This Terrible Love

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This Terrible Love--Chapter 12

Posted By: AnnL

Date: Monday, 13 February 2006, at 5:06 p.m.

DNA: I'm so sorry this chapter is late, I'm afraid I was very busy last week and thechapter needed more work than I could give it at the time. If I'm lucky I'll be able to

get you another chapter later this week. Thanks to my Betas and to every one who

reads and comments. To remind you what happened at the end of last chapter, Jane

informed Bingley of Mr. Bennet's forced engagement between Lizzy and Mr. Collins.

In rides Darcy....Enjoy!

RA:

Chapter 12

Darcys black stallion fidgeted underneath him, sensing his masters concern. Past the

gate at Netherfield he urged the steed into a comfortable canter. He needed to be at his

best for this encounter, as more than just his own future was at stake.

The elder Bennet sister kept watch at Elizabeths window to spy the gentleman when

he came to see Mr. Bennet. They did not have to wait long. At half past noon hoof

beats echoed along the path from Netherfield and they spied Darcy, fastidiously

dressed in his best riding clothes, dismount in front of the house. His eyes strayed up

to the windows to catch a glimpse of his beloved as he walked toward front door, and

he smiled quickly at Lizzy and Jane as they peered out from the second floor.

Darcy strode into Longbourn with as much command as the master of Pemberley

could be expected to have, and requested to speak with Mr. Bennet. As soon as they

heard the study door close behind Mr. Darcy, Jane and Elizabeth crept down the stairs

to hear what they could of the conversation. As Mrs. Bennet and the other three girls

were to call on Aunt Phillips, they had little fear of discovery in their eavesdropping.

In truth, Darcy had been livid when he heard the story Bingley brought back from

Longbourn. He felt acutely the pain Elizabeth must have felt to be treated in such an

infamous manner. Mr. Bennet needed to know that she would be his wife, and no

parson or country gentleman would stand in their way. Darcy knew also, however, that

Elizabeth loved her father dearly and he wanted make an effort to make this situationright before they made any plans for Scotland.

With these thoughts in mind, Darcy stood in Mr. Bennets study, eyeing the gentleman

at his desk. Mr. Bennet peered back at him over top his spectacles for a full minute

before either spoke a civil if cold greeting.

Please Mr. Darcy have a seat.

I would prefer to stand.

Port? Mr. Bennet poured himself a small glass.
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No thank you. Mr. Bennet it is my understanding that you have heard a harmful

report concerning your daughter Elizabeth and myself. I have come to clear up the

misunderstanding and to rectify the situation as quickly as may be.

There is no misunderstanding Mr. Darcy. You have taken advantage of my daughter,

she has weakly allowed you to lead her astray, I cannot abide by having a man such asyourself as my son in law, so Elizabeth must suffer the consequence of marrying the

stupidest man of my acquaintance.

Darcys anger grew with Mr. Bennets seemly flippant remarks.

I take issue with each and every one of your suppositions. First, I have already asked

for and received your daughters hand. We are engaged. Under that circumstance, our

behavior, though not circumspect, was also not scandalous. Second, I know not what

you mean by a man such as myself but if your reports as to my character are from a

Mr. Wickham than I can safely presume your knowledge of my person and my

character are lacking. Lastly, and please listen most carefully, Miss Elizabeth Bennetwill marry no one but me.

As I recall Mr. Darcy, a fathers permission must be had before an engagement

becomes final. You have no such permission. As for Mr. Wickhams information, I

have no reason to disbelieve it. You have made yourself disagreeable to the entire

neighborhood ever since you entered this society. You even slighted Elizabeth at the

first assembly you attended, though obviously her charms have grown on you since

then. Mr. Bennet smiled wryly, but it was a smile that never reached his eyes.

I do not pretend to know what Wickham has said, but I would like to grant you the

opportunity to hear the truth, and I can offer verification of everything I tell you in the

form of written evidence and the account of my cousin. Please allow me to--

Mr. Darcy, you have wasted enough of my time. Elizabeth will marry Collins in a

fortnight whether you agree or not. She has exhibited a shocking lack of propriety that

I defy even her youngest sister to duplicate.

Darcy's patience was quickly wearing thin. Mr. Bennet, I cannot stand here and allow

you to speak of Elizabeth so cruelly. Mr. Wickham has poisoned you with vicious lies.

I can well understand how you could believe him, his manners are such that my own

father, many acquaintances, and even other members of my family have been taken inby him, only to be imposed upon most infamously."

Darcy paused here, to ensure Mr. Bennet heard ever word that was to follow "What I

cannot accept is what you have done to Elizabeth. Your daughter IS engaged to be my

wife. She is the best woman I have ever known and if you, as her father, cannot or will

not grant her the respect and love that she deserves as your child, I shall remove her

from this house.

Suddenly confused, by Darcy's seeming forthrightness and unsure what or who to

believe, Mr. Bennet responded defensively.

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It is no threat, Mr. Bennet, it is a fact. The cold steel of Darcy's voice reverberated

through the air.

Believing Darcy's last statement to be a challenge to his authority as master of

Longbourn, any questions Mr. Bennet had as to the possible veracity of Darcy's words

were quickly erased and replaced with anger and resentment. "Can you deny, Sir, thatyou have taken advantage of my daughter in the woods near Meryton?"

"I have no wish to deny it." Darcy responded, holding his chin high, even as guilt

seeped into heart.

"There is, then, nothing more to be said on the subject. You have shown yourself to be

a disreputable man--for I will not call you a gentleman no matter your social standing.

The marriage between Elizabeth and Collins is arranged, the banns will be published

tomorrow, and there is absolutely nothing you can do to stop it. Elizabeth is not

permitted to leave this house and I will not allow you to step a foot, again, across this

threshold."

Even with the thoughts of Elizabeth's happiness at the forefront of his mind, Darcy

could not bring himself to beg her father to listen to his explanation. It was indeed

clear that the man was not prepared to see the error of his ways and there was certainly

no guarantee that Mr. Bennet would give an ounce of credence to his account of

Wickham's character--after all his own father never really believed him--and Darcy

did not feel comfortable telling Mr. Bennet about Georgiana, that was putting the fate

of his sister in the hands of a man who treated his own daughter reprehensibly. With a

heavy heart burdened with the notion that he had failed Elizabeth miserably, Darcy

made no more attempts to solicit Mr. Bennet's attention.

"You have long been desiring my absence. Be assured Mr. Bennet, this will not be the

last you hear from me."

Not awaiting a reply, he strode forcefully to the door. Elizabeth and Jane had had just

enough time to run back upstairs before Mr. Darcy stormed from the room. As they

peered down from a concealed spot around the bend in the staircase, the sisters spied

the younger gentleman, his face flush with anger, march directly out of the house with

singular purpose. Though disappointed he had not come in search of her, Elizabeth

knew such an act would be in direct conflict with her father's wishes and would cause

an irreparable rift among the parties involved. Hearing the last echoes of Darcy'sfootfalls as he exited Longbourn, the girls retired to Lizzy's room to discuss their next

step.

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As he mounted his horse and galloped away, back toward Netherfield, Darcy poured

over the words exchanged in his encounter with Elizabeth's father. Sure that the results

of the meeting between the gentlemen would reach Elizabeth's ears in short order (if

they had not already) Darcy longed to find her, kiss away her tears, and steal her away

from this dreadful place immediately, but he knew to act too rashly could be terribly

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Bingley did not need to speak with Darcy to know that the things had not gone well at

Longbourn, the thunderous scowl evident upon his friend's countenance told him all

he need to know.

"Bingley, I'll be in the library penning several letters, find my cousin and meet me

there in one half hour, there is much to be done and little time to accomplish it all."

Just as Darcy had finished signing and sealing the last of three missives, Colonel

Fitzwilliam and Bingley rushed hurriedly into the room.

"Good Lord Darcy, what has happened? Bingley just informed me of Mr. Bennet's

reaction to your engagement--and to think, I thought it was Aunt Catherine who would

throw the biggest tantrum over the news!"

Not terribly amused by his cousin's attempts at humor, Darcy's eyes warned thecolonel to tread lightly and curb his quick tongue, as he suggested they make

themselves comfortable. After ringing Fawcett to post his letters express, Darcy

launched into a lengthy explanation of the plan that he had been formulating since the

moment he stepped across Longbourn's threshold for the last time. Over the next few

hours the three gentlemen debated the soundness of each portion of the plot and

retooled the preparations as was deemed necessary. Just after tea, the trio separated to

begin putting the plan into action.

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Darcy's first stop was to the sitting room that Georgiana occupied alone, to inform his

sister of their need to travel at first light the next morning.

