Buffy: Heart of Darkness Chapter 4

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Chapter Four

June 14, 2003

Sunnydale

At least you dont have to walk up the aisle with the little speed demon, Lizcommented. Im sure hell get like three steps into it and take off straight for the altar.

I doubt it, Angelina laughed, smoothing out her dress. Hell be too busy gawking at

Buffy. Youll probably have a harder time getting him to face front.I think its wonderful Jordi has someone to completely crunch on, Daisy mentioned.

Even if she is more than twice his age. Puppy love is such a pure, sweet emotion.

Angelina looked over at Daisy as if she were from another planet. Im just glad its not

me. She shuddered. Ecch.Hes not that bad, Liz offered.

Candidate for ritalin, Angelina muttered. Its like hes the exact opposite of Oz. Nowthats one laid back s.o.b.

Angelina! Liz scolded her.She pursed her lips. Oh, what? Were not in the church yet, baby.

No, were in the brides house, by her request, Daisy reminded them. Willow wants us

all to go to the church together. I have no idea why, but this is her day and its only right thatthings should flow from her because of it.

I think its neat, Liz shared.

Angelina fussed with her dress again. You would, she sniped.

Daisy snapped her fingers. I get it now! she exclaimed.They both looked at her.

Liz, she chose you for your openness and optimism. Youre her western wind.Liz blinked. I am?Angelina rolled her eyes. Here it comes, she whispered.

And you, Angelina, youre her east wind. You are jaded and experienced, closed where

Liz is open.Angelina gave her a bawdy wink. You dont know how right you are, sister.

Im her south wind. A supportive warmth; Buffy must be her north wind, the cold

breeze that strengthens. Daisy smiled. So like Willow to think of everything ahead of time, and

plan accordingly.Liz furrowed her brow. Then what is Willow herself?

That would be the bride, Angelina rasped.

Daisy ignored her. The Chinese saw the world as having five directions -- the fourwinds, the four points of the compass, and the here, the place where one dwells. Willow is the

here, the center, the place into which all the winds blow, into which all their power is funneled.

We balance each other out perfectly.

Angelina rested her head on the top of the couch, fidgeting with the neckline on her dress.

So wheres your balancing sister wind? she teased Daisy.

The witch didnt catch her sarcasm. I was early, so Buffy must be late.

At that exact moment, the doorbell rang.

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Ah, Daisy sighed. Balance. Genius.

Sheila Rosenberg darted by the young women seated around the coffee table and opened

the door; her dress was on, but the mother of the bride remained in stocking feet, and errant

tendrils wafted away from her hairdo. She opened the door and tried to smile but managed only a

pained grimace. Joyce! Buffy! Hi, come in, make yourself at home, Willow isnt ready, neither

am I, be back down in a second. The other bridesmaids are on the couch, have some coffee. Shespun around and headed back up the stairs.Joyce looked at Buffy, both Summers women blinking at one another.

I promise you I will not get like that, Joyce assured her daughter.

Buffy shrugged. Not to worry. Im never getting married.Joyce ushered her daughter inside and said, You never know. I lived with your father for

a while before we got married.

Buffys eyes widened at the implication. Mom!

Joyce gave her an amused smile. It could happen.Buffy was about to reply when Daisy came in from the living room. Buffy, Mrs.

Summers, hello. She smiled widely. You two seem remarkably calm.

Buffy gestured to the stairs. Compared to that I think Speedy Gonzales would seemcalm. She turned to her mother. Im gonna go check on Willow.

Joyce nodded. Ill stay with the girls. Go ahead.

So, Daisy said to Joyce as Buffy moved up the stairs. Mother to the chosen one of her

generation. How does that feel?Joyce stopped for just a quick second and gazed at Daisy; then she let it pass. I guess

everyone knows about Buffy. Mostly its learning how to get blood out of her clothing, she

deadpanned. Daisy remained speechless.

Buffy knocked softly on the door to Willows old bedroom. Will?

Buffy? came the muffled voice from the other side of the door.

Can I come in? Buffy tried the knob; it wasnt locked. She creaked the door open and

stepped inside, closing it behind her. Willow sat on her old bed, a pile of wadded up tissues to

one side of her. Her shimmering white dress still hung on the closet door; she wore a long green

bathrobe.

Whats wrong? Buffy murmured, seating herself next to Willow and taking one of herhands.

Willow looked over at her. What if this isnt right? she wondered. What if Im making

some horrible mistake?Buffy slid an arm around Willows shoulder. How could marrying Oz be a mistake?

Buffy asked her softly.

I dont know, Willow admitted. Its not, I guess. I mean, I know its not but...? She

looked at Buffy. Me? Married? The first one of the whole group, married. She shook her head.And then theres the whole L.A. thing. Willow sighed. Ive lived my whole life here, Buffy. I

didnt even go away to college. Ive never been more than ten miles away from home for any

length of time. She tried to smile, wiping away another tear. I know, it all sounds so juvenile

and silly.Not to me it doesnt, Buffy responded. But one thing at a time, okay?

Willow nodded, uncertain. Okay.

First, theres the wedding thing, Buffy began. Look at us as a group. Theres me. Imnever getting married. Jobs too dangerous. Then theres Xander. Hell never marry anybody but



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me, and Im not getting married. Buffy shrugged. And thats the group, except for Oz, the first

guy you ever really fell in love with, the guy you used to talk about for hours on the phone with

me, the guy whose name you filled an entire notebook with scribbling it in every corner.

Half a notebook, Willow corrected.Will, Buffy spoke gently, most people live their whole lives looking for an Oz. And

almost nobody finds him. If youre lucky you sorta get close, maybe. But you found him. Youfound your soulmate, the one youre supposed to be with, pow, right out of the box. First shot,home run. Buffy shook her head. And you found him in high school. Do you know how

incredibly lucky you are?

Willow snuffled, I wasnt looking at it that way.Buffy grinned. Of course not. Youre just wigging over all the big stuff. Forget all that.

Forget the new place and the new job and concentrate on the ol boyfriend whos about to say

hell take that role as a lifetime commitment. And realize how lucky you are, Willow. The one

guy you love more than anyone in the whole world feels the same way about you. And he feels it

enough to stand up in front of a crowd of people and announce it to all of them. And then break

some glasses to commemorate it.

Willow leaned over and hugged Buffy. Thanks, she mumbled, kissing Buffy on thecheek. I really needed to hear all of that. I mean, I knew it, all of it, you know.

Buffy nodded. I know. Now get dressed and make yourself a knockout before Angelina

makes a pass at one of the other bridesmaids.

Buffy!

*You didnt tell Buffy? Giles clarified.

Yah hah! Xander snapped, tugging on his bowtie to try and clear some room to breathe.

Could you think of a better way to ruin that wedding mood? Hey, Buff, dont wanna wig you

on the big day here, but oh, by the way, when we were out at a strip joint last night, we saw

Faith. He glared at Giles. Theres so much wrong with that statement, I dont know where to

begin.

Giles settled for giving Xander a tart look. A simple no would have sufficed.Of course I didnt tell her, Giles. We all agreed not to tell anyone. Tony and Evan

thought it was some kinda magic trick -- and so did the rest of the crowd. Gotta hand it to Faith,

she still knows how to make an entrance.Least we know shes sorta on the right side, Oz offered, tapping his fingers lightly on

one tuxedoed thigh.

