Supergod

Supergod

(Pavel Kastl, Version 1.1)

This small e-book consists of several articles, the subject of which is the most powerful being that owns the closed reality that we all exist in. But how come that I know him?

When I was a child, I was visited by the "Circle of Stars" that took me to the "Holy Land", a place

where is "Holy Council". I was together with its members and I have seen the God of our universe. There have been many things shown to me, but I have forgotten them. Despite it, I have kept a subconscious memory of some of them, which helped me to write my spiritual books and articles, when I was young.

Later I have discovered Hellish people and their different soul, and there were other spiritual experiences like the "Sanctuary of God" and "Glade of God's Remembrance". It took years for me to absorb these shocking experiences and to take the proper lesson from them.

My somewhat different energetic constitution (see "Infinity") together with other factors has enabled the great spiritual experience that came to pass in Autumn 2013, when he who I have always called "Precreator" or "Greatcreator" had connected my mind and I have got to know several new big secrets.

I have always supposed that there is but one reality that has no borders and I have called it "Allorganism". But during my experience I have got to know, that what I have always called

"Allorganism" is in fact a big Ball - a closed reality, behind the borders of which there is another opened one.

Before you will start reading the bellow-placed articles, I have to notify you that in order to use the

same terminology in all of them I have edited the old ones by means of new terms "Supergod", "Ball", "Supergodly Ball" and "Endless Spaces".

Apology: Dear Reader, please accept my apology for the lower quality of the language. I have written the text of this e-book

myself, although I do not speak English very well. Thank you for understanding.

Legal disclaimer: The text placed within this e-book only represents the private opinion, fantastic imaginations and subjective feelings of an individual. The author disclaims any responsibility for the damage caused to anyone by the use of and/or manipulation with this text and he does not warrant the correctness, trueness, completeness, safety or usefulness of any

information stated in it.

The following articles are a preface to all the other:

How It All Started

There was a time, when far from here, in Endless Spaces, there was a kind of perfect spiritual

creatures who have decided that they will live forever.

For a very long time, they had been searching the source of their eternal life. And after quite a search they have finally found it. They have figured out the way how to be eternally young.

They have built up giant spheres – balls, inside of which they have created a closed reality by means

of suitable "allmatter" from Endless Spaces. The being enters the ball and then, by means of a special mathematics, it creates a formula,

accordingly to which all the allmatter in it will be used. The goal of this work is the inception of such an

environment that makes it possible for the perfect being to rejuvenate & regenerate its spiritual body completely.

Within such a ball, universes use to be created with galaxies & solar systems and planets. Diverse

spiritual and material worlds, various kinds of spiritual and material beings that all together enable for the perfect spiritual creature that has created them to fully transform and renew its spiritual body, and so to stay alive and young forever.

Wait, I forgot to say the most important thing. Among the beings that use to be created by the perfect spiritual creature we can find us people, too. And because the perfect spiritual creature uses to

create even Gods, we are free to call it Supergod, who is the God of all the Gods. And our universe is finding itself within one of the giant balls I spoke about.

Explanation Related to Supergodly Ball When I have got to know, that the "Allorganism" is a giant Ball with a closed reality inside of itself, it

was a shock for me. For a long time I was absorbing this information and did not know, what to do with it. For years, I was writing books and articles, in which I was claiming that there is but the "Allorganism" and, all of a sudden, I am to claim that it is not so? Now, before my highly probable "going crazy", so

that it would look like some rubbish that was born in the head of a future lunatic? I was helpless. But I put the information about the Ball into my private notes ("TOK Dodatek 8" Cislo 29; I have

started with it in the end of September and I have closed it in the beginning of December last year,

whereas in the displayed sample there is covered one private information that I did not want to publish so far).

What I had been writing in my books and articles about the "Allorganism" (also in the newer ones like

"The Formula of the Allorganism" or "The Empty Total Sum"), it is not valid for Endless Spaces, that is for

the whole existence, but only for the inside of our Supergodly Ball. Apart from this information the texts of these articles are in fact okay, since I had an inspiration and some knowledge of this environment.

Here are the old articles, the text of which was written partly before and partly after my experience named "Supergod" (see "Three Secrets"):

The Formula of the Supergodly Ball

(Version 1.1)

I consider all what exists here a part of one whole and all the universes I take for the cells of a giant

organism that consists of them all. And now I will tell you something more about it.

The name of that giant organism is a Supergodly Ball (that is how I call it). The organism is located inside of it, being a closed reality. It is directed by a spirit (Supergod) that dwells in a dimension that pervades all the cells (Alldimension).

Every cell has a core, something like a "(circle)ball", and all these balls of all the cells-universes are interconnected, by this way forming the core of the Supergodly Ball - the Alldimension, which in fact is a space arisen by a mutual interconnection of all the balls among one another.

But the leading spirits of particular universes, Gods, are interconnected, too. In fact, they all (and all their balls) together form the Supergod (and his ball of all the balls). Or, oppositely, it is the Supergod (and his ball of all the balls), who, divided by the number of the cells of his Ball, forms all the Gods (and

all their balls). Anyway, we can claim both that the God is the Supergod and reversely that the Supergod is the God.

Both is true. These highest beings are interconnected to such an extent that they are somehow merged,

in its way being one and the same being as well as each ball is somewhat the ball of all the balls, too. But back to the Supergodly Ball itself.

I have seen its Formula. There was a very special (obviously many-dimensional) language, by which it was possible to say it. I was only able to vaguely see one third of the language, so difficult it was.

Together with the Formula I have seen human mathematics. It was quite okay with some small errors

only, which has surprised me a little since I would await big ones. But in contrast with the Formula of the Supergodly Ball, taking into account totally everything, the human mathematics has only been comprised of the minority range of all.

All the things within the Supergodly Ball are somehow related and in a direct or indirect relationship with one another. Therefore every thing is truly expressed only by a formula that is valid for totally everything what is here - the Formula of the Supergodly Ball.

The Empty Total Sum

(Version 2.1)

Our Supergodly Ball mainly serves those who are most happy within it. And because it is ruled by Supergod, it would be interesting to know the total sum of his happiness (+) and unhappiness (-) which,

in view of how he "perceives things", is subjective & objective at the same time. If Supergod was perfectly balanced and the total sum of all of his inner feelings was zero, than he

would not be happy, he would not want to exist and he would not want to manage his Ball. His

happiness, desire to exist and manage the Supergodly Ball must prevail over their opposite. So he must be at least in some minimal plus. But where this plus comes from? Perhaps it is gained by the subjective unhappiness of some other beings that exist in the Supergodly Ball and that suffer instead of him. One

way or the other, Supergod's spirit + the allmatter of his Ball = one (perfectly functioning) whole, the total sum of which is zero.

The main component that makes us alive is our spiritual soul. In fact, in the Supergodly Ball there are

various diverse spiritual kinds and what I will now write here is valid for most of them. But let's now remember one basic law first. The subjective happiness of one is something what can

only exist at the expense of the subjective happiness of somebody else. It means that any spiritual kind

that would exist (considering the entire time of its existence, of course) in the prevailing positive amount of the subjective happiness of its members would be served by the Supergodly Ball more than the other way round. And when I say 'serve', I mean to give away more than to accept. So in given case it means

to be more badly-off than well-off. Of course, to a certain extent everybody serves the Supergodly Ball by means of all of his subjective

feelings, which is also valid for those who are most happy, but to serve it by being happy is pleasant and by being unhappy is unpleasant. So that if you belong among those who serve the Supergodly Ball mainly by their own well-being, you are a lucky soul.