In a low whispering, so that no errant servant could hear, Darcy unfolded a portion of

the plan. "My dearest sister, I do not have the leisure to inform you of everything that

has happened or is going to happen, but rest assured that all will soon be revealed.

Pack a trunk with your warmest clothes as we will be traveling north, you need not

pack everything, for I am sure we will return here. Whatever you do, please do not

betray the truth of our destination. To anyone outside the small traveling party, we are

to be traveling into Oxfordshire, and it's important that Miss Bingley and the Hursts

believe that is so."

Wide-eyed and astonished by her bother's secretiveness, Georgiana nodded in

agreement. "Is it just you and I who are to go, or are there others accompanying us?"

"Our cousin, Mr. Bingley and I will be traveling on horseback, you, Miss Bennet and

Miss Elizabeth will be in the carriage." Darcy's voice was barely audible and for a

moment Georgie wondered if she had hear correctly. Astonishment played upon her

countenance before her eyes narrowed upon her brother.

"Fitzwilliam, is there a good reason why you are eloping with Miss Bennet and taking

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"Georgie, keep your voice down, the entire plan will be foiled it Miss Bingley hears a

word of this breathed!" Inhaling deeply to calm himself, Darcy realized he needed to

give Georgie a little more explanation. "I am not eloping with Miss Bennet, at least

not yet. I'm buying us all some time to get various misunderstandings corrected and to

take care of Wickham once and for all." Seeing the accusatory look upon his sister's

face he continued to explain. "Georgie I know I told you that elopement was a terriblechoice for any woman to make, but there extenuating circumstances here, and I

promise that you will soon be privy to the entire situation, but this is not the time of

place for explanation."

"Fitzwilliam, I believe you once told me that no man who respected a woman would

even suggest an elopement. What has changed your opinion?" The way in which

Georgiana's eyebrow rose in question and challenge reminded Darcy of another

woman he would soon have to answer to.

"Much has changed Georgie, but as I said a few moments ago, I cannot tell you now.

I'm just asking--no begging--for you to trust me this once, I promise you will have thewhole truth once we arrive at our destination."

Taking pity upon her distraught brother, Georgiana assented to his request, assured

him of her secrecy and sent him on his way to speak with Fawkes and continue

preparations.

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At the same time Darcy was speaking to Georgiana, Colonel Fitzwilliam and Bingley

were on their way to Longbourn. Fortunately for the late afternoon callers, they found

the Miss Bennets, save Elizabeth, in the parlor along with Mrs. Bennet and Mr.

Collins. After an exchange of pleasantries, the Colonel made the first move in

furtherance of the plot.

"Mr. Collins, I had hoped I might have a private word with you regarding your

esteemed patroness, my aunt."

Thrilled at the prospect of being so singled out by any relation of the noble Lady

Catherine DeBourgh, Collins let the Colonel to the East sitting room where they

would not be disturbed and could speak openly.

In the mean time, Mrs. Bennet's machinations worked right into Bingley's hands as she

suggested Jane and Mary take him for a tour of the gardens. Just as they were to walk

out the door, Mrs. Bennet suddenly called Mary back in need of her for some vitally

important reason, but sent the other two on ahead.

Finding himself along with Jane, Bingley wasted no time in imparting to her the

entirety of the plan and his assurances that all would be well. Jane, pleased at the

gentlemen's efforts to secure Elizabeth's and her own happiness, if not a little

apprehensive at the daunting tasks which lay ahead, consented to be ready at the

appointed hour and place and to have Elizabeth with her. "Elizabeth and I have spoken

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Less than 10 minutes later, having finished his business with the parson, the Colonel

found Bingley and Jane in the garden and hastened Bingley, reminding him there was

still much to be done. The gentlemen escorted the lady back to the house and took

their leave. Bingley rode back to Netherfield in order to plant the seed with his sisters

that he was traveling to Oxfordshire with the Darcys. He had no doubt that, though

displeased that they themselves were not invited, both Caroline and Louisa would bein exceedingly high spirits that their brother would be becoming "better acquainted"

with Miss Darcy. It was imperative that Bingley's sisters spread the rumors of their

departure and destination to all of Meryton society, and he knew, in this instance his

sisters would not disappoint. The Colonel, on the other hand rode on to Meryton for

one last call to Colonel Forester.

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With the moon still high in the night sky, three gentlemen, one lady, the lady's maid

and a valet silently crept out of Netherfield Hall. Having had the carriage packed that

evening, the party was able to slip out of the house without risk of waking the lessdiscreet members of the household. The gentlemen mounted their horses, and the lady

and her maid stepped into the carriage, while the valet climbed up with the driver to

give instructions as the party prepared for departure north. The carriage made only one

brief stop, halting along the fork where the paths to Netherfield and Longbourn met

the main road through Meryton. Upon seeing the carriage halt, two forms left their

hiding place among the trees and were helped into the carriage by two of the

gentlemen, while their bundles were secured with the other luggage. After just a few

short moments the carriage continued on, taking a circuitous route around Meryton so

as not to excite any undo suspicions.

Darcy's well orchestrated plan ensured the Netherfield party and the Miss Bennets had

a half-day head start before anyone discovered the note Jane had left for Mrs. Bennet.

Chapter 13

As the coach rolled solemnly north, Elizabeth watched the sun peak out over the

horizon to her right. Georgiana, Jane and Georgiana's maid, Emma, all dozed quietly,

but she herself could not sleep knowing her beloved Darcy was riding just outside,

conveying them all to locations unknown. That he had hatched such am elaborate plan

entirely to protect her and preserve her happiness was nearly beyond belief, he trulywas the best man she had ever known. Only Bingley and the Colonel, and perhaps

Fawkes, knew their ultimate destination, since it is far easier to keep a secret when less

people know.

Peering across the coach at Jane, Lizzy could not help but smile as she thought of

words in the note her dear sister had left for their mother. It had been Mr. Darcy's idea

to leave a note to allay the fears of the Bennets, but at the same time hopefully send

them looking in the wrong direction for their daughters. It was pure genius for Mr.

Bingley to suggest Jane write the note, as no one would question her veracity.

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By the time this note reached you, your eldest daughters, Lizzy and myself, will be

well on our way to visiting our Aunt and Uncle Gardiner and to obtain wedding

clothes for Lizzy. Please forgive us for not informing you of our departure, but it came

about quite suddenly. An express reached Longbourn late last night, after you and

papa had retired for the evening. It seems that one of Uncle Gardiner's coaches,

manned by two of his loyal servants, would be passing through the area in the earlymorning on the way back to London. He suggested that Lizzy and I return with it so

that we could purchase the necessary items my dear would need for her imminent

wedding. We shall write to you immediately upon our arrival.

Your loving and affectionate daughter,

Jane

There was no other way to put it, Jane outright lied to their mother. This fact clearly

proved to Lizzy that she had obviously had too much of an influence on her elder

sister. At the same time Jane had penned the note to their mother, Lizzy had written toAunt and Uncle Gardiner upon Darcy's instructions conveyed to her through Bingley

and Jane. Darcy had thought that, perhaps, if Lizzy had a loyal family member who

might be trusted, that connection might be used as conduit to assist in smoothing

communication between himself and Mr. Bennet. Both Elizabeth and Jane

immediately thought of the Gardiners, knowing they were the only relations who

might be reasonable and willing to assist. Elizabeth wrote a note of introduction that

was sent, along with a letter from Darcy, via express at the town where the party first

changed horses that morning. They would not know if her Aunt and Uncle agreed to

the plan until they reached the end of their journey, and Elizabeth prayed they would

not give away any secrets to Mr. Bennet which may allow him to locate her.

The journey that day was long and arduous. No eye witnesses were to be found who

would place the Bennet ladies with the Darcy party, and so the ladies remained inside

the carriage as much as possible, only venturing out when absolutely necessary and

then individually, accompanied only by Emma, so that Jane, Lizzy and Georgie were

never seen together. The stress of subterfuge weighed heavily upon everyone's nerves

and it was with a great, collective sigh that the carriage pulled into a small estate as

twilight once again fell over the country.

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While his two eldest daughters prepared to alight from the carriage which had

surreptitiously transported them away from Hertfordshire, Mr. Bennet sat in his study

mulling over the stunning turn of events the day had brought. The fact that neither

Jane nor Lizzy had appeared for church that morning or for breakfast had not seemed

out of the ordinary in the least, Lizzy had kept to her room almost entirely since the

announcement of her betrothal to Mr. Collins and Jane occasionally slept past the hour

of the early meal even on Sunday. It was not until near noon, when his wife had come

running out of the house to find him in the grove, a flurry of petticoats and lace, that

he realized something was amiss.

