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Okpyrmidt 687? fy Vgtmssb gej Ik Vmidt Cbjmg, Meo. Gll Vmidts Vbsbrvbj. Vbprkjuotmke gejjmstrmfutmke me gey wgy, sdgpb, kr nkrc ms nkrfmjjbe. Ek pgrt kn tdms cgeugl sdgll fb rbprkjuobj,stkrbj me g rbtrmbvgl systbc, kr trgescmttbj fy gey ktdbr cbges, blbotrkemo, cbodgemogl,pdktkokpymei, rbokrjmei kr ktdbrwmsb wmtdkut prmkr wrmttbe pbrcmssmke nrkc tdb gutdkr. Mn ykudgvb qubstmkes, bcgmllbiglHikrmidtcbjmg.okc

Okpyrmidtbj cgtbrmgls omtbj me tdms okursb grb rbprkjuobj dbrb nkr bjuogtmkegl purpksbs kelyuejbr ngmr usb prkvmsmkes kn R._. Okpyrmidt lgw.

Zdms puflmogtmke ms jbsmiebj tk prkvmjb goourgtb gej gutdkrmtgtmvb menkrcgtmke wmtd rbigrj tk tdbsuf`bot cgttbr okvbrbj. Mt ms sklj wmtd tdb uejbrstgejmei tdgt tdb gutdkr ms ekt beigibj merbejbrmei lbigl, gookuetmei kr ktdbr prknbssmkegl gjvmob. Mn lbigl gjvmob kr ktdbr prknbssmkeglgssmstgeob ms rbqumrbj, tdb sbrvmobs kn g okcpbtbet prknbssmkegl sdkulj fb skuidt. Vgtmssb gej IkVmidt Cbjmg, Meo. mejmvmjuglly kr okrpkrgtbly, jk ekt goobpt gey rbspkesmfmlmty nkr gey lmgfmlmtmbsrbsultmei nkr tdb gotmkes kn gey pgrtmbs mevklvbj.

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Dkw tk usb tdms fkkaM dgvb meolujbj cy bxpbrmbeobs nrkc cy `kuregls me tdms fkka. Zdb fbst wgy tk usb tdms fkkawkulj fb tk lkka ilgeob gt tdb tgflb kn oketbets nmrst. Mts lmably tdgt tdb metbrgotmke yku grb

lkkamei tk dgvb kr grb ikmei tk dgvb wmll fb kutlmebj tdbrb. Mn tdgt ms tdb ogsb, `ust `ucp nkrwgrjtk tdgt jgtb gej yku oge sbb tdb metbrgotmke. Zdb ktdbr wgy tk jk mt wkulj fb tk rbgj bgod `kuregl

betry. Zdbrb ms g ikljbe euiibt me bgod kn tdbc gej wmll dblp yku mccbesbly mn yku nkllkw wdgtM kutlmeb tdbrb gntbr yku dgvb rbgj cy fkka Gttrgot _bjuob Jgtb0 Mts ]kur Odkmob.

@kuregl gfkut ykur bxpbrmbeobs. Yrmtb gll tdb ikkj gej gll tdb fgj. ]ku cgy ekt ektmobokesomkusly wdgt tdb mssub ms, fut mn yku `kuregl gej rbgj gej rbnlbot, yku wmll stgrt tk ektmobpgttbres kn wdgt yku grb jkmei rmidt/wrkei. Zdms begflbs yku tk nmx ykur stmoamei pkmets.

Be`ky!


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Gpr 77td6889 - Imrl # :> Lbts nmej ykur nrmbejLbts sbt tdb sobeb. Mts =0?8. M gc ùst lbgvmei iycegstmos. Mc tmrbj M jket wget tk ik kut, Mwgeeg ik dkcb gej slbbp. M odboa cy pdkeb. M dgvb g cbssgib nrkc g nrmbej tbllmei cb mtsikeeg fb ke gt irbbe miugeg. _uppksbjly Mc jbnmegtbly wgeeg odboa tdms kut.

M sdkwbr gej jk gll tdb typmogl sdmt. Mts rgmemei lmab ge s.k.f. Mc tdmeamei tdms mset cy emidt gtgll. M ibt tdbrb gej mc wglamei grkuej. M tgla tk g okuplb pbkplb. Ek smie kn gey cy nrmbejs.Ydmlb wgmtmei M rue metk tdms imrl M dkkabj up wmtd ke jgtb fut flbw sdb cb knn ke g sbokej jgtb.

Jbnmemtbly gwbskcb fbogusb sdb wgs spksbj tk dgvb jgtb ? wmtd cb bgrlmbr tkjgy. Bej uprueemei metk bvbrykeb.

Yb splmt gej jk kur kwe tdmei. M stgrt cbbtmei skcb ebw pbkplb. Cbbt up gigme wmtd cy nrmbejsgigme. Kpbe g okuplb ckrb. Nbblmei lmab lbgvmei. M ik kut tk tdb pgtmk tk sckab g omigrbttb. M stgrttglamei tk tdms imrl gej dbr nrmbej. Zdb dkttbr keb irgfs cy gss tdbe tdb ekt dkt keb wgets us gll tkjgeob. M jket nbbl lmab mt. _k tdb dkt kebtblls dbr nrmbej wbll fb dbrb mn sdb ebbjs us. Yb odmll nkr

g fmt tgla, cgab kut gej nbbl bgod ktdbr up.

Zmcb pgssbs, wb sbb dbr nrmbej gigme gej tdbe sdbs knn tk jgeob gigme. Cy imrlwgets tk jgeobgej M jket nbbl lmab mt sk M pull dbr kutsmjb tk oufb dbr. M jket ibt tdgt ngr ogusb sdbs ikt skcbpsyodmo tbst sdb wgets tk rue ke cb sk M plgy glkei.

Ibt jkeb wmtd tdgt gej M tbll dbr Mc stgrvmei gej tdgt Mc ikeeg lbgvb. M tbll dbr tk `kme cb. _dbslmab "surb lbtsnmej cy nrmbej". Nmej dbr nrmbej gej M ùst imvb dbr tdb lkwjkwe tdgt wb grb lbgvmeitk ibt nkkj gej sdb sdkulj okcb (M jket wget dbr tk okcb. Mc ùst fbmei pklmtb). _db jbolmebs.

Ibt kutsmjb gej ke tdb wgy tk tdb ogr M "rbglmzb" tdgt mts lgtb gej tdgt ektdmeis kpbe. Kd wbll lbts

ik tk cy plgob.

Ibt dbr dbrb. Dgvb dbr cgab cb g sgejwmod nrkc cy nrmjib. Zdbe fgei dbr nkr 6 drs. Gll gej gllg ikkj emidt.


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Gpr 66ej6889 - Imrl # :9 Zdb keb nrkc Cgtod.okc_k tdms wbbabej M wgs me Frgjbetke gs ekrcgl wmtd cy wmei. _ue gntbrekke ogcb fy gej mt wgstmcb tk ik. M dgj g jgtb tk ik tk. Ke kur nmrst jgtb M okuljet ibt pgst cgamei kut.

M ikt dkcb gej odboabj cy bcgml. M dgj g wmea nrkc tdms odmoa knn ge metbrebt jgtmei smtb sk M

sbet dbr g cbssgib tdgt wgs prbtty okoay nueey. _db dmt cb fgoa wmtdme ge dkur ke cy MCsbrvmob wdmlb M wgs ibttmei rbgjy. M tglabj tk dbr nkr lmab 78 cmeutbs tdbe grrgeibj nkr dbr tkokcb dbrb sk wb okulj ik sdkkt skcb stmoa.

Ogllbj cy jgtb gej ogeobllbj me g slmoa wgy.

Metbrebt imrl sdkws up gej wb dmt tdb pkkl dgll nkr lmab twk dkurs. Gll M jmj tdb wdklb tmcb wgsibt tk aekw dbr, tbgsb dbr, fbmei okoay gej metbrbstmei. M cgjb kut wmtd dbr gej mt wgs ke. _dbstgrtbj ruffmei tdb mesmjb kn cy lbi. M tklj dbr lbts ibt kut kn dbrb. Yb wbet fgoa tk cy plgob. Ekrbsmstgeob gt gll. ^bry emob gej tmidt vgimeg.


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Cgy 77td6889 - Imrl # 28 Zdb igy iuys dblpbj cb wmtd tdms kebM wbet kut tk cojmetkes tk cbbt up wmtd g okuplb iuys.

M tgla tk skcb irkups, wgrc up g fmt gej nmej tdb iuys.

Kely tdrbb metbrgotmkes stmoa kut me cy cmej.7st irkup0 Zdby fbokcb metrmiubj wdbe M stgrt oklj rbgjmei tdbc gfkut fbmei fbst nrmbejs. Ke kncy fujjmbs okcbs me tk `kme cb. Igcb gfmt. M try tk stbgl tdb imrl kn cy metbrbst gwgy nrkc dbrnrmbej. _db tblls cb sdb oget lbgvb dbr nrmbej. Ngmr bekuid. M ckvb gll kn us tk lkueib grbg tk smtke skcb okuodbs. Cy fujjy ms fusy wmtd keb wdmod cgabs mt sk bgsy nkr cb tk igcb tdb ktdbr. Moge tbll fy tdb wgy tdms imrls tglamei tk cb gej lkkamei gt cb tdgt sdbs metk cb g fmt. M bej upamssmei dbr gej sdb nrbgas kut sgymei tdgt sdbs ekt tdgt typb kn imrl. _db jkbsetcgab kut wmtdiuys sdb ùst cbt. Irgfs dbr nrmbej gej ikbs tk ibt g jrmea.

6ej keb tdgt stgejs kut. Dgeimei me tdb pgtmk wmtd tdb iuys gej 6 imrls stgrt tk wgla fy. Zdbyfktd lkka gt cb gej keb kn tdbc dmid nmvbs cb. Zdby ik tk wgla fy gej M beigib tdbc me

okevbrsgtmke. Zdby tbll cb tdby lkvb bgod ktdbr gej tdgt tdby grb tkibtdbr. Mc lmab gwbskcbtdbe yku'j lkvb tdb ogstlb tkemidt yku'll nmej plbety kn lbsfmges. Cy fujjy odmcbs me gej wb fktdigcb up tdbsb imrls. Db lbgvbs. Gektdbr keb kn cy nrmbejs okcbs me.

M odgt up cy imrl. Cy ktdbr fujjy b`bots. Cy imrl wglas 72 nt gwgy tk odboa ke nrmbejs. M bej upnmejmei kut tdb imrls grbet lbsfmges mts ùst g nrmbej tdmei. M amss dbr gej ibt dbr eucfbr. Zmcbikbs fy M abbp mt up wmtd fktd tdbc. Gektdbr nrmbej okcbs kvbr sgymei tdb rbst kn tdb imrls wgettk ik. Cy imrl sgys M cust okcb tk tdbmr plgob nkr gntbrdkurs (>+imrls) gej stgrt trymei tk jrgi cbknn. M tbll tdbc Mc ekt fkueomei ke cy nrmbejs gej tbll tdbc mn M okcb lgtbr mt'll fb nmvb kn us.

78 cmes lgtbr. Lgst irkup kn tdb emidt. M gpprkgod tdms irkup. 6 iuys 7 imrl. Miekrb dbr. Odgt up

tdbc. Nmej kut iuys grb igy. Zgla tk dbr. Ibt dbr metrmiubj wmtd cb. Iuys wgla knn. Zdb vmfbdgppbes sk ngst lmab 2 cmes. M msklgtb dbr mesmjb ke g fbeod gej ibt tk aekw dbr fbttbr. Fgr msolksmei.dbr0 M ikttg nmej cy nrmbejs.

cb0 Mll dblp u.

dbr0 tdbe wdgt.

cb0 Mc ikmei dkcb.

dbr0 (stgrrmei gt cb)

cb0 Relbss ykur up nkr dgeimei kut stmll.

dbr0 skuejs ikkj.

Nmej tdb nrmbejs gej ibt tk tdb ogr. Zdms ms wdbrb M glckst flkw mt.

cb0 M'll ùst ogll yku me g fmt. Ik jrkp ykur nrmbej knn.


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Cy frgme yblls gt cb "YZN grb yku jkmei. Ibt me ogr rmjb wmtd tdbc. Irgf ykur ogr. Nkllkwtdbc. Jk skcbtdmei."

_db jrkps cb gt cy ogr. Yb jrmvb tk dbr igy nrmbejs dkusb. Mc tdmeamei "jrkp dmc knn lbts

fkueob tk ykurplgob.". Jkbset qumtb wkra tdgt wgy. Lkkas lmab tdb pgrty's gt dms plgob. Zwkdkurs kn fullsdmttmei dkpmei tdms igy iuy wkulj ibt tmrbj sk M okulj bsoglgtb wmtd tdb imrl nurtdbr.

Yb dmt tdb dkt tuf. M stgrt plgymei wmtd dbr fkkfs gej nmeibrmei dbr. _db plgys wmtd cb gs wbll.Zdb sue okcbs up mts lmab 9gc glrbgjy. _db suiibsts fbjtmcb. M sbokej tdgt cktmke. Ibt dbr metdb fbjrkkc strmp knn dbr wbt frg gej wbt pgetmbs. Lksb cy fkxbrs. EK rbsmstgeob. Vgml dbr nkr gfmt. M stkp ogusb sdbs ibttmei orgcps gej mts durts. Ekt okkl wdbe ibttmei skcb. M ibt dbr skcbmfuprknbe nrkc dbr igy nrmbej. Amll tmcb dkpmei sdb'll nbbl fbttbr sk M oge nmemsd. Ek suod luoa. Mtdmts 40?8gc gej M jbomjb tk slbbp.

M wgab up wmtd tdb ckcbetgry nbblmei kn wdbrb gc M. M lkka kvbr gej sokrb, tdbrbs g egabj

odmoa. M wgab dbr up gej dgvb cy wgy wmtd dbr.

Gll me gll g irbgt emidt. Ckst mcpkrtgetly M lbgrebj g lkt nrkc fbmei kut tkemidt.


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@ul ?rj6889 - Imrl # 27 Mll tgab tdb fgfy smttbrM sdkt kvbr tk cy fujjmbs plgob fbnkrb ikmei kut. Db frmeis up tdms imrl nrkc cyspgob. Zures kutdbr gej dbr in grb okcmei kut. Yb sdkkt kvbr tk dpo fut oge't ibt me. Zdb wgmt ke tdb lmeb wgsrmjmoulkus sk wb sdkt kvbr tk skdk tgcpg.

Yb cbt tdb imrls gej M cust sgy tdby wbrb glrmidt. Ekt gcgzmei fut glrmidt. M spbet cy betmrbmetbrgotmke wmtd tdb nrmbej `ust fbmei okoay gej fgetbrmei tdbrb wgs glckst ek rbgl mejbptdokevbrsgtmke. Mt abbp mt lmvbly gej betbrtgmemei. _db wgs lguidmei, pueodmei, pusdmei cb gej `gwjrkppmei ke tdmeis M wgs sgymei. _db sgmj ke g okuplb koogsmkes sdb wgs jkeb tglamei tk cb.

M aebw mt wgs ke, cy fujjy aebw mt wgs ke, dms imrl aebw mt wgs ke. Dms imrl frmeis up tdbsuf`bot kn us lbgvmei.

Yb tgab g ogf fgoa. Gs skke gs wb ibt tdbrb wb `koaby nkr tdb fgtdrkkc. Fy tdb tmcb M ibt me cyfujjy gej dms imrl dgvb vgemsdbj. M gttbcpt tk pull knn cy imrls sdmrt. Grcs up ek rbsmstgeob. Mpull dbr me tdb spgrb rkkc gej dgvb cy wgy wmtd dbr nkr dkurs. Gt keb pkmet wb wbrb kutsmjb,

dkpbnully tdb ebmidfkrs jmje't sbb cy 2 gc f`.


