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April Issue of our Magazine is dedicated to
Women Art ists , Photographers , Bloggers
.We are celebrat ing womenhood by
featuring best work of Women Ar t ists . The
Magazine is more focused on creat ive
conceptual Photography . Hope you will
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Thank You to all the Contributor's
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The day I got my first tat too
you asked me what it meant
it was a li t t le dove f lying skyward
wi th a gi lded arrow point ing both ways
But I laughed and told you
all tattoos needn t have a meaning
And it was true then
We were just f r iends back then
though my f r iends told me you were obviously in love with me
I could not believe someone as level- headed as you
would see anything in a gir l t hat was half - sane and half insane
I was a dangerous combinat ion of self -doubt and pride
too high to fall over and yet a sucker for words
and you had eyes the colour of my favourite t ime of night anyway
So I shut off the thoughts that went beyond my favourite t ime of
night
and decided to focus on your eyes instead
The second t ime I got a tattoo
an eclipse burying a wayward moon
you didn t ask me what i t meant
but t his t ime it did
for stories are as true as we make them
Do you know t hat feel when the universe as you know i t
goes blind against the night sky
and you are just a chi ld
standing below the eclipsed moon
searching for a feeling in your heart
to tell you that this is only a phase
that i t wi ll not last
But my date with depression
did transform into a complete relationship
I am sorry i f you felt lef t behind
whi le I danced alone to the tune of these mood swings
that take hold of me and tell me
I have got nothing to f ight
as I sit here and watch my days being eaten away
by yet another eclipse,
I st i ll feel the the fear of losing you
even though I alr eady lost you to my fear
You and I,
we made cit ies come to li fe
You,
you were something
You,
did not happen to most people,
only the pri vi leged
But this eclipse across my heart
is not just a phase
It has stayed with me longer than any person
And I can only sit here
and let these thoughts
build and bury cast les in my mind.
wispofthoughts
having these thoughts run me down
and create hur ricanes in my head
I did not mean to break your phone
or say all those things that broke your heart
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I have been this way since a very young age.
A rebel.
I was born wi th wings
And f ire in my heart .
Hyperactive.
Stubborn kid.
I fought for f reedom.
I fought for everything I have.
Now I have reached this point
This moment
When I am telling you that don t keep anyone or anything that takes away your
innocence from you.
Earlier hannah montana st ickers used to make me happy
Now looking at the stars and the moon do.
Don t be so self ish to ask and yell at your beloved to grow up.
You lost your innocence doesn t mean you will expect others to act like a grown up
person too.
Let i t be.
Accept this moment . Accept them. Kiss forhead.
Dance. Love.
Play with your own hair and laugh.
Be a rebel. .
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Dear woman,
Somet ime you'll just be too much woman.
Too smart. Too beaut i ful. Too st rong.
Too much of something that makes a man feel less
of a man.
Which wi ll make you feel like you have to be less of
a woman.
The biggest mistake you can make
Is removing jewels from your crown
To make it easier for a man to carry.
When this happens, I need you to understand,
You do not need a smaller crown.
You need a man with bigger hands.
By Nupur Singh
Hey you gotta study hard , he said. I shall , I replied.
And that is how I fell in a love wi th a guy, I couldn't have.
We f irst knew each other just by f ace. We did not even know each other's name.
Then one f ine day, the guy came to me and asked, Do you mind if I sit here? , I replied plainly, Yes.
And the rest just felt like a drop of rain on a hot summer day. He helped me in every possible aspect
of my li fe. We talked about our favourite books and tried to f ind an alt ernative for the parts we
didn't li ke, we talked about songs and li stened to each other's favourite and told the stories why the
song was writ ten, we talked about galaxies, parallel universe, life af ter death, we talked about
happiness, sadness, depression, success, loss. We talked all day and when we were apart , I felt like
I 'm missing a part of me. It all happend within a month. He makes me happy, but sad because I know
we can't be together. How weird it is? When you find a person who understands you and knows
your silence and understand what your eyes are saying, and you can't be with the person. I am a
paradox r ight now, I want to be wi th him and tell him what I feel, but I don't want him to know
because I don't know how he is going to take it .
Now, I am here wait ing for a mirage to appear in a desert . All I know i s someday it wi ll be better
than an illusion.
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They sold me, you bought me and lef t me
in the dark.
I t was so dark t hat I could hardly see my
own body. My fear was on i ts peak... I was
struggli ng... Struggli ng against
darkness...struggling against my
thoughts..but was helpless.
You came again and switched on the light ...
