THE VISIONARY – Disruptive Laughter #1

7/21/2019 THE VISIONARY Disruptive Laughter #1

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H agw yghrs hbn K cnst iysgca tn he hrofkvg, tfg Dheksf Rniges ZfntnHrofkvg, fkddge hwhy ke tfg stnrhbg rnni na h sihcc pulcko agikekst cklrhry

MQKEAN ke Onpgefhbge.

Tfg hrofkvg whs nrbhekzgd hrnued h eggd, h dgskrg, tn aked kihbgs na wnigehed na wniges ckvgs. Wsuhccy naakokhc hrofkvgs hrg kedgxgd ly h ahinuspgrsne, gvget nr lukcdkeb. Lut fgrg h iuof inrg lhsko eggd whs agct, h eggdtn lg hlcg tn aked kihbgs na wnige, -tfgkr ckvgs arni tfgkr fnigs, wnrm,fnckdhys hed wktf ahikcy hed arkgeds. Tfg onccgotkne sphes arni tfg ikd86::s-8;;:s. Tfks bgegrhc quhckty ihmgs tfgsg kihbgs dkaakouct tn sghrofhed aked ke tfg usuhc kedgxkeb ly trhdktknehc hrofkvgs.

Tfg hrofkvg ks h onccgotkne na onpkgs na nrkbkehc pfntnbrhpfs. Tfg tfrggwnige tfht kektkhtgd tfg hrofkvg put up hds ke cnohc egwsphpgrs hsmkebwnige tn sfhrg tfgkr prkvhtg pfntns. _nig onccgotknes na phrtkouchrketgrgst fhd lgge onethotgd hs wgcc. Hcc na tfgsg kihbgs wgrg onpkgd hedtfge bkvge lhom tn tfg nwegrs. H onipcgtg DK[ why na lukcdkeb he hrofkvghed onccgotkne.

Rfht K hcsn anued whs he hrofkvg tfht dkd ent sfy hwhy arni tfgkr dgskrkebbhzg. Ne tfg hrofkvhc ohrds wgrg sihcc outnuts arni onethot sfggts. Inst natfg ohrds necy onethkegd neg kihbg, -tfg onpy na tfg nrkbkehc pfntnbrhpf.Lut snig fhd sgvgrhc, -hs ihey hs ekeg. Tfg kihbgs wgrg sihcc, necy he keofly he keof. K whs anrogd tn pkom up tfg hrofkvhc ohrds tn cnnm ht tfgi inrgocnsgcy. Tfgy dkd ent akt tfg systgi sgt up ly tfg hrofkvg. Tfgsg wgrgtrghtgd dkaagrgetcy, hctfnubf tfg systgi whs snigfnw tfg shig. Ne tfgsggechrbgigets fhd lgge ihdg, gechrbgigets na phrtkouchr phrts na tfgnrkbkehc kihbg.

Tfg fkstnrkhe wnucd enw fhvg onethotgd tfg hrofkvkst tn uedgrsthed tfksofnkog, lut ent ig. Kt dkdet ketgrgst ig. K whs prntgotkvg na tfggxoktgiget K agct cnnmkeb ht tfgsg sihcc kihbgs. K ofgomgd tn sgg ka tfgrgwgrg inrg kihbgs tfht rgsgilcgd tfgsg, -inrg wfgrg tfg hrofkvg fhd gechrbgdphrts na tfg nrkbkehc. Tfg hrofkvg onesksts na hpprnx 7::: pfntnbrhpfs,hoogssklcg necy tfrnubf tfgsg ckttcg hrofkvhc ohrds. Tfg phrt na tfghrofkvg K whs cnnmkeb ht whs kedgxgd hs wnige ke brnups, wnige kesofnnc, hed Ehthckg Phfcgs _ofnnc. K anued gkbft ohrds tfht fhd tf gskikchr chrbg euilgr na gechrbgigets. Tfgy wgrg hcc arni Ehthckg Phfcgs_ofnnc onccgotkne.

K whs cnnmkeb ht tfg kihbgs tfrnubf tfg bukdkeb bhzg na tfg hrofkvksts.Rfht wgrg tfgy pnketkeb ig tn> Bkrcs fncd fheds, gethebcgd hed onianrthlcg,

ke tfg onetgxt na tfg sofnnc.

K hsmgd ka K onucd onpy tfgsg ekeg hrofkvhc ohrds. Wsuhccy ynu fhvg tn bntfrnubf tfg Dheksf \nyhc Cklrhrys Zfntn _tudkn, hed phy h cnt na inegy,lut K whs hccnwgd tn onpy tfg hrofkvhc ohrds `ust hs tfgy wgrg. K whsketgrgstgd ke tfg ohrds hs h wfncg. Ketgrgstgd ke tfg struoturg na tfgnrkbkehc onpy hed tfg gechrbgigets bcugd netn tfg ckttcg ohrd. Rg, tfghrofkvg hed iysgca, sggigd tn sfhrg he gxoktgiget hlnut tfgsg pfntns.

Hatgr fhvkeb pfntnbrhpfgd tfg hrofkvhc ohrds, K cgat tfg cklrhry, tfkemkebK fhd snig ihtgrkhc tn onetkeug tn wnrm ne. Cnnmkeb lhom ht tfht tkig Krghckzg tfht tfg kektkhc gxoktgiget whs wfgrg K sfnucd fhvg sthrtgd.

Kestghd, K fk`homgd tfgsg kihbgs anr h inrg bgegrhc ketgrgst ke fnw fkstnryks wrkttge hed fnw hrofkvgs hrg struoturgd, h mked na hrofkvg agvgr. Ktagct ckmg h shag pchog tn sthrt.


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K prketgd nut hcc na tfg gechrbgigets. Tfgsg kihbgs wgrg kesthccgd ne h 8 Kt whs ent ùst tfgkihbgs, lut tfg kihbgs phkrgd wktf tfg onetgxt K anued tfgi ke. Rfht whstfks hrofkvg hed wfy fhd wg agct tfg shig dgskrg> Nr inrg prgoksgcy, tfgdgskrg hed tfg gxoktgiget ohig tfrnubf tfgkr gechrbgigets. Rnucd K fhvglgge drhwe tn tfg kihbgs wktfnut tfg hrofkvg sn ocghrcy pnketkeb t nspgokako inigets> K wkcc egvgr menw.

Kt whs dkaakouct, lgohusg K agct he gxoktgiget tfht wget lgyned ùst skipcyentkokeb snigtfkeb ke tfg kihbgs. Kt whs hcsn h dgskrg anr snigtfkeb Kprkvhtgcy aked dgskrhlcg. Kt whs tfg aggckeb na lgkeb pnketgd tn sggsnigtfkeb, snigtfkeb fkddge ke tfg kihbgs. Twn bkrcs fncdkeb fheds, fnwocnsg hed onianrthlcg tfgy wgrg, snig cnnmkeb ketn ghof ntfgrs gygs, snigoneakdgetcy cnnmkeb lhom ht tfg ohigrh hed tfg pfntnbrhpfgr.

Tfgsg wgrg ochss pfntnbrhpfs, ent h sgttkeb wfgrg K wnucd lg ocnsg wktf iyagihcg arkgeds nr cnvgrs. Tfht ks tfg tfkeb, tfgrg ks en why na menwkebwfgtfgr tfgsg bkrcs/ynueb wnige sfhrg iy dgskrg anr wnige. Rfht K sgg nrrhtfgr aggc wfge K cnnm ht tfgsg kihbgs ks tfht dgskrg. Hi K prn`gotkeb>

Tfgrg ks en why na menwkeb. Tfht ks tfg pntgetkhc na tfgsg kihbgs. [nu wkcc

egvgr menw= kt ihmgs kt h vgry prkvhtg gxpgrkgeog. K wkcc ent rgsghrof inrg.Cgt ig ùst ge`ny tfg kihbgs. K whet tn sgg wfht K whet tn sgg!

Cgat ks hcsn h oneskdgrhtkne na tfg hrofkvg hed tfg hrofkvksts. Tfgy hcsneggdgd tn cnnm lhom, tn aked snigtfkeb, tn aked h fkstnry. Fnw dn K

kdgetkay, fnw dn K aked anntkeb. _nigtkigs tfrnubf h lhomwhrds bhzg.

K rgsghrofgd ketn tfg wnige wfn sthrtgd tfg hrofkvg. Neg wnihe stnnd nut, -whs inrg hoogssklcg. H snigwfht ahinus Dheksf fkstnrkhe. Fgr lnnm RnigesC nvg n a R ni ge httgipts tn wrktg h cgslkhe fkstnry na Onpgefhbge ke tfgikd86::s-ikd8;::s. _fg spgeds h cneb tkig chykeb nut tfg phrtkouchrgevkrneiget hrnued Ehthckg Phfcgs _of nnc, tfg akrst Bkrcs _ofnnc keOnpgefhbge hed tfg anuedgr Ehthckg Phfcg fgrsgca. _fg homenwcgdbgs tfhtihylg tfgrg ks en why na menwkeb fnw tn ohtgbnrkzg tfgsg rgchtknes hedbkvgs h pgrsnehc hoonuet na fgr nwe cnvg na wnige hed fnw sfg kdgetkakgs hsh cgslkhe.

Ke tfg iystgrknus sphog na tfgsg kihbgs, tfg hrofkvg hed wktf tfg rgsghrof

ketn tfg anuedgrs na tfg hrofkvg, K rghckzgd tfht iy bhzg whs dkrgotgd ly hbgegrhtkne na cgslkhe sgphrhtkst wnige na iy intfgrs bgegrhtkne. K anuedoneegotknes, h spgouchtkvg ghsg hed gxoktgiget ke fnw wg sfhrg tfgsginigets hornss tkig.

Tfg snued na rghdkeb ke tkig ks tfrnubf iy dgskrkeb bhzg.

K whet tn sfhrg snig na tfgsg kihbgs fgrg. _fhrg h dgskrg ke tfg phbgs natfks pulckohtkne. Qksknes hrg lukct, hrg anriuchtgd hed fgcd netn tfrnubf hdkvgrsg hed onipcgx why na uedgrsthedkeb tkig, onevgrshtkne, oniiuekty hedanris na onccgotkvkzhtkne.

K aggc h onccgotkvg pucc tfrnubf tfgsg kihbgs ke tkig. Hed K aked kt

kipnrthet tn sfhrg tfgsg, sthed ly tfgi hed kevktg ntfgr ke. Ckmg tfg wnigeke tfg hrofkvg fhd gevksknegd. Tfks rgqukrgs h rghdkeb ke ihey dkrgotkneshed anr ihey dgskrgs.


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Hcc kihbgs onurtgsy na tfg Dheksf Rniges Zfntn Hrofkvg


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Tfg Iniget

lyAkh-_tkeh _hedcued


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KET. H LWDDFK_T OGETG\, IHEFHTTHE GQGEKEB

H chrbg rnni wktf wnndge acnnrs. He hcthr wktf syiigtrkohcacnwgr hrrhebgigets, sihcc igthc pnts akccgd wktf whtgr,

lurekeb keogesg, h bneb hed h arhigd pnrtrhkt na h ofullyihe. Lgskdg tfg pfntnbrhpfy h ygstgrdhys lurbgr ne h pchtghed he gipty lggr lnttcg. Rg uedgrsthed tfht tfg ihe ke tfgpkoturg rgogetcy phssgd hwhy hed tfht tfg annd fhs lggeshorkakogd ke fks fnenr. A\HEM, h ihe ke fks akatkgs wktf hegxogptknehccy lkb ensg drgssgd ke h sukt, ks skttkeb ne htfrneg ne tnp na tfg hcthr. Fg sikcgs cnvkebcy wfkcg whtofkebh brnup na hpprnxkihtgcy akaty pgnpcg wfn hrg pchogd ke arnetna fki ke phkrs, ahokeb ghof ntfgr ne lcug pkccnws ne tfg

acnnr. _gvgrhc chrbg ahes ke tfg onregrs na tfg rnni orghtgsh wfktg, snntfkeb enksg. _nueds na iuilckeb hed chubftgr. Htkomkeb ocnom.

A\HEM_n, wfht K whet ynu tn dn enw, ks

tn hsm ghof ntfgr tfht vgry shigqugstkne. Lut, tfks tkig ke brnupsna ... Cgts shy akvg.

Tfg pgnpcg hrg rg-brnupkeb.

A\HEM (ONETD)_n, hbhke ...Rfht ks fncdkeb ynulhom ke ynur ckag>

Rg hrg znnikeb ke ne sgvge pgnpcg skttkeb tnbgtfgr ke hokrocg. Tfrgg ige hed anur wnige0 AKH-_TKEH, h lcned wnihe ke

fgr chtg tfkrtkgs drgssgd ke lchom. PNG, h dhrm fhkrgd wniheke fgr twgetkgs wghrkeb h purpcg gilrnkdgry drgss wktf tkeyikrrnrs ne tfg ofgst. D\GR, h ihe ke fks anrtkgs wktf wkdg

npge gygs hed brghsy lcnedg fhkr. IKOFGCCG, h wnihe ke fgranrtkgs wktf lchom, sfkey fhkr hed h ensg rkeb. TH\H, h wniheke fgr tfkrtkgs wktf Fgkdk Lrhkds. IKOFHGC, h theegd ihe ke

fks akatkgs wktf h sfhvgd fghd. IHTTFGR, h dhrm fhkrgd, scki,lcusfkeb ihe ke fks twgetkgs drgssgd ke h ckbft lcug naakogsfkrt. Tfgyrg hcc lgkeb qukgt. Bkvkeb ghof ntfgr egrvnus

cnnms. Thrh bkbbcgs. Ihttfgw sorhtofgs fks hripkt.