Generally, no matter how big the well-being of some spiritual kind has been and how long it has felt more happy than unhappy, there is the opposite prepared for it that will be the bigger, the bigger the amount of the subjective happiness of that spiritual kind as a whole. However, this law is valid for the

majority of spiritual kinds and not for them all. Within the majority of spiritual kinds there are individuals who are destined to achieve a great amount

of subjective happiness, there are positive periods of time prepared for these spiritual kinds as wholes,

but very unhappy individuals and negative periods of time are there as well. In such a case, the more these spiritual kinds have achieved, the bigger the opposite will be (in the future) or it has already been (in the past).

Above all, there are happy individuals and not happy kinds. As far as their subjective happiness is concerned, the majority of spiritual kinds must not overstep zero, but happy individuals can. That is why you can build a happy man (even quite a few), but you cannot build a happy (entire) mankind.

Theoretically, if our spiritual kind as a whole could not overstep zero, we should not strive for its too big happiness. It means no too big good, no periods of quick expansion. Then we won't have to face a corresponding opposite - a too big evil and quick decline. In fact, this idea is close to "Lukewarm

Harmony" from my book "Amen" about how to avoid extremes in the life of man(kind). But because the Supergodly Ball requires a complete eternal transformation of its inner allmatter &

Supergod's spiritual body and its substantial part consists of extreme feelings of many spiritual creatures, this requirement creates their extreme subjective happiness and unhappiness that are unavoidable.

********* Practical addition: The following words are somehow related to what was written in my article "Strike

on the Hell", more precisely to the change of the reign of Positive and Negative worlds.

Please look at the following excerpt from my book "Zablesk Pravdy" that explains the alternation of positive and negative periods of time of two different kinds. In this instance it is about roe deer and

wolves, but the same principle is valid for various spiritual kinds that are somehow set against each other, too.

In our case, the principle also applies to two opposite spiritual worlds most important to us - Heaven

and Hell.

In the period of time that is favorable to Heaven, both higher and lower Heaven fully prosper, and the lower Hell is in ruins and the only part of it that somewhat prospers is the higher one (it is there as a

necessary partial balance of the entire prospering Heaven because of the statics of particular dimensions).

And, oppositely, in the period of time that is favorable to Hell, both higher and lower Hell fully

prosper, and the lower Heaven is in ruins and the only part of it that somewhat prospers is the higher one (it is there as a necessary partial balance of the entire prospering Hell because of the statics of particular dimensions).

These periods of time alternate and they balance each other. There was a picture of the influence of three powers upon what they will make human souls

experience in the Supergodly Ball. It had three parts: The reign of Heaven (light part), of Hell (dark part)

and the rest (between light and dark). Both Heaven and Hell had an equally big part of their might (at least one third, but not more than 40%).

********* Bonus: In my book "Mozaika moudrosti" - that I am more or less really proud of - is written: "Kdyby si

nikdo živý neuvědomil VšeOrganizmus, tak by se rozpadl." In English it means approximately this: "If nobody alive realized the Allorganism (= Supergodly Ball), it would disintegrate."

Well, among the members of intelligent spiritual kinds there must be individuals who - both during

their stay in the spiritual worlds and during their life in physical body (in which it is more difficult but more effective simultaneously) - they must think about the Supergodly Ball and somewhat experience it.

Through this they prevent it from falling apart. These more intelligent, that is higher spiritual kinds also experience a connection to a so-called "higher I" of Supergod, which means to a more perfect part of his complicated personality.

In order for Supergod to stay young forever, he must always transform & renew the entire complicated personality of his, so that its wisest part, too. Therefore the wisdom from it he divides into pieces and every one of them he uses to put into different being in his Ball and the being then

experiences the piece of his biggest wisdom. I have one of them, perhaps the smallest one, too.

Three Secrets

(Version 3; Approximate translation of the sample of "TOK Dodatek 8")

1. Supergod

It happened that the Consciousness became mighty upon me. I have had (= "I Supergod") thousands, millions of personalities. I was perceiving each of them separately, yet all of them have been experienced by one, superordinate to them all. I have been so many times! And always of the same age

(which was average in total sum, similarly to a man, who is about 35 all the time). I have seen it all, myself and my Ball like one only whole, like one only. That all is One. And I am

keeping it the same all the time, in order for me to be the same all the time and to not grow old.

Even if quadrillions of milliards years have gone by, it does not put a year on me. By means of the alltransformation of everything in me, everything in me is always fully renewed, so I do not change at all, neither I grow old.

(As a "Supergod", this is how I have perceived particular subjects: Between their subjective energy [soul and consciousness]

and their physical body there was a little piece of me connected both to the subject and to my main personality - main

consciousness [my perception of cells - microspaces in the subject now I do not take into account].) (I do not have words to describe to normal people what it is like to be more times. Imagine someone's reality, keep it in your

mind, add to it the reality of someone else, keep it in your mind also, and when you will have more these realities by this way, that is human personalities, think all of them at one time. And then create another reality that perceives all these realities at the same time, and concurrently it is a complex and to all of them superior personality.)

(How much is Supergod happy or unhappy, how much he wants or does not want to be, I will now try to fractionally bring closer.

Imagine that you have ten human realities, divided and joined in one personality that is superior to them all. One of the ten people is very unhappy and he does not want to live any more at all, the second is contrarily very happy and he deeply loves to

live, another two are rather unhappy and two rather happy, and the remaining four people are averagely fine. In given case that "main and superior personality" is co-experiencing all the ten diversely happy and unhappy human

personalities at the same time. It means that by a piece of itself it does not want to be any more at all and concurrently by a

different piece it oppositely wants to be too much, by a piece it suffers very much and by a piece it feels joy very much, by a piece it more or less suffers and by a piece it more or less feels joy, and by the remaining pieces a bit of everything. In total sum in this case that "main and superior personality" is finding itself between a wish to be or not to be, and between suffering and pleasure.)

2. Supergodly Ball

Very simply said, the essence of the Supergodly Ball has two main parts, whilst the first one is childishly simple and the other is oppositely unimaginably complicated.

The first one: Imagine the core of the Supergodly Ball in a form of a ball that is filled by "allmatter".

And you take the "allmatter" from it and divide it into a giant number of miniature pieces, so that each of them contains its different part than the other. Through this way you will get the particular cells of the Supergodly Ball.

The second one: The exact location and co-operation of all the cells must be so precisely managed and so much interconnected (of course, including the exact timing of all that) in order for them all to transform the matter from the ball - the core of the Supergodly Ball - by absolute one hundred per cent.

This exact activity of the particular cells of the Supergodly Ball and its control is something so terribly complicated, that neither the whole human mathematics would do.

As we already know, everything after its transformation by absolute one hundred per cent is back in

its original state (see a100% = 0 = ∞), that is of the same age and not changed at all. And if we eternally transform the "allmatter" from the ball by absolute one hundred per cent, it is always the same

forever and together with it the whole Supergodly Ball and its Supergod.

("Allmatter" is literally and to the latter all, which means, that in order to transform it by absolute one hundred per cent, in the Supergodly Ball there must occur also the biggest possible extremes - the most terrible suffering & the existence of the most evil

beings, and the biggest bliss & the existence of the most good beings.) (In the Supergodly Ball all incurvates, not only a line in its space, but in the end also any idea of what is beyond its borders.)

