The Blue Idol by Jason Sinclair (Opening Chapters)

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]jd Bntd Cmfn *pir} fhd#

Oiqfh Qchanicr


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WIRHCHG

]jcq hf|dn afh}ichq dzpncac} drf}ca qdztin qadhdq ihm |cfndhad

wc}jch }jd afh}dh}q fl }jd q}frs5 c} inqf afh}ichq bimnihgtigd( Cl sft ird diqcns flldhmdm bs qtaj }jchgq. pndiqd mf

hf} rdim ihs ltr}jdr(

Cq }jcq hf|dn qkt}6 Qfkd kcgj} qis qf5 bt} cl c} cq qkt}. c} cq c}

cq qkt} i} c}q |drs bdq})

]jcq kis bd }jd q}rihgdq} hf|dn d|dr wrc}}dh)


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Ch}rfmta}cfh

*Pir} fhd# fl i lftr pir} hf|dn

]jd it}jfr

Oiqfh Qchanicr cq i hf|dncq} fl ptrd chhf|i}cfh. frcgchinc}s ihm

ckigchi}cfh in}jftgj jd q}rtggndq wc}j Msqndzci)

]jcq thcytd pqsajfnfgcain }jrcnndr cq nced hf f}jdr hf|dn }ji}

sft ji|d rdim bdlfrd( Nd} tq mfiwis wc}j }jd pi}jd}cakthmihd ancajq ihm nd} tq gf fh ih im|dh}trd }ji} sft wcnn

rdkdkbdr lfr }jd rdq} fl sftr ncld(

]jdrd ird hf bfgskdh fr lndqj di}chg fkbcdq chqcmd }jd

anfqd}q fl }jcq hf|dn)

]jcq hf|dn cq nced i rfnndr afiq}dr5 sft qc} biae ihm rdniz.

wic}chg lfr }jd ia}cfh iq sft ndcqtrdns artcqd infhg( ]jdh Fj

Ks Gfqj5 jdrd afkdq }jd Bcg+Mcppdr ihm c} gd}q kim lrfk

jdrd fh ch( Qf jfnm fh }cgj} ihm dhofs }jd rcmd bdaitqd }jcq

hf|dn cq gfhhi bnfw sftr kchm)

((]jcq hf|dn }iedq }jchgq }f }jd dz}rdkd. qf liq}dh sftr

qdi}bdn} iq }jdrd ird hf bfthmircdq chqcmd }jd rdink fl

wc}ajaril} ihm }jd faatn}. dqpdacinns wjdh }jdcr kdkbdrq ird

ft} fh }jd prfwn ch qdiraj fl hdw rdartc}q)

Prfnfgtd


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Wc}ajaril} cq i }jchg fl }jd piq} ihm c} jiq hf pniad ch }jd 29q}

adh}trs. qf c} kis qddk( Iq }jd fnm qischg gfdq5 atrcfqc}s

ecnndm }jd ai} ihm }jdrd ird qf kihs thdzpnichdm

pjdhfkdhfhq ch ncld wjcaj ird bd}}dr ndl} thqfn|dm( Ih fnmbcbncain prf|drb q}i}dq }ji}5 lffnq rtqj ch wjdrd ihgdnq ldir

}f }rdim(

Nced i rikpih} lffn fh i kcqqcfh fl mffk. Oikdq cghfrdm }jd

wirhchgq ihm rdqpfhmdm }f }jd Wc}ajdq Ainnchg( Nced i

jthgrs gnt}}fhftq lcqj. jd digdrns }ffe }jdcr bic} ihm jd cq

hfw jffedm tp fh }jd dhm fl }jd nchd }ji} ndimq }f

ckkfrinc}s. chcytc}s ihm drf}ca qdmta}cfh. bdsfhm fhdq

ckigchi}cfh)

Wjs mcm Oikdq rdqpfhm }f }jd Wc}ajdq Ainnchg6 Wiq c}

q}tpcmc}s fr wiq c} jcq crri}cfhin. hi|d ajcnmnced qdhqd fl

im|dh}trd. fr wiq c} }jd f|drwjdnkchg pfwdr fl }jd Bntd

Cmfn }ji} ntrdm jck ch}f }jd fkchftq d|cn li}d }ji} iwic}q

bdlfrd jck. |dcndm chqcmd }jd af|dr} ksq}drcftq qjimfwq fl

}jd dhmndqq hcgj}6


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Afh}dh}q

Ajip}dr 9 nd} kd }dnn sft i q}frsAjip}dr 2 fh i kcqqcfh

Ajip}dr 1 ntaes q}rced)

Ajip}dr = Mrigfh Grddh

Ajip}dr 4 qdiraj lfr }jd mrigfh

Ajip}dr < }jd Dhajih}kdh}Ajip}dr 7 dmtai}cfh

Ajip}dr : }jd ecmhip

Ajip}dr 3 }jd rdqatd kcqqcfh

Ajip}dr 90 Gndhwffm Kihfr

Ajip}dr 99 }jd kidAjip}dr 92 wd ird nfq}

Ajip}dr 91 mo |t

Ajip}dr 9= }jd qjrchd

Ajip}dr 94 ]jd Bntd Cmfn

Ajip}dr 9< dh}dr }jd mrigfhAjip}dr 97 }jd grdi} dqaipd

Ajip}dr 9: }jd }wcq}


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Ajip}dr 9 nd} kd }dnn sft i q}frs

C wfed tp fh }jd qfli ch i afnm qwdi}. wc}j ih f|drwjdnkchg

lddnchg ihzcd}s wjcaj wiq }jd il}drki}j fl i q}rihgd drf}ca

mrdik }ji} C aih birdns rdafnnda}( C wcpdm iwis }jd qnddps+

mtq} lrfk ks pihca q}rcaedh dsdq. ihzcftqns nffechg irfthm

ks nc|chg rffk. }rippdm chqcmd i mith}chg kcq}s |igtdhdqq

}ji} qdh} qjc|drq mfwh ks qpchd( Wc}j ih f|drwjdnkchg

lddnchg fl pirihfci C mcm hf} ehfw wjf C wiq fr wjdrd C wiq(Iq C qnfwns aikd biae rfthm }f ks qdhqdq C jim i q}rihgd

ddrcd lddnchg }ji} qfkdfhd fr qfkd}jchg wiq ainnchg kd }f i

pniad }ji} C jim hd|dr bddh bdlfrd. i pniad wjdrd fhd qjftnm

hd|dr |dh}trd( C ytcaens gnihadm i} ks wi}aj ihm c} wiq

dzia}ns 9pk fh }jd mf} ihm C qjft}dm(

Fj qjc}5 C ktq} ji|d hfmmdm fll5 ks lrcdhmq wcnn bdirrc|chg qffh(

C qwcl}ns otkpdm tp fll ks aftaj ihm t}}drdm }f ksqdnl(

Fj Ks Gfqj. nffe i} ks lni}5 c} nffeq nced i liaechg

pcgq}s ihm c} qkdnnq nced fhd }ff( C bd}}dr andih tp fr dnqd ks


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lrcdhmq wcnn }jche }ji} C ik i rcgj} mfqqdr(

Riachg igichq} }jd anfae. C bdgih }f }cms tp ks lni} ihm wjdh C

jim inkfq} afkpnd}dm }jd }iqe. C gribbdm jfnm fl i aih fl icrlrdqjdhdr ihm C gdhdrftqns qprisdm c}q afh}dh}q irfthm ks

nc|chg rffk ihm }jdh C jim ihf}jdr pihca i}}iae. iq fhd kfrd

mcq}rdqqchg }jftgj} dh}drdm ks kchm(

Oikdq sft pnfhedr. }ji} cq hf} icr lrdqjdhdr. c} cq liaechg lns

qpris sft kfrfh(

Ch ripcm rdqpfhqd }f ks rd|dni}cfh. C fpdhdm }jd wchmfwq

irfthm ks lni} ihm C qwc}ajdm fh }jd dz}ria}fr lihq ch }jd

ec}ajdh( Fhad }jd lftn qkdnnchg }fzch ltkdq jim mcqpdrqdm. C

qjt} }jd wchmfwq ihm }trhdm tp }jd adh}rin jdi}chg ihm C nc}

qfkd ofqq q}caeq(

D|dr qchad ks ajcnmjffm C ji|d jim i kcqajcd|ftq wiswirm

q}rdie ch ks wdcrm ihm wfhmdrltn pdrqfhinc}s(

Wc}j i hitgj}s pnisltn qkcnd. C nc} qfkd kircotihi ofqq q}caeq

}ji} wdrd kimd lrfk ptrd rdqch ihm }jds wdrd }jd rdin

KaAfs. inn }jd wis lrfk Ikq}drmik)

C ik i ltnns ytinclcdm lrddnihad afkpt}dr prfgrikkdr. wjcajqf jippdhq }f bd i wdnn picm ofb5 jdhad ks chafkd qtrpiqqdm

ks dzpdhmc}trd d|dh cl C gf ft} fh }jd }fwh. fh i bdhmdr( C

afhqcmdr ksqdnl }f bd fhd fl }jd ntaes qfmq wjf fhns ji|d }f

wfre pir} }ckd lfr qfkd mfqj(

Il}dr i kim jinl+jftr ch }jd ec}ajdh ihm i ytcae wjcp rfthm

wc}j }jd jf|dr ihm i mtq}dr ihm C qi} mfwh ch ks affn. lthes.


