My Poetic Heart II

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My

Poetic

Heart

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Fiordaliza Charles

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Dedication

To my father, my savior and creator of all things GOD

To my mother who has always encourages me to do my best

To my daughter who always believed in me, and never gives up on me

To my husband who always been a supporter of all that I do in life

To my family and friends that have supported me in the making of thisbook

To my friend and fellow author Aleja Bennett, thanks for the great idea

Thank you all for all you do, I will never forget you.

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ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

Thanks you God, for giving me the ability to read and write.

To Aleja Bennet thank you for your friendship and helping me become

a better author and showing me so many ways to networking and sell

my books.

Very special thanks to my family and friends that always believed inme

Thanks to all the bookstores that hold my book for others to enjoy.

Much love to mother who has always been there no matter what Ive

done.

To my special friends I will never forget your words of encouragement.

I am especially grateful to my daughter Kadiya whom, I am doing this

for the most

To my husband who encourages me every day to be a better wife,

mother and friend. I love you so much.

To all my wonderful fans who follow my lead, I will never disappoint

you, thank you so much for your support.

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Say you love me

I said it a couple of times

You said you will always be mines

I hear it mostly on valentines

You say three words and give me mines

Why cant you say it?

Like you really mean it

Why cant you really repeat it?

Is this the lies that Im seeing

Or you just cant admit it

Say that you love me

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What Love is

Not spending your nights alone

You want to redo everything

Their words activate your soul

Your days are no longer cold

Time seems to go so fast

Feel complete when they get back

Taste their kisses in the wind

You think of futuristic things

Awakening with them on your brain

Cant go a day without talking to them

Feels like something is missing the whole day

Until the moment they show up again

You believe in them, no matter what others say

No one can't tear youll apart

You know they are your soul mate from the start

They will forever, remain in your heart

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Is it really over?

There is nothing left to be said

Words that you said can't be replaced

You wish the day was over

They give you their cold shoulder

You wish that you was elsewhere

When you look at them, there is no one there

Nothing else they say make you smile

Your mind is filled with so much doubt

Arguing becomes the new way to talk

You want to take shorter walks

You don't miss them throughout the day

Your heart is filled with cry-full pain

Everything becomes more than what it is

You are puzzled with questions within

When your body no longer wants their affection

And your heart is no longer at attention

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Are you Sorry?

I thought you had my back

Until the very end

As I would done for you

You was my own best friend

Youre sorry, for no thinking

Before your actions

You hope that I forgive you

But got a different reaction

Please don't go, you asked me

But, I never felt this hurt

I was not good enough for you then

Sorry, will just not work

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The Game

Is in this game

You were so mixed

Believe it you was there

She took your soul everywhere

She fooled you into believing

You needed her to survive

But, she destroyed your man hood

With everything you tried

In the game, you got lost

And she still remains the same

Thats the last we heard of you

Messing around with cocaine

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Torn

From the moment we met, you took my heart and ran with it

I should have listened to my friends when they said you was no good

But, I thought real deep with-in

That you were just miss-understood

I should have seen it coming apart, because of all the lies

You played games with my heart and had the perfect alibi

I cant believe what you said

And that you just made me sad

You left me so puzzled and all I wanted was your love

I wanted to stay in your arms but, what can I do now

Sit around and wait again

For you to come back somehow

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C.H.A.R.I.T.Y

Coins, dollars and water bottles

I see y'all give them away

I'm hungry and thirsty

May I please have some today?

I apologize, did not see your there

I want to go home but, where?

The train and buses I do not own

But, where else can I call home

I need some money, is not for drugs

Can you see that I am just lost?

I need to feed my children

But, I cant afford the cost

Tomorrow is another day

I'll stop begging y'all for now

Thank you for all you giving

And see you again somehow

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Don't Say Goodbye

Where there is love, there is a tomorrow

It is your love that I will fallow

Please be mines without a fight

I will love you always

I will never leave your sight

Please say that you will be mines

No one will ever replace

The good and the love we share

It will never fade away

It is you that I adore

Please don't you walk out that door?

