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Overview:
Have you ever felt that someone was so similar, yet so different from you? Have
you ever felt strangely connected to someone that you just knew? That was what
Taeyeon felt when she got to know Tiffany. A young girl aspiring to be a
professional singer, Taeyeon, has to overcome the obstacles within her life, and
those from the outside world. When she meets Tiffany, a professional musician,
her life is changed.
Inspired by Tiffany, Taeyeon begins a relentless pursuit of her dreams. When fate
changes their course, Tiffany finds out the part of her life that she never knew, and
Taeyeon must now confront the greatest foe she ever met. Will the two girls
overcome the obstacles, and achieve their dreams, or will they succumb to fate? To
form the greatest team ever, and be pillars of support for each other, Taeyeon and
Tiffany must join their hearts as one, by the one thing they have in common.
Their passion for music.
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Musical Hearts
Presented to you by Nwk
A Taeny Fanfiction
~~~Music is the bridge that links our hearts~~~
Prologue: A Minor Note
"Next" A voice calls out, echoing across the auditorium.
The girl knows that it is her turn. Being the last in line, she has been waiting for
long. Five minutes is all she has.
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A stagehand hands the girl a microphone, and she accepts it gratefully, before
shuffling out onto stage. Hundreds of pairs of eyes watch her every move, as she
slowly moves to the center of the stage.
Calm down, Taeyeon, calm down. You're called Taeyeon for a reason, so calm
down. Taeyeon tells herself silently.
"Good afternoon. My name is Kim Taeyeon." The girl announces in her clear
voice.
One of the judges waves a hand, and gives her the cue. Taeyeon lifts the
microphone to her mouth.
Just like practice. It's the same. The judges are not there. Just you. Yourself.
Taeyeon tells herself.
The first note echoes clearly in the now silent auditorium, as the girl on stage givesherself into the embrace of music, and let herself flow with the rhythm.
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Hearts are captivated by the girl's singing, as her angelic voice strikes every note,
every chord powerfully, rich with emotion.
Prepare yourself, the hardest part is coming. Taeyeon mentally tells herself, as the
flow of music hints her that the most difficult part of the song to her is coming.
Ready, one, two, three! Taeyeon encourages herself silently, as she stretches her
voice to hit the tones as accurate as she can. The girl on stage carries on singing,
until the whole song is done. The final note leaves her lips, and echoes around the
auditorium, leaving behind the impact of a talented singer.
Taeyeon lowers the microphone, and waits with baited breath for the decision. Her
heart is beating so fast, that she feels it will burst. The first judge holds up a greenflag, and the weight on her heart momentarily disappears. The second holds up a
red flag, and the weight sinks in again. Taeyeon turns her attention to the last and
final judge.
After much consideration, the last judge holds up his flag. The stark red color of
the flag hits Taeyeon hard. Emotionally overwhelmed, she can only stagger
backstage, and collapse in a heap, crying.
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To the judges, she was another contestant in the auditions. To her, it was the
opportunity of a lifetime.
Taeyeon had always dreamed to be a singer, and her talent in singing had landed
her a place in her school's choir. However, Taeyeon desired more. She desired to
be a professional. Taeyeon did not desire the fame and the wealth of a professional
singer, and her dream of singing came from passion. She believed that music was
the international language, and she wanted to spread love and peace through music.
Her heart was shattered. High profile companies in the music industries did not
conduct auditions regularly, and Taeyeon had managed to participate in this one,
hoping that it would result in a contract, and a chance for her dream. Now, her
dream was ruined. She would be back to being a singer in her school choir, for
years, until the next major audition.
In her grief, Taeyeon did not notice the other young girl, before she collided into
her. The collision was strong enough, that the other girl dropped what she was
holding.
A shiny flute clattered onto the floor, as sheets of music scores floated down
around it.
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Immediately, shock dominated all the sorrow that Taeyeon felt. Taeyeon knew,
that any musical instrument was expensive, and should not be dropped around like
that. Mumbling her apologies, Taeyeon bowed her head, and hurriedly picked up
the dropped items, handing it back to the girl.
As Taeyeon lifted her head to apologize, she made eye contact with the girl. The
shock of who she met made her drop the flute, together with all the music scores
again. Taeyeon was aghast with herself, how could she be dropping this girl's
belonging's like that?
Taeyeon's mind was blank. By some stroke of luck, she met the world famous
flutist that she admired the most, and this had to be the worst ways of meeting a
world famous musician, and one that she was a complete fan of, not to mention the
possible cost in damages that she had done. Her flute would probably be worth
more than all her possessions, and she would be in deep trouble, should the flutist
press charges.
Taeyeon hurriedly picked up the girl's belongings again, and returned them to the
girl, apologising profusely. As she turned to walk away, she felt the girl close a
hand around her shoulder.
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Oh no! I am so deep trouble! Taeyeon thought.
"Please! I didn't mean to damage your flute, I'm sorry!" Taeyeon exclaimed, hiding
her face with her hands.
"That's not what I meant. Are you alright?" The girl asked. her tone of voice was
deep, yet there was a calming feel to it.
Taeyeon felt the girl lead her by her hand into a room, and she felt the girl press
her into a chair. Lifting her head, she looked into the eye of the flutist she admired
the most for a second time.
There she was. Without a doubt. Tiffany Hwang.
One of the youngest professionals in the world, Tiffany had become a professional
at the age of eighteen, now she was twenty four, the same age as Taeyeon. The
very first time Taeyeon had heard her play was at a concert, and that was enough tocapture Taeyeon's heart. Since then, Taeyeon had admired the young flutist, and by
now, Taeyeon had each and every piece that Tiffany had composed and performed
on her music player.
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"I'm guessing you failed the audition?" Tiffany asked.
Taeyeon could only nod. It was still a dream for her, meeting Tiffany, and she did
not know how to respond.
"I was in the audience, and I heard you sing. You were great, no, awesome. Just
that little note at the back. Work on it, and you'll be fine." Tiffany added.
Taeyeon nodded again.
"Just a minor note, don't take it too harsh on yourself. That reminds me, I used to
have trouble with the A minor scale as well. I have problems with the A minor
scale, and you only have a little trouble with a minor note." The flutist added,
chuckling to her own joke.
The girl's chuckle was infectious, and Taeyeon let out a giggle as well.
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"There, there. See, you're also laughing now." Tiffany said, as she patted Taeyeon's
arm. "Just remember to keep smiling, music is supposed to make us happy. Stay
happy, work on it, and you'll get there soon. I have to go off now, do take care, and
all the best for your next audition!" Tiffany continued, and she left the room,
leaving Taeyeon all alone.
Taeyeon sat there stunned. She had just met the musician she admired the most and
dropped her instrument twice. She expected to be scolded, yet Tiffany had talked
to her kindly, and took a brief minute or two to give her some words of encouragement, despite her busy schedule.
Yeah, I just have one problem. Just a minor note. Taeyeon thought.
She giggled once again, as she remembered the flutist's joke.
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Chapter 1: My Friend
A single, powerful word will have an everlasting impact.
The cheers from her fans drowning out the very last note of her song,
The spotlights shining on her.
The world of music.
The love for music.
The applause was deafening, as she stood on the stage, soaking up every single
moment of her performance, and the love, and support from her fans. She loved
them too, delivering her love in the form of songs and music.
Beep-Beep-Beep. A shrill beeping noise echoed throughout the stadium, and she
was puzzled.
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The beeping noise got louder, and it drowned out the cheers and applause from her
audience. The girl on stage tilted her head, trying to identify the source of the
noise. She---
The alarm clock.
Letting out a grunt of dissatisfaction, Taeyeon reached out an arm, and tried to
switch off her alarm clock. Her short frame made her unable to do so, and she
rolled over on her bed, stretching out as far as she could, to switch off the beeping
menace in her room.
She finally made it, but she had rolled too far. As Taeyeon hit the mute button on
her alarm clock, gravity claimed her, and she toppled off her bed, and landed on
the floor, tangled in her blanket.
What a way to start the day.
Untangling herself from her blanket, Taeyeon sat there, dazed, and still half asleep,
before she realized she was sitting on her favorite stuffed toy, a pod of peas which
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she called Dukong. Apologizing to her stuffed toy, the threw the toy back onto her
bed, before heading to the washroom to wash up, and get ready for school.
A quick breakfast was consumed, and Taeyeon was on her way to school. It was
the start of a new term. Taeyeon excelled in her studies, and she had managed to
clinch a place in one of Korea's top colleges, and in a course that she liked.
Taeyeon had selected music as her course of study, in hopes that she would be able
to realize her dreams as a professional singer one day.
She was still in a grumpy mood, as she made her way to school. It was not the first
time, that her alarm clock had spoiled a wonderful dream.
Still, it was a dream
Kim Taeyeon, if only you had passed the audition, you would be going for training
with that company now, rather than going to school. Taeyeon grumbled in her
mind.
Not to mention school is a complete waste of time today. I only have one lesson,
and I have to travel all the way there, just for two hours of lecture, then travel
home again. Stupid timetable. Taeyeon added.
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The unhappy girl finally reached her college, and she headed straight for her
locker, to draw out the books that she needed for her first lesson.
Opening her locker, Taeyeon took a brief moment to check out her timetable.
Advanced theory in Music was her first lesson, and as she dug through her locker
for her books, she felt people come up behind her.
"Oh look, the shorty is here." A voice behind her said, and several others laughed.
Taeyeon knew who that voice belonged to, without even turning her head.
Oh gosh, it's them again. Taeyeon thought.
The group of three who liked to pick on Taeyeon due to her short height.
One of them reached out a hand, and plucked a photograph from the walls of
Taeyeon's locker. Immediately, Taeyeon snatched it back.
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"Yah! That's mine! Keep your hands off my belongings!" Taeyeon raised her
voice.
"Oh please, do you need to be so sensitive?" The person replied.
"Dork." Another one said, as he gave Taeyeon's head a push, and they left,
laughing to themselves.
Taeyeon turned her attention back to the photograph, it was one of her favorite
musician, Tiffany Hwang. Her locker was covered with posters and photos of
Tiffany, the musician that she came to love, and support.
"If only you guys knew I saw Tiffany, you'd be jealous too." Taeyeon muttered
under her breath. If only the meeting was not in such a bad situation, I'd have
gotten her autograph, a part of her mind told her.
Sighing, Taeyeon stuck the photograph back into her locker, before closing it shut,and heading off for class.
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Class today was not very fruitful for Taeyeon, for her attention was captured by
something else. She could not seem to concentrate on what her teacher was saying,
for her mind was somewhere else.
Tiffany said that my problem is just that minor note.
A professional musician advising me.
Perhaps if I could conquer that problem, I could finally succeed in auditioning?
How can I solve that problem?
All that was on Taeyeon's mind was her brief meeting with Tiffany, and how she
could improve on her singing. Taeyeon desperately wanted to succeed in an
audition with an entertainment label, so that she could attain her dream career, as a
professional singer.
For the whole lesson, Taeyeon was lost in her thoughts, that she only came back to
reality when her teacher announced that it was the end of the lesson. Taeyeon was
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aghast. She had only one lesson today, and she traveled all the way to school for
the lesson, and she had just wasted the whole time dreaming.
The second shock came, as her teacher announced, "Class, as some of you might
have heard, today is my last day teaching here, as I will be retiring soon."
Taeyeon was shocked. She liked her teacher. The way he conducted classes was
excellent. Still, Taeyeon knew it was a matter of time before he retired, for he was
aging already.
"Before I go, I believe it is my duty to introduce to you the new teacher who will
be taking over me. From tomorrow onward, she will be in charge of all the lectures
regarding musical theory. Class, let us welcome her." Taeyeon's teacher continued.
The door of the lecture hall opened, and the new teacher came in. For a moment,
all the students were stunned.
Who would ever expect their new teacher to be a person so young, that she looked
as if she was the same age as them, or perhaps even younger?
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It took a while, before some students could comprehend what they were seeing,
and when they did, they sat there, their mouths open in shock.
Taeyeon rubbed her eyes, she couldn't believe what she was seeing.
Before the entire lecture hall, there stood Tiffany Hwang.
"I believe some of you, especially those students who have a background in
playing the flute, will recognize your new teacher." Taeyeon's lecturer announced,
smiling.
"Hello everyone, my name's Tiffany Hwang." Tiffany introduced herself.
Taeyeon was mind blown. Her idol, her favorite musician, had become her teacher.
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She could not help noticing.
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It was strange, for a person of her caliber.
Taeyeon sat at the table, eating her lunch slowly, and peeking over the top of her
bowl of noodles.
There she was, Tiffany Hwang, queuing up to buy her lunch.
How was it possible, that a world famous musician was queuing to buy her lunch,
in the college canteen? Taeyeon had expected, that with her fame, she probably
would have her own lunch somewhere else, and probably a better lunch than what
the school canteen could offer.
She's really a humble person, those articles online were not lying. Taeyeon
thought, as she watched the flutist bow respectfully to the students who approached
her for her autograph.
Should I go and ask for her autograph? What if she remembers me as the person
who dropped her flute? Taeyeon considered, as she turned back to her bowl of
noodles.
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Taeyeon was still weighing her options, on whether to approach Tiffany for an
autograph, when a voice next to her called out, "Can i take a seat here? Everywhere
else is full."
Taeyeon froze. She looked up, and Tiffany Hwang was standing before her.
"Uh... Yeah. You can." Taeyeon stammered, indicating to the empty seat opposite
her. Tiffany flashed her signature eye smile, as she took the seat.
That's the famous eye smile, it's really brilliant. Taeyeon thought.
Pulling out her diary, and a pen, Taeyeon asked, "Uh... Tiffany, uh..., teacher, can I
get your autograph?"
"Just call me Tiffany, there's no need to call me teacher, after all, I'm probably
younger than some of you students." Tiffany answered, as she accepted the book,
and signed her autograph on it.
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"By the way, what's your name?" Tiffany asked.
"Uh... Kim Taeyeon." Taeyeon stammered, and Tiffany wrote down a message of
encouragement on her diary.
As Tiffany handed the diary back to Taeyeon, she paused for a short while. "Wait...
By any chance, you're that girl I met back at the auditions, right?" Tiffany asked.
"I didn't mean to drop your flute, I'm sorry!" Taeyeon burst out. Fortunately, the
canteen was crowded, and noisy, and no one really heard Taeyeon's outburst.
Tiffany patted her hand gently. "It's alright. Accidents do happen. I never imagined
that I would see you here again, and that I'll be teaching you. How have you been
so far?"
"Uh... I'm alright... I think it's time I should head home now." Taeyeon stammered.
She still felt afraid, that Tiffany would harbor ill feelings regarding her flute.
"Oh alright, where are you heading?" Tiffany asked, as she finished the last of her
noodles. She sure eats fast, Taeyeon thought, but with such elegance too.
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Taeyeon answered. "Oh, I'm heading that way too, need to collect back my flute,
sent it for some maintenance. I'll accompany you." Tiffany added.
The flute.
Taeyeon wanted to object, for she was still paranoid, over dropping Tiffany's flute.
Did I damage it? That's why she had to send it for maintenance? Taeyeon
wondered. She was still worried that the flutist would claim damages from her, and
knowing the quality of instruments that a musician life Tiffany would use, there
would be no way Taeyeon could pay off the damages. Still, the thought of her idol
accompanying her on a walk dominated everything, and Taeyeon nodded her head,
agreeing.
The two girls left the college, and began on their journey.
None of them spoke for a short while, and the first one who did was Tiffany.
"You're still worried over dropping my flute, right?" Tiffany questioned.
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Taeyeon turned to face her, an expression of shock spreading on her face.
"I already said, it's alright. I'm a very nice person, see?" Tiffany said, as she flashed
her bright eye smile again.
Something in that sentence made Taeyeon feel much more relaxed, and the
atmosphere between the two became much brighter.
"Uh.. Teach--, sorry, Tiffany, I'm curious, but why were you at the auditions? Why
are you teaching in my college?" Taeyeon asked.
"I had to meet one of the directors of the company for a possible contract, and so I
decided to go and see the auditions too. As to why I'm teaching now, I have spare
time, outside my performances, so I decided to try something new, plus, I really
could do with a little extra salary." Tiffany answered.
Taeyeon found it strange, as to why a world famous flutist like her needed another job, and extra salary, but something in the back of her mind told her not to ask
further, so Taeyeon kept the question to herself.
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The rest of the walk went well, with Taeyeon asking for tips on her singing. At
first, Taeyeon was worried, that Tiffany, with her fame, would have a cold attitude.
However, as their walk and talk went on, Taeyeon found Tiffany to be a warm and
lively girl. Tiffany was just like any other girl, or lady out there, living a normal
life once she was free from her performances and schedules. On the outside, she
was the elegant flutist that the world knew, but on the inside, Tiffany was very
much a girl like herself, carefree and fun-loving.
"Kim Taeyeon! What are you doing?! I thought I told you to go straight home afterclass?" A thunderous voice boomed.
Taeyeon knew that voice.
Turning around, Taeyeon saw her father striding towards them. She had never
expected to see her father outside, and of all times, during a walk with her favorite
musician, she had to. Now she would be embarrassed, in front of Tiffany.
What a way to present yourself in front of your idol, Taeyeon grumbled in her
mind.
Tiffany seemed shocked, as Taeyeon's father came over, yelling.
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"How dare you, Kim Taeyeon, to go for that audition without asking me. See? This
is what happens when you go to music school. You end up doing all these sorts of
things. Mixing around with bad people like her---" Her father yelled, pointing a
finger at Tiffany.
"She's my friend!" Taeyeon cut her father off in mid sentence, raising her voice.
"You dare to talk back to me?" Her father screamed.
"Dad, I'm already twenty four! I can make my own decisions to what I want to
study! I can choose my friends! Don't you say such stuff about my friends!"
Taeyeon fired back.
Her father's face reddened. "You'll get it, a good scolding from me when you're
home." He snarled, and stormed off in the direction of their house.
For a while, silence hung in the air again.
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"I'm sorry for my father's behaviour." Taeyeon apologized to Tiffany.
"It's alright. He seems to be disapproving of you learning music in school." Tiffany
said.
"Yeah... I have no idea why as well. My father works in an entertainment
company, and yet he does not support his own daughter pursuing a music career. It
was only that my mother, and my brother supported me, that I managed to learn
music." Taeyeon said, looking down and shuffling her feet.
"By the way, did you mean it?" Tiffany suddenly asked.
Taeyeon was surprised at this funny question.
"Did you mean it, when you said that I was your friend?" Tiffany pressed on.
Taeyeon was taken aback. Did I get too close to her? Pushed too much into her
comfort zone? Many thoughts ran through Taeyeon's mind.
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"It's just that, I have never heard someone call me a friend. I have never had
someone to call a friend too." Tiffany continued, in a soft voice.
That sentence was full of emotion, that touched Taeyeon's heart. She felt those
feelings too, for she never had much friends in school. People would chide her as a
dork, and tease her, and her ambition to be a singer. They said her dream was far
fetched, and would never come true. The only inspiration that kept her going was
Tiffany, the musician she loved, the fact that if Tiffany was the same age as her,
and could become a professional, Taeyeon had hoped that she could followTiffany's path, except that she wanted to sing.
This girl, she's so similar to me. Our love for music, and this strange feeling, that
we never had anyone that we could call a friend. Taeyeon thought. On the other
hand, she's so much different as well. Her life is so much different from mine.
Before she could stop herself, Taeyeon felt herself say, "Let's be friends. We'll be
each other's friends!"
"Really?" Tiffany replied, looking at her.
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"Yeah, we'll support each other, although I don't really know what I can do for you.
You're so much more experienced than me." Taeyeon added.
"I believe, there's many places that you could help. I guess you should head home
now, before your father gets even angrier. I'll take care of myself." Tiffany said.
The two girls bade each other goodbye, and as Taeyeon turned, to head home, she
heard Tiffany call out. Turning around, Taeyeon saw Tiffany running up to her.
"Taeyeon. Thank you, for being my friend." Tiffany said.
Those words seemed to have a big impact on Taeyeon. She felt the emotion behind
those words, as if something new had come alive in her soul.
There's so much more to Tiffany than what meets the eye, Taeyeon thought, as she
walked home. Perhaps some day I will know her better, and fully understand her.
Despite dreading to face her father back at home, Taeyeon was happy, for she
considered herself to have received a miracle.
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Tiffany was no longer just her favorite musician, the flutist that she admired for
long.
She was now her teacher.
Tiffany was now her friend.
Chapter 2: Doubts & Concerns
Music can overcome the greatest doubt, the greatest fear.
It was a lonely walk home, and it did not help that it was in the middle of winter,
with freezing temperatures.
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Tiffany pulled her coat tighter around herself, and increased her pace, she wanted
to get home quickly, back to her warm room.
Weather forecast is wrong again, Tiffany thought to herself, as the wind began to
pick up, and she pulled her scarf tighter around herself. The brief moment of
company she had with Taeyeon felt warm. It always felt good to have someone by
your side, someone to talk with, in this freezing cold winter.
By the time Tiffany reached home, her long, beautiful black hair had already been
blown into a mess, and the glamorous flutist now resembled a untidy, unkempt
young girl.
"Tiffany, you have mail today." Mrs Kim called out to the messed up flutist thatcame walking through the door, grumbling about the horrible weather.
Tiffany collected the bunch of envelopes from her landlady, and muttered a word
of thanks, before heading up to her room. Once in, she slammed the door shut
behind her, threw her mail onto her desk, and lay down on her bed.
She had important issues to settle, but her mind was on something else.
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She was thinking about Taeyeon.
Taeyeon was strange.
Tiffany had never really trusted anyone, neither was she really close to anyone.
Her upbringing had built within her a sense of apprehension towards people in
general. She didn't trust people easily, neither did she make any effort to really get
to know someone.
Still, Tiffany felt that Taeyeon was different. Something in her heart told her that
Taeyeon was so similar to her, yet she felt that Taeyeon was so different from her.
Was it worth to take the risk, to place a little trust in Taeyeon, to get to know her
better?
Tiffany considered it. She felt touched, when Taeyeon stood up for her in front of
her father, and she felt touched when Taeyeon called her a friend. What was most
amazing, was that she had thanked Taeyeon, for calling her a friend.
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Was that just her reflex response, driven by her desire and her lack of friends? Or
did she truly feel that Taeyeon was worthy to be a friend?
Tiffany was confused, puzzled by her own thoughts.
Dragging herself back to reality, Tiffany sat up, and picked up the first of her mail.
Slitting open the envelope, she pulled out the piece of paper and checked it.
Her phone bill.
The next envelope was another bill, from the clothing shop that made her outfit for
her previous performance.
Another bill.
Tiffany sighed as she threw the envelopes down onto the table again. Bills, bills,
and bills, and she had to pay the monthly rent to her landlady soon.
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Her job was not paying enough, and that was why she had to look for other jobs. If
only the other artists in the music industry could see this, Tiffany thought. A
famous flutist struggling with the bare necessities of life.
People paid much to see concerts, but the public preferred to hear people sing, and
not many could appreciate the classical music of Tiffany's flute. Hence, she didn't
have much performances, and when she had, the turnout was never really that
great.
If only I could move to an area where classical music is much more preferred,
Tiffany thought, well, that is if I could get the money to move out of here, and a
very big IF.
Perhaps that was why Taeyeon wanted to be a singer, singer's could earn more
than musicians like her. Being a singer, with all the stardom, could definitely gain
you enough wealth to live comfortably, and perhaps even for your next few
generations, Tiffany thought to herself. Tiffany truly wanted to present music as
the way it is, in it's glamour and splendor, rather than being a musician just for the
money. However, Tiffany knew that money was the ultimate thing that could
sustain her life. It was essential, for food, and a roof above her head.
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The new school that employed her had promised to pay her well, but Tiffany
feared that it might not be enough to cover her expenses when she decided to
participate in another concert.
School. That very word brought the thought of Taeyeon back to her.
That girl in school that seemed so close, yet so different to her. Was it
coincidence?
A coincidence, that she met Taeyeon, and another coincidence, that Taeyeon was a
person that would make a good friend?
Tiffany believed in coincidences, but not too many.
Was it also a coincidence, that Tiffany had lost both her parents when she was
young?
The young flutist laid back on her bed. She could remember her painful past, her
painful childhood, and finally her rise to fame.
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Having lost her parents when she was young, Tiffany was taken in by an
orphanage. She had no memories of how her parents had passed away, and all she
knew was that her parents had left her a decent amount of money, sufficient for her
to pursue an education. She had a dream of becoming a professional musician, one
that was scorned by her schoolmates. In addition, the fact of her being an orphan
further led to her being bullied and teased in school. It was from that, that Tiffany
developed a distrust for others. It was hard for her to approach others, let alone
trust them.
Despite her tragedy, Tiffany had pursued her dream, and had used the money left
to her to pursue an education in music. It was in her schooling years that her
expertise in the flute was discovered, and she took a risk. Using the finances that
she had left, she pursued a career, to become a professional flutist.
It was a risk well taken, for with Tiffany's dedication to music, and her born talent
with the flute, she soon rose to fame among other instrumentalists. Her dream had
finally come true. Tiffany could finally spread love through her talents with the
flute.
However, her luck, and her finances did not last long enough. The rise of the pop
stars, of singers, was a terrible blow to Tiffany's career. Less and less people took
an interest in instrumental music, which was what Tiffany specialized in. At first,
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Tiffany had thought that music, even as a career was all about passion, until she
came to face the harsh fact that a career equaled money, and money was a
necessity. This was especially evident for Tiffany, who had no parental support,
due to her tragic loss.
Even when the opportunity came, when an instrumental concert was to be held,
and Tiffany was invited to play, she faced troubles as well. Although as a
performer, and a flutist of her capability, she would earn a percentage of the profits
from ticket sales, but Tiffany faced other difficulties. Her rise to fame was notthrough any major musical company, and hence she had no organization, no
company to back her. Should she perform, she had to pay for her stage outfits, and
other miscellaneous costs out from her own pocket. People found it strange, that a
world famous flutist like her did not have a personal manager, but they did not
know the true reason behind it.
Perhaps I should go and look for a music organization. Perhaps, signing a
contract would not be that bad after all. Tiffany thought. A contract could provide
me with a monthly stable income, and maybe I can finally stop all these worries
over finances. A third job wouldn't tire me out, I'm sure I can do it.
The young flutist made a mental note to herself, to seek out a company, before she
turned to work on her lesson for tomorrow. She hoped to deliver a good lesson in
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school, in a hope that the school might increase her pay for being an excellent
teacher.
I f only... If only the public could see what a world famous flutist goes through
daily, due to a loss of parental support. If only... I could have my parents again...
Tiffany worked late into the night, before she fell asleep on her desk, thoroughly
exhausted.
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The next day, Tiffany woke up early, and headed off to school, all prepared for the
first day at her second career. Juggling multiple jobs was never an easy task, but
Tiffany believed that with her determination, she would be able to manage. After
all, she didn't have much of a choice. She needed to have multiple careers, to be
able to provide for herself.
Tiffany was more than an hour early for her first lesson, and she took the time to
walk the school grounds, as well as to run her lecture through her brain again. She
had spent the night planning an amazing lecture for the students that would attend
her first lesson on musical theory.
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The school grounds were silent, for most of the students were attending other
lessons. Those who had no lessons were either at the library, or far away at the
canteen, which was located at another part of the school. The silence and serenity
filled Tiffany with a strange sense of peace, despite the school bringing back her
memories of her unhappy school days.
