Beyond Imagination: Spiritual Interpretation of Numbers

The Spiritual Interpretation of Numbers

BEYOND IMAGINATION

The Spiritual Interpretation

of Numbers

by

Wayne Hartman

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THE SYMBOLIC WORLD REVEALED VIA NUMBERS

October 2003

I was recently moved to start turning this work into a book. It captures a variety of techniques and discoveries that I have found useful in interpreting information from various symbol systems that permeate our world. In particular, I focused on symbol systems that either involved numbers or could be translated into numbers readily. There are many excursions into areas that were new to me. I did things that I was not taught, and don’t know that anyone else in the world is doing in the same way. I am moved to share this now, in hopes of finding others who may have discovered that similar techniques were of value in their life. I still live primarily as a hermit, as a loner doing my own thing in the wilderness. But, I seek the company of others of like mind … or even of unlike mind if there is something that we can learn from one another. Anyway, I hope you enjoy what you find here and that it is of some utility in your life as it has been in mine.

I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!

Wayne

Redondo Beach, October 2003

BEYOND IMAGINATIONBuilding the Foundations for a New World

www.redshift.com/~beyond

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[email protected]

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14 March 1998

Numbers have played a major role in my life as far back as I can remember. Arithmetic, then algebra, geometry, and onward into higher mathematics. Five years ago, this was extended to Numerology ... involving the interpretation of the meaning conveyed via numbers/vibration in a whole new way. It was a natural extension for me. At times it became close to being an obsession. Through numerology I encountered a whole new world that I had not even known existed before. HERE and NOW, embedded in the present world, was a new meaning for the numbers and names/words that appeared everywhere. However, while that world was readily apparent to me ... others in my life were blind to it. To me, this "other world" is the very one through which SPIRIT manifests so magnificently.

Throughout the Beyond Imagination Notes, numbers and their interpretation are a major theme. I am moved know to go back and capture the many excursions into this realm that I was moved be SPIRIT to make in the course of the overall journey of the consciousness Wayne.

Two years ago, in 1996, I was moved to start a new work on the Spiritual Interpretation of Numbers. There I explained some of the methods that I found useful for finding hidden meaning in numbers, dates, and names/words. I remember composing it in my mind during a week long drive from Monterey to Boulder, CO and back; and then capturing it in a set of web pages. That material is contained in an appendix at the end of this work.

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INDEX OF DISCOVERIES

Techniques, Interpretations, and Major Findings

The following passages were copied from the Best of Beyond Imagination Notes pages. They comprise most of the places in the notes related to interpreting numbers to find the spiritual meaning embedded therein. The purpose in consolidating them in this manner is to provide a single record that is easier to study for those who find this area of symbolic meaning to be relevant to their life and their path. The Table provides a summary of the Techniques, Interpretations, and Major Findings. The actual passages from the Best of Notes follow the table in chronological order. I included not only passages that show the methods employed and the meaning I found -- but also observations I made about the larger connections and realizations that I was experiencing triggered by finding spiritual meaning through the numbers.

ENJOY! Feel free to use whatever techniques and methods apply to your path. If you find that you strongly relate to this material, do contact me and introduce yourself. I would enjoy communicating with others who understand the spiritual language I have found/learned from consciousness herself.

I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!

Wayne

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DATE DISCOVERY / FINDINGS

10/09/94

"Many of you reading this now might think that I am speaking in tongues, and indeed I am, for I have been allowed to read a part of the spiritual meaning embodied so compactly in the language of numbers."

"Who taught me that the world of human affairs is founded on cycles of 22 and 78, and the symbols in both the major and minor arcana of the Tarot? Who taught me to trust my intuition to tell me the importance of numbers that are significant to my heart or inner self in some way?"

10/21/94

"My theory that there is a symbolic spiritual world embedded within the physical one is no longer a theory. Everywhere I look there is an orchestration or synchronicity of information that is undeniable."

10/24/94 Realizations based on the the spiritual meaning being revealed through numbers.

"My sense is that what I know to be true from my personal experience is so different from the consensus world view and the individual world views of others that I am unique as an expression of individualized aware consciousness."

"I know that we create our own reality but that we do it primarily subconsciously and that there is but one consciousness that animates all of us. Yes, ONE consciousness, no doubt about it. The physical world hasn't changed one bit. However, my understanding of how it is created has shifted

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90 degrees so that it is completely orthogonal to the consensus reality."

10/26/97

"The key in making these manipulations is to allow spirit or the consciousness within you to do the work. Don't stop it with arbitrary rules and constraints of logic, mathematics, or anything that you've learned about the nature of reality. Look for the hidden meanings in symbols. At first they will seem very hidden, but the more attention you pay to finding them, the easier it gets. Let your intuition be your guide, and let it be a glorious adventure. Literally, what you are uncovering is the spiritual world, or at least some of the pieces out of which it is constructed. Every symbol and symbol system in your world has at least a second spiritual meaning and maybe several such meanings, if only you learn the language and gain the eyes to see and ears to hear. Everything has such meaning, even the seemingly most mundane of things such as your gossip rags."

11/07/94

"I need to be more open and playful, allowing consciousness to move more fluidly between numbers using an inner logic that makes sense symbolically though it may not appear to be rational."

12/14/94 "The process is one of putting together a puzzle, only in this case: (1) there is no cover picture to guide how the pieces go together and where they fit relative to one another, (2) no one said there was a puzzle to begin with, (3) there is no information on how many pieces are in the puzzle, (4) there is no guidance on what constitutes a piece, and (5) there is no guidance on whether this is a solitary or group activity. As I wrote that, solitary flashed in my mind. Yet, this only makes

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the challenge all the greater."

12/27/94

"The time now just changed from 8:54 to 8:55. In other terms, from 629 to 529. How close this is to the number 528 that started us off on this interpretation of the spiritual world."

3/14/98: Interesting, this appears to be the marker for when the 529 state started for me. This past Thurs, I was moved to notice a license plate: 2CBU925. The immediate translation was 23x23|925 = 529|925. The realization was that I had reached the 925(16) = 23 41 = wayne|Wayne state. Spiritual meaning often shows up in reverse. 529 => 925!

12/29/94

Made 528 connection between myself and the transcendentalists Emerson and Thoreau. Realization was that pattern of letters in full name can reveal a family connection. In this case 5-5-7. It is especially curious because these two individuals have PMEI breakouts that are extremely close to mine as well.

01/30/95 21-22-23 and AGV = Adam | GOD | eVe connections from license plate. Adam | God | Eve = AGE, tied to NewAGE.

"How do I know when to reduce numbers and when they are to be manipulated and arranged in particular ways? The answer is simple, it is largely by intuition. I've gone beyond the point where there is any true conscious understanding of the processing at work in bringing thoughts into my mind. All that I know is that this occurs naturally and I can count on consciousness to bring forth whatever it is that I am in need of at any particular time."

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Even file sizes that I am moved to notice reveal spiritual meaning!

"Now 12:16 AM file size 131552 = (31) 15 (52) = (09) 16 (30). The Tower sweeping from The Hermit (09) through Camelot (30). This would require 21 years, through the year 2016. The year 16:22 arrives in 2008 and 16:25 in 2011. 2002 puts us at exactly 16:16. Can this be coincidence as well that these years would have such great symbolic meaning?"

"And all from a file size, taken at the beginning of the top of the final day of the month.

2/01/95 "With every breath, I'm being more and more blown away. Information, connections, and realizations are coming so quickly that I don't have time to slow down to capture all of them in writing. I have to trust that consciousness will guide my memory and my writing to capture whatever is supposed to come through in these notes. notes = 56251 = 2:51 through 65. Midpoint is at 2:58 or 528. Also, the cycle is 14 years, so 7 remain, bringing us to 2:65 in the year 2002. There it is plain as day! "

Completion Years, CCYY where CC+YY = 88

"This also made me think about what year in the 1800's had this completion property. It was none other than 1870, the exact year that my house was built! Somehow, this cannot be a coincidence. There are no other houses in Monterey still standing that were built in 1870! There are a few Victorians slightly older, but less than a handful.

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1+8+7+0=16."

2/07/95

Interesting numbers for hermit, buddha, BUDDHA, and philosopher king. Tie to Be NZ.

Visual Form of Symbol can Convey Meaning

Note that when we write NZ over one another the result is X enclosed in a Square. X=24. X squared = 576.

2/15/95

License plate 3HUF888. "Supporting me from consciousness is this incredibly strong 888 energy. I know that it is there to provide whatever I might need." Noticed 88 is "infinity above, infinity below".

2/21/95

"My SSN also contains information that I had not seen before. [575-68-2184] "

Time out. 11:11. How come the only times that I notice the time are at such distinctive moments? I don't wear a watch, and typically don't pay much attention to time. However, much of the symbolic information that comes through involves time related transformations. One that has been extremely useful is transforming x2y to "x to y" to "(y-1):(60-x)". This transformation works both ways and has yielded some extraordinary results. Whether it is correct mathematically is of no importance. My consciousness operates greatly off of sound. The sounds from the two symbols "x2y" and "x to y" are the same.

2/22/95 "One thing we discussed was perfect numbers. The first two of these are 6 and 28, numbers that are extremely powerful but also extremely meaningful in my major readings."

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Perfect Numbers are numbers that equal the sum of their divisors. 6 = 1 + 2 + 3, 28 = 1 + 2 + 4 + 7 + 14. The next three are 496, 8128, and 33550336. The rarity of these numbers makes them very meaningful. Various meanings came through over a period of several months. There have only be 33 (or 34) perfect numbers found. The years in which they were discoved, the sequence in which the were discovered, and the names of the people who discovered them all have significance and convey important meaning.

In particular, Perfect Numbers appear to have connections to major world transformations/transitions.

2/28/95 Realization of the difference between "alone" and "all one."

"Looked at the time 9:16. I can always tell by that whether I'm on the right track and offering consciousness the vehicle she needs to get through. It's very interesting because I know that many of the transformations and leaps to conclusions are not founded on anything the left brain accepts as reasonable. The fact that we've reached a point where this doesn't matter is extremely interesting to me. It's almost a sign of operating from spirit, being able to speak with a wisdom that is ageless and timeless, that addresses the heart and soul, not the intellect. Those who choose to stubbornly rely on their intellect will have a difficult time in the times ahead. Operate from intuition, your connection to spirit wherever you can. As with other tasks, the more you do so, the better the connection will become. Learn to

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trust the innate wisdom of your spirit. Don't judge things by past or present appearance. Realize that all of your experiences were lovingly put their by portions of your own self for your own education."

3/08/95

"For dinner I had Togo's #9 sandwich and a large drink. Cost was $5.28. I finished eating at 6:28 PM. Clearly such occurances are not coincidences. It has to be obvious now to anyone reading these notes that there is a consistency in which the spiritual is embedded in the physical world. Synchronicities are the primary bleedthoughs that are picked up by people. However, once one truly opens ones mind to the concept of reality created by consciousness, the door is opened to start the spiritual trek to the source consciousness. "

3/21/95 Importance of symbolism in the Ryder Tarot deck.

"Then again, much of the Tarot meaning that has been uncovered over the past year has been by looking beyond the obvious and by allowing consciousness to make connections that had been embedded into the deck years ago. It is not clear yet whether the authors of the deck consciously knew what information they were passing along in their deck. Much of the symbolism was obviously placed onto specific cards, however, the artist may have been visual, receiving the cards as whole entities with symbolism built in. Then again, the deck was a collaborative effort by Ryder/Waite. This lends credence to the idea that the two were moved to consciously embed the appropriate symbology into the deck -- probably on more than one level."

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"It's interesting that this has been the only deck that I have been drawn to, and that the symbology is so relevant to me. My sense, however, is that much that I see has no relevance to others. I have found the keys to the kingdom. Verily, they were there within me all the time. I cannot pass the keys on to another, it is up to them to find the keys within themselves. Here, the script is not written in stone. Each individual is given as long as it takes, but must suffer the illusion so long as they fail to open their eyes to see and open their ears to hear."

4/04/95 Synchronicity and multiple fours. What does it mean?

Attached to MOD_SIM ... 04/04/95 4:44:44 How interesting that so many fours would show up.

The question for the day is: what does all of this mean? Fours represent the Emperor. Yet, 44 is the youth unaware of the hand of god offered to him -- the halfway point to 88, the number whose completion is itself. 44 with 38:VISION yield 82 = The Emperor Exalted.

Just drew the Tarot Card for today. Would you believe, none other than 44, The IV of Cups, the very number we were just talking about combining with 38, the card from yesterday. It's as if the universe hit me beside the head with a sledge hammer. Once again, spirit speaks in a way that is beyond reproach. Then again, many have not eyes to see, nor ears to hear what I have seen and heard and know to be true to the innermost of my being. Most people look outward and ask why

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things are the way they are. I look inward and ask what I need to do to allow spirit to bring forth that which is required to change these things. The world is created from the inner via thought. Only through such is the outer made manifest. But, it is a mistake to think that thought alone holds the key. It is the consciousness that thinks and sustains the thought that creates the world. How many people in America would believe this simple truth? Yet, how obvious it seems that this is indeed the way the reality game is played. Interesting.

4/05/95

Multiple sevens = JACKPOT!

"Driving to dinner tonight the trip meter reached 7777 @ 6:57. Reversing the time yields 7:56. Once again the numbers of the cards from the center of my triangle reading. Further, 7:56 is 4:28 = The Emperor: The Man with the World in his Hand. But, this jumps out as 2:48, The High Priestess:The Man in Search of More. Four 7's is definitely jackpot time."

"The Tarot Card for today is 42, the Man and Woman pushing cups together while the "winged lion above the caduceus" hangs above them. The man who has the wisdom to interpret knowledge from the higher worlds to others. Something about this symbol stands as the ideal for me. This is another card of the family of 6."

Numbers and Tarot cards occur in "families" that are intricately connected.

4/07/95 Importance of planetary periods ... especially Uranus.

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"Uranus period is about 84 years. 360/84 = 4.285714 degrees per year. Now isn't that an interesting number. Also 84 in itself was 06: The Lovers Exalted. Since it's also the sum of my whole name, let's investigate a bit further URANUS. (You are an US.) 3/12/13/18/21/22. Reversed = 1/4/9/10/19/22.

Uranus = 21/30/31/36/39/40.

URANUS = 21/39/40/54/75/94 = 88+6:The Lovers = 78 + 16 : THE TOWER EXALTED. "

Making connections based on sound, and finding embedded meaning in reverse.

"You ran us. You ran US. Reversed = "SUN AR U" = SUN ARE YOU. Interesting interpretations. Yet which be true. Something tells me that I'll know soon enough. But, there is definitely a strong Uranus connection. I feel it somehow to the core of my being. Both 22 and 84 are no accidents."

4/19/95 "The Tarot Card for today is none other than 5:The Hierophant. Now, why should that come up on 4/19 in a 24 year. 23/24 = 47 = ASLAN. Interesting, this makes ASHLAND = 47+12 = 59. Looking at the digits individually we have 5:The Hierophant and 9:The Hermit. It's interesting that Her(m)it is contained within Hierophant except for the m=13:Death. "Her AM It" comes to mind as well. Hierophant = 8959678152 = 8/17/22/31/37/44/52/53/58/60. Amazing, The complement is 28 and 5:28 has been so prominent in learning the language of spirit. Further, the

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complement to the Hierophant is 83 = 05 = The Hierophant Exalted. No other combination satisfies the equation x + (78+x) = 88. x=5 is the only solution! It appears that the reverse partial sums may be revealing as well: 2/7/8/16/23/29/38/43/52/60."

Interesting coincidence? Making connections playfully.

"I have a briefing open to chart 37 and the two numbers highlighted at the bottom are 23 and 68, wayne and WAYNE respectively. This is especially interesting since I just turned 37 a little over a week ago."

4/29/95 Odometer/Tripmeter readings and 666.

"Odometer Tripmeter Time 32412..... 666.5 ..... 9:37-9:38 32412..... 666.6 ..... 9:38 32413..... 666.9 ..... 9:38

666 always sparks my attention. 9:38 is The Hermit:Vision. That this change would occur just before 666.6 is more than coincidence. Now 32412 is interesting as well. 32 41 2 in particular is an interesting breakout. However, this is only the beginning. 4:12-32 has a sweep of 20:Judgement and is centered on 4:22 = 5:00 = The Hierophant. How appropriate. My normal way of reading the sweep is 412-423, which has a sweep of 11 and is centered between 417 and 418. The final odometer change alters this to 413-423, center at 418. 418 using a base of 78 transforms to none other than 5:28! "

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Diagrams based on simple number square.

1 4 7

2 5 8

3 6 9

3/14/98: wayne is 23, ellis is 21. 528 is middle row from inside out.

5/02/95

Another Jackpot with a connection to the x + (78 + x) = 88 equation from earlier.

"On the way home, I had to stop at the Versatel machine a few blocks from work. As I pulled in, I noticed the tripmeter was exactly at 777.7, the odometer was at 32523, and the time was 8:01. A side note, I left work at exactly 7:56 on my clock. Once again the two drivers of my triangle readings appear together. Yes, this happens twice per day. But what is the likelihood of my seeing it, and in this case seeing it just as I was leaving?

777.7 is jackpot of course, indicating that the symbols that are around it are ripe with meaning. 32523 is symmetric about the 5 in the middle. There are only a hundred of these symmetric number in every ten thousand numbers, so jackpot landing on a symmetric number is a 1 in 100 shot. As a time this is simply 523. There is no sweep. 23 is wayne and 5 is The Hierophant. Interesting. 523 = 5::83 = The Hierophant::The Hierophant Exalted."

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5/10/95 [... extensive Machinations with Perfect Numbers]

"Just noticed the symmetry 47:47 :03:59: 74:74 occurs 58 years after the above. If that was the time I was born, this symmetric point will occur in 2016 [Judgement:The Tower]. That feels like some type of a completion or major transition for me, personally. "

"Backing up, 3:59 is 1 to 4:00. To get the trigger point, requires 4x78-16 years = 296 years. As a first cut at from when, let's use the year the number was discovered. The record says that Euler discovered it in 1750. Adding 296 yields 2046. Should I live that long, it would be my 88th year. Big shivers throughout my body. 88 is completion. How appropriate that it would show up here. Euler = 5/8/11/16/25, an extremely interesting set of numbers. EULER = 2/26/38/43/52, also quite interesting in its own right. Here again, I sense that the universe is revealing her truths through my consciousness. Yes, I've been given the keys to the kingdom, and what a splendid and wonderful kingdom it is. Yet, my path is a lonely one. I am truly The Hermit -- unaware of whether there are any others on or near my path. Yet, I persist, for I know that consciousness has something grand planned and that I have a major role to play in the overall evolution of consciousness toward the ONE. "

Years in base 88 are interesting. In particular my birthyear of 1958 = 22:22(88).

1958 = 22::22 = 25:08. Very interesting. 22 is my heart's desire. There it is twice in my birth year

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alone! 25 and 08 are also prominent for me. These are the components of 825, reversed = 528. We've seen this time and time again.

The years in which the Perfect Numbers were found and the number of years between finding them are quite interesting.

Only two, P(12) and P(29) were found "out of sequence". P(12) was found in 1876, 7 years before P(9), 35 years before P(10), and 37 years before P(11).

P(29) was found in 1988, 5 years after P(30) and 3 years after P(31). Interesting that 29 would be associated with 88. 1988 = 22::52 = 25:38. WOW!

In 1876, America's Centennial, P(12) was discovered. It took another 76 years before P(13) was discovered in 1952. P(14) through P(17) were discovered that same year. Interesting, this was 48 years prior to the turn of the century.

P(18) [The Moon] was discovered in 1957, the year before I was born.

My high school years and my introduction to metaphysics occured between the discovery of P(24) in 1971 and P(25) in 1978.

P(32) was discovered in 1992, the year before my spiritual transformation and P(33) in 1994, the year after. To date, there are only 33 known Perfect Numbers.

5/11/95 vision = 4/13/14/23/29/34 . . . Vision =

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22/31/32/41/47/52 . . . VISION = 22/31/50/59/74/88

WOW! Look at these partial sums with total = completion!

5/18/95 Numbers on Astrology charts have meanings that Astrology does not recognize.

"This is starting to freak me out a bit. The synchronicities are so clear that they are almost blinding, yet there is no doubt that there are those who would refuse to see. It's interesting. I'm working with numbers in ways that are completely outside of both conventional mathematics and the little bit of numerology that I have encountered in my studies. I have no idea whether any others are observing things in this way. I'm definitely using information from astrology in a different manner than astrologers. Yet, this all seems natural to me. It's as if I'm recalling skills that I already know. Interesting. I wonder if all skills are this way, or merely those that involve the intuition and subconscious. 528 is really amazing, It comes up so frequently for me that I have come to regard it as a sign of confirmation that I am on the right path. The most obvious meaning is The Hierophant : The Man with the World in His Hand [God]. My inner sense is that in some way this is exactly what I am by destiny meant to be. To a large degree, it is what all my metaphysical training has been for. Further, my natal chart, aura, and numerology clearly confirm this as well. "

"Looking at Pluto again in the 1995 Solar return, the number of minutes is 333. Just 2 days ago my odometer crossed 33333 which I would interpret

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as 3:33-33 = 333."

5/24/95

Years represented as cycles of 88 and 78. Major transition years occur in 2024 and 2028.

2024 = 23:00(88) and 2028 = 26:00 (78)

"My sense is that this is the timeline that I came to participate in. I entered at 22::22 as The Fool Complete and set out to stay for the duration of the 22 cycle from a spiritual standpoint. The other years are special points along the way. My first name told of the cycle that I would help to bring in: wayne = 23."

"Had I been born in 22:22 = 1738, at this point in my life it would have been 1738 + 37 = 1775, the year before the Declaration of Independence. How interesting! Also, the 22 cycle would complete in another 19 years, at which time I would have been 37 + 19 = 56."

5/29/95 The line from a song marks a time of specific significance.

"When the Moon is in the seventh house and Jupiter aligns with Mars, then PEACE will reign throughout the planets and LOVE will rule the stars. This is the dawning of the Age of Aquarius." For the past week, these words have nearly constantly occupied my mind. Though, they have been lingering there for several months.

One discovery of this weekend was that about 3 months and 1 week after my conception, namely on 10/16/57 the above situation occurred with the alignment Mars at 14:29:08 and Jupiter at

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14:28:19 (within 49 seconds). This is quite close! Something strikes me as extremely important about this. In addition to Jupiter and Mars, Mercury was only three degrees off at 17:30:57 and the Sun only 8 degrees off at 22:47:24. All four of these planets were in the tenth house. Further, all planets were above the horizon.

Two very meaningful dates from my past have major significance again, exactly 16 and 11 years later respectively. It is curious that I found this old notebook on 5/29.

Found a notebook yesterday in which I started to write my notes. It had two important dates. The first was the day that the "Thoughts on the Nature of Being" were begun: 10/10/77. The second was the next day that I wrote anything: 12/21/82. Yes, there was over five years between the initial writing session and the next sesssion. Now 5/28/95 comes into play as the day the notes were recovered.

[Note added on 3 Feb 97] Curious, exactly 16 years later on 10/10/93, I was released from the mental hospital. Further, 11 years after the second day of writing I completed the BEYOND IMAGINATION book. Interesting. [End of addition]

My victorian house is in synch with my vibration ... born 88 years apart.

Sitting out on my porch, my thoughts wandered to the origins of the house I live in, and why I was so attracted to it. My sense was that in a very real

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way, this house was made for me. It was built in 1870, exactly 88 years before my birth, so it is in synch spiritually -- a haven that promotes my consciousness ever forward. We bought the house in late May 1989. It would be very interesting if the closing date turned out to be 5/28, but I'm not sure how to verify that.

6/07/95 More interesting manipulations reveal connections.

Plato was born in 428 = 756 = 9;09. The Hermit;The Hermit Interesting that he is about the only philosopher that I have related to. Actually, it's not so surprising. On the Love/Wisdom path, I know when I encounter the truths that flow from true Lovers of Wisdom [Philo Sophia].

Our births are seperated in time by 1958 + 428 = 2386 years, quite some time.

2386 = 27::10 = 28;62 = 30:46 Good number overall, but something more calls out. Unfolding from the middle we get 38 26, The VISION GOD. Now, that's quite interesting.

38 to 6 = 5:22 = 6 = The Lovers, the top of my "A" reading. My sense is that this is the final key that ensures that the puzzle fits. Anytime my musings take me to either 6 or 84 (6+78), I know that I am on the right track. Tying 756 to The Hermit, and 528 to wayne were also major revelations.

Breaking M into IVI and N into IV yields new

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meanings.

consciousness = 365 139631 5511 = 14 23 12 = 49. That surprises me for some reason. However, I remember earlier work with I M = I IVI = 9 9 22 9 = 49.

6/12/95 It is the ocean of spirit wherein I reside much of my time, bringing through what I can of what I find there -- or better yet HERE and NOW, for it is only in the Spacious Present that spirit exists without it's masks of illusion and manifestation occurs. Free choice exists not at the conscious level, but at the Trinity level of conscious/ subconscious/superconscious. Unless awareness is expanded, we only believe ourselves to be free within the illusion, and as the popular saying goes "none are more hopelessly enslaved than those who falsely believe themselves to be free".

Tying 7:56 to The Hermit and to 84:The Lovers Exalted.

A quick random calculation said to subtract 840 - 84 = 756. To my surprise, 756 showed up again. I really was startled because I did the calcualation on the spur of the moment to see where I was in the cycle defined by my full name, including jr. 756 = 9:00 = The Hermit, so 832 = 9:76. I would have been born in 796, a different form of 428.

The sum of five major tarot readings from 2 years ago has GREAT significance.

TOTAL = 2184. This is absolutely unbelievable! That these five major readings would add up to the

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final four of my SSN, and further that this is the exact year when the 78 and the 84 cycles line up only for the second time since year 0, really make one wonder. The universe is guiding me toward a greater understanding of its mysteries.

2184 = 78 x 28 = 6 x 13 x 28 = 3 x 26 x 28 = 3 x 7 x 8 x 13 = 39 x 56

2184 = 84 x 26 = 6 x 14 x 26 = 3 x 28 x 26 = 3 x 8 x 7 x 13 = 24 x 91

Whoa! I didn't expect the 39 x 56 breakout. Those are the two middle cards forming the bar in the "A" reading. They also show up side by side in the inverse triangle reading.

24 x 91 is an interesting breakout as well. The Q of Wands is the complement of the 64 card, and 91 is Death Exalted. Death shows up in both the "A" and "X" readings.

Can it be that simple? Can our purpose truly be encoded in our names in this fashion. Is this true for everyone, or is it only true for me? Interesting. I'm beyond anything that I have read or been taught. The only foundation under me is a great faith in consciousness, and in my own ability to know the truth when I see or hear it.

6/14/95 1162 has significance again and is tied to 528.

That's right, 1162 is the 70 [528] year of the time when the 78 and 84 cycles walk together. This period lasted from 1092 through 1170. It repeats

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itself every 78 x 7 = 546 years.

When Uranus is in Aquarius.

My research last night was interesting. Each time Uranus has run it's course through Aquarius, major structures in society have crumbled through revolution. 1911-18 was the last time, and Russia fell to the Communists. The previous time in the 1827-34, both France and Greece had major revolutions that uprooted both governments. This time should be even more interesting because Neptune joins Uranus as well from 1998 - 2003.

6/15/95

AURORA and the Gold Lion

Back to AURORA = AU RO RA = RO: AURA = 33:41, an interesting combination. OK, now we're getting somewhere. AURORA = 74. AU = 22, RORA = 33+19 = 52. Let's play a little to get AU = 22. ROAR = 33+19 = 52. Now we have Gold Lion. Something on Paul Harvey's "The Rest of the Story" last week dealt with Dante Alliegierri[sp] and Pope Leo X. DA = 41. LEO X = 12 5 15 24 = 56. Even more important is the 5 15 in the middle surrounded by 1224, the sum for the 121212 triangle. 5 15 is on the top row of my reverse triangle reading, the reading with 56 as the driver! 12 is also in that reading in the second row from the bottom, right next to 64, the 88 complement of 24! How curious!

6/17/95 Movies from a video store with connections to 528.

Rented movies 528 : "The Mission" and 755 : "The Star Chamber". Very interesting titles and

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how appropriate for these two extra special numbers. "The Mission" takes place in the 1750's and begins with a priest dictating a letter in 1758, exactly 200 years before my birth.

First ties to Chemistry and the Periodic Table.

ESKALITH's prime component is Lithium (Li), element 3 with atomic weight = 7. The previous element is Helium (He) with atomic weight = 4. Li = 12 9. He = 8 5 = The Chariot Exalted. 129 = 1:51(78) = 1:45(84) = 1:41(88). Very interesting. Also, 12 9 = The Hanged Man : The Hermit. This captures much of how I've felt over the past two years.

Li He = elements 3 2 with wts 7 4. 32 and 74 are very important numbers. Interesting.

