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    Letting you go

    It came out of the blue

    Something I didn't know,

    My feelings were true

    You said "let me go."

    I'm so confused now

    You threw us away.

    I don't understand how,

    Don't know what to say.

    I just want to stay

    And make this love last

    But now there's no way,

    You've made me your past.

    The minutes pass by

    Since we've been apart,

    My eyes, they cry

    You've broken my heart

    You don't want to hurt me

    This much, I know

    But its killing me to see

    I must let you go.

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    Betrayed

    I trusted you more than anything,

    And claimed you as my friend.

    But I made the biggest mistake,

    And you lied to me in the end.

    I believed you, I trusted you,

    I cared for you, and at times I cried.

    But in the end I didn't get the real truth

    And for so long you lied.

    I can't believe I was so stupid,

    I believed all your lies.

    I made the Biggest mistake

    And now my heart cries.

    So now I'm asking you why?

    Why did you hurt me that way?

    I called on you when I needed help.

    But in the end I was betrayed

    I did everything in my power,

    To make you suceed,

    to achieve your goals.

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    Then you turned your back on me,

    And now my heart is filled with holes.

    I helped you with problems,

    The secrets that only you and I shared

    You took the guy I was in love with

    We called each other, I told you "I cared"

    I told you my problems

    And at times I would cry

    I told you my feelings for him

    And in the end the feelings you denied.

    And now I'm the fool

    I believed you, I trusted you

    Now you say you are sorry!!!

    Is that all you have to say????

    But it doesn't matter any more

    Cuz in the end I was still betrayed.

    Mar 9, 2008

    Feel Something

    I hate you right now!!

    I dont want to hurt you with my words or even my fists

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    I need the blow to be devastatinly hard to your heart

    The one you say you do not have

    And right now I believe you

    I want and need for you to feel

    I would settle for any emotion

    I can not take empty and confused words much more

    Hate me for pushing too much

    Miss me because your without me

    Envy the man who is with me

    Hope that you will see me soon

    Regret ever meeting me

    Love me

    All I ask is that you feel just one emotion for me

    I do not care which of the many you choose

    Just that you have one clear cut untainted feeling inside

    I know the emotion I feel

    My emotion is strong and clear

    But hurt threatens to taint and cloud

    My steady feeling

    Still I stand brave in the face of hurt

    And wage the battle waiting to see

    Whether my prayers will be answered

    Or I will face my demon

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    Jul 13, 2007

    Memories

    When we were children

    The world was our play-thing

    An endless supply of fun and laughter

    As we grew so did the world

    We realized that everything was not play

    Our lives took us different places

    But we always had the memories

    A bright reminder of innocence and folly

    Something to light even the darkest of hours

    You followed your call to duty and honor

    I went out into the world to nurtue

    Both of us trying so hard not to fall

    But here I stand alone

    Forever in my heart you will be.

    I miss you now more than you know

    I will always hold our percious memories

    Jun 13, 2007

    What I need to know

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    She say: I need something more

    he says: What more do you need?

    She: I need to feel passion. I need to feel like I am alive. I need to like you want me.

    he: You are alive. You have a pulse.

    She: Do you love me?

    he: Yes .... I think so.

    She: It is not a hard question. Do you love me?

    He: I don't know.

    She: That is what I needed to know.

    She kisses him on the cheek and turns and walks out the door.

    Jun 10, 2007

    Listen

    I need to feel something

    Anything

    I need it to change

    This is not working for me anymore

    I am not just going to slip silently into the back ground

    I am here or I am not

    Which way do you want it?

    I think it might be better if I leave and never come back

    I should bow out gracefully before I make a fool of myself

    Do you ever listen?

    Are you listening now?

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    No, I guess not

    I would be asking for too much

    Mar 3, 2007

    Easy for Me

    Where do we go from here?

    We have run out of things to say.

    The silence is awkward and painful

    But, no one says anything.

    I don't know how long I can take it.

    I feel like I am standing here all by myself

    Naked and alone

    I want to scream and shout to make you hear

    Hear how my heart breaks with every empty word from your lips

    But you know nothing

    You think it is all ok

    You think I don't care but I do

    I care too much

    I dont want to care because I know you don't

    But it is not that easy for me

    Oh, how it wish it were that easy for me.

    Feb 25, 2007

    Words

    There are unspokenwords.

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    Words that have no sound

    Their meaning onlyknow to us.

    No one has to saythem.

    Their effect will come.

    We may see,we may not.

