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    Birdsall, C.J.

    Publication date2016Document VersionFinal published versionPublished inMemory, Place and Identity: Commemoration and Remembrance of War and Conflict

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    Citation for published version (APA):Birdsall, C. J. (2016). Sound Memory: A Critical Concept for Researching Memories ofConflict and War. In D. Drozdzewski, S. De Nardi, & E. Waterton (Eds.), Memory, Place andIdentity: Commemoration and Remembrance of War and Conflict (pp. 111-129). Routledge.

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    Contents

    List

    of figures

    Notes on contributors

    A cknowledgements

    VII

    ix

    xiii

    1 The sig

    nihc

    ance

    of memory in the pr

    esen

    t

    DANIELLE DROZDZEWSKI, SARAH DE NARDI AND EMMA WATERTON

    PARTI

    Plac

    ing memory in public

    2 En

    coun

    teri

    ng memory in the everyday city

    DANIELLE DROZDZEWSKI

    17

    19

    Personal reflections on formal Second World War

    memories/memorials in everyday Spaces in

    Singapore

    HAMZAH MUZAINI

    38

    Mult

    iple

    and con

    test

    ed geographies of memory:

    remembering the

    1989 Romanian 'revolution'

    CRAIG YOUNG AND DUNCAN LIGHT

    56

    Wrecks to rel

    ics:

    battle remains and the formation of

    a battlescape, Sha'ar HaGai, Is

    rael

    MAOZ AZARYAHU

    74

    PART II

    Narr

    ativ

    e memorial practices: st

    oryt

    elli

    ng and

    materiality in

    pla

    cing

    memory

    6 Who were the

    enemies? The spatial practices of

    belo

    ngin

    g and exc

    lusi

    on in Second World War Italy

    93

    95

  • vi

    Contents

    1 So

    und me

    mory

    : a cr

    itical co

    ncept f

    or re

    sear

    chin

    gmemones of con

    flic

    t and war

    CAROLYN BJRDSALL

    III

    Figu

    res

    8 H

    eralding Je

    richo: na

    rrat

    ives

    of r

    emembrance,

    recl

    amat

    ion and Republican ide

    ntit

    y in Belfast,

    Northern Ireland

    LIA DONG SHIMADA

    130

    9 In the sha

    dow of ce

    ntenarles: Ir

    ish a

    rtis

    ts go to

    war

    ,1914-1918

    NUALAC. JOHNSON

    PART III

    Comm

    emor

    ativ

    e vigilance a

    nd ri

    tuals o

    f remembering

    in place

    10 Embodied mem

    ory at the Australian War Mem

    oria

    lJASON DITTMER AND EMMA WATERTON

    11 An

    zac at

    mosp

    here

    sSHANTI SUMARTOJO AND QUENTIN STEVENS

    12 B

    eyond sentimentality and

    glor

    ific

    atio

    n: us

    ing a

    hist

    ory

    of emotions to dea

    l wi

    th the

    Horror of

    war

    ANDREA WITCOMB

    13 W

    itne

    ssin

    g and

    affe

    ct: a

    ltering, im

    agining a

    nd making

    Spac

    es to remember the Gre

    at War in modern Britain

    ROSS WILSON

    14 P

    laces o

    f memory and memories of

    plac

    es in

    Nazi G

    ermany

    JOSHUA HAGEN

    Index

    146

    167

    169

    189

    205

    221

    236

    255

    2.1

    Stolpersteine at Gip

    sstr

    aße 3, Mitte, Berlin

    . 23

    2.2

    Tchorka Tab

    let on uL Bracka 16,

    Srödmiescie, Warsaw

    29

    3.1

    Tourists reading the sto

    rybo

    ards

    at La

    brad

    or Par

    k 42

    3.2

    Locations of th

    e 14 bro

    nze plaques in

    stal

    led in

    199

    5 44

    3.3

    The 'op

    en-b

    ook'

    -sha

    ped plaque at Hong Lim Complex

    45

    3.4

    The Jur

    ong-

    Kran

    ji Defence Line pl

    aque

    47

    3.5

    The pla

    que ma

    rkin

    g th

    e Sa

    rimb

    un Landing Sit

    e 50

    4.1

    Map of lo

    cati

    ons.

    58

    4.2

    The 'Memorial of Rebirth' in

    Pia

    ta Revolufiei

    (aka the

    Tmpaled Pot

    ato'

    ) 62

    4.3

    Group of personal me

    mori

    als on

    Bäl

    cesc

    u Boulevard

    65

    5.1

    Babel Wad, 1948

    76

    5.2

    Markers: boulder with dates; a sig

    n wi

    th Gur

    i's song in Hebrew

    84

    5.3

    A sta

    ged co

    nvoy

    86

    5.4

    Memo

    rial

    Day pos

    tage

    stamp, 2003

    87

    6.1

    The Veneto region

    99

    8.1

    Divis Mountain as viewed across West Bel

    fast

    134

    8.2

    Hera

    ld of Jeri

    cho

    139

    9.1

    Will

    iam Or

    pen,

    'The Hol

    y WelP, 1915

    151

    9.2

    William Orpen, 'Dead Germans in aTrench', 1918.

    154

    9.3

    WilliamX)rpen, 'The Mad Woman of Douai', 191

    8.

    156

    9.4

    John

    Lav

    ei7,

    'The First Wounded, London Hospital 1914'

    160

    9.5

    John

    Lavery, 'Mun

    itio

    ns, Newcastle, 1917'

    162

    9.6

    John

    Lavery, 'A Convoy, No

    rth Se

    a, 1918. From N.S

    . 7'

    163

    10.1

    Inside the Kokoda Trail exhibit

    181

    10.2 The cur

    ved pa

    rame

    ter of th

    e exhibit

    182

    11.1

    The pyramidal form of

    the Sh

    rine

    of Remembrance with the

    crow

    d ga

    ther

    ed in

    its forecourt

    195

    11.2

    The crowd at the Dawn Ser

    vice

    at the AWM in 2013, with th

    e

    projections visible on

    the fa9ade of th

    e ma

    in bui

    ldin

    g 19

    814.1 The Sterneckerbräu beer hal

    l 240

    14.2

    Braunschweig cat

    hedr

    al

    245

    14.3

    Kreis designed several massive war memorials, including this

    one pl

    anne

    d on conquered Rus

    sian

    territory

    249

  • 7 Sound memory

    A cr

    itical con

    cept

    for researching

    memories of co

    nfiict and war

    Caro

    lyn Bi

    rdsa

    ll

    In rec

    ent g

    eographica! i

    iterature, th

    ere h

    as been an inc

    reas

    ed se

    nsitivity t

    o sound

    in U

    rban

    space and everyday

    iife

    , wi

    th p

    articular

    inte

    rest

    in th

    e intersections

    between musi

    c, id

    enti

    ty an

    d place (R

    evii

    l 2000; Co

    nnel

    l and Gib

    son 2

    003; Bo

    land

    2010). In

    the w

    ake o

    f non

    -rep

    rese

    ntat

    iona

    l the

    oiy,

    cuitural ge

    ographers h

    ave p

    aid

    additional atten

    tion

    to affect and embodiment, and

    to th

    e roie of the senses in

    reme

    mber

    ing (Anderson 20

    04;

    Thri

    ft 2004). Th

    is c

    hapt

    er c

    ontr

    ibut

    es to

    the

    inte

    rest

    in th

    e study of e

    mbodied and em

    otio

    nal g

    eographies, i

    n which emotion is

    unde

    rsto

    od terms of 'i

    ts soc

    io-s

    pati

    al med

    iati

    on and

    articulation rather tha

    n as

    entirely i

    nteriorized

    subjective m

    ental

    states' (

    Bondi

    et a

    l. 200

    5: 3).

    Where

    my pre

    viou

    s wo

    rk eva

    luat

    ed the

    figure of t

    he 'earwitness' f

    or researching his

    -torical soundscapes (

    Bird

    sall

    2009, 20

    12),

    the present chapter is

    centred on the

    conc

    ept o

    f 'sound memory' a

    s a to

    ol fo

    r und

    erst

    andi

    ng Pe

    rformances of p

    ast w

    arex

    peri

    ence

    s in

    the

    present, a

    nd establishing t

    hese ac

    ts as (

    re)constructions of t

    hese

    if in

    relation to

    others and to

    pla

    ce.

    While no

    n-re

    pres

    enta

    tion

    al th

    eory

    was an

    imp

    orta

    nt to

    uchs

    tone

    for m

    y earlier

    investigations, t

    his chapter's tr

    eatm

    ent of so

    und memory and the

    remembrance

    of war may b

    e better d

    escribed i

    n terms of

    the m

    ore-than-representational

    (Lorimer 2005). In opting for '

    more

    -tha

    n-' r

    athe

    r than 'non-', t

    his a

    nalysis will

    main

    tain

    an

    interest in

    the af

    fective, ex

    pressive and per

    form

    ativ

    e, wi

    thou

    t ne

    ces-

    sarily d

    ismi

    ssin

    g the

    role of so

    cial

    discourse and

    cuitural

    practices

    in a

    ccul

    -turating the

    bod

    y (B

    ondi

    2005). Gi

    ven

    this

    int

    eres

    t in

    both

    the

    affe

    ctiv

    e and

    discursive, and

    the

    individual and s

    ocial di

    mens

    ions

    to re

    memb

    erin

    g, 1

    will

    deve

    lop t

    he co

    ncep

    t of s

    ound memory wi

    th the ai

    d of ps

    ychologist Pi

    erre Ja

    net's

    theo

    riza

    tion

    of me

    mory

    , na

    rrat

    ion an

    d trauma. Janet's

    tripartite model d

    isti

    n-guishes between habil m

    emor

    y, na

    rrat

    ive memory and

    tra

    umal

    ic memory (

    Janet

    1973

    ). Th

    e fir

    st, h

    abit mem

    ory,

    comprises t

    he ha

    bitual bo

    dily sk

    ills

    acquired ov

    ertime, a

    nd through routine, w

    hether un

    reflective or

    acknowledged by th

    e subject.