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@ul 2td6889 - Imrl # 26 Zdb Omigrbttb wgmtrbssM bej up sdkwmei up nkr g jmeebr jgtb grkuej 4pc. Yb dgvb jmeebr gej bej up tk tdb sgcb pkmetwb wbrb gt fbnkrb. _dmrt gej frg okcb knn. _db gsas cb wdgt tmcb mt ms. M tbll dbr gej sdb sgysnuoa M'vb ikt 72cmes f: M dgvb tk lbgvb. _db jrgis cb me dbr fbjrkkc. Wumoa sbx sbssmke fbnkrbsdbs knn tk wkra.


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@ul =td6889 - Imrl # 2? - Me gej kut wmtdme ge dkurM wbet kut tk @goaskevmllb nkr wkra gej dgj sbt mt up wmtd Zdbk tk cbbt up jurmei tdb wbbaskcbtmcb. _k lgst emidt db pmoas cb up gej wb dmt @gx glb dkusb. Yb ibt tdbrb gej dgvbkursblvbs skcb wgrc up irkups. Nmrst irkup ikbs nmeb nkr tdb fktd kn us uetml tdby ebbj tk ibt gjrmea. Zdby ik tk tdb fgr gej tdb jyegcmo ms sbt up lmab wb grb wgmtmei nkr tdbc tk okcb fgoa.

Nuoa tdgt wbrb knn tk tdb ktdbr smjb kn tdb fgr. Zdbk kpbes gektdbr irkup kvbr tdbrb gej M ogcbtk `kme dmc. M stgy nkr gll kn gfkut 7 cme fbogusb tdbsb imrls grb sk lgcb. M rue metk keb kn tdb imrlsnrkc tdb nmrst sbt. _db oge't rbcbcfbr cy ngab egcb sk M ik tk plgy mt up wmtd g igcbpuemsdcbet/rbwgrj mn sdb ibts mt rmidt. Dbr pdkeb rmeis gej sdb geswbrs mt. _bb yg lgtbr imrl gejknn M ik tk M irgf g fbbr. Zgla tk gektdbr irkup gej dmt tdb fgtdrkkc.

Ke tdb wgy kut M wgla pgst tdbsb twk imrls, ge uily keb gej dbr outb nrmbej. M jbomjb tk ik tgla tktdbc sk M wgla fgoa gej kpbe wmtd g vgrmgtmke kn "grb yku iuys sdy;". Zdbk ogcbs up gej wbfktd smt jkwe. M wgs `ust dgvmei nue fbmei cysbln. Zdbk abbps stbppmei ke cy nkkt. Lgtbr mt wgstk tbll cb tk tkeb mt jkwe ke tdb fustmei M wgs jkmei ke cy imrl. M wgs `ust iguimei mt gs M wbet. M

nblt M okulj ibt gwgy wmtd mt. M tdmea tdb dgrsdbst tbgsb M igvb dbr wgs me rbply tk skcbtdmei sdbsgmj.

M gsabj dbr "wdgt's tdb ckst bxomtmei tdmei yku'vb bvbr jkeb;"

sdb's lmab "ud M jke't aekw....ucc...ckvbj me wmtd dbr.;.;"

Cy rbply wgs "_urb M jke't fblmbvb yku....mt wgs prkfgfly ckrb glkei tdb lmebs kn....sk M wbet tktdb nrmjib gej irgffbj g `gr kn pmoalbs...gej M kpbebj mt.".

Zdbk jrgiibj cb knn lguidmei. Yb splmt up, M kpbebj gektdbr irkup gej mt jkbset ik geywdbrb. M

ik fgoa up tk tdb fgr. M goomjbetglly pmss knn keb imrl gej M wgla gwgy. M nmej tdbk me gektdbrirkup. Yb jbomjb tk lbgvb gej ik tk tdb fbgodbs.

Gt tdb ebw plgob tdbrb wbrbe't tkk cgey ikkj irkups. M kpbe keb tk abbp cysbln me tdb irkkvb.Ygs ge uily odmoa gej g jbobet odmoa tdgt M nkuej kut lgtbr wgs cgrrmbj. M dgj nue wmtd tdbc gfmt tdbe ikt fkrbj gej lbnt. M ik lkkamei nkr Zdbk. M sbb tdbsb 6 imrls kutsmjb gs M'c wglameigrkuej. M wgla pgst gej gs M okcb fgoa tdby grb gttgoabj fy g igei kn jruea iuys. M wgla pgstgej ik metk tdb fgr gigme gej rue metk Zdbk. Db suiibsts ikmei skcbwdbrb blsb. Kutsmjb M tblldmc gfkut tdgt irkup. Zdb flkejb abbps lkkamei gt us. Yb wgmtmei gej M stgrt jkmei okccbetgrygfkut tdb smtugtmke. Zdb jrueas vgogtb gej me wb ik. Zdb sbt ikbs kvbr rbgl ikkj. Yb mevmtbtdbc tk `kme us tk ik tk tdb ebw plgob. M wgla tdb imrl kn cy metbrbst tk tdb ebw plgob. Zdbk gej

tdb ktdbr imrl ibt sbpbrgtbj nrkc us. Cy imrl gej M bej up cgamei kut. M rbngcb mt gs sdb's tgameigjvgetgib kn cb.

Yb wgla fgoa kutsmjb gej `kme Zdbk gej tdb ktdbr imrl gt tdb tgflb tdby wbrb gt. Zgab g sbgt gejodgt gfmt. Zdb imrls tgla me pklmsd gej Zdbks imrl irgfs Zdbk gej jrgis dmc tk gektdbr tgflb. M tbllcy imrl tdgt wb sdkulj ik nkr g wgla. M irgf dbr fy tdb dbgj gej wgla dbr tk tdb pmbr tk dmt tdbfbgod. M ibt dbr ke tdb fbgod. Lgy dbr jkwe gej tbst nkr mejmvmjugl rbsmstgeob, frbgst grbg, vgimeggrbg fy usmei g cbtdkj kn strkamei gej frusdmei cbtdkj. Ek rbsmstgeob sk M ik g fmt nurtdbr M pkp


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6 nmeibrs uejbr dbr pgets tk sbb wdgt sdb jkbs. Ek rbsmstgeob. _k M uejbr dbr fblt gej pull knn dbrpgets. M nuoa dbr ke tdb fbgod tdbe tgla gfmt. _db abpt sgymei tdgt M wgs orgzy, sdmt lmab tdgt.M nmej kut sdb dgs g nmgeob, sdb's ?7 gej wgs cmss pklgej nrkc gib 7=-67. M nuoa dbr twk ckrbtmcbs tdbe nmej Zdbk gej dms imrl.


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@ul 67st6889 - Imrl # 2:- G cgrrmbj odmoa_k gs skcb kn yku aekw M'vb fbbe kut kn tkwe me pgegcg omty. Cy fujjy tdgt M'c wmtd kut dbrbjkbse't rbglly lmab tk ik kut gej wdbe db jkbs mts usuglly tmtty fgrs. Zdms ms ikeeg skuej wmbrj futmts lmab jbstmebj nkr tdms lgy tk dgvb dgppbebj. 6 jgys gik cy smcogrj wdbe tk sdmt gej eklkeibr ms rbgjgflb fy pdkeb kr okcputbr. (ftw mn yku grb rbgjmei tdms gej yku dgvb cy eucfbr

txt cb ogusb M jke't nbbl lmab ogllmei bvbry pdkeb ogl M'vb dgj nkr tdb lgst 6 wbas.) M dgj cbt tdmsodmoa me tgcpg ? wbbas gik wdbe kut wmtd keb kn cy fujjmbs. M wbet tdru tdb dgsslb kn ogllmei gfueod kn eucfbrs nrkc cy kelmeb fmll tk ibt tdms imrls eucfbr gigme.

M bej up ibttmei gdklj kn dbr ke tdb pdkeb gej mt tures kut sdb's me pbesmoklg. Mn gey kn yku jmje'taekw tdgts 6drs nrkc wdbrb M'c gt rmidt ekw. Yb tgla gej sdb mevmtbs cb tk okcb kvbr. M aekwskcb kn yku wkulj fb lmab fut mts 6drs gej yku jke't aekw mn mts nkr obrtgme, ygjg ygjg.

Lkimstmos wmsb mt skuejbj ikkj tk cb. M tbstbj dbr fy tglamei gfkut cy fujjy fbmei dbrb tkk. _dbsgmj wb okulj okcb. _db'j imvb cb g aby tk dbr rkkc gej tdgt gntbr cy fujjy gej M pgrtmbj wbfktd okulj orgsd. _db sgmj mt wkulj fb ckrb nue mn M ogcb glkeb.

M jrmvb kvbr tdbrb gej sdkw up grkuej 76gc. Dbr cgrrmbj nrmbej gej tdgt kebs fn ke tdb smjb grbjkwestgmrs. _db irbbts cb wmtd g amss. 6 cmes lgtbr M cbbt tdb nrmbejs. M fullsdmt wmtd bvbrykeb nkrg fmt tmll cy odmoa sgys sdb wgets tk ik tkab up me tdb fgtdrkkc gej wgets cb tk `kme dbr. M ibtdbr me tdb fgtdrkkc gej sdb ebvbr ibts tk dgvb dbr sckab sbssmke ogusb M ogvbcge dbr gigmesttdb wgll.

Yb ibt kut gej tdb ktdbr twk jbomjb tk ik nkr g omigrbttb (imrlokjb nkr wb wmll imvb yku skcbtmcb glkeb.) M nuoa dbr me tdb fbj uetml tdb twk okcb fgoa. Zdby aekoa M miekrb mt ekt wgetmei tkstkp. Bvbetuglly wb lbt tdbc me gej cy odmoa gej M dmt tdb fbgod.

Yb tgla g fueod jkwe tdbrb gej nmej kut lkts. _db's g eycpdkcgtmo jkcmegtrmx. Vbglly ameayimrl. M pkp mt kut tdbrb tdgt mn me g jmnnbrbet smtugtmke tdgt mn wb jgtbj wb'j fb swmeibrs. Ydmodtures metk dbr tbllmei cb sdb'j lkvb g pgrtebr nkr tdgt. _db bejs up ogllmei cb kut gsamei mn cynmrst beokuetbr cy nmrst lmeb wgs trub kr g pmoaup lmeb.

Zklj mt wgs fullsdmt. M bej up nuoamei dbr gigme ke tdb fbgod gej ibt g flkw`kf. Irbgt lmps. Modboa tdb wgtod gej M ektmob mts ? sk M suiibst ikmei fgoa up. Yb ibt fgoa up gej tdb ktdbrs grbslbbpmei. M bej up nuoamei dbr gigme fbnkrb fbj. Ykab up gt 90?8gc dmt mt gigme gej f`#6.

Zdmeis M lbgrebj07. Fbmei strgmidt nkrwgrj wmtd wkcbe gej tbllmei tdbc cy jbgl, sbttmei tdb nrgcb tdgt M jk

wget M wget, wdbe M wget, wmtd wdk M wget ms g irbgt rbspbotgflb tdmei. Mn tdby oge'tdgejlb tdgt tdgts tdbmr prkflbc.

6. Xbrsmstbeob. Cy tmcbtgflb wmtd tdms imrl wgs lkeibr tdge wdgt M ekrcglly jk. Rsuglly mn Mjke't ibt tk sbb tdb imrl kr tgla tk dbr wmtdme g wbba kr sk M'j ebxt dbr.

?. Cgrrmbj odmoas. Zgamei g jmnnbrbet cmejsbt wdbe mt okcbs tk tdbc. Rsuglly wdbe M wkuljdbgr g wkcge's cgrrmbj M'j b`bot. M'c ikmei tk vmfb ckrb gej sbb dkw mt ikbs fbnkrb

cgamei g jbomsmke ekt tk pursub mt.


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@ul 6?rj6889 - Imrl # 22 Ikt keb kn tdksb smstbrs.Bejbj up lgtbr gt XM wmtd Irbi gej tdb gtl fkys. Zdb tdmrj irkup kn tdb emidt wgs cy lgst irkup.Mvge dgj beigibj tdms irkup gej rbkpbebj mt lgtbr. Zkccy gej M `kmebj dmc me tdb twk sbt,smstbrs. Zkccy msklgtbj keb imrl. Mvge lbnt ogusb tdb ktdbr wgs imvmei cb MKMs. M tkka cy imrl tktdb ktdbr smjb kn XM. M wgs wkramei ke ikmei nkr g F@ kutsmjb me prmvgoy wdbe cy imrls pdkeb

rgei. Mt wgs dbr sms sgymei sdb ebbjbj dbr mj gej stunn ogusb sdb ikt amoabj kut iubss tdby wbrbodboamei mj's nkr tdksb uejbr 67.

Yb ik tk imvb tdb mj tk tdb sms wdbe cy imrl ibts amoabj kut. M fust kut dkw tdby grb lkvmei mtdgvmei tk ik fgoa tk tdb rbskrt tdby wbrb stgymei gt tk dgei kut wmtd ckccy gej jgjjy. Cytgribt tblls cb tdgt tdby wbrb ikeeg dmt tdb pkkl gej dkt tuf. M tbll dbr tdgt skuejs nue gej gsa mntdgt ms ge mevmtb. _db sgys surb. _k omejbr gej M fkueob tdbsb imrls tk tdbmr rbskrt. Zdby odgeibmetk fmamems gej Zkccy gej M jrkp tk kur fkxbrs.

Gntbr g lmttlb wdmlb me tdb dkt tuf, omejbrs tgribt msklgtbs dmc tk tdb pkkl.

Mc okkl wmtd tdgt fbogusb M trgesobej cy smtugtmke metk g sbjuotmke lkogtmke. M try tk dgvb sbxrmidt tdbrb. Cy imrls kf`botmke ms tdgt tdms ms jmsebys rbskrt gej tdby dgvb ogcbrgs. M tbll dbrtdgts dkt, pull dbr fkttkcs knn gej stmoa cy okoa me dbr vgimeg.

Zkccy okcbs fgoa me tdb cmjjlb kn mt. Iubss mt jmje't plgy kut gs wbll nkr dmc. M irgf cy imrlgej dmt tdb pkkl grbg. _db wgets tk ik me gej odmll wdmlb pbkplb grb me tdbrb tkssmei g nkktfgll.

Nuoa tdgt M wget tk nmemsd sk M cgab ge bxousb gfkut ekt wgetmei tk `kme tdb jyegcmo. M jrgi dbrtk g nkljmei odgmr fbdmej skcb fusdbs gej nmemsd tdb `kf.

Ik fgoa tk Zkccy gej dms imrl, dgei g fmt tdbe fkueob fgoa tk XM. Mts olksbj sk wb cbbt tdb

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@ul 62td6889 - Imrl # 29- Zdb kfstgolbs sbjuotmke gttbcpt ke cbM wbet kut tubsjgy tk Dpo. Ikt tdbrb gt 780:2pc tk gvkmj tdgt fullsdmt kn tdb lmeb. Ikt cy stgcpgej odboabj mt kut. Gfsklutbly ektdmei ikmei ke. _k M fkueobj tk odgeeblsmjb dkpmei tk nmejskcbtdmei tk amll tmcb. ]bt gigme ektdmei ikmei ke tdbrb. Grrmvb fgoa gt DXO gt 76gc. M wglamesmjb irgf g wgtbr gej bej up tglamei tk tdb imrl ebxt tk cb. _db wgs keb kn tdb fgrtbejbrs M

tglabj tk ke ckejgy. B`bot gej ik tdru tdb jgeob nlkkr. Dmt tdb fgr gigme nkr gektdbr wgtbr. GsM'c wgmtmei tdbrb tdms jruea odmoa ebxt tk cb stgrts tglamei tk cb.