It would have been silence to the untrained ear, but to a world class musician of
Tiffany's standard, it was as clear as day. The sound was soft, the voice was
muffled, but Tiffany could hear it. The voice had a unique, a special touch to it,
and Tiffany was drawn in by the sound.
She listened carefully, trying to make out the source of that singing, and slowly,
following her senses, she traced it. The beautiful voice led Tiffany to the door of
the school auditorium, and slowly, quietly, Tiffany pushed the door open, and
peeked in.
A short girl stood on the auditorium stage, singing to herself. The seats were
empty, yet the girl sang as if she was performing before a crowd of thousands.
Tiffany had not even seen who the girl was, but her eyes were already closed, as
the melodies of the girl's voice washed over her.
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It was bliss. Tiffany was enraptured by her singing. Each verse, each note was
strong, powerful and full of emotion. The girl's singing seemed to portray a vivid
scene underneath Tiffany's closed eyelids, painting out the scene which the song
portrayed perfectly. Every note seemed to echo around the auditorium, and Tiffany
felt the girl's voice penetrate deep into every part of her body, reaching into the
deepest depths of her soul. Every verse the girl sang struck a chord on Tiffany's
heartstrings.
Tiffany could remember the words that she used to tell herself, on her own questfor her perfection in music.
Music is the bridge that links the hearts of many.
Music is a power that can move millions.
Music is the reflection of our own soul.
The girl's voice was powerful, touching, and the very sound of it made Tiffany
shiver. She felt as if something had come alive in her soul once again. The only
time when Tiffany ever felt like this, was when she composed a flute piece that
was dedicated to the memory of her parents.
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Her voice was not only rich, but it was clear, and pure in a special way. As Tiffany
let herself fall deeper into the embrace of the girl's singing, she could feel it.
She could hear it, feel it, in her singing. The girl's heart was pure, crystal clear, yet
strong, the same qualities which her voice showed.
Finally, unwillingly, Tiffany pulled herself out of the girl's singing, and forced
open her eyes. She wanted to see who was the person that had such an angelic
voice, the person that could strike her heart with music so strong, that it was equal
to her own dedication to her parents.
The girl was Taeyeon.
Taeyeon had not noticed Tiffany standing by the door of the auditorium, for her
eyes were shut, as she let her own emotions flow into her singing, so that she may
sing better.
Taeyeon sang the last note of her song perfectly, her voice echoing throughout the
empty auditorium, save for Tiffany and herself.
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The last note itself was amazing, Tiffany thought. Her singing to the ears, to the
senses is like water to a thirsty man. It is beyond amazing.
When Taeyeon finally opened her own eyes, their gazes met.
Tiffany dropped to her knees, the file containing her lecture materials toppling out
of her hand, and clattering onto the floor loudly.
It was only one song.
Everything seemed to be washed away.
Her doubts on Taeyeon, seemed to be inexistent.
Everything seemed crystal clear.
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Chapter 3: Secrets between Friends
How long more can the truth remain hidden?
Taeyeon sat on the empty stage, playing with her fingers, as Tiffany sat next to her.
For this moment, the entire place was theirs. With no one else but them inside the
auditorium, it was a sanctuary, where they could share all their thoughts, without
anyone else knowing.
"You really do sing quite well." Tiffany finally spoke.
Taeyeon nodded. "Thank you." She looked down at her fingers. "However, I'm still
not good enough to pass an audition." She added.
Tiffany put a comforting arm around Taeyeon, and gave her shoulder a gentle
squeeze. Tiffany did not know what it felt like to fail an audition, for her rise to
fame was through her own finances, and via unknown music distributors, but it felt
like the best source of comfort she could give to Taeyeon.
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"Remember what I told you that very day when I first saw you? You're just a little
off on that note. Keep practicing, I'm sure you'll get it soon enough. The other
aspects of your singing is wonderful enough. I really love your voice." Tiffany
said.
Taeyeon looked up. There seemed to be a glint of happiness in her eyes as she
replied, "Thank you, Tiffany. You're a really good teacher and friend.
Friend.
Could Taeyeon really be someone I can consider a friend? Tiffany thought.
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The bell rang, and Taeyeon packed her bags.
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Her lesson on history of music was boring, nothing compared to her previous
lesson, which was Musical Theory taught by Miss Hwang, or Tiffany, as Taeyeon
called her when the two of them were alone.
Tiffany's lesson was captivating. There was something special in the way that she
conducted her lesson, Taeyeon was sure. Maybe it was because Tiffany was of the
same age as most of her students, and hence she would be able to empathize with
their learning styles better? Or was it due to another reason?
It was not only Taeyeon who felt so as well, but most of the class. Arguably, some
of the male students were there to see Tiffany, for they considered her as the
prettiest teacher, or rather, eye candy. However, the students who were there to
learn, had experienced Tiffany's excellent lesson, and it was one of the rare times
when students bemoaned the end of a lesson.
Theory's never interesting, except when it's theory taught by Tiffany. I hope she
teaches us more lessons, that'll be awesome. Taeyeon thought, as she settled down
on her favorite bench near the school cafeteria. She picked up her chopsticks,
readying herself to tuck into the bowl of noodles before her, as she stretched out
her legs. She felt herself kick something, and she bent down under the table to take
a look.
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A small, pouch sat there on the floor, as grimy as the floor that it lay on. Picking it
up, Taeyeon dusted it off. It was a pink pouch, except that in the years of use, and
the dirt that set in, the pinkness of the pouch was now tainted, and was barely
visible. Opening the pouch, Taeyeon peered in. There were coins, and quite a
number of dollar bills inside it. Taeyeon checked the inside of the pouch, hoping to
find any evidence that might point to the owner who lost the money.
She found it. Stuck to one side of the pouch was a small piece of paper. Angling
the pouch so that the sunlight could fall upon it, Taeyeon read the words. It mustbelong to a girl, Taeyeon deduced, from the pink font and the pink pouch. The
piece of paper held the address of the owner, and Taeyeon realized that the girl
lived only a short distance from her home.
Laughing to herself at the last few words on the paper, which read "If you do find
this pouch, please, please, pretty please return it to the address stated above, and
I'll love you so much!" , Taeyeon made a mental note to herself, to drop by the
address and return it on the way home from school.
For Taeyeon, the rest of the school day was relatively short, and she found herself
walking to the address stated on the pouch just a few hours later. She reflected on
her school day as she walked, and Taeyeon was sure that of all her teachers,
Tiffany had to be the best teacher. She looked forward to every lesson that Tiffany
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would teach, and she had highlighted all of Tiffany's lessons on her timetable in
her favorite color.
Taeyeon followed the address, and it led her to an apartment building, one that was
run by a landlady.
"Hello, I'm here to return this pouch that I found, could you tell me which unit is
it?" Taeyeon asked politely.
The landlady peered at the address, before answering, "That'll be the 9th floor, the
third unit on the right."
Taeyeon thanked the landlady, and made her way up. By her misfortune, the
elevator was out of order, and Taeyeon had to take the stairs. As she climbed closer
to the 9th floor, she could hear a voice coming from the third unit on the right. The
voice was muffled by the door, but Taeyeon could make out a few words, and that
the voice belonged to a female.
"Where did I... Put it? Lost? No, no, please, no." By the words that she heard, and
the clunking noise she heard, Taeyeon deduced that the person was turning the unit
upside down to look for something.
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Taeyeon knocked on the door. Once. There was no response, just more sounds of
furniture being shoved around. She knocked another time, and this time, there was
a response.
"I'm coming, I'm coming! Just give me a moment!" The lady in the unit shouted.
The door opened, and before Taeyeon stood a girl, who's long black hair was in a
mess that covered her face. The girl pushed back her hair, and Taeyeon's mouth
fell open in shock, and so did the girl's.
Both girls exclaimed simultaneously.
"Taeyeon!"
"Tiffany!"
Taeyeon stood there, stunned to see Tiffany before her. It took a few seconds for
her to snap back into reality, and she quickly handed over the pouch that she found.
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Tiffany's eyes widened in surprise as she saw it, and she pulled Taeyeon into a hug,
thanking her profusely for the pouch.
Taeyeon still stood there, quiet. She could not believe her eyes. Her teacher, her
idol, a world famous musician, living in a place like this? She could see beyond the
doorway, the small and minimal housing that did not fit the image of a professional
musician. Everything seemed so different, the small unit that Tiffany lived in, with
just the basic needs seemed so much more different than all the glitz and glamour
that she portrayed on stage. The only thing that was the same, was that even thoughTiffany was dressed in a simple shirt that was a little too large, and a pair of shorts
that had a sauce stain on it, she looked as beautiful as she ever did on stage.
Tiffany had noticed Taeyeon's expression, and tugging at her arm, Tiffany invited
Taeyeon into her humble abode, and offered her a seat.
"I guess, it's different from what you expected, yeah?" Tiffany said, once Taeyeon
had settled down into a chair.
Taeyeon could only nod, as her eyes scanned the interior of Tiffany's home.
I live in a more luxurious environment that her. Taeyeon thought.
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Taeyeon could only force out a few words, "Why... How...", She stammered.
Tiffany let out a sigh, as she leaned back in her own chair. "Now that you've seen
everything, I guess I should explain, before any misconceptions happen."
With that, Tiffany launched into a brief, but clear explanation on her living style.
Taeyeon listened intently, her eyes growing wider with each and every word that
Tiffany said.
"So... The rumors online that you lost your parents... It's true." Taeyeon breathed,
once Tiffany had finished her tale.
"Well, it's not exactly a rumor, since it's true, and I'd appreciate it if you kept this
knowledge to yourself." Tiffany replied.
Taeyeon nodded her agreement, "This is why you decided to take up teaching as
well." She added.
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Tiffany mumbled a "yes". "I've been thinking of joining an entertainment company
as well. Perhaps they'll pay better, and then I'll have less things to worry about."
A sudden idea struck Taeyeon, and she grabbed Tiffany by her hands. "My father!
He works in an entertainment company, and he holds quite a high position. Maybe
you could hand me your resume, and I'll hand it to him. He might hire you as an
artist!" Taeyeon said excitedly.
Tiffany pushed Taeyeon away, dismissing her idea. "Your father does not like me.
Remember that time when he saw you with me? The way he shouted at us? I'm
grateful for your help, but it's not going to work."
"You'll never know until you try. Tiffany, I remember you telling me to keepworking on that note that I couldn't hit. Why not give this a try as well? A try is not
going to hurt."
There was silence for a while, before Tiffany let out a resigned sigh, as she strode
over to her table. Flipping through some papers, she returned, and handed Taeyeon
a small file.
"Thank you, Taeyeon." Tiffany said, softly.
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It was now Taeyeon's turn to put a comforting arm around Tiffany's shoulder,
although Taeyeon had to stretch, for she was shorter than Tiffany.
"If you really love music, just go for everything, just like what you did in your rise
to fame. I love music as well, and it's my passion that keeps me going, despite my
father's objections to me learning music." Taeyeon said.
She saw Tiffany's eyes flick to the silvered flute that lay on her table, before
Tiffany's gaze returned to her. "Yeah, you're right. After all, I survived through
those years, with my flute and my heart leading me, and I can definitely push
through the tough times now."
A smile formed on Taeyeon's face as well.
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"How did it go? Did your father agree?" Tiffany asked Taeyeon excitedly.
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They had met again after school, and Tiffany was eager to know the results of the
submission of her resume to Taeyeon's father.
Upon hearing Tiffany's question, a shadow fell across Taeyeon's face, but Tiffany
was not disheartened by Taeyeon's downcast expression.
"Or perhaps he wants to hear me play the flute? I can make time to play a piece for
him to listen." Tiffany carried on.
"It's not that. My father. He says he will not consider you at all." Taeyeon
answered, trying to put her words out as nicely as possible.
"Oh..." Tiffany stopped herself in mid sentence. She fell silent, and the same
saddened expression washed over her face.
"It's alright. I'll just have to apply to another entertainment company. There are still
many out there. How about you? After helping me out, I think I should repay thefavor." Tiffany said, trying to lift up their moods.
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"If I'm not wrong, NH Music is holding an audition for singers in about a month or
two, they're quite a big company in the entertainment industry as well. Perhaps
you'd like to try?" Tiffany suggested.
"Since you tried to help me, I'll help you as well. When the both of us are free, we
can find someplace quiet, and I can try to help you with your singing, and perhaps
you'll finally succeed." Tiffany added.
Taeyeon nodded, accepting Tiffany's offer to coach her in singing. However, her
mind was still thinking about the past day's events. She could not comprehend her
father's reactions, as well as the words of her father.
"Dad, one of my friends would like a contract as an artist with the company youwork for, would you see her resume?" Taeyeon asked.
Her father raised an eyebrow, and took over the file from her hands. He glanced
through the first page, and without any expression, he closed the file.
"She's out. I won't even consider her. I won't consider mentioning her to my
superiors." He answered flatly.
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Taeyeon felt outraged. "Dad! You barely read the first page! How could you judge
someone just like that? At least read through her entire resume. She's a famous
musician!" Taeyeon protested.
"Is that how you talk to your father? How did you end up like this? Did all your
nasty friends at music school teach you to talk back to your parents? If your
mother and brother had not supported your pursuit of music, I would have never
let you learn music!" He thundered.
"What has this got to do with me and my love for music? You're just being plain
unfair. You're bias!" Taeyeon yelled back.
He father stood up. Towering over Taeyeon, her father threw the file down onto the
table, in front of Taeyeon.
Pointing at the file, he snarled, "It is because of people like this, that I don't want
you to pursue a career in music!"
Taeyeon could remember the scene vividly. Her argument with her father.
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It was not her father's unwillingness to read Tiffany's resume, that was etched in
Taeyeon's mind. Taeyeon's mind was gripped in the thought of wondering why her
father had said his last sentence that way.
He had pointed to Tiffany's resume when he mentioned about people that made
him not want Taeyeon to pursue music. Was there something that her father held
against Tiffany? Was there some feud, that existed between her father and Tiffany?
Taeyeon knew her father well. Her father never held much grudges, unless there
was a reason to do so, and a very big reason it had to be. Was Tiffany someone,
who had done terrible things to her father?
Taeyeon let her gaze shift to Tiffany's face.
She's not any famous flutist. She's something else.
Tiffany, who exactly are you?
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Chapter 4: Competition
What would you sacrifice for your dreams?
There were people talking about it, talking behind her back, and she knew it.
Still, she paid no heed to them. It was better for her to remain silent about it. If she
were to say anything, it might trigger off another wave of rumours, as well as more
problems for her.
Taeyeon used to be the unnoticed student in her class. The only people who
noticed her were the ones who picked on her, for her small size and for many other
childish reasons. Now, Taeyeon was the centre of the rumours. In the darkest
corners of the school, people were whispering about her.
Other students had noticed the friendship that was slowly developing between
Taeyeon and Tiffany, and rumours regarding their friendship were spreading.Students had said that Taeyeon was a teacher's pet, and Tiffany's favourite student.
Some had said that Taeyeon had gained favour through flattery, and other
dishonourable means. Others had said that despite Tiffany being a teacher, and a
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world class flutist, she was ultimately the same age, and still a young lady at heart,
and making new friends was perfectly normal.
The rumours were a downside, but their friendship had benefits as well. Unlike
Taeyeon, who was soft spoken, Tiffany was rather outspoken, and she had no
hesitation to going to Taeyeon's defence when she was being bullied. Furthermore,
with Tiffany as a teacher, and her fame, the students offended Taeyeon less, for it
also meant that they were offending Tiffany in a way.
Taeyeon felt troubled at times, from the rumours, but she felt happy, with her new-
found friendship with Tiffany.
Peeking over her shoulder, she made sure that no other student was tailing here,before she pulled the hood of her jacket over her head, and hurried off to meet
Tiffany. Every now and then she would glance behind her again, for any suspicious
activity. Taeyeon had become accustomed to it. Students tailing her, trying to find
out the actual reason behind her friendship with Tiffany.
It sure feels good to be friends with a famous musician, though it can be annoying
at times.
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It was not long before Taeyeon reached their rendezvous point, and she settled
down on a bench to wait for her friend. Rubbing her hands together, she stuck them
into her jacket pockets. The winter wind was harsh, and the chill cut deep into
Taeyeon's bones. The only thing that kept her warm was the thought of meeting her
friend.
It was not Tiffany's fame, that was the reason that Taeyeon treasured her
friendship. There were many other reasons, that words could barely describe, and
that was only known to Taeyeon's heart. In the days that were past, she had foundso many similarities between her and Tiffany, and one of the most significant was
that they shared the same ideals for music.
That music was to spread love and peace to the world.
A cry of pain sounded from behind Taeyeon, and she turned, to see her friend
sprawled on the floor.
"Are you okay? What happened?" Taeyeon asked, as she helped up the girl that
was wrapped in a pink jacket and a pink scarf.
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"Stepped on my shoelace and tripped over." Tiffany groaned, as she bent down to
tie her shoelace.
"Pabo." Taeyeon teased.
Straightening up, Tiffany adjusted her scarf, before asking Taeyeon. "So, you're
sure no one followed you here?"
Taeyeon nodded. "Checked and double checked. It's only the two of us." She
replied.
"So, where are we going for your additional singing help today? We need
somewhere safe, where we won't be seen." Tiffany asked. It was their biggest
problem, for Tiffany to coach Taeyeon in singing, and without anyone knowing. If
anyone saw them together, rumours would fly again. Places were hard to find, for
there were not many places that could contain the power and the beauty of
Taeyeon's voice.
"You have a studio or something?" Taeyeon asked hopefully.
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Tiffany shook her head.
A puzzled expression formed on Taeyeon's face. "Then how do you practice your
flute?"
"I either rent a couple hours in a studio, or I practice on the rooftop of the
apartment block that I live. It's too expensive to buy a studio, and maintain it."
Tiffany answered.
The two girls stood there, facing each other, thinking of a place, where Taeyeon
could practice today. Their minds were clouded by the growing intensity of the
wind, and the chilling cold weather.
"I know! Maybe we can practice at my house! No one will see you, and I usually
sing in my own room, so it won't be any different from normal. My family
members won't be home until later, so there should not be any issue as well."
Taeyeon suggested.
Tiffany was not convinced, for she felt uneasy going to Taeyeon's house. In the
end, the two girls left for Taeyeon's house, with Taeyeon pulling a rather unwilling
Tiffany along.
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A short walk brought the two friends to Taeyeon's house, and Taeyeon led her
friend through the front porch, before opening the main door and welcoming
Tiffany into the warmth of her home.
Tiffany stepped in, and glanced around, amazed. She stood there, transfixed by
what she saw. The double storey house, the granite tiled floors, the carpeted stairs,
the comfortable looking sofa, the beautiful dining table. It was like a house that
Tiffany dreamt of.
Taeyeon's face reddened. She never experienced something like this before.
Anyone in the world would have expected Tiffany to have a more posh, or equal
living environment as compared to Taeyeon, instead of the other way round.
Grabbing her friend by her hand, Taeyeon pulled Tiffany up to her room.
"Here's my room. Acoustics are terrible, but I guess it's a safe place that we can
practice." Taeyeon said, as she indicated for Tiffany to sit down, and she did so, on
her bed.
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"Oh, and meet Dukong. He's my favourite plush toy." Taeyeon said, introducing
her green pea stuffed toy to Tiffany. Tiffany giggled, her bubbly laughter echoing
throughout the room.
Taking off her jacket, Tiffany clapped her hands. "Come on, let's start." She
announced.
The next few hours was magical. It would be a heavenly experience for the ears of
those who heard it. Tiffany went through song after song with Taeyeon, getting her
to practice every aspect of singing, especially on her intonation. Taeyeon was
definitely an excellent singer, but her pitch accuracy was not as good as Tiffany. In
addition, Taeyeon tended to get lost in her emotions when she sang, and hence, she
relied on Tiffany. Tiffany was there, to help her work on her presentation to her
audience.
It was hard as well, for Tiffany to coach Taeyeon. There was something magical,
something mesmerizing about her voice. Tiffany had to keep her mind focused, if
not she would become lost in the world of Taeyeon's music. It was a new
experience for Tiffany. Rarely had she encountered music that was strong enough
to move her, strong enough to hold her senses captive. Even some of the pieces
that she composed did not have that capability, but it seemed that Taeyeon's
singing alone was enough for her. When Taeyeon spoke normally, Tiffany found
her voice cute, but when she sang, it was another universe.
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Taeyeon's singing was a universe of love, of peace, delivered through music.
Practice came to a pause, as Taeyeon took a break, and helped herself to a glass of
water. For a moment, Tiffany seemed disappointed, that the wonderful world that
Taeyeon created with her singing had disappeared, but she pulled her mind back, to
focus on the task at hand.
"How was that last verse, was it good enough?" Taeyeon asked, as she drained her
glass of water in one go, before reaching for another.
Scratching her head thoughtfully, Tiffany replied, "Your body language is good
enough, as well as the emotions you convey. Singing wise, your volume control is
excellent, it gives the desired effect of the song, but then there's still that problem."
"What problem?" Taeyeon asked. She was eager to improve.
"It's still the same problem. That note. You're always a little too sharp, or a little
too flat. To the untrained ear it would seem unnoticeable, but the judges for any
audition would definitely be able to spot it."
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Taeyeon sighed. She always had a problem with hitting that note. It had become
her nemesis in her musical pursuit. It was that note that led her to fail auditions,
and she had been working on it, but she still found herself unable to hit it.
"What can we do?" Taeyeon asked. She wished Tiffany had an answer to her
biggest worry.
"There's nothing else but to just practice. Try to control your pitch. You know that
the pitch rises towards that note, and you do the rise well enough. Just focus,
Taeyeon, focus." Tiffany answered.
"Is there no other way?"
"Not unless we change your voice box totally, which does not sound nice. Come,
let us---"
Tiffany's answer was interrupted by the slam of the door down the stairs. Someone
was home. By the sound of the grunting as the person struggled to take off the
coat, Taeyeon could tell that the person was her father.
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"My father's home! He's not supposed to be home so early! What are we going to
do?" Taeyeon panicked.
Tiffany was getting flustered as well. They had not planned for an emergency like
this. The sound of footsteps coming up the stairs drove another spike of fear into
the girls.
"Quick, quick, you must hide! Anywhere!" Taeyeon said, as quietly as she could.
Tiffany opened Taeyeon's wardrobe and climbed inside, as Taeyeon squashed
Tiffany's pink jacket into her cupboard together with her friend.
Taeyeon shut the door just in time, and she managed to seat herself back at her
table just as her father entered her room.
"Hi dad, what's up?" Taeyeon greeted her father nervously.
"Is anything going on? I thought I heard voices up here, as if you were talking to
someone." Her father said.
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"Er... Oh. I was talking to my friend, over the webcam." Taeyeon made up an
answer, hurriedly pointing to her laptop.
The laptop is not even on! Is he going to notice my lie? Taeyeon realised, and her
though struck fear into her.
"Uh... The laptop shut itself down suddenly. I was trying to fix it. See? I told you it
was time to change it." Taeyeon made up another excuse.
Her father raised an eyebrow. Just as he was about to ask another question, his
phone rang, and he picked it up. He talked on the phone for a short time, before he
put down the call.
"Your mother just called, to ask me to pick her up from work." He said, and he
turned to leave the room.
Whew. Saved by the bell, no, by the phone call. Taeyeon thought.
Her father stopped at the doorway of her room, and turned his attention back to
her.
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"You'd better not be talking to that Hwang friend of yours, I don't care how famous
a musician she is, but I don't want her to influence you. If I catch you talking to
her, I'll take you out of music school, no matter what your mother or brother might
say." He threatened.
Taeyeon waited until her father's car had left the front porch, and that the coast was
clear before she opened her cupboard. Tiffany tumbled out, together with a heap of
clothes.
"Your cupboard's really messy. There's so much junk in there that I can barely
squeeze in." Tiffany commented, as she extracted herself from the pile of
Taeyeon's clothes.
"It's not messy, it's just that you're fat." Taeyeon joked, tossing her clothes back
into her cupboard.
"Hey, I'm not fat! I'm sexy, okay?" Tiffany objected, as she struck a pose and
grinned at her friend. "You're short as well." Tiffany added, hitting Taeyeon
playfully on her head.
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The two girls argued playfully for a short while, before bursting into laughter. It
was the fun times like these, where they teased each other, where their fun and joy
helped them to tide through frightening times. In this case, it was the fear of
Taeyeon's father finding out about Tiffany.
When their laughter subsided, they returned to their serious mode. "I guess you
should make a move now, before my whole family returns home." Taeyeon said
softly.
Tiffany agreed. As she grabbed her jacket, she paused. "Taeyeon, your father
mentioned me just now. Why does he dislike me so much?" She asked.
Taeyeon shrugged. She was clueless. This was also a question that Taeyeonwanted the answer to. She could not comprehend how anyone could hate a person
as nice, kind, sweet, caring and cheerful as Tiffany. She had also not told Tiffany
about her father's reaction, when she had handed Tiffany's resume over.
"I have no idea too. DId you happen to offend him in the past?"
"No... I don't think so. I don't remember seeing him anywhere before, I didn't work
with any entertainment company as well, how would I know him?"
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"Mhmm... Alright. Don't take it too harsh, yeah?" Taeyeon answered, as she led
Tiffany to the door.
"Oh yeah, Taeyeon, I forgot to tell you something important." Tiffany said, turning
around.
"Remember the auditions that NH Music is holding? It's good that you have
decided to participate in it, but there's something you need to know. I found out
that you're going to have a big competitor this time. The CEO of NH Music's
daughter, Seohyun, is also auditioning for her father's company. I have to admit,
Seohyun's singing is exceptional as well, you're going to have to work hard to beat
her. Not to mention, since she's the CEO's daughter, she might have some home
ground advantage, if you get what I mean." Tiffany said.
Taeyeon reassured Tiffany that she would dedicate more time to her singing
practice, before showing Tiffany out.
As Tiffany walked home, her thoughts were concerned on Taeyeon's audition.
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She was worried, for something.
She was not worried, that Taeyeon would not be able to match up with Seohyun's
singing capability. She had confidence in Taeyeon's skills.
She was worried for something else, something that she did not want to tell
Taeyeon yet.
Telling her now would only affect her mindset, and her concentration in preparing
for the auditions. Tiffany intended to tell Taeyeon, when the time was right.
The only problem, was that Tiffany did not know when it would be appropriate to
do so.
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Chapter 5: Seeking Strangers
Can you face the truth that you seek?
Just let it flow.
Feel it in your soul. Every single beat of your heart.
Flow with it. Be at one with it. It belongs to you, and you, to it.
This is music.
The last clear, crisp note sounded across the deserted rooftop, and disappeared into
the night. Inhaling deeply, Tiffany breathed in the cold, but fresh night air, as she
lowered her flute. That was what music meant to her, how she treated music. To
Tiffany, music was not just any form of expression, it was an entity by itself, and
one that she embraced, and made part of herself.
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That was how much Tiffany loved music, and that was how Tiffany managed to
excel. She always felt that to bring out the best in music, one must first bring
oneself into music. It was only then, Tiffany felt she truly understood what she
played, and she played it in the way it was meant to be.
She walked over to the railing that lined the sides of the rooftop, and gazed out at
the lights of the city laid out before her. Never being really wealthy, Tiffany had
never been able to afford housing, even renting an apartment in the city centre, as it
was just too expensive. However, the rooftop of the block of rent-out apartmentsthat she lived in offered a clear view of the city, and many times she had come up
to the rooftop at night, just to bask in the breathtaking sight.
