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Fortnight Literary Section: Strong and SweetAuthor(s): Ian WilsonSource: Fortnight, No. 133 (Sep. 24, 1976), pp. 9-10Published by: Fortnight Publications Ltd.Stable URL: http://www.jstor.org/stable/25545964 .
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FRIDAY 24th SEPTEMBER 1976/9
FORTNIGHT LITERARY SECTION
STRONG AND
SWEET Mostly, it wasn't a summer that I want to remember. But there are
plenty of little incidents that still swim around my head after I've weighted the bigger traumas and sunk them into my subconscious depths. It was
the summer just after I'd sat my final examinations. Now I stood victorious, one foot on a conquered heap of exam papers, my sweaty biro raised aloft in triumph. For months I'd been
living in an academic fog which blurred all boundaries between fact and fiction, past and present. I saw
George Eliot's vague outline in
Shaftesbury Square; I glimpsed Mr
Dombey one evening hurrying up the
Malone Road. Spectres of Donne and Herbert squeaked and gibbered in the still night air around the library. The
fog thickened, the atmosphere grew
clammy, we all prepared for the final holocaust. To keep up morale I had a
motto "All things must pass", and I
looked forward to passing out of the
gloom to the land fit for heroes,
flowing with milk and honey and
peopled solely by a blonde sociologist and myself. Well, the promised land
when I reached it seemed even
foggier, but I'm not going to dredge my subconscious to try to remember
why. Maybe it was simple. I'll just say I was suffering from a sprained brain.
A few weary weeks later I stood attired in collar and tie, neat jacket, polished shoes; a temporary civil
service clerk, no less, no more.
Adding up traffic figures. For months, years, I'd been immersed in words? books and learned journals, essays and notes, lectures and tutorials.
Words, thousands upon scores of thousands of words had entered my
mind, been beaten round it, and had their meanings forced out of them.
The lucky ones were forgotten, the others held in captivity for use in
evidence when I was called for final
judgment. Now my head was a
graveyard of dead word prisoners. Well, that did get me down. So, at
first anyway, it was something of a
relief to be adding, subtracting,
dividing and multiplying rows of
figures all day long, the simple sums
on a bit of government scrap paper, the big ones on a government adding
machine. I found a little thrill of
pleasure in putting a ten-digit number
up in lights on the machine, and
dividing it by forty-seven, or some
equally awkward number. There is a
split-second of hectic flashing, then
up comes your answer, clear and
correct. Mark it down on the official
sheet for the traffic turning off the M2
at Greencastle, June, and move on to
the next sum. All very systematic and
logical and satisfying after habitually
trying to assess the depth of
religiosity in Marvell's poetry.
I worked in a large room in S . . . ., a
well-known building devoted to the
theory and practice of government. Britannia and her lions may command a panoramic view from their pinnacle above the entrance, but frosted
windows, with just one clear pane at
the top, allow her servants in S . . . .
only the narrowest glimpse of the sly. So there was no alternative to
keeping your head down all day, to
work or do the "Daily Mirror" crossword. However, it wasn't long before I began to notice a strange
phenomenon in the room. Everyone would be working or doodling conscientiously when they would, as
one, get up and hurry out of the door; not a word was said, not an eye was
caught. I did know where they were
going, it was to the tea-trolley that
moved round the corridors in
mid-morning and mid-afternoon, and
if the odd behaviour had occurred at
the same time every day it could have been explained ?all had synchronised
watches before the day's labours had
started, and all knew that ten-thirty and three-thirty meant tea-break. But close observation on my part revealed that these events took place at
slightly different times each day. I
thought that being an honours
graduate made me a smart guy, but all this was draining my self-esteem. No bells rang, no buzzers buzzed, no
lights flashed. Had there been the
development of a collective intuition at the approach of the trolley, the
uncanny product of years of civil service life? For it may be a cliche to talk about the tea-drinking rituals of
government offices, but like most
cliches, it's true.
It came to the middle of my second
week, and I was still utterly baffled. Twice a day, every day, everyone in
the room would, as if by telepathic
understanding, stand up, go out and
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return with their cup of tea and sticky bun. Being only a minion, and just a
temporary minion at that, I didn't like to ask my superiors to explain their
behaviour. Eventually I couldn't bear the bewilderment any longer, so I
approached another, permanent minion and asked her bluntly how
everyone knew when the trolley was
in the vicinity. She gave me a blank look and said, "Sure the girl gives a
shout". There you are, splendidly simple. But I went back to my traffic
figures in a daze. I'd never heard any shout. Now I began to get worried,
thinking perhaps recent rigours had
upset my perceptions. A shout, she
said; if everyone else heard a shot,
why didn't I? I determined to listen
carefully as the next tea-break became due. From twenty past three onwards I moved my fingers meaninglessly over the buttons of the
adding machine, making a show of
being busy, but actually listening hard for the mysterious signal at which
work ceased. Half past came and still no sound nor sudden exodus of civil servants. Another couple of minutes
passed, and then, echoing along the
corridors, the faintest of cries
"Trolleeee-eee". Up they all got, out
they all went. I followed at the rear as
usual, although this time there was a
bounce in my step; I had received the cue. It was reminiscent of that whistle
only dogs can hear. Nobody with an
untrained ear could ever have heard
that shout among the rattle of
typewriters, hum of voices and other office noises. But as the clock moved close to the appointed times, specially sensitive equipment was activated in the workers' minds, which on
receiving the signal notified its owner
that he could lay down his pen and reach for his cup. It only took a day or two before the
alerting gear that I immediately called into use was working sufficiently well for me to add, divide or multiply intently until the faintest echo inside
my head made me flash instantly from the roundabouts of the M2 to a
place in the file out of the door. Sometimes I was even first in it.
Ian Wilson
NEW POEMS
Saturday Morning I looked this morning into a toyshop
window.
Tanks were deployed on a dustless
papier-mache plain: Infantry, in pressed pants advanced
alert, and gunners,
Greased and shining, lay comfortably sighting.
I remembered how on most Saturday mornings
My leaping Zulu warriors And my bronzed Redskins
Would attack, frontally, in frenzied
stupidity, The sandbagged positions of my
Grenadier Guards, Home Guards, Lancers, Desert Rats,
machine guns and field artillery.
In the final moments of battle I would
place on
The leaden bodies of dead Zulus with dark glazed
Cavities in their sides, ragged necklines dispossessed
Of heads. These were my footless, armless, chestless dead.
Relics who performed on the dried up woodwormed boards
Of an upstairs store-room would be out of place in a
Dustless papier-mache plain. NEILLSPEERS
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