Piama Gilbert & Nyima Tenzin ~ The Nameless One "The Seed of Life Begins to Stir"

The Seed of Life Begins to StirThe Nameless One through Piama Gilbert and Nyima Tenzin

SEDONA Journal of EMERGENCE ~ February 2007 Issuehttp://www.sedonajo urnal.com

Buried deep within the secret folds of your blood, a seed begins topulse, its skin softening and loosening in preparation to open. It isa treasure so precious, so exquisite, that you have hunted and questedfor it across the arc of every journey within the Adam cycles, hopingto find it so you could, at last, surrender the search and be still.And yet, as you searched and searched, you only ever almost touchedit, always turned away at the point of threshold, your enthusiasm andinspiration quelled a little more each time.

When first you entered the Adam cycles of existence, the seed pulsedbrightly in its translucent, diaphanous casing, your being flush withthe heat of eternity, your energetic heart ever filling with thewaters of life. As you spiraled and swooped into the first phase ofyour experience, tasting the luminous blood of its breath as your own,you were electrified with the sweet pangs of new life, each movement apure celebration, a song. In that first wave of moments, before theskin around the seed grew thick and opaque, its light poured throughyou in a river of music and code, and you danced and you reveled inthe pure substance of creativity-you played in the brilliant, electricfield of design.

And then, in the midst of the shimmering dance, a moment rose up fromwithin the grander stream of moments and cast its veil across thepulsing brightness. This moment, both instant and eternal, seeped intoyou and you began the journey of forgetting, the seed of life-so vitaland exquisite, an endless ocean made of flame-becoming a distant,fading dream. In the grand design of the Adam cycles, this momentbecame the root of endless searching, the catalyst by which alljourneys into remembrance took flight. For with the masking of theseed of life, you no longer felt connected to the great design throughwhich all existence flows, your sense of exile deepened. Depression,hopelessness and despair took root within you, and life-once a vital,brilliant force-became dull and emptied of color.

And so it was in exile, in the whirling pools of separation, that yoursearch for eternal life became a constant, pressing need that threadedthrough your mysteries and myths, the pinnacle of quests. Through thefilter of separation, some humans perceived the greater truth of lifeto exist beyond and apart from the one they lived, as if fleshborn

life was simply a waiting game, a march to the gate of death throughwhich everlasting life would come. For others, the quest for eternallife was a quest of transcendence, a journey in which the molecularroot of life could be sustained for a great distance across linearspace-time.

FLIRTING WITH THE POWER OF NUCLEAR ENERGY

The fascination with and devotion to the quest for eternal life hasplayed a pervasive role in your experience of the Adam 2, revealingitself through innumerable pathways and innovations, at times becominga feverish and obsessive trap. The power of life-no longer experiencedas a seamless, fluid, effortless source in the throes of separation,but as a source of decay-became aligned with another kind of power,one rooted in the polarization of paradox, in the unstable charge ofnuclear energy. Again and again, across the Adam cycles of existence,you flirted with such power, attempting to overcome the very chasm ofseparation you continued to perpetuate with your experiments. It wasan ever turning wheel of repetition, a snake ever chasing its tail.From the rise and fall of your mythic Atlantis to the fascination yourscientists and political officials demonstrate for nuclear energy,these experiments have woven their influence throughout yourexperience of exile.

On a purely biological level, humanity has danced with nuclear energyin its molecular form as cancer, many of you choosing to experience itas vehicle of departure and return. And yet cancer, as with all modesof nuclear energy-the charge arising from the dance of life and death,from the oppositional force of elements in polarization- is no longerwhat it seems. For in this moment, as all reference points melt away,and all vestiges of separation dissolve into the rippling tide ofvastness, every contraction loosens and opens to reveal a vitalfullness, a secret of great beauty held within. Recently, on alllevels of its energetic presence, cancer has experienced a vast andpervasive shift, its nuclear core dissolving, its molecular fieldsoftening and returning to the greater flow of its design. As it flowsand opens into the next existence that beckons, its energy sweeteningand reconfiguring, many of you-the ones who volunteered to soften andsoothe the passage between existences-sense it and are confused,drawing it into your energetic field as sickness and disease. We sharethis with you now so that you might shift your perception, so that youmight feel the greater arc of the movement within the energy of cancerand trust in the beauty unfolding. Rather than experience cancer as aforce you must battle, allow the subtle breath to soften yourawareness around it, to loosen any beliefs or frameworks you haveanchored in your being. As the softening begins, clarity will rise upwithin you, and you will encounter the energy of cancer in most subtleand surprising ways. Indeed, there is a being among you, so gentlein her strength and passion, who has promised to carry a great secretacross the threshold of existence. She carries this secret hidden in

the seed of life itself, the seed wrapped in the warmth and vitalityof cancer, the cancer a source of nourishment and support. Mysteriousand beyond the human ability to fathom, it is a ceremony so sacred andprofound that every presence throughout and beyond existence bearswitness to its passage.