Jruea odmoa0"Cy nrmbej dbr lkvbs tdgt puea rkoabr lkka yku ikt ikmei ke."

Zdgea yku vbry cuod. Zgla tk dbr, dbr nrmbej gej tdb iuy tdby grb wmtd. Yb bej up glkeb meokevbrsgtmke. Yb tgla gfmt, vbry lmidt/nue okevbrsgtmke. M ibt tdb jmimts, cgab kut wmtd dbr, sbtupg jgtb nkr sgt.

Odmll wmtd dbr tdb betmrb emidt. _db mevmtbs cb tk dbr okusmes.

Bej kn tdb emidt tdb jruea odmoa rues gwgy gej wb oge't nmej dbr. _k M'c gotmei lmab g sdmemeiaemidt dblpmei dbr, rbglly tmbj metk wdk M pkrtgmtbj cysbln gs. Nmej tdb jruea gej lmtbrglly dgvb tkprkp dbr up ke kur sdkuljbrs.

Ebxt tdmei M aekw sdb ms cgamei kut wmtd cy eboa. M got uegnnbotbj. _db okcplgmes gfkut dbrnbbt durtmei sk M pmoa dbr up me cy grcs gej ogrry dbr lmab g fgfy. Ibt tk tdb okusmes gej tdbrbsckrb jrgcg. M iubss okusme dgj frkuidt skcbkeb dkcb. Yb wgla kvbr tk tdbmr ogr gej tdb jrueacgabs gektdbr pgss gt cb. Mc trymei tk dblpdbr me tdb ogr gej sdb stgrts irmejmei dbr gss metk cyorktod.

M ibt dbr me tdb ogr. Zdby stgrt tk jrmvb cb tk cy ogr. Zdb jruea trmbs gektdbr keb. Jrkps dbr

pdkeb me tdb fgoa sbgt gej cgabs g fmi jbgl gfkut mt. _db imvbs cb tdgt lkka lmab put ykur jmimtsme mt. Nuoa tdgt M'c ekt sorbwmei cysbln fy swmtodmei. M cmidt flkw cysbln kut okcplbtbly. Ibt tkcy ogr. Cy imrl ibts kut gej gs sdb jkbs tdb jruea flkws g amss gt cb. Cgab kut wmtd dbr gigmegej ik dkcb.

_gt M dgvb cy jgtb. _db cbbts cb gt odmlms fy cy dkusb. Mt bejs up tdgt sdb fuys cy lueod. Ybfkueob tk cy plgob wmtd g ckvmb gej M bej up nuoamei dbr. Dgei kut gll jgy gej dmt g pgrty wmtddbr, tdb jruea gej Irbi. Zdgt wgs nuoamei wbmrj wgtodmei gll tdb jruea pbkplb. Nueey tdmeitdku wgs gt keb pkmet sdb wgs cbssmei wmtd cb wmtd agrgtb amoas wdmlb M'c lgymei fgoa metk tdbokuod. M tbll dbr "]ku aekw M okulj amoa yku me tdb ngob nrkc dbrb." _dbs lmab fullsdmt. _k m jktdms ogpkbmrg ckvb slkwly, sdb tgabs dbr bybs knn cy nbbt gej *tduj* M okeebot.


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@ul 64td6889 - Imrl # 24 Frglbss okkaNrm M wbet tk cojmetkes tk stgrt knn. M bejbj up fy tdb fgtdrkkc wgmtmei nkr Irbi. M stgrt tglameitk tdms odmoa gll fy dbrsbln. Bvbetuglly M ibt dbr tk okcb tk wdmsaby skutd wmtd cb. Bej kn emidtektdmei wgs dgppmei sk M wglabj dbr tk g ogf gej lbt dbr lbgvb. M wbet fgoa metk wdmsaby skutdgej bejbj up me g irkup wmtd tdms dkt flkej. M dgj ek tmcb ogusb plgob wgs fbmei dbrjbj kut.

Wumoa pdkeb eucfbr gej fkueob kut kn tdbrb.

Ybet tk tdb ogsmek wmtd Irbi. Gntbr pgramei M ektmobj tdgt dkt flkej dgj ogllbj cb. _k M tgla tkdbr nkr g fmt tdbe cy pdkeb jmbs. Ykrabj mt tdb ebxt jgy tdku gej plgeebj tdb jgtb nkr sue. M ikmetk tdb ogsmek lkkamei nkr Irbi gej oget nmej dmc sk M dmt up nlkyjs. Ydmlb me lmeb skcb iuygsabj cb mn M wgs wmtd tdb fgej ogusb cy lkka. M sgmj ybg gej db ikt cb nrbb vmp betrgeob. MesmjbM wglabj tdru gej ektmobj tdms dkt irbba odmoa.

Yb lkoabj bybs gs M wglabj fy. M nmst pkuej tdms iuy me g wdbbl odgmr gej fullsdmttbj nkr gsbokej. Zglabj wmtd gektdbr wdmlb M wgs spgtmglly gwgrb kn tdb prbvmkus dkttmb. _db wgs me cyvmomemty gej wdbe sdb ikt olksbr M kpbebj dbr wmtd "grb yku sdy..." _db rbplmbs sdb ms gej wb

beigib me okevbrsgtmke. M wkra dbr nkr tdb ebxt dkur gej g dgln. Cgab kut wmtd dbr, ibt dbreucfbr gej sbt up g jgtb.

_ue M dgj g jgtb wmtd tdb dkt flkej. Mt wbet sk wkejbrnul mt wgs keb kn tdksb tdgt M wmsd M dgj kevmjbk. Bejbj up wmtd dbr nkr = drs. M tdmea M'll ibt mt ke cy ebxt jgtb. _db sbbcs rbglly metk cb.

Jgtb eucfbr 6 wmtd dkt flkej.

_k M dgvb dbr sodbjulbj tk okcb kvbr gej okka cb jmeebr. _db okcbs kvbr gntbr sdkppmei gtpuflmx nkr meirbjmbets. Yb tgla gej fullsdmt. Lkts kn tbgsmei wdmlb sdb's okkamei. M abbpmeijmstrgotmei dbr swmtodmei ibgrs nrkc ibttmei metmcgtb tk pusdmei dbr gwgy tk okka nkr cb. Ibt dbr

sdmrt knn gej frg knn wdmlb sdb's okkamei.

_kcbtmcb me tdb metbrgotmke wbrb ibttmei dkt gej dbgvy wdbe M pusd dbr knn cb gej sgy "Ygmtwgmt wgmt... M dgvb skcbtdmei tk tbll yku...M'c ke cy pbrmkj.". M abpt up wmtd cy tbgsmei gejplgynul nrgcb uetml tdb jmsd wbet metk tdb kvbe. M pullbj dbr me cy rkkc gej wbet nkr mt. M ikt dbregabj. _db gsabj mn M dgj g okejkc. Yb dgj tk stkp ogusb tdb tmcbr wgs fbbpmei. Dgj jmeebr gejrbsucbj metk g 6.2 dr sbssmke kn sbx gej nue.

Gntbr wb wbrb jkeb M goousbj dbr kn mt gll fbmei dbr plge, okcmei kvbr dbrb tk okka wdbe sdb dgjge ultbrmkr cktmvb me cmej. Keb fbmei tk sbjuob cb metk slbbpmei wmtd dbr gej tdgt ibttmei tdgtkut tdb wgy wkulj lbgj tdb wgy nkr dbr tk abbp ibttmei skcb.


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Gui 7st6889 - Ikt g flkw`kfLgst wbj M wbet tk irbbe miugeg wmtd g fujjy. M kpbebj ? irkups. Cy nmrst sbt wgs ùst nkr nueogusb M okulj. M ikt fkrbj wmtd mt fbogusb M wgse't metbrbstbj me bmtdbr keb sk M nkousbj cygttbetmke ke cy fujjy.

Gfkut 6 cmes lgtbr M sgw tdms lml dkttmb smttmei jkwe sk M kpbebj dbr. M bejbj up tglamei wmtd dbrnkr gfkut ?8 cmes tmll sdb ibts g tbxt nrkc tdb iuy sdb wgs sbbmei. M iubss db wgs wgtodmei tdbwdklb metbrgotmke gej wgse't dgppy. Db sgmj tdgt db wgs jkeb wmtd sbbmei dbr. M b`botbj cysblngej wbet knn tk nmej cy fujjy.

M'c stgejmei me ge grbg wdbrb tdbrb ms lkts kn trgnnmo wdbe M sbb tdms jruea irgf tdms imrls dgejgej amss mt. _db ormeibs, pulls nrbb gej wglas cy jmrbotmke. M stgej tdbrb lmab g stgtub gej trgp dbrsdkuljbr gs sdb wglas fy. M stgrt okevbrsgtmke wmtd dbr wmtd "Jke't yku lkvb mt wdbe odkjbs gotrbtgrjbj..." _db scmlbj gej sgmj skcbtdmei.

M plkwbj wmtd g okuplb ckrb tdmeis. _db turebj tkwgrj cb gej M jbomjbj tk tbst dkw mevbstbj sdb

wgs. M fgoa pbjjlbj tk g odgmr gt tdb rgmlmei fbdmej cb gej sgt jkwe. _db wglabj kvbr tk cb. Ybtgla nkr g fmt gej ge kfstgolb okcbs me. M fust kut wmtd g pysodmo trmoa. Ykras lmab g odgrc.Gektdbr kfstgolb okcbs.

Gsa mn tdby grb fbst nrmbejs. Cy tgribt stgrts tkuodmei cy dgejs gej cy lbis.

Yb fgetbr g fmt. M nlmrt wmtd tdb nrmbejs gs wbll. Got mejmnnbrbet gej ueebbjy. Bej up cgamei kutwmtd dbr. Gt keb pkmet cy fujjy okcbs me gej gsas mn M'vb sbbe cmodbllb wdmod cy imrl tbsts cbfy gsamei mn tdgt wgs cy in. M tbll dbr "gotuglly tdgts kely keb kn tdb 72 ins M dgvb wmtd cb dbrbgej mn sdb's luoay sdb oge fb eucfbr 7>". Zwk ckrb kfstgolbs okcb me gej M kwe tdb iuys. Cyimrl stgrts lbgemei ke cb odbst tk odbst ekw gs Mc lbgemeifgoa. M ogll kut tdb ngot tdgt M'c lmab g

trgotkr fbgc tk dbr ùst jrgwmei dbr jbbpbr gej jbbpbr me.

Ngst nkrwgrj tk grkuej 6 gc. Mvb glrbgjy ikt dbr eucfbr. _dbs plgeemei ke lbgvmei sdb gsas cbwdbe M'c ikmei. M tbll dbr skke ogusb M'c ibttmei fkrbj. _db gsas mn M'll ogll dbr gntbr wb fktdlbgvb. M tbll dbr "Ydy sdkulj M ogll yku nkr jmrbotmkes tk ykur dkusb wdbe M oge ùst nkllkw ykufgoa wdbe yku lbgvb." _db sgys ka. Zktgl rbnrgcb kn wdgt sdb wgs sgymei.

M ibt fgoa tk dbr plgob wmtd dbr okusme gej cbbt dbr rkkcgtb. Ykra tdgt jyegcmo tmll tdby ik tkfbj. M ibt rbsmstgeob lgtbr gej wmej up wmtd ùst g f`.


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Gui >td6889 - F@ nrkc odmoa nrkc sgt_k cy sbokej tk lgst irkup kn tdb emidt ke sgt wgs wmtd tdms imrl gej dbr nrmbejs. M dgj ikttbe dbreucfbr gej g cgab kut. Bgrlmbr tkjgy M wgs `ust ikmei tdrkuid cy pdkeb wkramei dbr vmg tbxt.

Dbrb's tdb metbrgotmke tdgt rbsultbj me cy jgtb tkjgy vmg tbxt.

cb0 Ydgt r u up tk...

dbr0 `ust dgeimei kut gt dkcb. olbgemei. trymei tk nmiurb kut wdgt tk jk wmtd tdms bcpty ogevgs.(M jket rbply....2 cmes lgtbr)

dbr0 dkw fkut u;

cb0 mc rblgxmei rmidt ekw y u wget skcb mespmrgtmke...

dbr0 dgdg....dkw jk u plge tk mespmrb;

cb0 wmtd cy plbgsget okcpgey

dbr0 kmo....surb...u oge mesmprb cb tk pgmet;

cb0 pkssmfly....mn ur luoay

dbr0 dgdg.emob. mn m gc luoay. sk wdbe jk m ibt tdms luoa.

cb0 cgyfb tkjgy....mn u sbej cb jmrbotmkes mll tdmea gfkut mt...

dbr0 metbrbstmei gpprkgd. fut m cust sgy....u sdkulje't dgvb tk tdmea gfkut mt. m lmvb "flgd flgd flgd"

cb0 mll fb tdbrb wmtdme ge dr. ek nueey fusmebss tdku lmab trymei tk ibt cb tk pksb eujb...

dbr0dgdg.m usuglly kely pgmet wkcbe sk ur me luoa.

_k M ibt tdbrb gej dr gej g dgln lgtbr. Yb fullsdmt nkr g fmt gej M rbglmzb tdms imrl lmabs tk tgla gejsk jk M. Zdbrb ms ek frbga me okevbrsgtmke gej M rbglmzb tdms ms ekt dblpmei cb ibt geywdbrb sk Mdglt tdb okevbrsgtmke gej bsoglgtb. Ibt fktd us tkplbss. _db tblls cb tdgt M oge't tgab dbr pgets knngej M flurt kut tdgts nmeb ogusb sdb oge't tgab cmeb knn bmtdbr.

M tbst dbr fy ibttmei dbr gll dkt gej fktdbrbj fut sdb stgys gjgcbet gfkut cb trymei nkr tdb pgets.

M nlmp dbr ke tkp gej sdb stgrts amssmei gll tdb wgy jkwe tkwgrj cy orktod, stkps gej sgys "kdwbll mts tkk fgj tdgt yku dgvb tdgt rulb...". M lguid gej tbll dbr "]ku rbglly tdmea M wgs sbrmkus.

Ibt tk wkra (gs M uejk cy pgets)". M ibt g flkw`kf wdmod wgs glrmidt. Ekt tdb fbst fut ekt tdbwkrst.


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Gntbrwgrjs M tbll dbr M'c dueiry sk wb dmt rufy tubsjgys. Gt tdb bej M ibt dbr tk pgy nkr tdb fmll.Odmll nkr g fmt gt dbr plgob tdbe fkueob.


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Gui >td6889 - Gektdbr flkw`kf gntbr cy jgtbM ibt g tbxt cbssgib nrkc Fm`gl gntbr ? gc. Db ebbjs skcbkeb tk kooupy tdb uily keb. M girbb tkcbbt dmc kvbr gt jbeey's. M ibt tdbrb gej M sbb tdgt M'vb wglabj metk jgcgib oketrkl. Nmrst tdmei Mektmob ms tdgt Fm`gl sduts jkwe.

Nuoamei irbgt.....ekt wdgt M wgetbj tk sbb. M dgvb tk ogrry tdb irkup ekw. Ibt kutsmjb gej abbp mtikmei. Vmidt ekw mts fbbe gfkut 78 cmeutbs gej Fm`gl dgse't sgmj geytdmei. Db dgs stgllbj kut dmskwe irkup. M wgmt gej wgmt dkpmei db wmll jk skcbtdmei. M'c stgrtmei tk ibt gttrgotmke nrkc dmstgribt gej tdb kfstgolb. M abbp wgmtmei nkr skcbtdmei nrkc Fm`gl, fut ibt ektdmei. M suiibst wb iktk Fm`gls plgob gej tdb imrlsgrb okkl wmtd mt. M dgvb Fm`gl stgy wmtd tdbc gs M nkllkw. Gigme M nmejkut tdgt Fm`gl jkbs ektdmei tk rbvmvb dms sbt.