    The se

    cond

    category, na

    rrative me

    mory

    , refers t

    o th

    e ac

    t of cr

    eati

    ng a sto

    ry or

    description of

    past eve

    nts.

    The

    se memories ar

    e of

    len

    inte

    ntio

    nall

    y gi

    ven em

    otional si

    gnificance. b

    ut ca

    n even encompass th

    ose me

    mori

    es th

    at se

    em to

    eme

    rge

    by cha

    nce.

    The fi

    nal category des

    crib

    ed by

    Janet, tr

    aumatic me

    mory

    , re

    quir

    escr

    itic

    al reflection on

    the

    specificity of trauma and mod

    es of tr

    auma

    tic re

    call

    in

    inte

    rvie

    w si

    tuat

    ions

    .

  • 112

    Caro

    lyn Bi

    rdsa

    ll

    Sound me

    mory

    wil

    l be explored he

    re as a to

    ol for

    und

    erst

    andi

    ng the rol

    e of

    soun

    ds — bot

    h pa

    st and

    pre

    sent

    - in

    acts of

    reme

    mber

    ing war in German

    city-

    scap

    es. Th

    e first se

    ctio

    n will establish the

    significance of

    sou

    nd in war and

    its

    reme

    mbra

    nce,

    and reflect on my use

    of or

    al history methods to observe in

    voca

    -tions o

    f Spa

    ce, p

    lace and id

    entity dur

    ing I

    nter

    view

    s wi

    th elderly peo

    ple ab

    out t

    heso

    unds

    of wa

    r. The an

    alys

    is wil

    l then ta

    ke up th

    e th

    ree categories dev

    elop

    ed by

    Jane

    t, foc

    usin

    g firs

    t on

    habit mem

    ory,

    in terms of

    how

    int

    ervi

    ewee

    s recalled

    and pe

    rfor

    med so

    und-

    rela

    ted as

    pect

    s of th

    eir childhood socialization. Nar

    rati

    veme

    mory

    wil

    l be a

    nalysed by

    the

    way

    s in

    which i

    ndividual

    subjects ffa

    med

    thei

    r recollection o

    f mus

    ical

    sou

    nd in

    terms of p

    lace

    -mak

    ing practices (both terms

    of loc

    al a

    ttachments and

    nat

    iona

    l fr

    amew

    orks

    ), before focusing on a

    group

    interview

    setting that drew on

    a familiar repertoire of musical song ffo

    m their

    childhood

    years

    in w

    hich s

    hare

    d pl

    ace and

    identity a

    re ena

    cted

    and p

    osit

    ive

    aspe

    cts of

    their y

    oung

    er y

    ears wer

    e reclaimed. Thi

    s Pe

    rfor

    manc

    e of

    in

    situ

    belo

    ngin

    g appeared t

    o downplay i

    ntemal d

    iffe

    renc

    es and

    ste

    er c

    lear

    of un-

    plea

    sant

    mem

    orie

    s of the

    past. Finally,

    1 wi

    ll r

    eflect on

    the

    places in wh

    ich

    over

    whel

    ming

    sou

    nds we

    re experienced dur

    ing pr

    otra

    cted

    exp

    osur

    e to Sec

    ond

    World Wa

    r aerial att

    acks

    . Th

    is category requires cri

    tica

    l re

    flec

    tion

    on

    different

    modes of tr

    auma

    tic recall and the extent t

    o which the ac

    coun

    ts stu

    died

    here should

    be ffa

    med

    in terms of trauma. My eng

    agem

    ent wi

    th Jan

    efs model

    will wor

    ktowards a

    final c

    onclusion ab

    out b

    eing

    attuned t

    o the af

    fect

    ive a

    nd (i

    nter)personal

    negotiations of m

    emory during ac

    ts of r

    emem

    beri

    ng, a

    nd how

    the

    y re

    veal

    telling

    articulations of

    plac

    e and

    iden

    tity

    .

    Placing so

    und,

    conflict and

    the

    poi

    itic

    s of memory

    With the

    emergence of S

    ound Stu

    dies

    , wit

    h its p

    articular i

    nter

    est i

    n sound his

    tory

    ,much attention has

    bee

    n paid to t

    he rol

    e of

    soun

    d in

    defining th

    e seif, b

    elon

    ging

    and

    identity (B

    ull 20

    00; Co

    nnor

    200

    4; Born 20

    11).

    For the

    case of

    war and

    con

    flict, sc

    hola

    rs have te

    nded

    to e

    mphasize th

    e so

    cial

    func

    tion

    s of m

    usic in

    boo

    stin

    gmorale and shaping cu

    ltural experience (Wa

    tkin

    s 200

    3; Fa

    user

    2013). At

    the s

    ame

    time, mu

    ch sou

    nd his

    tori

    cal scholarship has been dev

    oted

    to the central role of

    soun

    d (and noise) in conflict an

    d wa

    rfar

    e, whether in forms of

    soci

    al exclusion

    and ma

    rkin

    g of

    territories, in

    civil protest, a

    nd for

    ms of ba

    ttle

    and interrogation

    (Deaville 20

    12; Cu

    sick

    201

    3). Wh

    ile such pat

    tems

    hav

    e be

    en def

    ined

    as trans-

    cult

    ural

    and tra

    nshi

    stor

    ical

    (Sch

    wart

    z 2011; He

    ndy 20

    13),

    scholarly research on

    soun

    d history has shown a strong int

    eres

    t in the civil a

    nd world wars of

    the mo

    dern

    era (

    Smit

    h 2001). The bat

    tlef

    ield

    of t

    he Fir

    st Wor

    ld War has

    att

    ract

    ed par

    ticu

    lar

    attention due

    to the

    reduced v

    isibility and

    ear-piercing sou

    nds of

    mec

    hani

    zed

    warfare, and

    its

    mar

    ked

    effe

    cts on tho

    se who experienced i

    t (Je

    an 201

    2). The

    bomb

    ing of

    Mun

    ich,

    Ham

    burg

    and

    Fre

    ibur

    g during the

    First Wor

    ld War

    also

    sparked extensive pr

    epar

    atio

    ns during th

    e 19

    20s and 1930s for t

    he possibility of

    noisy aerial att

    acks

    on Ge

    rman

    eit

    les (Ge

    init

    z 2000).

    Among th

    e methodologies ex

    plor

    ed in sound

    hist

    oric

    al research, on

    e ap

    proa

    chthat has

    remained

    unde

    rexp

    lore

    d is

    that of

    ora

    l history. My mai

    n motivation

    Sound memory

    113

    for ad

    opti

    ng thi

    s methodology

    is tha

    t the interview pro

    cess

    encourages a mo

    deof remembering t

    hat

    elucidates t

    he s

    enso

    ry and

    embodied

    natu

    re of exper

    ience (H

    ardy

    2006), an

    d pr

    oces

    ses of

    ide

    ntit

    y an

    d place-making i

    n re

    lati

    onto th

    e remembrance of

    war. The

    oral

    hist

    ory me

    thod

    olog

    y allows fo

    r memories to

    be a

    ctiv

    ated

    and c

    onst

    ruct

    ed during the

    pres

    ent mo

    ment

    of recall, fa

    cili

    tate

    dby emb

    odie

    d an

    d mo

    re-t

    han-

    disc

    ursi

    ve for

    ms of Pe

    rfor

    manc

    e (Gändida-Smith

    2002: 1-3

    ).

    Memo

    ries

    performed in interview contexts ar

    e equally se

    nsit

    ive t

    o a va

    riety o

    fot

    her fa

    ctor

    s, not lea

    st the choice of

    que

    stio

    ns, location, language and mood

    of th

    ose involved (P

    erks

    and

    Tho

    mson

    200

    6). I

    ndeed, al

    l acts o

    f memory involve

    a 'c

    ompo

    site

    of

    truth and

    ficti

    on' dependent on a pre

    sent

    -day

    Int

    erpr

    etat

    ion

    and so

    cial

    con

    text

    of remembering (

    Hutton 199

    3: 64;

    Hal

    bwac

    hs 199

    2). I

    n turn,

    recent or

    al hi

    story r

    esea

    rch ha

    s stressed t

    hat, wh

    ile Interviews may

    pro

    duce

    recol-

    lect

    ions

    wit

    h historical er

    rors

    , suc

    h accounts not on

    ly off

    er in

    sigh

    ts in

    to how

    pas

    tevents are

    reencountered in t

    he present, b

    ut al

    so int

    o the rol

    e of

    place an

    d spatial

    stra

    tegi

    es w

    ithin

    narr

    atio

    ns of (d

    iffi

    cult

    ) pasts (

    Cole 2015). Th

    e analysis tha

    tfollows

    will

    thus acknowledge th

    e pr

    esen

    ce of body language and

    gest

    ures

    as

    comp

    risi

    ng an

    inte

    gral

    part of th

    e interview (a

    s in

    ters

    ubje

    ctiv

    e encounter), a

    ndalso co

    nsider in

    deta

    il the way

    s in which pla

    ce figu

    red in

    int

    ervi

    ewee

    s' re

    sponses

    abou

    t ex

    peri

    enci

    ng Nat

    iona

    l Socialism and th

    e Se

    cond

    World War

    during their

    formative years.

