These Lonely Days

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As I am not a great writer, (which I really do accept) due to this

cause this tale of mine may not be liked by some people, but still

there will be some people wholl give a cheers to my work.I wrote this tale while I was feeling lonely when me and my

friends parted. The only reason for writing this is that I want all

my good memories to remain with me always.

This book is for those emotional fools who want to remain foolsfor their best buddies forever and ever.


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Pradeep- Pradeep Tiwari (Haklu)was my best buddy. We are friends since last fouryears and hopefully our friendship will last long. I know him well (infact very well) .Describing his character is the easiest job for me . (We can describe a person very well

when we have seen him/her in each and every condition ,observed his deeds and doings

in all conditions i.e. daily life) . The first word for my friend will be Aggressive andthen there are numerous behind this one. Pradeep is someone who is a very good being.A bit childmindedbut still mature enough to tackle each and every case whether its his

or someone elses. (There are some people who may not like his attitude but this willhardly have an impact on me or him). Elaborating his character , he is someone who isreally trustworthy, I said him TRUSTWORTHY this doesnt mean that he willnever betray you, this means that if youll make him sure that you trust him, hell

never let you down. He is someone who is full of characters in him ,in the end I cansay- a tit for tat guy.

(Message)Pradeep- yarr tere liye to koi message hi nhih

You helped me along my course of life. Everything I did was supported by You

Yarr badaliyo mat bas yhi khna hai


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AbhishekI said Pradeepmy best buddy, this doesnt mean that I have less love

and affection for our Bhalu . Yup!!! We used to callAbhishek Singh(ashu)bhalu. Our friendship began from class 8thand in no time we were real goodfriends( pradeep ,abhishek and me). I know that description about the characters

is really boring but youll feel the emotions when youll describe about someoneby yourself i.e about the people with whom you have the best of your memories. Ashu is a great friend of mine, who has proved all through the course of my

life(especially these last four years) that he is mahhhh real friend. I haveawesome memories with my these dumbofriends, and the thought that wellpart one day- made me write this book , so that our friendship may last forever.

(message )AbhishekI llalways try my level best to be with you always

Ill pray for you that life takes you higher , and wish that may god provide mewith some opportunities , so that I may be able to return some of your back

Kaash jitni feelings ke sath ye likha hai...Dikha bhi paata tujhe


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Alok (Khujli) -Alok Pandey was one of my friends who came into my life, and madeplace in my heart in no time. The boy remained with me always but never pretended

. In this todays world there are people like Alokwholl serve you and will not tellyou even that they did it for you. We actually think that god has gifted us ,but in

real there is someone who has been sent by god to play his/her part in our life. Alok,me and Ashu have spent so pretty and loving moments in our school life that even

today when we recall them, we find ourselves as if it happened yesterday.

World is changing , and so are the people

We never know that what will happen next, all we can do is live these moments

and enjoyStill I watch the photos we clicked when we were all together

Still a smile comes to my face when I watch those videos

But then the question comes to my mind iskya mere frndss bhi ye sab dekh kar.

(Message)Alok- Ahaaannn Maitumhe bhool jaun ye ho nhi sakta and tum mjhebhool jao ye mai hone nhi dunga Lollita awoooooo

Words cant describe that how much you helped me butofcourse I think that thiswill make You realise that I am not that much harsh , how much I show you .

Kya karein karna padta hai


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Chhutki- She is a girl that really made me know the beauty of a

smile. This girl had an ever smiling face. Hey before you think

something wrong, I must tell you that she is only one of my schoolfriends that too had a good role to play in mahh life. She is sweet

and simple. Someone who hardly ever argued . We were in the same

class from 9thto 12th and also that we have had the same tuition

classes. We are still very good friends ,and I think will remain so

I observed her too and then decided to mention about her ,just

because to make girls know that realsimplicity,shyness and calm

behaviourmakes a girl...

(Message)chhutkiIll always be there for you.