Don't say good-bye, don't you leave, I need you here

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Theres no me without you

The sun never been this bright

The skies never seem so clear

The winters never been this warm

Until the day you appeared

My days never felt so short

My heart never been this jumpy

I ache at the thought of your kisses

Thank you, for all that you give me

For your words of courage and wisdom

For being so thoughtful to me

Without you, I feel so empty

My days never the same

I pray, you will always be here

And our love forever remains

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I'm Completely Yours

I give you my all

Heart, body and soul

Tell you my best kept secrets

And anything that's missing

I give you myself

Complete and truthfully

I'll give you anything

And everything you need

I pray for us each day

I say each prayer with grace

I finally found someone

Who puts a smile on my face?

I am yours, today, tomorrow and always

You cannot be replaced

Youre all I'm thinking of

Each day that I awake

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The Body of Love

My Eyes

Will not blink for a second, because I don't want to miss anything

My Nose

Loves to have you close to me so, that I can smell your cologne

My Hands

Have to hold your hands each day so, that I can feel safe again

My Lips

Can't wait to kiss yours again because they are as sweet as candy

My Ears

Like to hear you say my name because, it sounds special coming from

you

My Heart

Feels so empty when we are apart because, you carry pieces of my

heart

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Deep

I had gave up on love

Said I'll never love again

Love was long gone from my system

I felt it deep in my heart

Maybe, everything else was apart

Now, I'm swimming like a dove

Can you blame me I'm in love?

Love never entered this way

My heart never felt this great

I thank God for you each day

And, that I found in you my soul mate

Deep into this ocean of love

I never thought I would dive so hard

Now, there is nothing we can do

But, wish that we never part

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Rest in Peace

All this time I tried to change you

I should have loved you for you

You always loved me the same

Despite of what we've been through

They say you never know

What you got until is gone

You were a star to many of us

Who now feel so alone?

You made a difference in our lives

Our hearts will never forget you

You are one of a kind

No one could ever replace you

Our hearts are now broken

No one could mend it together

I know, today I have to say goodbye to you

But, it will not be forever

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I feel captured

You have something of mines

That I guarded all this time

Your words broke down my walls

I feel just like a new born

How can I ever go back?

My heart loved you from the start

Loving you made me feel so complete

Without you I cannot breath

You make me feel I can fly

Like the world belongs to us

I feel like a child at play

For the first time in a park

Tell me you will never leave me

That our love will always stay

Today, tomorrow and always

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Im Scared too

Some say love hurts

Well, I feel the pain

I can't get the feeling out my brain

The one that makes my heart strain

You say that you love me, In conclusion

How come I can't see it?

How come I can't feel it?

All I seem to know is confusion

I feel lost and alone

No reason for us to remain

All we have is painful memories

Of what we had to sustain

I thought we would never end

You and I was were never meant

Now all I do is regret

That day that we ever met

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What If?

We did not ever meet

Held on to each other deep

Apart we were meant to be

Togetherness never comes

It was all a physical attraction

Forever is not what we want

We do not see eye to eye

Hurting each other more every time

Always make each other cry

True love we never find

It was not all that we expected

Forever we get lost in the world

We had no one to blame for our actions

How can we ever forgive each other?

All that we had fades away

Today we change our ways

If we let our love go to waste

Friends we will remain

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Love, Lost -N- Found

We stared at each other for a brief moment

The world just stopped moving

Maybe it was me

But, when you looked at me, I just knew it

I found myself a real soul mate

I miss you more each day

Cannot wait to have you by my side

I fallen so deep, I cannot lie

You've showed me a new way

You make me feel so complete

Maybe, it was just for that night

But, everything felt so right

My love will always be yours

Where ever you are, I'll follow

Because in you I found myself

And hope for tomorrow

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Why Should I care?

Can you give me a reason?

Why tears have not stopped falling

Why my mind is still in shock

And my heart you were controlling

You want to continue or restart

Like this love of ours is a game

Why should I care what you want?