    Jan 18, 2007

    Waiting

    He smiles at me gently,

    his smile so soft and sweet,

    I look carefully into his eyes,

    andget lost in the wonders beneath

    His hand brushes against my cheek,

    and sends shivers down my spine,

    he slowly tucks my hair behind my ear,

    with a touch that is caring and kind

    I gently lay my head against his chest,

    and feel his arms lock around me,

    his love for me is definitely strong,

    this is one thing I can surely see

    My eyes are beginning to close,

    and my eyelashes brush against my cheek

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    I know that with him I am protected,

    and with him I don't have to feel weak

    Hes always been there to dry my tears,

    and bring me back when I couldn't go on,

    he listens to me when I just need to talk,

    we have formed an unbreakable bond

    He kisses me in the rain,

    with the moon shining softly in the night,

    his hugs make me feel something special,

    they always seem to be just right

    He always holds my hand so tight,

    as if to never let go,

    whenever we are together,

    it feels like everything is just so

    Nobody else even exists,

    he is the only one in my world,

    he always tells me he will never find,

    another perfect girl

    Everything about him is amazing,

    there is not one thing I would take away,

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    my love for him only grows stronger,

    with every passing day

    This guy is the perfect thing for me,

    his place nobody can fill,

    I just haven't met him yet,

    and wonder if I ever will

    11:44 PM

    Jan 9, 2007

    Uncertain

    These are just something that I had to get out. I dont think they have any real meaning.

    Things won't work the way we want it

    If in the very beginning we didn't plan it

    Let's both be sensible and see things justly

    Let's not pretend so we'll never be sorry

    Days pass and as I see it, it's just a waste

    If for in fact, we never can seem to face

    That things just don't work for the two of us

    Even if we both have each other's trust

    Time don't seem to come in our favor

    And everyday we both lose the fervor

    Of the love we thought we could eventually sense

    Let's not pretend if we can't be more than just friends

    We try so hard to come up with something

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    Out of this dying, fading flame of our feelings

    What can we do if the road has turned bumpy?

    Let's not pretend if we're just not meant to be

    It is so hard to let go of someone like you

    Someone whom I thought would be forever true

    But then even if you try to hide what's in your heart

    It just makes the space between us grow apart

    I don't mean to say that I never loved at all

    I really did my best so that we both can't fall

    I tried so hard to make you feel what I feel

    But then let's not pretend if this isn't just for real

    The real reason is that I find it so unfair

    For this love has turned into a one-sided love affair

    What more can I do if you can't love me still?

    I can't force you to show me what you don't feel

    With a heavy heart, let's just say goodbye

    You may not see it but deep inside I die

    But let's not pretend, let's say farewell to me and you

    Sometimes I can't even go to bed

    Because when I close my eyes

    All I can see is you in my head

    I don't think one day has gone by

    That you haven't crossed my mind

    Every time I remember, I cry

    How can you have meant so much to me

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    And I have meant nothing to you

    I was so blind, there was so much I didn't see

    It's like I was lost

    And didn't know what to say

    Whenever you held me close

    I just wish I would never had come to realize

    The whole time I thought u cared

    I had been believing a lie

    Jan 4, 2007

    Why?

    Forever Mine, I'm not quite sure

    Past conversations are just a blur

    you know that feeling of weak at the knees

    like you could be that one for me.

    Forever it seems that I have searched

    to find someone just like you.

    Someone to share my hopes and dreams with,

    Someone to brighten my days.

    Someone to wipe the tears from my eyes

    if I was sad,

    Someone to hold my hand.

    Someone who'd be there to hold me tight,

    Someone who understands.

    This newfound feeling inside me,

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    it's almost more that I can take.

    A feeling I have never felt before...

    A feeling I'd like to get to know more.

    Baby, I just want you to know...

    I think you are that someone

    that I've been searching for..

    who could make my life complete.

    I think you are that someone

    who would love me endlessly

    and would show me what life really means.

    And I hope I can be with you

    day after day.

    Because I'm falling for you more

    than my words could ever say.

    Standing here all on my own,

    watching life go by,

    taking in those dreadful words,

    ...a tear drops from my eye,

    I stood there as i watched you run,

    and waited for the pain,

    love can be a painful thing,

    you used my love in vain,

    Why'd you leave me here to cry?,

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    our love had felt so...right,

    why'd you go and break my heart,

    just like you did that night,

    let me kiss your lips once more,

    so I can see it's true,

    help me see your love is gone,

    that I can't be with you,

    don't leave me here to fall apart,

    to watch you fade away,

    tell me how you really feel,

    and why you just won't stay,

    I never thought I'd cry so much,

    I want to see this through...

    although you'll never feel for me.....

    I always will love you.