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qd|dh}cdq rd}rf irkajicr ihm C rfnndm i ofch}( Lddnchg kfrd

rdnizdm. C chjindm i mddp brdi}j ihm C }jdripdt}cainns

q}rd}ajdm ft} ks irkq iq C gnihadm }jrftgj ks hf}dq. wjcnd

t}}drchg }f ksqdnl(

C wfhmdr wjf wcnn bd }jd lcrq} }f irrc|d( C }jche }ji}

Jdhrs wcnn bd }jd lcrq} }f irrc|d iq jd cq |drs ptha}tin ihm

inwisq fh }ckd5 bt} }jdh igich qf cq Pd}d(

Iq C pfhmdrdm fh }jcq }jftgj} C bdgih }f nitgj(

((((((C} kfq} mdlchc}dns wcnn hf} bd Wdhms5 }jd qcnns afw wcnn bd

}ff btqs pt}}chg fh jdr kiedtp( Qjd cq qf |ich ihm qjd cq qf

liaechg qdzs. qjd cq ibqfnt}dns mrfp+mdim gfrgdftq ihm C

wftnm nf|d }f }ied jdr lfr i rth rfthm }jd bnfae ihm gc|d jdr

fhd tp md iqq wc}jft} i afhmfk ihm qjff} ks nfim tp jdr

mcr} pcpd. C bd} qjd wftnm nf|d mi}(

Iq }jd fnm ancaj gfdq5 bdit}s cq ch }jd dsd fl }jd bdjfnmdr

ihm iq lir iq C ik afhadrhdm. Wdhms cq }jd qdzcdq} ajcae }ji}

jiq d|dr winedm }jd pnihd}5 kisbd }ji} cq i qncgj} f|dr

dziggdri}cfh. bt} c} cq hf} }ji} lir fll }jd kire( Wc}jft} i

mftb}. Wdhms cq ih chardmcbns i}}ria}c|d wfkih wjf ffdq

drf}ca qdz ippdin ihm qjd cq wdnn iwird fl jdr qpdnnbchmchgi}}ria}cfh. fl wjcaj qjd tqdq c} }f jdr fwh im|ih}igd }f gd}

wji} qjd wih}q( D|drs}jchg ibft} jdr cq ptrd qdz5 }jd wis

qjd nffeq. }jd wis qjd qkdnnq. }jd wis qjd mrdqqdq. }jd wis

qjd wineq ihm }jd wis qjd }ineq( Wdhms cq }jd echm fl

wfkih wjf aih ancae jdr lchgdrq ihm ji|d ihs kih qjd

wih}q. di}chg ft} fl }jd pink fl jdr jihm. d|dh cl }jds wdrd

jippcns kirrcdm) ((((((


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Wdhms jiq i afnm |chmca}c|d q}rdie ch jdr pdrqfhinc}s ihm qjd

wftnm mf qfkdfhd dnqdq jtqbihm otq} ft} fl qpc}d fr iq ih

ia} fl rd|dhgd ihm }f}inns wrdae }jdcr kirrcigd ihm aitqd}jdk qf ktaj grcdl( Wdhms cq i rdinns jf} ajcae wc}j i

|fntp}tftq crrdqcq}cbnd qdzs bfms ihm chardmcbns nirgd hi}trin

brdiq}q fl wjcaj qjd ncedq }f ckprtmdh}ns dzjcbc} bdhdi}j jdr

eches. gcrns. nfw at} }fpq( Qjd cq i wdnn grffkdm. jdin}js

nffechg hi}trin bnfhm wjcaj dhjihadq jdr chlchc}d bdit}s(

Kihs kdh wftnm mdqarcbd Wdhms iq i aniqqca bnfhm bckbf5

d|dh qf. }jds wftnm wcqj }ji} }jds aftnm gd} chqcmd jdr

ehcaedrq. cl }jds d|dr jim }jd ajihad ihm cl sft qiw jdr. qf

wftnm sft) Iq i ki}}dr fl lia}. Wdhms cq i aniqqca dzikpnd fl

i wfkih wjf jiq wfredm jdr wis tp }jrftgj }jd riheq

lrfk rigq }f rcajdq. in}jftgj c} cq rtkftrdm }ji} qjd ia}tinns

qjiggdm jdr wis tp }f }jd }fp fl }jd airddr nimmdr ihm }ji}

wftnm hf} qtrprcqd kd i} inn(

((((((Wdhms cq ih ft} ihm ft} prcae }diqdr5 wdnn qjd kfq}

adr}ichns ncedq }f }diqd kd. dqpdacinns wjdh wd ird ch }jd

afkpihs fl ftr kt}tin lrcdhmq. }jd wfkih jiq hf qjikd)

C gtdqq bs hfw }ji} sft ird wfhmdrchg wjf C ik6

Hf C ik hf} Oikdq5 }jdqd d|dh}q ird rdafrmdm ch jcq mcirs flwjcaj C ik hirri}chg( C ji|d pt} ksqdnl ch jcq pniad }f dhibnd

sft }f qdd }jchgq }jrftgj jcq dsdq( C ik hf} i |drs gffm

wrc}dr ihm C ik hf} ih iaafkpncqjdm hf|dncq}5 hd|dr}jdndqq C

lddn }ji} C qjftnm qjird }jd afh}dh}q fl }jd mcircdq wc}j sft.

}jd bdq} wis C aih(

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Nd}q otq} qis }ji} C ik }jd q}frs }dnndr wjf ajffqdq }f rdkich

ihfhskftq ihm jcmmdh ch }jd biaegrfthm bdjchm }jd qadhdq

ihm nd} tq otq} ndi|d c} nced }ji}. iq }jdrd cq i rdiqfh }f wjs C

ik jfnmchg fh}f ks dhcgki ihm ihfhskc}s) C kcgj} rd|dinks cmdh}c}s ni}dr fh ch }jd hf|dn ihm C ipfnfgcqd cl C ji|d ndl}

sft ch i q}i}d fl afhltqcfh(

Hf C ik hf} Oiqfh Qchanicr ihm C ch}dhm }f dzpnich }jcq bcirrd

qc}ti}cfh i} }jd dhm fl }jd hf|dn }jdh sft wcnn ltnns

thmdrq}ihm( Sft wdrd mdq}chdm }f bd c}q rdimdr( Ihswis nd}

kd afh}chtd fh wc}j }jd q}frs( D|drs}jchg jippdhq lfr i

rdiqfh. }jcq C ik wdnn iwird fl ihm C jfpd }ji} sftr li}d cq

mclldrdh} }f kchd)

Ihswis C wcnn gd} biae }f }jd q}frs(

Fhad igich C gnihadm i} ks Rfndz wi}aj ihm }jd }ckd wiq

9(=4 pk fr }jdrd ibft}( C bdgih }f q}rt} ibft} chqcmd ks

ipir}kdh} nced i jdimndqq ajcaedh ihm C winedm ch}f }jd

ec}ajdh ihm C nffedm ft} fl }jd wchmfw(

C nc|d ch i nirgd fhd bdmrffk lni} ch i pniad ainndm Pckncaf ch

}jd Ac}s fl Nfhmfh( Ks lni} cq qc}ti}dm fh }jd }jcrm lnffr fl i

nirgd Wjc}d \ca}frcih }fwhjftqd }ji} jiq rdadh}ns bddhafh|dr}dm ch}f hchd ntztrs lni}q( Wjdh C nffe ft} fl ks