If all you do is break my heart

Giving all my love to you

Respecting your wishes and trusting you

I gave you my heart to hold forever

You take it for granted? Never

I'm glad we ended this fight

Everything will be alright

I'm done with living a lie

I no longer want to try

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I should have known

If I listened to my heart

It was visible like a star

You will never be true to me

Should have known that from the start

Deep feelings of regrets and beyond

I should have went with my thoughts

Said it will not last forever

I guess I was not that clever

Now I'm sitting here. Alone and confused

Lost for words and feeling used

But, I have to think of tomorrow

To a place where there is no sorrow

I never should have took it there

Even though my heart for you still cares

But, now I have to make it back home

Without you, I should have known

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Goodbye My New York

Goodbye My New York

City of Sorrow

I'm moving on

Happiness I will fallow

Hello sweet country

Great things all around

Is a different air and a solid ground

I feel all the love now

Love is in the air

I know I feel it all

I declare today, I will never return

Goodbye again New York

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The one

He is not short, nor too tall

I perfectly fit into his arms

His smile drives me insane

I melt away when I hear his name

He is one of a kind and so unique

His smile makes me so weak

He makes me feel extra special

Glad I found my hidden treasure

He never argues or complains

He wants to give me his last name

I'm number one in his life

He pleasures me with his mind

The one that reaches my soul

He makes my body feel whole

He is all that I ever wanted

So lucky my wish was granted

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Alphabet of love A-P

A-Are we there yet. I hope that we make it last

B- Because I'm ready to start loving you all over again

C- Come give me all your love as I will give you mines forever

D- Don't ever leave my sight because you are the one

E- Every day we have each other and all that life unfolds

F- Forever I will remain yours completely

G- Give me all you have to offer don't cheat me

H- Have trust in me and that I wont hurt you

I- In deep oceans of love we will always swim

J- Juggling our hears together and never dropping any part

K- Kisses from the heart that we share together even when

we're apart

L- Loving each other like the love of Romeo and Juliet

M- Making it last for eternity, thanks for being heaven sent

N- No one can break us apart, we are meant to be together

always

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Alphabet of love Q-Z

O- Only you hold the key that can open my heart

P- Perfect match made in heaven, no one can break us apart

Q- Questions of doubts never enter our minds, the truth our

heart holds

R- Righteous and sacred the love we share and it will always be

there

S- Smooth and silky skin that asked to be caressed

T-Together forever and always we will always remain

U- Unbreakable like no other our love will always remains

V-Valentines never been a holiday, because every day is the

same for us

W-Without you I feel lost and confused, I know that you feel it

too

X- X is to cross off the word pain, which we will never feel

Y-You mean everything and more than I ever imagined

Z- Zippered I am to your heart and I am glad we never grew

apart

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It was life, I was given

It was a beautiful day

I notice the way you spoke

I felt the love in the air

It was stronger than I ever known

I continued to see the light

I held my fears inside

I did not want to hurt again

I felt that once in my life

I wondered what you were thinking

I looked at you as you started speaking

I gave you all that you needed

It all started on that weekend

I am sitting hear reminiscing

I love the way my heart melts

I am so glad that I found you

It was life that I felt

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Hold on to my heart

Whispers of sweet love

Your kisses is all I wanted

No one compares to you

Like a wish you was granted

I spent all my life away

Now, I'm here by your side

I pray that we never part

I know you wont break my heart

I will always be here for you

As long as you hold on too

The night that you said I love you

All my wishes have come true

So unreal, this feeling

My heart feels so brand new

I cant imagine life

Without the sight of you

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We will never part

The day finally arrived

And boy, was I surprised

I looked into his eyes and felt so pleased

Then he got down on one knee

He asked me, will you marry me?

I said yes, instantly

There was nothing to think about

I love him without a doubt

The question was answered

As the days went by we eloped

You can see we truly are in love

Every day we see it grow

Now we completed each other

With every piece of our heart

We took a bow to love one another

Until death, do us apart

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Love Really Hurts

Some say love is like a pleasure

That it feels like a hidden treasure

Can you truly love someone?

And not have been through the pressure

Love can hurt you in so many ways

Love can leave you in a daze

Get prepared for was ahead

Or it can leave you for dead

Love never feels like is real

Is like you been drench by the rain

Dont be surprised youre in love

It will never be the same

If is real love, you will nearly go insane

Love will never leave your brain

It will never save your heart

That's why it hurts from the start

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Are We Strangers

Our paths will always bring us back

The love we shared was made to last

It will never seized from our souls

Because we still care through it all

Separated since an early age

Every day that passed we felt the pain

Today, tomorrow and always

Lets not wait until is too late

For many years my tears they flowed

It showed me that our love was strong

Never imagined that it will take this long

To be together now that we are grown

I saved myself for you

My heart will never be untrue

Face the fact that your in-love with me

And strangers we'll no longer be

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Is it real love?