The rooftop was her second home, in a sense. As Tiffany was never able to afford
a studio, she had little places to practice. Her small, rented apartment was not an
answer, for it was not soundproof, and it resulted in many complaints when Tiffany
wanted to practice at night. The rooftop was her studio, where she could practice
her flute late into the night, and no one would complain. She had been here so
often, that she had even moved a small table, and a music stand up.
Tiffany returned to her music sheets again. She was deciding, thinking, what would
be the best piece to play to demonstrate her skills to an entertainment agency, in
the hope of securing a contract. As she thought of her own applications to the
companies, she thought about Taeyeon, and her audition.
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She wanted to tell Taeyeon, to let her know, but there was too much at risk. Silence
was the best option now, so that Taeyeon could focus on her practice.
Flipping through her music sheet, she came across that one piece again. The flute
piece that she composed, as a memory for her parents. Tiffany glanced through the
score, looking at all the small writings, scribblings, notes along the sides that
finally were put together to form her masterpiece, as she hummed the tune to
herself.
She could remember.
The fateful day, when she was told that her parents had passed away. She never
asked why, and just believed that she was all alone, in the world, with no one by
her side.
Tiffany was seized by a desire deep within her heart, to reminisce the few moments
that she had with her parents, and she packed her music scores, grabbed her flute,
and headed back to her apartment.
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Once home, she went to the corner under her bed, and pulled out the box. The box
showed signs of age, signs of wear and tear, but Tiffany never changed it. It was
the box, that was left to her by her parents, and it also held the few memories she
had.
Sliding off the cover, she browsed through the contents. The small trinkets, that
once belonged to her parents, her very first toy. Under all the items was the album
that she treasured the most. The photo album that held the photos, the memories
printed in picture.
As she glanced through the photos once again, she could remember, not all of it,
but flashes. Small short flashed, recollections of the happy times she had, times
where she played hide and seek with her father at the playground, her first ice
cream that her mother bought for her at the fair.
Some of the photos were those of her with her parents, some were those of her
parent's own memories, such as their wedding photos.
One photo, in particular, caught Tiffany's eye.
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It was aged already, but the image, the colours were still clear enough. It depicted
the scene of her parents enjoying themselves at a party of some sort, together with
their friends
It was one of their friends, that had caught Tiffany's eye.
The face, those eyes. Tiffany felt them familiar, as if she had seen them somewhere
before. Closing her eyes, Tiffany played back her memories, trying to remember
where she had seen this man. She was sure, this man had appeared sometime in her
life, but when?
Tiffany had a good sense of memory, and she managed to recall. As the realization
of who the man was, questions began to sink in as well. This photo, had become ahoard of unanswered questions.
Tiffany was sure, that the man in the photo, was the younger self of the father of
her new and worthy friend, Taeyeon.
Questions set in, questions that the girl had never asked herself in the long years
gone by. Taeyeon's father knew her parents, but then, what was the reason why her
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father was so cold to her? The photo depicted them as being close. Perhaps, did my
parents offend him in some way or another? Tiffany wondered.
She felt a need, it was rising in her.
She needed to pay a visit once again.
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It was only early morning, when Tiffany stepped out of her apartment. She had a
long journey to make. The streets were barely filled, the few people going about on
the morning chores. It was a beautiful start of the weekend for many, but for
Tiffany, the day had a purpose, and she was determined, and hopeful to fulfil it.
She boarded a bus, a headed down to the place, that she visited at least once every
year, without fail. It was not a place that people visited often, they dreaded the
thought of visiting such a place. To others, it was sorrow to come here. ForTiffany, it too, was sorrow, but it had an element of happiness mixed in it.
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Alighting from the bus, Tiffany walked along the path leading down to the place.
The surroundings were silent, and it felt as if a sense of tranquility hung in the air.
She admired the neat rows of trees, the beautiful flowers that blossomed on the
bushes, and she finally reached her destination.
The final resting place of her parents.
Tiffany felt the same mix of emotions welling up again. The sorrow of being an
orphan, of losing her loved ones at such a young age. However, she felt at peace, it
was here, for she felt as close as she could get to the parents that she never had
much time with. She treasured her moments her, during her brief periods of visits.
Tiffany went back to the two whitewashed stones that marked her parents' restingspot, and she dropped to her knees before them.
Mother, father, it's been so long.
My career, my dream as a musician is still going well, I'm still working hard,
adhering to all the morals, the values that you have taught me.
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Mum, dad. I've found a friend. She's someone that I can truly trust, whom I found
worthy to call my friend. Strange thing is, her dad does not like me, but I think her
dad knows you both.
If you both can just give me a sign, please do, I have so many questions answered.
A sudden movement startled Tiffany from her prayer.
Twisting to her side, she found herself face to face with an aged man. She
recognised him as the caretaker, and the local undertaker. For many years he had
worked in the cemetery, providing undertaking services, as well as burial services.
In his free time, he was known to maintain each and every headstone in the
cemetery, as well as the vegetation, resulting in the cemetery's pristine condition.
"I'm sorry if I startled you. I didn't mean to." The caretaker apologised, as he
carried on trimming the grass of the headstone that was beside Tiffany's father's.
Surely... In his many years working here... Perhaps.. Tiffany thought.
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She wanted to banish the thought, for it seemed too ridiculous, but her curiosity got
the better of her. She wanted answers.
"Uh, excuse me." Tiffany said, raising a hand towards the caretaker. He turned to
face her.
"Yes?"
"I was wondering, in your many years working here, did you happen to see this
man at my parent's funeral?" Tiffany asked, holding out the photograph, and
pointing to the man whom she believed was Taeyeon's father.
This is absurd. How can he remember the many people that have been here, or
have held funerary processions here? Tiffany was thinking, as the caretaker took
the photo from her.
"Ah, yes. Yes. I've seen him before, if I'm not mistaken." The caretaker said in hisslow, soft voice.
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"You have? You can remember? Please, tell me what you know!" Tiffany
exclaimed, her voice echoing across the cemetery.
"The man whom you speak of, he came to visit your parent's graves just yesterday.
My ears might be old, but I definitely heard him saying something along the lines
that he was apologetic to their daughter, whom I believe is you." The caretaker
answered.
"He might not be the one in the photograph, but he sure looks like him. That's all
that I know." He added, as he returned the photo to Tiffany, before he turned away,
to work on the weeds surrounding another headstone.
Tiffany knelt there in silence. If the man the caretaker saw, was really Taeyeon'sfather, that would make the mystery deeper. Why would Taeyeon's father be
apologetic to her? What exactly was the relationship between Taeyeon's father, and
her parents?
There was only one way to find out, and that was to talk to Taeyeon's father
herself. However, that was the most difficult thing to do, in the light of the current
situation.
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It seemed as if Tiffany had chanced upon a trove of unanswered questions, and
now, she had to find the answer.
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A beautiful Saturday morning, and Taeyeon did not want to let it go wasted.
Thanks to Tiffany, she had found a new inspiration in studying music, and she was
out early, heading to the library to study.
Exams in school were just around the corner, and Taeyeon did not want to
disappoint her friend, and her favourite teacher, hence, she resolved to put in extra
effort. Taeyeon now spent her most of her free time either with Tiffany practising
her singing, or catching up with her studies. It was hard, to practise for theaudition, and school at the same time, but Taeyeon was determined to pull through
thick and thin for her dream career.
In the library, Taeyeon found a comfortable spot where she sat down, and pulled
out her books to study. Time passed, as the girl put her focus completely into her
books and papers. Just as Taeyeon finished penning down notes on music history,
another girl approached her.
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"Hi, could I share this table with you? Everywhere else is full." The girl asked in a
pleasant voice. Taeyeon nodded, and turned her attention back to her notes. Every
minute was precious to her, as she resumed studying.
As the hours went by, Taeyeon noticed that the girl, now sitting opposite her was
studying music as well. She was reading a book on music as well. She was curious.
It was not very common to see other people studying music. Her curiosity got the
better of her, and after finishing another chapter, Taeyeon decided to try and strike
a conversation.
"Hey, excuse me, are you studying music too?" Taeyeon asked quietly, trying to
keep her voice as low as possible to avoid disturbing the other library goers.
The girl nodded. "I'm hoping to be a singer when I grow up as well. I love music,
and I want to spread love with music." She replied.
Taeyeon felt amazed. How coincidental was it, to meet someone with the same
ambition as her?
"I want to be a singer as well!" Taeyeon whispered back. The girl's eyes widened.
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From the stack of books in front of her, the girl pulled out a book. "Here, since you
study music as well, I've found this book an excellent help. Aspiring musicians
should help each other." She said, with a wink.
Taeyeon glanced at the book. "A simplified guide to understanding music, by
Tiffany Hwang."
"You like this author too?" Taeyeon asked.
"Yeah! She's an awesome flutist. I've read the books that she wrote, they're really
good, and helpful."
Taeyeon knew that Tiffany wrote books on music, but her books were quite hard to
find. Bookstores rarely stocked them, and the nearest library that carried them was
quite a distance away. She couldn't help but to marvel at how the girl managed to
get her hands on some of Tiffany's works. Taeyeon wanted one to help with her
studies, she was desperate. She had asked Tiffany if she kept spare copies, but
unfortunately, Tiffany didn't keep copies of her own works, and she had already
stopped publishing them, due to a lack of funds.
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"Um... do you study here often? If you do, I was wondering if I could borrow some
of Tiffany's books for my studies. If you study here often, I could borrow, then
return it to you right after." Taeyeon stammered.
I must really be desperate, to even approach a stranger like this. Oh well, it's all
for my education. Taeyeon thought.
To her surprise, the girl replied, "Yeah, I study here often. Perhaps we can meet up,
and study together. We could share notes that way as well."
"Really? Thanks! You're such a great help."
"No problem, I always believed that I should help people as much as I can." The
girl answered. "Oh, anyway, I'm done with this book, perhaps you want to take a
look at it?" The girl offered, holding out one of Tiffany's works.
Taeyeon accepted it gratefully. She flipped open the book, and searched for thechapter that related to the current topic that she was working on, and resumed her
studies. As she flipped to another page, a small bookmark dropped out. Taeyeon
picked up the bookmark, and was about to insert it back into the page, when she
noticed the writing on the bookmark.
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The bookmark had drawings on it, clearly the work of the girl's. Her name was
written on it as well, as as Taeyeon read the name, a sinking feeling developed in
her stomach.
The girl's name, according to the bookmark, was Seohyun.
Seohyun. That name. Taeyeon could remember the name clearly. Wasn't Seohyun
the person, that Tiffany say was the greatest competitor against her, for the
upcoming audition?
There's many people called Seohyun in this world, she can't possibly be the
Seohyun that I'll be competing against.
"By any chance, are you the daughter of the CEO of NH Music?" Taeyeon asked.
She could not hold it in, she wanted to know.
The girl turned red.
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"How did you know?" She asked.
"I saw your name on the bookmark, and I just guessed. NH Music is quite a big
name in the music industry, and well, your name's been mentioned a few times on
news articles." Taeyeon answered.
"Yeah, I am. I'd rather not people recognize me like that, I'm not on very good
terms with my father." She replied.
Taeyeon was stunned. She was studying, together with her biggest competitor.
How much coincidence could that be? She had felt that she was lucky enough to
meet her favourite musician, Tiffany, and become friends with her, but now? Still,
Tiffany and Seohyun were two different cases. Tiffany was her idol, her teacher,her friend. Seohyun was her competitor.
Taeyeon knew, that this situation could prove to be both bad and good, but that
would depend, on her mindset, her mentality, her morals, her values.
Was it worth it?
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Chapter 6: Rivalry
When we compete, who am I to you?
Taking a drink of water, Taeyeon resumed her singing practice.
It was another one of the rare days, where Taeyeon was the only one at home. Her
parents and her siblings were out, and she had the whole house to herself. It was
these rare moments, where Taeyeon could treat the house as her stage, and practice
her singing unhindered.
She would have preferred to be accompanied by Tiffany, but her friend had
important issues to attend to. Still, Taeyeon reminded herself that Tiffany's absence
was no excuse to go easy on herself, and ever since she reached home from school,
Taeyeon had been practising her singing.
The recollections, of her meeting with Tiffany a few days ago came back to her
mind.
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"Taeyeon, I brought you this. Guess you should listen to it, know what you're going
to come up against." Tiffany said, handing Taeyeon a CD.
Taeyeon was curious, but she knew better than to question Tiffany, when that
extremely serious expression was plastered on her face. She took the CD, and slid
it into the drive on her laptop.
The recording on the CD began to play, and a sweet, angelic voice sounded from
the speakers of her laptop. It was a heavenly voice, pure, perfect, free from any
blemishes. Taeyeon herself had never heard such a beautiful voice before, and
slowly, she felt herself being drawn into the charms of the singer's voice. She felt
as if she was in another world, just like what Tiffany's music had done to her.
Tiffany's voice brought Taeyeon back to reality. "Well, that's a sample of Seohyun's
singing capability." Tiffany said.
"Really? How did you manage to get a recording?" Taeyeon asked.
"Well, with my accomplishments in the music industry, there are some things that I
can get my hands on. Things that people usually cannot. No worries, it's not
illegal." Tiffany laughed.
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"Yeah, but she's that good." Tiffany added, her voice taking on the solemn tone
again.
Taeyeon could only nod weakly. Going up against such a strong opponent in the
audition was daunting. It scared her. She had felt afraid of auditions before, from
the pressure of being a single girl on stage, facing all the viewers and judges, but
she had never felt such fear, fear even before the audition had started.
"Oh yes, Tiffany, I think I should tell you too, I met Seohyun the other day, yes, the
Seohyun I'm going up against. I met her at the library, and now, we're even
studying together sometimes. It's a strange coincidence, isn't it?" Taeyeon voiced
out.
Tiffany raised an eyebrow.
"I was wondering, if I could get closer to her, maybe I could get to know her
weaknesses, and perhaps I could exploit it. What do you think of that?" Taeyeon
asked.
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Tiffany sighed, her eyes closing. She seemed to be in deep thought for the next few
minutes. The unsettling silence hung in the air as Taeyeon looked at her now silent
friend, wondering what was going on in her mind.
"Take a seat, Taeyeon, take a seat." Tiffany finally spoke, indicating to a chair in
front of her.
Taeyeon sat down, wondering what was going to come next.
"Taeyeon, what do you want to achieve through music?" Tiffany asked.
It puzzled her. Taeyeon knew that Tiffany definitely knew the answer, the reason
behind her pursuit of a singing career, but why was she asking the same question
again? Nevertheless, Taeyeon answered the question.
Once Taeyeon had finished her answer, Tiffany asked again, "Now, do you think it
would be right, to exploit Seohyun?"
She shook her head, but she asked in return, "Then why did you bring me the CD?"
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"I want you to learn. The only way to improve, is to learn from someone who is
better than you. I have to be honest, there are areas where Seohyun is much more
proficient than you. I want you to listen, to hear how she brings out the music, and
work on your own technique. There is a fine line dividing using someone else's
weakness to weaken them, and to learn from them, to strengthen yourself."
Taeyeon knew that she had a point. She had to learn.
That was why Taeyeon had dedicated extra time to her singing. With Tiffany's
help, she had pinpointed her weaker aspects, the areas that she needed to work on,
to improve, and she was focusing on those. It was tiring, yes, but Taeyeon was
willing to bear the pain as she worked for her dream.
A beep from her laptop interrupted her singing practice, and an annoyed Taeyeon
strode over to confront it. It was an email from the recruitment department of NH
Music, with final information regarding the audition. Clicking open the email,
Taeyeon read through the contents. It held information regarding her reporting
timing to the venue, and the necessary documents that she had to bring. The last
thing the email held was a schedule of all the applicants for the auditions,
informing Taeyeon of the time slot scheduled for her.
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Taeyeon glanced through the schedule, and was horrified. She was scheduled, to
perform right after Seohyun. This was beyond bad, it was terrible. If Seohyun set
the standard high, Taeyeon had to excel to stand any chance of passing the
auditions. As Taeyeon scrolled through the long list of applicants, her eye caught a
name at the end of the list.
The candidate's name that caught her eye, was scheduled to be the last to perform.
It couldn't be. What was Tiffany's name doing on the list of applicants? Was it
another coincidence, that another applicant had the same name as Tiffany?
Taeyeon traced Tiffany's name along the list, and the item scheduled for her was a
flute performance. Flute, and Tiffany's name. It felt too much of a coincidence.
She had to call Tiffany, to clarify the issue.
Picking up her phone, Taeyeon dialled Tiffany's number, hoping her friend would
pick up. The phone rang, once, twice, thrice, but no one picked up, and the line
was cut off. Frustrated, Taeyeon redialled the number. Her heart was pounding.
Her mind had analysed all possible scenarios, and she feared for the worst.
Finally. Tiffany picked up.
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"Hello?" Came her friend's voice over the line, bright as ever.
"Tiffany, there's something I need to ask you, and I want you to answer me,
honestly." Taeyeon replied.
"Mhmm, go ahead."
"Did... Did you... Join the NH Music auditions too?" Taeyeon asked. She feared
Tiffany's answer. She feared to know the truth, but she wanted to know.
Silence.
Taeyeon could hear Tiffany sigh over the phone.
"I guess... You found out?" Tiffany answered.
"Isn't it an auditions for singers only?" Taeyeon asked, her tone of voice rising.
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"It isn't. The auditions that NH Music is holding, it's for artists. That covers the
entire spectrum. Singers, musicians, everyone, all sorts of performers."
"But... But... Why?" Taeyeon choked out.
"Taeyeon, I hope you'll understand, I need it for my own career to, I need it to
draw a sufficient income. I didn't want to tell you about it, I was afraid it would
affect your practice, I wanted you to focus."
"Is that why you lectured me on not exploiting the weakness of others? So that you
would stand a better chance of winning me in the audition? Tiffany, it's my dream
as well! I want to be a singer!" Taeyeon screamed over the phone.
"Taeyeon, calm down! Listen to me --- "
Taeyeon had enough. She slammed the phone down.
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She felt emotions welling up from within her. Why was Tiffany doing this to her?
Wasn't she supposed to be her friend? Why was she competing against her, for a
chance for her dream career? It was as if someone had pressed a red hot brand to
her heart, and Taeyeon felt unbearable emotional pain slicing through her very
soul. Tiffany was the first person she thought would be a worthy friend, and now,
Tiffany was competing against her.
Against her.
Taeyeon felt betrayed.
"Why! Why!" Taeyeon screamed, pounding the wall with her fist. Curling up into
a ball, the young girl sat in one corner of her house, and cried.
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Night had fallen, and Tiffany was still at her desk.
She was working on the lecture that she had to deliver to her class in two days
time, but her mind was occupied by the thoughts of Taeyeon. She knew it was a
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matter of time, before Taeyeon would find out her participation in NH Music's
auditions, and she was afraid, of Taeyeon's reaction when she found out.
Her fears had come true.
Tiffany had tried to call Taeyeon back, to explain, but her calls went unanswered.
She understood, how much the audition meant to Taeyeon. Passing the audition,
and earning a contract with a label as famous as NH Music would definitely put
Taeyeon on the road to her dream of being a singer. Still, Tiffany needed the
audition as well. To her, a contract as a artist with NH Music would mean less
financial difficulties, and she could finally go back to putting her focus completely
into her flute, and perhaps other aspects of music.
Tiffany had taken a risk, by participating in the auditions. She wanted Taeyeon to
achieve her dreams, but she too, wanted to find a way out of her current situation.
Tiffany checked her phone, hoping that Taeyeon had replied the text message that
she sent a few hours ago. There was no reply. Taeyeon was definitely taking it
hard. The idea of competing against a singer of Seohyun's capability was daunting
enough for Taeyeon, and it had given her much stress. The addition of Tiffany into
the competition picture brought stress to a whole new level for Taeyeon, not to
mention the fact that Tiffany had kept her participation a secret.
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She could empathise with Taeyeon, and she wanted to make up for it, but she had
no idea how to. Should she withdraw from the audition? The audition was a once
in a lifetime opportunity for Tiffany as well. Contracts with famous music labels
were not easy to come by.
Putting down her pen, Tiffany dug through her drawers, and came up with a small
stack of music scores. She reached for the flute case that stood by her bed.
Unclasping the case, she reached in, and drew out the silvered instrument.
The lights of her room reflected off the polished surface of the instrument, giving it
a beautiful gleam. Despite her difficulties in life, Tiffany had dedicated her time to
maintaining the quality, and the beauty of her instrument. Her flute was her very
first instrument, and it had gone through all the many performances with her. It
was the instrument that accompanied her from her very first days, through her rise
to fame, until where she was right now.
When Tiffany's mind was preoccupied with troubles, she had her own way of a
brief escape from reality. Music. Music gave her a sense of relaxation, and
sometimes, the inspiration for answers to her problem. This problem was no
different. Tiffany felt the need to return to her world of music once again, to let
herself float freely in that beautiful universe of sound.
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Grabbing her flute and some music scores, she stood up, ready to head to the
rooftop once again. As Tiffany headed for her front door, her foot caught the table
leg, and she stumbled, accidentally dropping a few music sheets. Bending down to
pick them up, Tiffany noticed the title that was scribbled on one of them.
It was the piece that she had composed, as a memory for her parents.
The idea hit Tiffany. Music. It was the best way of expressing feelings. Through
the sounds, the gentle touch of music, any feeling could be expressed.
She would compose another piece. A piece dedicated to the first person she found
worthy to be her friend. She would dedicate the piece to Taeyeon, and present it to
her as a form of her apology.
Tiffany pulled out an empty music sheet, and a pencil, and began her work.
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It had been a few days since Taeyeon had spoken to Tiffany. Even in school,
Taeyeon would avoid Tiffany whenever possible. She only attended Tiffany's
lessons, for it was necessary for her music education.
Taeyeon still felt, deep down in her heart, betrayed.
She had tried to reason with herself, thinking about Tiffany's needs, but she still
felt that Tiffany had gone too far, by keeping it from her for so long.
It was the end of another day of school, and Taeyeon headed straight home.
Usually, she would wait for Tiffany at their usual meeting place, but that time was
past. Taeyeon passed the meeting point on the way home, but she did not even
glance back, at the stone bench which they sat while waiting for each other.
Once home, Taeyeon threw down her bag, and headed straight up to her room, to
practice her singing. She was determined. If Tiffany wanted to play such games,
she would prove her wrong. Taeyeon was determined, to prove that even without
Tiffany's coaching, she would still be able to excel. She was determined to sing her
best in the audition, and hopefully win it. A triumph over both Seohyun and
Tiffany would prove her capabilities.
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Taeyeon had been feeling a little hoarse for the past days, but she dismissed it. It
was evidence, that she was putting in effort into her practice. Taeyeon was sure
that with adequate rest before the audition, her throat would feel better, and she
would be ready to perform.
Picking up the song sheet, Taeyeon took in a deep breath, and let her voice fly. She
sang as if she was singing in the audition, as if she was performing to a crowd of
thousands. On and on she sang, and she became aware, that she was soon reaching
the part of the song that she had the most difficulty with.
As she prepared herself, to hit the note, she breathed in, and a sense of
breathlessness hit her hard. Coughing, Taeyeon reached for a glass of water.
Wrong breathing technique, she told herself.
Taeyeon geared herself up again, and she repeated the part. Once again, the
breathless feeling hit her again, and she bent over, coughing hard.
Focus, Taeyeon, focus! You're lacking focus. Control your breathing! Taeyeon told
herself.
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Making a mental note to herself, she resumed her practice. The audition date was
approaching, and time was running out. She was determined to perfect the song.
As she neared the difficult part of the song once again, Taeyeon kept her mind
focused this time, but she was not prepared for what was to come.
A sharp pain lanced through her throat, and she doubled over in pain, clutching at
her throat. Stumbling over to her table, Taeyeon drained the entire glass of water in
one go, before collapsing into her chair, rubbing her throat gently.
What is wrong with me? Taeyeon thought.
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Chapter 7: Precious Odds
For what you desire, is it worth the sacrifice?
The cracking sound of the foil was clearly heard across the silent waiting room,
and the noise briefly drew the attention of the other candidates. Taeyeon paid them
no heed, as she proceeded to put the lozenge into her mouth. Her throat had been
hurting for the past few days, and the medication she had barely helped. The
lozenges that she took only gave her a brief relief from the pain. Still, Taeyeon
decided to persevere, to push through the pain for her chance at the auditions.
The other candidates were silent as well, rehearsing their performance in their
minds, playing through the songs they were going to sing, or their performances intheir heads. Taeyeon could see many singers, some people with violins, some with
other instruments. Rolling the lozenge in her mouth using her tongue, Taeyeon
proceeded to re-run the lyrics of her song through her mind once again.
The door of the waiting room opened, and all the candidates spun around to meet
it, wondering if it was the staff coming in to call the next performer out. The
person who entered was no staff, but a girl clutching a flute that shone a gleaming
silver in the light.
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Tiffany. Taeyeon immediately recognised her.
Your nemesis. A nasty voice whispered in the corner of her brain.
Tiffany spotted Taeyeon, and waved at her, but Taeyeon turned her back, as she
returned to her own practice. Tiffany sat down in one corner of the room, and
began practising the fingering on her flute. Half of Taeyeon's brain wanted to pull
her around, and go meet Tiffany, but the other half, the stronger half told her to
ignore her competitor and focus on winning, and that was what Taeyeon did.
One by one, the candidates were called for their audition, and the room slowly
emptied. Seohyun, whom Taeyeon also ignored, was soon called, and Taeyeon
knew it would soon be her turn, for she was next in line after Seohyun. Her throat
was beginning to hurt again, and Taeyeon pushed another lozenge into her mouth.
Soon, the time came, and her name was called. Taeyeon felt a familiar feeling, as
she walked the path backstage, that led her to the side of the main stage that was
hidden by the curtains. She could hear the finishing lines of Seohyun's song.
Hearing her sing live was different, as compared to the CD that Tiffany had given
her. Her voice was fantastic, perfect, brilliant. Her voice could be compared to a
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choir of angels, or perhaps one that was even more magnificent. Taeyeon was
worried. How was she going to compete with a voice like this?
Her name was called, and onto the stage she went.
NH Music. The audition for my dreams. Taeyeon thought, as she introduced her
name. On the cue of the judges, she filled the auditorium with her angelic voice.
Straining her throat, Taeyeon fought the pain to hit every note as perfectly as she
could, putting as much emotion as she could into every verse. That verse was
coming, the one that Taeyeon had the most difficulty with.
Taking in a deep breath, in the brief pause, Taeyeon opened her mouth to sing that
one, challenging verse. The first half of it came out beautifully, before anunbearable pain sliced through her neck. Taeyeon's sweet voice that echoed across
the auditorium was cut off rudely by coughing and sputtering, as Taeyeon grabbed
at her neck.
A collective gasp came from the people who had come to watch the auditions, and
the judges gave a disapproving look. In that one single moment, Taeyeon knew her
second chance to her dream career was once again shattered, and she lowered her
head, as she tried to walk off the stage, as gracefully as she could.
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Once she had disappeared behind the curtains, tears began to form in Taeyeon's
eyes. Why? Why does my throat have to hurt?! Of all times, it hurts during my
audition! The girl screamed in her mind silently as she pounded the wall with her
fist. Taeyeon felt devastated. All the hours she put into practice, the commitment to
her practice had all been wasted. To make it worse, her song had to be cut off in
the middle.
Taeyeon wanted to cry, but the same nasty voice in her head told her that Tiffany
was due to be on stage soon, and she did not want Tiffany to see her crying, or in
this sad state. She felt, that she could not afford to let her nemesis see her weak
side. Hurrying back to the waiting room, Taeyeon peered inside to see if Tiffany
was still there. She wasn't. Taeyeon hurried in, and grabbed whatever belongings
that she brought along, before rushing out again. There was no point waiting for
the results, as Taeyeon knew that she would never be able to make it.