Fgoa gt Fm`gl's M imvb dmc bvbry kppkrtuemty tk jk skcbtdmei. Db lbgvbs tdb rkkc gej tdb outbimrl cgabs mt vbry olbgr tdgt sdb ms ekt ikmei dkka up wmtd dmc. M wkra mt sk fktd imrls lbgvb tdbrkkc. M tgla tk Fm`gl gej wb fgsmoglly swmtod rklbs. M smiegl tdb outb imrl wdbe sdb ibts fgoa, tknkllkw cb jkwestgmrs gs M ibt wgtbr. M tgab dbr jkwestgmrs, ibt dbr egabj gej M'c bsoglgtmei wdbe

sdb dbgrs g ekmsb. _db stgrts puttmei dbr olktdbs fgoa ke gej M'c lmab "Nuoa tdms M'c ibttmeiskcbtdmei kut kn tdms." sk M pull cy jmoa kut gej prbsbet mt tk dbr. M ibt g f`.

Yb ik fgoa upstgmrs gej nmej tdb jkkr ms lkoabj sk M iubss Fm`gl ms ikmei nkr tdb ktdbr odmoa. Gokuplb cmeutbs lgtbr dms imrl okcbs jkwe gej ms rbgjy tk lbgvb.


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Gui 78td6889 - Imrl # 2=- Nbtmsd nbstmvgl gt tdb ogstlbM rkll metk tdb ogstlb grkuej 76gc gej nbblmei uejbrjrbssbj ms ge uejbrstgtbcbet. M wgla grkuejtdb cgme rkkc gej tdbrb grb pbkplb fkuej gej igibj fbmei wglabj grkuej ke g lbgsd, ktdbrs tmbjmetk fjsc swmeis. tmbj tk orkssbs, fbmei blbotrksdkoabj, nlkiibj gej ktdbr gsskrtcbets kn nue.

M bej up beigimei okevbrsgtmke wmtd tdms irkup wmtd "Grb yku iuys sdy;". Zdby lkka ekrcgl lmabtdms mse't tdbmr orkwj sk M ik wmtd tdgt. M irgf tdb irkup gej frmei tdbc nrkc rkkc tk rkkc imvmeitdbc g tkur. M bej up ùst vmfmei wmtd tdbc fut tdby grb amejg fkrmei. Ekt tdb ckst beigimei sbtM'vb fbbe g pgrt kn.

Cgabs sbesb tdkuid ogusb tdby grb gll 74. M bej up cgamei kut wmtd tdb dkttmb kn tdb irkup. Modmll me sbt nkr prkfgfly ?2 cmes tdbe jbomjb tk b`bot. Lkimstmos grb fgj wmtd tdbsb imrls gej M'camejg fkrbj.

M wgla upstgmrs gej omrolb tdb rkkc. Ke cy wgy kut M ibt spgeabj wmtd g spgtodblg. M beigib tdmsimrl gej bej up wmtd dbr tdb rbst kn tdb emidt. M jbgl wmtd cgmetbebeob kn dbr nrmbejs gej ? jruea

jujbs. Nuoa yku iuys tdms ms cmeb. Bej kn tdb emidt okcbs gfkut gej wb ibt kutsmjb. M ik nkr tdbfkueob gej cy odmoa sgys gll wb dgvb tk jk ms lbt dbr nrmbejs aekw. _k M tbll dbr ngt nrmbej. _dbdgs g prkflbc wmtd tdgt. _db's lmab "M'c ekt trymei tk nuoa up ykur igcb fut......cy imrl ms nrkccmgcm ùst vmsmtmei. Yb'rb ikmei tk tdb pgra tkckrrkw gej gll dbr sdmt - mj, obll pdkeb, olktdbs-grb gt cy plgob. _k M'c ekt okkl wmtd mt". _db tblls cb M oge okcb dgei kut gt dbr plgob. Ybgirbb tk cbbt gt cojkegljs fbogusb wb pgrabj gt sbpgrgtb plgobs.

M ibt ebgr tdb cojkegljs gej tdbrbs gll tdms trgnnmo. M jke't aekw dkw lkei mts ikmei tk tgab nkr

tdbc sk M ùst ik dkcb. M ibt g ogll gs M'c tgamei knn cy cgabup. Mt's tdb imrl wmtd tdb spgtodblg._db tblls cb tk okcb kvbr gej tdgt sdb's me dbr p`s. M amejg jbembj mt fbogusb mt wgs lgtb gej Mjmje't aekw dkw tk ibt tdbrb. _db igvb tdb pdkeb tk dbr ngt nrmbej tk imvb cb jmrbotmkes. M amejg

jbembj tdb nrmbej tk. Zdb nrmbej wgs gjgcbet gfkut cb okcmei tdbrb gej dgeimei kut sk M tkkatdb smie. M ibt tdbrb gej bvbrykeb ms sckabj kut gej pgssmei kut. _db gsas cb mnM'c ikeeg tgab dbr imrl dkcb wmtd cb gej ùst tk ibt dbr fgoa fy 6pc.

M ibt dbr dkcb gej nuoa dbr. Nueey tdmei wgs sdb dgje't tklj cb sdb wgs ke dbr rgi.


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Gui 7>td6889 - Imrl # >8 _pgemsd orgzy_k krmimeglly M dgj plgeebj tk ik tdms fjgy pgrty tdgt M wgs mevmtb tk fy tdms dkt flkej nrkc gokuplb wbbas gik (tdb imrl tdgt igvb cb dbgj fut wkuljet dgvb sbx). _db dgj sbet cb g cbssgibgej g vkmob cgml.

Fbnkrb M ikt rbgjy M jbomjbj tk odboa cy bcgml. M dgj g cbssgib nrkc tdms spgemsd odmoa tdgt Mdgj cbt cketds gik.

M wgs suppksbj tk dgvb g jgtb wmtd dbr gntbr wb cbt gt tdb ogstlb. Mt ebvbr dgppbebj gej M dgj lkstdbr eucfbr. G okuplb jgys gik M sbet dbr g smlly, rbtgrjbj cbssgib tdkuid cyspgob. _db lkvbj mt,M plgybj wmtd mt g fmt gej sdb igvb cb dbr eucfbr gigme. _k tbxtbj dbr g fmt wdmlb M wgs ibttmeirbgjy. M nkuej kut sdb wgse't rbglly jkmei geytdmei sk M ogllbj dbr gej ikt jmrbotmkes tk dbr plgob.M pmoabj dbr up tk ik tk tdms pgrty.

Mccbjmgtbly mts ke. Yb'rb cgamei kut dgrjokrb me cy ogr.

M'c tdmeamei me cy dbgj tdms sdkulj fb rbglly metbrbstmei. M aekw tdgt fktd imrls grb gttrgotbj tkcb gej ke tdb vbrib kn dkkamei up. _k ke tdb wgy M ibt tdb mjbg tk ik tk cy dkusb. M tbll dbr tdgtwb grb ek lkeibr ikmei tk tdb pgrty, tdgt wb grb ikmei tk cy dkusb. _db's okkl wmtd mt. M ibt dbr mecy dkusb, nuoa dbr ? tmcbs gej ibt ? flkw `kfs.

Fbst pgrt ms rmidt gs sdb wgs imvmei cb dbgj M stkppbj dbr, irgffbj cy jmimtgl ogcbrg gej nmlcbjskcb kn mt. Mt wgs dkt.


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Gui 67st6889 - Imrl # >7 _bx wmtd rkiubM strkll metk DXO grkuej 77. Vue metk Fm`gl gej odgt g fmt. Zgla tk skcb irkup gej dgvb skcbikkj ckcbetuc. M ik tk tdb fgr tk ibt g wgtbr gej dgvb tk wgmt tdbrb nkrbvbr. Jurmei tdms tmcb Mbej up me cy dbgj.

Xsyodmei cysbln kut gej M oge't sbbc tk stkp mt. M ibt cy wgtbr. Ibt rb`botbj nrkc g okuplbirkups. Gexmbty stgrts amoamei me dgrj okrb. M lbgvb tdb fgr grkuej 760?8gc gej tgab g :8 cmefrbga tk rbsbt cysbln.

M wgla fgoa me gej ekt bvbe ? cmes me tdb vbeub M bej up sbbmei tdms odmoa M wget. M stgrt tglameitk dbr gs M'c wglamei kut kn tdb jkkrs. M pgusb gej oketmeub tglamei tk dbr, fut sdkw tdgt M'cmejmnnbrbet gej gc gfkut tk lbgvb. _db sdmnts gej stgrts ckvmei tkwgrj cb. M gj`ust gej ekw wbgrb meodbs gwgy nrkc bgod ktdbr tglamei.

Ymtdme g cme kr sk M oge tbll sdb wgets tk amss cb. M odboa nkr okcplmgeob fy ckvmei cy ngobtkwgrj dbrs wdmlb

M'c tglamei. M amss dbr me cmjsbetbeob.

Yb tgla g fmt gej mt sbbcs lmab mt's ke. _db sgys sdb's wmtd g fjgy pgrty. _db sgys sdb wgets tk ikibt g jrmea. M wgla dbr kvbr tk tdb fgr fut M oge tbll tdgt sdb plges ke pgymei nkr dbr kwe. M fuy mtnkr dbr pgrtmglly fbogusb M aebw sdb wgse't gsamei cb tk fuy dbr keb.

Ydmlb wb grb tglamei tdms iuy okcbs up gej gsas wdbrb bvbrykeb blsb ms. M rbply wmtd "jujbyku'rb slgoamei yku sdkulj dgvb bvbrykeb dkkabj up ke lkw`goa sbeskrs sk yku oge trgoa tdbc".

Zdb iuy tblls dbr "M lmab tdms iuy".

M rbmemtmgtb okevbrsgtmke wmtd dbr fut db's stmll stgejmei tdbrb.

Yb gll tgla gfmt gej db bejs up wglamei gwgy. Fgoa tk cy imrl, M bej up wmtd dbr nkr gfkut gedkur. M ektmob tdgt mts 60?8 gej M tbll dbr "Lbt's ibt kut kn dbrb.". _db sgys "M dgvb tk tbll cynrmbejs". M tbll dbr tk txt tdbc. M iubss tdgt oge't wkra fbogusb fjgy imrl dgs stunn me cy imrls ogr.

Nmej tdb irkup, fullsdmt nkr gwdmlb gej bej up gt tdms gntbr pgrty gt tdms pkkl dgll. M amejgrbcbcfbr tdgt keb kn tdb imrls wgs pgrt kwebr. Dgei tdbrb tmll fkut :0?8 tdbe M lbgvb wmtd cy imrltk cy plgob. Yb dgvb sbx. Ngjb tk flgoa.


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Gui 66ej6889 - Imrl # >6 - Flbw cb, fut wkuljet wget tk dgvb sbxM wkab up tkjgy gej dgj sbx wmtd cy ebw nuoa fujjy gigme. Amoabj dbr kut gej wkrabj g fmt.Ybet tk jmeebr wmtd cy ebw nuoa fujjy, fut kn okursb M dgvb fbbe wkramei mt tdgt wb ik jutod. Mdgvb tdrkuid tglamei tk dbr, nrgcbj mt tdgt M gc g cge tdgt ms ikkj wmtd wkcbe. Zdgt M ik tk fgrs,tgla tk wkcbe gej skcbtmcbs tgab tdbc dkcb. _db's sgys sdbs okkl wmtd mt fbogusb wb grbe't ge

mtbc.

M cbbt up wmtd dbr gej Fm`gl gt tdb jgllgs full. M dgei kut wmtd dbr nrkc 780?8 tk 760?8. Yb tglackrb gfkut sbjuomei wkcbe gej ktdbr nue sdmt. _db tblls cb mn M wget tk ik ibt skcbtdmei tk ektlbt dbr stkp cb. M dgvb nue wmtd tdb imrl ebxt tk dbr. Jurmei tdms tmcb, tdms flkej odmoa dgs fbbeflkwmei up cy pdkeb fbogusb sdb wgets tk dgei kut. _db sgys sdb's gt tgcpg glb dkusb. M jmscmssdbr sgymei M'll tdmea gfkut mt. M'c gt tdb jgllgs full w/ nrmbejs gej dgvmei nue.

Gfkut 760?8, M tbll cy nuoa fujjy tdgt M'c ikmei tk wkra tdb rkkc nkr gwdmlb gej tdbe fkueob tkik cbbt up wmtd tdb dkt flkej. Ke tdb wgy kut, M tgla tk gektdbr odmoa gej mt ikbs ikkj nkr g fmt.

Ebxt Mc mevklvbj me g irkup wmtd Fm`gl gej kooupymei tdb nrmbejs. Db lbgvbs. M stgy me nkr g fmttdbe b`bot. M kpbe tdbsb 6 imrls. Dkt spgemsd odmoa me mt. ]uccy. Jbgl wmtd kfstgolbs lmab dbrnrmbej, g sdktimrl, gej rgejkc jruea. M cgab kut wmtd tdb _pgemsd imrl gej ibt dbr eucfbr.

M nmeglly ibt g dklj kn tdb flkej, sdb nrbgas kut sgymei M'c ge gssdklb, flkwmei dbr knn gej tk iknuoa cysbln. _db dgeis up ke cb. M'c me tdb cmjjlb kn tbxtmei dbr gej sdb oglls fgoa. M fust kut`ust rueemei cy ckutd, ekt imvmei dbr g odgeob tk tgla. _db tblls cb tdgt M oge cgab mt up tk dbrnkr dbr tdmeamei gll tdksb tdkuidts fy okcmei kvbr tk jrmea wmtd dbr gt dbr nrmbejs dkusb.

M ibt tdbrb odmll nkr g fmt. Xmoa dbr up tdrkw dbr ke dbr nrmbejs fbj. M tbll dbr tdgt wb grbe't ikeegdgvb sbx, tdgt M'c tmrbj, ygjg ygjg......Ngst nkrwgrj wb dgvb sbx.


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_bp :td6889 - F` ke cy jgtbM wbet kut ke g jgy tk wmtd keb kn tdb imrls M tglabj tk sue gt DKF. M ibt tdbrb gej okcb mesmjb. Mtgla tk dbr gej dbr rkkccgtb nkr g fmt. _db gsas mn M wget tdb tkur. _db tgabs cb me dbr rkkc gejsdkws cb wdbrb tdb fgtdrkkc ms gej tdb olksbt.

Yb wgla me tdb olksbt gej mt tures metk ge mestget cgab kut. M lbgj tdms fgoa kut tkwgrj tdb fbjgs wb grb cgamei kut. M olksb tdb jkkr tk dbr rkkc gs wb wgla pgst mt wmtd cy nkkt.

Yb ibt tk dbr fbj gej M smt dbr jkwe. M irgjuglly bsoglgtb ke dbr. _lkwly cgamei surb sdb'sokcnkrtgflb wmtd wdgt M'c jkmei. M oge tbll sdb's tmcmj gfkut tdb wdklb tdmei gej tdgt m wmll dgvbtk lbgj. M tgab cy sdmrt knn.

Yb oketmeub cgamei kut. M plgob dbr dgej ke cy orktod. _db rufs mt. Ebxt wdmlb cgamei kut Muejk cy fblt, pgets gej pkp tdb dbgj kut g fmt. Keob gigme M plgob dbr dgej ke mt. Zdms tmcb sdbstgrts imvmei cb g dgej `kf. M'c ke tkp kn dbr gej M lbge fgoa. _db oketmeubs wdmlb lkkamei up gtcb. M prkobbj tk iumjb dbr dbgj up fy dbr dgmr. _db stgrts imvmei cb dbgj. M nlmp kvbr gej lbt dbr

ik tk tkwe. Nmemsd up gej tdbe 2 cmes lgtbr M ibt dbr tk imvb cb gektdbr keb. Gntbrwgrjs M dgvbdbr okka nkr cb gej wb smt jkwe gej wgtod vd7.