Ec}ajdh wchmfw C ik ibnd }f qdd }jd jcgj q}rdd} mfwh bdnfw(

C q}ffm ch ks ec}ajdh q}irchg ft} fl }jd wchmfw fbqdr|chg }jd

pdfpnd }ji} wdrd qatrrschg infhg }jd pi|dkdh} nced }ckfrftq

ri}q ch }jd mrcnchg rich( C nffedm tp i} }jd mtnn grds wch}rs


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f|draiq} qes. jfpchg }ji} }jd mcqkin wch}drs wdi}jdr wftnm

hf} md}dr ks lrcdhmq lrfk afkchg f|dr }f qdd kd i} ks lni}(

D|drs qf fl}dh ks dkf}cfhq wdrd dhdrgcqdm wc}j rtqj fldzac}dkdh} i} }jd qcgj} fl ih i}}ria}c|d wfkih qat}}nchg

infhg }jd jcgj q}rdd}( C bdaikd d|dh kfrd fbqdr|ih}.

wfhmdrchg wjd}jdr }jd kcq}s jid }ji} ckpicrdm ks |cqcfh

wiq lfg fr qkfg5 iq C chjindm pndiqih} dir}js gri|dns irfki

nchgdrchg ch }jd icr C afhantmdm }ji} c} wiq i lfggs richs mis( C

}jdh lfatqdm ks i}}dh}cfh tpfh }jd qwcqjchg qfthm fl }jd

airq iq }jds mrf|d tp ihm mfwh }jd qfmmdh rich wiqjdm jcgj

q}rdd} ihm d|drs qf fl}dh C ldn} ihf}jdr dhdrgcchg rtqj fl ntq}

ihm dzac}dkdh} i} }jd qfthm fl i wfkihq q}cnd}}fq. jfpchg

}ji} qjd wftnm bd q}thhchgns i}}ria}c|d. iq qjd aikd ch}f

|cdw(

]jd mrcnchg rich qtmmdhns }trhdm ch}f i jdi|s mfwhpftr

wjcaj wiq ch}drkchgndm wc}j }jd afnm jfq}cnd bntq}drchg wchm

ihm C ytcaens anfqdm }jd ec}ajdh wchmfw }f prd|dh} }jd rich

lrfk bnfwchg ch(

Q}cnn }jdrd wiq hf qcgh fl ks lrcdhmq. qf C nc} i acgird}}d ihm

kimd i ktg fl }di5 iq C wiq ibft} }f qc} mfwh ch ks nc|chg

rffk C jdirm }jd qfthm fl ks ch}drafk(

Mchg Mfhg5 Mchg Mfhg(

C jim prfgrikkdm ks ch}drafk }jcq wis. bdaitqd C mf hf}

nced dnda}rfhca btchg qfthmq. iq }jds q}ir}ndm kd ihm kied

kd otkp. dqpdacinns wjdh C ik q}fhdm)


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C winedm iarfqq }f ks lrfh} mffr fl ks lni} ihm C qpfed ch}f

}jd ch}drafk kcarfpjfhd(

Jdnnf5 wjf cq c}6Jc Oikdq c} cq Pd}d. rdpncdm i rcaj mddp birc}fhd |fcad

}ji} prfkp}dm kd }f prdqq }jd ch}drafk rdndiqd qwc}aj. ch

jiq}d(

Jc Pd}d. afkd fh tp(

Nced i sfthg ptpps mfg. C ndip} ft} fl ks ajicr btchg wc}j

dzac}dkdh} i} }jd qfthm fl ks lrfh} mffr bdnn }rctkpjih}ns

ajckchg ft} }jd kiodq}ca kdnfms fl Rfsin Brc}ihhci( Wjdh C

fpdhdm }jd mffr ks liad nc} tp nced i aihmnd i} }jd qcgj} fl i

bcg q}rfhg bdirmdm kih mrdqqdm ch mdhck. afkbchg biae jcq

nfhg wd} q}riggns jicr(

Jc Pd}d. gffm }f qdd sft ki}d5 C ehdw }ji} sft wftnm

bd }jd lcrq} }f irrc|d. sft ird dirns( Sftr jicr nffeq bniae.

ji|d sft mcdm c}6

Hf C ji|dh} mcdm ks jicr5 }jd rdiqfh wjs c} nffeq

miredr. cq bdaitqd c} cq wd}. c} cq pcqqchg mfwh wc}j rich sft

pnfhedr(

Ck fhns ptnnchg sftr5 afkd ch ihm kied sftrqdnl i}jfkd5 wftnm sft nced i bddr6

Sft rdim ks kchm(

Pd}d lcrkns qjffe kd bs }jd jihm. }iechg aird hf} }f aitqd

kd ihs pich fr mcqafklfr} lrfk }jd ckkdhqd pfwdr fl jcq

grcp(

Jds btmms C nced sftr lni}5 c}q i rdinns afs pim(


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]jiheq Pd}d5 mcm sft mrc|d f|dr jdrd6

Wji} ch }jcq wdi}jdr. sft ktq} bd ofechg5 c} cq pcqqchg c}

mfwh ihm }jd }rillca cq i hcgj}kird qf C mdacmdm }f afkd f|dr

fh }jd }tbd( ]jd Nfhmfh Thmdrgrfthm cq nced i ltaechg ih}qhdq}5 c} wiq ltaechg jda}ca(

Pd}d ihm C qi} }fgd}jdr ch ks nc|chg rffk mrchechg bddr }jdh

Pd}d winedm iarfqq }jd nc|chg rffk }f }ied i nffe i} ks

}rfpcain lcqj }ihe(

Oikdq ji|d sft bddh qkfechg qfkd gihoi6

Sdq Pd}d5 C jim i fhd qech dirncdr. bt} wji} sft aih

qkdnn cq ks mfpd qadh}dm ofqq q}caeq5 }jds ird rdinns affn

irdh} }jds6

Lfr ltae qied Oikdq }jds qkdnn otq} nced }jd rdin }jchg(

]jd rdiqfh wjs }jds qkdnn nced }jd rdin }jchg cq bdaitqd

}jds ird }jd rdin }jchg. inn }jd wis lrfk Ikq}drmik ihm }jds

ird kimd lrfk }jd ptrd rdqch fl kircotihi pnih}q ihm }jds

ird qpdacinns mdqcghdm }f gd} d|drsbfms q}fhdm5 bt} mfh} }dnn

}jd gcrnq(

Oikdq5 sft aril}s nc}}nd btggdr. sft wfh} gd} iwis wc}j

c}5

Fj sdq C wcnn Pd}d5 sft otq} wic} ihm qdd. c} wcnn bd lth(

Ftr ncgj}+jdir}dm afh|drqi}cfh wiq ch}drrtp}dm bs }jd qfthm

fl ks ch}drafk ihm C ndip} ft} fl ks ajicr ihm rtqjdm f|dr }f

}jd mffr( ]jcq }ckd c} wiq Jdhrs qf C ch|c}dm jck ch ihm C ndl}

}jd lrfh} mffr fl ks lni} wcmd fpdh( Jdhrs irrc|dm i} ks lni}

ihm jd q}ffm chqcmd }jd mffrwis. wcpchg }jd rich fll jcq

gniqqdq wc}j }jd jdk fl jcq qjcr}( Jd pt} biae fh jcq gniqqdq

wc}j i qktg dzprdqqcfh tpfh jcq liad(


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Jc gtsq5 wji} mf sft }jche. C bd} sft mcmh} d|dh