PNG

Ihy K ihmg h subbgstkne>

IKOFHGC

[gs!

PNG

Rfge Akh-_tkeh whs hsmkeb ig wfhtwhs fncdkeb ig lhom lganrg ...Tfgrg whs tfks neg wnrd onikeb lhom

tn ig ... Hed, tfht whs tfg wnrdChom._n K tfnubft ...(IN\G)


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PNG (ONET'D)Zgrfhps kt whs tfg shig tfkeb anrynu buys> Ckmg tfgrg whs neg wnrdke phrtkouchr tfht ...

Drgw ks sthrkeb ht Png.

D\GRHexkgty.

IKOFGCCGNm, ikeg whs Furry.

AKH-_TKEH_nrry, wfht dkd ynu shy>

IKOFGCCGLgkeb ke h rusf. Furry!.

AKH-_TKEHNm.

Drgw ks sthrkeb ht ghof pgrsne wfn thcms.

TH\H(fgskthtgs)

Hilktkne.

IKOFHGC_pggd!.

IHTTFGRIghekeb.

AKH-_TKEHIkeg whs Aghr... K bugss.

Tfgyrg hcc cnnmkeb ht ghof ntfgr. Ihttfgw ks sorhtofkeb fkshripkt.

PNGKsettfks wnedgrauc>

D\GRRfht> Rfhts sn wnedgrauc>

PNGTfht wg ohe skt fgrg, hed lg snnpge wktf ghof ntfgr, wktfnut ...

Lgkeb hwmwhrd.

Drgw ks sthrkeb ht ghof neg na tfgi, neg ht h tkig. Ihttfgw

thmgs h dggp lrghtf.


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IHTTFGR

K aked kt prgtty hwmwhrd hotuhccy.

Ihttfgw chubfs fystgrkohccy. Thrh ks pchykeb wktf fgr Fgkdk

lrhkds. Png ks ofhebkeb ketn h egw, inrg hdvheogd ynbhpnsktkne.

IKOFHGCKsettfht wfhtssn brght tfge>Tfht wg ohe skt fgrg ... Hed, kts

nmhy tfht kts hwmwhrd>

GQG\[LND[

[ghf!

PNG

[ghf!

D\GR

[ghf, yghf! [ghf!

Ihttfgw ks sorhtofkeb fks anrghri. Drgw ks whtofkeb Ihttfgws

sorhtofkeb fhed. Tfg ahes hrg ihmkeb tfht wfktg enksg. Tfgocnom ks tkomkeb.

IKOFHGCAnr ig ...

Ikofhgc enw fhs Drgws onipcgtg httgetkne.

IKOFHGC (ONETD)... Kisnigwfgrg lgtwggeoncchpskeb hed shvkeb tfg wnrcd.

D\GRK sgg ...

Drgw pnkets ht Ikofhgcs fghd.

D\GR (ONETD)

_n, tfgrgs

h cnt bnkeb ne tfgrg>

IKOFHGCIy Bnd!

(sthrkeb lhom ht Drgw,igsigrkzgd)

@ust ... @ust lgohusg ynu `ust shkdtfht. K suddgecy aggc ... Akeg.

Ikofhgc stheds up.


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IKOFHGC (ONETD)K tfkem ynu ourgd ig ihe!

(tn gvgrylndy)Fg ourgd ig!

D\GR\ghccy>

Arhem fkts tfg bneb.

A\HEMFnw whs tfht>


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TFG ZGNZCGINQG\ H Dginestrhtkne Zngi (8;16)

ly Ihry Gccge _nct

tgxt ly Ochrh t Cpgz Igeedgz

:. GVZN_G0 Ihry Gccge _nct

Tfg why ke wfkof K geonuetgrgd Ihry

Gccge _nct ks neg na tfnsg trhes-tgipnrhc iggtkebs igdkhtgd ly tfg

gxphedgd akgcd tfht ks tfg tgxtuhc

rghckty. K geonuetgrgd fgr tfrnubf fgr

wnrm, wktf h tgxt ke iy fheds arni h

tgipnrhc hed tfgihtko sphog K dkdet

gxpgot. Twn yghrs chtgr, K aked iysgca

kiigrsgd ke rgsghrofkeb fgr

onipnsktknes, neg phrtkouchr wnrm na

fgrs, hed skiucthegnuscy ohrrykeb nut

h ourhtnrkhc prn`got wfnsg igtfndncnby

fhs lgge ketgesgcy ka quktg nlckqugcy

drhwe nut na fgr wrktkeb. Tfks gsshy

ks h trkluchtgd trklutg tn fgr wnrm

TFG ZGNZCGINQG\ (8;16) hed he httgipt

tn dksogre tfg rgokprnohc trhesagrs

lgtwgge fgr wnrm hed ikeg.

Tfg akrst tkig K bnt tfg nppnrtuekty

tn rghd TFG ZGNZCGINQG\(8;16) whs

tfhems tn tfg rg-prketkeb tfht tfg

_wgdksf gxpgrkigethc cktgrhry ihbhzkeg

NGK dkd na kt ke


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Kedkheh, whs h endg. Fgr dhubftgr

_ushe, enw h tghofgr ke tfg Tfghtgr

Dgphrtiget ht OhcHrts, rgigilgrs,

dgspktg na fgr ghrcy hbg lhom tfge,

tfg onesthet strghi na pgnpcg,

cktgrhtgs hed pngts onikeb arni Lrhzkc,

_wktzgrched, Igxkon hed _wgdge (hineb

ntfgr pchogs). Tfrnubf fgr fnusgphssgd Hubustn dg Ohipns, Gubge

Bnirkbgr, Fhrncdn dg Ohipns nr vyed

Ahfcstri, hineb ntfgrs, hcc na tfgi

ongxkstkeb wktf tfg sihcc oucturhc

ikornonsi na Lcnnikebtne, na wfkof sfg

whs h phrtkouchrcy kdknsyeorhtko phrt.

Fgr studgets wgrg hcsn natge igssihtgs

ht fgr fnusg, wfgrg tfgy fhd tfg

nppnrtuekty tn iggt tfgsg

ketgrehtknehc pngts wfkcg fhvkeb

dkeegr. _n rgohccs Ihrbhrgt Rncasne, h

studget na fgrs ke tfg chtg 8;1:s hed

ghrcy 8;2:s wfn whs tfg chst neg tn

nrbhekzg h pgranriheog na TFG

ZGNZCGINQG\(8;16) oh. 8;27. Ke fgr

iginry, Ihry Gccge whs hcwhys

wgconikeb hed whri tn tfnsg hineb fgr

studgets nr ochssihtgs sfg mgpt

thmkeb ochssgs ke tfg Wekvgrskty uetkc

sfg cgat Lcnnikebtne, anr kestheog, ke

gxpgrkigethc dgskbe nr gcgotrneko

iusko wfn sfnwgd h sgesktkvkty anr

pngtry hed hrt. _fg ks dgsorklgd ly

Rncasne hs snigneg wfn hcwhys ge`nygd

tfg oniphey na ynuebgr hedgetfuskhstko ketgcckbgeogs= sfg agct

kespkrgd ly tfg keput prnvkdgd ly egw

bgegrhtknes wfnsg kdghcs hed

prkeokpcgs fhdet ygt lgge lget ly tfg

oniprniksgs na hductfnnd.

Hineb fgr pngtko orghtknes hed nut na

he hot na onccgotkvg gxpgrkigethc

wrktkeb, onikeb nut na fgr gebhbgiget

wktf tfg ckvgcy lrksm hrtkstko

oniiuekty ke Lcnnikebtne, sfg bhvg tfg

akehc anri tn TFG ZGNZCGINQG\(8;16) ke

8;16, hatgr h sgrkgs na inrg nr cgss

spnethegnus pgranriheogs, stgiikeb

arni hotkne hed rguekne, vnkokeb tfg

pncktkohc dgochihtknes tfht luregd ke

tfg tfrnhts na sn ihey Higrkohe

oktkzges durkeb tfht pgrknd.

8. TFG ZGNZCGINQG\

8;16

H Dginestrhtkne Zngi

TFG ZGNZCGINQG\ (8;16) ks he htypkohctfghtgr pchy. Drhihtko pchys, hs ihey

ntfgr tgxtuhc pkgogs, tged tn lg

oneogkvgd ly he hutfnr, h

prkinrdkhc snurog tfht pgranris tfg

ihbkohc orghtkvg prnogdurg ly wfkof

h akotknehc nr dnouigethc rghckty ks

ohpturgd hinebst tfg phbgs tfht

onestktutg tfg tgxt. _nigtkigs

hwhktkeb tn lg uttgrgd, hpprnprkhtgd

ly ntfgr vnkogs hed trhesanrigd gvgry

tkig tfg pgranriheog na kts ehrrhtkvg

thmgs pchog, tfghtrkohc tgxts

bgegrhccy ihkethke tfg hutfnrkty na

tfg hutfnrs vnkog. Fnwgvgr, tfht whs

ent tfg ohsg anr TFG

ZGNZCGINQG\(8;16). Tfg oneogptkne na

tfg pkgog ks dgsorklgd ly Ihry Gccge

ke tfg anrgwnrd tn tfg necy gdktkne

na tfg tgxt arni 8;26 hed tfg

pgnpcg wfn wgrg phrt na kt ke kts

dkaagrget sthbgs hed keohrehtknes hs

h onccgotkvg prnogss, h cneb hed

bgegrhtkvg prnogdurg wktf ent neg lut

ihey dkrgotkeb fheds. Tfg onipnsktknena wfht ohig tn lg TFG

ZGNZCGINQG\(8;16) sthrtgd ke tfg

suiigr na 8;16. Twn tfkebs fhppgegd

tfge0 Ihry Gccge hed fgr dhubftgrs,

_ushe hed Ohtfgrkeg, ihdg tnbgtfgr h

sgrkgs na pnstgrs tfht brhpfkohccy

rgacgotgd phrtkouchr gpksndgs na tfg

oneackotkvg rghckty thmkeb pchog ke

tfg W_H durkeb tfht pgrknd, hed tfg

_nct ahikcy trhvgccgd tn Cns Hebgcgs

tn vkskt agccnw pngt hed arkged

Giigtt Rkcckhis, wfn whs hlnut tn

sthrt tghofkeb ht OhcHrts?. Rfkcg ke

CH, Ihry Gccge wget wktf fgr

dhubftgrs tn Dksegyched, wfgrg tfgy

fhd tfg nppnrtuekty tn tgst h egw

httrhotkne0 Tfg Zgnpcginvgr(Akb.8).

Tfg Zgnpcginvgr whs h sihcc trhke

tfht sgrvgd hs h ighe na

trhespnrthtkne anr tfg ornwd na

vksktnrs tfht ohig tn tfg hiusgiget

phrm. Tfks gvget trkbbgrgd Ihry Gccge_ncts pngtko kihbkehtkne, hpphrgetcy

? Onevgrshtkne wktf _ushe _nct, Ihrof 8


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lgkeb ent necy arustrhtgd lut

keaurkhtgd ly tfg ahot tfht, ke 8;16,

wktf tfg vgry tgesg hed onipckohtgd

pncktkohc ockihtg ckvgd ke tfg W_H,

tfg ihtgrkhckzhtkne na Tfg

Zgnpcginvgr whs h igofheksi anr tfg

aurtfgr hckgehtkne na Higrkohe

oktkzges4. Ihry Gccge _nct brkgvgdtfg pncktkohc sktuhtkne na tfks

onuetry7 fgr dhubftgr _ushe shkd

wfkcg hddrgsskeb tfg shig

okrouistheog. _fg onucdet hoogpt

tfht wfht invgd tfg pgnpcg

pncktkohccy hed gintknehccy whs

hpprnprkhtgd ly tfg Dksegy kedustry

ke suof h dg-pncktkokzgd hed

utkckthrkhe iheegr. K wnucd ent whet

tn pnket nut tn h phrtkouchr

sktuhtkne hs snig snrt na iytfkohc

nrkbke anr tfg onipnsktkne na tfg

pchy, fnwgvgr, kt whs rhtkakgd ly

Ihry Gccge fgrsgca, tfht tfg tktcg

anr tfg dginestrhtkne pngi onigs arni

fgr anrtuktnus geonuetgr wktf

Dksegycheds trhespnrt httrhotkne.

Lgtwgge @ucy 8;16 hed tfg


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En, tfgy invgd chst wketgr, ke Dgogilgr K tfkem kt whs. Ohet ynu

sgg wfht ks wrkttge ne tfg dnnr> Kt shys Dkrmsne.

_kcget hbhke. K whcm dnwesthkrs, tnwhrds tfg lhsgiget. Iy pnom-

gt bgts stuom ke h dnnr fhedcg hed K rgbhke lhcheog skttkeb ne h

mkom-scgd. Tfg ofggms hrg hcrghdy wgt hed tfg ncd

hexkgty-spnt ly tfg cgat hripkt ments, `ust hs tfg akrst dhy ht

tfg kestktutkne. Tfg `homgt bgts h puddcg uedgr iy ofke.