She hurried out, to leave the audition venue, and her path took her past the path
that ran backstage. Her sharp ears caught a fine tune, a sound that was sweet, yet
mixed with a strange sense of sadness.
The sound caught Taeyeon, and she stopped dead in her tracks. The sweet, sad
tendrils of the song seemed to curl around her heart and mind, and pulled them
nearer and nearer to the source of that sound. There was no doubt, that the sound
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was that from a flute, and of all the other candidates scheduled after Taeyeon,
Tiffany was the only one that was going to perform a flute segment. Taeyeon stood
there, backstage, as she listened to the beautiful sound that Tiffany played.
Hearing Tiffany play the flute live was very different from listening to the CD's of
Tiffany that Taeyeon had. Being a long time fan of Tiffany, Taeyeon, immediately
recognised the piece that she was playing. It was the piece that Tiffany had
composed specially as a memory for her parents. In public, Tiffany had claimed
that the piece was composed to show the love in a family, to quell the rumours thatshe had actually lost her parents. However, Taeyeon, being a close friend of
Tiffany's, knew the true meaning behind that piece.
It was a beautiful, heart wrenching piece. The feel of music laid out the sweetness
of a loving family, and the joy that they shared. At the same time, it filled the
hearts of the listeners with the pain that the family felt when they went through
tough times. Taeyeon was convinced, that only a musical genius like Tiffany could
compose a piece like that.
The beauty of the music quelled the nasty voice in Taeyeon's mind, and the girl sat
down, and leaned against a wall backstage, and she let the beautiful music of
Tiffany's wash over her. It was bliss, as she felt the music filling every part of her
soul.
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Taeyeon struggled with the stack of books, and she made it to the table before
dumping them down in front of a startled Seohyun.
"Here, I found all the books that might help for exams." Taeyeon said, as she sat
down in her chair again.
The two of them were back at the library, and they were studying together. They
were from different schools, but their music syllabuses were almost similar, and
hence they were helping each other out in their revision.
Seohyun grabbed the first book of the stack, and flipped it open to a page, before
studying it intently, and Taeyeon returned to the notes that she had taken down in
lesson. It had been a few days since the end of the audition. Taeyeon could not
forget the embarrassing way that she had performed in the audition, but she had
pushed it into one corner of her mind, as she knew that ultimately, she could not let
her emotions affect her musical studies.
The next few hours passed, with both girls scribbling down notes intently, and
sharing their discussions. As Seohyun finally put down her pen, and stretched her
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back, Taeyeon decided to ask. The question had been gnawing at her heart for a
long time, and she felt that she needed to clear it, and get an answer.
"Seohyun, do you remember the auditions that your father's company held?"
Taeyeon whispered, so as to avoid disturbing the silence in the library.
Seohyun nodded.
"What do you think of the results?" Taeyeon asked again. The results had been out,
and out of all the artists that turned up, only one had been offered a contract with
NH music, and that one single artist, was Tiffany.
"She deserved to win. I heard her play her audition piece too, and she was
wonderful. I've never heard such beautiful music in my life before, it was really
touching." Seohyun answered.
"Still, it's another chance gone for us." Taeyeon mumbled.
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Seohyun played with a strand of her hair, as a thoughtful expression spread across
her face. "That's true, to a certain extent, but I say that you shouldn't think of it that
way." She mused.
"Why?" Taeyeon prompted.
"You see, everyone who went for the auditions obviously had a dream in mind, if
not they would not be there. Everyone is a competitor with another. You are also a
competitor to me as well, but then I respect the fact that you went there for a
dream, and you deserve an equal chance to fight for your dreams. I think, that you
should be happy for the winner, that she won her dream through her hard work,
rather than be jealous, or sad that you didn't win."
"After all, I competed against you, but we're both still here today, as friends, and
studying and worrying for the upcoming examinations together." Seohyun added.
As Taeyeon processed Seohyun's explanation, she felt a sense of guilt rising inside
her. True enough, she dreamt to be a professional singer, but Tiffany had her
difficulties as well. She felt even more guilty, as she thought about the time and
effort that Tiffany had put in to help her to practice her singing, and she knew that
it was from Tiffany's help, that she had improved by leaps and bounds.
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She knew she was competing against me, and yet she still took the time to help me
with my audition, when she could spend the time practising for her own. That
though raised the level of guilt in Taeyeon by another notch.
Taeyeon now felt terrible for the way that she had treated Tiffany. Tiffany was still
trying to stay in contact with her, evident from the calls and messages that Taeyeon
never answered. Taeyeon felt terrible, for turning her back to Tiffany when she
was trying to preserve their friendship. After all, Tiffany won the audition fair and
square. Taeyeon felt that she should be proud of her friend's talent and skill, rather
than being jealous, and feeling betrayed.
Taeyeon vowed, that when she returned to school the next day, she would find
Tiffany, and apologise to her. She would find a way, to make up for the way that
she treated Tiffany.
"Oh yeah, can I ask another question?" Taeyeon asked.
Seohyun nodded, and Taeyeon carried on, "Why are you not on good terms with
your father? People thought that you, as the daughter of the CEO of NH music,
would have a higher chance of winning."
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"I just don't like the way he works, the way he does stuff." Seohyun answered
flatly, and immediately returned to her studying.
Taeyeon knew that her question has struck a sensitive spot, by the sudden icy
atmosphere of the conversation, and she returned to her studies as well.
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Sliding the key in the lock, Taeyeon gave it a twist, and the lock clicked open.
Pushing open the door, she went up the stairs right away, and headed to her room.
As she neared her father's room, she could hear her father muttering to himself. It
was strange. Her father was not due to reach home so early, and rarely did her
father mutter to himself. The only times when Taeyeon had seen him do that was
when he had something big on his mind, something that affected him greatly.
Peeking into his room, she saw her father pacing to and fro, muttering to himself.
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"Here it goes again. She wins the audition... of all things, why does it have to be a
contract with NH Music? Does she..."
Taeyeon was startled by what she heard. The sole winner of the audition was
Tiffany, and from what her father was saying, it was clear, that her father knew
Tiffany. The strange thing was, how could her father know Tiffany, but Tiffany did
not know her father at all? What was even stranger, was that her father sounded
like he cared for Tiffany. This was totally different from the image that he
portrayed at first. He gave the impression that he disliked Tiffany, but why did hesound like he cared for her now? It was perfectly normal if he did not like NH
Music, as NH Music could be considered the nemesis of the company that her
father was working for, but Tiffany was a bigger question.
When I get the chance, I'll not only apologise to Tiffany, I'll confirm with her what
she knows as well. Taeyeon promised herself.
Taeyeon could eavesdrop no longer, and she returned to her room. Throwing down
her bag, she sifted through her cupboard, and picked out a set of comfortable
clothes, before heading to the washroom to take a shower. Stepping in, Taeyeon let
the warm water flow. The warm water on her skin was a relaxing, as compared to
the freezing cold winter temperatures outside.
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Through her singing practice, Taeyeon had developed a funny habit of singing
anywhere she could, and singing in the shower was no difference. She picked a
relaxing song, one equal to the warmth and relaxation that the warm water gave
her, and she began to sing. Her voice was as beautiful as ever.
The pain came again, as sudden as ever, and sharper than before. Taeyeon
stumbled out of the shower, stunned by the intense pain stabbing at her throat, and
she stood bent over the sink, coughing violently, trying to catch her breath.
Her dripping wet, soapy hair made her look unglamorous, but it was not that that
caught Taeyeon's attention. Amongst the drops of soapy water that fell drop her
hair into the sink, was a pattern that was drawn out in a splatter of dark, red liquid.
Another drop of the red liquid fell, from her lips, and splashed into the sink,
joining the first.
Her brain immediately registered the strange taste on her tongue, and there was no
doubt to what the red liquid was.
Blood.
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Chapter 8: Stranger Relations
A stranger answer, or question?
Tiffany was satisfied.
Satisfied, not happy.
Her new contract with NH Music had given her more hope in life. Her contract
was promising, the pay was good, her staff benefits were excellent as well. To top
it off, with her already well known proficiency in music, she had no need to go
through any form of training program.
Her financial worries were over, Tiffany had only been a few weeks into her new
career with NH Music, and she was seeing the difference a contract with an
entertainment company could make. Music shows, performances, and other events
were arranged for her, all she needed to do was to practice, and attend the event.
Furthermore, being a musician with such high calibre, the company had provided a
room in the office building for Tiffany to use as her personal studio for practising.
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She no longer had to practice on the rooftop in the middle of the night, or find
other secluded areas.
Still, she was only satisfied.
With her contract, her life plans were already mended, and could be considered
well paved out for her. However, there was still her heart. Nothing seemed to be
able to fill the space in her heart that Taeyeon left behind. No form or amount of
music could repair the damage to her heart, or make the memories go away. The
times that she shared with her very first friend were eternal.
Tiffany stared at the screen of her phone, waiting. It had seemed like eternity,
waiting for a single message, or phone call from Taeyeon. Tiffany wanted a reply, just a reply. Sighing, she slid her phone back into her bag, and proceeded to stare
out of the window. She had just finished a performance, and she was on the way
back to the company building. Plucking at the hem of her pink dress, Tiffany
frowned. Pink was her favourite colour, but she never liked to wear such revealing
dresses, be it for events or performances. However, the dress was selected by her
stylist, and she had little say in it. Before long, the car reached the company
building, and Tiffany stepped out, and headed straight for her studio, where she
could change into something more comfortable, or more proper, as she felt.
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As she walked down the hallways of the office building, Tiffany bowed her head
respectfully to her seniors. Despite her proficiency, she was still new to the
company, and she had already gained a reputation for being one of the most
respectful, and loveable artists signed with the company. The entire building was
like a maze, and Tiffany had gotten lost a few times, and today was no different.
As she stepped into an unfamiliar corridor, she heard shouting. People around her
were also looking in the direction, and the voices came from the CEO's office.
The door of the office burst open, and a young lady strode out of the office. Her
long, raven black hair covered her face slightly, but Tiffany could see the rage on
her face.
"Yah! You come back here! I'm not done with you yet!" The CEO was yelling
from his office.
The young lady spun around. "As if you'll ever listen to me! There's no point
discussing anything with you, when all you have in that thick head of yours is
money! Do you even have any morals?" She screamed back.
Tiffany had heard the voice somewhere before.
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"Don't you dare speak to me in that tone! I am still your father! Come back here
right now!" The CEO yelled.
Seohyun. It immediately registered in Tiffany's mind that the young lady was
Seohyun. Even though she was relatively new to the company, Tiffany had learned
from her other colleagues that Seohyun was not on good terms with her father, but
she had never expected it to be something like this. Yelling at each other in the
office was of a different level.
Seohyun turned her back on her father, and stormed away, the other people in the
office scattering, and clearing a path for the fiery tempered lady to walk through. A
sudden idea struck Tiffany. Didn't Taeyeon once mentioned that she and Seohyun
were studying partners? Perhaps Seohyun might have an idea what Taeyeon might
be up to.
"Uh... Excuse me." Tiffany asked shyly, as Seohyun approached her.
Seohyun stopped, and looked at Tiffany. The rage was still evident in her eyes, and
that scared Tiffany slightly.
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"Uh..." Tiffany opened her mouth to speak, but she was at a loss for words.
"You're Tiffany, right? The new flutist that joined the company." Seohyun asked.
Tiffany nodded.
"Ah, I thought so. I saw you at the auditions that day. Your skills with the flute are
excellent, and you totally deserved to win the audition." Seohyun continued.
"You... You think so?" Tiffany squeaked out.
"Yes, yes. I don't think I've heard such good music in a long time. You were
brilliant." Seohyun paused for a while, before carrying on, "Honestly, I think
you're wasting your time and skills here. You should have auditioned for another
company. Just don't listen to what my father tells you to do. He's insane."
Seohyun shook her head and sighed.
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"Anyway, I've got to go now, there's something I need to attend to. Was nice
meeting you, see you around." Seohyun said, as she waved to Tiffany, and headed
off down the corridor.
Tiffany stood there, silent for a while, thinking through what she had just heard.
She had missed the chance to ask about Taeyeon's whereabouts, and she was
stunned by Seohyun's attitude to her father. Being a junior artist in the company,
there was little chance that Tiffany would even speak to, needless to say work with
the CEO, but it was rare to hear Seohyun make such comments on her father,especially in a public place.
Behind her, the CEO came out of his office, glancing around, trying to see where
his daughter had gone to. Upon his appearance, the other people in the office
scattered, going back to their tasks, and Tiffany, standing right in the middle of the
pathway, caught his full attention.
"Who are you?" The CEO asked.
"Uh..., Sir, I'm Tiffany, the new flutist that just joined your company." Tiffany
stammered.
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The CEO's eyes flicked up and down, scanning her from head to toe, and Tiffany
unconsciously took a step back. She was not accustomed to wearing revealing
dresses, and having men staring at her made her feel more uncomfortable.
"Tiffany... as in Tiffany Hwang Miyoung?" The CEO asked.
"Yes sir." Tiffany nodded.
"Welcome to NH Music." He said, holding out his hand. Tiffany shook it. His grip
suddenly tightened, and Tiffany struggled to pull her hand out of his iron clad grip,
but to no avail.
A sinister smile spread on the CEO's face. "Welcome, Miss Hwang. I'm very sure
your father would be pleased, if he could know that you are working here." He
said, placing extra emphasis on the word "pleased".
He released his grip, and Tiffany immediately took a step back, massaging herhand gently. Did the CEO just mention something about her father? Did the CEO
know her father as well?
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Why was her life getting so complicated? Tiffany wanted a simple life, and she
thought she had it when she secured the contract with NH Music. Now, she had
suspicions that the CEO knew her father, and that brought memories back of the
photo that she found, and the suspicions, that Taeyeon's father knew her parents as
well. Her life was becoming more complicated with the many new questions, and
she had no idea how to solve them.
The frustrated and puzzled girl threw her bag on the chair upon entering her studio,
but missed, and her bag landed on the floor, spilling its contents out. Tiffany let outan exasperated sigh, and strode over to pick up her belongings. As she reached for
her phone, the blinking light on her phone caught her attention.
A new text message.
Please, please let it be a message from Taeyeon, not from my manager, or stylist,
or anyone else. Tiffany prayed.
She checked her phone. The message was from Taeyeon.
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Tiffany, my phone was spoilt, so I was unable to reply your messages for the past
week. I'm sorry for everything that I've done. I was in the wrong. Could we meet up
sometime soon? I'd really like to make up for my mistake. The message read.
Tiffany was excited. She had finally received a reply from Taeyeon, and it sounded
promising, that their friendship could be mended.
Immediately, she hit the call button. After a brief wait, Taeyeon picked up.
"Taeyeon! I'm so glad to hear from you again! Are you free to meet up now?"
Tiffany asked.
"Umm... My family's out at the moment, I guess I could be considered free now..."
Taeyeon answered.
"That's great! I'll head over right now!" With that, Tiffany put down the call and
rushed out. Hailing a cab, she made her way to Taeyeon's house. Through the cabride, Tiffany was excited. She was finally going to see Taeyeon again. She felt no
animosity for the way that Taeyeon had treated her, for she understood the reason
behind Taeyeon's reaction.
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After what seemed like eternity, the cab finally reached Taeyeon's house, and she
was there, waiting at the doorstep, waiting for her friend, waiting for Tiffany.
Once Tiffany stepped out of the cab, the two friends were finally reunited in a hug,
with Tiffany lifting Taeyeon off the ground, and the both of them laughing
cheerfully. Once the laughter had subsided, Taeyeon welcomed Tiffany into her
house, and they went up to Taeyeon's room.
"Tiffany, I must say, I'm really sorry. I let my dreams for a singing career affect me
too much. I was wrong about the way I treated you." Taeyeon said, lowering her
head.
"It's alright, I understand." Tiffany answered.
"You do?" Taeyeon asked, a hopeful glint in her eye.
"Of course I do. Just remember not to let your judgement go awry the next time.
We both want to make music, to spread love, remember? If we have to hate each
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other, or people, to reach our dreams to perform, how can our music spread love,
when there is no love in its roots?" Tiffany replied.
Taeyeon nodded her agreement. What Tiffany said was true. To make music that
could spread love, it must first spring from love. Staring at her friend, Taeyeon
asked, "Why are you dressed like this? It's not exactly your style..."
Tiffany then realized that in her rush to meet Taeyeon, she had rushed out without
changing out of her stage outfit. Blushing, she replied, "I had a performance before
this, and didn't have time to change."
"Still... it's a little... odd. I know you're pretty, but the outfit's a little too revealing."
Taeyeon continued. Seeing her friend's embarrassed face, she hurriedly changedthe topic. "So, how's work at NH Music going?"
"It's good. Just that sometimes I wish I had a choice on what piece I could play,
and what stage outfit I could wear. Most of the pieces are not exactly my style, but
then, it's all for work, so I just keep quiet, and perform."
"In that case, how are you going to achieve your goal of love through music, when
the pieces you play are not of your genre?" Taeyeon questioned.
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"I'd prefer to say that with the fluidity of music, you can express any emotion
through any form, or any genre of music, which is what I'm trying to do. Still, I
sometimes do wish that I had more say in my performances, as there's stuff that I'd
rather not do." Tiffany answered.
"Then again, I'm just a junior artist there, hence I really don't have much say to
what I should do on stage, and much more." Tiffany added, sighing.
"Tiffany, I've got something I need to ask you." Taeyeon suddenly asked, in a
solemn voice. The sudden change in her tone made Tiffany feel worried. Tiffany
knew that Taeyeon was not the kind that would use such a tone of voice, unless
something was really serious.
"Go ahead, I'll help if I can." Tiffany answered.
Taking in a deep breath, Taeyeon let out a sigh. She had intended to keep this from
Tiffany, but she felt that it was time to be honest. "Tiffany, it all started some time
ago. There would be this sharp pain in my throat whenever I tried to reach those
higher notes." She said.
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Tiffany looked worried.
"A few days ago, I was singing again, and the same pain came back. This time, I
coughed out blood. Tiffany, I'm really worried. Is something wrong with me?
Singing is my life, I can't afford for my voice to be like this." Taeyeon continued,
her voice taking on a desperate tone.
There was definitely something wrong with Taeyeon's throat, but Tiffany had no
idea. She was no doctor. All she could do, was to draw her friend into a comforting
hug.
"Why don't you go and see a doctor? If there's something wrong, maybe the doctor
can fix it before it gets worse." Tiffany suggested.
"It's going to be expensive, and I don't want to place extra costs on my parents. Not
to mention my father will start yelling again, since this sort of relates to my dream
of singing, which he does not support."
"Surely he can't deny his daughter medical treatment just because of that." Tiffany
stated.
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"You never know how crazy he can be. As much as I don't like my father, I still
don't want to be the cause of any unhappiness, or arguments in my family. I want
peace in my family." Taeyeon said.
There was a brief moment of silence, as the two girls thought about Taeyeon's
situation, and the best way out.
"You know... I'm not that financially tight now, I could pay for most of your
medical bills, if necessary." Tiffany offered.
Taeyeon was shocked. She couldn't accept such help from Tiffany. It would be too
much to ask for, and she opened her mouth to speak, to object against Tiffany's
offer, but the sound of the front door opening cut her off. Peeking out of her room,
Taeyeon saw her father coming in.
"It's my father! You've got to hide! Quick, into my closet!" Taeyeon panicked.
"There's really no space in there! You've got too much junk inside!" Tiffany
protested, but to no avail.
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For the second time, Tiffany was squashed into Taeyeon's closet, together with all
her other belongings.
Taeyeon's father came storming into her room a short while later.
"Kim Taeyeon! How dare you! How dare you go for an audition without informing
me, and of all companies, you audition with NH Music?!" He thundered.
"Dad! How old am I already? Do I still need to report each and every second of my
whereabouts to you?" Taeyeon protested.
Her father was about to yell at her again, when he was interrupted by the door of
Taeyeon's closet crashing open, depositing Tiffany onto the floor tangled in
Taeyeon's clothes.
Both father and daughter stood there, silent, as Tiffany extracted herself from the
mess of Taeyeon's clothes.
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It was Taeyeon's father who broke the silence first. "How dare you bring such a
person into my house! I demand that you get her out right now!"
"Dad! That's enough! I don't understand why you're treating Tiffany like that! She's
my friend! It's okay if you don't respect my dreams, but how can you treat my
friend in such a way!" Taeyeon screamed.
"You dare talk to your father like this?" Taeyeon's father bellowed.
"Yes, I dare! You say you're my father, but have you ever treated me like your
daughter? Everything I do, you object to it, without any reason! Which father
would hold his daughter back from her dreams without giving any reason?"
Taeyeon screeched.
An uneasy silence hung in the air as the last few words that Taeyeon screamed
echoed in the room. Father and daughter stared at each other, their gaze intense.
"Uh... Mr Kim? I think I would also like to know how you knew my parents. I saw
you in their photographs." Tiffany asked in a small voice, a total contrast from the
argument that just took place seconds ago.
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Taeyeon's father's glance shifted from Tiffany to his daughter, and then back again.
Letting out a huge sigh, he closed his eyes, seemingly deep in thoughts. Both girls
looked at him, puzzled by the sudden change in his behaviour. Taeyeon's father
took a deep breath, before settling himself into Taeyeon's chair.
"Take a seat, both of you." He said, indicating to Taeyeon's bed. Tiffany glanced at
Taeyeon for an answer, but Taeyeon shrugged. Both girls sat at the edge of the
bed, facing him.
"I'm really sorry, Taeyeon, I've not been a good father. I've been doing things the
wrong way." He said. Turning to Tiffany, he carried on, "Tiffany, I'm sorry as
well. I should not have done things this way, and I think, it's time you knew the
whole story."
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Chapter 9: Truth and Bonds
How will you face what you found?
Both girls sat on the bed silently, waiting for Taeyeon's father to begin his tale.
"I do not know where to begin." He sighed.
"Mr Kim, sir, just begin wherever you feel like." Tiffany voiced. Taeyeon's father
nodded. He seemed to be deep in thought, the expression on his face seemed to be
one that was filled with anguish, the painful memories that he had from the past.
"First, Taeyeon, why do you think I object so strongly, to you joining the music
industry?" He asked his daughter.
Taeyeon sat there silently. She had never thought of the possibilities on why her
father had objected against her, partly was because she never talked much to her
father regarding her dream career of being a singer.
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"I guess... You're afraid the stress of working in such an industry would be too
much for me to handle?" Taeyeon offered her guess. Her father shook his head.
"I'm confident in you, that you'll be able to handle stress. What I'm afraid of, is the
company that you might join." He answered.
"You see, my daughter, there are many entertainment companies out there, that
offer promising contracts to artists that want to join the industry. However, how
many of them, are actually interested in the element of music. A large majority of
the companies out there are just interested in money, and they would make use of
their artists to any extent, as long as they can garner large numbers of viewers, and
profits." He added.
"Some of the companies, make use of their artists to the extent that they invade
upon the decency of the artists just for profits. Those artists have no choice but to
make do with their company's demands, due to the contract that they signed. It
would hurt me to see my daughter being made use of, just for the profits of an
entertainment industry." He finished.
Subconsciously, Taeyeon's gaze shifted to Tiffany, and Tiffany looked down at the
revealing outfit she was wearing. Deep in her heart, she knew what Taeyeon's
father had said was true. Ever since she started working for NH Music, Tiffany had
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spent a considerable amount of time browsing on the internet, trying to find out
what her fans thought about her, now that she had signed with a company. Tiffany
had found out that she had a large increase of fans, but the reasons as to why dealt
a blow to her morale. Some fans were there, for they loved her music, and the ways
her music inspired them, others were there for other reasons. Comments were
circulating online, regarding her figure, and some fans had followed her just
because she was deemed as the "Artist with the Best Figure".
Tiffany felt uncomfortable. She felt as if she was being used as an object, ratherthan for her talent in music. What Taeyeon's father said was true. NH Music made
her attend photoshoots, which required her to wear dresses that she didn't feel
comfortable in. She had no say in her schedules, or outfits, and her manager didn't
seem to care. What seemed most important, was that the photoshoot, or events
were earning large profits for the company.
"Dad, how are you so sure, that if I join the music industry, something like that
would happen to me?" Taeyeon asked.
"I'd rather not take such a risk with my own daughter. Plus, I have experienced,
and seen that happen before, and Tiffany, here's where you, or I'd say, your parents
come into the story." He answered.
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Tiffany was curious. She had known little about her parents. She never asked them
about their life, or career, and when they were gone, she always wanted to know,
but had no answers. Today, she was finally going to get an answer.
"Have you ever wondered, how your parents managed to leave you such a huge
fortune? Sufficient to pay for your studies, and help you start a music career as
well?" Taeyeon's father asked Tiffany.
Tiffany shook her head.
"First, I must say that I did know your parents. In fact, your father and I were close,
almost like brothers to each other. Your parents were the founders of the
entertainment company that I work in now, and I only took over the leadershipposition after they passed away. Now, I would say this is the most painful part of
the truth, and the past, and it will be even more painful, seeing the position you are
in now, are you ready for it?" Taeyeon's dad said in a solemn voice. He did not
seem fierce or hostile any longer, but he seemed to sound much more fatherly.
Tiffany hesitated. What she did not know about her parents could be painful,
perhaps even too much for her to handle. She was worried, but she was curious.
Tiffany had waited long enough, steeling herself, she readied for whatever
emotional pain she was about to receive, and nodded her head.
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"You always had the impression, that your parents passed away in a fatal accident,
and that's what the general public thought so as well. I would say that I'm one of
the two people who knows the truth, and there was no accident, behind the death of
your parents. You work with NH Music now, Tiffany, and I feel pained for you.
The CEO of the company you work for now, is the person responsible for your
loss." He said simply.
It was a short, brief moment, but everything that Taeyeon's father had said
overloaded Tiffany's senses. She reeled back in shock from what she heard. It
seemed impossible. Her parents, murdered? Now she was working for the one who
murdered her parents?
"No... How can it be?" Tiffany stammered.
"Dad, you must be wrong. I know your company is not on good terms with NH
Music, but making such an accusation is ridiculous." Taeyeon objected.
"The other person who found out about it a few years ago, is the CEO's own
daugther, Seohyun. I'm sure you know her as well, Taeyeon, and you could ask
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her. The case with Tiffany's parents is the reason why Seohyun is not on good
terms with her father." He explained.
"Then, if it's true, why don't you both do something about it?" Taeyeon enquired.
"Only two people know the truth, and there was no material evidence. What would
the authorities believe? I could file a case, but it would be useless." He answered.
Taeyeon opened her mouth to ask another question, but fell silent as Tiffany laid
her hand on her arm. "Let him speak. I want to know the full story behind my
parents. It's been too long. I want to know. I need to know." Tiffany said.
"I'll make things short, and simple. Our company was never on good terms with
NH Music. Your parents believed in reaching out to the world via the talents of an
artist, be it in instruments, or singing. On the other hand, Seohyun's father, leading
NH Music, believed in squeezing as much profit as possible from an artist, no
matter what it took. The worst came, when your parents exposed an ugly side of
him" Taeyeon's father began.
Taking a deep breath, he continued, "Your parents exposed to the public, what he
made a few of his artists do. For extra profit, NH Music, forced a few of their
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artists to deal in indecent activities under contracts, to the extent that it was an
outrage, and invasion of their privacy, and modesty. Of course, such actions were
condemned, and NH Music took a great blow to their reputation. As a result, their
CEO swore revenge against your parents."