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Chowkass- Now here is a great example of a girl who is so much

determined and so very keen for her career . A girl who loves her parents

very much.(I know that we all love our parents,but this is mentioned

intentionally). A girl who has a heart, feelings and sympathy but neverpretends. Ab itni tareef kar rha hun ab to samajh jao ;)

One of the reason of writing this book is My First Love I wrote

First Love- haha :D because I myself dont know that how many times

I have fallen in love.Yuppp!!!!!!! She is a girl who changed me, made me realise my own

importance and awakened me at times when it was really necessary. This

must be sounding very sweet but actually this isnt so sweet

OkkkIll give you a small example how she did so- Mr.Akash Bhadauria, youll not be able to do anything in urlife , now it must have been

much clear to you all I think how I was awakened.

(message) * chaukass- I hate u :-p.


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You dont really need someone to complete you

You need someone to accept youcompletely...I didnt remember the day actually but I think it was 18th ofapril 2008. Here came my

first meeting with pradeep . It was first time we met, and see it was when we playedagainst each other in a cricket tournament. We never knew that from there onwards ourrival approach will soon change into an everlasting friendship. The day ended and Iwas on the losing side. Here I met pradeep, the boy so sober ,just the real opposite one

whom I faced in the cricket match. We shook hands and introduced ourselvesP-hello, you played well buddy

MeHmmm I know but the more better side won

We continued with our formal talks and then left saying bye to each other. The daywas over and the new day was to come next

Soon I came to know that pradeep was my neighbour (as his father had a transfer

from allahabad), and I met him again, he was taking admission in LUCKNOWPUBLIC INTER COLLEGE, the very same school in which I was studying. Oursecond meeting was different from that of the first one. This time I was asked of myschool , and I answered it well.


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As I knew that pradeep was taking admission in lps, I knew that well bemeeting again and again. It was a real fun life going on I wasnt very good

at studies but still I enjoyed both my school as well as personal life. This was

just the starting of a life of an individual (a childish mauji boy) who was goingto meet his best friends .

Abhishek was my classmate, sat always on the first bench , was a goodstudent but I wasnt so, actually I was among the mostmischievious boys in

my class and I was proud of it :D

Mrs. Sunita Sharma my classteacher, how can I forget her-khud kursi pebaithkar,mjhe Zameen mein jo baithati thi. It was my habit not to makecopies(notebooks of subjects),if made not to submit them timely and at thetime of school inspection Farji Stamp marna copy pe, ki course complete hai. On behalf of my respect ,I was gifted the first seat withabhishek. Bhai

bhalu ne bhut dukhi kiya sachi mein ,dekh kar muh bnata tha,aur mjhe giri

nigaah se dekhta tha copy tochhodo ,mujhe pencil bhi nhi chhune deta tha.But as I spent three-four months with him we came closer to each other-arrelunch jo mai chura k kha leta tha uska isliye.

As time passed we became good friends and sooner best friends

Things changed , I improved a bit and we started understanding each other.


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As I and pradeep were good friends we played and met regularly with each other,soon we became good friends and started spending more time with each other.

As we know a=b and b=c then, c=a. Pradeep and abhishek very soon too became

very good friends.And here started our TIKDI(our friendship).

Dosti badhti gyi aur pata hi nhi chala ki kab itna close aa gye ek doosre ke.

We started going to school with each other ,this was just the beginning

Our motto-kisi k dukh mein shamil ho na ho , sukh mein jrur shamilho farji parties mein shamil hone mein hum peeche reh jayein, ye humaari shaan kkhilaaf tha, we went to our friends bdaypartyarreye papa-mammi ko btate

the aur gift ka paisa bhi kha jaatethe. We all three gave our group the nameteenmanhoos-kyonki yarrr jahan chle jaate the kchh galat ho hi jaata tha,

i.e. light ka chale jaana, accident hojaanaetc one day the limit was crossed-a girl was riding a bicycle, we started looking at her and between pradeep said

dekho bachhi kitni cute haiand very soon the girl was lying crying, she cameto us and saidbhaiyya aap kuchh mat bola kriyeplease.Aaj to confirm ho gya

kihumbhut manhoos hain this day we laughed with each other in fulltone,aur kar bhi kya sakte the?? :D


