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Tamaz alaviZe
sabWoTamzveravis
vaJi
Tbilisi 2016
romani
I nawili
Soviet Bolshevik Communism, the Black Plague of the mankind that poisoned generations by the psychosis of false expectations, disclaimed per-sonality and civic rights, preceptor and messiah. . .
Communists deemed a human being as a part of community but never asa personality.
Thus they cultivated so called Homo Soveticus engrafted upon the roots of Pavlik Morozov, (known as a little boy, who at the age of 13 reported on his father to the political police).
Anyone who could not adapt the life of the Soviet collectivism and/or carried some individual characters faced troubles: KGB machine was im-mediately involved and such person was supposed to be directed to Gulag. It was so easy, and cheap . . . Writing off each person coasted only 7 ruble and 35 kopek to KGB after all. Given Novel tells us many of such type grave stories in details . . .
ssrk bolSevikuri komunizmi _ kacobriobis Savi Wiri, romelmac cru molodinis fsiqoziT mowamla Taobebi, uaryof-da pirovnebas, moqalaqes, moZRvars da mesias, xolo adamians, koleqtiuri sociumis Semadgenel nawilad miiCnevda.
aRmocenda da dResac yvavis morozovis fesvebze damynobili „mcenare~ homosovetikusi.
vai mas, visac koleqtivTan ar SeeZlo adaptacia da indi-vidumisaTvis damaxasiaTebeli niSnebi aRmoaCndeboda; imave wuTs CairTveboda sabWoTa uSiSroebis manqana da saWiro ad-gils miuCendnen mas. bolos da bolos, misi Camoweris fasi xom sul raRac 7 maneTi da 35 kapiki iyo.
winamdebare romani dawvrilebiT mogviTxrobs aseT ambebs.
redaqtori irakli zakalaSvili
© Tamaz alaviZe© gamomcemloba `meridiani~, 2016
ISBN 978-9941-25-055-3
Tamaz Alavidze
Son of the Soviet SPY
NovelPart 1
TBILISI 2016
winasityvaoba
am romanSi moTxrobili ambavi, erTi saintereso
ojaxis realuri istoriaa, romelic CemTvis Zalian didi
xnis win gaxda cnobili. wlebis ganmavlobaSi, Cems go
nebaSi warmodgenili es siuJeti mosvenebas ar maZlevda,
magram amis paralelurad mqonda gancda, rom me mas ver
movereodi. yvelaferi gadawyvita erTma momentma, rode
sac sruliad SemTxveviT Sevxvdi yavarjnebze Semdgar
kacs, romelsac manqanebiT gadatvirTuli quCis gada
kveTaSi mivexmare. es fizikurad ganadgurebuli adamiani,
sabWoTa uSiSroebis organoebis mier im specpolkSi
gawvrTnili aRmoCnda, sadac erT dros am wignis mTavari
personaJi anton saviCevi msaxurobda. Tu ras aswavlid
nen iq, rogor moqmedebebSi iRebdnen monawileobas im
polkSi gamozrdili e. w. imperiis jariskacebi da rogor
gamoiyureboda sulieri TvalsazrisiT Camowerili es
specagenti, amaze bolos gveqneba saubari. manamde ki,
kvalSi mivyveT romanis gmiris cxovrebas, romelic
gvamcnobs, visi eSinoda yvelaze metad sabWoTa kavSirs
da ra meTodebiT uswordeboda urC inteleqtualebsa
da Tavisufali bunebis adamianebs.
avtori
moskovi. 1959 weli. specdaniSnulebis polkis1 dislokaciis adgili. gaSlil, moasfaltebul moedanze dgas sajariso formaSi gamowyobili aTasamde axalgazrda, romlebic ramodenime wuTSi imperias gulmxurvaled Sehficeben, rom sisxlis ukanasknel wveTamde ibrZoleben mis dasacavad. isini axalwveulebi arian, romelTa didi nawili sabWoTa kavSiris sxvadasxva kuTxidan ori kviris win Camoiyvanes da dRevandeli ficis misaRebad moamzades. maT umravlesobas
1 ganmarteba: es is polkia, romelmac 1979 wels avRaneTis dedaqalaqi qabuli aiRo da iq manamde argagonili sisastike daatriala. sxvaTaSoris igive polki, avRaneTSi omis dawyebidan 10 wlis Semdeg, 1989 wlis 9 aprils erTerT sadesanto divizias amofarebuli, TbilisSi, Tavisuflebis moTxovnis mizniT Sekrebil mSvidobian manifestacias daarbevs, 16 adamians niCbebiT daCexavs da ase mouswrafebs sicocxles, xolo 5 000 mde adamians, dRemde gaurkveveli qimiuri iaraRiT mowamlavs, romelTa umravlesoba, wlebis ganmavlobaSi, wamebiT daasrulebs amqveyniur cxovrebas.
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qveynisTvis Tavdadebuli da sando ojaxebis Svilebi warmoadgenen. arian iseTebic, romlebic upatrono bavSvTa saxlebSi gaizardnen. komunisturi wesis Tanaxmad, mzurnvelobas moklebuli bavSvi iSviaTad xdeba mosiyvarule sxvaTa mimarT. aqedan gamomdinare, misi sulis formireba, Tanac Camouyalibebel asakSi, savsebiT SesaZlebelia. Cemoyalibebas ki aq axdenen Semdegi mimarTulebiT: siyvaruli, rogorc aucilebeli atributi adamianisa, risTvisac Rirs sicocxlis gawirva, unda arsebobdes mxolod da mxolod sakuTari samSoblos mimarT.
gaismis musikis xma _ sasule orkestri komunisturi aRtacebiT asrulebs sabWoTa samxedro marSs, romlis fonze, iqve axlos mdgari Senobidan gamodis polkis xelmZRvaneloba. maT gverds umSvenebs Tavdacvis saministros generaluri Stabidan movlenili ori generali. isini dgebian axalwveulebis win da iwyeba ficis miRebis ceremoniali. TiToeuli jariskaci cdilobs, xmiT, Tu tanis mkveTri moZraobiT, sakuTari Tavis warmoCenas, rac, TavisTavad, SeumCneveli ar rCeba gulqva adamianTa samWedlos ostatebisTvis.
ceremonia damTavrda. jariskacebi Rimiliani saxiT ulocaven erTmaneTs imperiis dacvis samsaxurSi Cadgomas da jer arcerTma maTganma ar icis, rom maTi momavali kariera TavianT sisastikeze iqneba damokidebuli.
ufrosebis wasvlidan naxevari saaTis Semdeg, sanam sayviri sadilze wasvlas auwyebda jariskacebs, mikrofonTan midis erTerTi batalionis meTauri da maT mimarTavs:
rigiTi anton saviCevi gamocxaddes CemTan! antoni maRali, gamxdari da moxdenili axalgazr
daa. mis lamaz saxes Wkviani Tvalebi amSvenebs, romlis wiaRidanac Znelad SesamCnevi sevda mainc gamosWvivis.
is oblad gazrdilia da mama ar axsovs, magram icis, rom misma ucnobma mSobelma Tavi samSoblos keTildReobas Seswira. ramdenadac saamayoa misTvis gmiri mamis Sviloba, imdenad mtkivneulia mis gareSe aRzrda da cxovreba. es tkivili antons aSkarad etyoba, rac gamorCeul xiblsac ki aniWebs TanatolTa Soris.
rigiTo saviCev, gamomyeviT! _ uTxra kapitanma, rodesac antoni masTan gamocxadda.
isini xelmZRvaneli pirebis samuSao SenobaSi Sevidnen. mogrZo derefanSi erTerTi kabinetis karze kapitanma mokrZalebiT daakakuna, romelze gakruli trafareti mis patrons gvamcnobda: „polkis ufrosis moadgile politikur dargSi, polkovniki aleqsandre ivanes _ Ze volkovi“.
mobrZandiT! _ gaisma karis iqidan mamakacis boxi xma.
kapitani xelis aweviTa da fexis fexze SemokvriT warsdga polkovnikis winaSe da amcno, rom misi moTxovnis Tanaxmad masTan miiyvana rigiTi anton saviCevi.
polkovnikma Tavisuflad yofna brZana, skamidan wamodga da grZeli magidis napirs maTken RimiliT gamouyva.
_ gamarjoba, Svilo. _ uTxra mamaSviluri xmiT da antons xeli gauwoda.
antoni, cota ar iyos, daibna, magram ar SeimCnia da Tavisi xeli Seageba.
_ Tavisufali brZandebiT, kapitano! _ mimarTa jmuxma da beWebganierma polkis ufrosis moadgilem mis win mdgom oficers, ris Semdeg antons mxarze xeli frTxilad daado da skamisken miuTiTa. _ dajeqi, Svilo. _ polkovnikic Camojda, romlis saxezec Rimili odnavadac ki ar Senelebula. _ aba, rogoria Seni STabeWdilebebi? _ CaekiTxa da interesiT miaCerda antons.
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_ kmayofili var, amxanago polkovniko. am ori kviris manZile bevri megobari SeviZine. kargi garemoa, momwons aq yofna da mzad var pirnaTlad Sevasrulo yoveli brZaneba da vemsaxuro samSoblos.
_ hooo.... kargia, kargia, momwons Seni SemarTeba da mixaria SenisTana axalgazrdebis arseboba. xval da zeg, Sennairebma unda Caibaron Cveni qveynis bedi da yovelTvis mivesalmebi aseTi mizandasaxuli adamianebis mosvlas armiaSi.
man bevri ilaparaka sabWoTa armiis uZlevelobasa da siZliereze. am saubris dros is wamodga da bolTis cemas mohyva oTaxSi. xolo roca daasrula misi qebadideba, kvlav antonis mopirdapired Camojda. patara pauza gaakeTa ise, rom jariskacisTvis Tvali ar moucilebia da dabali toniT mimarTa: _ Svilo, axla kargad momismine! _ uTxra da erTxel kidev daakvirda mis saxes. _ erT saaTSi unda moemzado da am Senobis SemosasvlelTan moxvide. iq ori oficeri dagxvdeba. isini manqaniT wagiyvanen aeroportSi. iqidan gafrindebi qalaq kuibiSevSi. Casvlisas, TviTmfrinavis kibesTan manqana dagxvdeba da danarCens adgilze Seityob. kargia, rom aq megobrebi SegiZenia, magram aravis uTxra, rom midixar. araviTari gamomSvidobeba, arcerTi sityva. wynarad da mSvidad midi daniSnul dros im oficrebTan, romlebic zustad erT saaTSi gelian. _ bolo sityvebi mkacri ieriT daasrula polkovnikma da antons dasamSvidobeblad xeli gauwoda. damSvidobebisas kvlav Rimiliani saxiT usurva warmatebebi cxovrebaSi, Semdeg mibrunda da fexawyobili gaemarTa Tavisi savarZlisaken.
antonma brZaneba zustad Seasrula, _ man SeumCnevlad Caalaga CanTaSi sakuTari nivTebi da daniSnul adgilze gamocxadda.
sabWoTa samxedro „vilisi“ bRuiliT daadga aero
portisken mimaval gzas. win ori oficeri ijda, romlebsac nawilidan wamosvlis Semdeg xma aRar amouRiaT. isxdnen gamtknarebulebi da mojiyjiye manqanis gamo xmel skamebze drodadro aqeTiqiT irweodnen. ukana savarZelze mjdari antoni ki idayviT Tavis zurgCanTas dayrdnoboda da naxevrad gverdiT gadaxrili fiqrebSi wasuliyo. man ar icoda sad midioda da Zalian aforiaqebda es faqtori. fiqrobda, rom es iyo davaleba, magram rogori unda yofiliyo is, an ra formis, amas ver xsnida. anerviulebda isic, rom, Tu ver gaarTmevda Tavs mis winaSe mocemuli amocanis amoxsnas, maSin iqve unda daemTavrebina Tavis karieraze ocnebac ki. „ara, ara, rac ar unda iyos, ucbad gaverkvevi yvelaferSi da zedmiwevniT Sevasruleb yvelanair davalebas. me sabWoTa jariskaci var!“ _ SemouZaxa sakuTar Tavs da manqanis gverdiTa SuSidan meqanikurad daaTvaliera iqidan danaxuli sivrce. manqana ki mihqroda arc Tu ise cud gzaze, romlis Zravis griali ukan mjdom axalgazrdas azrovnebaSi xels uSlida.
„vilisi“ aeroportis Sesasvlel WiSkarTan SeCerda. sabuTebis Semowmebis Semdeg, dacvam Slagbaumi gaxsna. oriode wuTi da is ukve asafrenad momzadebul TviTmfrinavis kibesTan idga. iq maT Sav kostiumSi gamowyobili kaci elodaT. misalmebis Semdeg, antons kibeze auZRva da misTvis gankuTvnil adgilamde miacila. TviTmfrinavi maleve moswyda miwas da haerSi aiWra. raRac siaxlis, TiTqos raime gansakuTrebulis molodiniT imuxteboda antonis mTeli sxeuli. aseT fonze Zneli iyo Tundac fiqri, radgan is pirvelad moxvda msgavs mdgomareobaSi da ucnobi situaciis gansja mis gonebas warmoudgenlad moeCvena. amis gamo mas mousvenroba daetyo da ukve skamzec awrialda. ebrZoda da amSvidebda sakuTar Tavs, magram verafers xdeboda. da, ai, gaaxsenda mama, romelsac ar icnobda, magram
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dedisgan icoda, rom is gmiri iyo. gmiri, romelmac Tavi imperiisTvis gawira. „Tu mamaCemma qveynisTvis sicocxlec ar daiSura, me ra maforiaqebs? _ CaekiTxa sakuTar gonebas da welSi gaimarTa. _ Cems samSoblos, Tu Cemi sicocxlec sWirdeba, mzad var! me mamaCemis Svili var!“ _ gaifiqra da sabolood moeria gulSi uecrad SemoWril SiSs. antonma savarZeli odnav ukan gadaswia, zed frTxilad gadawva da Tvalebi moxuWa. TviTmfrinavi ki qalaq kuibiSevis mimarTulebiT ukve maqsimalur siCqares anviTarebda.
kuibiSevis aeroporti mas gaCaxCaxebuli daxvda, xolo ca _ Cabnelebuli. TviTmfrinavis kibesTan Savi avtomanqana „volga“ idga. mis gverdiT klasikur formaSi gamowyobili axalgazrda mamakaci da umSvenieresi qera lamazmani imyofebodnen, romlebic kibeze Camosul mgzavrebs guldasmiT aTvalierebdnen. roca antonma miwas fexi Seaxo, misi maspinZeli im wamsvze mis gverdiT gaCnda.
_ saviCevi? _ hkiTxa ise, rom pasuxs arc ki dalodebia da avtomanqanisken miuTiTa. _ gTxovT! _ uTxra Rimiliani saxiT da oriode nabijSi mdgomi manqanisken gauZRva.
„volga“ „vilisisgan“ gansxvavebiT SedarebiT uxmaurod daiZra da qalaqisaken mimaval gzatkecils didi siswrafiT gauyva. ukana savarZelze mjomma antonma, aeroportidan dawyebuli, ukve ramdenjerme Seavlo Tvali Tavis win mjdar qals, romlis qera da grZeli Tma savarZlis kides dahfenoda da misi ucxo, sasiamovno surneleba ucnob mamakacs andamativiT izidavda. jariskacs kidev dasWirda Zalisxmeva, moreoda sakuTar grZnobas da efiqra mosalodnel situaciebze. is ukan gadawva da gulSi aboboqrebuli vneba droebiT daimorCila. es ar gamohparvia mZRols, romelic mis yovel moqmedebas sarkidan akontrolebda.
_ anton, me nikalai var, is ki katia. _ uTxra mZRolma da manqanas siCqare Seucvala.
qali naxevrad Semobrunda da antons Sescina. mis lamaz bages mZivebiviT Cawikwikebuli TeTrad moelvare kbilebi amSvenebda. is qalRmerTs hgavda, diax, qalRmerTs, romlis msgavsi biWs arasodes enaxa. amitom, srulebiTac ar iyo gasakviri, Tu antoni aseTi silamazis uneblie tyve aRmoCnda, miTumetes maSin, roca misi asakic mis winaaRmdeg moqmedebda. qali naxevrad moxuWuli da mibnedili TvalebiT daakvirda jariskacis saxes. Semdeg nazi moZraobiT Rawvze dafenili Tma Seiswora, misken ufro metad mibrunda da odnav win waweuli TaviT antons sakmaod dabal xmaze mimarTa:
_ cekva Tu ici? biWs aseTi gansakuTrebuli vnebis SemotevisTvis
veRar gaeZlo da Tavi dabla daexara. am kiTxvam da qalis xmam ki aiZula is, rom kvlav misi momnusxvelisTvis miepyro mzera.
_ ki. bavSvobaSi ramodenime weli davdiodi cekvaze. _ romel cekvas aniWeb upiratesobas? _ uTxra ukve
aRfrTovanebulma qalma. _ albaT, samejlisos... vfiqrob Cemi xasiaTisT
vis ufro misaRebia. _ Zlivs aRmoxda antons da wamis win dabla mimarTuli Tvalebi, neli moZraobiT isev qalis ken gaapara.
_ didebulia... _ Cailaparaka qera lamazmanma da gamomwvevi saxiT kidev erTxel aaTval _ CaaTvaliera anton saviCevi. uecrad jariskacisa da qalis Tvalebi erTmaneTs SeeCexnen. maTi dapirispireba sul or wams gagrZelda, ris Semdeg qalma vnebiani gamometyvelebiT gauRima da skamze Sesworda. _ cekva sicocxlea... _ ganagrZo katiam. _ cekva cxovrebaa... pirvelyofilma adamianma pirvelad albaT cekva iswavla. cekva vnebaa, cekva siyvarulia. Tu ar icekve, veraviTar cxovrebi
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seul sitkbos ver SeigrZnob. nikalaim Cumi xmiT Caicina, katias gadmoxeda, mag
ram araferi uTxra, sityva ar gaawyvetina. katia ki iseTi paTosiT ganagrZobda saubars,
TiTqos didi auditoriis winaSe idga da adamianebs umtkicebda cekvis codnis aucileblobas.
_ me mxolod haerovani moZraoba maniWebs Zalas da mmatebs sakuTari Tavis mimarT rwmenas. is mitacebs da mivyavar im wyarosTan, romelic siyvarulis wyurvils miklavs. iq vtoveb dards, sevdas da naRvels. iqve vabam melanqoliuri bunebidan amovardnil jins, romlis uZlieres sxeulsac axal _ axali jaWvebiT vakaveb, radgan is rom gaeSvas, Tavsac davkargav da sicocxlesac.
antoni yuradRebiT ismenda katias monologs, xolo nikalaim ukve TanagrZnobiT ramdenjerme gadaxeda megobars.
qali ki sxvebisTvis SeumCnevlad, TvalSi odnav momdgari cremliT da yelSi amoCrili burTis TanxlebiT, Cumi xmiT ganagrZobda:
_ arada, ra mSvenieria sicocxle. mSvenieria _ meTqi, vambob, magram iqneb Cven verc aRviqvamT mas mTeli misi mSvenierebiT?! iqneb Cven im kuTxidanac vuyurebT, saidanac srulad ar Cans?!
_ katia, geTayva, _ mimarTa RimiliT mZRolma. _ Cven vuaxlovdebiT daniSnul adgils. miabi axali jaWviT Seni jini, Torem iq, visTanac mivdivarT, Sen jins ar icnoben da ucbad, aladinis jini ar egonoT.
koliam xmamaRla gaicina da katias mxarze xeli orjer frTxilad daado. ramodenime wamSi qalsac gaecina, roca is mTlianad gamoerkva. Semdeg Sua TiTebi warbebze nela gadaisva da sakuTari sxeulidan Zaldatanebis gareSe gandevna qaluri sinaze.
manqanam TiTqmis mTeli qalaqi gadasera da mis
gareubanSi didi meseriT garSemortymuli daculi teritoriis uzarmazar rkinis WiSkars miadga, romlis gorgolaWebi maSinve axmaurda, roca mas Savi „volga“ miuaxlovda. manqanis SesvlisTanave kari swrafadve Caiketa. Cveni mgzavrebi ki arafriT gansxvavebuli, mravali kotejis tipis saxlebidan, erTerTis win gaCerdnen.
Ramis TerTmeti saaTi sruldeboda. irgvliv samariseburi siCume idga. iseTi siCume, rom TiTqmis saSiSic ki iyo misi aRqma. yoveli kotejis win, daaxloebiT erTi metris rkinis boZebze mkrTali sanaTurebi idga, romlis meSveobiTac Zlivs moCanda SenobasTan misasvleli bilikic ki. arcerTi saxlidan Suqi ar gamodioda, radgan fanjrebi SeniRbuli iyo. am myudroebas erTerT xeze Semomjdari Ramis monadire bu arRvevda mxolod, romelic dro da dro, avad dahkioda SenobebSi SeyuJul da galursul imperiis emisrebs.
antonma manqanidan CanTa gadmoiRo, mxarze gadaikida da Senobisken mimaval katias mihyva ukan. koliam manqanas SuSebi auwia, raTa uecrad mosul wvimas SigniT savarZlebi ar daesvelebina da isic Senobisken daiZra. karis gaxsnisTanave, antonma xeliT moiCrdila, radgan Signidan gamosulma mkveTrma sinaTlem mas Tvali mosWra. jariskacma zRurbls mokrZalebiT gadaabija. aseT uCveulo garemoSi moxvedrils, cota dabneuloba Seetyo, magram misma sulierma siZlierem es dabneuloba umal gaaneitrala.
derefanSi Sua xnis qali warudga antons, miesalma da CanTis CamoxsnaSi miexmara.
_ am CanTas Tqvens saZinebelSi davdeb, geTayva. manamde ki, iqve, kedlis Taroze sagangebod dadebuli qaTqaTa TeTri pirsaxoci gadmoiRo da mas gauwoda. _ iq abazana da tualetia, _ erTerTi karisken miuTiTa. _ SegiZliaT mowesrigdeT da Sxapic miiRoT, Tu, ra
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Tqma unda, survili geqnebaT. _ didi madloba. _ uTxra saviCevma da abazanaSi Se
vida. rogorc ki kari Caketa, im karzeve idayviT mieyrdno, romelsac Semdeg SubliT miebjina. mis gonebaSi uswrafesad gadairbina yovelma wvrilmanma, dawyebulma, polkis ufrosis moadgilis kabinetidan, abazanis oTaxamde, ris Semdegac antoni manamde ganucdeli, ucxo, sxvagvari SiSis grZnobam Seipyro. es iseTi SiSis gancda iyo, romlis sapirispiro Zalasac sakuTar gonebaSi ver poulobda. vin icis, kidev ramden xans idgeboda ase gaunZrevlad, misi wyvdiadSi moqceuli azrovneba katias ulamazes saxes rom ar gaecikrovnebina.
_ katia... _ TavisTvis Cailaparaka saviCevma da moRuSul saxeze Rimilma gadaurbina. is kars moscilda da abazanisken Sebrunda. gaaxsenda, manqanaSi qalis intimuri moqmedebebi da Tavis win mdgomare warmoidgina. mis sulSi SemoWril vnebas wamic ki ar dasWirvebia arsebuli realobidan aRmocenebu li azrebis CasaxSobad, rac pirdapir damamSvidebeli wamali aRmoCnda aCqrolebuli gonebisaTvis. jariskacma Sxapi miiRo da stresebisagan daclili gamovida saabazanodan, romelsac misaReb oTaxSi, gawyobili sufris gverdiT, elegantur formaSi Cacmuli Tormeti Sua xnis mamakaci eloda katiasTan da nikalaisTan erTad. saviCevma Tvali moavlo sxvadasxva adgilze mjdom adamianebs, romlebic gansakuTrebuli mzeriT misCerebodnen mas. es, erTi SexedviT, daZabuli momenti, sul samoTx wams gagrZelda, ris Semdeg yvela erTianad wamodga da jariskacis gasacnobad dauwyobeli rigi daikava.
_ ivan andreeviCi! _ xeli gauwoda mas pirvelma mimsvlelma.
jariskacma Rimiliani saxiT Tavi daukra._ pavel vladimiroviCi! _ xeli Seageba meorem._ piotr sergeeviCi!
_ viqtor aleqsandroviCi!ase gaecno antons TerTmeti kaci, xolo roca mas
Tan bolo, meTormete adamiani mivida, CamorTmeuli xeli manam ar gauSva, sanam bolomde ar morCa saTqmels.
_ vadim giorgeviCi! _ uTxra man mSvidad da jariskacs saxeze mimoatara mzera. _ hgavxar mamas... _ Cailaparaka TiTqmis TavisTvis da yelSi mowolili boRma SeumCnevlad gadaylapa. _ me mamaSenis uaxloesi megobari var, Svilo, da dedasac vicnob. _ ganagrZo saubari vadimma. _ ai, Sen ki ar gicnobdi, magram ar warmomedgine sxvanairi. Sen Zalian hgavxar mamas, romelsac Zalian uyvardi. is sul Senze laparakobda da ocnebobda Sens momavalze. mas surda, rom Sen bednieri yofiliyavi.
vadimi mixvda, rom daZabulobis gamo saubars veRar gaagrZelebda da es rom dafarulad darCeniliyo, sufrasTan miixmo.
_ danarCeni iq vilaparakoT. _ uTxra antons, mxarze xeli gadaxvia da ase miiyvana magidasTan.
yvelam Tavisi adgili daikava, maT Soris nikalaim da katiam, romlebic antons aqeT _ iqidan Semousxdnen, rogorc „Zveli nacnobebi“.
saviCevi, sanam am situaciis analizs Seudgeboda da xelmeored gauyveboda fiqrebisagan gamowveuli SfoTis gzas, mas ukve katia elaparakeboda, romelsac antonis TefSze Semwvari xorcis mozrdili naWeris dadeba ukve moeswro da axla koniakis Wiqas uvsebda.
_ anton, imedia Cemi SerCeuli Tavdapirveli ulufa mogewoneba. _ uTxra RimiliT da rodesac koniakis boTli magidaze dadga, jariskacs mxarze xeli frTxilad gadausva.
saviCevs Jruantelma dauara, romlis gonebidan kidev erTxel ganidevna yvelanairi daZabuloba.
sufris TiToeuli wevri delikaturad Seudga
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sadilis mirTmevas, romlebic aTiode wuTis Semdeg, ivan andreeviCis xmam droebiT SeaCeraT.
_ am WiqiT, _ fexze wamodga is. _ antonis Camosvlas da mis gacnobas gaumarjos! is, Cveni megobris da TanamebrZolis, aleqsis Svilia. im aleqsis, romelic TiToeuli Cvenganis, ra Tqma unda, kolias da katias gamoklebiT, bavSvobisa da ymawvilkacobis megobaria. Cven valdebulni varT, ise vizrunoT masze, rogorc sakuTar Svilze, radgan mas mama aRar hyavs.
sufris yvela wevri fexze wamodga. solidarobis niSnad Wiqebi erTmaneTs miuWaxunes. antonis sadRegrZelo mokle sityviT da Rimiliani saxiT gamoxates, ris Semdegac uCumrad dasxdnen da Wama ganagrZes.
vadim giorgeviCi antonis mopirdapired ijda da cdilobda, ise dakvirveboda mas, rom misi yuradReba ar miepyro. is TiTqmis Tvals ar acilebda jariskacs, romlis yvela mixra _ moxras zedmiwevniT akontrolebda. giorgeviCi dro da dro Tvalebs daxrida da TiTqos fiqrebSi gadavardeboda xolme, magram swrafadve modioda gons da kvlav antons uyurebda.
ivan andreeviCma Wiqa xelSi aiRo da sufrisTvis damaxasiaTebeli, adgil _ adgil warmoqmnili musaifebic umalve Sewyda.
_ megobrebo, _ mimarTa man Tanamesufreebs. _ Cven unda vadRegrZeloT aleqsi pavloviCi, Cveni megobari, magram vadRegrZeloT ara rogorc micvalebuli, aramed, rogorc cocxali, Cvens gverdiT myofi, radgan Cven sicocxleSic da sikvdilSic xom erTad varT! sanam Cven aq varT, aq iqneba aleqsic da, roca Cvenc aRar viqnebiT, aRarc is iqneba. maSin Cvens saxelebs sxvebi gaixseneben, mogvigoneben da ityvian, rom Cvenc SevZeliT raRac mokrZalebuli am imperiisTvis.
ivan andreeviCma Wiqa mosva da skamze mZimed daeSva. sufris wevrebmac orori sityviT gamoxates megobris
mosagonari. yvelaze bolos antonis xmam daarRvia siCume: _ mamas gaumarjos! _ Tqva seriozuli gamometyvelebiT, koniakis Wiqa pirTan miitana da mxolod tuCebi Seisvela, radgan fiqrobda, rom odnavi SezarxoSebac ki gonebas gaufantavda da gauZnelebda dRevandeli Sexvedris WeSmariti daniSnulebis amocnobas.
amis damnaxav ivan andreeviCs saxeze Znelad SesamCnevma Rimilma gadauara, romelic jariskacis mimarT ndobis gamocxadebaze migvaniSnebda. man nasiamovnebma moatara Tvali Tavis Tanamesufreebs, romelTagan arc erTs ar gamorCenia antonis es moqmedeba da, romlebic ukve sulganabulni ucdidnen ufrosi megobris sityvas. mxolod vadimi iyo Rrmad Cafiqrebuli da erT wertils miSterebuli. ivani magidas idayvebiT daeyrdno da TavdaRunul antons ramodenime wamiT kidev erTxel daakvirda. uecrad maTi Tvalebi erTmaneTs SeeCexnen; antonis mzera Cveulebrivi interesis gamoxatuleba iyo, xolo adreeviCis gamoxedva, jariskacis gonebaSi Caxedvas ufro hgavda, vidre TvalebSi. uxerxuloba erTi wamiTac ki ar unda Seqmniliyo, raTa Tavisuflad Tqmuliyo saTqmeli da aseve, Tavisuflad gagebuliyo yvelaferi. amitom, sufris winamZRoli fexze wamodga da oTaxis erT kuTxeSi mdgar dabal magidasTan mivida. iqidan sigareti aiRo da sanam mas mofSvnetda, moukidebda da kvlav sufrisken Semobrundeboda, manamde daiwyo saubari:
_ sicocxle kargia maSin, roca fexs auwyob mas. momxibvleli ki maSin xdeba, roca misgan gamowvevas iReb da Senc saTanadod pasuxob. bednieri ki maSin xar, roca mTels Sen Zalas da energias sakuTar qveyanas moaxmar.
ivan andreeviCi Semobrunda da mokidebuli sigaretiT da saferfliT xelSi sufrisken gamoemarTa.