My hopes gradually started rising and then you str ipped me of f , pushed me and did whatever a
beast could do.
I did not struggle, I did not revolt because I was told not to. The day I was born I was expected to do
this,as if this is the sole purpose of my li fe.
Yes it was expected from me by others but has anyone ever asked what I wanted in the f irst
place?? No...
Did you ask?? No...
Who cares This is for what I am born...you thought ...
... You left me in the same darkness again, with an expectat ion to be better in bed with you next
time.
You gave me all the materialist ic luxury one can dream of and expected me to be good in bed... Huh
You idiot , you thought that I wi ll sell my soul f or these materiali st ic things.
Soul I said i t wrong coz u don't consider me a soul, you consider me a body...a flesh... But who
cares This is for what I am born.
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As i lay here i look at my hands
I m reminded of the touch
That i have forgotten
How it feels to have your f ingers
Folded between mine and lingers
Now that you are away for a whi le
All i need is that u hold my hand
Let me see a whole new world
Let me feel that m not alone
I have someone who can soothen my soul
Someone who assures sadness will be soon
thrown
Just hold my hand unti l f orevermore
And my heart wi th love that i adore
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So many songs about what you feel But not one describes them properly
A heartbreak there A failure now. Isn? there something beyond it all?
Oblivion maybe or j ust the stars.
A f ew dreams achieved and lots of broken hearts.
I heard one say ignorance is bliss. But is it really bliss?
To ignore what you feel To ignore what you think
To ignore the mistakes To ignore the lives at stake
Ignore ignore ignore ignore. Ignore this ignore that.
You call i t bliss it is just plain sad.
I look around and see a lot I just close my eyes and let my thoughts run around
A broken heart a shattered soul. Al l i t needs a f ixing
Or maybe something more? Maybe a diamond or a new car. Or maybe just the strength to bear
the scar. ? Swetha Sekar
The Following is a conversat ion I had with one of the visit ing facult y when I was an
undergraduate. It?s all hi s observat ion and wr i t ing.
Today a young woman told me that she wanted a ?love marriage ? not an arranged marriage but
she doubted that she would ever f ind a man who would be her ki nd of man so she might have to
just resign herself to an arranged marriage. She felt that most men were insensit ive cont roll ing
and too busy being ?the man.? She wanted them to be more ?the human.?
She told me how male f riends of hers without being asked often feel f ree to tell her that she is too
skinny too loud too rebellious or too free. She said ?What gives them the right? Just because
they are men they t hink t hey can tell me how I should be.?
I asked ?So you think you?l never f ind a man you can love?? And to my complete surprise she
said ?Oh I already have a man I love.?
IT?S A LL THE SA M E
EVERYWHERE? .WITH
EVERYONE.
She then told me this long tale of a boy she had known as a child the son of her father?s best
f r iend. They had been in the same class but in separate schools but used to meet really often.
When she was st i ll i n primary school her family moved away and they saw each other only every
couple of years. A few years ago she saw him after so many years she really did not know how to
respond and what to say and the year after they met again. From what she can tell f rom
Facebook exchanges he is happy and doing well in a city far away f rom her.
The thing is he apparent ly doesn? know she is in love with him and when he f inds out she said
?He wi ll have the shock of his li fe.? Although she has given him the hint that she likes ?someone?
but she has not disclosed the name. To her surprise what she observed was the fact that he was
really curious to know the name.
She said she is interested in him respect ful of him but i s not really in touch wi th him so
therefore she does not know what kind of a person he really is. She is afraid of the fact that what
if the person she loves turns out to be the same like her two other f r iends. But she would be glad if
i t?s just an i llusion and would be happy even i f the i llusion would come to an end. She said that if
she ever tells him of her love she is prepared for him to tell her he doesn? love her and she
believes that is the most likely response. She laughed as she said this but with tears in her eyes.
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The last resort -
Of ten you try making your self preoccupied with work in order to escape over thinking. In order
to avoid realizat ion of you being so broke. Why do we always t ry t o hide our tears, the scar, the
wound ? Why do we bury them deep down. Why do always try to be so strong ? Af ter all the fact
is, we are too scared, too damaged and too agonized by own bui lt worries.
Personally, I see you as a partner who's been with me as a Friend, as a mate, as a companion who
has always been here, for me, irreplaceable. I don't know why do people nowadays run away f rom
reality Why do we can't accept it ( rat ionally ). Not always fake hopes are meant to be. At t imes
destroying them may hurt you and as t ime passes by, t hings will be the way they're suppose to
You can't always hold onto something that is not for you at the f irst place.