Today's Supergodly Ball, if it was not built up accordingly to some building plan :-), has originally been a gigantic (all)space without exact inner arrangement that had finally been taken over by the mightiest spiritual being - Supergod.

But we know for sure that that he has managed to organize and arrange everything in the Supergodly Ball so exactly to regenerate his Godly body permanently and comprehensively to keep him eternally

evenly young. For any inaccuracy during the setting up of the inner order of the Supergodly Ball would result in

undesirable getting younger, growing older or spoiling of the Supergod's spiritual body and therefore the

order in the Supergodly Ball had to be set without any deviation, accordingly to which everything always repeats round and round without any profit or loss (= perpetuum mobile), so that the Supergodly Ball and Supergod always stay the same, whilst their existence as a whole gives together number zero.

This precise order that includes all the positions and functions of all the components of the Supergodly Ball is expressed by a Formula that Supergod managed to think up. Thanks to it the time - which is something what can be controlled and commanded - had de facto stopped. In the same way like it had

stopped for the whole Supergodly Ball that, apart from the other, mainly serves to the preservation of Supergod by means of the full experiencing and full renewal of his forever young and never aging body.

I would like to add additional notes about Supergod. Note: Is = plural of I (like selves = plural of self).

Let us assume, that Supergod is many times and one time at the same time, and that he has many Is with various kinds of

dominance, covered by the main & most dominant I. But all these Is as well as particular "components" of Supergod must be "transformed".

There are lonely and group Is. The lonely ones are particular subjects and the group ones take care of many subjects (usually of the same spiritual kind). These "group Is" are both higher (for example those connected to Godly beings) and lower (for example those connected to lower creatures like some kind of insect or simple plants like grass). And in order for every "group Is" to get

fully transformed, each of subordinated "lonely Is" must exist differently (each transforms a different piece of their "group I"). For example, the "group I" of roe deer = both deer does with healthy and with broken legs; both those in good shape and in

the bad; both those without pain and those with it, for instance shot and wounded by a hunter; both those too young and those too old; both those fed well and those fed poorly; both those that live in the land without beasts and they do not have to be afraid of

them, and those who live in the land with beasts and they have to be afraid of them; both roebucks with the proper horns and those with the defected or less developed; both roebucks that dominate the other roebucks and mate, and roebuck that are subordinated to the other roebucks and do not mate, and similarly).

There also occurs some blending of various Is, for instance of two group ones, and therefore in the Supergodly Ball there must occur e.g. a cross of an apple and pear or some mutant. Or one Supergod's "group I" enters a loving relationship with some other or oppositely a war (also through loving or making a war, respective Supergod's parts transform themselves fully to enable consequently the full transformation of his entire body). And similarly.

Although Supergod has got "many Is", despite it all he perfectly controls each one of them. The subordinate by the superior and the superior by the most superior and all of them by the main one at the same time. All the Is co-operate in him perfectly and together they are a part of his complex personality.

But maybe instead of saying "a lot of Is" it would do to say shortly that Supergod has got a branched and very complicated personality that gives the impression of many personalities.

(In order for you to be able to transform & regenerate your I fully, you need to have at least one additional one, whilst one

takes care of the regeneration of the other. So you have to be at least two times. Or you have to have that I of yours that perfect to manage to fully transform & regenerate it itself.)

After the Lord has shown me his Body, for a short moment I have seen it from the outside. It was a "allnothing" shape that had looked like a giant ball, rather darker than lighter. Its outside walls were

perfect, impervious and smooth like a crystal. The vicinity of the outside environment was rather lighter. I do not exactly know what was beyond the Supergodly Ball. Despite it, I offer you three possibilities of what is beyond its borders:

a) Only some space and the pieces of allmatter removed from the Supergodly Ball that were not suitable for its inner order, because Supergod could not have made "his calculation" with them.

b) "Endless Spaces" and Supergods in them who live longer by means of structures like our

Supergodly Ball. c) Something between the first and the second option.

3. Time

Time (rather) does not exist (than exists). (Partially) There is only the continuance of some story in the other part of the Supergodly Ball, than in which it has started and/or it has originally been going on (which the subjects of animated nature perceive as a growing old and people call it time), but at the

same time (partially) there is neither it, because everything in the Supergodly Ball has its definite, unchangeable position (like particular frames in a movie, out of which every single one alone is a standing picture only, but all of them together are the whole story).

Look at the Supergodly Ball & Supergod, they are always the same and inside of them there rather is not than is what you people call time. And because there are mainly they, time rather is not than is.

*********

When speaking about time, I will also speak about a way back through it. For example, somebody is

sixty years old and he had a car accident when he was forty. And purely theoretically he will return back into the time that was shortly before the accident and he will prevent it. But even if he will do that, the accident will happen nonetheless. Or in fact will and will not at the same time.

The left picture shows the life - "flowing of time" - of that man in the Supergodly Ball and the right one what would happen if the accident was diverted that happened to him when he was forty.

For if the accident was diverted, the story - the course of that man's life - would have to branch out and to go by two branches. In the first of them he would have the accident (what once happened in the Supergodly Ball, it endlessly repeats in it since it is always the same) and in the second one he would not

have it. If it was so, then in view of the fact, that the Supergodly Ball is always the same and all the events

eternally repeat in it, this "return back in time", the prevention of the accident from coming to pass and

the branching of the story would have to repeat in it eternally and endlessly. And what follows from it you can easily guess yourselves.

(When I was describing "Tajemstvi casu" in book "Mozaika moudrosti", I did not understand it very well then and till today I do not fully understand it yet.)

Infinity

(Version 2.1)

I am here with one theory about infinity. It is the result of my knowledge of the Supergodly Ball + of my fantastic imagination about what could be beyond its borders, if it has any :-)

Infinity 1:

It is "limitedly endless" and valid within the Supergodly Ball. It contains "subjective time" and it has two main values:

1. ∞ 2. Number that expresses "points", that is "particular positions" of the whole story that is going on

within the Supergodly Ball (somehow comparable to the number of frames in a movie).

In this infinity line gets curved and all the way it "goes along the same points" round and round,

because the inside of the Supergodly Ball is fixed.

(The stories in the Supergodly Ball repeat round and round and all the matter in it is transformed by absolute 100%. It means,

that every time after all the stories have been "played", there appears such an environment as if the stories have never been

"played" at all, as if they were to be "played" for the first time. What it means for the points along which the line goes, you can easily find out yourselves: Every time the line goes "as if it was

for the first time", which means that the points are only "new" and it goes along them "endlessly", because it always goes forward

in always "new" environment. Both the points and the line are 100% renewed by absolute transformation. That is why I have used infinite number instead of

definite. And I have called it "limitedly endless".)

Infinity 2: It is "fully endless" and valid outside of the Supergodly Ball. It contains "objective time" and mostly it

is filled by fragmented (all)matter. Within these "Endless Spaces" there is a gigantic area occupied by Supergods and that of ours originates from it, too.