"I sense that I've captured a major discovery in the above, but that I don't yet consciously realize what it is. Not to worry, all will be revealed in good time. That it could come together in the way that it has already is amazing enough. This is the consciousness of 48 in action. Yes, that best describes my present state : The Man in Search of More. What the world offers is not enough. I came to manifest spirit more fully in flesh and to teach others how to do the same. These notes are the documentation of my wanderings during my search. I am as compelled to write as much as to search. It's as if the process of bringing the information through from consciousness onto the screen and printed page is my most effective means of searching. I sense that I've literally entered a "No Man's Land" and while many

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kindred spirits whom have come before formed the stepping stones from which I departed, I'm now following a path that comes solely from my heart and sole. Consciousness guides every step of my way, and I know that I am absolutely safe in her hands."

6/18/95 Phone number and name of a bus have significance.

Another day of insights. Saw 000, 111, 222, 333, 4444, and 555 on various cars during the day. Drove to Big Sur. Followed an Antelope Bus for many miles. The phone number on the back of the bus caught my attention 1-800-266-8421. 2 followed by 66 followed by my the last four of my SSN double digit reversed, 21 84 => 84 21. I believe Antelope is the 37 animal card. Yes, just looked it up. Further, its' keyword is ACTION! Interesting. I had been sensing that it is time for something to happen soon, very soon indeed.

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47 also = Ag: Silver with wt 108 = 1:30(78) = 1:24(84) = 1:20(88) Camelot : Q of Wands : and Judgement. Total = 3:74, The Empress : The Benefactor!

Interesting that my mind would even think to add in this way. Adding numbers in different bases logically is like adding apples and oranges, but the spiritual world does not confine itself to logic. It's primary tenet is faith, as exhibited by trust in the beneficence of consciousness. It is the simple and innocent faith that we have as children that most

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of us lose in the course of "growing up" only to find again when we really "GROW UP" spiritually.

Know Thyself! It is as simple as that; but, also, as complex as that. Through thousands of years of our history people have been attempting this very thing. Only a few that we know of have truly become Self-Realized. The Buddha and The Christ, being the two prominent examples within the past 3000 years.

Buddha = 23 44 81 = 148 = 1:70(78) = 1:64(84) = 1:60(88) Christ = 38 99 12 = 149 = 1:71(78) = 1:65(84) = 1:61(88)

Added 14 Mar 98: An interesting tie to CW and to 333.

Just noticed that 148 + 149 = 297 = 3 to 300 = 323 = C W. CW is the Air Force organization I have been working for since Jan 86. This is my 13th year working for them. Further, 297 = 3:33(88). WOW!

6/19/95 Curious about element names, atomic numbers, and atomic weights.

Atoms constitute a symbol system tied to numbers in three separate ways.

First time using element abbreviations as an "alphabet" to spell words.

URaNUS = 92 88 9 92 16 = 297 = 3:63 (78) =

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3:45 (84) = 3:33 (88)

6/21/95 "So, where is all of this leading? Clearly, the triple and quadruple numbers have even greater meaning know than they did before. However, the further I get into this, the harder I find it to keep my conscious attention focused and my conscious memory apprised of what I am finding. It all goes back to trust. This is not a "conscious" production. It happens, and my conscious mind observes and participates, but by no account is my conscious mind the creator of these writings. It's tough enough just observing what comes through and determining what meaning to apply. Further, very often the material stretches even my beliefs about the nature of Self, Consciousness, Spiritual Reality, and Physical Reality; and my beliefs are far beyond what most people would consider to be sane. Even my wife questions my sanity with respect to all this numbers stuff. My sense is that I am seeing what I need to see, and for the present, it matters not whether anyone else sees the world as I do. The transformations will come soon enough, at which time my work will be seen to have led the way into the wilderness so to speak. Moses comes to mind. However, I don't foresee having to lead a people to the promised land as he did. Though, it may take some strong demonstrations to bring about massive revolution. Ben Hur comes to mind as well, being number 41 as well. Ah, it is the BH = 28 that strikes my attention. Interesting. 12 + 20 = 32, and 21 + 47 = 68 are quite meaningful as well."

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Looking through the periodic chart again, the sense is that these elements can be used as symbolic building blocks, not just physical building blocks. Very interesting.

GOD is not buildable from this set of blocks, neither Buddha nor Jesus. However, I've also seen Jesus written as IASUS, and we can use Maitreya for Buddha. Actually, we'll have to be creative and end Maitreya with an Au. Actually, something about that seems appropriate, since the Buddha is often Golden. Also, interesting is that the chinese restaurant in the Barnyard in Carmel is named Golden Buddha and has a large Golden Buddha inside.

IAsUS = 53 33 92 16 = 194 = 2:40(77) = 2:38(78) = 2:26(84) = 2:18(88) = 2:16(89)

Maitreya = 41 92 95 71 = Nb U Am Lu = 299 This is 13:13(22)! Ultimate Death.

Then again, this could be the ultimate spiritual birth as well. Note the key components.

I'm still amazed that the periodic chart can tie so easily into the spiritual work that I am doing. By now, you might think that I would simply expect this to be the case. But, I still find it fascinating. I have no idea as to where it all will lead, but I know that it will lead to exactly where it must. Consciousness is in full control in my life. Perhaps this is true of everyone's life, the difference being simply that I am aware that it is so. Looking back, the idea that the periodic chart could contain a spiritual alphabet would probably be considered to

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be ludicrous by both the scientific and the religious communities. Clearly, I am walking the straight and narrow path, balancing and maintaining my bearing solely by the grace of consciousness.

6/22/95

What makes up AURORA?

Ar U O Ra 18 92 8 88 18/110/118/206 = 2:52(77) = 2:50(78) = 2:38(84) = 2:30(88) = 2:28(89)

JACKPOT !!!!!!! Major Shivers. Look at those numbers! This is why I am here! This is why the commercial on the radio strikes me in the way it does. The time for building foundation is soon to come. Camelot exists. It has for all time. It only needs to be brought down to earth. Further, we live in the time in which this is to happen. Whether this week, this year, this decade, or this century matters not.

6/25/95

Couldn't stop thinking about the Art of ALCHEMY, the transmutation of base metals into Gold, and the transmutation of self into SELF.

Lead => Gold = 3514 => 7634. Delta = 4120. The Ace of Cups : Judgement.

NEED TO INSERT ROWS FOR JUL-DEC 95

1/18/96 216 is The Tower for The High Priestess [2 x 2 x 2 x 3 x 3 x 3] = [6 x 6 x 6]

962 is The Hermit : The Blindfolded Lady [2 x 13 x 37]

Something tells me that the order is reversed. We're moving towards greater simplification, not

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increased complexity. My sense is that I'm at the 962 state now, but that I'm coming close to completion on it. 88 completion would require 62 + 26 = 2 x 13. 988 = 2 x 13 x 38. How fitting, The High Priestess x Death x VISION. Also, 26 x 38 = GOD x VISION. Interesting, there are 26 half lunar cycles per year. (new moon to full moon, full moon to new moon) That should mean that my 38 birthday marks the 988 point. Hmm, that would mean 23 Mar 96, the 9 and 1/2 weeks point from yesterday would occur at 987, The Hermit:The Hermit Exalted.

It's interesting that 216 is a 666 number in terms of factors. It brings in the association with The Beast, appropriate for the time of The Tower, when the very transformation of an Age occurs.

The meaning of 1998.

1998 = 2 x 999 = 2 x 3 x 3 x 111 = 3 x 666 = 2 x 3 x 3 x 3 x 37 = 27 x 74 = 18 x 111

This number has very interesting components. No wonder that it keeps coming up as being a pivotal year for revolutionary change. It's particularly noteworthy that it contains both 666 and 999. Further, it appears that expression as 2:The High Priestess corresponds to 999 while 3:The Empress aligns with 666. This must mean that the association of 666 with The Beast is in error. Indeed, 666 = 18 x 37, The Moon x Riding The Subconscious. This may be The Beast for many, but it is clearly the energy that must be released for the Aquarian Age to be born. 999 on the other hand is 27 x 37, The Ace of Wands x Riding The

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Subconscious.

1998 = 3 x 666 = 3 x 9 x 74 = The Empress x The Hermit x The Benefactor.

999 = 3 x 9 x 37 = The Empress x The Hermit x Riding The Subconscious

666 = 3 x 6 x 37 = The Empress x The Lovers x Riding The Subconscious

666 = 3 x 3 x 74 = The Empress x The Empress x The Benefactor

666 = 9 x 74 = The Hermit x The Benefactor

Why haven't I examined the factorization of these numbers before? After all, the are very important numbers not only to me but to many others. 666 comes from The Bible. Yet, here it comes through without any negative association unless one fears what the subconscious has to offer. Interesting.

1/23/96 Another connection to 7:56, this time to 28 and to Ashland.

756 = 4 x 189 = 4 x 9 x 21 = 2 x 2 x 3 x 3 x 3 x 7 = 9 x 84 = Hermit x The Lovers Exalted.

This is also 9:00(84), The Hermit:The Fool in The Lovers Exalted base.

756 = 27 x 28 = 28 x 28 - 28. 1996 + 28 = 2024, my 66th year. Whoa. Major shivers. Something told me to look forward 28 days rather than years. That results in 21 Feb 96, which happens to be

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ASH Wednesday. How appropriate for one involved with creating Ashland -- the land of ashes required for the phoenix to arise.

1/25/96 Work phone number and change of office have special meaning.

Just learned that my work phone number will change when my office is moved to a different building next week. 7438 seemed to be the perfect number for me. I can't wait to see what new insights the next number will provide. The destination for the move has changed as well. Rather than moving to building "G", we are moving to building "A". The building address changes from 1250 to 1260. Hmm, 1 to 50 to 1 to 60 = 49 to 59. Once again, The Aquarian Age comes forth. The street changes from Borregas to Crossman. Something flashed in my mind -- Pontius Pilate facing the crowd and asking which man to save, Barrabas or Jesus. There was an overwhelming association of Barrabas to Borregas and Jesus to Crossman, the man who died on the cross. Interesting. 2 6 9 9 5 7 1 1 = 40:Page of Cups. 3 9 6 1 1 4 1 5 = 30:Camelot.

1250 = 2 x 5 x 5 x 5 x 5 [3/15/98: Curious that I would notice this on 1/25.]

1260 = 2 x 2 x 3 x 3 x 5 x 7 = 36 x 36 - 36 Also = 28 x 45 = 30 x 42 = 35 x 36.

Now, isn't that interesting. 36 days from Monday, the move day, results in 5 Mar 96, the third anniversary of the day the Beyond Imagination Notes started to come through. Isn't that a trip!

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Surely this is more than a coincidence. 36 x 36 - 36 = 6 x 6 x 6 x 6 - 6 x 6. All sixes.

2/5/96

Cycles of 104 have significance one day after 2/4/96 = 24 x 104.

2288 = 22 x 104 = 22-88, span of 66, center at 55. 2392 = 23 x 104 = 32-92, span of 60, center at 62.

2600 = 25 x 104 = 00-62, span of 62 CCW, center at 31 2704 = 26 x 104 = 04-72, span of 68 CCW, center at 38 2808 = 27 x 104 = 08-82, span of 74 CCW, center at 45 2912 = 28 x 104 = 12-92, span of 80 CCW, center at 52

So, what's next? 2704 has it's center at 38, and the span of 68 = WAYNE offers more confirmation that this seems the most likely candidate for my location in spirit. That would mean that 25:00(104) was just completed with the 62:Blindfolded Lady span and the 31:Youths Fighting center.

2704 = 26 x 104 = 4 x 26 x 26 = 16 x 13 x 13 = 52 x 52.

Curious. The only prime factors are 2 and 13. 16 x 13 x 13 = The Tower x Death x Death.

2/6/96

A cosmic joke on me.

MISSION. Reversed = NO IS SIM. A cosmic joke, indeed. For many years in the Air Force, I dealt with SIMulation requirements. At Loral, I'm in the Modelling and SIMulation Group. The immediate response that comes to mind is IS REAL = 91 9513

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2/7/96 Allowing my intuition free reign to make connections.

Essentially, I operate on intuition, allowing free association to guide me to the appropriate circumstances that stimulate me to make connections. I guess this is the stuff of which lunatics are made. Yet, it is my reality. And, the symbols and connections have a meaning that cannot be denied. Is the process that I use repeatable? No. However, why should it have to be? The more important question is whether the process results in useful information. Here, I must answer yes. But, I can only answer for myself. Whether what I do is useful to others is for them to decide. At the very least I offer a picture of how another consciousness works, even if that is quite different from your own. I don't know enough to know how similar or different that might be. At the same time, I don't know that I possess any special capabilities that necessarily make what I do unique.

The 21 x 96 days all have a span of 84, with center at x:54, The Page of Swords, cutting the True from the False. We have 10 days of this in Feb. 22 x 96 days follow with a span of 74, and a center at x:59, The Aquarian Age. It seems that we're in for a very interesting month.

Just noticed last night that "beyond imagination" = 29 58 = the 29 triangle! It's amazing that I had not discovered this before, especially given how involved I've been with triangle numbers. 29 is the number of "light". Further, 58-92 CCW has span of 34, center at 75 = HARTMAN.

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Also interesting is that Light = 38:VISION, and LIGHT = 56:Balance, center of my inverted triangle.

Just made an interesting connection, WEH = 23 * 5 * 8 = 920 = 11:62(78). This number came up two years ago in the 1994-832 = 1162 context. It marks the year of Genghiz Khan's birth as well as the year that Becket became Archbishop of Canterbury -- the Hierophant.

beyond imagination = 29 + 58 = 87: The Hermit Exalted. Interesting that I hadn't noticed this before either. Now, how does an Exalted Hermit make his way in the world? That's a very good question. It will be interesting to see what answer becomes manifest in the days ahead. Yes, interesting indeed.

weh = 5 * 5 * 8 = 200 = WAYNE ELLIS HARTMAN. Coincidence? Maybe. But, I wouldn't count on it. Only three of 1000 combinations would yield this sum.

2/13/96 Reductions by prime factorization and transformation of times to plus.

Summary of results.

23: 8 15 16 23 24 26 39 55 64 66 69 72 74 75 76 90 94 95 98

7: 7 10 21 30 38 45 56 60 68 86 92

13: 4 13 22 57 85 102

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19: 18 19 34 65 77 78 81 88

25 52 35 12: 9 12 14 20 25 27 32 33 35 36 42 44 48 50 51 52 54 62 70 84 87 91 104

It's amazing that all of these numbers reduce to these 5 cases. It's particularly interesting that 19 numbers reduce to 23 = wayne and that 23 numbers reduce to the sequence 25-52-35-12.

Rules for "reduction":

(1) Factor into prime multiplies with powers.(2) Where power > 1, transform x to the p power to x*10 + p.(3) Add all transformed factors together.(4) Reduce resulting sum if it can be reduced.

2/14/96 Valentine's Day! I'm obsessed with my numbers again, this time over a strange reduction process that convert powers into digits and adds factors rather than multiplying them. For the numbers from 1 through 104 the results are:

23 21 times 23 21 = wayne ellis 25 17 times

23 + 25 = 48: The Hermit, 23 * 25 = 575, 21+17 = 38 = VISION.

7 10 times + 7 = 55: The Ace of Swords 19 9 times +19 = 74: The Benefactor 13 6 times +13 = 87: The Hermit Exalted 29 6 times +29 = 116: VISION Exalted 35 5 times +35 = 151: Heaven Lies Within Exalted 5 2 times + 5 = 156: The High Priestess 12 2 times +12 = 168: The Hanged Man Twice Exalted 31 2 times +31 = 199:

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Abundance Twice Exalted 41 2 times +41 = 240: The Lovers Thrice Exalted 43 2 times +43 = 283, 823 from the inside out. 8 = 23, interesting.

Note that if we convert the first 5 numbers to letters we get:

W Y G S M

WAY 23 1 25 49 = 72 = 55 = 16 = 24 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23 WHY 23 8 25 56 = 30 = 10 = 7 WXY 23 24 25 72 = 55 = 16 = 24 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23

23 * 1 * 25 = 575 ... 23 * 8 * 25 = 4600 ... 23 * 24 * 25 = 13800

Curious. The three main letter readings that I use are my "A", "H", and "X" readings, in that order. These are the only letter readings I felt moved to copy and hang on my wall at work!

If we do number reductions on the letters, before we multiply, we note that both 8 and 24 "reduce" to the same number, 23.

23 * 23 * 25 = 13225 = 2:25-31 CCW, span of 6:The Lovers, centered at 2:28. This is The High Priestess: The Man with the World in His Hand. Now isn't that interesting. 228 is the sum for my whole name, WAYNE ELLIS HARTMAN JR.

228 = 2**2 * 57 = 79: The Magician.

WAYNE = 23 1 25 25 5 = 79: The Magician.

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Note 7:The Chariot and 9:The Hermit ELLIS = 5 12 12 25 19 = 73: True Heaven Lies Within. HARTMAN = 23 1 19 25 13 1 25 = 107: "light" Exalted.

It's interesting that none of my names reduce. All three are prime!

Sum = 259 = 7 * 37 = 44 = 33 = 14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25

From the inside out we have 529 = 23 * 23. Now isn't that interesting.

WAY = 575. WAY + 1 = WAY + ONE = 575 + 1 = 576 = 24 * 24.

But, ONE = 23 25 5. WAY + ONE = 23 1 25 + 23 25 5 = 46 26 30 = 25 23 7. Now isn't that interesting. These are the top three reduction numbers. Further, if we map the other members of the (25 52 35 12) repeating sequence to 25, the three numbers would be in order of frequency as well.

We're definitely onto something here. The numbers are connecting in ways that are amazing, literally beyond belief. There is a strong sense of discovery. These relationships are not there by accident. Bit by bit, my mission and the nature of reality is unfolding before my eyes and mind. I am a participant in the process, but my major role is to watch what unfolds and try not to get in the way of what is being revealed. This requires a deep trust in the process and an allowance that accepts

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that things may be other than they seem.

The thought crosses my mind that I am indeed crazy. My methods and my interpretations are without any prior basis, foundation, or training. As far as I know, they are unique and unrelated to anything that I have ever been exposed to in this existence. Curious that this would be so given how much I have been exposed to.

2/19/95 Squares of Numbers have GREAT significance.

My sense is that this is another piece in the puzzle that indicates where I am currently at. It seems that I have reached or am soon to reach 23**2. I just had a visualization of checkers and "squared" corresponding to being "KING-ed". Interesting. Perhaps "philosopher king" is in the cards after all. And further, sooner than I think.

It's very interesting that (wayne)**2 = weh reversed. It's also interesting that 16 = P, 23 = W, and 25 = Y. Hmm, it's the squares that really matter however.

16**2 = 256 = 2**8 = 28 = 29

22**2 = 484 = 2**2 * 11**2 = 134 = 2 * 67 = 69 = 3 * 23 = 26 = 2 * 13 = 15 = 8 = 23 23**2 = 529 = 232 = 2**3 * 29 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25 = 52 24**2 = 576 = 26 * 32 = 58 = 2 * 29 = 31 25**2 = 625 = 5**4 = 54 = 2 * 3**3 = 35 = 12 = 25 = 52 = 35 26**2 = 676 = 2**2 * 13**2 = 154 = 2 * 7 * 11 = 20 = 2**2 * 5 = 27 = 33 = 14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 =

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35 = 12 = 25

27**2 = 729 = 3**6 = 2**2 * 3**2 = 54 = 2 * 3**3 = 35 = 12 = 25 = 52 = 35 28**2 = 784 = 2**4 * 7**2 = 96 = 2**5 * 3 = 28 = 29 29**2 = 841 = 292 = 2**2 * 73 = 95 = 5 * 19 = 24 = 2**3 * 3 = 26 = 2 * 13 = 15 = 8 = 23 30**2 = 900 = 2**2 * 3**2 * 5**2 = 106 = 55 = 16 = 24 = 2**3 * 3 = 26 = 2 * 13 = 15 = 8 = 23 31**2 = 961 = 312 = 2**3 * 3 * 13 = 39 = 16 = 24 = 2**3 * 3 = 26 = 2 * 13 = 15 = 8 = 23 32**2 = 1024 = 2**10 = 2 * 3 * 5 * 7 = 17

Note that 32 squared reduces to The Star and its factors are the first four primes! Further, it is preceeded by a 23 triple. 28**2 reduces to the same number that 28 reduced to (29). Prior to that we have three years in a row that reduce to the (12 25 52 35) cycle.

My intuition tells me we're at or moving rapidly to the 24**2 step. This is my 7:56 merkaba combination that is reflected in my triangle readings. [Pg 16 : The Tower Ln 7:56]. How's that for confirmation. There is even information embedded in how the words are placed on the page. It's amazing just how ochestrated everything is. Clearly this is not done consciously.It is amazing nonetheless.

23**10 = 2310 = 2 * 3 * 5 * 7 * 11 = 28 = 29 = beyond!

This is the number whose factors are the first five primes, the next major step

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2/20/96 I also found that the sequence (n-1)(n)(n+1) has some interesting properties.

10 11 12 1320 11 12 13 1716 12 13 14 2184 - - - 28:00(78) = 21:00(104)

13 14 15 2730 14 15 16 3360 15 16 17 4080 - - - 40 Triangle 16 17 18 4896 - - - 48 Triangle 17 18 19 5814 - - - [ADDED 10/97: 57:ELLIS * 102] 18 19 20 6840 - - - [ADDED 10/97: WAYNE @ 40] 19 20 21 7980 - - - [ADDED 10/97: 798 = 228!] 20 21 22 9240 21 22 23 10626

27 28 29 21924 - - - Centered at 918 = 9 Triangle

Note that consecutive numbers 16 and 17 result in triangles and further that these triangle numbers are a perfect pair 40 + 48 = 88. The second of these is 48:The Man in Search of More and the date 4/8/96 is my upcoming birthday.

Note also that n=28:The Man with the World in his Hands has The Hermit triangle buried within it. Further, it has a span of 13 counting both endpoints, running from 9:12 to 9:24. Its interesting that this stops one shy of 925, which reversed = 529 = 23**2.

So, am I making mountains out of molehills? Am I

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seeing things that aren't really there? My sense is no. These are indeed valid observations. Further, that they are guided by an intuitive process gives them that much more credibility, at least in my eyes.

2/26/96

Three very important number expressed in hex yield major ties to (n-1) n (n+1)

528 (hex) = 1320 = 10 * 11 * 12 - - - 1320 is my birth time!

888 (hex) = 2184 = 12 * 13 * 14 - - - 2184 is the final four of my SSN.

1320 (hex) = 4896 = 16 * 17 * 18 - - - Also, my next birthday. [38: VISION]

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MORE DETAILED NUMBER PASSAGES

FROM THE BEST OF NOTES

9 Oct 94

Many of you reading this now might think that I am speaking in tongues, and indeed I am, for I have been allowed to read a part of the spiritual meaning embodied so compactly in the language of numbers. If it could work so well in explaining all that nature hath wrought, then why would it not apply to the life of man as well and the spirit that is housed within? The problem lies with what numbers to choose and what connections to make. These must be recognized and guided by inner sources; the logical part of the conscious mind is insufficient for this task. This is why scientists have not seen these mysteries revealed. They are too locked in a mindset that does not allow of such things as spirit or consciousness to be an active force in the world. Actually, you might say the only active force, or The Force as in the popular Star Wars movies.

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Am I finding meaning where there was none? Is what I'm finding meaning at all? Then again, am I even finding it, or rather is it making its presence known to my awareness? I sense the later, for I know not first hand where the information comes from that guides these calculations to be accomplished and interpreted. Who taught me that the world of human affairs is founded on cycles of 22 and 78, and the symbols in both the major and minor arcana of the Tarot? Who taught me to trust my intuition to tell me the importance of numbers that are significant to my heart or inner self in some way? These are not things that the average person learns to do. Further, even after seeing what it has done for me, most would not take the time to learn as I did. Why?

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One, because it is not so obvious that I am not a crazy man. Two, because spirit is not so important to them. It's as if the test is whether one loves spirit so much that it is even more important than the air one breathes. At that point one is ready to know of the truths of the Kingdom of Heaven. At that point and not until.

10 Oct 94

I'm wondering how much of an impact the numbers have on people who haven't awakened and taken the time to know thyself? Earlier, I was wondering if this method of interpreting spiritual reality applies to anyone but me. Can I indeed be that different? Am I so unique, that I now speak a language of my own, that comes across as nonsense to others? No, I cannot believe that. The breakthroughs I have recently experienced are grand and glorious beyond compare. You might say that I have found (actually been given) the keys to the Kingdom of Heaven, or at least to the spiritual world. Why me? Because I was ready. Why now? Because, it is time.

18 Oct 94

The one with vision during the day of God's World or the spiritual world. Not bad. I do indeed feel as if I've received spiritual vision. The blindfolds that had been there are now removed, and I can finally truly SEE, in a way that I have never done before, and possibly in a way that no man has ever done before. Can this truly be so? Is this virgin territory that has not been crossed in this manner? If this is anything like what is to come, I can already tell that my life from here on out will be beyond compare, truly Beyond Imagination; and we will indeed build a better world faster than anyone could ever dream. And, it will be a "land of ashes" for such is what will be left of flesh burned out and renewed by the fire of spirit.

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21 Oct 94

My theory that there is a symbolic spiritual world embedded within the physical one is no longer a theory. Everywhere I look there is an orchestration or synchronicity of information that is undeniable. The spiritual world exists, it is here, one only need have the eyes to see and the ears to hear. I believe eyes to see deals more with appropriate I's to see, and ears to hear deals with the fact that the subconscious works with vibrations. If one allows the ego to get in the way, the connections simply don't come.

24 Oct 94

Yes, I went 2 days without writing. However, realizations were occurring so swiftly that I no longer had time to write them down. The questions and answers were moving so fast in my mind that even with a tape recorder, I would have not been able to keep up with them. It's as if I have passed through an intense storm, a storm of consciousness. I thoroughly enjoyed every minute of it. My world view now is quite different from where it was even two days ago, in ways that are literally Beyond Imagination. My sense is that what I know to be true from my personal experience is so different from the consensus world view and the individual world views of others that I am unique as an expression of individualized aware consciousness. I am definitely The Hanged Man, and The Fool as well.

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I'm in the process of flushing a lot of old beliefs in a very rapid time period. I am a butterfly soaring in a new world and I haven't yet seen any other butterflies in the territory that I have covered. However, I've only had my wings a little over a week. I know where my consciousness has been over it's 36 years of existence, and never has it been anywhere near where it is now. I am free in a way that I have never

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been. I know that we create our own reality but that we do it primarily subconsciously and that there is but one consciousness that animates all of us. Yes, ONE consciousness, no doubt about it. The physical world hasn't changed one bit. However, my understanding of how it is created has shifted 90 degrees so that it is completely orthogonal to the consensus reality. You might say that is the transformation that I just went through, a 90 degree shift. Even better, an i shift. By laying down my ego, my I, an imagination breakthrough came in that allowed me to see what had been hidden. Everything is the word, everything is vibration, everything is symbol -- yes, everywhere symbol. Whether it's in the Medicines of the Animal Cards, the Tarot, the Runes, Numerology, Astrology, Auras, or even the Symbol Systems of Modern Sciences; the bottom line is that it's all information, information with meanings at several levels. Every word, every name, was specifically chosen. Every action is specifically called out by consciousness to meet a multiplicity of needs.

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The universe is sending to me the exact experiences, messages, and symbols I need to grow at the fastest rate possible. The end is in site. The Aquarian Age is there, just out of our grasp, but the VISION will soon be here in full force. And, the vision of PEACE that it brings will bring every army and militia to it's knees. For the ways of spirit are Mighty indeed, and an army of spiritual warriors prepares to do battle in a war not of hardware but of ideas.

25 Oct 94

My conversations with people have taken on a new level of meaning. There is the ordinary meaning relevant to the common worldview, and there is a more subtle yet powerful spiritual meaning that rides atop all conversation. Remember, that all words are specifically chosen by consciousness, and

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consciousness ensures that everything is carried out with elegance, including all communication that needs to take place.