I dont know that Id go that far, Giles frowned. We know shes killing vampires,

which I concede is a good sign. He checked his watch. I just hope she has the fortunate timingnot to show up this evening.

She probably doesnt even know about the wedding, Xander argued. Shes probably

just in town on personal business.

Oz pointed out, Her personal business and our personal business are sorta the samething.

Not today, Giles spoke. You and Willow have given enough of yourselves in the last

seven years. The two of you deserve a perfect day today, and if I have to kill something -- or

someone -- to make sure that happens, I will.



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Xander half-grinned. Check out James Bond over here, ladies and gentlemen. License to

kill and waiters suit to boot.

Giles shook his head. You know what I mean. Xander, Oz will have his mind elsewhere,

and understandably so. As ushers we will have the unique opportunity to spot Faith if she tries to

enter the ceremony. Its up to you and I to stop her before anything happens.

Xander nodded. Gotcha.Ill let you know if I smell her, Oz suggested.Both of them nodded and Giles started to say something else when Tony walked in, fairly

bursting out of his tuxedo. Oz, he said, your uncle Kens looking for you. They have Jordi all

ready to go.The girls here yet? Oz wondered.

Nope, Tony replied. Should be any minute.

Xander touched Oz on the shoulder. Ill go get Jordi and bring him up here, okay?

Thanks, Oz sighed, still tapping his leg absently. Xander flipped him a jaunty saluteand headed out of the room.

Tony, Oz, and Giles stood in silence for a few moments before the big drummer asked,

Whens your flight leave for Aruba, man?Tomorrow morning, Oz disclosed. We stay here until the reception winds down, then

Will and I head off someplace secluded. Tomorrow morning were island bound.

Tony offered a pudgy hand. I gotta tell ya, man, youre lucky. Willows a hell of a girl.

She put up with two bands of yours. And that takes something.Oz shook his hand. Shes the best.

The silence settled once more, broken only by the soft rapping of Ozs fingers on his

trouser leg.

After your honeymoon, Giles queried, how long will you be in Sunnydale?

We come back to pack for two days, Oz answered. Then we headoff to L.A.

Tony shook his head. I cant believe Devon got you a job. The way he left and all.

Oz offered, Devon wanted to join the Cannibals. How was he supposed to know theydbreak up a month later? And I had found you and Evan by then.

Speaking of, Tony mentioned, Im gonna go check and see if our lead singer is here.

Oz nodded his assent as the corpulent drummer left.

Oz, Giles spoke softly. I wanted to thank you again for asking me to be in your

wedding party. Its quite an honor, and I know it meant a lot to Willow.

Meant a lot to me, Oz responded. Youve been there for all of us. You were there atour high school graduation, college graduation, everything important in between. Just seemed to

make sense youd be a part of this.

I still appreciate it, Giles told him. I dont have to tell you that we shall all miss you

two terribly when you go.Oz nodded. You dont have to tell me, he agreed. Still nice to hear.

Giles grinned slightly. So, youre to be a studio musician?

For now, anyway, Oz supplied.

You lucky bastard, Giles cracked. I always thought that would be a wonderful job.Oz nodded. Ill let you know.

The door popped open and Xander stuck his head in. Look sharp, fellow penguins.

Pretty girls in lilac dresses this way come.Show time, Giles murmured, gesturing toward the door.



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Oz let out a little breath. Here goes.

*Willow took a deep breath as she heard the music start; her choice, by Bach, Jesu, Joy of

Mans Desiring. Her mother touched her elbow lightly and said, Its time, dear.Willow glanced at her mother briefly; Sheila never, ever used nicknames with Willow,and it touched the bride that her mother had chosen this moment to break that unspoken rule.

Willow smiled and turned her head around to face front. She moved in a measured rhythm,

walking slowly, taking her steps at an easy pace. Ira and Sheila walked behind her, beaming as

the entire assembly turned to face their only child.

The place is so full, Willow thought as she began her long trip up the aisle. Smiling faces

greeted her from both sides; she saw relatives on her mothers side that she hadnt seen since she

was a child; some had grown so old, the grey shooting through their previously glossy dark hair;

others had children of their own, the babes vaguely curious and vaguely bored with what

transpired. To her right Ozs family stood assembled, both sides lacking stature, save for his

Uncle Ken, who towered above the Osborne clan like a redwood. Willow laughed inside as shesaw every possible permutation of red hair color; apparently the Osbornes, both male and female,

were drawn to those who resembled their own. Well, Oz and I are the same height and we have

almost the same hair color, when he doesnt dye his. She kept walking, returning the smiles that

both families showered upon her.

To her left she could see most of the members of her Wicca circle, some with boyfriends

but most without, all of them dressed far nicer than she had ever seen them. Daisy must have

really given them a speech, she realized, nodding briefly to them as they dipped their heads in

greeting and in recognition of one of their own. Still closer to the front, on Ozs side, stood his

parents, and Ken and Maureen, Jordis folks. Ken gave her a brief wink as she approached; hed

always liked her, and hed told her that she was the best thing that could have possibly happened

to Oz. Willow grinned back and turned her eyes on those assembled near the altar.

In the center stood Father Sam, wearing an appropriately solemn look, and Rabbi Weiss;

the younger man seemed a little nervous, eyes darting about. But he graced Willow with a brief

smile, which she returned. She let her eyes wander the bridesmaids next. Lizs dazzling grin wasso wide it threatened to wrap around her head; tears brimmed in her big dark eyes. Angelina

flashed Willow a sassy wink and a half grin, but Willow could see respect in those icy pale eyes.

Daisy as usual stood very straight, obviously fighting a losing battle not to cry; she inhaled

sharply as she made eye contact with Willow, blinking rapidly to keep back her tears. And lastly

there stood Buffy, hands clasped in front of her, almost glowing with pride and love and

happiness, and just a touch of jealousy. Willow gave her a nod and Buffy nodded back, very

slightly, stepping aside just a bit so that Willow could move into place next to Oz.

She shot a brief glance at the men as she moved up onto the low step with Oz. Jordi, as

she expected, stood out of line, his green eyes round as saucers as they darted from her to Buffy

and back again, like a ping-pong game. Tony smiled, admiring her dress; and Giles wore the

same look of paternal affection that her father must be wearing. She noticed that he sniffled a bit,

and Willow thought thatis so sweet that hes trying not to cry. Im really gonna miss Giles.

She couldnt read Xanders expression; so much seemed to be tied up in it. He was her

oldest friend in the world. Hed seen her skin her knees in first grade and been there when shelearned to ride her bike.And now Im getting ready to leave him behind forever. She met his gaze



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just as she came even with Oz, and Xander gave her his biggest smile, and a less discreet than he

had hoped thumbs up. Willow winked back at him and turned to look at Oz.

His gaze of adoration nearly stopped her in her tracks. Love simply poured from him like

water from a vessel, and his hand trembled slightly as it took hers, gripping her gloved palm just

shy of too tightly. They locked gazes and Willow tried to tell him in her mind that it would all be

okay, that it would be over soon, and that no matter what, this was the most right thing she hadever done in her entire life. Hes so nervous, my laid-back guy. Oh, God, I love him so much forthat!