    The

    first sig

    nifi

    cant

    per

    spec

    tive

    on

    plac

    e for my ora

    l history project can be

    iden

    tifi

    ed in th

    e location of (

    most) interviews at th

    e Stadtsarchiv R

    atin

    gen

    inth

    e north of

    Düss

    eldo

    rf. A fü

    ll, f

    font-page article in

    a dai

    ly regional newspaper,

    entitJed 'D

    ie Kla

    ngwe

    lten

    des Kr

    iege

    s' ('Th

    e soundscapes o

    f war'), i

    nvited pot

    en-

    tial

    interviewees t

    o le

    ave th

    eir d

    etai

    ls with the archive (

    Hart

    leb 2004a).'A colour

    phot

    ogra

    ph depicted me Sta

    ndin

    g in

    the archive Sta

    cks wi

    th the dir

    ecto

    r Erika

    Münster-Schröer, fo

    regrounding bo

    th the

    site of t

    he archive and leg

    itim

    izin

    g my

    project in the context of a familiar loc

    al Ins

    titu

    tion

    . The int

    ervi

    ews at

    the

    arc

    hive

    were

    con

    duct

    ed in

    a roo

    m (a

    t ground level), w

    hich

    loo

    ked onto th

    e pl

    aygr

    ound

    of

    the A

    nne-

    Fran

    k-Sc

    hule

    , a pri

    maiy

    scho

    ol behind th

    e archive. The

    frequent sc

    hool

    bell

    rings and

    sou

    nds of

    chil

    dren

    pla

    ying

    wer

    e co

    mmen

    ted on by interviewees,

    and ap

    pear

    ed to

    serve a

    s an au

    dito

    ry pro

    mpt f

    or th

    eir p

    roce

    sses

    of r

    ecalling ch

    ild

    hood and

    young-adult experiences. Mo

    reov

    er, t

    he pre

    sent

    -day

    ass

    ocia

    tion

    of t

    hearchive building with Na

    tion

    al Socialism was com

    ment

    ed on by

    sev

    eral

    int

    erviewees, si

    nce t

    he building h

    oused Düsseldorfs regional Gestapo headquarters i

    nth

    e final years of t

    he Second World War (

    Kami

    nsky

    1991).

    Thirty individuals - bom between the

    late 19

    10s and th

    e 19

    30s - volunteered

    to be in

    terv

    iewe

    d, an

    d 1 a

    tten

    ded t

    wo me

    etings of

    a lo

    cal s

    eniors gr

    oup f

    or women.

    In several exc

    epti

    ons,

    the

    interview was conducted i

    n th

    e in

    tei-

    view

    ee's

    home,

    usually if th

    ey wer

    e unable to tr

    avel

    easily. In ma

    ny of th

    ese ca

    ses,

    interviewees

    were

    more li

    kely

    to act li

    ke a hos

    t du

    ring

    a so

    cial

    visi

    t, an

    d use memory aids (

    e.g.

    photos, songbooks) d

    urin

    g interviews. A number of the r

    espo

    nden

    ts had ver

    y lit

    tleexperience in providing an

    ext

    ende

    d account of

    their pa

    st, whereas a si

    zeab

    lepo

    rtio

    n ha

    d pr

    evio

    usly

    produced forms of

    life

    -sto

    ry narration (e.

    g. unp

    ubli

    shed

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    Carolyn Birdsall

    memoirs, media i

    nter

    view

    s an

    d lo

    cal

    history

    acti

    viti

    es).

    Many i

    nter

    view

    ees

    expr

    esse

    d th

    eir cu

    rios

    ity

    in an

    'int

    erge

    nera

    tion

    al encounter' (Vanderbeck an

    dWorth 20

    15) with som

    eone

    identified as a young, f

    orei

    gn res

    earc

    her,

    wit

    h several

    citing a con

    cem about negative per

    cept

    ions

    of Germans as additional mot

    ivat

    ion

    for

    thei

    r participation. Mor

    e br

    oadl

    y, the

    interviews appeared t

    o represent a

    form

    of 'making connections' tha

    t al

    so ent

    aiie

    d a

    ther

    apeu

    tic co

    mpon

    ent (f

    orputting th

    ings

    in th

    eir place) (Bondi 2005). At the

    same tim

    e, I was mindful of

    the

    ethical

    issues w

    hen

    talking

    to o

    lder

    people

    about

    pers

    onal

    experiences

    of co

    nflict and

    war; a

    s a pr

    oces

    s th

    at, for man

    y, was

    linked to

    emotionally cha

    rged

    memories.

    While

    most

    pa

    rtic

    ipan

    ts were si

    mila

    rly bom in lo

    wer-

    to

    mi

    ddle

    -cla

    sshouseholds, it

    became apparent tha

    t the

    ir remembering of se

    if and

    pla

    ce rev

    eale

    dan

    important distinction bet

    ween

    tho

    se who grew up

    (and have sta

    yed)

    in the

    Düss

    eldo

    rf are

    a, and

    tho

    se who exp

    erie

    nced

    displacement du

    ring

    or following

    the Se

    cond

    World War (e.g. the

    mas

    s flig

    ht and

    for

    ced

    migration of German

    populations from Cen

    trai

    and Eas

    tem Eu

    rope

    ).For my s

    emi-

    stru

    ctur

    ed interviews, the

    questions

    firs

    t concerned

    general

    biographical inf

    orma

    tion

    (including questions about ch

    ildh

    ood,

    fam

    ily,

    school

    and ro

    utin

    es) a

    nd, s

    econ

    d, memories of sound in eve

    ryda

    y li

    fe (i

    nclu

    ding

    rad

    io and

    othe

    r au

    diov

    isua

    l te

    chno

    logi

    es).

    When mak

    ing appointments to be int

    ervi

    ewed

    , anumber of participants ask

    ed for

    both the permission she

    et (with v

    ital informa

    tion

    ) and

    a preliminary lis

    t (both que

    stio

    ns and

    key

    word

    s) to

    be po

    sted

    ahead of

    the

    interview; this pr

    ompt

    ed s

    everal int

    ervi

    ewee

    s to

    (partly) read fro

    m typed

    answ

    ers,

    or show d

    isco

    mfor

    t wh

    en my fol

    low-

    up que

    stio

    ns req

    uire

    d them t

    osp

    eak fr

    eely

    . Su

    ch str

    ateg

    ies might be

    rea

    d in terms of anxiety about accuracy,

    whic

    h is common among elderly interviewee sub

    ject

    s. Nonetheless, th

    ey als

    oreflect a mo

    re w

    ides

    prea

    d concem a

    bout

    accurate remembering of

    National

    Soci

    alis

    m: often on the basis of

    forg

    etfu

    lnes

    s (gi

    ven th

    eir present ol

    der ag

    e), but

    also anx

    iety

    about bei

    ng sub

    ject

    to questions about ac

    coun

    tabi

    lity

    (particularly

    on the

    issue of whether parents an

    d fa

    mily

    members wer

    e pa

    rty members); many

    poin

    ted out that their (n

    on-adult) e

    xperiences were pr

    imar

    ily li

    mite

    d to localized

    site

    s of

    the home and

    street, and to school, religious an

    d yo

    uth-

    grou

    p pa

    rtic

    ipa

    tion

    . Recent lit

    erat

    ure has suggested th

    e va

    lue of such localized per-spectives on

    how older people un

    ders

    tood

    the

    sei

    f, as produced in a relationship to others and

    place. Ora

    l hi

    stor

    ies give ins

    ight

    s

    into

    place att

    achm

    ents

    and

    ide

    ntit

    ies on

    sca

    les ra

    ngin

    g fr

    om the

    country to

    the re

    gion

    , to

    wn, street and

    home [an

    d] into contests ove

    r place involving

    control, res

    ista

    nce an

    d ne

    goti

    atio

    n. Thi

    s is

    evidenced in ou

    r case study by

    the

    breaking of saf

    ety

    rules an

    d re

    gula

    tion

    s by c

    hild

    ren

    [in

    the Se

    cond

    World Wa

    r].

    (Andrews et al. 2006: 170)

    Such

    ora

    l history interviews therefore reveal memories of pl

    ace as constituted on

    interrelating

    scales (micro

    to m

    acro g

    eogr

    aphi

    es),

    as

    well a

    s th

    e particular

    Sound memory

    115

    conditions - as

    dem

    onst

    rate

    d above fo

    r th

    e so

    uth-

    east

    English coa

    stal

    town of

    Teig

    nmou

    th - of

    chil

    dren

    's geo

    grap

    hies

    .At

    the s

    ame ti

    me, i

    nter

    view

    res

    pond

    ents

    - from the

    vantage of t

    he pr

    esent - can

    reflect o

    n how

    this

    past i

    s located and has

    mea

    ning

    in the

    contemporaiy Situation.