rdafghcqdm kd(

Pd}d ihm C fbqdr|dm Jdhrs ihm C qicm(

Jds Jdhrs5 sft ji|d jim i jicrat}. ji|dh} sft6

Hfpd. }rs igich(

Sft ji|d }rckkdm sftr bdirm ihm sftr kftq}iajd. jds

c} rdinns qtc}q sft. C ofecns rdkiredm. c} kiedq sft nffe

qf ktaj sfthgdr(

Ajddrq Oikdq. aih C ndi|d ks kfth}ich bced ft} ch

}jd jinnwis6

Sdq Jdhrs fl aftrqd sft aih5 c} cq hf} i liaechg

Afthacn Dq}i}d5 inn ks hcdgjbftrq ird affn. qf hf fhd cq

gfhhi hcae c}( Ji wjf ch }jdcr rcgj} kchm wftnm wih} }f

hcae }ji} pcdad fl othe6 Jds afkd ch ihm qc} mfwh ihm

ji|d i bddr wc}j tq(

Jdhrs winedm ch}f ks nc|chg rffk wc}j i atrcftq nffe fh jcq

liad(

C aih qkdnn Wiaes Biaes. ji|d sft }wf bddh qkfechg i

ofch}6

Sdq C ji|d Jdhrs5 bt} wji} sft aih qkdnn cq ks mfpdqadh}dm ofqq q}caeq(

]jds qkdnn nced }jd rdin KaAfs(

]ji}q bdaitqd }jds ird }jd rdin KaAfs ihm wd ird inn

gfhhi }f gd} q}fhdm ft} fl ftr jdimq. bt} mfh} }dnn }jd gcrnq

fr }jds wcnn liaechg ecnn kd(

]ff rcgj} }jds wcnn5 C wfh} hddm }f }dnn }jd gcrnq. c} cq qf

mik fb|cftq( Sft wfh} gd} iwis wc}j c} Oikdq. }jds wcnn


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]ff rcgj} Pd}d c} wcnn bd lth wjdh C ik qjiggchg Wdhms

tp mi btk(

Jdhrs bdgih }f nitgj d|dh nftmdr(

((((((Lth5 wji} mf sft kdih c} wcnn bd lth6 Oikdq5 sft wcnn hf}

}jche }ji} c} cq lth wjdh }jd gcrn q}rcp sft hiedm ihm qjf|d i

lrfdh qitqigd sftr irqd( ]jds kis d|dh ajfp fl sftr mcae

ihm qjf|d c} tp sftr irqd ihm c} wcnn qdr|d sft rcgj} lfr bdchg

qtaj i pdr|dr}

Wd ldnn ibft} wc}j nitgjdr i} Jdhrsq qncgj}ns ft} fl ajiria}dr

qdhqd fl jtkftr. wc}j c}q gis thmdr}fhdq) Otq} }f bd fh }jd

qild qcmd C nc} qfkd ni|dhmdr qadh}dm ofqq q}caeq }f kiqe }jd

irfki fl }jd kircotihi ofqq q}caeq(

C winedm ch}f }f }jd ec}ajdh ihm C gidm ft} fl }jd wchmfw

ihm wc}j i rtqj fl dzac}dkdh} C qjft}dm(

Jds gtsq5 Nims Pdhdnfpd jiq otq} irrc|dm( Ytcae qfthm

}jd }rtkpd}q. indr} }jd rfsin iqqdkbns. rfnn ft} }jd rdm

airpd}. ariae fpdh }jd ajikpighd ihm qdr|d }jd nfbq}dr

infhg wc}j }jd ai|cir(

C afh}chtdm }f nffe fh ch iktqdkdh} iq Wdhms }rcdm }f pire

jdr }fp fl }jd rihgd. kd}innca qcn|dr BKW qpfr}q afh|dr}cbnd

bdqcmd }jd pi|dkdh}(

Jds gtsq5 sft hd|dr gtdqq wji}( Wdhms cq mfchg jdr

kied tp ch jdr wchmqarddh kcrrfr. qjd cq qf |ich ihm qjd cq qf


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liaechg qdzs( Qjd aih qc} fh ks liad ihs }ckd( Wfw nffe i}

jdr( Jds gtsq ytcae afkd ihm }ied i nffe(

Pd}d ihm Jdhrs ndip} ft} fl }jdcr ajicrq ihm qaikpdrdmiarfqq ks nc|chg rffk nced }wf rfwms. bfcq}drftq qajffnbfsq

ihm }jds q}ffm bdqcmd kd i} }jd ec}ajdh wchmfw( Wd q}ffm

}fgd}jdr qcmd bs qcmd nffechg ft} }jd wchmfw ch qjddr

ikidkdh}. iq Wdhms gf} ft} fl jdr qwihes pfqj qpfr}q air

wc}j Oimd ihm arfqqdm }jd rfim. ihm C rdkiredm(

Wfw nffe i} jdr5 qjd cq i rcgj} qdzs bc}aj( Wfw5 nffe i}

jdr qeckps nc}}nd kchc qecr} ihm jdr qjddp qech bfkbdr oiaed}(

C ik gd}}chg i q}clls otq} lrfk nffechg i} jdr5 qjd cq ibqfnt}dns

gfrgdftq( Wji} C wftnm mf }f qpdhm i hcgj} wc}j jdr6 Fj Ks

Gfqj5 qjd nffeq iwdqfkd(

C bdaikd d|dh kfrd dzac}dm i} }jd qfthm fl ks ch}drafk ihm

C qwcl}ns rih iarfqq ks nc|chg rffk }f ihqwdr c}(

Afkd fh tp gcrnq. ks lncdq ird fpdh5 C kdih ks lrfh}

mffr cq fpdh(

Pd}d ihm Jdhrs lfthm ks qkt}}s rdkire ri}jdr iktqchg }f

qis }jd ndiq}(C q}ffm chqcmd }jd mffrwis ncq}dhchg }f }jd qfthm fl Wdhmsq

q}cnd}}fq iq qjd winedm tp }jd kirbnd q}icrwis. ndimchg tp }f

ks lni}(

C nf|d }f qdd ih i}}ria}c|d wfkih wdirchg q}cnd}}fq iq }jds

aip}c|i}d }jdcr ldkchchc}s ihm dhjihad }jd qjipd fl }jdcr

ndgq5 dqpdacinns }jdcr ainl ihm }jcgj ktqandq( C inqf nced }f jdir


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}jd ancp anfp jfrqs qfthm }ji} }jds kied5 c} cq nced }jds ird

qdhmchg ft} i ki}chg ainn. indr}chg inn fl }jd jfrhs gtsq }ji}

}jdrd cq i ldkind piqqchg }jrftgj }jd hdcgjbftrjffm)

Iq }jd gcrnq dh}drdm ks lni} }jds grdd}dm kd i ecqq ihm

Wdhms }diqdm kd bs gc|chg kd i ri}jdr dhgigchg. ch|c}chg

ecqq tpfh ks ncpq. ckpcqjns ncaechg kd wc}j jdr }fhgtd ihm

pnisltnns wchechg jdr dsd i} kd(

C }fnm }jd gcrnq }f kied }jdkqdn|dq i} jfkd ihm C qi}

mfwh ch ks irkajicr( Wdhms }ffe fll jdr mdqcghdr qjddpqech

bfkbdr oiaed} ihm qjd qi} mfwh mcrda}ns ch lrfh} fl kd ch ks

bniae qfl} ndi}jdr irkajicr. fh }jd f}jdr qcmd fl ks q}sncqj

qkfedm gniqq aflldd }ibnd( Iq qffh iq d|drsbfms wiq qc}}chg

afklfr}ibns. Wdhms bdgih }f prcae }diqd kd wc}j jdr

ikbcgtftq. prfkcqatftq bfms nihgtigd( Wdhms nffedm kd

q}ricgj} ch }jd dsd ihm wc}j i lrcdhmns qfacibnd qkcndm ihm

qicm(

Oikdq5 sft ji|d i rdinns hcad pim. C mcmh} rdincqd }ji}

sft jim qtaj i gffm }iq}d. C ktq} qis. C ik wdnn ckprdqqdm(

Mfdq }ji} kdih }ji} sft wih} }f qjig kd Wdhms6

Sftnn bd ntaes. wcqjltn }jchechg ch sftr mrdikq(

]ji} cq }jd prfbndk Wdhms5 sft ird inwisq ch ks

liaechg mrdikq(Sft ajddes btggdr. mf sft kchm cl C ji|d i acgird}}d6

Fl aftrqd sft aih ji|d i acgird}}d bibd. kied sftrqdnl

i} jfkd(

Wdhms aiqtinns ndihdm biae ch jdr irk ajicr wjcnd gc|chg kd

}jd dsd ihm qjd }diqchgns arfqqdm jdr ndgq ch i qtggdq}c|d

kihhdr. innfwchg jdr }cgj} lc}}chg kchc qecr} }f iqadhm tp jdr


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qcnes qkff}j ndgq. fpdhns rd|dinchg jdr qdzs afkd }f bdm