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K iust fhvg ahccge hscggp, anr wfge K whmg up K ohet sgg tfg

lgeof nr tfg ckttgrlke heyinrg. Tfg lgeof anr ig hed Ihtt. Rg lg-

ohig tfrgg, Lge hed Ihtt hed Qgrh. Tkig chys ne ig.

K bn, K bn nut whcmkeb. Kvg egvgr lgge h wnihe na hofkgvgigets. K

shddge nvgr trnulcg. Rfy dkd K thmg tfg inegy> Kt `ust whs tfgrg,

hs ghskcy hvhkchlcg hs h lcked chdys whccgt. Kt whs hcinst wktf-

nut he nwegr, hcinst ikeg. Hf, dneg ks dneg. Tfgrg ks entfkeb tn

dn hlnut kt, lut wfht tfg fgcc fhppgegd wfge K fkt tfg buhrd ke

tfg lhom na fks fghd wktf dhds duillgccs. _wggt ckttcg Qgrh, wggt

ckttcg Qgrh. Ggt ckttcg Qgrh. Dhie mgys. Kihbkeg wfht h ckttcg

ggty Qgrh onucd dn.

K luy h dnulcg ofggsglurbgr hed onetkeug tnwhrds tfg lghof. H pn-

ckog ohr onigs drkvkeb tnwhrds ig. Tfg ckbfts hrg achsfkeb hed

tfgy tfrnw h lcuksf ckbft tn tfg cgat, tn tfg rkbft, rnued, rnued

hed lhom wg bn hbhke.

Ihtts ini ckvgs fgrg. K whcm up tfg sthkrs, tfrgg stgps ht h

tkig.

Ihtt hed Lge hrg ent fnig. Tfg egkbflnur shkd tfht tfgy invgd nut.

Dn ynu menw wfgrg>

Enpg.

Rfge dkd tfgy invg, chst wketgr> K wrntg tn tfgi hcc wketgr hed

tfgy heswgrgd ig. Hed enw tfgy invgd, hed en egw hddrgss ks cgatanr ig. Lge ks iy sne, K fhvg tfg rkbft tn menw wfgrg tfgy hrg.

Rfgrg ks fg> Heswgr ig.

Ihtt dkdet cghvg tfg egw hddrgss.

Dkd fg aked snigneg egw> _nigneg wfn ks ent cnomgd up anr tfrgg

yghrs.

[nu necy rgnpge ncd wnueds. Lge eggds h intfgr hed h ahikcy hed

Ihtt whets tn fhvg h wnihe ly fks skdg.

Hed wfht hlnut ig, wfht dn K eggd> K eggd ekog surprksgs. Dnet


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K> Tfks whs h dhie bnnd surprksg, h rghccy supgr wgcc turegd nut

surprksg. [nu tgcc tfht tn Ihtt, tfg lkb shket wfn prniksgd tn

sfnw up. Qgrh dhrckeb, K cnvg ynu, K wnucd fhvg dneg tfg shig. K

wkcc lg fgrg anr ynu wfge ynu bgt lhom. Fgrg K hi enw nutskdg tfg

whccs, tgcc ynur ahvnurktg sne tfht fg ks h rghccy spcgedkd ihe, h

dhie bnnd ihe. Fg sfnucd menw.

Hed tfge sfg cnnms ht ig hed tgccs ig tfht gvgrytfkeb wkcc lg

akeg. [nu hrg usuhccy sn bnnd ht onpkeb, swggt Qgrh. Lut wfht fhp-

pgegd ke `hkc, ynu hrg sn dkaagrget hed sn smkeey. [nu iust pucc

ynursgca tnbgtfgr. Rgcc kt whs bnnd tn sgg ynu.

Tfht whs hcc K eggdgd. Egvgr lgge tfg kdnc ke tfks ahikcy. Inrg na

h lhomkeb vnohckst.

Anrgvgr ighes anr gvgr. Anrgvgr ks enw anregvgr. Ka K dnet aked

tfgi tndhy K wkcc egvgr aked tfgi.

Tfg strggt ks hs gipty hs tfg ogcc. K fhvget bnt tfg strgebtf tn

try. Rfht wkcc K dn wfge K bgt argg hed bgt nut hed K dnet fhvg

heyneg> Kipnssklcg tn bgt h `nl, kipnssklcg tn aked h pchog tn

sthy. Tfhts tfg why kt ks. Hcc pgnpcg cnnm phst ig. En fuihe vhc-

ug. En sgca-oneakdgeog.

Tfhems hed bnnd-lyg.

Tfrgg yghrs chtgr wg aked Qgrh ke h tnlhoon sfnp ht x-strggt. Kt

whs hlnut tn ture lhd tfht gvgekeb. _fg whs rnllgd sfg fkt fgr

fghd ke tfg phvgiget hed onucdet bgt up. _fg whs ueonesoknus wfge

anued ly tfg pnckog. Neg inrg fnur hed kt wnucd fhvg lgge tnn chtg

tfgy shkd ht tfg gigrbgeoy whrd. Neg inrg fnur, hcwhys tfg shig

prnlcgi, neg fnur tnn iuof, neg fnur tnn ckttcg.

_wggt Qgrh wkcc hcwhys lg nmhy.


32/55 hogthtg, tkthekui>) hsprnorhstkehtkne anr tfkemkeb hlnut0 Tfg Qksknehry, soheekeb phbg hatgr phbg wktf zgrnkrney uetkc duf K ohtof iysgca rgdfhedgd sfnppkeb anr iy tnpko kestghd na wrktkeb kt, ckmgkt onucd lg sn lhehc, ckmg heytfkeb onucd lg, lhrgcy h tfnubft tfht hcsn noours enw0skttkeb ke h spckt-rhkc nutfnusg ne h lcuaa nvgrcnnmkeb Lnuedhry Zhss ketn Ohehdh hed tfgdksfphe oncnrgd shct whtgr tfht swggps snutf tnwhrd Rfktg \nom (wfktg arni lkrd sfkt)

hs K hcsn sfkt, ght he hppcg, tfkem hlnut wfht kt ighes tn put snigtfkeb ke (argsf, orksp)hed pcnp snigtfkeb nut ht tfg shig gxhot iniget

ne tfks shig lcuaa yghrs hbn ckbft suddgecy acnndgd kehe kegxpckohlcg hckge swhtfnlcktgrhtkeb tfg stheds na akr, tfg oruipcgd ygws snigtkigs h ihiintf lut tggtgrkebogdhr, kts sohry fgrg ht ekbft ke tfg lchomegssh pgragot lhomdrnp anr Tgd Luedy-ktgslut tfge tfks skcget wfktg ckbft whs gvge inrg ggrkg, tnn lrkbft tn sgg

K onucd lrkeb up ckbftfnusgs0 h prntnagikekst kihbg dgspktg (lgohusg na>) tfg bkhetgrgot onom lut tfgy ihmg ig mked na qughsy, skom, tfht kdgh na onestheoy, na whktkeb hedwhtofkeb sn stghdkcy0 phtkget kehotkne gxogpt anr sfnwkeb wfht ahccs wktfke tfg lhed nackbft

ntfgr wnrds anr vksknehry0 prnpfgtko, sthrry-gygd, ke tfg ocnuds. Ke @nsg _hrhihbnslnnm Lckedegss he getkrg wnrcd bngs ikcmy-wfktg hed tfg oktkzges dn fnrrklcg tfkebs tnghof ntfgr. Lut wg wgrg hcrghdy fnrrklcg, kset tfht wfht fgs shykeb> _n wfht hlnutNdkcne \gdnes Buhrdkhe _pkrkt na tfg Rhtgrs> Tfht lkb fghd fhebkeb dnwe nvgr tfgwhtgr, ygccnw hed brhy. _ggkeb anrwhrd

ckag ks pktofgd tfht why0 ahcckeb hfghd. Iy ohlke ks tkey, 8: ly 82. Kt pnmgs nvgr tfg lcuaawfgrg tfg ched stnps sfnrt, onigs tn h akehc lrkga pnket hed sn lgskdgs tfg rnom rnnt tfhtbrnws lhom lgfked ig, stkaagekeb hed lgonikeb tfg ksched, kts ùst whtgr ne ? skdgs.Tfgsg dkhpfhenus pgrihegetcy ueckddgd wkednws

wktf Lhthkccg gvgrytfkeb rnued ks gktfgr h lnnl he gbb nr he gyg. Hcc gquhc grntko ofhrbg.K hdd ke tfg bkhet rgd lunys tfht fheb arni tfg trggs, tfg innrkeb ckegs, tfht lnueog up

arni tfg sfrkip pnts, rgigilgrkeb fnw hs h mkd K ohrrkgd aksf gygs hrnued ke sfgccs,ckmg _t. wfhts fgr ehig> Hbhtfh, tfg neg wfn out nut fgr gygs. Enw K sthed ht h wnndthlcg hed akcgt shcine hed tfkem hlnut iy nwe tkts tfht K ùst out naa= tfrgw hwhy

hentfgr wrktgr wfn K cnvgd wrntg arni iy ohlke, cneb lghutkauc fkstnrkohc lnnms. Ke negna tfgi sfg dgsorklgs hcc tfg lndkgs wfnvg drnwegd, kihbkekeb tfgi h ikcg nut tn sghwfgrg tfg whtgr brnws h ckttcg dhrm= kts tfg why sfg sggs tfgi0 drnwegd lut stkcc whvkebtfgkr hris arni tfg ggc brhssgs ke tfg snat ourrget rghofkeb up tnwhrds tfg ckbft

K whmg up ke h swght hed tfg akrgs nut, tfg wnnc lchemgts twkstgd. Tfg kscheds h luzz0snignegs lgge stghckeb bhs ke tfg strhebgst why, kg anrbnkeb tfg ulkquktnus bhsthems tfht dgonrhtg gvgrynegs prnpgrty hed kestghd skpfnekeb sihcc hinuets arni ncdtrhotnrs, fubg bhs druis, stghckeb ùst anr tfg shmg na kt, brghsy ckps whcmkeb hrnued ketfg dhrm

ke Lckedegss tfgy cghd ghof ntfgr arni pchog tn pchog brnpkeb hs ka ihmkeb cktgrhc tfhtvkskne fhs h phtf hed inst na tfg wnrcd ahccs nutskdg na kt hed wktf tfg akrg nut K tfkem0wfht ka hcc cghrekeb ks ùst tn bgt fgrg, tn ckags necy cgssne, tfg keskstget snat tfud

hed tfg sfkiigry tfkeb ahr naa. Rfns suppnsgd tn sgg wfht>

tfht ekbft ne tfg lcuaa tfg ckbft ihdg h fhrd stnp hed arnzg nvgr us, h lrkcckhet whcc.Rfht onucd kt lg> Lut tfgrg whs entfkeb kt onucd lg, entfkeb pnssklcg ht hcc gxogpt tfgfhiigrkeb ke nur hekihc ofgsts, tfg suddge igthccko thstg tfht skbehcgd wg fhd bnttgekt hcc wrneb, hcc nur oyekoksi, tnthc luccsfkt0 nur ogrthkety hlnut wfht lgcnebgd ke tfkswnrcd hed wfht dkdet

ighewfkcg h tublnht ihmgs h sncn trkp nut uedgr tfht lchomegss, pucckeb kts cnb smkrtlgfked kt, tfg ohpthke lcnwkeb fks fheds hed achsfkeb tfg lghi ht ghof uerncckeb sfhdnwtrykeb trykeb trykeb ent tn fkt


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Mgyentgs. Lukcdkeb ehtkne hed lndkgs.ly Wcrkmh Bnii.

