LOVE

FRIENDSHIP

DEATH

INSPIRATIONAL

Faithfully

maybe

for granted

a day with you

key to my heart

unsaid

until today

in heaven with you

FAITHFULLYIts so nice to recall the few

moments we’ve been together. Those times I know will last until

forever.

Your eyes glistened like a bright star. A glow that I can see from

afar.The unforgettable smile when we first met and the voice I know I’ll

never forget

I hope it would be the same girl I knew once before because you

are someone I’d be coming back for more.

Here I am lonely without you. Recalling the things we used to do.

But how would you explain the teardrops from my eyes. It is

because you might find someone greater than I?

I know its hard to open up your heart to someone like me. because you need more than I could aver be.

Its okay if you treat me as a friend than find myself losing you in the

end.

So now I’ll never know what you feel inside. I just hope the memories we had

then will turn the tide

I want you to know that you’re special to me and know that I’ll be yours faithfully...

MAYBEI don’t really know the right things to do

for the feelings I never knew

can’t tell just how much it seems to me

to have as I wanted to be

You’re always here in my mind

that makes my heart feel blind

though you never knew

I always long to be with you

You make me feel special

and my love for you is undoubtedly fatal

you’re always there when I need you

but I don’t think you love me too.

I don’t know what you have done before

that caused me to love you more

maybe because you never let me hear

the things I wanted you to say my dear

Now that you’re already here with me

I don’t want to set you free

no one in this world would take us apart

for you’re always gonna remain in my heart...

FOR GRANTED

I was a fool to let you know that I still care

but I know you can’t feel its there

I said to give you one more try

but I really don’t know why?

Why I still tried to keep your hopes up

when deep inside, I know its enough

I know I’ve hurt you from what I’ve done

now I know that I have none.

I should’ve took care of what I still had

rather than sitting here feeling sad

having you was all that I wanted

but I was a fool to take you for granted...

KEY TO MY HEART

I had closed the door and would not let anyone in I

had trusted and loved only to be hurt. But that would

never happen again

I had locked the door and tossed the key as hard and

as far as I could. Love would never enter there

again. My heart was closed for good.

Then you came into my life and made me

change my mind. Just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to

find.

You held out your hand to me and proved to me I was wrong. Inside your palm was the key to my

heart, you had it all along...

A DAY WITH YOU

A day with you can last a lifetime

a day with you can be just fine

sharing stories and laughing all day

wishing the time will not come for you to go away

I have a feeling inside

and I know its nothing to hide

I know I have to control it

but it’ll be harder and it can hurt a bit

Soon we will part

but you’re still in my heart

wondrin how it will be

if you’re not here with me.

But life has to go on for you

doing good in everything you do

life has to go on for me too

but a life longing for a day with you...

UNSAIDUNSAID

I cannot say what I feelI cannot say what I feel

I don’t know if my heart will I don’t know if my heart will healheal

but I knew it right from the startbut I knew it right from the start

that I never owned your heartthat I never owned your heart

so please leave me now before I so please leave me now before I crycry

the pain is too much to say the pain is too much to say goodbyegoodbye

but always remember each tear but always remember each tear I shedI shed

……is an I LOVE YOU left unsaidis an I LOVE YOU left unsaid......

UNTIL TODAYUNTIL TODAYI see your reflection in my mindI see your reflection in my mind

your touch is so gentleyour touch is so gentle

your words are so kind…your words are so kind…

when you pass, your smile when you pass, your smile means so much to memeans so much to me

like the petals of a rose bed… a like the petals of a rose bed… a beauty to see even for a beauty to see even for a momentmoment

so soft and delicate, warm and so soft and delicate, warm and sweetsweet

I love you more than you’ll ever I love you more than you’ll ever knowknow

more than I could ever ever more than I could ever ever showshow

never before I have felt this waynever before I have felt this way

never before until today...never before until today...

IN HEAVEN WITH YOUIN HEAVEN WITH YOU

On a scale of ten, I’d rate you On a scale of ten, I’d rate you an elevenan eleven

when I look at your eyes I feel when I look at your eyes I feel like I’m in heavenlike I’m in heaven

although I may not get you…although I may not get you…

I’ll still dream and dream for I’ll still dream and dream for moremore

you’ll find a way to where I liveyou’ll find a way to where I live

and came pounding on my doorand came pounding on my door

I know it sounds crazyI know it sounds crazy

and I know it wont come trueand I know it wont come true

but this is what I wish forbut this is what I wish for

every time I think of you... every time I think of you...

•Friends

•Paalam Kaibigan

•Our Frienship

•Batang bata ka pa

FRIENDSFriends, give flavor to my life

always together through pain and strife

we shared our laughter, we shared our tears

we go together to face our fears.

Behind our smile, courage is still

we have so many adventures and thrills.

We’ve been together through the years

we’ve shared so many memories so dear.

We’ve touched each other’s hearts

we stay together like a puzzled parts.

