewellspringsofallmysorrows.TheAugurs.Dotheystillhearthescreamsofthejinnchildrenwhowereslaughteredwith
coldsteelandsummerrain?Dotheyrecallhowmypeoplebeggedformercyevenastheyweresealedintothejinngrove?
“Youcannotstopme,”IsaytotheAugurs.“Myvengeanceiswritten.”“Weareheretowitness.”Cainspeaks.Heisafarcryfromthepower-
obsessedScholarkingofamillenniumago.Strangetothinkthatthiswitheredcreatureisthesamemanwhobetrayedthejinn,promisingpeacewhileplottingdestruction.“Thosewhoignitedtheblazemustsufferitswrath,”hesays.
“Whatdoyouthinkwillhappentoyouwhenallthemagicyoustolefrommypeopleisrestoredtothem?”Iask.“Themagicthathassustainedyouinyourpitifulformsforalltheseyears?”
“Wewilldie.”“Youwishtodie.Immortalitywasamorepainfulburdenthanyou
anticipated,wasitnot,snake?”Ifashionmymagicintoathick,iridescentchainandlashtheAugurstome.Theydonotfightit.Theycannot,forIamhome,andhereamidthetreesofmybirth,mymagicisatitsmostpowerful.“Fearnomore,YourMajesty.Youwilldie.Yourpainwillend.Butfirst,youwillwatchasIdestroyeverythingyouhopedtosave,sothatyoumayknowwhatyourgreedandviolencehavewrought.”
Cainonlysmiles,avestigeofhisoldconceit.“Thejinnwillbefreed,”hesays.“Thebalancebetweenworldsrestored.But
thehumansarereadyforyou,Nightbringer.Theywillprevail.”“Youpoorfool.”Iseizehim,andwhenheunleasheshispowertothrowme
off,theairshimmersbrieflybeforeIshaketheattackawaylikeahumanwouldamosquito.
“Lookintomyeyes,youwretchofaman,”Iwhisper.“Seethedarkestmomentsofyourfuture.WitnessthedevastationIwillunleash.”
Cainstiffensashelooks,asheseesinmygazefielduponfieldofthedead.Villages,towns,citiesaflame.Hispeople,hispreciousScholarsobliteratedatthehandsofmybrethren,grounddownuntileventheirnameisnolongerremembered.TheMariners,theTribes,theMartialsallunderthebloody,iron-fistedruleofKerisVeturia.
Andhischampions,thosethreeflamesinwhichheplacedallhishopes—LaiaofSerra,HeleneAquilla,andEliasVeturius—Ismotherthoseflames.ForIhavetakentheBloodShrike’ssoul.TheWaitingPlacehastakentheSoulCatcher’shumanity.AndIwillcrushLaiaofSerra’sheart.
TheAugurtriestoturnawayfromthenightmareimages.Idonotlethim.“Stillsoarrogant,”Isay.“Soassuredthatyouknewwhatwasbest.Your
foretellingsshowedyouawaytofreeyourselvesandreleasethejinnwhileprotectinghumanity.Butyouneverunderstoodthemagic.Aboveallelse,itischangeable.Yourdreamsofthefutureonlybloomiftheyhaveafirmhandtonurturethemtolife.Otherwise,theywitherbeforetheyevertakeroot.”
Iturntothejinngrove,draggingthestrugglingAugurswithme.Theypushatmewiththeirstolenmagic,desperatetoescapenowthattheyknowwhatistocome.Iwrapthemtighter.Theywillbefreesoonenough.
WhenIarriveamongthehauntedtrees,thesufferingofmybrethrenwashesoverme.Iwanttoscream.
IdrivetheStarintotheground.Nowcomplete,itbearsnosignofitssplinteringandstandsastallasIdo,thefour-pointeddiamondharkeningtothesymbolofBlackcliff.TheAugursadoptedtheshapetoremindthemselvesoftheirsins.Apathetic,humannotion—thatbydrowninginguiltandregret,onecanatoneforanycrime,nomatterhowdespicable.
WhenIplacemyhandsontheStar,theearthstills.Iclosemyeyes.Athousandyearsofloneliness.Athousandyearsofdeceit.Athousandyearsofplottingandplanningandatonement.Allforthismoment.