"Oh, Mr. Bennet, you will not believe it, you must see this note I have from Jane. Sheis gone to London with our Miss Lizzy!"


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the trustworthiness of his wife's brother and knew if anyone could help them, he could.

Rising to retire for the night he made a solemn pledge to himself and his daughter. "I

will rescue you from your own folly, Elizabeth, if its the last thing I do."

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Upon exiting the carriage, Jane, Lizzy and Georgiana were met by the sight of a stout

woman of middle age, with a warm smile of welcome on her face. She stood at the

door of a lovely cottage, perhaps half the size of Longbourn, nestled among rolling

hills, with a forest to the right and farm fields stretching out in the other three

directions. The ladies could just make out a few lights far in the distance behind the

cottage, which they supposed was the closest town, later they were informed it was the

small village of Rockingham.

Mr. Darcy brought the ladies forward and introduced them all to Mrs. Sedwick.

"Georgiana, Mrs. Sedwick is the sister of our father's dear friend, Professor Lewisham.She has invited us to spend a day or so with her to break-up the monotony of our

journey."

"Indeed, my dear brother wrote to me as soon as he received your express Fitzwilliam,

I expect he will be along himself from Oxford shortly, he had to find another professor

to cover his classes before he could travel. I welcome all of you to my home, please

come in, we have refreshments waiting in the front parlor."

Mrs. Sedwick bustled around the room, fussing over each one of them in their turn,

ensuring the ladies were warm and comfortable by the fire and the gentleman

comfortably situated. She plied her guests with as much hot tea and biscuits as they

could stomach and asked after the state of the roads and weather during their travels.

Elizabeth was sure this woman knew, at least in part, what brought them all to her

doorstep, but in her kindness and good humor, Mrs. Sedwick refrained from prying

and asking questions or broaching topics which would embarrass or discomfort any of

her guests.

Darcy expressed the thanks of the entire party for allowing them respite from their

travels.

"Oh, Fitzwilliam it is no trouble at all. This house has been exceedingly quiet since my

good husband passed on two years ago and its a pleasure to see it filled with life and

laughter again, especially in pursuit of such a worthy endeavor." tearing up a little at

the thought of her deceased husband, Mrs. Sedwick turned the conversion toward the

happier topic of food. "Come everyone, supper will be ready soon, let us make our

way to the dining room."

The cook set a fine table for a late evening meal, filled with dishes to warm a weary

traveler's heart. After supper, the party of seven retired to the drawing room and

Georgiana and Elizabeth entertained them on a an old, slightly out of tune pianoforte

that Mrs. Sedwick claimed had not been in use since her daughter's visit severalmonths before. Halfway through Elizabeth's rendition of an Irish jig, the door to the


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room burst open to admit a slighted disheveled older gentlemen whom Jane and

Elizabeth surmised to be Professor Lewisham.

Each of the other members of the party gave a warm greeting in turn to the newest

arrival, and it was clear the Darcys, Colonel and Mr. Bingley held the man in the

highest esteem. Taking Elizabeth's hand, Darcy lead her over and introduced theprofessor to her and to Jane.

"Professor Lewisham was one of my father's dearest friends and was a mentor not

only to myself, but also to the Colonel and Bingley during our years at university."

Taking Lizzy's hand, Lewisham greeted her with a bright smile. "My dear, it is truly

an honor and pleasure to finally meet you. It is quite a distinction to have captured this

young man's heart. Remind me to regale you with stories of all the young ladies over

the years who have tried to catch him." Lizzy smiled mischievously at this, insisting

that she could not wait to hear all the Professor would reveal. "I do wish our

introduction was under better circumstances, Miss Bennet, but like father, like son, Ialways say." Confused by his last remark, Lizzy looked quizzically at Darcy who

pointedly refused to make eye contact, a fact which made her all the more curious

under the circumstances.

Weariness evident on everyone's countenance, it was not long before the ladies and

gentleman retired for the evening. The house was not large enough for everyone to

have there own room so Bingley and the Colonel doubled up, and Jane and Lizzy

decided to do the same so Georgiana would have her own room, but Miss Darcy

insisted she would share with Lizzy and allow Jane, as the eldest to have the

distinction of a private room. Sensing that Georgie might enjoy the opportunity to

share late-night confidences and feminine companionship with her soon-to-be sister,

Jane thanked the young lady for her thoughtfulness and took the single room.

Lizzy and Georgie did talk for a short while before sleep overcame them. "Lizzy, how

do you know that you are doing the right thing by running away with Fitzwilliam?" It

was a question weighing heavily on the young girl's mind.

"I don't know if I'm doing the right thing Georgiana, but I do know that I trust your

brother not to do anything to hurt me or my family, and I know in my heart that I love

him and he loves me."

"But how do you know you can trust him?"

Unsure of from where such questions were arising, Lizzy tried to answer the best she

could, and from her heart. "Sometimes, Georgiana, its impossible to judge the

intentions and qualities of other correctly on our own. I have always relied on Jane's

opinion to help me see truth where I might be blinded by bias or prejudice. If you like,

you can trust me with any of your concerns and we can help each other to make the

right choices. I will help you as best as a sister can."

"Oh Lizzy, thank you, I'm so happy you will be my sister." If Georgie said anything

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How will I ever know whom I can trust?" The misery and confusion in her dark blue

eyes tugged at Darcy's heart.

"Georgiana, you will always be able to trust me and I know you will also be able to

have faith in Elizabeth as your new sister."

"But what if I am in love with someone whom you do not approve of? I know

Wickham was only after my money, but what if another steward's son comes along

and we are in love? Can I be sure you will be open-minded or will I be forced into the

horrible decision of giving him up or marrying against your wishes?" Tears of

desperation were nearly overwhelming her now.

Taking a deep breath Darcy lead her to a bench and they sat down. "Georgie, I

promise you now that you will never have to make that decision. If there is true love,

mutual regard, and respect on both sides I will support you in the marriage to whatever

future husband you chose. I hope you will trust Elizabeth and I enough to allow us to

help guide you in understanding the intentions of those who come to call upon you,but in the end the decision will be yours."

His sister looked up at him in surprise, shocked as such a radical view from her

brother, her tears dried up as she queried him about his pronouncement. "You mean if

I fall in love with the stable boy you will support me and allow us to marry at

Pemberley?" The upturned corners of her mouth made Darcy realize he was being

teased and he responded in kind.

"I would hope Georgie, that with thirty thousand pounds you will at least attract the

under-gardener, but if you and the stable boy fall in love, so be it." The siblings

laughed together for a few moments before Darcy brought the conversation back to a

more serious topic.

"You must know Georgiana that I did not always feel this way in regard to matches,

but something changed last fall, or rather I found out a truth about our family which

changed my opinions. I believe you have the right to hear about our parent's wedding."

Georgiana listened for a full half hour in rapt attention over the story of the elopement

of Anne and George Darcy, how her brother had come to find out about it from the

Professor, and how that one fact had changed his entire view of winning Elizabeth's

hand.

"So you see, the rule that elopement is always wrong does not quite stand-up any more

does it?" Darcy concluded.

Georgie contemplated all that she had learned and all she knew, and discovered a little

piece of wisdom to answer her own question. "No, I see eloping is not always right or

wrong, but I do see one similarity in all three situations--the correct decisions were

made because we all had people we could trust and confide in. I had you to help me

see that eloping with Wickham would have been a huge mistake; papa and mama had

Professor Lewisham and Mrs. Reynolds, who we all know are the wisest of people;

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Darcy smiled at her astute observation and embraced his little sister who was growing

up far too quickly. "And we have you, too, Georgie, we have you." Georgiana's eyes

again filled with tears, but these were ones of happiness that she was so fortunate to

have such a brother.

********While the Darcy siblings walked in the garden, Lizzy and the Professor were having a

conversation on the same topic as they ambled along the main path stretching amongst

the tall and broad trees of the old forest.

"Are you telling me that Darcy's parents eloped!" Elizabeth was all astonishment. She

had listened to the whole of the story without a word, but the magnitude of the

revelation was now sending her head spinning a hundred directions. Lewisham

continued, as Lizzy concentrated on the ground in front of her as she walked.

"Indeed, we discussed this on our morning ride, Darcy believed you should be told so

you would understand why he trusted my sister and I with your secret. We thought itbest that I tell you personally since I have firsthand knowledge of the events and could

answer any questions you might have honestly."

"I own that I had a feeling there was an ulterior motive to our outing this morning, but

I never could have guessed this! Who else knows?" Elizabeth unconsciously

quickened their pace in agitation.