Who says wait ing sucks big t ime ? I think, our generat ion is too much into INSTANT that we've
faded the essence of pat ience. Pat ience not each time, mean sit t ing in a corner for your chance,
rather it means for people to notice you sooner or later.
By Saumya Rathore
Like a water
fal l in slow
motion
Like a map
with no ocean
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In order to avoid a robbery you keep your house locked yes?
In order to avoid future robberies you teach people that thef t is wrong yes?
Now
In order to avoid creepy st rangers you teach your 5 year old daughter to say no to st rangers offering
sweets. When she reaches 13 to avoid unwanted attent ion you warn her not walk home alone or
take the shortcut. At 19 you are well aware of sexual harassment so you advise your daughter to
maintain her modesty.
In order to avoid future sexual harassment what do we do?
Whi le these are all valid lessons I would li ke to interrupt the coaching of our cult ure and ask why
nobody taught us not to harass? If women can mani fest a sense of responsibili ty within themselves
about their safety then why do we miss the fundamental point of internali zing responsibili ty
within young males? It?s surprising how many parents warn their daughters before leaving the
house but don? take a second glance at their sons.
It?s about t ime we come to the realizat ion that a woman?s safety and a girl?s innocence is not just her
father or her brother?s responsibili ty it?s everyone?s responsibili ty.
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FOREVER IS A LIE
The end is only death
No love, No care but Death.
Li fe leads to death..
No One stays Forever
Cause Forever is just a Lie
And in the middle of this awkward journey..
Some wi ll come in your li fe
And wi ll make you beli eve that this journey ain't that bad
And eventually you'll fall for them
LOVE.HOPE.ALIVE
You'l l feel like your world has changed, completely
And then there you are..
Now you don't fear death anymore
You feel alive
You can just f i ll this ent ire world wi th Happiness with them
They be your Forever
But forever is just a Lie.. And they leave someday.. They just
slip out of your li fe leaving you in dark..
You feel betrayed.
And because one can never change the tradit ion
You badly crave for death.. Helplessly,
You'l l have to walk t he forsaken lane alone
Your insides wi ll hurt , badly.
Your sad journey will depress you more and more..
The journey to death will seem li ke a Never Ending forever
But forever is just a Lie..
Cause you'll die daily Wait ing for death to come.. Because
forever is just a Beautiful l ie
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What are we af ter all?
Just puppets in the hands of Time.
Time wanted us to be born
so we cried and entered the world.
Time wanted us to grow up
we crawled and stumbled
and learned to get up.
Time wanted us to learn lessons
it broke our hearts shat tered our dreams.
Time wanted us to be responsible
so it made us learn how to priorit ize.
Time wanted us to be grateful
it made us old and frai l
so we cherish the days of our youth.
Time got bored of us
found some way t o get us ki lled.
So what role do we play in our own li ves
if Time controls everything?
Perhaps learning to walk wi th time
making the most of i t
and li ving rather than exist ing
could help us shape our lives
if not wholly control i t
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Accept the t ruth, bit ter t ruth.
No matter how much you try, some
things and some people are not going to
stay, let them go.
Lett ing go is going to be hard,
But you know i t is the best for you, don t
you?
Don t be scared to face your fears, you re
just a li t t le human,
You don t have to carry t he world upon
shoulders.
Someone once told me, Everything is
going to be alr ight , you just have to
believe that there is something around
you which is more powerf ul t han you
think , I asked, What is i t? , he
said, FAITH, faith in yourself .
Have a li t t le faith everything wi ll be
fine.
You might have just lost a job or a f r iend
or someone who is gone for once and for
all, is i t going to come back? Ask it to
yourself , you know the answer.
Believe that whatever has happened is
for good, I know i t is not easy, but have a
lit t le fait h.
There is something out there wait ing for
you, just for YOU.
By Riddhisha
I am fire, I am flawless,
I sit , I run, I break, I r ise.
I am a beaut iful disaster.
Stop.
I, am not the world.
Let s talk about
what the road means
to a grandmother running marathons.
She runs wild,
for she had to wait
twenty- four years and two husbands,
to buy a pair of sneakers.
Think about the
preteen gir l who got kicked
out of her brother s football team
because puberty,
was worse for her,
than the boys
and how the breasts,
you compare with dips in valleys,
were her worst hand-me-downs.
Let s talk about
what the rainbow looks li ke
to the eyes of a 46 year old
who never came out
but forever remained trapped
in a closet of pink and red sarongs,
and stolen, gli t tering tr inkets.
I thought I d get bet ter through the month,
actually get t ing worse, never mind.