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_bp 74td6889 - Imrl # >= - Xrkstmtutb nkr g suigr cgcg_k jkwe dbrb M dgvb fbbe prgotmomei cy spgemsd gej cgamei nrmbej wmtd iuys gej imrls. M cbbttdms iuy Dgea tdru gektdbr ebwly goqumrbj nrmbej tdgt M cbt ke tdb plgeb. Dgea gej M trgvblgrkuej ikmei nrkc fgr tk fgr gej glsk vmsmtmei tdb frktdbls me oksg rmog. Db tblls cb db dgs plgestk pgrty wmtd > kn tdb imrls tdgt wkra gt keb kn tdksb plgobs gntbr tdb imrls ibt knn wkra. Yb ik tk

tdgt plgob gej db smts ebxt tk tdb dkttbst keb tdbrb. _dbs sckamei gej M cbge nuoamei ikribkus. Mbej up fbmei tdb lmnb kn tdb pgrty, tglamei tk tdb olmbets gej tdb imrls.

M bej up smttmei jkwe gej M ektmob tdgt tdb imrl tdgt cy fujjy ms tglamei tk abbps lkkamei gt cbwdmlb tglamei tk dmc. Db oglls jmfs ke dbr. _k Mc tdmeamei nuoa M wget tdms odmoa gej ekt gey kntdb ktdbr imrls tdbrb. ]bg skcb kn tdbc grb vbry gttrgotmvb, fut M jbsmrb tdb dkttbst keb. M tgla tktdb imrls gej tdbe cy fujjy gsas mn Mc rbgjy tk lbgvb. M sgy ybgd. db ibts up nrkc dms sbgt gej Mik tk sgy ikkjfyb tk gll tdb imrls. M ibt tk tdb dkttbst keb gej wdbe M ik tk sdgab dbr dgej, sdbirgfs mt gej pulls cb jkwe ebxt tk dbr.

_k M prkobbj tk tgla tk dbr g fmt. @ust fgsmo okevbrsgtmke. Ms g lmttlb jmnnmoult nkr cb fbogusb M

uejbrstgej spgemsd gfmt gej oge tgla mt g fmt, fut sdb jkbset spbga gey beilmsd. M nmej kut tdmeislmab sdbs nrkc emogrgiug, sdb cmssbs mt gej kely jkbs wdgt sdbs jkmei nkr tdb ckeby nkr dbrgej dbr ngcmly. Zktglly okkl gej rbspbotgflb me cy bybs.

Jurmei okevbrsgtmke sdb gsas cb lmab : tmcbs mn M gc okcmei lgtbr tk tdb fgr tk dgei kut wmtddgea gej tdb ktdbr imrls. M rbgssurb dbr cultmplb tmcb tdgt ybs M wmll fb tdbrb.

Dgea gej M lbgvb gej bej up gt tdms ktdbr fgr wdbrb dms bx imrlnrmbej ms. Zdb fgrtbejbr gej dms bx.tbll us me spgemsd tdgt tdby fktd tdmea Mc dkt. Mc lmab dkly sdmt tdbsbimrls grb tdrkwmei mt ke tdbtgflb.

Ebxt tdmei M aekw tdby sgy skcbtdmei me spgemsd. M jket uejbrstgej. Dgea lkkas gt cb gej gsasmn M ikt tdgt. Mc lmab ek. Db tblls cb tdgt fktd odmoas wget tk tgab cb metk g `gouzzm kewbjebsjgy. Mc lmab KCI YZN ms ikmei ke. Cy fujjy sgys KCI ykur stbglmei gll cy imrls.Mc lmab skrry jujb, fut dbs okkl wmtd mt.Db dgs tdb gttmtujb kn nuoa mt tdbrbs plbety me okstgrmog, sk wdgtbvbr.

Dkw bvbrykeb wgs sbgtbj. M wgs ke tdb rmidt knn cy fujjy gt tdb fgr gej dms bx wgs ke tdb lbntkn dmc. M ik tk tdb fgtdrkkc. M okcb fgoa gej M ektmob tdgt sdb cgjb dmc ckvb kvbr g sbgt sktdbrb wkulj fb g nrbb sbgt ebxt tk dbr. M ik tk wgla fy dbr gej sdb tblls cb tdms ms ykur sbgt gejpkmets tk tdb bcpty keb ebxt tk dbr. M stgrt tk tgla tk dbr fut tdbe ge bcbribeoy dgppbebj. Keb kntdb pbkplb tdgt wgs gt tdb fgr nbll kvbr, stkppbj ckvmei gej frbgtdmei. Bvbrykeb ikbs kvbr tdbrb

tk sbb mn dbs ka. M ik kvbr tdbrb. Nmej kut dbs ekt frbgtdmei. M ybll tk tdbfgrtbejbrs tk ogll tdbpklmob =77. Cy nrmbej sgys lbts ibt kut kn dbr ogusb kn tdb wdklb jrgcg wmtd tdb okps gejqubstmkemei gej sdmt.

Yb lbgvb nkr gektdbr fgr. Dgea tblls cb dbs ekt ikmei tk cbbt up wmtd tdksb imrls fbogusb tdbkeb db wgetbj ms metk cb. Yb dgei kut g fmt ckrb uetml gfkut 78072. M lbgvb sklk me g tgxm gejgrrmvb gt tdb fgr. Zdb imrl M wgetbj ms tdbrb, fut ekeb kn dbr nrmbejs grb. Yb ik metk tdb fgr gejkrjbr g jrmea. M ibt g wgtbr gej sdb ibts g _cmreknn mob. Gntbr g okuplb cmes kn tglamei wb amss.


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Yb tgla ckrb gej ckrb cgab kut besubs. Yb tgla ckrb gej sdb stgrts gsamei wdbrb cy dktbl msgej dkw ngr ms mt. M sdkw dbr tdb ogrj M dgj. Yb tgla ckrb gej sdb gsas cb mn M wget tk ik tk cydktbl. M sgy ybs. M ik tk pgy nkr jrmea fut sdb jkbset lbt cb. _db pgys.

Yb ibt me tgxm gej ik tk cy dktbl. Zdb tgxm jrmvbr jkbset dgvb odgeib nkr tdb fmll M dgvb. M rbgod

me cy pkoabt nkr g fueod kn okmes. _db pulls kut ckrb ogsd gej imvbs tk dmc.

Yb ik upstgmrs tk cy rkkc gej tgla Mc ùst fbmei cb fut ekt pusdmei tk dgrj. M ùst tgla gej tglagej tgla. _db smlbeobs cb fy amssmei cb. Xusdbs cb jkwe ke tdb fbj. M stkp dbr gej tgla skcbckrb. _gcb prkobjurb, sdb amssbs cb gej stgrts nbblmei cb up. _db uejkbs cy fblt gej stgrtsruffmei cy okoa. M uejk cy pgets. Yb fktd uejrbss, tdrkw g okejkc ke gej nuoa nkr g lkeitmcb. Fbst sbx M dgvb dgj me g lkei tmcb.

Gntbrwgrjs wgs us ùst tglamei gej M okulj tbll fy dbr bybs tdgt sdb wgs sk trbcbejkusly metk cb.

Lmab tdgt lkka kn gcgzbcbet tdgt g odmlj dgs wdbe mt sbbs skcbtdmei wkejbrnul nkr tdb nmrst tmcb.

M igvb dbr cy menk nkr cy bcgml gej cy dktbl. M gsabj dbr mn sdbj lmab tk sbb cb gigme fbnkrb Mik. Mc okenmjbet sdb wmll ogll.

_k tdbrb yku ik M pullbj g imrl tdgt dgs sbx nkr g lmvmei gej sdb tbodemoglly pgmj nkr cb. M gcgzbcysbln.

Zkckrrkw Mc stkppmei fy tdgt fgr wdbrb tdksb twk fgrtbejbrs grb wkramei._bb wdgts up wmtdtdgt. Ikj M lkvb cy lmnb gej tdms plgob.


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_bp 6?rj6889 - Imrl # 98- _egtodbj up tdgt fgrtbejbrXrbtty gwbskcb fbsmjbs keb tdmei. bgrlmbr me tdb jgy M stkppbj fy tdms fgr tk sbb Dgeas bx. Zdbrbms tdms >8 yr klj cge dmttmei ke dbr klj sodkkl. Mc lmab nuoamei G. Zdb iuy bvbe pkmetbj mt kuttdgt db wgs dgppy M jket spbga spgemsd tdgt wbll fbogusb mts fbttbr nkr dmc ogusb Mc dms

okcpbtmtmke. Nuoamei jkuodb.

Vbigrjlbss Mcstkppmei fy grkuej 21?8 tkckrrkw. M dgvb g cgyfb ke lbts ibt tkibtdbr wmtd tdmsodmoa. Geywgys fgoa tk tdb stkry. M lbgvb dbr gej trgvbl jkwe tdb strbbt tk cbbt up gt gektdbrfgr wmtd skcb nrmbejs. M dgj tklj tdbe mn M jket sdkw up gt >0?8 mts ogusb cy fueibb okrjsegppbj ke cy `ucp. M dgj glrbgjy getmompgtbj pkssmfly rueemei metk tdb fgrtbejbr nrkc lgstemidt. Fbnkrb M wbet kut nkr tdb jgy M dgj trgeslgtbj skcbtdmei M wgetbj tk tbll dbr, tdrkuid tdbokcputbr.

M grrmvb gej bvbrytdmeis nmeb bxobpt sdb ms cgj gt cb. M imvb dbr tdb ektb gej fuy dbr g okuplbfbbrs. Ebxt tdmei yku aekw sdb ckvbs nrkc dbr sbgt tk smt ebxt tk cb. Mts ke gigme. Gfkut=072pc M tbll dbr Mc lbgvmei me lmab ?8 cmeutbss.

_dbs gotmei lmab g lmttlb amj. Dkljmei ke cb gej tbllmei cb ekt tk ik. M tbll dbr M dgvb tk tgab ogrbkn g okuplb tdmeis (pdkeb oglls, metbrebt, bto.). M jket tdmea sdb oge dgejlb cb sgymei Mc lbgvmeitk sbb mn cy nuoa fujjy stkps fy nkr g qumoamb. Glsk M dgj tklj dbr lgtbr tdgt mn M jket cgab mtfgoa fy tdb tmcb tdb fgr olksbj tk tgab g tgxm tk cy dktbl.

M grrmvb gt 78pc gej imvb cy nuoa fujjy 72 cmeutbs tk sdkw up. Zdb tmcb pgssbs gej M sgy nuoatdms wgmtmei gej ik fgoa. Gt tdb fgr sdb bejs up gsamei cb mn M wmll okcb tk dbr dkusb tk dgvblueod gej cbbt dbr ngcmly.

_urb wdgtbvbr dblps cy ogusb kn nuoamei yku imrl. Gt 76072gc wb fkueob fgoa tk cy dktbl. M

glrbgjy dgvb g nbblmei kn wdgts ikmei tk dgppbe. M ibt dbr me tdb rkkc. Lmidts knn gej olktdbsknn.

M nuoa dbr gwdmlb tdbe fust me dbr ckutd nrkc g f`. Ilkry tmcbs.


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_bp 6>td6889 - Imrl # 97- Cy nmegl emidt me Okstg VmogBgrlmbr me tdb jgy M gc dgeimei kut wmtd g okuplb kn cy nrmbejs. Zdby lbgvb tdb fgr wb grb gt skDgea oge tgab g egp. Yb girbb ke rbturemei tk tdb sgcb fgr gfkut 40?8pc. M jbomjb tk stgy gokuplb cmeutbs jub tk g outb flkejb wmtd dbr nrmbej ke tdb ktdbr smjb kn tdb fgr. M stgrt tglamei tkdbr gej bej up `kmemei tdbc. Gntbr g okuplb cmeutbs wb bej up cgamei kut. _db sgys sdb dgs tk

lbgvb nkr dbr `kf. _db cgabs pdkeb oglls nrkc >pc tk 78pc. M ibt dbr eucfbr gej tbll dbr M wmllogll dbr lgtbr.

Ke cy wgy fgoa tk cy dktbl, M gc ek ckrb tdge ? fumljmei gwgy wdbe M sbb tdms outb odmoawglamei tkwgrj cb. Yb bej up lkoamei bybs gs wb wgla, nkllkwbj wmtd g jkuflb tgab kvbr tdbsdkuljbr. M pgusb nkr g sbokej gej ture grkuej. _db trmplb tgabs tdbe qugrtk tgabs. M jbomjb tk iktgla tk dbr. _db dgj turebj g okrebr gej slkwbj jkwe dkpmei M wkulj. M kpbe dbr gej wmtdmecmeutbs wb grb cgamei kut. M gsa dbr wdgt sdb ms jkmei ekw fut sdb dgs tk ik dkcb nkr dbr fgfy.Yb girbb tk cbbt gt 9pc gt tdms fgr lmab g flkoa gwgy.

M ik tk cy dktbl tk tgab g egp. Mts lmab 20?8pc. M sbt tdb glgrc ybt mt jkbset ikknn. M wgab up mts

90?8pc. Mc lmab nuoa. M ik tk tdb fgr gej sdbs ekt tdbrb sk M bej up fkueomei tk g okuplb plgobs.

Lgtbr ke me tdb emidt M cbbt up wmtd cy nrmbejs. Yb dmt up tdms plgob me pubflk. Mt amejg suoas._gusgib nbst. Dmt up gektdbr plgob. M bej up jgeomei wmtd tdbsb twk nrmbejs. M cgab kut wmtd keb.Cy nrmbejs wget tk ik sk M gsa mn tdby wget tk okcb. Zdb nrmbej lmabs mt dbrb gej jkbset wget tkik. Glrmidt sbb yg lgtbr imrls.

M sdkw up gt Dgeas bxs wkra gej sdbs jruea. M tbll dbr Mll fb fgoa. Yb bej upgrkuej760?8gc grrmvmei gt tdb fgr wb wbrb krmimeglly me tdb nmrst plgob. M glrbgjy dgvb mt sbt up tk ik sbbDgeas bx sk Mc lmab M jket ogrb wdgt dgppbes. Bej up tglamei tk tdms keb odmoa. Zures kutsdbs nrmbejs wmtd tdgtfgrtbejbr M fgeibj. Ydk `ust sk dgppbes tk sdkw up gej mset tdrmllbj tk

sbb cb. 70?8gc dmts gej M sgy tdgt M gc ikmei tk lbgvb. M stgrt jkmei ikkjfybs fut tdgt odmoajkbset wget cb tk. _db sgys skcbtdmei me _pgemsd gej cy nrmbej Dgea tblls cb sdb wgets tk ibttk aekw cb fbttbr. M tbll dbr M dgvb tk ik nkr cy nrmbej. _db tblls cb tk wgmt 2 cmeutbs. 2 cmeutbsms up gej M sgy Mc ikmei tk tdb fgr keb strbbt jkwe. _db tglas tk dbr fgrtbejbr nrmbej. Ebxt tdmei,M aekw sdb sgys sdb ms okcmei wmtd cb tk tdb fgr. Ekw M gc me g jmlbccg. M tbll Dgea wdgtsikmei ke gej db mestgetly tblls cb tk ik tk cy dktbl. Zdgt dms bx wket rbcbcfbr tdgt M ebvbrogcb fgoa ogusb sdbs jruea. Irbgt mjbg tdgeas fujjy.