"Only Darcy, his aunt and uncle, Mr. and Mrs. Reynolds and myself, even my sister

does not know." The Professor stopped their progress, before Lizzy had them moving

at run, and leaned heavily on his walking stick

"What about the Colonel and Georgiana?"

"I believe Darcy may be telling Georgie as we speak. She, too, has the right to know

about her parents, but its a delicate topic for a such a young woman, and I'm sure

Darcy is having a difficult time broaching it with her. As for the Colonel, I do not

believe he or Bingley will be privy to such knowledge, it is a dangerous secret and

should be kept as close as possible." The gravity of the Professor's tone did not go

unnoticed.

"I do see that, you can be assured of my silence on the subject. But why was it soimportant that I know about this now?"

"I believe your fianc wanted to give you hope that these kinds of situations have

turned out well in the past, and perhaps let you know that Darcy men have a history of

defying and then winning over the fathers of their prospective brides?" The

companions laughed amiably at the suggestion, and as they turned to walk back in the

direction of the house, Lizzy thanked the Professor for all he had accomplished on

their behalf.

"It truly was the least I could do Miss Bennet, Darcy has been like a son to me,

especially after the death of his father. When I saw him last month, I could tell by thespark in his eyes when he talked about you, that he had fallen in love with you, just as


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George had for Anne." Lewisham looked off into the trees, recalling the infectious

happiness of his old friend when he had met Anne.

Suddenly Elizabeth made the connection concerning Darcy's trip to Oxfordshire after

the fire at Netherfield. "So you are the old friend he spoke with, that convinced him to

offer for me? Then I must thank you once again for my happiness."

"He needed no convincing to marry you, Miss Bennet, he required only a little

reassurance that he was not forsaking the memory of his parents by doing so, and,

indeed, it was the very facts I imparted to you today that made Darcy realize that being

true to oneself, even in defiance of familial duty, can be the correct answer at times."

The pair neared the edge of the forest once again and could just make out the outline

of Sedwick House.

"I am living proof of that very lesson, Professor. By coming away with Darcy I have

thrown off my duty to family, but I have no regrets, even if I never see papa again."

Lewisham caught the twinge of sadness entered Elizabeth's voice and offered somesemblance of comfort.

"When I received Darcy's express requesting lodging at my sister's home, I could not

believe such history could repeat, after all, what father could dare disapprove of

Fitzwilliam Darcy! But, he explained that Wickham had a hand in it all, and one

cannot underestimate the damage the lies of a scoundrel can cause. Do not fault your

father entirely, for I have seen many a wise and generous man taken in by George

Wickham, including my own dear friend George Darcy."

"I know you are right" Elizabeth reasoned "and I can forgive my father his treatment

of me, but I do not know I can ever truly forgive him for treating Fitzwilliam so

abominably."

"Well, if I had any doubt before now, I am sure you and Darcy are completely in

love." Lizzy looked at him quizzically, wondering how her last comments could

provide such proof. Smiling at her Lewisham continued. "Just this morning your

young man made a similar claim, insisting that he would forgive your father any

transgression, except his infamous treatment of you." At this comment, Lizzy graced

Lewisham with a brilliant smile, the kind that only comes from understanding that you

are cherished by the best man in the world.

Reaching the front of the house, the companions and entered the parlor to find the rest

of the party merrily amusing themselves, with Georgiana and the Colonel at the

pianoforte, and Darcy, Jane, Mrs. Sedwick and Bingley playing cards. Lizzy shook her

head in amazement at how much fun everyone seemed to be having on their little

adventure. It truly felt as though they were all on holiday. Everyone she loved most

was in this room, with only the addition of the Gardiners, she believed she could have

the perfect wedding.

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question she had been dying know all night. "Georgie, do you know where our final

destination will be? It seems to have become quite a royal secret!"

"I'm sorry Lizzy, I have no idea." Georgie's answered with what appeared to be

complete innocence, but Lizzy believed she had seen a small smirk appear and then

quickly disappear on the girl's countenance. Though it could have been a trick of thelight, Lizzy was unsure.

As they climbed under the covers, Lizzy could not stop herself from wondering about

how odd Darcy had been acting all day. If she did not know better, she would have

thought he was avoiding her. When the couple were able to speak briefly in the

drawing room after dinner, he seemed quite anxious to get back on the road tomorrow,

almost as giddy as a school boy, but no matter how much she questioned and hinted,

he would not tell her where they were going. Annoyed at his reticence, Lizzy

questioned the Colonel, the Professor, Mrs. Sedwick, Bingley and even Jane. The most

she could ascertain was that the original party, with the addition of the Professor,

would leave Sedwick House tomorrow afternoon and travel through the night, arrivingat their destination in the morning. It seemed to be important to Darcy that the journey

end during daylight.

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While the visitors to Sedwick House were preparing for bed that night, Mr. Bennet

was settling himself in his room at theRed Lion Inn near Cheapside. Having left

Longbourn that morning, the gentlemen had first attempted to locate Mr. Wickham

and urge the Lieutenant to join him on the quest to find his daughters. Unfortunately,

upon arrival at the encampment, Mr. Bennet was informed that Colonel Forster had

taken Mr. Wickham to London on an important mission. They had left Meryton just

the day before. The temporary commanding officer had no information as to how long

the assignment might last or when Wickham would return. Alas this was not to be the

last disappointment Mr. Bennet would suffer that day.

Determined to continue with his objective, with or without assistance, Mr. Bennet set

out for London on the pretense of visiting his brother Gardiner to discuss certain

mutual business ventures. Upon arrival he found the Gardiners were not at home, but

the servant answering the door handed him a letter from his brother-in-law.

Mr. Bennet's first inspection of the letter had occurred on the steps in front of theGardiners' home, and was far too cursory a read to decipher the true meaning of the

missive. So, upon reaching his room for the night, Mr. Bennet removed his coat,

laying it aside on the chair and once again unfolded the note:

My Dear Brother,

If you are reading this than you have indeed come to London in search of Elizabeth

and Jane, as we anticipated. We have heard from your daughter, and as far as we can

tell she is safe. I write this in haste and can tell you no more than we are on our way

to ascertain her whereabouts and provide whatever protection we are able. We would

offer you lodging at our home during our absence, but my wife suggested your staywhile we are out of town may raise eyebrows and encourage questions and rumors


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that would only increase the anxiety to your family. Take a room at the Red Lion Inn,

we will send word as soon as humanly possible. Rest assured we have Elizabeth's best

interests at heart.

God Bless You,

E. Gardiner

Upon first reading, Mr. Bennet was shocked that Elizabeth had contacted the

Gardiners. His initial belief was that Darcy had already abandoned her, but on second

thought that seemed unlikely considering all the trouble the man had gone to in order

to steal his daughter away and set her up as his mistress.

Folding the letter back up and stuffing it in his pocket, Mr. Bennet wearily sank

himself into the chair by the fire, contemplating whether Lizzy even really knew what

the scoundrel intended to do with her. Mr. Bennet was sure Jane had no idea of the

ultimate outcome of Darcy's plans or she would never have assisted in the ruinationthe entire Bennet family. Angry at the Gardiners for not including him in their actions,

his first inclination was to set off on his own in search of his eldest daughters, but in

truth he had no idea where to begin. So, instead, he would stay at the Inn and await

word from the his brother and sister, while at the same time searching out Wickham in

London and requesting his assistance due of his superior knowledge of Darcy and his

habits. Tonight he would try to rest, knowing tomorrow would be a long and tiring

day.

Chapter 15

The Darcy carriage rolled North from Sedwick House the next day with, now, four

gentleman accompanying on horseback. Elizabeth spent the hours reading, chatting

quietly with her companions or watching out the window, marveling at the changes in

the countryside as they passed through rougher terrain, where the hills began to rise

more steeply around them.

As he had arranged throughout their journey, Darcy sent horses on ahead so that

changes could be accomplished, quickly and attract the least amount of attention as the

party traveled overnight. The routines begun on the first leg of the journey continued

and the ladies spent little time out of the carriage at each stop. Mrs. Sedwick had

packed copious amounts of food, including fruits, cheeses and bread, so that they neednot stop for any meals along their way. The ladies certainly had the advantage over the

gentlemen in being able to rest some in the carriage, and despite the rough road, when

night descended Elizabeth found the motion soon lulled her and her companions to

sleep.

Sunlight streaming through the window awoke Lizzy the next morning, and thr young

lady was surprised to find that she had slept most of the journey away. Sitting up to

straighten her dress and rub the stiffness from her neck, Lizzy found the other ladies

too, were in various states of waking. Only Georgie appeared bright eyed as if she had

awoken some time ago. The younger girl was watching impatiently out the window as

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"Georgie, have you spotted the giants, or is there something else that has caught your

attention?" Lizzy teased.