    While some mentioned e

    veiyday

    social g

    eogr

    aphi

    es of th

    e present (e.g. no

    twa

    ntin

    g to greet ce

    rtai

    n people in th

    e st

    reet

    due to their a

    ctions during Na

    tion

    alSo

    cial

    ism)

    , ot

    hers

    talked

    about ho

    w their own

    processes of

    rec

    alli

    ng p

    lace

    experiences we

    re pro

    mpte

    d by

    med

    ia rep

    orti

    ng abo

    ut Ira

    q during 2003-2004.

    One such ill

    ustr

    atio

    n comes from Ursula S. (born 19

    28, p

    ersonal interview):

    A; Wh

    en my

    moth

    er told me s

    tories [ab

    out starvation, influenza an

    d lo

    sing

    rela

    tive

    s du

    ring

    the First Wor

    ld War

    ], I couldn't imagine it

    . Jus

    t as it i

    s fo

    ryo

    u - th

    ese stories are so impossible.

    Q:

    Is it

    dif

    ficu

    lt to picture th

    ese th

    ings

    in your mind?

    A:

    It's b

    ette

    r if you tr

    y not

    to. You

    know, wh

    en 1 was watching TV when the I

    raq

    War be

    gan,

    would you bel

    ieve

    that i

    t seemed

    like it

    was

    ther

    e again. 1 wo

    keup scr

    eami

    ng fro

    m my bed, beca

    use th

    e bo

    mbs we

    re falling aga

    in and the

    devil k

    nows wha

    t eise

    For that re

    ason

    , 1 don

    't wat

    ch TV any

    more

    .

    Such

    com

    ment

    s ar

    e su

    gges

    tive

    of how US aerial bo

    mbin

    gs and urb

    an war

    fare

    in Baghdad and

    other cities se

    rved

    as a ubiquitous (a

    nd unw

    ante

    d) au

    diov

    isua

    lprompt f

    or my i

    nter

    view

    ees when r

    econsidering t

    heir own

    exp

    erie

    nces

    of

    mili

    tary

    attack and urban destruction during the

    Sec

    ond Wo

    rld Wa

    r.On

    e other important di

    scur

    sive

    context at th

    e time of my interviews was the

    grow

    ing acknowledgement o

    f German civilian sufFering during t

    he Sec

    ond World

    War,

    due to

    air attacks (Sebald 20

    03) or

    flight and

    expu

    lsio

    n fr

    om t

    he Eas

    t(G

    rass

    2002). A study of expelled Ger

    mans

    (liv

    ing near Hannover) ar

    gued that

    publications by novelists such as Günter Gra

    ss wer

    e part of a 'genuine attempt

    to l

    ink

    flig

    ht and e

    xpulsion t

    o a comprehensive

    narr

    ativ

    e th

    at does no

    t om

    itGerman atr

    ocit

    ies an

    d does not reg

    ard everyone ju

    st as vi

    ctim

    s' (Sch

    ulze

    2006:

    378)

    . Ot

    her

    oral

    history s

    tudi

    es in

    this

    per

    iod observed tha

    t intergenerational

    fami

    ly nar

    rati

    ves ov

    erwh

    elmi

    ngly

    cen

    tred

    on

    stor

    ies about aerial bom

    bing

    s, an

    dfrequently made use of po

    pular-culture r

    eferences a

    s an

    interpretative f

    ramework

    (Tsc

    hugg

    nall

    and

    Welzer 2

    002)

    . The

    se la

    tter find

    ings

    wer

    e also su

    bjec

    t to c

    ritique,

    given

    the te

    nden

    cy t

    o fo

    cus on e

    lderly i

    nter

    view

    ees as u

    nrel

    iabl

    e na

    rrat

    ors,

    rath

    er tha

    n consider the

    int

    ersu

    bjec

    tive

    pro

    cess

    es by which researchers ar

    e 'c

    o-co

    nsti

    tuti

    ve of na

    rrat

    ive me

    anin

    g' (Fas

    ulo 2002: 115). Su

    ch con

    cems

    als

    o dr

    awat

    tent

    ion to the 'em

    otio

    nal dynamics' o

    f re

    sear

    ch rel

    atio

    nshi

    ps (B

    ondi

    2005), a

    theme to which 1 wil

    l re

    turn

    in the analysis tha

    t fol

    lows

    .My in

    terviews

    therefore n

    ot on

    ly re

    flect a te

    mporal in

    terv

    al - wi

    th rem

    embe

    ring

    filt

    ered

    through the

    ir pre

    sent

    Sit

    uati

    on and

    exp

    erie

    nces

    since 1945 - but als

    o th

    eof

    ten-

    frau

    ght

    politics of memory in po

    st-H

    oloc

    aust

    Germany. A rem

    embr

    ance

    proc

    ess has been stu

    died

    that em

    erge

    d from the

    lat

    e 1940s on

    ward

    s, in which

    publ

    ic dis

    cour

    ses have been characterized

    in ter

    ms of a

    'sel

    ecti

    ve rem

    embe

    ring

    'rather tha

    n complete sil

    ence

    (Hu

    ghes

    200

    0: 205). Pro

    cess

    es of 'n

    orma

    liza

    tion

    '

  • ] 16 Carolyn Birdsall

    have

    been observed from th

    e 19

    50s onwards (Ni

    etha

    mmer

    2001), a

    nd cul

    mina

    ted

    in the Historikerstreit (

    Hist

    oria

    ns' Debate) in the

    198

    0s, which

    centred on

    the

    place of

    the Ho

    loca

    ust in Germany's lar

    ger historical narrative (Habermas 198

    9;Ni

    ven

    2002

    ). Recent me

    mory

    stu

    dies

    sch

    olar

    ship

    has

    called for

    attention

    tocontemporary dyn

    amic

    s of

    'mul

    tidi

    rect

    iona

    l memory'; fo

    cusi

    ng le

    ss on questions

    of Ger

    man

    guil

    t, but

    rat

    her on how ind

    ivid

    uals

    and collectives negotiate the

    irpl

    ace as

    'implicated sub

    ject

    s' (R

    othberg 2013). In what fol

    lows

    , 1

    will eng

    age

    with the

    interview r

    espo

    nses

    - using J

    anet's t

    ripartite model of memory

    for

    considering so

    und me

    mory

    - with a vi

    ew to th

    eir in

    voca

    tion

    s of

    identity and

    plac

    e-ma

    king

    in the pa

    st and

    present.

    Sound memory as habit memory: emb

    odie

    d routines and

    spat

    ial practices

    The no

    tion

    s of

    embo

    died

    habit (and

    habitus) h

    ave offered important co

    mpon

    ents

    for th

    e theorization of me

    mory

    (Be

    rgso

    n 19

    88; Ma

    uss 1979; Bourdieu 1

    977)

    .Habit memories, in Pierre Ja

    net'

    s understanding, inv

    olve

    a set of ac

    cumu

    late

    d,so

    meti

    mes

    unre

    flec

    tive

    memories

    based on r

    outi

    nes or

    habit. In many

    case

    s,th

    ese me

    mori

    es are based on

    bodi

    ly, mu

    scul

    ar act

    s that are easily re

    call

    ed and

    perf

    orme

    d, bu

    t inv

    olve

    a knowledge th

    at is

    not

    actively ack

    nowl

    edge

    d or verbali-

    zed. Dür

    ing re

    memb

    erin

    g, hab

    it mem

    ory

    involves moments where the

    past

    isre

    enco

    unte

    red in

    the

    pre

    sent

    - by

    means of bo

    th sou

    nd-m

    akin

    g an

    d ge

    stur

    e - an

    dpl

    ay an important ro

    le in co

    ntri

    buti

    ng to a sense of

    seif

    and bel

    ongi

    ng (Ca

    sey

    1987: 15

    1). By drawing on Henri Le

    febv

    re's

    wor

    k, ha

    bit wi

    ll be positioned as a

    social(izing) process that is often re

    esta

    blis

    hed du

    ring

    times of social-political

    transition, i

    nvolving a hi

    storically specific pr

    oces

    s of re

    peating and in

    tema

    lizi

    ngparticular act

    ions

    . The

    centrality of Na

    tion

    al Soc

    iali

    st rituals to the habit memo

    ries

    analysed he

    re als

    o serves as a reminder of how the

    'pe

    rfor

    mati

    vene

    ss' of

    ritual c

    onnects me

    mory

    pra

    ctic

    es w

    ith em

    bodi

    ed e

    xper

    ienc

    e, as

    well

    as th

    eintertwining of di

    ffer

    ent s

    cale

    s of

    iden

    tity

    and

    place (E

    dens

    or 2002).

    According to

    Lef

    ebvr

    e, by te

    achi

    ng children how

    to rep

    eat 'a

    cer

    tain

    act

    , a

    cert

    ain gesture or

    movement' (2004: 39), t

    hey ad

    opt a series of corporeal habits

    and ac

    cept

    ed values, su

    ch as posture, at

    tent

    ion,

    mannerisms, co

    des of

    cond

    uct an

    detiquette. This

    is a pro

    cess

    of le

    giti

    mati

    on whe

    re the int

    erac

    tion

    of acceptable

    habits and a val

    ue system

    reinforces both elements. Lefebvre det

    ermi

    nes

    this

    proc

    ess t

    o be one of f

    orce, and

    gives it

    the French equ

    estr

    ian term "dr

    essa

    ge\ Th

    isteiTn clearly indicates t

    hat t

    he apparatus by which children are

    socially tr

    ained and

    acculturated is by no means gentle, a

    s they are 'broken in' li

    ke ani

    mals

    (Lef

    evre

    2004: 39

    ). Lef

    ebvr

    e's concept of

    the

    dressage pr

    oces

    s ca

    n be a

    ppli

    ed to th

    est

    rong

    Nat

    iona

    l So

    cial

    ist influence

    in b

    oth th

    e school env

    iron

    ment

    and every-

    day

    lives of children (Michaud 1

    997)

    . I em

    ploy

    dressage he

    re to ex

    plai

    n th

    ephysical positions (e.g. the

    Hei

    l Hi

    tler

    salute) and

    habits (e.g. rote-leaming of

    hist

    oric

    al dat

    es and

    slogans) ta

    ught

    to children, as

    part of

    a process in which

    certain sounds and

    mus

    ic were

    performed

    with

    codified

    phys

    ical

    act

    ions

    in

    Nazi ped

    agog

    y.