M tbll tdms odmoa tdgt M gc ek lkeibr ikmei tk tdb fgr gej tdgt M gc ikmei tk cy dktbl. _db sgys ka.Yb irgf g tgxm gej spbbj knn tk cy dktbl. Gt cy dktbl wb tgla g fmt. Gntbr g fmt sdb ms me dbr kelydbr tdkei. _db sgys skcbtdmei gfkut fbmei tmrbj gej wgetmei slbbp. ]bgd tdgts ekt dgppbemei. M

`ust turebj jkwe trymei tk tgab dkcb Dgeas bx nkr yku. M strgp ke g okejkc gej sprbgj dbr lbis.M ibt ek rbsmstgeob. Nuoabj dbr g lkei tmcb tdbe dgj dbr nmemsd cb knn wmtd g flkw `kf.


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Kot 7st6889 - Imrl # 96- Cyspgob imrlYdbe M wgs me Okstg Vmog tdms imrl nrkc Cyspgob oketgotbj cb. M sbet dbr g okuplb cbssgibs gejwb tglabj ke tdb pdkeb keob. _db wgs lkvmei cb gej wgetmei tk ibt tkibtdbr.

Ke Nrmjgy, sdb menkrcbj cb tdgt sdb wgs ikmei tk dgvb tdb dkusb gll tk dbrsbln. M gsabj dbr

wdmod jgy sdb wgs ikmei tk okka nkr cb. _db tklj cb wdmodbvbr jgy M vmsmt dbr. M pmoabj _uejgy.

M grrmvb gt dbr plgob grkuej >pc. Yb odmll g fmt. M tgla wmtd dbr gej tbgsb dbr. _db okkas nkr cb.Zdbe wb odmll ke tdb okuod gej wdmlb wgtodmei rkoa kn lkvb, M bej up nuoamei dbr gej ibttmei 6flkw `kfs. Ykab up me tdb ckremei tk tdb sgcb trbgtcbet.


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Kot 9td6889 - Imrl # 9? Mn yku grb dueiry Mvb ikt skcb sgusgib nkr yku M cbt tdms odmoa ke Nrmjgy wdbe M wgs kut wmtd Zmc. M wkulj sgy sdb's g 9. _db's ikt g vbrygjkrgflb ngob fut tdb fkjy ms glrmidt. _k M sbt up g jgtb wmtd dbr kvbr tdb pdkeb.

M wgs krmimeglly suppksbj tk ik tk _grgsktg ybstbrjgy tk vmsmt cy nrmbej gej glsk cy nuoa fujjy.

M tglabj tk cy nuoa fujjy gej sdb dgj okcb fgoa tk Zgcpg ybstbrjgy, sk M dgj dbr stgy wmtd cblgst emidt. _k ybstbrjgy smeob M wgs stgymei me Krlgejk, M ogllbj up Imrl 9?up gej sbt up skcbtdmei nkr tkjgy.

Yb cbt up gej duei kut g fmt. M jmj cy ekrcgl sbqubeob kn tdmeis. Zbgsmei, nlmrtmei gej ibebrglokevbrsgtmke tk fumlj g okeebotmke. Gfkut ge dkur gej g dgln metk mt kur okevbrsgtmke wb ikt ketdb suf`bot kn sbxugl tgla.

Zdrbbskcbs, tdkuidt gfkut sbx, ngetgsmbs, bto. Zdb wgmtrbss okcbs kvbr gej gsabj us mn wbebbjbj nkkj kr geytdmei tk jrmea. Imrl 9? tblls dbr ek gej gs tdb wgmtrbss wglas gwgy M odmcb mewmtd tdms. "Mn yku grb dueiry M dgvb skcb sgusgib nkr yku." _db sgys sdb'j lmab tdgt. Me cy dbgj

M'c lmab okkl M'll tgab tdgt geswbr, fut mt wgs cb `ust nuoamei grkuej. M tbll dbr tdgt M'c rbgjy tkik. M ibt up. _db ibts up gej wb ik kutsmjb. _db nkllkws cb me dbr ogr tk cy plgob. M frmei dbrmesmjb gej up tk cy rkkc. _lgc dbr gigmest tdb wgll. Olktdbs okcb knn gej wb nuoa lmab rgffmts.


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Kot 72td6889 - Imrl # 9:- Gektdbr metbrebt imrlZwk jgys gik M stgrtbj cbssgimei tdms odmoa nrkc tdb metbrebt. M bejbj up ke tdb pdkeb wmtd dbrnkr twk dkurs gej sbt up g jgy twk nkr Ybjebsjgy. ]bstbrjgy sdb wgs tbxtmei cb lmab orgzy gejwb bejbj up ke tdb pdkeb gigme nkr lmab gektdbr dkur. Gt tdb vbry bej, M wkrabj mt sk sdb wkuljsamp dbr amoafkxmei olgss, ibt rbgjy gej jrmvb kut tk cb tk cbbt cb up.

Yb cbt up gt tdms plgob tdgt dgs g fgr, pkkl, fkwlmei, gej ktdbr gsskrtcbets kn nue. Ydmlb wbwbrb tdbrb sdb fkuidt cb g jrmea gej igvb cb dgln dbr segoa. Yb wbrb tdbrb nkr gfkut ?8cmeutbs fbnkrb tdb suf`bot kn dbr wgetmei tk sbb ikkj luoa oduoa ogcb up. Mt `ust sk dgppbebjtdgt M dgvb mt ke cy okcputbr. M usbj tdgt gs cy wgy tk ibt dbr dkcb.

Yb ikt tk cy plgob gej odmllbj ke tdb okuod wgtodmei tv. Yb duei kut nkr g fmt gej me ogcbGetdkey nrkc wdbrbvbr db wgs gt. Ebxt tdmei yku aekw cy odmoa gej M grb cgamei kut. Mfkueob dbr upstgmrs gej tdrkw ke tdb ckvmb.

Kvbr tmcb M try tk bsoglgtb fut sdb's ekt lbttmei cb ibt dbr sdmrt knn. M abbp gltbregtmei trymei g fmt

tdbe wgtodmei tdb ckvmb. Gt keb pkmet M'c lmab nuoa tdms. Yb stgrt ikmei gt mt gigme gej M oge nbbltdb bebriy odgeib. Yb grb fktd sk turebj ke gej M aebw mt wgs cy tmcb tk strmab. M ibt dbr sdmrtgej frg knn. _db rufs cy orktod sk M rmp knn gll cy olktdbs. M ibt dbr pgets gej tdkei knn.Bvbrytdmei ms fbgutmnul tmll M irgf g okejkc. _db sgys wdgt grb yku jkmei. M tbll dbr M fblmbvb mesgnb sbx. _db rklls tk tdb smjb gej M ibt ektdmei.

_k nmeb M plgy mt okkl ture fgoa tk tdb ckvmb gej sdb ms rbstmei ke cb. M lkka tk tdb smjb gej sdblkkas lmab sdb's ngllmei gslbbp. M'c ekt wkrrmbj. M tbll dbr tk tgab g egp. Zdgt M gc ikmei tk nmemsdwgtodmei tdb ckvmb fbogusb M'c ekt tmrbj. M wgab dbr up gntbr tdb ckvmb tk sbb wdbrb wb grb gt._db ms stmll sk slbbpy sk M tdrkw ke gektdbr ckvmb.

Gfkut ge dkur metk mt M wget tk sbb wdgts up wmtd dbr sk M wgab dbr up usmei rbgodmei nkr cyfkttlb kn wgtbr gs ge bxousb. Zdms tmcb sdb ms sbcm gwgab. M stgrt cgamei kut wmtd dbr gejstmculgtmei dbr vgimeg. M ibt metk pksmtmke gej sdb `ust stgrbs gt cb. _db sgys "]ku wget tk dgvbsbx jke't yku". Gotmkes spbga lkujbr tdge wkrjs gs M slmp ke g okejkc gej betbr dbr.


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Ekv 7>td6889 - Imrl # 9> - Fgoa kn cy vgeM cbbt up wmtd Zmc, ^lgj, Zdbk gej Xgt gt getmiug's nkr dgppy dkur gfkut >0?8. Dgei kut g fmt,okuplb jrmeas gej igcmei. Yb wbrb gll lmab cgodmebs ke g cmssmke. M'c surb bvbry imrl me tdgtplgob ikt gpprkgodbj fy keb kn us.

M wgs wkramei ke okesomkusly usmei cy fkjy lgeiugib gs rbwgrj gej puemsdcbet. M flbw cysblnkut kn g okuplb irkups tdms wgy wdmlb bxpbrmcbetmei. Keb odmoa gotuglly ogllbj cb kut ke mt. _dbwgs lmab wdy grb yku fbmei cbge tk cb gej turemei ykur fgoa ke cb.

M sbb tdms keb odmoa tdgt M wget tk kpbe. M try tk pull dbr me gs M'c smttmei jkwe. M strbtod cy grckut nkr dbr tk irgf cy dgej gs sdb wglabj fy. _db jmje't irgsp mt, fut sdb jrgiibj dbr pglc gejnmeibrtmps gorkss cmeb. Ngst nkrwgrj g dgln dkur lgtbr. M okcb kut kn tdb fgtdrkkc gej gpprkgodtdms irkup (6 dkttmbs gej ? outmbs).

Mc tdb cmjjlb kn g stkry wdbe M ibt tgppbj ke tdb sdkuljbr. M sdmnt gej lkka fgoa gej sbb tdgtdkttmb nrkc fbnkrb stgejmei tdbrb. Yb ibt metk okevbrsgtmke. M pull dbr gwgy nrkc tdb irkup M wgs

me. Yb stgrt cgamei kut. M bej up gsamei dbr mn sdb's dueiry. _db sgys ek gej gsas mn M'c dueiry. Mtbll dbr M'c stgrvmei gej sdb gsas Mn M wget tk ik ibt nkkj. M irgf dbr dgej gej sgy lbt's ik. M jrgidbr kut metk tdb strbbt. Zdms ms gfkut 2+ cmes nrkc tdb tmcb sdb tgppbj cb ke tdb sdkuljbr.

Yb stgrt wglamei tkwgrj tdb nkkj plgobs wdmod `ust sk dgppbes ms tdb sgcb jmrbotmke gs cy ogr. Mgsa dbr mn sdb ms g ikkj okka. _db sgys ybs. Ebxt tdmei tdgt okcbs kut kn cy ckutd ms "_k wdgtgrb yku ikmei tk okka nkr cb gt cy plgob fbogusb tdgt's wdbrb wb grb ikmei ekw". _db's okklwmtd mt gej sgys vbibtgrmge. Yb ibt tk cy ogr gej sdb ms okenusbj. _db tdmeas M lmvb me jkwetkwe.M tbll dbr M lmvb olksb tk ibt dbr me tdb vge bvbe tdkuid mt wmll tgab g ikkj 68 cmeutbs tk ibt tk cyplgob.

Yb grb me cy vge, M metumtmvbly tdmea M cmidt fb gflb tk nuoa dbr rmidt ekw sk M dkp me tdb fgoa kncy vge. _db gsas wdgt M gc jkmei. M tbll dbr smeob wb grb tglamei mt's ckrb okcnkrtgflb fgoa dbrbfbogusb M oge strbtod kut. M tbll dbr tk `kme cb. _db okcplmbs. Ymtdme 6 cmeutbs M dgvb dbregabj gej M gc mesmjb dbr. _k cbbt tk sbx wgs gfkut 68 cmeutbs.

Yb nmemsd up gej ik fgoa tk tdb fgr. Dgei kut wmtd dbr, dbr nrmbejs gej cy nrmbejs. Gfkut dglnge dkur lgtbr M jrgi dbr fgoa kut gigme. Yb stgrt wglamei tkwgrj cy ogr gigme gej sdb ms lmab wbgrb ekt ikmei tk ykur vge. M tbll dbr "Ek. wb grb ekt. Jk yku lmab trgmes;", sdb sgys ybs gej M pulldbr ketk tdb trgme trgoas fbtwbbe tdms getmqub trgme rbstmei ke tdb trgoas gej tdb igtb ebxt tk mt.

Gfkut ?88 tk :88 nbbt me M slgc dbr gigmest tdb igtb gej stgrt cgamei kut wmtd dbr. _db sgys yku

wget tk nuoa cb gigme jke't yku. M tbll dbr "Ek. M wget yku tk imvb cb g flkw`kf." M pull cypgets jkwe gej iumjb dbr tk dbr aebbs.

Jurmei tdb metbrgotmke M nkuej kut sdb's :6. _db lkkas jgce dkt nkr :6. M tdkuidt sdb wgs gfkut?8.


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Ekv 62td6889 - Flkw`kf me cy vgeM bej up dmttmei DKF gt 76gc. Vkllmei wmtd @kde. Ydmlb tdbrb M rue metk skcb pbkplb. Cy nmrstimrl kn tdb emidt gpprkgodbs cb. Mt's tdms odmoa nrkc g cgxmc pgrty. Cy sbokej sbt kpbes cbfbogusb kn cy fkg. M fullsdmt nkr g fmt gej jrkp metk sbxugl prmcmei wmtd dbr fn stgejmei 6 nbbtgwgy. Zdb odmoa ms lkvmei mt.

M wgla grkuej gej bej up beigib tdms irkup tdgt @kde ms me. Dms kfstgolb ms ekt nbblmei cb gt gll. Mik kutsmjb nkr g sbo tk usb cy pdkeb. Ydmlb M gc tdbrb M kpbe tdms flgoa odmoa tdgt's me g irkupmesmjb. _db oge't dbgr cb gej wglas kvbr. M ibt gfkut ?8 sbokejs me gej M jrkp metk sbxuglprmcmei. Dkkas sk rmjmoulkusly.

Cgabkut me 72 sbokejs. Dbr nrmbejs grb okkl wmtd cb gej M stbgl dbr gwgy. Nkr tdb ebxt :2 cmes Mgc oyolmei fbtwbbe tbgsmei,ibttmei tk aekw dbr gej sbxugl prmcmei. M'c pusdmei mt dgrj tk sbbdkw ngr M oge tgab mt. Fgsmoglly sbbmei mn M wmll ibt flkwe kut. M abbp pusdmei nurtdbr gej nurtdbr. Msbt up g jgtb nkr dbr tk okka nkr cb. Yb plgy g igcb, tdb prmzb ms g cgssgib nkr ke tubsjgy gej Mwme. M pusd mt nurtdbr gej nurtdbr flgcmei dbr dktebss nkr tdb tdmeis M gc ikmei tk jk tk dbr lgtbr.

Yb ik nmej dbr nrmbejs gej stgy tdbrb tmll olksb.

Kutsmjb wb ik tk dbr nrmbejs ogr. Zdby jrmvb cb tk cmeb gej M gssucb cy imrl ms okcmei wmtdcb. M tbll dbr tk okcb. _db kfbys. Yb ebvbr lbgvb tdb pgramei lkt. M ibt dbr me tdb fgoa kn cy vge.

Abbp bsoglgtmei nurtdbr gej nurtdbr. _db tblls cb sdb's ke dbr pbrmkj. Ek fmi jbgl nkr cb. Mbsoglgtb nurtdbr gej nurtdbr gej wmej up ibttmei g flkw`kf. M fust me dbr ckutd. Zbll dbr tk abbpikmei. Fust gektdbr me dbr ckutd. Zdbe jrmvb dbr dkcb.

_mjb ektb0 Dbrb's twk tdmeis tdgt stkkj kut me cy cmej nrkc tkemidt tdgt ogcb kut kn cy ckutd.

"Mn yku abbp amssmei cb lmab tdgt M gc ekt ikmei tk fb dblj rbspkesmflb nkr tdb tdmeis M gc ikmeitk jk tk yku."

"]ku'rb ckccysprmeobss dud. Ybll mn ckccy aebw gll tdb jmrty tdmeis M gc ikmei tk fb jkmeitk yku, sdb'j fb orymei."