Not having realize the other women had yet awoken, Georgiana startled upon hearing

Lizzy's voice, but she recovered quickly enough to give a satisfactory if curious

response.

"I'm just waiting to see something in particular that I cannot wait to show you."

Georgie did not even turn to look at her future sister, choosing instead to keep her

constant vigil.

"Then you recognize where we are? You've made this journey before, have you?"

Lizzy tried to keep her voice causal, but she was sure her anxiousness was evident

nonetheless. Her eyes followed Georgie's gaze to discover any clues to their

whereabouts, but saw nothing but the road and rising peaks on either side. The were

much farther north, of that she was sure.

"I have made it on occasion." The noncommittal response was not what Lizzy had

hoped for, but she knew not to expect anything more, when it was obvious the Darcys

were keeping their destination a secret.

Perhaps another hour or two passed, for the sun was coming closer to its highest point

in the sky, when the carriage slowed its pace a noticeably and turned down a

secondary road. Lizzy noted that Georgiana, at this point, looked as if she were ready

to jump out and begin running beside the horses. On either side of them were forests

and groves that looked well maintained, as if they were part of a large estate. The

party traveled perhaps another half mile, the road rising all the time, when Georgie

moved to open the window to the carriage, causing all the ladies to reach for their

shawls in unison.

"I'm sorry it will be cold, but we must open the window if you are to see it properly!"

Georgie's grin widened and eyes sparkled in delight. Darcy brought his horse close to

the window from which Georgie was watching and, as they approached a break in the

trees he motioned for the driver to stop.

Elizabeth gasped when she looked in the direction Georgie pointed, spying, across the

valley, the most beautiful stone house, set prominently upon a rise, and backed by a

ridge of high wooded hills. In the front of the house a stream swelled into a small lakeand them meandered back into the forest to the left side. The natural splendors of the

forest, the lake, the stream and the hills framed the house as if it were a master's work

of art, and before Darcy said a word to her, Lizzy knew upon what house she was

gazing, and she whispered the name quietly as if to herself: "Pemberley."

Darcy' smiled. His voice, soft and rich, exuded pleasure and no small amount of pride

as he questioned his fiance. "How do you like your knew home, Elizabeth?"

"Beautiful" was the only word that came to her at that moment, and Darcy seemed

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After a few moments, Darcy motioned the driver on and they rode on toward the

house.

Georgiana looked on as her future sister stared out the window, unable to take her eyes

from the building. "Are you pleased Lizzy? Do you like it?"

"How could I not be pleased Georgie, I am in awe of it. It is as if the house was carved

from one the peaks, for it belongs exactly where it stands, it is perfectly sublime."

As the carriage pulled up to the courtyard, Elizabeth's attention was snatched away

from her private fairytale and brought immediately back to reality as she spotted the

grim and anxious faces of her Aunt and Uncle Gardiner, who had apparently had just

descended from their own coach not long ago, and were apprehensively awaiting the

appearance of their nieces.

Mr. Darcy himself handed each of the ladies down from the carriage, and as soon as

Lizzy and Jane reached firm footing, their relatives, caring little for any breach ofpropriety rushed over to greet them.

"Oh girls thank goodness you are alive and appear well." Maddy Gardiner embraced

Lizzy and Jane turn. "We have been so worried about both of you ever since we

received your letters. What has happened to cause all this uproar?"

Darcy warily stood just a few steps behind Elizabeth, well within reach to rescue his

beloved should these relatives have similar inclinations and attitudes to that of Mr.

Bennet.

Lizzy turned to Darcy questioningly and he approached requesting introductions to her

aunt and uncle.

"Mr. Darcy, this is my Aunt and Uncle from London, Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner." Darcy

bowed graciously and apologized for presuming to write to them without formal

introduction, but insisted, in light of the situation, such communication was necessary.

Mr. & Mrs. Gardiner politely excused the breach in propriety, but were, as yet, unsure

of what to make of the young man before them. He had, indeed, expressed himself

uncommonly well in the letter sent along with Lizzy's introduction and they keenly

understood what he had requested of them. The Gardiners had followed the directionsof the letter, which requested their presence at Pemerley, primarily to gauge the

attitude of their nieces and to ensure their safety. Whether they would assist Mr. Darcy

in his plan, or attempt to convince their nieces to return to their senses and to

Longbourn instead, remained to be seen.

Darcy took it upon himself to make all the other necessary introductions and escorted

them into the house. Georgiana was given the responsibility of entertaining the party

in the parlor, while Darcy and the Colonel retired to his study briefly on an urgent

matter.

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Here, Mrs. Gardiner, gasped. She not only disapproved forced engagements, she'd also

received enough correspondence from her nieces on the subject of Mr. Collins to

know a match to Elizabeth would not be a happy union by any means.

"We have, I believe, been able to prevent the banns from being published and have

hopefully avoided scandal as far as possible. I want Elizabeth to have her father'sblessing and all her family with her at her wedding, and have undertaken this plan in

order to bring about a reconciliation to everyone's satisfaction and avoid elopement to

Scotland. However, please be assured, if Mr. Bennet cannot be reasoned with,

Elizabeth and I will be on our way to Gretna Green."

The focus of attention of the party then changed to Elizabeth as she explained all that

had happened between herself and her father. But it was not until Jane spoke about

their father's irrational behavior that the Gardiners seemed truly convinced.

"But what exactly caused this misunderstanding?" Lizzy blushed at Mrs. Gardiner's

query, knowing their indiscretions would now need to be confessed, but Darcy tookresponsibility in order to spare Lizzy as much discomfort as possible.

Darcy began by detailing his history with Wickham (except for Georgiana's part in the

story, of which even Elizabeth was unaware) and the man's efforts to malign Darcy's

character throughout Hertfordshire and elsewhere. In addition, Darcy explained his

error in taking minor liberties with Lizzy, prior to obtaining her father's consent to the

engagement, and their mutual belief that Wickham used these indiscretions to further

poison Mr. Bennet's attitude toward Darcy.

Although some of the mystery had been solved for Mr. Gardiner there were still

several pieces that did not seem to fit in the puzzle. "I certainly understand and share

my brother-in-law concern over your disreputable behavior, but I do not understand

why he would engage Lizzy to Collins instead of simply "forcing" the two of you to

marry?"

Mr. Darcy replied in agreement. "We do not understand his motive either, and he

refused to explain it to me when I went to speak with him, or to Lizzy any number of

times she begged for an answer. We hoped you might agree to act as a conduit for

communication between myself, Elizabeth and Mr. Bennet."

The Gardiners looked at each other, still unsure of the truth of the matter and Darcyrealized they may need time alone with their nieces to be reassured.

"Bingley and I will leave you with Miss Bennet and Elizabeth so you may talk over all

that has transpired. We will be in the library with the Professor. Should you need

Bingley or I, please ring for one of the servants and they will locate us."

Lizzy thank him with a small smile and a knowing look as the gentlemen left the

room. Mrs. Gardiner spoke first after the door closed. "Lizzy are you sure you are

alright? I know that a man of such power and wealth as Mr. Darcy can hold a sway

over a woman, I want to be sure you have not been forced into anything against your

will. Your uncle and I will do anything we must in order to see you safe, so please tellus the truth, has Mr. Darcy hurt you in anyway?"


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"Oh, Aunt Maddy, No! Do you really think that Jane would be sitting here agreeing

with me and assisting in this plot if Mr. Darcy and Mr. Bingley were not the best of

men? I know this all looks very strange, but truly Fitzwilliam is doing all of this so I

will be happy. He would just as soon has us on our way to Scotland, I am sure of it."

"I'm just not sure what should be done Lizzy, we want you both to be happy, but wecannot forsake your father's wishes, he is the head of your family." Their aunt

appeared unsure of which way to turn or how to act, but their uncle soon made up his

mind.

"Well Maddy, I don't know much about Mr. Darcy, but I do not appreciate the idea of

my brother refusing to listen to the good sense of his eldest daughters and arranging a

marriage for Lizzy to a man she utterly detests." Turning to his nieces he addressed

them gravely. "We shall stay and carefully observe your young men, we're not

consenting your elopement by any means, but perhaps we can help bring your father

back to his right mind!"

In turn, Jane and Elizabeth embraced their aunt and uncle and rang for a servant to

bring Darcy and Bingley back. Upon the return of the gentlemen to the parlor, Darcy

outlined for his guests how he hoped they could encourage dialogue between the

parties and briefly informed them of the Colonel's important mission to London.