Do you guess the way by which line goes in this infinity? Does it go straightly, does it curve or does it split up itself? Anyway, I can give you hints that all the way it goes along different points, because the

inside of the "Endless Spaces" is not fixed, but naturally changing. Infinite numbers have various values and dimensions. They are infinite, either limitedly or fully, and the "limitedly infinite" are also definite. For example, there is a planet with two men. One of them lives 30 years and the other 90 years. The universe with the planet repeats endlessly together with the life of

these two men. During the eternity each of the two will live ∞ number of years, but the number of the spent years of the first man is three times smaller than that of the other. Both their infinite numbers are the same (= ∞) and different (the first man's 1 ∞ x 3 = the other man's 1 ∞).

Translated excerpt from "Mozaika moudrosti", "Tajemstvi nekonecneho cisla":

All the infinite numbers have these qualities: 1. They are endless 2. They are of the same size

3. They are of different size 4. They have their polarity 5. They do not have any polarity (through going endlessly they gradually change into their opposite and therefore they are losing their polarity; but at the same time they

are keeping this polarity, since they have endless amount of it)

Now I will explain that there was a change in my energetic constitution when I was young (Voll akutest 75 [but one time it has

added my inflammatory pain to my vital energy and the result was 88, so that this equipment is unreliable] and ARDK Yin/Yang -1,349). A little piece of my soul was either differently connected to my brain or it was free a bit. After I was poisoned partly, some

of my brain cells have died and the "differently connected" or "free part" of my soul has connected itself with another part that became free as the consequence of my poisoning. The result is that - now and then - I better remember some things shown to my soul long ago and I can "catch some piece of higher knowledge" better than before. Later, in a worse condition of my brain, I should have crazy thoughts mixed up with some occasional "flashes of truth".

Because I have mentioned Supergods (who use to set up structures like our Ball), please allow me to post here a joke & the most serious thing mix:

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We really like the new "Little Mountain" edition of "Ageless Body Formula". Although we are using it a few quadrillions of years only, so far we have not aged at all. We can only recommend this product to

others! The majority automatic system really suits us. We only enter our data, manually set up the main

values and almost all the remaining counting is automatically finished by the equipment. In the end there

is a couple of closing corrections and it is ready to create the new environment that meets our exact needs!

The stay in it is likeable, the maintaining work is not too difficult and the regenerative process hurts

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Feel free to take me for the biggest liar, but I have seen the "Little Mountain", although not with the eyes of my physical body. The origin of the name (that arose as the result of my endeavor to compare it to something known to humanity) comes from

the appearance of the space, within which the Formula is placed. Its cover is shaped like one wider (or almost two?) little

mountain(s). There are no bright colors on it and in its vicinity, but rather some faded ones such as that of a darker brass, darker green and similarly.

Just as a matter of interest, if you want to compare the knowledge of any thing that exists within the Supergodly Ball to the knowledge contained in that Formula, the knowledge of the "thing" is immediately pictured next to the Formula and the picture

occupies such a space that corresponds to the exact part of the Formula, the knowledge of which "the pictured thing" contains. One only look at it and you know how much the "thing" knows.

PS: Let one part of you believe that there is nothing outside of the Supergodly Ball and let second part of you believe that there is something outside of the Supergodly Ball. The reason is that the Supergodly Ball needs both these beliefs. Some help to keep its integrity, some help to renew Supergod's spirit.

And here are articles that were completely written after this experience of mine and already with the benefit of a little hindsight:

Supergod

(TOK Dodatek 9 Cislo 5)

The owner of the big Ball has "killed" me. Since I have got to know the knowledge of a small

"fragment" of his reality, now and then I am in a very strange condition.

I think of that Ball of his and how long it will hold. I want it to be here eternally to make all the good happen in it and at the same time I want it to go out of action to prevent all the bad from taking place in it.

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When I have seen, that the Allorganism is one big Ball with a Supergod that is able to exist in it eternally young, automatically I have got an idea that there are more such Balls out there and that our Precreator belongs to some perfect kind of spiritual beings existing in the spaces beyond the Allorganism.

And I myself do not know if this idea - that has appeared quickly and even with some details - is only the product of my fantasy or unbelievable reality.

(As far as the essence of happiness is concerned, which the Lord had let me get to know, every subject is designed for a

different experience of it. It can be for instance short-term and intensive and narrowly focused, or contrariwise long-term and less intensive and complicatedly arranged, and similarly. And I have also seen how it is possible to program oneself for a specific kind of

happiness at certain time.)

Some wise lessons related to the Lord:

• Every now and then it happens to me that suddenly it crosses my mind that all what matters is he. That everything must be subordinated to his being eternally young and to his feeling fine, even if some

artificially created creatures would suffer in his big Ball forever and ever. • One example of the use of such a Ball: If its Owner would exist outside of it and would grow older

somehow and so he has found himself (to be) in a somewhat worse condition than before, he can enter it and focus the first events in it only for the regeneration and rejuvenation of his Supergodly body. And when he finds himself (to be) in an ideal condition, only then he focuses the events for keeping his

personality in it. And he will repeat them till the time when the situation beyond the borders of his Ball requires him to get out of it. So that perhaps million times.

• Maybe you would like to know, to what an extent Supergod co-experiences the suffering of creatures living in his Ball. Okay, now I will give you more details about it.

As I have already written, between the subjective consciousness of living creature (it can be described by a most simplified way in case of such a creature that only has "one reality" that it fully experiences) and his body there is a stream, by which the creature is connected to the piece of the Lord's personality.

The consciousness of that creature has a direct and full link to everything what it experiences subjectively by means of its body, whereas the Lord experiences it more or less differently - indirectly and "by a detour".

By means of his energetically-materially-informative streams he knows about each micropiece of that creature and he has each of them contained in his "Alldimension" and "Little Mountain". And if I am to express my opinion on the degree by which he co-experiences the suffering with the creature, then I

have to say, that only in a small one, but he knows about it.

("Little Mountain" is a structure, reminding rather one than two little mountains, in which there is stored the Formula of the Allorganism in a strange land, having darker and faded versions of colors such as brass, green, brown and similarly, whereas on the

left from the structure there is some lighter line. "Little Mountain" calculates also it itself including who will think of it, who will see it etc.)

• To see (all) that from the (Super)Godly viewpoint had affected me so much!

• During the calculation of the inner arrangement of the Allorganism various criteria had to be met.

Everything in it had to be divided, set up and planned in a way to satisfy not only the need of experience and renewal of the particular pieces of Precreator's personality, but at the same time the necessity of balance of opposites and also all the qualities of allmatter & laws of Nature of this closed reality.

• As we know, in case of global interest of their nation, Hellish people give advices to one another, whereas normal human being has to manage to do this and that, sometimes even everything, without

others, that is absolutely alone. But on the other hand just by means of this he or she can develop and improve very much. After all, the highest and most perfect one is alone, too. It reminded me that when long ago **** was writing with that "highest spirit" by automatic pen, he was signing him as "Alone".

(Author's comment: Automatic writing is sick, please avoid it by all means. Its practicing usually belongs to a lower spiritual

development & level and apart from it, bad spiritual creatures often use such a method of communication with people and they can badly influence those, the pen of which they lead. Remember, that neither Jesus nor Precreator will directly speak with you using this method. Higher level of spiritual communication does not need any pen, since it deals with streams & feelings that are more than any written words.)

• If you saw how Super(God) sees all that and what matters to him. It is so strange, so inhuman!