    You have hurt me in so many ways

    More ways than you can ever believe

    Being a good friend to the one who actually cared

    I something you did not achieve

    I did so much for you

    And was nothing but a friend

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    But all of that is over

    I guess this has to be the end

    I was the one you used to talk to

    About everything that went through your mind

    I thought that you were different than the rest

    I thought that you were a magnificent find

    But now you have hurt me so much

    And I don't know what to do

    I used to think that you actually cared about me

    But all you really cared about was you

    You talked so down to me

    And in a way that no one else would

    If I was strong enough to tell you what I actually thought

    I guarantee you, I would

    So you can think what you want

    Because me opinion will never change

    Now that you came in and hurt my heart

    My whole life I have to rearrange

    I have people who actually care about me

    Because I know that you never will

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    But now I have an empty space in my heart

    That you will never again get to fill

    It seems like you don't even care about me

    And you never really did

    But you would talk so bad about me

    Almost like you were still a kid

    Every time I'm done talking to you

    I always start to cry

    Then I try to tell you what happened

    And you would always ask why?

    So I guess our friendship is over

    It has come to the end

    And for you to tell me I was never there

    Is not a characteristic of a true friend

    So continue on with you life

    But it will have to be without me

    Because all of the times I was hurting

    Because of you, the same I will never be

    So when you have nobody

    And you need somebody to care

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    Do not try to call me

    Because I will not be there

    Dec 30, 2006

    When Ever After Comes True

    A friend of mine wrote this and I thought I would share!!

    When Ever After Comes True

    I've promised you my love

    a thousand times for every shooting star

    and for your heart I will fight

    no matter what the war

    The world lied to us, when they promised the perfect happily ever after

    but I've chosen to love you

    and, my love, my heart holds forever true

    I will fight every battle

    through fear and broken dreams

    I'll wrap my arms around you at midnight

    and kiss away every tear

    And I lied to myself, when I said I knew the way

    that I would be everything you ever needed

    and that you would never cry again

    But, my love, I'm learning

    you're teaching me with every word

    every smile and gentle reproof

    you're showing me how to love

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    and you're giving me the world

    I've promised you my love

    a thousand times for every shooting star

    and for your heart I will fight

    no matter what the war

    and this is my promise to you -

    that my heart will never grow cold

    oh, that our kiss will be forever sweet

    my love, for you I will dream a hundred galaxies

    and lay them at your feet

    Dec 29, 2006

    Hope, Faith, and Patience

    These are just a few of my favorite quotes concerning the topics of Hope, Faith, and Patience.

    Faith

    Faith sees the invisible, believes in the unbelievable, and recieves the impossiple. --Corrie Ten Boom

    For we walk by faith, not by sight. --2 Corinthians 5:7

    Hope

    But I will hope continually, and will yet praise thee more and more.--Psalm 71:14

    Hope is the thing with feathers that perches in the soul, and sings the tunes without the words and

    never stops at all. -- Emily Dickinson

    If it were not for hopes, the heart would break. -- Thomas Fuller

    Patience

    And so, after he had patiently endured, he obtained the promise. -- Hebrews 6:15

    Beware the fury of a patient man. -- John Dryden

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    Have patience with all things, but chiefly have patience with yourself. Do not lose courage in considering

    your own imperfections, but instantly set about remedying them - every day begin the task anew.-- Saint

    Francis De Sales

    Dec 27, 2006

    Meanings of Kisses

    Kiss on the hand - I adore you.

    Kiss on the cheek - I just want to be friends. (Does Not always mean that!!)

    Kiss on the chin - You are cute!

    Kiss on the neck - I want you.

    Kiss on the lips - I love you.

    Kiss on the ears - Let's have some fun.

    Kiss anywhere else - You're the best!

    Different Types of Kisses

    All Over Kiss

    Grab your partner gently, then begin kissing the forehead, moving down to the nose. Tenderly, with an

    aggressive feeling, give your partner your best kiss right on the lips. Next, move your way down and

    continue with your own imagination.

    Frustrating Kiss

    (For women) In the middle of a kissing session, when your guy leans in to kiss you, let his lips nearly

    touch yours, then quickly pull your head back a few inches. Do this a few times in a row. It'll frustrate

    him and cause him to tighten his grip on you before he finally captures your lips for a hot desirable kiss.

    Kiss with a Twist

    Lean in to kiss your partner and just as they come to meet your lips, pull back. They'll think your playing,

    but surprise them by leaning in and giving them the kiss of a lifetime!

    Laughter Kiss

    Lean in like you're going to kiss your partner. Get close enough to where your lips slightly brush theirs as

    you whisper a joke. Just make sure it's a good joke!

    Neck Nibble Kiss

    Gently nibble up and down your partners neck. End with a gentle kiss on the lips.