"The general impression, was that your parents died in a car accident, but I knew it
was not, for I had seen him personally tamper with the car that your parents died
in. He did something to the car. The authorities thought it was a normal mechanical
failure, that caused the car to crash, and your parents to die, but I knew themechanical failure was a result of what he did. The accident, was also one that was
planned. I know Seohyun personally as well, and she also knows the truth. I never
asked her how she found out the truth from her own father, but she agrees with me,
that it was her father who sabotaged the car, and planned the accident that resulted
in the crash that killed your parents." Taeyeon's father finished.
Silence filled the room, as Taeyeon's father concluded his tale. His face seemed to
be filled with less worries, as if a giant rock had been lifted off him. Tiffany, on the
other hand, sat there in silence, staring down at her hands.
"I... I just can't believe it." She stammered.
"You can ask Seohyun. She knows the truth as well." Taeyeon's father repeated.
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Taeyeon picked up her phone, and sent a simple text message to Seohyun. Dad just
told me something, that he says only you and him know, about your father, and
Tiffany. Is it true?
All three in the room waited, until the silence was broken by the beeping of
Taeyeon's phone, indicating Seohyun's reply.
Taeyeon showed the one-word answer to Tiffany.
The screen flashed the single word. Yes.
"Why... How..." Tiffany tried to speak, but she was at a loss for words. The sudden
knowledge, of what she had seeked for the past years was too much for her.
"Dad, if Seohyun knew about Tiffany, why did she pretend she didn't know
Tiffany?" Taeyeon asked. She too, had found it hard to believe.
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"I made an agreement with Seohyun, not to let Tiffany or you know until I decided
the time was right. Hence, she pretended that she did not know Tiffany. I mean,
Tiffany would definitely feel awkward, if people whom she didn't know knew her."
He explained.
Taeyeon wanted to ask more, but she was interrupted by her friend, who burst into
tears. Tiffany tried to hold back her emotions, but the flood of knowledge and
emotions she received overwhelmed her. Taeyeon pulled Tiffany into an embrace,
trying to comfort her.
"Taeyeon. I didn't mean to show so much hostility to Tiffany. Her parents were my
closest friends, and after I saw what happened to them, I was afraid, that you might
end up like one of those artists that NH Music made use of. Knowing what their
CEO will do, I was afraid that if that ever happened to you, I could not prevent it
without any disaster happening to our family. I admit, there might have been other
ways of doing this. I'm sorry, Taeyeon, I haven't been a good father." Taeyeon's
father voiced out.
As Taeyeon hugged her friend, she nodded her acknowledgement. "I understand, it
must be traumatic to lose your close friends too." She answered.
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"Taeyeon, take care of Tiffany, I have to go settle other issues." Her father
requested, as he stood up and left the room.
Taeyeon let Tiffany bury her face into her shoulder, and as Tiffany cried, she felt
her heart ache as well, she empathised with her friend, the loss her friend had
suffered, and the shock of knowing the truth.
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Night had fallen, and the moonlight cast its shine on the three young ladies
gathered around a table on the rooftop.
Tiffany had turned to her flute for comfort, but even the most relaxing pieces she
knew could not soothe the agony in her heart. She sat at the table, rolling her flute
in her hands, her thoughts lost somewhere.
Taeyeon sat next to her, she wanted to be with Tiffany, to provide her with asource of warmth and comfort, especially at this phase that her friend was going
through. The last girl, was Seohyun. Taeyeon had called her, hoping that Seohyun
could also help in comforting Tiffany.
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"I don't have a choice, do I?" Tiffany asked again.
They had been discussing about it for the past hour. Tiffany could not bear to face
the fact, especially the fact that she now worked for the person who was behind the
death of her parents.
"There's no way that I could quit NH Music now, right? Especially with the
contract. Plus I can't afford to pay the penalties if I broke the bond. I'm bonded to
the man who murdered my parents." Tiffany said again.
Taeyeon and Seohyun had no answer. They knew that Tiffany had signed the
contract, and she was now bonded to NH Music. It was definitely hard on her,
having to work, under her current conditions, and the knowledge she had.
"Umm... Tiffany, why don't you just focus on your music? You've told me before
that I can let music guide my heart through any trials that life might throw me."
Taeyeon suggested.
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"There's no use now. I don't even have the liberty to choose what music I perform.
Your father was right, I'm just an object to the company. I have a performance and
photoshoot scheduled tomorrow, and I totally dislike the set. Have you heard of a
flutist having to add in some choreography into her performance? They're making
me do things that I'm uncomfortable with, and I have no say." Tiffany objected.
"Are they making you do indecent things again? Intruding into your privacy?"
Seohyun flared up. "I'll protest on your behalf, if I have to. If the company does not
respect the rights of their artists, and just treats them like money making objects, Iwill not hesitate to protest, even if it means yelling in the middle of the office
again."
"It's not to that extent yet, but I'm afraid it might be pushed to that extent soon."
Tiffany answered with a sigh.
The three girls fell silent again, thinking of any possible way, that could liberate
Tiffany.
"Actually, I do have a plan. It does not sound practical, but it is still a plan."
Seohyun finally spoke up.
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Both Taeyeon and Tiffany turned to her.
"You'll have to trust me though. Trust me with all your heart, and do not doubt
me." Seohyun said.
Taeyeon and Tiffany nodded.
"It'll depend on how much you believe in music as well." Seohyun added.
"Music has always been my life." Tiffany answered.
"Same for me. Our friendship was formed, bridged together by our shared love,
and passion for music. You can safely say that we both live our lives with music,
for it was music that brought us together, and has kept us going." Taeyeon
answered as well.
"Very good then. First, I suggest you both head home and take a rest. Tiffany, keep
going on with the company, do what they want you to do. I'll contact you both
soon." Seohyun said.
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Some time later, Tiffany lay in bed. She was wide awake, her thoughts were a
myriad. Her brain was trying to process the harrowing experience that she had
today, as well as the unknown plan that Seohyun had.
Seohyun's a singer as well, she deals in music. Tiffany told herself.
Let music guide my heart, join mine with Taeyeon's and Seohyun's, and follow
them. Trust Seohyun, that she has a plan. Tiffany repeated in her mind.
Closing her eyes, Tiffany pulled herself deeper into her blankets, and fell asleep.
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Chapter 10: The Wall
You have one obstacle, but many sources of strength. Never give up.
She felt trapped.
She felt like a helpless animal trapped in a cage. One that was forced to do stunts
just to be fed daily.
Tiffany felt her freedom, was now something that was gone. She once took it for
granted, but now, she felt her desire for freedom, she wanted it, but it was locked
away from her. Locked away, until the contract she signed expired.
That's another ten years until I get my freedom back. Tiffany fumed silently, as she
stormed back into the main office building. She had just finished her schedule,
which included a brief interview, and the artist was not happy. Taeyeon's father
had made no mistake, NH Music was just interested in using her to make money.There was more than enough evidence of that, from the interview that she had.
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The press had contacted her manager to request for an interview, and it was
accepted. However, what Tiffany did not expect, was that the company, and her
manager had already prepared a set of answers that she could give, and a set that
she could not give. Looking through the set of "correct" answers made Tiffany
angry. Sticking to the list for the interview was akin to lying! She had objected to
her manager regarding the list, but was told that it was for the better good of her,
and the company.
To top it off, she could not back out, nor did she have any choice, due to thecontract that she signed. Tiffany had to endure the interview, spewing out the lies
that the company made her tell, and trying to maintain a happy expression on her
face all the while. It had not helped, that after the interview, her manager told her
that she was scheduled for another interview the next day.
Tiffany didn't bother to open the door to her studio properly. Instead, she kicked it
open in an extremely violent fashion, the high heels that she wore making a mark
on the door. The slamming sound drew the attention of other people nearby, but
Tiffany couldn't care less about the unglamorous behaviour that she had just
exhibited.
"Who care about being unglamorous. Everything I do is just going to be hidden
under a bed of lies." She grumbled to herself, as she threw her bag onto the chair,
and proceeded to change out of her outfit. Ripping the dress off herself, she felt
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glad to be free of the garment that she disliked. Reaching for a set of comfortable
clothes, she began to put them on, but was interrupted by a knock on her door.
The irate artist yelled, "Who's that? I'm not interested in talking to anyone now!"
She knew if it were her manager, she would get a small lecture on being rude, but
she couldn't care less. If the company didn't respect her rights, she would treat
them the same way as well.
"It's me, Seohyun. I thought you were back, and wanted to find you for a chat."
Seohyun's voice sounded from the door. Tiffany breathed a sigh of relief. Finally.
Someone with brains and the correct inclination that she could talk to.
Pulling her shirt over her head, Tiffany opened the door, letting Seohyun in.
"Sorry if I yelled. Bad mood today." She apologised, as she closed the door behind
Seohyun.
"I thought so as well. News of you kicking open your door seems to spread quite
fast." Seohyun said, as she settled down into a chair. "Let me guess, the
interview?"
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"How did you know?" Tiffany asked, raising her eyebrow.
"You're not the first artist to get angry over the restrictions on what to say in
interviews." Seohyun answered. "I've been around NH Music for so many years,
and I've seen so many artists get angry." She added.
Tiffany sighed. "Seohyun, no offence, but it hurts me even more, knowing that I
have to work for the person who's responsible for my parents' deaths. That reminds
me, what sort of plan do you have?"
"Ah yes, the plan." Seohyun answered.
"Like I told you, you aren't the only artist who is unhappy with the company. There
are others out there as well. Here's a benefit of being the daughter of the CEO.
Having grown up with him, I know what things he holds dear to himself. One, is
this company, the other, is music." Seohyun added.
"Music? If your father likes music so much, why would he not let us play the style
of music that we like?" Tiffany asked.
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"That's because he's too money minded. He loves money so much, that he would
sacrifice anything else just to get it, which is why he has no qualms restricting the
say of the artists in the company just for profits. As long as what the artist performs
can gain profit, he'll do it, regardless of whether the artist likes it or not." Seohyun
replied.
"Which is why, I intend to start a revolution within the company. That means I'll
need your help in convincing all the other artists signed with NH Music to join in.
The board of directors might be able to suppress one voice, but if all of us protest
together, it'll surely make an impact, and I'm pretty sure my father would do
anything to keep the company running, which is to say, he'll have to grant our
requests." Seohyun finished.
It was a bold plan, and Tiffany was afraid. If the plan did not work out, if their
coup failed, she could possibly be charged in court, for going with Seohyun's plan
meant that she would be breaking her contract. It seemed dangerous, too risky.
"Err... Seohyun, that sounds really dangerous, and too risky. The trouble that we
could get into if it failed is going to be... well, terrible for us. Perhaps not you,
since you're the CEO's daughter, but then I have my contract, and I don't really
fancy spending time in jail." Tiffany voiced out, trying not to sound discouraging.
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There was a moment of silence, as Seohyun eyed Tiffany.
"I hope you can understand." Tiffany added in a meek voice. Seohyun seemed
frightening in a way as well. She seemed determined to carry out whatever she had
in mind, and that scared Tiffany a little.
"True, you do have a point." Seohyun finally said. "There's not much risk to me,
knowing my father, but for you, it's a different story. After all, you want the as
little trouble as possible in your life too." Seohyun acknowledged.
Tiffany breathed a sigh of relief. She was glad that Seohyun understood her
intentions, and did not see her as someone who wanted to back out at the last
minute.
"Still, if we don't do anything, you'll have to work under those conditions for the
next ten years. I know it's my father we're talking about, but I empathise with you,
since my father is the root of your misery." Seohyun added.
"By any chance, do you have a second plan?" Tiffany asked hopefully.
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Seohyun nodded her head slowly. "I do... It sounds ridiculous though. Only people
who know my father as well as I do would actually believe that it would work, and
perhaps, Taeyeon will need to play a part as well." She answered, her voice taking
on a mysterious tone.
"Just say it, I'll listen. Anything that can liberate me from this company, I'll do it,
no matter how ridiculous it might seem." Tiffany said.
"Okay... Still, I'll have to go and see if Taeyeon is willing, before I give any
details." Seohyun added.
"What are we waiting for? Let's go and find her." Tiffany immediately replied,
grabbing her bag from the chair.
"Wait, now? Don't you have something to do for the company at this time? What if
they scold you again, for breaking rules? Seohyun exclaimed, as Tiffany pulled her
along.
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"No worries, I've been rebellious ever since that day I knew the truth, it's normal
from me already. Plus, if they terminate my contract for my misbehaviour, that'll
be better for me." Tiffany answered.
She does have a point. Seohyun thought, as she followed Tiffany.
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Somewhere far away, a girl sat on a hospital bed, with a downcast expression on
her face. Her gaze shifted to her father, who was talking to the doctor.
Worry filled her heart.
What was the doctor telling her father? Would she be okay?
A few minutes later, her father came over.
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"Taeyeon, you'll be alright. The doctor says it's normal for people who sing, since
you might have strained your voice. You just have to rest well, and do everything
the doctor tells you." He said.
Taeyeon nodded. She had no mood to speak, or talk to anyone. The news had hit
her hard. A few days ago, Taeyeon had tried to practice singing again, and her
efforts resulted in another round of pain in her throat, accompanied by coughing
out more blood. After a brief period of consideration, Taeyeon decided to confide
in her father the situation. She felt that now, she could trust him, after the truth wasknown.
Her trust was well placed, her father sympathised with her, and immediately
rushed her to the hospital for a check up. The news was bad. From the constant
strain she placed on her vocal chords, Taeyeon had developed a severe case of
vocal nodules, to the extent that there was bleeding.
The doctor had said, that a minor surgery would solve everything, but Taeyeon had
no faith. She was worried.
What if the surgery goes wrong? What if my voice is permanently affected for
eternity? There were risks to every surgery, and Taeyeon was worried, that
something would go wrong. To her, her voice meant everything. Since young,
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Taeyeon loved to sing, and wanted to pursue a singing career. This to her, was a
huge wall, that she had hit.
This is the make or break point, Taeyeon thought. If my throat recovers, I'll be fine,
if not, everything's gone.
The fact that the surgery was to take place an hour later made Taeyeon feel even
more nervous. Her whole life efforts, her dreams now rested on the surgeon's hand.
She wanted to trust the surgeon to do his duty, but the risk was too great.
Her father laid a comforting arm around her, but Taeyeon still felt uneasy. The
very fact that her whole life depended on her voice, which was at stake now made
her uncomfortable. Just then, the doors of the hospital ward opened, and twopeople rushed in.
Taeyeon glanced up, and recognized them at once. Seohyun and Tiffany.
"What happened to you?!" Tiffany exclaimed, as she rushed to her bedside. "We
wanted to find you, to ask you something, but when we went to your house, your
brother told us you were hospitalised a few days ago. Why didn't you tell us?"
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"I didn't want any of you to worry. Tiffany, there's too much on your mind now, I
didn't want to place extra burden on you." Taeyeon answered softly.
"Silly girl. We're your friends! Friends are there to stand by each other, right?
Now, why are you hospitalised?" Tiffany asked.
Taeyeon explained the whole situation. As she narrated her story, Tiffany's eyes
widened with shock, and Seohyun seemed appalled.
"Does that mean... You cannot sing?" Tiffany whispered, once she was done.
"I'll be able to, if the surgery goes well. I thought you both came to ask me
something? What was it?" Taeyeon answered, trying to change the topic.
"We'll ask you when your surgery is over. You need to keep your focus now, the
main thing is getting better, anything else can come later." Seohyun replied.
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Taeyeon wanted to press on further, for she was curious. She knew the question
they had was important, by the look on Seohyun's and Tiffany's faces. However, as
she was about to enquire further, the nurse came into the ward, calling out for her.
It was time for her to face it. Time for her surgery.
Tiffany and Seohyun followed her all the way to the door of the operating theatre,
before they were barred from entering. The time has come. The time that will
determine my future. Taeyeon thought.
The lights above her shone brightly into her eyes, and Taeyeon felt the cold steel of
the needle penetrate her skin, followed by the cool feeling, as the anaesthetic
flowed into her bloodstream.
Her vision was beginning to blur, the sounds of the surgeon, and nurses moving
around her seemed distant. She heard the dull clink, as the nurse placed a tray of
surgical instruments on the trolley next to her.
She remembered the few seconds, just outside the operating theatre, where she had
to part ways with Tiffany.
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She remembered Seohyun holding her hand tightly, the comforting feeling of her
hand.
"Taeyeon. You have to be strong. Overcome this obstacle, and achieve your
dreams." Seohyun had said.
She remembered the warmth, as Tiffany grasped her other hand.
"Taeyeon, we'll go through tough times together. I'll always stand by your side.
Remember, let music guide you through the obstacles in your life." Tiffany had
said.
Taeyeon felt the music coming up silently within her. She could remember the
tune, of the piece that Tiffany had composed. It was a piece, that Taeyeon listened
to, whenever she was down. It gave her strength.
As she felt the tendrils of the music silently curl around her heart and mind, she
thought, she felt the warm connection between her and Tiffany. The minds of two
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friends, brought together with a passion for music. Two friends, who made
promises to each other, to stand together against all odds.
"I'll fight, and I'll win. I'll overcome this hurdle." Taeyeon whispered.
Her vision went black.
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Chapter 11: Trust in me, in Music
The feeling in your heart, that only music can describe.
Tiffany sat beside Seohyun in silence. They sat there, their eyes constant glancing
towards the door of the operating theatre. The sign above the door was still lit,
showing that Taeyeon was still undergoing her surgery.
Tiffany fidgeted uneasily in her seat. No matter how minor the surgery, a surgery
still involved risks. She was worried for Taeyeon. Vocal nodules, especially one
that required surgery was a major issue of concern for Taeyeon. Despite the many
medical opinions from doctors that the surgery was of low risk, Tiffany could not
help but to worry.
Footsteps echoed along the silent corridor, and Taeyeon's father settled himself
into the chair next to Tiffany.
"Why don't you both go to the hospital canteen? Grab a drink or something to help
yourself relax. I'll inform you if Taeyeon's out." He said.
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Tiffany wanted to stay. She wanted to see Taeyeon come out, but Seohyun pulled
at her arm gently. "Let's go take a break. You need one as well." Seohyun said.
Tiffany followed Seohyun unwillingly down to the canteen, where she took a seat,
and continued to stare at her hands gloomily, with the same worried expression
plastered on her face.
Seohyun soon returned, and placed a cup of steaming hot coffee before her.
"Here, drink this. It might help." Seohyun said, taking a sip from her own coffee.
Tiffany stirred her coffee slowly, staring at the swirls that her spoon made.
"You need to relax, there's nothing you can help by worrying. Taeyeon will be
fine, I'm sure." Seohyun said, patting Tiffany on the shoulder.
"How could I not be worried? Her voice is everything to her. She aspires to be a
singer, and she practised so hard for it. If she loses her voice, it's like she just lost
everything in her world." Tiffany answered.
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"She still has you." Seohyun added. "You're her friend, and in times like these,
you're her pillar of support. If you're also gloomy, who's going to cheer her up?"
Tiffany sighed. Seohyun did have a point. She finally raised her cup of coffee, and
took a sip from it, feeling the warmth that spread through her body. Digging
through her bag, Tiffany extracted a few sheets of paper, and a pencil. Seohyun
glanced over, and she immediately recognised the lines, the words, and the
symbols drawn on the papers.
"You're composing another piece?" Seohyun asked.
Tiffany looked up. "Yeah. That time when I had that argument with Taeyeon, over
the auditions, I intended to compose a piece specially for her. I didn't really have
the time to finish it, in fact, it's not even a quarter done."
"Not a quarter done? You seem to have written quite an amount." Seohyun said,
pointing to a music sheet that was filled with notes, and many untidy scrawls.
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"That's the planning stage. It takes quite some time to compose a piece, you know,
I'm still in the midst of planning it, and I'm stuck. I can't seem find a good way to
link these two parts of the piece." Tiffany replied, holding up two pages of music
sheets.
"Speaking of plans, so what's your second plan?" Tiffany added.
"That. Honestly, I don't know if it even sounds possible. It involves a large amount
of trust in my opinions, I have to admit." Seohyun answered.
Tiffany pressed on further. She wanted to know. Even if Seohyun's plan sounded
ridiculous, Tiffany would do it if she could, to liberate herself from NH Music.
"Remember that I told you, my father likes music?" Seohyun said. Tiffany nodded.
"I was thinking, if it was possible, we could find some way to reach out to him
through music. Something along the lines of letting him understand theconsequences of what he had done through music. It is like using music, to change
his character. I might not be on good terms with him, but I still do believe, that
despite all the evil deeds that he has done, there is still a small glimmer of hope left
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in him. I was hoping, that we could reach out to that glimmer of hope through
music." Seohyun finished.
A short moment of silence followed, as Tiffany slowly processed what Seohyun
had said.
"You mean... Do you mean, we use music to brainwash him?" Tiffany asked.
"Not brainwash. It's more like. We try to change his character through music. Use
music to make him feel the wrongs he has done, and inspire him to change for the
better. I thought that your skills in the flute, and Taeyeon's powerful vocals might
be able to reach out to him." Seohyun answered.
"Wait... So you want me, to inspire a change in the person, who's responsible for
my parents' deaths, through the music that I play? That does not even sound
logical..." Tiffany objected.
"I know. It sounds ridiculous, that a person can even change because of music, and
that is why I say, that you'll have to trust my judgement that it can change him. I've
seen it with my own eyes. Before my father was the CEO, we enjoyed a blissful
life. My mother played the piano, and so did I. I saw the way, the music that my
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mother played change him. It inspired him to do great things, and he finally joined
NH Music. He always attributed his success to inspiration from my mother, until
he reached the CEO position, and his greed for money took over him. I believe, it
is possible." Seohyun said.
"Ultimately, it also boils down to our opinions. Do we really believe, that we can
reach out to the hearts of people through music? Do we believe, that music can
move the hearts and minds of people? Do we believe, that music is the universal
language, and that everything, can be conveyed, and achieved through music?"Seohyun added.
Tiffany considered Seohyun's point of view. It was valid, in a way, for she herself
also believed in reaching out to her fans with her music. She believed in spreading
love and peace through her music. However, after hearing what Seohyun had in
mind, she felt doubtful, that it could work. It was a tiny, single grain of doubt, and
that was enough to throw Tiffany's thoughts off balance.
"I'll have to consider first. I'll talk it over with Taeyeon, and we'll think about it."
Tiffany answered, after a moments hesitation.
"I didn't expect an answer so fast. Take your time, and consider it carefully, though
I urge you to be fast. My plan might not be the one that sounds the most practical,
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nor sensible, but then, I'd hope you can make a decision fast. After all, I'm sure you
don't want to suffer any longer under NH Music." Seohyun added.
The atmosphere took on an awkward feeling, and Tiffany didn't know how to reply
Seohyun, or carry on the conversation. She stirred her coffee silently. Just then, her
phone beeped. Pulling it out, she checked it. It was a message, telling her that
Taeyeon was out of the operating theatre.
"Taeyeon's out. Let's go up." Tiffany said.
As Seohyun followed her up to the ward, Tiffany felt a strange sense of relief, to
be free from the awkward conversation, over Seohyun's second plan. However, she
felt an odd sense, why did she doubt Seohyun's point of view for that one singlemoment?
Once back in the ward, Tiffany rushed to Taeyeon's side. Her friend lay on the bed,
still in a deep sleep from the anaesthesia.
"Is she alright?" Tiffany asked Taeyeon's father.
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"The surgeons said that the surgery went pretty well. However, they'll have to
observe her for a couple days before discharging her. She won't be able to sing for
a short while as well, as it might complicate the recovery process." He answered.
Tiffany nodded. She drew up a chair, and sat next to Taeyeon. "Sir, do you mind if
I stayed? I'd like to spend the night here, beside Taeyeon." Tiffany asked Taeyeon's
father.
Taeyeon's father laid a comforting arm on Tiffany's shoulder. "I know you care for
Taeyeon, but the visiting hours is nearly over, and the hospital staff will not let you
stay. You should head home, and rest. I'll keep you updated on any changes in her
condition." He said.
"Yeah. You need the rest, Tiffany. You still have work tomorrow." Seohyun
added.
"Work..." Tiffany grumbled under her breath.
"You might not like working for NH Music, but still, do your best. After all, you
need to earn a living, and don't give that man any more opportunities to give you
more trouble, until your contract is over." Taeyeon's father said.
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"Sir, speaking of contracts, why don't you offer Tiffany a contract instead? You
could negotiate with NH Music, and transfer Tiffany over to your company."
Seohyun asked.
Taeyeon's father gazed down at Tiffany. "I would do that, if not for a reason. It's a
long story, and I'll tell you more if I have the time. Now, you both should really
head home for a rest." He answered.
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Tiffany sat at her table, staring at the incomplete music sheets.
She wanted to sleep, but her mind refused to let her sleep. She decided to pass the
time by working on the piece that she wanted to dedicate to Taeyeon, rather than
lying there on her bed, unable to sleep and wasting time.
However, more than an hour had passed, and Tiffany only completed a few bars on
the music sheet. She felt like her mind was blocked, unable to comprehend
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anything, or think of anything, it was a mental block, that Tiffany had not
experienced in a long time.
Frustrated, the flutist slammed down her pencil, and returned to her bed. After
staring at the ceiling for another half hour, she pulled out her music player, and
pushing the earpieces into her ears, she hit the play button, and relaxed at the feel
of music coursing through her veins.
Tiffany's mind began to wander, as she listened to the music pieces that she
composed. Every single piece she wrote was written for a purpose. It held a special
meaning, a special expression for Tiffany. Every piece of music, contained a
message that Tiffany intended for her fans, her audience.
As she listened, Seohyun's plan drifted into her mind, and she found the root cause
of her mental block.
"Do I really believed? Do I trust in my music?" Tiffany whispered into the
darkness, questioning herself.
"Do I really believe, that my music can reach out, and touch the hearts of my fans,
my audience?"
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Chapter 12: Opportunity
Can you pay the price for knowledge?
Tiffany placed the basket on the beside table, before settling herself down in a
chair. Digging through the basket, she began to take out the items in it, fruits,
books and a two flasks.
"Here, I brought you some fruits, and books to entertain yourself. When I heard
you didn't really like the hospital food, I cooked some porridge and soup for you."
Tiffany said, pointing to the two metal flasks.
Taeyeon eyed her friend suspiciously, before a wide smile broke out on her face.
"You, cooking? That's got to be a first, I never heard anything about you or
cooking before." She said with a laugh, as she reached for the flasks.
"Well, there's a first to everything, right? I might have a hidden talent in cooking."
Tiffany retorted. "It's good that you can laugh as well, shows that you're making
good progress on your recovery." She added.
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"I guess so, but the doctor says it's going to be a while before I can even sing again,
not to mention all the other aspects of vocal training." Taeyeon sighed, as she
unscrewed the metal flask, before taking a whiff of the contents. "Your porridge
actually smells quite good." She said, as she poured some out into a bowl that
Tiffany handed her. "Still, looks might be deceiving, it might taste horrible." She
joked.
Tiffany punched Taeyeon lightly and playfully on the shoulder. "Make sure you
cool it before you eat it. Hot stuff going down your throat's not going to be nice,
especially after a surgery." She reminded her. Taeyeon blew on the porridge, and
after it cooled, she took a mouthful.
"Mhmm... It actually tastes quite good." Taeyeon said, as she took another
mouthful of porridge.
"I could cook you more if you wanted." Tiffany said, flashing her brilliant smile.