26 Oct 94

The key in making these manipulations is to allow spirit or the consciousness within you to do the work. Don't stop it with arbitrary rules and constraints of logic, mathematics, or anything that you've learned about the nature of reality. Look for the hidden meanings in symbols. At first they will seem very hidden, but the more attention you pay to finding them, the easier it gets. Let your intuition be your guide, and let it be a glorious adventure. Literally, what you are uncovering is the spiritual world, or at least some of the pieces out of which it is constructed. Every symbol and symbol system in your world has at least a second spiritual meaning and maybe several such meanings, if only you learn the language and gain the eyes to see and ears to hear. Everything has such meaning, even the seemingly most mundane of things such as your gossip rags. The world is perfect for the level of awareness that exists at this time on this planet. This has been true always, and will be true always. Time is not a physical dimension, rather a collective level of awareness dimension. The collective consciousness learns with each increase in awareness of any member. Yet is this true? There must be purpose to the Play. There must be growth in awareness that results. Now we have a collective consciousness who created individualized consciousnesses as separate compartments of itself. Either these individuals are souls in their own right with their own existence or they are simply compartments from which information about the greater whole is kept hidden. Know Thyself! We only need to express as individualized compartments so long as we are ignorant of our true nature, or so long as we have tasks to do as individuals in this world. Without this compartmentalization, it would be too difficult to focus on keeping it physical. Once we awaken to our true reality as

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consciousness, everything changes. Our task is then to allow the ONE to express through us, and to do so consciously versus other than consciously. So long as we are learning and enjoying the process of incarnating and helping others we are free to do so. However, it also seems that we have a choice of expressing as an even greater form of non-physical consciousness as Seth describes himself to be. Perhaps now I'm truly ready to understand what he had to say after 20 years of reading and thinking about his words. Consciousness seems more inclined to use me as a vehicle for writing than reading these days, however. So long as she can come up with such wonderful expressions of truth, I'm more than happy to oblige. Actually, at this point, it is more than that, my will is subservient to Thy Will. Let the Plan unfold as consciousness has designed.

7 Nov 94

I need to be more open and playful, allowing consciousness to move more fluidly between numbers using an inner logic that makes sense symbolically though it may not appear to be rational. Not that what I've been doing for the past six months is rational, but now that I can fly to a degree greater than ever, what I bring back needs to a free canvas on which to express with no preconceived notions about how symbols must be connected. The web is intricately woven, and the process by which this occurs is simple in principle but complex in application. In the coming weeks and months, it is time to start bringing information on that process through this channel. Always the words will be accompanied by direct experience, so you will be writing about what you know or have experienced firsthand. We find it is much easier that way. Further, there is really no other way for spiritual evolvement once you reach the level of awareness that you have reached.

14 Dec 94

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Over the past year I've been noticing signs that there is a spiritual world coexistent with the physical one. It is primarily revealed in the symbol systems that have been imposed on the physical backdrop. There is a synchronicity of these symbols that cannot be attributed to chance that reveals a divine spiritual order to everything. Thus far, I have caught only glimpses. In some cases meaning of these glimpses has be revealed as well as with 222 in the above. The process is one of putting together a puzzle, only in this case: (1) there is no cover picture to guide how the pieces go together and where they fit relative to one another, (2) no one said there was a puzzle to begin with, (3) there is no information on how many pieces are in the puzzle, (4) there is no guidance on what constitutes a piece, and (5) there is no guidance on whether this is a solitary or group activity. As I wrote that, solitary flashed in my mind. Yet, this only makes the challenge all the greater.

27 Dec 94

The time now just changed from 8:54 to 8:55. In other terms, from 629 to 529. How close this is to the number 528 that started us off on this interpretation of the spiritual world. But is it real, or is it something I've imagined to be so? And, does it really matter? It seems that for some reason, for me it must. Why this is so, I know not. But, there is a definite sense that this is more real than anything else in my life. Interesting that this would come out this way. Yet, for some reason, I sense that I have not yet truly lived. It is not clear how to change this, or whether it is within my power at all. Oh, to be awake in a world that lies asleep. What an interesting state to be in. At the same time, full of awareness, yet lacking the specific means to use it in a manner beneficial to the spirit from which it springs. I am a man, yet I am so much more as well, and it is this moreness that must find expression. How that will be, I know not; but, that it will be is a certainty of which there is no doubt. When is another question as well. However, the timing is left to spirit. To everything there is a

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season, and it is spirit that decides what that will be for the kinds of things that we speak of now.

29 Dec 94

Reviewing the quotes on the wall in my office, I just made another connection to 528. Looking at the number of letters in two key names Emerson and Thoreau we get:

Ralph Waldo Emerson Henry David Thoreau

Wayne Ellis Hartman

All of them have 5 : 5 : 7. Reversing this, we get 7:55 or 528! Coincidence, maybe. But, what an interesting one if it is. It's amazing how often that particular number keeps coming up. Also, it is extremely close to the 7 and 56 that are on the centers of my triangle readings. Wayne => NewWay is a 5 => 6 transition that would move the tick from 7:55 to 7:56. There come the shivers. I'm clearly onto something important. The other transcendentalists did not have this natural transition built into their names. Interesting, indeed. The time just wasn't right in their day for such a transition to manifest. They prepared the way, however, as I prepare the way for those who will follow my example.

30 Jan 95

This morning I was a bit annoyed by a car in front of me that was moving too slow during a time when I did not have the opportunity to pass. Intuition guided me to check and record it's number, 2AGV238.

Something tells me that this has many hidden meanings that could tie a lot of things together.

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Let's start with 21 7:22 23 8 = 21 8 23 8. This deals with the 21 22 23 sequence from my first name, heart's desire, and second name.

Taking V as 4 rather than 22, yields 21 74 23 and 8. First name, whole name, middle name and reduced destiny number / birthday. That's a lot of stuff that pertains to me. Further, I was not moved to even notice another license plate during my 1.5 hour drive into work.

2A 7 V2 38 = 21 7 42 38 = 21 7 222 38. VISION guides The Chariot from 2:01 to 2:22, through the time of The High Priestess to the time when The Empress can begin her reign.

AGV = Adam God Eve. Interesting. Especially, surrounding AGV by 22, The Fool Exalted, my Heart's Desire. Yet, there is something else that AGV means as well. It will come in due time, as does all such information. There is another piece, [A]dam [G]od [E]ve = [AGE].

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How do I know when to reduce numbers and when they are to be manipulated and arranged in particular ways? The answer is simple, it is largely by intuition. I've gone beyond the point where there is any true conscious understanding of the processing at work in bringing thoughts into my mind. All that I know is that this occurs naturally and I can count on consciousness to bring forth whatever it is that I am in need of at any particular time. There is nothing that could be forced of directed even if I might want it to be. In my present state, I have no idea toward what ends anyway. I have resigned my will to The Will of Consciousness that her works may be done in accord with the Plan. Part of this comes from a knowingness that there is indeed a Plan, a knowingness that comes primarily from having been taught a new symbolic language, one through which spirit reveals herself just as clearly and deliberately as atoms combine to

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for higher level molecules. This spiritual reality, in all its full glory is there intertwined with everything -- accessible to all who have the ears to hear and eyes to see.

Yet, from my experience this is not such an easy task. One must open one's mind to new possibilities and see beyond what is there in the illusion to the true reality that underlies it and all existence. There is more to life than making a living and having fun. Then again, what is right for me is not necessarily right for another.

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Now 12:16 AM file size 131552 = (31) 15 (52) = (09) 16 (30). The Tower sweeping from The Hermit (09) through Camelot (30). This would require 21 years, through the year 2016. The year 16:22 arrives in 2008 and 16:25 in 2011. 2002 puts us at exactly 16:16. Can this be coincidence as well that these years would have such great symbolic meaning?

And all from a file size, taken at the beginning of the top of the final day of the month. The more I write, the more I am blown away at what consciousness is able to reveal of the Plan. This is not my plan. Further, this is not fiction, though I know not exactly where it originates. One thing after another. Seemingly random occurrences in an ordinary day, yet the miraculousness with which they reveal information about the spiritual universe is beyond any doubt. Could I prove to you that this is so? No! Such is not my job. When you are ready to find this world, it will be revealed to you as well. These notes over a testament to what I have discovered and allowed to flow through me. It has not been revealed to me, however, if or how what I have learned applies to another. I am what I AM.

1 Feb 95

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Looked down at the time, it was exactly 7:55. Of course! Looked again and it had moved to 7:56. Am I doing the work that I am here to do or what? It's simply amazing that all these synchronicities can be occurring. How is it that others have not had the means to see things in this manner? But, then again, maybe they have. I can only project people's experiences from what I have read of their writings, and in metaphysics, consciousness has directed me to the books that I needed to read. If there are others who think as I do, they and their works are not known to me with the exception of some great quotes from some very great minds. Why is it that few women have made contribution in this area, especially given that such a great reliance on subconscious and superconscious processes is necessary? Perhaps the problem is that the conscious mind is required as well, but not in a dominant manner as is the custom.

With every breath, I'm being more and more blown away. Information, connections, and realizations are coming so quickly that I don't have time to slow down to capture all of them in writing. I have to trust that consciousness will guide my memory and my writing to capture whatever is supposed to come through in these notes. notes = 56251 = 2:51 through 65. Midpoint is at 2:58 or 528. Also, the cycle is 14 years, so 7 remain, bringing us to 2:65 in the year 2002. There it is plain as day!

This also made me think about what year in the 1800's had this completion property. It was none other than 1870, the exact year that my house was built! Somehow, this cannot be a coincidence. There are no other houses in Monterey still standing that were built in 1870! There are a few Victorians slightly older, but less than a handful. 1+8+7+0=16.

6 Feb 95

OK, took a couple day break, but it was worth it. Still flying high and seeing meaning everywhere but the process has

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become a natural part of my existence, not a disruptive one. It's as if I'm able to notice the miraculous from a very balanced perspective. I still see spirit operating everywhere, yet I also sense that I my be alone in seeing reality from this specific perspective. However, even with the early explorers in this country, they had a common wilderness that existed on it's own terms about from them. The high country of spirit seems no different. Many have explored it throughout all time, but my sense is that I am the first with my unique set of talents and abilities. Interesting. However, in this case, I know that I need no supplies for consciousness herself abundantly supplies me with all that I need.

Remember that the punctuation marks, while important mathematically are arbitrary separators when it comes to consciousnesses use of the symbols. It's only when you confine yourself too strictly to logic that you fail to allow your mind to play enough to find the full meaning for the moment. A symbols meaning is highly dependent on the content in which one finds it, For example Wayne's initials 558. On meaning is"2 to 6" = 2 26 6 = 25. Wow!! That one never came up before. That's simply incredible. Reading from the inside out we get 26 26. This is quite remarkable indeed. These are very simple transforms that I've used many times before, but never in this specific way on this specific number.

7 Feb 95

hermit = 8/13/22/26/35/37 HERMIT = 8/13/31/44/53/62/82 = 04 exalted.buddhist = 2/5/9/13/21/30/31/33 buddha = 22 buddhi = 30 BUDDHIST = 2/23/27/31/39/48/67/87 = 09 exalted.BUDDHA = 40 BUDDHI = 48

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And what about philosopher king? I'm almost afraid to ask.

philosopher king 7/15/24/27/33/34/41/48/56/61/70 2/11/16/23

Philosopher King 16/24/33/36/42/43/50/57/65/70/79 11/20/25/32

Breaking out king in that manner sent a major shiver down my whole body. These are very auspicious numbers. Very auspicious, indeed.

PHILOSOPHER KING 16/24/33/45/60/79/84/100/108/113/131 11/20/34/41

Here we have 78 + 1, 6, 22, 30, 35 and 53 or 88 + 12, 20, 25, and 43. The Hanged Man, Judgement, The Knight of Wands, and Abundance.

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Be NZ keeps coming to mind. Be 58. Be 14 26. Be [14 26] = 74 62. Sum = 136 = 88 + 48.

48 is what I truly am. The Eight of Cups. Five Full Cups of the Senses, and Three of the Mind, yet this is not enough and the man must wander off for more. It's 78 completion is Camelot. It's 88 completion is 40, the Page of Cups, which in turn has a 78 completion of 38:VISION. Now 38 has an 88 completion of 50 which in turn has a 78 completion of 28. Continuing we have 60 with a 78 completion of 18, and 70 with a 78 completion of 08.

I'm on the threshold of another major breakthrough again. I can feel it. It's here in these symbols and in this consciousness paying attention to what higher consciousness would have me here at this time. What can I say. The pure

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beauty is simply miraculous to behold. It's as if I'm flying to heights that no one has ever been too. Yet, I know I am but one of many. I can't wait for the magic that is to unfold as consciousness is truly able to spread her wings in physical form. The glories that will be manifest will be beyond imagination.

15 Feb 95

This mornings observation was license plate 3HUF888 on a brand new Cougar. This demands some consideration 3 H U = 3 H 21, center = H 12. 8 8 8 = 8 H 8, is strongly centered at H8 = 88 = infinity above and infinity below. The sense is that I'm on the F = 6 = The Lovers path, currently travelling the H= 8 road. I appear to be at The Hanged Man stop on the 18 spread that start with 3:The Empress and ends with 21:The World. Supporting me from consciousness is this incredibly strong 888 energy. I know that it is there to provide whatever I might need.

21 Feb 95

As I write this it is exactly 9:00 PM. I find that fascinating since that is The Hermit. I just got my pay stub and made a few startling discoveries. A small note attached to the stub associates the number 37 with Hartman, W.E. That's the number of the card in the middle of my "H" reading, corresponding to the King of Cups with his throne riding atop the water (subconscious). Further, it appears that the number 37 is assigned to me by the company, though I had never noticed it before. Interesting.

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The sense is that one interpretation is what is happening physically, and the other what is happening spiritually. The numbers don't help much however if one hasn't learned the alphabet that translates them to Tarot Cards and the

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associated symbology. Further, unless one allows one's intuition to guide one's reason, all meaning is lost. The process cannot be forced. Spirit expresses via grace, allowance, acceptance, and trust.

My SSN also contains information that I had not seen before. [575-68-2184]

57 = ELLIS 75 = HARTMAN 68 = WAYNE 21 = ellis, Also = The World 84 = wayne ellis hartman jr

Notice how only the first two parts of the name had any overlay. Further, the first name was distinguished as the only two digit part of the number.

Further, I have one brother and two sisters who got consecutive SSNs in Hawaii on the same day that I did. While the HARTMAN part is the same, none of the other parts of their names match.

MARIA = 13+1+18+9+1=42 LEILANI = 12+5+9+12+1+14+9 = 62

DOREEN = 4+15+18+5+5+14 = 63 JOY = 10+15+25 = 50

DAVID = 4+1+22+9+4 = 40 JOHN = 10+15+8+14 = 47

575 = 7:55 = 9:11 [also = 5 to 8 = 528]

2 18 4 Center = 18 3 = 2:27 = 2::07

21 8 4 Center = 88

COMPLETION 2 1 84 Center = 1 43 = 1:65 = 1::55

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21 84 Center = 48 THE MAN IN SEARCH OF SPIRIT

Unfolding from the center = 8 62 51 78 54 Reversed 4 58 71 52 68

575 also = eye = VISION

It's amazing how much is contained in a simple 9 digit number. Can it be coincidence that it worked out in this way for me? Surely not. It all just fits too well!

Looking back at the splits in the SSN, the are 5-6 and 8-2. These correspond to bridges of some type. 56, 65, 82, and 28 are possibilities. However, given that consciousness typically embeds itself in reverse, let's see what path is revealed.

4812-86-575 4/8 was birth, 48 was/is spiritual search, 12 is The Hanged Man and spiritual birth, 28 is a major jump requiring god-realization, 86 is Spiritual Strength, 65 is Abundance on a grand scale, 57 is the opening of the Heart and bearing the crosses of the world. 575 is VISION translated into 9:11, The Hermit provided just guidance to a changing world as a New Age finally dawns and spirit can be more fully enfleshed.

Reading the other way, 575 is Opening the Heart and Getting the VISION. 5-6, at the center of my "A" reading and my upside down triangle. The middle is WAYNE, I take this to mean having acquired sufficient Self-Knowledge. 82 is the Emperor Exalted. I can see myself to be a Philosopher King, but I don't see a world ready to offer such a position. Clearly as a man of PEACE, use of force would be out of the question. Interesting that this bridge would be there. The next step is 21:The World, and then 84:The Lovers Exalted.

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for the more difficult spiritual journey. This makes a lot of sense. It would mean that the Tarot card yesterday : The Lovers, actually had the meaning that I felt when it came up, that somehow my journey up the "A" reading was completed.

Time out. 11:11. How come the only times that I notice the time are at such distinctive moments? I don't wear a watch, and typically don't pay much attention to time. However, much of the symbolic information that comes through involves time related transformations. One that has been extremely useful is transforming x2y to "x to y" to "(y-1):(60-x)". This transformation works both ways and has yielded some extraordinary results. Whether it is correct mathematically is of no importance. My consciousness operates greatly off of sound. The sounds from the two symbols "x2y" and "x to y" are the same.

21 Feb 95

File size at last check was 94874 = 9 48 74. One couldn't ask for numbers more important to me. Also we have 8: 74-94 centered at 8:84, Strength:The Lovers Exalted. Unfolding from the center we get 8 47 94 = Strength ASLAN The Tower Exalted. One final interpretation is a time span 8:49-74 with a center between 8:61 and 8:62 = 7:83 and 7:84. Shiver time again. This is 7:05 and 7:06. Another way to express this is 576. This is where my 7:56 ties in! I'm absolutely sure of it. The riders in The Chariot are The Hierophant Exalted and The Lovers Exalted. This is the combination required to unlock the doors to the Aquarian Age.

22 Feb 95

Dinner with Larry was fun as usual. [LARRY TORU HARADA 74 74 33] He has some very powerful numbers in his name! One thing we discussed was perfect numbers. The first two of these are 6 and 28, numbers that are extremely

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powerful but also extremely meaningful in my major readings. This led us to the question of what the rest were. We found three more in a math book: 496, 8128, and 33550336. Perfect number three is 9 with a span of 4 to 6 centered on 5. This results in 95 = 17, The Star Exalted and = 1::07 = The Chariot Completed.

496 also = 5::56 Interesting indeed!

8128 = 03:28 The Express Exalted:Perfect Number 2. Also = 12:88 = 16:00 The Tower!

The fourth number can also be expressed as the span 18 - 28 centered at 23 = King of Wands = wayne.

28 Feb 95

Of further interest is that going in I was expecting to make a positive connection of some type, yet I was open enough to interpret the interaction as it occured to see what it meant. Another item of note is that the strong message that came through was that once again, I am THE HERMIT, and I cannot necessarily expect that this will ever change. To some degree, I need to be prepared to accept that I am truly alone in the world even though we be all one. The difference is 13655 vs 133655. That is 6:43 vs 4-5:43 = 5:04. This is freaky. 13 6 55. 13+55 = 68 = WAYNE + 6 = 74 : The Benefactor (wayne ellis hartman).

13 36 55 has similar components. 13+55 = 68 = WAYNE + 36 = 104 = 88 + 16:The Tower! Wow! Also, 104 = 78 + 26:The Page of Wands (GOD). 5:04 is The Hierophant:The Emperor. 6:43 = The Lovers:Abundance. Also, 7:21 The Chariot:The World. This too sends a shiver down my spine. That such a destiny may be foretold by a simple act of interpretation guided by a deep trust in spirit as expressed through the other than conscious parts of consciousness is simply beyond comprehension. Yet, there is a knowingness

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that what comes through is right though it may not be complete.

Something says to look at 133 6 55 as well. 6:55-331 is centered at 6:193 = 7:115 = 8:37. Wow, the time between 37 and 38. I'm coming up on my 37th birthday in a exactly 39 days. That means that I will be starting my 38th year of existence! 0-1 was year 1. 37-38 is year 38. The sense is that the alone => all one transition should be in full force very soon. Let's explore this a bit more. 13655 => 133 655. This requires an intermediate transition of 13 655 = Death 8:11, also = 4 16. Overall we have 20 => 4 16 => 7 16. Sum = 23 = wayne

If we use initial caps 20 => 4 25 => 7 25. Sum = 32 = america If we use all caps 47 => 13 34 => 25 34 Sum = 59 = aquarian age

This makes sense. This year has clearly been one in which I have been riding on my consciousness with a thrown literally on water, not planted firmly anywhere except in spirit or consciousness herself. So, the "H" reading was one of what was to come this year. To some degree we have completed nearly all of it. It will be interesting to see how the rest unfolds. The sense is that the "A" reading is near complete as well. One way to look at the two together is as "AH" = 18 : The Moon. This has been coming up a lot. Reversed, we get HA = 81 = The Empress Exalted, appropriate given the humor with which consciousness expresses herself.

The "H" reading appears to be more like a rotated "I". Considering that the group I'm in at work started as the AI group, and I've never really given up this title, we could also consider AI = 19 = The Sun and reversed IA = 91 = Death Exalted. Interesting. IASOS. I don't know exactly why I wrote that. 91161 = 9 1161. This is The Hermit, and the year before Becket was made Archbishop of Canterbury. That's the closest we've come to a Hierophant. Becket = 253252.

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Shivers again. Big time. 32:52 is the center. Perfect numbers for ruling. For our time, 32 is literally the establishment of the country of the "I AM RACE". 52 is my personality number.

Split as 2-3:52 = 3:13, now we understand how it split the country in Becket's time. This too applies to the present. We at the point of transitioning through a death experience that at the very least requires a spiritual rebirth. Does science tell us this? NO. Does religion? NO. Does government? NO. Does industry? NO. Does the media? NO. Does any element of our society? NO. Yet, I stand here alone with consciousness as my sole witness saying this indeed will come to pass and with a timing that will take the entire country, and then the world by storm. Spirit has found the vehicles through which it needs to express. Thoughts change the world, and it is by thoughts that deeds will arise to allow the country to be reborn.

Who am I to write in this manner. I am Wayne, a part of the one consciousness who has come to a realization of whom that I AM, at least to the degree that consciousness is willing to reveal to me. By myself, I do nothing. It is only by the power of consciousness working through me that these ideas can see the light of day -- perhaps someday to impact the world. I live moment to moment, day by day, trusting that consciousness has a divine plan for my life and that my chief duty is to come to "know myself" even as I perform the tasks that constitute my destiny.

Looked at the time 9:16. I can always tell by that whether I'm on the right track and offering consciousness the vehicle she needs to get through. It's very interesting because I know that many of the transformations and leaps to conclusions are not founded on anything the left brain accepts as reasonable. The fact that we've reached a point where this doesn't matter is extremely interesting to me. It's almost a sign of operating from spirit, being able to speak with a wisdom that is ageless

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and timeless, that addresses the heart and soul, not the intellect. Those who choose to stubbornly rely on their intellect will have a difficult time in the times ahead. Operate from intuition, your connection to spirit wherever you can. As with other tasks, the more you do so, the better the connection will become. Learn to trust the innate wisdom of your spirit. Don't judge things by past or present appearance. Realize that all of your experiences were lovingly put their by portions of your own self for your own education.

1 Mar 95

Some quick realizations from this morning. Might as well get an early start on notes for the month. Yes, I'm highly manic again. The information coming through is literally blowing me away. I'm flying higher than ever, yet I'm also grounded in a manner that I have never been before. I know that I see the world differently than most. And probably differently than anyone else on the planet. Yet, I also know that consciousness lovingly guides me every step of the way so that the discoveries and connections I am being led to make are those required for the Plan to unfold and for me to carry out the destiny to which I was assigned before coming into this particular incarnation. Interesting.

P(6) => 68 to take the world from 9:53 to 9:58 = 11:09 to 11:14. WOW! This occurs within a 5 year span, the starting point being either now or very soon.

P(7) => 38 + 69 to take us from 3:14 to 3:37 a span of 23 years centered between 3:26 and 3:27 or 4:02 and 4:03. Those High Priestess to Empress transitions are the tough ones. Also, P(7) has The Benefactor at one end and 28 at the other.

Overall timing seems to indicate that P(6) transition occurs from now through 2001, followed by P(7) from 2001 to 2024.

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2 Mar 93

Also, look at P(32) again 7:56 838 = 7:56 38. Amazing! Absolutely amazing. 7:56 or 428 is my characteristic number. It has been prevalent in my life for over a year already.

3 Mar 93

Watched The Lion King, 88 minutes Lion = 12/21/27/32 and King = 11/20/25/32. It's interesting that a movie filled with such spiritual themes has reached such a great audience, and is continuing to do so. Also watched Fiddler on the Roof, I'd seen it years before, but I don't remember it having such impact. The basic theme of the film deals with change and the breakdown of tradition. Tradition is 20/29/30/34/43/45/54/60/65. Hmm. With a lower case initial "t" we get 2/11/12/16/25/27/36/42/47. Look at the sequence of partial sums that came out of that. That's about as applicable a set of 9 numbers that could have come up. The Lion King was also about tradition, and in particular about how a ruler must rule to allow the Circle of Life to exist in harmony.

8 Mar 95

For dinner I had Togo's #9 sandwich and a large drink. Cost was $5.28. I finished eating at 6:28 PM. Clearly such occurrences are not coincidences. It has to be obvious now to anyone reading these notes that there is a consistency in which the spiritual is embedded in the physical world. Synchronicities are the primary bleedthroughs that are picked up by people. However, once one truly opens ones mind to the concept of reality created by consciousness, the door is opened to start the spiritual trek to the source consciousness.

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It is not clear what consciousness has next on the agenda. I feel healed, yet I feel strange again. There is a sense that a major chage is forthcoming. I just drew the 528 card, otherwise known as the 70 Card or the Two of Pentacles. It's completion of all things is The Moon. What better set of characteristic cards for one who might be considered a lunatic. Further 5:28 is The Hierophant, The Man with the World in His Hand. Interesting. The card itself does not appear to reveal this meaning directly. The figure appears to be more as a jester or juggler. Then again, much of the Tarot meaning that has been uncovered over the past year has been by looking beyond the obvious and by allowing consciousness to make connections that had been embedded into the deck years ago. It is not clear yet whether the authors of the deck consciously knew what information they were passing along in their deck. Much of the symbolism was obviously placed onto specific cards, however, the artist may have been visual, receiving the cards as whole entities with symbolism built in. Then again, the deck was a collaborative effort by Ryder/Waite. This lends credence to the idea that the two were moved to consciously embed the appropriate symbology into the deck -- probably on more than one level.

It's interesting that this has been the only deck that I have been drawn to, and that the symbology is so relevant to me. My sense, however, is that much that I see has no relevance to others. I have found the keys to the kingdom. Verily, they were there within me all the time. I cannot pass the keys on to another, it is up to them to find the keys within themselves. Here, the script is not written in stone. Each individual is given as long as it takes, but must suffer the illusion so long as they fail to open their eyes to see and open their ears to hear.

What determines who gets what parts in the play and hence what chance to reach enlightenment or at least greater conscious awareness? Answer 1 is that it is all ONE consciousness, so it really doesn't matter. Answer 2 is that

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each gets that experience that is most appropriate for its development and the development of the whole, given it's present state and what is needed by the whole. Personal experience is closer to answer 2 because of the identity continuity of individuals. The Self has a continuing existence independent of the ONE. Actually, independent is too strong. The separation is apparent, not real. At some level, there are no separations. No separations! Just as they said in Jonathan Livingston Seagull. The apparent is not real. Yet, what does that really allow? To dream, and to actualize those dreams, for such dreams are the fabric through which consciousness weaves the illusion of reality. Illusion is an interesting word. 93331965 = 9/12/15/18/19/28/34/39. Notice 1965 embedded at the end. That was 30 years ago. It was also 7 years after my birth. Is that when the Chariot started? It's completion would have been 22 years later in 1987, the year I got married. The 9:The Hermit and triple 3 seem important as well.

"Illusion" breaks down this way all the time. It was only now that I was moved to break it down and allow consciousness to guide the interpretation expressed above. Once again, consciousness through no intent of my own conscious mind, other than offering my faculties as her voice brings through new information that I had no means of knowing consciously. How many coincidences does it take to demonstrate that the spiritual is real? This is not asked of the one through which this comes but of all others who may read these words.

23 Mar 95

File size 49098 09:08-04, currently stopped at 09:06. Interesting. The Hermit:The Lovers, clearly a peak state of awareness. And yet, it resonates in some way. It's a very detached state in many ways, a state heavily tied to consciousness and barely tied to the world. The butterfly state in many ways, flying most of the time, and only

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occasionally coming down to touch the ground. Interesting. The backward sweep moves from The Lovers to The Hierophant at the next tick, and then simply to The Emperor. It seems that the world needs a spiritual leader to guide it to an understanding of itself, but after such understanding is achieved, people must stand on their own interior link to consciousness and spirit.

One thing that struck me as odd was something Larry said yesterday, something to the effect that nothing that he had learned thus far in his existence had any real lasting value. Interesting. Not surprising, but interesting. And, if Larry is figuring this out and being moved to find something meaningful how many other are as well. I've been moved in this manner for over 20 years and believe I've find what I was looking for and more, far more.

Nothing prepared me for the experiences that began just over two year ago, 5 Mar 93, and got serious in Jul 93, landing me in the hospital in Oct 93. Further, no outside source got me through the experience -- no books, no people, especially not the psychologists. To this day, I cannot recall any true support after arriving to the hospital other than getting placed on particular drugs. Interesting that this would be so. I remember several failed attempts at trying to get through to people who could help once I left the hospital but it was not meant to be.