    Sound memory

    117

    Dressage in

    this

    context ca

    n be id

    enti

    fied

    in ter

    ms of c

    ollective s

    inging, mar

    chin

    g an

    d 'c

    all-

    and-

    resp

    onse

    ' int

    erac

    tion

    s, whi

    ch too

    k pl

    ace on a re

    gulä

    r ba

    sis and

    were

    reinforced in t

    he wee

    kly

    activities led

    by th

    e Hi

    tler

    Jugend or

    gani

    zati

    on. I

    naddition to t

    he act

    ive P

    erformance of r

    ituals, the

    dressage ex

    peri

    ence

    d in sch

    ools

    and yo

    uth orga

    niza

    tion

    s involved compulsory uses of

    radi

    o an

    d fi

    lm Propaganda

    (Gauger 19

    43: 26

    ). Interviewees

    cite

    d th

    e introduction of Hitler portraits int

    oevery cl

    assr

    oom as an important co

    mpon

    ent of

    these repeated ri

    tual

    s; na

    tion

    alis

    tna

    rrat

    ives

    in classroom teaching intensified i

    n the

    lead up to

    , and during, th

    e war

    (Johnson 200

    8). F

    ollowing Pi

    llem

    ar (2

    004:

    150)

    , this s

    chooling in

    a sp

    ecif

    ic re

    p-er

    toir

    e of r

    ituals can

    be r

    ead as

    participating i

    n a 'c

    olle

    ctiv

    e knowledge', wh

    ich he

    cite

    s as a more appropriate te

    rm than co

    llec

    tive

    mem

    ory to ref

    er to

    Com

    muni

    tyCodes of

    conduct a

    nd mem

    ory pr

    oces

    ses,

    Interviewees fr

    eque

    ntly

    cited t

    he renam-

    ing of pro

    mine

    nt streets and Squares aft

    er H

    itler and

    othe

    r figures

    after 19

    33(K

    lein

    feld

    1996), a

    s one of t

    he way

    s th

    at lo

    cal s

    paces we

    re invoked as part of t

    hena

    tion

    al pr

    ojec

    t. The

    repeated use

    of t

    hese

    streets a

    nd Squ

    ares

    by yo

    uth groups to

    for marching, si

    ngin

    g and

    recitation - alo

    ng wit

    h cl

    assr

    ooms

    , sch

    ooly

    ards

    and

    youth-group centres - is

    fur

    ther

    suggestive of

    how loc

    aliz

    ed activities an

    d civic

    Serv

    ice were ffa

    med as par

    tici

    pati

    on in the na

    tion

    al pro

    ject

    .Du

    ring

    my o

    ral

    history

    Interviews, ma

    ny of the

    elde

    rly re

    spon

    dent

    s us

    edph

    ysic

    al gesture to demonstrate

    thei

    r experience of this dressage du

    ring

    their

    childhood. A number of

    interviewees re

    call

    ed the

    repe

    titi

    ve or pu

    niti

    ve nature of

    these routines:

    On the fi

    rst d

    ay of t

    he school ye

    ar we had to

    att

    end a fl

    ag-r

    aisi

    ng cer

    emon

    y.With an ou

    tstr

    etch

    ed arm

    ~ th

    at was not

    allowed to be propped up [by the

    other ha

    nd] - we sa

    ng Deutschland über al

    les a

    nd Die Fahne hoc

    h! [the

    two

    nati

    onal

    ant

    hems

    ]. Once, during a

    flag-raising ceremony, 1 ha

    d a bleeding

    woun

    d on my fa

    ce as l h

    ad run int

    o a post b

    ox. B

    ut on

    ly af

    ter I

    had ta

    ken pa

    rtin

    the

    cer

    emony di

    d my tea

    cher

    sen

    d me hom

    e.

    (Renate S.

    , bor

    n 1928, pe

    rson

    al int

    ervi

    ew)

    At the

    Cat

    holi

    c school we st

    ill ha

    d [moming] pr

    ayer

    s. But

    her

    e [at t

    he new

    school], eve

    ryon

    e ga

    ther

    ed i

    n th

    e pl

    aygr

    ound

    at 7.55am. An

    d th

    en, af

    ter a

    sayi

    ng of the da

    y {Tagespruch), we wen

    t into class

    Olde

    r ki

    ds wou

    ldmake a lis

    t of those who were lat

    e.

    (Hannelore H.,

    bor

    n 1927, p

    ersonal interview)

    Over

    all,

    it was

    fairly co

    mmon

    to co

    ndem

    n th

    e re

    stri

    ctio

    ns and req

    uire

    ment

    sde

    mand

    ed by th

    e Na

    zi system, yet

    also ex

    pres

    s th

    at they enjoyed th

    e se

    nse of

    cama

    rade

    rie and group

    acti

    viti

    es (e

    .g. handicraft in th

    e case of girls' gr

    oups

    ). It

    was

    clea

    r that the d

    ressage

    experienced

    during N

    ational

    Socialism

    remains

    firmly par

    t of t

    he respondents' c

    orporeal or ha

    bit m

    emor

    y, wh

    ereb

    y re

    memb

    erin

    gthe

    rout

    ines

    and s

    ites of school e

    xper

    ienc

    e invokes somatic

    responses. Mos

    tin

    terv

    iewe

    es had di

    fliculties in

    ack

    nowl

    edgi

    ng how

    these eve

    ryda

    y ro

    utin

    es - that

    in the

    ir daily repetition - had

    pro

    vide

    d a se

    nse of or

    ientation and fo

    rmed

    par

    t of

  • 118

    Carolyn Birdsall

    the

    seif. F

    or instance, mos

    t interviewees said th

    ey did

    not

    like many asp

    ects

    of

    their

    scho

    olin

    g and

    Hitler Jugend

    expe

    rien

    ces,

    par

    ticu

    larl

    y mi

    lita

    rism

    an

    din

    timi

    dati

    on. This ambivalence was

    more pronounced for

    the

    cas

    e of

    men who

    were in

    volved in pr

    e-mi

    lita

    ry tr

    aining, w

    ith a number go

    ing into gr

    eat d

    etail a

    bout

    how

    these

    experiences took p

    lace

    at th

    e nearby R

    atingen

    Stad

    ion

    site

    (al

    lmentioning how the

    youth centre is

    now

    the

    site of a

    Spa

    nish

    cul

    tura

    l centre).

    In a sim

    ilar

    way, t

    he Performance of t

    he Hei

    l Hitler gr

    eeti

    ng was of

    ten framed

    in terms of a

    n exploration of ad

    ult s

    pati

    al bou

    ndar

    ies in the

    con

    text

    of t

    he reg

    ime.

    One ex

    ampl

    e is

    Mar

    gare

    the S.

    (bom 1931) who not

    ed tha

    t parents were anx

    ious

    about in

    appr

    opri

    ate be

    havi

    our

    in p

    ublic, aft

    er an

    uncle wa

    s pi

    cked

    up by the

    Gestapo af

    ter r

    efus

    ing to

    giv

    e th

    e He

    il Hi

    tler gre

    etin

    g wh

    en entering a lo

    cal t

    ram:

    Something si

    mila

    r happened wit

    h a fe

    male

    colleague of my father- who was

    a do

    ctor

    - an

    d lived a few ho

    uses

    awa

    y fr

    om us.

    One night a pat

    ient

    arrived

    and Sa

    id 'He

    il Hi

    tler", and

    she

    said '

    Stop

    tha

    t non

    sens

    e.' Two hou

    rs later the

    Gestapo

    pick

    ed h

    er u

    p, and

    my p

    arents sai

    d at dinner 'F

    or God

    's sak

    echildren, d

    on't

    say anything, do

    n't s

    ay "Gr

    uss Go

    tf" or suc

    h th

    ings

    '. So one

    day,

    a fri

    end and

    1 wa

    lked

    dow

    n the main street [

    of Hildesheim] and said

    'Gru

    ss Gott" to every person we passed. But the

    people

    didn't rea

    ct and

    nothing ha

    ppen

    ed at all. It

    was

    a kind of

    chil

    dren

    's Opposition or te

    sting th

    elimits. But st

    ill as chi

    ldre

    n we sen

    sed that the

    re was a cli

    mate

    of fe

    ar.

    Stories li

    ke thi

    s were oft

    en cited by interviewees as illustrative of how children

    expfored the social no

    rms of th

    e re

    gime

    , along with v

    arious exp

    lora

    tion

    s and

    appr

    opri

    atio

    ns of urban sp

    ace

    in the

    context of war (e

    .g. co

    llec

    ting

    col

    ourf

    ulbomb ffagments, A

    llied leaflet P

    ropaganda an

    d so

    on).