"Even if you cooked more, there won't be anywhere to put it. You brought me so
many fruits and books, that I think, I can open a shop here already." Taeyeon
replied, indicating to the small table next to her. True enough, the items that
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Tiffany had brought were piled high up on the table, and there was no way
anything else could fit.
"Anyway, Taeyeon. Can I ask you something? Promise me you'll answer me
honestly." Tiffany asked.
Taeyeon nodded, as she finished up the porridge.
"Before we even met each other, what made you a fan of me, or my music?"
Tiffany asked.
"Is that supposed to be a tough question? Or a trick question of some sort?"
Taeyeon asked in return.
"Nope, nothing of that sort. I just want an honest answer." Tiffany replied.
"Alright. So.. why did I become your fan? I would say it was your music. I still
remember the very first piece of yours that I heard. Your music seemed different to
me, different from the other kinds of music that I listened to. Your pieces moved
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me, and gave me so much inspiration. Your pieces make me feel alive once again,
it is a feeling in my heart." Taeyeon answered.
"Really?"
"Yeah, that kind of unexplainable feeling, something like that." Taeyeon added,
making a weird gesture. "Here, you can see what I've been listening to for the past
hours before you came to visit." Taeyeon said, handing Tiffany her music player.
On the playlist was every single song that Tiffany had composed. As Tiffany
scrolled through the playlist, she felt a deep sense of gratitude to Taeyeon.
"So, I guess it's true, music can really reach out to someone, and touch their heart."
Tiffany whispered, as she handed the music player back to Taeyeon.
"Of course it can, silly. I thought that was your main inspiration to become a
musician? What were you thinking of?" Taeyeon said.
"The plan, of course."
"What plan?"
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"Oh yeah, you still don't know about it. Seohyun didn't have the time to tell you."
Tiffany pulled her chair closer, and told Taeyeon of the second plan that Seohyun
had in mind.
"What do you think of it?" Tiffany asked, once she had finished explaining the
plan.
"I guess, it's possible, if we really believe that Seohyun's right about how music
can stand a chance to change her father. I don't mind participating in the plan, after
all, it is for you, but I see some loopholes. First, how are you going to perform a
piece, when NH Music decides what you play? Second, you mentioned Seohyun
wants me to sing, but how am I going to fit in the picture? I'm not bonded to NH
Music, and I'm sure you know how my father will respond, if I ever said I wanted a
job in NH Music, even if it is to help you." Taeyeon offered her opinion.
"Not to mention, I have no idea when I can sing again." Taeyeon added, pointing to
her throat.
"You do have a point. Seohyun might have a way past it though, she seems to be
quite resourceful." Glancing at her watch, Tiffany continued, "I need to make a
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move now, I've got my next schedule coming up. If I see Seohyun, I'll tell her
about your opinions, and see what she can do. Meanwhile, you have a good rest."
Taeyeon waved goodbye to her friend. Once Tiffany had left the ward, Taeyeon
pulled out her music player once again, and plugged the earpieces in. Hitting the
play button, she lay back on her bed, and let the soft, beautiful sounds of Tiffany's
flute fill her. Other than Tiffany's presence, it was the only thing that could give
her relief from the mental and physical pain she felt, despite the surgery being
successful.
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Tiffany sat in the backstage room that was prepared for her, polishing her flute.She had finished performing her segment for the concert scheduled for today, and
the concert itself was over. Still, Tiffany had to wait, her manager was out settling
some issues. She had to wait, until she had the green light to pack up and go home.
Tiffany rubbed the polishing cloth over her flute absent mindedly, her mind was
somewhere else. She had met Seohyun at the NH Music office building earlier,
before she had to leave for the concert venue. In the little time she had, she
managed to convey Taeyeon's opinion, but Seohyun did not show much reaction.
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In fact, Seohyun had said, that Taeyeon's answer had came at the right time,
especially with the concert scheduled for Tiffany today. Tiffany was puzzled, was
the concert part of Seohyun's plan as well?
That Seohyun. She's a really tough person to understand, or comprehend. Tiffany
thought, as she continued to polish her flute.
A knock on her door sounded, and she called for the person to enter.
It was not one person, but many that entered. Her manager was first, followed by
Seohyun, and another tall lady. Tiffany stood up immediately, and bowed her head
slightly. That lady was tall, even taller than her manager.
"Hi, my name's Sooyoung, Choi Sooyoung." The tall lady introduced, holding out
her hand.
Tiffany shook her hand. "I'm Tiffany Hwang." She replied.
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Tiffany didn't know who was this lady, but she knew, Sooyoung was not a nobody.
The elegant purple dress that she wore, the heels that accentuated her already slim
legs and the designer clutch that she carried. No normal person would be dressed in
such high class fashion, and no normal person would be able to get her manager's
permission to enter her backstage room.
"Tiffany, Sooyoung is the chairman, I mean, chairwoman, of the board of directors
of Global Music, or Global M, for short. You might not have heard of Sooyoung
before, but I'm sure you have heard of Global M." Her manager said.
Tiffany nodded her head. Global M. She would recognise that name anywhere.
Global M was the biggest company in the music industry, not that they trained
artists, but they served as a platform for artists to perform. Weekly music shows
where artists could perform, or where new artists could debut were usually hosted
and sponsored by Global M. There was competition among music companies like
NH Music, bidding for slots in music shows hosted by Global M.
Global M had attained a legendary status. To have a show sponsored by Global M
was an honour. To work them was a dream.
Chairwoman of the board of directors. Why is she paying me a visit? Tiffany
wondered.
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Just then, the door opened again, and this time, the CEO of NH Music, Seohyun's
father came rushing in, breathless.
He seemed slightly surprised, to see his daughter there, but he composed himself.
Straightening his tie, he addressed Sooyoung. "It's an honour to have you pay a
visit in person to one of my artists. The moment I got the notice, I rushed down
immediately." He bowed his head.
Sooyoung acknowledged him. "I was in the audience today, and I heard your artist,
Tiffany perform. Her skills at the flute is exquisite, it's brilliant. Something that I
have not heard in a long time. It's rare to see such talent." She said.
"Thank you for the compliment. She excelled at the audition as well, which is why
we decided to accept her into our company." Seohyun's father answered.
"I was thinking, I could speak to my colleagues, and if you agree to it, we could
have her perform an item on the upcoming music show that Global M is hosting.
Of course, since it's a show hosted by us, and she's your artist, Global M will
ensure that your company is paid adequately for your efforts, and participation."
Sooyoung offered.
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Tiffany could see her manager, and CEO's eyes widen with surprise. To bid for
slots in music shows was one thing, but being offered a slot in a show hostel by
Global M was another. This was an excellent job opportunity for NH Music, and of
course, to Seohyun's father, another good opportunity for money.
"Of course, we're glad that you offer us this opportunity, and I'm sure it can be
arranged." Seohyun's father answered. "Is there anything else that we could help
with?"
Sooyoung glanced at Tiffany. "I was thinking, because of the theme of the music
show, we would like Tiffany to perform a piece that would suit the song." She said.
"What do you think about it?" Sooyoung asked Tiffany.
"Me?" Tiffany stuttered, surprised. "I would have to see what is the theme of the
show, and the segments before and after mine, then I would be able to decide on a
piece that suits the flow." She stammered, clutching her flute tightly.
"I'm sure we will be able to decide on the best piece. I'll make sure her manager
does a good job." Seohyun's father cut in.
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Sooyoung raised a hand. "I think it would be better for Tiffany to decide herself.
After all, she is the flutist, and I'm sure she has more experience in the flute than
anyone here in this room." Seohyun's father lowered his head, muttering his
agreement.
"Now then, for the administrative side, I believe I can trust on your managers to
settle it." Sooyoung added. Turning to Seohyun, she said, "I'll meet you outside,
before we visit that friend of yours, that you recommended for the vocal segment
of the show." With that, Sooyoung left the room.
Seohyun's father told Tiffany's manager to leave the room, before he closed the
door, and turned to face his daugther, and Tiffany. He took a step towards them,
and instinctively, Tiffany backed away, but Seohyun stood her ground.
"I know you both are up to something." He snarled menacingly. "The friend that
you recommended to Sooyoung, it has got to be Taeyeon. I don't know what you
both are trying to do, but I can tell you, it is not going to work."
Turning to Tiffany, he looked at her with a sneer on his face. "I'm sure Seohyun
has already told you everything, that blabbermouth of a daughter I have." He spat.
"Do you think you know the whole truth? Haven't you wondered why if Taeyeon's
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father cared so much for you, why didn't he take you in? You're helpless, little girl.
You can't do anything against me."
He turned his back on the two girls, and left the room, slamming the door in the
process.
Seohyun slid an arm around Tiffany. "Don't worry about him. Just remember, trust
me, and everything will go well. I have to go meet Sooyoung now. See you soon."
As Seohyun turned to leave the room, Tiffany called out. "Wait! How... How did
you even know Sooyoung? Did you tell her about your plan?" She asked. Tiffany
was curious. Sure enough, Seohyun had some status, being the daughter of the
CEO of NH Music, but knowing Sooyoung was another story.
"I have my connections, so trust in me." Seohyun replied with a wink. "She has no
idea of the plan. All I told her was I had a flutist friend who needed more
opportunities. Anyway, the music show Sooyoung mentioned is in a couple weeks
time. Practise hard!"
As Seohyun left the room, Tiffany sat there in awe.
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This Seohyun. She is one amazing girl, to have such connections with such people.
What exactly, is she, and what else is she capable of? Tiffany wondered.
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Finally, Tiffany had a reason to be happy.
The opportunity given by Sooyoung. Her manager, and the CEO were unwilling,
but ultimately, Tiffany finally had a choice in the piece she would play for the
music show. Although it was only one event, the brief freedom of choice made her
happy. To top it off, Seohyun had sent her a message, that when she and Sooyoung
went to see Taeyeon, they had found out that Taeyeon had already been
discharged.
Tiffany was now on her way to Taeyeon's house, to visit her. Freedom to choose a
piece, her best friend discharged, her day seemed much brighter, despite the fact
that it was already late at night.
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Before long, Tiffany arrived at Taeyeon's house, and Taeyeon's brother welcomed
her in. She headed up to Taeyeon's room, where she found her friend lying on her
bed, reading a book.
"Taeyeon!" Tiffany exclaimed, running over, and pulling her shorter friend into a
big embrace.
"Ah. Ah. You're squeezing me too tightly." Taeyeon coughed out, and Tiffany
released her from the hug.
"How's your throat now?" Tiffany asked, pulling a chair next to Taeyeon's bed and
settling into it.
"Getting better. The doctor says that I can probably sing again in a few weeks time,
although from now on, I'll need to make sure I don't place too much strain on my
throat." Taeyeon answered.
"A few weeks... That's just in time. Did Seohyun tell you? The music show?"
Tiffany asked.
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Taeyeon nodded. "I know about it. There's no guarantee that I can be on the show
though, as it would have to depend if my throat recovers in time. I'm happy for you
as well. You finally can pick one piece of your own choice. You have to choose it
well!"
At that moment, the door of Taeyeon's room opened, and Taeyeon's father came
rushing in. Judging by his attire, Tiffany could tell that he just returned home from
work. Embracing his daughter, he exclaimed, "Why didn't you tell me earlier? My
own daughter, offered a chance to sing at a show hosted by Global M. You shouldhave told me once you had the good news! Now, you must rest more. Get your
voice prepared and ready for it."
He turned and welcomed Tiffany, who returned his greeting, before he carried on
pouring praises and concern over his daughter. Tiffany sat there, silent, staring at
Taeyeon's father.
Taeyeon's father...
Taeyeon's father.
TAEYEON'S FATHER.
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The sudden memory hit Tiffany hard, shocking her to the core... She heard the
voice of Seohyun's father echoing in the back of her head.
"Haven't you wondered why if Taeyeon's father cared so much for you, why didn't
he take you in?"
She remembered the day, where she handed her resume to Taeyeon, for her to
submit to her father. She remembered the day, where Taeyeon regrettably informed
her that her resume, and application was turned down.
This was an opportunity.
Like the opportunity she received from Global M, she had to seize this opportunity.
"Mr Kim? Can I ask you something?" Tiffany spoke up.
Taeyeon's father turned to face her.
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"Mr Kim, sir. You mentioned that you were close friends of my parents. Why did
you turn down my application, when Taeyeon handed it to you? If you accepted
me into your company, I would not have to apply to NH Music, and I would not be
having such a hard time right now." Tiffany questioned.
Taeyeon's father seemed to be taken aback by Tiffany's question. He shifted his
weight uneasily.
"That... There's a long story behind that. I'll tell you girls about it when I have the
time. I need to go and finish up something right now." He answered, moving
towards the door.
Tiffany did the unexpected. She stepped in between Taeyeon's father and the door.Tiffany knew, that such an action was disrespectful, but she wanted to know the
answers. Her past had been shrouded by the unknown, and Tiffany wanted to know
everything. Each and every detail.
Closing the door behind her, Tiffany said, "Mr Kim, I believe, that you're hiding
something from me. It has definitely got to be related to my parents, if not you
would not have hid it from me. I believe, I have the right to know everything."
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Taeyeon was surprised, by Tiffany's actions, and words. Tiffany always had a
happy, and bubbly tone to her voice, but her previous sentence was spoken in a
cold tone. It was cold, almost to the extent of demanding.
"Dad. I think Tiffany made a good point. Why did you turn down her application,
if you cared so much for her? There's something not right about it. I think you
should explain." Taeyeon said.
Her father glanced at her, then back to Tiffany, who still stood in between him and
the door. Finally, he let out a sigh, and walked towards a chair, before settling
himself in it. He covered his face for a moment, and seemed to be in great thought.
At long last, he opened his eyes, and addressed his daughter, and Tiffany.
"Okay, what do you two want to know?" He asked.
Tiffany stepped forward.
"Everything."
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Chapter 13: Heart, not Mind
Truth's brutal test, stand, or fall?
"I don't know where to start." Taeyeon's father sighed, burying his head in his
hands.
"Anywhere. As long as you tell me everything you know." Tiffany answered, as
she drew up another chair, and sat before him.
"This is going to be harsh. I knew I'd have to confess this sooner or later, but I'd
never expect it to be under such conditions. I did it all, all for the good of our
family too!" Taeyeon's father cried out towards his daughter. Taeyeon sat on her
bed, a puzzled expression forming on her face.
"Uh, dad? What are you talking about? What about doing what for the good of our
family? Isn't this supposed to be about Tiffany?" Taeyeon asked.
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"Even if it's harsh, I think I can take it. I mean, I've already known that the CEO of
the company I'm working for is behind the death of my parents. What else could be
worse?" Tiffany added in. "Mr Kim, your story, please."
Taeyeon's father sighed deeply again. "Alright, I'll begin." He finally said.
"Taeyeon, do you remember that time, where our family was not so well off?" He
asked his daughter.
"Why, yes of course. You only managed to turn the tide after you rose to your
position, and took charge of the music company." Taeyeon answered.
"Actually..." Taeyeon's father added. "Actually..." He hesitated again. "Actually
the company should have belonged to someone else. The position should not havebeen mine." He finished.
"Then... who does it actually belong to?" Taeyeon asked.
"Tiffany."
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That one single word shocked the room into silence. Taeyeon stared at Tiffany, her
eyes wide open. Tiffany herself was shocked, pointing to herself, before she
uttered out, "M-M--Me..?"
"Yes, you." Taeyeon's father answered. "Here's the harsh part, and I pray that you'll
take it well. When you parents passed away, they left their will. Not only was their
fortune left to you, but in the will, you were the heir to the company. At that time,
you were only a child, so young, barely able to do anything on your own, no need
to mention running a large company in the music industry. I did what I thoughtwas the best, to preserve the legacy of the company."
"I changed the will. I took over the company in the end. I took what was rightfully
yours. When you applied, I knew I couldn't take you into the company. If you
joined the company, you would find out in the end." He continued.
"Wait, that does not make sense." Taeyeon cut in. "Dad, it sounds okay, if you see
it in the sense that you were trying to take care of the company, until Tiffany grew
up, and had enough knowledge to run it herself. She's an adult now, you could
have handed it back to her, why didn't you?"
"It's all about the money, isn't it?" Tiffany spoke up. Her voice was as low as a
whisper, yet it sounded clearly throughout the room. Her tone was back to the cold,
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demanding tone. "Tell me the truth. It's just about the money isn't it?" Tiffany
repeated her question, standing up and taking a step towards Taeyeon's father.
"Whoa. Tiffany, calm down. Calm down." Taeyeon said, tugging at her friend's
arm, but Tiffany simply brushed her away.
Taeyeon's father could not bear to look Tiffany in the eyes. He just nodded simply.
"What?!" Taeyeon exclaimed.
"Taeyeon, if I did not hang on to the company, it would not have reached where it
is today. I built up the company after Tiffany's parents passed away. Taeyeon, the
very fact that I'm still holding on to it, is why I'm still earning so much, which is
also why you can still enjoy a good and comfortable life." He answered.
"All these years." Tiffany cut in. Her voice now sounded lethal, but Taeyeon felt a
tinge of sorrow beneath. "I've suffered all these years, trying to scrape a living outthere for myself. I didn't just become an adult, I turned of age a few years back.
Rather than let me take over the company, or give it a try, you'd rather see me out
there, fighting to find a job, to earn a living, when I could already have a job? At
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the very least, you could have handed it back to me, and guided me!" Tiffany
screamed.
"No, Tiffany, you have to understand. What I did was for my family as well. I have
to earn a living, to support my family." Taeyeon's father tried to explain.
The harsh sound of a slap broke through the air, as Tiffany slapped Taeyeon's
father hard. Taeyeon covered her mouth in shock.
"That's what I meant by it's all about the money. I'm 24 already. When I turned 21,
you could have handed it back to me, and guided me to run the company. I could
have a job, you could have one too, still being able to support your family. You
didn't choose that. You chose to leave me outside, struggling to find a steadycareer. You chose leave me, so that you could hold on to your high position, and
make more money. You knew if I joined the company, I would find out that I was
supposed to inherit it, you would lose your position to me. You picked money over
me." Tiffany hissed.
"Dad.. Is... that true?" Taeyeon whispered.
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Taeyeon prayed hard that Tiffany was wrong. That her father didn't leave Tiffany
out just because he wanted to hold on to his position.
Slowly, Taeyeon's father nodded.
Tiffany took another step forward. Taeyeon expected her to hit her father once
again.
"I knew it. You're just like the rest. No difference." Tiffany said in a cold voice.
She turned her back on them, and stormed out of Taeyeon's room.
"Tiffany, wait, wait!" Taeyeon called after her friend. There was no reply, just the
sound of their front door slamming.
Taeyeon jumped out of her bed. She rushed out of her room, she wanted to follow
Tiffany. There had to be a way to salvage this sudden turn of events. Her father
caught her by her arm.
"Let her go. She'll understand it soon enough." He said.
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Taeyeon felt enraged. She pulled her arm out of his grasp, and she too, dealt a slap
to her father.
"Seriously, how could you do that?!" Taeyeon screamed. "Tiffany was kind
enough to understand that you didn't think she was capable enough to run the
company when she was a child, but what about when she grew up? She's a few
years into adulthood now, and you'd rather see her struggle to look for a job, than
to give her back the company, and settle for a lower position?"
"No, Taeyeon, I..." Her father tried to explain, but Taeyeon cut him off.
"No excuses! After all, you're a thief, a criminal! The company belonged to
Tiffany, but you changed the will. You're no different from Seohyun's father. You
both are criminals, and you all value money more than anything else!"
Taeyeon slapped her father once more, before she turned and ran out of the house,
calling her friend's name. She could understand the way her friend felt, it was a
sense of betrayal.
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"Tiffany! Tiffany!" She called out. Her friend was nowhere to be found. Taeyeon
ran along the streets alone. It was already late at night, and the streets were empty.
"Tiffany!" Taeyeon shouted, as she ran into another street. Where could she have
gone?
Taeyeon stopped, grabbing onto a lamp post for support as she caught her breath.
Her eyes scanned the empty streets, for any sign of her friend, there was none.
Taeyeon could feel a sense of discomfort within her. Holding a hand to her chest,
she felt her heart beating quickly. Her head began to spin, and she felt herself
shiver.
Calm down, Taeyeon, calm down. She told herself.
Taeyeon coughed, and another wave of nausea, and dizziness struck her. Taeyeon
dropped to her knees and coughed again. This time, through her clouded vision,she saw the dark splatter that landed on the lamp post as she coughed. Raising a
weak hand, she touched the liquid, and held the warm, sticky fluid up to the light.
There was no mistaking the deep red liquid that stained her fingers. Taeyeon could
feel a drop running out of her mouth, and down the side of her cheek.
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That's... bad... She thought.
Another wave of dizziness came, and this time, she was not strong enough.
Taeyeon toppled over onto the floor. The girl lay there, next to the lamp post, as
the dark red liquid trickled out of her mouth slowly.
Tiffany... Where are you.
Her vision blackened.
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Tiffany sat in her studio, rolling her flute in her fingers.
Deep in her heart, she felt betrayed. Although she didn't know Taeyeon's father
personally, he was a friend of her parents, and yet he still did that. She had tried to
understand, to understand his need to raise money to run his family, but she still
could not come to terms with what he had done.
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Tiffany tried to reason with herself, telling herself that Taeyeon's father was not to
blame, as he might not have been able to find her, even if he wanted to return her
the company. Still, she had been friends with Taeyeon for months already. The
pass few months had been the most tiring in her life. She had been switching jobs,
from teaching at school, to finally being an artist under NH Music.
If only Taeyeon's father had given the company to her, she would not have suffered
so much, to find a job. She would not be under NH Music now. She would be
leading a much better life now.
It's all about the money. Tiffany fumed silently.
She raised the flute to her lips again. Closing her eyes, Tiffany played out a
beautiful tune, letting the music flow through her body. Whenever she was down,
she always turned to music. It served as a conduit, for her to channel her sadness
away, for her to relax.
Tiffany opened her heart again to her music, just like she had done in the previous
years. She felt the music embrace her grief, her feelings of betrayal, and smother
them out, she felt the music take her in their warm, loving embrace again. Tears
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slowly began to flow from her eyes, but Tiffany kept on playing again and again.
As long as the music flowed, she felt peace.
The sound of her studio door opening broke Tiffany from her concentration, and
the heavenly music ceased. All the emotions came crashing back onto Tiffany, and
she felt her knees buckle. Leaning against a table for support, she turned to face her
late night visitor.
Seohyun came striding through the door. "How did you know I was here?" Tiffany
asked.
"Office studio lights on at this time. There could only be one person who would do
it." Seohyun answered simply. "What's bothering you?"
"Uhh... Nothing." Tiffany lied. "I couldn't sleep, so I decided to practice the piece
that I'm going to play at the upcoming music show."
"Really? It seems different from the piece you told me about a few days ago. I
wouldn't say that crying that much during your performance would be a good thing
as well."
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Tiffany knew she could not lie to Seohyun. She was never a good liar in the first
place. "Alright, take a seat. I'll tell you." She gave in, indicating for Seohyun to
take a seat. When Seohyun had done so, Tiffany began to narrate her experience of
the past hours.
Once she had done, the room fell silent again, as Tiffany buried her face in her
hands.
"Seohyun, I'm really confused. I don't know how to face this. It feels so... " Tiffany
struggled for a word. "I just feel so scared."
"I'm starting to doubt everyone around me now, even myself. Your father turns out
to be the one behind my parents' death. Taeyeon's father turns out to be someone,
who has made me suffer these years. I don't know who I can trust. I'm even scared
of you Seohyun." Tiffany added.
"Me? Why me?"
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"You're so young, yet you have so many connections. Who knows, maybe you
have some connection with my parents?" Tiffany answered.
"I can assure you, I don't. If you're curious about my connections with Sooyoung,
let me tell you. Sooyoung, is a person who sees music as the way we see it, in it's
pure, untainted form. She has always been on the lookout for artists, singers, and
such that share the same view. I met her some time ago, when she came to visit NH
Music, and came across me singing in one of the practice rooms." Seoyhun replied.
"She told me she was impressed with my singing, that I was a rare find, in such a
world where music had become a source for money, and people are beginning to
miss out on the importance and significance of it. That was how we got close.
When I told Sooyoung you needed an opportunity, and that you had the same
views of music, she lost no time to getting a ticket for that concert to see you
perform, and immediately after that, she requested to see you." Seohyun finished.
Tiffany nodded silently. "I still have no idea how to carry on now."
"Heart, not mind." Seohyun said. Tiffany stared at her, puzzled.
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"What I mean, is that you have to follow your heart, and let it guide you. If you let
your mind guide you, you can be influenced by all sorts of emotions. Look here,
you might feel hurt, or betrayed, by Taeyeon's father, but it can't change anything
now. What's done is done. You can hate him for that, but it won't make a
difference.You have to let your heart continue to guide you, through all these
troubles, to achieve what you truly want in your life."
"But... My heart..."
"Is weak, and confused, right?" Seohyun cut in. "You have to let what guided you
for your life, to carry on guiding you. Haven't you realised? When you placed your
trust in music, everything went better for you. You understood people better, you
understood issues better. Music is not only your source of comfort, or outreach to
people, it is also your guiding star. To people, music might not seem much, but to
you, Tiffany, music is the very thing that helps you to connect with others."
Tiffany looked down at the flute that she held in her hands. She could see herself
reflected in the shiny surface of the flute. Her mind flashed to the times that she
had enjoyed, especially the times with Taeyeon. She found truth in Seohyun's
words. Music served as her bridge for her to cross the troubled waters in her life, it
served as a link between her and Taeyeon, that they could become the best of
friends.
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Tiffany nodded again. She finally understood. She had let the troubles of her
career, and her minds affect her so much, that she had lost track of what she truly
practised music for. He had forgotten what was the true feeling to perform, the true
meaning to play music. Even if she could not have a free reign at choosing her
pieces, she could still play her own pieces in her free time. Tiffany knew, when she
had the rare chance, for example, the upcoming music show, she had to seize the
opportunity.
"Thank you, Seohyun." Tiffany said. Seohyun answered with a simple smile.
"I'll take my leave now. Remember to get some rest, yeah?" Seohyun said, before
she left.
Tiffany turned back to her flute. Picking it up, she began to play again, letting
herself fall into the warmth of her own music. As she played, Tiffany opened up
her heart again. She felt the coldness of sad emotions leave her. Within her own
world, her peaceful, loving world created by music, Tiffany found the forgiveness
in her heart. She felt the need, to let the people who had hurt her, see their wrongs
through music. She found the understanding, that hating them, would bring further
strife and conflict.
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Somewhere deep within her own world, Tiffany felt something tugging at the back
of her mind. It felt familiar. She continued to play her flute, letting the music guide
her deeper. The tugging sensation became more urgent.
Taeyeon?
It grew more urgent.
Taeyeon?
It began to fade, and grow silent.
The silvered flute left her lips, and the sanctuary of music closed its doors.
Glancing at her watch, Tiffany knew it was too late to head home. She would
spend the night at the studio, after all, she had a change of clothes, and a shower
available here. Placing her flute back in the case, she locked it shut, before
cuddling up on the studio sofa to sleep.
The strange pulling sensation in her sanctuary world came back to her head. It felt
so alike, so similar of Taeyeon. Tiffany wanted to probe deeper into her mind, to
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think about it, but the events of the day took their toll on the girl, and before she
knew it, she drifted off into a sleep.
Chapter 14: One more sacrifice
How much are you willing to sacrifice? How do you define the greater good?
Tiffany sat in her backstage dressing room, her heart thumping.