Interesting how the play unfolds. But, how else was I to learn the lesson of the 62 Card, and further yet the 6 Card: The Lovers, but also the nature of contacting the Superconsciousness. Every step along the way consciousness has allowed me to experience what I needed to experience for my highest growth. Am I that different than others, or does consciousness grant this same privilege to all. Then again, I have not met anyone with the same narrow focus that I have. I can understand how people might find it difficult to relate. Our inner worlds are really generated by our concepts

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of how the world works. My concepts have gone far beyond what common sanity is able to accept. This speaks nothing of their validity. Copernicus spoke of a sun centered world at a time when the Church advocated a Geo-Centric point of view. In due time, Copernicus' view won out not because it was necessarily correct, but because its utility was greater. In the end, it seems that utility is one of the best measures for consciousness exploring itself and its world. Simplicity seems to be another indication that spiritual truth is close by.

Does it really make sense that this is an elaborate Play. Yes. Absolutely, consciousness would have it no other way, Play = 7317 = 7/10/11/18. 72, the complement of 16:The Tower is also hidden therein. Why am I not surprised that this be so. After all, that's the major purpose of the Play, to get the conscious and subconscious to jump out of The Tower into enlightenment.

How is it that I'm given this insight? Why is it that I have a need to know? Perhaps others do as well but it has not yet been made known where the writings are to go. Notes, such a simple name, 56251 with a span of 14 from 51-65 centered at 58. 258 = 5:28 expressed a different way. So, these notes are the means for achieving the 5:28 state. Clearly, they have been a source of education that far surpasses anything else in my experience. Who better to have as one's teacher than consciousness herself. But the teaching is not through the words alone. Throughout, my personal experience has served as the background over which the material may come through.

26 Mar 95

Also noticed in the Homes Magazine that HavenHill is still on the market as well as the 10,000 square foot mansion with the huge fireplace and chairs similar to mine. The later's price has dropped from 6.2 M to 5.3 M, still a bit out of reach, but who knows what the morrow will bring. The

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picture of the house highlights a great room and desk/office area where it appears that decisions of world impact or at least country impact could be revealed by consciousness. HavenHill w/ 19,000 square feet at 2.95 M is even more of a bargain but something about all the yellow inside doesn't feel right. All the heavy woods of the other mansion are far more enticing.

Why do I mention this? Is it Ego still there thinking it is that special that it is deserving of such a setting? I think not, but there is a sense that my setting should be such as to allow consciousness to most fully operate through me. Also, the caliber of people that consciousness needs to influence and awaken through me is great indeed. Such a setting befits calling in such people for their spiritual enlightenment. Interesting. Is this real, or am I simply justifying a fantasy of an ego maniac. My sense is that we'll know soon enough. My 37th birthday marks the end of my 37th year. I've been walking on my subconscious throughout the year. Now we come to 38:VISION. It will be fun to see what lies in store in this year ahead. It's interesting that my life is aligned with the Cards of the Tarot, in particular the Ryder/Waite deck. I remember the second time that I went to see Dr Adolfo over a year and a half ago that I told her that the Numerology and the Tarot book was the book of my life. I still feel that to be as true today as it was then.

27 Mar 95

Last file size was 64888 = 8x8 888. Interesting. Time recorded was @ 10:48. Definitely interesting numbers. In particular the triple 8 is fascinating.

30 Mar 95

I've had a sense since the first time that I saw my house that it was where I was meant to live. It wasn't a deja vu feeling, but an intuitive knowingness. This is the house where my

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Tower experiences are to occur. For over five years however, my work in Sunnyvale has been over 80 miles from my home in Monterey.

File size = 74 5 84. This is a very interesting place to stop. The Benefactor:The Hierophant: The Lovers Exalted. The midpoint is the 5:79 = The Hierophant:The Magician Exalted. Also = 6:57, reversed = 7:56. Now, who would have expected that to come up once again. The universe or consciousness keeps stamping out the message 7:56. Let's explore a bit. 576 = 5::136 = 6::48 = The Lovers:: The Man In Search of More. 6 is at the top of my "A" reading corresponding to the large diamond on my ring. 4 8 is my birthday and the card describes me to a tee. It's simply amazing. Further 48 reversed = 84 = 06.

528 = 5::88 = 6::00 = The Lovers::The Fool.

5::28 = 440+28 = 468 = 6:48. Very interesting that the digits come out this way.30 Mar 95

I've had a sense since the first time that I saw my house that it was where I was meant to live. It wasn't a deja vu feeling, but an intuitive knowingness. This is the house where my Tower experiences are to occur. For over five years however, my work in Sunnyvale has been over 80 miles from my home in Monterey.

File size = 74 5 84. This is a very interesting place to stop. The Benefactor:The Hierophant: The Lovers Exalted. The midpoint is the 5:79 = The Hierophant:The Magician Exalted. Also = 6:57, reversed = 7:56. Now, who would have expected that to come up once again. The universe or consciousness keeps stamping out the message 7:56. Let's explore a bit. 576 = 5::136 = 6::48 = The Lovers:: The Man In Search of More. 6 is at the top of my "A" reading corresponding to the large diamond on my ring. 4 8 is my

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birthday and the card describes me to a tee. It's simply amazing. Further 48 reversed = 84 = 06.

528 = 5::88 = 6::00 = The Lovers::The Fool.

5::28 = 440+28 = 468 = 6:48. Very interesting that the digits come out this way.

3 Apr 95

Here we go again, the start of a new month, but a special month -- my birth month. In fact my 37 birthday is only 5 days away. I'm looking forward to what my 38th year has to offer. The past year has definitely been one of riding on the subconscious, and what a ride it has been! 38, however brings forth VISION, followed by 39 in 1996 which carries the gifts of VISION forth into the world. It will be interesting to see how this VISION, as a combination of subconscious and conscious processes manifests. For much of the past year, I've felt powerless to do anything, an actor in a play just going through the motions. To some degree, it has been a troubling time, yet it has been a time of the greatest spiritual growth in my life. My level of awareness now is far greater than it was a year ago. I know for certain that I am surrounded by a spiritual world even if my body does not appear to have benefited from this knowledge.

4 Apr 95

The network just went down again, providing for an interesting piece of information for me. When I started the computer back up again it said:

Attached to MOD_SIM ... 04/04/95 4:44:44 How interesting that so many fours would show up.

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The question for the day is: what does all of this mean? Fours represent the Emperor. Yet, 44 is the youth unaware of the hand of god offered to him -- the halfway point to 88, the number whose completion is itself. 44 with 38:VISION yield 82 = The Emperor Exalted.

Just drew the Tarot Card for today. Would you believe, none other than 44, The IV of Cups, the very number we were just talking about combining with 38, the card from yesterday. It's as if the universe hit me beside the head with a sledge hammer. Once again, spirit speaks in a way that is beyond reproach. Then again, many have not eyes to see, nor ears to hear what I have seen and heard and know to be true to the innermost of my being. Most people look outward and ask why things are the way they are. I look inward and ask what I need to do to allow spirit to bring forth that which is required to change these things. The world is created from the inner via thought. Only through such is the outer made manifest. But, it is a mistake to think that thought alone holds the key. It is the consciousness that thinks and sustains the thought that creates the world. How many people in America would believe this simple truth? Yet, how obvious it seems that this is indeed the way the reality game is played. Interesting.

One more point. This morning, on the front page of the sports section, the most prominent jersey number was 44. The only other jersey was 13. I remember because I added the two to get 57. I also added 44 + 31 (13 reversed) to get 75. 57 = ELLIS. 75 = HARTMAN. Interesting. Also, 44 = wayne ellis. [23 + 21].

5 Apr 95

Driving to dinner tonight the trip meter reached 7777 @ 6:57. Reversing the time yields 7:56. Once again the numbers of the cards from the center of my triangle reading. Further, 7:56 is 4:28 = The Emperor: The Man with the World in his Hand. But, this jumps out as 2:48, The High

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Priestess:The Man in Search of More. Four 7's is definitely jackpot time. So, what does this mean? Jackpot = 1132762 = 1/2/5/7/14/20/22 with a small j. Jackpot = 31. JACKPOT = 76. This number comes up quite frequently. It is the year that I graduated and the year of the bicentennial of this nation. It is also the year that my niece Jamie was born. The Tarot card, the VIII of Pentacles has a man working away oblivious to any other concerns with many pieces already completed. Hum, 4 x 7 = 28 as well.

The Tarot Card for today is 42, the Man and Woman pushing cups together while the "winged lion above the caduceus" hangs above them. The man who has the wisdom to interpret knowledge from the higher worlds to others. Something about this symbol stands as the ideal for me. This is another card of the family of 6.

06 is The Lovers dealing with the relationship between conscious and subconscious and superconsious. I believe I've learned this lesson.

15 is The Devil dealing with the restrictions we place upon ourselves by remaining in ignorance and failing to look to the light of spirit.

24 is the Queen of Wands. My natal Sun shows up at 24::26 Pisces on a Sidereal Chart. The completion number for 24 is 64, renouncing my will completely for Thy Will.

33 is the 7 of Wands, with six senses firmly established and the seventh: the ability to leave the body at will about to be established. This is also the Christ vibration.

42 we've identified above. The sense is that we are almost there, my wife and I, even though our paths for seven years have been so different, it is now time

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to really come together as two people, each with something valuable to bring to the party. As to how the winged lion manifests, we'll just have to wait and see.

51 is the King of Swords, the King of the Desert. His justice is swift. I don't yet relate to this card personally but I may when the time is right. However, I just noticed that its completion is 37: The King of Cups, a number I am highly familiar with. Also 51 reversed is 15 discussed above.

60 has the Conscious leading the Subconscious and Superconscious through the calm waters. Interesting that this is the reverse of 06 where conscious looks to subconscious looks to superconscious. Interesting indeed. Also, the completion for 60 is 28, the number that most closely represents god. Further 6 and 28, the two numbers associated with 60 in meaningful ways are PERFECT numbers!

69: The Ace of Pentacles is the number that shows the fruits of allowing consciousness to flow through us and do its works. It shows the rewards of working to manifest spirit. The completion number is 19:The Sun, of course, representing spirit.

78: The Ten of Pentacles is the completion of the Tarot. Its completion is 10: The Wheel of Forturne.

87: The Hermit Exalted. Its completion is 1, The Magician. Interesting indeed. It's amazing the The Hermit showed up in this sequence.

96: The Moon Exalted is next. (1:18) Also 1::08 Strength

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105: The Ace of Wands Exalted (1:27) Also 1::17 The Star

114: The Ten of Wands Exalted (1:36) Also 1::26 Page of Wands

123: Black Robe Exalted (1:45) Also 1::35 Spiritual Inheritance

I'm not sure what that was all about but there is something about the sixes that are particularly attractive to me. To some degree these define and map where my experiences will occur within the matrix of possible experiences. Actually, they are only possible because my present awareness does not fully recognize the nature of how physical reality is created. I still sense that I am more an observer than a participant, though this may be a problem. It seems that more of a balance should be in order. In some ways, I am not happy with my life. Yet, in other ways, I would not trade my experiences in consciousness with anyone. Being happy appears to be a choice, not a result of any particular events or things. Actually this is not quite right either. Happiness seems to be a natural result that just happens when things are going right and one's life is in order with a reasonable level of fun, enjoyment, and fulfillment.

7 Apr 95

Uranus period is about 84 years. 360/84 = 4.285714 degrees per year. Now isn't that an interesting number. Also 84 in itself was 06: The Lovers Exalted. Since it's also the sum of my whole name, let's investigate a bit further URANUS. (You are an US.) 3/12/13/18/21/22. Reversed = 1/4/9/10/19/22. Uranus = 21/30/31/36/39/40. URANUS = 21/39/40/54/75/94 = 88+6:The Lovers = 78 + 16 : THE TOWER EXALTED.

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You ran us. You ran US. Reversed = "SUN AR U" = SUN ARE YOU. Interesting interpretations. Yet which be true. Something tells me that I'll know soon enough. But, there is definitely a strong Uranus connection. I feel it somehow to the core of my being. Both 22 and 84 are no accidents.

Given that Uranus is at 05:31 Capricorn, it has 24:29 to go to get to Aquarius. This is not exact because we're looking at things from a skewed perspective on the earth so planets go retrograde at times and don't move at exact rates across the sky.

By my calculations this transition to Aquarius should occur in 5 years 260.1638 days. This is a very interesting number as well pushing us almost exactly to the beginning of 2001.

19 Apr 95

The Tarot Card for today is none other than 5:The Hierophant. Now, why should that come up on 4/19 in a 24 year. 23/24 = 47 = ASLAN. Interesting, this makes ASHLAND = 47+12 = 59. Looking at the digits individually we have 5:The Hierophant and 9:The Hermit. It's interesting that Her(m)it is contained within Hierophant except for the m=13:Death. "Her AM It" comes to mind as well. Hierophant = 8959678152 = 8/17/22/31/37/44/52/53/58/60. Amazing, The complement is 28 and 5:28 has been so prominent in learning the language of spirit. Further, the complement to the Hierophant is 83 = 05 = The Hierophant Exalted. No other combination satisfies the equation x + (78+x) = 88. x=5 is the only solution! It appears that the reverse partial sums may be revealing as well: 2/7/8/16/23/29/38/43/52/60.

I'm interested in PHOENIX as well 16 08 15 05 14 09 24 = 91 = 13 = 88 + 03. 1. 16 08 balance the 24 at the other side. 2. 15 05 are side by side as in my inverted triangle. 3. 14 is surrounded by 05 + 09 = 14. 4. The total results in Death

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Exalted = The Empress Completed. 5. Evenest split is 4/3 resulting in 44 + 47. [also phonetic split!] 6. Every other letter has a single digit value, and only these letters. 7. 09 is surrounded by 14 + 24 = 38 = VISION.

Something says to reverse things 61 08 51 05 41 09 42. Originally reversed the single digit numbers including the preceeding 0 but something felt wrong.

phoenix = 7865596 = 7/15/21/26/31/40/46 Phoenix = phoenix + 9 = 12/24/30/35/40/49/55

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Coincidence? I have a briefing open to chart 37 and the two numbers highlighted at the bottom are 23 and 68, wayne and WAYNE respectively. This is especially interesting since I just turned 37 a little over a week ago. The numbers deal with "Reduction" and "Total Reduction". I wonder what these words reveal. Nothing else on the chart appears to be important for any reason. Reduction = 18/23/27/30/33/35/44/50/55, the same outcome as Phoenix. Further, this shows up as the upper right card of my "X" reading and the partial sums are quite meaningful, every one of them. "Total" adds 20/26/28/29/32 = America/Victory/I AM Race. Further, the partial sums again have great significance.

Total Reduction = 32 55, 23 to 55, sweep of 32, centered at 39. 39 indicates that it is time to bring my message of Peace and Change to the world. This is also 5 2 33, which could mean that the 33 state occurs in 5 years = 1995 + 5 = 2000. It could also mean that 33 occurs in 5 months on the personal front. That's as early as September of this year. Interesting, since the current job situation is somewhat uncertain past this point in time.

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32 + 55 = 87 = 09 = The Hermit Exalted. Interesting indeed. Is this confirming what I AM or what I am to be in the times ahead. I AM = 9 1 13 = The Hermit:The Magician:Death. The total is 23 = wayne. I'M = 9 13 = The Hermit:Death. Sum = 22 = The Fool, my Heart's Desire.

24 Apr 95

Now there is something more 1968 is a key year, the eleventh year of my life (for most of it, anyway) 19+68 = 87 = 09 = The Hermit Exalted. My intuition says to break 5795 into 5 795 which = 5 5 2 800 = 5 528 00. There it is again 528. That number shows up so many times that it's become somewhat of a verification that I'm reaching the conclusions that spirit is moving me to achieve. Why? This is of no import anymore. I know that I am on the path that is right for me and that I have achieved a direct connection with source consciousness that I can count on to give me all that I need. My only obligation is to express what spirit would have me express to the greatest degree that I can.

26 Apr 95

Just made an interesting discovery. RIDER TAROT = 99459 21962, 479 and 937. The first of these = 5::39 = 6:11. The second 9 37 stands on it's own. 6 is the top of my "A" reading, 11 the middle of my "X" reading, 9 is who I AM, and 37 is the middle of my "H" reading.

Further, the totals are 36 + 20 = 56, the middle of my downward point triangle reading.

Capitalizing adds 8 x 9 = 72, resulting in 128 = 78 + 50. Interesting! If we just capitalize initial letters we get 56 + 27 = 83 = 05 = The Hierophant Exalted.

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937 also yields 38 as a center point. 479 = 47 9 = ASLAN : The Hermit. Also, this can be reversed and split into its single digits 9 7 4 = The Hermit : The Chariot : The Emperor. The Chariot is the center of my upright pyramid reading.

9 74 = The Hermit : The Benefactor. 9 7 4 = 7:94 = 7:16 = The Chariot : The Tower Exalted. All of these interpretations call to my soul, confirming my purpose and meaning in this existence. This specific tool was specifically designed to build my intuitive skills. It may do that for other's as well, but the world that I live in is Wayne's World. In that world, I only know that which I experience. I trust my consciousness and awareness -- I don't necessarily believe much of what the illusion presents as reality. Yes, I appear to be subject to some restrictions as a part of taking form in this illusion, but it is not clear that those restrictions are absolute. My focus now is WHY, what is the meaning of it all. Each day I get closer and closer to the answer. In the meantime I observe what I am moved to do, and do what I can to keep as awake as is possible for me at this time.

Curious. 47 + 9 = 56, and 74 + 9 = 83 = 05 = The Hierophant Exalted.

937 = 10 * 88 + 57 = 10::57. 937 also = 11 * 78 + 59 = 11:59 = 1 2 12 = 12 12. So, hidden within TAROT we have 12:12. One just has to see things from the right perspective and allow one's intuition to guide one to the meaning that is hidden in the symbols. The transformations are simple. The require no calculators of computers. Simple additions, reductions, and multiplications more than suffice -- along with a few special operations that consciousness is aware of verbally, but that have no mathematical basis. Logic does not reign supreme in this realm. It can be a useful tool at times, but intuition will not give way to a logic that lacks spiritual dimensions and awareness. At least my intuition won't give way to such. Consciousness simply will not allow it.

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Tarot Card for today is 76. This card deals with happily doing the work which must be done and doing it well without regard for much of anything else in the world. In short, one's work becomes one's life. In general, this might be poor advise; but, for spiritual work one cannot live in any other way. The pentacles are aligned as 6 complete, 1 in work, and 1 to be worked. 6:11 again. Interesting. The workman's clothes are threadworn, indicating little concern for appearance and single-minded focus on the job at hand. Hmm.

The completion for 76 is 12 : The Hanged Man, a card that I relate to deeply Also, I graduated from High School in '76. Something said to draw another card. 14: Temperance came up. This is the completion for 74 : The Benefactor [wayne ellis hartman]. Further, '74 is the year I found Seth, or Seth found me, or consciousness brought the two of us together. Connection after connection after connection. Further, these two surround 13, 75 = Death, HARTMAN. 75 is also the laborer whose plants come up with all leaves and no fruit. The second number gets modified by changing HART MAN to HEART MAN. That changes the count to 80 and makes 8 : Strength its complement. 80 = 02 = The High Priestess Exalted. 74, then becomes 79 and makes 9 : The Hermit its complement. 79 = The Magician Exalted. Adding Jr. 84 becomes 89 = 11 = Justice Exalted, the Center if my "X" reading. It also puts me at 88+1 = 1::01, 11 in its own way. Fascinating. Two weeks in a row, they got my name wrong at the movie rental place. I've been going there for over three years and they had never done that. Further, it was two different people trying to find me under "Heartman". Is the universe trying to tell me something or what. Simple actions, simple mistakes, all have significance -- that is they may have significance. Overanalysis doesn't help. The signals that consciousness is sending to you will come through when you are ready and not before. The process cannot be rushed and each must do the work to "know thyself". That is the key. Further, it is the reason for existence, period,

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At dinner today with Jim B, he mentioned that the planets in transit are most powerful at their stationary points. For my Pluto square Pluto this occurred Mar 4. Looking back at the notes of that time, I was highly manic and great stuff was coming through. I found it extremely interesting that I watched the movies The Lion King and Fiddler on the Roof on the evening before that day.

29 Apr 95

Just one more day in the month. Lots of driving today to celebrate my Mother-In-Law's birthday. Good day overall. Coming home, however, just about 10 miles before the end of the trip, a very meaningful set of symbols came into my awareness.

Odometer Tripmeter Time 32412..... 666.5 ..... 9:37-9:38 32412..... 666.6 ..... 9:38 32413..... 666.9 ..... 9:38

666 always sparks my attention. 9:38 is The Hermit:Vision. That this change would occur just before 666.6 is more than coincidence. Now 32412 is interesting as well. 32 41 2 in particular is an interesting breakout. However, this is only the beginning. 4:12-32 has a sweep of 20:Judgement and is centered on 4:22 = 5:00 = The Hierophant. How appropriate. My normal way of reading the sweep is 412-423, which has a sweep of 11 and is centered between 417 and 418. The final odometer change alters this to 413-423, center at 418. 418 using a base of 78 transforms to none other than 5:28!

Thinking about my diagrams. 148 is the bottom base of the homeplate shape. The left side is 213 = 2::37 = 2:57. The top would be 638, an interesting number in it's own right. In base 78, we get 6:(132+38) = 6:170 = 8:14. It's extremely interesting that this is 418 reversed. Strength:Temperance. 8 is associated with Buddhism, 14 is the completion for 74. It also occurred to me that the 8 is my birthday, and the reduced number for my birthdate as a whole. In some way it

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represents home. It's also amazing that my first name traces key parts of a home plate image 23 68 41. Somehow I think that my destiny lies in following the path both ways. In the world, the path appears to be 12 23 36 68 84=06 41. However, I also sense that I have a counterpart to play which balances things from the spiritual side. As usual, this is the reverse of the material existence. 14 48 86=08 63 32 21. Note 86 is also the complement of 2, my soul ray. In the first set of numbers the three in bold are wayne, WAYNE, and Wayne. In the second set, 14 is the complement of my whole name (- Jr), 48 is my birthdate 4/8. Also, the 48 card is the 8 of cups, with the man in the red robe walking away from the 5 full cups of the senses and 3 full cups of the mind to wander off into the distant mountains in search of something more. This is definitely applicable to the way I live my life and where I focus my attention. No, I don't wander into the mountains anymore. I've found a rich inner world and a spiritual world that confronts me with it's symbols whereever I may go. Consciousness has found an opening through my heart and I am open to following her dictates. I don't know that I could do anything else.

Back to the diagrams for a moment.

148 = 418 = 5:28 123 = 213 = 2:57 Notice 528 is down as well as across. 368 = 638 = 8:14 Notice 8:74 down and 8:14 across. Sum is 16:88.

Total = 15:99 = 16:21 = THE TOWER : THE WORLD

2 May 95

On the way home, I had to stop at the Versatel machine a few blocks from work. As I pulled in, I noticed the tripmeter was exactly at 777.7, the odometer was at 32523, and the time was 8:01. A side note, I left work at exactly 7:56 on my clock. Once again the two drivers of my triangle readings appear together. Yes, this happens twice per day. But what is

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the likelihood of my seeing it, and in this case seeing it just as I was leaving?

777.7 is jackpot of course, indicating that the symbols that are around it are ripe with meaning. 32523 is symmetric about the 5 in the middle. There are only a hundred of these symmetric number in every ten thousand numbers, so jackpot landing on a symmetric number is a 1 in 100 shot. As a time this is simply 523. There is no sweep. 23 is wayne and 5 is The Hierophant. Interesting. 523 = 5::83 = The Hierophant::The Hierophant Exalted. Also note that 5 and 83 are complements. x + (78 + x) = 88 is only satisfied when x = 5. Interesting that this would be the number that showed up with jackpot. 523 also = 6:55, an interesting number in it's own right. The Lovers:The Ace of Swords. But 6:55 is also a time, in particular 5 to 7 = 527 = 6:59 = 5::87 = The Hierophant::The Hermit Exalted. 527 also begs to be reversed to reveal 725, The Chariot:The Knight of Wands. 725 = 8::21 = Strength::The World. Also, 725 = 9:23 = The Hermit:The King of Wands (wayne).

Also revealed is 5 22 33. All three numbers are highly meaningful to me, each appearing in significant positions in major readings.

The only thing we've neglected is the time of the occurrance, 8:01. 801 = 9::09. What an interesting result The Hermit:The Hermit. Also, 801 = 10:21 = The Wheel of Fortune : The World. 8:01 = 7::09 = The Chariot:The Hermit. Also quite meaningful.

3 May 95

File Size = 6498 at 1:25 AM. 64 = "my will for Thy Will", 98 = Judgement Exalted. 125 = 1:47 = The Magician, ASLAN. Reversed = 7:41 = The Chariot:The Ace of Cups [Wayne]. 6498 also comes across as 9:08-46, sweep of 38,

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centered at 9:27. Interesting, this is right between 9:26 and 9:28 which are varying versions of The Hermit God.

Tripmeter hit 888.8 as odometer hit 32635 = 6:23-35, sweep of 12 centered at 6:29 = 7:07. Also, 6:29 reversed = 9:26. This event occurred at 8:48= Strength:The Man in Search of More = time 48 = my birthday! [4/8]

Tripmeter hit 900.2 at 9:00 as odometer hit 32646. 6:23-46 has sweep of 23 centered at 6:34-35 = 5:56-5:57. Reversed, these are 6:55 - 7:55 = 5:27 - 5:28. Very interesting, 528 again! It's simply amazing how often this number shows up. Absolutely amazing.

The Tarot Card for Today was The Fool. It's been awhile since it last showed itself. I can only conclude that this is somehow associated with the jackpot [777.7] experience yesterday. The 900 at 9:00 above brings in the association of The Hermit and The Fool, Who I Am and My Heart's Desire. Interesting. The artwork on The Fool Card has the Fool gently holding a white rose in his left hand. Years ago, Gini was told by a channel that a white rose was the symbol for her soul or higher Self.

Connections. That seems to be what it's all about. What puzzle pieces are connected to what other pieces in what manner, and what do the combinations of such pieces mean. For me, this goes so far as to having this insatiable desire to comprehend, understand, know, or otherwise realize the big picture. I know that this is much of why I am here. I sense that each day draws me closer to a position in which to more fully manifest my destiny. I believe this to be true for others as well. However, I sense that I am not like others at the core of my being. At least, not like the others that coexist in this outer reality. There is a sense of being apart, The Hermit. It is as if I cannot establish attachments that are permanent in this world. There is a part of my being that is so tied to spirit that nothing else truly matters in comparison. This may

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sound harsh, but I can only express what consciousness allows to come through me.

4 May 95

First thing I noticed this morning is that the time on my computer was 7:56, while on my clock radio it was 8:00. 7 and 56 again, the drivers of my triangle readings. Also, 428 = The Emperor : The Man With the World in His Hands. 428 = 4::76 = 4:116 = 5:38 = The Hierophant:VISION. 5 + 38 = 41 = The Ace of Cups [Wayne].

File size from early this morning was 17861 @ 12:21. Centered at 866 = 11:00 base 22. Also 866 = 9:74= The Hermit : The Benefactor. Added together these equal 83 : The Hierophant Exalted! Interesting indeed! This is the first time I've tied these eight numbers together in this manner. 08, 66, 11, 00, 09, 74, and 83 @ 21 = The World.

16:02 is The Tower : The High Priestess. Do we have to wait that long for Love/Wisdom to finally sweep the world.

10 May 95

[... extensive Machinations with Perfect Numbers]

Just noticed the symmetry 47:47 :03:59: 74:74 occurs 58 years after the above. If that was the time I was born, this symmetric point will occur in 2016 [Judgement:The Tower]. That feels like some type of a completion or major transition for me, personally.

Backing up, 3:59 is 1 to 4:00. To get the trigger point, requires 4x78-16 years = 296 years. As a first cut at from when, let's use the year the number was discovered. The record says that Euler discovered it in 1750. Adding 296 yields 2046. Should I live that long, it would be my 88th

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year. Big shivers throughout my body. 88 is completion. How appropriate that it would show up here. Euler = 5/8/11/16/25, an extremely interesting set of numbers. EULER = 2/26/38/43/52, also quite interesting in its own right. Here again, I sense that the universe is revealing her truths through my consciousness. Yes, I've been given the keys to the kingdom, and what a splendid and wonderful kingdom it is. Yet, my path is a lonely one. I am truly The Hermit -- unaware of whether there are any others on or near my path. Yet, I persist, for I know that consciousness has something grand planned and that I have a major role to play in the overall evolution of consciousness toward the ONE.

1958 = 22::22 = 25:08. Very interesting. 22 is my heart's desire. There it is twice in my birth year alone! 25 and 08 are also prominent for me. These are the components of 825, reversed = 528. We've seen this time and time again.

The years in which the Perfect Numbers were found and the number of years between finding them are quite interesting.

Only two, P(12) and P(29) were found "out of sequence". P(12) was found in 1876, 7 years before P(9), 35 years before P(10), and 37 years before P(11).

P(29) was found in 1988, 5 years after P(30) and 3 years after P(31). Interesting that 29 would be associated with 88. 1988 = 22::52 = 25:38. WOW!