    Within Lefebvre's concept of

    habi

    t mem

    ory,

    the pr

    oces

    s ofdressage - ph

    rase

    din

    terms of coercion and force - has a c

    ertain d

    eter

    mini

    stic

    quality. A more

    nuanced analysis of s

    ound, p

    erformative acts and

    identity construction would not,

    like Lef

    ebvr

    e, nec

    essa

    rily

    vie

    w id

    enti

    ty as something

    sole

    ly det

    ermi

    ned by the

    individual's sur

    roun

    ding

    s. Taking a cu

    e ff

    om theories of

    gender pe

    rfor

    mati

    vity

    ,Jonathan Culler (2002: 51

    3) su

    gges

    ts that id

    enti

    ty is no

    t me

    rely

    a 'c

    ondi

    tion

    one

    enacts', bu

    t som

    ethi

    ng th

    at is

    also te

    sted

    and pla

    yed with. M

    usic

    olog

    ist T

    ia DeNora

    also

    sug

    gest

    s th

    at a dynamic bet

    ween

    cul

    tura

    l Sc

    ript

    s and

    indi

    vidu

    al c

    hoices

    provides an

    esse

    ntia

    l alternative to det

    ermi

    nist

    ic con

    cept

    s of

    soci

    al pow

    er that

    desi

    gnat

    e al

    l be

    havi

    our and

    acti

    ons

    in a

    given s

    etting a

    s di

    ctat

    ed b

    y of

    fici

    alpowers. Her analysis sug

    gest

    s that so

    cial

    exp

    erie

    nces

    of mu

    sic ar

    e co

    nsti

    tute

    d bo

    thin terms of 'a

    ctio

    n-re

    pert

    oire

    s', which fu

    ncti

    on l

    ike social Scr

    ipts

    , and 'a

    ctio

    n-st

    rate

    gies

    ' tha

    t allow for re

    sistances or

    modifications (DeNora 2003: 11

    8-14

    9).

    By taking up DeNora's ap

    proa

    ch, w

    e ca

    n co

    nsid

    er hab

    it mem

    ory as

    a dyn

    amic

    process in

    volv

    ing the so

    cial

    con

    diti

    onin

    g of

    sensory pe

    rcep

    tion

    and the

    responses

    of bo

    dies

    enacted upo

    n. In

    the

    cas

    e of th

    e interviewees, n

    ot onl

    y ha

    d th

    eir bo

    dily

    acti

    ons changed

    over

    time, but

    als

    o th

    eir ch

    ildh

    ood

    iden

    tifi

    cati

    on with t

    hese

    rout

    ines

    was ab

    rupt

    ly mad

    e taboo fo

    llow

    ing th

    e war, an

    d is dis

    curs

    ivel

    y re

    lram

    edfr

    om the Sta

    ndpo

    int of the present. As such, wh

    ile al

    l the

    se Performances re

    flec

    ted

    Sound memory

    119

    unique enc

    ount

    ers,

    some int

    ervi

    ewee

    s we

    re more rehearsed tha

    n ot

    hers

    in narrat-

    ing this pas

    t and performing physical ge

    stur

    e in

    com

    muni

    cati

    ng vivid mem

    orie

    sth

    at too

    k pl

    ace

    in the

    Düs

    seld

    orf ar

    ea and els

    ewhe

    re. Th

    ese

    refl

    ecti

    ons bring

    me to

    the s

    econ

    d ca

    tego

    ry, '

    narrative me

    mory

    ', wh

    ich ma

    y in

    volv

    e more ne

    gotia-

    tion

    s be

    twee

    n th

    e individual and soc

    ial

    in p

    resent-day act

    s of re

    call, an

    d their

    relationship to emplacement an

    d id

    enti

    ty.

    Soun

    d memory as na

    rrat

    ive memory: au

    tobi

    ogra

    phy,

    coll

    ecti

    vity

    , ide

    ntit

    y

    Janet's second c

    ateg

    ory of

    narrative memory

    is m

    ost commonly con

    ceme

    dwi

    th 'e

    xpli

    cit'

    memo

    ries

    invo

    king

    spec

    ific

    experiences, ev

    ents or co

    ncep

    ts. O

    ften

    char

    acte

    rize

    d in terms of autobiographical memory, su

    ch nar

    rati

    on is de

    pend

    ent

    on and som

    etim

    es dis

    tort

    ed by the co

    ntex

    t of

    reflection. As cog

    niti

    ve musico

    logi

    st Bob Sny

    der (20

    00: 7

    2) note

    s, lo

    ng-t

    erm (

    musical) me

    mori

    es ar

    e aff

    ecte

    d by

    their in

    divi

    dual

    and s

    hare

    d cultural com

    pone

    nts,

    since the

    y 'are c

    onst

    ruct

    edla

    rgel

    y fr

    om o

    ther

    memories of asp

    ects

    of music

    prev

    ious

    ly hea

    rd, and

    other

    knowledge an

    d metaphorical exp

    erie

    nce co

    nnec

    ted wi

    th music in our mi

    nds'

    . In

    most cases, in

    divi

    dual

    int

    ervi

    ewee

    s included n

    arra

    tive

    s about experiences of

    singing, li

    sten

    ing an

    d sp

    eaki

    ng in th

    eir spoken acc

    ount

    s. Suc

    h narration has be

    endescribed in ter

    ms öf a

    'del

    iber

    ate use of mus

    ic to recollect, re

    minisce or re

    crea

    teth

    e Co

    nten

    t or moo

    d of an

    already defined mem

    ory'

    (Anderson 20

    04: 13

    ). Such

    practices may not actually re

    pres

    ent th

    e pa

    st but

    they reflect th

    e us

    e of

    music to

    brin

    g up the pas

    t for

    the purposes of a

    pre

    sent

    mom

    ent.

    As a re

    sult

    , the cat

    egor

    yof

    narr

    ativ

    e memoiy can

    als

    o in

    volv

    e the social uses of sou

    nd memories as too

    lsfor Co

    ntro

    llin

    g affective sp

    ace,

    as wel

    l as for

    est

    abli

    shin

    g or preserving a stable

    sens

    e of

    group identity.

    One

    predominant

    inst

    ance

    of

    narr

    ativ

    e memory was

    the

    eng

    agem

    ent

    with

    populär a

    nd fo

    lk so

    ngs, wh

    ich fo

    rmed

    an integral fa

    ctor

    , as P

    hilip B

    ohlman (2

    002)

    has shown, in

    con

    soli

    dati

    ng loc

    al landscape wit

    h re

    gion

    , nation an

    d em

    pire

    , and

    form

    ed a cen

    tral

    par

    t of t

    he National Social ist c

    ultu

    ral pr

    ogra

    mme an

    d social li

    fedu

    ring

    the

    1930s and

    194

    0s. T

    he st

    rong

    identification with song re

    pert

    oire

    of t

    heir

    yout

    h be

    came

    evi

    dent

    as a number of

    (fem

    ale)

    inte

    rvie

    wees

    told

    me th

    at th

    ey hid

    their Bu

    nd Deutscher Mädel (BDM) song book Wir Mä

    dels

    sin

    gen after t

    he war

    to p

    reve

    nt t

    heir

    con

    fisc

    atio

    n; these son

    g bo

    oks

    were d

    escr

    ibed

    as

    trea

    sure

    dpo

    sses

    sion

    s, des

    pite

    int

    ervi

    ewee

    cri

    tici

    sms of

    the National Socialist regime (

    see

    Brad

    e 1999).

    A number of int

    ervi

    ewee

    s brought their songbooks to

    the

    arc

    hive

    to sh

    ow me

    the new so

    ngs an

    d ly

    rics

    that th

    ey had

    to add to th

    e bo

    ok dur

    ing th

    e co

    urse

    of t

    heSe

    cond

    World War

    . Along with personal photos, Le

    on E. (bo

    m 19

    29) b

    roug

    ht hi

    ssister's son

    gboo

    k to

    his int

    ervi

    ew at the ar

    chiv

    e, as

    a means of po

    inti

    ng out the

    vari

    ous so

    ng rep

    erto

    ires

    , par

    ticu

    larl

    y those introduced dur

    ing th

    e wa

    r:

    Ther

    e was a di

    ffer

    ent b

    ook fo

    r the

    boys. But

    ever

    ythi

    ng [f

    rom our ho

    use]

    was

    burnt, so

    we did

    n't have these bel

    ongi

    ngs an

    ymor

    e. Here you can se

    e th

    at th

    e

  • 120

    Caro

    lyn Bi

    rdsa

    ll

    teac

    her wrote do

    wn the order of t

    he songs to be lea

    mt fo

    r the flag-hoisting in

    primary sc

    hool

    .