She was worried, not because of the rehearsal, but because of her friend. She could
remember the message, sent by Taeyeon's father. The message was simple, telling
her to return to the hospital. When is it going to be my turn? Just hurry up and
finish the rehearsal. Once I'm done, I'll head down and see what happened to
Taeyeon. She grumbled silently.
A knock on her door sounded, and the door opened. A assistant stuck her head in.
"Ms Hwang, your segment is due in 10 minutes. Please get ready."
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Tiffany gave a nod of acknowledgement. Picking up her flute, she straightened her
dress, before heading backstage. Today was a rehearsal, and although Tiffany was
in a hurry to get it done, she knew she still had to do her best. People would be
watching. Sooyoung would be watching. Seohyun's father would be watching.
The curtains fell, and as the artist from the previous segment scurried off the stage,
the backstage crew ushered her onto the stage, together with the props that she
needed.
Her set was a beautiful one. Tiffany sat there, on the pink-cushioned chair, and
waited for the curtains to open.
Open it did, and upon the cue from the announcer, she lifted the flute to her lips,
and began to play. She was back in her world, her sanctuary. She let the music
flow through her, guide her. Led by the sweet melodies, her fingers played out the
notes. It came to her naturally, just as she had done for the many years gone by.
There was no crowd, for it was a rehearsal, but she could see the few audience
members. Sooyoung was there, her intense gaze fixed on her. In the front rows,
Seohyun was there with her father. This was the start of Seohyun's plan, and she
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could only hope it went well. She carried on playing her music. the sound of her
heavenly tunes filling up the theatre. The rest of the audience seemed captivated.
Staff that were going on their rounds, preparing the other fixtures for the music
show stopped to watch, their hearts captivated by Tiffany's music.
In her sanctuary world of music, Tiffany felt that strange tugging sensation at the
back of her mind again. Taeyeon... She felt the need, that Taeyeon needed her.
Her segment was short, but that brief moment seemed like eternity. The doors of
the music sanctuary finally closed, and the curtains closed on the flutist and her
music. Back into the harsh world, Tiffany ran off the stage, and headed for her
dressing room, to change up.
She hurriedly changed into a set of comfortable clothes, and packed her bag.
Grabbing her flute, Tiffany was about to rush of of her changing room, when
Sooyoung decided to pay her a visit. Tiffany bowed her head respectfully, and
offered her a seat.
"That was an excellent performance." Sooyoung said. Tiffany mumbled her thanks.
She still felt intimidated, in the presence of someone in such a high position.
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"I've never seen anyone play the flute like that before. It seemed to me, that you
and your flute were united as one. It was a beautiful, heart wrenching piece.
There's a meaning to the piece, I guess?" Sooyoung added.
Tiffany nodded.
"From the piece that you played, and the set, I'm guessing it has something to do
with the love between a father and her daughter, the love of a family, that is more
important than anything else." Sooyoung guessed.
"How... how did you know?" Tiffany stammered. She had picked that piece
herself, but she knew, when she composed it, the message behind the piece was
hidden, so cryptic, that not many people could understand it.
"That's the power of music, dear. If you can reach out to people's hearts, they will
be able to understand just by music. It's a universal language, that links all of us.
Hmm... are you in a rush to go somewhere?" Sooyoung asked, as she noticed
Tiffany's packed flute and bags.
"I'm going to visit my friend, Taeyeon. Tiffany answered.
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"That reminds me. Seohyun was going to visit as well. She wants you to know that
there's no need to wait for her, she had something important to settle, and that she'll
visit Taeyeon when she is free." Sooyoung added.
Tiffany thanked Sooyoung, before she hurried out of the theatre. Hailing a cab,
Tiffany headed straight for the hospital. She prayed that Taeyeon was safe, but she
still felt uneasy. Tiffany was thinking of Seohyun as well. The fact that she had
something so important, that she placed it over Taeyeon was worrying.
Before long, Tiffany arrived at the hospital, and she rushed straight to the ward.
The ward door was closed, and Taeyeon's father was standing outside, gazing at his
daughter silently through the window. As Tiffany approached, he turned around.
"I understand that you might still be angry at me. Taeyeon is still angry at me as
well, but I do hope that you can accompany Taeyeon. At this point of time, she
really needs you." He said, lowering his head. There was a hint of desperation in
his voice, a tone of pleading.
Tiffany nodded. She still felt a sense of anger at him, for what he had done, but her
sympathy overcame it. He was a father, ultimately desiring the best for his
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daughter. His daughter was her friend, and now, Taeyeon needed help. She opened
the ward door, and stepped in.
Taeyeon was alone in the ward. The beeping of the machines connected to her
echoed throughout the room, together with the sniffles, the sobs of Taeyeon.
Approaching the bed, Tiffany could see her friend burying her face in her pillow,
sobbing. Judging by the tear- stained pillow, Tiffany could tell that Taeyeon had
been crying for a long time.
"Taeyeon, what's wrong? I'm here. If there's anything, you can confide in me."
Tiffany whispered, as she pulled lightly on her friend's arm.
She was not prepared for Taeyeon's reaction. Taeyeon spun around, and pulledTiffany into a hug, and began to bawl uncontrollably into her shoulder. Tiffany
could feel Taeyeon's tears seeping through her shirt.
"Calm down, Tae. Tell me slowly, what's wrong?" Tiffany asked again, trying to
comfort her.
"I'll.. I'll... Never sing again!." Taeyeon cried out, and carried on sobbing.
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Tiffany heard the door open behind her, and she turned around. Taeyeon's father
stood in the doorway.
"Her surgery, didn't go as smoothly as planned. There was a bad infection to the
surgery side. She's alright now, but the doctors say that her voice, her singing will
be affected for life. She won't be able to sing as well again." He said.
Tiffany turned back to Taeyeon, an expression of horror on her face. Taeyeon's
world was gone. Without her voice, it was as if everything in her world had come
to an end. She could empathise with Taeyeon.
"There, there, Taeyeon. There's no need to worry. You could still try singing, you
may not be as good as before, but you can still be good." Tiffany tried to console
her friend.
"What's the point? The doctors have said it. My singing dream is gone!" Taeyeon
cried out through her tears.
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"There are still other ways to do music." Tiffany added, patting Taeyeon on the
back.
Tiffany was seized by a sudden inspiration. She reached for her flute casing, and
unclasped the lock. Pulling out the flute, she lay it in front of Taeyeon.
"You became a fan of mine, because of my music, remember? Music can take
many forms, not only singing. I'll leave this with you, Taeyeon. Just like my flute
was an inspiration to me in my early years, perhaps, it might be an inspiration to
you, at this moment of your life." Tiffany said. She glanced at her watch. She did
not have much time left with Taeyeon, for she had to report for another schedule
soon.
Taeyeon's sobs stopped for a short moment. She glanced down at the silvered flute
that lay before her. "No, I can't. You need your flute." She objected.
"I'll be able to find a replacement. Let this inspire you, Taeyeon. You need to be
able to walk forward, through this tough time of your life."
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Tiffany gave her friend another warm hug, before she left the ward for her next
schedule. I can always find a replacement for my flute, but I can never find a
replacement for Taeyeon. She thought.
Back in the hospital ward, Taeyeon was alone again. Her mind was in chaos.
Everything that she had worked for had just disappeared, her dreams of becoming
a singer. Her mind was in despair, and Taeyeon cried out silently. She rolled
around in bed, trying to rid her mind of the thoughts of despair, but to no avail.
Her eyes fell upon the flute that Tiffany had left behind. The silvered surface of the
flute reflected the light in the ward, and it seemed to give the flute a warm, loving
glow. Despite the many years of use, it still seemed as new as ever, a testament to
Tiffany's everlasting concern and maintenance for it.
Taeyeon reached out, and her hand closed around the flute.
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Seohyun played with the necklace in her hand, wrapping the thin silver chain
around her fingers.
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It was the only item that her mother had left behind. The only thing to remember
her by. Seohyun had seen the reaction her father had, during the rehearsal, when he
saw Tiffany perform. True enough, as Seohyun had expected, even the cold, stony
heart of her father was no match for the power of Tiffany's music. Still, something
was different.
Her father had changed. He was even more stony-hearted than before, and it would
take a whole lot more to move him. Seohyun glanced back down at the necklace in
her hand.
She remembered what her mother said before passing away, that the dearest thing
to her father, was Seohyun herself. She believed that at first, but as times went by,
Seohyun found it even more hard to believe. The differences between father and
daughter separated them even more, and Seohyun went on to live her life the way
she wanted, a different path from what her father wanted her to.
With her father getting more and more distant from her, Seohyun felt her life
empty. Without her mother, there seemed to be nothing in her life, and slowly, she
found something to fill up the holes. Music. Even still, music could not fill
everything up, Seohyun still felt empty, somewhere inside her.
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When Tiffany and Taeyeon entered her life, Seohyun found them to be
complements to herself. She saw what she had dreamed of in music, in them.
Seohyun had vowed to herself, that she would help them, for they were the
embodiments of Seohyun's ideals in music, even if it meant going against her own
father.
Seohyun knew her plan would require more, due to the change in her father.
Thankfully, she always had a backup. The backup was one that was risky, and
required a determined heart set on the willingness to sacrifice to put things right.She knew, if Taeyeon and Tiffany knew about the backup, they would definitely
say no, hence Seohyun kept it to herself.
She was willing to take the risk, to take up the sacrifice. If everything went well,
she would be able to bring balance back to Tiffany's life. Her father would also
finally understand the true meaning of music, although it would hurt him. She too,
would finally be able to fill up the emptiness in her mind.
Seohyun played with the necklace a little longer, before she put it back, around her
neck, where she had worn it for the past years.
As long as it was for the greater good, Seohyun was willing to sacrifice.
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Chapter 15: Decisions
To make a decision, require a step of confidence.
Is this the way how it all ends?
All my efforts, everything that I had worked for. Is this the way it is supposed to
end? Disappearing into nothing?
My dreams all down the drain?
Taeyeon's mind drifted back into the world of despair and grief. She tried to fight
the emotions, to keep them under control, but they just kept coming. It didn't help
that she was in a private ward, and she was all alone.
She stared at the flute in her hands. The silvered surface of the flute seemed to
twinkle back at her, a small source of brightness in the saddening atmosphere of
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the hospital ward. She could remember Tiffany's words, that she might find
inspiration within the flute.
Bringing up the flute to her mouth, Taeyeon blew into it half-heartedly. A single
note echoed throughout the ward. Taeyeon blew into the flute once more, with a
little more strength. This time, the second note sounded across the ward, with a
little more life in it. Taeyeon rolled the flute in her hands, and she saw the pink
letters inscribed into the side of the flute. The pink letters that spelled Tiffany's
name.
Taeyeon felt a surge of gratitude to Tiffany. The flute had been the single
instrument that had accompanied Tiffany since young, and she had entrusted it to
her, in a hope that she would find inspiration from it. Taeyeon glanced down, and
saw the few fingerprints that she had left on the silvered surface. She rebuked
herself silently for making such blemishes on such a precious object, and reached
for the flute casing that Tiffany had left behind as well.
She dug through the compartments of the casing for the cleaning cloth, and as she
did so, she came across a few sheets of music. Curious, Taeyeon pulled out the
music sheets, and looked through them. True enough, with her musical knowledge,
she could identify the scores as those for a flute, but something was wrong. The
scores were incomplete. There were pencil and pen markings all over the sheets, as
well as traces of pencil marks that were erased away.
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Taeyeon was certain. She had stumbled upon a piece of music that Tiffany was
composing, but had not finished. It did not look simple. Tiffany had been
composing an entire suite, and only the first movement was complete. Taeyeon
flipped through the half completed second movement, and hummed the tune to
herself. It was a beautiful piece, and as Taeyeon hummed the first few lines to
herself, she felt oddly warm within herself. It was a piece that set her at rest, and
relaxed her. The second movement was half completed, and yet it was amazing
enough. She flipped through the pages to the first movement, and as she did so, a
small sentence scribbled at the bottom of the title at the top caught her eye.
In gratitude to my beloved friend, Kim Taeyeon.
What was this? Taeyeon stared at that single sentence again. Comprehension
dawned on her, and she realised the significance of that suite. Tiffany had been
composing not one single piece, but an entire suite for her. She glanced through the
other movements, and from the drafts, the random notes that Tiffany had scribbled
on it, it was a suite dedicated to their friendship, from the first day they met,
highlighting all the moments that they had gone through. It was also a piece, to try
and give her the inspiration to push through all the hardships in life, and achieve
the goals that she wants.
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Music can take different forms. A different form of music can still paint the same
picture, it all depends on the person producing the music. Taeyeon told herself.
Taeyeon arranged the sheets of the first movement on the table, and reached for the
flute again. The instrument felt strange this time. Taeyeon was not daunted. She
felt grateful, that she was perfect pitch, and she slowly played out the different
notes on the flute, trying to remember which fingering corresponded to which note.
Slowly, bit by bit, Taeyeon played out the first line of the movement. The music
sounded sweeter through the flute. For a brief moment, Taeyeon felt her spirits
lifted. She felt happier.
Her phone on the beside table beeped. Glancing at it, she saw it was a message
from Tiffany.
"The flute might give you a little inspiration. Let your musical sense guide you to
playing it."
Taeyeon was surprised. She hurriedly replied the message, and a small
conversation ensued.
"How did you know I was playing your flute?"
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"You were? I didn't know. I just had a gut feeling that you might decide to try it
out."
"I see... I found your half completed suite as well. Thanks... It meant alot to me."
"You're welcome. If you want, you could help me finish it."
"How could I? I barely have any experience in the flute, not to mention composing
music."
"Give it a try? You might turn out to be good at it. With enough practice, you
might be able to debut in the flute industry."
"Yeah... Singing is hard enough, not to mention I can't sing any more. Flute's going
to be worse."
"There's always me to help."
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Taeyeon lay back on her bed. SHe was amazed at Tiffany. How could her friend
maintain such a bubbly and happy front, despite everything that has happened? Her
father was terrible to Tiffany, and yet she could still get the strength to pull
through, and carry on with life.
It dawned upon Taeyeon. It's music. Music was the only thing that had guided
Tiffany through her life, and till now, she let it guide her. It served as a source of
peace and comfort, a source of strength and inspiration for her. With music,
Tiffany could get through anything in life. Tiffany was right. Music in its raw formhad the power, the form it took did not matter.
There was also no point in grieving over the past. What has happened could not be
undone. Taeyeon knew she needed to move on. Rather than wallowing in sorrow,
she had to find a path to press on. Taeyeon lifted the flute to her lips once again.
Tiffany had music as her guide.
For her guide, Taeyeon had music, and Tiffany.
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"Hello Seohyun, what brings you here today?" Tiffany greeted, as Seohyun entered
her studio, before returning to her music score.
"Nothing much, just seeing how you were getting along with practising."
Tiffany carried on practising. The music show was coming, and the rehearsals
were getting more and more intensive. Global M obviously did not cut standards,
and they expected all artists performing in their show to be of a certain standard.
Tiffany was no different, she never cut herself any slack, and she had been
practising her piece daily, trying to attain perfection.
"You're using a new flute." Seohyun observed.
"Mhmm. How did you know?"
"Your previous flute had your name engraved in pink on the side. This one does
not. What happened to it?" Seohyun asked.
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"It's with Taeyeon. I hoped that she would find some form of inspiration in it, in
her current condition. I can always get a replacement for my flute, but not a
replacement for Taeyeon. I can't bear to see her in such a state." Tiffany answered.
"I see... It's not going to affect your performance, right?"
"It won't. Although flutes have different qualities, but I believe that ultimately the
quality of music depends on the musician. The instrument is just an aid, a tool."
"You have a point there." Seohyun noted, as she sat down and carried on watching
Tiffany practice.
After another half hour of practice, Tiffany finally stopped for a rest. The two girls
sat opposite each other in the studio, in silence, before Tiffany asked, "Seohyun,
I'm curious. If you aren't on good terms with your father, why did you even try for
NH Music's auditions in the first place?"
"Oh.. that time. I had a plan then. I figured if I could be employed as an artist under
my father's company, I could have further access, which might help me in the plan
I had then. Even as his daughter, I don't have some privileges of employees, which
might be useful."
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"That reminds me, how goes the plan?"
Seohyun sighed at the mention of the plan. "It's harder than I thought. Because
you're an artist under NH Music, and Global M's quite high profile, he's been
attending all the rehearsals. Your music is touching, moving, yes, but there's going
to be much more to be done to penetrate his stone heart."
"Honestly, how do you tell that my music is touching enough?" Tiffany asked. She
had small doubts about it.
"You've always been practising, and focusing on stage. There's been quite a stir up
among the backstage crew, and other staff because of your music. They're saying
that you're a magician with your music. I even spotted the sound director tearing up
at your rehearsal yesterday. If you don't believe, you could go check it out
yourself." Seohyun answered.
Tiffany felt amazed. She never knew that her music could be that powerful. "Still,
how is it going to help your father, if more needs to be done? I'm limited by the
company, remember?"
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"Don't worry. Leave that part to me. I'll just have to remove the things he holds the
closest to his heart, only then he will turn to music. It's human nature, to seek out
the other things that we like once we have lost some of the others." Seohyun
replied.
"That sounds pretty dangerous... I can't think of anything else other than money,
from what you told me." Tiffany added.
"I'll be safe. There are other things, but you won't believe even if I told you it. In
fact, you might think that it's stupid, or ridiculous."
Seohyun glanced at her watch. It was time. "Excuse me Tiffany, I'll have to go
now. There's something that i need to attend to. Keep on practising, my father willbe there at your rehearsal later, keep on going, try to penetrate his heart with your
powerful music."
Tiffany nodded and bade her goodbye, before turning back to her music scores. As
Seohyun left the studio, and closed the door behind her, shutting out the sweet
music that came from Tiffany, she sighed deeply, before heading down the
corridor.
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If only I could guarantee her that I'll be safe. She thought.
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Seohyun sat there at the cafe, stirring her cup of coffee.
She's late. I guess it's normal. She's a busy person. Seohyun glanced at her watch
again.
Taking a sip from her coffee, Seohyun looked around, keeping an eye out for her.
Finally. dressed in the same elegant fashion as always, she swept into the cafe.
Spotting Seohyun, she came over, and settled down, after ordering a coffee.
"So... What issue is so important? That you'd be willing to miss Tiffany's rehearsal
and meet me regarding it?" Sooyoung asked.
"Just something I'd like to confide in you, and perhaps, you could help as well."
Seohyun answered.
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"Another friend of yours needs a window of opportunity? If he or she embodies the
same ideals of music, the true purpose of it, I don't mind helping. Seohyun, you
know me. I love music just as much as you do, and I'd help to bring any artist with
those ideals into the music industry. We all need those artists, especially seeing
how the music industry is becoming more and more money-inclined, rather than
seeking out the true purpose of music." Sooyoung said.
"No, it's not that."
"Then what is it? Seohyun, we've known each other for quite some time already.
You can put down the formalities and just tell me."
"What do you think of the CEO of NH Music?"
"Your father? Ambitious, over ambitious, and too money-minded. I've heard
rumours of the way NH Music treats its artists. If the rumours are true, I'm quite
worried for Tiffany." Sooyoung answered.
"I see... What I'm going to confide in you, you must never tell anyone that I told
you this, until I say so. Could you do that for me, please?" Seohyun pleaded.
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"There, you're doing your aegyo again. I'm not a guy, you know."
"Okay, okay. Would you still do it for me?"
"Alright, I will." Sooyoung gave in.
Seohyun leaned forward, and motioned for Sooyoung do to so. Sooyoung was
curious. If something prompted Seohyun to be so secretive, it would surely be one
that was of a massive scale. She leaned forward, and Seohyun whispered into her
ear. As Seohyun whispered her story, Sooyoung's eyes grow wider with each
sentence.
She pulled back. On her face was an expression of shock and horror. "Surely not!
How can you be so sure that ---" She sentence was cut off, as Seohyun clamped a
hand over her mouth, and pulled her closer again. "I haven't finished yet!" Seohyun
whispered angrily.
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Once Seohyun was done with her story, she released Sooyoung, and the two ladies
straightened themselves in their chairs again. Sooyoung's face was masked with an
expression of disbelief.
"If what you say is true... Seohyun, you know the possible implications of what
you said, and the request that you made of me." Sooyoung said.
"I know. That is why I am making this request to you. With your position, I
thought you might help, and you know, this is for the greater good." Seohyun
answered.
"I'll have to do my own research first... Find out more... I'll get back to you when I
have an answer." Sooyoung said. Grabbing her bag, she stood up, and swept out of the cafe.
Seohyun sat there, alone, watching Sooyoung walk off into the distance.
She'll find out the truth, and hopefully, she'll be able to help. I'm willing to
sacrifice, but much depends on her. Seohyun drained the remainder of her coffee in
one mouthful, before she too, left the cafe.
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Chapter 16: A New Road
Do you have what it takes to follow your decision?
"Why did you come over?"
"I heard you had been discharged, I had to pay you a visit." Tiffany settled herself
into a chair next to Taeyeon.
"That's nice of you... I thought you wouldn't come over. After all, things between
you and my father didn't go very well."
"That's another issue. How could I let my personal issues interfere with our
friendship? It's a whole different thing. I might be upset about what your father has
done, but it's the past already. Anything I do now cannot change it, and even if I
wanted to, I can never prove my case. I'd rather look ahead, and live happily, than
to live unhappily over issues." Tiffany answered.
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The two girls smiled at each other, and enjoyed each other's company in silence for
a moment. Taeyeon then reached into a drawer next to her bed, and out of it, she
pulled the case that held Tiffany's flute.
"I guess it's time I return this to you." Taeyeon said, as she pushed the flute case to
Tiffany. To her surprise, Tiffany pushed the case back at her. "You can keep it, I
have a spare." Tiffany offered.
"How could I? It's your flute, it's been with you for so many years. How can I take
this?"
"Just keep it. Keep it as an inspiration, as a reminder to yourself that you cannot
give up in the face of adversity." Tiffany replied. "No offence intended, but as youcan't sing now, maybe you can use the flute to start a new venture back into
music?" She added.
Taeyeon glanced down at the flute case, which Tiffany pushed earnestly back into
her hands. "Thank you then. Still, learning the flute from scratch is going to be
hard."
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"Taeyeon, I believe you're gifted in music. Use your gift to guide you. Remember,
music comes from the heart. Let your passion for music, your heart guide you.
With your talent, I believe that you'll learn it well, and fast enough."
"What about the notes? How do I know if I'm playing the correct note and such?"
"Excuses, Taetae, excuses. I could always write you a small guide, and you're
perfect pitch. You can easily tell the note you're playing."
Taeyeon looked back to the flute case. She opened it, revealing the instrument
within. It seemed to call out to her, to appeal to her. A different venture into music.
It's not singing, but it is still music. Following in the footsteps of my idol since
young, playing the flute.
Taeyeon ran her hands over the flute, feeling the smooth, cool surface. She felt
worried. Singing was her forte, what if she could not play the flute well enough?
Would she still be able to get a career in music, her dream? Still, she loved music,
and the flute, was music.
"I'll try. I'll give it a try." Taeyeon finally answered. Tiffany flashed her a warm
smile in return.
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"That reminds me." Taeyeon added. "I found the pieces... Those that you wrote
halfway. They're... I'm speechless." Taeyeon trailed.
Tiffany rested a hand on her shoulder.
"I wrote those for you. Remember the times we used to argue? The times that we
had fun with each other? The entire suite is a a tribute for both you and me. I've
only finished the first movement though."
"Do you want them back? I know you're busy these days, but you can finish up the
suite when you have time." Taeyeon offered, pulling the music sheets out of the
compartment.
"Why don't you keep them? When you've practised the flute enough, you could try
finishing up the second movement yourself. Take it as another venture into music,
to explore your creative, open up your mind." Tiffany said.
"I'm not anywhere near your standard. If I try, I might ruin your work. It's
saddening to see a great work by you ruined. I'd feel bad as well." Taeyeon replied.
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"Taeyeon, that suite was dedicated to you, to our friendship. I didn't write it for any
other reason. You can help me write it. Just take it as we are writing our own story
together." Tiffany stood up and drew herself into a dramatic pose. "Think of it, the
story between you and me, written through music, how lovely is that?"
Taeyeon laughed at her friend's antics. "Alright." She concluded, "I'll give it a try.
There might be some difficulties though, it's the first time I'm trying my hand at
composing."
Tiffany answered, "If you have any difficulties, just remember, ---"
"Follow my heart, right?" Taeyeon finished her sentence. Tiffany gave an
approving nod.
"That's good, you're learning fast." Tiffany said with a smile.
"Oh, by the way. How is work going?" Taeyeon asked.
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"Decent. Though it's known among the us employees that the CEO is currently
under investigation for some issue. The police and the higher ranked people in the
company didn't say anything though, since nothing is certain yet. Most employees
think it's another case of making use of an artist, like before. However, from the
way Seohyun is acting these days, I believe I do know what is actually going on."
Tiffany replied.
"Luckily, it's not going to affect the company operation for the time being, so I can
still work, and practise for my performance in Global M's music show." Tiffanyadded.
"Seohyun's really capable. To be able to do something like this." Taeyeon voiced
out.
"She is, but I'm worried for her, for the way her plan is going." Tiffany added in a
soft voice.
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Seohyun was in her room, playing with the contraption in her hand.
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She had chosen this path, and it was not a nice one. People would definitely get
hurt, but she felt it was the best. The people hurt are the ones that deserved it, and
Seohyun felt, if it worked, she could finally fill up the empty space in her heart.
The sound of footsteps came, someone was storming up the stairs. Seohyun knew
who it was. She hurriedly threw the contraption into her drawer, and slammed it
shut. Turning around, she was just in time to face her father, who burst into her
room, his face red with anger.
"What did you tell her!" He screamed, spit flying from his face.
"The truth." Seohyun answered simply.
"You lie! How could they have the grounds, the basis for such a case?" He yelled
like a man possessed.
"That's because I provided them with the evidence as well." Seohyun answered
coldly.
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He stared at Seohyun, his eyes widening. Losing himself, he grabbed Seohyun by
her shirt, and lifting her off the floor, he slammed her against her cupboard.
"You're my daughter! How could you do something like this to your own father?
Other than your mother, you're the next person I really care about? How could
you!" He released Seohyun, dropping her to the floor.
Seohyun drew herself up to her full height. She was not as tall as her father, but the
intensity of her gaze burned like a flame from hell. "That is what you say. Ever
since mother was gone, have you ever treated me like your daughter? Have youever shown me the love, the care and concern that a father should show for his
daughter?"
Seohyun dealt her father a vicious slap across his face, the sound of the blow
echoing across the room.
"That is for mother." Seohyun hissed.
Her father straightened, his face an expression of shock. Clearly he had never
expected his daughter to hit him.
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"What did you tell mother when she was alive? What of the way you loved her and
me, and your embrace of music? It's all a lie. Your greed was the very thing that
drove mother to her grave, the very thing that broke apart the father and daughter
relations that is supposed to be between us. You have done so many grave deeds,
so many crimes." Seohyun's voice was low and soft. She was not shouting, but her
tone of voice was dark, lethal.
"What you told mother was a lie. A complete lie. Your love for her was fake, your
love for me was false. Even your love for music is nothing but a lie. How could Ido this? Why am I doing this? This is for mother, to let her see the real you behind
all these lies. If you still have any humanity left in you, you will know what to do."
Seohyun added.
Her father glared at her. and Seohyun stared back coldly. She had come this far in
her plan, and she would not back down. There was also no way of backing out.