We love each other and we will always stay together

but still we have to part our ways

but in our hearts, memories will stay.

PAALAM KAIBIGAN

Noon ika’y aking matalik na kaibigan

ngunit iyon ay di mo pinahalagahan

pagkakaibigan natin ay iyong winakasan

pinagsamahan nati’y pinutol mo ng tuluyan.

Pangayayaring iyon ay aking iniyakan

araw at gabi ako noo’y luhaan

di ko inaasahan na yon ay mangyayari

ako’y nagalit at sinisi ang sarili.

Ako’y nasaktan, nalungkot ng lubusan

mga pinagsamahan nati’y madalas kong

isipin at balikan

sa ating pagkakaibigan ako’y maraming

natutunan

lahat ng magandang alaala’y nasa puso

ko magpakailanman

sa paglipas ng panahon ako’y maraming

taong nakilala

unti-unting natanggap iyong pagkawala

bumalik nang muli aking sigla’t saya

ako’y nagising sa katotohanang ika’y

naglaho na.

OUR FRIENDSHIP

Since we were little friend to each other.

Always together, best friends forever

always saying friendship is

something coming from within not

easily destroyed with little

misunderstanding

But now what’s happening the thing we’ve been avoided

weakening our friendship, destroying a great relationship

I just want you to know though we’re far apart,

that I’m always thinking of you

the little scraps we got into, includes the happy moments I spent with you...

BATANG BATA KA PABATANG BATA KA PANgunit di naman pala pagkat ika’y nasa hustong gulong na

ngunit bakit waring kuntentong-kuntento ka na ngayon magpakailanman ma’y ugaling bata ka

ito ba’y lingid sa’yo o talagang alam mo na?

O wala man lang nagsabi na dapat magbago ka kahit na ang pinakamalapit na kaibigan pa

wala naman talagang pwedeng magmalasakit pa ako lang mapakailan man at wala nang iba

o sige na kaibigan magisip-isip ka tumatanda ka na ngunit batang bata ka pa.

•Promise Me

•I Open My Eyes

•Suicide

•Message from the grave

•On Bended Knee

PROMISE METhe night will come

for my days are gone

somewhere then I will go

to a place I don’t know

bring no roses on my grave

nor tears that once I gave

sing no songs of sorrow

for in thy heart grieves will grow

reminisce not our memories

of joys that once we’ve cherished

nor live me with regrets

for you in sullen life I won’t let

Never kiss me goodbye

when this world falls by

nor thou dress in black

where in the churchyard I came to knock

promise me one thing my love

when I’m gone and flew like dove

to nowhere so far away

spare me a prayer at the end of my day...

I OPEN MY EYESIn a bed all covered with white I was lying. And over me was my mama crying.

“What’s the matter, Mama?” I asked her softly I kept repeating the question but she cant hear me.

I tried to stand up and put my feet on the floor. Just then I realized I wasn’t alive anymore.

I saw my pale body still lying on the bed. My lips were livid and I have a bandage on my head.

The doctors said. “I’m very sorry, Madame, the bullet was deep.” The bullet? I asked as a I felt a sudden creep.

I came back to my senses. I remembered everything I was from the market when I got shot while walking.

For no reason a man in black shot me. nobody saw him except me and my dog Blackie.

I heard my mama wailing as I stared at my pathetic body I cant move; I cant walk; can somebody help me?

just then I saw this being coming from the wall I know I saw him before; he was gorgeous and tall.

He had wings, so wide and so white “Will you take me now?” I asked him with fright.

“yes my dear friend,” was the man’s reply. My tears kept falling as I kissed mama goodbye.

I tapped Blackie and said “bye pal, you take care of mama for me. we will meet again someday. Someday you’ll see.”

SUICIDE

So much noise that are too loud to hear

you just want to hear the end of it

too many crowded places you’ve been in

you just clamour for fresh air…

to the place were hopes never exists

into the teasing darkness of the night

jump into the abyss of failure

unto the hot fires of hell

society had pushed such an act

it has been a teacher long before school

and forgotten were the values of home

he acted too late for you to still hold on.

MESSAGE FROM THE GRAVE

You can say that I am a good example of what you can call a miserable life/ its been a long time since I’ve written so please do give me this chance to express myself/ in the previous years I have been so happy that nothing could get me down/ friend would come and go and I give a damn/ when I was ten my parents separated and I thought nothing was going to change/ I move on to another year without an encounter/ I was assured that everything was going to be the same/ everything last forever I apprised myself/ but I apprised my self in vain/ I kept on losing friends and acquaintances/ they kept giving me debilitating pain/ I met some dirty people and they said they were my friends/ they got me to do drugs and smoke interminably `till my teachers escorted me to hell/ one day I was leaving for school/ I was too high on drugs/ I crossed the roads when the lights turn green/ I was languishing and I badly needed a hug/ but they could not do a thing/ they were all too busy to care/ my parents, relatives and friends/ the people whom I thought would always be there/ so now, I’m asking you to pray for me/ now that I’m dead...