In closing, we invite you to breathe into the sweetness of the moment,to taste the elixir of eternity stirring deep within. We invite you tosurrender to the ease and gentleness, to let go the need for effortand will. There is nothing to do-only the softening, only the gentleunfolding, only the boundlessness of being. For eternity, in its mostexquisite fullness, cannot be lost or recovered-always has it livedinside you, a spark to ignite all sparks, a drop in which an endlessocean breathes.

MEDITATION TO TRANSMUTE CANCER

[Channels' note: It is important that you sit or lie down in acomfortable, cool room for this meditation, and that you are in arelaxed state.]

Breathe into your being. Ask to find the deep, soft, full breath thatis the breath that ignites all breath. Continue to breathe until youfeel you are in the breath and have simultaneously become the breath.If you cannot find the breath that is the breath, ask for any fear,anxiety or worry to ripple off your being like melted butter. (Themore gentle the rippling is, the deeper the clearing. Stay with thisrelease until you can feel yourself in the deep, smooth breath.)

Ask to find the stillest breath within the breath, and continue tobreathe in a soft way without needing to understand the breath orcontrol the breath. Ask to find the place in your being-be itenergetic or physical, as ultimately they are one and the same-thatholds that which we call cancer, be it as actual cells or a potentialto explore at a later moment. If you currently hold cancer in yourphysical being, ask for the breath to begin to fill the cancerouscells. Breathe into this until you feel the cells begin to open andpulsate in a soft, gentle, rhythmic fashion. Move even deeper intothis breath in a way that is light and effortless.

If you do not hold the cancer as active cells in your body, ask tobreathe into the cells that hold the potential for future activation,and ask for the breath to begin to fill these cells. Breathe into thisuntil you feel the cells begin to open and pulsate in a soft, gentle,rhythmic fashion. Move even deeper into this breath in a way thatis light and effortless.

Ask for your skeletal system, especially the spine and all thevertebrae, to begin to pulsate with a radiant soft and gentle lightthat holds the intelligence of your being in the next experience and

beyond, without the reference points of the Adam 2 experience. Ask tofeel any reference points that feel stuck in your being, rigid andwithout the fluid pulsation of the breath. Ask for these referencepoints to liquify and roll off your being gently, like soft, meltedbutter. Ask that this energy reshape itself to hold the beauty thatyour being yearns for in this moment.

Ask to breathe into the moment, the truest moment you can feel, freeof the Adam 2, the moment when the energy defined as cancer hasreshaped itself into the vibrant stillness that supports and is theenergy beyond cold fusion that holds the next experience in itsembrace. Ask for this beautiful energy to surround you and caress youin its tenderness. Ask to feel the beauty of the energy known ascancer, and ask to feel the opening that is there for you now torelease old thoughts and beliefs around this word and its energy.Breathe into this release.

Ask to feel your own design. Breathe into your design, as you feel thesoft fluidity of that morphing geometry, beyond the rigidity exploredin the Adam 2 experience. Ask if there is anything you need to knowabout your own dance with cancer in this moment, beyond the Adam 2.Ask for a liquid wash to move gently through your being, in a way thatis so still and the movement is imperceptible, yet feels exquisitelyfull and radiant.

Ask to surround yourself in a cooling frequency, a liquid coolant thatholds that which we yearned for in our exploration of Adam 2, thecoolant that nestles your being in the fullness of life and awakensyou to your grandness.

Ask for the beauty of the cancer, which holds an incredible softness,to release into your being in the fullness of your design. Breatheinto this. Ask for any debris or waste products from the Adam 2contraction of cancer to ripple gently off your being, like thesoftest ocean waves. Breathe out any fear you are holdingsimultaneously. If you feel a hardness in your being, take your purba(a soft Tibetan dagger with a blunt point that runs an aqua frequency)through the hardness, asking for it to release. Continue to use yourbreath to support this.

When this feels complete, stay in a soft, tranquil breath, asking forthe breath that generates all breath to surround you, become you andsupport you in the deepening of this release. Ask your being torelease any residual reference points from the Adam 2 experience andother experiences of the exploration of contraction, and to breathe inthe energy that is birthing and held within the seed of life. Rest forat least thirty minutes following this.