• So far I have took a look at the hierarchy of all the kinds of the Allorganism only little and therefore the following information is only very approximate and still a subject to change:

Humanoid kinds do not belong among the most matured beings and they are located in the second

third of the range of this hierarchy. The third third are Gods. Hellish humanoid souls are tightly above the half of the range and the normal human on it or little bellow. Guardians of "the Sanctuary of God" are above Hellish humanoid souls and even somewhat higher are the members of "Holy Council", already

tightly bellow Gods. Our main one is almost in the three quarters of the hierarchy's range.

Secret of Happiness

(Approximate translation of "TOK Dodatek 8" Number 30)

The Lord has shown me the secret of happiness. Supergod was happy, when he was little workloaded and at the same time when he was perceiving a

small pain during it, but only if he overall felt himself predominantly fine. All has looked as if the complete pleasure without a minimum of burden is something, what in practice obviously does not function very long.

Healthy and necessary minimum of load and various problems that alternate surely belongs to the right happiness. Simply, there are joyful pieces and problematic pieces that change in every possible way. But the rule remains here, that in the overall subjective impression of them all and at the same time of

own personality the pleasure must always somehow prevail. Such happiness is preferred by the Lord. It is only partial, but reasonable, real, stable and eternal.

The Price of Human Life


Do you know, what is the price of human life? If not, please have a think about the following. At first, let us remind that human life is a made-up, calculated and created subject inside of the closed

reality of Supergodly Ball. It can be changed and reshaped, ended and started again etc. Thanks to the existence of human life that of Supergod can exist, too. And if there were no people,

our Supergod cannot eternally keep himself in an excellent condition and maybe neither eternally live.

Allow me to remind also that that human life inside of his Ball is such as it is because all the other inside of it is such as it is, too. And everything what follows from this you can hopefully figure out yourselves.

In any case, if the point in human life is to keep the Supergodly one, it is necessary to ask, what in fact is the price of it? And there is a range of answers to this question. They are various.

But at all times I remember the rule that there where is not any life there is not any pain either. And it

is what matters to me most. I would exchange all the pleasure of all the living creatures of all the worlds for that that none of all the creatures would have to suffer in any of all the worlds, ever.

I have always believed that deadly grief, unspeakable fear from a no-win situation and indescribable

torment are a too big and more or less unacceptable tax on the opposite pleasure, feeling of safety and happiness.

Well, it is and it is not so, and everybody thinks his own about it. But at any rate for a more objective

review I recommend to take a closer look at the overall value of subjective happiness and unhappiness of human souls in our Supergodly Ball.

About the Owner of a Big Ball


And the Owner again. And of what else than of our, in fact of his, big Ball. The quality of particular spiritual kinds in this Ball including their subjective happiness can be depicted

in an easy manner (by a so-called "preview method") by means of three geometric figures. a) Circle - it depicts the character of the Owner's personality and the character of the judged spiritual

kind corresponds to its proportional part.

b) Line - it depicts the placement of the judged spiritual kind in the hierarchy of spiritual kinds in this Supergodly Ball.

c) Tridimensional figure - it depicts the overall value of the subjective feelings of the judged spiritual

kind in the cycle of the transformation of allmatter (= the acting of stories) that is just going on in this Ball and so the overall amount of that kind's subjective happiness. What part of this figure is filled shows to us how much the spiritual kind has already experienced in given cycle of what it is supposed to

experience. And what part of this figure is not filled shows us how much the spiritual kind will yet experience in given cycle of what it is supposed to experience.

(If the Owner's personality is depicted as a circle, then Hellish people - which a piece of me today only perceives as a

calculation and position of allmatter accordingly to the Formula from our Supergodly Ball - are "a diversion to the left" [the beginning of Evil or the better out of the bad, but already bad]. And, for a change, "the Guardians of the Sanctuary of God"

represent "a diversion to the right" [= Good].)

(In the space on the right side from itself, "Little Mountain" depicts the part of its knowledge that some respective spiritual kind

or being from a Supergodly Ball has at its disposal [this way I saw also human mathematics]. I believe that in the same way it manages to depict also the above-mentioned tridimensional figure [a more complicated method is to firstly depict the entire inside of the "Little Mountain" and only then as another tridimensional figure in it depict the overall value of the judged spiritual kind].)

Few other wisdoms:

• When living creatures display the qualities of their Owner, they experience a piece of his personality.

And when they suffer very much, they balance the happiness of others and their own (a future or past one) by its opposite and at the same time it serves the creation of various sub-values tuning-up the

whole work of allmatter in the Supergodly Ball.

• If you had been happy and your happiness that had passed away will be repeated in the next cycles of

stories in the Supergodly Ball, you will be happy again. And if the calculation of the stories was changed and they together with it, the potential corresponding to your character and happiness will remain in the Ball anyway. So that somebody like you will be happy somehow like you. So that as if you again.

• I look forward to be eternally by means of our Supergod (within the meaning of being like he). And because I have said this, it means that I am he and not I -:)

• When I was thinking of how the kind of the beings is called among which the Owner of our Ball belongs, then using human language I could not find any name for him (it was "many superwords"). In

spite of it after my experience of "the connection of my mind to Precreator" I gave "calling him somehow" a try and I had automatically mumbled something like "Kalimalajkala" or so (perhaps it was differently, for instance "Kalimajkalama", "Kalimaukalajma" and similarly), I already do not remember.

And then I have realized that it had probably contained words "Kali" and "Kala", which had reminded me of known Indian religion.

And because I do not know the exact name of the Owner-like beings and at the same time I know about them that they create Gods, I began to call them "Supergod" (= an "Above-God" or "the God of all the Gods").

(By the way, I have seen a sculpture of Kali. It had looked very humanized and its three eyes were reminding Hellish people [I meant it the way that a so-called "third eye" is a symbol of spiritual sight and apart from our world they can see their Hellish one,

too]. But "Kali" in fact looks totally differently!)

• As far as the character of our Supergod is concerned, he is not obviously good neither obviously evil.

He is universal. And when he causes living creatures to suffer, then not because he would delight in it (in fact, only a micro-piece of his personality delights in it and not he as a whole, because he is not that evil), but he only takes it for a necessity to fulfill his intentions, above all. From his point of view, what

matters most is the preservation of himself and of own personal happiness, and of own kind and the happiness of its members. And all the other is subordinated to it. And if other kinds suffer because of it, their suffering is tolerated to such an extent that corresponds to the character of Supergods, which is not

a self-contained Evil, but its combination with Good. Personally, I believe, that partly, even though maybe not fully, they let the other kinds suffer only to make them themselves be more well-off.

(It is a fact of life, that one kind asserts itself often at the cost of hurting the other kinds. Let you remember Hellish people who

would probably be somewhat less well-off so far, if they did not steal some human souls. And if they did not lie to normal people and would not cheat on them, then they would hardly steal those souls without the use of violence and, moreover, they could not

play their secret game about those normal people that they enjoy. Shortly, to cleverly cheat on others and abuse them often pays and every so often even in long terms, and who does not do it,

his deal is frequently harder. The fairytale about the reward for a good character and good deeds is only partially true, but at the same time also partially made up. In the Supergodly Ball there is both and which is more, it is known best by its Owner, above all.)

(Egoism [and centripetal force connected with it] is obviously a basic equipment of living creatures, neither it is strange to our

Supergod.

Let you take a look into Nature and various spiritual worlds. Almost every kind wants to prosper, almost every individual wants to be well-off. And many of them drives this desire even to total extremes.

From their subjective viewpoint good is what does them good. That is the circumstances and creatures who make possible for them to be happy. And one of the main reasons for their love for them is that that they enable their happiness.