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Now things were more easy for us, we tackled each and every situation verywell. Plans were made and were implemented well. As I have mentioned earlierAlok (khujli) was always with us but our friendship had some boundations(the

reason was that his sweet home was very much far away from my andashus

place). We met in school everyday and enjoyed each and every moment of ourschool life. How can we forget the moments when we smiled and were caughtseveral times during the biology class chapter-8 reproduction. Not only this

how can I forget alokpandeyslunch which eitherhadbhindi or aalu.I loved eating my friends lunch but never ever bought myself. I knew that themoment it will be opened , either it will be in those giant palms of mukesh or

Ranvijayandif left Parikshit. The way we ate our lunch was the mostjunglee style the girls who thought that they were sophisticated even

ewwwwwed on our activity . But this hardly had any impact on us and ourbesharmi continued. Even Shivendras(peedit) lunch wasntleft . Shivendra

was called peedhit because he ate more of medicines than lunch. The momentsomeone of us called him (Peedhit) , he was reminded of his medicine dose :D

Shahbaaz was a bit clever , he used to eat his lunch in between the classes andalways finished it before lunch time. In the end we had plans for him too

while he went out of the class for toilet , his lunch was stolen. And all leftwas a small letter in which was written-bhai thnxx a lot for biryani, kasam se

mazaa aa gyi this is how our class 9thwent all through .


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Now came the class 10thand the board fever ,that every child really hates.Only a 10thclass student can understand how much he is reminded of

his/her boards examination during the whole year. From teachers to familymembers, everyone had only the same line tosayMehnatkaro boards hai,

padhai karo padhai. Though I wasnt very good at studies still I was verywell aware of my boards and thus wanted to take tuition classes for scoringgood marks. (This is the teenage time, a message especially for boys thisis the time when they are distracted of their studies. This doesnt mean thatI blame girls for this this is just a warning for teenagers so that they may

proceed further without their mind distraction ). Ashu had already joinedhis tuition classes earlier in the beginning of the session but I and pradeepwas still in search of a good tuition centre. One day while I and pradeep

were sitting in the park near radiant public inter college, discussing where togo for tuition classes, we both saw a girl with her bag and baggage going onher bicycle. We went behind her and found our SSS coaching centre where I

and pradeep studied our class 10th.


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Here entered my life. That girl chowkas . Hey ,chowkasdoesnt

mean that she was very beautiful, it was the name that I gave her

. And one more girl I met was chhutki(its the name given by me) .Chhutki was my classmate, they both were sisters. (My purpose of

writing this tale is only to recall those beautiful ,awesome moments

which me and my friends enjoyed,and nothing else.)As told earlier

chhutki was someone who was ever smiling, very jovial and shy. Buttalking about the other one-she was very studious, wise, clever and

confident. She (most of the times)asked the most basic questions

(which some students really hesitate to ask )from our teacher. But

always came up with the good results after examination.


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I will never be able to explain how I ,haklu and bhalu enjoyed these teen-age

days. The routine was perfect-around 5 o clock in the evening ,we used to leaveour home. Sitiyabaazi was in its giant form. Every girl was called teri bhabhiby each one to the other.

How can I forget those days when we used to go to Geetapallito eat garamsamose. We were regular , even if there was a test or exam, we still went there...

I remember the rainy night when we all went through the streets ofGEETAPALLI .

It was a very dark evening but we were too young to understand the storm,which was about to come. We received a heavy shower overhead . We all wentthere for our samose, and waited for the rain to stop. But the more we waited

the heavier it started raining. Finally at 10 o clock we moved for our home. It

was raining heavily but still we all three went on with hands on each othersshoulders.