    The so

    ngbo

    ok provided a memory aid

    , which als

    o pr

    ompt

    ed Leo

    n to

    recall how

    bis f

    amily lost th

    eir home and bel

    ongi

    ngs du

    ring

    the

    large attack on

    Ratingen on

    22 M ar

    ch 194

    5 (which buried bis

    grandfather). The

    boo

    k is one

    of t

    he few

    pos

    ses-

    sion

    s th

    e family kep

    t, but he al

    so showed how he and bis sister - af

    ter 19

    45 - ha

    dexpressed fr

    ustr

    atio

    n by def

    acin

    g the bo

    ok, crossing out pas

    sage

    s an

    d sc

    rawl

    ing

    the Wo

    rd 'Nationalsozialismus'. R

    enat

    e S. (bom 1929) al

    so exp

    lain

    ed her str

    ong

    attachment to th

    e book, explaining tha

    t I co

    uld ph

    otoc

    opy

    its pa

    ges,

    but

    she

    wouldn't leave it

    at t

    he arc

    hive

    ; aft

    er 1945 she fe

    ared

    it w

    ould

    be taken by

    Allied

    Forc

    es, b

    ut considered herseif l

    ucky that t

    heir

    hou

    se was

    not sea

    rche

    d. Si

    mila

    rly,

    Theresa B. (bom 192

    5) le

    fl her boo

    k be

    hind

    for me to re

    ad and

    ret

    um, but then

    phoned tha

    t she wa

    s too an

    xiou

    s ab

    out losing it a

    nd wan

    ted to

    pic

    k it

    up again

    ffom

    the arc

    hive

    . These examples il

    lust

    rate

    how the mixed fee

    ling

    s abo

    ut th

    e song

    repertoire of N

    atio

    nal So

    cial

    ist p

    edag

    ogy were attached to BDM son

    gboo

    ks; t

    hese

    books had an

    amb

    ival

    ent

    Stat

    us as both comforting an

    d pr

    ohib

    ited

    'Souvenirs',

    which sy

    mbol

    ized

    for mos

    t a co

    ncre

    te connection to the

    (som

    etim

    es lost) pl

    aces

    from the

    ir childhoods.

    Whil

    e individual participants frequently sang the ly

    rics

    of we

    ll-k

    nown

    songs

    during i

    nter

    view

    s, the

    context of th

    e wo

    men'

    s group

    meet

    ing

    offers a v

    ivid

    exam

    ple of the social process of

    negotiating sou

    nd memories (Birdsall 2009).

    These women had

    a usual rou

    tine

    for

    the

    ir mon

    thly

    mee

    ting

    at a Co

    mmun

    ity

    centre: f

    irst

    Coming together to si

    ng (a

    nd occasionally

    listen to a ta

    lk),

    fol

    lowe

    dby a communal lunch. The

    gro

    up singing largely drew on tra

    diti

    onal

    son

    gs, w

    ith

    one pa

    rtic

    ipan

    t exp

    lain

    ing du

    ring

    a break tha

    t 'we san

    g these as

    chi

    ldre

    n: th

    ey are

    folk songs {V

    olkslieder) and

    still sung to

    day'

    (Hel

    ga S., bom 192

    7). S

    he and

    other

    part

    icip

    ants

    went on

    to

    list

    the

    mos

    t we

    ll-k

    nown

    spring, hik

    ing an

    d moming

    songs, many of wh

    ich we

    re ass

    ocia

    ted with the

    Bund you

    Xh movements tha

    t pr

    e-dated National Socialism.

    When 1

    accepted an

    invitation

    to t

    his meeting, I

    had

    initially u

    nder

    stoo

    dth

    at 1 wou

    ld talk se

    para

    tely

    to in

    divi

    dual

    mem

    bers

    . On a

    rriv

    al, th

    e group wa

    squ

    ite large and

    there was an

    exp

    ecta

    tion

    that

    1 would speak about my home

    coun

    try,

    whi

    ch 1 agreed to do

    during a su

    bseq

    uent

    visi

    t. In ad

    diti

    on to th

    is exp

    ectation of reciprocity, 1 al

    so realized that my attendance provoked a slight distur-

    bance, pe

    rhap

    s du

    e to

    my Sta

    tus as

    an outside gu

    est or due

    to the so

    und-

    reco

    rdin

    geq

    uipm

    ent and my topic of re

    sear

    ch. During the

    group sin

    ging

    of tr

    adit

    iona

    lsongs (

    main

    ly about togetherness an

    d Co

    mmun

    ity)

    , none of the members resisted

    the ch

    oice

    of so

    ngs,

    nor

    ver

    ball

    y intervened when one member gav

    e an

    opening

    cue for a so

    ng. Fo

    llow

    ing this, t

    he Organizer seized my pil

    e of

    cop

    ies (

    with the

    preliminary qu

    esti

    ons

    1 used for

    individual in

    terv

    iews

    ) an

    d ha

    nded

    one

    to ea

    chparticipant. While a small gro

    up sat with me and

    all

    began spe

    akin

    g at

    once,

    others appeared

    to sho

    w a

    certain

    relu

    ctan

    ce in

    writ

    ing about

    thei

    r me

    mori

    es(i.e. e

    xper

    ienc

    es dur

    ing Na

    tion

    al Socialism and wartime, r

    ather t

    han more broadly

    abou

    t mu

    sic an

    d si

    ngin

    g).

    Sound memory

    121

    Two im

    port

    ant distinctions can

    be ob

    serv

    ed about the

    womens' ba

    ckgr

    ound

    s:fi

    rst,

    roughly half we

    re from the Düs

    seld

    orf a

    rea, whe

    reas

    mos

    t of

    the others cam

    efr

    om Cen

    trai

    and Eas

    tem Eu

    rope

    (and one par

    tici

    pant

    was bom in the Dutch East

    Indi

    es in 1920) an

    d se

    ttle

    d in Wes

    t Germany

    in the

    early post-war pe

    riod

    . This

    latt

    er group p

    rovi

    ded

    very

    litt

    le information

    in t

    heir w

    ritten r

    espo

    nses

    , often

    givi

    ng wr

    iting e

    vasi

    ve ans

    wers

    (in '

    yes/no' forni) i

    n res

    pons

    e to s

    peci

    fic q

    uest

    ions

    abou

    t home, schooling an

    d other si

    tes of pa

    st experience. The second, no

    tice

    able

    patt

    em was that roughly half were born before the Na

    tion

    al Socialist tak

    eove

    r(b

    etwe

    en the

    age

    s of

    7 and

    13 in 1933, and

    bet

    ween

    19 an

    d 24

    in 1945) an

    d th

    eot

    her half were bo

    m after t

    he takeover (and were bet

    ween

    the

    age

    s of

    3 and 13 in

    1945

    ). In th

    e wr

    itte

    n co

    mmen

    ts,

    it is noticeable that th

    e older women included

    'fon

    d' me

    mories of t

    he period be

    twee

    n roughly 1925-1939, wh

    .ere

    as a num

    ber of

    the y

    ounger women ei

    ther st

    ruggled t

    o rem

    embe

    r details a

    bout Na

    tion

    al So

    cialism,

    or cited pos

    t-wa

    r ev

    ents

    as st

    reng

    er in their me

    mory

    (e.g

    . a ra

    dio announcement

    abou

    t the

    foundation of I

    srael i

    n 1948). As th

    e meeting drew to a dose, o

    ne of t

    hewomen

    prom

    pted

    the

    group to in

    form

    ally

    bre

    ak into

    ligh

    t-he

    arte

    d singing of

    'Dan

    ke (f

    ür diesen guten Morgen)', a

    religious s

    ong that gai

    ned po

    p-so

    ng Status

    in the

    1960s (Bubmann 201

    0).

    All of

    these participants were in a la

    ter s

    tage

    of li

    fe, w

    ith even those who were

    not o

    rigi

    nall

    y from the Düs

    seld

    orf a

    rea h

    avin

    g lived t

    here fo

    r the maj

    orit

    y of

    thei

    rli

    ves (

    at least 40 or

    50

    year

    s); t

    he format of

    gro

    up singing allowed for

    a lig

    htatmosphere th

    at fa

    cilitated a

    sense of

    shar

    ed pla

    ce. As su

    ch, t

    hey we

    re involved in

    the

    acti

    ve cre

    atio

    n of a gro

    up sou

    nd mem

    ory

    in the

    pre

    sent

    , which dr

    ew on

    a sh

    ared

    cul

    tura

    l background as a me

    ans of

    perf

    ormi

    ng - th

    rough gr

    oup so

    ng - a

    positive a sh

    ared fee

    ling

    about th

    e past and sense of b

    elon

    ging

    . Rat

    her t

    han dw

    ell

    on d

    iffi

    cult

    memories or various forms of in

    tern

    al difference (

    e.g.

    acc

    ents

    , ag

    egroup, pl

    ace of

    birt

    h, or

    even cl

    ass diiferences), t

    heir musical par

    tici

    pati

    on in th

    egr

    oup indicated th

    e sense of

    consolidating sh

    ared

    moo

    ds and fee

    ling

    s based on

    afa

    mili

    ar cul

    tura

    l re

    pert

    oire

    .This group p

    roce

    ss of re

    memb

    erin

    g reinvokes De

    Nora

    's dynamic between

    'act

    ion-

    repe

    rtoi

    res'

    and '

    action-strategies' that

    1 introduced in t

    he p

    revi

    ous

    sect

    ion,

    sinc

    e th

    ere

    is a use of so

    cial

    Scr

    ipts

    tha

    t ar

    e re

    work

    ed in a pr

    esen

    t-da

    ygr

    oup

    Situation. Indeed, th

    e value of

    this

    discussion en

    able

    s my study of so

    und

    memories to encompass bo

    th the creative pr

    oces

    ses of

    indi

    vidu

    al lif

    e st

    orie

    s an

    dgr

    oup re

    memb

    erin

    g co

    ntex

    ts, al

    ongs

    ide th

    e embeddedness of corporeal memo

    ries

    . Beyond the

    relationship of emb

    odie

    d an

    d social pra

    ctic

    es of remembering

    the pa

    st - an

    d re

    late

    d in

    vocations o

    f sel

    fhoo

    d, in

    ters

    ubje

    cti v

    ity a

    nd place - the l

    ast

    aspect th

    at needs fu

    rther el

    abor

    atio

    n and

    qual

    ific

    atio

    n is

    Janet's final category of

    trau

    mati

    c memory.