}jcgjq( Wdhms hfw rdincqdm }ji} qjd jim gf} kd thmdr jdr

qpdnn ihm }ji} qjd jim wfh ks i}}dh}cfh( Qjd athhchgns

rdpfqc}cfhdm jdrqdnl ch jdr ajicr5 iq qjd qnfwns tharfqqdm jdrndgq C aitgj} i gnckpqd fl jdr wjc}d qcnes ehcaedrq bdhdi}j jdr

kchc qecr}( C bdaikd qdztinns irftqdm ihm C gf} ih drda}cfh(

C qtb}ns ptnndm mfwh }jd jdnk fl ks qjcr} f|dr ks grfch

}f afhadin ks dkbirriqqkdh} ihm Wdhms gi|d kd i }diqchg

Kfhi Ncqi nced qkcnd. qcghclschg }ji} qjd jim inrdims hf}cadm

}jd wdnafkchg gdq}trd fl ks rdadp}c|d iwiedhchg) Qjd }jdh

prfmtadm i rdims nc} acgird}}d ch jdr rcgj} jihm nced ih

iaafkpncqjdm kigcacih(

Iq ks lrcdhmq afh|drqdm wc}j diaj f}jdr. Wdhms ihm C

wdrd dhgigdm ch ftr fwh prc|i}d fhd }f fhd. hfh |drbin

afh|drqi}cfh iq qjd afh}chtdm }f }diqd kd wc}j jdr drf}ca

qdmta}cfh( Qjd ndih} lfrwirm }f lncae jdr iqj ch}f }jd

iqj}ris ihm C aftnm qdd }jd bird hiedm lndqj fl jdr wdnn

lfrkdm brdiq}q. wfbbnchg chqcmd fl jdr nffqd lc}}chg qcnes

wjc}d bnftqd ihm iq qjd qnfwns pt} ft} jdr acgird}}d ch }jd

iqj}ris5 jdr dzpfqdm andi|igd bdaikd d|dh kfrd dh}cachg(

Wdhms aiqtinns qi} biae ch jdr irkajicr ihm iq qjd arfqqdm

jdr ndgq qjd gi|d kd ihf}jdr gnckpqd fl jdr wjc}d qcne

ehcaedrq ihm jdr wdnafkchg }jcgjq(

((((((Wdhms ehdw }ji} qjd jim kd jffedm ihm qjd afh}chtdm}f }diqd kd bs ndihchg lfrwirm rcgj} ch lrfh} fl kd rd|dinchg

jdr hiedm brdiq}q ihm kiechg }jdk wfbbnd ibft} chqcmd jdr

bnftqd(

C wiq btrhchg wc}j thafh}rfnnibnd ntq} ihm drf}ca piqqcfh

ihm ch i bcm }f rdgich afh}rfn fl ks qdztin mdqcrd5 C rtqjdm fll

}f }jd bi}jrffk. wjdrd C wiq }dkp}dm }f ji|d i wihe( Wjcnd

C wiq }jdrd C rih afnm wi}dr f|dr ks digdr ptnqi}chg drda}


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pdhcq. jfpchg }ji} c} wftnm rd}trh biae }f hfrkin( Il}dr i

prfnfhgdm |cqc} }f }jd bi}jrffk ks kcqqcfh wiq

iaafkpncqjdm ihm C rd}trhdm }f }jd nc|chg rffk wjdrd C

qdr|dm d|drsfhd wc}j mrcheq( C qi} biae mfwh ch ks irkajicrihm }jd qcgj} fl Wdhmsq dhgigchg }cgj}ns arfqqdm ndgq

}rcggdrdm fll ihf}jdr drda}cfh. ihm }jdh C jdirm }jd qfthm fl

ks ch}drafk( Mtd }f ks dkbirriqqchg prdmcaikdh} mfwh

bdnfw C iqedm Jdhrs }f ihqwdr }jd mffr(

]jcq }ckd c} wiq Qtqihi. wjf cq bs lir }jd kfq} illntdh} fl inn

ks lrcdhmq( ]f mdqarcbd Qtqihi ch i ht}qjdnn5 qjd cq ih

i}}ria}c|d jidn dsdm brthd} wc}j i jdir} fl q}fhd. wjf C

fhad jim i lnchg wc}j. bt} }ji}q ihf}jdr q}frs ihm C wftnm

ri}jdr hf} gf }jdrd( ]f mdqarcbd jdr ajiria}dr ihm jdr

pdrqfhinc}s5 qjd cq i mfkchddrchg. }flldd+hfqdm. q}tae tp afw

wjf ncedq }f gd} jdr fwh wis( Qtqihi ncedq }f }jche }ji} qjd cq

ibf|d d|drsbfms dnqd( ]jdh igich. fh }jd f}jdr jihm. C rdinns

ncedm }jd wis }ji} qjd }ffe afh}rfn wjdh qjd wiq }jd gcrn fh

}fp. bfhechg ks brichq ft} ihm lfr }ji} rdiqfh infhd C wcqj

}ji} qjd wiq q}cnn ks gcrnlrcdhm( D|drs }ckd wd jim qdz qjd

wftnm afkpnd}dns dkp}s ks binnq wjcaj qtc}dm kd lchd( C

}jche }ji} qjd mcm c} fh ptrpfqd }f q}fp kd lrfk qjiggchg

f}jdr wfkdh bdjchm jdr biae)

Iq qffh iq Qtqihi qi} mfwh. Wdhms nc} tp ihf}jdracgird}}d ihm qjd gi|d kd ih chytcqc}c|d nffe(

Fj bs }jd wis Oikdq. hcad }rs5 d|dh wc}j }jd irfki fl

sftr ofqq q}caeq. wjcaj C ktq} qis. }jds mf qkdnn ri}jdr hcad((((

C aih q}cnn qkdnn }jd ofch} }ji} sft gtsq qkfedm bdlfrd ftr

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Jdhrs. Pd}d ihm C btrq} ch}f nitgj}dr ihm Wdhms prschgns

iqedm(

Jds gtsq wji}q qf lthhs6Wdhms licr pnis }f si5 sft qtqqdm tq ft} bibd( C }jftgj}

}ji} sft jimh} hf}cadm(

Oikdq C kis bd bnfhm bt} C ik hf} q}tpcm( Ihswis C

wftnm nced }f ehfw }jd rdiqfh wjs sft ji|d ch|c}dm tq

irfthm sftr lni}(

Wdnn Wdhms C wiq jfpchg }ji} sft wftnmh} iqe( C wiq

gfchg }f }dnn sft ird q}frs bt} C ji|d ajihgdm ks kchm(

Wdhms }ffe i nfhg mddp mrig fl jdr acgird}}d ihm qjd

pnisltnns pftajdm jdr ncpq ihm bndw qkfed iarfqq }jd aflldd

}ibnd ch}f ks liad. wjcnd qjd chytcqc}c|dns gidm ch}f ks dsdq(

Fj afkd fh Oikdq5 q}fp }diqchg kd(

C mrdikchgns gidm ch}f Wdhmsq bdit}cltn qes bntd dsdq ihm C

ldn} i sdirhchg lddnchg chqcmd fl ks jdir} ihm ch ks dkf}cfhq

wjcaj kimd kd }chgnd wc}j mdncgj}. iq C pnisltnns afh}chtdm }f

}diqd jdr(

Wdhms. C rdinns mf hf} }jche }ji} c} cq }jd rcgj} }ckd frpniad lfr kd }f }dnn sft }jd q}frs(

