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  • Ibogaine in psychotherapy A case study ibogaine therapy uk ibogaine therapy uk
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  • outline of treatment assessment pre-ibogaine therapy sessions ibogaine therapy post- ibogaine sessions
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  • assessment date of assessment 20.3.8 44 yo single male lives alone physicist reason for assessment: had seen Tribe neglect emotional trauma
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  • to address desire to open up spiritually break through armour keeping him separate why are we here has things to do his unfolding sadness, not deserving feeling stuck, free himself for better things using energy in a positive way
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  • phenomena feeling a finger on skin seeing faces and beings hearing his name.smells seeing hand through coffee mug floating patterns, lights and colours butterflies, spiders bells electricity, humming shaking
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  • background parents abusive alcoholics, never felt appreciated, nasty to him older non-identical twin, 3 siblings parents violent to each other left home age 21
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  • relationships heterosexual last girlfriend 5 years ago never committed
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  • drug and alcohol cigarettes from age 13 to 18 months ago alcohol from age 25, never heavy drinker no drug history
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  • medical history appendicectomy age 15 recurrent tightness in epigastrium ?irritable bowel shaking in legs no allergies no medication past psychiatric history- suicidal ideas from age 4 father heart dx, CABG, parents alcoholic
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  • personality introvert happy child, sensitive, shy quiet stick with his opinions interests: nature, animals, music
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  • comments I dont feel self-pity help me go back. I was a kid, I was murdered. reorganizing a drawer, re-filing aware of risks I think it will be painful
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  • review one 4.4.8 alright met a brazilian woman can read people wants to work for himself patents for inventions spasm right flank dream nine 8ft people
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  • review two 20.4.8 something around the corner optimistic directors at work are like his parents wants to work with people forming space to grow no fear of taking ibogaine abdominal symptoms. eyes flickering colours workshop. saw mediumn unfolding
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  • review three 2.5.8 looking forward to summer never had fear. never feared parents nightmare, albatross, water on face earliest memories in photos always looking up
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  • review four 16.5.8 abdominal pain, humming on/off 5 years can feel bodies around him sacrifices in relationships to use his talents discussed ibogaine therapy physical examination
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  • review five 29.5.8 feeling okay mix of excitement and anxiety flutter in epigastrium, left chest humming in torso, legs. ball of heat left chest age 7-14 wizard in the forest past lives
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  • ibogaine therapy 7.6.8 1030 ECG normal. test dose 100mg ibogaine HCL saw medium. wizard in solar plexus was seeing colours of light, pink mainly feeling relaxed, little nervous, excited plans to take next week off, course spiritual realm 1100 feeling fine 1130 BP 120/80. flutter right leg usual buzzing in head but stronger
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  • 1200 taken ibogaine HCL 1500mg ( total 20mg/kg) 1215 P 70 reg good vol 1230 hot flush. P 65 BP 120/80 1315 P 60 reg. restless. ++ visions 1400 BP 120/80. doing okay. thirsty 1500 P 60 less restless now 1600 BP 130/85 P 65reg. thirsty o/w settled 1900 heart beating fast. felt in chest. BP 140/90 P 88 drinking plenty water, no nausea, vomiting or urination 2000 BP 120/80 P 70 reg.Some anxiety dehydrated
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  • 1230am BP 110/70 P 76 reg. visions decreasing 0530 white doves. memories of 1 1/2 y.o. dogs,sheep, horses, 200 people, dinosaurs initially lot of blood and gore what if Id died it was lovely 7 people working with him. 7 people working with him. 2 girls, old man (Lao Tse), monk, african, indian, other advice given to him
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  • levitation of bed white cloud box with white material bridge of white blanket traffic lights, lights flying through air fat lady, thin lady, ends of same thing fathers aggression mother aware of what she has done birds, butterflies, cows, pidgeons person next to me
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  • ceiling white rabbit three screens third eye games little bird worlds population in miniature USA, China
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  • bodily sensations gel/ substance on abdomen substance over hands higher place body being worked on telepathic communication watching historical self without emotion victim as victimizer changing his work writing postcards trust Lao Tse as guide. trust other humans
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  • it was fun it was fun life is an opportunity life is an opportunity
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  • post-ibogaine one 13.6.8 reborn best thing ive ever done tolerance sense of real purpose responding differently lessons learned higher self kept telling me off has been adjusted only used rational mind
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  • moving forward fast baby smiling at me and laughing judging and labelling less wanting to mix with people more seeing colours, lots of green, ball of green light the strong pulse in stomach has gone not self-persecuting, humble, forgiving connected to other half of self work: fine about going back has faith things will come visions: cave; water not falling on him
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  • post-ibogaine two 19.8.8 talked about changing his career less judgemental seeing three women, playing the field, enjoying freedom wanting to move to south coast visions: dog on his lap, slim girl long hair sitting with me wanting ibogaine again feelings about the old man chance meeting with a woman called Linda a
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  • post-ibogaine three 10.10.8 major progress dream in a lake, released something really wants to be here now since ibogaine and dream seeing beings and lights wave and the archangel sees an old man & a boy women on hold work going well
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  • post-ibogaine four 7.11.8 feeling well discussed job offer applied to work as carer at local hospice healing workshops mediumspatents
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  • post-ibogaine five 6.3.9 inventions and the dream home healing therapies to others reconciliation with mother freedom from past trauma no issues around water recurring dream of being at university did see Linda again but.... ibogaine still the best day of his life wants to continue journey in june
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  • psychotherapy and ibogaine powerful, deep experience outside consensual reality alchemical experience introspective and cosmic contact with intelligence outside ego freedom from past trauma re-evaluation of his life and priorities reconnected with the world peace in himself unfolding, unstuck new path for his future
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