"You can do whatever you like, but there is no way that you're going to succeed. It
has been this way for so long, and it shall remain this way." He spat in Seohyun's
face, before storming out of her room.
Seohyun closed the door, and went to sit on her bed. She could feel the emotional
pain, she could feel the tears coming forth. Despite all the evil that her father had
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done, Seohyun's love for her parents, as their daughter was still as pure as ever. It
hurt her, to inflict this on her father, it hurt her, to see her family, or what remained
of her family like this. Still, Seohyun knew that she had to keep on going. It was
her only hope, that she could make her father see the light of what he truly had
done, what damage he had inflicted.
Seohyun knew, only when her father felt the loss of everything, would he then turn
to what he truly held deep inside his blackened heart, and only then would he
understand.
Seohyun curled up on her bed, and burying her face in her pillow, she let the tears
fall. Silently.
Far away from her home, a young girl stood by her window, gazing at the sky,
thinking of her future.
Her mind made up, the girl turned around, and approached the case that lay on her
bed. She had made the decision, to take a brand new step, into a brand new world.
Opening the case, she gently picked up the gleaming instrument that lay within.
This, is still music.
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Music, is what I love.
The girl raised the instrument to her lips.
Chapter 17: Pieces
Your part in this world is special. Play it well.
Taeyeon sat at the corner of the theatre, watching the rehearsal silently. She had
been one of the privileged few, to be able to watch the rehearsals of Global M's
upcoming music show. Usually, Global M would let some fans of the performing
artists have a sneak peek, but not this time. The only people who were privileged to
watch the rehearsals were staff members, or managers of the artists involved.
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Taeyeon was there, not as a staff member, or a manager. She was privileged, for
she was invited by one of the leading artists of the music show, Tiffany.
Throughout the rehearsals, Tiffany had been stunning. Producers, directors of the
music show were amazed by her talent, and she quickly rose to being one of the
lead artists, with the music show's schedule being edited, just to fit in more
segments for Tiffany.
It was soon Tiffany's segment. Taeyeon waited patiently for the curtains to fall,
revealing the beautiful set on the stage. Tiffany stood in the middle, dressed in apure white dress. Her beauty made the rest of the set seem pale in comparison, and
in her hands, Tiffany's held her flute, firmly, yet gently. As she lifted the flute to
her lips, Taeyeon's hands subconsciously moved to the case that lay on her lap, the
case that held the flute, the gift from Tiffany.
Tiffany began to play, and just like the other people who were watching, were
drawn into Tiffany's musical sanctuary once again. Her music was beyond
description, it was magical, and the acoustics of the hall magnified its power. Staff
stopped their duties, and turned to watch, hearts captivated by the sweet sounds.
I can't sing, but I have a new dream. I aspire to be like that some day. Taeyeon
whispered in her mind, as she carried on watching. Tiffany's fingers seemed to
glide over the flute, gently, delicately, yet with precision, playing out each note
perfectly.
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The feeling came, not in Taeyeon's mind, but in her heart. Something seemed to be
missing from Tiffany's piece. It was magical, but not perfect. Taeyeon felt that it
missed something out, there was a part, that did not complete the piece, that did not
close the doors of the musical sanctuary fully.
She looked around, only she seemed to feel that way. The rest of the people were
captivated by Tiffany's music, and in the front row, she saw Seohyun's father. Even
he seemed to be a little lost in the rapture of sounds.
When Tiffany finally concluded her segment, Taeyeon felt even emptier, the
feeling emphasized by the small bit that she felt Tiffany had missed out.
Nevertheless, it was time to head backstage to visit her friend, and Taeyeon
grabbed the flute casing, and rushed off. Tiffany had taken the liberty to inform the
security staff of Taeyeon's intended visit, and she was allowed into the backstage
area. She walked along the corridor, until she found the room she was looking for,
the room with a simple piece of paper stuck on the door, the paper that displayed
Tiffany's name.
Taeyeon knocked on the door, and half a minute later, the door opened, and she
was dragged in by her excited friend.
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"Taeyeon! You really came to visit! I'm so happy to see you!" Tiffany gushed as
she welcomed her friend in, and offered her a seat.
"Fany-ah, you were awesome, and you look beautiful too!" Taeyeon
complimented. On stage, Tiffany seemed to shine like a jewel in her dress, and
now, up close, she was dazzling.
"Thank you. I somehow managed to convince my costume designer to let me pick
my outfit this time. Pretty, isn't it?" Tiffany replied, playfully executing a spin.
"If only I could play the flute as well as you do, maybe we could do a flute duet
some day." Taeyeon voiced out.
"You'll be able. I'm sure you have a gift for music, not only for singing, but for
instruments as well. Just follow your heart, and practice well, I'm sure you'll be
able to make it great some day. I ---" Tiffany's answer was cut short, as the door of
her backstage room opened, and Seohyun came in, closely followed by Sooyoung.
Taeyeon and Tiffany immediately stood up, and greeted Sooyoung, who greeted
them in return.
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"I apologise for such a rash entrance, but there is something of essential
importance that I discuss with you both. When I heard from Seohyun that you both
were here, I made my way down immediately." Sooyoung announced, with the air
of elegance befitting her.
Tiffany offered her guest a seat, before she queried, "What is it? If I can help, I will
try to."
"I'll be direct." Sooyoung said. She was known for being straight to the point.
"Seohyun has told me about her suspicions, or should I say, her belief that her
father is behind the death of your parents." She finished.
Tiffany nodded plainly, so did Taeyeon. They were not surprised, from the way
that Seohyun was behaving over the past few days.
Sooyoung paused, before continuing. "Although the death of your parents has been
many years ago, but the accusation of murder is a serious one, and the police are
taking it seriously. If you know me well enough, I am a person who wants to see a
fair music industry, and one with honour. I have helped Seohyun to file a case, and
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the police are looking into it. Investigations are going on, with as little of the staff
knowledge as possible."
"Okay... So... How can we help?" Asked Tiffany.
"If you know anything about it, perhaps you could inform me as well. Taeyeon, I
heard from Seohyun that your father has quite some knowledge regarding this case.
Perhaps you can convince him to come and speak to me?
Everyone in the room turned to look at Taeyeon. Taeyeon seemed surprised.
Clutching the flute case tightly, she answered, "Yes... I could try..."
"That's settled then. I have something to attend to now, please excuse me."
Sooyoung stood up and left. Seohyun was about to follow, when Tiffany called for
her to stay behind.
"I have something that I'd like to discuss with you as well." Tiffany finished.
When the room door was closed and locked, and only the three of them remained,
Tiffany then asked Seohyun. "Seohyun, what exactly are you up to?"
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"Just carrying out my plan. Is there a problem?"
"Seohyun, we know that this plan of yours involves a part that we do not know of,
and it is hurting you. We can see the difference in you these days." Taeyeon added.
"Those small boxes that you've been playing with. I noticed them. What exactly
are those?" Tiffany demanded.
"Trust me, both of you. Just trust me. After all, I'm doing this for all our sakes. My
father might finally see his wrongs, and Tiffany, you can finally be free of the
restraints that NH Music has put on you, and all its artist. To add on that,
Sooyoung's influence on the music industry is extremely powerful, and now that
I've managed to convince her to be on our side, please do not waste it. Taeyeon,
please, get your father to help us too."
Seohyun finished, and before Taeyeon or Tiffany could say anything, she left the
room.
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"Don't worry, Tiffany, you're my friend. I'll do anything to help if I can." Taeyeon
said.
"Thank you, but let's not talk about anything unhappy, shall we? Let's talk of
something more happy. How goes your flute practice? I see you brought your flute
along, come, let me hear you play something."
"It's not exactly my flute..." Taeyeon objected. Still, she drew out the instrument,
and played some of the tunes that she practised at home.
As she played, Tiffany sat there, eyeing her carefully. Tiffany's gaze was intense,
and Taeyeon felt uncomfortable, as if Tiffany was staring into the centre of her
soul. Taeyeon played a short while longer, before she could stand it no more.
"Why are you staring at me like that? It's creeping me out!" Taeyeon exclaimed.
"Just observing the way you play, and listening carefully. Taetae, my friend, youtruly do have a gift. The way you hold the flute and play it is natural, and you've
picked up much in such a short time. I am truly impressed."
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"There's still much for improvement, isn't it?"
"Definitely. Just keep on practising. Let yourself flow with your music, let it guide
you. I'm sure you'll make it big one day."
A sudden thought came to Taeyeon's mind. She wanted to tell Tiffany, but she felt
inadequate. Still, Tiffany had taught her to follow her heart in music, and she was
doing so.
"Tiffany? I was at the rehearsal, and I heard you play your finishing piece. It's a
new one, isn't it? Something new that you composed."
Tiffany nodded, and Taeyeon continued.
"I don't know if I should say this, but when I was listening to it, I felt that it was
missing some other part. It felt as it there should be something else added into the
piece, something like a lost rhythm, a lost harmony."
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Tiffany motioned for Taeyeon to take a seat opposite her. Taeyeon did so, feeling
awkward. Who was she to comment on Tiffany's music? Her music experience
with the flute was nothing compared to that of Tiffany's.
"Taeyeon, I am so glad that you felt it that way. It proved me correct, in two
aspects, and one of which is one that I want you to know." Tiffany said. Taeyeon
was surprised, stunned. Tiffany had complimented her, and that was strange.
"You see, Taeyeon, I wrote that piece specially. It was a piece that I composed
specially to reach out to people, especially those who shared the same love, joy and
passion for music as me. Firstly, I wanted to see how well my music could reach
out to others, and you have shown me that it can." Tiffany paused before
continuing. "Secondly, Taeyeon, you are the special few who listen to music not
with their ears, but with their hearts. You and me have a close bond, built through
music. It is as if music is a bridge between us both. I want you to know that you
have a gift for music. I wrote that piece specially, that only people with a gift for
music, and a passion that is the same as mine, can find its flaws."
Taeyeon remained silent, at a loss for words.
"You see, Taeyeon, the bridge that music formed between us, together with your
genius for music helped you to not only identify that there was a flaw to the piece,
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but also to identify what it exactly needed. This, Taeyeon, is my homework to you.
Let your heart guide you, and see if you can make the piece complete."
Tiffany pushed a booklet into Taeyeon's hands. Looking at it, Taeyeon realised that
it was a copy of the music sheet of the music piece.
"Go, and write what your heart tells you to." Tiffany finished.
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Taeyeon sat at her desk, deep in thought. She had been still, and silent for so long,
that anyone entering her room would have thought that she had fallen asleep.
Rather than sleeping, the young girl had been pondering over the pieces of paper
scattered over her table.
The music sheets that Tiffany had gave her.
Composing. It was something that Taeyeon had barely tried. The last piece that she
tried to write was a few seconds long piece for piano, in school, which turned out
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rather badly. Now, Tiffany expected her to write a separate piece by herself, one
that could be played in harmony with Tiffany's, one that could complete it.
The task was daunting. She felt nervous.
Trust in me... Follow my heart... Taeyeon told herself. Stay calm, you're called
Taeyeon. You must remain calm in the face of such a challenge.
Another thought came into Taeyeon's mind. Was it a challenge? It was an honour,
that Tiffany had wished for Taeyeon to complete her piece. To have the glory to
write the final piece, to put the finishing touch to Tiffany's music. It was also a
testament to the strong bonds between them.
Taeyeon cleared her mind, and picked up the flute that lay next to her. She
hummed the tune to herself, before playing a note or two on the flute, seeing which
suited the piece the best.
Finally, Taeyeon lifted her pencil, and made the first mark on a fresh music sheet.
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Far away from Taeyeon's home, Seohyun was back in her own room, and in her
own world of thoughts. In her hands she held a box, one of which that Tiffany had
mentioned about.
The time was coming. It was coming to a close, the grand plan that she had. All it
remained was the final piece, and everything would fall right into place, and she
could finally put an end to the painful stories of her life, and Tiffany's life.
Except that this story, might not have a happy ending. Seohyun thought, as she
opened the box, revealing the small contraption inside. Still, if I can sacrifice my
happiness for many others, and for the greater good, I will.
Seohyun pulled out the small contraption, and observed it carefully. You're thedeciding piece, and your time is coming soon, to put you into play. Seohyun told
herself.
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Chapter 18: A New Beginning
Face the future with your new found strength.
Late, late, I'm nearly late! Taeyeon screamed in her mind, as she dug through her
closet, trying to find the dress that she had in mind. Tiffany's right, I should really
find some time and pack up my closet, now where's my dress?! At last, her hands
closed around the soft material of her purple dress, and she pull it out.
Taeyeon hurriedly changed into her dress, before grabbing her purse and rushing
out of the house. Just as she was putting on her heels, she realised that she had
forgotten another item, and her brother was once again bemused by the sight of his
sister rushing across the house. Taeyeon grabbed the flute case, and did a quick check of all the items once again, before she headed out.
Luck was with Taeyeon, for she managed to flag down a taxi. Taeyeon checked
her items once again. Flute, check. Music sheet, check. Ticket, check. It had been
two weeks ever since Taeyeon had taken on the opportunity to finish up Tiffany's
piece, she had worked day and night on it, any free time she had was spent on the
piece, and at long last, Taeyeon believed that she was finished. In addition, today
was the grand opening of Global M's music show, and Taeyeon had intended to
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present the finished piece to Tiffany as a gift, when she would meet her backstage
after the performance.
The location was already crowded when Taeyeon arrived. Fans of the artists that
were performing for tonight's show were crowded around the entrance, queueing
up to get in. Amongst them, Taeyeon spotted a few of Tiffany's fans, recognisable
by the pink banners they held. Her friend was well known for her love for pink as
well.
Being Tiffany's close friend had it's advantages, one of which was that Tiffany had
given her a VIP-class ticket, and that meant that Taeyeon had no need to squeeze
with the other fans to enter. She entered from the VIP entrance, and was ushered
down to the prime seating area of the auditorium, which held the lush, comfortable
seats reserved for the VIPs only. Taeyeon settled down in hers, and rested the flute
case on her lap. She hoped that her finished piece would be to Tiffany's liking, and
she couldn't wait to present it to her after the music show.
Slowly, the seats were filled. It was a full house, except for the two empty seats in
the front row of the VIP box. Taeyeon was curious, each VIP seat was tagged with
the VIP's name, for ease of the ushers to do their duties, and the two seats belonged
to Seohyun, and her father. Seohyun would watch Tiffany's rehearsals if she could,
why would she miss the actual performance? Tiffany was now NH Music's rising
star, why would Seohyun's father, her CEO, not be here to attend the event?
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Nevertheless, the show had to start, and the ushers closed the doors. The lights
were dimmed, and the auditorium was filled with the cheers of the fans, and other
viewers. As the program announcers welcomed the first artist onto the stage,
Taeyeon leaned back, and prepared herself for a night of wonderful, breathtaking,
magical music.
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In one of the backstage rooms, a fierce quarrel was going on. Thankfully for the
occupants, the auditorium was designed, and also sponsored by Global M, and it
featured soundproof backstage rooms, for the artists to do some last minute
practice before their segment, without troubling anyone else.
Artists and their assistants hurried by the corridor, rushing to locations, doing their
duties, and totally oblivious to the verbal war that was going on in the room.
Seohyun and her father were locked in a quarrel, one with an intensity that they
had never had before.
"I can't believe that you would do this! My own daughter! Hacking into my own
files to find evidence to criminalise me!" Her father bellowed.
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"It's for your own good! How else can I then wake you up? Haven't you seen how
far you have deviated from your ideals of music, when you first met mother? What
was all that trash about? Telling mother that your passion of music, together with
hers and mine would keep our family together forever? That it would be the special
link among the three of us? Lies!" Seohyun retorted, her face reddening.
"Who are you to talk to me like that? As my daughter, you should side with me,
but you sided with others, like Taeyeon's father!"
"I only side with what is right! If Taeyeon's father can help, I will side with him!"
"You're making me desperate, daughter. I can make accidents happen, what
happened to Tiffany's father, can happen to Taeyeon's as well." Her father
threatened.
"Now you admit it. That you were the one behind it all." Seohyun simply stated.
"Yes, I admit that I was the one behind the death of Tiffany's parents. So what?
What can you do? The police cannot get any proof, your case is gone, lost! I
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commited murder once, and I can do it again, if you force me to." Her father
sneered.
Seohyun remained quiet. Her father was surprised by his daughter's sudden silence,
and he studied her. His eyes fell slowly, to Seohyun's balled-up fists, and the small,
black contraption that she held hidden in her right fist.
"What is that?" He demanded.
"Now the world will know. Everyone will know. You have lost." Seohyun
answered.
"You recorded everything I said?!" Her father let out a scream of rage, and dived at
his daughter, his fingers scrabbling to seize the recording device that Seohyun
held. Seohyun tried to push him away, but to no avail, and father and daughter
landed in a heap on the ground.
"I'll kill you if you don't give it to me!" Her father yelled, as he tried to pry open
Seohyun's fingers. She was strong though, and her grip held fast, over the device
that was now recording the sounds of their fight. Seohyun felt her father's strong
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fingers close around her neck. Alarmed she reached with her free hand, and tried to
pry his hands off her neck, but she was not strong enough.
She felt his grip tighten, and she began to choke.
This is bad. The plan's getting out of hand.
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She had always heard that rehearsals could never be the same as the actual
performance itself, and Taeyeon had finally experienced what it meant. All of
Tiffany's rehearsals that she had seen was nothing compared to tonight. The full
grandeur of the performances, flowing from one piece to another, one artist to
another, singing to instruments, was perfect. Themes fit with each other, and
shifted to another fluidly.
Taeyeon felt as if she was in heaven, a musical heaven. Global M was known forbeing able to put together fabulous music shows, and Taeyeon finally experienced
it, and knew it to be true. Tiffany had made a few appearances, and her pieces were
magnificent. Taeyeon was now in the embrace of the music show, and it was
rapture. She felt as if her soul was carried away to a wonderful place, a place
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where music washed away all her worries, and left her with everything pure and
good.
She had been to the rehearsals, and she knew the order of play. The closing piece
was coming soon, and Tiffany had the honour of playing the closing piece. It was
also the special piece that Tiffany had written, had dedicated it to Taeyeon. It was
also the piece, that Taeyeon had felt the flaw.
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Seohyun struggled, her vision was blurring, and she could feel the uncomfortable
pressure on her neck increasing.
She had intended to spark off an argument with her father, and get him to admit to
her his wrongdoings, as she recorded it down secretly. Seohyun had hoped, that
faced with the aspect of losing his position, and much more, he would finally turn
to look back on his mistakes, and embrace the love for music that he had. Seohyun
believed, that deep within his heart, he still had the love for music that brought him
and her mother together at first, and she hoped she would be able to unlock it.
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Unfortunately, Seohyun had not accounted for the violent nature that her father had
developed, and she was now at the risk of losing her life. She did the only thing
that she knew, and she brought her knee up, full force into her father's stomach.
Letting out a cry of pain, her father released his death grip on her neck, and
doubled over. Seizing the opportunity, Seohyun made a wild rush for the door, but
her father seized her by her hair, and threw her back. She was getting desperate, to
escape this madman of her father.
Lashing out with her foot, Seohyun kicked her father backed, and made a secondattempt for the door. The rehearsal rooms were well furnished for an artist's
practices, together with top quality music stands made of steel. Her father grabbed
a music stand, and the sound of steel against bone echoed throughout the room.
Seohyun crashed to the floor, motionless. Her father stood over her, panting. "Now
will you listen, you..." He trailed off, as he noticed the rapidly spreading puddle of
red liquid under his daughter's head. The music stand in his hand clattered to the
floor, as he stared at his still daughter.
Slowly, unbelievingly, he bent down, and held a finger under his daughter's nose.
There was no breathing from Seohyun.
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***************************
Tiffany was now playing the closing piece, and Taeyeon was sharing the same
musical sanctuary. The entire auditorium was silent, as the young flutist on stage
delivered the closing piece, a powerful one. Tiffany held the hearts of everyone in
the auditorium in her music. Taeyeon felt as if she was flying, but it was a bumpy
flight. The feeling in her heart had came back, the feeling of the gaps, the missing
parts that music had.
Among the pure bliss of the music she was in, she felt a tug at her heartstrings.
Follow your heart.
Go, and write what your heart tells you.
Taeyeon opened the flute case on her lap. She pulled out the music sheets that held
her own writing, the ones that she had written, to fit Tiffany's piece. She looked at
them, and her glance shifted between the sheets, and her friend on stage.
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Play what your heart tells you to play.
Taeyeon was deep into the musical sanctuary, deeper than she had ever been
before. She felt as if a hidden door in her heart, her soul, her mind had been
unlocked. She felt the throbbing pulse, the powerful emotions of Tiffany's music
from the stage. She felt every feeling that Tiffany expressed in the sweet sounds of
her flute. She felt the magical, musical link between them.
Her fingers closed around the flute in the case. Even in the dim lighting, the
silvered surface of the flute seemed to shine, and the pink letters that spelled
Tiffany's name seemed to stand out more than ever.
Taeyeon brought the flute to her lips, and began to play.
There was a collective gasp from the audience, and a brief pause in Tiffany's
music. However, as the professional musician that she was, Tiffany carried playing
on stage.
Down at the VIP box, Taeyeon did not know exactly what was she doing, but it
was too late to step back. She stood up, and carried on playing the piece that she
had written, just like the many times she had practised at home.
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Everyone's attention in the auditorium was now focused on her, but she did not
care.
She was playing, doing what her heart told her to.
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Seohyun's father staggered out of the room, and closed the door behind him. His
head was spinning.
Seohyun is dead.
My daughter is dead.
The corridor was empty, for all the other artists had gathered at the main backstage
area, ready to go on stage after the conclusion of Tiffany's closing piece. He
staggered along the empty corridor, his thoughts in a mess. He could not believe it,
he took the life of his own daughter, with his own hands.
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Memories from many years down the road came rushing back to him,
overwhelming him. The happy times with his wife, the joy when they first had
Seohyun. All the promises he made to his family. The promises he made to his
wife, his daughter.
What was he now? What had he become? A monster. Deep in his heart, after his
wife had passed away, he treasured his daughter. To him, Seohyun was like a gem,
a precious stone with no other equivalent in the world, but his greed for money and
his thirst for power had driven him far from what he loved.
There was no way out now. All was lost. No way he could cover up what he did to
his daughter. He had lost everything, he had lost his daughter. He had lost
Seohyun.
As he staggered along the corridors, the first touch came. It was not a physical
touch, but a touch that was intangible. He felt the warm tendrils of music close
around his now troubled heart. He let his mind and heart follow the music, and he
found himself peeking through a side door that led to the auditorium.
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To his surprise, he found that the sweet music that warmed his heart came from
Tiffany, who was playing the closing piece. What surprised him more, was that a
member of the audience, was standing, and playing as well. On closer observation,
he realised it was Taeyeon. What was she doing?
However, Taeyeon, guided by her heart, and her gift in music, was playing so well
that her music blended perfectly with Tiffany's, and the audience assumed that it
was a planned event, a special way to end the music show with a duet, and hiding
one of the artists amongst the audience.
Seohyun's father now knew what was meant, by the true meaning of music. It was
unexplainable. He continued to walk aimlessly, out of the auditorium grounds. He
had lost everything, and his mind was in a daze. To add to the confusion, his mind
was trying to process the sudden feelings of grief, sorrow, and regret, and the
sudden enlightenment on the true meaning of music.
His foot stepped onto the asphalt ground, and he did not see the glare of the lights.
Neither did he hear the blazing sound of the horn, nor the screeching of the tires.
All he felt was the impact.
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***************************
Taeyeon sat at the hospital cafe, enjoying a warm coffee with her father, and
Tiffany.
She had just returned to the hospital for a routine check up, from her vocal chord
surgery, and she was happy to find out that she had made a good recovery.
The soft clip-clop of high heels on tiles made the three of them turn their heads,
and they saw Sooyoung striding towards them. Immediately, they stood up to greet
her.
"I'll speak directly, since I don't have much time." Sooyoung began.
"I'm sure that you're glad to know that the incident regarding NH Music has been
settled, and closed. Tiffany, I'm sure you know, that the new CEO of NH Music,
one with strong moral values, has agreed to scrap your contract one week ago."She said.
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Turning to Taeyeon, she continued, "At first, some of my subordinates, the
managers wanted to sue you for interfering in the music show, however, seeing
that you played so well, that the audience thought that you were a planned special
event for the show, and with my objection, they have decided not to. Just take note,
to control your musical aspirations when watching a concert. Still, you do show
great potential, and I'm sure you can become a great musician."
Sooyoung then complimented Tiffany on her excellent performance, before she
took her leave.
"I'm glad everything's over." Taeyeon said, once Sooyoung had left.
"Yeah, but it's sad to know that Seohyun lost her life in the process." Tiffanysighed.
"Girls, she might be in a happier place now, right? She's finally united with her
parents, and maybe her father has repented, and perhaps they're happier together?
If you get what I mean..." Taeyeon's father said.
"Speaking of your great potential, I've been wondering, you've missed out on much
of school ever since your surgery, and you're falling back. How does it sound, to
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go under my company as a trainee flutist, and take part time studies? I could have
you debut in a year or so." He added, facing his daughter.
Taeyeon was surprised. Her father was giving her a chance, an opportunity to start
her career in the music industry. "Dad! Thank you! Of course I'd like that!" She
answered enthusiastically.
"Alright then. For starters, you should greet your flute trainer. She'll be the one in
charge of training you, and honing your talents in the flute." Her father said,
pointing to Tiffany.
"Wait, what? You're working with my father?" Taeyeon gasped.
"Yeah, your father offered me the opportunity to work as a music teacher in his
company, and of course, I'll be teaching you, and planning your debut stage."
Tiffany answered cheerfully.
"What of the company? It belongs to Tiffany in the first place! After all this trouble
with NH Music ended, I thought you'd hand the rights back to Tiffany!" Taeyeon
demanded, glaring at her father.
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"Whoa, whoa, relax, Taeyeon, calm down." Tiffany said. "Your father wanted to,
but I declined. We came to an agreement. He'll still run the company, but now I
hold a major percentage of the shares. After all, I don't have the experience of
running a company, and your father can do better at that."
Taeyeon nodded her head, finally understanding the situation. Both her father and
Tiffany had been discussing issues over the past week, and she was glad that all the
problems were finally settled.
"Well, lets head home first. You need a good rest, before starting training
tomorrow." Taeyeon's father said, and the three of them stood up, Tiffany
struggling with the huge bags that she had brought along.
"Honestly, Tiffany, why did you bring so many things? Are you moving house, or
what?" Taeyeon asked.
"Why, I am." Tiffany answered.
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"Serious? You must have found a better place to stay! I'm so happy for you. Are
you sure you can handle that many bags?"
"Taeyeon, stop talking so much, and help your sister to carry her bags to the car."
Taeyeon's father cut in.
Taeyeon bent down to pick up one of Tiffany's bags, before she stopped.
"Wait... What did you mean by sister?" Taeyeon asked again, straightening up.
A smile slowly spread on Tiffany's face. She reached into a bag, and pulled out a
folder, and handed it to Taeyeon. Taeyeon flipped it open. The words on the first
page, and the scribbles at the bottom was enough.
It was an official document, that stated that her father had agreed to take Tiffany in
as his daughter. The scribbles at the bottom were the signatures of her parents, as
well as Tiffany's. It was an official document, that Tiffany was now declared aspart of her family.
An expression of surprise mixed with joy spread of Taeyeon's face.
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"Oh, Tiffany! I love you so much!" Taeyeon exclaimed, pulling Tiffany into her