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You fell in love wi th this gir l
Who was exact ly opposite to everyt hing you had
ever looked forward to in a lover.
She was loud, a rebel always high on energy. I t
troubled you how often she laughed, and for so long.
You never had had someone like her before. Your life
was easy. Rout ine.
It was quiet .
She hi t you li ke turbulence so strong
You couldn t resist .
She made fun of the squint in your eyes so of ten and
no matter how bad it cut through you,
You knew
You d go back home to her every night just so you
could hear her sing crappy songs t i ll both of your
giggles turned into inconsistent snoring.
You knew
You d rather not wake up than wake up in the
absence of her laughter that made sunshine seem not
as important to mark t he beginning of your day.
She was that ini t ial gust of thunder that lef t you
unnerved. Uncertain. Feeble.
But you needed her to make you feel like you could breathe hard and laugh harder and hold her hand.
She had the smile that healed a million hearts and ki lled twice the number who craved her presence
under their bedsheets.
Of all t hose brimming wi th passion for her, she picked you. The cracked egg.
Wasn t i t unbelievable? It was li ke being that leaf of the t ree whi ch doesn t fall af ter the rain pours
down
.
You felt powerful because no matter how annoying it got , she had given you the rights to have her. .
Unti l one day, no whi te teeth blocked the sunshine
Your f ingers wi th hers were not intertwined.
You woke up next to a pillow abandoned, she was done wi th you.
She needed her inconsistency back.
And you, you returned to being the wreck
That you were before she had li t you up with those strawberry pecks all over your skin.
.
St i ll in love wi th her, aren t you?
But that is what she was all about.
She brought you peace, only to later crush you with doubts.
By Bhavya
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I ts you who makes the dif ference.
A body of water, breathing absolute st i llness. No ripples, bubbles or waves; formless, shapeless. You
can throw in a pebble, to make the sur face ripple. You may make it shake, to bui ld some waves. You
may bott le it so, or just let it f low. Do you see it hence, its you who makes the dif ference.
An unwrit ten page, naked, creaseless, white Vi rgin to the touch of ink, hues, wr ites.You may draw a
dream, paint an untold scream. You may crumple it away, make a boat and play. Write bout a secret
felony, f old some Or igami. Do you see it hence, its you who makes the dif ference.
A child's heart unsullied, chaste and celibate. Stranger to dualit ies, theology, and hate. Let him be
poisoned, by the bite of reli gion. Or, See him play the superiority- game, loose to Lust- for- fame. Or,
let him simply live, teach him to foresee and forgive. Do you see it hence, only you could make a
difference.
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four
stop blaming your body.
you have secrets tucked in between t he st rands of your hair, that loosely hang over your shoulders.
the smoke in your eyes can make a f ire in t he ocean. but all you see is some extra ski n, some f lesh
juggling around your stomach. and you easily let your bones fall a prey to a rest less dance of blame.
through your afternoon hi ccups, to midnight hypnotics, you make your body an easy target for all
your grief . and when you enter a room, you are always scared to bring along all the woman in you.
stop.
stop blaming your breasts. stop blaming your cheekbones. don t blame the places you bleed. but
blame everyt hing that makes you beli eve that your body is a burial ground for everyt hing you
could not be.
you, have a heart . that does not need to learn t he art of camouf lage. instead it can be the rainbow
you always hunt af ter each rain.
you, my love, aren t the accidental address on a package that does not belong to you. every bit of
your f lesh, it belongs. and i t hides beneath itself the gli t ter of a starry night. only if you li f t your
bundle of blame and let i t shine.
five.
stop reading magazines that tell you what not to wear.
this one isn t a long fancy wr ite up spri nkled wi th fancy metaphors that wi ll make you drop your
mouth in awe, this is just one simple thing i have always wanted to tell all you women out there.
please don t let cosmopoli tan decide if your thighs are too heavy for that ski rt , or if your breasts are
too small for that deep li ne top. please don t let your body feel constrained by the weight of all excuses
you put forward for i ts imperfect ions.
please don t chain t he love for your body to false masks.
By Kusha
We fall, we get up and we fall again,
And again, we learn to move on,
This again is the toughest.
This again is more painful.
This again has more venom to spread.
But you have to, because you need to and because
you deserve it .
Go for a walk alone, see the sunset, sip your
favorite drink,
It might sulk a li t t le to see others together,
But the gush of wind wi ll make you forget the rest .