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Semdeg skamze Tavisuflad gadawva da antons miaCerda. ramodenime wamiT kidev SeCerda. kidev erTxel awona gonebaSi Tavmoyrili saTqmeli da mSvidad gaagrZela saubari:
_ yvela adamianma icis, rom arsebobs ojaxuri saidumlo. aseve, arsebobs megobruli saidumlo. warmoidgine, rom mezobluri saidumloc ki arsebobs. aseTi rameebis gamJRavnebisas, aris Sansi, gadarCes is, visganac es ambavi gaJonavs. magram saxelmwifo saidumlos gacemisas, pirvel rigSi Tavs iRupavs gamcemi, romelsac Tan mihyvebian Tavisive uaxloesi adamianebi. ase rom, dafaruli saxelmwifo saqmeebis gverdiT, yovelTvis asocirdeba sikvdili. _ ivanma bolo sityva cota mkacri toniT warmoTqva. TiTqos amiT surda, rom jariskacs srulad aReqva im saidumlos susxi, rac misTvis unda gaemxila. _ Sen aleqsi pavloviCis Svili xar. _ dinjad ganagrZo man. _ mamaSeni erT adamians yovelTvis aRemateboda Tavisi SesaZleblobebiT. aseTebs imperia im sferoebs andobs, razedac Tavad dgas. swored amitom aRmoCnda aleqs saviCevi sabWoTa kavSiris mier evropis erTerT qveyanaSi mivlinebuli. es Sens dabadebamde moxda, Svilo. _ mamaSviluri toniT mimarTa antons. _ Sen umamod izrdebodi da veravin agixsnida imas, rom mama gyavda cocxali, magram ar SegeZlo misi naxva. am SemTxvevaSi yvelaze ioli, misi mkvdrad gamocxadeba iyo, radgan ar dagbadeboda kiTxvebi, razedac saTanado, SenTvis misaReb pasuxs ver miiRebdi; es ki, sruliad SesaZlebelia, rom Seni gonebrivi Camoyalibebis procesSi uaryofiTi faqtori gamxdariyo da dRes aseTi daRvinebuli da davaJkacebuli kacis nacvlad, erTi suleli adamiani yofiliyo Seni saxiT Cvens winaSe. aqedan gamomdi nare, Tanac Seni inteleqtis mqone pirovneba, ar mgonia, gagebiT ar moekido am yvelafers, miT umetes, rom
qveynis interesebic moiTxovda amis aseTi formiT gasaidumloebas. _ ivan andreeviCs saubris dros wamiTac ki ar moucilebia Tvali antonisTvis, romelic, Tavis mxriv, dro da dro daxrida xolme Tavs. _ mas Semdeg didi dro gavida. _ amooxvriT ganagrZo ivanma. _ Sen gaizarde da Camoyalibdi aleqsis gonebaSi warmodgenil kacad. mas surda iseTi yofiliyavi, rogoric xar. _ aleqsis mxcovanma megobarma ramodenime wamiT Tavi daxara da ise ganagrZo: _ mamaSenma sazRvargareT Tavisi misia daasrula da erTi Tvis win Camovida sabWoTa kavSirSi. CamosvlisTanave Seudga samzadiss, raTa Rirseulad momxdariyo mamaSvilis Sexvedra da es ar yofiliyo mZime da daZabuli. maxsovs, misi dabrunebidan aTiode dRis Semdeg, ai, im divanze visxediT, roca miTxra:_saxis moZraobiT mianiSna im adgilisaken. _ sazRvargareT Cemi mravalwliani daZabuli muSaobis Sedegad imdeni energia ar damixarjavs, rac aq ramdenime dReSi davxarjeo. adamianebs gansazRvruli energia gvaqvs da rodisRac iwureba misi maragi. sikvdilic amis Sedegia da sacodav aleqssac gamoelia albaT Zalebi. samwuxarod, is ori kviris win gardaicvala, magram sanam amqveynidan wavidoda, dagvibara, Tu rogor unda movqceuliyaviT SenTan mimarTebaSi. Cven misi megobrebi varT da misi Txovnis aRsruleba Cveni valia. mamas surda, rom Sen jaridan gaTavisuflebuliyavi da savaldebulo samxedro samsaxuri ganvlilad CagTvloda, raTa momaval karieraSi xeli ar SegSloda. amisaTvis is Seni ficis miRebas ucdida. man icoda, rom Sen skolaSi upiratesobas humanitarul sagnebs aniWebdi da survili hqonda, SedarebiT saxelmwifoebrivi mimarTulebiT gecxovra. Seni jaridan gaTavisufleba Tavdacvis saministros xelmZRvanelobasTan ukve SeTanxmebulia da, roca Sens qalaqSi Caxval, komisariati gamzadebul samxedro bileTs
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gadmogcems. saxlSi aqedan gaemgzavrebi. Cven Tvalyurs mogadevnebT da, Tu raime Sengan damoukidebeli problema gagiCndeba, Cven gadavWriT mas. rac Seexeba Sens swor moqmedebas, amis imedi yvela Cvengans gvaqvs, rom Sen mamaze ufro mets gaakeTeb Seni qveynisTvis. es Tavad aleqssac gauxardeboda. manamde, ramodenime dRiT aq darCebi, daisveneb kidec da Tan visaubrebT imaze, Tu ra da rogor unda gaakeTo, rom win waxvide. imis Tqma aRar gvinda, rom dedamiwis zurgze, ra Tqma unda, nina maqsimovnas garda, Cveni Sexvedris da, gansakuTrebiT, Seni jaridan am formiT gaTavisuflebis Taobaze, aravin da arasodes araferi ar unda icodes. dae, yvelas sjerodes ise, rogorc aqamde, rom mamaSeni Sens dabadebamde gardaicvala, Torem amis Sesaxeb Sengan gasuli erTi sityvac ki, Tavdayira daayenebs Sens cxovrebas. me mgoni, yvelaferi gasagebia! _ Tqva ivan andreeviCma da magidaze gaSlili xelebis dadebas Seuxama es naTqvami.
_ gasagebia. _ wynarad warmoTqva antonma da sevdanarevi Wkviani TvalebiT Sexeda mamis megobars.
_ kargia. _ kmayofili saxiT miugo andreeviCma da Semdeg yvelas erTad mimarTa: _ megobrebo, axla ki wavideT da antons mamis saflavi vaCvenoT!
sufris wevrebi erTianad wamoiSalnen da gareT gasvla daiwyes. katiam koridoridan jariskacis qurTuki Semoitana oTaxSi da antons mis CacmaSi miexmara. Semdeg mklavSi xeli gamosdo da uTxra:
_ Cven kolias manqaniT wavalT!Ramis or saaTs axali gadacilebuli iyo dro,
roca uzarmazari galavnebiT garSemortymuli teritoriidan gasasvlel rkinis WiSkars oTxi Savi volga miadga, romlis gaRebisTanave, TiToeuli maTgani uxmaurod gasrialda gareT. isini erTmaneTTan patara manZilebis daSorebiT, sakmaod didi siswrafiT moZ
raobdnen. kolias manqaqnaSi, ukana savarZelze, katia antonis gveriT ijda da cdilobda masTan dakontaqtebas. jariskacs, sufrasTan saubris bolos, aSkarad Seetyo nerviuloba. amis gamo, xma aRaravis gaucia misTvis, raTa ufro ar gadaetvirTaT misi goneba da es saqme, anu masze zrunva, ulamazes katerinas miandes.
_ anton, _ uecrad miubrunda katia Tavis gverdiT mjdar TavCaqindrul da fiqrebSi wasul axalgazrda mamakacs. _ Sen dedam gagzarda. Tvrameti wlis ise gaxdi, rom sadRac Sors, Senze fiqrobda Seni meore mSobelic. isea Tu ase, axla misi saflavis naxvasac SeZleb da is mainc gecodineba, sad aris mamaSeni dakrZaluli. me arc dedas vicnobdi Cemsas da arc mamas. isic ar vici, cocxlebi arian Tu mkvdrebi. gesmis?! saidan movdivar da sad aris Cemi fesvebi, amis Sesaxeb dRemde araferi vici, magram vuZleb, anton, amas. Senze, axla, am wuTas deda mainc fiqrobs. ici, eg ras niSnavs? magaze didi bedniereba, ar mgonia, Tu arsebobs am qveyanaze. yovelTvis vocnebobdi, rom vinmes efiqra Cemze. vinmes gulSi mec vyofiliyavi da mec, aseve, siyvaruliT mepasuxa misTvis, magram, rogorc Cans, me es xvedri mergo. _ katiam antonis xels orive xeli mokida da frTxilad miizida Tavisken. _ Sen bednieri xar, Cemo kargo.
saviCevi SekrTa da Rrma fiqrebidan Zlivs gamoerkva, radgan mamis megobrebis gadawyvetilebasenaxaT misi axalgardacvlili mamis saflavi, brmad daemorCila da sufridan moyolebuli, am wuTamde meqanikurad Seasrula yvela moqmedeba. mis gonebaSi bombis afeTqebas hgavda jer mkvdrad gamocxadebuli mamis sicocxle, Semdeg ki misi aseTi uecari sikvdili. ase rom, Tuki ramodenime saaTis win, katias mimarT dawyebulma vnebebis aSlilobam msubuqad gadaatanina iseTi momentebi, romlebic misgan daZabulobas moiTxovda,
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axla, igive vneba, mis daxSul azrovnebas mxolod garedan Seexo. miuxedavad amisa, man mainc SeZlo jariskacis Sors gatyorcnili fiqrebisTvis lagamis amodeba, magram ara, isev da isev, grZnobis xarjze, aramed gverdiT mdgomi adamianis poziciidan. es ki realurad imas niSnavda, rom Tvrameti wlis Wkviani, magram gamoucdeli axalgazrda, aq, misTvis ucxo da amouxsnel situaciaSi, nelnela, Tavisdauneburad katiaze damokidebuli da misgan kontrolirebuli unda gamxdariyo. aki dazvervis amocanac swored es iyo.
qalaqis ganapiras, dausaxlebel adgilas, xeebSi Caflul da Cabnelebul sasaflaosTan oTxi Savi volga gaCerda. iqidan gadmosuli adamianebidan ramdenime kacma farani moimarjva da ase SeuZRva moZmeebs daburuli teritoriis siRrmisaken. aTiode wuTSi isini erT patara miwayrilTan idgnen, romelzedac saxeldaxelod darWmuli trafareti gvamcnobda, rom aq dakrZaluli iyo aleqsi pavlesZe saviCevi.
_ ai, Svilo, es aris mamaSenis saflavi. _ uTxra ivan andreeviCma antons. _ ver movaswariT misi saTanadod SekeTeba da imedia, momavalSi, roca mas moinaxuleb, ase aRar dagxvdeba.
jariskaci Caimuxla da saflavze aquCebuli miwa xeliT mofSvnita. mis am moqmedebas gansakuTrebulad akvirdeboda misgan mopirdapired mdgari vadim giorgeviCi, romelmac Rvinis boTls Tavi moxsna da megobris mier miwvdil or WiqaSi Rvino Camoasxa, romelTagan erTi antons gauwoda.
_ kidev erTxel SevsvaT mamaSenis da Cemi uaxloesi adamianis Sesandobari. _ Tqva vadimma da gasalkldevebuli saxe raRac grZnobam uecrad moulbo.
antoni wamodga da mas Wiqa gamoarTva. Semdeg Rvinis ramdenime wveTi saflavs daapkura da kvlav giorgeviCs miapyro mzera.
_ mamaCemi, _ dabal xmaze daiwyo laparaki man. _ CemTvis im dRidan iyo cocxali, roca gavige, rom Tavi samSoblos Seswira. iqidan daviwye imaze fiqri, rom Cemi cxovreba misi xsovnisTvis mimeZRvna. vyofiliyavi misTvis sasaxelo adamiani da ase damefasebina igi. CemTvis Zalian samwuxaroa da, amave dros, Sokismomgvreli, rom me, roca amas vfiqrobdi, is Turme cocxali yofila. imis gadatana ufro gamiWirdeboda, Tqvens gverdiT rom mexila axla, radgan aseTi ramis axsnas ver SevZlebdi. miuxedavad amisa, guli Zalian mwydeba, rom me is ver vnaxe.
antonma cremlebi veRar Seikava da mdgomareobidan gamosavals savse Wiqis dalevaSi miagno.
yvelam SeumCnevlad gadaxedes erTmaneTs. katiam mxarze xeli gadaxvia antons. rac Seexeba vadims, jariskacis mcire, magram mravlismomcveli monologis mosmenisas, TiTqos saxe daeWima, Tumca manac Rvinis dalevaSi, usityvod Rvinis dalevaSi hpova daZabulobidan gasaqcevi gza.
aleqsis Sesandobari yvelam Sesva. maT Soris katiamac, romelsac iq yofnis dros, Tavis gverdiT mdgo mi axalgazrda kacis mxarze dadebuli xeli wamiTac ar CamouRia.
sasaflaos teritoriidan gamosuli Tormeti mamakaci antons meore dRis saRamomde daemSvidoba. ase rom, mitovebuli da gawyobili sufris mimarTulebiT mxolod erTi manqana gaemarTa, romelSic sami adamiani ijda_nikalai, katia da saviCevi.
antonis cxovrebaSi yvelaze daZabuli da ucnauri dRe, rogorc iqna, dasrulda. daqanculma jariskacma kotejis karis zRurbls mZimed gadaabija da oTaxSi SesvlisTanave savarZelSi CaeSva. aSkara iyo, rom misi gonebrivi SesaZleblobebi ver daZlevda mis winaSe uec rad wamoWril CaxlarTul cxovrebiseul la
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birinTs da am sakiTxebis zedmeti gansja ufro met saburvelSi gaaxvevda axalgazrda kacis azrovnebas. da ai, mis am fiqrebs kvlav katia gadaeRoba, roca man gadaxalisebul da ukve or adamianze gawyobil magidasTan miiwvia.
_ Zvirfaso, axla Cven Tavisuflad SegviZlia davlioT, vicekvoT da visaubroT! amitom gTxov, aqeT gadmoinacvlo!
saviCevma Sexeda gaRimebuli qalis saxes, ris Semdeg, wamic ki ar dasWirvebia, am saocari silamazis tyved eRiarebina sakuTari Tavi. is uneblied dahyva mis moTxovnas, fexze wamodga da goneba TviTonve gaiTavisufla yvela zedmeti tvirTisagan.
katiam ori mozrdili Wiqa koniakiT Seavso da erTerTi antons gauwoda.
_ TviTmfrinaviT mgzavroba Zalian momqancvelia. vici, rom daRlili xar, magram isic vici, rom Sen marto rom darCeniliyavi, Tvals ver moxuWavdi, bevrs ifiqrebdi da ufro gadaiRlidi gonebas. kolia cota mZinaraa da amitom wavida. me ki SenTan davrCi. vifiqre, erTor saaTs gavarTob da mere mec waval dasaZinebladmeTqi. Tu Senc Tanaxma iqnebi, cota xans erTad gavataroT. koniaki stresebs mogvixsnis. _ Sescina qalma da WiqaWiqaze miuWaxuna.
_ marTali xar, marto yofna gamiWirdeboda. _ uTxra jariskacma, romelsac jer kidev aklda siTamame.
_ radgan asea da orive erT azrze varT, Cveni megobrobis dasawyisi vadRegrZeloT! _ katiam sulmouTqmelad dacala Wiqa.
_ ase iyos! _ am sityvebiT gamoexmaura qalis sadRegrZelos antoni da manac igive moimoqmeda.
oTaxSi sapirispiro sqesis ori adamiani erTmaneTis mopirdapired ijda. maT sasmels delikaturad mi
ayoles Sokoladis TiTo fila da axla, Tavisuflad msxdomni, mSvidad usmendnen dabal xmaze CarTul Caikovskis musikas. iseTi STabeWdileba iqmneboda, rom TiTqos kompozitors Tavisi „weliwadis dronioqtomberi~, ai, am momentisTvis da am wyvilisTvis hqonda Seqmnili.
katia uyurebda jariskacs, romelsac jer kidev SerCenoda saxeze gamosaxuli simorcxve, ris gamoc, meore Wiqis Sevseba mouxda.
_ anton, am WiqiT mSvidobas da momavals gaumarjos!
_ gaumarjos! _ warmoTqva cota gamococxlebulma antonma.
_ axla ki droa, sabWoTa jariskaco, rom vicekvoT! _ katiam Txeli mosacmeli gaixada da usaxlebo Savi maisuris amara xelebgaSlili daeloda sasurvel mewyviles. _ aba, Cemo Zvirfaso, Tu gamoicnob _ romeli cekva mouxdeba am SesaniSnav musikas?
_ ra Tqma unda, valsi! _ wamoiZaxa aRtacebulma antonma, jentlmenurad mieaxla umSvenieres qalbatons da wvril welze energiulad Semoxvia mklavi. Semdeg nela miizida Tavisken, mkerdiT frTxilad miikra da profesionalur doneze daiwyo moZraoba. man ukve srulad SeigrZno im umSvenieresi arsebis surneli, romelmac ramdenime saaTis win, manqanaSi kinaRam daakargina realobis aRqma. axla ki ra xdeba? imave qalis Tavi mis mxarzea dadebuli da misi xSiri sunTqva yurTan esmis. misi vnebiani tuCebi moZraobisas dro da dro yelze exeba. amas emateba, qalis mkvrivi mkerdis nazi xaxuni jariskacis mkerdze da misi elastiuri sxeuli, romelsac antoni welze modebuli xeliT akontrolebs. mamakaci vnebis mwvervalzea da aRar icis, iqidan rogor daeSvas. mas qalTa sazogadoebasTan didi gamocdileba ar aqvs da amis gamo, cota dab
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neulobac Seetyo. marTalia, zRvars odnavadac ki ar gadasula, magram eqstazi raRac doziT mainc mosCans masSi. amitom, aqac katiam unda warmarTos Semdgomi moqmedeba, raTa ufro bunebrivi da lamazi gamovides maTi urTierTobis dasawyisi.
_ yoCaR, namdvilad Seudarebeli iyavi! _ mxrebze xeli waavlo qalma da madlobis niSnad loyaze akoca. _ axla ki davubrundeT sufras, cotaodeni sasmeli kidev SevsvaT da visaubroT.
antoni uecrad gamoerkva, magram im vnebis morevSi, sadac is aRmoCnda, fiqrobda, rom am qalis gareSe veRar amovidoda. amitom man kidev unda dalios sasmeli. dalios imitom, rom gabedos. gabedos da uTxras, rom is qalRmerTia, zebunebrivi brwyinvalebiT warmodgeli; rom misi sikaSkaSe Tvalebs ubnelebs da misi gamoxedva gonebas ubindavs. diax, mas sWirdeba daleva da unda dalios.
axla siamovnebiT movismen Sengan sadRegrZelos. imas mainc gavigeb, ra giyvars da ras afaseb. _ RimiliT uTxra qalma da Wiqa koniakiT Seuvso.
antonma sasmisi aiRo da sakuTari Tavi sabolood gadaamowma_Seswevda Tu ara imis Tqmis unari, rasac gulSi fiqrobda. amisaTvis man gonebaSi Tavisi saTqmelis Tanmimdevrulad dalageba daiwyo, magram maSinve mixvda, rom alkoholis mcire doza kidev sWirdeboda. ar icoda, ra eTqva. mas katias meti aRaravin da araferi axsovda. qali ki molodiniT Sehyurebda, Tu ra sadRegrZelos SesTavazebda mas. da ai, jariskaci uecrad gons moego. Tavis win mjdomares da masze miCerebul ulamazes arsebas Sexeda da uTxra:
_ am WiqiT Sen gagimarjos! _ koniaki sulmouTqmelad dalia da mas araferi miayola. Semdeg Tavi daRuna da daeloda baxusis mokidebas.
katias moulodnelobisagan da siamovnebisagan saxe
gaebadra._ didi madloba, anton! me aseTi guliT cxovre
baSi aravis vudRegrZelebivar. madloba, Cemo kargo da icode, rom ai, am wuTis iqiT, Sen CemTvis yvelaze Zvirfasi adamiani xar.
qali wamodga da antons miuaxlovda, romelic magidas muStebiT dayrdnoboda da Tavi dabla daexara. is sakuTar gonebaSi alkoholis gabatonebas ucdida da, rodesac katiam Tmaze xeli nazad gadausva, maSinve fexze wamoimarTa. isini sul aTiode wamis ganmavlobaSi Sehyurebdnen erTmaneTs. swored am dros miiRo antonma gonebidan signali, rom mas ukve Tamamad SeeZlo eTqva saTqmeli:
_ Sen zecidan movlenili qalRmerTi xar, romlis msgavsi dedamiwas ar gasCenia!
am sityvebma zustad is aTi wami moicva, romlis gasvlis Semdeg isini erTmaneTis tuCebs daswvdnen. veravin ityoda, romeli iyo kocnis iniciatori, radgan maT erTdroulad daiwyes moqmedeba. vnebac erTnairi iyo da is ar hgavda Cveulebriv seqsualur aRtkinebas; aq aSkarad SeimCneoda didi siyvarulis dasawyisi, romelsac orive mxare tolad pasuxobda. isini erTmaneTs frTxilad xdidnen tansacmels da mkrTali abaJuris Suqze da wynari musikis fonze siyvarulis mwvervalis dasapyrobad miiCqarodnen.
ramdenime saaTis ganmavlobaSi qariSxali mZvinvarebda. iseTi, romelmac gaanadgura yvela da yvelaferi. mospo yovelgvari gasaxsenebeli da amoSanTa yvelanairi istoria. es grigali im ori adamianis gonebaSi datrialda, romlebsac sagangebod gaSlil farTo sawolze naxevrad SiSvlebs erTmaneTze Caxutebulebs CasZinebodaT. qals mamakacis mkerdze daedo Tavi da erTi xeli misi iRliis qvemodan amoedo. xolo mamakaci loyiT mibjenoda mas Tavze da orive xeli ise
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SemoeWdo misTvis, TiTqos cdilobda, rom ZilSi aravis waerTmia. diax, im xsenebulma grigalma, romelic maT gonebaSi warmoiSva, waSala mTeli maTi warsuli da gaauferula maTSi yoveli grZnoba. es gonebrivi kataklizmi gamoiwvia kacobriobis gaCenidan gangebis mier adamianTaTvis boZebulma im upirvelesma niWma, romelic RmerTma adamians saukuno sicocxlis mosapoveblad misca. am niWs Cven siyvaruls vuwodebT, romelsac yovelTvis SeuZlia, rom CvenSi Svas bedniereba. is bedniereba, romelic mZinare wyvils saxeze mkveTrad aRbeWdviaT.
meore dRis sami saaTia. katias da antons yavis daleva ukve moeswroT da divanze mimsxdarni da erTmaneTze mixutebulni wynarad saubrobdnen, rom am dros, karze kakuni gaisma.
_ mobrZandi! _ gasZaxa katiam da fexze wamodga.oTaxSi nikalai Semovida. mas erTi wamic ki ar das
Wirvebia orives SesaTvaliereblad. _ nabaxusevi CanxarT, katerina iankovskaia. _ aweuli
warbebiT waxumrebis kiloTi mimarTa koliam da bolo winadadebas ironiuli Rimilic miayola. _ gaseirnebis gunebaze, ra Tqma unda, ar iqnebiT, Tavi getkiebaT.
_ arc nabaxusevi var da arc Tavi mtkiva. asec rom iyos, Senze metad mainc viazrovneb. _ uTxra qalma da koniakiT Wiqa Seuvso. _ aha, dalie! iqneb moxvide xasiaTze da ukeTesi azrebiT daakavo goneba.
_ ap, ap, ap, saWesTan var! _ xelis aweviT Tqva nikalaim.
_ saWesTan Torem, Senc guli giskdeba avtoinspeqtorebis danaxvaze. dalie, dalie da gagviyvane sadme! _ xelSi miaCeCa koniakiT savse Wiqa katiam.
kargi, kargi. mokled, Sen rom kacs gadaekidebi... momeci, momeci! _ gamoarTva sasmisi koliam da iseTi saxiT Caxeda Sig Casxmul siTxes, rom TiTqos Za
lian mwyralad iyo masTan. Wiqa rom gamocala, antons miubrunda: _ Cemo megobaro da Zmao,_ jibeSi Caiyo xeli da fuli amoiRo. _ Cven axla erTad unda gavideT da wavideT iq, sadac gagvixardeba. me da katerina Sen fuls arsad dagaxarjinebT, radgan Cveni stumari xar, magram momentSi SeiZleba Senc raRac mogewonos da Cven ver mivxvdeT. amisaTvis, ufrosma megobrebma SenTan asi maneTi gamomatanes da Tan dagibares, rom am raodenobis Tanxa geqneba yoveldRe, sanam CvenTan iqnebi. Cvenc meti ra dagvrCenia, viseirnoT da viaroT. aq imdeni gasrTobia, rom ar mogawyenT. saRamos megobrebi Semogvivlian da guSindeliviT cotas davlevT. ai, aseTi iqneba Cveni reJimi. Tavisuflad igrZeni Tavi da ifiqre, rom uaxloes adamianebTan imyofebi. aba, axla moemzadeT da saiTac mibrZanebT, iqiT waval! manamde ki, sanam Tqven gaemzadebiT, erTi Wiqis dalevas kidev movaswreb. _ Tqva ukve SebuJbuJebulma koliam da meore Wiqa Seivso.
_ Tu swrafad imoqmedeb, meoTxesac moaswreb. _ xmamaRla Cailaparaka mosamzadeblad gasulma katiam.
_ ukomentarod ar datovo Cemi arcerTi sityva. _ Caibuxuna nikalaim da pirvel Wiqas meorec miayola.
gavida Tormeti dRe. am xnis ganmavlobaSi, am sameulma mTeli uralis mxare dalaSqra. moinaxules yvela RirsSesaniSnavi adgili. daaTvalieres muzeumebi. TeatrSi daeswrnen ramdenime speqtakls. erTobodnen barebSi da restornebSi. tyeSi Sewves mwvadi da Semodgomis erTi susxiani dRe cecxlTan gaatares. saRamos ki kvlav ikribebodnen da daaxloebiT erTi saaTis ganmavlobaSi musaifobdnen. SigadaSig, ufrosebi arigebdnen antons, Tu rogor unda moqceuliyo, rom maTi imedi gaemarTlebina. aRuTqvamdnen, rom isini mudam mis gverdiT iqnebodnen da mas arafers gauWirvebdnen. RamiT ki masTan rCeboda katia da im
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siyvaruliT tkbebodnen, romelmac Tavis piks maTi urTierTobis pirvelive Rames miaRwia. da ai, dadga meTormete Rame. diliT antoni saxlSi unda gaemgzavros. misi TviTmfrinavi rva saaTze mifrinavs. erTmaneTze Seyvarebuli wyvilisaTvis ganSoreba Zalian mtkiv neuli aRmoCnda,_ukve naxevari saaTia, isini uxmod sxedan da xmis amoRebas ver axerxeben. dro da dro miualerseben erTmaneTs da isev fiqrs eZlevian.
_ anton, _ siCume daarRvia katiam. _ imisaTvis, rom Cven momavalSi erTad yofna SevZloT, Sen CasvlisTanave unda daiwyo mzadeba universitetisTvis. marTalia, mamis megobrebis mxridan iq moxvedra garantirebuli gaqvs, magram es imas ar niSnavs, rom Sen moeSva da araferi moimoqmedo. Sengan maTi da, amave dros, mamis dafaseba iqneba, codniT rom miadgebi umaRles saswavlebels da proteqciaze ar aageb Sens winsvlas, romelic, maseT SemTxvevaSi, aucileblad Seneldeba. unda vifiqroT imaze, rom, rodesac erT kurss daxurav, ukve SegveZleba sabuTebis gadmotana ruseTis nebismier qalaqSi. ai, am gziT SeiZleba Cveni Semdgomi urTierToba.
_ Cemo Zvirfaso katerina, _ uecrad Tavi aswia da Semobrunda wina wuTSi Cafiqrebuli antoni. _ me Sen imdenad miyvarxar, rom sicocxlesac ar daviSureb SenTvis. amitom magis SesrulebisTvis stimuli ar mWirdeba, radgan Sen xar Cemi stimulic da cxovrebac. is rom mecodineba, rom es gza SenTan momiyvans, ra siZnelesac ar unda Seveyaro, mainc davlaSqrav. es rom SevZlo, darwmuneba mWirdeba imaSi, rom Senc iseve giyvarvar, rogorc me. gadawyvetileba rom miviRo, erT kiTxvaze unda mipasuxo. _ antonma katias ufro Rrmad Caxeda TvalebSi da aseTi kiTxva dausva: _ vin iyo mamaCemi da vin arian misi megobrebi? _ aq man patara pauza gaakeTa ise, rom Tvali ar moucilebia qa
lisTvis, ris Semdeg, sityva ase daasrula: _ da, rac yvelaze mTavaria, vin xar Sen?
katias gaeRima. es Rimili saxis im gamometyvelebis SeniRbvas emsaxureboda, romelSic, mis gareSe, Wkviani Tvali advilad SeamCnevda, rom is am kiTxvas eloda. miuxedavad imisa, rom is amas eloda, garkveulwilad mainc dabneuloba gamoiwvia masSi, radgan antoni, samsaxurebrivi TvalsazrisiT, Cveulebrivi, ubralo obieqti aRar iyo misTvis. aq drois gayvana orive mxarisTvis uaryofiT Sedegs gamoiRebda. amitom katias unda eCqara da epasuxa is, rac mas am momentisTvis daavales.
_ Cemo sayvarelo, am SekiTxvaze SeiZleba amomwuravi pasuxi ver gagce, magram ra informaciac me gamaCnia amis Sesaxeb, namdvilad ar dagimalav. amitom, rasac getyvi, gTxov, rom merwmuno, radgan getyvi imas, rac vici. _ katia wamiT SeCerda da antons daakvirda, romelsac saxeze etyoboda, rom kiTxvis savaraudo pasuxi winaswarve ar sjeroda. amis miuxedavad, man mainc damajereblad daiwyo: _ mamaSeni, komunisturi partiis mier misiiT iyo wargzavnili evropis erTerT qveyanaSi da sabWoTa kavSiris saelCoSi muSaobda. nebismierma sabWoTa moqalaqem icis, rom aseTi samsaxuri gasaidumloebas eqvemdebareba, rom partiis misia yvelaze da yvelaferze maRla dgas, maT Soris, ojaxze da Svilebze. saqme imaSia, rom ucxo qveynebTan muSaoba urTulesi mimarTulebaa da, rodesac qveynis xelmZRvaneloba am ubanze vinmes agzavnis, es imas niSnavs, rom ndobas ucxadebs mas. swored es ndobaa saamayo, radgan adamiani, romelic amas imsaxurebs, TavisTavad gamorCeulia sxvaTagan. rac Seexeba samSoblos winaSe damsaxurebas, amaSi wvlili ara marto misiis aRmsrulebels miuZRvis, aramed misi ojaxis wevrebsac, radgan orive mxare erTmaneTTan daSorebis xarjze iRvwis qveynis sakeTildReod. ai, amaSi mdgomareobs, Cemo
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kargo, Cveni qveynis siZliere, rom TiToeuli sabWoTa moqalaqe mzad aris, sakuTari keTildReoba anacvalos qveynis samsaxurs da mis gasaZliereblad uari Tqvas yovelgvar bednierebaze. amitom aris, rom amerika da imperialisturi qveynebi angariSs uweven sabWoTa kavSirs, rac erTvgvari aRiarebaa imisa, rom socialisturi wyoba yvelaze misaRebia adamianebisTvis. _ katia wamiT SeCerda, misken interesiT momziral antons saxe ze mimoatara Tvali da SedarebiT dabal xmaze ganagrZo: _ mamaSenma qveynis xelmZRvanelobas sTxova, rom samsaxuridan droebiT gaeTavisuflebinaT da samSobloSi dabrunebis saSualeba miecaT, raTa erTxel mainc enaxa sakuTari vaJi da cxovrebis mimarTulebis arCevaSi daxmareboda mas. misi mdgomareobidan da samsaxuridan gamomdinare, Tqveni Sexvedra daigegma ara moskovSi, aramed urals gadmoRma, aq, kuibiSevSi, raTa am yvelafers Caevlo yovelgvari pompezurobis gareSe. samwuxarod, aleqsi pavloviCma es veRar SeZlo. _ katia aq kidev erTxel SeCerda da Tavi dabla daxara. cota xanSi man Subli SeWmuxna, warbebi odnav maRla aswia da kvlav antons Sexeda. _ mis megobrebze ki getyvi, rom maT aqamde ar vicnobdi. me mxolod is vici maTze, rom isini partiis maRali rangis warmomadgenlebi arian da Tu ar vcdebi, diplomatiuri xaziT muSaoben. aqve oriod sityviT Cemze da koliazec vityvi: Cven erTad vmuSaobT komkavSiris cekaSi. ramdenime dRis win dagviZaxes da zedapirulad gagvacnes situacia. am adamianebs, mamis megobrebs vgulisxmob, surdaT, rom SenTvis garkveuli xniT emaspinZlaT. imisaTvis, rom Senze asakiT ufrosebTan uxerxulad ar gegrZno Tavi, megzurebad, Cveni saxiT, axalgazrdebi mogivlines. ai, sul es aris, Cemo Zvirfaso anton! _ qalma miamituri gamometyvelebiT daadastura es yovelive. _ axla ki, sanam Sen am siaxles gaiazreb, me samzareuloSi gaval
da yavas movamzadeb.katia sanam oTaxidan gavidoda, bolomde miadevna
mas antonma Tvali, ris Semdeg Tavi daRuna da mosmenilis gansjas Seudga.
gavida daaxloebiT oci wuTi. drois am SualedSi mxolod erTxel gaifanta jariskacis azrovneba, roca mas samzareulodan moesma xma _ buterbrodebsac vamzadeb da male movalo. is TiTqmis uZravad ijda. aSkarad Canda, rom pasuxiT kmayofili ar iyo. mTeli misi aq yofnis periodSi, mas ar hqonda dro da mocla imisaTvis, rom efiqra Tundac am ucnaur stumarmaspinZlobaze; dakvirveba ewarmoebina mamis megobrebis moqmedebaze, Tu ratom dadioda yovel saRamos mis mosanaxuleblad uklebliv is Tormeti mamakaci; ra datvirTva eniWeboda yovel uferul dRes, romlebic arafriT gansxvavdebodnen pirvelisagan. es is ZiriTadi sakiTxebia, romlebic mocemul momentebSi misgan yuradRebas moiTxovda, magram aseTi ram ar moxda imitom, rom gonebis is nawili, romelsac pasuxismgebloba ekisreba rTuli cxovrebiseuli amocanebis winaSe, siyvarulis grZnobas hqonda ganeitralebuli. axla ki ra, misi mdgomareoba mxolod caitnotia. is axla ki ara, verasodes amoxsnis gardasuli dReebis saidumlos, radgan detalurad aRar emaxsovreba isini. vnaxoT, daexmareba Tu ara momavalSi vinme, am kuibiSevuri idumalebiT moculi Sexvedrebis amoxsnaSi da iTamaSebs Tu ara raime rols misi es viziti misive cxovrebaSi.
oTaxSi katia Semovida, romelmac yaviT savse ori finjani Semoitana da divanis win mdgar dabal magidaze daalaga. mas ar gamohparvia antonis ukmayofilo saxe, romelic misken iyo mipyrobili.
