Social psychology journal 2
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Transcript of Social psychology journal 2
Date : 29th March 2014 (Saturday)
Time : 1.25am
Concept : Personal Influences
So half of today went on pretty smooth and I’ve decided to go to the studio
tonight to complete my technical drawing for Design Visualization. After a few
hours doing my work, one of my friend came in. She looked really down and sad
then she started having a conversation with me. It was because lately she felt
that she has been neglected or even avoided by the other friends around. She
started telling me her problems and I was just there listening to her.
She told me about the obstacles and problems she has been facing all
these while and she started tearing up. At that moment, I was kinda clueless of
what I can do to help her out. We all saw her problems and I saw them so clearly
I thought. So I went on giving her advises on how she should work on them and
what she could do to save her friendships with the others.
After a deep long talk with her, she finally told me that she felt better after
pouring everything out. I went back to my room after I got part of my work done.
Actually I was confused, I wasn’t sure if I have done things right. There I had an
introspection of myself, I was wondering if I was in the right position to be her
adviser? The problems she had was, she found it hard to mix with the friends
because they all thought she was way too emotional and sensitive. It made them
feel uncomfortable when her emotions can come and go so fast and the friends
around her find her hard to handle sometimes.
And then I thought about myself, am I playing my part well? As to myself
or to the friends around me. Because I could be very emotional and sensitive like
her too but just that sometimes I tried covering them up so that it wouldn’t affect
the others. So maybe in some ways I might have been the same as her and
made the ones around me felt uncomfortable with my existence. In what position
am I to tell her to do this or not to do that? I’m thinking if I’m good enough to be
her guide in her problems. I also thought that I might show her the wrong ways
and it’d eventually turn out to a bad result.
Slowly, I started having affective forecasting as I started thinking if one
day I was the one in her position, I was the one being hated or disliked by others
because of my attitudes? I wonder if I can handle it so calmly like how I told her
to? Or I would also become super down and cry every night hiding myself in
room? To be honest, I think I’m more to the second situation. I’m going to end up
not talking to anyone and brace myself so that nothing and no one could affect
me. Instead of getting better, I think I’m going to be real emotional for quite a long
time till I finally get over it.
This whole night I spent on having an introspection of myself really makes
me reflects a lot on my own words and actions.