Rabbi Weiss looked at them both and nodded, and then he raised up his gaze to the

church. Blessed are you who come in the spirit of love, he spoke. Let us rejoice in theysanctity of this moment. He paused, glancing at Oz and Willow again, and continued, From the

very depths of our being, we pray that Daniel and Willow will prosper in their life together as

husband and wife.

He stepped to one side, and Father Sam moved in front of them, his brown eyes sparkling

with joy. In this sacred hour, at this special moment in time, we open our hearts to Daniel and

Willow. They have come here with special gifts; their loves, their hopes, their dreams and their

faith in one another. May they always be moved to give and to share, to grow together as acouple and as individuals. He paused to take a breath. May they share their experiences, their

enthusiasm, and their feelings openly with one another and thereby find lifes deepest meaning

and richest happiness. He smiled at the both of them. May the covenant which Daniel and

Willow now seal be blessed with trust and devotion, and may their lives be bound together in

love and understanding. He glanced at each of them in turn and then looked up at the assembly.

Amen.

*Buffy watched through teary eyes as Liz and Jordi came through the main doors, smiling

as the little guy broke away from Liz and made a beeline straight for her. Buffy bent over and

gave him a hug, sniffling as she did so.

Why are you crying? Jordi asked.

Because Im happy for Willow and Oz, she told him.If youre happy, why are you crying? Jordi wondered.

Thats just something grown-ups do, Buffy told him, releasing him from her embrace.

Willow and Oz stood to one side, beaming at one another, their hands locked together;

the rest of the wedding party stood assembled near them, smiling or crying as was their wont.

Xander peeked out the door, noting that people were still lining up on either side of the carpet

that led to the limousine, but that they soon would be ready to receive Oz and Willow.

We should get going, he mentioned to Giles. Theyre getting lined up.Giles tapped Tony and Angelina. Its time, he spoke. They nodded, and Angelina took

Liz and Daisy by the arm; Xander scooped up Jordi and slipped a hand into Buffys; she turned

and looked at him and kissed him on the cheek.

Outside, he told her. People are getting ready.Buffy nodded and turned to Oz and Willow. Dont keep us waiting too long, she said,

and she and Xander, still holding Jordi, headed out the side door behind Giles. They made their

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Shes also twenty-two, he retorted. Id say thats rather a larger barrier. Or nearly so.

Buffy shook her head. Come on. My mom wants to talk to you.

Giles brightened. Really? Whatever about?

Buffy nodded toward Joyce. Ill let her tell you. Mom?Rupert, Joyce greeted him. She glanced at Buffy. I saw a little monster thing in the

trees near the church.One of those harmonica thingies, Buffy elaborated.A homunculus? Giles wondered. About a foot tall or so? Long wings?

I thought it was a big crow until it stretched its wings, Joyce admitted.

And it was up in the trees? Giles questioned her. Joyce nodded. Giles, that thing was watching us. It knows where we are. It knows where Willow is.

Joyce looked at Buffy. You knew about these things?

We kinda didnt expect them near the wedding, Buffy responded. Least I didnt.

Not a word of this to Willow, Giles ordered them. Or Oz. They have enough on theirminds without this sort of thing. So far the homunculi seem happy enough just to watch. I see no

reason to be alarmed that they are watching us. Ill spread the word to Xander, and you keep

your eyes peeled. As of yet they havent actually demonstrated a willingness to act.They? Joyce asked. Wait a minute. Homunculi?she pointed out. More than one?

We dont know that, Giles replied. It may just be one.

One or a hundred, Buffy snapped, theyre not what Im worried about. Its whoevers

behind these things that Im startin to get pissed off at. Just grow a set and show yourself,bitch.

Joyce blinked at her daughters rapid anger. Buffy!

We think a witch is controlling these little men, Giles explained. And while I wouldntuse Buffys terminology, I do wish the witch behind all this spying would just contact us so we

can deal with whatever she wants.

Tell you what I want. I wanna give her a free knuckle sandwich, Buffy offered.

Maybe you ought to be careful what you wish for, Joyce suggested. If theres a witchpowerful enough to control one -- or more than one -- of these creepy little things, maybe she

might be a match for you guys?

Whose side are you on, mom? Buffy snapped.Maid of honor! Xander called out. Photo, now!

Buffy clenched her teeth.

Dont sayanything, Giles reminded her as she stalked off.He turned to Joyce. Ignoring that, splendid ceremony, dont you think?

Joyce nodded in agreement. Much more touching than Cordelias.

*Youre not drinking? Tony asked Giles.

None for me, thank you. Im driving.

Tony shrugged. So am I. But that doesnt mean you cant have a few. He held up ashotglass.

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Who you lookin for, man? Tony asked. I thought you showed with Buffys mom.

Shes right over there. He pointed at Joyce, who at the moment sat with Sheila and Ira

Rosenberg and another woman Giles didnt know.

I see her, Giles told him pleasantly.So go on over, man. Buffys mom is a babe. And weddings always make chicks all

emotional. Itd be a great time to make your move. He gave Giles a wink.Tony, Giles hissed.The big drummer raised an eyebrow.

If you dont go take your seat now, I swear to God Ill break your wrist.

Tony shrugged. Whatever, man. Just tryin to help. He shuffled off.Xander came up to Giles. Anything?

No, the Englishman answered him, and we cant play sentry all night. Sooner or later

were going to have to dance.

Xander gave Giles a blank look. Okay, you made that sound like a bad thing. Since Illbe dancing with Buffy, Im not really seeing a downside there.

Giles shook his head. Faith could get in while were otherwise occupied. Or one of those

things.I thought you said those little heebie jeebie guys arent any threat.

Giles nodded. Theyre not. But I worry that whoever is behind them will show up.

Xander nudged Giles on to the dance floor. Go ask Ms. Summers to dance. She hasnt

been off her chair all evening. Ill take watch for five minutes.Giles was surprised by Xanders offer. Youre sure?

The younger man nodded. Go ahead. Gotcha covered.

Giles stepped over to where Joyce sat; in a moment the two of them were on the floor

dancing. Xander smiled and slowly moved his way around the hall in search of a perch better

situated to watching the front door. Halfway there an arm caught his; he turned to see Willow.

Hey, she offered, smiling. Xander turned and hugged her.

Will, he spoke. Congratulations.Willow kissed him on the cheek. Thanks, she beamed. Their eyes met, and a look

passed between them, old friends regarding each other with new eyes.

Somethings wrong, Willow murmured.Xander shook his head. Nothings wrong, Will. Ceremony went perfect, and you look

like a supermodel in that dress. He grinned. I just cant believe youre married, thats all. You.

Willow. My bestest bud, married. he shook his head. Wonders never cease.The music stopped, and everyone applauded. A new song started quickly, and Willow

turned to him. Dance withme, she invited.

Xander threw a glance at the door. Will, I--

Buffy wont mind, Willow muttered impishly. And its not polite to say no to thebride.

Xander started to argue, but his face melted into a smile. Who am I to argue with Mrs.

Daniel Osborne?