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    Rain Kiss

    When alone with your lover in the street during rain, gently pull him/her aside and kiss them in the rain.

    It's very romantic.

    Tickle Kiss

    While hugging your partner, tickle them and make them laugh. While they're laughing, kiss them. Then

    tickle and kiss again. Women especially love this one!

    Tiger Kiss

    Quietly sneak up behind your partner making sure they do not know what you are going to do. Out of

    the blue, grab them and gently bite their neck. Make sure to get a few good growls in too. This will

    surely surprise them.

    Waistline Kiss

    Kiss your partner softly, just slightly below and adjacent to the belly button. This will drive pretty much

    any woman wild.

    Dec 25, 2006

    What do I do?

    My knees start to shake,

    When you're in sight.

    My mind filled with wonder,

    My heart with fright.

    When will this feeling stop?

    When did it start?

    How can I listen to my mind,

    Without breaking my heart.

    I'm so confused

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    What should I do?

    I can't think of anything

    Except you.

    Should I ignore you,

    Or just give it time?

    I can't think straight

    My heart controls

    My mind.

    dec 21, 2006

    I love you - those three words have my life in them.

    ~ byAlexandrea to Nicholas III ~

    What lies behind us, and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.

    ~ by Ralph Waldo Emerson ~

    The most eloquent silence; that of two mouths meeting in a kiss.

    ~ by Unknown ~

    Love cannot endure indifference. It needs to be wanted. Like a lamp, it needs to be fed out of the oil of

    another's heart, or its flame burns low.

    ~ by Henry Ward Beecher ~

    I wear it for..

    I have somthing I wear everyday

    I wear it around my neck

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    It is a symbol

    It means many things to many people

    But to me it means

    Hope and Faith

    I just dont wear it for me

    I wear it for my friends in arms

    I wear it for those who have lost their faith and hope

    I wear it for you and me

    You know

    You know who you are

    I don't have to say your name

    We meant in the most unexpected time and way

    Everything happened so quickly

    Almost in the blink of an eye

    The connection was instant and strong

    We were friends right away

    There was the possibility of something more

    But there was another who lurked in his mind

    No matter how he felt for me

    She was never far behind

    Soon she jumped out of his mind into our reality

    Things are so complicated and confusing

    Knowing he has pain hurts me

    I tell him to do what he thinks is best for him

    All I want is for him to be happy

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    So I hope this will help you some

    I am glad to have you as my friend

    You have been there for me more than you know

    So I make you this promise

    I am here for you and I always will be

    No matter the choices or paths taken

    Your future is bright and full of hope even if you don't see it

    What matters is that you believe it

    When you run low on hope just remember

    You will always be my special boy

    Dec 8, 2006

    Love is...

    My Favorite qoute about love is 1 Corinthians 13:4-8

    Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-

    seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices

    with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.

    Love is all of those things.

    Dec 3, 2006

    Lost

    This is something that I had to get out of my head before I sleep.

    I have been feeling so many things lately. I am trying to deal with them as they come but I dont know

    how well I am doing. At the moment I feel completely lost and confused. I dont know if I will still feel this

    way when I wake up in the morning or if it is just a passing feeling.

    Everyone has their safety zones and sometimes we are brave enough to step outside of them. If we are

    lucky something good will happen. I have had something good happen to me because I stepped outside

    of comfort. Now that I am outside of my element I want to go running and screaming back to the safety

    that I sort of miss.

    My good thing is getting better everyday but along with the good comes the uncertainty. I do not know

    what is going to happen. It terrifies me but I press on. Even with the fear and the doubt in the back of

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    my mind. I tell myself that I am going crazy and I am being silly. I tell myself the good thing is going to

    stay good and will always be good.

    I really can't be certain of it always being good; that is more or less a hope. So I guess there are

    questions I should be asking myself. Do I want my good thing ? Am I willing to take the risk? Can I handle

    the hurt if it does not turn out well? Am I being realistic or romantic? I don't have the answers to those

    questions. But I have a good thing that I don't want to let go of.

    "I will think about that tomorrow."

    Maybe I will have a clearer head after I sleep!?!?

    Nov 29, 2006

    Only You

    Here I sit, thinking only of you

    Wondering what is to become of us

    Understanding all you have been through

    Hoping to slowly gain your trust

    My heart aches for you, and also I yearn

    I want to understand you

    In hopes that I will learn

    Your unique and special qualities amaze me

    Your ability to cheer me up

    When you see that I am down

    My feelings for you go beyond that of words

    And at first it didn't seem real

    It seems I dreamed you into life

    And thoughts of you

    Run through my head

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    Every hour of the day

    I hope that you will understand

    Just how I feel about you

    --Amanda Lyn Lei Lani