In 1876, America's Centennial, P(12) was discovered. It took another 76 years before P(13) was discovered in 1952. P(14) through P(17) were discovered that same year. Interesting, this was 48 years prior to the turn of the century.

P(18) [The Moon] was discovered in 1957, the year before I was born.

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My high school years and my introduction to metaphysics occured between the discovery of P(24) in 1971 and P(25) in 1978.

P(32) was discovered in 1992, the year before my spiritual transformation and P(33) in 1994, the year after. To date, there are only 33 known Perfect Numbers.

11 May 95

vision = 4/13/14/23/29/34 Vision = 22/31/32/41/47/52 VISION = 22/31/50/59/74/88

WOW! Look at these partial sums with total = completion!

14 May 95

Just noticed something interesting 2184, the final four of my SSN = 24::72 = 28:00, exactly. No wonder the 28 Tarot Card is so meaningful to me.

16 May 95

57568 - 57936 has a span of 368 with a center of 57752 = 9:38:32 The Hermit :VISION :America(I AM Race). Interesting. Now, that was quite unexpected coming from making a specific kind of connection between numbers symbolizing very different things that happened to come together in space and time in a manner that would allow me to take notice.

18 May 95

Odometer crossed 33333 on Tuesday Evening @ 9:42. I need to recalculate where the tripmeter was at the time. For some reason, I just don't remember. A lot has happened in the past two days. Work, in particular, has been extremely hectic.

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The top of the chart is at 05:26 Scorpio = The Hierophant : God. This also equals 326 = 557, reversed = 755 = 528. Amazing. Simply amazing. Also equals 4:14 = 3::62.

This is starting to freak me out a bit. The synchronicities are so clear that they are almost blinding, yet there is no doubt that there are those who would refuse to see. It's interesting. I'm working with numbers in ways that are completely outside of both conventional mathematics and the little bit of numerology that I have encountered in my studies. I have no idea whether any others are observing things in this way. I'm definitely using information from astrology in a different manner than astrologers. Yet, this all seems natural to me. It's as if I'm recalling skills that I already know. Interesting. I wonder if all skills are this way, or merely those that involve the intuition and subconscious. 528 is really amazing, It comes up so frequently for me that I have come to regard it as a sign of confirmation that I am on the right path. The most obvious meaning is The Hierophant : The Man with the World in His Hand [God]. My inner sense is that in some way this is exactly what I am by destiny meant to be. To a large degree, it is what all my metaphysical training has been for. Further, my natal chart, aura, and numerology clearly confirm this as well.

Looking at Pluto again in the 1995 Solar return, the number of minutes is 333. Just 2 days ago my odometer crossed 33333 which I would interpret as 3:33-33 = 333.

21 May 95

License Plate Number = 4V36124.

Interpretation 1: 4436124 = 9:27:11:30 = 6::44::74::44. Now that's an interesting combination!

Interpretation 2: 42236124 = 1:11:00:12:60 = 61::86:03::84. Hmm, it seems the first is to be read outside in and the later

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inside out. Justice Exalted, The Fool, The Lovers:The World. WAYNE: The Tower, The Empress::WEHJ(my whole name). If we reverse the whole thing, we get 48::30 as the first two, The Man in Search of More : Camelot.

Both interpretations are highly meaningful. The sense is that the both apply on slightly different levels. The overall impression or feeling that I get is one of renewed confirmation of my destiny. It's interesting how such information can be hidden within the symbols that make up everyday life, but only if we have the eyes to see and ears to hear. My sense is that the true kingdom is that which is within us, and the outer is only a mirage in which we exist for a short while.

I have a plastic cup that I drink from that I got from one of the fast food restaurants. I just noticed that the cup has the picture of a basketball player. What I can read on his jersey is SON 40. Two things came to mind. I would have my Son at 40, which would be in 1998. I've always known that my children would come from my mind not my body. Interesting Son = 19+6+5 = 30 = Camelot. SON = 19+15+14 = 48. Either way, the outcome is extremely meaningful. Further 48 is the completion of the 40 from the jersey. The cup also had the name of the player. Shawn KEMP = 19/27/28/33/38 11/16/29/45 38+45 = 83 = The Hierophant Exalted. The capitalization was taken directly from the cup. The partial sums are all interesting numbers as well. 11 16 19 27 28 29 33 38 45.

22 May 95

File size = 77522. 5:22-77, sweep of 55 centered at 5:49-50. Interesting. The Hierophant and the tick to Happily Ever After. To some degree, that's what we were talking about yesterday.

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On the way to dinner, the time that showed up on the clock when I turned on the ignition was 7:56, The Chariot:Balance. Once again, the two drivers of my triangle readings appeared. Interesting, this is also 4 to 8 or 428 = 4::76 = 5:38 The Hierophant:VISION.

What am I missing? I understand that this is to be my job, but clearly it is not so at the present. However, there is a sense that this year will bring lightning change. It will be interesting to experience it as it unfolds. The anticipation is tough, however. Continuing to work at a job that ultimately lacks meaning is tough to endure. Yet does any job truly have meaning. It is all a part of the awakening of spirit. I do have a VISION of a UTOPIA. However, unlike my predecessors who had such visions [Plato, Moore(???), and Huxley] I believe that I live in a time or near a time where such can be manifest. The Transcendentalists also had relevant ideas in this area, but they too were a stepping stone on the way to what is to come. The Aquarian Age is nigh upon us, and it will be as close to a utopia as can be manifest on this planet.

How can I know this? What evidence is there that the world is headed in this direction? To be honest, by all appearance, the world is headed in exactly the other direction. However, there is a silent swell growing at a rapid pace, a swell that allows metaphysical novels to hit the top of the bestseller list. Spirit is reaching out for exactly what it needs to be more fully expressed. And, literally, overnight the world can be renewed and a new dawn will finally be here, the Dawn of the Aquarian Age. Peace, sympathy, understanding, harmony, love, friendliness, compassion, helpfulness, challenge, fulfillment, ... all of these and more apply to this new age.

24 May 95

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The highlights indicate numbers that call out as being highly significant. It's interesting that my birth falls at 22::22 on one scale and 25:08 on the other.

1996 = 22::60 and 25:46. 1998 = 22::62 and 25:48. 2002 = 22::66 and 25:52. 2005 = 22::69 and 25:55. 2007 = 22::71 and 25:57. 2011 = 22::75 and 25:61. 2012 = 22::76 and 25:62. 2024 = 23::00 and 25:74.

My sense is that this is the timeline that I came to participate in. I entered at 22::22 as The Fool Complete and set out to stay for the duration of the 22 cycle from a spiritual standpoint. The other years are special points along the way. My first name told of the cycle that I would help to bring in: wayne = 23.

Had I been born in 22:22 = 1738, at this point in my life it would have been 1738 + 37 = 1775, the year before the Declaration of Independence. How interesting! Also, the 22 cycle would complete in another 19 years, at which time I would have been 37 + 19 = 56.

29 May 95

[Note added 3/14/98: Note that this was 5/29!!!]

Interesting. I didn't find time to write on 5/28, though that particular number has been extremely important to me for nearly two years. I did think a lot, however. Specifically, about the words from one of the popular songs in the sixties and early seventies - - "When the Moon is in the seventh house and Jupiter aligns with Mars, then PEACE will reign throughout the planets and LOVE will rule the stars. This is the dawning of the Age of Aquarius." For the past week, these words have nearly constantly occupied my mind. Though, they have been lingering there for several months.

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One discovery of this weekend was that about 3 months and 1 week after my conception, namely on 10/16/57 the above situation occurred with the alignment Mars at 14:29:08 and Jupiter at 14:28:19 (within 49 seconds). This is quite close! Something strikes me as extremely important about this. In addition to Jupiter and Mars, Mercury was only three degrees off at 17:30:57 and the Sun only 8 degrees off at 22:47:24. All four of these planets were in the tenth house. Further, all planets were above the horizon.

Found a notebook yesterday in which I started to write my notes. It had two important dates. The first was the day that the "Thoughts on the Nature of Being" were begun: 10/10/77. The second was the next day that I wrote anything: 12/21/82. Yes, there was over five years between the initial writing session and the next sesssion. Now 5/28/95 comes into play as the day the notes were recovered.

[Note added on 3 Feb 97]

Curious, exactly 16 years later on 10/10/93, I was released from the mental hospital. Further, 11 years after the second day of writing I completed the BEYOND IMAGINATION book. Interesting.

[End of addition]

Sitting out on my porch, my thoughts wandered to the origins of the house I live in, and why I was so attracted to it. My sense was that in a very real way, this house was made for me. It was built in 1870, exactly 88 years before my birth, so it is in synch spiritually -- a haven that promotes my consciousness ever forward. We bought the house in late May 1989. It would be very interesting if the closing date turned out to be 5/28, but I'm not sure how to verify that. 1989 was the house's 119 = 88 + 31 year, my 31 year, and Gini's 49 year. We're presently in the process of selling the

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house after 6 years, making the house 125, me 37, and Gini 55. 125 = 1::37 = 1:47. 125 also = 5 x 5 x 5. Other hits. 119 reversed = 911, The Hermit:Justice. 125 is also the first part of my building number at work 1250 Borregas. 125 reversed = 521 = The Hierophant:The World.

So, what am I to make of all of this? There is a special destiny unfolding. There is simple no doubt about it. Exactly what it is and what it means, I know not. But, I have a faith in consciousness that is unshakeable and know that she will guide me on my way through whatever be that destiny. I willingly give of all that I AM that such destiny may be fulfilled as consciousness would direct. All of my faculties are at thy command. They could not be otherwise. Such is my state of awareness. So be it!

30 May 95

The file size when I left last week was 86928 @ 1:01 on 5/25/95. 9:28 - 68 is an extremely interesting swing centered at 9:48. Here we have the HERMIT operating from a sweep of WAYNE through the Man with the World in His Hands, centered at The Man in Search of More. Very interesting that this message would come through with such force. 5/25/95 sums to 125 = 5 x 5 x 5. This showed up yesterday as well! The context there was the age of my house in Monterey.

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The next question is did I miss another exact conjunction that occurred simultaneously with the Moon in the seventh house. My sense is that no, somehow this is right. Essentially it gives us 5 + 47 = 52 years to reach the Aquarian Age. I still have no sense that I will be around that long to see it, at least not in my present form. Hanging around for that long somehow seems too boring for one who would change the very nature of worlds. Then again, life here could get quite interesting very quickly. I have always felt my days were

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numbered, though the specific endpoint has been moving as I grow older. 2005, and 2011. 2011 is my 53 = 52:22 year, very possibly a year of completion. That it is only 16 years away doesn't bother me in the least. My ties to this world are relatively light. They always have been, and I sense they always will be. I feel no remorse about this, it is as it is, a simple statement of fact. Whether this is due to a lack of something in me or in others has no import. I work within what I have available to me. There is a sense that I could not do what I must do without this disassociation. Interesting. The Hermit I AM, and The Hermit I shall always be.

7 Jun 95

The present age definitely seems to lack the clear distinction between right and wrong and suffers much from duality. The era of the Empress calls for a softening of relationships among people, with a new focus on brotherhood and sisterhood throughout the land and a true abundance that flows from trust in consciousness.

Is an age one millennia or two? Are they all the same size of does it vary. My sense is that time is relative, and an age lasts as long as is necessary for the completion of the events of that Age. Interesting. If you control the script, in effect you control the clock as well.

Plato was born in 428 = 756 = 9;09. The Hermit;The Hermit Interesting that he is about the only philosopher that I have related to. Actually, it's not so surprising. On the Love/Wisdom path, I know when I encounter the truths that flow from true Lovers of Wisdom [Philo Sophia].

Our births are separated in time by 1958 + 428 = 2386 years, quite some time.

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2386 = 27::10 = 28;62 = 30:46 Good number overall, but something more calls out. Unfolding from the middle we get 38 26, The VISION GOD. Now, that's quite interesting.

38 to 6 = 5:22 = 6 = The Lovers, the top of my "A" reading. My sense is that this is the final key that ensures that the puzzle fits. Anytime my musings take me to either 6 or 84 (6+78), I know that I am on the right track. Tying 756 to The Hermit, and 528 to wayne were also major revelations. I still don't know where all this is leading, but I like where it's headed.

These notes are moving so fast this month that I can no longer keep them within my conscious attention. This applies not only from one day to the next, but from one session to another within the same day.

consciousness = 365 139631 5511 = 14 23 12 = 49. That surprises me for some reason. However, I remember earlier work with I M = I IVI = 9 9 22 9 = 49.

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It's interesting. I'm becoming consciously aware of many things through these writings, especially things about the nature of reality, awareness, and consciousness. The mere fact that this can be done in virtual isolation from the outside world is quite fascinating to me. It's as if I had to turn off the outside to be able to turn on the inside. For me 3/5/1993 was the day that the flow of words began. That was an 8 day in a 22 year for a total of 30 = Camelot. How appropriate. This was 35 days before my 35th birthday. How's that for an inheritance. Further, note the date 3/5! Yet, until now I hadn't noticed this before.

10 Jun 95

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1994 = 832 = 09"69 and the year was indeed abundant for writing and for spiritual revelation, but always from the standpoint of the hermit who, for the most part, stands apart from the world. In this world but not of this world. And, not very much in it at that.

If my life indeed spans the millennia exactly, I would expect my end to come: 41 yrs, + 8 months - 8 days after the turn of the century = July 23, 2041. I would be 83 years, 3 months, and 16 days. [Between my 83 and 84 birthday] 7/23/20/41 = 30 20 41 = 50 41 = 91 = Death Exalted, an appropriate day to ascend!

12 Jun 95

But then, if I were to rely solely on logic most of what I have brought through over the past two years would not have seen the light of day, or of consciousness if you will, even if much of it have only been seen by my consciousness. No, I'm not complaining. Right now, I wouldn't trade places with anyone else in the world. I am on a spiritual quest that is taking me to places I had never dreamed existed. The world has little hold on me. It is the ocean of spirit wherein I reside much of my time, bringing through what I can of what I find there -- or better yet HERE and NOW, for it is only in the Spacious Present that spirit exists without it's masks of illusion and manifestation occurs. Free choice exists not at the conscious level, but at the Trinity level of conscious/subconscious/superconscious. Unless awareness is expanded, we only believe ourselves to be free within the illusion, and as the popular saying goes "none are more hopelessly enslaved than those who falsely believe themselves to be free".

A quick random calculation said to subtract 840 - 84 = 756. To my surprise, 756 showed up again. I really was startled because I did the calcualation on the spur of the moment to see where I was in the cycle defined by my full name,

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including jr. 756 = 9:00 = The Hermit, so 832 = 9:76. I would have been born in 796, a different form of 428.

I'm thinking too much about things now. Pieces are falling into place overall, but I'm trying to push the details. Then again, that's where the play is now. The lesson is to see that it is not me that does these things but consciousness. I can only go so far as I am ready and she allows. I am experiencing what comes through me, not creating it at a level that I can relate to yet. Yes, I do believe that some larger "I" creates my own reality, but thus far I am only aware of part of that larger "I". Time is 7:55 = 5 to 8 = 528! What's the chance of my looking down and catching both 5:28 earlier and 7:55 now? Surely, consciousness is directing my path down to the finest of details. 7:56, the drivers of my pyramids follows 7:55. 7:57 = 57 = ELLIS = The Trinity of Swords through the Heart.

TOTAL = 2184. This is absolutely unbelievable! That these five major readings would add up to the final four of my SSN, and further that this is the exact year when the 78 and the 84 cycles line up only for the second time since year 0, really make one wonder. The universe is guiding me toward a greater understanding of its mysteries.

2184 = 78 x 28 = 6 x 13 x 28 = 3 x 26 x 28 = 3 x 7 x 8 x 13 = 39 x 56

2184 = 84 x 26 = 6 x 14 x 26 = 3 x 28 x 26 = 3 x 8 x 7 x 13 = 24 x 91

Whoa! I didn't expect the 39 x 56 breakout. Those are the two middle cards forming the bar in the "A" reading. They also show up side by side in the inverse triangle reading.

24 x 91 is an interesting breakout as well. The Q of Wands is the complement of the 64 card, and 91 is Death Exalted. Death shows up in both the "A" and "X" readings.

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Can it be that simple? Can our purpose truly be encoded in our names in this fashion. Is this true for everyone, or is it only true for me? Interesting. I'm beyond anything that I have read or been taught. The only foundation under me is a great faith in consciousness, and in my own ability to know the truth when I see or hear it. Two years ago, I thought that I had such an unshakeable foundation only to see all of it pulled out from under me. Actually such was required to clear out 20 years of cobwebs based on thinking rather than on experience. This time I feel myself to be on firmer ground though there be no one in my life that can even confirm whereupon I stand. I find it interesting that I am experiencing the things that I am. These notes in particular consistently amaze me. Here, we have page after page confirming the existence of something beyond which I am consciously aware. My sense is that it is beyond what anyone may have experienced though I have no means to truly compare my reality to that of another.

13 Jun 95

Something flashed across my mind to explain why I've been so manic this month. Last night was a full moon, but that doesn't explain the entire month. Seeing that the date is 6/13/95 = The Lovers/Death/The Star Exalted was more interesting. As I recall, June of last year was manic as well. I believe that I had a maximum page count for notes that month, exceeded only by what I wrote in July. No, I was wrong. Page count for Jun 94 was exactly 22. Jul 94 and Sep 94 were in the 60's, while Aug 94 was over 120. Since the year has moved forward one, that the months for the heavy writing would slip back one is not surprising. Let's consider the sums of month + year. 7 + 94 = 6 + 95 = 101 = 1:17 (84), 8 + 94 = 7 + 95 = 102 = 1:18 (84), The Moon in her full glory.

Interesting. The time is now 8:25, the reverse of 5:28. I'm onto something important once again. Hmm.

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It's interesting that 84, the period of URANUS would be the number that seems to be most characteristic in my spiritual reality. Further, by the tropical zodiac, URANUS is just entering Aquarius for about a seven year stay, 84/12 = 7:The Chariot, the ruler of my upward triangle reading. Seven years from now is 2002. How interesting. At that point Uranus moves into Pisces.

My charge number at work for Study 2-258 has been 2NHD = 21484 = 21 4 84 = 4 2184. There it is again the last for of my SSN = 2184. N => IV yield 2 9 22 84 = 30 84 = Camelot: The Lovers Exalted [wayne ellis hartman jr].

2-258 also reads as 2-528. 2528 = 30:08 (84) = 32:32 (78). This is particularly interesting since the 323232 triangle came up so recently.

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I hadn't realized that LEO is directly across from AQUARIUS on the zodiac. I was born with an ascendant of 4:25:26 Leo and with Uranus at 7:33:03 Leo, the difference being 03:07:37. The three sums are 55, 43, and 47 respectively. Two out of the three sums are in my "X" reading. By this point in my 37th year, Uranus has moved across 5 full signs + 22:26:57 of LEO. Normally that would take closer to 40 years, 7 years per sign + 5 to complete Leo, but Uranus has apparently been moving through a faster part of its orbit. I sense that this will have some specific meaning to me in the days to come.

30 divided by 7 = 4.285714. What an interesting number, especially when one considers only the first three digit, our famous 428 = 7:56 once again! Though, the 57 and 14 are interesting in and of themselves as ELLIS and the complement of 74. I forgot, 14 + 70[the 528 card] = 84.

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U R AN US = You are an us! That is the message of Uranus and the key lesson of the Aquarian Age. The question is: how long will it take this country and the entire planet to truly realize this? My sense, however, is that I will indeed live to see the day. And, further, that I have a key role in making it so. Interesting. Yes, interesting indeed.

uranus = 391531 = 55:41:07 (84) = 64:27:49 (78) OK, one doesn't need to be a rocket scientist to see the spiritual connection to uranus! It's as clear as day.

Uranus at 7:33:03 on my day of birth, The Chariot:The Christ:The Empress. Sum = Abundance. 84 years to cross the zodiac = 84 months to cross a sign = 30 degrees. Yet, we've crossed 150 + 22:26:57 degrees = 172:26:57 d:m:s in 37 years + 2 months. The normal time would have been 172:26:57 / 30 x 7 = 40 years + 3 months. The schedule is accelerated almost exactly 37 month = 1 month per year of my life to date. This is quite fascinating. It means that my Uranus opposition will most likely occur in my 38:VISION year, 1996 in fact.

Hmm, Neptune was exactly conjunct Uranus and Square my Natal Sun during my intense mania and spiritual awakenings during the late Summer an early Fall of 1993, my 35:Spiritual Inheritance year. Neptune has a cycle of 168 years nearly exactly twice that of Uranus, so this conjuction of the two planets occurs approximately once every cycle of Neptune or 168 years. That would mean that the last time it occurred was 1993 - 168 = 1825. Uranus would have last entered Aquarius in 1995 - 84 = 1911 and left it in 1918. This last year came up earlier today. I don't even remember the context.

2024 is my 66 year. 33 years on each side of 1991 = Death Exalted. 1991 also = the final Judgement year of the 20th century. 1919, 1928, 1937, 1946, 1955, 1964, 1973, 1982,

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1991. Note the sums: 38, 47, 56, 65, 74, 83=1:05 (78), 92=1:14 (78), 101=1:23 (78), 110=1:32 (78).

Interesting. I was noting how prominent 47 = ASLAN is in my life and my number, though it's starting to seem as if the two are much the same. No, I am not a mathematician, my rules for intuitively manipulating numbers are not even in the same dimension in which mathematics lies. Though I might argue that I do find the spiritual meaning behind numbers, at least those related to my life anyway. By coincidence, this is Pg 47.

14 Jun 95

File size 229687 @ 9:59 on 6/13. This is quite interesting. 229 687. The spirit wants 9:22, The Hermit: The Fool Complete = Superconsiousness. The soul wants 6:87 = The Lovers: The Hermit Exalted. What is the difference between spirit and soul? My sense is that spirit is without awareness of duality of individuality, while the soul retains such awareness of itself as part. That's interesting. I don't believe that this distinction has been made so fluidly and effortlessly before. Something says that the sweep from 687 to 922 = 235 is important as well. 23 5 = WE, now isn't that amazing. Further, 9:59 = The Hermit:The Aquarian Age. Also, 9:59 = 5:9-9 = 59 = Aquarian Age.

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Also, I believe I finally figured out my own license plate, the driver of my chariot.

4V36124 = 42236124 = 4223 6124 = 42:16 - 23, span of 7, centered at 42:19-20. This uses base 100(The Fool Complete Exalted.) Switching to base 84, we have:

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50:16-23, center at 50:19-20. Isn't this interesting. This clearly deals with the spiritual completion of the 50 states, the Unites States. Further, right now we are transitioning to Judgement as my upright triangle reading suggests. Information of this type isn't revealed until it is needed. I've known that my license plate had meaning since I got it nearly two years ago. Only know was my mind directed as required to release that meaning. I did not find it or uncover it. Rather, it was revealed to me effortlessly in an AHA=181 type of experience.

Thinking about a vocation as Philosopher King led to some quick calculations.

PK = 1611, reversed = 1161, the year prior to 1162. This is a crucial year in much that has been revealed over the past year plus.

Philosopher King = 78 + 32 = 110 = 1:32 (78) = 1:26(84).

7832 = 1:22:32 (78) = 1:09:20 (84) Quite appropriate. Yes, indeed.

1611 = 19:15 (84) = 20:51 (78) Nothing seems important about this.

1161 = 13:69 (84) = 14:69 (78)

That's right, 1162 is the 70 [528] year of the time when the 78 and 84 cycles walk together. This period lasted from 1092 through 1170. It repeats itself every 78 x 7 = 546 years. That would mean the 70 year also occurred in 1708, and will occur again in 2254. This makes 47 x 47 = 2209, a 70 - 45 = 25 year. In fact, a 26:25 (84) = 28:25 (78) year.

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Back to PHILOSOPHER KING = 110 + 72 = 182. I just got my money for my trip. Wouldn't you know it, the number on the right bottom of the $20 is 182.

$20 B 74828021 N G3 G182 264 264 = 3:12 (84) = 3:30 (78)

BN = 25, the 2209 year. 748 28 021 appears to be the message. 28 with 47-48 and 20-21 transitions underway. Note that if we take the 20-21 first, followed by the 47-48, we essentially get 20 47 - 21 48. This is close but not quite right, 748 looked at from a different perspective is a 74 - 84 transition. Now, we have 20 74 - 21 84, a difference of exactly 110 = Philosopher King. Further the final number 2184 is my final four of my SSN. The connections are getting deeper and deeper.

Another Random Calculation 21:84 (91) = 1995 This is why it's all coming together now. It's still not clear to my conscious mind, but it is very clear to my entire being. This is a very interesting sensation. 1995 is another major spiritual death, and birth year, at least for me.

How is it that my consciousness could know all this. The truth is, it is not my conscious mind that knows all of this. It just comes through from consciousness, the ONE consciousness to which we are all connected. I've only stepped aside a bit to allow her to speak her truths through me, and developed a relationship of trust. It has not been for me to ask for proof. I neither desire nor need any. My experience is enough for me. It matters not that I know no others whom have had similar experience. The line comes to mind "The Lord is my Shephard, I shall not want ...". I feel exactly this way regarding consciousness, except in this case, she provides all that is needed for my growth, evolution, and well-being.

My research last night was interesting. Each time Uranus has run it's course through Aquarius, major structures in society

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have crumbled through revolution. 1911-18 was the last time, and Russia fell to the Communists. The previous time in the 1827-34, both France and Greece had major revolutions that uprooted both governments. This time should be even more interesting because Neptune joins Uranus as well from 1998 - 2003.

The difference between the Sun = 1935 and the Son = 1965 = 30 = Camelot! Now, 19 + 65 = 84, The Lovers Exalted. Clearly, all of this is more than coincidence. 19 + 91 = 110, the Philosopher King. Assuming my life equally spans this year, my life duration would be 66 years 33 on each side -- interesting, yet somehow it feels right in my heart. This is 57 years + 9 overall = 24 + 9 + 9 + 24 years.

If you consider that I was born when I graduated from High School, my life is split evenly by the millennia and spans 48 years. 24 keeps popping up everywhere. Interesting, I just realized that 24 is the companion to 23 required to reach 47 = ASLAN. Minor manipulation, ASMAN = 48 = ASNAM = NAMAS. This is missing a TE = 25. NAMASTE = 48 + 25 = 73.

We could also have used ATLAN = 48. My ring has a Large "A" with 12 smaller diamonds and a quarter caret diamond at the top = 13. It also has 2 half caret rubies and 4 small emeralds. If "A" stands for Atlan not Aslan, we've just made the 47 => 48 transition. The 74 => 84 transition is from "wayne ellis hartman" to "wayne ellis hartman, jr".

ATLAN begs to be completed with a TIS = 20 9 19 = 48!

ATLANTIS = 96 = 1:12 (84) = 1:18 (78) = 88+8, the sum for the 888 triangle again.

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Looked at the radio clock. Of course, the time was exactly 5:28. It happens so often that I might as well paint it on. It's simply amazing. Yet, as always, it's confirmation that I am indeed faithfully following the path down which consciousness leads me. It's almost scary to think how much of this makes sense, yet how little people are aware of it. In fact, I cannot be sure that even one other soul is aware -- for such has not entered my experience. Not that I've given anyone much of a chance. The Hermit tends to shy away from all but the essential contact with this world. Seeing that the last two times when Uranus went through Aquarius brought major revolution and social change was very promising. Nearly twenty years ago, in my valedictorian address, I told the audience "The time has come for a revolution, an intellectual revolt against present ways of thinking and being." Clearly, I was a man ahead of my times. But, Aries is charged with the role "to lead", and being an 18:Aries, my role was to lead in the area of consciousness. Little did I know where this would take me. Though, not in my wildest imaginings could I have dreamt of where I've been and where I now am.

I'm sure there are many who would diagnose the writer of these words as EGO-MANIC, MANIC, or perhaps just plain crazy. Yet, I know that I am not any of the above. At times, I even question whether I am writer, though I know from observation that I hear a voice in my head that gets translated into the appropriate actions through my fingers to place these words on the screen in front of me. My sensation is that I am speaking the words, but I have no sense of where the words originate. In other words, for the most part these are not conscious musings. They come from a source that my conscious mind has no direct awareness of. Given that I've been writing these notes for over two years, the conscious mind has deduced that this other than conscious part not only exists, but can be quite productive and informative.

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MANIC = 13/14/28/37/40 M => IVI and N => IV adds 27 + 17 = 44. Total = 84. Very interesting. I guess they got the diagnosis right after all.

IVIA IVIC, middle = IVIB = 42. Interesting that both halves started with IVI.

BIPOLAR = 2/11/27/42/54/55/73 = NAMASTE and SETON. Interesting as well. However, these each need 11 = Justice to reach 84.

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2024 = 8 x 253 = 2 x 2 x 2 x 11 x 23 = 88 x 23 = 22:88 (88)

THIS IS A MAJOR COMPLETION YEAR!