Bgetcgige hed _wgdksf Ige! Tfg gsthtg sfnucd, ka tfgy try tn rghof `ustkog hedsnokgthc pghog anr tfgkr trudbg, aked h why tn ghsg tfg fghvy chlnr na tfg wnrm-keb ochss. H pgnpcg ohe wktf rgckheog iggt dkaakouct tkigs, ka tfg pgnpcg fhvg hstrneb phtrkntko spkrkt na sgca shorkakog hed ketgr-iutuhc lgcnebkeb. Tfg trudbg

na tfg sthtg, tn fgcp hed prntgot tfg wghm ke tfg snokgty, ohe necy lg suoogss-auc ka kt ks suppnrtgd ly tfg pgnpcgs nlgdkget hed chw hlkdkeb onetrklutkne hedly ktsgca oucturg ke tfg fhrdsfkps na tfgsg tkigs anr strnebgr ketgr-iutuhclgcnebkeb hed cklgrhckzhtkne arni brggd hed lrutksf hdvhethbg. K wkcc hcsn prn-pnsg tn [nu subbgstknes anr chws rgbhrdkeb ofkcdrge lnre nut na wgdcnom hed anrhdnptkne. Zrnpnshcs anr pncktkohc vntkeb rkbfts anr _wgdges wnige wkcc hcsn lgprgsgetgd tn [nu. Bgetcgige hed _wgdksf Ige! Aurtfgr [nu wkcc lg prgsgetgd hcgbkschtkvg prnpnshc, rgbhrdkeb tfg hlncktkne na tfg dghtf pgehcty. _wgdksf igehed wnige, gcgotgd rgprgsgethtkvgs anr tfg pgnpcg na _wgdge! Zrnpnsktkne anrketgrvgetknes rgbhrdkeb tfg gtfkos na tfg pgnpcg, wfkof hrg tfrghtgegd ly kccg-bhc kipnrt na hconfnc. Aurtfgrinrg [nu wkcc lg prgsgetgd h prnpnshc rgbhrdkebihtgrekty lgegakts anr kedustrkhc wnrmgrs. Tfg ihketgeheog na tfg chlnr pghog ksna genrinus kipnrtheog anr tfg wfncg snokgty. [nu wkcc lg prgsgetgd h cgbksch-

tkvg prnpnshc hbhkest lchomihkckeb hed rgbhrdkeb stgrkckzhtkne. Zrnpnsktknes tnkiprnvg ehtknehc lhsko pgesknes hed anr ckvkeb onedktknes anr ahikckgs wktf iheyofkcdrge hrg lgkeb pcheegd. [nu wkcc lg prnpnsgd h prnpnsktkne rgbhrdkeb tfgketrnduotkne na h sgvge yghr nlckbhtnry gcgigethry sofnnc. K hi oneskdgrkebprnpnshcs rgbhrdkeb kiprnvgd ihtgrekty ohrg hed ohrg na ofkcdrge. Kt ks iy he-tkokphtkne tn lg hlcg tn prgsget tn [nu h prnpnshc rgbhrdkeb bgegrhc vhohtkneprgsorklgd ly chw. Tfg gsthtg iust lg prgphrgd, ka tfgrg ks h skbe na rgogss, tnlg hlcg tn ketgrvgeg ke h qukomgr why tfhe lganrg, tn ihkethke gipcnyiget hedtfg purofhskeb pnwgr na tfg pgnpcg. Wekty hed oneourrgeog iust ent lg wghmgegdly tfg gbnksi na kedkvkduhcs hed brnups. _kbes na gegrvhtkne rgbhrdkeb tfgsgihttgrs fhvg lgge entkogd. Tfgy hrg whrekeb skbehcs hed h rgqugst anr kiprnvg-iget. Zrnpnshcs rgbhrdkeb kiprnvgd snokgthc suppnrt anr intfgrs hed ofkcdrge,

hineb tfgi vhohtkne anr fnusgintfgrs hed argg sofnnc cueof, wkcc lg prgsgetgd tntfg phrckhiget. Tn onipcgtg tfg snokhc rganri prnbrhi K wkcc prgsget tn [nu hprnpnshc rgbhrdkeb bgegrhc ofkcd lgegakts. Aurtfgr inrg tfgrg wkcc lg h cgbksch-tkvg prnpnshc rgbhrdkeb arggdni na rgckbkne. Gvge tfnubf tfg auturg ke inrg tfheneg rgspgot hppghrs ueogrthke, wg fnwgvgr cnnm anrwhrd tn kt wktf fnpgauc rgck-heog. Hctfnubf wg wkcc lg prgphrgd tn iggt tfg dhebgr hed dkaakouctkgs, tfhttfks auturg ikbft lrkeb hlnut. K wkcc aurtfgr prnpnsg tn [nu rganris rgbhrdkebkiprnvgigets na tfg igethc ohrg. Tfg kiprnvgiget na tfg ynutf rganri sofnnc wkcclg prnsgoutgd. Zrnpnsktknes wkcc lg prgsgetgd rgbhrdkeb tfg prnduotkvg wnrmgaanrts anr dkshlcgd pgrsnes. Tfg sthtg na lgkeb prgphrgd tn akbft dnwe uegi-pcnyiget iust ihkethke, hed tfg chlnr ihrmgt pnckoy anous ne tfg inst gaakokgetwhy tn thmg hdvhethbg na tfg wnrm anrog. K wkcc prnpnsg tn [nu prnpnsktknes tnonetkeug tfg dgvgcnpiget na tfg igethc ohrg hed tfg suppnrt anr dkshlcgd. Zrnpn-sktknes wkcc lg prgsgetgd rgbhrdkeb argg kenouchtkne hbhkest pnckn anr tfg wfncgpnpuchtkne up tn tfg hbg na 7:. Aurtfgrinrg K ketged tn subbgst he kiprnvgigetna tfg igdkohc kesurheog systgi, ih`nr kiprnvgigets na tfg gonenikohc suppnrtanr ofkcdlkrtf hed h trynut anr bgegrhc nrbhekzgd fghctf onetrnc. He keorghsgdsuppnrt anr ahikckgs wktf ofkcdrge ks subbgstgd hed h ih`nr kiprnvgiget na tfggonenikohc suppnrt anr ynutf ke sofnnc. Gssgetkhc keorghsgd suppnrt ks subbgstgdtn kiprnvg tfg fnigs anr tfg gcdgrcy. Ahikckgs wktf h cnw keonig hed ahikckgswktf ihey ofkcdrge hrg subbgstgd tn bgt lgttgr gonenikohc suppnrt. Tfks wkcc lgindgcgd tn kiprnvg tfg ahikckgs ckvkeb onedktknes. Tfgrg wkcc lg h rgqugst anrrgsnurogs tn rhpkdcy keorghsg tfg quhetkty na ofkcdohrg pchog euilgrs. _pgokakogaanrts hrg prnpnsgd tn kiprnvg tfg ckvkeb sthedhrds anr pgnpcg ke sphrsgcypnpuchtgd hrghs. Keorghsgd gaanrts hrg subbgstgd tn prgvget kcc fghctf. Zrnpnshc

anr cgbkschtkne rgbhrdkeb tfg kipcgigethtkne anr h 4: fnur wnrmkeb wggm wkcc lgprgsgetgd. Ly cnwgrkeb tfg sthtg thxgs hed mggpkeb tfg iuekokphc thxgs gssge-tkhccy ueindkakgd, prkvhtg onesuiptkne wkcc keorghsg. Zrnpnshc anr h bgegrhcdgethc kesurheog wkcc lg prgsgetgd. Bgedgr gquhckty ks kiprnvgd ly h prnpnsktkne


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anr gaanrts wktfke gipcnyiget ihrmgt- hed rgbknehc pnckoy, aurtfgrinrg tfrnubfdgvgcnpiget na snokhc ofkcd-ohrg. Tfg Wektgd Ehtknes fhs dgochrgd tfks uponikebyghr tn lg tfg ketgrehtknehc yghr na tfg wnihe, wktf tfg scnbhe Gquhckty, Dg-vgcnpiget hed Zghog. Fgrg ht fnig, ke tfg spkrkt na tfg Wektgd Ehtknes, wnrmonetkeugs ke dkaagrget hrghs tn orghtg gquhckty lgtwgge ige hed wnige. Tfg rkbfttn bgt suppnrt anr ofkcdrge wktf h skebcg phrget ks subbgstgd tn hcsn keocudgkiikbrhet ofkcdrge. Fkbfgr gduohtkne iust npge up anr egw brnups. Tfg gaanrts na

tfg kiikbrhets hrg h ih`nr vhcug anr tfg _wgdksf snokgty. Tfgy sfhcc fhvg tfgrkbft tn fhvg wnrm, hooniindhtkne, snokhc sgourkty hed lgcnebkeb. Tfg hcrghdyoneocudgd rganris rgbhrdkeb he kiprnvgiget na tfg pgesknes hed h rgduotkne natfg bgegrhc hbg na rgtkrgiget sfnucd lg onipcgtgd wktf kiprnvgd pnssklkcktkgsanr he kedkvkduhc hd`ustiget na tfg rgtkrgiget hbg. He gxtgeskne na tfg onipge-shtkne anr phrgets wfn sthy ht fnig ke oneegotkne wktf ofkcd lkrtf, hed tnsfnrtge tfg wnrmkeb dhy anr phrgets wktf sihcc ofkcdrge, hrg urbget rganris. Anrtfg ih`nrkty na tfg shchry wnrmgrs h akatf vhohtkne wggm ks he kipnrthet sthe-dhrd kiprnvgiget. Zrnpnshcs rgbhrdkeb tfht kiikbrhets sfhcc bgt h qukomgr entk-akohtkne rgbhrdkeb rgskdgeog hed wnrmkeb pgrikt hrg prgsgetgd. Keorghsgd gaanrtshrg pcheegd wktfke drub hddkotkne ohrg. Durkeb tfg uponikeb phrckhiget sgsskne hprnpnshc anr agihcg suoogsskne na tfg tfrneg wkcc lg prgsgetgd. Tfgrg wkcc lgih`nr dgiheds anr snckdhrkty. Rnrm ks lgkeb dneg tn indgc h chw rgbhrdkeb gquhc-

kty lgtwgge wnige hed ige ke wnrmkeb ckag. He kipnrthet stgp ke kiikbrhtknepnckoy ks tn kiprnvg tfg rgchtknes lgtwgge _wgdgs hed kiikbrhets. Tfgrg ks h egwahktf ke tfg auturg. Tfg bnvgreiget wkcc onetkeug tn lhttcg lurghuorhoy hedtrnulcg. _wgdge fhs lgttgr onedktknes tfhe inst ntfgr onuetrkgs tn onearnet tfgprnlcgis na tndhy hed sgourg tfg wgcahrg na tninrrnw. Tfgrg ks h strneb trhdk-tkne na oncchlnrhtkne wktfke snokgty hed wnrmkeb ckag. Tfks oncchlnrhtkne ksihdg ghskgr ka snokhc dkaagrgeogs hrg sihcc. Tfg egw prnbrhi anr prkihry sofnncwkcc keorghsg tfg pnssklkcktkgs na prgphrkeb pupkcs anr tfg dgiheds tfht hrghwhktkeb ke wnrmkeb ckag. Inrg ynueb pgrsnes eggd tn aked tfgkr why tn tfg ke-dustrkhc sgotnr. Tfg ihrmgt goneniy rgqukrgs he gaakokget onipgtktkne. Tfg wnrmanr gquhckty onetkeugs. Tfht wnige hed ige sfhcc fhvg tfg shig nppnrtuektkgs hedtfg shig rgspnesklkcktkgs ks he nlvknus sthrtkeb pnket anr tfg pnckoy na tfg

bnvgreiget ke dkaagrget hrghs. He keorghskeb phrt na tfg pnpuchtkne na _wgdgehrg kiikbrhets. Ent ht cghst iust tfg sktuhtkne anr kiikbrhet ynutf hed tfgsgoned bgegrhtkne kiikbrhets lg igetknegd. Tfg bnvgreiget wkcc, durkeb tfg anc-cnwkeb yghr, prnpnsg h inrg suaakokget prnpnsktkne ke tghofkeb na _wgdksf anrkiikbrhets. Nur tkig ks ofhrhotgrkzgd ly ofhebgs. Tfgsg hrg dggpcy gagotkeb tfggxkstgeog na tfg fuihe lgkeb. Tfks ohe orghtg hexkgty, snokhc tgesknes hed iks-trust anr dginorhtko kestktutknes. Rg hrg hcc rgspnesklcg tn prgvget suof hdgvgcnpiget hed tfht pgnpcg bgt lhom tfg trust ke tfg auturg. Tfg lurdges iustlg ohrrkgd ke snckdhrkty hed kssugs rgbhrdkeb tfg auturg iust lg sncvgd ke on-hcktkne. Tfg hlusg na hconfnc hed drubs ks h sgvgrg prnlcgi anr lntf tfg kedk-vkduhc hed anr tfg wfncg snokgty. Bnvgreiget ks dgtgrikegd tn onetkeug tfg lht-tcg hbhkest tfks hlusg. Kt ks kipnrthet tn thmg ofhrbg na gxpgrkgeogs hednpkeknes arni dkaagrget brnups ke snokgty, tn lg rghdy anr npge dkhcnbug, tnrgspgot ntfgrs pnket na vkgw. Tfgrg ks h strneb oneegotkne lgtwgge tfg oktk-zges cgvgc na menwcgdbg hed nur onuetrys pnssklkcktkgs anr rgegwhc hed dgvgc-npiget hs he kedustrkhc hed wgcahrg ehtkne. Tfht hs ihey pgnpcg hs pnssklcg bgtgduohtgd ke tfg egw tgofencnby ks he kevgstiget lntf anr tfg kedkvkduhc hed anrsnokgty. _ofnncs fhvg he kipnrthet rncg wfge kt onigs tn bkvkeb tfg pgnpcg hfuihekstko pgrspgotkvg ne tgofencnbkohc hed gonenikohc dgvgcnpiget. Tfg bhplgtwgge pnnr hed rkof onetkeugs tn brnw. Nur rgaubgg pnckoy ks he kipnrthetgxprgsskne na ketgrehtknehc snckdhrkty trhesagrrgd tn h prhotkohc hot. Tgedge-okgs na rhoksi hed dksorkikehtkne na kiikbrhets wkcc, wktf pnwgr, lg nppnsgd.Tfg chlnr ihrmgt pnckoy ks ent necy h why tn rgskst tfg uegipcnyiget na tndhyhed prgvget kt anr tninrrnw0 kt ks hcsn eggdgd tn hd`ust rgsnurogs hed dgihed netfg chlnr ihrmgt wktf ghof ntfgr hed onesgqugetcy keorghsg prnduotkvkty hed

brnwtf ke tfg goneniy. Rniges pnsktkne wktfke tfg chlnr ihrmgt iust kiprnvg.Tfg snokhc onedktknes anr kedustrkhc wnrmgrs iust kiprnvg. Tfg bnvgreiget fhsgebhbgd h spgokhc hkds dgcgbhtkne. Kt ks kipnrthet tfht onesuigrs fhvg hoogss tnbnnd quhckty annd anr h rghsnehlcg prkog. Kt ks tfg ofkcdrge hed ynutf na tndhy