The night was still young

Beautiful as our new love

We held each other for so long

It was magic all day long

Our spirits joint together

Our mind, body and souls awoke

We knew it from the start

This love was meant to embark

We were both gentle

As we should have acquired

Falling into a deep ocean of love

And full of wet desires

As we joined together as one

We said, I love you at once

I'm glad we saved the best for last

When I love you said it back

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E.M.O.T.I.O.N.A.L

Like the bees and flowers

Together we go

Whispers from the wind

Bring us back home

Surrender your heart to me

Because, I will never hurt you

My words reveal my true soul

Our love will always grow

The winters are never cold

Our love makes the sea blue

No matter what we go through

My heart will belong to you

I'll look for you when I'm lost

Because you are my guide

I want to be by your side

Even if we both shall die

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Its Not a Dream

Standing in front of me

I could not blink my eyes

Afraid that if I close them

I will lose this beautiful site

I just wanted to be held

You did and then you left a spell

Throughout the years our love grew stronger

Our hearts knew who their owner was

Now here we are in love

Some where to call our own

In your arms I feel so warm

Wishing I never be left alone

The memories of this moment

Will always remain in my heart

It was real at first sight

And this love for you I can't deny

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Is this a happy home?

Happiness

What is that?

You smile for a while then back to a frown

There is no happiness, not in this home

Filled with no trust

And no one to hold

Trying to remember, the good times we shared

And it brings me right back

To the days that you never cared

Happy home is what I'm after

Now I just want to go back

To the happy home we once had

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I really feel it

I feel it, deep with in

You got me, under your spell

A love like this I never felt

You stole my heart right from under my belt

I cannot concentrate on nothing else

I cant sleep when we are apart

Finally found someone that makes it last

Thank you for being the best I had

I said I would never love again

But I cant imagine my life without you

Everything has changed for the better

I will be with you through any weather

I feel the love deep inside my soul

I know that you are the one

Please, don't give my love away

And we will forever remain

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The power of healing

Needing affection

Wanting to be caressed

I felt so lucky

Unlike the rest

Tell me your secrets

Lets talk about us

Goodnight kisses

And midnight hugs

Is like valentines

Throughout the years

No more sadness inside

Or unhappy tears

Healing has begun

The one I truly feel safe with

I thought you knew that I was blue

Healing can only come from you

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Is it really over?

Can we talk?

The world has become so cold

No need to stick around and feel strange

Our love is now filled with pain

Do we really need to forget?

Our body language says we not able

Seeing each other feeling miserable

Will not make it go away

Don't you wish that we've never met?

I never felt this sad inside

How will I ever replace what we had?

My heart wants to forget you last

Is it over, will it last?

Will we just regret our past?

Our love is too strong to be outgrown

Lets just go back to the place we used to call home

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All I had was pain

I gave you my ALL

But you took everything I HAD

This love we shared turned into PAIN

I just no longer feel the SAME

I'm giving up on us once and for ALL

I miss my past and all I HAD

The chain is now broke I'm no longer in PAIN

And you are free to roam, is never the SAME

Today I freed my heart, I done with it ALL

I said goodbye to a love I HAD

Wish I never felt the PAIN

I'm done with fighting to keep feeling the SAME

Think of me, I will forget it ALL

When you miss the joy in your life we HAD

When you feel alone and in PAIN

I will never go back to the SAME

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When do you know?

When love is gone it takes your soul

Nothing you do make you feel whole

It takes your heart and flips it away

You never trust the same again

I opened my eyes, to find youre not there

No one looking at me, no breathing on my neck

Only the molds of your body where you once laid

The bed is so cold, I felt like if I was dead

I haven't been the same since you left

I thought we were inseparable

That nothing will ever get between us

I never saw it coming, now stop and think

I am here to declare my love

I never knew I would feel this way about you

I cant help the way I feel so cold

Please baby will you just come back home

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YOU ARE MY ALL

I wrote you a letter

Thought it was much clever

To tell you how I feel

The love I have for you is so real

Do you love me for me?