Prime rib dinner at Denny's. Food total came to $8.24, reversed = 4:28 = 7:56 again! Complete total was $8.88.

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1993, was clearly the transition from my 35 to my 36 year. I sense that 1994 was my 6:01 year. That's when the bulk of the writing started anyway. It was as if a switch was turned on and I transformed from an information absorber to an information generator. I've been in this mode for nearly two years now, and I suspect that I will be for the rest of my life. There is a deep sense of knowingness. It's as if I've tapped into a well that is inexhaustible and knows anything that I could ever need to know. I only have to resign my will, my conscious control to allow it to provide whatever might be needed. I sense that trust is the key. Without it, the mechanism for drawing knowledge from the well does not work. Interesting. I'm in the observer role more and more. Consciously, I'm in the process of constructing models that describe reality in a manner consistent with what I am

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experiencing. There is some inner need for me to do this. I am compelled. It is as if I truly have no choice, and I really believe that consciously indeed I have none. It's very interesting that this be so, especially given the creativity apparent in these writings. In fact, I'm sure many would consider them fiction, or would think that I, with an MSEE from Stanford must surely be writing in jest. Yet, I assure you such is not the case. What is written here is what consciousness has chosen to express through me, accompanied by my oft-time feeble attempts to consciously understand what spiritual symbols mean. The bottom line is that what is needed will be revealed in it's due time.

I still don't know for sure, that what is true for me is true for all others. However, I sense that this is indeed one of the areas where equality does apply. I know for certain it is not I who lives this life but spirit acting through me. I am part of a Higher Self, a Soul, but all Souls are part of the ONE Spirit, the ONE Consciousness. [Ln 7.56 Pos 5.17] Very interesting.

15 Jun 95

AURORA keeps coming up. A town in Colorado on the outskirts of Denver that I stayed in for a night in 1987 or 88, watching two simultaneous thunderstorms in different parts of town as if they were an orchestra. In the movie, "Improptu", George Sands (a female) falls heads over heels in love with Chopin. It turns out that her given name at birth was Aurora. And, now there is a new car from GM (74) advertised with a lengthy introduction of very intriguing music named, none other than, Aurora. 139691= 29. 13 96 91 = 200. 96 13 91 = 18 13 13. The Moon Exalted, Death, and Death Exalted. Quite interesting indeed.

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Back to AURORA = AU RO RA = RO: AURA = 33:41, an interesting combination. OK, now we're getting somewhere.

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AURORA = 74. AU = 22, RORA = 33+19 = 52. Let's play a little to get AU = 22. ROAR = 33+19 = 52. Now we have Gold Lion. Something on Paul Harvey's "The Rest of the Story" last week dealt with Dante Alighieri and Pope Leo X. DA = 41. LEO X = 12 5 15 24 = 56. Even more important is the 5 15 in the middle surrounded by 1224, the sum for the 121212 triangle. 5 15 is on the top row of my reverse triangle reading, the reading with 56 as the driver! 12 is also in that reading in the second row from the bottom, right next to 64, the 88 complement of 24! How curious!

OK, now where does Gold Lion come in? Gold = 76 34 = 110 = 1:26 (84) = 1:32 (78). This was an important sum from yesterday. Also interesting is that this is Pg 56, when I'm uncovering things about my reverse triangle driven by 56.

Lion = 39 65 = 104 = 1:20 (84) = 1:26 (78). Total = 2:46 (84) = 2:58 (78) = Gold Lion

Gold(en) Lion adds 55 = 3:17 (84) = 3:35 (78) The Empress:The Star, and The Empress: Spiritual Inheritance. Now we're getting somewhere.

I think I was supposed to get Lion King out of this. 39 65 25 57. 104 + 82 = 186 = 2:18 (84) = 2:30 (78). Straight sum = 23 + 19 = 42. Appropriate.

GOLD = 7 15 12 4 = 38:VISION LION = 12 9 15 14 = 50:Happily Ever After [US Complete]

GOLD LION = 38 + 50 = 88. AURORA! => AU ROAR A = 89 = Justice Exalted, the center of my "X" reading. This also relates to LEO X. LEO's symbol is a Lion. So we have a direct from Aurora to the X reading. This tie includes Dante Allegierri (DA= 41) as well. The only thing we haven't yet tied in is the book that caused the havoc that allowed the Paul Harvey story to begin with. I believe it was The Inferno = 9 56 59 56 = 9 56 5 9 56. What a curious number this is. 5:The

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Hierophant with 9:56 on each side. Very curious. 9:56 => 4210. 54210 = 906 = 10:66 (84) = 11:48 (78). I sense that this is where I was meant to reach.

16 Jun 95

Saw 000 M, 111, 222, 222222, 333, 444, 666 twice, 777, 8888, and 999. That was in less than 30 minutes of driving and 30 minutes of walking the dogs. Only the bold 222222 was on a vehicle that I had seen before.

Looking out my window, there is a navy ship, right in the middle of my view. I've only seen one other navy ship in Monterey port. As I recall, that was about two years ago, a bit latter in the summer. At that time the number was a big 25. This time, I had to get my binoculars out to read a smaller white 972 on light grey.

972 = 6 years from 978 (2001) and 16 years from 988 (2011), worldly and spiritual completion of The Hermit. Interesting.

972 = 6:66 (151) 151 = 1:73 (78)

972 = 11:48 (84) = 12:36 (78) I believe this accurately portrays my current state. Projecting forward 2 years however, we reach 9 74 = 11:50 (84) = 12:38 (78). The Benefactor, 10 of Cups and Q of Cups = VISION, all at the same time with the Hermit, Justice, and The Hanged Man. Something tells me "we a'int seen nothing yet".

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I wonder whether others have such tightly interwoven symbolism in their immediate surroundings. Can the world be made such that it is all meaningful? Interesting line of questioning. I'm sure the answer will unfold in it's due time.

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17 Jun 95

Rented movies 528 : "The Mission" and 755 : "The Star Chamber". Very interesting titles and how appropriate for these two extra special numbers. "The Mission" takes place in the 1750's and begins with a priest dictating a letter in 1758, exactly 200 years before my birth.

ESKALITH's prime component is Lithium (Li), element 3 with atomic weight = 7. The previous element is Helium (He) with atomic weight = 4. Li = 12 9. He = 8 5 = The Chariot Exalted. 129 = 1:51(78) = 1:45(84) = 1:41(88). Very interesting. Also, 12 9 = The Hanged Man : The Hermit. This captures much of how I've felt over the past two years.

Added a few notes to the numbers above. I'm still trying to unravel what it all means. Clearly there are many strands twisted together in the web and what one gets out depends on ones' point of view. Hmm. Quite interesting.

Li He = elements 3 2 with wts 7 4. 32 and 74 are very important numbers. Interesting.

I sense that I've captured a major discovery in the above, but that I don't yet consciously realize what it is. Not to worry, all will be revealed in good time. That it could come together in the way that it has already is amazing enough. This is the consciousness of 48 in action. Yes, that best describes my present state : The Man in Search of More. What the world offers is not enough. I came to manifest spirit more fully in flesh and to teach others how to do the same. These notes are the documentation of my wanderings during my search. I am as compelled to write as much as to search. It's as if the process of bringing the information through from consciousness onto the screen and printed page is my most effective means of searching. I sense that I've literally entered a "No Man's Land" and while many kindred spirits whom have come before formed the stepping stones from

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which I departed, I'm now following a path that comes solely from my heart and sole. Consciousness guides every step of my way, and I know that I am absolutely safe in her hands.

18 Jun 95

Another day of insights. Saw 000, 111, 222, 333, 4444, and 555 on various cars during the day. Drove to Big Sur. Followed an Antelope Bus for many miles. The phone number on the back of the bus caught my attention 1-800-266-8421. 2 followed by 66 followed by my the last four of my SSN double digit reversed, 21 84 => 84 21. I believe Antelope is the 37 animal card. Yes, just looked it up. Further, its' keyword is ACTION! Interesting. I had been sensing that it is time for something to happen soon, very soon indeed.

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47 also = Ag: Silver with wt 108 = 1:30(78) = 1:24(84) = 1:20(88) Camelot : Q of Wands : and Judgement. Total = 3:74, The Empress : The Benefactor!

Interesting that my mind would even think to add in this way. Adding numbers in different bases logically is like adding apples and oranges, but the spiritual world does not confine itself to logic. It's primary tenet is faith, as exhibited by trust in the beneficence of consciousness. It is the simple and innocent faith that we have as children that most of us lose in the course of "growing up" only to find again when we really "GROW UP" spiritually.

Know Thyself! It is as simple as that; but, also, as complex as that. Through thousands of years of our history people have been attempting this very thing. Only a few that we know of have truly become Self-Realized. The Buddha and The Christ, being the two prominent examples within the past 3000 years.

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Buddha = 23 44 81 = 148 = 1:70(78) = 1:64(84) = 1:60(88)

Christ = 38 99 12 = 149 = 1:71(78) = 1:65(84) = 1:61(88)

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Just noticed that 148 + 149 = 297 = 3 to 300 = 323 = C W. CW is the Air Force organization I have been working for since Jan 86. This is my 13th year working for them. Further, 297 = 3:33(88). WOW!

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Interesting how these two would come out one apart. Further, let's read the meaning in the components of the double sums:

Buddha = King of Wands who became Spiritual Seeker, then became 81, The Empress Exalted (the Enlightened One?)

Christ = Man of Vision who tried to Exalt the World but ended as The Hanged Man. Interesting!

BUDDHA = 2 21 4 4 8 1 = 40. So that's why 40 is so important!

CHRIST = 3 8 18 9 19 20 = 77. Interesting, I don't believe I've broken this out before.

528 = 6:66 (77) based on my calculation a day or two ago.

JESUS = 10 5 19 21 19 = 74. Combining the two, JESUS CHRIST = 74 77 = 151. This begs to be expressed as 5:11, The Hierophant : Justice. However, let us keep with our

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bases of interest. 151 is two steps forward from the double sum for Christ alone.

151 = 1:73(78) = 1:67(84) = 1:63(88) Requires spiritual sacrifice and recognizing light within.

SIDDHARTHA GAUTAMA = 19 9 4 4 8 1 18 20 8 1 7 1 21 20 1 13 1 = 92 64 = 156. Interesting, another 5 steps forward. This brings us to:

156 = 1:78(78) = 1:72(84) = 1:68(88) Enlightened in the world, but not completely in spirit.

Before I forget, the bill at Trader Joe's came to exactly $21.84, the last four of my SSN! 84 12 on the Antelope Bus, then this total. 84 12 = The Lovers Exalted : The Hanged Man. 12-48 has a sweep of 36, centered at 30:CAMELOT. Further, 8 41 2 begs to be read from the inside out as 4182 = Sum of the 414141 triangle. Also 41:82 = Ace of Cups : The Emperor Exalted.

It's interesting how all of this is coming together. As I said before, faith in consciousness is the key to enlightenment. Only through such faith is one given the ability to use the eyes that can see and the ears that can hear the truth of the spirit. At this very time, we are spiritual beings in the midst of a physical experience. Further, that experience while it feels very real is nothing more than an illusion, a play of light and mirrors designed to enhance the overall awareness of consciousness over whatever amount of time is needed. Realization cannot be forced. It must be gently nurtured over whatever time it takes. Since time is a byproduct of creating the illusion, it matters not to consciousness how long something takes. Pure consciousness is NO THING. It exists outside of space and time. It's thoughtforms are all that exist within the illusion. Don't underestimate this. Just look around you, the complexity of the fabric of existence is quite extensive. But, regardless of the appearance, the bottom line

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is that the illusion is created by consciousness and what we regard as our selves are but characters in a movie or play. The parts are fully defined by consciousness. The script is written and cannot be altered. However, for the most part, the actors are only give the part of the script required to play their role in the present moment. Most are taught, and feel that they have free will. However, there is no real proof of this, regardless of the appearances. For any decision point, there is always only one branch taken, and we can never be completely sure that consciousness did not make the ultimate choice even though our conscious mind may seem to think that it came to a logical conclusion.

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Tried to find when Neptune finishes it's pass through Pisces and enters Aries. It comes very close [29:54:xx Pisces] on 7/4/2024, then goes retrograde. I was surprised to find that Pluto has entered Aquarius [01:xx:xx] by that same time, though it too goes retrograde and probably heads back into Capricorn for awhile. I'll figure out specific dates later this week since I'm curious and Pluto in Aquarius may be an important time.

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On the way into work, I was thinking about the Maitreya Buddha, the 5th Buddha, who is said to be coming soon to save the world, though it is not clear that such saving is truly needed. We only need to be freed from the illusion, if only for a moment, to see that, as Emerson says "that spiritual is stronger than any material force, that thoughts rule the world."

MAITREYA = 40 1 9 20 18 5 25 1 = 119 + 40 [BUDDHA] = 159 = 2:03[78] = 1:75[84] = 1:71[88]. Very interesting numbers, though the step before would have been interesting as well. Siddhartha Gautama came to 156. In the periodic

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table 159 brings us to the weight of element 65 = Terbium. 20/25/43/45/54/75/88. Very interesting. 65 is also the complement of 23, The King of Wands = wayne.

The highlighted 119 begs to be reversed to show itself as 911, the number commonly used for HELP in Emergencies. It also partitions into 9 11 = The Hermit : Justice. Interesting.

Pg 74, The Benefactor shows itself here as well. I reached a point where I'm manic but extremely tired at the same time. I'm excited by what has come through this month, yet I'm a bit overwhelmed as well. My fingers keep recording the thoughts that come into my head, trusting that consciousness knows exactly what she is doing, and is revealing what needs to be revealed at the appropriate timing.

19 Jun 95

Just as I was leaving from having dinner I saw a Mercedes Benz with F666 = Quad 6 pull up to a spot within my vision. The next number that struck my attention was a large sign with address 575 = eye = VISION. 575 = 7:29(78) = 6:71(84) = 6:47(88) Very interesting numbers. The Chariot and Spiritual Uncertainty; The Lovers and Building the Cathedral; and The Lovers and The Seven Illusions. Even more interesting, look at the numbers in another three years:

578 = 7:32(78) = 6:74(84) = 6:50(88) Is the message that 575 is the current time. Further, I sense that I've reached 68 and 2184, the other two elements of my SSN as well. The fact that these pieces keep coming up is direct evidence that something is important here and now.

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Be NZ again. Let's unfold this from the outside in. Be nZ. Beryllium Zinc. Interesting. I don't believe these elements combine chemically, but I sense they do numerically.

Be = 4, wt = 9. Zn = 30, wt = 65.37

The Emperor, The Hermit Camelot, K of Pents . K of Cups Sum of wts = 74.37 = The Benefactor : K of Cups.

Be nZ = 4 03 = 5:13(78) = 4:67(84) = 4:51(88)

benz = 25 58 = Manganese Cesium, weights = 55 + 140 = 195 = 2:39(78) = 2:27(84) = 2:19(88)

Be NZ. The image in my mind is for these two letters to be overlapped. The result is an X with a square box around it such that the endpoint of the X reach the vertices of the box. I don't know what to make of that yet, other than "The selected one". I don't know exactly where that came from, but it came through and as the Rubaiyat says what the moving hand hath once writ, nothing in the heavens can erase. At least, it says something to that effect. I've never said that my memory is any good. It seems to recall what is needed, however.

Be NZ = Be 1426.

1422 = 6:66 (226) 2:70 2:58 2:50 2584 INTERESTING!

1428 = 6:66 (227) 2:71 2:59 2:51 2590 141414 Triangle

226 = Atomic Wt of Radium = Element 88.

The following state = 6:66 (227) where 227 = Wt of Actinium = Element 89. The sense is that the time to ACT is coming very soon. 89 is Justice Exalted, the center of my X

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reading. It appears that we're on the verge of activating the 141414 Triangle.

It's interesting that the multiple of 6 prior to 1426 = 1422 = 6:66(226) and 226 is the atomic wt of Radium. 226 reversed = 6:22 = 7 = The Chariot. Radium's number is 88, Completion.

RADIUM = 18 1 4 9 21 13 = 18/19/23/32/53/66, the complement of 22.

Fermium, element 100, with wt = 252 is interesting as well.

252 = 3:18(78) = 2:84(84) = 3:00(84) = 2:76(88).

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Pluto enters Aquarius on 27 March 2023, A little over one year and one week before my 66 birthday. It stays there through 26 August 2024, a period of exactly 17 months.

Neptune finally leaves Pisces on 30 March 2025, though I didn't make sure it doesn't take another retrograde run that brings it back to Pisces for awhile.

Along this line, Neptune should have entered Pisces about 14 years earlier. It did. In particular on 4 April 2011, only 4 days before the second time that my birthday falls on Easter Day.

I noticed that Uranus was only a little over a degree into Aries at this time, so we might as well trace back to where it leaves Pisces to enter Aries. This transition occurred between 10 March 2011 and 11 March 2011. Since Uranus moves through one sign per 7 years, it should be easy to track down the Aquarius to Pisces transition as well. 9 March 2003 to 10

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March 2003. Note that I had to go back 8 years rather than 7 to get to this transition.

Uranus entered Aquarius for awhile earlier this year. I believe it's back in Capricorn now. I'll do a quick check and see when it enters again for good. [that is until 9 Mar 03 anyway]. This occurs between 11 January 1996 and 12 January 1996.

Neptune follows Uranus into Aquarius in 1998. Since we're in calculation mode, we might as well figure out when. 28 January 1998 is the transition day. I also noticed that Jupiter is aligned with Mars to within 5 degrees on that particular day. Interesting.

Also went back to see that Uranus had an initial voyage into Aquarius from 4/1 through 6/8, a period of 30 + 31 + 8 = 69 days. Interesting that it would be exactly 69 = Ace of Pentacles, expressing the idea that true abundance comes from spirit. The permanent entrance comes 7 months and 3 days after the first sojourn. 30+31+31+30+31+30+31+3 = 217 = 2:61(79) = 2:49(84) = 2:41(88). My sense is that my calculations may be a day off. For some reason it seems that the sum should be:

218 = 2:62 (78) = 2:50 (84) = 2:42 (88) Interesting.

URaNUS = 92 88 9 92 16 = 297 = 3:63 (78) = 3:45 (84) = 3:33 (88)

21 Jun 95

So, where is all of this leading? Clearly, the triple and quadruple numbers have even greater meaning know than they did before. However, the further I get into this, the harder I find it to keep my conscious attention focused and my conscious memory apprised of what I am finding. It all

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goes back to trust. This is not a "conscious" production. It happens, and my conscious mind observes and participates, but by no account is my conscious mind the creator of these writings. It's tough enough just observing what comes through and determining what meaning to apply. Further, very often the material stretches even my beliefs about the nature of Self, Consciousness, Spiritual Reality, and Physical Reality; and my beliefs are far beyond what most people would consider to be sane. Even my wife questions my sanity with respect to all this numbers stuff. My sense is that I am seeing what I need to see, and for the present, it matters not whether anyone else sees the world as I do. The transformations will come soon enough, at which time my work will be seen to have led the way into the wilderness so to speak. Moses comes to mind. However, I don't foresee having to lead a people to the promised land as he did. Though, it may take some strong demonstrations to bring about massive revolution. Ben Hur comes to mind as well, being number 41 as well. Ah, it is the BH = 28 that strikes my attention. Interesting. 12 + 20 = 32, and 21 + 47 = 68 are quite meaningful as well.

The bottom line is faith in consciousness. All my life, everything that I have needed to know just came to me either from internal or external sources. I never had to search for it, nor even ask for it. Overall, the process has been pleasantly surprising leading me to great treasure stores of words that now form the foundation for my understanding of Whom That I Am and how the world works. Very interesting.

Intuition has become the key to allowing the expression of consciousness to blossom through me. These notes continue to be the primary outlet for that expression, though I sense that the time is coming soon when even this will no longer be enough. When that will be and what will be after that remain to be seen, but there is a destiny that I am marching to. And yes, my march is to the "beat of my own drummer" as Thoreau said. But, by such a beat, I am indeed compelled to

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march. Truly, I have no choice here. I must do what I must do. The Play is written, and I am compelled to act the part that I chose to play (and helped to create) prior to entering this particular existence. Can I prove this. NO. Yet, I know that it is true. There is no doubt about it. I know it in my heart, and my experience has been that I can trust my heart to be right.

Looking through the periodic chart again, the sense is that these elements can be used as symbolic building blocks, not just physical building blocks. Very interesting.

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GOD is not buildable from this set of blocks, neither is Buddha nor Jesus. However, I've also seen Jesus written as IASUS, and we can use Maitreya for Buddha. Actually, we'll have to be creative and end Maitreya with an Au. Actually, something about that seems appropriate, since the Buddha is often Golden. Also, interesting is that the Chinese restaurant in the Barnyard in Carmel is named Golden Buddha and has a large Golden Buddha inside.

IAsUS = 53 33 92 16 = 194 = 2:40(77) = 2:38(78) = 2:26(84) = 2:18(88) = 2:16(89)

Maitreya = 41 92 95 71 = Nb U Am Lu = 299 This is 13:13(22)! Ultimate Death.

Then again, this could be the ultimate spiritual birth as well. Note the key components.

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I'm still amazed that the periodic chart can tie so easily into the spiritual work that I am doing. By now, you might think that I would simply expect this to be the case. But, I still find

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it fascinating. I have no idea as to where it all will lead, but I know that it will lead to exactly where it must. Consciousness is in full control in my life. Perhaps this is true of everyone's life, the difference being simply that I am aware that it is so. Looking back, the idea that the periodic chart could contain a spiritual alphabet would probably be considered to be ludicrous by both the scientific and the religious communities. Clearly, I am walking the straight and narrow path, balancing and maintaining my bearing solely by the grace of consciousness. [Actually, perhaps the not-so-straight path.] Quite interesting when you look at it this way. The bottom line is that by the criteria of world, I have crossed the line of sanity. For the past 2 years, I have been of this state of mind. My own understanding is that this state was the result of a spiritual awakening. However, I have no inputs from people in the world that validate this interpretation. My writings make connections that most would consider to be absurd. Yet, consciousness expresses thusly through me, and I find the connections to be highly meaningful to my understanding of Self and of the Nature of Reality.

22 Jun 95

We've reached the page corresponding to Radium. Wt = 226, reversed = 622 = 7. That's why 88 is such an important base to me. It's amazing how all of these different symbol systems tie together in ways that are beyond what the symbols were supposedly designed and created for. Consciousness does not leave such things to chance. The web is intricately woven, and spirit is imbued in every part of it. We have only to open our eyes and see. Though this also requires removing our blindfolds and faulty beliefs in the process and opening ourselves to the new meaning that can come through. Interesting.

It's as if I've been introduced to a new language. It will be interesting to see what it allows me to say and to realize. My

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sense is that we are both limited and empowered by the symbol systems that we use. In most cases, symbol systems are not equivalent; so, perfect translations from one to another cannot be made. Further, each system facilitates dealing with particular kinds of information while dealing much less adequately, if at all, with other information.

So, what does my latest discovery offer? What new monitions of consciousness can I now hear that I could not hear before? The answer is: I don't know. I trust that much will be revealed in the days to come, but exactly what I know not. I've become used to having the "unknown" as a major player in my life. I trust consciousness. What I need to know, I will know exactly when it is needed. Beyond that, it doesn't matter. I learn new symbolic tools and languages to provide consciousness more flexibility in expressing through me. In addition, identifying and realizing something as a symbol system has great value on the path towards spiritual realization. These are not small discoveries by any means, but major breakthroughs that tear through the fabric of the web to allow a new reality to be created. For the most part, reality is the meaning we attach to the products/creations of consciousness as expressed via symbol systems. Interesting. This is why "reality" is illusion. Only consciousness is REAL. Everything else is the creation or manifestation of consciousness. Part of whom that I am is a limited version of the ONE consciousness, limited only in term of my awareness of my true nature. As consciousness, I AM whatever my level of realization of Self is. No more, and no less. Interesting. As I write this I am 37 years 2 months and 2 weeks old. This is but half of the number expressed in my name = 74: The Benefactor and the element Wolfram.

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or juggling is necessary. Where there is a choice between symbols with the same components, use the one with the correct ordering in terms of how the component parts will be used.

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What makes up AURORA?

Ar U O Ra 18 92 8 88 18/110/118/206 = 2:52(77) = 2:50(78) = 2:38(84) = 2:30(88) = 2:28(89)

JACKPOT !!!!!!! Major Shivers. Look at those numbers! This is why I am here! This is why the commercial on the radio strikes me in the way it does. The time for building foundation is soon to come. Camelot exists. It has for all time. It only needs to be brought down to earth. Further, we live in the time in which this is to happen. Whether this week, this year, this decade, or this century matters not.

25 Jun 95

Couldn't stop thinking about the Art of ALCHEMY, the transmutation of base metals into Gold, and the transmutation of self into SELF.

Lead => Gold = 3514 => 7634. Delta = 4120. The Ace of Cups : Judgement.

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That's how we bring The Empress into the world, we find the way to combine Reality with the Illusion, or to realize that they have been one and the same all along depending on which eyes we chose to look through and which ears we chose to hear with. As I was writing this, the familiar shiver

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down the spine came through again. We're touching upon some deep truths here, and as we do it's as if the very fabric of the veil of illusion is torn asunder. Interesting. Yet, I know this as surely as I know that I am consciousness expressed in flesh. How wonderful it is to come from this state of absolute knowingness. No, it does not belong to me, but whatever work was necessary to permit my access has apparently been accomplished. I don't control when this state will occur, but I trust that consciousness will put me in the required states and circumstances necessary to accomplish the purpose for which I and, it seems, many others came.

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97 = 1:20(77) = 1:19(78) = 1:13(84) = 1:09(88) = 1:08(89) = 1:06(91)

102 = 1:25(77) = 1:24(78) = 1:18(84) = 1:14(88) = 1:13(89) = 1:11(91)

Once again, a minor difference between 97 and 102 has such a great impact on the destiny that it bears witness to. Manifesting reality is a matter of finding which interpretations are real versus which are illusion. And here, we cannot rely on the conscious mind to be of much assistance. It's world is that of the illusion. Our inner core is where the truth lies. Since the dawn of time, there alone has it been hidden. People have searched the world over to find it not, for it was there within them all along and they simply could not see it. I am not the first to utter such truths, neither will I be the last. For the time is coming soon when a new dawn arises, and what was before will no longer be, and what remains will be glorious beyond imagination and all will know that spirit has returned into the world; they will feel it coursing through their veins in a manner that they have not experienced before. Many think that such change can only come in centuries, but I say that they will see what they have

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never seen and will come to know their connection to source, the ONE true consciousness.

S Cr I Be

"S Cr" I be. Interpreted another way, I am "19 38". I also think, I am "16 24" is equally valid. The Sun and VISION, I can easily understand. Similarly, The Tower and The Q of Wands" is not tough either. The K of Wands + Q of Wands = 23+24 = 47. Also, the complement to the Q of Wands is the 64 card, bowing my will to Thy Will.

I Be = 925, reversed = 529 = 8:55 = hew, my initials reversed. 925 = The Hermit:The First Knight as well; an interesting combination.

925 = 12:01(77) = 11:67(78) = 11:01(84) = 10:45(88) = 10:35(89) Expected more.

I Be also = 53 4 = The Hierophant:Spirit Flying

534 = 6:72(77) = 6:66(78) = 6:30(84) = 6:04(88) = 5:87(89) Quite interesting.

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Further, 8437 = 8421 + 16:The Tower. 8421 is the double digit reverse of the last four of my SSN [2184] that I saw on a truck during my drive to Big Sur two weeks ago. Here, the message seems to be that The Tower has struck once again. That would confirm the state of consciousness I've been experiencing this month and why these notes have been so prolific once again. It's interesting how consciousness works in this manner.

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only showed me a little over a week ago to begin with. Had 8421 not been on a truck that I was following and had consciousness not had me think in terms of double digit reverses (something I had not done before), the pieces would not have been in place to realize the above meaning for a license plate that I happened to notice this morning. It is extremely curious that consciousness can operate in this manner. No, there is nothing logical about it. However, more and more it doesn't matter that logic plays such a limited role in my life now. It is curious that logic's role is so limited, but not surprising. The bottom line is that intuition operates in the realm of direct knowing. Logic's utility as a tool decreases as one's ability to tap source increases. I make it seem as if logic, science, and technology are of minimal importance. Clearly this is not true in the world. Yet, to spirit such things are of little import. They busy the mind and the senses, diverting the self from it's sole task of discovering it SELF. Then, my purpose is not necessarily that of others. Further, the world is unlikely to end in my lifetime though I suspect it will change in major ways. In fact, part of why I am here is to assist in the transformation that is to be. Why? Simply because it is part of The Plan of consciousness.

28 Jun 95

Kim called and left a message. I found it extremely curious that her work number ends in 414141, The Ace of Cups Triangle [41 also = Wayne]. She sounded in good spirits for a change. The sense I got from the number was that things will be great for her their despite the initial hassles and difficulties caused by her boss. Interesting. These triangles are coming up a lot. This particular one, however, has extremely special meaning. Of all the cards in the deck, this one best expresses the abundance available from spirit.