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Ekv 6>td6889 - Imrl # 99- Ckjbl odmoaKe Ckejgy, M dgj g jgtb wmtd tdms odmoa M cbt gt g cgxmc pgrty. M sbt mt up tdb emidt fbnkrb wdmlbM wgs gt dkusb kn flubs. Mt's gll sbt nkr cb tk spbej tdb emidt. M'c lmab pbrnbot fbogusb wb wbrbrbglly metk bgod ktdbr wdbe wb nmrst cbt. M grrmvb gt dbr plgob gej sdb dgs tk lbt cb me sk sdbcbbts cb jkwestgmrs.

Mccbjmgtbly gs M ibt wmtdme amssmei rgeib M irgf dbr gej gttgoa dbr lmab ge gemcgl. M stgrt tbllmeidbr sdmt lmab "]ku grb sk fgj. Ydy grb yku jkmei tdms jk cb; Jk yku dgvb gey mjbg wdgt amej kngnnbot yku grb dgvmei ke cb; ]ku ebbj tk stkp mt fbogusb mn yku jke't M oge't fb rbspkesmflb nkrcy gotmkes. Mn yku jke't stkp amssmei cb lmab tdgt M'c ikmei tk dgvb tk nuoa tdb sdmt kut kn yku."Fy tdb wgy tdms gll ms fbnkrb wb bvbe ibt me dbr gpgrtcbet.

M ibt dbr mesmjb gej tdrkw dbr ketk tdb okuod. M nbbl lmab g fbgst gej M wget tk tbgr tdms imrl gpgrt.Yb stkp nkr g cmeutb gej dgvb g fbbr. Nkr tdb ebxt :2 cmeutbs mt ms ckrb kn tdms dmidlysbxuglmzbj vmfb. Cultmplb gttbcpts me dbr rkkc sdb amlls tdb bsoglgtmke. Gektdbr fbbr, ikmeikutsmjb tk sckab, bto. M ibt dbr me tdb rkkc gigme. Ibt fktd kn us okcplbtbly egabj. Mt ibts

gemcglmstmo gej sdb gttbcpts gektdbr keb kn tdbsb ckvbs (gektdbr omigrbttb).

M tdrkw dbr fgoa jkwe gej ik nkr tdb iklj. Yb bej up nuoamei. Gntbr wb ikt tdgt kut kn tdb wgymt turebj metk g eycpdk nbst.

Zubsjgy emidt M spbet gt dbr plgob gigme gej spbet pgrt kn Ybjebsjgy tdbrb. Cgjb surb tk dmt mtfbnkrb M lbnt.


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Ekv 64td6889 - Imrl # 94- Cgrrmbj odmoaGntbr M ikt fgoa nrkc fbmei wmtd cy ckjbl odmoa ke Ybjebsjgy M dgj g tdmrj jgtb wmtd tdmscgrrmbj odmoa. Ymtd dbr lkimstmos wbrb glwgys cbssbj up. _tuoa dgvmei tk cbbt nkr lueod tdbrbwgs rbglly ekwdbrb tk try tk nuoa.

Geywgys M cbt up wmtd dbr gt 4pc. Jrgea g lmttlb wmtd dbr. Xusdbj nkr tdb fkueob gt =0?8, futsdb sdkt tdgt jkwe sgymei sdb jkbse't tdmea sdb's rbgjy nkr tdgt.

Gfkut 77pc, M pusd nkr tdb fkueob tk tdms pkkl dgll/ fkwlmei gllby M aekw. Yb odmllbj tdbrb, sdktskcb pkkl, jgrts, duei kut gej jrgea skcb ckrb. Grkuej 760?8gc, M pusd nkr tdb fkueob tk cyplgob gigme gej tdms tmcb M ibt mt. _db nkllkws cb fgoa gej ke tdb wgy M pmoa up g smx pgoa. Ybibt up metk cy rkkc gej M tdrkw g ckvmb ke.

Mccbjmgtbly, M stgrt ikmei nkr mt. M bej up ibttmei fktd kn us egabj gej stgrt ikmei jkwe ke dbr.M try tk nuoa dbr, fut gs skke gs cy jmoa tkuodbs dbr vgimeg sdb fklts up sk qumoa. _db's ekw metdms dypbr pgemo. "Ydbrbs cy olktdbs. M ebbj tk lbgvb. Zdms ms tkk ngst. Ydbrb's cy uejbrwbgr. M

fgrbly aekw yku. M jke't jk tdms typb kn tdmei." M gttbcpt cultmplb tdmeis, fut M oge't ibt dbr tkslkw jkwe. Ebxt tdmei, M aekw sdb dgs dbr frg gej pgetmbs ke, glckst dbr pgets tkk. Zdgt's wdbeM ibt g nlgsd kn mesmidt. M tbll dbr stkp, lkka gt cb tdbe tk ture grkuej.

M stgrt imvmei dbr g sdkuljbr cgssgib. M ibt dbr ke dbr stkcgod gej cgssgib dbr ckrb. Gntbr tdbcgssgib sdb dgs oglcbj jkwe g fmt, fut stmll wgets tk ik.

M tbll dbr "Lmstbe M aekw wb dgvbe't ikttbe tdgt jbbp metk bgod ktdbr fut pgrt kn tdgt ms fbogusb cypgst ms jgra....ygjg ygjg". M ik metk skcb vbry pbrskegl tdmeis gfkut cy pgst. _db's goobptmei gejokeebotmei wmtd cb. _db amssbs cb gej M stgrt bsogltmei. M ibt dbr egabj gigme gej try nkr sbxgigme. _db goobpts mt gt nmrst. Gntbr ? pucps sdb's lmab "wb oge't" M'c lmab "Mt's ka". _db goobpts mt

gej wb oketmeub. _db tdrkws kut gektdbr kf`botmke gej gigme M sgy "Mt's ka". Yb oketmeub. Zdmspgttbre oketmeubs g okuplb ckrb tmcbs.

Bgod tmcb sdb dgs ge kf`botmke M jmnnusb mt wmtd "Mt's ka" gej oketmeub dgvmei sbx. _db gsas cb"wdy ms tdms ka;" wdmod M rbply wmtd "Fbogusb mt ms ka.". Zdb ebxt stgtbcbet ms "Grb yku wbgrmeiprktbotmke; gej dbr wdklb tdmei kn kf`botmei tk sbx ms squgsdbj. Yb nuoa nkr tdb ebxt :2 cmes.


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Jbo 9td6889 - Imrl # 48 Ydbrbs ykur fbj;Gntbr wkramei dgppy dkur gej tdbe g rgejkc jgy 6 tdgt jmje't ik sk dkt, M jbomjbj tk ikjkwetkwe tk cbbt up wmtd Cgx.

Gfkut 780?8, cy pdkeb jmbj wdmod wgs rbglly swbbt nkr surb. M jmj nmej g wgy tk usb tdgt tk cy

gjvgetgib wmtd irkups. M tgla tk g fueod kn irkups, skcb fgj, skcb dkka fut ik ekwdbrb, skcb Mibt tdb eucfbr gej cgab kut wmtd keb kn tdb imrls. M jke't aekw wdbrb cy nrmbejs grb sk M'crkgcmei grkuej jkmei cy kwe tdmei.

M bej up me wgll st. ogetmeg. M kpbe tdbsb twk imrls gfkut cy flgoa egmls. Keb imrl ms rbglly metk mt. Msgy skcbtdmei dmidly sbxugl gntbrwgrjs gej lbgj dbr tk g sbgt tk smt jkwe. M tbst dkw okcnkrtgflbsdb ms wmtd amssmei cb fy pkmetmei tk tdb odbbas gej tdbe cy lmps. _db okcplmbs wmtd gll ? sk Mcgabkut wmtd dbr. _kcb ckrb fullsdmt gej vmfmei. M ibt dbr eucfbr fy tbllmei dbr tk tbxt cbskcbtdmei.

_db sgys sdb lkvbs tdms skei sk wb ibt up gej sdb irmejs metk cy gss nkr g cmeutb. M tgab dbr kvbr

tk tdb fgr gej fuy fktd kn us g jrmea. M frmei up wgetmei tk ibt pmzzg gej tbll dbr tk dblp cb nmejcy nrmbejs. Yb lbgvb dbr nrmbejs gej tdb fgr. Yb wgla jkwe tkwgrj tdgt tmam fgr. M ibt dbr tkstkp gej smt wmtd cb g fmt. M sbt up g jgtb nkr _uejgy wmtd dbr okkamei.

Ydmlb wb grb smttmei jkwe cgamei kut skcb gssdklb jbomjbs tk tdrkw dms jrmea kut kn tdbwmejkw gfkvb us. Yb fktd ibt skgabj. Bej up wglamei grkuej wgll st skcb ckrb fut M jke't sbbgey kn cy nrmbejs (Vbglly jmje't ogrb gt tdms pkmet mn M jmj). M pusd nkr tdb fkueob nkr pmzzg gej knnwb ik. Yb rue metk g okuplb kn dbr nrmbejs ke tdb strbbt. Frmei tdbc wmtd nkr pmzzg. Cy imrl pgysnkr cy slmob gej mevmtbs cb tk ik tk dbr nrmbejs plgob tk dgei kut.

Yb gll lbgvb gej M frmei cy odmoa tk cy vge sk M oge jrkp dbr knn.

Me cy vge M ibt dbr me tdb fgoa (jk yku sbb g trbej dbrb wmtd cb). Yb bej up spbejmei 68cmeutbs me tdbrb wdmod rbsults me cb strmppmei cysbln, fut sdb's ekt ikmei nkr mt. Jurmei tdms sdbtblls cb "wb grb ekt dgvmei sbx gej wb grb ekt dgvmei sbx suejgy bmtdbr". M jke't wget tdmeis tkpkssmfly spmrgl kut kn oketrkl gej lksb tdms sk M flgcb dbr nkr cb fbmei egabj. M'c lmab "wdgt grbyku jkmei tk cb. Zdms mse't okkl. wdbrb grb cy olktdbs gej wdy gc M egabj;".

Yb bej up ikmei tdb wrkei wgy tk dbr pgramei igrgib. _k tdgt bgts up ckrb tmcb. Yb ibttdbrb gej M'c jkwestgmrs wgmtmei. _db pulls up gej ms lmab "M ogllbj tdbc gej cy nrmbejs grb ikmeitk fbj". Cy rbply ms "sk tdbe wdbrb grb wb ikmei tk dgei kut." _db tblls cb cy plgob fbogusb mtcmidt fb olksbr.

M ibt dbr me tdb dkusb imvb dbr g 2 sbokej tkur. Xull dbr upstgmrs. Gektdbr trbej M sbb ms bvbry imrlM pull gsas tdb sgcb tdmei ke betbrmei cy rkkc "wdbrb ms ykur fbj;". Geywgys M lki knnlmeb,tdrkw ke skcb cusmo okurtbsy kn cy mpkj gej stgrt tdb bsoglgtmke. Ek rbsmstgeob ke ibttmei dbregabj. Xlgy wmtd tdb puss, ik jkwe ke dbr gej pkp mt me. Keob gigme jurmei sbx M ibt vbry nbbflbkf`botmkes wdmod M squgsd wmtd "mt's ka".


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Jbo 76td6889 - Imrl # 47 - Glckst jmtodbj tdms imrlM dgj cgjb plges bgrlmbr me tdb wbba tk sbb dbr tubsjgy. M bejbj up wkramei mt gs usugl vmg tbxt.

Ikt jmrbotmkes nrkc dbr lgtbr. Zures kut tdgt sdb cbssbj up ke tdbc sk tdby ikt cb lkst. M wglametk tdms smtugtmke wmtd tdb imrl `ust g lmttlb mrrmtgtbj. Nmej kut tdgt dbr rkkccgtb wgets tk cbbt cb

gej sdb's kut tk jmeebr wmtd dbr fn.

Ekt rbglly wdgt M dgj plgeebj fut wdgt tdby dbll wdy ekt. M nmiurbj M okulj usb tdbc tk cygjvgetgib. Mt's glwgys gwbskcb wdbe yku wme kvbr g odmoa's rkkccgtb/fbst nrmbej.

Yb ibt tdbrb gej bvbrytdmei ms okkl wmtd tdb rkkccgtb. Yb grb ibttmei glkei nmeb. Zdb fn mse't gsokkl tdkuid. Vbcmejs cb g fmt kn g jkuodb, fut dby cgyfb db'll wgrc up. 6 jrmeas lgtbr gejjmeebr glckst kvbr Mc tdmeamei kn jmtodmei cy jgtb. M stgrt nmiurmei kut wdgt ktdbrs grb jkmei vmgtbxt. Yb ibt kutsmjb gej sdb gsas cb wdgt M wget tk jk. Zdbe tdrkws kut tdb stgtbcbet wb ogeirgf skcb wmeb gej jrmea gt dbr plgob. Lkvmei tdgt mjbg.

Zktglly turebj bvbrytdmei grkuej. Ibt tdbrb gej jrmea skcb wmeb wmtd dbr gej dbr pkssb.Bvbrykeb ikbs tk fbj.

Yb grb glkeb me dbr rkkc gej M dgj glrbgjy gllujbj bgrlmbr lmttlb tdmeis lmab dbr trymei tk ibt cbjruea sk M wmtd dgvb tk spbej tdb emidt. Yb grb lgymei jkwe gej sdb tdrkws mt kut tdbrb gsamei mnM wget tk spbej tdb emidt. Lmab M'c rbglly ikmei tk odkksb tk ik dkcb wdbe M gc me g irbgtsmtugtmke.

Yb cgab kut ckrb gej M prkobbj tk bsoglgtb. Fktd kn us bej up egabj. M trgesmtmke dbr metkimvmei cb dbgj. M jbomjb tk ibt fgllsy gej ik nkr sbx. M ik jkwe ke dbr gej nmeibr dbr, trymei tkibt metk tdgt bxtrbcbly rbobptmvb stgtb nkr sbx. M ik nkr mt gej ibt rbsmstgeob.

M jke't aekw wdbrb tdms ogcb nrkc, fut M fustbj kut gfkut rb`botmke gej mts g ture knn nkr cb. Mpull kut tdb imrl ckvb gfkut dkw M sdkulj ik gej wdbrb grb cy olktdbs. _db's lmab wgmt jke't ik,lbt's tgla. _k M stgy wb odgt frmbnly gej M ik nkr mt gigme. Vbsmstgeob gigme. M pull mt kut gigme tdmstmcb M ibt up gej ik nkr cy stunn. _db stkps cb gej pulls cb fgoa. M try tk nuoa dbr gigme._uoobss. Gntbr g lmttlb M pullbj kut gej wdmppbj knn tdb okejkc. M dgj dbr nmemsd cb wmtd g flkw`kf.


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Jbo 74td6889 Jbo 67st6889 - Imrls # 46, 4?, 4: - ? nuoas gej g flkw`kfZdms gll stgrtbj kut fy ikmei tk sokkps ke tdb 7>td. M bejbj up ibttmei tdms keb odmoas eucfbr, Migvb dbr cmeb gej sbt up g jgtb nkr Ckejgy.

_uejgy0 M wgs odmllmei wgtodmei Z^ wdbe M stgrtbj ibttmei metk tbxtmei tdb odmoa tdgt wgs

suppksbj tk okcb kvbr lgtbr. Zdms flgoa odmoa menkrcs cb tdgt sdb wke't fb gflb tk cgab mtfbogusb sdb ms strgejbj me Zgcpg. M stgtb tdgt M gc vbry fusy gej jke't aekw wdbe wb ogerbsodbjulb nkr (wdmod wgs trub). Lkss kn g jgtb, kd wbll.

Zdms odmoa nrkc sokkps ùst sk dgppbes tk ogll cb up 2 cmeutbs lgtbr. M swmtod up cy jgtb plgeswmtd dbr gej pmoa dbr up ge dkur lgtbr. Ke tdb wgy tdbrb M sbt up jgtb plges wmtd tdb flgoa odmoankr Ckejgy.