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Diary of a 20 something boy
She looked beautiful. How I wondered living a li fe wi th her every second of my breath
It had been a fortnight since we had first spoken. A newbie in town, I wasn't sure of how welcoming
this new city would be. She made up for all that I ever wanted fr om this city. All those evening
walks, all those emot ional messages, all those late night conversat ions, t hey seemed so touching.
Everyday was so special with her, I thought she was the sunshine to my r ainy day. But who knew,
she would leave me when I needed her shade the most.
She was nothing but AUTUMN.
Diary of a 20- something gir l
Shadow? Never. Sunshine? Always. That 's what I perpetually believed in. I was told, since
chi ldhood, that we gir ls are equal to boys. No one can deny us our f reedom, our r ights. Now that I 'm
20, I know what they told me before were plain li es.
Why do my parents worry about my marr iage when I'm just 20 and don't care about my brother 's
even when he's 25? Am I a burden or am I not?
When I have to go to a movie, why am I asked about how many boys are going to accompany me?
What dif ference wi ll it make if I go wi th a 100 boys or none
When I asked my Dad for a car, the look on his face instant ly told me that he didn't trust me wi th i t .
Why does this society generalize instances and make them into taboos which hinder opportuni t ies
for several genuine others?
Late night part ies or night outs, Indian parents will always have their judgments and apprehensions
when i t comes to us, gir ls.
Males aren't any less stereotypical when i t comes to givi ng Female the charge of anything.
Sometimes, I feel li ke shouting on the top of my voice and explaining it to everyone that we women
aren't just meant to be home makers, we're here to rule the world. So broaden your horizons and let
us take the f li ght . If we fall , we wi ll r ise again and if we soar high, we wi ll take you along. But for
that , let us FLY.
Dary of a 2 something
aegistolife
Weren't we ? But we aren't told to be real,
rather we need to be perfect. And what is
"PERFECT" .
Hey I am lef t .handed. THAT AI NT PERFECT.
Because it 's NOT PERFECT. But what is
perfect ? .
Perfect ion is nothing but a fallacy, a
unthoughtful f olly created by t he twisted
perceptions of the gory human mind.
I am not close to perfect and I know I wont
ever be. But that won't stop me from being me
and won't stop anyone being from themselves.
WE ARE BORN TO BE REAL, NOT PERFECT.
And this is totally off handed, but somehow I
am just tell ing you all ,
I am O-ve, do let me know your blood groups,
just to see how odd one can be.
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Marr ied since eight months
Each day and night he wished
Things to eventually improve between them
The f irst night he tr ied having her
She uncomfortably denied saying she needed t ime
To get to know him
Time to fall in love wi th him
And then take a step.
He wait ed since then pat ient ly
Watch her beauty overf low each day
See her elegance r ise each night
And resisted
One and two and eight months passed
How much patient a man could be ?
When asked for a clarif icat ion
She said she was a bit shy and a reserved person.
Tonight was freezing cold
A glass of rum he had to hold
Losing his senses n patience of wait ing
He layed all over her
For the f irst t ime they were mating
How long could she keep mum
When often he said "I love you "
Tonight she had to lie
Saying she loved him too
How long could she keep herself
Away and unt ouched
Tonight she had to offer herself
Tears rolled down her cheeks then
Heavy him she carr ied upon herself
Bedsheets she pressed
She almost lost her breath
She lost her pulse
And prayed inside it was soon done
She so tr ied to consider i t pleasure
But alas ...
An old pain had caged her
The reason why she never offered herself t i ll date
Later she mourned under him
For death of her soul
As deep wi thin her heart resided someone else .
The one upon her eyed her with lust
So she chose to close her eyes tight
To view another ...her only love
Her each expression he captured well
The chi ld in her he preserved
He had never let her down
Never had let her fall
Beyond the touch
They loved beyond the lust
Beyond family constraints
They loved as if i t was must
Somewhere they knew
In future they had to fall apart
But unti l the f inish line
They chose to walk
.
One f ine evening they pre planned
Argument of mind and heart
They had to start
She asked him to try a li t t le more
Since, walking of f?
She wasn't sure
But now he was t ired
To convince the world around him
That the twinkle in her eye
Was only her being
She tr ied not to make it dif f icult
Wi th tears and fooli sh pleading
So gulping tears inside
On the outer she smiled
No kisses , hugs or holding hands
No miss u's or love u's were exchanged
Inside self they murdered each other
Unt i l they bleeded maroon red
She looked away to not see him going
And lef t wi th a heavy heart
Not to return anyway
They f inally f ell apart
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The one upon her eyed her with lust
So she chose to close her eyes tight
To view another her only love
Her each expression he captured well
The child in her he preserved
He had never let her down
Never had let her fall
Beyond the touch
They loved beyond the lust
Beyond family constraints
They loved as if i t was must
Somewhere they knew
In future they had to fall apart
But unti l the f inish line
They chose to walk
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Don t think, Just go.