_ axlave buterbrodebsac movitan! _ TavisTvis Cailaparaka qalma da oTaxidan gavida. roca is dab
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runda, cal xelSi marTlac eWira TefSi buterbrodebiT, romelic aseve magidaze dado, xolo meore xelSi, TiTebSua, gancalkevebiT ekava ori furceli. man uxmaurod daacalkeva es furclebi da erTerTi antons saxesTan axlos miutana. rodesac jariskacma mas gakvirvebiT Sexeda, katiam tuCebis moZraobiT uxma urod daumarcvla sityva _ waikiTxe! antonmac uxmod daiwyo kiTxva da ai, ra ewera iq:
„sruliad SesaZlebelia, es saxli isminebodes. amitom, rodesac me meore furcels mogawvdi, yovelgvari SraSunis gareSe gamomarTvi da Cumad waikiTxe. Semdeg isev uxmaurod momeci. am xnis ganmavlobaSi, me, SigadaSig raRacebs vityvi, magram Cems sityvebs yuradRebas nu miaqcev, guldasmiT waikiTxe, gaiazre da yvelaferi gulis siRrmeSi gadamale.“
antons, rodesac saxeze Seetyo, rom kiTxva CaamTavra, katiam mas meore furceli miawoda, romelic jariskacma uxmaurod gamoarTva da didi interesiT Seudga Tvalis meSveobiT striqonebis gonebaSi gadaqaC vas.
„yovelTvis mainteresebda, ra aZlevda im adamianebs Zalas, romlebic TavisuflebisTvis ibrZodnen da es maSin, roca Cveni saxelmwifo mTlianad agebulia koleqtiur principze, rac niSnavs imas, rom nebismieri individualizmi wyobisTvis miuRebelia. gamodis, rom xsenebuli brZola CanasaxSive mkvdaria da misi warmoeba mTavrdeba mebrZolis fizikuri ganadgurebiT, an cixeSi didi xniT gamoketviT. marTalia, rom am, erTi SexedviT, utopiuri mimarTulebisa me araferi mesmoda, magram aseT adamianebs, rogorc raRacis mimarT Seurigebel raindebs, mainc ise aRviqvamdi. yvelaze saintereso is iyo, rom, rodesac maT Cems gonebaSi raindebad vnaTlavdi, maSinve gamiCnda kiTxva: ras xedavdnen isini Tavisuflebis miRma? am kiTxvas, albaT,
verasodes gavcemdi pasuxs, kuibiSevSi SemTxveviT rom ar movxvedriliyavi. axla ukve gamarTulad SemiZlia vTqva, rom CemTvis naTelia ara marto is, Tu saidan modis TavisuflebisTvis brZolis Jini, aramed, am Tavisuflebis miRmac vxedav samyaros. SeiZleba adamianebi gansxvavebuli meTodebiT ibrZvian amis misaRwevad, magram imaSi Rrmad var darwmunebuli, rom TiToeul aseT mizans siyvaruli udevs safuZvlad. is siyvaruli, romelmac me, Cveni Sexvedris pirvelive wuTebidan mibiZga brZolisaken. is siyvaruli, romelic am brZolis triumfiT damTavrebis SemTxvevaSi eniT aRuwerel bednierebas mpirdeba. diax, Cemi Sendami usazRvro siyvaruli maiZulebs, Seveba im umZlavres monstrs, romelmac didi xnis win gadamiketa sakuTari cxovrebis erTi mSvenieri gza. me ukve mzad var am brZolisTvis, radgan ar minda iseTi sicocxle, rac damamsgavsebs im borkildadebul da gamZvinvarebul mxecs, romelic Tavis siSleges mxolod RrialSiRa gamoxatavs. es rom ase ar moxdes da Cven, piriqiT, gamarjvebas veziaroT, kargad momismine da yvelaferi zedmiwevniT gaiazre: mamaSeni, aleqsi pavloviCi, sabWoTa kavSiris mzveravi iyo evropis qveynebSi. misi megobrebi dazvervis sammarTvelos maRalCinosnebi arian. xolo me gaxlavar sadazvervo skolis aRzrdili da amJamad kontrdazvervis oficeri, 22 wlis ekaterine bukovskaia da ara iankovskaia, rogorc es koliam Tqva.~
antonma werilis kiTxva SeaCera da Tvalebi moxuWa. misi goneba iseT buranSi gaexvia, sadac erTi patara azris gamoelvebac ki ar arsebobda. ramodenime wams iseTi SegrZneba hqonda, rom TiTqos maRali kldidan daagores da kisristexiT mieqaneboda ufskrulisaken. da ai, raRac Suqma inaTa mis dabindul azrovnebaSi, romelmac katiasTan Sexvedris pirveli Rame gaaxsena, rodesac vnebiT aRgznebulma qalma SiSvel tan
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ze mklavebi SemoaWdo. maSin antons, TviTonac imave vnebiT mTvrals, yuradReba ar miuqcevia foladis marwuxebiviT SemoWerili mklavebisTvis, radgan mis gonebaSi katias unazesi da ulamazesi sxeuli faravda mas. „RmerTo Cemo! _ gaifiqra man, _ marTalia es yvelaferi.“
katia, romelic manamde wynari musikis fonze gemrieli yaviT da lamazad gawyobili buterbrodebiT iwonebda Tavs da iseT imitacias qmnida, viTom antons elaparakeboda, axla TvalebgafarToebuli Sehyurebda naxevrad Tavdaxril mamakacs. mas yuradRebidan ar gamohparvia werilis is adgili, romelmac ase Caafiqra jariskaci. mousvenroba ar Sestyobia, magram daZabuli ki ucdida mis Semdgom moqmedebas.
antonma Tvali gaaxila da werilis is monakveTi, romelic amcnobda mamisa da axalgacnobili adamianebis vinaobas, meored CaikiTxa. Semdeg odnav gverdiT mimarTa mzera, TiTqos kidev gaiazra raRac da kiTxva ganagrZo:
„me vdgam pirvel nabijs Cveni siyvarulisTvis da gimxel iseT rames, romlis Sesaxeb, Seni piridan Tu erTi sityvac ki amova rodisme (mniSvneloba ar aqvs, vis gaumxel, sisxlismier naTesavs Tu megobars), CaTvale, rom Sen momkali, radgan amis gamo gausamarTleblad damxvreten. xolo im SemTxvevaSi, Tuki Senc fiqrob, rom am siyvarulisTvis unda ibrZolo, amisaTvis bevri araferia gasakeTebeli_Sen mxolod mamis megobrebis miTiTebebi geqneba Sesasrulebeli. universitetis pirvel kurss saqarTveloSi daxurav, ris Semdeg, SegveZleba, sabuTebi moskovSi gadmovitanoT, sadac swavlas gaagrZeleb. Cven im dRidan gveqneba urTierToba, roca Sen moskovSi Camoxval da Seni Camosvlis Semdeg vizruneb imaze, rom Tavisufali viyo. amas me movawyob ise, verasodes gaigebs vinme, miT umetes, ver
irwmunebs, rom es Cemi mowyobili SeiZleba iyos. rames gaviTamaSeb iseTs, rom msubuqad davinvalidde. Sen magaze nu inerviuleb, CvenTan patara iarac ki mizezia agentis Camosawerad. amis Semdeg me gavxdebi egreT wodebuli gaSifruli TanamSromeli da ase movipoveb dazvervis samsaxurSi Cveulebrivi muSaobis uflebas, rac xelfexs gamixsnis ojaxis SeqmnisTvis. me Zalian guliT minda da veli im dRes, roca Cven gveqneba ojaxi da gveyoleba Wkviani da lamazi Svilebi. es bedniereba Sors ar aris da Tu Senc mzad xar amisaTvis, werilis wakiTxvis Semdeg uxmod Tavi daiqnie. Cemo yvelaze Zvirfaso da usayvarleso ocnebis mamakaco, Cemi Sendami siyvaruli ganuzomelia. me Sen ise Zlier miyvarxar, rom sanam kvlav SevxvdebiT erTmaneTs, ar iqneba wami, wuTi da dro, rom Senze ar vifiqro da gonebaSi ar gefero. SenTvis da SeniT vicxovreb Cems darCenil wlebs da siamovnebiT mogiZRvni sicocxles. miyvarxar, miyvarxar da miyvarxar!“
antonma werilis kiTxva daamTavra. am xnis ganmavlobaSi, nervebisagan daWimuli sxeuli, werilis boloSi dawerilma sityvebma erTianad dauburZgla. man kidev moxuWa wamierad Tvali, yvelaferi uswrafesad gaiazra da qals seriozuli saxiT miaCerda. katias molodinis reJimSi myofma wamonTebulma Tvalebma da misma alalad ametyvelebulma saxem, saSualeba misca antons, rom qalis mxridan wamosuli siyvarulisTvis yvela kiTxva moexsna da saboloo wertili daesva, rac TviTonac Zalian sWirdeboda. ramdenime wamis ganmavlobaSi isini erTmaneTs Sehyurebdnen, ris Semdeg antonma gauRima, tuCebis Cumi moZraobiT kocna gaugzavna, Tanxmobis niSnad Tavi dauqnia da or gverdze wvrilad dawerili formatis furceli uxmaurod miawoda.
qali gaciskrovnebuli saxiT wamodga fexze. erT
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xelSi furclebi daiWira, xolo meoreTi buterbrodis TefSi aiRo da samzareulosken gaemarTa. Tan TavisTvis cota maRali xmiT Cailaparaka:
_ bolos mainc ver gavige, Cemi gakeTebuli buterbrodi mogewona Tu ara.
man samzareuloSi werilebi gaanadgura da oTaxSi rom dabrunda, divanze antons miujda gverdiT.
_ Cemo sayvarelo, mec Sennairad ganvicdi erTmaneTTan daSorebas, magram es droebiTia. kidev SevxvdebiT da kidev gveqneba imis saSualeba, siyvaruliT davtkbeT. _ sityva ar hqonda katias damTavrebuli, rom orivem erTdroulad waiwies erTmaneTis tuCebisaken.
im Rames Tvali arcerTs ar mouxuWavs. sasiyvarulo sityvebi ismoda maTi bageebidan. ganSorebis molodiniT gamowveuli cremlic gadmoifrqva maTi Tvalebidan. wina dReebisgan gansxvavebiT, vnebac ki gansakuTrebulad gamoxates erTurTis mimarT, romelsac sevdiani elferi ufro met silamazes sZenda da uangaro siyvarulis niSnebi masSi ufro TvalsaCinod mosCanda. ase Caxutebulebs moadgaT aeroportSi gamgzavrebis dro. isini uilajod emzadebodnen wasasvlelad, rom koliamac moakakuna.
_ aba, mzad xarT? _ moisma karis iqidan misi boxi xma.
erTi saaTic ar iyo gasuli, rom nikalaim manqana pirdapir TviTmfrinavis trapTan miayena, romelTan odnav moSorebiT, kidev idga ramdenime manqana. antonma „volgis“ kari rom gamoxsna da gadmovida, SeniSna, rom misken moemarTeboda is Tormeti mamis megobari, visTan erTadac vaxSmobda yovel saRamos, kuibiSevSi stumrobis dros. maT saTiTaod CamoarTves xeli da kidev erTxel Seaxsenes, rom yovelTvis mis gverdiT iqnebodnen, Tuki rame gauWirdeboda mas. bolos mas
Tan vadim giorgeviCi mivida, mxarze xeli moxvia da TviTmfrinavis kibis asasvlelTan miiyvana.
_ anton, Svilo, _ mklavSi xeli gamosdo da frTxilad Semoabruna vadimma. _ yvelaferi ise gaakeTe, rogorc giTxariT. mamis sasaxelod Sen Zalian didi da kargi kaci unda iyo. momavali Sens xelSia. Wkvianurad miudeqi yvela saqmes, maT Soris, swavlas. Seni imedi meqneba. _ vadimi Tvalmoucileblad uyurebda antons. Zalze seriozuli saxis miuxedavad, etyoboda, rom raRacas Zalian ganicdida da, roca TvalSi odnav sisvele gamoukrTa, yuradReba Tavis pijakis SigniTa jibeze gadaitana, saidanac daxuruli konverti amoiRo. _ Svilo, es dedaSens, nina maqsimovnas wauRe da Cveni Rrma mwuxarebac gadaeci aleqsis gamo. _ giorgeviCma konverti gauwoda. Semdeg gadaexvia, cota xniT gulSi Caikra da aseTi sityvebiT daemSvidoba: _ mSvidobiT anton! yovelTvis gaxsovdes mama! mas Sen Zalian uyvardi!
vadimi Semobrunda da neli nabijiT gaemarTa Tavisi megobrebisken.
antoni ki manam ar avida TviTmfrinavSi, sanam ivan andreebiCma katias ar aniSna, rom misuliyo masTan.
TviTmfrinavis kibesTan mdgari jariskaci qals gadaexvia da gulze miixuta.
_ Cemo usayvarleso da dedamiwaze yvelaze lamazo arsebav! Cemo qalRmerTo da zecidan CemTvis movlenilo angelozo, me yvelafers gavakeTeb, rom Cven erTad viyoT!
_ yvelaferi kargad iqneba. _ yurSi CasCurCula katiam da kidev erTxel akoca sayvarel mamakacs.
TviTmfrinavi daiZra. jariskaci iluminatoridan uyurebda im adamianebs, romlebmac dauviwyari Tormeti dRe umaspinZles. katia ramodenime nabijiT win gamoyofoda kacebs da lamazi da grZeli TiTebis nazi
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moZraobiT emSvidobeboda antons. saqarTvelo. Tbilisis saerTaSoriso aeroporti.
TxuTmeti gradusiT gansxvavebuli temperatura kuibiSevTan. miuxedavad gviani Semodgomisa, aq xalxi mainc Txlad Cacmuli dadis. jariskacsac mouxda qurTukis CanTaSi Cadeba. aeroportis Senobidan rom gamovida, Rrublebisgan gadawmendil cas axeda da TavisTvis Cailaparaka: Cemi mziani qveyana... _ marTalia, kuibiSevSi mas siamovnebis meti araferi miuRia, magram sulierad mainc gamofituli da daRlili Canda, radgan am Tormeti dRis manZilze Zalian bevri ramis gadamuSaveba mouxda mis gonebas. amas daemata misi emociurad datvirTuli yoveldRiuri reJimi, romlisTvisac Tvrameti wlis axalgazrdam Zalebis sworad gada nawileba ver moaxerxa. arauSavs, aw gardasuli dReebi rodisme Tanmimdevrulad dalagdeba mis TavSi da misi azrovneba TiToeul maTgans amocanis rangSi aiyvans. WeSmaritad amoxsnis Tu ara, es meore sakiTxia, magram is axla amaze namdvilad ar fiqrobs. mas erTi suli aqvs, saxlamde, rac SeiZleba, swrafad miaRwios, raTa dedas mouyves mamis Sesaxeb. ai, am fiqrebSi mouwia taqsis rigmac da orsaaTiani mgzavrobis Semdeg miadga im oTxsarTulian korpuss, sadac TviTon gaizarda. meoT xe sarTulis kibeebic aaTava da Tavisi saxlis zaris Rilaks daawva. kari mkacri saxis maRalma da gamxdarma qalbatonma gamoxsna, romelsac jariskacis danaxvaze saxe gaunaTda da SesZaxa:
_ ra moxda, dedi, ase adre ratom dabrundi? _ kiTxva ar hqonda dasrulebuli, rom Svils miekra da gulSi Caikra. Semdeg CanTa gamoarTva, mklavze msubuqad gamosdo xeli da oTaxisken SeuZRva.
_ saxlamdec movaRwie. _ Tqva antonma da savarZelSi mowyvetiT CaeSva.
_ deda genacvalos, ra xdeba, gamagebine?
_ cudi araferi, deda. oRond axla xelpirs daviban, tansacmels gamovicvli da yvelafers mogiyvebi. _ uTxra daqanculma antonma.
_ ki, Svilo, ki, deda genacvalos. axlave mogitan gamosacvlel tansacmels da sanam Sen daiban, sadilsac gavawyob. moSiebuli iqnebi, amxela gza gamoiare.
ramodenime wuTis Semdeg magida ukve gawyobili iyo. antoni abazanidan pirsaxociT xelSi gamovida, romliTac samzareuloSi gaagrZela mklavebis kargad SemSraleba.
_ Cemi CanTa sad dade, nina maqsimovna? _ uTxra antonma da pirsaxoci iqve mdgar sakamze msubuqad miagdo.
_ saZinebelSi dagide. axlave gamogitan!_ me TviTon gaval, deda! _ uTxra antonma da
saZinebel oTaxSi gavida. rodesac samzareuloSi dabrunda, xelSi konverti eWira, romlis danaxvaze nina maqsimovnas Subli Seekra da seriozuli saxiT Svilis sityvas daeloda. _ es vadim giorgeviCma gamogigzavna, mamaCemis da Senma megobarma.
nina berdievas saxe ufro SeeWmuxna da Tvalebi momentalurad aatriala, rac misi azrebis Sor manZilze gadasrolas moaswavebda.
_ vin? _ meqanikurad warmoTqva man da Svils misken gawvdili konverti gamoarTva.
_ vadim giorgeviCma. _ mSvidad miugo antonma, romelsac, aseve, seriozulma ierma gadahkra. _ ra, ar icnob?
ninam konverti gaxsna da iqidan asmaneTianebis Sekvra amoiRo, romelsac manqanaze nabeWdi patara werili amohyva. qalma fuli magidaze dado, rasac antonma gaocebiT Sexeda da werili CaikiTxa:
„gamarjoba nina! gigzavni aTi aTas maneTs. Sen Zalian kargi biWi gagizrdia. gmadlob.
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vadim giorgeviCi“qali magidas xeliT daeyrdno da skamze frTxilad
daeSva. werili meored gadaikiTxa, magram veraferi gaigo. Semdeg fexze mdgar, gaxevebul antons axeda da uTxra:
_ dajeqi, saWmeli SeWame da momiyevi yvelaferi!_ deda, vin aris vadim giorgeviCi? TviTon miTxra
_ dedas kargad vicnobo. _ hkiTxa misive moqmedebiT gaocebulma antonma.
_ dajeqi, dajeqi! isadile da Semdeg visaubroT._ nina maqsimovna, sadme gadamaluli koniaki Tu
gaqvs, iqneb erTi Wiqa damalevino, daRlilobas mainc momixsnis.
qalis goneba elviseburad mihqroda warsulisaken, sadac misi azriT, im kvanZis gasaRebi unda yofiliyo, romelic antonma konvertis saxiT warmoadgina. is fiqrobda, rom antons Zalian bevri hqoda saTqmeli da konverti im CaxlarTuli gorgalis mxolod erTi nawili iyo. nina berdievam karadidan koniaki gadmoiRo. TviTon skamis sazurgeze frTxilad miesvena da Svilis saxes kargad daakvirda, romelmac dedis gasakvirad WiqaSi xarbad daisxa koniaki. nina maqsimovnas ramdenime wuTi dasWirda imaSi dasarwmuneblad, rom saqme dazvervis samsaxurTan hqonda.
„Cems SvilTan ra xeli aqvT?~ _ gaifiqra da simwrisagan kbilebi erTmaneTze daaWira.
antonma erTi Wiqa koniaki ikmara. sadilic msubuqad miirTva da fexze wamodga.
_ oTaxSi gavideT deda! _ uTxra da samzareulodan gavida.
sanam antoni sadilobda, ninam werili kidev erTxel waikiTxa da TiTqos raRac kvals daadga. yovel SemTxvevaSi, savaraudo axali ambavis mosmenamde, misi amoxsnis gezi ukve aRebuli hqonda.
_ aba, gismen, Svilo! _ uTxra dedam antons, roca mis mopirdapire savarZelSi Cajda.
_ werilis gamogzavnis ufleba ar mqonda. amitom ver Segatyobine, sad movxvdi jarSi. _ wynarad daiwyo saubari antonma. _ moskovis gareubanSi gamamweses, specnawilSi. orkviriani karantinis Semdeg fici miviReT. ficis miRebidan sul cota xanSi, politikur dargSi polkis ufrosis moadgilem gamomiZaxa da miTxra, rom kuibiSevSi unda gavfreniliyavi imave dRes. Tan mkacrad gamafrTxila, aravis gamovmSvidobebodi da aravisTvis araferi meTqva amis Sesaxeb. kuibiSevSi daRamebulze Cavedi. trapTan damxvda `volga~ da ori adamiani _ axalgazrda kaci da Cemze erTiori wliT ufrosi qali. maT wamiyvanes sadRac dacul teri toriaze, sadac kotejis tipis saxlebi iyo ganlagebuli. iq damxvda Tormeti Suaxnis mamakaci da gamecnen mamis megobrebad. miTxres, rom mamaCemi, aleqsi pavloviCi wlebis ganmavlobaSi muSaobda sazRvargareT. erTi Tvis win dabrunda sabWoTa kavSirSi da emzadeboda SenTan Sesaxvedrado. samwuxarod, gulma umtyuna da ori kviris win gardaicvalao. maCvenes misi saflavi da aRmiTqves daxmareba umaRles saswavlebelSi, Tu cxovrebiseul karieraSi. mTxoves, rom maTTan gametarebina garkveuli dro. am xnis manZilze me im kotejSi vcxovrobdi, sadac pirvelad mimiyvanes. dRisiT manqana memsaxureboda da davdiodi im or axalgazrdasTan erTad, romlebic TviTmfrinavTan damxvdnen. xolo saRamos, is adamianebi (mamis megobrebs vgulisxmob) uklebliv modiodnen da daaxloebiT erTi saaTis ganmavlobaSi rCebodnen. erTad vvaxSmobdiT da vsaubrobdiT. ase gagrZelda Tormeti dRe. wamosvlisas, erTma maTganma, vadim giorgeviCma (es kaci gansakuTrebulad Tbilad meqceoda sxvebTan SedarebiT) eg konverti gamomatana SenTan_nina maqsimovnas wauReo.
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manamde ki miTxra, rom Sen Zalian axlos da SesaniSnavad gicnobda. ai, deda, sul es aris, risi Tqmac mindoda. ho, kidev erTi: rac Seexeba samxedro bileTs, miTxres, rom Cemi raionis komisariatSi momcemen, sadac ewereba, rom samxedro samsaxuri gavlili maqvs. axla ki namdvilad yvelaferi giTxari. _ daasrula antonma da daeloda dedis reaqcias.
nina berdievas guli iseTi ZaliT exeTqeboda mkerdis Zvlebs, rom TiTqos misi gamongreva surda. mas ra ar enaxa da ra ar gadaxdenoda, magram amis miuxedavad, pirvelad aitana kankalma. es iyo raRac iseTi SiSis grZnoba, romelmac momentalurad sZlia mis Zlier guls; albaT, Tavis erTadrT vaJs rom exeboda es ambavi, Torem nina maqsimovnas nervebi ase advilad mosarevi ar iyo. mas axla cota dro aqvs imisaTvis, rom Tavisi Sinagani SeSfoTeba garegnuli simSvidiT SeniRbos, radgan erT patara niuanssac ki SeuZlia antonis sulSi uaryofiTi marcvalis Cagdeba, romlis gaRvivebac Zalian saxifaTo iqneba misi SvilisTvis. da ai, raRac momentSi dedis instinqtma gza gadauRoba mis mozRvavebul azrebs da mTeli yuradReba Tavis win mjdomare vaJs dauTmo, ris Semdegac umalve iSva kiTxva mis TavSi.
_ Sen koteji axsene, Svilo, da, rogorc vfiqrob, iq marto ar dagtovebdnen. mainteresebs, RamiT vin rCeboda SenTan? _ hkiTxa da interesiT daeloda mis pasuxs.
antons saxeze almurma gadauara da cota daimorcxva kidec, magram dedas ver daumala.
_ katia rCeboda CemTan. _ Tqva da awrialeba rom ar SemCneoda, gverdiT, dabal magidaze mdgari vaza miaswormoaswora.
nina berdieva odnav ukan gaiwia, wamowiTlebul antons mimoatara mzera da mis SeumCnevlad Tavi
mZimed daiqnia. aseTma pasuxma gonebaSi Seunela alRos moqmedeba da ufro gauRviva deduri instinqti, romelmac aiZula, Tavisi vaJis cxovrebaSi am mimarTulebiT aRmoeCina dazvervis mier Cadebuli naRmi, anu gaerkvia mizani sadazvervo samsaxurisa. nina maqsimovna gamoirCeoda pragmatuli azrovnebiT. is yovelTvis civi gonebiT sjida Tavis win wamoWril problemebs da seriozulad udgeboda naklebad mniSvnelovan sakiTxebsac ki. axla ki ram daabnia? ratom Ralatobs sakuTar gamocdilebaze dagrovil sibrZnes da ratom xdeba misi mamoZravebeli mxolod mSoblis instinqti? iqneb Tavisi warsulidan mosul Zalebs danebda tyved, romelic aleqsi saviCevis erTaderTi da ganumeorebeli siyvarulis saxiT wamotivtivda mis gonebaSi? iqneb es siyvarulia mizezi misi dabneulobisa?
SvilisTvis rom uxerxuloba moexsna, nina fexze wamodga.
_ anton, Svilo, Sen namgzavri da daRlili xar. modi, cota daisvene, Tvals moatyue da saubari mere gavagrZeloT. rac mTavaria, mSvidobiT dabrundi da ukve aq xar.
_ kargi, deda, ase jobia. _ uTxra antonma, romelsac aseTi ganmuxtva namdvilad sWirdeboda.
nina Tavis oTaxSi gavida, kuibiSevidan gamogzavnili konverti magididan aiRo da savarZelSi mZimed daeSva. cariel konverts frTxilad gadausva xeli da fiqrebSi CaiZira.
„sadazvervo skolis aRsazrdeli nina maqsimes asuli berdieva, Teqvsmeti wlis. rusulis garda SesaniSnavad flobs or ucxo enas. moswavleTa Soris mas yvelaze kargad aqvs aTvisebuli aRmosavluri brZolis xelovneba. mas SeuZlia SeiaraRebiT da sabrZolo masaliT aRWurvilma mravali kilometri sirbiliT dafaros. is flobs yvelanairi klimatis Seguebis gansa
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kuTrebul unars da ganuzomlad SeuZlia adamianuri tanjvis atana. aris brwyinvale mocurave da sakmaod didxan Zlebs gayinul wyalSi. mas aseve SeuZlia ramdenime wamSi aTeulobiT cifris damaxsovreba da nebismieri teqstis uswrafesi wakiTxva. aris mizan swrafuli da mamaci.“
es aris daxasiaTeba, romelic misma maswavlebelma odesRac masze dawera. ai, aseTi monacemebis qalbatoni zis axla uZravad savarZelSi da warsulis im bilikebs miuyveba, romliTac dRemde movida. wlebis ganmavlobaSi mas hqonda erTferovani da monotonuri cxovreba. ra Tqma unda, xSirad ixsenebda warsuls, romlisganac siamovnebas da mwuxarebas erTi doziT iRebda, magram gansjis saxiT arasodes gadauxedavs ukan darCenili wlebisTvis. arc imaze ufiqria, siymawvilis asakSi sicocxlisTvis sarisko nabiji ratom gadadga, radgan amas aleqsisadmi siyvaruliT amarTlebda. axla ki ra moxda? ratom SemarTula misi goneba da msajulis uflebebiT aRWurvili, Tavisi cxovrebis yvelaze mware monakveTs risTvis Casdgomia kvalSi? pasuxi erTgvarovania: mis, ise Tu ase, dalagebul yofaSi aleqs saviCevis gamoCenam didi arevdareva gamoiwvia. es droebiTi aRelveba maleve dalagdeboda da nina mainc sworad gansazRvravda yvelafers, magram misi gaTiSva am aRelvebis fonze, antonis pasuxis Semdeg moxda, roca man katias Sesaxeb uTxra. dedam SeniSna, rom viRac dazvervis TanamSromel qals, misi Svili ukve gamoTiSuli hyavda. swored aq amoqmedda dedis egoisturi grZnoba, radgan ninam amaSi Svilis dakargvis safrTxe igrZno. ai, amitom miuyveboda axla Tavisi warsulis im labirinTs, romlis gadaxedvis Semdegac unda mieRo gadawvetileba, Tu ra formiT epasuxa dazvervis mier mis mimarT gamocxadebuli brZo lisTvis.
maS ase, ukan mivyveT nina maqsimovnas mexsierebis
budedan amoWril fiqrs, romelic aw gardasuli wlebis dasalaSqrad ukve meramdened miemarTeba:
erTerTi sabavSvo saxlis aRsazrdelebidan, saxelmwifo rangis moxeleebma cxra wlis gogona SearCies da iq momsaxure personalisTvis gaurkvevel adgilze gadaiyvanes. is SeirCa Tavisi gansakuTrebuli fizikuri da gonebrivi monacemebis gamo, risTvisac dasaxlebuli punqtidan sakmaod mocilebul sadazvervo skolaSi aRmoCnda, sadac Zveli skolisgan gansxvavebiT, Zalian mZime reJimi moqmedebda. es iyo dReSi ramdenimesaaTiani fizikuri datvirTva (varjiSi), ucxo enebis gaZlierebuli swavleba da yvela saswavlo saganze safuZvliani mecadineoba. marTalia, patara ninas Tavidan cota gauWirda aq Segueba, magram sakuTari niWisa da monacemebis wyalobiT, mainc iolad daZlia es yovelive.
ase gavida ramdenime weli. ukve TxuTmeti wlis ninas Tavisze ori wliT ufrosi biWi Seuyvarda. aRmoCnda, rom biWs es grZnoba, ninas mimarT, ufro uwin gasCenoda. isini farulad axerxebdnen Sexvedrebs, romelic maqsimum ori wuTiT ganisazRvreboda, radgan, jer erTi, rom maT Tavisufali dro praqtikulad ar hqondaT da meore _ aseTi romanebi da intimuri urTierTobebi sastikad ikrZaleboda. SeiZleba erTma adamianma meores aukrZalos siyvarulis gamovlineba, anda, bolos da bolos, waarTvas es ufleba, magram dedamiwaze ar arsebobs Zala, romelsac ZaluZs RvTisgan adamianisTvis boZebuli es saocari niWi mTlianad aRmofxvras. swored am siyvarulis Sedegi iyo is, rom erTi wlis Semdeg, Teqvsmeti wlis ninam da Tvrameti wlis aleqsma, erTmaneTTan intimuri urTierTobis damyareba moaxerxes, romelic mxolod orjer ganmeorda. bolo urTierTobidan Tvenaxevris Tavze, ninam Tavis xasiaTSi uCveulo cvlilebebi igrZno da aleqss
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SesCivla. kerZod, es iyo pirRebinebis SegrZneba da Tavbrusxveva, romelmac bolo varjiSis dros Zalian SeuSala xeli. vinmes rom ar SeeniSna aseT mdgomareobaSi, ninam fexis RrZobis imitacia gaiTamaSa da gasaxdelSi gavida, sadac maSinve gaiazra saboloo Sedegi da gadawyvetileba miiRo. imave saRamos, Zilis gamocxadebamde ori saaTiT adre, sasadilodan moipara erTi cali Savi puri da Tavis zurgCanTaSi gadamala. Semdeg Zalian didi riskis fasad Seipara ucxo pirTaTvis akrZalul oTaxSi, sadac bavSvebis kartoTekebi inaxeboda da aleqs saviCevis saqmidan patara suraTi moipara. saZinebel oTaxebSi asvlamde saaTna xevari iyo darCenili, roca nina maRal mesers advilad gadaevlo da Semodgomis susxian Rames skolis teritoria SeumCnevlad datova. bavSvebis daZinebamde, sanam sias amoikiTxavdnen da gaakrvevdnen berdievas iq aryofnas, es dro sruliad sakmarisi iyo imisaTvis, rom nina Zalian didi manZiliT gaSoreboda iqaurobas. amas akeTebda erTi ramis gamo _ gadaerCina bavSvi da aleqsisTvis aecilebina gardauvali dasja, radgan mas ukve, rogorc srulwlovans, mkacrad mohkiTxavdnen amaze pasuxs. mirboda nina da mxolod amas fiqrobda. misi wamosvlidan erTi saaTi iqneboda gasuli, roca man matarebeli SeniSna, romelic, daaxloebiT, misi mimarTulebiT modioda. bneloda. Sori TvalTaxedva ar iyo da amitom, liandagebis savaraudo adgilmdebareobisken mTeli siswrafiT gaiqca. misi varaudi gamarTlda _ mis win satvirTo matarebeli migrixinebda. nina iolad Seaxta gaqanebuli vagonebis eSelons da erTerT gadasabmelamdec uproblemod miaRwia. aq ki iseTi adgili moZebna, sadac pirdapiri qarisagan daculi iqneboda. samsaaTiani mgzavrobis Semdeg matarebelma siCqares sagrZnoblad uklo. gogona gverdiT gadaiwia da wina mxares gaxeda, sadac gaSuqebul
adgilze Tavmoyrili matareblebi SeniSna. eWvi ar iyo, rom misi matarebelic aq Cerdeboda. nina Camoxta da im ganaTebul teritoriamde fexiT misvla gadawyvita, radgan Suqze, SeiZleba, matareblidan gadmomxtari vinmes SeeniSna.