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3 Jan 96

I sit here in my office where 6.5 years of my working life have passed. Many a page of words has been written here both for work and for Beyond Imagination. In many ways I am fortunate to have had a work situation that allowed me to express the other sides of my being so easily, though it took a trip to a mental hospital to fully activate my energies. Interesting. 6.5 years = 78 months, the Tarot completion. I was supposed to notice that. It just came to me. Further, that time is up on 7 Feb 96 = 2/7/96 = 72-96, span of 24, center at 84:The Lovers Exalted, the top of my "A" reading. Here we go, tying things together again. Leap day = 2/29/96 = 9:22-96, span of 74, centered at 9:59. The Benefactor, The Hermit:The Aquarian Age. Now, 9:59 is also 1 to 10 = 1210 = 11 x 11 x 10 = 11 x 11 x 11 - 11 x 11, expressed as all 11's:Justice.

11 Jan 96

An eleven day! It will be interesting to see what adventures lie in store. Just noticed that 1996 is a 25 year. 25:First Knight, my soul ray and personality ray. It seems like the perfect year for my character to truly come to life. So be it!

We've come a long way in two years. Yet, we have only begun to fathom the mysteries of consciousness. The greatest thinkers of the world have tackled this subject since the beginnings of recorded history, if not sooner. However, we don't have many answers that make sense, or even frameworks for beginning to understand for that matter.

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Consciousness is like the elephant, while we have been the blind men labeling pieces from a highly limited perspective. It is time for this to change. We must develop a better understanding if we are to create the vessel in which spirit will be able to more fully express in flesh. This is a grand undertaking, one not to be taken lightly. Then again, a bit of lightness doesn't hurt. One can't be serious all the time, or at least one shouldn't be.

I'm still amazed at how easy the words flow forth. This is month 27 since Nov 93, the first writing month after my visit to the hospital; and month 34 since the words started coming through in Mar 93. That will make 5 Apr 96 the start of month 38:VISION. Three days later is my 38:VISION birthday. Something tells me that this is not a coincidence. It only serves to magnify the sense that something major is going to happen between now and my upcoming birthday. I don't have any real idea of what, but there is a strong feeling that it has to do with being moved to a position that is more aligned with my mission and destiny. It sounds like it's going to be an interesting ten weeks. Actually 9 and 1/2 weeks is dancing in my head. I don't know why exactly. If I counted right, that brings us to 23 Mar 96 = 3/23/96. Something's not quite right. Let's try 03/23/96 = 23:30-96, span of 66, center at 23:63. The King of Wands (also wayne):Camelot - The Moon Exalted. Interesting. I'm captivated by the entire concept of Camelot. Clearly, my bipolar condition brings the moon influence in quite strongly. And, for some time I've known my lifespan to be 66 years. Also, 230-396, span of 166, centered at 313 = The Empress:Death. This idea that we are going from 2:The High Priestess to 3:The Empress defines tha change of an Age. Now, it seems that 3:13 marks my death. The span of 166 has 83:The Hierophant Exalted on each side of the center. Backing up 66 from 313, puts my birth at 247 = The High Priestess: ASLAN. 83-66 = 17:The Star. This must be what I came in with. Backing up 17 from 1958 puts the start of this cycle at 1941, the year the US entered WW II.

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18 Jan 96

216 is The Tower for The High Priestess [2 x 2 x 2 x 3 x 3 x 3] = [6 x 6 x 6]

962 is The Hermit : The Blindfolded Lady [2 x 13 x 37]

Something tells me that the order is reversed. We're moving towards greater simplification, not increased complexity. My sense is that I'm at the 962 state now, but that I'm coming close to completion on it. 88 completion would require 62 + 26 = 2 x 13. 988 = 2 x 13 x 38. How fitting, The High Priestess x Death x VISION. Also, 26 x 38 = GOD x VISION. Interesting, there are 26 half lunar cycles per year. (new moon to full moon, full moon to new moon) That should mean that my 38 birthday marks the 988 point. Hmm, that would mean 23 Mar 96, the 9 and 1/2 weeks point from yesterday would occur at 987, The Hermit:The Hermit Exalted.

It's interesting that 216 is a 666 number in terms of factors. It brings in the association with The Beast, appropriate for the time of The Tower, when the very transformation of an Age occurs.

50 seems to be the state that the world will be brought to after the transformation. It's interesting that the US is destined to lead the way to a New Order and that we happen to have 50 states. At least that's been true since Hawaii became the 50th state on Aug 21, 1959. This was 1 year and 135 days after my birthday. That's roughly 26 + 10 = 36 half moon cycles. Hmm, at the time of my birth there were only 48:The Man in Search of More states. Alaska didn't achieve statehood until January of 1959.

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MOON = 13+15+15+14 = 57:Heart w/ 3 Swords = ELLIS

Moon = 13+6+6+5 = 30:Camelot

moon = 4+6+6+5 = 21:The World = ellis

No wonder the moon has such an impact on me. How could I be anything but bipolar given the very name that I have. Further, it's interesting that I never really use this part of my name. It's always felt right to keep it hidden. In my communications now, I go simply by Wayne. 41 is the number that defines how I would express to the world. 16 + 25 = 4x4 + 5x5, a mixture of The Emperor and The Hierophant (both squared). The sum being 41:The Ace of Cups, the difference being 9:The Hermit. 4 and 5, is this not the Philosopher King?

Discovered something interesting.

1998 = 2 x 999 = 2 x 3 x 3 x 111 = 3 x 666 = 2 x 3 x 3 x 3 x 37 = 27 x 74 = 18 x 111

This number has very interesting components. No wonder that it keeps coming up as being a pivotal year for revolutionary change. It's particularly noteworthy that it contains both 666 and 999. Further, it appears that expression as 2:The High Priestess corresponds to 999 while 3:The Empress aligns with 666. This must mean that the association of 666 with The Beast is in error. Indeed, 666 = 18 x 37, The Moon x Riding The Subconscious. This may be The Beast for many, but it is clearly the energy that must be released for the Aquarian Age to be born. 999 on the other hand is 27 x 37, The Ace of Wands x Riding The Subconscious.

1998 = 3 x 666 = 3 x 9 x 74 = The Empress x The Hermit x The Benefactor.

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999 = 3 x 9 x 37 = The Empress x The Hermit x Riding The Subconscious

666 = 3 x 6 x 37 = The Empress x The Lovers x Riding The Subconscious

666 = 3 x 3 x 74 = The Empress x The Empress x The Benefactor

666 = 9 x 74 = The Hermit x The Benefactor

Why haven't I examined the factorization of these numbers before? After all, the are very important numbers not only to me but to many others. 666 comes from The Bible. Yet, here it comes through without any negative association unless one fears what the subconscious has to offer. Interesting.

19 Jan 96

Everything seems to be pointing to exciting times ahead. I still don't know what will occur. But, I have a strong sense that whatever it is, it will be in place by my 38th birthday. Further, there is also a sense that it will come regardless of what I do. I can neither facilitate nor prevent or delay it. Interesting. It is not that I am helpless. It is that I am manifesting what must be at a level that is still other than conscious. Yet, I can trust the process. I have operated too long in this mode to know any other way. No, it isn't necessarily logical -- but I abandoned logic many years ago as a primary means for guiding me on my path. Intuition is my faithful companion on my quest. In her, I place my complete faith. Interesting.

Did something with the numbers for Beyond Imagination a couple of days ago that deserves to be captured. Just noticed that its size was exactly 900.

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I M A G I N A T I O N 9 13 1 7 9 14 1 20 9 15 14 = 112 = 1:28(84)

i m a g i n a t i o n 9 4 1 7 9 5 1 2 9 6 5 = 58 Peace!

B E Y O N D 2 5 25 15 14 4 = 65 : The King of Pentacles!

b e y o n d 2 5 7 6 5 4 = 29 : light!

Span of 98 CCW, center at 703 = The Chariot:The Empress.

beyond imagination = 29 + 58 = 87 = The Hermit Exalted.

BEYOND IMAGINATION = 65 + 112 = 177 = Christ Exalted in The Fool Exalted Base. 19 Jan 96

Everything seems to be pointing to exciting times ahead. I still don't know what will occur. But, I have a strong sense that whatever it is, it will be in place by my 38th birthday. Further, there is also a sense that it will come regardless of what I do. I can neither facilitate nor prevent or delay it. Interesting. It is not that I am helpless. It is that I am manifesting what must be at a level that is still other than conscious. Yet, I can trust the process. I have operated too long in this mode to know any other way. No, it isn't necessarily logical -- but I abandoned logic many years ago as a primary means for guiding me on my path. Intuition is my faithful companion on my quest. In her, I place my complete faith. Interesting.

Did something with the numbers for Beyond Imagination a couple of days ago that deserves to be captured. Just noticed that its size was exactly 900.

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I M A G I N A T I O N 9 13 1 7 9 14 1 20 9 15 14 = 112 = 1:28(84)

i m a g i n a t i o n 9 4 1 7 9 5 1 2 9 6 5 = 58 Peace!

B E Y O N D 2 5 25 15 14 4 = 65 : The King of Pentacles!

b e y o n d 2 5 7 6 5 4 = 29 : light!

Span of 98 CCW, center at 703 = The Chariot:The Empress.

beyond imagination = 29 + 58 = 87 = The Hermit Exalted.

BEYOND IMAGINATION = 65 + 112 = 177 = Christ Exalted in The Fool Exalted Base.

23 Jan 96

Here we are at 7.56 again. Interesting that I've noticed this Ln on several pages in a row. Another message perhaps. Hmm, the 23 (wayne) day. Interesting how this keeps coming up as well. 23 Mar came up as the 9 1/2 week point from last Wed.

01/23/98 210-398, span of 188, center at 304. Whoa! The Empress:The Emperor. Now, isn't that interesting! We've seen this before. The sense now is that it signifies a time that has finally arrived. I'm curious to see what comes from it. CD just came to mind. That's 400 converted from Roman numerals. 400 = 4:44(89) = 4:48(88) = 4:64(84) = 5:10(78) = 5:30(74).

The Emperor:The Man in Search of More in the Justice Exalted Base The Hierophant:Camelot in The Benefactor Base.

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So, what is the meaning of all of this? My sense is that the time for change is getting closer and closer. What that change will be hasn't been revealed but The Empress:The Emperor will play a major role. Further, The Hierophant:Camelot are involved as well. It is time for the birth of the Philosopher King. Yes, it is audacious that I would assume such a role would be mine. But indeed I do. Geraldine Stringer told me, during our last session, that "if you see a job that needs to be done then it is yours to do". From my perspective, I do not see how the Aquarian Age can be born without the guidance of Philosopher Kings. And I do feel that my training has indeed prepared me for such a vocation. I can think of no better way to apply my skills, talents, and energies in the service of consciousness and ultimately of humankind as well. Then, so be it!

[Pg 23 Ln 7.56 Pos 5.55] There it is again, 7:56, the drivers of my two triangle readings.

756 = 4 x 189 = 4 x 9 x 21 = 2 x 2 x 3 x 3 x 3 x 7 = 9 x 84 = Hermit x The Lovers Exalted.

This is also 9:00(84), The Hermit:The Fool in The Lovers Exalted base.

756 = 27 x 28 = 28 x 28 - 28. 1996 + 28 = 2024, my 66th year. Whoa. Major shivers. Something told me to look forward 28 days rather than years. That results in 21 Feb 96, which happens to be ASH Wednesday. How appropriate for one involved with creating Ashland -- the land of ashes required for the phoenix to arise.

25 Jan 96

Sent the manuscript off to Llewellyn. It's in the hands of consciousness now. There is nothing more that I can do. It will be interesting to see what manifests. I'm experiencing a feeling of expectancy, as if the times are pregnant, and birth

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is eminent. Interesting. I've never really felt this way before. Yes, there is some anxiety, but there is also a knowingness that something wonderful is about to happen. Exactly what that is, I don't know. However, there is an inner certainty that I am being propelled along the course that is right for fulfilling my destiny. Nothing else really matters. This is what I live for now. It's curious that this would be so, but it is indeed so. Now, how do I reconcile my work in this world with my spiritual work? Right now the two coexist, but are separate. I desire them to be one and the same. That is, I desire that my spiritual work be my fulltime job, and indeed my only job. I know, watch out what you ask for. Yet, I also know that the reward for spiritual work is abundance.

Hmm, there it is again Ln 7.56. That makes at least four days in a row. So, what message is this sending? That it would be repeated so often indicates that it is important. 28 x 28 - 28 seems to be the key. 28 days from today is 2/22/96, Washington's Birthday, 2:22-96, span of 74, center at 2:59 = The High Priestess:The Aquarian Age. Span of 74 is The Benefactor [weh]. It's interesting that both 21 and 22 Feb show up as highlighted days on my calender.

The Beyond Imagination submittal package weighed 2 lbs 13 ozs and the postage came to exactly $4.00 = The Emperor:The Fool. Funny, but appropriate. The weight was The High Priestess: Death. For some reason that seems appropriate as well. The sense is that I still have some work to do. My intuition indicates that I'm in for some interesting and challenging times.

02/22/96 = 22:20-96, span of 76 (38 x 2), center at 22:58 = The Fool Complete : Peace. This is my Heart's Desire and my Soul Purpose. Now isn't that interesting! Further, the half-span is 38:VISION = my age as of my upcoming birthday.

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Just learned that my work phone number will change when my office is moved to a different building next week. 7438 seemed to be the perfect number for me. I can't wait to see what new insights the next number will provide. The destination for the move has changed as well. Rather than moving to building "G", we are moving to building "A". The building address changes from 1250 to 1260. Hmm, 1 to 50 to 1 to 60 = 49 to 59. Once again, The Aquarian Age comes forth. The street changes from Borregas to Crossman. Something flashed in my mind -- Pontius Pilate facing the crowd and asking which man to save, Barrabas or Jesus. There was an overwhelming association of Barrabas to Borregas and Jesus to Crossman, the man who died on the cross. Interesting. 2 6 9 9 5 7 1 1 = 40:Page of Cups. 3 9 6 1 1 4 1 5 = 30:Camelot.

1250 = 2 x 5 x 5 x 5 x 5

1260 = 2 x 2 x 3 x 3 x 5 x 7 = 36 x 36 - 36 Also = 28 x 45 = 30 x 42 = 35 x 36.

Now, isn't that interesting. 36 days from Monday, the move day, results in 5 Mar 96, the third anniversary of the day the Beyond Imagination Notes started to come through. Isn't that a trip! Surely this is more than a coincidence. 36 x 36 - 36 = 6 x 6 x 6 x 6 - 6 x 6. All sixes.

31 Jan 96

My sense is that for the most part, I perceive a world that others do not appear to see. After two years, I'm still a neophyte, still learning what I got myself in to. It's obvious now that it was all set up from the very beginning. Between 35 and 36, I was to come of age. The new phone number that I got this week seems to verify that. Further, it sets up 38 as the next step. Back to 4/8/96, my 38th birthday. This year it falls one day after Easter. On 4/8/07 and 4/8/12, it hits Easter exactly for the only times from 1774-2174. The later is the

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last four of my SSN backward. Some of these facts have come out before. It's the connections and associations that change over time allowing understanding to grow.

1 Feb 96

63 @ 35 6335 = 1:03:17(78) 1993-1994 64 @ 37 6437 = 1:04:41(78) 1995-1996 65 @ 39 6539 = 1:05:65(78) 1997-1998

Interpolating, 64 => 65 @ 38 6488 = 1:05:14(78) 1996-1997

Projecting forward, 65 => 66 @ 40 6590 = 1:06:38(78) 1998-1999

66 @ 41 6641 = 1:07:11(78) 1999-2000 Interesting ---------- 69 @ 47 6947 = 1:11:05(78) 2005-2006

69 => 70 @ 48 6998 = 1:11:56(78) 2006-2007

70 @ 49 7049 = 1:12:29(78) 2007-2008

72 @ 53 7253 = 1:14:77(78) 2011-2012

78 @ 65 7865 = 1:22:65(78) 2023-2024

I'm curious as to what results from regressing backward:

45 @ conception 4499 = 57:53(78) 1957-1958

It's interesting that the completion card for the Tarot falls at my 65th year. Especially considering that I have believed that my lifespan is up at 66 for some time now. Curious, indeed. Also, note that 4/8/07 and 4/8/12 fall at interesting points as well.

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All of this revealed from one telephone number! How's that for turning a common symbol into something far more meaningful. All it took was seeing the sequence captured within the number and realizing it's relevance to my life.

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Now, why is it that each year represents 51 in my life? 51 = 3 x 17. Further, each Tarot whole step represents 102 = Q of Wands Exalted. It's also interesting that 45 = Black Robe was the Tarot number at my conception, and that this permits Tarot completion to happen at Age 66 in 2025 = 45 x 45. Further, my life will have taken me through the final 33 numbers of the Tarot.

[NOTE ADDED ON 10/10/97]

It just occurred to me that with each year representing 51, the time from 1 Jan to 8 Apr is about 14-15. This would have put my conception at 4513-4514, or 57:67 - 57:68 = ELLIS:WAYNE, my middle and first names in ALL CAPS.

5 Feb 96

Another weekend without writng Notes. I did contact several people via E-Mail that I found while surfing the internet, however. Also I found an interesting book online,

The Truth: The Universe is a Growing God

It was absolutely captivating. I read it straight through, then sent a message to the author. I've already recommended it to five people and added a link to it from my home page. Yes, it was that meaningful to me. I've never read anything like it. It was clear, yet it conveyed it's message poetically. The writing was the epitome of beauty.

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Why was I exposed to such a message on 2/4/96 = 24 x 104. This is of the same form as 2/1/84. Also 2496 = 42-96, span of 54, centered at 69. Interesting. 2184 was centered at 48!

69 is the card just to the right of 37, the center of my H reading. This is the transition between my 37 year and what lies ahead. My present phone number contains the final two numbers on the right side of 69, namely 74 and 65. I'm feeling cold and starting to shiver. This is a major connection. It marks the beginning of a completion. Further, I sense that this completion will occur by my birthday on 4/8/96.

2288 = 22 x 104 = 22-88, span of 66, center at 55. 2392 = 23 x 104 = 32-92, span of 60, center at 62.

2600 = 25 x 104 = 00-62, span of 62 CCW, center at 31 2704 = 26 x 104 = 04-72, span of 68 CCW, center at 38 2808 = 27 x 104 = 08-82, span of 74 CCW, center at 45 2912 = 28 x 104 = 12-92, span of 80 CCW, center at 52

So, what's next? 2704 has it's center at 38, and the span of 68 = WAYNE offers more confirmation that this seems the most likely candidate for my location in spirit. That would mean that 25:00(104) was just completed with the 62:Blindfolded Lady span and the 31:Youths Fighting center.

2704 = 26 x 104 = 4 x 26 x 26 = 16 x 13 x 13 = 52 x 52.

Curious. The only prime factors are 2 and 13. 16 x 13 x 13 = The Tower x Death x Death. Also, 52:Q of Swords is my personality number. It appears that this is going to be a very interesting year. I don't sense that this triple combination applies to the world yet, so I must conclude that it is a personal message for me. However, 26:00(104), is 26:00 in the 26 Exalted Base. I've come to associate 26 with GOD [7+15+4]. Thus we have the GOD cycle in the GOD Exalted Base. Powerful indeed. But, what am I to make of this? To

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make this personal seems to be egotistic to the extreme. Yet, if not this, then what message is being conveyed. It's especially interesting that this comes the day after my introduction to THE TRUTH. Indeed, The Universe is a Growing God. Of this, I have no doubt, though I had never been moved to express it in exactly this way.

Just noticed that the 31, 38, 45, 52 sequence indicates cycles of 7 years. Further, it appears that I stopped the sequence short. The next two number are 59:The Aquarian and 66:my final year. It's interesting that 30:00(104) Camelot Exalted in the GOD Exalted Base.

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The more I see revealed, the more I am blown away. These are just numbers. Yet, my mind is moved to apply a meaning to them that appears so obvious to me when I see it. I can't prove that what I see is true. Yet, there is something in me that knows that it is. Or , at the very least is as close to the truth as I can bring through at this time. I trust that the appropriate connections will be made, and I allow whatever it is that expresses through me to bring through whatever it is able. You might say that I do this because I must. Yet, I do it of my own free will. I am compelled by a force whose origin I know not. However, I see the result and I like what I see.

6 Feb 96

Destiny calls. The urge within me is to do the bidding of consciousness, whatsoever that may be, and to do it to the best of my ability whenever I am called to service. Interesting. Yet, that is indeed what life is now. SERVICE = 1594935 = 4 9 35-51 CCW, span of 16:The Tower, centered at 4:The Emperor 9:The Hermit 43:Abundance. Interesting. You might say that I'm in Her Majesty's Service. How appropriate. There seems to be another meaning here. The period for 4 9 service is from age 35 through age 51 for me.

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35 marked the start of my spiritual transformation in 1993. 51 occurs in 2009-2010. This leaves one final period of 16 years to get me to 2025. 4/8/07 --- 4/8/09-4/8/10 --- 4/8/12. My 51 year is exactly in the middle of the five year period between the times when my birthday falls on Easter. The sense is that a new phase of life does begin at that time and that the 4/8/12 = 2184 backwards date is when my true purpose is finally revealed and my MISSION on Earth begins.

MISSION. Reversed = NO IS SIM. A cosmic joke, indeed. For many years in the Air Force, I dealt with SIMulation requirements. At Loral, I'm in the Modelling and SIMulation Group. The immediate response that comes to mind is IS REAL = 91 9513

Death Exalted : Death => Aquarian Age , span of 46 CCW, center at 36.

7 Feb 96

Found out earlier today that my cubicle is # 22:The Fool Exalted, my Heart's Desire. Interesting and appropriate. It seems that everywhere around me the numbers are starting to click in a way that they never have before.

wayne = 23, ellis = 21, hartman = 30, jr = 10

2^3 x 2^1 x 3^0 x 1^0 = 8 x 2 x 1 x 1 = 16:The Tower = 2^4 = 24 = "X".

NZ = "X" in a square when written one over the other. 24^2 = 576 = 9:The Hermit x 64:Thy Will, not mine, be Done. Major shivers!!!!! From the inside out 576 = 7:56.

So, Be NZ = 25 7:56, center = 7:54 = 628 or 5:74 from the inside out. This is the swing from The Benefactor to

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HARTMAN or from The Chariot:The Emperor to The Chariot:The Hierophant.

"Y" squared = 25 x 25 = 625 = 25-26 time click.

"Z" squared = 26 x 26 = 676 = 76, the year the US was founded [1776] and the year I graduated from high school [1976]. Also, the year that my niece Jamie was born. Hmm, this is also 7:66 from the inside out.

8 Feb 96

2/8/96 = 82-96, span of 14, center at 89 = Justice Exalted, the center of my "X" reading. Interesting that this comes on day after my X squared revelation. Interesting indeed!

The keys to my office that I was given yesterday say cube #22. 22 x 22 x 22 = 10648 = The Magician: The Lovers: The Man in Search of More.

6:01-48, span of 47:ASLAN, center at 6:25-6:26. Hmm, a 25 => 26 transition again. That's the "Y" squared stuff from yesterday. This 47 year cycle started at age 19 in 1977. Interesting. 1977 = 77-91, span of 14, center at 84:The Lovers Exalted, The top of my "A" reading. It's especially noteworthy that this was also the transition to the 6: The Lovers cycle. With each revelation I am more and more amazed. The sheer number and variety of connections is nearly unbelievable. Yet, here they are. Consciousness has led me to every one of them, and without any regular system or process to guide me.

Essentially, I operate on intuition, allowing free association to guide me to the appropriate circumstances that stimulate me to make connections. I guess this is the stuff of which lunatics are made. Yet, it is my reality. And, the symbols and connections have a meaning that cannot be denied. Is the

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process that I use repeatable? No. However, why should it have to be? The more important question is whether the process results in useful information. Here, I must answer yes. But, I can only answer for myself. Whether what I do is useful to others is for them to decide. At the very least I offer a picture of how another consciousness works, even if that is quite different from your own. I don't know enough to know how similar or different that might be. At the same time, I don't know that I possess any special capabilities that necessarily make what I do unique.

The 21 x 96 days all have a span of 84, with center at x:54, The Page of Swords, cutting the True from the False. We have 10 days of this in Feb. 22 x 96 days follow with a span of 74, and a center at x:59, The Aquarian Age. It seems that we're in for a very interesting month.

Just noticed last night that "beyond imagination" = 29 58 = the 29 triangle! It's amazing that I had not discovered this before, especially given how involved I've been with triangle numbers. 29 is the number of "light". Further, 58-92 CCW has span of 34, center at 75 = HARTMAN.

Also interesting is that Light = 38:VISION, and LIGHT = 56:Balance, center of my inverted triangle.

Just made an interesting connection, WEH = 23 * 5 * 8 = 920 = 11:62(78). This number came up two years ago in the 1994-832 = 1162 context. It marks the year of Genghiz Khan's birth as well as the year that Becket became Archbishop of Canterbury -- the Hierophant.

beyond imagination = 29 + 58 = 87: The Hermit Exalted. Interesting that I hadn't noticed this before either. Now, how does an Exalted Hermit make his way in the world? That's a very good question. It will be interesting to see what answer becomes manifest in the days ahead. Yes, interesting indeed.

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weh = 5 * 5 * 8 = 200 = WAYNE ELLIS HARTMAN. Coincidence? Maybe. But, I wouldn't count on it. Only three of 1000 combinations would yield this sum.

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bi = 29 polar = 7/13/16/17/26. 29 + 26 = 55. Also = light GOD. Now, just what might that mean? Clearly it's an important discovery. Why was I led to handle the first part of the word different than the latter? Only consciousness would lead me in that manner. Something about consistency being the "hobgoblin of little minds" just flashed by. No one can accuse me of that anyway. They might think I'm looney, but definitely not consistent. Though, I can be very stubborn at times, as my wife will attest.

There is something amazing about connecting my initials to a number that came out of the blue nearly two years ago. In fact, it was one of the numbers that was instrumental in taking me on my continuing excursion with finding meaning in the day-to-day symbols around me.

832 was a 104 number = 8:00(104). So was 1976 = 19:00(104), my high school graduation year and the bicentennial for the country. The next 104 year is not until 2080. The one after that is 2184, the last four of my SSN.

13 Feb 96

The days get flying by. The end of March draws nearer and nearer. I know not where my immediate destiny lies. But, I trust that consciousness doth know, and that wherever it is will be right for this point in my life. Yes, I am resigned to a fate I know not what. But, it is an optimistic resignation, for I know that consciousness is using me to do her works. Further, I willingly cooperate in this endeavor. There is no sacrifice that I sense, no giving up of anything of value. Yes, I mean this wholeheartedly. I have no awareness of my will

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having value anymore. I once did, but that was before the transformation of 1993.

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ELLIS = 57 = 3 + 19 = 22 = 2 + 11 = 13 WAYNE ELLIS HARTMAN = 23 13 23 = 59: The Aquarian Age.

wayne ellis hartman = 23 7 7 = 37: The K of Cups, the middle of my "H" reading.

Wayne Ellis Hartman = 41 7 7 = 55 = 16 = 24 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23

62 = 33 = 14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25 = ... There we go again 25, 52, 35, 12.

REDUCTIONS

1 2 3 4 = 22 = 13 5 6 = 5 7 8 = 23 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25 = ... 10 = 7 11 12 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = ... 13 14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = ... 15 = 8 = 23 16 = 24 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23 17 18 = 34 = 19

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19 20 = 27 = 33 = 14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25 = ... 21 = 10 = 7 22 = 13 2324 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25 = ... 26 = 15 = 8 = 23 27 = 33 = 14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = ...28 = 29 2930 = 10 = 7 35 = 12 = 25 = 52 = 35 = ... 36 = 54 = 35 = 12 = 25 = 52 = 35 = ... 38 = 21 = 10 = 7 39 = 16 = 24 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23 44 = 33 = 14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25 = ... 45 = 37 48 = 27 = 33 = 14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25 = ... 50 = 54 = 35 = 12 = 25 = 52 = 35 = ... 56 = 30 = 10 = 7 57 = 22 = 13 58 = 31 62 = 33 = 14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25 = ... 64 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23 65 = 18 = 34 = 19 66 = 16 = 24 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23 68 = 21 = 10 = 7 69 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23 70 = 14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25 = ... 74 = 39 = 16 = 24 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23 75 = 55 = 16 = 24 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23 76 = 23 77 = 18 = 34 = 19 78 = 18 = 34 = 19 87 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25 = ... 88 = 34 = 19 91 = 20 = 27 = 33 = 14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25 = ...

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95 = 24 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23 104 = 36 = 54 = 35 = 12 = 25 = 52 = 35 = ...

Summary of results.