Open curtains, Spotlight, Sound. Enter. Capture. Surrender. Because the stage is nothing till you
make it come alive.
As a dancer/performing art ist , these words are something that I swear by when I approach a
showcase.
As a commoner, however, these words just seem cliched and impractical.
Maybe because we re afraid to do something dif ferent as it doesn t fall in t he usual scheme of things.
Maybe because we know others would constant ly throw pins at us thus gradually piercing and
ripping us apart . Maybe because sometimes we have to compromise on the dearest of things to
please the dearest of people. Maybe because there are way too many road blocks and t oo less by lanes
to help us out . Maybe because we constant ly follow a f ixed path thinking that s how i t is supposed to
be.
Or maybe we could let go and change the scri pt of li fe.
Start ing with, we MUST try t o include drama in our lives. There s a gamut of emoticons to choose
from and apply them in t he real l i fe.
Compassion because a simple smile at a stranger, with the eyes doing all the talking may li ght up all
the dif fused bulbs inside your body.
Anger , in addit ion t o negat ivity and bad vibes, may just make you strong and help you face more
wrath.
Jealousy, as dramat ic as i t is, may either take you uphill or downhill li ke every other thing in the
world, but it could also mean you care.
Courage
because even though i t is something you think you never have, you fail to realize how else
you re survi vi ng through all t he fai lures and defeats ?
Faith ; because having expectat ions from people and pinning hopes on someone, instead of leaving
you into shattered pieces, may just end up being a happy surprise, giving us someone to lean on.
Love, because hate is just too mentally t axing. And because human heart knows nothing else.
Hopebecause when all else fails, that is all
we can cli ng on t o.
There s suf fering, but remember there are also rainbows. And they are pretty. And can make you
kinda happy.
So, maybe for all t he good things that are probably in store for you, the roadblocks, the scuf f les, the
brickbats and the occasional periods of insanity that you went through, not to forget the wondrous
people you passed by during the journey - it s all worth i t .
Remember, the audience will either applaud or t hrow tomatoes at you. What they do, depends on
what you do. Your life is nothing till you make it come alive
So don t be lazy, wake up f rom those stupid happy dreams and start chasing, keep looking. Cause i f
you don t cont inue looking, you ll never know what you re looking for.
Time really is running out. And you sure as hell don t wanna lose...to yourself .
As they say, the world s a stage and we are merely just actors.
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To people who don't enjoy solitude.
An open let ter to the people who don't understand the importance of being wi th oneself , who do not
enjoy soli tude, who cannot li ve alone or who act to live alone only to feel 'lonely'.
People who can not live alone or cannot spend t ime with oneself in solitude or in silence are basically
the people who are af raid of gett ing hit by reality. They are people who are dependent on others for
emotions, acceptance and love. They crave for people to fulf i ll the gaps created by their insecurit ies,
complexes and low self esteem bui lt over years. I t can be you, me, anyone.
I wi ll hit you simple and hard wi th a fact that is so true it wi ll defy your t hinking.
I used to believe that people who are in touch wi th me act in a certain way towards me because of my
behavior, deeds, thoughts, ideologies and words that I have expressed to them. I used to believe that
whatever wrong happened in any situat ion between us was because of my wrong approach towards
it . The situat ion could be anything - good or bad. Doesn't really matter. I always felt I was lacking
something that made people behave the way they behaved wi th me.
Lately, I reali zed that it is not t rue. IT IS NOT TRUE AT ALL. Al l these years I wasted myself t rying
to fathom the law of relat ion, t ryi ng to chase, run and be someone I am not because I wanted to be
accepted by people. I always considered myself at the center of any of my relat ion's ramblings. No,
this isn't my ego saying, I am something and the world revolves around me. This in fact was my low
self esteem saying, maybe I don't deserve good friends and good relat ionships because of what I am.
That 's a dif ferent zone altogether.
The truth is, no matter how close you are, no matter how much people portray you to be elemental
and cent ral to their livi ng, no matter how much emotionally and deeply you connect, no matter how
much you think your words inf luence someone, at the end of the day, your importance is negligible
in their li fe. Believe it or not they wi ll only follow your words to the extent it doesn't af fect or
thwart their ideologies, at t i tudes or beliefs. There is nothing wrong in i t . And in f act, this should
st imulate you to be independent .
WHY?