Willow nodded. Damn straight. She slid an arm around his waist, and the two of thembegan moving in rhythm to the slow song.

So, Willow said after a long moment, you gonna tell me whats going on, or are you

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Xander, I know I was a little pre-occupied today and all, but dont think I didnt notice

you and Giles and Buffy keeping watch for something. Youre expecting someone to crash the

party. Who?

Idont know what youre talking about, Xander told her, smiling. The only personwere lookin out for today is you.

Willow gave him a look. Oh, please. Dont think you can fool me that easily. Youvenever been able to fool me.Xander wagged a finger. Cordy and I were dating for almost two months before you

caught us.

I wouldnt call that dating, necking in the storage closet and the stacks. Willow cluckedat him. Okay, you could never hide anything importantfrom me.

Touch, oh bride, Xander remarked.

Willow raised an eyebrow. Well?

Xander shook his head. Forget who I live with? Im sworn to secrecy, and shell havemy ass on a platter if I breathe a word of this.

Willow allowed herself a small grin. So there is something going on.

Not really, Xander assured her. Were just bein extra careful, thats all. We all wannamake sure everything goes smooth.

Youre a rotten liar, Willow told him. But since everything has gone perfectly, just

this once Ill let you go. But Ill want a full report when this is all over with.

Xander saluted as the song ended. Your wish is my command, Ms. Osborne.Willow smiled as the next song started. I think Oz misses me, she said. If youll

excuse me.

Xander gestured. By all means, he smiled, and Willow spun away, searching for Oz.Xander spotted Buffy dancing with Jordi and gave her a thumbs up. Giles and Joyce remained

entwined, and he spotted Liz dancing with a handsome young man in a dark blue suit. Xander

turned around to check the door and his good feeling suddenly evaporated.

There, standing near the doorway, was a tall woman with a long mane of dark hair,

wearing a sharp black business suit. Xander started, thinking it was Faith, but then he saw the

womans features and realized it was not the other Slayer.

Phew, he thought for a moment. Thought I missed something.

Come on, Slick, Angelina purred, tugging on his arm. Lets dance.

Xander grinned. Why not?

*Oz! Tony called out into the microphone. Come on up here!

Oz removed himself from Willows arm and hopped up on the low riser to a round ofwild applause. Tony managed to squeeze himself behind the drum kit, and Angelina appropriated

the bass players guitar. Evan stood to one side on the stage, his tie around his forehead, and

shook hands with Oz as the shorter man slid the guitar strap around his neck. Evan moved close

to Oz, whispering something to him, and the lead singer stepped up to the microphone.

Ladies and gentlemen, and I know this wont be everybodys cup of tea here, but I just

wanted to let you know that youre about to witness the last gig ever to be played by the Monkey

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Okay, that was a little more enthusiasm than we like to hear on that topic. The crowd laughed,

and Oz and Evan muttered back and forth for a second. Oz took the mike.

No big surprise here, but this song is for... he paused, making eye contact with Willow.

This song is for my wife, he finished, and the whole place applauded.Oz started the song, a slow beat, and Tony joined in a moment later with the drums.

Angelina smiled in recognition and jumped in on bass, and Evan moved to the side to allow Ozto take the vocals. The lead singer held a tambourine, content to stand in the background and let

Oz take an all-too-rare turn at the microphone.

We walked on the beach beside that old hotelTheyre tearing it down now, but its just as wellI havent shown you everything a man can do

So stay with me baby, Ive got plans for you...

Willow moved closer to the stage, like she had when she used to watch the Dingoes play

at the Bronze, what felt like so many years ago. Buffy moved up along side her as Oz continued

singing.

This is the time to remember

cause it will not last foreverThese are the days to hold on to

But we wont although well want to

This is the time

But time is gonna change

Youve given me the best of you,

But now I need the rest of you.

Oz paused to play an instrumental riff; when he had finished, he resumed the vocals.

Did you know that before you came into my life

Some kind of miracle that I survived

Some day we will both look back

and have to laugh

We lived through a lifetime,

and the aftermath.

People cheered after that, and though Oz broke into another solo, the cheering grew so

loud that he eventually wound the song down and smiled, the other members of the band keeping

up a beat behind him. He held up his hands. Ladies and gentlemen, he spoke, the Monkey

Pants. More cheers went up, and Oz continued. Theyll be looking for a new lead guitaristafter tonight. Laughter met that remark, and Oz handed his guitar to the house band member to

whom it belonged and hopped down off stage, embracing Willow. She kissed him with gusto.

You know I love that song! she told him.

Absolutely, he agreed, and they wrapped their arms around one another.Its very touching, a voice behind them said, and Buffy whirled around to see who had

addressed them. A tall woman in an impeccable black business suit stood near them. How the

hell did I miss her? Buffy wondered, looking up at the towering brunette.

Willow frowned. Im sorry, she spoke. Do I know you?No, the woman responded. But I hope to change that. I do apologize for crashing your

wedding reception, but the both of you are very hard to get a hold of.

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The woman smiled disarmingly. I suppose they do, at that. She extended a long arm

toward them. Im Payne Hollis, she introduced herself.

Willow Osborne, Willow responded, taking inordinate glee in her new name.

Oz, Oz shrugged.Youre the head of a Wicca circle, Payne told Willow. And your husband is an alpha

male werewolf.Willow and Oz gaped at her bug eyed for just a second. Buffy stepped in front of themand snapped, Thats enough with the hocus pocus, sister. Lets take this outside. She put a

hand on Paynes arm.

Release me, Payne hissed. I mean them no harm.You so donot wanna mess with me, Buffy growled.

Paynes dark eyes glittered as she stared at the Slayer a moment. No, I dont. I can see

that. And I have no desire to mess with them either. In fact, I think I can help them out quite a

bit, if youll just give me five minutes of your time.Willow glanced around. Privacy isnt really something I have a lot of right now.

Oz nodded. Your timing isnt exactly top notch.

Payne grimaced. Afraid I cant help that. She leaned in close to Willow. Vampiretrouble. They burned my house down.

Willow looked at Buffy, then to Oz. Bathroom, she improvised.

Kinda leaves me out, Oz opined.

No it doesnt, Buffy scowled. Its your wedding. You can break some rules. Sheturned to Payne. And if I hear somethingI dont like, Im gonna break some heads.

Payne flashed her a mischievous grin. I dont doubt it.

*Daisy, Giles spoke. If you have a moment...

Daisy turned away from Angelina. Mr. Giles! For you, of course. She glanced atAngelina. Be right back.

What can I do for you? Daisy wondered, smiling.

Willow tells me you are a Wicca of some ability, Giles informed her.Daisy blushed slightly. Willow is most generous.

Giles nodded in agreement. I was wondering if I could trouble you fora bit of help on a

small matter.Of course, Daisy agreed. Willow told us that you might be needing help with magical

matters now and then. She sipped her champagne. I just didnt think it would be so soon.

Giles look chagrined. Normally I wouldnt dream of bringing this up in a public place,

but I thought since the opportunity presented itself...Daisy gestured for him to continue.

Youre familiar with an Orb of Thessalia? he wondered. Its purpose, what its used

for?