1940 wlis oqtombris pirveli ricxvebia. evropaSi meore msoflio omi mZvinvarebs. sabWoTa xalxi sagangebo reJimSi cxovrobs da yvelgan yvelaferi kontroldeba. gansakuTrebiT vagzlebSi, radgan ar moxdes raime asafeTqebeli nivTierebis gadazidva diversiuli aqtebis ganxorcielebis mizniT. es kontroli RamiT ufro mZafrdeba da ninamac ukve SeniSna matareblebs Soris mosiarule samxedroformiani adamianebi. is maSinve moSorda im adgils da meore mxares rom moxvedriliyo da isev imave mimarTulebiT SeZleboda gzis gagrZeleba, Zalian didi manZiliT mouwia vagzlisTvis gars Semovla. garkveuli drois Semdeg, sadguridan nela daZrul, ukve sxva satvirTo matarebels sanam Seaxteboda, manamde safuZvlianad daaTvaliera mimdebare teritoria. aseTi perioduli gaCerebebiT iara man oTxi dRe da Rame. am xnis ganmavlobaSi, mas skolis sasadilodan moparuli puri gamoadga, romlis nawili abgaSi kidev eguleboda. rac Seexeba Zils, bedze erTi vagoni Sexvda, romlis boloSi asasvleli kibeebi da ramdenime adamianis dasatevi welis simaRlemde Semofarebuli adgili iyo. amxela wamebis Semdeg, misTvis es namdvili samoTxe aRmoCnda, Tumca saerTo sicives, romelic ufro da ufro mZafrdeboda, veraferi akavebda. ai, swored aq gamoiZina man, rac mxolod ori saaTiT Semoifargleboda. miuxedavad am yvelafrisa, is gzas agrZelebda da cdilobda, rac SeiZleba, Sors wasuliyo. bolo dRes, matareblidan Zalian didi SualedebiT aRar moCanda dasaxlebuli punqtebi. man namdvilad ar icoda, rom gezi cimbirisaken hqonda aRe
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buli. misi saSemodgomo Txeli qurTuki aseT situaciaSi da miTumetes, aseT civ amindSi gamousadegari iyo. kidev kargi, rom skolidan sportuli tansacmeli wamoiRo naqsov qudTan erTad, romelmac raRac SeRavaTi mainc misca. SeRavaTs ninasnair adamianze Tu vityviT, Torem rogori tansacmelic ar unda gecvas, oTxi dReRamis ganmavlobaSi, gamudmebiT da didi siCqariT monaber civ qarTan Segueba, Cveulebrivi adamianisTvis warmoudgenelia. amas emateba is, rom am dros zixar rkinaze da erTdroulad ebrZvi, rogorc aqeTiqiT mkveTrad mojayjaye vagonis gadasabmels, romelsac eWidebi, aseve qars, romelmac SeiZleba dabla gadmoganarcxos. amave dros, xar mSieri da uZilo. am yvelafers uZlebs fexmZime gogona, romlis SesaZleblobebsac misi asaki da Tundac misi fizikuri da sulieri mdgomareoba sakmaod amcirebs. imis gamo, rom adamians amouwuravi resursi ar aqvs, ninasac gamoelia Zala. is veRar umklavdeba qars, romelic wvril da xSir gayinul xorxoSelebs mTeli ZaliT afrqvevs zed. mas ukve aRar aqvs imdeni Zala, rom gamudmebiT moqanave vagons Seuxamos tanis moZraoba. xelis TiTebic TiTqos Seusivda, romelic moWidebis unars nelnela kargavda. aqamde dro da dro fexze dgeboda, moZraobda, rom ar gayinuliyo. axla ki Tavis Semagrebac uWirs da cota xanSi, SeiZleba matareblis borblebSi Cavardes. ninam Tavi aswia da mimoixeda. irgvliv ukacrieli stepebi iyo, romlis zedapiric cidan wamosul mSrali Tovlis patara fantelebs ukve TeTrad gadaepentaT. man Tavi daxara da ramodenime wamSi gaiazra, rom Tuki raimes ar moimoqmedebda, gardauvali sikvdili eloda. ukanaskneli Zalebi moikriba, gverdiT gamoSveril rkinas CaebRauWa da ris vaivaglaxiT wamodga fexze. erTi xeli mucelze moisva, TiTqos Tavis axlad Casaxul Svils moefera, riTac erTgvari stimuli misca
sakuTar Tavs, rom mas Seswevda imdeni Zala, gadaerCina Tavisi umwikvlo siyvarulis nayofi. ninam Rrmad CaisunTqa, xeli momuWa, sanaxevrod maRla aRmarTa da rixiT Cailaparaka: me SevZleb amas! _ imave wams igrZno, rom misi sxeuli axali ZalebiT Seivso. muxli gamarTa, welSi gasworda da arwivis mzeriT daiwyo mis winaSe gadaSlili panoramis daTvaliereba. is eZebda, rom iqneb sadme moekra Tvali dasaxlebuli punqtisTvis, radgan daaxloebiT or saaTSi daRamdeboda da aseTi formiT mgzavrobis gagrZelebas, darwmunebuli iyo, rom veRar SeZlebda. xeebiT dafaruli adgilebic gamoCnda, ris gamoc matareblidan gadaxtoma daapira, magram maSinve mixvda, rom xeze ver gaaTenebda da gaiyineboda. rCeboda erTi, sadme gamoCeniliyo Tundac patara ukacrieli qoxi, sadac Tavs Seafarebda, Zalebs aRidgenda da rames moaxerxebda, magram jerjerobiT arc aseTi saSveli Canda. nervebi eZabeboda, radgan uimedobis grZnoba exeTqeboda misi gonebis kedlebs. man kargad icoda, rom, rogorc ki gadarCenis imeds dakargavda, es iqneboda nebayoflobiTi danebeba sikvdilTan. amaSi exmareboda sadazvervo skolis aRmzrdelis sityvebi: „Tu gindaT, rom gamarjvebas eziaroT, marcxze arasodes ifiqroT!“ _ es Segoneba gamudmebiT ismoda gogo nas yurSi, rasac Tan erTvoda misTvis gauazrebeli dedis instinqti da orive erTad mis gonebaSi qmnida saTadarigo Zalebis baziss, romelic aiZulebda, rom ebrZola sicocxlisaTvis.
moqufrul caze warmodgenili dRis sinaTle Cans, rom male dakargavs Zalas. matarebeli ki isev ise mihqris da TiTqos usulo samyaroSi miaqanebs Teqvsmeti wlis gogonas, romelsac am rkinis fardiT Semoragvul orasmilionian qveyanaSi, Tavisi asakis vercerTi adamiani, adamianur SesaZleblobebSi metoqeobasac ki ver gauwevs. diax, am rkinis fardis miRma Tavisufali sam
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yaro iSleba, sadac am wuTas, iq mcxovrebi xalxebi, romlebsac dabadebidan eboZaT Tavisufleba, Znelad Tu warmoidgenen, rom axla maTive saxis erTi patara gogona, Tavisuflebis mosapoveblad matareblidan TovliT dafarul ukacriel da mtacebeli cxovelebiT savse taigaSi gadaxtomas apirebs.
daZabuloba matulobs, magram ninas gonebis mier moxmobili Zalebi, jerjerobiT mis sxeulSi mopovebul poziciebs ar Tmoben da sakuTar patrons aZleven imis saSualebas, rom ukve gameCxerebul tyis masivSi Tvali adevnos yovel kunWuls. hoi, saocrebav! sadRac Sors, cecxlis alma mkveTrad gamoicimcima xeTa Soris, romelsac rigrigobiT faravda uSnod wamowowili xeebis mwkrivi. nina kidev ufro daiZaba, Tavi odnav win waswia, Tvalebi gaafarTova da kargad daakvirda mis gadasarCenad anTebul kocons. ra darwmunda, rom is namdvilad cecxli iyo, aCqarebuli moZraobiT daswvda fexebTan dadebul zurgCanTas. swrafad gauyara jer erTi, xolo Semdeg meore xeli da zurgze Seiswora. axla ki saWiro iyo zusti naxtomi, raTa araferi tkenoda, Torem mis saSvelad aq aravin movidoda, radgan cecxli misgan daaxloebiT kilometr manZilze moCanda, sadamdec veranairi xma ver gaswvdeboda. dasakargi dro ar iyo da ninamac erTi profesionaluri naxtomi kidev Seasrula. is uvneblad Seexo miwas da mcire garbenis Semdeg jiquri nabijebiT gaemarTa im adgilisaken, sadac savaraudod adamianebi unda yofiliyvnen. es gza iolad dasaZlevi ar aRmoCnda misTvis, radgan mis win warmodgenili mTeli teritoria dafaruli iyo raRac mcenaris grZeli gayinuli da erTmaneTSi aburduli ylortebiT, romlebic dabla gagebuli mavTulxlarTebis imitacias qmnida. gogonas masSi fexebi eblandeboda da xSirad Zirs ecemoda. amitom, zogjer oTxze dadgomiT da muxlebze
xoxviT uwevda winaaRmdegobis daZleva. is dro da dro Cerdeboda da fiqrobda, rom es tanjva, mis oTxdRian wvalebas aRemateboda, magram imasac grZnobda, rom Sebindebamde unda daefara es manZili.
cas ruxi feri ukve kargad Sehparvoda, roca ninam ormocdaaTiode metrSi ramodenime patara xis saxli SeniSna, xolo, sadac axla idga, iq namdvilad iyo axali Canavlebuli cecxli. eseigi, mis matarebels rom erTi saaTiT gvian Camoevlo, is xeebs aqeT saxlebs ver SeamCnevda. gareT aravin Canda da ninac laslasiT uaxloes binas miuaxlovda, romlis fanjaraSi anTebuli farani moCanda. karis CarCos xeliT mieyrdno, rom ar waqceuliyo da usicocxlod daakakuna. kari moxucma, magram janRoniT savse qalma gamoxsna, romelmac sveli da talaxSi amogangluli bavSvi rom dainaxa, SesZaxa:
_ RmerTo Cemo!ninam Zlivs aswia Tavi da, rodesac adamiani dainaxa,
muxlebi moekveTa da karis win Caikeca. mas goneba momentalurad daebinda da cnobiereba srulad maSinve daubrunda, roca qalma wamosayeneblad mklavSi xeli amosdo. is moxucis daxmarebiT oTaxSi Sevida da naxSiriT gaxurebul buxramde fexebis TreviT mivida. bebiam skamze frTxilad dasva da uswrafesad gaaZro sveli tansacmeli. qudi moaZro da yurebi da saxe dausrisa. Semdeg xelis TiTebi gauzila da sanam mis gasivebul fexebs mixedavda, romlidanac Txeli sportuli fexsacmeli Zlivs gaaZro, tanze Tbili mosacmeli Semoaxvia. ninas fexebSi grZnoba TiTqmis aRar hqonda. aseT viTarebaSi, kidurebis muSaoba rom aRdges, saWiroa swrafi moqmedeba da misi specifikuri damuSaveba. rogorc Cans, maspinZelma es SesaniSnavad icoda, radgan gogonas fexebi oTaxis temperaturis wyalSi Caadgmevina da nazi dazelvis paralelurad,
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wyali nelnela SeaTbo. am proceduris Semdeg, ukve SemSralebul fexebze bambis qsovilis naWrebi Semoaxvia da gasufTavebuli stumari sawolamde Tavis fexiT miiyvana. nina amaRlebul, fumfula baliSebze mowyvetiT miesvena. moxucma Tbili sabani kargad Semoukeca aqeTiqidan da, rodesac masSi sicocxlis niSanwyali gamokveTilad dainaxa, mibrunda, oTaxis erT kuTxeSi ganTavsebuli xatebis win Tavi daxara da pirjvari gamoisaxa.
_ madloba Cemo ufalo, rom am angeloziviT arsebas aqamde mosaRwevi Zala mieci! vin icis, ra gza gamoiara?! _ Cailaparaka qalma da iqidan samzareulo magidasTan mivida, sadac Tbil rZeSi Tafli auria da gogonas miutana. _ nelnela mosvi. Wiqas me dagiWer, Sen mSvidad da Tavisuflad iyavi. _ uTxra keTilma moxucma da Tmaze xeli gadausva.
_ gmadlobT, bebia... _ aRmoxda ninas da TvalSi cremli moadga.
rZe intervalebiT daalevina qalma, ris Semdeg, Wiqa gverdiT mdgar patara samfexa skamze gadadga da sawolze gogonas miujda. _ nu geSinia, yvelaferi kargad iqneba._ uTxra man da sabnis zemodan kidev erTxel gadausva xeli, ris Semdeg, maleve wamodga da sadilis samzadiss Seudga. gavida ori saaTi. am xnis manZilze, nina TxuTmetocwuTiani intervalebiT Tvlemda da SfoTiT iRviZebda. qali am yvelafers yuradRebiT akvirdeboda da yoveli aseTi gamoRviZebisas masTan midioda, dedaSvilurad uyvavebda da amSvidebda. am drois gasvlis Semdeg, roca gogona kidev erTxel gafxizlda da sawolze instinqturad wamojda, maspinZeli qalbatoni ukve morCenili iyo saqmes da misken mieSureboda. sawolTan Rimiliani saxiT mieaxla ninas da mzrunveli kiloTi mimarTa:
_ aba, kidev erTxel davxedoT Sens lamaz fexebs, rom araferi gagveparos. _ uTxra da fexis TiTebis da kunTebis mosinjvis Semdeg saubari gaagrZela. _ yvelaferi kargad aris. pirdapir saocaria! cxovrebis manZilze Zalian bevri minaxavs aseT mdgomareobaSi, mec mqonda ramodenimejer msgavsi SemTxveva, magram ase swrafad fexebis Cacxroba ar minaxavs. ise gamoiyureba, rom TiTqos, raRac ori saaTis win dajirjvlebuli ar yofiliyos. dideba ufalo Sens saxels, es ra saswauli vixile! _ kidev erTxel gamoisaxa moxucma pirjvari. _ axla namdvilad aRar mikvirs da mgonia, rom Sens aqamde mosvlaSi gangebis xeli urevia, magram mainc mowiwebiT minda, gkiTxo: aq saidan moxvedi? axlomaxlo sofeli da rame dasaxleba ar aris. qalaqi 150 kilometrSia. Waobiani da cudi adgilebis gamo, seqtembridan gzebi rom iketeba, maisamde aq arc aravin modis da arc aqedan gadis vinme. yvelafers vimaragebT zafxulis sam TveSi da vzivarT mTeli cxra Tve ase. rkinigza gadis ager, CvenTan axlos. iqamde kilometrnaxevari iqneba daaxloebiT, magram rad ginda, cxeni iq ver gadis da kaci, iseTi uRrani da gauvalia. xuT kilometrSia matareblis gaCereba da zafxulSi davdivarT qalaqSi. im gzas arauSavs, am Waobebs da Wyantobebs gacilebs, magram iqac ki SeuZlebelia am dros gavla. amitom axla iqac aRaravin dadis da Sen saidan moxvedi Svilo?
nina iZulebuli gaxda, am RvTisnieri qalbatonisTvis moetyuebina da Tavisi aq moxvedris namdvili mizezi misTvis daemala.
_ Cemo keTilo bebia, me aravin myavs. sabavSvo saxlSi gavizarde. ar vici, vin arian Cemi mSoblebi. CvenTan, skolaSi erTi biWi muSaobda. Cemze rva wliT ufrosi iyo. motyuebiT gamaupatiura da, rom gaigo, fexmZimed davrCi, meubneboda, eqimTan wagiyvan da bavSvs
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mogacilebo. ise gavakeTeb, veravin gaigebso. me uari vuTxari. arada, Tavidan mpirdeboda, colad migiyvano. axlac, skolidan am dapirebiT gamomityua da gzaSi miTxra, Cems mSoblebTan wagiyvan, iq dagtoveb da mere CamogakiTxavo. ramdenime dRea, movdivarT. me Zalian SemeSinda, rom bavSvs davkargavdi da aRar vicodi, ra meqna. marto tualetSic ki ar miSvebda. bolos pirRebineba mqonda da marto gamovedi. roca davinaxe, rom Cemi bavSvis mama viRacam gaaCera da raRac hkiTxa, me dro vixelTe da matareblidan gadmovxti.
_ vaime, Svilo!.. _ pirze aifara moxucma xeli. _ rogor gadarCi cocxali? an bavSvi rogor gadarCa? saswaulia pirdapir, saswauli! _ mxrebs iCeCavda qali.
bunebrivia, maspinZelma qalbatonma ar icoda da arc SeiZleboda scodnoda, rom nina berdieva matareblidan ki ara, orsarTuliani saxlis saxuravidan iaraRiT aRWurvili xteboda, haerSi ramdenime bruns akeTebda da dacemisTanave garboda. man is Cveulebrivi umanko bavSvis saxiT miiRo da namdvili mSobeliviT upatrona zafxulis Tvis dasawyisamde, sanam qalaqamde am ambavma ar CaaRwia da uSiSroebis samsaxurma erTi kviris bavSviT xelSi ar waiyvana aqedan. marTalia, veravin gaigo, risTvis mihyavdaT nina da yvelas egona, rom skola eZebda, magram masTan ganSorebas mTeli sofeli tiriliT gamoxatavda. gansakuTrebiT misi maspinZeli qalbatoni ganicdida, romelsac ninam ise mouwesriga saxli da ezoyure da ise uvlida Zroxebs, Rorebs da frinvelebs, rom gaocebuli iyo yvela _ aTi kaci ver auva amden saqmes, es gogo rom akeTebso.
_ Zalian nu inerviuleb bebia! me aucileblad davbrundebi da ginaxuleb! _ uTxra damSvidobebisas ninam, cal xelSi aTi dRis antoni daiWira da meore xeliT moxucs gadaexvia. sofels daemSvidoba da egreT wodebul „enkavedes“ manqanaSi Cajda.
1941 wlis 19 ivnisia. nina berdieva moskovis uSiSroebis droebiT dakavebiT izolatoris erT patara kameraSia gamoketili, sadac erTi rkinis sawolis meti araferi dgas, romelzec ramodenime ficaria gadebuli. bavSvi waarTves da is amis gamo gauCereblad tiris. ar Wams saWmels da iq Sesuls aravis elaparakeba. 20 ivniss masTan Sevida daaxloebiT 35 wlis mamakaci, romlis samxreebic gvamcnobda, rom is polkovniki iyo. misi SesvlisTanave, nina misken gamoiWra, miuaxlovda da mcirewlovani dedis xmiT SehRaRada:
_ amxanago polkovniko, me ar vici, riT SeiZleba gamovisyido Cemi danaSauli, magram gTxovT, damibrunoT Cemi Svili da amis Semdeg, Cemi qveynisTvis nebismier davalebaze waval!
polkovniks xma ar amouRia, ramdenime wamiT Caxeda mxolod patara dedas TvalebSi.
22 ivniss, gamTeniisas omi daiwyo. imave Rames nina berdieva aiyvanes cixis ufrosis kabinetSi, sadac is adamiani daxvda, romelmac ori dRis win kameraSi moinaxula.
_ berdieva, rogor grZnob Tavs? _ gamoscra mkacri saxis polkovnikma.
_ Tu ar damibrunebT Cems Svils, me sikvdilis Tvis mzad var! xolo Tu damibrunebT antons, me ukve giTxariT, rom aTi kacis davalebas Sevasruleb! _ Tqva ninam da TvalSi cremli moadga.
axalgazrda kaci wamodga. masTan axlos mivida da TvalebSi Caxeda.
_ maS, mzad xar sikvdilisTvis?_ roca viwvrTnebodi, iqidan viyavi mzad
sikvdilisTvis, radgan vicodi, rom Cemi samSoblosTvis unda mebrZola, magram aseT uazro sikvdilze arasodes mifiqria, amxanago polkovniko!
mamakacis Rimili mxolod mis TvalebSi gamokrTa,
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rac imaze migvaniSnebda, rom berdievas pasuxi misTvis damakmayofilebeli iyo.
erTi saaTis Semdeg, nina, uSiSroebis sammarTvelos erTerT ganyofilebis ufrosis kabinetSi davalebebs iRebda, sadac miuyvanes mZinare antoni. mas omis dawyebam uSvela. sxva SemTxvevaSi, is aucileblad daisjeboda. sabWoTa uSiSroebis rigma xelmZRvanelma pirebma, visac am kuTxiT evaleboda muSaoba, gadawyvites, rom berdieva gaenTavisuflebinaT da gadaesrolaT erTerT rTul ubanze, sadac gadioda gza, romliTac SesaZlebeli iyo aziidan Semosuli `boevikebi~ SeerTebodnen Crdilokavkasiel amboxebulebs. berdievas msgav si fizikuri da gonebrivi monacemebis mebrZoli ki sabWoTa kavSirs sul TiTze CamosaTvleli hyavda. amitom is gamosadegad CaTvales da daavales:
nina bavSvTan erTad unda Casuliyo saqarTveloSi da dasaxlebuliyo qveynis aRmosavleTiT mdebare im raionSi, romlis SemadgenlobaSic Sedioda is mTebi, sadac arsebobda CrdilokavkasiaSi gadasasvleli bilikebi. mas miscemdnen binas da samsaxurs _ komkavSiris raikomSi. misi namdvili vinaoba ecodineboda mxo lod regionaluri uSiSroebis ufross da saWiroebis SemTxvevaSi Tavad daukavSirdeboda da davalebasac TviTon gaacnobda. auyvandnen bavSvis aRmzrdels da icxovrebda TavisTvis mSvidad. mas gadaecemoda tabeluri iaraRi „mauzeris“ saxiT, xolo brZolaSi Cabmis SemTxvevaSi, specrazmelis mTeli aRWurviloba.
aseTi pirobiT Cavida nina aRmosavleT saqarTvelos erT patara istoriul qalaqSi, sadac oriode saukunis win aSenebuli mefis sasaxlis gverdiT daido bina. mezoblebic kargad Sexvdnen da TanamSromlebic, radagan omi iyo da aravis ukvirda uqmrod darCenili bavSviani qali. amgvar Tbil urTierTobebSi gaiara omis wlebma da patara antonic moizarda. am xnis
manZilze ninas ramodenimejer mouxda `boevikebis~ winaaRmdeg brZolaSi Cabma da zog SemTxvevaSi gardamtexi rolic ki iTamaSa. mTeli uSiSroebis mebrZolebi masze laparakobdnen, magram mas saxeze operatiuli xeelmZRvanelis meti aravin icnobda. am brZolebis angariSi stalinis magidaze moxvda da nina berdievam mTavarsardlisgan miiRo vrceli madlobis werili medalTan erTad, riTac ioseb besarionisZe simamacisTvis ajildovebda.
ninam Rrmad amoisunTqa da karadis im ujras gaxeda, romelSic xsenebuli werili da jildo inaxeboda, ris Sesaxeb, uSiSroebis ramdenime maRali rangis moxelem Tu icoda.
„ase ganvvle cxovreba, aleqs! _ gaifiqra ninam. _ aqamde ise movedi, rom Seni siyvaruli minaTebda am gzis yovel kunWuls. ar yofila wuTi da wami, rom Sens saxeze ar yofiliyo momarTuli Cemi gonebis Tvali. Sen mogiZRveni Cemi sicocxle da Sens saxelze gavzarde antoni. Sens gamo gamovipare sadazvervo skolidan, risTvisac namdvili jojoxeTi gaviare. me Cemi bavSvuri gonebiT vifiqre, rom ase agacilebdi dasjas. amrigad, Cveni akrZaluli siyvarulis tvirTi mxolod me avikide da karieris dasawyisSi yvela simZime mogxseni. yovelTvis darwmunebuli viyavi, rom es erTaderTi marTebuli nabiji iyo Cemgan, radgan antonic gadavarCine da Sens warmatebul cxovrebasac Sinaganad vgrZnobdi. erTi didi ocneba mqonda Cemi mTeli sicocxlis ganmavlobaSi _ odesme, erTxel mainc Segxvedrodi. da ai, amdeni xnis Semdeg Sen dagegme antonTan Sexvedra, magram srulebiT ar gagxsenebia nina. is nina, romelsac SeeZlo nebismier dros SenTvis Tavi gaewira. _ qalma jibidan cxvirsaxoci amoiRo, cremliani Tvalebi gamoimSrala da civi mzera moatara Tavis saZinebel oTaxs, sadac wlebis ganmavlobaSi aleqsize
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fiqrSi uamravi cremli hqonda daRvrili. _ gamodis, rom Sen arasodes gyvarebivar da Cemi Sendami moZRvnili cxovreba amao yofila Turme. odesRac Seni bagedan gamosuli sityvebic cru yofila, romelzec Cemi kariera gavcvale da dRes, im SesaZleblobebis mqone qali, imperiis romeliRac qveynis gadakargul qalaqSi garobotebuli adamianis saxiTRa varsebob. aferum, Sens vaJkacobas, rogor daafase es yvelaferi! _ nina maqsimovnam Subli Sekra da Tavi daiqnia. _ gasagebia, ras emsaxureba Seni es nabiji. Sen ifiqre, rom antons Cems gareSe ufro advilad daarwmunebdi sadazvervo samsaxuris upiratesobaSi. aq saintereso mxolod erTi ramea _ amas Sen akeTeb, Tu dagavales? ratomRac mgonia, rom am maskaradis erTerTi mTavari monawile xar, Torem dazvervis meZavs ar miugzavnidiT Cems Svils. amaSi ar unda vcdebode. madloba RmerTs, rom amis Semowmeba SemiZlia. me vizam imas, rom jer Cems cxovrebas gadavafaseb, xolo mere, antonsac davaviwyeb Sens saxels da ar mogcem uflebas, Svili wamarTva.
nina wamodga, carieli konverti savarZelze moisrola da karadasTan mivida. iq maleve moZebna erTi patara suraTi da antonis oTaxisaken gaemarTa. kari rom gamoaRo, antoni ukve Tvalebs ifSvnetda.
_ gaiRviZe, Svilo? _ ki, deda. _ sawolze wamojda antoni. _ aba, kargad gamofxizldi da am suraTs Sexede.
marTalia, axalgazrdobis fotoa, magram saxis nakvTebs daakvirdi. _ uTxra ninam da Svils suraTi gauwoda.
_ es vin aris? _ ikiTxa antonma, sanam fotos daxedavda.
_ Sen vis amsgavseb? _ kiTxva Seubruna dedam Svils, romelic siZvelisagan gacrecil suraTs didi interesiT CaStereboda.
_ am kacis suraTs SenTan ra unda? es vadim gior
geviCia! xom ar vcdebi? _ wamoiZaxa antonma da dedas miaCerda.
nina maqsimovnas simwriT gaeRima. Semdeg Svils fotosuraTi gamoarTva da Tavis win mdgar dabal magidaze dado.
_ ar cdebi, Svilo. es is vadim giorgeviCia, romelic Sen am saxeliT gagecno, magram sinamdvileSi... _ patara pauza gaakeTa ninam da antonis interesiT gadidebul Tvalebs kidev erTxel daakvirda. ra Jams kvlav darwmunda, rom misi es nabiji gamarTlebuli iyo Svilis usafrTxoebis mizniT, saubari ganagrZo: _ vadim giorgeviCi, igive aleqs saviCevia, mamaSeni.
biWs gaocebisagan raRacis saTqmelad amoZravebuli ena daeba da isRa moaxerxa, rom fexze wamoiWra, mjdomare dedas odnav win gadaxrili Tavs wamoadga da sakmaod maRal xmaze hkiTxa:
_ eseigi, Sen ginda Tqva, rom vadim giorgeviCi mamaCemia?
_ vadim giorgeviCi ara, aleqs saviCevi._ mSvidad miugo ninam.
_ ki, is kaci, vinc me fuli gamomatana, imaze geubnebi! _ xmis toni ar Seucvlia antons.
_ samwuxarod, is aris mamaSeni, romelmac cud speqtaklSi mTavari roli Seasrula da is meZavi imitom mogiyvana, rom imaze gadarTuliyavi da ucnaurad ar mogCveneboda misi moqmedebebi. amas mTlianad ver virwmunebdi, suraTis wamosaRebad cimbiris erT miyruebul sofelSi meored rom ar Cavsuliyavi. _ Tqva gaSmagebulma ninam da isic wamodga.
katiaze Tqmuli sityva _ meZavi, antonis ukve moSlil gonebas iseTi ZaliT daejaxa, rom namdvili afeTqeba gamoiwvia masSi. misma azrovnebam aq dakarga mimarTuleba, magram sanam es sibraze vulkaniviT amoifrqveoda da moqmedebaSi hpovebda gzas, manamde
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amuSavda dedaSvilur grZnobaze mibmuli instinqti, romelmac umtkivneulod Seacvlevina gezi aleqs saviCevisken. man dedas ver Sehkadra da misTvis ucxo qalis gamo ver Seedava. samagierod, gamwarebuli daacxra mamis mis mimarT aseT damokidebulebas.
_ mTeli bavSvoba ise gavatare, vicodi, rom mama ar myavda. samSoblosTvis Tavganwiruli mSoblis Sviloba gulSi meamayeboda da misi saxeli CemTvis misabaZi iyo. swored am niSniT vxvdebodi xSirad adamianebis yuradRebis centrSi, rac garkveul uxerxulobasac miqmnida xolme zogjer. axla ki gamodis, rom xelovnurad Seqmnili imijiT viwonebdi Turme Tavs. _ oTaxSi mosiarule antoni SeCerda da masze miCerebul dedas Sexeda. _ Sen ras metyvi, isev ase gavagrZelo cxovreba? _ hkiTxa naxevrad ironiuli toniT mSobels da mis pasuxs daeloda.
_ es ambavi arc aravin icis da verc verasodes gaigebs vinme. _ mSvidad miugo ninam, romelic sakuTari mexsierebis sacavidan rigrigobiT amosuli Tavisi gardasuli cxovrebis epizodebis ignorirebas amaod cdilobda, rac, TavisTavad, xels uSlida mis winaSe wamoWrili sakiTxebis sworad gansazRvraSi.
_ ras hqvia, aravin icis da veravin gaigebs?! me xom vici, deda?! es arafers niSnavs?! _ TiTqmis Sehyvira antonma, ris Semdeg, wamSi mixvda, rom dedas ase ar unda moqceoda. man Tavi daRuna, oTaxSi siaruli gaagrZela da SedarebiT dabal xmaze ganagrZo, oRond emociis TanxlebiT. _ mama, romelic suraTiTac ki arasodes minaxavs da rogorc micvalebuls ise vixsenebdi, Tvrameti wlis asakSi Semxvda, ar gamimxila, rom me misi Svili viyavi da metic, sadRac, aquCebul miwayrilTan Tavisi Sesandobari damalevina. me ar vici, es ras niSnavs, anda normaluria Tu ara misi qmedeba. iqneb Cemi goneba ver swvdeba cxovrebis am kanonzomierebas
da es yvelaferi ase unda iyos?! _ TiTqos Tavis Tavs CaekiTxa antoni da fanjridan mowmendil zecas gaxeda. _ da, Tu es kanonzomieria, ratom xdeba is mxolod Cems Tavs?
albaT, kidev gaagrZelebda aseTi kiTxvebis dasmas, rom ara nina, romelic mas miuaxlovda da mxarze xeli moxvia.