•Board games

•The Perfect Me

•More Than You Know

•Search

•God’s Will

•The Four Degrees of Love

Board gamesRoll the dice

and make each step precious

make a move

and believe in impossible dream

reach for the top

and be there in whatever way

don’t look down

and be sorry for what was not...

Just go on

and never stop moving

just hold on

and never let go

just keep on

and never look back

prepare for the unexpected

for you’ll never know…

when the game of your life would end.

THE PERFECT ME

I see myself as a star

shining brightly from afar

but I know deep down inside in its gaseous flight

a breath of sorrow, not so alright

I see myself on the mood

all alone, full of gloom

maybe she thinks that she has no one

even for the truth, she has many not none

I want to see the perfect me

not alone and not lonely

but is there a need to find

what I can’t really see?

Because for a fact it cant really be...

MORE THAN YOU KNOWWhen you feel low

and your losing hope

a flower will bloom and grow

to remind you of a blessing

you may be ignoring

when you wallow in sorrow

and your losing strength

ask God, and He will promise you better tomorrow

when your tears continue to flow

and you’re losing your faith

God will show you a rainbow

saying another day will follow

and that He loves you

more than you know...

SEARCHI got up early this morning

and rushed right up into the day

I had so much to accomplish

that I didn’t have time to pray

problems fast rumbled about me

and heavier came each task

why doesn’t God help me?

He answers. “You didn’t ask”

I wanted to see happiness and beauty

but the day toiled on me, so restless and weak

I wondered why God didn’t show me

He said “But you didn’t ask”

I tried to enter and came into God’s presence

I used all my keys I have at the lock

but God gentle, lovingly whispered in my ears

“My beloved child you didn’t knock”

I woke up gently this morning

and paused before entering the day

I have so much to accomplish

but I had to take time to pray...

GOD’S WILLGOD’S WILLA good life is to will to do God’s will. Before doing

anything, ask yourself if it is God’s will; whether it is thinking in your heart,

speaking in your mouth, seeing with your eyes, hearing with your ears, smelling with your nose, tasting with your tongue, touching with your hands, walking or standing, lying

or sitting.

If its God’s will, then do it with all your might. If its not, God’s will, then die

rather than do it. If you ask me, “What is God’s will?” I will answer: “God’s will is that you become holy.”

THE FOUR DEGREES OF LOVETHE FOUR DEGREES OF LOVEThe first degree is when we love ourselves for our own sake.

Unspiritual and and worldly as we are. Nothing interests us except things that relate to ourselves.

The second degree is when we begin to see that we cannot get along by ourselves; so we begin to seek God’s help for our own sakes. We love God, but only for our own interest.

After meditating, reading, praying and obeying much, we come to gradually know God through actual experience. By testing how sweet the Lord is, we begin to love God, not for our own sake, but for Himself. This is the third.

The fourth I think is extremely rare here on earth. This is when in our love for God we forget ourselves attaining one mind and one heart with God.

A BATTLE WONA BATTLE WONI have a duel with the I have a duel with the devil when? Now though devil when? Now though not seen by the eye. A not seen by the eye. A grueling fight with the grueling fight with the devil. Yes, till the devil. Yes, till the moment I die.moment I die.

A treacherous climb out A treacherous climb out of innocence. Gaunt of innocence. Gaunt thorns leading the lost. thorns leading the lost. What sweet consolation, What sweet consolation, a clear conscience! But a clear conscience! But suddenly lost at such suddenly lost at such narrow a cost.narrow a cost.

The soul is swathed in The soul is swathed in flesh, the flesh is rotting flesh, the flesh is rotting in skin, to fester is not to in skin, to fester is not to confess, to fight hard is confess, to fight hard is wanting to win.wanting to win.

One with the battle with One with the battle with the devil, with prayers, the devil, with prayers, fiery swords from the fiery swords from the mouth. Win! I shall beat mouth. Win! I shall beat the devil listen well for it the devil listen well for it is without sound.is without sound.

IF I HAD THE PASTIF I HAD THE PAST

If I had to live over my life in the past, will I change a lot of things? There. I began to think… I would have eaten less and worked things out with my fats. I would have done my responsibilities at home and in school. I would have taken time talking to my mother about her instead of staring at a Beatles poster. I would have watched a concert instead of having myself bored in the camp. I would have taken time playing chess with my grandfather instead of using the phone. I would have spent more time with my dog that died several months ago. I would have eaten the four bags of chocolates before it expired. I would have gone to bed early always and wouldn’t have these eyebugs. I would have invited “this friend” always at home who’s living far from me now. When my mom was talking, I would have listened instead of talking a lot. When my niece kissed me, I wish I never said “Ang kulit mo.” there would have been lots of advises to listen to and less word to hurt someone. There would have been more “hellos”… “I’m sorry”… more “I love you”… but mostly given another chance in the past, I would seize every minute and live it well.

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