23: 8 15 16 23 24 26 39 55 64 66 69 72 74 75 76 90 94 95 98

7: 7 10 21 30 38 45 56 60 68 86 92

13: 4 13 22 57 85 102

19: 18 19 34 65 77 78 81 88

25 52 35 12: 9 12 14 20 25 27 32 33 35 36 42 44 48 50 51 52 54 62 70 84 87 91 104

It's amazing that all of these numbers reduce to these 5 cases. It's particularly interesting that 19 numbers reduce to 23 = wayne and that 23 numbers reduce to the sequence 25-52-35-12.

14 Feb 96

Valentine's Day! I'm obsessed with my numbers again, this time over a strange reduction process that convert powers into digits and adds factors rather than multiplying them. For the numbers from 1 through 104 the results are:

23 21 times 23 21 = wayne ellis 25 17 times

23 + 25 = 48: The Hermit, 23 * 25 = 575, 21+17 = 38 = VISION.

7 10 times + 7 = 55: The Ace of Swords 19 9 times +19 = 74: The Benefactor 13 6 times +13 = 87: The Hermit Exalted 29 6 times +29 = 116: VISION Exalted 35 5 times +35 = 151: Heaven Lies Within Exalted 5 2 times + 5 = 156: The High

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Priestess 12 2 times +12 = 168: The Hanged Man Twice Exalted 31 2 times +31 = 199: Abundance Twice Exalted 41 2 times +41 = 240: The Lovers Thrice Exalted 43 2 times +43 = 283, 823 from the inside out. 8 = 23, interesting.

Note that if we convert the first 5 numbers to letters we get:

W Y G S M

If we use the corresponding counts, we get:

U Q J I F

WAY 23 1 25 49 = 72 = 55 = 16 = 24 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23

WHY 23 8 25 56 = 30 = 10 = 7

WXY 23 24 25 72 = 55 = 16 = 24 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23

23 * 1 * 25 = 575 23 * 8 * 25 = 4600 23 * 24 * 25 = 13800

Curious. The three main letter readings that I use are my "A", "H", and "X" readings, in that order. These are the only letter readings I felt moved to copy and hang on my wall at work!

If we do number reductions on the letters, before we multiply, we note that both 8 and 24 "reduce" to the same number, 23.

23 * 23 * 25 = 13225 = 2:25-31 CCW, span of 6:The Lovers, centered at 2:28. This is The High Priestess: The Man with the World in His Hand. Now isn't that interesting. 228 is the sum for my whole name, WAYNE ELLIS HARTMAN JR.

228 = 2**2 * 57 = 79: The Magician.

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WAYNE = 23 1 25 25 5 = 79: The Magician. Note 7:The Chariot and 9:The Hermit

ELLIS = 5 12 12 25 19 = 73: True Heaven Lies Within.

HARTMAN = 23 1 19 25 13 1 25 = 107: "light" Exalted.

It's interesting that none of my names reduce. All three are prime!

Sum = 259 = 7 * 37 = 44 = 33 = 14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25

From the inside out we have 529 = 23 * 23. Now isn't that interesting.

WAY = 575. WAY + 1 = WAY + ONE = 575 + 1 = 576 = 24 * 24.

But, ONE = 23 25 5. WAY + ONE = 23 1 25 + 23 25 5 = 46 26 30 = 25 23 7. Now isn't that interesting. These are the top three reduction numbers. Further, if we map the other members of the (25 52 35 12) repeating sequence to 25, the three numbers would be in order of frequency as well.

We're definitely onto something here. The numbers are connecting in ways that are amazing, literally beyond belief. There is a strong sense of discovery. These relationships are not there by accident. Bit by bit, my mission and the nature of reality is unfolding before my eyes and mind. I am a participant in the process, but my major role is to watch what unfolds and try not to get in the way of what is being revealed. This requires a deep trust in the process and an allowance that accepts that things may be other than they seem.

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The thought crosses my mind that I am indeed crazy. My methods and my interpretations are without any prior basis, foundation, or training. As far as I know, they are unique and unrelated to anything that I have ever been exposed to in this existence. Curious that this would be so given how much I have been exposed to.

19 Feb 96

Once again, another three days without writing; and I was doing so good for the month. There is something about the difference in location between here, Sunnyvale, and home, Monterey, that makes a difference. A quick estimate would be that the split of writing output is something like 90% vs 10% even though the free time split is closer to 30% vs 70%. Interesting. My sense is that it has something to do with astrocartography. The 80 mile delta (60 as the crow flies) is enough to bring two additional lines into play. The Mercury line (communication and writing) comes very close to Sunnyvale.

Larry found a few mistakes in my number reductions from last week. It turns out that there are exactly 23 out of the first 104 numbers that "reduce" to 23. Interesting. 23**2 = 529 = 855 = weh reversed. Something tells me that this is no coincidence. Also curious is that there are exactly 16:The Tower occurances of 25:First Knight.

These two numbers have an interesting place in the sequence:

(5) 2 7 9 16 25 41 66 107

My sense is that this is another piece in the puzzle that indicates where I am currently at. It seems that I have reached or am soon to reach 23**2. I just had a visualization of checkers and "squared" corresponding to being "KING-

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ed". Interesting. Perhaps "philosopher king" is in the cards after all. And further, sooner than I think.

It's very interesting that (wayne)**2 = weh reversed. It's also interesting that 16 = P, 23 = W, and 25 = Y. Hmm, it's the squares that really matter however.

16**2 = 256 = 2**8 = 28 = 29

22**2 = 484 = 2**2 * 11**2 = 134 = 2 * 67 = 69 = 3 * 23 = 26 = 2 * 13 = 15 = 8 = 23

23**2 = 529 = 232 = 2**3 * 29 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25 = 52

24**2 = 576 = 26 * 32 = 58 = 2 * 29 = 31

25**2 = 625 = 5**4 = 54 = 2 * 3**3 = 35 = 12 = 25 = 52 = 35

26**2 = 676 = 2**2 * 13**2 = 154 = 2 * 7 * 11 = 20 = 2**2 * 5 = 27 = 33 = 14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25

27**2 = 729 = 3**6 = 2**2 * 3**2 = 54 = 2 * 3**3 = 35 = 12 = 25 = 52 = 35

28**2 = 784 = 2**4 * 7**2 = 96 = 2**5 * 3 = 28 = 29

29**2 = 841 = 292 = 2**2 * 73 = 95 = 5 * 19 = 24 = 2**3 * 3 = 26 = 2 * 13 = 15 = 8 = 23

30**2 = 900 = 2**2 * 3**2 * 5**2 = 106 = 55 = 16 = 24 = 2**3 * 3 = 26 = 2 * 13 = 15 = 8 = 23

31**2 = 961 = 312 = 2**3 * 3 * 13 = 39 = 16 = 24 = 2**3 * 3 = 26 = 2 * 13 = 15 = 8 = 23

32**2 = 1024 = 2**10 = 2 * 3 * 5 * 7 = 17

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Note that 32 squared reduces to The Star and its factors are the first four primes! Further, it is preceeded by a 23 triple. 28**2 reduces to the same number that 28 reduced to (29). Prior to that we have three years in a row that reduce to the (12 25 52 35) cycle.

My intuition tells me we're at or moving rapidly to the 24**2 step. This is my 7:56 merkaba combination that is reflected in my triangle readings. [Pg 16 : The Tower Ln 7:56]. How's that for confirmation. There is even information embedded in how the words are placed on the page. It's amazing just how ochestrated everything is. Clearly this is not done consciously.It is amazing nonetheless.

23**10 = 2310 = 2 * 3 * 5 * 7 * 11 = 28 = 29 = beyond!

This is the number whose factors are the first five primes, the next major step.

20 Feb 96

I also found that the sequence (n-1)(n)(n+1) has some interesting properties.

10 11 12 1320 11 12 13 1716 12 13 14 2184 - - - 28:00(78) = 21:00(104) 13 14 15 2730 14 15 16 3360 15 16 17 4080 - - - 40 Triangle 16 17 18 4896 - - - 48 Triangle 17 18 19 5814 - - - [ADDED 10/97: 57:ELLIS * 102] 18 19 20 6840 - - - [ADDED 10/97: WAYNE @ 40] 19 20 21 7980 - - - [ADDED 10/97: 798 = 228!] 20 21 22 924021 22 23 10626 27 28 29 21924 - - - Centered at 918 = 9 Triangle

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Note that consecutive numbers 16 and 17 result in triangles and further that these triangle numbers are a perfect pair 40 + 48 = 88. The second of these is 48:The Man in Search of More and the date 4/8/96 is my upcoming birthday.

Note also that n=28:The Man with the World in his Hands has The Hermit triangle buried within it. Further, it has a span of 13 counting both endpoints, running from 9:12 to 9:24. Its interesting that this stops one shy of 925, which reversed = 529 = 23**2.

So, am I making mountains out of molehills? Am I seeing things that aren't really there? My sense is no. These are indeed valid observations. Further, that they are guided by an intuitive process gives them that much more credibility, at least in my eyes. Interesting.

21 Feb 96

Didn't get much sleep last night. Between the rain, the wind, and thinking about how I wanted to respond to the President's letter, I was was up most of the night. I must have composed the letter in my head 20 times during the night. When I got to work, I wrote what I regard to be the best letter of my life. If that is not sufficient to get attention, then nothing is. I'm curious to see what the response will be this time.

7:56 showed up twice on my way home last night. The first occurrence was as a time during the first third of my commute home. The second was the tripmeter mileage as I purchased my dinner at Jack In The Box. These occurred within about 10 minutes of each other. This number is 428 = The Emperor: The Man with the World in his Hands.

22 Feb 96

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Looking back, it was pretty audacious of me to write to the President in the manner that I did yesterday. But, it was something that I just had to do. He may not know me from Adam, however if yesterdays message wasn't enough to get his attention and the attention of his staff, then nothing will. Anyway, what will be will be. I took the initiative and did what I could in the best way I knew how. Now, the ball is in his court -- or, more accurately, in consciousness court. Interesting.

Just noticed that the 88 completion number for 23 is 55 = New Way. Now isn't that interesting. wayne (+ The Moon) => Wayne (+ The Hierophant) => new Way (+ The Hermit) New Way.

The Moon + The Hierophant + The Hermit = 1859. That's 99 years before I was born. I wonder what happened then. Whitman's "Leaves of Grass" was published four years earlier in 1855. My house was built 11 years later in 1870. 59-81 has a span of 22 CCW, centered at 70 = 528.

529 expresses the sequence 25 26 27 28 29. These are very important steps for the world. Hmm. I wonder if these are timing marks? Major shivers.

1859 528 25 26 27 28 1996 529 25 26 27 28 29

Delta = 137 = 1:59[78] years. The Aquarian Age Exalted. Now isn't that interesting.

Backing up 137 years yields 1722 = The Star: The Fool Completed 1859 = The Moon: The Aquarian Age 1996 = The Sun: The Moon Exalted

Moving forward 137 years yield 2133 = The World: The Christ

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1958 = 14:40[137] The Page of Cups year of The Temperance Cycle 1974 = 14:56[137] The Balance year of The Temperance Cycle 1976 = 14:58[137] The Peace year of The Temperance Cycle 1996 = 14:78[137] The Tarot Completion year of The Temperance Cycle. 2007 = 14:89[137] The Justice Exalted year of The Temperance Cycle 2012 = 14:94[137] The Tower Exalted year of The Temperance Cycle 2025 = 14:107[137] The Light Exalted year of The Temperance Cycle

Just noticed that 89:Justice Exalted and 87:The Hermit Exalted are an 88 completion pair. However, they sum to twice 88 rather than 88. For the numbers between 89 and 98, the 88 completion is a number between 78 and 87 and results in double 88 or 176.

83:The Hierophant Exalted + 93:The Devil Exalted. These two are side by side in the upper right corner of my inverted triangle reading. Isn't that curious?

This 137 base places my lifespan in an interesting place in a cycle, where the key events in my life line up with very meaningful and relevant points in the cycle. There is no way that I could have discovered this without giving my intuition full room to roam. Hmm.

1996 marks one cycle of 22 since my introduction to metaphysics in 1974. The next cycle of 22 would complete in 2018 = 14:100[137]. The Fool Complete Exalted year of The Temperance cycle. Isn't that a kick!

Another major shiver after the realization that 1996 marks the Tarot Completion year for me. For the remainder of my life, I'm in the Exalted realm.

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137 = 13**7 = 62748517

62 = The Blindfolded Lady 74 = The Benefactor 85 = The Chariot Exalted 17 = The Star

Reversed 71 = Building the Cathedral 58 = Peace, also the year I was born. 47 = ASLAN 26 = GOD

Note, if we add one and unfold from the inside out we get: 48 = The Man in Search of More. Also, my birthday. 75 = HARTMAN 21 = ellis. Also, The World. 68 = WAYNE

Now, isn't that interesting. All three parts of my name plus my birthday in one number! And further, only those components with no extraneous digits. Also, if I took the number from the outside in instead of the inside out, the parts of my name would have come out in the right order as well. In addition, the two components that I use came out with their ALL CAPS sums, while my middle name, which I never use, came out with its no caps sum.

4726 - 8518 = span of 3792, half span of 1896, center at 6622 = My Life Span: Fool Complete. This is especially interesting since The Fool Complete is also My Heart's Desire.

1896, the half span, is The Moon: The Moon Exalted. No wonder The Moon plays such a prominent role in my path. No wonder indeed.

68 2175 48 This is telling me that I am 9 years shy of 2184, my mission (last four of my SSN)

That would mean that my mission starts in 2005 and lasts for 20 years through Judgement, the top of my triangle reading.

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Further, 2025 is 45**2. 45 is required for the wayne => WAYNE transition. 45**2 = 3**4 * 5**2 = 86 = 2 * 43 = 45 = 3**2 * 5 = 37 : The King of Cups = Riding the Subconscious. This is my present age and the center of my "H" reading. Further, the Tarot reading that I got over the Internet last night had 69 over 37, 68 next to 69 in the passing position, and 21 next to 89 in the future position. In the "H" reading, 68 is to the right of 37, and 69 is to the left of 37.

It's absolutely amazing that all this information can be coming together in this manner. All the pieces of the puzzle are fitting together. Further, it appears that they are definitely part of one puzzle. I haven't had time to think of what the ramifications of this are on my world view. Observing and discovering the nature of my personal reality is becoming a full time occupation.

Just noticed something about my SSN 575 68 2184. My SSN has revealed many meanings over the past two years. 7 and 56, the two drivers of my triangle readings have been prominent for most of that time. Yet I had never noticed that they were right there all the time.

My name is also embedded in my SSN

57 5 68 21 84 57 = ELLIS 5 = The Hierophant 68 = WAYNE 21 = ellis, also The World 84 = The Lovers Exalted [also, wayne ellis hartman jr]

5 75 68 21 84 This contains the same format for my name as 13**7. 5 = The Hierophant 75 = HARTMAN 68 = WAYNE 21 = ellis, also The World 84 = wayne ellis hartman jr, also The Lovers Exalted

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Another meaning for 413 is 41**3 = 68 9 21 = WAYNE The Hermit ellis.

9:21-86 = The Hermit: The World - Strength Exalted, span of 65, center at 9:53-54.

Hmm, this is 5:93-5:94 from the center out.

It's curious that the span is one year shy of my expected life span. That suggests the years line up with my years. I was born as The Hermit: ellis. My final year 9:87 will be as The Hermit: The Hermit Exalted. Further, 987 is the sweep from 87 to 89, The Hermit Exalted to Justice Exalted. The only number passed in the sweep is 88, infinity above, infinity below. WOW!

The coming year, my 38th is 9:59, The Hermit:The Aquarian Age. WOW, again!

2007, 11 years hence, is 9:70, The Hermit: The Juggler [528] 2012, 16 years hence, is 9:75, The Hermit: HARTMAN 2024, 28 years hence, is 9:87, The Hermit: The Hermit Exalted 2025, 29 years hence, is 9:88, The Hermit: time to ascend.

26 Feb 96

More number stuff. I can't stop thinking about them. The moon's not full, but my attention is captivated with uncovering what meaning the universe would have me find.

wayne 23 Wayne 41 WAYNE 68

ellis 21 Ellis 21 ELLIS 57

hartman 30 Hartman 30 HARTMAN 75

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first + mid 44 62 125

total 74 92 200

jr 10 Jr 19 JR 28

TOTAL 84 111 228

210 = 2 * 3 * 5 * 7 --- 23 = wayne, 57 = ELLIS 210 (hex) = 528 --- 210 = 5 * 6 * 7 = 6 * 6 * 6 - 6 528 (hex) = 1320 = 10 * 11 * 12 888 (hex) = 2184 = 12 * 13 * 14 1320 (hex) = 4896 = 16 * 17 * 18 Also, my next birthday.

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8 1 = 1000 1 = 17: The Star 8 2 = 1000 10 = 34: Spirit 8 3 = 1000 11 = 35: Spiritual Inheritance 8 4 = 1000 100 = the pattern for WAYNE 8 5 = 1000 101 = the pattern for 69: Ace of Pentacles 8 6 = 1000 110 = the pattern for 70: The Juggler [528] 8 7 = 1000 111 = the pattern for 71: Building the Cathedral 8 8 = 1000 1000 = WAYNE * 2 8 9 = 1000 1001 = The Aquarian Age Exalted = 68 + 69

9 1 = 1001 1 = 19: The Sun 9 2 = 1001 10 = 38: VISION [NOTE: Jumps by 19!] 9 3 = 1001 11 = 39: Knight of Cups 9 4 = 1001

100 = 76 [NOTE: Jumps by 37!] 9 5 = 1001 101 = 77: CHRIST 9 6 = 1001 110 = 78: Tarot Completion 9 7 = 1001 111 = 79: The Magician

9 8 = 1001 1000 = 153 = 75 Exalted [NOTE: Jumps by 74!] 9 9 = 1001 1001 = 154 = 76 Exalted

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It seems that we're in for some very interesting years ahead. This is a strange way to construct a sequence, but turns out to be a very meaningful one. Curious.

I never know where my excursions are going to take me anymore. Long ago, I stopped following any processes that I had ever read about. [Pg 29 Ln 7.56] Consciousness now is my sole guide. Further, operating in solo, I must wonder whether what I do are the musings of a sane man. For over two years now, I have had nothing with which to compare my works -- and further to compare my experience. This hasn't bothered me. To a large degree, I have always lived in a different world than that of those around me. However, never before has it been to such a large degree. I can function in the mainstream world. Others, however, may find it very difficult to function in mine, assuming that they could relate to it at all. Yet, there is a sense of magic in the air. Something is about to happen that will unleash a tidal wave of change. Exactly when or how I know not. But, it is close at hand. I can feel it, HERE, in this very space that surrounds me now.

The revelations are happening at a greatly increased pace. Everyday brings astonishing new discoveries. Yet, I am only aware of my own experience. My sense is that there are others out there like me whose mission is being activated. However, even with my extensive wanderings on the Internet, I have not yet found like-minded others who have been compelled to document their process in the manner that I have. Not that such people are not out there. I have no way of knowing one way or the other. If they are out there, consciousness has not yet found it appropriate for me to make their acquaintance. This confirms my own assessment that my nature is that of The Hermit and The Man in Search of More.

27 Feb 96

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SPIRIT = 19/35/44/62/71/91 = Death Exalted spirit = 37, Spirit = 55

CONSCIOUSNESS = 175 = 5**2 * 7 = 59. Also, 175 = 2:19(78). consciousness = 3/9/14/15/18/27/33/36/37/42/47/48/49

FLESH = 6/18/23/42/50 flesh = 6/9/14/15/23 Now, isn't that interesting.

Observations:

flesh (23) + Temperance (14) = spirit (37) flesh (23) + The Moon (18) = Ace of Cups (41) spirit + The Emperor = Ace of Cups (41)

consciousness (49) + 1 = FLESH (50) (enlightened flesh) consciousness (49) + 6:The Lovers = Spirit (55)

FLESH + Hierophant = 50 + 5 = Spirit (55)

FLESH + Ace of Cups(Wayne) = 50 + 41 = 91 = SPIRIT (91) = Death Exalted

PURPOSE: To enable SPIRIT to be more fully expressed in FLESH.

SPIRIT(91) + The Lovers Exalted (84) = 175 = CONSCIOUSNESS

23 Exalted (101) + 74:The Benefactor = 175 = CONSCIOUSNESS

flesh = 63 5 18, span = 18:The Moon, center = 527. This is one short of 528.

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I see these numbers before my eyes, and I allow their meaning to be brought forth through my being, but am I the one whose destiny is being foretold on these pages. Yes, I've always known that I was different, and that I specifically came to this world and this incarnation to carry out the work of consciousness. But, is this it? Did I truly come to play so prominent of a role? Or, is this ego coming out again? Yet, my sense is that I could not make up these words if I tried. They are truly beyond my imagination. Given this, where do I go from here? Thus far, I have no indication that any other soul in this world is aware of what I have uncovered in the past 3 years. While I have made much of my material public, there is no feedback to suggest a deep understanding of any kind. As the Hermit, perhaps such is what I should expect. Yet, I do not see how to effect change without some connection with others who are to carry out some of the ideas. There are over 5 billion humans on the planet. Surely there are others here to see that CONSCIOUSNESS is enfleshed.

27 Feb 96

"we the people" = 55 285 756735

285 = 825 from inside out. This is 528 reversed.

How did I miss the more obvious 55 285 756735

Note that the middle is 575 = 7:55 from the inside out.

28 Feb 96

light = 29 Light = 38 VISION LIGHT = 56 Isn't that interesting!

23 to 29 = flesh to light. How appropriate for enabling spirit to be more fully enfleshed.

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165974 = 28856(hex) = 28 856 = 28 429 = 28 24-25-26-27-28-29 165975 = 28857(hex) = 28 857 = 28 329 = 28 23-24-25-26-27-28-29

Well. What do you know. "flesh" to "light" guided by The Man with The World in His Hand

Center of 165975 is 768 = 756 + 12. Also, this is the 67 to 68 transition

Center of 28856 = 869 = the 68 to 69 transition.

7 Mar 96

Yes, it's the 7th already and this is the first time I've found time to write. Since finding Spirit Chat 10 day ago, it has consumed the bulk of my free time. However, my sense is that this is exactly what I needed. It's allowing me to make connections with people that are literally "all over the world".

The 2184 = 888[hex] discovery last week was a major revelation, as was 822-888, a span of 66.

20 Mar 96

She = 1985, 85-91, span of 6, centered on 88. How curious! Interval goes from HE = Chariot Exalted to 91=Death Exalted.

12/20/93 is when Beyond Imagination was born. The Hanged Man / Judgement / The Devil Exalted

20:21-93, span of 72, center at 20:57. Now isn't that a kick. 20(hex):57(hex) = 32[I AM race, Christ]:87[Hermit Exalted]

Just checked the time. It was 5:28, of course!

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By the way, BI = 29 = "light" and 29(hex) = 41 = "Wayne".

bi-polar 29-76319 = 2/11 - 7/13/16/17/26 total = 37

Just noticed 26(hex) = 38 = VISION; 11(hex) = 17 = The Star

17 to 38, span of 21:The World, centered at 27-28! WOW!

27 Mar 96

Yes, this is already the 27th. And, yes, I am still on page 3. It's been a very productive month for Beyond Imagination, just not for these notes. Interesting.

spirit = 179992 = 1/8/17/26/35/37 = King of Cups = my age this passing year! Now isn't that amazing. Why is it that I hadn't realized this before. Another 12 days and it's on to 38.

Spirit = 19/26/35/44/53/55 = Top right of my "X" reading.

SPIRIT = 19/35/44/62/71/91 = Death Exalted = Bottom Right of my "A" and "X" readings.

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Just noticed, I would be 74:The Benefactor in 2032, and 84:The Lovers Exalted in 2042. There is still a sense that this body will be ashes in 2025. Though, that doesn't necessarily mean my spiritual mission will be complete at that time -- only that it doesn't continue from physical form. This is NEW. Haven't thought in these terms before. But, it seems plain as day right now.

ashland = 1183154 = 1/2/10/13/14/19/23 23(hex) = 35 = my birth number.

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ASHLAND = 1/20/28/40/41/55/59 = The Aquarian Age 59(hex) = 89 = Justice Exalted, the center of my "X" reading.

ashland => ASHLAND = 23 => 89, a jump of 66! Isn't that a kick!

Transition is 23 => 35 => 59 =>89. This requires jumps of 12, 24, and 30 respectively.

12:Hanged Man, achieved in 1993

24 = "X", also 24(hex) = 36, achieved in 1994

1224 is the 12 triangle.

30:Camelot, also 30(hex) = 48:Man in Search of More. 4/8/96, the 48 triangle, is only 12 days away.

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68(hex) = 102: "X" Exalted 57(hex) = 87: The Hermit Exalted 75(hex) = 117: The Knight of Cups Exalted

Total = 304: The Empress:The Emperor !!!

3 Apr 96

Interesting month last month. I was moved to get all of my writings to my site where they would be available to the world. I was literally compelled, moved by a force so strong that it would not be resisted. While I was successful, the end result was only 5 pages of Notes for the month. That's only half of the output for Apr 94, when I was flying high all month. I did spend a lot of time on Spirit Chat however.

On the commute in this morning, I couldn't get the following out of my mind:

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it is finished. It Is Finished. IT IS FINISHED!

The veil is lifted.

Don't know what it means yet, but it was quite insistent and intense. Further, the first time it came through brought a sharp shiver down my spine.

It will be interesting to see what is revealed as the day proceeds. There is indeed a major sense of completion -- and a feeling that something new and wonderful is about to unfold.

10 Apr 96

Resent letter to the President with cc: to first lady and vice president. Don't think anything will come from it, but had to do it. I don't care if they like my ideas or not -- I just want someone to read them and evaluate them for what they are worth. Is that so wrong? Should I not expect that ideas will indeed see there time of day ... at least when the time is ripe for them?

I'm still in somewhat of a waiting pattern, expecting reality to change dramatically at any moment. And yet, work appears locked in through 31 Jul with a nice bonus if I stick it out until then. Interesting. After that, everything is wide open once again. My sense is that all I can do now is sit back and watch it unfold, doing what I am moved to do, when I am so moved to the best of my abilities and with all my heart and soul. This is expressing spirit in flesh to its fullest. Such is all that can be expected of anyone!

8/1/96 = 18-96, Moon to Moon Exalted. Isn't that interesting! Span of 78: Tarot Completion, centered at none other than

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57: Three of Swords = ELLIS. 57(hex) = 87 = Hermit Exalted. Now, is that timing or what?

8/01/96 = 108-196, Camelot Exalted to 9:16 (inside out) = The Hermit: The Tower, span of 88: Infinity above and below, center at 152 = 1:74 = The Benefactor Exalted.

[NOTE ADDED ON 10/10/97]

It is interesting that this was the last of the Beyond Imagination Notes. My job did end on 7/31/96. This left me unemployed from 8/01/96 through 11/11/96, the first day of my new job with The Aerospace Corporation in LA. It is particularly curious that I have now been working for the same Air Force office since Jan 85, for over a dozen years -- as an Air Force officer, as a defense contractor, and now as a non-profit engineering support.

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CONCLUSION

I hope this foray into the fascinating world of numbers and their symbolic meaning in my life provided you with some techniques that are of value and utility in your own life. That is what it is all about after all. We find what works for us and then share that to the degree that we can. This is my way of doing that. I don’t expect that everything expressed applies to each of you reading this. In fact some of my methods might appear to be the machinations of a lunatic. I’m not sure as to why I do what I am moved to do. I observe myself doing these things and am amazed at the meaning that I find in places where by all rights I had no means to expect any. Using the chemical symbols, numbers, and atomic weights as an alphabet and symbol system was a case in point. It just seemed like an obvious thing to do. And, when I found meaning by using it, that fueled the flame all the more.

As an Aries, I’m great at starting things. As a result there are a lot of techniques and approaches that I discovered but did not carry through to see what could be done with them on a broader scale. That requires more thorough and systematic research. That is not something that I do well. Hence, I leave it to others to take what I have done and turn it into something practical that is of utility. It was enough for me to discover the hidden spiritual meaning. My nature is such that I did not need proof that it was there. I only needed to be shown the signs. And, from my perspective, these were indeed revealed to my satisfaction.

Of late, numbers haven’t played as important of a role. I still see them as validation that I am on the right path on a fairly regular basis. But, they don’t consume my attention and my time as they once did. That is OK. They are a symbolic language that I learned … a spiritual language.

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Will I work as intensely with numbers as I did during the Notes years from 1993-1996? My sense is no. That period of my life is over, and it is time to move on. Though, I wouldn’t mind consulting if others with the appropriate dispositions choose to follow in some of my mindsteps.

If you are moved by what you have found here do take the time to provide feedback. Especially so if you feel yourself to be a kindred spirit and relate to the task of building the foundations for a new world.

NAMASTE!

Wayne Hartman1800 Harper Av, Redondo Beach, CA 90278

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