We folded our trousers up to the knees as the streets were filled with water.

we were to be scolded at home but still we enjoyed the rain in our own way byshouting , laughing and giggling


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We used to sit in the adarsh nagar park(behind radiant public inter

college), discussing on our small topics and of course that aboutGIRLS. At teenage ,boys have only one topic to discuss, in fact

whole teenage goes discussing about girls. I know this very well-

not only the average students but also toppers too discuss about

girls. These are the most beautiful creatures by god. They turnyou towards themselves. Girls can make you know your potential

can really make you go crazy. I am well experienced myself, thus

am able to tell this. They make you run behind themselves. They

make you forget your pains, your food , your studies i.e.everything


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I and pradeep were very much keen to go to tuition classes, as we were gettingbehind our course. Finally , without hesitating we talked to our sushma

maam. I was the first to join the tuition classes andpradeep joined it after amonth. I had to work hard to clear up my basics, I used to ask questions from my

maam, and as she was very helping and caring, she answered me frequently. Istill have very much affection with my sharad sir and sushmamaam. WheneverI get time , I still go and meet them just not to let my good memories fade away.I cant tell how much I respect them. Well here are ourmischieves. We studied ,

but how could we not care about girls

TAADAASAN was what we did from the very beginning. This may not

sound decent but we did ;). (Taadaasan means watching someone without ablink of an eye)

Soon we were good friends (with the two girls) and enjoyed talking to them. Ourexcitement for the tuition classes grew more day by day. We were always bang

on time. After some time we started coming to the tuition classes about half hourbefore , just to have some talks with them. We did much things which are still

unrevealed to them.We used to unchain our bicycle and acted as if we were repairing our unchained

bicycle along the road when, their uncle/father took them away for home.

But we never told them ki line maarte the yarrr.


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We together have done so many of things that we dont even rememberall of them. I remember a day when we lied that we are going out and

bunked the tuition classes . But we couldnt prevent ourselves to come tothe ground in the evening(the ground was near the tuition centre), this

time we were caught red-handed by our sharad sir . While he was passingby on his scooter , he saw his sideways(normal gesture) and found us

roaming. But he was much far away from us around 300 metres or so.Meanwhile our eyes fell on him , we both ran towards the sawhney

nursing home and went inside as fast as we could. Seeing him coming to

us , we hid ourselves behind the gate. But this wasnt enough, beingcaught we gave our reason that we came to take an englishcopy(notebook) from nitin . Sir believed us and asked us to go home. We

waited for him to go and when he went , we again started roaming as wethought that he was gone . But again that sound of scooter came. This

time we jumped into the ground (it was around 7 O clock in the evening).

That day we had a bit of Military Training as we were to reach theother end of the park crawling. Between all this our sharad sir examined

our exit well by having two-three rounds around the park. How weescaped only god knows


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Some days passed . Things were going on nicely . Our studies too were going onwell. Now as boards were approaching near, we started our preparations well .

We talked less now. Time kaise nikal gya ,pata hi nhi chala we were somuch busy now that now we started our own selfstudy for boards, and

came less to the tuition classes .Things changed and so did we

now we rarely talked to each other.

In no time boards came and went off.

This time after the boards ,I and haklu didnt wanted our friends to part . We

two tried up all the possibilities to be together with our other friends butwithout success. How many times we both went to our maam for the tuition

classes, even we two couldnt remember. We didnt meet the two after theboards

I remember that it was 14 julychhutkis bday,when we all four met.

We celebrated chhutkisbdayin our best way.After that we all went to see for a tuition class in adarsh nagar, we had a

walk together for the first time ...

and it was the last time we had a walk


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How life takes a turn, nobody knows . We just never know

what will happen next. The beauty of this life is that it is

unpredictable. People come and slowly go away form ourlife

all thats left are memories

I have jotted down some of the lovely moments of my lifewhich I want to keep with me forever , I hope that my

friends will too remember me, as I do remember them.


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Here are some of my lines for my friends-

I will leave something for you when I leave this

worldFew memories in your heart

Few tears in your eyes

My name on your lipsand

My absence in your life


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There is a lot more to tell but I think Ill be writing the second part

of this tale when iwill have my whole story in hand to tell 11th

and 12thand also what we did after that. Did we achieve good

positions in our life???

to be continued.

AKASH BHADAURIA(b-tech(ece) 2011-2015)

AMITY SCHOOL OF ENGINEERING ANDTECHNOLOGY.(AMITY UNIVERSITY,LUCKNOW

CAMPUS)

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