Daisys mouth hung open. You dont play in the minor leagues, do you, Mr. Giles? shestammered. Yes, Im familiar with its primary purpose. She narrowed her eyes. But that spell

was lost to us ages ago.

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How? Daisy queried.

Its sort of a long story, Giles dodged. I can tell you some other time if youre really

interested.

I am, Daisy assured him.Can you perform that spell? Giles asked her point-blank.

Restoring someones soul? Daisy muttered. Im not sure, Mr. Giles. Ive never triedanything remotely that difficult.Giles paused to consider this. Do you feel confident about giving it a try?

Daisy raised her eyebrows. Wow, she sighed. I mean, Im really honored you would

even ask me, being close friends with Willow and all.Willow doesnt need to know about this, Giles spoke hastily. With the wedding and

her honeymoon and everything thats going on right now, I thought it more prudent not to bother

her with this.

Daisy nodded. That was probably a good idea.So, Giles prodded. Do you think you can manage it?

Ill need to see the spell, Daisy admitted. In theory, yes, I could probably do it. But I

really need to look at the spell first. She furrowed her brow. Its not in English, is it?Its in Latin, translated from the Romanian, he told her.

Daisys brown eyes widened. The Romany curse! she whispered.

Yes, well, Ive tried to amend the clause about the total bliss, but the spell seems to

unravel if you do.Daisy shook her head, long honey-colored hair shimmering back and forth. No no! she

warned him. You have to leave a spell like that intact, or it wont work. You cant go modifying

a magic that powerful.Giles nodded. So I am finding out.

When can I come see the spell? Daisy wondered.

You can stop by my apartment tomorrow if youre free, Giles offered.

Daisy started to reply when Xander stepped up next to her. Giles, can we talk for asecond?

Right now? Giles queried.

Xander gave him an exasperated look. Yes, right now.Irritability flashed across Giles face. Excuse us a moment, wont you, Daisy? Giles

asked.

Sure thing, Mr. Giles, the young Wicca replied.Giles and Xander moved off a few paces. Now before you say anything, Xander, that

was not at all what it looked like.

Xander raised an eyebrow. What are you talking about?

I was merely discussing a little bit of magic with Daisy. Shes a Wicca, you know.Xander frowned. I dont care, he admitted. What you do on your own time is your

own business.

Giles gave him a tart look. I dont really find this mock role reversal all that amusing,

he snapped.

Xander waved him quiet. Forget that. I cant find Buffy. Or Willow or Oz. Anywhere.

Giles became serious in an instant. Are you certain?

Xander nodded. Two short redheads in this crowd, okay, that one Ill spot you. But me?Not be able to spot Buffy? Gimme the odds on that one, G-man.



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Giles frowned at the nickname. I see your point. You start by the stage and work your

way forward, Ill start by the main door and work my way back. He stopped a moment. You

checked outside?

First place I looked. Couple of smokers, thats about it.Giles frowned. Well meet at the bridesmaids table in five minutes if we dont find

them.Xander elbowed him lightly. You got your eye on Daisy, huh?Giles scowled, Oh, do shut up.

*Okay, Buffy spoke as she placed her back to the bathroom door. Talk.

Payne towered above the trio, almost a full foot taller than all of them. Buffy noted sourly

that the woman didnt even wear high heels. I am sorry to interrupt your reception, Payne toldOz and Willow again. If theres some other time I can do this, that would be fine.

We leave for Aruba in the morning, Willow said simply. Im thinking now is probably

the best time --the only time -- to catch us.Payne nodded. Very well, Ill be direct. There is a spell Ive discovered that will restore

the werewolves to their original form.

Oz looked over at his wife. You mean itll remove my wolf side? Make me fully

human?Better, Paynes black eyes sparkled. It will give you full control over your wolf form.

Youll be able to remember everything you do. Youll be able to control your actions. She

raised an eyebrow. In time, if youre strong enough, you might even be able to change form atwill.

Oz stared at her. This has to be a joke.

No joke, Payne nodded. I wouldnt have come to you unless I was sure it would

work.Oz, Willow whispered. What if its true?

Oz remained skeptical. How do I know I can trust you? Why didnt you contact us

through normal means?Thats my question, Buffy piped up.

I didnt have time, Payne replied. Locating werewolves is not an easy business. They

only appear three days out of the month, and during that time they are very dangerous. She ran ahand through her long mane. Ive been looking for quite some time, Oz, she continued. I

found a fair amount of werewolves, but I needed an alpha male. A leader.

Me, Oz stated. A leader.

Payne nodded. In time you will become a very powerful werewolf, she told him. Withor without my help, that much is true. But with the spell, you could be so much more. Think

about it -- you wouldnt have to lock yourself away every month. Your wife wouldnt have to

worry that youd get loose and harm her -- or someone else. All of that worry, all of that fear,

gone. Youd be in complete control of that other side of you.That still doesnt explain why you didnt call us, Willow reminded the tall witch.

I didnt know who you were. I didnt know your names until I heard them announced.

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Payne nodded. I had enough time to make three of them before the vampires chased me

out of my home.

There are vampires after you? Buffy hissed.

Payne turned to face her, nodding. They set fire to my house, but I had already left it tocome here. She turned back to Willow and Oz. By that time I knew where you were.

So youre the one who sent those creepy little flying guys, Oz mentioned. I gottaadmit Im not too fond of being spied on.I apologize for that, Payne offered. But this is too important to leave to chance. If I get

the wrong werewolf, the spell wont work. If I get a lesser male, or a female, the spell wont

have the full effect. Only with an alpha male will the spell be able to work its full magic.Sentience, Oz, Willow muttered. Think about it.

I am thinking about it, he murmured in reply.

Not just him, Payne spoke. They all looked at her.

If this spell goes off correctly, every werewolf on the Earth will have sentience. All ofyou. Every last one. No more being hunted. No more murders. No more being locked up. Its not

just your life being altered here, Oz; its the life of every single werewolf that exists.

How can you be so sure? Buffy wondered.Payne swiveled to face her. Because I researched the spell thoroughly. It took me years

to make sure I had the right spell, that it would have the right effect. She sighed. And now

were running out of time. The vampires are gathering their forces to try and stop me.

How do you know they burned your house down? Buffy queried.The homunculi, Willow said. With those guys as her eyes, she can see for miles.

Exactly, Payne agreed.

Look, Payne, I dont want to brush you off here, but this is our wedding reception. Wecant spend all night in the bathroom hashing this out. I told you before your timings not really

good. Its not that we dont appreciate the offer -- we do, we really do -- but I think Oz and me

are gonna need some time to think about it. So if you dont mind, were gonna go back outside to

our party. But dont go anywhere. Were gonna wanna talk to you about this in the morning.Willow clasped Ozs hand, searching for his reaction. After a moment, he nodded his agre ement

and support of Willows words.

I know, Willow, youre right. Go ahead. Payne stepped aside so the couple could leave.Ill find someplace to stay tonight and contact you in the morning.

I think we can take care of that for you, Buffy told herin a quiet voice.

You wont cage me, Payne promised, her voice going hard.If I have to, Buffy hissed, I will. She flashed Payne a smile. But if youre one of the

good guys like you say, that shouldnt be necessary, should it?