Seeing his guests were all tired, Darcy rang for Mrs. Reynolds. "I'm sure your all

weary after traveling, allow me to have Mrs. Reynolds show you to your rooms, we'll

dine at seven if that is acceptable?" The Gardiners and Jane retired immediately,

leaving only Elizabeth, who wished to speak with Darcy alone.

Once her relatives had left the room, Elizabeth approached her fianc and reached her

hand out to grasp his. Lost in his own thoughts, the gesture surprised but delighted the

gentleman, and he bestowed a handsome smile upon her.

"Did you not wish to rest, Lizzy? I can show you to your rooms myself if you wish."

Despite his unceasing propriety, Lizzy caught just the slightest hint of fire in Darcy's

eyes as he spoke and she knew where his mind tended. In truth hers was not far

behind, but nevertheless, Lizzy did her best to ignore the physical desired that arose in

her each time he came near and suggested another kind of physical activity.

"I am not tired my love, actually I find myself invigorated by the beauties ofPemberley surrounding me and cannot even think of resting. Would you do me the

honor of taking me on a tour of the paths and the gardens?"

At this Lizzy caught the rare sight of Darcy's dimples. "Even in the harshest of winters

I find beauty everywhere at Pemberley, and even more so now that you are come. Let

us find you a warm coat and gloves and then I can show you the best parts of your new

home." With this pronouncement Lizzy was whisked out of the house as quickly as

Darcy could manage.

The couple ambled the paths close to the house and Darcy pointed out various view

and parts of the estate he wished to explore with her at a later date. They delighted insimply being alone for the first time in many days, although they refrained from overt


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displays of their mutual affection beyond a chaste kiss or two, knowing full well the

Gardiners or Georgiana could look out their windows upon them at any moment.

Deep in contemplation they strolled in companionable silence for sometime before

Darcy noticed Elizabeths brow knit in what looked like concern.

You seem preoccupied my love, what is wrong.

Truly it is nothing of import. I was just considering that perhaps my father was not

entirely wrong in his assessment of me. I know that Wickham somehow lied to him,

and caused him to say such terrible things, but, in truth am I not exactly what papa

said I was? Had you not been such an honorable gentleman, I might not be your

fianc, but rather your mistress. I was ready and willing to be your mistress had you

asked, perhaps my fathers words about my character were not far off the mark.

Darcy stopped walking and took hold of Elizabeths arm, turning her to face him on

the path. She would not look him in the eye, too ashamed of her own conduct. Darcyput two fingers under her chin and raised her head to look him in the eye.

Elizabeth, you must believe me when I say this, though I understand why your father

did what he did, there is still no excuse for what he said about you. His words and the

sentiment behind them are patently false. You are the most virtuous women I have

ever encountered and nothing that you or I do together out of love for one another

could ever change that. Elizabeth smiled a little as Darcy continued. This terrible

love has made us both act rashly, but everything we have done, said, and felt has been

born from our true feelings for one another. There will never be anything immoral or

licentious about our love, Lizzy, be damned what the world says.

Darcy arms encircled her and brought her head to his chest. Lizzy sighed with relief

and her heart filled with love for this man who made her feel so safe and so at home,

as if nothing outside of his embrace could ever harm her.

After a few moments Darcy released her and they continued on their walk with her

arm in his, again enjoying each other's company, with little need for words. It was

Darcy again who spoke first, almost hesitantly, "Lizzy, my love, I have a favor to ask

of you."

Elizabeth looked at him questioningly, unsure of what could cause such reticence insuch a man as Mr. Darcy. "What is it my love? I will do whatever you ask."

"Our conversation just now reminded me of how fragile a person's sensibilities can be,

faced with certain situations. Even you, who always seems so self-assured can express

so many doubts." Pausing to think, Darcy left Lizzy quite confused as to where this

conversation was heading. Soon enough, however he continued. "I know that you and

Georgiana seem to have become quite close, am I correct?"

"Oh yes, of course, I cannot wait for her to become my sister. She will be as dear to

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"I am confident of your sincerity and I trust you implicitly in the information I am

about to divulge to you. I must tell you one additional fact concerning my families

dealings with Wickham."

Elizabeth listened in utter amazement as Darcy unfolded the story of Georgiana's near

elopement with Wickham. As he completed the narrative, speaking of Georgiana'swithdrawal into herself following the incident, the great efforts Mrs. Annesley made in

bringing her back out of her shell, and the tremendous strides Darcy had witnessed

since her arrival in Hertfordshire.

"That wretched scoundrel!" Elizabeth nearly spat out the harsh epithet. "I hate him for

everything he has done, but most especially for what he has done to such a sweet girl

as your sister. No wonder you despise him as you do, I am surprised you and the

Colonel have not run him through!"

"Oh believe me dearest, only Richard's good sense prevented me from such action. I

am sure I should have told you all about this earlier, but it never seemed to be the righttime. I thought of it now because I am sure that Wickham's name will once again be

often mentioned, and although Georgie has informed me that she is strong enough

withstand any dealings with the man, I want to be sure she has someone close by she

can trust should she need to confide in another person. I do not want her to bear the

burden all by herself, and though she talks to me, I know she would share more with

you." Darcy's eyes pleaded for her understanding.

"I am honored that you have such faith in me to bestow a second rather important

family secret upon me. I will of course be Georgie's confidant. Do I have your

permission to inform her that you have spoken to me about it? I assume she will not be

forthcoming with her feelings unless I have your tacit approval."

Darcy nodded, agreeing with her logical assessment of Georgie's character. "Richard,

Bingley and I are the only ones who know of this, I trust your sister implicitly and

have no qualms should you share this information with Jane, but I ask that it go no

farther."

"Of course, my love, you have my word." Lizzy reached up to caress his face, still

lined with concern for his sister and for herself. Moved by her compassionate gesture,

Darcy bent a bestowed a soft kiss upon Elizabeth. Indulging in the comfort he found in

her sweet lips and tender caress, Darcy lingered over her for a moment longer thanwas wise.

Pulling away a mere second before he lost himself, Darcy suggested they return inside

and procure a chaperone, posthaste.

Chapter 16

Awaking to sunlight pouring into the windows of his room, Mr. Bennet rubbed his

eyes, rimmed with the dark circles of a restless night. He had been in London now for

five days and had not heard a peep from the Gardiners, nor had he had any success in

locating the whereabouts of Lt. Wickham. If he had not know better, he would thinkWickham had been kidnapped!


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Just yesterday, Mr. Bennet had gone to the militia headquarters to enquire for the third

time whether Wickham or Col. Forrester had checked in and received his message. For

the third time the answer he'd received was negative. Mr. Bennet was growing

frustrated with his powerlessness in this entire situation. His daughters had been

traveling alone with men for five days now, and he saw no hope in keeping Lizzy's

indiscretion from Mr. Collins. In the despair of the moment his wife's words suddenlyrung true: what wouldbecome of them all now!

To top it all, the walls of the inn were apparently quite thin and someone with, shall

we say, an appetite for the young ladies had taken the adjacent room. Despites his

attempts to sleep, Mr. Bennet had clearly heard the voice of a man mixed with the

dulcet tones of a young woman in the room next door. What had followed, for most of

the night, were sounds that made even an old gentleman like himself blush and he was

appalled that a reputable establishment like theRed Lion would allow such blatant

indiscretion by its clientele. He had a mind to complain to the owner, and rose to dress

for the day intending upon having a word with the proprietor before continuing on his

search for Wickham.

Opening his door to leave, Mr. Bennet was shocked to catch a glimpse of none other

than Colonel Richard Fitzwilliam entering the adjacent room where the scandalous

behavior had occurred the night before. Recalling that the Colonel had been a cousin

to Darcy and probably a companion on the evening they had absconded with his eldest

and second eldest, Mr. Bennet was stunned by this turn of events. He was not

surprised to find the Colonel engaged in the same type of behavior that his cousin was

known for, but a wave of nausea engulfed him as he wondered about the identity of

the woman in the room. Suddenly unsteady on his feet, Mr. Bennet stepped back

across the threshold of the room and closed the door to consider his best options.

His emotions ran the gamut from disgust, to sheer anger and back to numbing fear that

it was one of his daughters who had been the Colonel's companion the evening before.

His first inclination was to burst into the room and demand to know where Lizzy and

Jane were, but knowing the Colonel to be armed he thought better of it. Breathing

heavily, his mind raced from one option to another--from bursting in with the

innkeeper's gun to finding the authorities. He was on the verge of rejecting the last of

his options, when he noticed two distinct masculine voices coming from the next

room. As hard as he tried, Mr. Bennet could not make out the conversation, but

decided to step outside again to see if he could hear better in the hallway. Though

eavesdropping was perhaps beneath him, Mr. Bennet felt the exigent circumstancesprovided absolution for such misdeeds.