_ Svilo, anton! ZlierTa xvedri mZimea, xolo bedi _ mware. cxovreba aseT tvirTs mxolod im adamianebs akuTvnebs, visac misi aweva ZaluZs.
_ mesmis Seni paTosi, deda. _ Semobrunda antoni. _ cdilob damarwmuno, rom es yvelaferi cota rbil formebSi aRviqva, magram rogor?! me xom iseT SemTxvevasTan maqvs saqme, romelic daviwyebas arasodes miecema?! isic mesmis, rom Cven, aq, axla mamaCemis namoq medaris WeSmarit mizans ver amovxsniT. amitom aRar minda amaze saubari. vfiqrob, rom dro gamcems pasuxs. _ Tqva sakuTar bedze gamwyralma antonma da kvlav fanjrisken ibruna piri.
nina maqsimovna aq Setortmanda. is mixvda, rom antonis azrovneba iseTi mimarTulebiT ar wavida, rogorc moeloda. mas ratomRac egona, rom Svili mamis moqmedebis gakicxvas gaagrZelebda da am kuTxiT warimarTeboda maTi msjeloba, ris Semdgom, nelnela CaiWreboda mamisa da Svils Soris saxeldaxelod gabmuli Zafi. antonis bolo sityvebma ki, genetikuri kodis saxiT warmoCenil im uxilav barierze mianiSna, romlis daZlevisTvisac Tvrametwliani dedaSviluri urTierToba namdvilad ar kmaroda. amitom man Tavis gonebaSi uswrafesad aamoqmeda saTadarigo gegma da aleqs saviCevze iribi dartymis ganxorcielebas Seudga.
_ anton, erTi ram mainteresebs. _ mimarTa dedam Svils, romlis gamWol mzeraSic Zalian Znelad Seim
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Cneoda umciresi doziT warmodgenili ironia._ aseTi Rrmad moazrovne gonebiT da aseTi Zvirfasi unarebiT Semkuli, rogor gagabrua im qalbatonma, rom SenTvis absoluturad ucxo garemoSi ar daukvirdi vadim giorgeviCad wodebul mamaSenis moqmedebebs, romelic, darwmunebuli var, TvalSisacemi iqneboda?
drois im monakveTSi, sanam nina saTadarigo gegmiT moqmedebas daiwyebda da antonis gonebaSi im sadazvervo jgufis ganadgurebis mizniT pirvel kiTxvas dasvamda, manamde antons katias gamarTleba im epizodSi ukve moeswro, roca man mamis Sesaxeb daumala, radgan es rom gaemxila, SeuZlebeli iqneboda amis dafarva misi mxridan.
_ qalbatoni ar aris, deda! _ naZaladevi simSvidiT miugo biWma, dedisken Semobrunda da TvalebSi Sexeda. _ is 22 wlis gogonaa! es erTi, da meore: saintereso is ki ar aris, rom me Tundac misi ucnauri moqmedebis Sedegad mSobeli ver amovicani, visi saxec arasodes minaxavs, saintereso ufro is aris _ ra ici Sen mamaCemis Sesaxeb? vin aris da ra profesiisaa igi? amis Taobaze Sen CemTvis arasodes giTqvams da axla minda gkiTxo: ras warmoadgens aleqs saviCevi?
nina berdieva saubris aseT gagrZelebas namdvilad ar eloda, miT umetes, aseT kiTxvas, romelmac TiTqos wamierad gamoTiSa, magram swrafad moego gons, Svilis saxes kargad daakvirda da ucbad gaiazra is, rom antons aranairi gziT ar SeiZleboda scodnoda mamis profesiis Sesaxeb. amitom, kiTxvaze sakmaod mSvidad upasuxa:
_ roca me masTan urTierToba mqonda, is jer swavlobda da saidan unda vicode, ra gza airCia?!
_ kargi, SesaZlebelia, es ar ici, magram imaSi ra giSlida xels, Tvrameti wlis asakSi, jarSi wasvlamde mainc geCvenebina mamaCemis suraTi?! rogor, Tu axla,
amdeni aliaqoTis Semdeg gamoiRe eg damaluli foto, amis qmna ori Tvis win ar SegeZlo?! Tu, es ambavi unda momxdariyo, rom mSobeli mamis saxis naxva SemZleboda?!
ninas mTlianad gadaeketa azrovneba, ris gamoc saSinelma Sinaganma kankalma aitana. misi aseTi ucnauri gamoTiSviT isargebla antonma da orive mSoblis mimarT ulmobeli daskvna rixiani xmiT warmoTqva:
_ cxovrebaSi albaT erTxel Semxvda mamaCemi, kacad ar mcno da ar gamimxila, rom me misi Svili viyavi. Sen ki, Tvrameti welia miyureb da, arc Sen gicvnivar srulyofil adamianad, radgan elementaruli, CemTvis saintereso ram damimale. samagierod, arseboben sxvebi, romlebsac SeuZliaT Cemi sworad Sefaseba.
antonma skamze mifenil Txel qurTuks xeli wamoavlo, erTxel kidev Sexeda oTaxSi ZegliviT gaSeSebul dedas, romelsac cremliT amovsebuli Tvalebi erT wertilze gaStereboda da gareT gavarda.
darCa nina oTaxSi marto, romelic karis gajaxunebis xmazeRa gamoerkva. is nelnela, fexisaTreviT mivida savarZlamde, romelzec mowyvetiT miegdo da qviTini auvarda. pirvelad tiroda nina ase moTqmiT da pirvelad ar hqonda srulad gasigrZeganebuli, Tu ra xdeboda mis Tavs. is yovelTvis zedmiwevniT akontrolebda sakuTari cxovrebis garSemo yvela mniSvnelovan movlenas. mis gonebaSi erTi misxaliTac ki arasodes aweula nervuli temperatura, radgan misi mudmivi Tanamgzavris funqcia missave pragmatul azrovnebas hqonda aRebuli.
ramdenime wuTis Semdeg ninam qviTini Sewyvita da cremliani Tvalebi sabolood SeimSrala. oTaxSi siCume gamefda, romelsac uwindeliviT damamSvidebeli efeqti aRar moutania misTvis. odesRac swored aseT simyudroveSi eZebda cxovrebiseuli labirinTebidan
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gamosaval gzebs da aseT ganmartoebas mohqonda misTvis Sveba, radgan raime rTuli sakiTxis gadawyvetis Semdeg, misi fiqrebi, Tavis ocnebaSi warmodgenili bednierebis bilikebs uCumrad miuyveboda xolme. msgavs situaciaSi, oTaxSi, SuqCamqralSi mjdoms, momRimar saxeze, xan Ramec ki dasTenebia, magram mainc kmayofili wamomdgara im mizniT, rom es ocneba, raime formiT, aucileblad acxaddeboda odesme. diax, masac hqonda Tavisi Sexeduleba bednier cxovrebaze, rac Tvisobrivad ewinaaRmdegeboda sabWoTa wess da, rasac veravis umxelda, radgan sakuTari mdgomareoba yovel wams mianiSnebda, rom mis winaSe yvela adamiani potenciuri gamcemi iyo. aseT viTarebaSi, roca yvelafers gulSi imarxav da erTi mesaidumlec ki ar gyavs _ dro da dro mainc rom ganimuxto goneba, amxela simZimis tareba aucileblad gadagRlis da raRac momentSi azrovneba Cveuli principiT veRar mogemsaxureba, rac naadrevi siberis utyuari niSania. Zalian Znelia, es yvelaferi daukavSiro savarZelSi mjdar im qalbatons, romelic Tundac Tavisi garegnuli monacemebiT kldeSi gamokveTil saomrad SemarTul mebrZols mogagonebT. mis gamWol mzeras Tu SexedavT, romlisTvisac TiTqmis SeuZlebelia Tvalis gasworeba, metadre rTuli iqneba masSi naadrevi siberis niSnebis povna. arada faqtia, rom 35 wlis nina berdieva damarcxda. misi Seupovari saxis gamometyveleba nelnela, SeumCnevlad icvleba da marcxis aRiarebis ieris misaRebad mimikebis mtkivneul cvlilebas iZulebiT egueba. man mTlianad dakarga fiqris unari. mis mexsierebaSi uecrad gaqra wlebiT naocnebari da gonebaSi lamazad warmodgenili momavali, romelic isedac Zalze mokrZalebulad gamoiyureboda: is mTeli cxovreba eloda Tavis pirvel da ukanasknel siyvaruls _ aleqs saviCevs da ar iyo dRe, rom ninas cota xniT mainc
ar epovna dro, romelsac siamovnebiT uZRvnida amaze ocnebas; meore, es iyo antoni, romlis bedis gansazRvras Tavad cdilobda da surda, rom rasac TviTon ver eziara _ naklebad damokidebul da mSvid cxovrebas, misTvis Seeqmna, rameTu is iyo erTaderTi mokiafe varskvlavi, romelic mis azrovnebas gzas unaTebda.
warmovidginoT am yvelaferze fiqri, romelsac emateboda mniSvnelovani saxelmwifo sakiTxebis droulad gadawyveta da plus amas, migzavnili da Casafrebuli adamianebis gaSifvra, erTi adamianisTvis, Tanac martosulisTvis, Zalian mZimea. nina berdieva, Tavisi monacemebiT, marTalia, sagrZnoblad uswrebda im sazogadoebas, romelSic is cxovrobda, magram nu dagvaviwydeba, rom isic Cveulebrivi mokvdavia da ar aris manqana. miuxedavad yvelafer amisa, is mainc did xans gaarTmevda Tavs aseT reJims, rom ara aleq sis am formiT gamoCena. aman daabnia nina da wlebiT naSenebi ocnebis koSki, erTi xelis mosmiT daungria gonebaSi. am urTules dartymas gadaitanda da kidev daubrundeboda Cveulebriv azrovnebas, meore ocnebis citadels rom ar Sexeboda dazvervis es ucnauri moqmedeba, raSic erTaderTi gverdiT myofi sayvareli adamianis, Svilis dakargvis safrTxe igrZno. swored aq umtyuna ninas daqanculma gonebam, romelmac, Tavis dauneburad, sakuTar wiaRSi gabatonebuli diadi azrovneba, deduri instinqtiT Caanacvla. amis Semdeg, roca antonma katias mimarT damokidebuleba gamoamJRavna, ninas, Tavisi siyvarulidan gamomdinare rom efiqra da amoecno Svilis grZnoba, kidev rCeboda Sansi Secdomis Tavidan acilebisa, magram, rogorc Cans, dedurma instinqtma ver itvirTa azrovnebis funqcia da berdievas sulSi manamde ganucdelma profesiuli Suris grZnobam advilad SeaRwia, ramac ninas gonebis saboloo paralizeba gamoiwvia. diax, es iyo bolo wertili, radgan man
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ifiqra, rom dazvervam swored am qalis saSualebiT imoqmeda antonze.
vnaxoT, ramdenad iqoniebs gavlenas es Secdoma dedaSvilis momaval cxovrebaze.
gavida sami dRe. am xnis ganmavlobaSi antoni arc gamoCenila da arc Seutyobinebia dedisTvis, Tu sad imyofeboda. im zedapiruli fiqriT, rom megobrebSi gaerToboda da dards gaiqarvebda, arc ninas mouZebnia Svili. ori Rame ise gaTenda, rom berdieva dasaZineblad ar dawolila. man TiTqmis fexze gaatara es dro, Tu ar CavTvliT imas, rom, roca Zili Zalian moereoda, patarpatara intervalebiT Tvlemda savarZelSi. is aRarafers fiqrobda, radgan arafris gansjis unari aRar hqonda. aRarc antonis saxlSi dabrunebis molodini awuxebda. ubralod ijda da sakuTar beds dastiroda.
aseT viTarebaSi daRamda mesame dRe. gvian saRamos antoni dabrunda. mas karebSi uilajoT Seegeba deda da ugonoT mTvrali sawolamde Zlivs miiyvana. maT Soris araviTari dialogi ar gamarTula. mxolod erTxel, naxevrad ironiuli toniT amoiluRluRa antonma _ mapatie, nina maqsimovna, rom Cemi adgilsamyofeli ver Segatyobineo. Semdeg sawolSi kedlisken ibruna piri da maleve CaeZina.
im Ramemac ise Caiara ninasTvis, rogorc wina orma dRem, magram im gansxvavebiT, rom axla marto mTvrali antoni hyavda gonebaSi warmodgenili. mas Tavisi Svili aseTi arasodes unaxavs da amaze fiqrma cota gamoafxizla dedis goneba. TiTqos raRac SiSmac aitana misi guli, radgan mas simTvrale da sasmeli problemebis gadaWris gzad arasodes miaCnda. nina ufro piriqiT fiqrobda da swored es iyo misi SiSis safuZveli.
dilis xuTi saaTi sruldeboda. savarZelSi fexmorTxmiT mjdari nina berdieva gonebaSi ukanaskne
lad sjida im mkacr formas, romliTac antoni unda SeeCvenebina gaRviZebis da gamofxizlebisTanave, rom am dros, sadarbazos pirveli sarTulidan mZime nabijebis xma Semoesma. eWvi ar iyo, rom ramdenime Ceqmiani adamiani sadarbazos kibes maRla mouyveboda. nina instinqturad wamoxta, xalaTi Seiswora da mTeli yuradReba am xmisken gadaitana. misi guli gamalebiT feTqavda da wamiwamze eloda karze iseT braxuns, romlis „uflebac“ mxolod uSiSroebis da policiis organoebs hqondaT. es varaudi gamarTlda, fexis xma maT karTan Sewyda, rasac mohyva is avismomaswavebeli braxuni.
_ gamarjoba, nina maqsimovna! _ karis gamoxsnisTanave seriozuli saxiT Tavi daukra oTxi mamakacidan erTma. _ antonTan gvaqvs saqme da Tu SeiZleba, SemogviSviT! _ Tqva da ise gadaabija karis zRurbls, rom maspinZlis mipatiJebas ar dalodebia. _ saiT aris biWi? _ ikiTxa isev man.
ninam antonis oTaxis kari Tavad Sexsna da pirvelic TviTon Sevida. antoni sawolSi idayvze wamowoliliyo da meore xeliT Tvalebs ifSvnetda.
_ anton saviCev, CaicviT da gamogvyeviT! _ mimarTa maioris formaSi gamowyobilma „Cekistma“.
_ ra moxda? _ ikiTxa nina berdievam, romelmac jer maiors Sexeda da Semdeg antonze gadaitana mzera.
_ nina maqsimovna, albaT aris raRac gasarkvevi, me araferi vici. _ mokled mouWra maiorma da kedelTan mdgari, gaWimul formaSi daeloda antonis Cacmas.
_ Senc verafers metyvi, Svilo? _ uTxra alersiani xmiT ninam.
sawolze Camomjdarma antonma, romelic ukve fexsacmelebs ikravda, dedas axeda. mis TvalebSi Zalian didi sevda iyo. Semdeg neli moZraobiT Tavi daxara da TiTqmis TavisTvis Cailaparaka:
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_ verafers getyvi, araferi vici. antoni saxlidan gaiyvanes. ninam labada moisxa da
maT ukan mihyva. sanam mis Svils samxedro `vilisSi~ Casvamdnen, dedam miaZaxa:
_ nu geSinia, anton! albaT raRac gaugebrobaa! yvelafers gavarkvev! gamxnevdi!
antons TiTqos arc gaugia dedis xma, dasaklavad gamzadebuli cxvariviT mihyveboda uSiSroebis TanamSromlebs, romelTa moTxovnac usityvod Seasrula da TavdaRunuli Sevida manqanaSi.
erTi saaTis Semdeg nina berdievam Seityo, rom misi Svili dedaqalaqSi gadaiyvanes, romlis kvalsac maSinve daadga.
Tbilisi. uSiSroebis mTavari sammarTvelos Senoba. mis uzarmazar WiSkarTan mdgari ramdenime utyvadqceuli guSagi da SigniT Znelad SesaRwevi gza. ai, ra daxvda ninas dedaqalaqSi, sadac ramdenimedRiani misvlamosvlebis mere, Zlivs gaarkvia, rom antoni moskovSi gadaiyvanes. am informaciam, romelic mexiviT daatyda Tavs, yvelaze Zlier Seatortmana misi foladiviT nawrTobi sxeuli, magram umal moego gons da kbilebidan gamoscra:
_ moskovi...
* * * ordRenaxevriani momqancveli mgzavrobis Semdeg,
matarebeli sabWoTa kavSiris dedaqalaqSi Cavida. antonma patimrebisTvis gankuTvnili vagoniT imgzavra, sadac erT Zalian patara oTaxSi iyo Caketili. rogorc patimari, ise gahyavdaT daniSnul dros tualetSi da saWmelsac karze datanebuli sarkmelis meSveobiT awvdidnen. is gamudmebiT fiqrobda, magram daskvnebs jer ar akeTebda, radgan surda, bolomde gaego, ra xdeboda saerTod mis garSemo.
matarebeli manqanam Secvala da Ramis pirvel saaTze antoni im samxedro nawilSi miiyvanes, sadac man, daaxloebiT erTi Tvis win fici miiRo. administraciuli Senobis pirvel sarTulze, orma dabali Cinis oficerma, erTerT oTaxSi mjdom vicepolkovniks, samxedro misalmebis Semdeg anton saviCevi warudgina. mcireodeni sabuTebis gaformebis damTavrebisTanave, romelic jariskacis nawilSi dabrunebis faqts adasturebda, komendaturis oficrebi wavidnen. oTaxSi darCnen mxrebSiabuzuli da TavCaqindruli axalwveuli da polkis ufrosis erTerTi moadgile, romelmac furclebi ujraSi Seinaxa da fexze wamoiWra.
_ jariskaco swordi! smena! _ daiRriala da Tavisi magidis gverdiT dadga.
daqanculi antoni Zlivs, magram swrafad gasworda welSi da Tavi maRla aswia.
_ rigiTo saviCev! mimarTa mkacri toniT vicepolkovnikma. _ aqedan rom gaxval, mogcemen samxedro formas da migacileben SenTvis gankuTvnil sawolamde. Sen ori kviris ganmavlobaSi iyavi aq da SesaniSnavad ici dRis reJimic da wesebic. minda Segaxseno, rom brZanebebs daemorCilebi usityvod da ar dasvam kiTxvebs. raime wesis darRvevis SemTxvevaSi, daisjebi Sesabamisi formiT. kargad daimaxsovre Cemi bolo sityva _ kiTxvebs ar dasvam da daemorCilebi brZanebebs. gasagebia?
_ gasagebia, amxanago vicepolkovniko! _ miugo Zalamokrebilma antonma.
_ Tavisufali xar! _ Cailaparaka polkis ufrosis moadgilem, magidaze Rilaks daawva da CasZaxa: _ gaiyvaneT! _ ris Semdegac oTaxis kari farTod Semoxsna erTma kapitanma da xelis moZraobiT axalwveuls aniSna, rom mas gahyoloda. koridorSi mimaval jariskacs anazdeulad gaeqca Tvali erTerTi kabinetis
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karis gverdiT mikruli trafaretisken, romelzec ewera: polkis ufrosis moadgile politikur dargSi, polkovniki aleqsadre ivanes Ze volkovi.
dasrulda tanjvis samdRiani gza da roca saviCevi, ise Tu ase, normalur sawolSi Cawva, Sveba maSinRa igrZno. miuxedavad aseTi daRlilobisa, grZnobda, rom male ver SeZlebda daZinebas, radgan safiqrali hqonda didi da is ar miscemda amis saSuelabas. yazarmaSi jariskacebs eZinaT. Semosasvlel kuTxeSi, magidasTan morige serJanti ijda da mkrTali abaJuris Suqze raRacas kiTxulobda. antons ki TavqveS xelebi amoedo, WerisTvis miepyro mzera da fiqrs miscemoda. araviTari azri, araviTari miniSneba mis TavSi ar Semodioda da patarpatara, uazro versiebze CabRauWebuli gamudmebiT erT wreze trialebda, rac, saboloo jamSi buranSi axvevda mis isedac gadaRlil gonebas. es ki ukve is labirinTi iyo, romlisgan Tavis daRwevac gareSe faqtorebis dauxmareblad praqtikulad SeuZlebelia. erTad davelodoT dilas da xsenebul gareSe faqtorebs. vnaxoT, ufro gaarTulebs am cxovrebiseul labirinTs Tu piriqiT?
mkvdariviT CaZinebul antons dilis 6 saaTze yazarmaSi Semosuli oficris gamyivani xma Caesma:
_ adeqiT! am SeZaxils jariskacebis xmauriani facifuci moh
yva, romelic ori wuTis Semdeg tanszeviT SiSveli biWebis yazarmidan gareT gavardnisTanave miwynarda. maT Soris iyo antonic, romelsac maTgan gansxvavebiT, dilis varjiSebis Sesrulebisas mondomeba ar emCneoda. oficerma mas amisaTvis SeniSnva misca da isic iZulebuli Seiqna, daSretil sxeulSi Zalebi kidev moeZebna.
erTi saaTis Semdeg varjiSi damTavrda da ocdaaTkaciani jgufi, sadac saviCevi iricxeboda, TavianTi uSualo ufrosis, leitenant gagarinis winamZRolo
biT pirsabanisken daiZra. antonma scada, gamolaparakeboda im biWebs, romlebic aq Camosvlis pirvelive dRes gaicno, magram arcerTma mas xma ar gasca. antoni, cota ar iyos, daibna, magram CaTvala, rom SeiZleba misTvis ucnob SinaganawesTan hqonda saqme, romelsac jer Tavad ar icnobda. rodesac pirsabanSi Sevidnen da jariskacebma erTmaneTTan laparaki gaabes, man kidev erTxel scada Zvel nacnobebTan gamomcnaureba, magram kvlav aravin gasca xma. metic, ise ibrunes jariskacebma misgan piri da ise uCvenes mas zurgi, rom TiTqos is iq saerTod ar arsebobda. es ki ukve gaugebari aRmoCnda anton saviCevisTvis da cota xniT siCumisa da dakvirvebis reJimze gadaiyvana sakuTari Tavi. specdaniSnulebis polkis wevrebi mowesrigdnen da sauzmeze wasasvlelad gaemzadnen. samsami, oTxoTxi kaci jgufjgufad damdgariyvnen da musaifobdnen. zogi Tavis cxovrebiseul epizodebs ixsenebda, zogi anegdots yveboda da ase amxiarulebda Tavis Tanapolkelebs, magram mTavari mainc is iyo, rom vercerTi maTgani „ver amCnevda“ im ukanmibrunebul axalwveuls, romelTanac ori kviris manZilze iseTive urTierToba hqondaT, rogorc axla erTmaneTTan.
„es yovelive ras niSnavs?“ _ hkiTxa sakuTar Tavs, magram veranairi pasuxi ver miiRo. cota xanSi mis gonebaSi warmoiSva aseTi kiTxva: „ra xdeba?“ _ es ori sityva periodulad, Zalian patara intervalebiT, mudmivad Tavs Seaxsenebs antons da male qronikuli seniviT moedeba mis azrovnebas. am gaurkvevel mdgomareobas da misgan naSob am upasuxo kiTxvas hqvia sabWoTa uSiSroebis fsiqologiuri iaraRi, romelsac komunisturi sistema warmatebiT iyenebda daumorCilebeli inteleqtualebis winaaRmdeg. dasjis es forma, TiTqmis yvela SemTxvevaSi iwvevda adamianis gonebrivi degradaciis procesis dawyebas, rac etapobrivad aua
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resebda realobis WeSmariti aRqmis unars. sabolood, es mJRavndeboda pirovnebis araadekvatur qmedebaSi, romelic ukve TavisTavad axdenda mis izolacias sazogadoebisagan.
ai, ase gamoiyureboda sabWoTa fsiqologiuri iaraRis erTerTi tipi, romlis gamocdac swored axla mimdinareobda moazrovne axalgazrda jariskacze. ganaCeni sastiki iyo: mis gverdiT yoveldRiurad trialebda aTasamde adamiani da arcerTi maTgani mas ar ekontaqteboda, maTgan is ubralod ignorirebuli iyo.
SuadRemde Teoriuli da praqtikuli samxedro swavleba da dRis meore naxevarSi samsaaTiani fizikuri varjiSi. es aris jariskacis yoveldRiuri reJimis ZiriTadi nawili. SualedebSi maT aqvT dro, gaecnon presas, uyuron televizors, an Tundac daisvenon. aqac patarpatara jgufebad gvevlinebian jariskacebi da dasvenebis am oqros wuTebs yvela Taviseburad iyenebs. mxolod antonia marto mimdgari sadRac kedelTan da Cafiqrebuli akvirdeba maT.
daRamda. varjiSs imdenad ar dauRlia saviCevi, mas fiqrze damynobilma nerviulobam ufro waarTva Zalebi. amis gamo man didxans ver moxuWa Tvali da adgomamde erTi saaTiT adre CaTvlima. rogor ar imtvria Tavi, magram veranair xelCasaWids ver miagno Tavisi mdgomareobis asaxsnelad. oficerma gamTeniisas rom daiRriala yazarmaSi da jariskacebs adgoma ubrZana, antonma Zlivs aswia damZimebuli Tavi.
meore dRec Cveulebrivad Caivlida antonisTvis, rom ara erTi SemTxveva, romelic Tavad Seqmna: is Soriaxlos dahyveboda im jariskacs, romelTanac sxvebze axlo urTierToba hqonda da, rodesac isini cota moSorebiT iyvnen sxvebisagan, Cumad hkiTxa:
_ ratom ar melaparakebiT? roca im nacnobmac usityvod zurgi Seaqcia, an
tonma dakarga azrovnebis mimarTuleba da moSorebiT mdgar oficers mieWra:
_ iqneb Tqven amixsnaT es yovelive, amxanago leitenanto! ras niSnavs is, rom me xmas aravin mcems?
oficerma mravalmniSvnelovnad CaiRima, Semdeg Seb runda da antons ramdenime nabijiT gaecala.
saviCevis nervebs cecxli moedo da ukan mihyva mas. _ Tqven raRa dagemarTaT? oficerma kidev scada gadaadgileba, rom antonma
mas mklavSi xeli waavlo da Semoabruna. es qmedeba antons sveli sardafis erT patara
oTaxSi erTdRian gamoketvaT daujda, sadac ar iyo arc skami da arc sawoli. samagierod, fexze dgomisTvis ganwiruli koWebamde wyalSi idga. da ai, iq, aseT situaciaSi, misma gonebam gaaTmagebuli ZalebiT daiwyo muSaoba, magram sasurveli Sedegi _ amoexsna sakuTari mdgomareobis mizezi, mainc ver miiRo. Tumca, erTi, metad mniSvnelovani detali amoutivtivda mas TavSi; gaaxsenda, aq Camosvlis Rame da vicepolkovnikis ukanaskneli sityvebi: „kiTxvebs ar dasvam da daemorCilebi brZanebebs!“ _ es erTi winadadeba, antonis dari azrovnebis kacisTvis gadamuSavebas aRar eqvemdebareboda, radgan misTvis ukve naTeli iyo, rom masze mimdinareobda fsiqologiuri wnexi. amasTan, isic gaiazra, rom am situaciaSi, sanam raime niSani TviTon ar amotivtivdeboda, manamde verafriT daadgenda amis mizezs. amitom gadawyvita, damorCileboda beds da ezruna masTan Seguebaze.
saviCevma fiqri miatova da realobis aRqmas Seudga. marTalia, mas Ceqmebi ecva da wyali SigniT ver aRwevda, magram fexebis Seciveba axlaRa igrZno. jariskacs Seakankala da aqeTiqiT mimoixeda. oTaxSi Zalian bneloda, magram karSi darCenili patara RriWodan, Soridan mosuli, Zaladakarguli naTeli aRwevda, ro
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melic sibneleSi ukve TvalmiCveul adamians ormetrian sivrceSi gadaadgilebis saSualebas aZlevda. samariseburi siCume antons erTgvari vakuumisken eqaCeboda, magram Weridan periodulad mowyvetili wylis wveTi, romelic iatakze mdgar aSmorebul siTxes tkapuniT ecemoda, raRacis moZraobaze, eseigi, sicocxlis arsebobaze mianiSnebda. sardafSi autaneli suni idga. Canda, rom aq gamomwyvdeuli, dasjili jariskacebisTvis, am oTaxs tualetis funqciac hqonda. saviCevi fexismonacvleobiT, amaod Seecada mSrali adgilis povnas, rom am dros, uecrad, uswormasworo aguris natexs daabija da waborZikebuli instinqturad, winwaweuli xelebiT iseTi ZaliT mienarcxa svel kedels, iqidan CamoSlili nawilebi dgafuniT Cacvivda wyalSi. moZraobas azri ar hqonda, radgan rac ufro ireoda iatakze mdgari masa, miT ufro simyrales gamoscemda. Wkviani kacisTvis aq mxolod erTi gamosavali iyo _ mdgariyo adgilze da drodadro ecvala mosaxerxebeli poza, raTa naklebad damRleli yofiliyo misi sxeulisTvis uZravi mdgomareoba. da bolos, efiqra marto gamZleobaze. asec moxda, magram antonisTvis mainc Znelad gavida sami saaTi. am drois gasvlis Semdeg, mas muxlebamde gabuJebuli hqonda orive fexi da ise SeigrZnobda im adgilebs, rom TiTqos nemsebiT Cxvletdnen. borZikborZikiT, Zlivs mivida kedelTan, romelsac orive idayviT miebjina. aseTi formiT, TiTqos raRac doziT Seamcira fexebze dawola da cota SvebiT amoisunTqa. mokle xanSi, ukve mxriT mieyrdno Camosvelebul kedels, romelsac, sul ramodenime wuTSi damZimebuli Tavic miayola. is araferze aRar fiqrobda. mxolod imas cdilobda, rom, rac SeiZleba, kidev didxans SeenarCunebina Zalebi. dro ki nela miizlazneboda da Tan mihqonda jariskacis energiis darCenili resursi. da ai, antonma kvlav waiborZika da, rom ar waqceuliyo,
xavsmokidebul kedels TiTebiT CaebRauWa, mag ram misi Tavic, mxaric da xelebic svel kedelze nelnela mainc daRma svliT micuravda. uecrad muxlebi moekveTa da wyalSi CaiCoqa. marTalia, weli Zlivs Seimagra, rom mTliani taniT ar davardniliyo, magram Ceq mebidan Sevardnil, civ da blant siTxes, romelic mis gayinul da dajirjvlul fexebs gars Semoevlo, win ver aRudga. am damatebiTma satanjvelma ufro daaCqara sxeulis Zlevis procesi da miwisken daqaCa misi jer kidev gausvreli nawilebi, romlebic marcxisTvis ganwirulni, droebiTRa uwevdnen winaaRmdegobas. Zalze zantad mowikwikebda is sabediswero wuTebi, roca adamians brZola unda Seewyvita tanjvis winaaRmdeg, rac TavisTavad amtkicebda imas, rom nebismieri sulieri sxeuli mokvdavia. antonma jer erTi xeli miaSvela muxlebs, Semdeg meore. ramodenime xans, xelebsac erTmaneTs unacvlebda, radgan TiTebi eyineboda. bolos xelebSic dakarga Zala. cxoveliviT oTxze damdgarmac veRar gaZlo da mZimed gadawva erT mxares. man isRa moaxerxa, rom kedels TaviT mibjenoda, magram kisris ZarRvebic aRar emorCileboda mas.
_ vaime, deda..._ aRmoxda antons da Tvalebi cremlebiT aevso. _ aq sad vkbdebi da risTvis... _ Cailaparaka kvlav TavisTvis.
gareT bindi moswoloda qveyanas da karis RriWoSi is patara naTeli aRar mosCanda. samagierod, zemodan isev mowakwakebda wylis wveTi da antonis yuradRebas abezariviT ahkviateboda. swored misi xma ar aZlevda wyalSi uRonod dacemul adamians farxmalis dayris saSualebas.
jariskacma pirvelad amoigmina da gayinul sxeuls, romelic acaxcaxebas lamobda, winaaRmdegoba veRar gauwia. mis kunTebSi araviTari saTadarigo Zalebi aRar arsebobda. erTaderTi, naxevrad dabinduli,
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mag ram mainc sabrZolod SemarTuli goneba gascemda brZa nebebs da sakuTari organizmisgan arsebuli mdgomareobis am formiT SenarCunebas iTxovda. igive goneba, antonis azrovnebas gamudmebiT awvdida signals da aw gardasuli, kuibiSevuri movlenebis epizodebs negativebis saxiT gadascemda. uecrad, erTma kadrma, sxvebTan SedarebiT, mkveTrad gaielva saviCevis TavSi, romelic, mis saSvelad gulidan sagangebod amoWrilma siyvarulis grZnobam SeaCera da ufro naTlad warudgina Tavis patrons.