Every human being at their core has the right to be individualist ic, opinionated and free to choose
what they want to do and how they want to be. The moment your ideologies and beliefs start to
inf ringe their space they will start t rust ing you a li t t le less and take their steps back. People will
only tell you what they want you to know and hear because everyone is tryi ng to save themselvesby
being betheir own hero. That 's the inherent nature of human beings. You can not change it and your
presence isn't a special occasion that they will t reat you dif ferent ly so stop coercing people to love
you or accept you.
To the people who are constant ly running and chasing tails, I think i ts t ime you start li ving for
yourself . While you are constant ly t rying to understand the world by chasing randoms; somewhere
someone has known world as a better place by delving deeper inside self . How shallow can i t be that
you t ry to describe world in someone else's opinion because you never found t ime for yourself to
create your own understanding about it . Nobody i s too busy, i t 's all about prior it ies and I t hink in
li fe, nobody is bigger a priority than you. Stop livi ng in a delusional world of care taking. Pretense is
a funny thing. It can make beli eve or it can shatter dreams. The reali ty i s what you are running af ter
is not yours to keep. Someday, it will leave and it wi ll make your heart bleed.
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"I feel li ke crying every t ime I think about my sister
growing up. And I want you all to know why.When I was
eleven years old, I realized that I was part of a contest that
I never signed up for. No one really knew who the judge
was either. And i t turns out that no one receives a golden
crown at the end of i t . No one wins. Because you?e either
too skinny or too fat, or your li ps are too small or they? e
too big, or you?e too tall or you?e too short . The boys
ranked gir ls according to how pretty they were. You
became a number. You were either number one or two or
three, and if you weren? those, well let?s be honest, you
didn? really matter.
I believe that we need to redef ine what beauty means. We
need to teach gir ls and boys about their t rue worth and
potent ial. Because being at t ract ive to others is not all that
matters. Making a dif ference in the world is."
By Malavika
Diverse India " dancers ,
colours , children , snake
charmers , tea vendors ..
As a photographer India
doesn't fai l to surprise
you .. I 'm Originally
from Mumbai and now
li ving in Hong Kong
since 14 years but I
yearn for my home , my
heart wants to reach out
to my roots , there's so
much t o explore back
home Photography is
just a medium for the
"journey back my roots "
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I have always been int r igued by the sense of mystery that f lowers posses. Bougainvilleas surround
me nowadays and
i was deeply struck by their magni f icence, enough to brush up my knowledge about them. I learnt
that bougainvilleas grow irrespect ive of whether they are watered or not. They are found at every
nook and corner and by just being there, they add to the beauty of the surroundings. Bougainvillea
vines climb anywhere and everywhere. You just have to look around and you ll f ind one, blooming
in a quaint li t t le corner. I couldn t stop thinking of all the women around me and how all of them
are bougainvilleas in their own respect.
They spread their beauty not caring if anyone notices it . They just are.
The bright colors of the bougainvillea are known t o be ext remely at t ract ive and one who passes by
a bougainvillea cannot ignore it s beauty and tends to admire it .
Giving the lime- li ght to the bri ght colors and the external beauty, the real f lower- the soul of t he
plant is hidden, visible only to one who cares enough to look.
All the women I have known to love and respect have spir i ts akin to this f lower. Don t look at
yourself through their eyes. You are beaut iful, inside and out . Your souls only deserve to be opened
up to people who care. You need no one, you are enough. You are more than enough.
So I wanted to create a series dedicated to all the women. I have tr ied to capture simple, rust ic and
raw beauty of everyday women t hat goes unnot iced. Although the essence of what it is to be a
woman, what i t is to be a bougainvillea isn t seizable but i have tr ied my best to at least give a
glimpse to one who cares enough to really see.
Bougainvillea series
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Editor s Choice
1 Niddhi Jain
2 Manish Jaisi
3 Rizni Samshudeen
4 Ashwini Tandon
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I took a lantern and stepped into the dark
forest of chaos and baff lement .
Every prophecy seemed incoherent ,
I was seeking for reli ance but the despair was
malevolent.
Li ke a parasite i t inaugurated all my desires
and the f ire that was glint ing through the
cracks of my heart,locked in bizarre.
I was f loundering about in the deep of fshore
waters,
gasping for the air of bli theness and hearty
laughter's.
But nothing came and rescued my lost soul,
I was already sinking and wrecked too much t o
drown into mucky water.
Waist deep in this black water I stood tall
Turned a blind eye to the war raging amongst the clouds and massive rainfall
Because I had stopped believing that almighty would ever hear my call
But then something pulled me inside and I went like a f ired cannonball.