Dozensoffacesfloodmymind,allthosewhopossessedtheStar.AllthoseIloved.Father-mother-brother-daughter-friend-lover.Releasethejinn.TheStargroansinresponsetomycommand,themagic
withinitsmetaltwisting,warping,pouringintomeanddrawingfromme,bothatonce.Itisalive,itsconsciousnesssimplebutthrummingwithpower.Iseizethatpower,andmakeitmine.
TheAugursshudder,andIbindthemtighter—allbutCain.Iweaveashieldfrommymagic,protectinghimfromwhatistocome.
Thoughhewillnotthankmeforit.
Releasethejinn.Thetreesmoanawake,andtheStarfightsme,itsancientsorcerysluggishandunwillingtobend.Youhaveheldthemlongenough.Releasethem.
Acrackechoesthroughthegrove,loudassummerthunder.DeepintheWaitingPlace,thesoughsofthespiritstransformintoscreamsasoneofthetreessplits,thenanother.Flamespourfromthosegreatgouges,burstingforthasifthegatestoallofthehellshavebeenbreached.Myflames.Myfamily.Myjinn.
Thetreesexplodeintocinders,theirglowpaintingthefirmamentaninfernalred.Mossandshrubscurdletosoot,leavinganacres-wideblackring.Theearthshudders,atremorthatwillshatterglassfromMarinntoNavium.
Itastefearontheair:fromtheAugursandtheghosts,fromthehumansthatinfestthisworld.Visionsflashacrossmymind:ascarredsoldiercriesout,reachingfordaggersthatwillnothelpher.Anewbornbabeawakes,howling.AgirlIoncelovedgasps,wheelingherhorseabouttogazewithgoldeyesatthecrimsonskyovertheForestofDusk.
Foraninstant,everyhumanwithinathousandleaguesisunitedinamomentofineffabledread.Theyknow.Theirhopes,theirloves,theirjoy—allwillsoonbenaughtbutash.
Mypeoplestaggertowardme,theirflamescoalescingintoarms,legs,faces.Firstadozen,thentwoscore,thenhundreds.Onebyone,theytumblefromtheirprisonsandgathernearme.
Attheedgeoftheclearing,thirteenofthefourteenAugurssilentlycollapseintoheapsofash.Thepowerthattheysiphonedfromthejinnflowsbacktoitsrightfulowners.TheStarcrumbles,dustyremnantsswirlingrestlesslybeforedisappearingonaswiftwind.
Iturntomyfamily.“Bisham,”Isay.Mychildren.Igathertheflamesclose,hundredsandhundredsofthem.Theirheatisa
balmonthesoulIthoughtIhadlongsincelost.“Forgiveme,”Ibegthem.“Forgivemeforfailingyou.”
Theysurroundme,touchmyface,pullawaymycloak,andreleasemeintomytrueform,theformofflame,whichIhaverepressedfortencenturies.
“Youfreedus,”theymurmur.“Ourking.Ourfather.OurMeherya.Youdidnotforgetus.”
Thehumanswerewrong.Ihadaname,once.Abeautifulname.Anamespokenbythegreatdarkthatcamebeforeallelse.AnamewhosemeaningbroughtmeintoexistenceanddefinedallIwouldeverbe.
Myqueenspokemynamelongago.Nowmypeoplewhisperit.“Meherya.”
Theirlong-bankedflamesblazebrighter.Fromredtoincandescentwhite,toobrightforhumaneyes,butglorioustomine.Iseetheirpowerandmagic,theirpainandrage.
Iseetheirsoul-deepneedforvengeance.Iseethebloodyreapingtocome.“Meherya.”Mychildrensaymynameagain,andthesoundofitdropsmeto
myknees.“Meherya.”Beloved.
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ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
omyincrediblereadersallovertheworld:Thankyouforlaughingatmytalkingvegetablesandhootingowls,andforallthelove.Iamluckytohave
you.BenSchrankandMarissaGrossman:Youhelpedmetransformthisstrange
feverdreamintoanactualbook.I’verunoutofwordstosaythanks,soI’llkeepsendingyouweaponryandsocks,andhopethatsuffices.
Kashi,thankyouforteachingmehowtovanishintotheattack,forcheeringtheloudestwhenIdidso.Yourpatiencewithmyflinty-eyed,gunslingerwaysissaintly.GodonlyknowswhatI’ddowithoutyou.