_ katia, Cemo Zvirfaso! _ amoiZaxa antonma da Tvalebi farTod gaaxila. marTalia, man sibneleSi veraferi dainaxa, magram misma gonebis Tvalma lamazad Caanacvla misive wyvdiadSi moqceuli mxedveloba da aq, am jurRmulSi, ulamazesi katia mTeli Tavisi mSvenierebiT warmoudgina.
adamiani, romelic uZlurebaSi vardeba, kargavs Zalebs da misi aRdgenis perspeqtiva ar Cans, goneba iZulebiT nebdeba am process da azrovnebis horizontis masStabebi umcirdeba. aseT SemTxvevaSi, inteleqtis done movlenebis ganviTarebas ver gansazRvravs da is maSinve kargavs unars, roca sxeuli ukanaskneli sasicocxlo energiis dakargvis winaSe dgeba. erTaderTi, romelic cdilobs organizmis muSaobis gaxangrZlivebas da Tundac mis gadarCenas, es aris guli. swored gulia is organo, romelsac SeuZlia gonebas mimarTuleba misces da Tu saWiroa, miuTiTos kidec. gulis aseTi moqmedeba damokidebulia mis wiaRSi arsebul siyvarulze, anu aseTi ram ZaluZs mxolod kacTmoyvare guls. aqedan gamomdinare, antonis mkerdSi aboboqrebulma, siyvaruliT gajerebulma organom, pirdapir miuTiTa TiTqmis daxSul gonebas, rom sulze gavliT moeZebna gadarCenis gza. am SemTxvevaSi, saqmeSi damatebiT erTveba sakuTari Tavis gadarCenis instin
qti da TviT yvelaze aTeisti adamianic ki, romelsac saerTod ar sjera RmerTis arsebobisa, gaucnobiereblad eZebs saSvels. gangebac ar ayovnebs da mas umal ugzavnis rwmenas, romelzedac aRmocenebas iwyebs mizani. xolo ukve mizani qmnis axali Zalebi baziss, romelmac adamiani unda ixsnas gansacdelisagan.
_ me Sen Segpirdi, rom SenTvis vicocxlebdi. Segpirdi, rom Senamde movidodi. _ Tqva SedarebiT gamarTuli xmiT anton saviCevma da idayvze nelnela wamoiwia. _ Seni siyvarulisTvis... _ Cailaparaka kvlav SemarTebiT. _ Seni siyvarulisTvis vibrZoleb! _ wamoiZaxa ukve cota rixiT da meore xelic miaSvela dauZlurebul sxeuls. ris vaivaglaxiT SeZlo kedlis daxmarebiT wylidan amofofxeba. blanti wyliT savse CeqmebSi Cadgmul fexebs Znelad imorCilebda, magram mainc fexze adgomas cdilobda. nestian kedels, moWidebisas frCxilebiT fxoWnida, romelic xelSi efSvneboda, mag ram garkveulwilad exmareboda wamodgomaSi. rogorc iqna, welSi gaimarTa, xelebi momuWa, yvela kunTi daWima da TiTqmis Rmuilis xmaze gamoscra: _ me Senamde moval!
sabWoTa uSiSroebis organoebi, rodesac adamianze dosies adgendnen, yvelaze did yuradRebas uTmobdnen mis amtanobas, radgan TiToeuli aseTi individi, nebismier dros SeiZleboda gamxdariyo umarTavi. amis codna ki imisaTvis iyo saWiro, rom msgavs situaciaSi misTvis wamebis forma ganesazRvraT. antonis SemTxvevaSi, isini darwmunebulni iyvnen, rom am xanSi mas wyalSi dacemuls naxavdnen. kari rom Sexsnes da jariskaci fexze SemarTuli dainaxes, erTmaneTs mravalmniSvnelovnad gadaxedes, rac masze xsenebuli dosies Semqmnelebis Secdomas aRniSnavda.
saviCevi jer farniT SeaTvalieres, xolo Semdeg oTaxidan gamosvla ubrZanes. jariskacma laslasiT
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gadaabija karis zRurbls da moceliliviT daeca Zirs. is sakaceze daawvines da manqaniT sanitarul nawilSi gadaiyvanes. antoni bundovnad xedavda Tavis garSemo mofusfuse adamianebs. es gonebrivi aRqma, erTi saaTis Semdeg gacilebiT gauuaresda, rodesac misi sxeulis temperaturam ormocdaerT niSnuls miaRwia. eqTnebma mas tansacmeli gaxades, sveli tiloebiT gaasufTaves da loginSi Caawvines. mTeli RamiT gverdidan ar moscilebia ori axalgazrda medicinis da, romlebsac Tan Zalian moewonaT antoni da Tan SeecodaT.
dilis Svid saaTze saviCevis palataSi maioris samxreebiani mamakaci Sevida. skamebze mjdomi eqTnebi, romlebsac magidaze daewyoT xelebi da Sig daRlili Tavebi CaergoT, karis xmaze da oficris danaxvaze fexze wamoiWrnen.
_ rogor aris jariskaci? _ ikiTxa man rixiani xmiT.mTeli Rame bodavda da dedas uxmobda mxolod. ax
laRa CaeZina, amxanago maioro! _ daaswro erTma eqTanma, romelic SedarebiT cocxlad gamoiyureboda.
_ fexebi hqonda Zalian dasiebuli. _ dananebiT Tqva meorem.
_ axla sibralulisgan ar atirdeT! ZaRli koWlobiT ar mokvdeba! _ miaZaxa mkacrad maiorma da palatidan gavida.
mesame dRes, diliT, antoni Tavisi sawolis gaswvriv mimodioda. wina dRisgan gansxvavebiT Tavs ukeTesad ki grZnobda, magram muxls dabla, fexebSi saSineli simZimis SegrZneba hqonda. sulieradac daisvena, radgan aq, nawilisagan gansxvavebiT, elaparakebodnen mainc. es bedniereba didxans ar gagrZelebula, _ mkurnalma eqim ma amcno, rom am saRamos yazarmaSi unda wasuliyo da iq gaeTia Rame. dilidan ki Cveuli reJimiT unda Sesdgomoda cxovrebas.
_ ras ambobT, eqimo, me varjiSs rogor SevZleb?! _
gaocebulma ikiTxa antonma._ SeZleb, SeZleb. Senze uaresad yofila xalxi. me
minaxavs adamianebi omSi, romlebic gacilebiT mZime travmebiT ibrZodnen.
_ omSi xom ar varT?! _ Sehkadra saviCevma._ brZaneba aseTia, romelic administraciidan mi
viRe._ mokled mouWra cxviris wverze saTvaledakvesebulma, Rababianma da Ripianma samxedro eqimma da kari miixura.
iq myofma Suaxnis eqTanma qalbatonma, eqimis gasvlisTanave antons Sexeda da sinanuliT Tavi gaaqnia.
saRamos kvlav sanitarul nawilSi ivaxSma, ris Semdeg, kidev erTxel Seamowmes misi janmrTelobis mdgomareoba da odnav SeSupebuli fexebic daumuSaves. yazar maSi rom mivida, jariskacebi ukve iwvnen. ramodenimes jer ar eZina da bunebrivia, SeamCnies antoni, magram yvelam erTnairad ibruna misgan piri. daiwyo koSmaruli da amouxsneli momentebi, razedac saviCevma mkacrad gadawyvita, rom arc yuradReba mieqcia maTi aseTi qmedebisTvis da arc efiqra, ratom xdeboda es mis Tavs.
gamTeniisas, oficris yviriliT gacemuli brZanebis Semdeg, jariskacebi, tanszemoT gaxdilni, rigrigobiT garbodnen dilis gamamxnevebel varjiSze. maT Soris iyo antonic, magram sxvebisgan gansxvavebiT, mas moZraoba Zalian uWirda, radgan fexebis tkivils rom Tavi davaneboT, is jer kidev sustad iyo. sakuTar sxeuls aZalebda, rom sxvebze naklebad ar Seesrulebina varjiSebi, magram Tavbru esxmoda da amis gamo, erTxel kinaRam davarda kidec.
rogorc iqna, damTavrda, es misTvis metad arasasiamovno procedura da sauzmis Semdeg, Teoriuli swavlebisTvis gankuTvnil SenobaSi gadainacvla. miuxedavad imisa, rom iq sakmaod didi gonebrivi datvirTva
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hqonda, dasveneba mainc SeZlo. da ai, sadilidan erT saaTSi, dadga gaZlierebuli fizikuri momzadebis droc, rac TiTqmis araadamianur energias moiTxovda. maTi bolomde da zedmiwevniT Sesruleba, janmrTeli kacisTvisac ki urTules saqmes warmoadgenda, ara Tu misTvis. gamosavali ar arsebobda da antonic sxvebTan erTad mwyobrSi Camdgari miemarTeboda specialuri darbazebisken.
pirveli aTi wuTi: fexebis saSineli tkivili da Tvalis dabnelebaSi gamoxatuli sisuste. koncentraciis dakargva da Tavze wamomdgari oficris yvirili. mosulierebuli saviCevis mier varjiSis gagrZeleba da kvlav gonebis dabindva. bolos, man wamodgoma veRar SeZlo da, roca oficerma morigi Rriali wamoiwyo, antonma Ceqmebi gaiZro. misi sisxliani fexebi TiTqmis mTelma nawilma dainaxa. sportuli seqciis xelmZRvaneli iZulebuli gaxda, jariskaci yazarmaSi daebrunebina.
antoni Zlivs milaslasda Tavis sawolamde. Ceqmebis gaxdas azri ar hqonda, radgan arc wamali moeZeveboda sadme da arc safeni. amitom, mkvdariviT miesvena. uecrad TvalSi cremli gamoukrTa, magram es ar iyo tkivilisagan gamowveuli sisvele. amis mizezi, misi mdgomareobidan amodioda, romelic sabWoTa uSiSroebis organom xelovnurad Seuqmna mas.
morige serJantma batalionis meTaurs daureka da acnoba jariskacis yazarmaSi dabrunebis Sesaxeb. ramdenime wuTSi maioris samxreebiani kaci wamoadga saviCevs, romelic sawolidan Zlivs wamodga da moaxsena Tavisi mdgomareoba. batalionis meTaurma sanitarul nawils acnoba da eqimic male movida yazarmaSi. axalgazrda mamakacma, romelsac eqimis TeTri xalaTi emosa, antonis fexebis daTvalierebis Semdeg, oficeri gverdiT gaixmo.
_ amxanago maioro, _ Cumi xmiT mimarTa mas, _ jariskacs Zalze seriozuli mdgomareoba aqvs da saswrafod stacionarSi gadayvanas saWiroebs.
batalionis meTauri cota xniT Cafiqrda. Semdeg telefonisken wavida da viRacas moaxsena amis Sesaxeb, saidanac maleve Semobrunda da eqims mimarTa:
_ gadaiyvaneT da mixedeT! oficeri yazarmidan gavida. saviCevi ki eqimis
miTiTebiT, samedicino samsaxuris „uazis“ tipis manqanaSi moTavsda.
daaxloebiT naxevar saaTSi, ukve palataSi myof jariskacs, sanitari Ceqmebis gaxdaSi daexmara. xolo, rodesac eqTani samedicino xsnariT mas fexebs umuSavebda, oTaxSi ori mamakaci Semovida. maTgan erTerTi is eqimi iyo, romelmac avadmyofi antoni yazarmaSi daabruna. meore ki, Sua xnis mowesrigebuli kaci, mTavari eqimi aRmoCnda. swored mTavari eqimi daixara jariskacis win da saTvalis moSveliebiT fexebi safuZvlianad dauTvaliera. Semdeg welSi gaimarTa da antonis mkurnal eqims mimarTa:
_ maCveneT avadmyofis istoria. _ da xeli gauwoda. mkurnalma eqimma umal miawoda erTmaneTze mibmu
li ramdenime furceli.klinikis ufross, kiTxvis dros Subli SeeWmuxna
da saxec odnav SeepranWa. mere orjer Tavi gaaqnia da fexze wamodga. erTxel kidev Seavlo Tvali tkivilisagan da sisustisagan gasavaTebul jariskacs da palatidan gavida. mas ukan mihyva mkurnali eqimic, romelTa Soris, koridorSi aseTi saubari gaimarTa:
_ ivan grigoreviC, amdeni xnis eqimi brZandebiT da rogor dauSviT, rom aseTi avadmyofi nawilSi dagebrunebinaT?
_ Stabidan darekes da rom gaiges, sicxe aRar hqonda... _ mowiwebiT Seageba pasuxi Casuqebulma eqimma da
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mowyale TvalebiT miaCerda ufross.koridorSi mimavali mTavari eqimi SeCerda da ko
legas Sexeda. _ ras hqvia, sicxe aRar hqonda? sicxea mxolod
avadmyofoba? da Tqven, am zaris Semdeg dawereT, rom jariskaci sruliad janmrTelia da mas SeuZlia samxedro reJimSi cxovrebis gagrZeleba?! ivan grigoreviC, Tqven pirvel rigSi eqimi xarT da fici gaqvT imisaTvis dadebuli, rom pirnaTeli iqnebiT avadmyofis winaSe da upirveles yovlisa, ar avnebT mas. fiqrobT ki imaze, rom Tqveni aseTi gadawyvetilebiT, faqtiurad, gawireT axalgazrda kaci, romelsac, aravin icis, sad Seaxsenebs Tavs Tavisi fexebi?!
cxvirze saTvaledakvesebulma, Rababianma mkurnalma TiTqos daapira kidev Tavis marTleba, magram ufrosma SeaCera.
_ Tavis marTleba saWiro aRar aris! kargad mouareT, mixedeT da, roca mkurnalobas daamTavrebT, sanam gawerT, gamagebineT!
_ aucileblad! _ aRmoxda msuqan mamakacs da ufross naZaladevad SehRima.
mTavarma eqimma koridorSi miatova gamtknarebuli kolega da gza ganagrZo.
Tormeti dRis Semdeg, eqimTa konsiliumma daadgina, rom anton saviCevis janmrTeloba damakmayofilebeli iyo da misi samxedro nawilSi dabruneba ukve SeiZleboda.
da daiwyo utyvi cxovrebis maraToni, romelic ise miizlazneboda, rom yoveli wami da wuTi da gansakuTrebiT, yoveli dRe, jariskacisTvis wamebad qceuliyo. yoveldRiurad aseulobiT adamiani trialebda mis garSemo da arcerTi maTgani xmas ar scemda mas.
„es ra ubedurebaa? ra xdeba?“ _ fiqrobda antoni da undoda Tu ara, es kiTxvebi mainc ebadeboda Tav
Si. rac ufro gadioda dro, miT ufro eZaleboda amis garSemo fiqrebi, romlisganac ukve Tavs veRar aRwevda. adamiani, romelic msgavsi fsiqologiuri teroris qveS imyofeba da ver arkvevs Tu ratom xorcieldeba masze aseTi ram, es aris is pirveli ubedureba misTvis, romelic Zalian swrafad moSlis mis gonebas. am SemTxvevaSi, antonic ar iyo gamonaklisi da masac Seepara sicocxlis absurdulobaze fiqri. ufro da ufro xSirad awuxebda is azri, rom araraobaa es yovelive, rameTu cxovreba Tavisi SedegiT _ sikvdiliT, sruli uazrobaa da meti araferi.
gavida tanjvis ori Tve. gadaiRala da moiSala gone ba. antonis azrovnebis kacma, aseT viTarebaSi, gacilebiT swrafad unda miiRos saboloo gadawyvetileba da manac ukve ganusazRvra sakuTar Tavs momavali.
SuaRamisas, roca jariskacebs eZinaT, saviCevi fexakrebiT wavida tualetisken. es Cveulebriv ambavs warmoadgenda da morige jariskacsac yuradReba ar miuqcevia misTvis. tualetidan ezoSi gavida da misi safuZvliani daTvalierebis Semdeg, lampionebis Suqisagan SedarebiT moCrdilebul adgils gauyva. male yazarmis mopirdapired mdgari sasadilos ukana mxares aRmoCnda, sadac ukve swrafad moZebna mavTulis naWeri, risganac yulfi gaakeTa. mavTulis meore wveri sasadilos karis maRla gadebul boZze Camohkida da, rodesac CamosaxrCobad gakeTebul yulfSi gayo Tavi, fexebze viRacis Semoxveuli mklavebi igrZno, romelmac misi sxeuli maRla azida. oficrebma is swrafad Camoxsnes yulfidan da administraciuli Senobisken waiyvanes. pirvel sarTulze, im polkovnikis kabinetis karTan miiyvanes, romelmac kuibiSevSi gaamgzavra igi. erTma oficerma karze daakakuna da, rodesac Signidan mipatiJebis dasturis xma moesma, Sevida da isinic Tan Seiyola.
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Ramis ori saaTi iyo. farTo oTaxis erTi kididan meoreze, arwivis mzeriT gamoscqeroda polkis ufrosis moadgile polit. dargSi aleqsandre ivanesZe volkovi anton saviCevs. es TvaliTvalSi gayra sul ramodenime wams gagrZelda da amasobaSi, erTerTma oficermac moaxsena:
_ amxanago polkovniko, rigiTi saviCevi sasadilos ukan Tavis CamoxrCobas apirebda. rom ara Cven, is axla cocxali aRar iqneboda.
polkovniki nela wamoimarTa fexze da maTken wamovida. is antonis win SeCerda da ise, rom misTvis Tvali ar moucilebia, oficrebs mimarTa:
_ Tqven gareT damelodeT! rodesac isini gavidnen da kari miixures, polkovnik
ma TiTqmis Sehyvira: _ vis Sexvdi kuibiSevSi? saviCevma daxrili Tavi maRla aswia da polkis
ufrosis moadgilis ganrisxebul saxes rom Sexeda, misi goneba maSinve daacxra mexsierebis budes, saidanac uswrafesad amoagdo, sadRac kunWulSi Camaluli is momenti, sadac ugonod mTvrali antoni, bavSvobis megobars mamis Sesaxeb uyveboda. am yvelafers wamebi dasWirda, ra drosac polkovnikma meored iRriala:
_ vis SexvdimeTqi kuibiSevSi?antonis gaSterebulma Tvalma xilvadoba daibru
na, xolo gonebam _ realobis aRqma, ris Semdeg, man mxolod amis Tqma moaxerxa:
_ Tqven ar gamagzavneT iq, amxanago polkovniko?!_ aq me vsvam kiTxvebs! _ ufro gacecxlda volkovi.marTalia, jariskacma am SekiTxvas mdumared da
Tavis dabla daxriT upasuxa, magram misTvis mTavari sakiTxi_misi tanjvis mizezi ukve amoxsnili iyo. _ enis tlikini, _ maRali xmiT gaagrZela jmuxma samxedrom, romelic oTaxSi nerviul bolTis cemas mo
hyva. _ Worikana qalebis saqmea! kacs ar SeSvenis eg! amitom unda miiRo is, rac daimsaxure! da erTi kidev: Tu kvlav ecdebi, TviTmkvlelobiT Seni saqcielis am ubralo sazRaurisgan gaqcevas, is sardafi mogenatreba, sadac erTi saRamo gaatare! nebac Senia da arCevanic! axla ki dabrundi yazarmaSi da imedi maqvs, iswavli, rogor aWeren kacebi enas kbils!
midioda yazarmisaken saviCevi da fiqrobda: „nuTu es amxela tanjvawameba Cemi bavSvobis
megob ris wyalobiT miviRe? da Tu es asea, ufro metad ar Rirebula arafrad qveynad sicocxle. risTvis da visTvisRa unda vibrZolo? ras niSnavs samSoblos aRorZineba da gaZliereba? nuTu es mcneba, Cemi mtanjveli adamianebisa da Cemi megobris msgavsi kacebis gamravlebas gulisxmobs? nuTu Cemi megobris mier gacema kacobaa da Cemi misdami saidumlos gandobaarakacoba?! gamodis, rom qveyanaze adgils ver daimkvidreb, Tu sxvis ubedurebad ar iqeci. ai, Turme ra yofila am imperiis arsi. me ki aqamde ratomRac megona, rom vaJkacoba_megobrisadmi Tavganwirva da mosiyvarule gulis tareba iyo. eseigi, Cemi adgili aq ar yofila da tyuilad veZeb me mas.“
Cabnelebuli zecidan savse da gabadruli mTvare mdumared dahyurebda moasfaltebul bilikze yazarmisaken mimaval jariskacs, romelsac aCqrolebuli fiqrebis gamo am RamiT daZineba ar ewera.
* * * dilis rva saaTia. moskovis erTerT prospeqtze
xalxis saqmiani mimosvla SeiniSneba. gareT sakmaod civi qari qris da Tbilad Cacmuli adamianebi abuzulebi miiCqarian samsaxurebSi. maT Soris aSkarad gamoirCeva erTi xmeli qalbatoni, romelic, SedarebiT Txlad Cacmuli, awyobili samxedro nabijiT mxreb
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gaSlili miabijebs avtobusis gaCerebisken. is ori Tvea, Svils daeZebs da veRar Tvlis, ukve meramdened miemarTeba uSiSroebis mTavari sammarTvelos Senobisaken. araviTari Sedegi jerjerobiT ar Cans, magram is mainc dadis iq im gagebiT, rom iqneb Sexvdes iseT adamians, vinc Tavisi Svilis kvalze gaiyvans. mas TvalebSi etyoba, rom meqanikurad moZraobs da fiqrebiT sul sxvagan aris, magram es srulebiT ar uSlis xels gadaadgilebaSi. da ai, morigi dila. is kvlav mivida daxSul da dagmanul SenobasTan, sadac werilobiT, Tu Sida telefonebis meSveobiT, veravis veraferi Seasmina. axlac sammarTvelos Sesasvlelis mopirdapired gaCerda da gaasmagebuli yuradRebiT miaCerda yoveli manqanidan gadmomsvlels da SenobaSi Semsvlels. sanam guSagebisTvis SesamCnevi gaxdeba da kidev erTxel etyvian, rom saswrafod datovos teritoria, gamwarebuli deda ZegliviT aRmarTula erT adgilze. misgan ociode metrSi morigi samsaxurebrivi manqana gaCerda, saidanac polkovnikis samxreebiT damSvenebuli axalgazrda axovani kaci gadmovida da Senobis Sesasvlelisken gaemarTa.
„RmerTo Cemo, saidan mecnoba es kaci?“ _ gaifiqra ninam da Tavisdauneburad gadairbina quCa. sanam igi mamakacs miuaxlovdeboda, TavSi amoutivtivda sadazvervo skola da misi aRsazrdeli, Tavis megobari paveli. mamakaci Sesasvlel kars uaxlovdeboda, guSagebi ki misken morbenali qalisTvis gzis gadasaWrelad moemarTebodnen.
_ pavel! _ SesZaxa qalma da guSagebic ecnen aqeTiqidan mklavebSi.
mamakaci swrafad Semobrunda da qalbatons daaSterda, romelsac uSiSroebis rigiTi TanamSromlebi eZiZgilavebodnen da misi teritoriidan gayvanas cdilobdnen.
_ me nina var, berdieva! _ SesZaxa qalma.polkovniki maTken wavida da guSagebs ubrZana,
xeli gaeSvaT. maT brZaneba umal Seasrules da skolis megobrebi erTmaneTis pirispir aRmoCndnen.
_ nina... nina berdieva... _ Cailaparaka samxedro oficerma, ramodenime wamiT kidev daakvirda da xeli gauwoda._ aq saidan gaCndi, nina? anda rogor momageni?
_ pavel, warmodgena ar maqvs Senze, Tu sad muSaob. Svili davkarge ori Tvis win. uSiSroebam wamoiyvana saqarTvelodan da TbilisSi miTxres, rom moskovSia. am xnis ganmavlobaSi, davdivar da veZeb mSvelels, magram Cemi gamkiTxavi kaci ver vnaxe. aq mravaljer var mosuli da axlac quCis gadaRma videqi. instancia ar damitovebia arsad, magram Svilis Sesaxeb veraferi Sevityve. SeiZleba iTqvas, rom SemTxvevam Semaxvedra SenTan. rogorc Semogxede, gicani. vimeoreb, me ar vici, Sen sad msaxurob, magram unda damexmaro.
_ damSviddi, nina! yvelaferi dalagebulad miTxari da Sevecdebi rames.
_ Sen Tu uSiSroebaSi muSaob, advilad daadgen yvelafers. miniSnebad ki amas getyvi: Cemi Svili, anton saviCevi, jarSi moskovSi msaxurobda, saidanac uSiSroebam or kviraSi gamouSva. sanam saxlSi wamovidoda, jer sxvagan gaagzavnes Tormeti dRiT da iqidan dabrunda saqarTveloSi. ramdenime dReSi, kvlav maT moakiTxes da wamoiyvanes, ris Semdeg Sevityve, rom moskovSi gadmouyvaniaT.
_ yvelaferi gasagebia. _ dinjad Cailaparaka pavelma da Tan daamata: _ axla orSabaTia. ori dRe macale. oTxSabaTs modi aq da uTxari, rom ufrosis TanaSemwe pavel timCukTan xar. yvela Rones vixmar, gavarkvio da gavigo, sad aris antoni. SenTvis yvelafers gavakeTeb! ar inverviulo! manamde ki gkiTxav: sad xar gaCerebuli moskovSi? sxva Tu rame giWirs, miTxari. me mzad var,
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yvelanairi daxmareba aRmogiCino. _ sastumro „rosiaSi“ var. didi madloba, pavel! Sen
oRond Svili mapovnine da meti araferi minda. erTsac getyvi: sxvanairs verafriT warmogidgendi. _ uTxra ninam da dasamSvidobeblad xeli gauwoda.
ori dRe, or saukuned moeCvena ninas, radgan yovel wuTs iTvlida daniSnuli drois dadgomamde. da ai, oTxSabaTs, dilis cxra saaTze, nina uSiSroebis sammarTvelos SenobaSi Tavis pasportiT guSags warudga da moaxsena, Tu visTan iyo dabarebuli. imave dRis pirvel saaTze, berdieva elmavaliT ukve antonis samxedro nawilisaken miiCqaroda, sadac brZaneba, misi SvilTan Sexvedris nebarTvaze, oriode saaTis win gaica.
pavelis zepiri monaxazis mixedviT, nina berdieva matareblidan miTiTebul sadgurze Camovida. ir gvliv mxolod tyiT dafaruli masivi iyo da sajariso SenaerTisa ki ara, adamianis arsebobis niSanwyali ar Canda. amitom, matareblidan Camosuli erTaderTi mgzavri, gegmis Tanaxmad, mopirdapire mxares gadavida da marjvniv mimaval gzas daadga. daaxloebiT ori kilometris gavlis Semdeg, rkinigzis liandagebis gaswvriv gamavali gza, xelmarcxniv, odnav SekbeCili tyisken uxvevda, romelmac ociode wuTSi tyis siRrmeSi mdgom samxedro saguSagosTan miiyvana.
_ SeCerdiT! _ xelis aweviT SesZaxa oridan erTma jariskacma, mxarze avtomati Seiswora da ninasken gaemarTa. _ Tqveni sabuTebi! _ uTxra man, rodesac qals miuaxlovda.
ninam CanTa gadaxsna, romelsac jariskaci gafacicebiT adevnebda Tvals da iqidan amoRebuli, Tavis saxelze gacemuli saSvi samxedros gauwoda. axalgazrda mamakacma safuZvlianad daaTvaliera patara furceli da stumars saguSagosken gauZRva. Semdeg ninas aniSna,
rom meore jariskacis gverdiT dalodeboda da TviTon dabal da viwro jixurSi Sevida, saidanac zemdgoms gadamcemiT moaxsena aq mosuli qalbatonis vinaoba. iqidan gamosulma guSagma Tan skami gamoitana da nina berdievas gverdiT dadga.
_ dabrZandiT qalbatono! ramdenime wuTSi manqana mova da wagiyvanT.
msubuqad daRlili nina skamze Camojda, xolo jariskacebma erTmaneTSi musaifi gaagrZeles.
sabWoTa samxedro „vilisi“ tyis viwro da oRroCoRro gzaze saSualo siCqariT mijliyinebda. gzis aqeTiqiT Camwkrivebuli xeebi, manqanaSi mjdomi qalbatonis TvalTaxedvaSi rigrigobiT rCebodnen ukan, magram amas is mxolod meqanikurad aRiqvamda, radgan misi mTavari fiqri, Tavis erTaderT vaJiSvils dastrialebda. erTi suli hqonda, saRsalamaTi enaxa antoni da gaego, misi xelmeored aq moxvedris mizezi. masSi aboboqrebuli deduri instinqti, gavarvarebul quraze Semodgmul da daxurul qvabSi moTuxTuxe im wyals waagavs, romlisgan gamoyofili orTqlis Zalac wuTiwuTze aiglejs Tavidan sarqvels. diax, dedaSvils Soris gabmuli talRovani Zafi mudmivad agrZnobinebs, rom antoni gansacdelSia. da miiCqaris sabWoTa sistemaze ganrisxebuli deda Tavisi vaJisaken, romlisTvisac yovel wams mzad aris, daTmos sicocxle.
manqana tyidan gavida da Tavqveze daeSva, saidanac dabla, vakeze gamoCnda samoTx sarTuliani SenobebiT warmodgenili patara qalaqi, romelic garSemortymuli iyo maRali TeTri galavniT, masSi datanebul saTvalTvalo koSkurebTan erTad. aTi wuTis Semdeg, qalaqSi Sesuli „vilisi“ erTerTi Senobis win gaCerda. wina savarZelze mjdari oficeri manqanidan gadavida da berdievas sTxova, rom mas gayoloda. Seno
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bis pirvel sarTulze, iq damxvedrma orma samxedrom, erTi oTaxis naxevrad Ria karisken miuTiTes da iq miipatiJes stumari qalbatoni. Tan uTxres, rom sul cota xanSi moiyvandnen antons.
ninas raRac cudis molodinSi guli auCqarda, magram garegnuli simSvide SeinarCuna da Cveulebrivi, seriozuli saxiT miaCerda im kars, saidanac antoni unda Semosuliyo. didxans lodini ar dasWirvebia ninas, rom kari gaiRo da or mkerdamoburcul da gajgimul oficers welSi sakmaod moxrili antoni usicocxlo fexebis flartuniT mohyvaT ukan. dedis TvalebSi cecxli gamokrTa da is umal mieWra Svils. mxrebSi xeli staca antons, welSi gaaswora, TvalebSi Caxeda da SesZaxa:
_ es vin dagmarTa, Svilo? antonma mibnedili Tvalebi dedas Zlivs gauswora
da TiTqmis amoiluRluRa: _ netavi SenTvis damejerebina, dedi..._ ra xdeba, gamagebine! _ Sehyvira ninam. _ Cems megobar gogis vuTxari kuibiSevis ambavi da
amis gamo moxda es yvelaferi. Cemi aq Camosvlis dRidan, xmas aravin mcems, arc didi, arc patara. protesti rom gamovTqvi, erTi dRiT wyalSi Camagdes da ai, Sedegic. _ antonma fexebisken mimarTa mzera. _ fexebi aRar memorCileba, dedi.
nina berdievas yelis ZarRvebi simwrisagan ise daebera, TiTqos TiToeuli maTgani gaxeTqvas lamobso. Svils xeli gauSva da mkveTri moZraobiT da daWimuli TiTis miSveriT, jer erTis, xolo Semdeg meore samxedros mimarTulebiT SeZaxili miayola:
_ vin xar Sen? anda Sen? rogor CaidineT es, Tqve laCrebo?!
_ Cven rigiTi oficrebi varT da araviTar gadawyvetilebas ar viRebT. _ mowiwebiT warmoTqva
uCveulod ganrisxebuli da ucnauri stumris xilviT odnav SemkrTalma erTma oficerma.