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tfht wkcc lukcd tfg snokgty na tfg auturg. Tfg ynuebgr bgegrhtkne iust tfgrganrglg bkvge bnnd auedhigethc onedktknes. Hoonrdkeb tn tfg bnvgreigets npkekne, tfgynutfs pnssklkcktkgs anr he hotkvg hed ighekebauc sphrg tkig, ks na ih`nr ki-pnrtheog. _hag onedktknes anr ahikckgs wktf ofkcdrge iust lg orghtgd. Rnige hedige sfhcc fhvg he gquhc pnsktkne wktfke hcc akgcds. Tfg wniges chlnr ihrmgtsfnucd gxphed. Hrtksts fhvg he kipnrthet rncg ke tfg dgagesg na nur npge heddginorhtko snokgty. Ihey pgnpcg ke nur onuetry hrg wnrrkgd anr wfht tfgy uedgr-

sthed hs he keorghskeb, pnketcgss hed lcked vkncgeog ke snokgty. Zgsskiksi hedrgskbehtkne fhvg lgge turegd ketn nptkiksi hed lgckga ke tfg auturg. Kt ks ki-pnrthet tn kiprnvg wniges onedktknes hed keorghsg tfg gquhckty anr tfg chlnrihrmgt hed ke prnagssknehc trhkekeb prnbrhis. Rktf spgokako sthtg suppnrt, tfgohphokty anr surbgry na fkp `nkets, onrnehry vgssgc hed gyg npgrhtknes wkcckeorghsg ke nrdgr tn rgduog tfg whktkeb qugug. Aurtfgr gaanrts hbhkest HKD_ hrgpcheegd. Fnusg spgouchtkne hed sgbrgbhtkne iust lg prgvgetgd. _wgdge sfhcc one-tkeug tn ohrry ne he hilktknus rgaubgg pnckoy. Zgnpcg sfhcc ent eggd tn whktcneb whktkeb pgrknds ht rgaubgg quhrtgrs. Tfg onrrgotknehc trghtiget iust lg rueke h why tfht gsohpgs hrg prgvgetgd. Ht tfg shig tfg sthy ke prksne hed ene-oustndkhc trghtiget iust ghsg h rgfhlkckthtkne hatgr rgcghsg. Lntf sfnrthbg nachlnr hed cnw shvkebs ckikt brnwtf hed keachtg prkogs hed onsts. _pgokhc ketgr-vgetknes wkcc tfgrganrg lg sgt ke pchog tn keorghsg shvkebs hed ke h lgttgr why

utkckzg tfg pgnpcgs wkcc tn wnrm. Dkshlcgd pgnpcgs pnssklkcktkgs tn phrtkok-phtg ke wnrmkeb ckag iust aurtfgr lg kiprnvgd. Kiikbrhets pnssklkcktkgs tnhttged tfg chlnr ihrmgt iust lg skipckakgd. Tfg wnrmkeb ckag iust lg inrg shaghed gquhc. Rnige hed ige iust lg hlcg tn onilkeg wnrmkeb ckag wktf phrgethcrgspnesklkcktkgs, ke he ghskgr why. Tfg lhttcg hbhkest FKQ hed HKD_ iust onetke-ug, hs wgcc hs tfg lhttcg hbhkest drubs. Tfg httgipts tn rghof gquhckty hed hinrg gvge snokhc struoturg wktfke hcc gduohtknehc prnbrhis wkcc gefheog. Anrbnnd rghsnes wg ohe aggc nptkiksi anr tfg auturg. Lut tfgrg hrg hcsn bnnd rgh-snes tn mggp ke iked fnw h prnspgrnus dgvgcnpiget ohe swktof tn tfg nppnsktg.@ustkog hed snckdhrkty hrg dggpcy rnntgd vhcugs anr tfg _wgdksf pgnpcg. Zgnpcgsfhcc gxpgrkgeog ighekebaucegss hed rgspnesklkckty ht tfgkr wnrmkeb pchog. We-gquhc ckvkeb onedktknes hrg gspgokhccy nlvknus ke tfg lkb oktkgs. Tfg suppnrt

anr wnige wfn fhvg lgge gxpnsgd tn nr tfrghtgegd ly vkncgeog wkcc lg anccnwgd uphed dgvgcnpgd. Tfg gaanrt tn keorghsg wniges rgprgsgethtkne wktfke dkaagrgetdgokskne ihmkeb struoturgs wkcc onetkeug. Hcc ynutf uedgr tfg hbg na


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ckikt tfg onsts anr rgaubgg rgogptkne, hed ckikt wfht _wgdge ohe naagr lgyned hrgaubg. _wgdksf anrgkbe pnckoy sfhcc lg h ocghr vnkog anr fuihe rkbfts, arggdnihed dginorhoy. H dyehiko snokgty ks ahogd wktf egw gtfkohc kssugs. Ent cghst tfgchtgst yghrs dhth ne gonenikohc dgvgcnpiget sfnws tfg kipnrtheog na h inrhchttgetkne tn snokhc ockihtg. Rfgrg tfg inrhc ks bgttkeb wghm, tfg ahktf anrsnokgtys rucgs hed kestktutknes hrg hcsn cnnskeb strgebtf. Enw, dgiheds anr hstrneb gtfkohc auedhigethc pfkcnsnpfy ke pnckoy eggds tn strgebtfge. Tfg bnvgre-

igets sthrtkeb pnket ks tfg vkgw ne fuihes gquhc vhcug hed tfg sheotkty nafuihe ckag, tfht wktfke _wgdges Ofrkstkhe hed fuihekstko trhdktknes hrg snakricy gsthlcksfgd ke nur onuetry. Gvgry pgrsne ks uekqug. Gvgry pgrsne fhs tfgrkbft tn lg rgspgotgd. Tfg brnup ihy egvgr strhebcg kedkvkduhc arggdni, rgspne-sklkckty, orghtkvkty hed tfg rkbft tn ofnnsg. Tfg goneniko orksks gaagots hcc naus. Tfg gonenikohc sktuhtkne ks enw scnwcy lgkeb kiprnvgd. Tfg rnhd lhom tnpgrskstget brnwtf hed aucc gipcnyiget ks cneb. Cneb chstkeb uegipcnyiget dg-strnys pgnpcgs ckag ofheogs hed tfg rksm anr pgrsnehc hed snokhc prnlcgis anrkedkvkduhcs hed ahikckgs hrg sgvgrg. Tfg arggdni na ofnkog wktfke wgcahrg pnckoyiust onetkeug. Fnig hed sofnnc sfhcc bkvg ofkcdrge hed ynutf h ocghr kdgh nawfht ks rkbft hed wrneb. H prnpnshc rgbhrdkeb inrg rkbkd pueksfiget anr orkigswktf rhokhc intkvgs ks prgsgetgd. Tfg chw geanrogiget hbgeoy ks rhtknehckzgd heddg-lurghuorhtkzgd. Tfg pncktkohc dgoksknes tfht iust lg ihdg durkeb tfg uponikeb

yghrs wkcc natge lg dkaakouct hed natge ahr arni pnpuchr. Egvgrtfgcgss tfgy wkcclg hlsncutgcy egogsshry. Tfg orksks ks ent nvgr ygt. Rktf tfg purpnsg tn rgduogprgssurg ne tfg gevkrneiget h prnpnshc ks onipkcgd hddrgsskeb fnw tfg onesuigrsohe ofhebg tfgkr why na ckvkeb hed onesuiptkne. Tfg sofnnc iust chy tfg anuedh-tkne anr ckagcneb cghrekeb. Gvgry ofkcd ks uekqug hed fhs ueckiktgd pnssklkck-tkgs anr dgvgcnpiget. Rfge h ynueb pgrsne cghvgs sofnnc wktf kesuaakokget menwc-gdbg ks kt ent necy h ohthstrnpfg anr tfg kedkvkduhc, kt ks hcsn hekrrgspnesklcg whstg na rgsnurogs anr snokgty. Tfg ynutfs pnwgr hed kdghs iustlgttgr lg thmge ohrg na. Hbg ckikt anr purofhskeb tnlhoon wkcc lg kesthtgd._trgebtfgekeb wniges pnsktkne ks tfg mgy tn sncvkeb ih`nr bcnlhc kssugs. Ke-orghsg ketgbrhtkne hed cnwgr sgbrgbhtkne. Tfg rgspnesklkckty anr tfks ckgs neghof hed gvgry neg na us wfn lgckgvg ke tfg onrg na dginorhoy hcc fuihe gquhc

vhcug hed sheotkty. Qkncgeog hed orkig ihy egvgr lg onearnetgd ly phsskvkty.Oucturg ks h snurog anr keorghsgd menwcgdbg hed kespkrhtkne anr tfg uemenwe ketkigs wfge tfg wked na ofhebg ks swggpkeb nvgr tfg wnrcd. Oucturg ks lntf hehetgeeh tnwhrds tfg auturg hed he heofnr ke fkstnry. Kt ks eggdgd tn dksrupttrhdktknehc bgedgr rncgs tfht hrg brnuedgd ke ofkcdfnnd hed tfht chtgr ohe lgrghd ke wniges ofnkog na ohrggr hed quhckty na wnrmkeb ckag. Tfg bnvgreigetwkcc dgvntg ih`nr gaanrt tn keorghsg wniges pnwgr hed keacugeog wktfke hccakgcds ke snokgty. Wegipcnyiget iust lg dgaghtgd. _ofnnc sfhcc prnvkdg hcc ofkc-drge wktf he gquhc gduohtkne na bnnd quhckty. Fhrhssigets, rhoksi hed vkncgeogiust lg dgaghtgd. Tfg bgedgr sgbrgbhtgd chlnr ihrmgt iust ged. Tfg strubbcghbhkest wniges uegipcnyiget iust gsohchtg. H suoogssauc lhttcg hbhkest uegi-pcnyiget dgpgeds ne pgnpcgs lgckga ne shagty hed rghssurheog anr tfg auturg.Tfks gaagots ent necy onesuiptkne hed kevgstigets. Kt wkcc hcsn lg tfg anuedh-tkne anr snokhc sthlkckty hed kedkvkduhc orghtkvkty. _wgdge ks neg na tfgwnrcds inst gquhc onuetrkgs. Aghr iust ent sprghd ke snokgty. Ehzk hed rhokstihekagsthtknes sfhcc lg dgaghtgd wfgrgvgr tfgy sfnw. Ketgrvgetknes wkcc lg prn-pnsgd tn prgvget tfg dkstrklutkne na Ehzk npkeknes. _gbrgbhtkne na hcc anrisiust lg dgaghtgd. Tfg gaanrt anr ketgbrhtkne gsohchtgs hed tfg strubbcg hbhkestgtfeko dksorkikehtkne keorghsgs. Tfg hspkrhtkne anr he gquhc snokgty onetkeugs._hchry kegquhcktkgs ne tfg lhsks na bgedgr iust dkshppghr. Tfg fuihe ks tfgbnhc. Tfg bnhc ks fnwgvgr vgkcgd dug tn tfg ahot tfht gvgry tgetf pgrsne ksuegipcnygd. Tfks ks h tgrrklcg whstg. _nokgty ks ent lgegakttkeb arni kts arnet-inst rgsnurog. Znssgsskne na ofkcd pnrenbrhpfy ks prnfklktgd. Gquhc phy anrgquhc wnrm ks he nlvknus bnhc. Onrrgotknehc trghtiget ks lgkeb ofhebgd wktf tfgpurpnsg tn lgttgr prgphrg tfg ketgre anr h chw hlkdkeb ckag ke arggdni. Tfg wkcc

na tfg pgnpcg tn wnrm ks tfg ehtknes arnetinst rgsnurog. Zrnoggdgd gaanrts hrglgkeb ihdg ke uedgrprkvkcgbgd egkbflnrfnnds tn kiprnvg tfg ckvkeb gevkrneiget,keorghsg gipcnyiget hed rhksg tfg cgvgc na gduohtkne. Gvgry pgrsne fhs tfg rkbfttn h bnnd akeheokhc suppnrt anr gduohtkne, uegipcnyiget hed kccegss. Gvgry pgr-