Returning to the door and opening it just a crack, the older gentlemen could not

believe his luck. The door to the Colonel's room had been left ajar--not sufficient to

see inside, but enough to allow sound to escape. Positioning himself beside the hinged

portion of the frame, Mr. Bennet could make out every word spoken between the

occupants of the room and in the ensuing moments what he would hear would bring

Mr. Bennet's world crashing down around him.

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before, begging for him to submit to a meeting between himself, Mr. Gardiner and

Darcy at a neutral location. Though she knew he may not yet have received it, she was

already tired of waiting for a response. As she wandered silently amongst the portraits

in the Pemberley's gallery, she mused as to what Darcy's mother might have done in

this situation. Stopping before the portrait of Lady Anne, one taken in the bloom of

youth with a small version of Fitzwilliam at her side, she stared at the beautifulwoman and her son. The similarities in their facial expressions were remarkable.

Darcy was perhaps three when he sat for the painting, but his dimples and the familiar

mop of curly dark locks were present. Even then there was a stateliness about the boy

which matched his mother's.

"What am I to do Lady Anne?" Elizabeth whispered her plea as much to herself as to

the portrait, but she was surprised when, as if in answer to her question, a response

formulated in her mind--trust him--the words repeated over and over again in her

head--trust him. Suddenly she knew what she had to do and raced out of the portrait

gallery to find her fianc.

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Darcy sat in his study perusing the paperwork he'd had drawn up in anticipation of his

marriage to Elizabeth. The settlement sum was substantial, but far less than she

deserved for the happiness she had brought to his life. He would bring the terms with

him to the meeting with Mr. Bennet, perhaps the truth in print would finally make the

man rational.

Placing the documents in his travel case, he heard a knock at the door and bid the

person to enter. In a flash, Elizabeth rushed into the room and into his arms. It was not

an unwelcome surprise, but he was curious as to the reason for her visit, nonetheless,

and after giving her lips a soft and chaste kiss, he queried her.

"Fitzwilliam, I have been thinking. I know you have arranged this plan so carefully in

order to protect me and to bring about a reconciliation with my father. You have done

it all with my happiness in mind, but I just want you to know, that what would make

me the happiest in the world is to be your wife, this instant." She looked him in the

eye, the meaning of her words apparent to him in her every look.

"What about your sister and your aunt and uncle? Do you not want them to be there

for your wedding?" Darcy ran his hand across his chin in consternation, absorbingwhat Lizzy was suggesting.

"I will tell my sister and my aunt, and you should speak with Georgie and Bingley, I

am confident they will understand and support us. We can hold a public ceremony

later, with Jane and Bingley, but now let us go to Gretna Green, marry and ensure that

no one can tear us from each other? I cannot even think of the possibility of being

forced to marry Mr. Collins!"

Darcy was mesmerized by the twinkle in her beautiful eyes, and in truth he longed to

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Lizzy met each of his concerns with a reasonable answer. "You can still meet with

him, have my uncle set the date for a week from now, then we will be safely married

and back here."

"But what of the settlement, Lizzy? I want to do everything right for you and for our

future together."

"I trust you, Fitzwilliam, you can still make the settlement, and I will be happy with

whatever the amount, you know I have no desire for wealth."

Darcy had to admit her arguments were very persuasive and much in line with his own

thinking.

"Alright, if your sister and aunt give you their approval, I will speak with my steward,

authorizing him to act on my behalf to make the settlement upon you official, and

share the information with your uncle. Can you be ready to depart in two hours?" A

hint of a smile graced the young man's lips as his fiance's eyes lit up with glee.

"I shall be ready in one hour, sir!" After kissing him soundly on the lips, Lizzy rushed

out of the room, so as not to lose a moment, and ran directly to the parlor to consult

Jane and Mrs. Gardiner, while Darcy called in Mr. Gardiner and his steward to discuss

the new arrangements.

It would not be accurate to say that either of the Gardiners were particularly pleased

with the change in plans, but after observing their niece and Mr. Darcy over the last

two days, seeing the substantial amount of property being settled upon their niece, and

negotiating the presence of a chaperone in the form of Mrs. Reynolds for the journey,

the Gardiners were reasonably satisfied. It was indeed difficult to deny a man of Mr.

Darcy's station anything for which he condescended to ask and they found little reason

to further disappoint Lizzy who had already suffered so much at the hand of her father.

It was agreed the pair were certainly in love and the Gardiners smiled to themselves at

the expectation of future happiness in the match.

Darcy and Lizzy invited Bingley and Jane to accompany them, and though tempted,

the other couple decided to wait and take a more traditional route to the alter. It was,

for them, less of a risk that Mr. Bennet would disapprove of their union. After kissing

a supremely happy Georgiana goodbye, Darcy grasped Lizzy's hand and led her to the

awaiting carriage which was already occupied by Mrs. Reynolds. The couple smiledfrom ear to ear as they waved goodbye to their relations from the window, and the last

clip-clop of departing horses hooves was heard on Pemberley's drive not one hour

after Lizzy had first left Mr. Darcy's study that morning.

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Back at theRed Lion, the conversation Mr. Bennet overheard was in everyway

shocking.

It was Fitzwilliam's voice he heard first.

"I saw the barmaid leave your room this morning Wickham, I guess you habits havenot changed at all."


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"What are you about stalking around my room? Did you want the little wench for

yourself? I grant you she was a nice piece of--------" Before Wickham finished the

sentence, the Colonel cut him off abruptly.

"Enough of your revolting talk! I am not here to listen to you discuss last evening's

sport."

"Oh come now Fitzwilliam, you are a soldier, I doubt you are shocked by a little

colorful speech."

"No but I am shocked at you licentious behavior, shocked and grieved."

"Oh quit acting like Darcy and lecturing me on my habits, let's get to the point. What

are you doing here for Fitzwilliam?"

"I have an offer to make you."

"What offer could you possible make that would tempt me to accept?"

"Well, Wickham, it has come to my cousin Darcy's attention that you have disparaged

not only his own reputation, but that of Miss Elizabeth Bennet, and to her father no

less. Your actions have caused numerous problems, most of which I am sure you

intended as revenge upon your former friend. You must know that we can no longer

allow you to spread you vicious lies, while racking up debts and ruining tradesman's

daughters in your spare time."

"You can't do anything to me Fitzwilliam, I will make my near elopement with

Georgiana public knowledge."

"You never eloped with Georgiana." Fitzwilliam kept his voice even.

"You know that, Darcy knows that, and Georgie knows that, but the rest of the ton will

always whisper about your poor cousin's tarnished reputation and how I probably

compromised her before Darcy even got to Ramsgate."

The anger seething within the Colonel came through in his tone, but he maintained

control. "I have here copies of the bank draft Darcy wrote to discharge the obligation

made in his father's will, I also have documentation of all the debts Darcy hasdischarged on your behalf and a list of the new debts you have already amassed in

Meryton. Finally, I have a list of men from Lambton and Kympton who are anxious to

get their hands around your neck for what you have done to their daughters. Each of

these documents have been provided to Colonel Forrester already, so your days in the

militia are over."

It was Wickham's turn to be shocked and voice grew loud with indignation. "He lied

to me! How long has he known?"

"I spoke to Colonel Forrester just before you left Hertfordshire, he promised to bring

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"What are my options, then, debtors prison?"

"That's one option, or I could just hand you over to Mr. Brently and Mr. Todd in

Lambton, certainly they could silence you concerning your dealing with Georgiana

and any other young ladies of your acquaintance."

"Why are you going through all this trouble, if you could just do away with me, then?

Do you need me to tell Mr. Bennet I lied to him?"

"No Wickham, I think the proof I have with me will convince Mr. Bennet. Darcy still

holds the memory of his father in high esteem, and fortunately for you, that includes

his father's fondness for you. We know, however, that you cannot be trusted to stay

out of Darcy's business or his life, so you have the option of debtor's prison, a lynching

mob, or a one way ticket to the new world. Darcy will provide you with 3000 pounds

and a ticket on a boat to America. You will be free to do as you wish, so long as you

never step foot England, Scotland or Ireland or speak an ill word about Georgiana or

Elizabeth Bennet. If you do step foot here again, we'll know about it and you will besent directly to prison. If any report reaches us concerning the reputation of Georgie or

Miss Elizabeth, no matter the source we will hold you directly responsible and you'll

be turned over to the men in Lambton to do with you what they wish."

"I guess I do not have much of a choice now do I? 3000 pounds is a healthy sum I

suppose, but is the ticket First class?"

