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“This place looks like a battleground,” I tell Mark as we get out of his pick-up. “Yes,” Mark replies, “but it’s a one-sided battle.” The devastation is breathtaking. Heartbreaking. Mark walks point, scanning the terrain for artifacts. Too few of us remember how to be heartbroken. Or why we should be. We don’t look, because heart- break might imply failure. But the opposite is true. A broken heart is an open heart, like a flower un- folding from its calyx, the one nourishing the other. —Gretel Ehrlich, The Future of Ice breathtaking . . . heartbreaking

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“This place looks like a battleground,” I tell

Mark as we get out of his pick-up. “Yes,” Mark

replies, “but it’s a one-sided battle.”

The devastation is breathtaking.

Heartbreaking.

Mark walks point, scanning the terrain for

artifacts.

Too few of us remember how

to be heartbroken.

Or why we should be.

We don’t look, because heart-

break might imply

failure. But the opposite is

true. A broken heart is an

open heart, like a flower un-

folding from its calyx, the one

nourishing the other.

—Gretel Ehrlich,

The Future of Ice

breathtaking . . . heartbreaking

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development . . .

When we drive to another area of the devel-

opment, a demolition supervisor tells us we’ll

need to leave the area. Mark asks him if instead

we can video the dynamiting of the hillside.

The supervisor is very accomodating, tells us

where to set up our tripod to observe the blast.

After the dust settles, the supervisor asks if I

would mind rewinding the tape so he can see

the blast.

He’s very complimentary. He loves the footage.

pomqálqála potúu’qalademolition

destruction

devastation

desolation

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“There are many forms of terrorism,” naturalist

Terry Tempest Williams writes. “Environmental

degradation is one of them.”

In the Luiseño language, the words for

environment, or pomqálqála potúu’qala,

translate as “the place where animate beings

live and where plants grow.” For many species,

the place where they live and grow cannot be

mitigated. For many species, reparations are

not enough.

What species can we live with?

What species can we live without?

mountain lion tukwut

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knowledge ’ayállishThe sun begins to set as Mark drives us to yet

another development site at La Costa. Dave

and I set up the tripod to do one last pan of

the landscape. Mark gets out a shovel from the

back of his truck, sets up his screen, and begins

sifting through the dirt.

grinDing STONE

MILLING STONE

HAMMERStone

CookingSTONE

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Within minutes, Mark uncovers a beautiful ancient metate bur-

ied upside down, broken, with a rock sitting over it. “This upside-

down metate is the sign of a burial,” Mark tells us. He keeps dig-

ging and finds shells, pottery shards, more shell. Every shovelful

of dirt produces more evidence of ancient habitation.

Dave puts down his camera and finds a pottery shard. I find a

couple of shells. We’re curious why the archaeological firm who

did the site assessment found “nothing of sigificance.”

environment • pomqálqala potúu’qala

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tumaamikscrapper

kiichamikhammer

kwiimikcutter

payoomikpoint

“The archaeologists who determine whether

sites are culturally significant or not are hired

by the developers,” Mark explains to us.

“Archaeology firms make bids and compete

with each other for jobs. But if archaeologists

find significant cultural artifacts and remains

at every site they survey, developers might

not be so eager to hire them again for their

next project.”

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“Isn’t it a conflict of interest,” I ask Mark,

“when you’re hired not to find what you’re

trained to look for.”

Mark tells us the story of an archaeologist

who reportedly said “Let’s do data recovery

and then nuke the site.”

“Perhaps he was joking,” Mark says. “Perhaps

not.”

Arrowhead, Hidden Meadows

stone knives

projectile points

spear points

ceremonial wands

stone axes

abraders

scrapers

drill points

manos

pestles

metates

grinding slicks

bedrock mortars

arrow straighteners

cooking stones

heating stones

weights

bowls

polishing stones

hunting blinds

plumb stones

pipes

nuke the site . . .

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It’s not always in the developer’s interest for

the archaeologists they hire to find Native

American artifacts or remains, since by law

those areas must then be mitigated or

designated as open space rather than devel-

oped. Mark’s job is to keep the archaeologists

honest, to help them remember why they

became archaeologists in the first place.

archaeology

obsidian

limestone

cunningtonite

steatite

chert

chalcedony

clay

iron/hematite

red ochre

basalt

vesicular basalt

granite

slate

micaceous schist

tourmaline

quartz

quartzite

serpentine

mica

travertine

salt

pumice

jasper

abalone

It’s not always in the developer’s interest for

the archaeologists they hire to find Native

American artifacts or remains, since by law

those areas must then be mitigated or

designated as open space rather than devel-

oped. Mark’s job is to keep the archaeologists

honest, to help them remember why they

became archaeologists in the first place.