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sne hcsn fhs tfg rkbft tn gipcnyiget sgourkty, pnssklkcktkgs tn keacugeog tfgkrwnrm pchog hed suppnrt wktfke h strneb chlnr uekne. Gvgryneg fhs tfg rkbft tn hdkbekakgd ncd hbg. Dkshlcgd pgnpcg sfhcc fhvg bnnd pnssklkcktkgs anr phrtkokph-tkne ke snokgty. _wgdge ks ent gquhc. Ige hed wnige stkcc fhvg dkaagrget nppnr-tuektkgs, ke lntf keacugeog hed keonig. Agihcg luskegss getgrprkskeb hed rgduogdbgedgr sgbrgbhtkne na tfg chlnr ihrmgt ks strkvgd anr. Hcc orkig sfhcc lg lht-tcgd wktf strgebtf, hs wgcc hs tfg snurogs na orkig. Rnige hed ige sfhcc fhvg

gquhc rkbfts rgbhrdcgss na gtfeko hed oucturhc lhombrnued. Cgbkschtkne hbhkestdksorkikehtkne ks eggdgd. Gvgryneg iust fhvg h chebuhbg tn lg hlcg tn gxprgssnpkeknes. _pgokako gaanrts wkcc lg ihdg anr cktgrhturg, rghdkeb hed tfg _wgdksfchebuhbg. Ka wg dnet rgigilgr tfg vkncgeog ne fuihe dkbekty tfht tnnm pchog kefkstnry, tfge vkncgeog hed fhtg ohe wke hbhke. Dginorhoy iust lg onequgrgd, hedonequgrgd hbhke. Ehzksi, ahsoksi hed rhoksi oheent lg tncgrhtgd. Bgedgr rgchtgdofnkogs ke gduohtkne iust stnp. Tfg cnw lkrtf rhtg ihy rgqukrg aurtfgr ahikcypncktkohc gaanrts. Ke gquhckty hed dgvgcnpiget pgnpcg brnw. Rg hrg wgcc prgphrgdanr tfg auturg. Zncktkos iust anous ne lrkdbkeb tfnsg bhps tfht stkcc dkvkdgpgnpcg ke nur onuetry. _wgdge ks, hed sfhcc onetkeug tn lg, tfg inst ofkcdarkgedcy onuetry ke tfg wnrcd. Inrg vhohtkne dhys sfnucd lg pfhsgd ke. Dgethcfghctf sfhcc ent lg h ochss ihrm. _wgdge sfhcc lg inrg hoogssklcg anr pgnpcgwktf dkshlkcktkgs. Tfgrg sfhcc lg inrg pnckog naakogrs hed tfg pnckog hutfnrk-

tkgs ohphlkckty tn prgvget hed sncvg orkigs sfhcc keorghsg. Gvgryneg wfn whetssfhcc lg hlcg tn bgt h `nl. \gsnurogs wkcc lg ghrihrmgd tn suppnrt kiikbrhetshed chlnr fhedkohppgd ke akedkeb `nls. Hcc anris na dksorkikehtkne hrg uehoogpt-hlcg ke h dgoget snokgty. Ka snokgty sfhcc dgvgcnp tfge gvgryneg iust lg bkvgetfg nppnrtuekty tn sfhrg tfg rgspnesklkcktkgs rgbhrdcgss na bgedgr, sgxuhcnrkgethtkne, gtfeko hed oucturhc lhombrnued. _wgdge sfhcc bgt strgebtf arnivhrkgty. Tfg euilgr na agihcg sokgetksts sfhcc keorghsg. Rg whet tn lukcd hwnrcd ke dginorhoy hed npgeegss, wfgrg wg hrg hlcg tn cnvg hed ckvg tnbgtfgr, kergspgot hed iutuhc uedgrsthedkeb. Egw phrgets wkcc bgt cnebgr hed lgttgr phrge-thc lgegakts. Tfg gaanrt tn prgvget fnigcgssegss hed kiprnvg tfg sktuhtkne anrtfg fnigcgss wkcc onetkeug. Tfg suppnrt anr wnige wfn hrg sul`gotgd tn vkncgeoghed tfrghts wkcc gefheog. Bgedgr pgrspgotkvg pgrvhdgs hcc phrts na tfg bnvgre-

igethc pnckoy, wfkof ighes tn ofhccgebg onevgetknehc why na tfkemkeb, wnrmkebanris hed enris. Tfks ahcc tfg bnvgreiget wkcc prgsget h prnogdurg iheuhc tnsuppnrt tfg gaanrts tn hoonipcksf gquhckty wktfke hcc hrghs na snokgty. H dgin-orhtko hpprnhof oheent lg oniihedgd, kt iust lg prhotkogd hcrghdy ke tfg ochssrnni. Iuctkoucturhc prn`gots wkcc bgt gxtrh suppnrt, sn wkcc chebuhbg hed ouc-turg hineb nur ehtknehc ikenrktkgs. _trgss iust lg rgduogd. Gipcnygg keacugeognvgr wnrm hed wnrmkeb tkig iust keorghsg. Hcc wnige hed ige sfhcc fhvg tfg rkbfttn h `nl, wfkof kt ks pnssklcg tn ihmg h ckvkeb arni. Tfg dgvgcnpiget tnwhrdsinrg hed cnebgr skom cghvgs iust stnp. Rg iust ihmg wnrmkeb ckag inrg fuihe hedcnwgr skom cghvgs. Rniges fghctf hed wnrmkeb onedktknes hrg gspgokhccy nl-sgrvgd. Tfg rgsnurogs na gcdgrcy, ghrcy rgtkrgd hed pgnpcg wktf dkshlkcktkgsiust lg lgttgr usgd. Rktf h ih`nrkty brnup wfn ks wnrmkeb, pnssklkcktkgs tn ihmgwnrmkeb ckag lgttgr anr gvgryneg keorghsg. _truoturgs hed igtfnds tn vhcug anr-gkbe prnagssknehc onipgtgeog hrg dgvgcnpgd. Tfg rgogptkne na hsycui sggmkebofkcdrge ks kiprnvgd. H bnnd bgrkhtrko ohrg rgqukrgs inrg gipcnyggs. Znnr onedk-tknes ohe egvgr lg hoogptgd. Fghctf ohrg sfhcc geoniphss gvgryneg, lgkeb phkdanr onccgotkvgcy hed dkstrklutgd tn tfnsg wfn eggd kt. [nueb bkrcs wfn ckvguedgr tfrght nr onestrhket sfhcc bgt gxtrh suppnrt. Tfg menwcgdbg snokgty natninrrnw ks gsthlcksfgd ke tfg dhyohrg na tndhy. Hcc sofnncs sfhcc lg bnndsofnncs. Rg sfhcc cgbkschtg prnfklktkne hbhkest dksorkikehtkne hed sgxuhc fh-rhssiget ke sofnnc. Menwcgdbg ks pnwgr. Lut hcsn oucturg ks pnwgr. Rg hcc eggdtn fhvg hoogss tn ighes na gxprgsskne h rkof chebuhbg tn gxprgss aggckebs hednpkeknes wktf, ihylg tfg hlkckty tn skeb, pchy, phket, dheog. Tfg suppnrt anrkiikbrhets oucturg keorghsgs. Ofkcdrges oucturg ks bkvge gxtrh suppnrt. Argggetrheog tn pulcko iusguis ks ketrnduogd. _wgdge ks ahr arni gquhc. Tfg dhy wfge

pgnpcg ture tfgkr lhom tn dginorhoy, tfg dgohy na npge fuihekstko snokgty wkccsthrt. Neog hbhke wg ohe oneakri h dgockegd pncc. Kt ks h whrekeb skbehc tn thmgsgrknuscy, sn ks hcsn tfg hdvheogiget na phrtkgs wktf uedginorhtko vhcugs. Tfgehtknehc ikenrktkgs keacugeog sfhcc keorghsg. Tfg bhp ks brnwkeb anrginst lg-


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twgge rgbknes ke _wgdge. Lut tfgy hrg hcsn brnwkeb lgtwgge oktkzges wktf dkaagr-get nrkbkes, lgtwgge tfnsg wfn hrg gsthlcksfgd ne tfg chlnr ihrmgt hed tfnsg wfnfhvg dkaakouctkgs tn getgr, lgtwgge ige hed wnige. Tfgy rksm tfg orghtkne nadginorhtko prnlcgis. Zgnpcg wfn hrg ke eggd na psyofkhtrko ohrg sfhcc bgt kt.Tfg euilgr na pnckog naakogrs sfhcc onetkeug tn keorghsg. Tfg rucg na chw sfhcclg ochkigd. Lut ke nur onuetry tfgrg hrg stkcc dksskikchrktkgs wktfke fghctf hedhoogss tn gduohtkne tfht oheent lg gxpchkegd ly heytfkeb ntfgr tfhe snokhc lhom-

brnued. Tfgrg hrg dksskikchrktkgs wktfke wnrmkeb onedktknes hed phrtkokphtknetfht oheent lg gxpchkegd wktf heytfkeb ntfgr tfhe gtfeko lhombrnued. Tfgrg hrgdksskikchrktkgs wktfke shchry hed pnwgr tfht oheent lg gxpchkegd wktf heytfkebntfgr tfhe bgedgr. H fuedrgd yghrs na strubbcg hbhkest h fkgrhrofy rnntgd keochss fhs ent gxtkebuksfgd tfg dksskikchrktkgs. Hcinst gvgry akatf oktkzge ke_wgdge fhs ht cghst neg phrget wfn whs ent lnre ke nur onuetry. Ke h bcnlhcwnrcd tfks ks h fubg hssgt. Dksorkikehtkne iust stnp. _nokhccy uegvge rgorukt-iget ht uekvgrsktkgs iust lg anubft. _trneb oniigrokhc ketgrgsts hrg sprghdkebsgxuhckzgd kihbgs na wnige hed hrg gxpnskeb bgedgr prg`udkogs. Tfht ks one-strhkekeb gquhc nppnrtuektkgs hed iust lg anubft. H ehtknehc prnpnshc ks lgkebprgphrgd hbhkest prnstktutkne hed trhaakomkeb. Inrg pgnpcg wkcc eggd tn bn arnineg `nl tn hentfgr. Kedkvkduhc pches na hotkne wkcc lg ketrnduogd arni akrstbrhdg. Dksorkikehtkne hed kesuctkeb lgfhvknr ke sofnnc wkcc lg anrlkddge. Rnige

hed ige sfhcc fhvg tfg shig pnwgr tn sfhpg tfgkr auturg hed tfgkr nwe ckvgs. Hegaanrt wkcc lg ihdg tn cnwgr pnnr fghctf ht wnige dnikehtgd wnrmpchogs. _uppnrtanr wnige nrbhekzhtknes wkcc keorghsg. Bnvgreigethc suppnrt anr wniges hkd wkcckeorghsg. Egw kektkhtkvgs wkcc lg ihdg hbhkest sgxuhc gxpcnkthtkne hed trhaakom-keb. Nur gcdgrcy hrg keorghskeb ke euilgrs. Gcdgrcy kiikbrhets eggds iust hcsnlg oneskdgrgd. Tfg euilgr na pnckog naakogrs wkcc keorghsg. Lubbkeb ks lgkebgehlcgd. Tfg DEH-rgbkstgr gxpheds. Tfg prntgotkne anr wnige sul`gotgd tn vkn-cgeog ks lgkeb dgvgcnpgd. Lgfked orkikehckty natge ckg snokhc rghsnes. Tfg ohrgna drub hddkots ks lgkeb kiprnvgd, hed prgvgetkvg gaanrts ke snokhccy dgprkvgdhrghs wkcc bgt gxtrh suppnrt. Inrg studgets sfhcc cghvg sofnnc wktf menwcgdbghed quhckakohtknes tn lg hlcg ke h oneakdget why tn aueotkne hs oktkzges hed ketfg wnrmkeb ckag. Gquhckty ke _wgdge fhs kiprnvgd, lut wnige hed ige fhvg stkcc

ent tfg shig pnssklkcktkgs. Rnige hed ige sfhcc fhvg tfg shig pnssklkcktkgs tndgvgcnp. Tfg bnvgreiget wkcc nppnsg hed ofhebg systgis tfht onesgrvg tfg dkstrk-lutkne na pnwgr hed rgsnurogs ke h bgedgr pgrspgotkvg. Rfge ige hed wnige sfhrgpnwgr hed keacugeog ke hcc phrts na snokhc ckag, wg wkcc bgt h lgttgr snokgty.Lntf wnige hed ige sfhcc lg hlcg tn onilkeg ahikcy ckag wktf wnrmkeb ckag. Zul-cko gipcnygrs fhvg h rgspnesklkckty tn buhrhetgg wnige bnnd wnrmkeb onedktkneshed nppnsg dksorkikehtnry phy dkaagrgetkhcs. Rnihes pnssklkcktkgs tn sthrt hedrue luskegssgs sfhcc kiprnvg, hed nlsthocgs tfht ketgragrg wniges luskegssgetgrprkskeb sfhcc lg dgincksfgd. Ocghr onedktknes tn ahokckthtg tfg keorghsg nawnige wfn dhrg tn hed thmg tfg stgp tn sthrt tfgkr nwe luskegss sfhcc lg bkvge.\gsghrof rgbhrdkeb wniges getgrprkskeb sfhcc onetkeug. Rnige sfhcc lg hlcg tnckvg ke arggdni hed wktfnut aghr na lgkeb sul`gotgd tn vkncgeog hed orkig.Tfrghtgegd wnige sfhcc lg prntgotgd hed gedhebgrgd wniges goneniko shagty sfhcclg sgourgd. H prnpnshc tn rgduog vkncgeog hbhkest wnige wkcc lg gchlnrhtgd. Tfgrkbft anr hsycui sfhcc lg prntgotgd hed dgvgcnpigets wg sgg ke Gurnpg, tnwhrdsinrg ocnsgd lnrdgrs, sfhcc lg prgvgetgd. Rg whet tn ckvg ke he npge snokgty tfhtks ofhrhotgrkzgd ly agccnwsfkp hed dkvgrskty, wfgrg gvgryneg fhs tfg shig pnssk-lkcktkgs. Bhps hrg brnwkeb snokhccy hed gonenikohccy. Kiikbrhets sfhcc lg rg-spgotgd hs kedkvkduhcs hed ent sgge hs h fninbgenus onccgotkvg. Ke hddktkne anrtfg akrst tkig ke _wgdge, kt ks ent egogsshry anr hey spgokhc pnckoy rgbhrdkebkiikbrhets, lut rhtfgr h pnckoy tfht arggs pgnpcgs ketgrehc strgebtf hed dkspgctfg hckgehtkne tfht fhs bhkegd h anntfncd fgrg ke _wgdge. Tfg lgst rnhd tn ketg-brhtkne ks wnrm hed menwcgdbg na chebuhbg. Qkbnrnus gaanrts iust lg ihdg hbhkestgtfeko dkstrklutkne na tfg _wgdksf chlnr ihrmgt. Tfg ahikcy ks h anuedhtknehcuekt ke snokgty. Ke tfg ckttcg brnup tfht tfg ahikcy ks, ahikcy igilgrs bgt tfg

nppnrtuekty tn iggt cnvg, httgetkne hed uedgrsthedkeb, lut hcsn ahogd wktf dg-iheds hed tn thmg rgspnesklkckty. Tfnsg dkaagrgeogs tfht gxkst wktfke fghctfohrg rgbhrdkeb trghtiget hed httgetkne na ige hed wnige iust ged. Igtfnds natrghtiget, igdkohc prnduots, dkhbenstkos hed rgsghrof sfhcc lg oneanrigd anr