Of course, in our Ball it is our Supergod who assigns particular spiritual kinds the amount of subjective happiness by means of "his calculations". And you guess well when you assume that during this "assignment" morality is more or less off.)

• There are two main extreme positive ways how to exist with good state of health. Either you know nothing about it and it is automatically good, or you know yourself through and through and you fully experience & transform & maintain & repair you yourself, that by means of this method you preserve the

good health for all the time. • Let us now say, what is in fact normal.

Normal is when you fully know yourself and you fully understand yourself. But imperfect subjects of some closed reality do not manage it, since their "perfection" and knowledge usually use to be only a smaller or larger fragment of the level of him who has thought up the closed reality. And it is also the

reason why we people know so little and we fully know neither our ourselves. Normal is to see into around, more exactly said "into ball", to be many times & one time at the same

time, to have every part of conscience in different dimension, to see time and no-time separately and the both simultaneously, to have oneself counted off in the smallest pieces and at the same time to perceive oneself not counted off as one whole.

Normal is to be complex, universal, allsexual, but concurrently to be able by pieces of oneself to separately feel every own polarity, one-sideness and sexuality separately. Yes, it all is in fact normal. As well as to never grow old, to be eternally young and to know everything (and apart from it to have an

own big Ball :-). And who does not manage this, he is a lower creature belonging to some limited closed reality and not to an unlimited opened one.

• Every now and then I have his thinking and goals, and I know about my human body that it is poor. It will fade away and together with it that as if Pavel Kastl, which does not matter because one only matters: There must be that Supergod. It all is only about him. Nothing else matters.

(The Lord had let me recognize him in Autumn 2013. In the following days after the connection of his mind to my consciousness, one afternoon when I was alone in the room everything has "changed" in a "central dimensional stream" in which I

got lost. You cannot imagine it. Chair, the wall, tree, all was only an exact and calculated position of the unpacked allmater of the core of our Supergodly Ball

[formerly Allorganism]. I was within those things in a "dimensional stream", which is a branch going from the core of the Ball through our dimension [however, its detailed filling consists of many "cooperating" and penetrating branches of various

dimensions]. Everything was only the exact position, exact number. Then in the space before me there was made the calculation of that "central dimensional stream", that is of "our branch".)

• The higher being, the smaller the difference between it and "higher I" of our Supergod (= the smaller "diversion of particles" in the structure of its spiritual body and the lesser the amount of "indirect connections", which in the result means a closer linking to the Lord's main personality, which is mainly

valid for Gods who are more similar to him than other beings). • Sort of everybody wants to be happy, but where that happiness of his is finding itself?

In our Ball those have it who were predestined to it by "Little Mountain". But there is only definite number of those who are really happy in it and if you are not one of them, you have a bad luck.

Another theoretic option is to find the happiness somewhere outside of this Ball. Either to be someone

who is happy for some time in some opened reality, but then he passes away in it and together with him his happiness, which will already never repeat again, or to be someone like our Supergod who is in some

opened reality (and "every now and then" also in a closed one) eternally happy. • One mathematics counts off the Supergodly spiritual body and the other one makes the calculation of

how to adapt the inside of the Supergodly Ball (= the movement of the allmatter in it and all the stories that are going on in it) to the calculation of the first mathematics.

• For normal person best is to be only one time, but it must be worth it! On the other hand, a wiser way is to be happy in one reality, but at the same time to have an

awareness of the other that is superior to the first one.

• It is clear that this reality, which we live in here, must be a closed one. In an opened one it would be impossible to 100% calculate and predestine everything.

• As we know well, in our Ball there is a lot of subjective unhappiness. And now imagine, that instead of "maintaining cycles" there would be the "rejuvenating" ones in it (if our Owner was after his return from

Endless Spaces, in which he grew old a bit). There would be, as I suppose, even bigger lot of subjective unhappiness.

• You will cease to need others only then, when you will be like our Lord. When you will be able to fulfill you yourselves, when you will have the potential of others in you: that of own parent, child, friend and so

on. When you yourselves will be your goal of all the goals, shortly everything. The collective of many individuals only stands in the part of the way to spiritual development, but in its goal there is a perfect & complex individual that already does not need others any more. But to keep himself in this perfection,

every now and then he must become all the others in order to be allowed to be without them forever. (PS: When my experience "Greatcreator" came to pass, it was in the time when I had been working on "TOK Dodatek 8", so

that it happened that some texts were written before this experience and some after it. Similar situation is in the case of article "The Empty Total Sum" that was written before this experience and after it I have repaired the article a bit.

After the "Greatcreator" I have gradually started to use terms "Supergod", "Ball", "Supergodly Ball" and "Endless Spaces" which, I hope, are more or less correct and okay with you.)

The Happiness of Human Soul


Let's say, that for the majority of people the subjective point in their life is to be happy. And if circumstances do not allow it to them, then, at least, to be as little unhappy as possible and let's also do

not forget, that the feeling of happiness - in quite a few cases - is caused by helping others, too. In order for us to be happy, first there must be us, by which I have in mind the gaining (and keeping)

of own individuality. Shortly, you are born like a human being that grows up and you want to be him or

her further, but happy. And if you are believers, after the death of his or her body you want to be, as a human soul, happy further.

Like I was writing in "The Empty Total Sum" (shortly before my experience "Precreator") about the

subjective happiness of spiritual kinds in "Allorganism", that is in our Supergodly Ball, the majority of them won't live to see any big one.

I remind you again that the Supergodly Ball is here mainly because of Supergod and much less

because of us, so that we will serve it more than the other way around. And the corresponding degree of happiness of our souls as a whole already somehow follows from this information.

Almost in every spiritual kind there are obviously happy individuals, but at the same time the majority

of spiritual kinds as a whole are not happy. Therefore it is easier to build up a happy man than a happy entire mankind.

But let's now say, in which circumstances human being can be happy. First of all, he or she must

become himself or herself (= to grow up in the exact way he or she has grown up, and to experience exactly what he or she has experienced, shortly to become who he or she is) and then he or she must

preserve the gained individuality. If happiness is predestined to him or her, it will come to him or her itself. If it is not, then, purely

theoretically, he or she would have to gain it by changing the Formula of our Supergodly Ball in the way

to make it give him or her happiness, but owing to this others would have to be shorter of it. In any case, once the human soul is happy, its happiness will repeat in the next cycle of stories in the

Supergodly Ball, but only if these won't be changed by the change of its Formula, which would cause a

bigger or smaller deviation in the individuality and happiness of the soul in question.

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Theoretically, there is one more option for it to experience happiness that is eternal, and that by

means of Supergod. But there is one big hitch in it, since it goes hand in hand with a bigger or smaller

loss of its own spiritual individuality. But the question is what the price of its individuality in fact is, when in given case it is being "exchanged" for a much more perfect one.

Human brain is only able to experience the reality of higher spiritual beings in a very small degree, but

the human soul has this ability substantially bigger. If it finds itself to be totally out of physical body or, at least, by a piece of itself it is outside of the brain's tissue (= connected to the brain by insufficient way, for example as a result of constitutional deviation, brain's illness and similarly), in a small degree it can

experience the (Super)Godly reality. And who knows, if even in the case when it is fully connected to the brain, if it would co-operate with the soul in an ideal way in this meaning, but I am not sure about the

extent or if it is even possible at all. Of course, when the soul gets to the higher and/or neutral spiritual worlds after the death of its

physical body, it can communicate with "corresponding manifestation of the Supergod's higher I" in a

form of some Godly being and/or directly God, by which it can get to know a piece of his reality that, to a substantial degree, is that of Supergod.