Fj. afkd fh Oikdq mfh} bd qtaj i qpfcnqpfr}. fl

aftrqd c} cq }jd rcgj} }ckd ihm pniad }ji} cq wjs wd ird jdrd(

]jd qckpnd lia} }ji} C jim kihigdm }f wch f|dr Wdhmsq

thmc|cmdm i}}dh}cfh wiq i gffm dhftgj rdiqfh lfr kd }f

qjird ks q}frs ihm C }ffe i mddp brdi}j ihm qicm(


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\drs wdnn Wdhms. sft wch( C wcnn }dnn sft ks q}frs fh

fhd afhmc}cfh5 }ji} hfbfms ch}drrtp}q kd(

C wi}ajdm Wdhms rdpfqc}cfh jdrqdnl ch jdr irkajicr ihm C ldn}

nced i qdz q}ir|dm pdr|dr} giggchg lfr i qjig. jfpchg }ji} C

wftnm gd} fhd kfrd gnckpqd fl jdr ehcaedrq ihm jdr dhgigchg

}jcgjq( C gnihadm }jrftgj ks hf}dq ihm C bdgih }f }dnn ks

}ind(

]jdrd fhad wiq i kfhe ainndm Qich} Ndfhirm wjf wiq i

hfbndkih ihm jd }ri|dnndm lrfk }jd Hfr}j fl Lrihad }f i

}fwh ainndm Jfrqjik. ch }jd Qft}j Dhgnihm( Jfrqjik cq

nfai}dm ch Wdq} Qtqqdz. wjcaj cq hf} }ji} lir lrfk jdrd(

Ihswis5 Qich} Ndfhirm wiq i Lrdhaj hfbndkih wjf mdacmdm

}f nc|d jcq ncld iq i jdrkc} chqcmd }jd wffmnihmq }ji}

qtrrfthmdm }jd qkinn kired} }fwh f Jfrqjik( I} }ji} }ckd i

ldirqfkd mrigfh inqf rdqcmdm ch }jd wffmnihmq(

C wiq rtmdns ch}drrtp}dm bs }jd qfthm fl nitgj}dr. qf C pitqdm

ihm nffedm iarfqq i} Wdhms(

Fj Oikdq. C }jftgj} }ji} sft wdrd bdchg qdrcftq( C mcm

hf} rdincqd }ji} sft wdrd ofechg(Li liae qied Wdhms sft mcs afw. C ik bdchg qdrcftq

ihm C ik hf} liaechg ofechg( Wftnm sft pndiqd q}fp

ch}drrtp}chg kd ihm nd} kd afh}chtd fh wc}j ks q}frs(

Ch rdqpfhqd }f ks jirqj fboda}cfh. Wdhms bdgih }f lcmgd}.

wcggnchg jdr btk ch jdr ajicr( C }jdh lczdm ks dsdq fh jdr

qjipdns }jcgjq bdhdi}j jdr }cgj} lc}}chg kchc qecr}( Qjd bdgih


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Qtqihi5 C wftnm ipprdaci}d c} cl sft wftnm eddp sftr

qhddrchg rdkireq }f sftrqdnl5 sft aih bdncd|d ihs}jchg sft

nced. bt} li liae qied. pndiqd q}fp ch}drrtp}chg kd ihm nd} kd

lchcqj }dnnchg ks q}frs( C ji|d rdadh}ns afkd iarfqq i nf} kfrdd|cmdhad }ji} biaeq tp ks q}frs ihm C ji|d inqf lfthm kihs

antdq }ji} kis pfch} tq ch }jd rcgj} mcrda}cfh( ]jdrd cq i

pniairm qskbfn ain|dm ft} fl q}fhd fh }jd lrfh} fl }jd

Jfrqjik }fwh jinn ihm }jd qskbfn jiq gf} }jd bfms fl i

mrigfh ihm }jd jdim fl i jfrqd( C inqf mcqaf|drdm }ji} }jdrd

fhad wiq i qdard} qfacd}s wc}jch }jd Jfrqjik mcq}rca} }ji}

wdh} bs }jd hikd fl ]jd Qdard} Mrigfh Qfacd}s ihm C ji|d

lfthm hf d|cmdhad wji}qfd|dr }ji} }jd qdard} qfacd}s hf

nfhgdr dzcq}q(

Qtmmdhns C jdirm }jd qfthm fl ks ch}drafk ihm C jdi}dmns

qicm(

Wjf mi liae cq mi}6

]f ks qtrprcqd. c} wiq Airfnchd ihm Ed|ch5 C jim hf} ch|c}dm

dc}jdr fhd fl }jdk irfthm }f ks lni}( C prdqqdm }jd ch}drafk

rdndiqd bt}}fh ihm ch|c}dm }jdk ch ihm Wdhms bdnnfwdm(

Wjs mcm sft ch|c}d }ji} pri} lfr. sft ehfw }ji} C aih}q}ihm jck6 Ed|ch cq i liaechg pdr|dr} ihm jd gc|dq kd }jd

arddpq(

Wdhms C mcm hf} ch|c}d jck(

Wdnn cl }ji} cq }jd aiqd. }dnn jck }f ltae fll(

Nffe Wdhms5 C mfh} gc|d i qjc} jfw sft lddn ibft}

Ed|ch5 jd cq ks lrcdhm ihm wjfqd lni} cq c} ihswis6 Dzia}ns. qf

qjt} mi liae tp ihm qjfw qfkd rdqpda}(


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Brfh}fqitrtq ihm }jd ]srihhfqitrtq Rdz( Kisbd. otq} kisbd

}jd ]srihhfqitrtq Rdz wiq i lcrd+brdi}jchg kfhq}dr nced

Gfmcnni(

Fhad igich Qtqihi btrq} ft} nitgjchg i} Oikdq(

Qtqihi5 sft aih nitgj iq ktaj iq sft wih} ihm C rdinns

mfh} gc|d i qjc}( Ihswis iq C wiq ibft} }f qis5 inn fl }jd

mchfqitrq ird hfw dz}cha}. qf wd ird ndm }f bdncd|d( Wji}

ibft} }jd liaechg Nfaj Hdqq Kfhq}dr6 ]jrftgjft} }jd sdirq.

kihs pdfpnd ji|d qicm }ji} }jds ji|d qddh c} wc}j }jdcr fwh

dsdq5 ird }jds inn q}ire ri|chg kim6 Kisbd }jds ird inn }dnnchg

ncdq( Ch ncld }jdrd ird qf kihs thdzpnichdm pjdhfkdhfhq ihm

otq} bdaitqd }jds aihhf} bd dzpnichdm mfdq hf} kdih }ji}

}jds mf hf} dzcq})

Dzatqd kd Oikdq lfr bt}}chg ch igich. bt} cl }jd Nfaj

Hdqq Kfhq}dr rdinns dzcq}q c} kis bd i Nfhg+hdae Pndqcfqitrtq

nced ih Dniqkfqitrtq fr qfkd}jchg infhg }jfqd nchdq(

]dajhcainns qpdiechg }jd prdjcq}frca kirchd rdp}cndq wdrd hf}

mchfqitrq( ]jd Qitr. iq ch mchfqitr kdihq ncirm ihm }jd

wfrm mchfqitr kdihq }drrcbnd ncirm( Ardi}trdq qtaj iq

arfafmcndq. }tr}ndq ihm kihs f}jdr }spdq fl kirchd qpdacdq

d|fn|dm ft} fl }jd prdjcq}frca igd(

I qcndh} }jftgj} aikd ch}f ks kchm(

Wji} mi liae ird sft fh ibft} Jdhrs6

C }rcdm }f rdlfatq ks kchm ihm gd} biae }f }jd pfch}(


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Hfr}j Ikdrcai ihm }jds ji|d hd|dr bddh lfthm ch ihs f}jdr

afh}chdh}( Hfhd}jdndqq5 }jdrd fhad wiq i }dik fl qacdh}cq}

}ji} anickdm }f ji|d lfthm }jd lfqcncqdm jdim fl i jtgd

]srihhfqitrtq Rdz fl wjcaj }jds hfkchinns hikdm iGcrihhfqitrtq bt} }jcq kcgj} ji|d bddh i jfiz( ]jd lfqcncqdm

rdkichq fl }jd Kdginfqitrtq. wjcaj wiq i nirgd lndqj+di}chg

mchfqitr ihm }jd Cgtihfmfh. wjcaj wiq i nirgd pnih}+di}chg

mchfqitr ji|d bddh lfthm ch |ircftq pir}q fl }jd Dir}j

chantmchg Dhgnihm(

Ihswis wjcnd wd ird q}cnn fh }jd }fpca fl mchfqitrq C wcnn

prdqdh} sft wc}j qfkd kfrd tqdndqq chlfrki}cfh( ]jd

Otriqqca Pire bnfaebtq}dr kf|cd prdkcdr ldi}trdq }jd

]srihhfqitrtq. d|dh }jftgj ch }jd mchfqitr ndgias }jds mcm

hf} bdnfhg }f }jd Otriqqca Pdrcfm. }jds bdnfhgdm }f }jd

Ard}iadftq Pdrcfm wjcaj aikd ktaj ni}dr( Ch fhdq fwh |c|cm

ckigchi}cfh. fhd kcgj} qis }ji} i ]srihhfqitrtq fr i

Kdginfqitrtq lc}q }jd mdqarcp}cfh fl i mrigfh. bt} ch ks

fpchcfh c} cq jcgjns thncedns }ji} }jds ird afhhda}dm ch ihs

wis(

Jdhrs C ik hf} }rschg }f qis }ji} i mrigfh ihm i

]srihhfqitrtq wdrd fhd fl }jd qikd( Bt} }jdh igich i

mrigfh cq fhd fl }jd niq} rdkichchg thqfn|dm ksq}drcdq tpfh

}jd Dir}j(

Oikdq5 hf fhd jiq d|dr lfthm }jd rdkichq fr d|dh }jdlfqcncqdm rdkichq fl ihs ardi}trd }ji} rdkf}dns rdqdkbndq i

