Beltran, Aerielle Anne P.IV-NitrogenIdealisticIm an idealistic and giddy person who believes in true love and happy endings. I have this whole fantasy planned out in my mind. And in my dreams, I have a knight in shining armor that would sweep me off my feet and would kneel in front of me and ask me to make him the happiest man alive by becoming his wife. My future husband would make me feel like the happiest and luckiest girl alive. He would always tell me Im beautiful. He would always remind me the reasons why he loves me. He would not get tired of listening to my stories, to the endless words that would pour from my tongue. He would grace me with his never-ending patience whenever Im stuck in my own world, reading books and being transported into another dimension. He would always open doors for me. Every day with him would be a new adventure. Together, we would explore this vast world and grow to be better and stronger people. My future husband would be the most loving person in the world. He would put family in front of anything else. He would also be a responsible husband and father. He would not hesitate to take care of his family in all the ways he can. My husband would also have a nice job. He would be rich enough to provide us our needs without ever working abroad and being apart from us. He wouldnt need to be a thousand miles like my father is. My children would not need to experience waiting for two years just to see their father come home. My husband would also be handsome. He may not always be the most handsome guy in the room, but his face and his smile would be enough to light up the whole room and everyone in it. He would be the light of the party, a firework that everyone seems to want to touch. My husband would have a great sense of humor. He would always make me smile and laugh even during my darkest days. He would be my strength when I am feeling weak, my voice when I lose the words I seek. And though, he might be flawed, his imperfections would be what would make him perfect for me. He would fill the void in my heart and I would fill his. My husband and I would always fight, and sometimes it would almost tear us apart. But, he would love me so dearly, and I would also love him so much that we would get over every obstacle that well face. The scars and the pain that our love would inflict in ourselves would make us stronger and would only make us more human. Maybe, I am too idealistic. Maybe, theres really no guarantee that Ill find my happy ending with my future husband. But theres no wrong in dreaming right? It makes the future a lot more exciting. And its definitely better than being afraid.