Thankyoutomyboys,myfalconandmysword,forknowingIneedcoffeeinthemorning.Ihopeyoureadthisbookoneday,andIhopeyouareproud.
Myfamilyismyscimandmyshield,myownlittlefellowship.Mama,thankyouforyourloveandgrace.Daddy,blessyouforassumingthatIammoreawesomethanIactuallyam.Boon,youareonetoughbrotherandIamproudofyou.Also,youowemedinner.Mer,nexttimeIwon’tcallyouquiteasmuch,ha-ha,lying,I’llprobablycallyoumore.Heelah,AuntieMahboob,Maani,andArmo—thankyouforthehugsandduas.AftabandSahibTahir,Iamsoblessedtohaveyou.
AlexandraMachinist—here’stobulletjournals,philosophizingonthephone,andflailingoverthethingswecannotcontrol.IadoreyouandIamforevergratefulforyou.
CathyYardley—Iwouldnothavesurvivedwritingthisbookwithoutyourcalmwisdom.You’reabadass.
RenéeAhdieh—yourfriendshipmeansmoretomethanallthecroissantsinthegalaxy.NicolaYoon,blessyouforbeingthesaneone.Ourcallsarethehighlightofmyweek.AbigailWen,Thursdaysat10aremyhappyplace—Iamluckytoknowyou.AdamSilvera—Iamsodamnproudtobeoneofyourtattoolines.MarieLu,allthehugsforyourfriendship,andforthemostdiabolicalpedicureever.LeighBardugo,youlovely,wisegothowl,longmayweeats’moreswhilstlaughingevilly.VictoriaAveyard—noonebettertobeinthewritingtrencheswith;wesurvived!LaurenDeStefano,DRiCforever.
Abig,sock-filledthank-youto:JenLojaforyourleadershipandsupport;FeliciaFrazierandthesalesteam;EmilyRomero,ErinBerger,FelicityVallence,andthemarketingteam;ShantaNewlinandLindsayBoggs,whodeserveallthechocolate;KimWileyforputtingupwiththelateness;ShaneRebenschied,KristinBoyle,TheresaEvangelista,andMaggieEdkinsforalltheirworkonthecovers;KristaAhlbergandShariBeckforsavingmefromsomegenuinelyhorrifyingmistakes;CarmelaIaria,VenessaCarson,andtheschoolandlibraryteam;andCaseyMcIntyre,AlexSanchez,andallthefolksatRazorbill.GreatthankstomapmakerJonathanRoberts,whosetalentisgobsmacking.
Myforeignrightsagents,RoxaneEdouardandStephanieKoven,havemademybooksworldtravelers—thankyou.Toalloftheforeignpublishers,coverartists,andtranslators,yourdedicationtothisseriesisagift.
HugsandgreatthankstoLillyTahir,ChristineOakes,TalaAbbasi,KellyLoyGilbert,StephanieGarber,StaceyLee,KathleenMiller,DhonielleClayton,andLizWard.MuchappreciationtoFarrahKhanforallyoursupportandforlettingmeusethelineaboutbeingavisitor.
Musicismyhome,andthisbookwouldn’texistwithoutit.Thankyouto:Austrafor“BeatandthePulse,”MattMaesonfor“Cringe,”Missiofor“BottomoftheDeepBlueSea,”Nasfor“War,”Daughterfor“Numbers,”KingsofLeonfor“WasteaMoment,”AnthonyGreenfor“You’llBeFine,”andLinkinParkfor“Krwlng.”ChesterBennington,thankyouforsingingyourpain,soIdidn’thavetobealonewithmine.
Asever,myfinalthankstotheOnewhowitnessestheseenandunseen,andwhowalkswithme,evenonthedarkestroads.
ABOUTTHEAUTHOR
SabaaTahiristhe#1NewYorkTimesbestsellingauthorofAnEmberintheAshesanditssequel,ATorchAgainsttheNight.ShegrewupinCalifornia’sMojaveDesertatherfamily’seighteen-roommotel.There,shespenthertimedevouringfantasynovels,raidingherbrother’scomicbookstash,andplayingguitarbadly.ShebeganwritingAnEmberintheAsheswhileworkingnightsasanewspapereditor.Shelikesthunderousindierock,garishsocks,andallthingsnerd.SabaacurrentlylivesintheSanFranciscoBayAreawithherfamily.
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