_ maS, vin gadawyvita Cemi Svilis ganadgureba? is adamiani maCveneT! _ daiZaxa ninam da koridorSi gavarda. mas ukan mihyvnen oficrebic da antonic.
koridorSi TxuTmetamde samxedro Cinis mamakaci Sekrebiliyo. faqtia, rom viRac am moments eloda. nina Zalian axlos mieWra maT da TiTqmis Sehyvira:
_ romeli xarT am polkis ufrosi? yvela erTianad gaisusa da xma aravin amoiRo. _ vin CaidineTmeTqi es? _ gaumeora maT berdi
evam, antons mxarze xeli frTxilad SemoaWdo da maT win daayena. _ romelma danergeT adamianze, Tanac jer bavSvze, aseTi zemoqmedebis wesebi? romeli xarT is laCari, romelsac sxvaze aseTi mopyroba siamovnebas ganiWebT? aqeT gadmodiT da win damideqiT, rom mweriviT migasrisoT kedelze! xmas ar iRebT ara?! vin aris Tqveni ufrosi? albaT TqvensaviT laCaria, rom imaleba! warmodgenili maqvs, TiToeuli Tqvengani, rogor imalebodiT CirgvSi meore msoflio omSi! maSin, rodesac me, ZuZumwovar bavSvs saxlSi vtovebdi da Tqveni ojaxebis gadasarCenad mters xevxuvebSi vebrZodi! ase mixdiT ara?! aferum Tqvens kacobas!
aravin icis, ra moxdeboda maSin, romelimes sityva rom Seebrunebina, an wesrigisaken moewodebina ninasTvis, radgan qali iseTi gamxecebuli iyo, im TxuTmetamde oficers, TxuTmet wamSi gamoiyvanda mwyobridan. albaT amas moerida yvela, anda vin icis, ras?
uecrad siCume Camowva. zambarasaviT daWimulma da tanSemarTulma berdievam, zizRnarevi gamometyvelebiT erTxel kidev moavlo saTiTaod Tvali, Tavis win mdgomare oficrebs, romelTa gamtknarebuli saxeebi imas migvaniSnebda, rom isini mzad iyvnen yvelanairi damcirebis asatanad. maTTan paeqrobas azri ar hqonda
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da ninac Tavdaxril antons miubrunda: _ anton! _ mimarTa rixiT man Svils. _ Sen aleqs
saviCevisa da nina berdievas Svili xar! gaxsovdes, rom Sens mSoblebs aTasjer ufro meti aqvT qveynis mSeneblobisa da winsvlisaTvis gakeTebuli, vidre ai amaT, erTad aRebuls! _ Tan TiTiT mianiSna koridorSi Tavmoyril samxedro oficrebze. _ amitom, _ cota xmas dauwia ninam. _ me rom aqedan gaval, ar mgonia, eseni isev Zveleburad mogeqcnen, radgan Tu romelime maTganma ar icoda Seni mSoblebis Sesaxeb, axla xedavs, rom dedamiwas SevZrav da aq ar dagtoveb! qveyanas avawrialeb da maT Tavgasulobas dausjels ar davtoveb! _ ninam antons mxarze xeli moxvia da ezoSi gasasvleli karisaken waiyvana. _ dawynardi, Svilo da melode! Sens wasayvanad me aucileblad davbrundebi! _ uTxra berdievam Svils da rodesac karisaken mimavali, oficrebs gausworda, maT gasagonad Cailaparaka: _ amaT warmodgena ar aqvT, ras vizam axla me.
am sityvebis gagonebaze isini erTianad Secbnen da erTmaneTs mravalmniSvnelovnad gadaxedes.
vnaxoT, CaeTvleba Tu ara Secdomad nina berdievas misi es bolo sityvebi da eqceva Tu ara cxovrebis bediswerad sakuTari nervuli sistemis ukve erTaderTi mamoZravebeli Zala _ deduri instinqti!
samxedroebma matareblis gaCerebamde manqaniT miiyvanes berdieva, romelic maT calybad daemSvidoba da baqanze asasvlel kibeebs auyva.
qveyanas bindi wamoswoloda da cas Savad aekra piri. haerSi jgrod mofarfate da qarisgan mimarTulebadakargul Tovlis wvril xorxoSelebs, gaavebuli buneba baqanze eulad mdgom mgzavrs aqeTiqidan ayrida. mis darad Cacmul nebismier adamians ZvalrbilSi gaatanda sicive, magram ninas gonebas, romelic mTlianad xvalindeli dRis gegmis SedgeniT iyo dakavebuli, Ta
vis sxeulSi garemos aRqmaze momuSave yoveli grZnoba avtomaturad hqonda gadaketili.
manqana adgilidan ar daZrula. ninas moyvanidan ramdenime wuTis Semdeg, iqidan erTi oficeri gadmovida, baqanze avida da berdievasken gaeSura.
_ qalbatono nina, _ mSvidad mimarTa man, rodesac mas miuaxlovda. _ matarebeli TxuTmet wuTSi mova da manamde, neba miboZeT, Tqvens gverdiT viyo.
fiqrebidan Zlivs gamorkveulma ninam gakvirvebiT Sexeda samxedros da manac mSvidad miugo:
_ kapitano, vgevar iseT adamians, romelsac aSinebs Rame, tye, sicive da simartove?!
_ bodiSs gixdiT. _ mokrZalebiT Tavi daukra oficerma. _ upriani iqneboda, saubari aqedan damewyo: marTalia, me Tqveni SvilisTvis araferi damiSavebia, magram mainc bodiSs gixdiT yvelafrisTvis. darwmunebuli var, rom Tqven mas male waiyvanT Cveni nawilidan da sanam es moxdeba, minda gjerodeT, rom me yuradRebiT viqnebi da saWiroebis SemTxvevaSi yvelanair daxmarebas gavuwev antons, Tundac es samsaxuris datovebis fasad damijdes, radgan vfiqrob, rom mis mimarT ganxorcielebuli sasjeli arasamarTliania.
kapitanma gulidan amosuli saTqmeli daasrula da gafacicebiT daeloda misTvis ucnobi, magram masSi simpaTiis gamomwvevi qalbatonis reaqcias.
nina berdievam interesiT daaTvaliera axovani da warmosadegi oficris saxe, romelsac qalisadmi mowiwebis niSnad Tavi naxevrad dabla daexara. mas aSkarad Seetyo, rom axalgazrda mamakacis naTqvamma guli Seutoka.
_ ra gvari xar, kapitano? _ uTxra ninam ukve Serbilebuli toniT.
_ petre maqsimesZe Curini. erTerTi batalionis ufrosis moadgile. _ moaxsena dabali, magram gamar
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Tuli xmiT oficerma. _ madlobeli var Seni, petre. _ xeli gauwoda ni
nam, rom am dros proJeqtoris Suqmac inaTa, romelsac matareblis Sekivlebac mohyva. _ Seni Tanadgoma, CemTvis yvelaze didia am wuTebSi. sikvdilamde ar dagiviwyeb amas da yovelTvis vifiqreb, rom sistema jer kidev ver morevia yvelas.
ninam kidev erTxel gadauxada kapitans madloba, mSvidoba usurva da matareblis kibeze Sedga.
sastumros Sesasvlels rom miadga, ukve kargad daRamebuliyo da Tovac ufro moxSirebuliyo. siTboSi SesvlisTanave igrZno daRla da wamiT foieSi Seyovnebulma ucbad gadawyvita, cxeli Cai daelia. sasadilo iqve, pirvel sarTulze iyo da ninamac misken aiRo gezi. erTi sufTa da carieli magida monaxa, xelCanTa skamis sazurgeze gadahkida da TviTonac mowyvetiT dajda.
_ erTi finjani cxeli Cai momitaneT, Tu SeiZleba! _ gasZaxa ninam arc Tu ise Sors mdgom oficiants da Seciebuli Subli xelis TiTebiT moisrisa.
sul mcire xanSi axalgazrda qalbatonma mas Cai miarTva.
_ es Tqven! _ uTxra man da magidaze frTxilad dadga finjani.
_ didi madloba geTayva! _ miugo ninam, erTi patara Saqris natexi Caagdo finjanSi da kovziT mouria. erTi ylupi rom mosva, imdenad esiamovna cxeli Cai, meorec umal miayola. am dros, uecrad SeniSna, rom erTerT magidasTan mjdari ori mamakacidan erTma, sxvanairi yuradRebiT gamoxeda. mas eWvi arc ki Sehparvia, rom es dazvervis Tvali iyo, magram wamieri CafiqrebiT ver amoxsna, Tu risTvis unda daewesebinaT masze TvalTvali. kidev Cafiqrda cota xniT, magram raRac cudad igrZno Tavi da TiTqos Cais dalevis survilic gauqra.
„emociurad albaT Zalian davitvirTe dRes da rogorc Cans, gadaviRale.“ _ gaifiqra da gadawyvita, nomerSi asuliyo, daesvena da xvalisTvis momzadebuliyo. foieSi rom gavida, odnav Tavbru daexva da, rom ar waborZikebuliyo, momentalurad kedels mieyrdno.
_ cudad xom ar xarT, qalbatono? _ gamoegeba sastumros administratori, romelmac SeamCnia misi uxerxuli moZraoba.
_ ara, ara. didi madloba. dRes mZime dRe mqonda da, albaT, gadaviRale. aval nomerSi, davisveneb da gamivlis es daRlilobac.
berdievam meore sarTulis kibeebi gaWirvebiT, magram mainc welSi gamarTulma aiara da Tavis nomerSi Sevida. CanTa sawolze miagdo da fanjrebi gamoxsna, raTa ufro meti Jangbadi esunTqa. fanjris rafas xelebiT daeyrdno da Rrmad daiwyo sunTqva. gareT, lampionebis Suqze kargad mosCanda cidan swrafad momdinare Tovlis xSiri fantelebi, romelsac TeTr samoselSi gaexvia ukve gare samyaro. ninam safeTqlebi kidev erTxel moisrisa da am amindis Semxedvares, ratomRac is dro gaaxsenda, Teqvsmeti wlis asakSi matareblis gadasabmelze mjdari, cimbirisken rom midioda. Semdeg is qalbatonic gaaxsenda, gayinuli fexebi rom mourCina da dedasaviT upatrona. uecrad TvalebSi aufarfatda axalSobili antoni, rom misma gonebam, am warmosaxvas gverdiT miuyena dRes nanaxi, gaubedurebuli da ganadgurebuli misi Svili. ninas ucnaurma Jruantelma dauara Tavidan fexebamde da Tvalebi daebinda. is weRandeliviT veRar xedavda TovliT dafaruli Senobebis saxuravebs da quCebs. ukve muxlebSic igrZno Zlieri sisuste, rom am dros karze kakuni moisma. nina frTxilad Semobrunda da Zlivs gaarCia oTaxSi Semosuli ori mamakaci.
_ cudad xarT, qalbatono? _ mimarTa boxi xmiT
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erTma maTganma. berdievas ukve sunTqva ekvroda da misi goneba
buranSi midioda. Canda, rom wuTiwuTze dakargavda yvelanair SegrZnebas. sanam es moxdeboda, man kidev moikriba Zala, welSi gasworda da oTaxSi Semosulebs mimarTa:
_ mainc mZlieT, magram laCrulad! _ amoTqva ukanaskneli sityvebi da Caikeca.
* * *orTvenaxevarze meti eloda antoni dedas. am xnis
ganmavlobaSi, mas lodinis Zafi ar gaswyvetia da ar iyo wuTic ki, rom amaze ar efiqra. misi qvecnobieri mudmivi lodinis reJimze iyo gadarTuli da sxva fiqris adgili mis gonebaSi aRar moiZebneboda. amaSi exmareboda mSvidi mdgomareoba, romelic polkis xelmZRvanelobam nina berdievas nawilSi stumrobis Semdeg Seuqmna, _ mas misces calke oTaxi da saurTierTobod kapitani Curini. antons ar exeboda varjiSi da swavleba. rac Seexeba sadils, aqac gamijnuli iyo Tavis aseulTan da oficrebTan erTad sadilobda. kapitani Curini Zalian kargi samegobro adamiani aRmoCnda. isini TiTqmis mTels dRes erTad atarebdnen. maTi ZiriTadi saqmianoba ki Wadrakis TamaSi iyo.
ase gavida es dro da, roca erTerTi morigi dila gaTenda, saviCevi, samedicino Semowmebis mizniT sanitarul nawilSi gamoiZaxes. eqimTa konsiliumis erTsaaTiani msjelobis Semdeg dadginda, rom rigiTi anton saviCevi dauyovnebliv unda gaTavisuflebuliyo savaldebulo samxedro samsaxuridan, rogorc armiisTvis gamousadegari da samxedro samsaxuri moxdilad CaTvloda, radgan fexebis travma armiaSi yofnis dros iyo miRebuli.
im dRem antonisTvis uCveulod Caiara, gansa
kuTrebiT, aw gadavlili ramdenimeTviani wamebis fonze. is fiqrobda, rom nina maqsimovnam Tavisas miaRwia da, rogorc dapirda, mainc daixsna am autaneli mdgomareobidan. imasac moeloda, rom deda nawilis gareT sadme daxvdeboda da erTad gauyvebodnen gzas saqarTvelosken. im qveynisaken, saidanac Tavisi erTi patara Secdomis gamo, cota xnis win iZulebiT wamoiyvanes da namdvil jojoxeTs Sehyares. am mcire droSi, man gaiara TviTmkvlelobis gza da srulad SeigrZno misi susxiani arsi. naxa da sakmaod didxans uyura misTvis manamde warmoudgenel adamianTa gulqvaobas. aRmoaCina ianusis msgavsi orsaxovani arseba, polkovnik volkovis saxiT da kidev mravali sxva uaryofiTi Tviseba adamianisa, romelzec axla ukve fiqrobs, rom aqedan gasvlis Semdeg, daiviwyebs yvelafer amas, rogorc koSmarul sizmars, raTa cxovrebis es monakveTi, sxva adamianebTan urTierTobaSi ganmsazRvrel kriteriumad ar eqces. diax, is xval diliT midis aqedan da fiqrobs, rom aqeT aRarasodes moixedavs.
dilis aTi saaTia. antoni petre CurinTan erTad gamodis administraciuli Senobidan. mas ukve xelT upyria yvela is dokumenti, rac, SeiZleba, gzaSi dasWirdes. maT ukan kidev modis ori oficeri, romelTagan erTerTma maT gadaaswroT da antons mokrZalebiT uTxra, rom Tavisi aseulis biWebs damSvidobeboda, romlebic ezoSi elodnen. saviCevs ki gaukvirda aseTi TxovnaSeTavazeba, magram gezi usityvod aiRo ezos mimarTulebiT. mas gulmxurvaled daemSvidoba yvela, maT Soris, oficrobac. im jariskacebma ki, romlebic pirvelad, aq Camosvlis dRidan gaicno da dauaxlovda, bodiSi mouxades da uTxres, rom ubralod brZanebas asrulebdnen, Torem mis mimarT isev Zveleburad, kargad arian ganwyobilni.
sabWoTa uSiSroebis samsaxuri mTlad darwmunebu
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li ar iyo, rom saviCevi aqedan gaborotebuli ar midioda da amitom „iRvawa“, nawilis saboloo keTilganwyoba mis mexsierebaSi, rac SeiZleba, mkveTrad aRbeWdiliyo, raTa momavalSi, roca is msajulis TvaliT gadaxedavda aq gatarebul dReebs, codvamadlis sasworis erTi pina carieli ar yofiliyo.
samxedro „vilisma“, specdaniSnulebis polkis teri toriis ukanaskneli saguSago gaiara da gezi moskovisaken mimavali matareblis gaCerebisken aiRo. manqanaSi sami mgzavri zis _ mZRoli, mis gverdiT kapitani Curini da ukana savarZelze rigiTi saviCevi. jariskacs aSkarad etyoba mousvenroba, radgan rac samxedro qalaqis kedlebs gamoscdnen, mas Semdeg aqeTiqiT atrialebs Tavs.
_ anton, _ mimarTa mis win mjdomma kapitanma Curinma, romelmac SeamCnia misi aseTi moqmedeba. _ nina maqsimovnas Tu eZeb, is, Cemi azriT, moskovSi dagelodeba, radgan aq rom yofiliyo, me aucileblad mecodineboda.
saviCevma Sewyvita gareT yureba, skamis sazurges Tavisuflad miawva da Cumad Cailaparaka:
_ me ki vfiqrobdi, rom aq damxvdeboda. es albaT Cemi survili ufro iyo.
cota xniT manqanaSi siCume Camovarda, ris Semdegac „vilisi“ matareblis mosacdel baqanTan SeCerda.
_ aba, gadavediT! matarebeli xuT wuTSi mova! _ daiZaxa petrem da mkvircxli moZraobiT manqanidan pirveli TviTon gadaxta.
antonma zurgCanTa cal mxarze moikida da baqanze asul Curins mihyva ukan. manamde mZRols daemSvidoba da bednieri momavali usurva.
_ Cemo umcroso megobaro, anton! _ uTxra kapitanma, rodesac jariskaci mas miuaxlovda. _ or Tveze meti gavatareT erTad da ra Temebze aRar visaubreT.
minda gulwrfelad giTxra, rom Seni asakis Sennairad moazrovnes arasodes Sevxvedrivar. vfiqrob, rom Cems cxovrebaSi erTi metad dasamaxsovrebeli monakveTi Seqmeni da aqedan gamomdinare, yovelTvis siamovnebas momgvris SenTan erTad gatarebuli dReebis gaxseneba. _ petre maqsimesZem uecrad Tvalebi aatriala, rac imis mimaniSnebeli iyo, rom goneba momentalurad SemoWrilma fiqrma gaufanta. man daburuli tyis zols meqanikurad mimoatara mzera da kvlav jariskacs miubrunda, romelic yuradRebiT misCereboda mas. _ ar vici, odesme kidev SevxvdebiT Tu ara erTmaneTs, _ ganagrZo kapitanma. _ radgan Cven ver vmarTavT Cvens cxovrebas, magram megobrul rCevas ki mogcem, romelic, SeiZleba, gamogadges. _ axovani oficeri mcire xniT isev SeCerda, TiTqos saTqmeli konkre tul formaSi moaqcia da Tavisi axalSeZenili megobari aseTi sityvebiT gamoacila: _ sicocxleSi ibrZole sicocxlisTvis da arasodes aRiaro sikvdili, radgan sikvdilma Tavad unda gaRiaros Sen!
midioda antoni matarebliT moskovisaken da fiqrobda kapitnis naTqvam bolo sityvebze, romelic adamianis mTel cxovrebas moicavda. ijda TavisTvis garinduli mgzavrijariskaci da gonebis meSveobiT xarbad iwovda am SesaniSnav Segonebas, romelic sxeulSi mimaluli Zalebis aRmoCenaze iyo orientirebuli.
matarebeli moskovis centraluri rkinigzis sadgurze neli svliT Sevida. antoni fanjridan aTvalierebda baqanze momlodine xalxs, romelTa Soris dedas eZebda, magram nina maqsimovna arsad Canda. ukve Zirs Camosuli saviCevi, naxevari saaTi mainc idga erT adgilze da aqeTiqiT uSedegod iyureboda. bolos imedi gadaewura da ifiqra, rom deda albaT saqar TveloSi eloda mas, Torem moskovSi yofnis SemT xvevaSi, aq ki ara, samxedro nawilis gamosasvlelSi daxvdeboda.
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sxva gza ar iyo, TbilisSi mimavali matareblisTvis unda mieswro da antonic Cqari nabijiT, magram cota gulnakluli gaemarTa misken.
saviCevis vagoni SeRamebulze daiZra da neli rweviT gascda moskovis centraluri vagzlis teritorias, ris Semdegac, Ramis Suqze, orive mxares gamoCnda Tanmimdevrulad Calagebuli korpusebi. jariskaci, romelic Tavis win, kedelze mimagrebul, gadmosaSlel patara magidas idayvebiT dayrdnoboda, interesiT gascqeroda qalaqs. mas, Tavisi asakidan gamomdinare, ar SeiZleboda, scodnoda, imperiis im susxiani dedaqalaqis mTavari daniSnuleba, romelic sisxliT daWaobebul miwaze da adamianis Zvlebze iyo aSenebuli. cxrameti wlis ymawvili verasodes warmoidgenda, rom rux ferze SeRebili administraciuli Senobebis grZel koridorebSi, wamebaSi gardacvlili adamianebis sulebi dafarfatebdnen, xolo misi sardafebidan ganwirulTa kivili da godeba ismoda. ubralo mokvdavTaTvis mkacrad iyo gasaidumloebuli am Senobebis kabinetebSi RamRamobiT momuSave im rigiTi Cinovnikebis saqmianoba, romlebic gamudmebiT werdnen sakuTar TavSi warmodgenil adamianTa wamebis axalaxal formebs, raTa diliT, TavianTi ufrosebis winaSe Tavi moewonebinaT amiT. aseTi dawesebulebebis mTavari Sesasvleli karis maRla, gadmokidebuli iyo qudis formis Txeli metalis firfita, romelic wvimisagan icavda mis SuagulSi dakidebul naTuras, rac, Tavis mxriv, qarze reagirebda da qanaobis dros, xan gamoaCenda, xan ki CrdilSi aqcevda Senobis perimetrze ZeglebiviT gaSeSebul Tofian darajebs, romlebic imperiis SemoqmedTa usafrTxoebas icavdnen. qalaqi daRamebisTanave dumdeboda, romlis myudroebasac, kantikuntad gamoCenili uSiSroebis TanamSromlebiT savse manqanebis xma Tu daarRvevda, romlebic naxevrad Cabnelebul quCebSi,
sisxlze dageSili ZaRlebiviT daZrwodnen. dedaqalaqis mSromelebis absolutur umravlesobas ki, Ramis cvlaSi momuSaveebis garda, mkvdrebiviT eZinaT, radgan fabrikebsa da qarxnebSi gawerili gegmis utopiuri cifrebis misaRwevad xarjavdnen energias da qancgamoleulni brundebodnen saxlebSi. samagierod, isini mSvidad iZinebdnen, rameTu TiToeulma maTganma icoda, rom maTi Sroma TavianTi qveynis gaZlierebas emsaxureboda. am sacodaobiT aRsavse maraTonSi Cabmul xalxs, mudmivi gonebrivi stimulatori sWirdeboda, romelic maTSi enTuziazms gaaRviZebda. komunistebma sabWoTa kavSiris Seqmnis pirvelive wlebidan izrunes amaze da qalaqebSi, TiTqmis yvela quCaze da soflis yvela centralur adgilze aRmarTes xis boZebi, sadac miamagres radiomimRebebi. yovel cismare dRes, dilis eqvs saaTze radio muSaobas iwyebda sabWoTa himniT, romelic gamayruebeli xmiT umRerda da amcnobda xalxs TavianTi bednieri momavlis Sesaxeb. amis Semdeg, radioeTers ikavebda romelime cnobili diqtororatori da Tavisi qveynis moqalaqeebs damuSavebuli xmiT uyveboda socialisturi respublikebis kavSiris miRwevebze, soflis meurneobisa Tu samxedro sferoSi; mecnierebasa Tu kulturaSi; warmoebamrewvelobaSi da ase Semdeg. yovel aseT saubrebs Tan sdevda azri, rom am bumberaz da mZlavr qveyanas, romelsac dedamiwis zurgze aravisi eSinia, marTaven mSromelTa masebi, rom aq aris proletariatis diqtatura da yvelaferi ekuTvnis xalxs.
aseTi gagebiT midioda TiToeuli adamiani samsaxurSi da sanam iqamde miaRwevda, fiqrobda, rom is iyo Tavisi qveynis gamgebeli. es ki misTvis iseTi biZgi iyo, romelsac xelovnurad mihyavda sabWoTa sistemis mier danergili cxovrebiseuli wesis aRiarebisken, rac ukve TavisTavad moiTxovda misgan, aTasobiT Tavisive sax
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is, anu misive qveynis „TanamflobelTan“ erTad muxlCauxrel Sromas. aseT muSas, didxans rom SerCenoda Sromis unari, masSi sworad unda gadanawilebuliyo energia, risTvisac kviraSi erTi dRe mainc esaWiroeboda dasveneba. dasvenebisas, mis gonebaSi SemTxveviT rom ar aRmocenebuliyo azri, romelic ukve fiqris saxiT daadgeboda adamianis WeSmariti daniSnulebis Secnobis gzas, misi azrovnebis is mcire areali, sadac SeiZleboda aseTi azris aRmoceneba, dakavebuli unda yofiliyo raime saxis STabeWdilebiT. am kuTxiT, xelovnebisa da kulturis e.w. moRvaweebi zrunavdnen, romelTa Soris, yvelaze meti datvirTva msaxiobebze da mwerlebze modioda. fakrikaqarxnebSi, Tu meurneobakolmeurneobebSi, aucileblobas warmoadgenda darbazis tipis Senobanageboba, romelic, daaxloebiT, TveSi erTxel ixsneboda, specialurad muSaTa klasisTvis dadgmuli spektaklebisa Tu leqciaseminarebisTvis, rac dro da dro, dabal fenas axalaxali formiT Seaxsenebda sakuTar mniSvnelobas saxelmwifo mSeneblobis gzaze. msgavsi tipis warmodgenebi atarebda saxotbo xasiaTs komunisturi partiis mimarT, rac kidev erTxel agrZnobinebda maT, rom partia iyo erTaderTi Zala, romelic sabWoTa xalxebs gadagvarebuli imperializmis agresiisgan icavda.
ai, am wesiT aTayvanebda masebis gonebas mmarTveli elita, raTa maT, RirebulebaTa cvlileba, azradac ki ar gaevloT. miuxedavad imisa, rom komunistebis amgvari moqmedeba sruliad sakmarisi iyo adamianis zombirebisTvis, isini amas ar jerdebodnen da mSromelebs xelfasidan periodulad ukavebdnen axali wignebis safasurs, romelSi asaxuli moTxroba Tu romani, spektaklebisa da seminarebis tipiur saxes warmoadgenda. ase rom, sazogadoebis erTi fena, meore fenis gamoTayvanebaze muSaobda da amaSi iRebda privil
egiebs, magram srulebiT ver xvdeboda, rom xelovneba, rasac aseTi enTuziazmiT msaxurebda, Tavisuflebis gareSe WeSmariti verasodes iqneboda. es, ase vTqvaT, kulturisa da xelovnebis moRvaweebi, sakuTari privilegiebiT garTulni, ver fiqrobdnen, rom adamianis karnaxiT da ara gangebis STagonebiT moqmedi xelovanic, Cveulebrivi zombia. masebze zemoqmedebis niSniT momuSave sazogadoebis am frTas, komunistebi mainc ar endobodnen bolomde da maT yovel „SemoqmedebiT~ nabijs mkacri cenzuriT akontrolebdnen. kulturis sferos da wiTeli inteligenciis am fenas, kidev erTi Sto warmoadgendamecnierebi, romelTa cxovrebac, Cveulebriv, tyved yofnas mogagonebdaT, radgan maTi umravlesoba, kiserze lulamibjenilni, dRe da Rames asworebdnen, sabWoTa kavSiris industriuli Tu samxedro kuTxiT ganviTarebisTvis. aseulobiT milioni adamianis cxovrebis aseT formas da wess, qmnida da adgenda aTeistfanatikosTa wre, romelTa wyvdiadSi moqceuli gonebis erTaderTi gzamkvlevi, mavzoleumSi sanTladqceuli, daumarxavi mkvdris avadmyofuri ideebi iyo. diax, TviT komunisturi elitac ki, am gaurkveveli ideebiT „ikvebeboda“, rac kidev erTxel migvaniSnebda sayovelTaod cnobili sityvebis utyuarobaze: „rwmena usiyvarulod fanatizmia.“ yvela is adamiani ki, vinc sakuTar TavSi gaucnobierebeli miznisaken iswrafvis, TavisTavad zombia da misi yoveli moqmedeba, romelic araviTar kanonzomierebas ar eqvemdebareba, saSiSroebas uqmnis normalurad moazrovne adamianebs. aqedan gamomdinare, Zneli warmosadgeni aRar aris, am uzarmazar teritoriaze rkinis RobiT garsSemovlebuli imperia da mis gverdiT arsebuli Tavisufali samyaro, romelic veranairi logikuri gaTvliT ver daadgenda, rodis da ra formiT dascemda msoflios Tavzars es aramdgradi zombebis qveyana.
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swored amis gamo ar eZina dasavleTs da cdilobda, rom yovelTvis mzad yofiliyo moskovis SesaZlo agresiis aRsakveTad. Tavis mxriv arc moskovis mmarTvel elitas eZina, magram dasavleTisgan gansxvavebiT, is Tavis teritoriaze sxva qveynis SemoWras naklebad eloda. imperiis dedaqalaqs, yvelaze metad Tavisi xalxis, anu sabWoTa moqalaqeebisa eSinoda. ufro zustad, sakuTar qveyanaSi mcxovrebi adamianebis inteleqti aSinebda. am mimarTulebiT, SeiaraRebaze aranaklebi da, SeiZleba iTqvas, gacilebiT meti resursi ixarjeboda, radgan yoveli aseTi gamovlineba, romelic sabWoTa uSiSroebis mier ar iqneboda marTuli, yvelaze didi safrTxis Semcveli iyo moskovisaTvis. amitom, mis daqvemdebarebaSi myof yvela qalaqSi Tu raionSi arsebuli Sinagani organoebis ganyofilebebSi, adgilze mcxovrebi xalxis raodenobis mixedviT muSaobda sxva da sxva masStabis kargad SeniRbuli jgufebi, romlebsac pirdapir evalebodaT _ gonebrivad ganviTarebuli adamianebis mozardobis asakidanve aRmoCena da misi egred wodebuli daverbovkeba, raTa amgvar individs, sxva, Tavis gverdiT mdgomi ar gamoefxizlebina. komunistebma kargad icodnen, rom aseTi erTi faqtis gaparvis SemTxvevaSc ki, xsenebuli gafxizleba, masebSi pandemiur xasiaTs miiRebda, romlis aRkveTasac, sabWoTa wyobilebis iZulebiT damyarebis dros daRvrili sisxlis raodenoba dasWirdeboda. im SemTxvevaSi ki, Tu inteleqtuals aRmoaCndeboda daumorCilebeli xasiaTi da misi gadabirebis mcdeloba Sedegs ar gamoiRebda, igegmeboda misi ganeitraleba dapatimrebis saxiT. mis dapatimrebamde, cru mowmeebze (aseTebi mravlad hyavda sabWoda uSiSroebas) dayrdnobiT iqmneboda saqme, romelsac dapatimrebuli adamianisTvis unda miekra oridan erTi iarliyi _ xalxis mteri, an imperializmis jaSuSi. es imdenad Semzaravi iyo patimris ojaxis
wevrebisTvisac ki, rom sakuTari sisxlisa da xorcis dasacavad, xmis amoRebas veravin bedavda. winaaRmdeg SemTxvevaSi, Tuki gamoCndeboda aseTi, isic mis beds gaiziarebda. ganwiruli iyo isic, vinc msjavrdebulis gasamarTleblad erT sityvasac ki ityoda, Tundac samegobro wreSi, sadac erTi agenti mainc yovelTvis arsebobda. aseT viTarebaSi, patimris 25 wliani gadasaxleba, an misi fizikuri likvidacia, ukve ioli xdeboda. fanatikosi da aTeisti mmarTvelebi moazrovneTa sisxliT rwyavdnen sabWoTa kavSiris teritorias, romlis Semdgomi warmatebac imaSi mdgomareobda, rom aseTi sisxliT gapoxierebuli adgilebi, aTasobiT zombis aRmocenebas uzrunvelhyobda. rac Seexeba gadasaxlebulebs, isini xis vagonebis eSelonebiT miemarTebodnen cimbiris gulagebisken, sadac Savi formiT Semosil inteleqtualebis armias uerTdebodnen, romelTa udidesi nawili oqros maRaroebSi sikvdilisTvis iyo ganwiruli. rCeboda erTi da yvelaze mniSvnelovani sakiTxi, romeli sakiTxis ganxilvac politikuri elitis Zalian viwro wreSi xdeboda, rameTu es saqme, komunistebis TvalsawierSi, grifiT saidumlo saxelmwifo saqmeebTan iyo gaTanabrebuli.
maS, ase: risi eSinodaT yvelaze metad imperiis mamebs da rogori wesiT cdilobdnen am mosalodneli saSiSroebis Tavidan acilebas, anu mis ganeitralebas? mivyveT da gavicnoT maTi brZolis umTavresi meTodi, romelic maT bunebis kanonzomierebis winaaRmdeg SeimuSaves:
yvela adamians, dabadebisTanave gangeba aniWebs unars, romelsac Cven qvecnobiers vuwodebT. es grZnoba adamianis fizikuri da gonebrivi CamoyalibebisTanave iRebs srul formas da misi Semdgomi cxovrebiseuli mRelvarebebis WeSmariti ganmsazRvreli xdeba. misi daniSnuleba mSvidi gonebisTvis swo
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ri mimarTulebis miniSnebaa, xolo aRelvebulisTvissimSvidis dauflebis gzasTan miyvana, magram mas aqvs kidev erTi da umTavresi misia cocxali da moazrovne arsebis Tvis, romelic gamudmebiT aiZulebs mas, rom ifiqros Tavis daniSnulebaze da eZebos sakuTari gamCeni. diax, nebismieri normaluri adamiani qvecnobierad eZebs RmerTs. komunisturi partiis ideologebi samyaros Semqmnelisa da misi mbrZaneblis Canacvlebas, TavianT warmoCenil da aRzevebul xelovnebis sferos (msaxiobi, musikosi, mwerali) warmomadgenliT cdilobdnen, romlis ze adamianoba, sabWoTa kavSirSi yvelaze gansakuTrebuli privilegiebis miniWebaSi gamoixateboda mxolod. am, egred wodebul gamorCeul adamians, romelic reklamis meSveobiT asi TaviT maRla adioda Tavis yovel kolegazec ki, xasiaTSi erTi mTavari Tviseba unda hqonoda _ masebis lamazad motyueba unda SeZleboda. ai, vin iyo am „mSvidobismoyvare“ imperiaSi yvelaze mniSvnelovani figura, romlis msgavsi TiTqmis yvela respublikaSi arsebobda, radgan raime saxalxo garTulebis SemTxvevaSi, maT dasaSoSmineblad yofiliyo gamoyenebuli. xalxs ki TavianTi enis mqone kacTan hqonodaT saqme, rameTu es ufro met damajereblobas sZenda mis funqcias. diax, funqcias, radgan misi arseboba, garkveul teritoriaze mcxovrebi muSaTa klasisa da mmarTveli elitis harmoniuli Tanacxovrebis garanti iyo. ase rom, SiSiT mcxovrebi, SimSiliT daosebuli da muSaobiT qancgawyvetili sabWoeli moqalaqe, Tuki RmerTisaken mimaval gzas daadgeboda, im gzaze aucileblad gadaeyreboda komunistebis mier xelovnurad Seqmnil ze adamians, romelic daarwmunebda, rom mis winaSe idga is, visac eZebda.
ai, ase gamoiyureboda monaTa kavSiri da maTive Seq mnili qveyana TavianTi cxovrebis wesebiT, romelTa
centralur budesac, anu dedaqalaq moskovis gasasvlel sazRvars male gadalaxavs Cqari svliT mimavali matarebeli. saxlebi, ZiriTadad rusuli „domikebi“, kantikuntadRa moCans matareblis fanjridan. saviCevma Tavi nela wamoswia da ukanasknelad moavlo Tvali moskovs, romelze darCenili ramdenimeTviani arasasiamovno STabeWdilebac samaradisod gahyveba mis gonebas. jariskacis fiqrebi aw gardasuli mware dReebis mogonebebSi dahqrian da TavianT patrons aRar emorCilebian, romelic dro da dro dahyurebs saaTs da dedasTan Sexvedris SesaZlo drois Semoklebas mdumared iTvlis. is cdilobs, rom azrebi Tanmimdevrulad daalagos, raTa mSobels, SexvedrisTanave detalurad aRuweros Tavisi Tavgadasavali. mas surs, rom es, rac SeiZleba, swrafad moxdes, radgan dedaSvilma erTad gaakeTon daskvna, romelsac, ager, ukve ra xania, marto verafriT axerxebs.
matarebeli samxreTaRmosavleTis mimarTulebiT miiCqaroda. fanjrebidan aRaraferi Canda. ukuneTs moecva dausaxlebeli adgili, romlis myudroebasac rkinis borblebis dgaruni arRvevda mxolod. daqancul antons Zili moeria, naxevrad Sebrunda da Tavi xmel sazurges miado. aqeTiqiT moqanave vagoni pirvel wuTebSi daZinebis saSualebas ar aZlevda, magram daRlilobam imarjva da, rogorc iqna, CaTvlima. ordRenaxevarze meti iara aseTi formiT da, roca Tbilisis miwaze Camodga fexi, muxli Zlivs Seimagra. jdomisagan dakutebuli fexebi wvalebiT aamoqmeda vagonis saxe lurs moWidebulma da mxolod amis Semdeg gaeSura rkinigzis sadguris gasasvlelisaken. sami saaTi im gzavra avtobusiT Tavisi qalaqisaken da TiTqmis fexze mZinare miadga mSobliur korpuss.
ezoSi, xis grZel skamze, antonis ori mezobeli mamakaci Camomjdariyo, romlebic wynarad saubrobdnen.