mrigfh qf jfw mf sft dzpnich }ji}6

]jd ktkkclcdm rdkichq fl ]t}ihejikdh wiq ndl}

thmcqaf|drdm lfr }jftqihmq fl sdirq ihm qfkd irajidfnfgcq}q

bdncd|d }ji} }jdrd kis bd f}jdr jcmmdh }rdiqtrdq btrrdm

bdhdi}j }jd grfthm. qf wji}q }jd mclldrdhad6

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Ajip}dr 2 fh i kcqqcfh

Lrcmis 94}j

Kiraj 2002

]jd q}ir} fl ftr im|dh}trd

Mtrchg il}drhffh ks lrcdhmq bdgih }f irrc|d i} ks lni} ihm

wd qi} mfwh ch ks nc|chg rffk wic}chg lfr }jd irrc|in fl

Wdhms ihm Qtqihi. wjf jim bddh jdnm biae i} wfre( ]jds

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}jd kcqqcfh ihm jdim biae }f Nfhmfh( Wd mrf|d infhg }jd

I272 jcgjwis }jrftgj }jd |cnnigd fl Afhdsjtrq} ihm c} bdgih

}f rich ihm C kcqqdm ks }trh( C mrf|d ch}f i hdirbs |cnnigd

ainndm Affnjik ch }jd pftrchg rich. wjdrd C wiq ibnd }f }trhirfthm ihm gd} biae fh rft}d( C }ffe i ndl} }trh fll }jd I272

ch}f }jd mckns nc} mrc|dwis fl }jd Bntd Cmfn gtdq}jftqd ihm c}

bdgih }f pcqq c} mfwh( In}jftgj ks wchmqarddh wcpdrq wdrd

fh ltnn C wiq birdns ibnd }f qdd5 c} wiq nced wd wdrd chqcmd i

mrc|d }jrftgj air wiqj( ]jd |cgfrftq mdkfhca gtq}q fl wchm

rfaedm ihm qwisdm ks Nihm Rf|dr ihm c} ldn} nced wd wdrd

ibfirm i jicr+ricqchg rcmd i} i lthlicr fr ibfirm i qkinn lcqjchg

bfi} aitgj} tp ch i q}frk. bdchg }fqqdm ibft} bs }jd

kdhiachg wi|dq fl i rigchg qdi(

C qnfwns mrf|d tp }jd qpffes mrc|dwis5 }jd fnm

liqjcfhdm q}rdd} nikpq aiq} pdhtkbri. qcnjftd}}d qjimfwq

tpfh }jd jfwnchg wchmbnfwh }rddq }ji} incgh bf}j qcmdq fl

}jd mrc|dwis( ]jd brcgj} minchg lniqjdq fl ncgj}hchg }trhdm

}jd hcgj}+}ckd ch}f mis. lfnnfwdm bs }jd thqd}}nchg. rtkbndq

fl }jthmdr }ji} rdqdkbndm }jd qfthm fl ed}}ndmrtkq ch

}ckpihc( C} wiq rdinns q}rihgd wdi}jdr lfr }jcq }ckd fl }jd

sdir. wch}dr wiq }rschg }f jfnm fh lfr ihf}jdr mis ihm }jd

bihqjdd qpda}rd }jthmdrq}frk ippdirdm ft} fl hfwjdrd( C

ji|d hd|dr mrc|dh }jrftgj i q}frk nced }jcq fhd bdlfrd ihm c}

wiq ih inirkchg. hdr|d+riaechg dzpdrcdhad(Wd irrc|dm i} }jd air pire ihm iq C fpdhdm ks wchmfw C

wiq mrdhajdm bs }jd cas+afnm. wchmbnfwh rich ihm C qjft}dm(

Pd}d nd}q q}is chqcmd ftr |djcandq th}cn c} rich mcdq

mfwh(

Hf Oikdq. wd ird inrdims wis bdjchm qajdmtnd( Nd}q

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bd qf dkbirriqqchg i} }ckdq ihm qjd mfdqh} ehfw wjdh }f

q}fp ihm wjdh qjd picrdm tp wc}j Qtqihi. qjdq i liaechg

hcgj}kird(

Il}dr C jim lchcqjdm qcghchg tq ch }jd gtdq}jftqd }jd jfq}dqq

ndm tq iarfqq }jd jinn }f i qkinn anitq}rfpjfbca nfthgd qda}cfh

fl wjcaj qjd rdldrrdm }f iq }jd Lcrdqcmd Pirnftr. prfbibns

bdaitqd fl }jd |drs nirgd ft} fl prfpfr}cfh fpdh lcrd pniad

wc}j c}q nfgq ibnid( Wd qi} mfwh ch lrfh} fl }jd nfg lcrd ihm

Wdhms }ffe fll jdr ytcn}dm ihfrie rcgj} ch lrfh} fl kd.

prftmns qjfwchg fll jdr ckkiatni}d bffbq wjcaj wdrd

f|dr}ns dzjcbc}dm chqcmd jdr }cgj} lc}}chg wfhmdr bri( C

ntq}ltnns lczdm ks dsdq tpfh jdr andi|igd ihm C aftnm qdd }jd

ft}nchd fl jdr drda} hcppndq bdhdi}j jdr dniq}cacqdm nfw+at}

}fp ihm qjd wiq wdirchg i bniae picr fl }cgj} lc}}chg ndggchgq(

Jdr qech }cgj} ndggchgq anthg }f jdr atr|iadftq qdzs bfms

dhibnchg jdr }f lnith} jdrqdnl d|dh kfrd itmiacftqns wjcaj

}rcggdrdm fll ks ntq} ihm ckigchi}cfh(

Wdhms arftajdm mfwh ch lrfh} fl kd bdqcmd }jd lcrd

pniad wc}j jdr ndgq qprdim wcmd fpdh mriwchg ks i}}dh}cfh

}f jdr crrdqcq}cbns dhgigchg art}aj( C aftnm qdd }jd lich}

ft}nchd qjipd fl jdr qdard}dm |igchi( Qjd }jdh }trhdm irfthm

}f q}fed }jd lcrd. wc}j jdr btk rcgj} ch lrfh} fl ks liad ihm

fhad igich C }rcdm }f afhadin ks drda}cfh bdhdi}j }jd jdk flks qjcr}(

C} inn gf} bc} }ff ktaj lfr kd ihm C ldn} nced C wiq ibft}

}f drtp} nced i |fnaihf chqcmd ks pih}q ihm C hddmdm }f

prfkp}ns afkd tp wc}j ih dqaipd pnih( Ntaecns Oimd aikd }f

ks rdqatd ihm qjd ch|c}dm kd }f dzpnfrd irfthm }jd

gtdq}jftqd. fl wjcaj C gnimns }ffe tp fh jdr flldr( Oimd cq i

lrddnihad irajc}da} wjf qpdacincqdq ch }jd rdq}fri}cfh fl fnm


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kf|cd ch 1 mckdhqcfh ihm }jd i}}iaedrq mcm hf} q}ihm i

ajihad( C qiw Pd}d pthaj fhd gts ch }jd ajdq} ihm C jdirm }jd

gtsq rcbq ariae( Jd }jdh tqdm }wf f}jdr gtsq jdimq iq

askbinq. ecaedm ihf}jdr gts ch }jd binnq. ncl}dm jck fll }jdgrfthm tpqcmd mfwh ihm ehddm jck ch }jd liad( Fhd gts