Generally, the cognition of (Super)Godly reality changes the human soul and in the way that its

inclination towards the human one decreases and the inclination towards the (Super)Godly one begins to develop at the expense of it. If it only decreases a little, the result is its widening by awareness of the (Super)Godly one. And, for a change, if the spiritual individuality gets fully lost, then it deals with a state,

when Supergod experiences a piece of himself by means of human soul as much as it is possible, and it disappears by time and only he lefts. He has been there before it and he is there after it. He is there all

the time. And it is there together with him also, because it did become him, even though it did not.

Sex and Positive Interpersonal Relationships


If we won't take into account that in every opposite there is an element of its opposite and we make the whole thing simpler, we can claim approximately this:

When you are a man, you fully experience sexual connection in a manly manner and you do not feel female experience during it, and when you are a woman, you fully experience sexual connection in a womanly manner and you do not feel male experience during it.

Man wants "himself into woman" and woman wants "man into herself", but when the both together implement this desire of their by sexual connection, already after some shorter time the two of them desire to interrupt this connection. But after some time after its interruption they start to desire to

connect again, then break it again and so on. As a matter of fact, sexual intercourse with a person of opposite gender is only a short-term,

incomplete, or if you want only partial implementation of a "root" desire to become "androgynous" for a

moment, or more precisely "sexless". In other words, to have a rest from own sexuality (= a root diversion from "original centre") and to savor the feeling of the "root neutrality". And because sexual intercourse is only a partial and short-term satisfaction of this "root need", it must be regularly repeated.

Positive interpersonal relationships, accompanied by love (whether by maternal, that of lovers, friends and so on) know the beloved object, that is the other person, only to a very limited extent. They do not know, what exactly he or she feels, what exactly he or she thinks and similarly. But try to imagine that it

would be the other way around. If one half of your conscience was perceiving your experience, whilst the other half that of your

partner, you would experience the sexual intercourse with him or her in a manly and womanly manner at the same time, even though the both by a half intensity only, of course. But during it you would learn, what your partner feels during the sexual intercourse with you.

Simply imagine, that one part of you experiences a loving relationship with other person and at the same time the other part of you knows, what that person exactly feels and thinks. Then, if you are two times in this way, you experience your relationship with the other one both humanly and you know much

about him or her at the same time. If you want to experience the relationship with the other person only fully humanly, you must not

know too much about him or her, and oppositely when you know too much about him or her, you already

cannot experience the relationship with him or her only fully humanly. Either the first without the second, or a half of the both.

(Of course, to only know what the other one feels and what he or she thinks won't do. Only that will do what is complex.

Hundred per cent, absolute. It means to know the microcosmos of that other person and to know, what he or she and all his or her feelings and thoughts consist of, that is to know his or her calculation in this "Supergodly Ball" including its Formula.)

Individuality


Well, it is here again. We are and we want to be further. Our human individuality and its successful continuation, and that as long as possible. But...

Long ago, I have tried to assign individuality some numerous value, shortly "оценку" of how much it is important. I was asking myself: How much is it important to keep our individuality? Is it really that important to us, that it is better to be very unhappy and to keep it, than to be happy, but to lose it?

In old times I have been strictly only of the opinion, that when we change too much, we in fact become somebody else and the one we have been before dies in a way.

I have wanted to keep one's own individuality at any price and I have agreed with the loss of it only in

the case, when it would prevent some excessive suffering. (Ask yourself a question: Would you want to be a man put to torture groaning with terrible pain and with an overall unfavorable

Fate, or some monkey that is doing well and that has an overall favorable Fate?)

But then Supergod has come and during a short moment as if I have become him. At that moment

my own individuality was forgotten and I took a look at us people by "his eyes". And I have seen lower, limited creatures.

As long as I have only been a man, I have only desired for the keeping of my human individuality.

And one of the main reasons was that that I did not directly know any more perfect one. But when I have got to know the individuality of Supergod, apart from the keeping of my own, I have

suddenly desired for the keeping of that of his, too. Perhaps I have started to like him somehow, because

I have become him a bit. (Imagine, that you were a mosquito and you only knew its individuality. At any price you would try to keep it for yourself, but if

you have got to know that human one which is more varied, richer and more perfect, suddenly you would cease to want to be a mosquito and, instead, you would start to desire to be a man. And it is similarly, when you are a man and you get to know the individuality of Supergod.)

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Because we exist in a Supergodly Ball, in which every one of us transforms a different piece of allmatter and Supergod's spiritual body, we are such as we are only because everything else in the Ball is such as it is (and such as it was and such as it will be).

Without Hellish people and their good (absolute majority of health service, predominantly positive societal code, education and upbringing, making life easier by various technical amenities and similarly) and evil (killing and torturing of people in ancient times, the Second World War, partial spoiling of life

happiness in a range of normal people, the capturing and annihilating of the souls of some of them and similarly) we would not have been like we are. Simply, without Hellish people our present individuality more or less would not exist.

And because its component is a link to the happiness that we have experienced here thanks to the Hellish (who are rather bad than good, but they carry with them an unique little piece of Good that is neither in Heaven), maybe it can be said, that to a certain degree we want to keep our individuality

together with it (and so, in a certain sense, together with them).

********* Practice is such that in the cycle of stories in a Supergodly Ball we are a man and we have & know his

individuality. But apart from our human one, some of us can get to know a bit some other, perhaps just that of Supergod.

Let us live for ages as human souls & people and in the end, in the goal of our way, let us at least a little bit get to know him who has thought up & calculated us. After all, we won't only live in the total

ignorance of our Owner! I have got a compromise into my mind how to stay a man, but despite it to learn something about

Supergod. We would have to have only one individuality, that human one, but together with it also a

certain small awareness about the Supergodly one. But even though it sounds realizably, in spite of this it has one obstacle. Well, man would be allowed

to know something about the Supergodly individuality, but he would never be allowed to taste it more

deeply, we cannot even speak about some "bigger gulp" from the bottle of this "tempting mead". I won't exaggerate much when I say that he who once tastes it, he won't want any other any more, neither the

human one. And therefore if man wants to stay a man, he must keep some distance off Supergod in order to do not become him :-)

(With a bit of humor and at the same time seriously: Do you know, what is it like to be somebody else than you are? Have you

already been somebody else? And if yes, was it somebody much more perfect and truer, than you are? So much, that when compared with him you would take yourself for something small, stupid and short-aged? And that as much as you would rather be him than you? And if yes, was the somebody [Super]God?)

Closing lesson: We renounce our individuality only if its keeping means an excessive suffering for us,

or if we have an option to exchange it for some other that has a higher level (whereas this second option

can and need not be used). In any case, there is one note for all the principal opponents of an exchange of the current individuality for some other, even if the most perfect one: Do not forget that even in Heaven they change your individuality a little and thus they take it away a bit by improving it by

Salvation. For it is already not that exactly you like before. (And as far as the price of individuality is concerned, it depends on the overall circumstances. In some it is maximal, in some

partial, and in some even none.)

