I S O L A C E - B O O K L E T

once again it’s you and meyou took your timeI thought that maybe it was meant to be nested somewhere in my headalways waiting for the momentto comeback

cause most of the time I am out of my mindspectating my own demise

so I go go go I won’t let you know whereto catch myself off guardtell em I am so sorry my head just used meI‘m sending best regardsto myself and everyone else

once again it’s me and youperfect timingnow there’s nothing i can do but now after all these yearsI embrace itso please make the best of me

for so many times wanted you out of my mindnow where in this togetherside by side

so I go go go I won’t let you know whereto catch myself off guardtell em I am so sorry my head just used meI‘m sending best regardsto myself and everyone else

from the heart I speak the truththe world’s in flamesso nothing newI‘ve been listeningnow it’s time to speak

BEST REGARDS TO MYSELF (AND EVERYONE ELSE)

no place you call a homebut you should go back where you belongyeah I know it’s never black or whitebut almost always graybut some things are just so fucked upthat I can‘t look away

it’s just not rightI know it never wasbut you and Iwe’re the ones in chargewe live in timeswe’ve never seen beforewe can’t stay quiet anymore

five bucks for a dozen shirtsit sounds so wrong it almost hurtsI mean they’ve probably seen half the worldbut noone seems to carecause honey looks so good dressed in hot despair

it’s just not fairI know it never wasbut you and Iwe’re the ones in chargewe live in timeswe’ve never seen beforewe can’t stay quiet anymore

we always blame the othersfor everything that’s wrongmaybe we’re the others all along

it’s just not rightI know it never wasbut you and Iwe’re the ones in chargewe live in timeswe’ve never seen beforewe can’t stay quiet anymore

STAY QUIET

I’ve tried it once, I’ve tried it twiceI’ve tried it oh so many timesstill I always lag behindit was never the place or timethis brings out the worst in meand I can‘t seem to breatheit’s not that this feeling sucksit’s that this feeling

never leaves, leaves me be

all of this they don’t havethey do not want it

it just ain’t meliving on the road all yearit pains meto be away from all that hereI am the prisoner and judgeI am the guard the locks me upI can‘t fleeit just ain’t me

I know it now, I knew it thenthis was never what I meantjust a kid, no confidenceattention craving, bottomlessI just need a 5-step-plancause I blamed them all before

if you really love mewhy don’t you love meeven more

love me more

all of this they don’t havethey do not want it

it just ain’t meliving on the road all yearit pains meto be away from all that hereI am the prisoner and judgeI am the guard the locks me upI can‘t fleeit just ain’t me

I spent all these yearschasing dreams that I don‘t haveJust wanna be happy for a weekwithout questioning everythingthat’s it… but it ain’t me

IT AINT ME