Seeking a f inal stop while unraveling the profoundness I swayed
Soon after reaching the bottom I found crumbled dark souls there, deeply ingrained.
How spooky they all looked wi th no eyes in t he head
One of them came closer and to me he said
Now you'll be like us too,as you're dead.
By Prashasti Srivastava
He t iptoed
In the dark abyss
Of her soul
And whir led through
Every bottomless pit
She was fall ing into
To catch
All t he remnants of her
He held and caressed
Her wrecked soul
He breathed
Soft hymn of love
into her ravaged heart
Crooning and calling onto
The f inal shreds of strength
She has lef t in her
So she can li f t her f ingers
And hold His
And together
They can once again
Fly away to the lands
They once called home
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I woke up on Sunday wi th Facebook dutifully not ifying me that it was the f irst day of Spring.
Wi th a sigh I sat up staring at that vi rtual patchwork of whi te and blue painted on my phone t i ll
my vision blur red. Don? most poets and wr iters romant icize the Spring? Haven? they sung odes
praising it s beauty and soaked rolls upon rolls of parchments trying to scribble down all of i t?s
cont r ibution to Mankind. Spring was supposed to be that ki nd person who would have graciously
of fered to uncap the t ight ly jammed lid of f this jar of a heart and then t i lt i t to bleed the ink that
rested inside. I t was supposed to be that grand epiphany of my mundane li fe which would have
made me realise that I was born t o die whi le bleeding ink on t o a paper; that the redolence of
f reshly spilled ink was my one t rue love. I looked around my eyes desperate for the sight anything
at all t hat would st ir enough turbulence and provide me with even the slightest motivation to grab
the pen that rested right next to me and impart li fe to words on a paper with strokes of blue. I kept
searching for all t hose signs of Spring that I have heard about but I could f ind none. I could hear
no birds singing melodies to ?welcome?the Spring nor was there any subt le breeze playing wi th
my locks. There was none of that greenery outside the window but an harsh looking wall of
cement smirking back at me from outside my window. A pop of sound turned my attent ion back to
my phone and a sad smile crawled it way onto my l ips. A post f rom her. I exi t the wretched app and
start searching rest lessly for my f avourite picture of us. My seventeenth birthday you point ing a
plast ic kni fe at me I feigning fear us smili ng together. I sat there sulking lurking amid the
shadows of the opaque nostalgia that had somehow managed to engulf me during the broad day
li ght. I could hear the quiet t icking of the clock t hat slowly urged me to get ready for ?Soul
Sunday? another desperate attempt of mine to infuse enough emotions into this stoic heart of
mine and help i t recall the bliss of wr i t ing.
The way to college was a t rance. All that I could do was to stare at the heap of dried leaves lying
on footpaths. At intervals a gent le breeze would come and li f t the dead leaves up in to the air and
they would follow a turbulent way back down. The breeze would make them dance midair and
then slowly cradle their fall before leaving. My gaze seemed to be not needing any excuse to
f ixate i tself upon t hose heaps of leaves the ent ire way. I reached college and paced around
rest lessly. I need to write I kept tell ing myself but I could f ind no words. I reached home and
pulled out my phone tryi ng to scribble this down but words seemed to have failed me. I should
have writ ten this apology that you deserve but instead I chose to hide myself behind words that
described my af fair with ink. Even now instead of looking right into your eyes and speaking my
heart out while knowing that you wi ll understand because you always do I self ishly resort to
writ ing you this letter and at tempt to hide my cowardice under the guise of my love for words.
Here?s to the ?Sister f rom another Mother?
I have no other words to of fer you right now but two bleak f ive lettered words. Now the words
might appear so deceiving that they would make the World?s greatest magicians shy away f rom
competit ion but believe it when I say this I mean them wi th every shrivel every f iber of my
exi stence. I am sorry. I am sorry f or cancelling plans that we had both agreed upon. I am sorry
for every backward step that I took with inch that you tr ied to reach out. You never f ailed to see
the turmoil I was stuck in you kept asking me what was the mat ter what had led in to this
errat ic behavior? And I? All that I gave you were halfhearted ?nothings?and booming silences.
You felt I wanted you out of the way but I stayed silent because I had no words and there was
always too much to say. I did not want to let you know that everyt ime I look around the
classroom and can? f ind your f ace my heart launches itself into this rest less t irade of complain
about the world being so unfair. I could not convince myself to let you know that every t ime the
professor speaks in terms of Alphas and Betas I keep wanting to write about the Omega that the
Universe is.
The pring
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