Mr. Bennet had been listening so intently at the door that he never heard the third

gentleman approach from behind. Feeling a hand upon his shoulder Mr. Bennet

literally jumped in fright, his heart racing a breakneck speed.

"Have you heard all you need to hear Mr. Bennet?" Turning, he found himself staring

into the jovial face of Colonel Forester and fainted dead away, falling into a heap on

the floor.

The commotion brought Fitzwilliam and Wickham to the door and the three men stood

in shock at the unconscious Mr. Bennet. The three carried the gentleman into his own

room and splashed some cold water on his face to revive him.

After several moments of disorientation, the memories of the morning came flooding

back to Mr. Bennet. He took a gulp of water Colonel Forrester had offered him aspoke directly to Fitzwilliam.

"I have been horribly wrong, you must take me immediately to Elizabeth and Darcy."

The Colonel smiled at this, "Perhaps we should wait to make sure you are fully

recovered from your fall, Mr. Bennet."

"No, we leave now, I have much damage to undo."

Not wanting to delay what might prove a great source of happiness for his cousin and

Miss Elizabeth, Fitzwilliam made arrangements with Colonel Forrester to keep adetailed watch on Wickham until the ticket was purchased and 3000 pounds gathered.


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"Do you ride Mr. Bennet?" The older gentleman nodded and the Colonel set off to

procure fresh horses and send an express to his cousin concerning the coincidental turn

of events.

Within two hours the pair were on the road to Pemberley.

Chapter 17

The sun nearly touched the horizon and the tenants were heading in from the fields as

two horsemen approached Pemberley. They elder of the gentlemen, his face lined with

guilt and concern, had said very little to his companion throughout their journey. The

younger, a military man, had long since stopped attempting to make conversation and

focused on the road ahead.

Dismounting, the Colonel instructed the stable boy concerning the horses and led his

companion into the house. The butler announced the visitors in the drawing room

where Miss Darcy and Miss Bennet rose in their astonishment to greet them.

"Papa!" Jane's voice was strained with apprehension, and unsure of her father's

intensions, she did not rush to embrace him. "Jane, it is good to see you." Mr. Bennet's

own unemotional response was unusual and did little to allay the fears of his daughter.

Equally concerned, Georgiana mustered all her courage to welcome Mr. Bennet and

her cousin to Pemberley. "Mr. Bennet it is a pleasure to see you again, please make

yourself at home. Cousin, I am happy you have returned safely." As she spoke to him

she threw Fitzwilliam a puzzled look which begged for an explanation.

Colonel Fitzwilliam had pity on Georgie and made an effort to diffuse the tension.

"Miss Bennet, I happened upon your father in London while he was becoming

acquainted with some vital information concerning the character of one of our mutual

acquaintances, and helped him to reach a new understanding of a certain attachment.

Where are Miss Elizabeth and Darcy? I believe Mr. Bennet has much to say to them."

Both Jane's and Georgie's eyes grew large, completely and utterly positive that the

truthful answer would not be well received by Mr. Bennet.

The newcomers instantly knew that all was not quite right, but Jane attempted to

change the subject as quickly as possible.

"They are--out--at present, Papa, please come to the Library, my aunt and uncle are

there and will be most pleased to see you." Jane had not really lied, she reasoned to

herself. Darcy and Lizzy were truthfully "out." There was really no need to add that

they were probably "out" on the Scottish moors by now.

"Jane, as much as I'd like to see the Gardiners I believe it is your sister that I owe an

apology to, and I wish to get it over with as soon as may be."

Fortunately for Jane Bennet, Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner had received word of their

brother's arrival and made their appearance at that moment to greet him.


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master perfectly. Mrs. Reynolds was indeed pleased Fitzwilliam had finally found

such a woman worthy of him.

"Come my dear, are you ready?" Lizzy nodded and they made their way out of the

dressing room and into the tiny chapel. The sun had gone down an hour before,

leaving only soft candlelight to illuminate the area around the pulpit. There were nomore than ten pews on each side of the church, but it mattered not at all since no other

friends or family would arrive to witness this ceremony. Elizabeth spied Fitzwilliam,

impeccably dressed in his green coat, standing with his back to her at the head of the

main aisle. He was speaking quietly with the clergyman and a young couple whom she

had just met that day. Mr. and Mrs. Wyethe were apparently good friends of Darcy

and lived in Scotland only a short distance from Gretna and Fitzwilliam had written to

request their presence as witnesses to the ceremony. They owned a small estate which

netted roughly her father's income. Peter Wyethe had attended Eton with Fitzwilliam

and they had maintained a healthy correspondence for many years. His wife Mary was

a the daughter of a clergyman and seemed wise beyond her years, and reminded

Elizabeth much of her Aunt Gardiner.

The Wyethes spotted Lizzy and Mrs. Reynolds, and alerted Darcy. Turning to face the

back of the chapel, he caught sight of his beloved, blanching in a remarkably un-

Darcylike manner. She wore the dress from the Netherfield ball--she is just as I

pictured her in my dreams. Overcome with love and longing, his eye remained

immoveable upon her person and Lizzy blushed under his intense scrutiny, tightening

her clutch upon the small bouquet of yellow flowers.

The clergyman, the Wyethes and Mrs. Reynolds took their positions as Lizzy reached

her appointed place beside Darcy. Sensing her nervousness, Darcy reached out with

his left hand and entwined his fingers in hers as they stood shoulder to shoulder facing

the preacher. Surprised but pleased by his gesture, Lizzy's eye's ventured up to his and

she graced him with a small smile of appreciation.

The preacher looked kindly upon the pair and began the ceremony he had performed

so many hundred times before.

"Dearly beloved, we are gathered together here in the sight of God, and in the face of

this company, to join together this Man and this Woman in holy Matrimony; which is

commended of Saint Paul to be honourable among all men: and therefore is not by any

to be entered into unadvisedly or lightly; but reverently, discreetly, advisedly, soberly,and in the fear of God. Into this holy estate these two persons present come now to be

joined. If any man can show just cause, why they may not lawfully be joined together,

let him now speak, or else hereafter for ever hold his peace."

At these words Elizabeth's thoughts flew to her father, and for just a short moment an

irrational fear rose in her heart that he had found them and would march in at any

second to denounce the marriage and stop the ceremony. But, after sufficient pause the

parson continued and Lizzy felt herself release the breath she had been holding.

"Wilt thou, Fitzwilliam have Elizabeth to thy wedded wife, to live together after God's

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small estate Darcy had rented for the week, to ensure all was well prepared to the

imminent arrival of newlyweds.

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(Meanwhile back at Pemberley)

"They have gone to Scotland?" The sound of the words rang unnaturally in Mr.

Bennet's ears. "Well we must follow them and stop the elopement, they may marry in

Hertfordshire now!"

Those assembled knew such action to be futile, but no one stepped forward to speak.

Finally Jane approached her father, kindly laying a hand upon his arm. "Papa, they left

three days ago, they are married or will be by the time you would reach Gretna Green.

Let us sit down papa."

Mr. Bennet allowed his eldest to lead him to a seat on the sofa and the other followedto take their own seats. By this time, professor Lewisham and Bingley had also joined

the party, but Mr. Bennet did not even notice the new arrivals. The harsh

consequences of his actions toward Lizzy and Darcy bore hard upon him and he

finally understood just how irrational and unfeeling his had been to his favorite child.

As he fiddled with a loose button upon his coat, words began to tumble out of Mr.

Bennet. "Mr. Wickham---I believed him, how interminably stupid could I have been?

And now--now I have risked Lizzy's reputation---it could be yet in ruins for eloping---

and never to have a wedding among her family--what is to be done?" His voice

betrayed the intense suffering he felt.

Madeline Gardiner, in an attempt to draw a more coherent narrative from her brother-

in-law, posed the question everyone there was exceedingly curious about.

"Thomas, what exactly did Mr. Wickham say that made you react the way you did to

Elizabeth's engagement to Darcy?"

Without even looking up Mr. Bennet began his tale. "Wickham came to me, upon

what I now know was the day Mr. Darcy had proposed to Lizzy. He told me he had

seen Lizzy and Darcy in the woods together, and that they had engaged in

inappropriate conduct, the kind from which a child may result." At this Georgianagasped in shock. Mr. Bennet looked up to truly notice for the first time the mixed

company he was in. "I am so sorry to grieve you Miss Darcy. What Wickham said, I

know now it was utterly false. Perhaps you would not feel comfortable hearing the rest

of this story? It is a sordid tale of lies."

"No, Mr. Bennet I was merely shocked by the extent of Wickham's deception--though

perhaps I should not be. Please continue." Georgie shot her cousin a questioning look

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