Relationship to Hellish People


Together with getting to know Supergod, my relationship toward Hellish people has improved very slightly. Before, I was against them almost fully, say out of 85%, but today "only" out of 75% (in view of

circumstances, normal people should be against them at least out of two thirds, which corresponds to calculations).

"This kind is important for a short section and in the total sum we are lost without it. It is here to serve the total calculation, in order for us to live forever. But it only represents the minority of our interests, it has the minority of our character and only our minority favor. At first, we use it for a while with a calculation to its prosperity and then with a calculation to its decline. And then we terminate it and we will repeat it in the same way in the next cycle of transformation of the core of our Ball."

Here is a picture of the hierarchy of spiritual kinds in our Supergodly Ball. It is little wrongly, but my knowledge of this hierarchy

is so low, that I still have to present it like a "subject to change". On the picture there is a "character of Supergod" in a form of an oval, in which left half there is a worse part of his personality

and in the right one there is the better one. The arrow pointing upwards is an axis, displaying the range of the hierarchy of spiritual kinds.

The non-interrupted line across the axis marks the half of this hierarchy and the interrupted line somewhat higher means a very

important boundary. For above it there starts a more perfect construction of bodies, longevity and real wisdom. Normal human souls seem to be low, but in extremely favorable circumstances their knowledge can get developed as far as the

interrupted line. In such a case in the beginning of their spiritual way they are lower than ordinary Hellish people, but, paradoxically, in its end they can find themselves to be somewhat higher.

Self-Love

We, low creatures existing in this closed reality, are fragments, an artificially-created deficit. We have

a narrow and limited range that has not only a big disadvantage, but also a big advantage. The disadvantage consists in our small horizon and the advantage consists in a very high intensity, by which we are able to experience the narrowly-focused love of ours.

(For Supergod, every human love has its purpose. For example, both that of individuals who are very egoistic, self-contained &

self-loving and do not need the love of others [besides other things, they experience an important trait of Supergod's personality],

and that of community with many souls positively dependent on one another [besides other things, such a collective helps to keep the integrity of some particular part of Supergod's spiritual body]. Of course, in the entire calculation of the inside of this Supergod Ball, these and all the other loves including the opposite of them all have their irreplaceable place, too.)

But imagine what it would be like to have a wider and more complex horizon. And to contain in yourself all the loves that others could have for you: Love of your mother for you, love of your husband/wife for you, of your best friend, of relatives, of domestic animals, and so on.

Imagine that all these loves for you are a part of your complex personality and that their potential is included in it. Then you easily manage to be without others, then you have no need to be loved be somebody else, since there is already someone, who loves you completely: You.

You cannot imagine how perfectly Supergod manages to be alone and how much he manages to love himself. It will sound crazily, but to need the love of others is a disorder. It is an illness. It means that

you are not complete, that you are a fragment. For one should be perfect enough to do not need the love of others at all (but now I do not speak about human beings :-).

But because man is not that perfect and does not manage to love himself as completely as Supergod

does, he needs the love of others for him (and also the love of himself for them). Generally, in order to be happy, the main stream of self-love and of love experienced with others

must not be disturbed. To explain it illustratively, I will mention a circle with a ball inside of it. The ball is

the main core of your personality and the circle are its medium and lower pieces. The ball must be preserved at all circumstances, but there can be (and even there must be) some problems on the circle.

And in man, his love for himself, love of others for him and his love for them must not be disturbed

either. Otherwise he would feel too empty, unfulfilled and unhappy. Either you are happy about yourself without the love of others (= higher spiritual beings) or with it (=

lower spiritual beings). The centre of Supergod is filled by his love for himself, and the centre of human

being is filled both by his love for himself and by the love of others for him and by his love for them. This centre must be preserved. As soon as the self-love and in case of man also the love for & of

others is disrupted, it starts to corrupt.

If, as a normal human being, you have several main loves and somebody has spoiled them, he has affected this centre of yours, too. The main loves need to be clean somehow. They need to have their

main stream strong and not disturbed. And if they are not perfect, which is in practice hardly possible, at least they must be good. Then together with a piece of self-love they can do the whole work for you.

(Just as a matter of interest, there are circumstances, in which this centre of man can feel well even if he does not love himself

and others too much and others do not love him too much either. For example, if after some great tribulation man gains his health and freedom back, he can feel well as if he was satisfied with

love. The reason is that that the main part of his personality suddenly became so happy by the improvement, that especially during

some limited time it has evoked & enabled such positive inner feelings like that of the condition when love in that person's life works well.

Of course, in the majority of cases this condition [that is able to temporarily replace the satisfied centre] won't last too long [it

will pass away by some time, either more or less]. But during the time of its duration many positive feelings appear that are more intensive and cleaner than in normal circumstances [when the good is always present like something what is not precious] and in this situation also various little streams of love are better experienced by the consciousness & soul [causing bigger pleasure from small reasons thanks to the new good circumstances that are however too ordinary for the people who are in them all the time and

who do not know anything worse].)

Important supplement: Supergod is a complex spiritual creature. Our local time is running faster for him than for us, but at the same time more slowly, too, because many pieces of his spiritual body are

connected also to such subjects, the lifespan of which is much shorter than that of humans (e.g. bacterium, insect). Apart from it, he is also able to perceive the local time standing as a position of the allmatter (and his spiritual body) in this Ball.

And even though he has a perfect self-contained love, he is able of a positive relationship to others of his kind as well. Though independent and separated, every one of them originates from the same intelligence like others and they are one in a way, although they are not. Their mutual agreements are

fully observed in order for them all to live forever. And when one is for unimaginably long ages alone in his Ball, the other guards it from the outside during the whole time.

As for Supergod's love for us people, it is simple. He needs us and inside of us we have a projected & transferred little piece of his personality (but together with many other different things, of course). He loves the little piece of himself in us and he also knows that we are here to serve the entire calculation of

his that makes it possible for him to be young forever. He loves us either directly or by means of other subjects who love us. Little pieces of his love for us follow from our quality, position toward other subjects and his personality. We can say, that he loves us a little in a way, but in the majority as the

result of his love for himself. (The fairytale about how much God[s] love[s] people was mainly made by the Hellish in order to give the normal a hope of

good future after their death, if they will live accordingly to some rules that made them both more obedient & more easily manipulated and more passive during the experience of the hardships of their lives. On the other hand, this fairytale is somewhat true, too. God's love and positive things like Heaven & the Kingdom of God really exist, but in a lower measure and under different conditions than the fairytale has it. And lower number of human souls will get there than we were said.)

And as far as the love for himself and for others and of others is concerned, it is not everything that

easy. If it is too strong and too clean without any load like some biggest pleasure, in the end it will do a

greater harm than good. Here is valid what I have written in "The Secret of Happiness". To do the best work, all the love must be tuned perfectly and must have the proper value, the creation of which also includes the deliberate use of some little limitations by means of various burdens.

(In my book "Tajemstvi lasky" that I have written years ago [part of its philosophy is perfect, but part spoiled by some wrong

opinions of my younger years], there is a talking about the experience of the opposite of love, about the point in the suffering

because of the loss of love and in the experience of the unfulfilled desire for the love that is missing. Anyway, you should know that for the lower subjects of some closed reality like this one there are different conditions for love-

experiencing, than for its owner or for someone who exists in an open reality with so to speak unlimited possibilities, where no

one's love & subjective happiness must be balanced by its opposite, that is by "unlove" & subjective unhappiness of somebody else.)

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