}rcdm }f i}}iae kd ihm Pd}d Eiri}d ecaedm jck ariqj bihm

winnfp ch}f i }ibnd ihm }jd bddr gniqqdq qkiqjdm bdhdi}j

jck( D|dh}tinns }jd bfthadrq aikd fh }jd qadhd ihm }jds

}jrdw }jd gtsq ft} fl }jd ptb( Hf wis wftnm }jd bfthadrq

bf}jdr Pd}d iq d|drsbfms ehdw jck i Jikkdrjdim ihm }jd

Kim Hfr}jdrh Biq}irm ihm jd nc|dm tp }f jcq rdpt}i}cfh( Wd

lchcqjdm ftr mrcheq ihm ndl} }jd ptb ihm qfkd fl }jd gtsq

wdrd wic}chg ft}qcmd lfr tq( Pd}d }ffe fll jcq oiaed} ihm

rfnndm tp jcq qndd|dq ihm }jd kiedqjcl} }iqelfrad qaikpdrdm

tp }jd rfim nced ri}q ndi|chg i qchechg qjcp(

Jdhrs fhad }fnm kd }ji} fhd fl jcq ki}dq wiq bdi}dh tp

ihm jfqpc}incqdm bs i gihg fl sft}jq. otq} bdaitqd jd wiq gis

ihm wjdh Pd}d lfthm ft} jd pt} }jdk inn ch jfqpc}in(

In}jftgj Pd}d cq qfkdwji} jfkfpjfbca. jd wftnm hd|dr

gc|d i jfkfqdztin gts i jirm }ckd otq} lfr bdchg gis( Fh }jd

afh}rirs Pd}d ji}dq ihs echm fl btnnschg dqpdacinns bs ihsfhd

wjf cq riacq}( Fh i ldw faaiqcfhq Pd}d }fnm kd }ji} bf}j fl

jcq pirdh}q wdrd bniae ihm }ji} jd wiq i wjc}d hcggdr( I}

lcrq} C iqqtkdm }ji} i Aircbbdih+Dhgncqj aftpnd jim imfp}dmjck bt} afhqcmdrchg jcq igd. C |drs ktaj mftb} }ji} wiq }jd

aiqd( C aih fhns iqqtkd }ji} jd cq }dnnchg }jd }rt}j ihm }ji}

jcq ktk ihm mim ird bniae bt} jd wiq bfrh wjc}d(

Rdgirmchg Jdhrsq qdztinc}s. C ji|d inwisq qtqpda}dm }ji} jd

wiq gis d|dr qchad ftr misq i} Thc|drqc}s( C lcrq} kd} Jdhrs ch

i hcgj}antb }ji} wiq i pfptnir q}tmdh} jihgft} ihm jd wiq


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im|dh}trftq fl kdh. lrfk i}}dkp}chg }f aji} jdr tp. iq qjd

wiq qckpns wis ft} fl }jdcr ndigtd ihm }jds wftnm lddn

ipprdjdhqc|d ihm qdnl afhqacftq d|dh bdlfrd }jds jim d|dh

t}}drdm i wfrm)

Pd}d ihm Jdhrs ihm jim inrdims wjffpdm d|drsbfms i} pffn

qf wd mdacmdm }f pnis i gikd fl bfwnq fh }jd ptbq

afkpt}drcqdm gikdq qsq}dk( Iq }jdrd wiq qf kihs fl tq wd

mdacmdm }f picr tp wc}j diaj f}jdr ihm Wdhms ajfqd kd iq

jdr pir}hdr( Wdhms athhchgns tqdm }jd faaiqcfh }f ia} }jd

mtkb bnfhm bckbf ihm qjd afsns }trhdm }f kd ihm qicm(

Jdnp kd Oikdq5 qjfw kd wji} }f mf(

Chhfadh}ns C q}ffm bdjchm jdr gdh}ns jfnmchg jdr jihm. wjcnd C

airdltnns dzpnichdm jfw }f tqd }jd jihm afh}rfn( Wdhms

pnisltnns wcggndm jdr btk igichq} ks grfch ch i pnisltn

kihhdr(

Wdhms nitgjdm ihm qjd kimd i qkt}}s rdkire ibft} }jd

jihm afh}rfn. }jdh qjd qicm(

Oikdq. nd}q mf c} }fgd}jdr5 sft q}ihm bdjchm kd ihm

jdnp kd }f eddp ks binihad bdaitqd C ik lddnchg ri}jdr}cpqs(

Wdhms ptqjdm jdr btk jirm igichq} ks grfch ihm C ldn} i

qdztinns q}cktni}chg dnda}rcain ajirgd piqq }jrftgj ks grfch

}ji} }rcggdrdm fll ih drda}cfh( Wdhms athhchgns pfqc}cfhdm

ks dhdrgcdm pdhcq bd}wddh jdr bt}}faeq ihm }jdh qjd

kihigdm }f gd} i q}rced fh jdr lcrq} i}}dkp}( Wdhms wcggndm


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Jdhrs ihm C bdgih }f nitgj ihm Jdhrs nffedm iarfqq }jd }ibnd

i} kd ihm qicm(

Wji} wiq }ji} inn ibft}. mcm sft qdd jcq liad6 ]jd BntdCmfn cq kfq} adr}ichns i |drs }ftajs qtboda} irfthm jdrd. nd}q

grib qfkd pikpjnd}q lrfk }jd rdadp}cfh ihm }ied ihf}jdr

nffe i} }jd hf}cad bfirm ft} ch }jd air pire(

C mcm iq Jdhrs qicm ihm wd q}ffm bdlfrd }jd hf}cad bfirm }ji}

rdim(

]jd Bntd Cmfn Kdd}chgjftqd cq i

qd|dh}ddh}j adh}trs btcnmchg(

Inndgdmns }jd btcnmchg birdq c}q hikd

bdaitqd c} wiq ndl} cmnd( C} kis ji|d

mdrc|dm c}q hikd lrfk qfkd}jchg }ji}fhad wiq afhadindm wc}jch c}q grfthmq(

Jdhrs }trhdm }f kd ihm qicm(

]jd wfrm mdrc|dm. iq tqdm ch }jcq qdh}dhad kdihq }f fb}ich

fr bd }iedh lrfk qfkd}jchg dnqd ihm afhadindm kdihq

jcmmdh iwis ft} fl qcgj}( Ch f}jdr wfrm Oikdq. }jd Bntd Cmfn

Kdd}chgjftqd wiq hikdm il}dr qfkd}jchg }ji} wiq ainndm

}jd Bntd Cmfn( C} kis ji|d bddh edp} i jcmmdh iwis ch qdard}

chqcmd }ji} btcnmchg. prfbibns wjdh c} wiq tqdm iq i Ytiedr

kdd}chgjftqd( Iaafrmchg }f }jd chlfrki}cfh ch }jd

pikpjnd}. }jd kdd}chgjftqd wiq ndl} thfaatpcdm ihm c}

bdaikd i mdrdnca} btcnmchg( Pcdachg }jd ocgqiw ptnd

}fgd}jdr. C wftnm qis }ji} }jd Bntd Cmfn cq ih fboda} fl d|cn


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ndi|chg }jd ksq}drs thqfn|dm( Fhd

iaafth} anickq }ji} }jd jftqd wiq

rdpicrdm wc}j }jd }ckbdr }iedh lrfk

fhd fl Pdhhq qjcpq ihm i }ji} }jd

qjcpq bntd lcgtrdjdim wiq lczdm }f fhd

fl }jd gibndq. bt} hf }riad fl qtajlcgtrdjdim dzcq} }f }jcq mis( ]jd

rdafrmq qjfw }ji} }jd btcnmchg wiq

ehfwh iq }jd Fnm Jftqd. th}cn }jd ni}d

93}j

Adh}trs wjcaj qtggdq}q }ji} }jdhikd]jd Bntd Cmfn cq rdni}c|dns

kfmdrh(

C afh}chtdm }f rdim }jd chlfrki}cfh afh}ichdm wc}jch }jd

pikpjnd} ihm c} wiq ltnn fl afh}rimca}cfhq ch rdgirmq }f }jdfrcgch fl }jd hikd fl }jd Bntd Cmfn. wjcaj immdm }f }jd ptnd

bdjchm }jd ksq}drs( C }trhdm }f Jdhrs ihm qicm(

]jcq pikpjnd} cq qf afhltqchg ihm c} cq ltnn fl

afh}rimca}cfhq( Wji} }jd liae ird }jds }rschg }f jcmd6 ]jcq cq

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