    Soun

    d memory as tr

    auma

    tic recall: a

    nxiety, t

    rigg

    ers,

    acti

    ng-o

    ut

    The

    final category described by

    Janet, tra

    umat

    ic mem

    ory,

    is perhaps the

    most

    cont

    este

    d, and

    is usually associated wit

    h pa

    infu

    l events, of

    ten those th

    at pose a

  • 122 Carolyn Bi

    rdsa

    ll

    challenge to nar

    rati

    ve int

    egra

    tion

    ; in much trauma theory, th

    e patient ha

    s be

    enposited as

    una

    ble to nar

    rate

    er in

    tegr

    ale extreme er

    painfiil ep

    isod

    es int

    o ex

    isti

    ngsc

    heme

    s of

    meaning. The no

    tion

    tha

    t th

    ere

    is a lack of control, wh

    ere th

    e past

    'spi

    lls'

    into the pr

    esen

    t (Caruth 199

    5; van

    der Kol

    k et

    al.

    199

    6) has

    sin

    ce been

    disputed, wi

    th numerous sc

    hola

    rs arguing against thi

    s influential understanding

    of trau

    mati

    c re

    call

    as involving an exact Pe

    rfor

    manc

    e of traumatic memory wit

    hout

    alte

    rati

    on (Le

    ys 200

    0: 252

    ; La

    Capr

    a 2001, 2004). In many cases of tr

    auma

    tic

    memory, as

    in th

    e ca

    se of so

    -called 'flashbulb' memories, th

    ose af

    fect

    ed are abl

    eto

    reca

    ll pas

    t exp

    erie

    nces

    in co

    nsid

    erab

    le de

    tail (Brown and

    Kul

    ik 197

    7; Sc

    hach

    ter

    1995, 1996). I

    t is imp

    orta

    nt to be specific about wh

    at asp

    ects

    of a te

    stim

    ony

    refer t

    o traumatic experience, and to keep in mi

    nd that n

    ot everyone is tra

    umat

    ized

    afte

    r being exposed to (p

    oten

    tial

    ly) t

    raumatizing ex

    peri

    ence

    s; it

    is thus cru

    cial

    to

    diff

    eren

    tiat

    e be

    twee

    n diiferent t

    ypes

    of t

    rauma (

    Drozdzewski 20

    15: 2).

    With

    this in min

    d, 1

    will ref

    lect

    on the acts of re

    memb

    erin

    g by

    interviewees

    with long-term exposure to

    war and

    military attacks, and how the

    se instances

    invo

    lve positionin

    gs of se

    if and oth

    ers,

    in rel

    atio

    n to pla

    ce. In dis

    cuss

    ing ex

    peri

    ences of the

    air

    war, interviewees clearly eng

    aged

    in a

    vivi

    d re

    memb

    erin

    g of

    the Sites an

    d physical Spaces in whi

    ch the

    y experienced sirens and air

    attacks. The

    fami

    ly home was a primary loc

    us, a

    nd the

    se nar

    rati

    ves invoke the

    vul

    nera

    bili

    ty of

    both

    the home and

    outdoor spa

    ces.

    Home life wa

    s described as

    mar

    ked by the

    absence of fathers and ot

    her relatives du

    e to

    mil

    itar

    y Se

    rvic

    e, de

    ath or

    detainment.

    Dome

    stic

    spaces were des

    crib

    ed as interrupted an

    d permeable as

    a result of

    the

    compulsory b

    ille

    ting

    of so

    ldie

    rs and extensive observation by

    bloc

    k Wa

    rden

    s,who che

    cked

    that individual apartments ha

    d da

    rken

    ed Windows and

    cle

    ared

    -out

    atti

    c Spaces with sandbags, f

    ire sw

    atte

    rs and

    buckets of water.

    The int

    ensi

    fica

    tion

    of aerial at

    tack

    s from 1940 onwards were des

    crib

    ed as the

    most sig

    nifi

    cant

    thr

    eat to

    the saf

    ety of

    home, sym

    boli

    zed by

    unpredictable air

    sirens and exp

    losi

    ons,

    as wel

    l as

    str

    ong smells, sum

    marized by one

    of t

    he seniors'

    group members as a 'musty ba

    seme

    nt sme

    ll, concrete dust, fire,

    ash, carbide

    wast

    e'. Al

    ong

    with

    suc

    h sm

    ells

    , interview

    participant Le

    on E.

    (bom 19

    29)

    recalled that:

    In the eve

    ning

    s, th

    e sk

    y was blood-red as the ci

    ties

    bum

    ed. Since Ra

    ting

    en is

    near

    Düs

    seld

    orf,

    Duisburg, Mühlheim, Oberhausen an

    d Essen, you

    cou

    ldal

    ways

    see

    whe

    re the c

    ities we

    re bur

    ning

    . And d

    uring the da

    y, when the

    smoke clo

    uds ro

    se hig

    h up, ash wo

    uld

    fall ove

    r Ra

    ting

    en.

    With

    such observations, interviewees drew

    attention to how the

    y tr

    ied to

    make

    sens

    e of

    their own S

    ituation b

    y li

    sten

    ing to

    sou

    nds

    outside

    thei

    r homes; the

    magnitude of ae

    rial

    attacks also cued via

    smell and strong vi

    sual

    imp

    ress

    ions

    in

    the vicinity of th

    e home and

    local are

    a.The other places th

    at int

    ervi

    ewee

    s reflected on in th

    eir ac

    coun

    ts were ba

    seme

    ntair shelters, wh

    ich - in

    apa

    rtme

    nt buildings - were shared with other neighbours

    or visitors. Alo

    ng wit

    h of

    fici

    al bunkers, t

    he confined.space of basements was the

    predominant si

    te in wh

    ich in

    terv

    iewe

    es rec

    alle

    d ex

    peri

    enci

    ng sirens an

    d at

    tack

    s.

    Sound memory

    123

    in which ove

    rwhe

    lmin

    g sounds wer

    e as

    soci

    ated

    wit

    h darkness, r

    estr

    icte

    d ai

    r an

    dhigh lev

    els o

    f anxiety. F

    or in

    stance, a

    s on

    e interview participant r

    ecalled:

    The

    cellar wal

    ls sho

    ok whe

    n a bo

    mb fei

    l ne

    arby

    . The wo

    rst wa

    s wh

    en the

    lights su

    ddenly wen

    t ou

    t and

    we couldn't se

    e anything. I

    t was an op

    pres

    sive

    feel

    ing,

    the women, in pa

    rtic

    ular

    , cried

    It was

    unnerving to

    sit t

    here

    in th

    ecellar. F

    irst it

    wou

    ld get

    really qui

    et. T

    hen you would he

    ar a ver

    y light, co

    n-stant humming sou

    nd. Then i

    t wo

    uld be dead

    sile

    nt, until the bo

    mbs st

    arte

    dhammering do

    wn. That was

    horrible. We would all

    kne

    el on the

    floo

    r an

    dpr

    ay. My mother al

    ways

    prayed th

    e lo

    udes

    t. One had the

    fee

    ling

    that th

    ecellar floors

    wer

    e ri

    sing

    up.

    (Charlotte S., bor

    n 19

    30, p

    erso

    nal interview)

    Taki

    ng shelter in ba

    seme

    nts was thus described in terms of

    both at r

    isk (

    bein

    gUn

    derg

    roun

    d in

    the

    event of a bo

    mbin

    g) and

    end

    urin

    g pr

    olon

    ged

    periods of

    unce

    rtai

    nty an

    d bo

    redo

    m, before retuming to bed or

    other act

    ivit

    ies.

    For

    tho

    sewho used pu

    blic

    bunkers dur

    ing night-time att

    acks

    , an add

    itio

    nal co

    ncem

    was

    expr

    esse

    d ab

    out whether on

    e co

    uld get dressed and wa

    lk thr

    ough

    dark st

    reet

    s in

    time to reach such loc

    atio

    ns.

    The se

    nse of

    being at risk while tra

    vell

    ing to

    and fro

    m sc

    hool

    was

    mentioned

    freq

    uent

    ly, a

    long with st

    rong

    mem

    orie

    s of

    Spot

    ligh

    ts and sho

    otin

    g by

    anti

    -air

    craf

    tstations. In

    thi

    s ca

    se, male int

    ervi

    ewee

    s te

    nded

    towards enthusiastic na

    rrat

    ion of

    how

    the ea

    rly stages of th

    e war appeared exc

    itin

    g, des

    crib

    ing th

    eir fascination

    with

    Spotlights and th

    e sh

    ooti

    ng dow

    n of

    enemy pla

    nes,

    along wit

    h how

    they

    expl

    ored

    bom

    b debris and

    swa

    pped

    colourfiil pieces {B

    ombensplitter) at

    sch

    ool.

    A num

    ber of

    wom

    en n

    oted

    tha

    t they w

    ould become

    emot

    iona

    l upon s

    eein

    g(or he

    arin

    g ab

    out) ene

    my planes being sh

    ot down, fo

    r instance:

    My memories of ai

    rpla

    nes a

    re te

    rrib

    le. B

    efor

    e th

    e wa

    r th

    ey were not a

    n is

    sue,

    and w