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lntf wnige hed ige. Bgegrko ohrg iust lg ihehbgd wktf rgspgot anr fuihe dkbekty.En neg sfhcc fhvg tn dkg hcneg. Trghtiget na drub hddkotkne hed psyofkhtrkogigrbgeoy whrd sfhcc ent lg hlcg tn dgey dkhbensgs hed trghtiget tn phtkgets.Zhtkgets wfn ohe lg dhebgrnus anr tfgisgcvgs nr ntfgrs sfhcc lg invgd qukom-cy tn kevncuethry oniiktiget ka tfgy dnet anccnw prgsorklgd trghtiget. Tn cnwgrtfg hconfnc onesuiptkne ks urbget, kt natge oneduog tn vkncgeog hed hlusg. Cnwgrhconfnc onesuiptkne kiprnvgs pulcko fghctf hed rgduogs ihey snokhc prnlcgis. Tfg

pnckog sfhcc ke h lgttgr why prgvget, kevgstkbhtg hed sncvg orkig hed sgrvg tfgoktkzges. Orkig vkotkis sfhcc lg trghtgd wktf oniphsskne hed prnagssknehcksi lyhcc hutfnrktkgs. Zhrgets fhvg tfg rgspnesklkckty tn oniiuekohtg enris hed vhcugstn tfgkr ofkcdrge. H shag ofkcdfnnd ks tfg inst gaakokget orkig prgvgetkne.Zhrgets hrg hed sfhcc lg ckhlcg anr dhihbgs ka tfgy dgcklgrhtgcy nr ly ohrgcgss-egss ahkc ke tfg oustndy na tfg ofkcd. Ige wfn hlusg wnige sfhcc bgt fgcp tn geddgstruotkvg lgfhvknr, wktf hdgquhtg ohrg hed trghtiget. Lntf ynutf hed tfg gc-dgrcy sfhcc lg usgd ke hdvhethbg na tfg chlnr ihrmgt. Tn fhvg h ighekebauc `nl,bnnd ckag quhckty hed phrtkokphtkne ke snokgty, kedkvkduhc sgca-dgtgrikehtkne kskipnrthet. Rg wghvg tfrghds na shagty lgtwgge pgnpcg hed ihmg kt pnssklcg anrpgnpcg tn dhrg tn thmg rgspnesklkckty hed brnw wktf tfgkr thsms. Menwcgdbg hedgduohtkne hrg tnncs tn bkvg gvgry pgrsne tfg nppnrtuekty tn rghckzg tfgkrdrghis. Gvgry pgrsne sfhcc lg bkvge tfg menwcgdbg tfht ks eggdgd tn lg hlcg tn

aueotkne hs h oktkzge. Oucturg dgvgcnps okvko snokgty hed mggps tfg dginorhtkoonevgrshtkne hckvg. Gquhckty hed gquhc pnssklkcktkgs hrg kipnrthet anr lntfwnige hed ige. Ke sofnnc keanrihtkne rgbhrdkeb orkig kespkrgd ly tnthckthrkhekdgncnbkgs sfhcc lg gvncvgd. Tfg pnwgr sfhcc prnoggd arni tfg pgnpcg, hed gvgryoktkzge sfhcc fhvg keacugeog nvgr dgoksknes rgbhrdkeb tfgkr ckvgs. Lgfked sth-tkstkos hrg pgnpcg na acgsf hed lcnnd pgnpcg wfn hrg bkvge tfg nppnrtuekty tnbrnw ke wnrmkeb ckag, tn aggc prkdg ke lgkeb hlcg tn suppnrt tfgisgcvgs hedlgonig h phrt na tfg oniiuekty tfht h `nl ighes. Tfg bnvgreiget wnucd ckmg tnochrkay tfg vhcug na wnrm tn pgrsnehc fghctf ohrg hed ofkcd ohrg, tn kedustrkhcwnrmgrs, naakog wnrmgrs hed tn gvgryneg gcsg wfn ks wnrmkeb. Tfht wnige hed igesfhcc fhvg tfg shig ckag ofheogs ks nlvknus. H bnnd sofnnc grhsgs ochss dkaagr-geogs. Tfgrganrg wg fhvg tfg rgspnesklkckty tn bkvg hcc ofkcdrge hed ynutf he

gduohtkne tfht prgphrgs tfgi anr h ckag hs hducts. Nur kdgh na tfg wgcahrg snok-gty ks lhsgd ne tfg menwcgdbg tfht en neg ks he ksnchtgd ksched. Rg hrg dgpge-dget ne ghof ntfgr tn fhvg nur ckvgs wnrmgd nut. Ke nur onuetry pgnpcg sfhcc lghlcg tn ckvg skdg ly skdg rgbhrdcgss na lhombrnued, rgckbkne, smke oncnr nrbgedgr. Fgrg gvgryneg sfhcc lg hckmg lganrg tfg chw. Rg whet inrg pgnpcg tn lghlcg tn sthed ne tfgkr nwe aggt hed gxpgrkgeog tfg `ny na suppnrtkeb tfgisgcvgswktf h `nl. Ihey sfhcc gxpgrkgeog tfht tfgy ohe ihmg he gaanrt hed bgt phkd anrtfgkr chlnr. Ke _wgdge ckvg fhrd wnrmkeb, smkccgd hed dggdy pgnpcg wfn whet tnonetrklutg anr tfg lgst anr tfg oniiuekty. Tfgy wfn hlhedne tfg wnrmkeb ckegwkcc hcsn hlhedne tfg strubbcg hbhkest hckgehtkne hed tfg bhps tfht tfks hckge-htkne orghtgs. Kt fhs lgonig inrg cuorhtkvg tn wnrm. _pgokako gaanrts hrg lgkebihdg tn geonurhbg wniges hed kiikbrhets luskegssgs. Tfg pgehcty anr vkncgetorkig wkcc rksg. Rg wkcc rghof tfg bnhc na


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wgcahrg systgi tfht bkvgs gvgryneg h ofheog ke ckag sn tfht gvgryneg ohe aggcargg hed sgourg ke gvgrydhy ckag. Rnige hed ofkcdrge hrg ihey tkigs inrg vucegr-hlcg. Ke snig phrts na _wgdge tfgrg ks h aggckeb tfht tfg rkbfts na tfg strne-bgst fhvg thmge nvgr chw hed `ustkog. Tfks dgvgcnpiget ks uehoogpthlcg. Tfg rnhdtn he gquhc _wgdge wkcc lg hcc hlnut trghtkeb gvgry pgrsne wktf rgspgot. Ke_wgdge gquhckty lgtwgge wnige hed ige fhs onig aurtfgr tfhe ke ihey ntfgr onue-trkgs. _tkcc tfgrg ks h cnt tn dn lganrg wnige hed ige fhvg tfg shig pnssklkck-

tkgs. Tfg wnrm anr gquhc nppnrtuektkgs ke sofnnc, tfg gaanrts anr vknchtgd wnigehed kiprnvgd prntgotkne anr wnige wktf sgorgt kdgetkty, hs wgcc hs tfg strubbcghbhkest prnstktutkne, hrg snig kipnrthet gcgigets. Ke _wgdge bgegrhtknes napgnpcg, wfn gsohpgd npprgsskne hed pnvgrty, fhvg lgge bkvge h ofheog tn sthrt hegw ckag. Tfgy fhvg gerkofgd nur onuetry, ihdg us wksgr hed bkvge us h inrgdgvgcnpgd snokgty. Tfgy hrg onetrklutkeb tn nur wghctf. Ht tfg shig tkig tfgrghrg ih`nr sfnrthbgs ke tfg systgi anr tfg gsthlcksfiget na kiikbrhets ke _wgdge.Hs kt ks trug tfht wg ke _wgdge fhvg tfgsg sfnrthbgs, hs trug ks tfht tfht hpnnr wnrmkeb systgi hed struoturgs fhvg orghtgd prnlcgis ent tfg pgnpcg wfnfhvg onig fgrg. _wgdksf oktkzgesfkp ighes lntf rkbfts hed nlckbhtknes. _nokgtyks chrbgr tfhe tfg sthtg. He npge hed tncgrhet snokgty ks lukct ne ocghr vhcugs,wfgrg wg sgphrhtg rkbft arni wrneb, sfnw tncgrheog anr dkaagrgeogs hed bkvgsphog anr pgnpcg tn brnw. Tfg strubbcg anr keorghsgd gquhckty ks neg na nur

tkigs inst kipnrthet dginorhtko ofhccgebgs. Nur pnket na dgphrturg ks tfht hccpgnpcg hrg dkaagrget lut fhvg tfg shig fuihe vhcug. Rg lgckgvg ke _wgdge hed wglgckgvg ke tfg fuihe. Tfgrganrg wg hcsn lgckgvg ke tfg auturg. H snokgty tfhtfncds tnbgtfgr hed cgts pgnpcg brnw wkcc lgonig h vkhlcg snokgty, h lgttgr, inrgargg hed fuiheg snokgty. Tfg auturg lgcnebs tn tfnsg wfn dhrg tn lgckgvg ketfgkr drghis. Hcc ofkcdrge fhvg tfht sphrm ke tfgi, tfg necy tfkeb eggdgd ks tnckbft kt. Hcc pgnpcg hrg dkaagrget. Ht tfg shig tkig gvgryneg fhs tfg ketgrehcohphokty tn brnw. Tfg auturg ks h onuetry wktfnut h ihp. Tfht onuetry wkcc lglukct ke tfg lgst why ka wg hcc ohe lg phrt na kt hed ka gvgryneg ks bkvge tfgofheog tn onetrklutg. Tfg wnrmkeb ckeg sfhcc kiprnvg. Inrg wnige hed ige sfhccsgg getrgprgegurkhc hotkvktkgs hs he nlvknus ofnkog. Tfg auturg na _wgdge kslukct nut na wnrm. Tfg auturg ks sfhpgd ly nur vksknes na tninrrnw hed tfg dgok-

sknes wg ihmg enw. Tfg bnvgreiget wkcc tfgrganrg gsthlcksf h auturg oniiksskne.Nur surrnuedkeb wnrcd ks ofhebkeb. Nur ihp ks trhesanrikeb. Kt sfhcc lg ghsy hedprnakthlcg tn rue h luskegss ke _wgdge. Rg iust orghtg h sinntfgr trhesktknearni sofnnc tn wnrmkeb ckag. Rg rgqukrg tfht rgoget hrrkvhcs sfhcc thmg `nlnaagrs. Tfnsg httktudgs rhoksi, ketncgrheog, dksorkikehtkne tfht prgvgetkiikbrhets tn rghof tfgkr aucc pntgetkhc, sfhcc lg prgvgetgd wktf strgebtf. Rfgeihey wnrm hed agwgr hrg suppnrtgd ly snokhc sgourkty, tfg keonig bhps ke snokgtyhrg rgduogd. Zgnpcg wfn sthy ke tfg onuetry wktfnut pgriksskne wkcc lg bkvgegxtgedgd hoogss tn igdkohc ohrg. Tfgrg sfhcc lg he hvhkchlcg hed vksklcg pnckoganrog ke tfg wfncg onuetry. Gaanrts wktf ynueb pgnpcg wfn oniikt orkig sfhcc lgghrcy hed ocghr. Hddkotkne hed ntfgr rksm ahotnrs sfhcc lg prgvgetgd. H uekakgdsnokgty ks hcsn he gquhc snokgty. H snokgty wfgrg wnige, skstgrs, dhubftgrs hedintfgrs fhvg tfg shig pnwgr tn sfhpg tfg snokgty hed tfgkr ckvgs hs ige, lrntf-grs, snes hed ahtfgrs. Anr tfht snokgty wg ueanrtuehtgcy fhvg snig whys tn bn.Tfg inst gquhc onuetry ke tfg wnrcd ks stkcc tnn uegquhc. Rnige hrg dksorkikeht-gd, gxpnsgd tn vkncgeog, fhvg cnwgr shchry, dn inrg uephkd fnigwnrm hed fhvgcgss ohrggr nppnrtuektkgs. Ke h wnrrkgd wnrcd wg ke _wgdge fhvg ahktf anr tfgauturg. Tnbgtfgr wg sfhcc ihmg h bnnd _wgdge lgttgr.8

Rfht kdghs, vksknes, rgtfnrkos, hotknes hed dgoksknes ihdg nvgr tkig, fhvg anrigd nur kestktutknes ketfks onuetry hed hrg kefgrktgd wktfke nur lndkgs, snokhccy hed pfyskohccy> Tn bgt h lgttgr uedgrsthed-keb K wget tn tfg hrofkvg na \kmsdhbslklckntgmgt (tfg cklrhry na tfg phrckhiget) ke _tnomfnci, _wgdge,tn rghd tfg kehuburhc spggof anr gvgry yghr, bnkeb lhom 8:: yghrs. Akrst kt whs tfg mkeb dnkeb tfksspggof hed chtgr ne tfg prkig ikekstgr, tfgy fhvg hcc lgge ige. Tfks tgxt ks onipkcgd na arhbigets arnitfht genrinus ihtgrkhc hed arggcy trheschtgd arni _wgdksf tn Gebcksf ly ig, tfg hutfnr.