No, Payne agreed. And it wont be.

Good, Buffy smirked. Im sure Giles will have no problem letting you sleep on hiscouch.

Buffy! Willow chided her as the bride opened the door.

Hey, if shes up to what she says shes up to, she wont mind chillin at Gilesplace.

Willow frowned trying to come up with a retort.

Dont play with this, Oz told Payne, his voice grave. This is very serious stuff youre

dealing with. Dont make promises you cant keep.

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*Thanks for coming, Uncle Ken, Aunt Maureen, Willow spoke, embracing each one in

turn. And you, little man, thanks for being our ringbearer. Even if you couldnt take your eyes

off Buffy all night.Could too! Jordi fired back. I danced with you once.Willow laughed. That you did. She rubbed his head. Well come visit in a few weeks

after we get back from our honeymoon.

Bring Buffy with you! Jordi enjoined as Ken took his hand.Willow, Oz, have a safe trip. And watch you dont stay out in the sun too long, both of

you. Ken smiled; not only was he taller than every other member of clan Osborne, but he

sported a healthy golden tan, something unknown to either sides of Ozs family.

Well watch it, Oz thanked him, shaking his hand. Maureen kissed Oz on the cheek andwished them both well. Then she followed Ken and Jordi out the door.

Guess thats it, then, Willow muttered, taking a glance around the nearly deserted hall.

Her mom and dad stood talking to the Osbornes by the bar; Buffy and Xander sat at thebridesmaids table, Xander playing with a champagne glass. Giles stood talking with Payne by

the door. Angelina, Tony, and Evan had left moments before, wishing them well, and, at twenty

after one, heading out the door in search of an open bar. Liz and her quiet date had left shortly

after midnight, after she had given Willow a fierce hug and begged her to keep in touch. Daisy

had breezed out not long after that.

Time to head for Jans cabin, Oz whispered, kissing Willow again and taking her hand.

Their collective parents spotted them standing all alone and came over to them at last, wishing

them well and each one hugging both bride and groom in turn. Then they too left; at Sheila s

suggestion they decided to head to a diner for coffee. Giles and Payne approached them next,

Giles shaking Ozs hand and embracing Willow close. Im going to miss you, he told her in a

quiet voice. I know Ive never said as much, but Ive always valued your friendship and yourpresence in this group. Im very happy for you and Oz, but very sorry to see you both go.

Giles, Willow gasped, hugging him. That is so sweet. Thank you.

He nodded, smiling shyly. You two have a blast, do you hear me? Just relax and forgetall about everything except each other.

We will, Willow assured him. Payne nodded a brief goodnight to the both of them and

reminded them that she would be staying with Giles, and then the two of them departed.

Guys, Buffy said, approaching them. She hugged Oz for a moment and whispered,

Take care of her.

Always have, Oz returned softly. Always will.

Buffy turned to embrace Willow and found the words would not come; she began to cry,

taking the bride in her arms and holding her fiercely. I am gonna miss you so much, Buffy

managed, snuffling.

Willow closed her eyes, tears of her own wetting the lashes. Im gonna miss you too,

Buffy. But well come visit, and youll come visit. Itll be like college. Only a little furtherapart.

Oz, Xander spoke, embracing the smaller man. What I said last night is true. Youre

the lucky man who got to marry Willow. I hope you make as good a husband as you did a

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Oz nodded in appreciation of Xanders praise. Thanks, man. Dont ever be a stranger, no

matter what happens.

I wont, he promised, and turned to Willow, who only reluctantly released Buffy. Teary

green eyes met his, and Willow gave him a sad smile.

Man, seventeen years, you think Idve figured out what I was gonna say at this

moment, Xander offered.Willow held him. Im gonna miss you too, she murmured.Like somebody tore a piece outta me, Xander agreed. Count on us comin to visit.

I do, Willowsaid. You better.

Promise, he muttered, holding her. He stepped back for a second, wiping away a tear.Youre the best, Will. You always have been. Love you for that.

She nodded as another tear ran down her cheek. Love you too. Now go on, get on home

before I cry my eyes out. She smiled. Both of you. Shoo!

Xander took Buffys hand. Both of them gave a little wave to Oz and Willow, and,leaning on one another, they made their way out the door.

Its just us now, Oz told her.

Willow nodded, kissing his cheek. Husband and wife, she agreed.I think its time we head for the cabin, he smiled.

Willow slipped an arm around his. Not a moment too soon. Im so happy everything

went well tonight, but ever since you took that garter off my leg... she trailed off, biting gently

on the top of his ear. I have so wanted to get out of here.Oz wrapped an arm around her slender waist. Say no more, Mrs. Osborne.

Willow threw her head back and laughed as she and Oz left the hall.

*Xander woke up, his eyes blinking in the still-darkness. He glanced at the clock and read

4:41. Then he lay on his back and felt a slight motion in the bed, a gentle shaking.

A moment later he heard Buffy crying.

He sat up, sliding an arm around her shoulders, kissing her on the arm. Whats wrong?

he whispered.

I miss her already, Buffy wept. God, I miss her.

Xander rocked her slowly back and forth. I miss her too, he offered.

She snuffled and shook her head. Shes my best friend, Xander. My only friend. Whosa girl, anyway. She was the first person in Sunnydale to accept me for who I was. Who never

questioned who I was or what I did but just accepted it.

You still have me and Giles, Xander told her, kissing her shoulder again. I know

were not the same as having a girl friend, but we love ya too.Buffy sobbed. It isnt the same. I mean, she deserves to be happy, I know that. And

nothing has ever made her happier than Oz. Its like shes not whole without him. Buffy wiped

her nose. But its like Im not complete without her. Ill never have another friend like Willow.

You dont know that, Xander tried to comfort her, though silently he agreed with her.And neither will I.

Yeah I do, Buffy croaked. People like that just dont come along every day, and you

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He leaned forward, kissing her ear, wrapping his strong arms around her. I do know it,

Buff, he murmured. But I know she wouldnt want you to cry like this. Shed want you to be

happy, like she is. And well go visit her.

Thats not the same, Buffy complained. Its not like when she was in college twentyminutes away. Shell be three hours away.

We have a phone, Xander reminded Buffy. I just got a raise. We can afford a coupleof long distance calls a week. Itll be okay.Buffy turned to face him. Dont you miss her?

He nodded slowly. I miss her like somebody ripped an arm off me, Buff. Dont forget --

as long as Ive been aware of who I was Ive known Willow. Ive never lived my life withouther. Never. I miss her like you do, and in that way Im just as scared as you are.

She blinked, tears running down her cheeks. Then why arent you crying?

He kissed her softly on the nose. Because I have you.

Buffy failed to speak, instead just making a strangled noise as she pressed herself to him,

her tears smearing against his chest. Xander pulled her close, enveloping her slim frame in his

larger one, holding her as she wept against his chest. For some time they sat like that, coupled

together, comforting one another, until Buffy pulled back and looked up at him. Promise mesomething, she sniffled.

He nodded. Anything.

She traced a line down his cheek, her fingers grazing lightly over the stubble there.

Please promise me youll never stop loving me. Youre all Ive got now, Xander. Willowsmoving on with her life, and Giles... She shrugged. Well, okay, Giles probably wont go

anywhere, but thats not the same. But dont you ever leave me. I dont want to be all alone.