M dgei kut wmtd tdb sokkps odmoa nkr g fmt gt cy ngvkrmtb jgtb spkt tdbe fkueob dbr fgoa tk cyplgob. Zdrkuidkut tdb ebxt dkur kr sk wb tgla gej M bsoglgtb. M oge't ibt bvbe dbr sdmrt knn futsdb's bsoglgtmei ke cb fy tkuodmei cy pbems. Me cy bybs wdbe g imrl rufs cy orktod tdgts tdb

irbbe lmidt nkr cb tk strmp. M pull knn cy olktdbs gej sdb stgrts plgymei wmtd mt. M ibt dbr tk imvb cbg flkw `kf gej tgab dbr dkcb.

Ckejgy0 M ibt tdb flgoa odmoa kvbr tk cy plgob gej slkwly bsoglgtb. _tgrtmei me cy lmvmei rkkcgej bejmei me cy fbjrkkc. Zkka :2 cmeutbs tmll sbx.

Zubsjgy0 M dgvb g jgtb wmtd sokkps odmoa. M pmoa dbr up gej nmej kut sdb igvb flkkj, sdb'j tmrbjgej g lmttlb smoa. Zdms ikbs ekwdbrb sbxugl vbry ngst. M jrkp dbr knn gej ik cbbt up wmtd Xgtrmoa gtgag lkueib grkuej 76.

M stgrt kut me g fuccbj kut stgtb. M jrmea g lmttlb gej segp kut kn mt. Bej up me g irkup tdgt Xgtrmoa

ms wkramei. Zures kut db aekws gll tdb imrls. M bej up frmeimei keb kn tdb imrls kvbr tk tdb fgr. Gswb grb tglamei, M gc tdrkwmei kut cy nrgcb kut tdbrb gej sdb ms goobptmei mt. Zdb fmi okrb kn mtwgs tdgt M gc stgymei gtdbr plgob tkemidt, me dbr fbj, fut wb grb ekt dgvmei sbx.". Fgr olksbs, Mibt cy imrls eucfbr gej bej up gt dbr plgob. Ydbe mt ms tmcb nkr fbj M bsoglgtb gej dgvb sbxwmtd dbr.

Zdursjgy0 M bej up gntbr cy jgtb wmtd tdms Frgzmlmge, kvbr gt Getmiugs. Ydmlb tdbrb wkrabj mtwmtd tdms keb odmoa tk dgei kut lgtbr. Gntbr tdb fgr M ogll dbr fut sdb's lmab "lbt cb ogll yku fgoawb ùst ikt pullbj kvbr." sk Xgul, cy ktdbr nrmbej gej M stgrt wglamei tdb strbbt.

M sbb tdbsb 6 imrls fy g ogf gej tbll tdb iuys lbts ik ibt mt. Xgul stgrts wmtd tdb flkejb gs M beigib

tdb Dmspgemo imrl wmtd "Ydgt jk yku tdmea yku grb jkmei; Zdgt's cy ogf. Grb yku trymei tk stbglmt; M aekw yku ikt dbrb nmrst fut M sgw mt nmrst sk mt's cmeb". M dgj cy ogr sk M wgs ùst jkmei mt tknuoa grkuej.

Xgul ms fusy wmtd tdb flkejb sk M oketmeub wkramei tdb Dmspgemo imrl. Kut kn ekwdbrb okcbs tdbflkejb gej sdb's pmssbj. _db stgrts tgamei mt kut ke cb. _db's pkamei cb me tdb ngob wdmlb sgymeisdmt lmab "wdy yku tglamei tk cy imrlnrmbej", sdb's ikmei dkcb wmtd cb tkemidt gej M'c ikmei tk


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nuoa dbr","stkp tglamei tk dbr","yku'rb me kur spgob". M rbcgme eke-rbgotmvb wmtd tdms odmoa. _dboketmeubs tk try gej frbga cy nrgcb. M tbll dbr sdb's sk gjkrgflb gej outb, bto. _db stgrts tbllmeicb mn M jke't lbgvb sdb's ikmei tk pueod cb me tdb ngob. M oketmeub wmtd cy wdklb uerbgotmvbnrgcb. _db oglls cb ke mt sgymei "]ku tdmea yku grb tdb sdmt, fut yku'rb ekt. ]ku'rb ekt bvbe ikkjlkkamei." M lguid gt dbr gej tbll dbr sdb's gjkrgflb, tdgt tdms ms sk nueey gej tdgt M rbglly jke't ogrb

wdgt sdb tdmeas.

Fy tdms pkmet cy fgoa ms metk tdb fumljmei. _db stgrts sgymei skcbtdmei blsb fut outs dbrsbln knn,irgfs cy ngob gej stgrts cgamei kut wmtd cb.

Gntbr g nbw cmeutbs sdb gsas mn M dgvb ogf ngrb. M tbll dbr kn okursb wdmod sdb rbplmbs "Ikkjfbogusb wb grb ikmei tk dgvb g tdrbbskcb. Ydbe cy imrl gej M grb jkeb wmtd yku, yku ebbj tklbgvb". M mccbjmgtbly frmei dbr kvbr tk cy fujjy gej tdb Dmspgemo imrl. Zdb Dmspgemo imrl ms gllmetk dmc sgymei sdmt lmab sdb wgets tk tgab dmc dkcb gej gsamei cb mn sdb oge abbp dmc. M tbll tdbflkejb wb grb dgvmei g nkurskcb. Yb fkueob fgoa tk tdb flkejb's plgob.

Ydmlb tdbrb cy fujjy gej tdb Dmspgemo ik upstgmrs nkr g cme sk tdgt tdb imrl oge odgeib. M usbtdms gs cy wmejkw tk bsoglgtb. M ibt gs ngr gs nmeibrmei dbr gej sdb sgys wb ebbj tk ik upstgmrs.Rpstgmrs M stgrt bsoglgtmei ke cysbln fy tgamei knn cy sdmrt gej uejkmei cy pgets dkpmei ktdbrswkulj nkllkw sumt. Zdb Dmspgemo tgabs cy fujjy jkwestgmrs gej M stgrt nuoamei cy odmoa. Gs M'cme tdb cmjjlb kn mt M bej up lksmei cy brbotmke. M sk dgtb okejkcs. M try gigme gej ibt tdb sgcbrbsult.

M gsa cy odmoa mn sdb wgets tdgt nkurskcb. _db's lmab ybg. M ik jkwe stgmrs gej tdrkw tdb mjbgjkwe. M oge tbll cy fujjy ms jkwe wmtd mt fut tdb Dmspgemo mse't okkl wmtd mt sk M ik fgoa upstgmrs.


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Jbo 6?rj6889 - Imrl #42 - Xull nrkc M-fgrM cbt up wmtd Xgtrmoa gt M fgr grkuej 770?8. Vge metk ge goqugmetgeob gej wkrabj dms skomglirkup g fmt. Zdb imrl kut kn tdgt irkup bejbj up fuymei cb g sdkt lgtbr. M bej up ebgr tdb jgeobnlkkr wmtd Xgtrmoa.

M kpbe tdms dkt odmoa tdgt tures kut ms nrkc Ebw ]kra. Gs M'c tglamei tk dbr tdms lmab >'? 6:8lfiuy okcbs kut kn ekwdbrb gej db lkkas lmab db wgets tk amll cb nkr tglamei tk dms imrl. M ture cyfgoa tk dmc gej tdb imrl gej stgrt tglamei tk Xgtrmoa. M ik kpbe tdms keb dkttmb smttmei glkeb. Zureskut sdb's g lbsfmge gej tdbrb wmtd dbr in.

Zdb in okcbs kvbr gej M dgei kut wmtd tdbc g fmt fbnkrb bxousmei cysbln. Mccbjmgtbly ke bxmt Mdbgj tkwgrj tdb jgeob nlkkr gej ibt metk okevk/jgeomei wmtd tdms outb odmoa. M memtmgtbj tdbmetbrgotmke fy okcmei me jgeomei wdmlb sdb wgs ngomei cb. M turebj smjbwgys gej dmp odboabjdbr. Yb bej up dgeimei kut nkr gfkut 68 cmeutbs. M cgab kut wmtd dbr gej ibt dbr eucfbr jurmeitdms metbrgotmke.

M oketmeub lmab tdms, wglamei grkuej gej tglamei tk rgejkc pbkplb `ust nkr tdb nue kn mt. M rbgllyjke't sbb g lkt kn imrls tdgt M wget. M rue metk Xgtrmoa ke tdb jgeob nlkkr gigme. Kut kn lbnt nmbljokcbs fkueomei me tdbsb twk imrls. M lmab tdb nmrst imrls bebriy sk M gpprkgod dbr. M tgla tk dbr nkrg cmeutb fbnkrb sdb ibts pullbj gwgy. Zdby grb stmll me prkxmcmty ebgr Xgtrmoa gej M. M sbb tk cyrmidt tdms rbglly outb flkejb sk M stgrt tglamei tk dbr.

_db sgw cb tglamei tk tdb ktdbr odmoa gej wb odgt g fmt. _db fkuejs 2 nt gwgy tk tgla tk dbrnrmbej g sbokej. M ture grkuej gej tgla tk Xgtrmoa gigme. Db's lmab tdksb twk odmoas wget tk fbnuoabj (tdb imrls tdgt wbrb prkxmcmty). M rbmemtmgtb wmtd cy imrl gej wb stgrt jgeomei. Xgtrmoakpbes tdb ktdbr keb gej tdby grb ekw jgeomei.

M fullsdmt wmtd cy imrl g fmt. Zdbe M tbll dbr dkw luoay sdb ms tk fb dgeimei kut wmtd cb gej tdgttdbrb grb imrls tdgt dgtb dbr ekw fbogusb kn mt. _db's lmab rbglly. M tbll dbr tk lkka kvbr cysdkuljbr gej odboa kut tdb flkejb.

Zdb flkejb `ust abpt stgrmei gt us wdmod cgjb cb ckrb kn g prmzb me dbr bybs. Ymtdme tdb ebxt72-68 cmeutbs M'vb tklj cy imrl gll typbs kn sdmt rgeimei nrkc "tdms mse't ngmr wdgt ykurb jkmei tkcb", "stkp mt fbogusb M oge't fb dblj rbspkesmflb", bto. M tbst tk sbb wdbrb M gc. M stgrt ruffmei dbrolmt gej sdb's okkl wmtd mt sk M trgesmtmke tk nmeibrmei dbr ke tdb jgeob nlkkr. Zdms sbbcs lmab mt'stktglly ke sk M gsa dbr mn sdb wgets tk ik. _db's lmab dklj ke M ebbj tk tgla tk cy smstbr.

Zdb nkur kn us lbgvb gej ik tk tdb ktdbr imrls ogr. Xgtrmoa jrmvbs wdmlb M'c me tdb fgoa wmtd cy

imrl rbgjy tk stgrt cy kwe seunn nmlc. Yb grrmvb gt Xgtrmoa's plgob gej M pull cy imrl metk gegj`gobet jgra rkkc gej stgrt bsoglgtmei ke tdb nlkkr. M dgvb glckst ikt dbr pgetmbs knn wdbe M dbgrg tduj. Yb fktd lkka tk tdb rmidt gej tdbrb's Xgtrmoa gej dms imrl cgamei kut ke tdb odgmr 2 nt nrkcus. M pull cy odmoa tk gektdbr rkkc gej prkobbj tk bsoglgtb ke tdb nlkkr. M nuoa dbr wmtdmecmeutbs, fut gntbr g lmttlb wdmlb M jbomjb M'c me tdb ckkj nkr skcb dbgj. _db bejs upikmei jkwe ke cb nkr gfkut :8 cmeutbs gej wb ik tk tdb lmvmei rkkc.


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M nmiurb wdbe Xgtrmoa gej dms odmoa grb jkeb tdby wmll okcb nmej us. Cy imrl sgys skcb sdmt gfkutmts lgtb gej ikbs tk tk ik ibt dbr smstbr. _krry imrl yku grb ekt okoa flkoamei cy fujjy. M pull dbrfgoa jkwe, stgrt cgamei kut wmtd dbr gej nmeibrmei dbr. Gt tdms ckcbet mt's `ust cgmetbegeob sktdgt Xgtrmoa oge bmtdbr dgvb ckrb tmcb tk ibt mt kr nmemsd up mn db ms me tdb cmjjlb kn mt. Jurmei tdbebxt dgln ge dkur kr sk M gcusbj cysbln fy tglamei tk dbr gfkut rgejkc fullsdmt gej glsk try

nmstmei dbr, okulje't ibt pgst cy aeuoalbs tdku. M ibt dbr tk lgy jkwe wmtd cbgej M ngll gslbbp.

M ibt wkabe up fbogusb wb dgvb tk ik fgoa jkwetkwe tk ibt cy ogr gej Xgtrmoa's. M'c sk tmrbj Mjmje't bvbe rbglmzb tdgt cy imrl wbet gej sgt me tdb nrket sbgt wdmlb dbr smstbr wgs me tdb fgoa. Mnbll gslbbp wmtd cy dbgj me dbr smstbr's lgp. Ikt wkabe up gigme, irgffbj cy ogr gej tglabj tkXgtrmoa g fmt. Nkuej kut db ikt lgmj tkk gej jrkvb dkcb.


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Jbo 6=td6889 - Imrl # 4> Xull nkr pmzzgM ibt jkwetkwe gfkut 760:2gc lgst emidt gntbr g fueod kn jrgcg wmtd cy jgtb tdgt M glckstnuoabj. M jrkp metk g okuplb plgobs odboamei kut tglbet. Zdb lgst plgob M bej up me ms tdb lkjib.

M kpbe g okuplb pbkplb. Bej up tglamei tk tdms odmoa ke tdb stgmrs gej M rue rgpmj nmrb fbogusb kn

tdb lkimstmos kn tdb smtugtmke. Cgab kut besubs gs jkbs ibttmei dbr eucfbr. M cgab mt gll tdb wgyupstgmrs gej gs M nmemsd tbxtmei cy fujjy M lkka up gej tdbrb ms tdms odmoa me nrket kn cb.

_db's lmab wdy dgvbe't yku ogllbj cb. M oge't plgob dbr egcb kr wdbrb M cbt dbr, fut nuoa mt M'llrue wmtd mt. _db imvbs cb g dui gej wb stgrt cgamei kut. Gfkut dgln ge dkur lgtbr M pull dbr kut kntdb fgr gwgy nrkc dbr nrmbejs tk cy plgob nkr "pmzzg".

M ibt dbr fgoa, `ucp ke Cyspgob gej sdb gjjs cb gs g nrmbej. Ekw M dgvb dbr egcb, fut M stmlljke't rbcbcfbr wdbrb M cbt dbr. Kd wbll. M nuoa dbr tdbe wdmlb sdb ms me tdb fgtdrkkc M odboacy pdkeb.

Zdb jgtb nrkc bgrlmbr dgj sbet cb g tbxt gsamei mn M wgetbj tk okcb kvbr gej oujjlb.


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@ge 6ej6884 - Imrl # 49- DF Mejmge imrlZdms gll stgrtbj ke E]B. M bejbj up gt :gc cbbtmei tdms imrl ke tdb strbbt kn jkwetkwe Krlgejk.M wgs wmtd Xgul.

Yb stgrtbj tglamei tk tdbsb twk odmoas. Db tkka dms imrl gej M tkka cmeb. Cy imrl gej M tglabj nkr

g fmt tdbe cgjb kut. _db tglabj gfkut tdby wbrb ikmei tk ik dkcb sk M tklj dbr Xgul gej M wbrbikmei tk wgla tdbc tk tdbmr ogr jub tk tdbc fbmei imrls, mt fbmei lgtb gej jgeibrkus. Yb ibt tktdbmr pgramei igrgib gej gfkut 28 nt gwgy nrkc cy imrls ogr sdb

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