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jariskacis danaxvaze isini erTianad SekrTnen, ris Semdeg aibuznen da erTmaneTs gadaxedes. amasobaSi, antoni miuaxlovda maT da, rodesac Tavisi mezoblebis saxe ebze ucnauri seriozuloba SeniSna, RimiliT ikiTxa:
_ albaT, ver micaniT, ara?_ ki gicaniT, Svilo! _ warmoTqva erTma da orive
mamakaci fexze wamodga.antonma misalmebis niSnad xeli CamoarTva maT da
Rimiliani saxiT kvlav ikiTxa:_ aba, ratom daiqufreT Cemi danaxvisas?mezoblebi antons kargad daakvirdnen da, ra Jams
mixvdnen, rom araferi icoda nina maqsimovnas Sesaxeb, ufro Sewuxdnen. Zalian uxerxuli situacia Camowva, roca jariskaci interesiT Sehyurebda usityvod mdgar abuzul adamianebs, romlebsac Tavisi bavSvobis wlebidan kargad icnobda. icoda maTi Tbili damokidebuleba sakuTari ojaxis mimarT da icnobda maT enawylianobasac. swored es gamtknarebuli saxeebi aRmoCnda antonisTvis Znelad aRsaqmeli da, cota ar iyos, daabnia kidec maTma aseTma gamometyvelebam, magram swrafad moego gons, daRlilobis miuxedavad da isev man daarRvia dumili:
_ ukve cudis molodinSi var, magram ver varkvev, ra SeiZleba xdebodes Cems Tavs._ Tqva daZabul reJimze uecrad gadarTulma jariskacma da SublSekrulma mimoatara mzera mezoblebs.
wamic ar iyo gasuli, rom oriode nabiji ukan gadadga. ise, rom Tvali ar moucilebia Tavis win mdgomare Tavdaxrili mamakacebisTvis. Semdeg TiTqos TavisTvis Cailaparaka dedis saxeli da adgils mowyda. antonma, saSineli daRlilobis miuxedavad, sadarbazomdec swrafad miirbina da meoTxe sarTulis kibeebic sulmouTqmelad airbina. sakuTari saxlis kars
rom miadga, xeli Zlivs aswia da daabraxuna, rasac aqas qasebuli xmac miayola:
_ nina maqsimovna, me var! kars iqiT CamiCumi ar ismoda. sul mcire xanSi,
swored es siCume gaxdeba am saxlis axalgazrda da ukve erTpirovnuli mepatronis axali cxovrebis safuZveli, romelic mis gonebaSi damRasaviT amoiSanTeba da misive sicocxlis ukan adevnebuli sevdiani Tanamgzavris statuss SeiZens. es ki, TavisTavad niSnavs, komunistebis mier urCi moazrovneebisTvis xelovnurad Seqmnil cxovrebiseul gzas, romelsac maTive dauwereli lozungi amSvenebs: inteleqtualebo, ukan, momavlisaken!
antoni uRonod miyrdnoboda kars da amaod ucdida Signidan dedis gamoxmaurebas. sanam srulad gaiazrebda imas, rom deda saxlSi rom yofiliyo, aqa de gamoxedavda, gverdiTa mezoblis karis Cxakunma SeakrTo, romlis zRurblzec moxuci qalbatoni SeniSna gasaRebiT xelSi.
_ Camoxvedi, Svilo? _ uTxra naRvliani saxiT moxucma. _ gasaRebi me maqvs da kars gagiReb axlave. _ Tqva da Tavdaxrili gaemarTa karis gasaRebad.
_ nina maqsimovna sad aris? _ hkiTxa antonma da saxlSi Sevida, romelsac mezobeli qalbatoni fexdafex mihyva. _ es ra Smoris suni dgas? _ kvlav ikiTxa antonma da zurgidan moxsnili rukzaki misaReb oTaxSi mdgar erTerT skamze miagdo. Semdeg ucnaurad milagebuli saxli moaTvaliera da mezobels miubrunda: _ iseTi situaciaa, rom aq TveobiT ar gaRebula fanjara da Tqven mainc miTxariT, ra daemarTa dedaCems? nuTu daiWires? gana ra qna amisTana? _ Tqva ukve maRal xmaze saviCevma da nervuli daZabulobac umal Seetyo.
moxucs Tvalidan ori kurcxali cremli Camougorda saxeze, ris Semdegac, Tavis xelSi gamozrdil
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biWs mieaxla da misi Tavi gulze miixuta._ nina aRar gvyavs... _ warmoTqva qalma da qviTini
auvarda.saviCevi zambarasaviT Seqanda, moxucs mswrafl ga
neSora, nabiji ukan gadadga da TiTqmis Sehyvira:_ raa? rogor Tu?.. _ bolo ori sityva enis
borZikiT amoiZaxa da daWimuli sxeuliT ZegliviT gayi nuli daeloda mezoblis pasuxs.
_ nina moskovidan Camoasvenes, Svilo. _ amoiluRluRa qalma da kidev erTxel gamoiwminda cremlebisagan dasvelebuli Tvalebi.
_ rodis moxda eg? _ simwrisagan amoigmina jariskacis formaSi Cacmulma axalgazrda kacma, romlis sevdiani saxis gamometyvelebac, uecrad iseTma naRvelma daipyro, imTaviTve Canda, rom sakuTar patrons Rimilis uflebas Zalian, Zalian didxans CamoarTmevda.
_ daaxloebiT, sami Tvis win Svilo._ upasuxa qalma.anton saviCevi naxevrad Tavdaxrili walaslasda
savarZlisaken da mkvdariviT miesvena mis sazurges. Semdeg marcxniv Sebrunda, gverdiTa kides idayvebiT daeyrdno da xelebSi TavCarguli, TvalSi mowolili cremlis TanxlebiT Seudga misTvis yvelaze moulodneli da Tavzardamcemi ambis realobis rangSi ayvanas, romlis WeSmarit gaazrebasac mis gonebaSi, misive xelovnurad Seqmnili cxovrebis Semoqmedi saxelmwifo sistema yovelTvis win aRudgeba.
mivyveT movlenebs da vnaxoT, SeZlebs Tu ara martosulad darCenili axalgazrda im monstris Setortmanebas mainc, romelic amgvari inteleqtualebis msxver plad Sewirvas, aseulobiT milioni adamianis cnobierebaSi SiSis sindromis dasaTesad iyenebs.
Riad darCenil karSi ori mamakaci fexakrefiT Semovida da misaReb oTaxSi moxuci qalis gverdiT awurulebi dadgnen uCumrad.eseni is mezoblebi iyvnen,
antons rom Sexvdnen ezoSi da ver uTxres dedis gardacvalebis Sesaxeb.
_ bodiSs gixdiT Svilo, rom ver gamcneT dedis ambavi. _ Cumi xmiT warmoTqva erTma da saxeSeWmuxnili miaCerda kvlav xelebSi TavCargul jariskacs, romelsac maTi Semosvla arc gaugia.
anton saviCevma Tavi mZimed aswia da oTaxSi mdgar mezoblebs rigrigobiT Sexeda.
_ ra mizeziT gardaicvala dedaCemi? _ sakmaod dabal xmaze ikiTxa antonma.
_ ar viciT! _ TiTqmis erTxmad upasuxa yvelam da gafacicebiT miaSterdnen antons.
_ aba, mizezi ar uTqvamT, vinc Camoasvena? _ ikiTxa isev saviCevma.
_ araferi uTqvamT, Svilo. _ Tqva qalma da ganagrZo: _ ninas Camosvenebis wuTidan mis dakrZalvamde, kubos dacva ar moscilebia. RamiT, roca midiodnen, kars luqs adebdnen da diliT adre xsnidnen.
_ ki, magram micvalebuls xom SexedeT da daaxloebiT mainc ver SeatyveT, mokluli iyo Tu bunebrivad gardacvlili? _ Seawyvetina antonma.
_ micvalebuli vin gvaCvena Svilo!? cinkis daxuruli kuboTi moasvenes da ise davkrZaleT, ubeduri nina, TvaliTac ar dagvanaxes.
qalma, rogorc ki daamTavra saTqmeli, mzera mezobeli mamakacebisken gaapara, TiTqos SeeSindao sakuTari sityvebis.
antoni fexze wamodga da mezoblebis saxeebi safuZvlianad daaTvaliera. misi gamometyvelebidan Canda, rom goneba sxva mimarTulebiT miatriala.
_ eseigi, Tqven isic ar iciT, im kuboSi esvena Tu ara saerTod micvalebuli. asea xom? _ Tqva saviCevma da pasuxs daeloda.
_ ra Tqma unda, roca ar gvinaxavs, rogor vir
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wmunebT?! _ warmoTqva SedarebiT im Tamamma mamakacma, romelmac antons moubodiSa.
jariskacma Tavi daxara da raRacis gansjas Seudga, romelic erTi wuTis Semdeg ase daamTavra:
_ SegiZliaT gamomyveT da maCvenoT nina maqsimovnas saflavi? oRond, Tqven ar SegawuxebT. _ mieaxla moxuc qalbatons da mxrebze xeli frTxilad moxvia.
_ ezoSi dagelodebiT! tanisamosis gamocvla Tu gWirdeba da mowesrigeba, Cven dabla viqnebiT._ Cailaparakes mamakecebma da oTaxidan gavidnen.
* * * gazfxulis mze dasavleTisken gadawveriliyo, mag
ram mainc mwvelad asxivebda. sasaflaoze amototili uzarmazari cacxvis xeebi, axladgamosuli foTlebis SrialiT eurCebodnen monaber niavs da Cum garemoSi ganlagebul gardacvlilTa civ samareebs xmauriani darajebiviT wamosdgomodnen Tavze. maradiulobaSi gardasuli sulebis mier mitovebuli sxeulebi, qvaze Tu xis naWerze wawerili dabadebisa da gardacvalebis TariRebiT, jer kidev rCebodnen am idumali adgilis binadrebad, magram droJami, rogorc warmavalobis erTaderTi mTavari niSani, adre Tu gvian, maT ukanasknel samkvidrosac gadaSlis. manamde ki, maTi gansasvenebeli mdumarebaSi Caflula da garedan Semxedvare Tvali, Zvel da axal saflavebs, CaRrmavebuli adgilebiT, abibinebuli balaxebiT da miwayrilebiT ganasxvavebs mxolod. erTerT aseT miwayrilze darWmuli xis naWeri gvamcnobs, rom nina maqsimesasul berdievasac dauvanebia maT Soris adgili, romlis siaxloves mdgari axalgazrda kacis mzera, ukve ramdenime wuTia, ar moscilebia misi dabadebisa da gardacvalebis TariRebs. is dgas or xandazmul mamakacs Soris da mis mwuxare saxeze ikiTxeba fiqri, romelic dedasTan
erTd gatarebul wlebs dastrialebs zemodan. anton saviCevis azrovneba warsulma moitaca da ukve gavlili gzebis xelmeored dalaSqvra ubrZana, raTa misgan miRebul sevdas gonebisaTvis gadaeketa Tvalebidan miRebuli realobis aRqmis unari, romelic dedisa da mamis saflavebs Soris msgavsebas umtkicebda. bolos mainc imarjva jariskacis gamWriaxma gonma da kuibiSevidan aRebuli paraleli safuZvlianad gaavlo nina maqsimovnas saflavze. antonis mexsierebaSi mkveTrad aRbeWdilma, kuibiSevSi nanaxma sasaflaos scenam, misi daWimuli saxis nakvTebis gaSla daiwyo da sakuTar azrovnebas, dedis gardacvalebaSi uecrad aRmocenebuli eWvi wina planze warmoudgina.
„RmerTo Cemo!“ _ gaifiqra saviCevma da mkvdradgamocxadebuli mamis gverdiT gatarebuli momentebi gaixsena. Semdeg deda warmoidgina cocxali da Tavis win arsebul saflavs, rogorc ukve nanax satyuaras, ise mimoatara mzera. dedis sicocxleze fiqrma, mis azrovnebas mcire xniT isev waarTva sadaveebi da ocnebis samyaroSi Sesasvlelad, gamwev Zalad, Tavisive survilebi Cauyena, magram gonma aqac imarjva da wamierad gzaabneul azrebs, nina maqsimovnas sicocxlis ararsebul mtkicebulebaTa azris meSveobiT gza gadauRoba, riTac sakuTari patroni, lamazad SeniRbuli qaoturi samyarodan kidev erTxel daixsna.
„iqneb es samarxic mamaCemis saflavis msgavsad cari elia? da Tu es asea, sad aris nina mqsimovna? sad aris simarTle da sad veZio me is? rogor virwmuno dedis sikvdili kuibiSevis Semdeg, miTumetes maSin, roca micvalebuli aravis unaxavs?“ _ sakuTar Tavs usvamda kiTxvebs gonebaSi da gamalebiT fiqrobda gamosavalze.
uecrad raRac gadawyvetileba miiRo da mdumared mdgar mezoblebs miubrunda:
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_ didi madloba, rom wamomiyvaneT da maCveneT dedis saflavi. axla wavideT saxlSi, Zalian daRlili var. sami dRea, movdivar da TiTqmis ar mZinebia.
_ anton, erT wuTs dagayovneT! _ Tqva erTma da qaRaldis paketidan boTli Rvino, Wiqebi da puri amoalaga. Cveni Zvirfasi mezobeli da mfarveli nina maqsimovna gavixsenoT TiTo WiqiT. ar davarRvioT qarTuli tradicia. amboben, rom misavaliao. misi suli axla aq trialebs albaT da Cvenc SevTxovoT ufals, moixsenios igi caTa sasufevelSi.
_ misTvis axla mets veRarafers gavakeTebT da iqneb ase mainc davafasoT Cveni nina. _ wamoeSvela meore mamakaci.
Txutmetiode wuTi kidev dahyves sasaflaoze, ris Semdegac wynari laparakiT gamoemarTnen TavianTi kor pusisaken.
cas ukve bindi Sehparvoda, roca energiagamoclilma anton saviCevma Tavisi saxlis kari SeaRo da mwuxare saxiT dedis saZinebeli oTaxisaken gaemarTa. nina maqsimovnas savarZels rom miuaxlovda, cota xans uyura. Semdeg mis sazurges xeli frTxilad gausva, TiTqos dedis siTbos SegrZneba surso. ramodenime wamis ganmavlobaSi ase idga gaxevebuli da, roca uRonod jdeboda savarZelSi, sawolze dalagebul dedis tansacmels mohkra Tvali. yelSi ucabedad mowolilma sevdam, TvalSi cremli moadina antons. is tiroda Cumad, TavisTvis, rogorc martosuli da mTels duniaze martodSTenili adamiani. tirili ucxo ar iyo am oTaxisTvis, radgan igive martoobis mizeziT, swored aq, am savarZelSi nina berdievasac dauRvria uamravi cremli. es kedlebi mowmeni iyvnen mravali moTqmagodebisa, magram aseT mdgomareobaSi myof dedaSvils Soris, iyo erTi gansxvaveba: mtiral ninas antoni hyavda momavlis imedad, rac guls umagrebda da mis go
nebas aiZulebda, ebrZola; xolo antonis azrovnebaSi, jerjerobiT, aseTi aravin da araferi mosCanda da sakuTar bedze gamwyrali misi fiqrebi mxolod warsuls dastrialebda. uecrad Tavisi bavSvoba gaaxsenda da is momenti warmoidgina, skolaSi gamgzavrebis win, deda zurgCanTis mokidebaSi rom exmareboda da Tan arigebda:
„aba, Sen ici, Svilo! maswavleblebs kargad mousmine, gakveTilebi sworad CainiSne da Wkvianad moiqeci. arasodes ifiqro, rom Sen, sxvebisgan gansxvavebiT, mama ar gyavs. mamaSenma, aleqs saviCevma samSoblos keTildReobas Seswira Tavi da dRevandeli sabWoTa xalxis mSvid cxovrebaSi misi wvlilic aris. TanamemamuleebisTvis sakuTari sicocxlis gawirva yvelas ar SeuZlia, Svilo, da amitom, yovelTvis gaxsovdes, rom Sen gmiri mamis Svili xar da Tavi amayad geWiros. es yovelive ki gavalebs imas, rom mamis sasaxelod iyo Zlieri da sxvebisagan sanimuSod gamorCeuli.“
ase arigebda aTi wlis asakSi mas deda da es gaaxsenda axla muxlebze idayvebiT dayrdnobil saviCevs. am momentis gaxsenebam TiTqos suli STabera, welSi gaimarTa da siCumeSi STanTqmul oTaxs mimoatara mzera, rom am dros, kuibiSevSi nanaxi mama warmoudga Tvalwin.
_ araferi ar mqonia Turme saamayo, nina maqsimovna, arc maSin da, miTumetes axla, roca momavalsac veRar vxedav._ TavisTvis Cailaparaka antonma, romelsac mamis gaxsenebam odnav ametyvelebuli ieri kvlav mouqufra. ramodenime wuTis ganmavlobaSi iatakze TvalmiSterebuli, TiTqos Cafiqrda, magram maleve aswia Tavi da dakvirvebiT SeaTvaliera oTaxis Semosasvleli kari. misi mexsiereba gamalebiT eZebda raRac mniSvnelovans, romelzec qvecnobieri ukve gamudmebiT miuTiTebda. da ai, misma azrovnebam, rogorc iqna,
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gza gaikvlia burusSi moqceuli gonebis siRrmeSi da im adgils miagno, sadac misi jarSi gamgzavrebis wina dRis movlenebi iyo Senaxuli. swored iq aRmoaCina dedis is saubari, romelic maSinve ucnaurad eCvena, magram amaze mas Semdeg, ratomRac aRar ufiqria. saviCevi Tavis win aRmarTuli zRudeebis garRvevas sakuTari ZalebiT ver axerxebda, razedac saWiro gaxda im sityvebis gaxseneba, romliTac nina maqsimovnam Svili damoZRvra jarSi wasvlis win. es ki ukve mimarTulebas niSnavda da antonic dakvirvebiT mihyva am gonebrivi Canawerebis Tanmimdevrobas.
„Svilo, Sen jarSi midixar sami wliT. am periodSi Cven aseTi saubrisTvis veRar SevxvdebiT erTmaneTs, Tu, raTqma unda, Svebuleba ar mogces, magram iseTi nawilebic arsebobs, sadac samsaxuris drois amowurvamde saxlSi ar uSveben. metsac getyvi, rom saidumlo nawilSi Tu moxvdi, Senc ki ar gecodineba is adgili, sad iqnebi. werili rom werilia, imiTac ki ver viurTierTobebT. amitom, radgan Cven vdgavarT xangrZlivi droiT daSorebis winaSe, mimaCnia, rom unda icode erTi ram, raTa is moulodnelobebi, rac ucnob situaciebs mohyveba, Tavidan aicilo. _ antons gaaxsenda, rom deda aq cota xniT SeCerda, mas daJinebiT miapyro mzera da ganagrZo: _ adamianSi yovelTvis mxib lavda azrovneba da simamace. vocnebobdi, rom Sen, Cemi erTaderTi Svili aseTi yofiliyavi. es sanukvari ocneba amisrulda, magram ar vici, unda mixarodes, Tu vwuxde. ar vici, radgan moazrovne da mamaci adamiani verasodes egueba marwuxebs da Tavisuflebisken iswrafvis. is grZnobs sakuTari Tavis mniSvnelobas da swored aqedan gamomdinare izidavs Sinaarsiani cxovreba, Tundac Tavisi saxifaTo TavgadasavlebiT. marTalia, aseTi azrovneba da miswrafeba ar arRvevs aranair kanonzomierebas da miT umetes, adamianur princips, magram Cveni qveynis
Tvis msgavsi qmedeba miuRebelia da sabWoTa sazogadoebidan gandgomad fasdeba. es ki ukve ganaCenia da TavisuflebisTvis brZolac aq mTavrdeba. imperiis sazRvrebSi mcxovrebi uamravi aseTi adamiani, romlebic sakuTar miznebs sistemis mier danergili cxovrebiseuli wesebis gverdiT ganixilaven, maSinve awydebian utopias, ris Semdegac iwyeben Sualeduri formis Ziebas da bolos, TavianTi miznebis gauferu lebis xarjze, nelnela eguebian monobas. ai, aq ikveTeba Cemi survilisa da realuri cxovrebis gzebi; aq ewinaaRmdegeba erTmaneTs Cemi deduri instinqti da momavlisadmi rwmena. swored dRes, pirvelad ver girCev, romelia ukeTesi, radgan tanjvasa da monobas Soris arCevanis gakeTeba miWirs. _ saviCevma Tavi wamoswia da meqanikurad SeaTvaliera Tavis gverdiT mdgari dedis sawoli. is cdilobda, kargad gaeazrebina mSoblis is sityvebi, romlebsac odesRac didi yuradRebiT ar moekida, radgan ukve grZnobda, rom mis win Seqmnili labirinTis daZlevis gza, swored im monologSi unda eZebna. oriode wuTs kidev atriala aqeTiqiT Tvalebi. TiTqos SiSobda, gamosavali mZime formiT ar amotivtivebuliyo mis gonebaSi, magram dedis gardacvalebis, rogorc anomaluri movlenis amoxsnis survilma, sabo lood mainc sZlia SiSs da gonismieri yuri kvlav miapyrobina aw gardasuli saubrisaTvis. _ Cveni qveynis siZliere damokidebulia Sida msxverplze. _ warsulidan modioda nina maqsimovnas xma. _ es msxverpli, SeiZleba, Seewiros sam rames: ambicias, romelic ubiZ gebs sxva adamianis ganadgurebisken, rameTu, sxvisi mospobis niWi, garantirebul karieras niSnavs; cru dasmena, romelic fulze, an sxva saxis gasamrjeloze SeiZleba iqnas ganxorcielebuli; da mesame, sabWoTa sistemis eWvi romelime pirze, romelic amas Tavisi inertulobiT, anda gauazrebeli moqmedebiT „daimsa
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xurebs.“ es aris is sami ZiriTadi movlena, romelsac verasodes gansazRvrav, gadaeyrebi, Tu ara. amisgan aravin aris dazRveuli, maT Soris, albaT, arc Sen. amitom, sifrTxile gmarTebs yvelasi da yvelafris mimarT. gaxsovdes, rom SenTvis yvelaze saSiSi, adamiania, rogori axlobeli da megobaric ar unda iyos is. rac Seexeba cxovrebis gzis arCevas, didi arCevani ar gaqvs da im oridan, erTerTi unda amoirCio, Svilo, radgan Sen unda gaiaro is gza. me mxolod imas getyvi, rom sadac iqnebi, iq viqnebi mec, magram Tu SemTxveviT raime situaciis msxverpli gaxdebi da Tavidan ver aicileb am samwuxaro movlenas, icode, rom marto ar iqnebi, miuxedavad CvenTan moqmedi wesisa, romelic Svilebis Secdomebs akisrebs mSoblebsac. miaqcie yuradReba, rom aq laparaki maqvs uneblie Secdomaze, an SemTxvevaze, da ara saxelmwifos winaaRmdeg mimarTul qmedebaze. axalgazrdebi, TavianTi TavqarianobiT xSirad scdian sabWoTa sistemas, rac zogjer sicocxlis fasadac ki ujdebaT. Seni azrovnebis adamians es ar gemuqreba, magram sxva danarCenSi sifrTxile gmarTebs, didi sifrTxile, rom Seni miamiti da mimndobi bunebis msxverpli ar Seiqna. mxolod es maSinebs, Svilo, da gaiTvaliswine Cemi darigeba. _ antons mTeli sxeuli daeWima da uxilav SiSs uecrad adevnebuli, aqeTiqiT meqanikurad momzirali Tvalebi cota xniT mouxuWa, raTa ukeT SesZleboda dedis saubris bolo etapze, misi sagrZnoblad daZabuli saxis warmodgena. saviCevi kankalma aitana, radgan nina berdievas eWvi, Svilis miamituri bunebis marcxis Taobaze, ukve acxadebuli iyo. axla ki yvelaze didi interesi im sityvebis gaxsenebisken unda miemarTa, Tu ra uTxra dedam am eWvis gamoTqmis mere, radgan misTvis ufro metad naTeli xdeboda, rom is Caketili situacia, romelSic aRmoCnda, amis Semdeg gaixsneboda. _
rac ar unda gagiWirdes, _ saocari JReradobiT amoiWra antonis gonebaSi dedis xma, romelmac wamis meaTedSi daipyro mTeli misi cnobiereba. _ me Sen arasodes mogatoveb! Tu gagvwiravs bedi da erTmaneTs droebiT dagvaSorebs, ifiqre, rom deda Sens saSvelad mainc mova. me sakmaod didi gamocdileba maqvs sistemasTan urTierTobis da imaze meti goneba, viRacis ambiciis moTokvas, boroti enis amoglejvas da sabWoTa emisrebis eWvebis gafantvas rom SeZlebs. mTavaria, Sen ar gamoucxado imperias brZola, Torem Seni mSoblebis qveynis winaSe damsaxurebas, ase xelaRebiT veravin gadaSlis da angariSs mainc gagviweven raRac formiT. ifrTxile da ifiqre yvelaferze, magram arasodes ifiq ro imaze, rom deda ar gyavs!
saviCevi savarZlidan wamodga da sanam nabijs gadadgamda, TavisTvis Cailaparaka: arasodes ifiqro imaze, rom deda ar gyavs!
antoni misaReb oTaxSi gavida da kedlis saaTs Seavlo Tvali. SuaRame damdgariyo. saaTi Ramis orisnaxevars aCvenebda. anazdeulad gaxeda fanjridan caze gamefebul wyvdiads da kvlav fiqrebs mieca, romelmac maSinve amoutivtiva ivan andreeviCis sityvebi:
„Sengan gasuli erTi sityvac ki, Tavdayira daayenebs Sens cxovrebas.“
aman, cota ar iyos, SeakrTo axalgazrda kacis guli, romlis gasaneitraleblad isev moiWra dedis xma:
„Seni mSoblebis qveynis winaSe damsaxurebas, ase xel aRebiT veravin gadaSlis!“
antonma fanjara gamoxsna. garedan araviTari xma ar ismoda, mSvidad eZina qalaqs. saviCevs ki aRarc daRliloba axsovda da aRarc Zili. mis TavSi, marTalia, fiqrebis korianteli idga, magram am fiqrebs ukve hqonda mimarTuleba.
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„dedaCemi Wkviani qalia da ise, uazrod ar metyodaSeiZleba bedma droebiT dagvaSoros erTmaneTs, magram deda mainc mova Sens saSvelado. es sityvebi unda niSnavdes imas, rom is cocxalia, miTumetes, micvalebuli aravis unaxavs, magram me rogor gavigo es?“ _ fiqrobda antoni da nelnela umyardeboda grZnoba dedis sicocxlesTan dakavSirebiT.
uecrad adreuli gazafxulis grilma siom wamoubera, romelmac gaavdrebis maniSnebeli suni Semoiyola fanjaraSi. saviCevs es ar ugrZvnia. is mSvidad gadahyurebda Cabnelebul saxlebs, romelTa Soris gamaval quCebs, mxolod mbJutavi naTurebi gamoarCevda. aSkarad Canda, rom mas fiqrebisgan droebiT gaqceva surda, magram amis saSualebas sakuTari gonebis Tvali ar aZlevda, romelic dedis gansasvenebels, kuibiSevis sasaflaos fonze malmale aCvenebda. antoni Semobrunda da oTaxis kedlebi naRvliani saxiT SeaTvaliera, romelSic marto cxovreba jer kidev ver warmoedgina. fexisaTreviT mivida magidis gverdiT mdgar skamTan da uRonod daeSva dasajdomad.
„arasodes ifiqro, rom deda ar gyavs!“ _ mis yurSi kvlav gaisma nina maqsimovnas mWeqare xma, romelmac ukve mkveTrad SeakrTo Tavisi Svili.
„arasodes vifiqro, rom deda ar myavs? ras niSnavs es sityvebi? ra imaleba amis miRma, anda ras fiqrobda deda, rodesac amas meubneboda? raRacas ver vxsni...“ _ fiqrobda antoni da gamalebiT eZebda amis pasuxs. didi xani ar dasWirvebia mis gonebas, rom Tavis mTel perimetrze veberTela asoebiT warmoedgina ori sit yva _ deda cocxalia, romlis boloSi mkrTalad mocimcime kiTxvis niSani mainc mosCanda. magidaze iday dayrdnobili saviCevi kidev erTxel moiRuSa, rac imis mimaniSnebeli iyo, rom is im kiTxvis niSans Seeba, romelic mis umTavres survils win eRobeboda.
erTi wuTi sakmarisi aRmoCnda imisaTvis, rom mTavari kiT xvis sapasuxod raRac moefiqrebina, ris Semdegac fexze wamoimarTa, wynarad miixura saxlis kari da sadarbazos kibeebs dauyva.
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