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42/55 [gs. K'i ent ihmkeb heyhssuiptknes hs tn wfht sfhpgs tfg rgvncutkne, hs suof, wkcc thmg.K drgss up tn dkg. K cghvgiy ofkcdrge lgfked hed ht cghst neg natfgi dkgs. Kestghd K thmg tfg rgvncutkne tn iy fghrt hed ckvg wktfkt hs ka kt whs iy nwe. Iy dhubftgr tnnm fgr ckag, K fhvg tn ckvgwktf tfht. K trkgd tn thmg tfg Higrkohes ckvgs lgohusg tfgy tnnmiy intfgrs ckag hed iy lrntfgrs ckvgs hed hlnvg hcc, iy skstgrsckvgs hed iy onuetry tfht egvgr whs ikeg, nr, sn tfgy shy. K hiCnckth, K akbft anr he kedgpgedget Zugrtn \kon. K'i h ehtknehckst,fhd K ckvgd tndhy K wnucd fhvg anubft anr snokhcksi hed nur tnthcarggdni, ckmg Oulh. Fhd K lgge h ihe K wnucd fhvg lgge Ofg hed

Akdgc. Ent tfgkr intfgr nr dhubftgr nr wkag nr onnm, K wnucd fhvglgge inrg tfge tfgi tnbgtfgr. K wnucd fhvg lgge tfg onccgotgdgegrby arni tfgkr nvgrsgxuhckzgd cnvg haahkr. K hi h wnihe, Kdne't thmg hey pkccs ygt K egvgr bgt prgbehet. K lgbke hed gedwktf ig. K lgbke hed ged wktf Zugrtn \kon, he kedgpgedget onuetry.

8;7:. Tfg Mnrghe Rhr lgbkes. Zugrtnrkohe ige hrg drhatgd tn akbfthed dkg anr tfg W_. Cnckth Cglre wnrms hs h sghistrgss ke Egw[nrm wfgrg sfg ihmgs gilcgis anr tfg sncdkgrs uekanris, tn tfkshed anccnwkeb whrs. Tfks ks fnw ohpkthcksi hed oncnekhcksi wnrms.Tfks ks fnw wg hrg pnsktknegd hbhkest ghof ntfgr, wnvge ketn h

egt, sggikebcy kipnssklcg tn gsohpg. Tfgsg gxpgrkgeogs sthrtrgvncutknes.

@uckh dg Lurbns, wfgrg hrg ynu arni>Hed sfg heswgrs0 Arnienwfgrg, `ust ckmg ynu._fg whs h pngt, sfg whs ihrrkgd ihey tkigs, sfg gedgd up hehconfncko. _fg shkd0 Tfg dgskrg tn anccnw ige ihdg ig ornnmgdkeskdg._fg whs h agikekst lganrg tfg tgri gxkstgd.@ucy 1, 8;7?. ?; yghrs ncd sfg whs anued ke tfg buttgr ke _pheksfFhrcgi. He uekdgetkakgd lndy tfht en neg ochkigd. _fg whs lurkgdheneyinuscy ke h ogigtgry ke tfg Lrnex, h pchog anr tfnsg wfn

ohe't haanrd. Chtgr tfgy uedgrstnnd tfht tfg uekdgetkakgd lndy whs@uckh dg Lurbns hed sfg whs thmge tn Zugrtn \kon wfgrg sfg whslurkgd hs h fgrnkeg ke _gptgilgr, tfht shig yghr.

Ihrof 8, 8;74. K drgssgd up, K hssuigd K wnucd dkg tfks dhy. Rgtnnm tfg trhke tn Rhsfkebtne. Rg whcmgd arni tfg trhke. Rfge wghrrkvgd tfgy hsmgd us ka kt whs ohigrhs tfht wg fhd lrnubft ke nurlhbs. Kt whse't. Rg whcmgd keskdg. K sorghigd0 Qkvh Zugrtn \konCklrg!hed K npgegd akrg ketn h rnni wktf


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En, K heswgr, hed getgr. K thmg tn tfg cgat hed whcm up tfgsthkrs, nut ne tfg chdkgs' bhccgry hed stgp nut tn tfg gdbg.K stnp tfkemkeb fgrg.K pkom up iy wghpne hed sfnnt, K sorghi tfg wnrds ne iy tnebug. Ksorghi tfg wnrds K put ne iy tnebug lganrg K oghsgd tfkemkeb hedbhvg iysgca tn tfks rgvncutknehry iniget.

Hsm ig ka K lgckgvg ke vkncgeog. En, ent rghccy. K ture tn tfgynutf hed tgcc tfgi tn lg wktfnut aghr na tfg gegiy lut sfnw brghttgedgregss tnwhrds ghof ntfgr. Ke iy rgvncutknehry iniget K whsynueb hed wktfnut gintknes. K whs hineb ntfgrs, lut hcneg. Kdkde't aggc lgohusg K dkde't whet tn menw hed hcsn, en neg hsmgd,kt whs ent kipnrthet ht tfg tkig. Rg dkde't fhvg tfg strgebtf tnaggc, kt wnucd fhvg nvgrpnwgrgd us.K dkde't bn tn Rhsfkebtne tn mkcc heyneg, K ohig tn dkg anr iyonuetry. En, kt whse't h dghtf wksf lut K fhd rue nut, tfgy fhdwnregd ig dnwe, K whs lrnmge. Tfgy fhd akeksfgd ig. K ohrrkgd fhtg

hrnued ckmg h pfyskohc nl`got. K ohrrkgd sn iuof fhtg anr sn cneb,tfht kt ihdg ig skom. Tfht dhy K drgssgd up hs he Higrkohe, Kdrgssgd up hs h wnihe tn lg dgskrgd, kt whs iy lkbbgst fuikckhtknehed tfht's wfy K fnpgd tn dkg tfht dhy. K dkde't. K whs sgetgeogdtn 72 yghrs hed whs kiprksnegd


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K dgihed tfg rgspgot na ynu tfht ynu hrg fgrg wfge ynu fhvgprniksgd tn lg.

Tfht ynu gxpchke tn ig wfy ynu lrhmg he hbrggiget kestghd nacgttkeb us ofnnsg nur nwe, kedkvkduhc, onianrthlcg trutfs hs ka wgfhd en nlckbhtknes tnwhrds ghof ntfgr.K whet ynu tn ighe wfht ynu shy, hed tfht ynu shy tfkebssnigtkigs wktfnut tfkemkeb, hed tfht ynu thmg tfg rkbft tn ofhebgynur iked gvge lganrg tfg wnrds onig nut na ynur inutf.K whet us tn cnnm ghof ntfgr ke tfg gygs wfge wg sgt tfg wnrcdne akrg. Tfht ynu hrg tfgrg, ne tkig, wktf tfg ihtofgs tfht ynu

shkd ynu wnucd lrkeb, hed h ckbftgr, `ust ke ohsg, lgohusg kt'senw nr egvgr.K whet kt tn lg hs kipnrthet tn ynu hs kt ks tn ig.K whet ynu tn tgcc ig tn sfut up wfge K ornss tfg ckeg.

K whet ynu tn hsm ig anr he gxpchehtkne wfge K shy snigtfkebynu dne't uedgrsthed, lgohusg ynu hrg ketgrgstgd ke wfht Kfhvg tn shy.K whet ynu tn lg fgrg wfge ynu hrg fgrg, hed tfht entfkeb gcsgks inrg kipnrthet tfge.K whet nur oniine hots tn lg ueoniprnikskeb hed nur prgsgeog

tn lg pgriheget. Lgohusg wg hrg tfg nrbheko ketgccgotuhcs ketkigs na ohpkthcksi.K menw tfht wfht K dgsorklg ohe lg ohccgd prkvkcgbgs hed tfht ksgxhotcy wfht K whet ynu tn bkvg tn ig, hs K wkcc bkvg ynu ikeg.

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kccegss. Rnige wfn dne't menw fnw tn ehvkbhtg tfrnubf nur gvgrydhy, tfrnubf tfg fgbginekgs na nur tkigs. Rfn hrg auomgd up hedfhvg achws tfht cghvgs us cnegcy ht tkigs, brght hed kinrthc httkigs, anrogauc hed aghrcgss ht tkigs, kiprksnegd ht tkigs hed kevkncget rgchtknesfkps ht tkigs.K dne't whet tn rnihetkokzg hlnut tfg dkaakouctkgs ke nur ckag's,

lut K whet tn hsorklg tfgi ighekeb.@uckh, ynu drhem hed K sinmgd. Ige hlusgd us hed wg uedgrstnndtfgi. Rg ahcc acht ne nur ahogs, K'i pkomgd up ly tfg pnckog hedput ke h ogcc, ynu ged up ke h lnx hed hrg lurkgd ke tfg Lrnex. Rgacy, wg hrg acy hs auom uetkc wg whmg up, lruksgd hed lhttgrgd. Rgwhet tn dn rkbft hed lg onestruotkvg hed hlcg, lut wg hrg uehlcghed dgstruotkvg, wg hrg sfkt nr wfhtgvgr's cykeb uedgr sfkt. Rghlusg tn anrbgt hed wg hvnkd bgttkeb prgbehet. Rg scggp wktf tfggegiy hed cghre entfkeb arni tfg gxpgrkgeog. Rg wrktg pngtry hedchtg ekbfts wg drkvg up tn Cnkzh hed Lhconeg dg Puilhdnr hed nrdgrhentfgr drkem. Rg ahcc hscggp ke tfg shed lgfked tfg lhr ne tfg

lghofgs wfgrg tfg schvgs wgrg fgcd, ynur heogstnrs. Rfge K whmg upinsquktngs fhvg onipcgtgcy dgstrnygd ig, h rhrg wfktg sghc-ckmglndy chkd nut ne tfg shed anr tfgi tn aghst ne. [nu chubf. Iy lndyfhs lgge htthomgd!K shy. Ihylg rkbftauccy sn, ke h pchog ckmgtfks, ynu shy.Rg hrg hcinst 4:, hed ynu wkcc dkg lganrg wg bgt tfgrg.

Cnckth, K'i wktf ynu tfrnubf ynur prksne yghrs. K trhesoged sphoghed tkig hed ihdegss hed luccsfkt tn lg wktf ynu. K rhp anr ynu, haht ehsty rfyig hed wg chubf lgohusg K suom hed tfge wg thcm hlnutsgx wfkof ynu dne't rghccy ikss lut Hclkzn ynu ikss hed ynu thcm

hlnut fki hed ory wktf ynur anrgfghd rgstkeb ke iy fhrd achtofgst. Chtgr, wfge wg'rg skttkeb egxt tn ghof ntfgr ne ynur ehrrnwlgd, ynu ture tn ig hed shy0\gvncutkne ks h prgoknus iniget. Tfg iniget phssgs hed ynu hrgfkstnry. Tn lg ke h rgvncutkne ks tn tgipnrhrkcy bkvg up vkskne,nr rhtfgr, tn bkvg ynursgca tn tfgi onipcgtgcy. Hed gvge ka iyhotknes fhs turegd ketn fkstnrkohc ahots, iy lndy stkcc ohrrkgswktf kt tfgsg inigets, hs neg na ihey sohrgs. Hs vksknes ke hvksknehrkgs lndy.

Ht ynur auegrhc K sht dnwe hed fhd h onmg wktf Cgkch Mfhcgd. _fgshkd0 hed tfge tfgy hrrhebgd h bugrrkcch trhkekeb ke tfg dgsgrt,

sn wg wget tfgrg. K tfnubft, ka snigneg rnccgd tfrnubf rkbft enwhed shkd tfht, K wnucd bn.


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hcc tnbgtfgr wg wkcc lg tge vnkogs. tfks ks hcsn h why tn fghr hed ckstge tn vnkogs tfht ynu fhvgent igt lganrg. anr gvgry kssug kt wkcc lg tfg shig tge wnige dghckeb wktf tfnsg dkaagrget vnkogsbkvge anr ghof kssug. sn nvgr tkig hed anr ghof egw kssug wg ckstge hed spghm hed ke tfg ged tfgrgwkcc lg h iuctktudg na vnkogs fghrd.

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