Because, I love you for you

Youre all that I ever wanted

Like a real dream come true

You are everything

I would never cause you any pain

Take me in your arm

Before I go insane

Give me all of you

Ill give you mine all-in return

For you I will conquer the world

Because, you are my all

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My Love

Saying the words through your eyes

Your heart speaks from itself

Being apart makes you want to cry

Because you need them by your side

Knowing that one day is not enough

Feeling they are completely yours

You cant wait to sign on the dotted line

Where your name becomes one of a kind

Never having to say youre sorry

Not feeling emotionally used

Joy and laughter comes easy

Never feeling confused

Feeling like you won the lotto

Being together for today and tomorrow

Everyday feels like a glove

Knowing they were sent from above

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What he does to me

He makes me

Smile, cry and dream all in one

Laugh, joyful and happy inside

This one really stole my heart

He makes me

Feel like the world is always ours

Feel like I'm under misty rain showers

Feel secure about tomorrow

He makes me

Stop thinking negative thoughts

Understand the woman he loves

Feels as pretty as an angel above

He makes me

Want more of his love each day

Look at the stars in a different way

Love myself and love him the same

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I miss you

Sitting here reminiscing

What could I have done different

We can just turn back the hands of time

To a place where you was mines

Things have changed between us

There is no denying that

Look back at the times we shared

It was ticking like a clock

I want it back, me and you

Until the time stop ticking again

I want everything to remain

I will love you until my dying day

I miss you baby, please come back home

Give me your heart, body and soul

Dont leave me out in the rain

Without you I'll go insane

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STOLEN

I remember at one time

No one could get to my heart

It was not that I was shy

I just did not want to cry

My heart was blocked from abused

Feeling lost and misused

You made feel you was true

And I never felt confused

This was not supposed to happen

What have you done to me?

Loving you is so easy to do

My days with you are never blue

I wanted this for so long

My heart feels like its own

I'm stronger than I've ever been

Thankful that my heart you stole

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Pretty Brown Eyes

I look into his brown eyes

And I see our future indeed

Clearly and so much that I couldn't before

This is the man that loves me forever more


And it makes me realize wow

Many days that went by

And I never felt how I feel now


And he looks deep into mines

Memories come back of our many happy times

He has never made me cry


All that I can do is smile

He makes me feel brand new

Like a new born baby child

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Just a temptation

There you was, standing before me

Like someone who did not know me

But, I knew I wanted you to be mines

It was all over my face and mind

You looked at me and I looked away

Did not want you to see that it was written all over my face

I wanted you for just a while

You always make me want to smile

I kissed you once in a dark alley

But, it was all just a dream

Then you woke me up when you said my name

But, I never felt the same

As you told me, you had the same dream

I wanted to be your fantasy

Giving myself to you as I mentioned

But it was all just a temptation

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TAKE ME AWAY

Take me away

From all this pain

From all the stress

From all the cries

I want you now

One day at a time

In a class of our own

Where bodies are will unfold

Give me all of you

Stay by my side

Make me feel good inside

Take me to ecstasy with your eyes

Take me in your new world

Keep me safe from harm

Dont ever leave or let me go

Lets go to places nobody knows

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My Love is real

Is unconditional, is so unreal

I give you my heart and soul

You can make it all yours

Forever, is all I know?

Give me your heart to make my own

I will never let you down

You will smile like a clown

I will always be around

Sweet kisses and hugs

Make you feel secure each day

I will never try to change you

And be here for you always

My love, is what you want

My loving good from the start

No one will ever change that

Because you are my better half

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Give me my heart back

You said it first

I saved your soul

But, I love you was just words

You showed me how to be so cold

You filled me with broken promises

You told me this would not happen

How come I feel lost and confused?

Bruised heart and confused

I thought you loved me for real

But that's not how I feel

My thoughts got to painful moments

All this seems just unreal

Give me my heart back

I don't want to be with you

We are not meant to be

Look at what you put me through

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I Just Want To Write

I was given the ability to write

Why not use it to speak my mind

This is the purpose I was given life

My words possess my heart likes and dislikes

May I write to you some of my dreams?

You will see just what I mean

Without me saying anything at all

I just want to express my true self to youll

Writing my thoughts on paper

Listen to my pain and join in

Read it, smile or weep, just take it all in

As I become your voice within

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Without love

Can you live?

Can you embrace anything?

Can you tell what is for your

Without love what will you do?

Can you kiss someone goodnight?

Can you give a child something to smile about?

Can you forgive others?

Will you have a mother?

Could you swim to the ocean?

Could you do things on purpose?

Could you think of someone else?

Can you say you loved?

No, Not without love

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