He smiled so tenderly that Buffy began to cry again. Buffy, he murmured, did youreally think that was even possible, that I could leave you? That I could ever even not be in love

with you? He kissed her forehead. I fell in love with you the second I saw you on the steps of

the high school the very first time. Right before I wiped out on my skateboard.

She chuckled.

And Ive been in love with you ever since, he muttered, kissing her cheek. Im

thinkin thats probably never gonna change, yknow?

Good, she whispered, kissing him hungrily. Too many people have left me already. Idont wanna wave good-bye to you too.

He shook his head. Never gonna happen, Buff. Never. Guaranteed.

She buried her head in his chest, sighing.

What are you doing this week? he asked. Anything important?

Buffy frowned up at him. Why?

I was thinkin, you know, we should go see Pike and everybody up in L.A. Just for the

hell of it. Old friends and everything.She shook her head slowly. Youre good, she told him. Youre really good.

Youre the only thing I ever cared about being good at, he spoke softly. I didnt care if

I was any good at school -- obviously. And I dont care that I dont have a good job -- obviously.

But I always wanted to excel in Buffy. Its a subject I can never get enough of.She snaked an arm up behind his head, smiling. Why dont you kiss me before that

tongue turns completely silver?

They sank down to the bed together, Buffy finding comfort in the warmth of his touch

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*Santa Monica

Shelley padded into the study barefoot, hardly making a sound. Guess its too late to askyou if youre ever coming to bed, she murmured, kissing Pike on the top of his head.

Ill bein there in a few, he promised.

Shelley smiled. Hon, its getting light out.Pike rubbed his eyes and glanced out the window at the barest hint of blue-grey sky. Ill

be damned, he muttered.

Must be something really good to keep you up all night, Shelley teased him lightly.Especially with Rachel out of the house. She slid her arms around him and leaned down closer

to him, rubbing her smooth silky cheek against his not-quite beard. Mmmm, she purred. I like

the feel of that.

Shell, he spoke in a tone of voice that indicated very clearly that something was amiss.

She released him and stood up straight, resting a hand on his shoulder. Whats wrong?He pointed to the screen. Ive never heard of this before, he said, gesturing to a

particular article. Shelley squinted, reading from the computer screen in the dim light.

My God, she whispered. They cant.

Pike nodded. They are. Didnt Sam tell us they would?

She shook her head. Its a good thing you joined the Watchers, she spoke.

You got that right. He rubbed his eyes again and read aloud, We have spotted thevampire king known as Spike and his companion Druscilla in the greater Los Angeles area. Any

Watchers in the vicinity are to vacate at once. Strike team bravo is being sent in to pacify the

target.Looks like they Watchers learned a thing or two from that Initiative Buffy told us

about, Shelley suggested.Pike tabbed the SEARCH button, and typed in STRIKE TEAM BRAVO.

He whistled in a low tone. They arent kidding around, he noted. Look at these guys.Geoff Kerwin is a black belt in three martial arts styles and has over a hundred vampire kills in

the last nine months. Pike scrolled down.

John Starkey, small arms expert, trained with the Green Berets and MI6. S eventy ninevampire kills since activation 12/02. He continued scrolling.

Peter Daube. Former CIA. Known to be skilled with computers and most bladed

weapons. Forty seven vampire kills since February. Pike clicked on the next name.Simon Taltos. Used to work for the KGB, back when there was one. Well versed in

vehicular operations and known to be expert with many forms of magic. Twenty-seven vampire

kills in this calendar year. Pike looked up at Shelley. These arent college kids being led bysome batty Psych professor, Shell. Someones building a goddamn army.

Look, Shelley pointed. Look at this one. Karina Lopez. Seventeen vampire kills since

activation 3/24/03. Slayer candidate.

Pike shook his head. Thats impossible.

Looks like they arent waiting for Buffy or Faith to die, Shelley observed. Theyretraining these girls anyway. Apparently Miss Lopez is the next in line if anything should happen

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Pike frowned. I know Spike is a bad ass, but he doesnt stand a chance against this

group.

Thats not what Im worried about, Shelley commented. Spikes hanging with Angel

for the moment. Im sure these guys arent exactly concerned with the little detail that Angel hasa soul and hes working for the good guys.

We should warn him, Pike decided.We warn him, we warn Spike, Shelley pointed out.Shit, Pike realized. We cant just let these guys waltz in and pound the crap out of

Angel. And even those two guys... he shook his head. I doubt they could take a team like that.

Angel said hed handle Spike, Shelley pointed out. And we have to trust him on thatone.

Yeah, Pike admitted in a long sigh. Im gonna call Sam.

Why? Shelley wondered. Sam already knows about this. He can read the Watchers

page too. She put her free hand on Pikes other shoulder. If he wanted us to do anything, hewould have called.

And Im too new with the Watchers to do something on my own, Pike spoke. Other

than telling someone about this.Shelley furrowed her brow. Kate?

Pike nodded. That would be my first choice.

Giles, she guessed.

My second, Pike yawned. Soon as its a decent hour, I have some phone calls tomake.

*Los Angeles

Youre stalling us, mate, Spike hissed.Spike, no Im not, Angle replied. But it makes no sense to go off half-cocked looking

for this witch of yours if you have no idea where she is. You could just as easily go the wrong

way and end up even further away from her than you already are.

Spike peered at him. I dont think youre hearts in this. Look, we have sat here for days

and waited and bloody watched and nothings happened. Now I say we have been more than patient with you, and youve done nothing to help us other than shove cold blood down our

throats and tell us to bide our time. Spike folded his arms. Im beginnin to think you want us

to fail.Youre way off, Angel answered in a low tone.

Druscillas wide eyes slid from one to the other. Mommy doesnt like it when her boys

are fighting and its not over her, she commented.Easy, pet, Spike directed at her. He glared at Angel. Maybe youre in on it. Maybe

youve gone so soft, or youve got so much guilt stacked up inside you that you think its okay

that we all die so you can feel better. That it?

The thoughts occurred to me, Angel admitted.

Spike closed the gap between them and grabbed Angel by the lapels on his jacket. Itsnot your bloody decision, mate. You can cry and mope all you like when my lifes not at stake,

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a witch to kill, and the longer we wait, the harder thats gonna be. He released Angel. We

should be out lookin for her.

You said it yourself, the only way you knew about her was that Dru had a vision.

Angel inclined his head toward her. No new visions, no new leads. Did I miss something?Havent seen a thing, Druscilla moaned. Shes hidden herself from me and she wont

come out and play. She smiled crookedly. We only want to kill you, lovey.Spike growled. Well, we have to do something, he snapped. And sittin around notwarmin up the furniture is not the bleeding answer. He pointed at Angel. Listen you, I know

youve got contacts. That Englishman who helps the Slayer. Your little police girl friend. And

that lot you hang out with who live on the beach. Spike raised his eyebrows. Did you think Ididnt know about them? Christ, the ward on their house glows like a goddamned night light.

Might as well put up a bloody glowing cross on the roof. He shook his head. My point is, old

sire, that by now one of these usually resourceful people should have turned up something. But

not a peep out of any of em. Thats a bit odd, dont you think?She got away from you, Angel reminded him. Maybe shes just really good at hiding.

Thats it, Spike snarled. Ive had it with you. Im gonna tear your-- he started to

move for Angel when Druscillas hands shot up. No! she screamed.Spike stopped. Dru, baby?

No! Druscilla wailed. Were too late. She has joined forces with he who will destroy

us.

Spike jerked a thumb at Angel. You mean its not him?If I wanted to destroy you, youd be dead, Angel spoke.

Spike made a face. Oh, please. Dont flatter yourself, mate.He took Druscillas hand.

Dru, honey, more please.Druscilla shook her head. No, it cant be, she whined. It cant be!

Baby, Spike hissed urgently. Talk to me.

Druscilla began to shiver; Spike drew off his long leather coat and threw it around her

shoulders. What do you see, Dru?Druscillas fingernails dug into the wooden table top. She has met the one who will help

her throw the spell, Dru cried. All she needs is the repentant one, and the twins, and we will be

destroyed!The repentant one? Angel muttered.

Dru, could you be maybe just a little clearer with that, darling? Spike pressed.

Her response was a wail of terror. Shes joined forces with the Slayer! Druscillascreamed. Her eyes blinked a few times, and then she slumped over in the chair. With great

tenderness Spike righted her, and then he looked over at Angel.

Looks like we know where to go now, he spat.

No, Angel said. Im not lettin you two go to Sunnydale.Youre not stoppin us, either, Spike warned. We know where she is, Angel. We drive

down there, kill her, bam, done, vampires saved.

It wont be that easy if shes working with the Slayer. And Im not lettin you near

Buffy.Spike clucked, Somebody never got over his old flame, I see. Well, too bad, mate. This

time you cant have it both ways. You either have to choose your life, or hers. Me, I dont see

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Spikes eyes narrowed. You wouldnt dare.

Angel shook his head. I wouldnt hesitate.

Spike looked down at Druscillas unconscious form. Soon as she wakes up, were going,

whether you like it or not. You can come with us and help us -- and maybe protect your precious

sodding Buffy -- or you can try to stop us and we kick your ass. Up to you.

Angel glared at him but said nothing.

*Sunnydale

Feeble grey daylight played at the windows; Valeria huddled deeper in the corner,

fighting off sleep in a mostly losing battle. Hunger gnawed at her stomach, and she was cold.

Always cold, she frowned, rubbing her arms.Always hungry. For almost a week now shed sat in

Giles cellar and drank his nearly frozen blood and answered his questions. Its not so bad; in away its a lot safer than being out on the streets. But Im lonely, she realized. Id almost rather

be dead than be trapped like this.I can help you with that, a husky voice murmured, and Valeria tried to shrink deeper

into the corner.

Slayer, no, please, I didnt mean that, Valeria pleaded.

But whoever this was, she was not the Slayer; dark hair fell about her shoulders, and her

dark eyes sparkled with energy. A black tank top showed off muscular arms, a tattoo around one

bicep; black leather lace-up jeans covered the rest of her snugly. Valeria sniffed deeply, confused

and frightened. Youre not the Slayer, she whimpered.

Faith smiled a wicked grin. I sure am, honey. Okay, maybe Im not the Slayer, but I am

a Slayer. You know, one who slays vampires. Like you. Faith admired the reinforced cage.Though you usually dont come all boxed up and ready for me like this. She shook her head.

Takes some of the fun out of it.How can there be two Slayers? Valeria wondered, knowing somewhere deep inside her

this woman spoke the truth.

Long story, and Im tired of tellin it. Faith drew a stake. You wanna come over here

and make this easy, or do I really have to throw it?

Please dont kill me, Valeria spoke. Im here with Mr. Giles so that he can return mysoul. I want to be good, like Angel. And you.

Faith laughed. Im a long way from being good, she spat. Thats Buffys job. Her

eyes went far away for a moment. Turns out I just like killin things. She focused on Valeria.Things like you.

I beg you not to kill me, Valeria urged. I wont ever hurt anyone again. Once I get my

soul, I will be just like a human --just like I want to be. I wont be a danger to anybody.Faith shrugged. So not caring, she said, raising her arm.No! Valeria cried out. Please!

Stop! another voice called from the doorway. Faith pivoted, sliding easily into a

defensive posture.

Who the hell are you? she growled.Payne stepped forward. I could ask the same thing. You have the aura of the Slayer

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Jesus, Faith snapped, doesnt anybody ever do the reading? She held up two fingers

in a v shape. There are two of us. Deal.

I can deal with that just fine, Payne grinned. In fact, thatll really help things out.

Help what things out? Faith wondered.Payne gestured to Valeria. I need her, Slayer. I need her for a spell Im going to cast.

You cant kill her.Hell I cant, Faith growled.You cant kill her, Payne muttered in a thick voice.

Stop...fucking with my...head, Faith snarled.

Not a chance, Payne remarked. I have waited way too long for this, Slayer. Iveresearched it almost twenty years. And I will not be stopped when I am so close to putting it all

together just because you have a hard on for killing things.

Reluctantly Faith lowered the stake. What kinda spell?

Youre familiar with werewolves? Payne wondered.Faith nodded.

Im going to create an army of them, Payne told her. An army that will go out and

erase the vampires from the face of the Earth. Payne glanced sidelong at Valeria, black eyescurious, and then returned to Faith, sizing her up. And youre both going to help me.

The fuck I am, Faith replied. Im only in town until I find the last of the Borozny

gang. Then Im gone.

Dont make me use the Voice, Payne spoke. It takes energy I really need to applyelsewhere.

So let me go, Faith offered. Youre secrets safe with me. And nobodys gonna

believe this long-toothed bitch.No, I need you here, Payne said. Something tells me youre a part of all this. She

shook her head. I cant figure out why just yet, but the feelings too strong to ignore. Payne

took a step forward. Ill help you with your vampires if you stay.

Faith shook her head. I can do it myself.It wasnt a question, Payne told her. Theres too much riding on this, girl. Its too

important, a lot more than some stupid vampire hunt. If I can pull this off, we can actually get the

upper hand on the undead. For good. She smiled wickedly. And I bet that would suit a womanof your talents just fine.

You dont know anything about me, Faith muttered.

I know you kill vampires because you enjoy it, Payne ventured. I know you hateworking with other people -- thats obvious. But if you just bend a little, you can hunt all the

vampires you want for the rest of your life. You can live to see the day when there are no more

vampires left. Payne drew closer. You can slay the last one yourself, drive down that piece of

wood into its chest and watch it burst into ashes, and know that you did it, that you struck the last

blow in a war we should have won a long time ago.

Faith tilted her head, unsure.

Come on, Slayer. Spare this one little vampire, this little piece of nothing, and spend the

next five years leading the war against her entire kind. Payne put a hand on Faiths shoulder.Look at the big picture here. Think like a Slayer who fights a war, not a tiny battle.

Faith shook her head. You can really pull this shit off?

Payne nodded. Without a doubt.



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The Slayer shrugged. Count me in for now. But dont tell anyone. She flashed a dark

smile. Like you said, I like to work alone.

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